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The Breakup Breakeven - Breakthrough

Harry Potter fan Fiction

11-06-2013

Babucha


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INDEX

The Breaku

Breakeven

Breakthrough


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The Breakup [INDEX]

Ginny, why are you doing this? Tell me why!

Ginny Weasley was huddled in one corner, tears coursing down her cheeks. She tried but she couldntbring herself up to tell him why.

She knew it was unfair for Harryhe didn't have a single clue. She wanted none of this to happen...

Ginny suffered many sleepless nights because of this.

Harry would never understand, she thought.

Hed think her reason was too superficial or more idiotic and non-sense. That was why she refusedtelling him

He had changed

So many broken promises

I gotta say whats on my mindSomething about us doesnt seem right these daysLife keeps getting in the wayWhenever we try somehow the planIs always rearranged

Why are you breaking us up, Ginny? Why? Harry asked desperately.

She could see his eyes, his emeral green eyes, wailing at her behind his glasses. Ginny really wantedto tell him but she couldnt pluck the courage. She wanted to tell him that hes changed ever since hegot promoted in the Auror office as Head.

Youre never going tobelieve it, Gin! Harry exclaimed. It was a starry night and they were outsidethe Burrow.

What? she asked.

Okay Harry breathed, Ive been promoted Ginny! They made me Head of the Auror Department.

Ginny flung her arms around him and hugged him very tightly. She kissed his cheek. When theyparted

Oh Harry, Im so proud of you! You must be the youngest Head of Auror Office in a century! sheexclaimed.


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I know and Im really excited to start working, Harry replied as he smiled at her. They both lookedforward to a wonderful future together...

Itits because of the Ginny stuttered, tears blinding her eyes.

Because of my job? Harry asked.

Thats right, Ginny choked, Because of your damned new job!

Its so hard to sayBut Igotta do whats best for meYoull be okay

What does my job have to do with us? Harry asked. Ginny pushed the stray hair from her face andlooked at him.

He really didnt know, she thought.

Youre obsessed with your new job Harry, she said, You love it too much that sometimes youevenfoforget yo-you have aagirlfriend! she choked in tears, But sinceIIsee you lolove it,I might as well e-end us

Ive got to move on and be who I amI just dont belong here

I hope you understandWe might find a place in this world somedayBut at least for nowI gotta go my own way

What do you mean? Harry asked. Ginny remembered it full wellhow could he forget?

Dont wanna leave it all behind

But I get my hopes up and watch them fall every time

He could never forget this, Ginny said to herself. She and Harry had been a couple again for fouryears now, ever since the Battle of Hogwarts. Every year, they celebrate this special momenttogether.

But these past few months, Ginny seemed to have noticed something. Harry keeps on forgettingarrangements with her. His excuses were all the same

Im very busy

I had work to do

There wasnt any time left

But just last night, Harry told her to wait at the fancy French restaurant near the Burrow. Ginnydressed up for this occasion and cant help admiring the wonderful work she has done with herself. She

placed her green headband over her shiny red hair. Now here she was, waiting for about three hoursfor him. The waiters mustve thought she was stupid or something.

It started raining cats and dogs outside.

Great, I didnt even bring an umbrella. I cant apparate here, theres too many muggles, she said.Ginny hoped that Harry would come or the rain would stop but neither happened. Finally, she stood up


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and left the restaurant. She walked towards home, soaking wet from the rain.

How could he have forgotten? she asked as she stepped inside the Burrow. Everyone was asleep. Shewent to her room and dried herself up. The moment she plopped down her bed did she ask whywhydid Harry forget?

Not again, she said, Dont tell me hes busy again

The next day, Ginny went to Harrys house. He was about to leave when she arrived and he washurrying.

Where were you last night? she snapped, I thought you were going to meet me at that fancy Frenchrestaurant? Did you know I waited for you likethree hours and it even rained? Ginny asked heatedly.Harry didnt seem to mind. He was packing up hurriedly and he didnt seem to have heard her.

Harry, are you listening?! Ginny screamed. Thats when Harry noticed she was there. But he stillseemed to have not cared

Look, Im sorry Gin; can we just talk about this tonight or tomorrow? Im really in a hurry, he saidand rushed towards the door. He gave her a peck on the cheek and apparated before Ginny could even

argue.

Another color turns to grayAnd its just too hard to watch it all

Slowly fade awayIm leaving today, cause I gotta do whats best for meYoull be okay

See! You didnt even care. All you cared about is your bloody damn job! We didnt even talk about itanymore. I tried to understand and told myself that youre really busy and its what you want. I tried toappreciate what you wanted! Ginny argued.

I didnt make you like what I wanted, Harry said.

Ive got to move on and be who I am

I just dont belong hereI hope you understand

I find myself trying to enjoy your promotion Harry, I really do. I love you Harry, thats why eventhough it makes me frustrated, I do it for you! But nowIm keeping myself realI just hope youunderstand, Ginny said.

Then why the hell are you breaking us up?! Harry screamed.

Ive spent too many sleepless nights, wondering why you didnt come to see my Quidditch matches.Ive suffered too many broken promises and I always get my hopes down! Its enough, I cant take itanymore! she yelled back, trying not to cry again.

We might find our place in this world somedayBut at least for now

I gotta go my own way

Im sorry then! Im sorry I wasnt able to go to your matches and Im sorry if I left you in ouranniversary! Harry said.

Ginny could see that somehow, he still didn't understand what she was trying to point out.

Youve changed Harry, she said, Thats whyIllIll try to move onforget the things weve been


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through

What about us?What about everything weve been thru?

Youre just going to throw away everything because of that? Ginny, I may have faults, but you knowthat I LOVE YOU!! Harry yelled, Dont throw it all away Ginny. You were one of the reasons why Iwanted to finish Voldemort! Do you have any idea how painful it was for me to realize I may not see

you again if he killed me?

What about trust?

Its not that Harry. The way youre acting nowits hurting me so badly. I feel as if you're in outerspace, gathering moon rocks instead of being with me, Ginny sobbed.

I never wanted to hurt you! Im doing this job for youI took it so I have a good future for us if everwe get married! You should know this is all for you! Harry choked. Thick tears began to stream downhis cheeks.

You know I never wanted to hurt you

What about me?

Id rather have you jobless Harry than seeing you too much in love with your job rather than me. Ifyou really love me, youd want to see me happy. You dont have to worry about the future, she said.

Ginny turned her back at him and stared outside the window. The rain was pouring hard outside. Shehad to conclude it

Thats why ImIm e-ending it, she said, Itwehave got to stopI can't take it anymore..."

What am I supposed to do?I gotta leave but Ill miss you

Harrys hand held her shoulder. He turned her towards him. Ginny saw him, unable to gaze at hisemerald green eyes. He wasnt wearing a shirt, only faded jeans. Ginny would miss himbut it was forthe best.

Ive got to move on and be who I am(What about us?)

Dont end it Gin, he begged, Dont

Its for the best Harry, she said, Im probably just a big scab on your new job if I keep buggingyoutry to understandI cant handle it anymore

I just dont belong here

I hope you understand(I was trying to understand)

Ill quit just for you, he said.

No, stay. I know its what youve always wanted and I dont want to spoil it for you, Ginny insisted,Youll be free to date other girls again. I heard Chos free. She told me just before our match againsteach other last Saturday, which you missed, she said. (Authors note: Chos on the Tornadoes whileGinnys with the Harpies)

I dont love ChoI love you for goodness sake! Harry said.

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But at least for now(I hope you stay)I gotta go my own way

Please stay Ginny. Dont do thiswhat will I do without you? Harry asked, his voice shaking due totears, I dont want to lose you

Im sorry Harry, but I have to she said, a tear down her cheek.

Harry leaned forward her and kissed her. He held tight to her, really determined not to let her go.Ginny can feel the tears on his face and she started to cry too. She didnt want to lose Harry but it wasfor their own goodthey could give it a try againor

Find someone else

But for now

She pulled away from him and saw his face, glistened with tears from his eyes and her face. Shepushed away the tears.

Im sorry Harry, she said, Im really sorryI have to move on and leave you in peace to enjoy yourjob, she headed towards the door, I have to go now she opened the door and looked at him for thelast time. He stared hungrily at her, still pleading not to leaveGoodbye Harry, she said and wentout.

She closed the door and closed the door from Harry.

But her heart wasnt really closed from him. It was still wide open and wounded deeply. She still loveshimthats why she did it. She wanted him to be free to do anything he wanted

Ginny brushed away all the tears. Lifes not over for herneither is for Harry. Life could still go on andbesides

Theres still another chancethey could still give it a trybutnot noweither way, theres st ill hope forthem

And theyll always be together in Ginnys heart

I love you Harry, she said sadly as she dissaparated.

Harry watched her from the window. He knew it really wasnt overbut hell regret the mistakes he haddone. He sat down on the couch and sighed.

I love you Ginny. Ill wait for you again he said, Its not over for us yet

And Harrys rightthings dont end too easily

Hell have to wait againand change for the better...ro win her back.

I gotta go my own wayI gotta gomyown way


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Breakeven [INDEX]

Chapter 1: I. Three Years Later

Im sorry Harry, she said, Im really sorryI have to move on and leave you in peace to enjoy yourjob, she headed towards the door, I have to go now she opened the door and looked at him for thelast time.

At that moment, he could feel his heart breaking into two, his hands aching to touch herto pull herback. But he was stuck where he was, unable to move. Her eyes looked at him sadly for the very lasttime. A tear rolled down her smooth cheek.

Goodbye Harry, she said and went out. The door closed behind her, leaving him alone with histhoughts and a broken heart.

Goodbye Harry

Goodbye

Goodbye

Forever

Harry woke up with a start.

His emerald green eyes moved around, searching thru the hazy vision it produced. It was obviouslydark around him and awfully silent too.

Pushing away his blanket, Harry Potter heaved a sigh as he sat up from his bed. His left hand felt itsway thru his nearby table for his glasses. Finally gaining the feel of them, he took wore his belovedglasses, giving him a clearer view of the surrounding.

Looking at the watch, Harry realized it was only three in the morning. He groaned as he rubbed hisaching forehead.

Damnthis has to stop, he murmured.

It was that dream again

Or more like

That memory again

It has been three years since it happened. It has been three years since he last saw her loving, brown

eyes. Three years since he last heard her voiceher tinkling laughfelt her warm touch

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Harry ran a hand thru his jet-black hair as he got up from bed. He couldnt sleep again, not with thosehaunting memories of Ginny stepping off from his life. He proceeded towards his work desk, which waslittered with notes and plans for work.

Work

The reason behind the breakup

He sat down on the chair and began organizing his messy desk. He figured he would be able to catchsome sleep if he fixed his desk. Harry refused to use his wand. He did it with his own hands.

He caught sight of that paper he still had to sign. Harry couldnt remember what it was about but heknew he had to sign it and pass it two days from now. He saw another note taped above him, whichsaid: Meet Hermione. Diagon Alley. 3 PM Saturday

If his best friend Hermione Granger saw him now, she wouldve just shook her head and tell him:Itsbeen three years, Harry. Three years! You shouldnt do this to yourself.Yeah, he shouldnt fix his deskto put himself to sleep. It looked pathetic. Harry stacked another pile of papers on one side thenproceeded to remove clutter from his desk.

He caught sight of a photo frame at the end. It was a picture of him and his best friend, Ron Weasley.He smiled as he watched himself ruffling Rons vibrant red hair. To be honest, Harry sometimes enviedRon. It was as if Ron was finally living the life of his dreams: working his dream job, a wonderful familyand finally engaged to Hermione. Once, he opened this up to Ron himself.

Dont be stupid, mate. Youve got everything yourself. Dont be jealous of meyou have a lot!

Ron was wrong.

Harry Potter didnt have everything.

He lost everything three years ago.

Thinking of Ron made him painfully remember her.

He saw another photo frame hidden behind the mass of papers. It was facedown, indicating it wasplaced that way by the owner in order to forget.

Harry held it with his hands and gazed at the picture.

It was a picture of him and Ginny under a tree. His arm was around her shoulders and she was leaningon him. They were smiling brightly at him. He watched Ginny laugh in the picture, her lips parting andher eyes laughing along with her. It was as if Harry was staring at some long-forgotten dream.

He remembered placing it facedown the moment Ginny stepped out of his life. He didnt want to seeanything that reminded him of her. He tore some of her letters, removed all her pictures and basicallyshut himself for days. It was one of the darkest moments in Harrys life, next to almost being defeatedby Voldemort. The moment she closed the door behind her, a rush of dark worries harassed Harry. Hecouldnt imagine a life without her.

He just cant

Yet here he was, aged 21 and still alive.

Yes, he was able to live without Ginny Weasley by his side. The very next day after the breakup, Harrywent about with his daily routines. He pretended nothing had happened. He pretended as if what

happened the night before did not impact him. And this went on for three years.

Which was a lie.


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The truth was, although Harry livedit was as if there was something missing from him. He couldnthelp but feel empty inside. Whenever he would catch glimpses of red-haired girls, he would oftenmistaken them for Ginny. He endured paranoia and regret during those three years.

Harry sighed as he put their picture down.

Ever since their separation, it seemed as if Ginny suddenly vanished. Admittedly, Harry refrained from

watching any of her matches so as not to reawaken the pain she had inflicted on him. Three monthslater, Harry found out Ginny had taken a leave from the Harpies and avoided being seen from then on.

Even her brother Ron had no idea where his sister went. All she told him was I need a break.Thenshe disappeared from the people, from her familyfrom Harry.

Three years later, Harry Potter still had no news of his ex-girlfriend. He didnt bother to ask theWeasleys about her, knowing it was kind of awkward when they knew what had happened betweenthem. He pretended he didnt care with what Ginny was doing with her life r ight now.

He only pretended.

Finally, Harry decided his desk needed no more organizing and he could feel sleep approaching him.Stifling a yawn, Harry rubbed his tired eyes and took off his glasses. He threw himself on his bed.

Lying on his back, he decided it was pointless to think about Ginny when things had ended betweenthem. It has been three years. He shouldve forgotten all about it like a normal person would have.

But unfortunately for Harry Potter

He hasnt forgotten.

Lying on his back, Harry admitted an undeniable truth about himself.

He had not moved on from Ginny Weasley.

In fact,

He was still madly in love with her.

Chapter 2: II. Unexpected

and Mr. Ward specifically requested your presence, Sir. I couldnt say no to the man.Hes beenrequesting your presence for months now

Harry didnt look up at Tyler Heffley, his assistant, who was rapidly informing him of the Head of theImproper Use of Magics invitation to a party for top Ministry employees. The Head, Mr. Raphael Ward,has been badgering Tyler to convince Harry to attend the said party. Harry, on the other hand, had nointerest in dinner parties.

So you told him Id be going, said Harry, still not taking his eyes off the papers he was signing. Tylerembarrassedly rubbed his arms, appearing guilty of the charge.

Sorry, sir, he apologized. Harry finally looked at his 18-year old assistant and sighed.

Guess Ill be going whether I like it or not, huh? he asked. Tyler nodded, his eyes avoiding Harry.Harry smiled at his assistant, hoping he wouldnt appear like some terror boss to young Tyler.

Get me the invite again, will you Tyler? So Ill know the time and place, he told the boy. Tyler heaveda sigh of relief as he smiled gratefully at his boss. He nodded his head and immediately left Harry in his


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cubicle. Harry grinned as he returned his attention to his paperwork. He dipped his quill in ink andbegan signing once more.

Mr. Potter?

Harry looked up and saw Tinsel, the receptionist.

Yes, Tinsel?

You have a visitor, she said, Miss Granger is outside waiting, sir.

Hermione?

Yes, sir, said Tinsel, then she proceeded back to her desk. Harry quickly got up from his cubicle,wondering why Hermione visited all of a sudden. The last time Harry saw her was a month ago, whenshe left for Scotland to do some work for the Ministry. He didnt know she was back.

He saw Hermione seated in front of Tinsels desk. He couldnt help but notice how radiant she lookedtoday. Her curls were held by a barrette Ron had given her during their anniversary. The moment shesaw Harry, she beamed at him.

She looked so vibrant when she smiled.

Her radiance reminded him of Ginny, the way she smiled at him.

He felt a painful tug.

Harry! cried Hermione as she stood up to hug him.

Hermione, said Harry as he hugged his best friend. The hugged for a few minutes then pulled away.

Enjoyed your trip? he asked her.

Yes, it was superb! she said, Scotland truly is beautiful.

I thought you werent going to be home until tomorrow, said Harry. Hermione tucked a curl behindher ear and blushed.

WellI got permission to be home earlier. You know, for the engagement party tonight? she said. Hercheeks became red at the mention of the word engagement. Harry bit his lip, repressing a laugh. Hefound it funny whenever Hermione giggled over her upcoming wedding.

Yeah, you cant wait to see Ron announcing your engagement in his tweed green dress robes,remarked Harry. Hermione laughed and punched his shoulder.

She tucked a stray curl behind her ear and sighed. I guess I am looking forward to seeing Ron at theend of the altar, she said wistfully, Its like a dream come true. Harry looked at Hermione as shesmiled. She looked so happy at the thought of her wedding. In a way, Harry envied her. How he wishedhe was as gleeful as her.

Hermione caught him staring blankly at her.

ErHarry? she asked, Are you okay?

Harry snapped out of his reverie. Oh, sorry, he said, Yeah, Im also looking forward to standingbeside Ron and seeing him sweat. Hermione smiled and patted his shoulder.

Harry, I know this wedding is making you think of somethingor someone I should say, she saidgently.


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Huh? asked Harry. Hermione rolled her eyes and looked at him eye to eye.

I know youre wondering if Ginny is attending, she said.

Harry wondered if Hermione was given a strong sense. She knew exactly what he had in mind andeven brought it up. But he wasnt going to let Hermione know about it.

He rubbed his eyes and shrugged. I dont know what youre talking about, he said unmindfully. He

wanted to appear as if he didnt give a damn whether or not Ginny will be attending the wedding.

Which was a lie.

In fact, he wondered about it for weeks. Ever since Ron and Hermione announced their engagement,Harry thought if Ginny would be present at her brothers wedding, let alone the engagement party. Noone has heard from her for years.

Hermione shook her head. You dont have to deny anything to me, Harry. Youre my best friend. Iknow you as much as I know Ron, she said.

Really, now? Well, what do you know Hermione Granger? he asked her.

Hermione wore her know-it-all expression. I know for a fact that you are not over Ginny even thoughthree years have already passed,she said.

Not true,

True, countered Hermione, Ive observed you for the past three years, Harry. Though you try toforget about her, theres still a small bit of Ginny inside you. You sometimes slip and let me noticeyoure still thinking of her.

Why are we talking about this Hermione? he asked her, clearly annoyed, You know its pointless.

Harry, I just hate it when I see you wallowing about Ginny,

I dont-

Dont deny it. I know for a fact that you often think of her. Remember when she left? You asked smalldetails but I could see it in your eyes that you wanted to know more information of her whereabouts,said Hermione.

Harry was about to disagree when Hermiones eyes warned him not to. He sighed, figuring it waspointless lying to her. He avoided looking at her.

Well? she asked.

Well what? he asked.

I was right, huh?

Harry rubbed his forehead. Alright, I surrender, he said, holding his hands up, Youre right. I still amthinking about Ginny. Are you happy now? then he buried his face in his hands. He felt so ashamed,confessing to Hermione that after three years he still wasnt over his ex-girlfriend

Who probably was somewhere out there, worry-free

He hasnt even seen her during those three years. And yet, hes still wallowing about her.

Harry, its been three years already, said Hermione.

I know, Hermione. You dont have to rub it in, said an annoyed Harry.


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He felt a hand touch his shoulder. Hermione looked comfortingly at him, her hand resting on hisshoulder. There was no I-told-you-so look evident on her face. Justsympathy.

He sighed. Look Hermione, it has been three years since Ginny and I broke up. I shouldve forgottenabout it already and Im still trying okay? Dont feel bad for me. Im okay. Just be happy for yourselfand Ron and dont mind my problems, he told her.

Hermione rubbed his shoulder. I just hate seeing you like this Harry. You look happy on the outside,when youre not inside, she said, I feel sad for you.

Harry smiled forcefully at her. Dont be. We should all be happy. You and Ron are getting married. Itsgonna be the wedding of a century, he said. Luckily, Hermione chose not to push the issue anymoreand laughed.

Are you coming tonight? she asked.

Of course I am, said Harry, It your night.

Well, thats settled, she said then she looked at her watch, Oh goodness, I have to get going, Im

seeing Luna in fifteen minutes.

Hearing Luna Lovegoods name, Harry cracked a smile. It has been a year since he last saw her.

How is Luna by the way? Is she enjoying her escapades with Rolf Scamander? he asked as Hermionegot up and brushed her hair.

Oh you know Luna, she knows how to have fun in her own way. And I do know for a fact that Rolf iswonderful company for her. In fact, shes taking him tonight, said Hermione. Then she gave Harry anda knowing look and all of a sudden, hugged him. Harry, surprised, awkwardly patted her back.

Be happy, okay? she whispered in his ear. With that, she gave him a smile and left.

Harry was left alone outside the Auror office, Hermiones whisper tingling in his ear.

Be happy

He pondered over her words. Be happy? Was he never happy for the past three years? Surely he washappy for once, even for a second.

As he stood up, Harry sighed.

Hermione was right.

He had to stop wallowing. He had to stop remembering. It wasnt right anymore. He was going to live a

new life.

Tonight, he will be happy.

And he fervently hoped he wasnt lying to himself again

Harry adjusted his glasses as he stared ahead. His feet walked the mounds of ground that surroundedthe home of the Weasleysthe Burrow.

He cant help but admire the beautiful decorations adorning the small house. Fairy lights weresurrounding the marquee set up right in front of the Weasley lawn. The stars above added to themystique of the evening, giving faint twinkles in the sky. Flowers adorned every corner of the garden

and Harry wasnt able to spot any garden gnome at all.

He chuckled, remembering all the fuss Mrs. Weasley made with Bill and Fleurs wedding. He wondered


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if she went thru the same fuss with Rons engagement party.

As he stepped inside the marquee, heads suddenly turneda usual happening when Harry is spotted bythe crowd.

Mr. Potter!

Pleasure to meet you, Mr. Potter!

Good gracious, its Harry Potter!

As usual, Harry put on his usual sunny smile for the crowd, greeting them politely and shaking theirhands. It was quite the norm for him to please the people who are pleased to see him, the Boy-Who-Lived. Even though it has been four years since the Battle of Hogwarts, people still could not get overhis victory. It was flatteringbut sometimes it can also get to Harrys nerves.

Harry passed his parade of admirers, giving them an occasional smile, greeting them and shaking theirhands. Finally, he was able to spot his best mate Ron who was being fixed once more by his mother,Mrs. Weasley. He heard them silently arguing as Mrs. Weasley fussed over her son.

a mess your hair is!

Im okay Mum! Honestly, my hair is fine.

But you look silly!

Hermione likes it this way!

Ehem, said Harry as he approached them.

Abruptly, Ron and Mrs. Weasley stopped arguing. Mrs. Weasleys lips widened into a smile as shegazed at Harry.

Harry! she said, pulling him into a hug. Harry could feel her arms almost crushing him as she huggedhim yet at the same time, it felt so good to know that she still accepted him, even though he had fallenout with her daughter.

How are you, my dear? she asked fondly once she had released him, You look thinner than the lasttime I saw you. Are you eating well?

Yes, Mrs. Weasley, Harry assured her. He caught Rons eyes rolling as he watched his own mum startfussing over Harry.

Theyre not stressing you at the Ministry, are they? Youve gotten a little peaky these days, wheneverI see your face in the Daily Prophet, she said, concern dripping in her voice.

Im okay, Mrs. Weasley, believe me. The stress the Ministry offers is already normal for me. Imalready used to it, he told her again, patting her shoulder.

But-

Okay, Mum, cut Ron, I think I see the caterers over there. Why dont you make sure they dont runshort of canaps? Cause I think Mr. Ferguson over there isnt being served any, he said, indicating toa Ministry official who appeared to be looking for something.

Goodness! I told them to keep to the canaps circulating! then with a flaunt of her robe, she stompedoff towards the nearest waiters to tell them off. Ron heaved a sigh as he smiled at Harry.

Thank god that got her off my robes, he said, Shes been badgering me for hours. Kept on insistingthat my hair needed some cuttingit almost got on my nerves. Good thing you came, mate. Perfect


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timing. Then he clapped Harry on the shoulder.

Harry looked at Ron from head to toe and chuckled. Looking sharp, mate, he commented. For thenight, Ron had chosen to wear bottle green dress robes for the occassion. He looked sharp for theevening and he simply looked happy.

Thanks, been pullingthis bloody collar though, said Ron, tugging at his tight collar, Have you seenHermione?

Harry looked around the crowd, trying to find Hermiones bobbing head somewhere.

What is she wearing? asked Harry.

White. A beautiful white dress. You should see her mate, she looks stunning, said Ron, his eyesdreamy. Harry suppressed a laugh. It was quite a funny sight to see Ron love struck. He had knownhim for more than ten years and it wasnt quite Ron to become dreamy over Hermione.

Well, Ill take your word for it, said an amused Harry. He gave his best mate another look and foundhimself gazing at Ron.

Ron was sohappy. No, he was joyful. He looked so fulfilled as he continued talking with the otherguests as Harry stayed beside him. Rons blue eyes twinkled as he animatedly chatted with people.

Once again, Harry felt envious of Ron and his happiness.

Harry?

Hearing his name, Harry turned around.

He gasped.

Wow Hermione,

Hermione Granger stood in front of him, her hair sleek and shiny. Ron was right, she was absolutelystunning. The white dress suited her perfectly and her eyes sparkled like Rons as she beamed at him.

Ron had also turned and Harry could see the smug smile on his face.

Told you, he said.

Harry grinned. You were right, he said as Hermione approached Ron. Immediately, Ron took hold ofher hand and smiled at her the moment their faces drew close.

Hello beautiful, he whispered in Hermiones ear as he pecked her on the cheek. Harry saw Hermionescheeks redden the moment Rons lips touched her cheeks.

For a moment, Harry felt awkward watching his two best friends. It was similar to the time they kissedout of the blue during the Battle of Hogwarts. He couldnt help but feel out of place as the two lovebirdsgazed at each other. It was like he was watching them in slow motion as Hermione and Ron talked witheach other, arms around each other and all that. He feltout of place.

And he also felt a pang in his heart.

Before his two friends could forget his presence, Harry coughed.

Ehem he said.

Hermione and Ron broke out of their reverie of each other. Harry smiled as he placed his hands insidehis pockets.


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Sorry, said Ron cheekily.

Couldnt help it, added Hermione, Anyway, its now or never, right? The three of them laughed.

Harry placed his arms around his best friends, two of the most important people in his world. He washappy for them, really was. He was glad they were finally getting their happily ever after.

Congratulations guys. Im happy for the both of you. Im so glad you two are ending up with each

other, he told them, Just want you both to know that you matter a lot to me. Ill always be here whenyou need me. And Ill always have both of your backs. Dont forget that.

Hermione gave him a meaningful look, her eyes beading with tears as she smiled at him. Ron on theother hand, gave a small chuckle.

Yeah mate, Ill count on you catching my back when Hermiones after my neck, he joked.

Thats what I meant, said Harry then both he and Ron laughed. Hermione quickly pulled out ofHarrys arms and playfully glared at them, her hands on her hips. Then with a nudge from Ron, she

joined in the laughter.

Hermione! Rooon!

Mrs. Weasleys voice broke their laughter as they watched her bustle thru the crowd.

Uh-oh, Ron said under his breath.

Follow me quickly! The Minister is here! she squealed, pulling Hermione and Ron, You must pay yourrespects!

But its only Kingsley Shacklebolt, Mum! I see him every day at work, whined Ron but Mrs. Weasleydidnt listen to him.

Theyll see you later, Harry dear, she told Harry as she pulled Ron and Hermione towards the crowd.Hermione gave him an apologetic smile as her face disappeared in the ocean of people.

Harry watched the string of people entering the marquee. People were everywhere. They werebabbling, gossiping or plainly catching up with each other. Everywhere he looked he could see witchesand wizards laughing and smiling at one another. Everyone seemed to enjoy the festivities of the night.

Figuring hed look stupid standing all alone by himself, Harry allowed himself to wander around theplace, hoping he could find something to spend his time. He couldve just allowed himself to talk with arandom stranger. After all, being Harry Potter granted you the right to be known by people you dontknow yourself.

But Harry wasnt in the mood to socialize with people for the moment. He wanted to be alone for a

while.

Harry watched the vast crowds of people, smiles on their faces and their laughter rolling around theroom. They looked so happyso joyful. Everyone was in their best mood.

All except Harry.

Lucky them

Three hours later

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Its been three hours since the engagement party started.

Admittedly, Harry had fun during those three hours. He was able to grin widely as he joined his friendsfrom Hogwarts tease Ron with his upcoming marriage. He was able to laugh as he listened to Mrs.Weasley confessing to everyone that she never expected Ron to end up with a super girl like Hermione.Ron wore the most mortified look he had ever worn.

The night was enjoyable and it truly was superb, Harry had to admit. And now, things had settled a bit

as the dancing had begun.

He watched Ron spin Hermione then hold her close once more. Ron was whispering something inHermiones ear, making her giggle and peck him on the cheek. Although it has been years since hisbest friends got together, Harry still felt queasy at times when he catches Hermione and Ron becomingfluffy with each other. He figured it was because he had spent six years in Hogwarts watching thembicker and at each others throats.

Yet here they were

Blissfully in love

He couldnt help but smile as he watched them. He was glad for them, glad that they had finallyreached their ever after with each other. Feeling he was intruding a quiet moment by staring, Harrydecided to leave his place and leave the couple first. Shoving his hands inside his pockets, Harry slowlyproceeded to the opening of the tent.

The air gently washed over his face the moment he stepped outside.

Looking up, he saw the stars twinkling against the dark background of the sky. It was a beautiful sightand it took Harrys mind off things. There was something about them that made Harry relieve some ofthe stress he was heaving.

Its been long since he had peace and quietaway from stress.

Stress from workstress from other peoples demandsstress from himself.

Breathing deeply, Harry realized he was stressing himself for these past three years by burying himselfwith work in order to forget. He wanted to relieve himself of the pain and the shame he felt that nightGinny decided to break away from him.

It wasnt healthy anymore.

He looked back at the tent and saw the people inside. Everyone was enjoying the merriment and thecelebration. They wore sunny smiles that lit the evening.

He sighed and a second later, his lips widened into a smile.

Harry swore that when he gets inside once more, he would be stress-free and truly happy. He wouldntthink of things that bothered him. He wouldnt stress himself during the occasion, even if the Weasleysreminded him painfully of Ginny.

For once, he wasnt going to think about Ginny Weasley.

He was going to forget about her tonight.

And maybe, if he did it often, he would be able to forget her totally.

Baby steps.

Harry took another deep breath and gazed once more at the stars above. They continued to twinkle attheir brightest, making him smile brighter.


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Yes, he was going to start anew. He would be a new man soon.

Very soon.

His eyes refused to leave the stars yet he figured it was time for him to return inside. Hermione andRon would probably be wondering where he was. He shoved his hands inside his pockets and sniffedthe fresh air for one last time.

Then his eye caught a brilliant shade of red in front of him. Must be Ron.

Hey Ron, started Harry, taking his eyes off the sky, Look at the-

Then he stopped.

For a second, Harry Potter was frozen in his place. He could feel his eyes dilating in shock and surprise.His hands turned cold.

The brilliant shade of red did not belong to Ron Weasleys head.

Harry had somehow found his voice.

Ginny?

And sure enough

Ginny Weasley stood right in front of him, the light bouncing of her vibrant red hair.

Her eyes mirrored the shocked expression Harry wore.

She was here.

Ginny was right in front of him.

In the living flesh

After three years

Hello Harry she said in a quiet voice.

Chapter 3: III. The Other Bloke

Harry was still frozen on the spot.

He wanted to rub his eyes and see if he was seeing illusions.

But he wasnt seeing things

He was seeing Ginny Weasley in the fleshright in front of him.

She came.

It really was her.

Harry?

Harry felt a tingle when he heard her call his name. It was the first time he heard her voice again and itgave him a weird feeling.


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His eyes never left her. It was during that moment that he began to absorb the fact that GinnyWeasley was standing in front of him and was looking immaculately beautiful. Her hair was placed intored-colored curls lying on her shoulder and falling behind her back. She looked the same as before butgorgeous as ever. The green dress emphasized her fair skin and brought out her brown eyes.

He still couldnt believe it was her.

Youre back he finally managed to say.

Ginny shyly tucked a stray curl behind her ear and flashed him a small smile.

I know, she said.

An awkward silence followed.

Harry could feel his heart bumping wildly against his chest. It was as if the sight of Ginny had ignitedhis system. He couldnt figure out if he was actually glad to see her or if he didnt even want to see her.Inside his mind, a battle was occurring. One part of it told him to run while the other told him to stay.

He didnt know what to do next. There was unease bubbling inside him as he processed the fact thathis ex-girlfriend was there.

Eryou look good, he managed to say.

Beautiful is more like it

Umthanks, replied Ginny, unease also evident on her face, You look good yourself, Harry.

Another awkward silence.

For a moment, Harry wished he could just disappear. He wanted the ground to eat him alive or to meltlike an ice cream. Ginnys return was just too shocking and it was quite ironic that he saw her rightafter he swore to himself that he would forget about her.

Yet there was a part of him that was glad to see her again because he missed her so much

And he wanted her to know that.

But the timing would be wrong if he did so. Yet he figured, he wanted to say something. He longed totalk to herthe girl he still loved.

Ginny-

GINNY!

Both Harry and Ginny were startled with Mrs. Weasleys shriek. Mrs. Weasley, sighting her daughter forthe first time also, immediately rushed towards her daughter and enveloped her in a tight hug.

Youre back! Youre back! squealed Mrs. Weasley, refusing to release Ginny. Seconds later, Georgeand Percy came out from the tent, followed by Mr. Arthur Weasley and Bill.

Bless my soul, its Ginny! cried Mr. Weasley as he ran forward and joined his wife in hugging theiryoungest daughter.

Mum, Dad, I missed you both, said Ginny as she hugged her parents. George stood beside Harry asPercy and Bill joined their parents in welcoming Ginny back.

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towards their only sister.

Harry watched quietly as the Weasleys welcomed Ginny back. He felt as if he was intruding a specialmoment between the members of the family. He took a step back and quickly returned to themarquee, leaving the Weasleys alone.

Inside, there was still a rumble occurring within Harry. His heart was still thundering and his mind wasstill whirring. Ginny was back. The Ginny he loved and still loves was back. She was here. Seeing her

after three years gave Harry the mix of emotions he thought he would never have. He recalled the lookin her eyes the moment they first laid eyes on each other again.

It was as if she too wanted him to know something

Harry!

Harry saw Ron heading his way.

Mate, whereve you been? Me and Hermione were looking all over for you, asked his best mate. Harrylooked at Ron and found himself speechless.

What was wrong with him?

Mate? You okay? asked Ron, suddenly noticing Harry, Whats up?

Gulping, Harry spoke up.

Your sister is back.

Sweat beaded on Harrys forehead.

He couldnt move a muscle. He sat frozen on his chair, feeling uneasy.

Beside him, he could feel Ginny sitting quite rigidly.

Its been an hour since Ginny showed up right in front of him outside the marquee. After all themembers of the Weasley family warmly welcomed Ginny, they pulled her inside for the celebration. Alot of her Hogwarts friends also crowded her and enveloped her in hugs the moment they caught sightof her. It was obvious that she was dearly missed by everyone.

Especially by Harry.

The moment the welcoming had subsided, Mrs. Weasley insisted that Ginny should sit beside Harry,which was followed by some polite objections from Ginny, stating that shes waiting for a guest andhad to be visible. Yet her mother was able to win the argument and Ginny ended up seated beside him.

The mix of emotions stirring within Harry worsened and Ginnys presence didnt help one bit.

He felt frustrated with himself. There were thousands of things he wanted to ask her, to tell her yetthere he was, sitting quite stiffly beside her.

Erhow have you been doing? he suddenly asked.

Ive been fine, answered Ginny shortly.

Thats good, said Harry.

Things have changedHarry thought sadly. There was no hint of affection in Ginnys voice. Of course,

he had expected this. Its been three years since they last saw each other and coincidentally, the lasttime they did see each other was on the night they broke up, which didnt exactly made things better.


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Harry ran a hand thru his hair, hoping to gain some confidence.

Ginny was throwing side-glances at him.

How about you? she asked.

Erwell, Ive been good too, Harry answered.

Ohgood.

Oh good?

The awkwardness was killing Harry. It was getting to him and it wasnt a pleasant experience. Hewanted to really talk to Ginny, not just exchange awkward questions usually asked by strangers. Theywerent strangers

Were they strangers to each other now?

He painfully looked at her. There was a cold barrier separating her from him and Harry couldnt getpast that barrier. He longed to have a meaningful conversation with her, to apologize for what he did.

But somehow, he found himself unable to do so.

Ginny

Hearing her name, Ginny looked at him. Harry looked back at her and found it hard to breathe.

Will you follow me outside? he asked.

Ginny suddenly became uneasy. Harry saw doubt on her face.

I dont know Harrythey might look for me she said uneasily.

Just for a minute, he said, Please Ginny

It was obvious on her face that there was an ongoing conflict inside her. Harry hoped fervently thatshed say yes. He wanted to get the feeling out of his chest.

Please he asked again.

Ginny looked at him again.

Alright

Outside the marquee, Harry stopped under the nearest lamp post. His mind was screaming at him,telling him this was not the smartest thing to do.

But his heart told him it was the right thing to do.

He heaved a sigh and looked up at Ginny, who was standing a meter away from him.

Her beautiful face was betrayed by the doubt on her face. Her eyes didnt want to meet his. Her curlsfell behind her as she crossed her arms.

Looking at her after three years made Harrys eyes water in pain. It was painful to look at her, to seewhat he had done to her. He wanted to tell her so much that he didnt know where to begin. He had toget that heavy feeling off his chest.

He had to say something.

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something off with the way she looked at him. It was as if Harry didnt matter to her anymore and hewas wasting her time.

Maybe he was

You look awfully nice today, he said.Lame, lame, lame!

Ohuhmthanks a lot, said Ginny.

Harry racked his brains for other things to say. He wanted to tell her how much he missed her and thathe wasnt over her but the moment didnt seem to call for such confessions. Neither did it call forsenseless remarks.

You can do better than that, Potter, he told himself.

Ginny was starting to look impatient, Harry could tell. By the way she was shifting her weight on herleft foot, she indicated that she wanted this conversation over.

Eryoure hair looks great, too,

DAMN IT. LAMER!

By that time, Ginny was torn between amusement and annoyance. Harry on the other hand, silentlyhated himself for being so lame. Why couldnt he just tell her what he wanted to say?

An awkward silence occurred between them once again.

Ginny was already tapping her foot impatiently. The annoyance on her face was becoming moreevident by the minute and Harry felt he was running out of time. He needed to say something withsense. He didnt want to let her go just yet.

Harry, is there something youd like to tell me? she asked, Something important?

Yes. I want to tell you so many things, Harry thought in his head. But his tongue was tied and he couldnot tell Ginny what he truly wanted her to know.

Ginny sighed and smoothened her dress. It seems her impatience got the best of her.

Look Harry, if you have nothing to tell me-

I missed you.

Just like that.

It didnt take Harry more than five seconds to finally tell her what he wanted to say.

He saw Ginnys eyes widen in surprise at what he had just said. Why wouldnt she? Harry himselfcouldnt believe what he had just done. His hands turned cold and he could feel his stomach churning.He couldnt help but question himself.

Did he do the right thing?

I missed you, Ginny, he repeated, A lot.

He awaited her response. Looking at her, Harry felt as if he was seeing one dominant emotion on herface but he just couldnt tell what emotion it was. Could it possibly be guilt?

Harry then her voice faltered.

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sound stupid right now. Im sorry butIjust wanted you to know that.

There was silence. Harry figured he would seize the moment to tell her everything he wanted to say.He turned his back on her, feeling he would mess up if he saw her brown eyes piercing him. Heclenched his fists and gulped some air.

When I saw you a while agoI felthappy, he confessed, Its the first time I saw you eversincewewell, its the first time I saw you in three years. And now that youre here, all I can say

isIm really glad youre back.

The wind blew gently on Harry as he lit up his face and looked at the stars above. At the back of hishead, he wondered if he was making a fool of himself. But he couldnt run away, not now that he hadtold her that he missed her. He had to face the music, or rather, face what Ginny has to say.

Harry

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. With one swift move, he was facing Ginny once again.

The expression on her face was unreadable. Her arms were resting on her sides and the wind blew herred curls.

Its been long, huh? she asked.

Yeah, Harry said sheepishly. Ginny made a small smile and took steps towards him. A minute later,he was face to face with Ginny Weasley.

He could smell that flowery fragrance he had always loved so much. She was pretty much the same,only more beautiful and enchanting than before. She looked up at him and Harry saw her beautifulbrown eyes.

Im also glad to see you again, Harry, she said.

Without thinking, Harry pulled her for a hug.

He hugged her tight, hoping all the unsaid things would be understood. A wave of memories flashed inhis mind as he held Ginny in his arms. Without any warning, a tear rolled down from his eye.

It was the hug they used to share back then.

The very same.

Harry could feel Ginnys breath on his neck as he buried his face in her hair. He could feel his ownheart pounding wildly against his chest.

I missed you so much, he whispered in her ear.

He never wanted to let go.

Harry

Ginny slowly pulled away from him. There was an awkward look on her face that suggested she didntfeel the same way as Harry. She pushed away a strand of hair and looked at him. Her look gave Harryan unpleasant feeling.

Harry, I knowthis feels awkwardfor the both of us, especially for me, she said, Its been threeyears since wewell, weve fallen out.

I know, said Harry.You dont have to remind me,he added bitterly in his mind.

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really am but I still cant help but feel quiteawkward, she said then she turned her back at him.

It doesnt have to feel awkward, said Harry, putting a hand on her shoulder.

Things are different now, Harry. We cant turn things back the way they used to be, continued Ginny.

Why was she saying that? Did she know that Harry was still not over her?

And did she have any idea that her words were piercing Harry like daggers?

Im notplanning on bringing back the past, Ginny. I just missed you, he lied to her.

Ginny turned to face him once more, a look of doubt on her face.

Harry, I just want to start over again. I want a new and fresh beginning. Im sure you understand me,right? she asked him.

Yes,

Silence once again.

Ginny, Id be lying if I told you Im okay now, Harry said, seizing the moment, Id be lying if I saidthat Im over you.

He could see the sudden alarm in Ginnys eyes.

Harry, we dont have to go there-

I want to let it all out,Ginny,

Harry, please, said Ginny, stepping away from him, We dont have to talk about this anymore.

Ginny was all Harry was able to say. He was at lost for words. Seeing Ginny backing off from himgave him that painful tug in his heart. It gave him the premonition that the worse is yet to come.

Harry, I-

Ginny!

Harry and Ginny were both startled at the voice.

Behind Ginny was a man with dark blond curls falling on his face, which emphasized his brilliant blueeyes. He seemed to be Harrys age, even older. The grin on his face showcased his amazing set ofwhite teeth.

Caleb, said Ginny.

The man eagerly approached Ginny and enveloped her in a hug. It was as if Harry wasnt even there.

What the bloody hell?

I missed you Gin-Gin, said the man.

Gin-Gin?

Without warning, the man kissed Ginny.

Right in front of Harry

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at the painful image he was seeing. A part of him wanted to tear the bloke limb from limb while theother part restrained him from doing so. It was similar to the time he saw Ginny snogging Dean, butworse.

Caleb, Ginny whispered, pushing the man away. The man on the other hand, noticed Harry for thefirst time.

Oh, Im sorry, he said to Harry. Then his eyes suddenly widened in shock as he stared at Harry,

Bloody hell, its Harry Potter!

Uhyeah, said Harry, trying to maintain his voice.

Ginny pulled herself together and touched the blokes hand. Caleb, thats Harry Potter, she said.

I know, Gin, said the man excitedly then he eagerly approached Harry and shook his hand.

Pleasure to meet you Mr. Potter, been a huge fan, said the bloke named Caleb, Im Caleb by theway, Caleb Andrews.

Pleasure,said Harry shortly. His eyes watched Ginny.

Hes my boyfriend, she said.

From the corner of his eye, Harry could see Caleb placing an arm around Ginnys shoulder as theychatted with Bill. Ginny casually leaned on Calebs shoulder as the conversation with her older brotherprogressed. He felt his blood boil at the sight of it.

Apparently, Harry wasnt the only person who knew about Caleb anymore. After Calebs arrival hadinterrupted Harry and Ginnys conversation, Ginny hurriedly pulled Caleb inside to introduce him to therest of her family. Harry was the first to hear of the news.

And now he was seated beside Ron and Hermione, watching Ginny and Caleb, who was seated on thenext table.

Harry, whispered Hermione.

Yes?

Youre doing it again, she said as she took a sip of champagne.

Doing what?

Staring at them, she whispered.

Harry lowered his eyes guiltily. Hermione was right; he had been staring at them ever since Caleb hadarrived.

Im sorry Hermione, I just cant help it, he confessed.

Youve got to stop torturing yourself, mate, said Ron, Staring at them wont help.

Harry looked at Ron. Ron had taken the news of Caleb with politeness Harry had never expected. Ronwould usually go against blokes who were after Ginny but when Ginny introduced Caleb to him, Ronhad been pleasant. According to Hermione, Ron had been so for his sisters sake and because she had

just been back after being gone for three years.

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He watched her laugh as Caleb made some sort of joke Harry could not hear. He could see her eyessparkling as she laughed and playfully punch Caleb on the shoulder. But it wasnt her laugh thatharmed Harry; it was the way she looked at Caleb.

It was the same look she gave him when they were still together.

The way her eyes didnt leave Calebs face reminded him of the way her eyes did not leave his facewhen he was talking to her.

It was painful to watch them.

Harry,

Hermiones voice snapped him out as he set his glass down.

Hermione gave him a knowing look as she chewed her beef gracefully. Harry heaved a sigh as heclosed his eyes, dearly hoping he was having a nightmare.

But he wasnt

How do you find Caleb? he suddenly asked Ron.

Ron was taken aback.

Erwell, I think hes a nice bloke, he said, Quite funny actually. And I think hes nuts about mysister. I mean, the way he looks at her kind of gave him away. And from the looks of it, seems like hesalso quite her type-

Ron, pass me a canap, interrupted Hermione, annoyed by Rons lack of tact.

Oherokay, said Ron.

Harrys eyes fell downward. It was as if someone had just stomped on his heart, broke it into piecesand no one even bothered to pick it up. He couldnt absorb the fact that Ginny was with someone elsealreadythat someone already owned herthat he was too late

Harry, theyre not yet married, dont be so down, said Hermione.

Harry looked at Ginny and Caleb once more. Now Ginny was once again leaning on Calebs shoulder asCaleb chatted with Bill.

Theyre as good as one, he murmured to Hermione.

He heard Ginnys laughter once more. It pained him to see that she was happy in the arms of some

other bloke.

But she wasnt his anymore

He had no right.

He felt Hermione pat his shoulder in sympathy.

Its gonna be alright, she told him.

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Past Midnight

The engagement party was over.

After many swigs of butterbeer and champagne, never ending dances and countless jokes, the partywas over.

Guests started bidding Ron and Hermione goodbye as they disapparated into the night. Mrs. Weasley

seemed thrilled that her party was a success with the guests. Mr. Weasley on the other hand was redin the face for drinking too much champagne and was being escorted back to the Burrow by adispleased Percy.

Harry was standing in front of the marquee, hands inside his pockets. Ron and Hermione were stillinside, busy bidding guests thank yous and goodbyes.

So much had happened tonight.

Harry couldnt even figure how to handle all of them.

He heaved a sigh as he stared at the stars above. Hours ago, he swore he would forget Ginny and now

there he was, admitting to himself that he simply could not do it, especially now that she was back.

But the hard part was

There was some other bloke in the picture.

Oh god, Im a mess, he whispered to the wind. He wanted to go home and get some rest. He wantedto shut his eyes and erase all the painful images he had seen tonight.

He wanted to forget.

Ill be right back,

Hearing Ginny sent him to a state of alarm. He heard her footsteps halt to a stop.

Harry?

He turned around to face her.

Ginny, he said.

She rubbed her arms, her eyes unable to meet his.

Are you going home? she asked casually.

Yeah, Ive already said goodbye to Ron and Hermione, he answered quite stiffly.

Oh was all Ginny said.

His eyes were also unable to look at her. He figured that if he looked at her, it would spark the pain heendured throughout the party.

Wellgoodnight then, she said.

Yeah, goodnight

Then with a swift move, Harry turned his back on her. He was sure Ginny did the same thing.

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Yes?

He gulped. About what happened a while agowhat I said

Yeah?

Forget about it.

And with that, Harry disapparated into the night

Hoping fervently that he too would forget.

Chapter 4: IV. Worse The morning sun wasted no time in blinding Harry Potter with its glorious rays.

The light reflected thru the window and was aiming mercilessly at Harrys still closed eyes, forcing himto wake up from his sleep.

Yawning widely, Harry ran a hand thru his hair and rumpled it. The nights festivities had left him tiredfor the day and he had a desire to go back to sleep. But it was a Monday, another work day and beingthe Head Auror, he had no right to be absent for no reason.

Grudgingly, he left his soft bed and slowly made his way to the kitchen to prepare his own breakfast.

He quickly placed two pieces of bread inside the toaster as he magically brewed his coffee. He heard atapping noise outside his window.

A large barn owl was tapping at the glass, a newspaper clasped within its beak.

Harry opened the window and allowed the owl to hop inside.

Here you go, he said, handing the owl two knuts. The owl dropped the paper and automatically flewaway once it had received its payment. Harry took the paper and proceeded to his toaster to retrievehis bread.

Accio butter, he said, wand pointed at the fridge. The dish of butter magically zoomed out of itsoriginal place into Harrys waiting hand. Settled with his so-called breakfast, Harry sat on his table andtook a sip of coffee. He opened the Daily Prophet and ignored the headline because his job at theMinistry made sure he learned the big news before the Prophet does.

Instead, he scanned for the little bits of other news scattered on the newspaper. There was one abouta local citizen sprouting tentacles over his head because he had to prove himself to his brother.Another news was about a woman who miraculously gave birth to triplets at once (which kind of madeHarry lose his appetite). The last news involved the disappearances of three girls from Cumbria, whichis being associated to some sort of cult.

Depressing. Harry turned the page.

Landing on the sports page, he found himself face to face with a picture of Ginny Weasley, in herQuidditch robes and on her broom. Underneath the picture was the headline:

GINNY WEASLEY RETURNS TO THE HARPIES; HARPIES FANS REJOICE

Harry felt his stomach churn at the sight of Ginnys picture. It sent back memories from last night

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And it reminded him of the boyfriend, whose name Harry had forgotten already.

He still couldnt accept the fact that she was taken, that he had already lost his chance when he hadonly seen her last night. She was happy in the arms of someone else and it wasnt Harry Potter.

Well what did he expect? It was his fault after all

And now he was reaping the consequences.

When he came home last night, Harry immediately threw himself on the bed without even bothering toremove his dress robes. The image of Ginny being kissed by her boyfriend right in front of him stungHarry like a Cruciatus Curse on its maximum level. He felt his hands ball into fists once more as heburied his face underneath all the blankets.

Harry continued to stare at Ginnys photo. Then he proceeded to read the article about her.

arriving yesterday for her brother and Auror Ronald Weasleys engagement to Hermione Granger ofthe Department of Magical Law Enforcement. Miss Weasley was reported to have spoken with the

Harpies captain, Gwenog Jones, and affirmed her return to the celebrated all-female Quidditch team.Team Captain Jones confirmed this statement at three in the morning, stating, Were glad to have

Ginny back on the team. We could use her amazing Chasing skills once more. (Ctd. Page 15,HARPIES)

So Ginny was back with the Holyhead Harpies. That mustve meant shes staying for good and has nointentions of leaving anymore.

Thinking about Ginny and the Harpies brought back memories of Harry missing most of Ginnysmatches ever since he was promoted. He recalled how Ginny would try to understand why he wasntable to watch.

God, he did mess up.

He took one last glance at Ginnys photograph and decided to close the paper. Wallowing wasnt goingto do him any good at all. Wallowing about Ginny Weasley to be specific was not going to do him anygood.

Finishing his coffee and toast, Harry stood up and cleaned up after himself. Rumpling his hair oncemore, he looked outside the window. Then he glanced back at the Daily Prophet, which contained aphoto of Ginny.

This will be the first day of your life, Potter, he told himself.

As expected, the Auror office was in a buzz on a Monday morning.

Owls began swooping down and dropping posts for the day. People bustling in and out of the Auroroffice. Stacks of papers dropped on every cubicle

Harry was already inside his own cubicle, signing papers and re-reading proposals for safety from hisfellow Aurors. His desk was stacked with papers and notes galore it was already hard to figure howHarry will ever manage to get them done. Looking at the stacks of papers on his desk gave Harry asick feeling.

He buried his head under his arms.

He had never been that tired since the Battle of Hogwarts. For a moment, he felt a pang of pain in hishead.

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Harry looked up and saw Tyler peeking in his cubicle.

Yes Tyler? he asked.

Would you like some coffee, sir? asked Tyler, Because it seems to me that you need some sort of abooster, Mr. Potter. Harry eyed his assistant of two years.

Tell me, said Harry, rubbing his forehead, Do I look terrible today, Tyler?

The boy smiled sheepishly. To be honest, sir, I think you look absolutely awfully tired today, heconfessed, Youve looked awful since this morning, sir.

Harry rumpled his hair and chuckled. If there was one thing he truly admired about Tyler, it would bethe boys brutal honesty. That honesty has been able to help Harry all these years in the Auror office.

Hand me that mirror, he said. Tyler immediately grabbed the nearest mirror and gave it to Harry.

Harry noticed dark circles under his bloodshot eyes. He looked paler than usual and quite peaky too.His mess of a hair added to the whole tiring image. His assistant was right: he did look awful.

Putting down the mirror aside, Harry smiled at Tyler. What do I look like to you, Tyler? Aside fromlooking awful. What aura do you perceive of me? he asked once more, interested to know what Tylerhad in mind.

You look like someone who hasnt had any decent sleep for a year, sir, replied Tyler. This answermade Harry laugh loudly inside his cubicle. He also heard Tyler laughing along.

But seriously sir, said Tyler once their laughter had subsided, I think you need a day off.

Harry settled back on his chair and stared at Tyler, Why should I need one? Im head of this office.People will come looking for me,he said.

I know sir, but ever since I started out as your assistant, Ive been watching you work yourself hard. Irarely see you take a step back and just relax, Mr. Potter. Every time I see you, youre either busysigning papers or occupied with busting lawbreakers or simply busy fixing arrangements with otherpeople, explained the assistant, In my opinion sir, you need a break.

Youre obsessed with your new job Harry,

The memory rang out clear as a bell. It was Ginnys voice

Tylers words conjured the memory of Ginny telling Harry that he had prioritized his job over her. Harryrecalled how Ginnys tears rolled endlessly from her eyes, how she sobbed on the day they fellaparthow the pain was so evident on her face.

ErMr. Potter?

Harry shook his head. He had been thinking of Ginny again.

You were saying, Tyler? said Harry.

Sir, why dont you take a week off? suggested Tyler, I mean, youve never been absent from workbefore. I think its time for you to have some time to yourself, sir. Just because youre the head, thatdoesnt mean youre not allowed to rest.

Harry looked at Tyler then at the stack of papers on his desk. True enough, he wasnt in the mood tosign legal papers and to be on duty, especially now that Ginnys return is bothering him. Tyler had a

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A break he denied himself for years

Harry stood up from his desk. You know what, Tyler? Youre right, I do need a break, he said, Imleaving you in charge for the week.

This bit of news seemed to have surprised the assistant as Tyler clumsily dropped a stack of papers hewas holding.

II beg your pardon? he asked.

Youll be in charge for a week, repeated Harry, Please do all the explaining Tyler and have all thepapers I need to sign to be placed here on my desk. Other matters may be informed to you so you canconsult me when I get back.

Ohwell, okay sir, said the suddenly perplexed assistant. Harry took his wand and grabbed his bagas he headed outside the Auror office.

Thanks a lot Tyler! he called off to his assistant who merely smiled at him.

He was going to take a week off. He was going to relax. He was going to relieve himself of all thestress.

Physically and emotionally.

Suddenly, he felt lighter. He felt as if someone had taken his burden away from him. Technically, hisassistant Tyler did but still, it felt incredible to be free from work.

Harry immediately escaped the Auror office in order to avoid any more interruptions or work. He brokeinto a run as he stepped into the corridors of the Ministry. As he ran, he heard whispers of the peoplehe passed.

Mr. Potter!

Wheres he going?

Whats the rush?

Is there an emergency?

He grinned. It was as if he had gone back to Hogwarts, late for Transfiguration and his schoolmatestalking about the famous Harry Potters latest escapades. For a moment, Harry wished he were back atHogwarts. When he wasnt busy worrying about Voldemort, life was pretty easy.

He missed being a student.

Harry took a detour, made a stop at a secluded space near the bathrooms and leaned on the nearestpillar, hidden from the eyes of the Ministry people. He breathed deeply and looked around. It was quitedark around him

The darkness conjured a memory.

It reminded him of the times he and Ginny would escape the eyes of their schoolmates by spendingtheir time under a tree by the lake, away from the Hogwarts grounds. They would usually just sitthere, bask under the sun and talk. Their conversations would range from their school activities to theirdeepest worries.

For a moment, it was as if Harry could feel Ginny lacing her fingers thru his hands, her melodiouslaughter ringing along. She would lean on his shoulder and he would automatically breathe in hertrademark flowery scent and wrap an arm around her.


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Those were the days.

He sighed as he rubbed his forehead. He has got to stop thinking about Ginny Weasley if he wanted toforget about her.

Figuring the darkness wasnt helping a bit, Harry straightened up and quickly started walking awayfrom that dark, secluded place-

OH!

Harry had bumped into someone.

Im so sorry- he started to say when he realized

He had bumped into Ginny Weasley herself.

Its okay- said Ginny who stopped at the sight of Harry. He saw her eyes widen.

For a moment, an awkward silence filled the air.

Harry figured he had enough with the awkwardness. He racked his brain for the proper words to tellGinny.

Whatre you doing here? he suddenly blurted out.

Wow. Real smooth.

If Ginny was offended by his sudden question, she didnt show it. Harry on the other hand, realized hismistake and awfully wished he could take it back.

I visited the Department of Magical Games and Sports to hand over my form, she said quite stiffly,Im back with Harpies, you see.

Eryeah, I read about it in the Prophet, said Harry.

Right, said Ginny.

Harry automatically shoved his suddenly stone-cold hands in his pockets. Seeing Ginny right after herecalled beautiful memories of her made Harry feel sick to his stomach. He wasnt used to seeing Ginnyall stiff and cold with him.

Uhso what are you doing here? asked Ginny, her hands behind her back. Harry thought thisawkward meeting also gave her a queasy feeling.

Breaking out from work, answered Harry.

He saw Ginnys eyes lit up at his answer. It was as if his answer had caught her attention.

Breaking out from work? she asked.

Harry grinned sheepishly at her. Yeah, kind of escaping from work, he told her.

Harry Potter is escaping from work? asked another voice.

The voice sounded oddly familiar.

Sure enough, the voice belonged to Ginnys boyfriend who had just exited the bathroom and wasrubbing his hands dry. Harry completely forgot the blokes name.


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Was it Calvin? Casey? Carlos?

And it didnt stop him from being somewhat annoyed at the sight of him.

The bloke seemed please at seeing Harry.

Mr. Potter! Pleased to see you again! he said cheerfully, Im Caleb, by the way, in case you forgot.Caleb Andrews, sir. Then he grinned widely, showing offhis set of pearly white teeth.

Nice to meet you too, Caleb, said Harry.

The pleasures mine, sir! Been a fan for years, said Caleb excitedly. Oddly, Harry was reminded ofDobby. Caleb appeared like an overexcited house elf who worshipped the ground Harry stepped on.

Call me Harry, he told Caleb. He saw Calebs eyes widen in some sort of delight and Harry had tofight the urge to laugh.

Wow. Harry, said Caleb, Did you hear that, Gin? I can call him, Harry.

Ginny smiled sheepishly at Harry as Caleb approached her and slung an arm around her. At the sight of

Calebs arm around Ginny, Harry felt a monster roaring inside of him. He had a strong desire to pull outhis wand and hex the hell out of Caleb. But being the good man he is, Harry decided to pull his eyesaway from Calebs hand.

Hey erHarry, youre skipping work, right? asked Caleb.

Yeah,

First time hes done that, remarked Ginny. Harry looked at her and noticed there was a slight tone atthe way she spoke. Smug, perhaps? Or sarcastic?

I guess you can say that, he said.

Well, in that casemaybe youd like to join us for brunch? offered Caleb.

Both Harry and Ginny looked at Caleb, different reactions on their faces. Harry was somewhatsurprised at the sudden offer. He looked at Ginny, and for a second, he noticed a hint of disagreementon her face. As if she didnt want Harry to join them for brunch

IId love to, answered Harry.

The delight on Calebs face was unmistakable. That would be wonderful! I know a good place to eat,he said, Lets go then. Youre not going back to work, right? he asked.

Not really,

Good, said Caleb, grinning, This should be fun, eh Ginny? he asked his girlfriend, winking at her.

Ginny looked hesitant, her eyes unable to meet Harrys for a moment. If Caleb was able to sense theawkward moment, he didnt show. He continued grinning wildly at Harry, eyes sparkling and all that.

Yeah, said Ginny, It would be fun. She glanced at Harry then smiled at Caleb.

Tarry on, then! said Caleb cheerily, taking Ginny by the hand and leading the way. Harry followedbehind them, unable to take his eye off Ginny and Calebs entwined hands.

Watching them walk together made Harry felt left out. It didnt help that Ginny kept glancing lovingly

at Caleb or that Caleb would often shoot loving looks at Ginny. In fact, Harry wondered if he made amistake in joining them for brunch.


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He sighed, ignoring the stares of the onlookers who passed them. Probably they were wondering whatthe great Harry Potter was doing, trailing after his ex-girlfriend with her new boyfriend.

A few moments ago, he had sworn he would take a break from life. He would take a day off in order tode-stress, physically and emotionally.

Yet here he was

Trailing after his ex-girlfriend

Enduring the blooming pain

And about to have brunch with the bloke Ginny was with.

Life couldnt get crueler than this.

Harry bit on his buttered roll and glanced at Ginny while Caleb chattered endlessly.

Ginny on the other hand, met his eyes for a short second then withdrew them almost immediately.

Harry averted his gaze on Caleb instead, his heart aching inside.

Caleb took them to the nearest restaurant and practically ordered a whole mount of food on their table.He asked Harry of his favorite foods and made it sure that he ordered the right menu. Its been an hourand Harry had already heard about Calebs background. Now he was chattering about his admiration ofHarry

and I cant believe Im meeting you at last!

Harry smiled as Caleb finished his chatter about how pleased he was at meeting the Harry Potter atlast.

But enough about me blabbering about my admiration of you, sir- I mean, Harry, said Caleb, Whatabout you? Youre an Auror. A fantastic one, I bet.

Wellyeah, I am one but Im not that good, said Harry modestly, Ive had help from my excellentfellow Aurors at the Ministry.

Oh but you defeated the Dark Lord! Thats something no one can ever do, Harry. You escaped himthrice, am I right? asked Caleb eagerly.

Eryes, Harry answered shortly.

Ginny had been quiet for most of the conversation. When she was forced to talk, she would do sopolitely as if Harry was some sort of acquaintance. Harry had the feeling that Ginny did not like the

position she had landed herself into and it saddened him to realize that.

Hes awesome, isnt he, Ginny? Caleb asked, looking at Ginny.

Ginny glanced at Harry hesitantly, their eyes meeting for a fraction of a second.

Yeshe is awesome, she answered, taking her eyes off Harry and smiling at Caleb. Then she took abite of the roll she had in her plate and resumed her quiet demeanor. Sensing her distress sent Harryinto a tidal wave of emotions. Things werent like this before

He fixed his gaze on his chicken and sighed.

So, Harry, youre close to Ginnys brother, Ron, right? asked Caleb after taking a sip of wine, Fromwhat Ive heard, youve been best friends since your days at Hogwarts, right?


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Yeah, answered Harry.

Caleb nodded, I see, so that means youve known Ginny for quite some time too? I mean, if you spentso much time with Ron then you mustve spent some time with Ginny too, he said, wrapping an armaround Ginnys shoulder again.

The question caught Harry off guard.

Inside Harrys head, he knew perfectly well that Caleb was better off not knowing the answer. Yet oneside of him nudged him to tell Caleb the truth.

But he asked, didnt he?

But given the circumstances-

He should know. Then maybe hed think twice

Think twice for what?

ErHarry?Harry?

Harry was brought back to reality by Calebs voice.

Oh, sorry, said Harry, You were saying?

Caleb smiled, I was asking if you spent a lot of time with Ginny too, seeing you were close with herbrother, Ron, he said.

Yeah, I was close to Ginny. Closer than you know, I was her boyfriendwas the answer Harry was dyingto tell Caleb. But Harry wasnt about to let that spill from his mouth.

Uhmyeah, we did spend time with each other, said Harry, But Ginny hung out with a differentcrowd during our Hogwarts years and I hung out with Ron most of the time.

Fascinating, remarked Caleb, rubbing his wrists, But you cant have possibly not spent some timewith Ginny. From what Ive learned, you spent your summers at the Weasleys right?

Harry met Ginnys eyes.

Most of them, actually, answered Harry.

Caleb laughed, Then you mustve seen my Ginny a lot too, he said.

Harry merely smiled.

He had seen Ginny a lot, more than Caleb knew. He had witness her grow up from a jerky, awfully shylittle girl to the free-spirited, feisty and beautiful woman she is now. He had seen her hide behind adoor, gaze at him from a distance and run off whenever he was within the area. He had seen herlooking majestically atop her broom, zooming off for the quaffle and become the life of the team.

He had seen her closer her eyes the moment they first kissed in the middle of a room filled with fiftypeople.

Yes, he had definitely seen her a lot.

More than Caleb knew.

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Or so he thought.

Perfect, said Caleb, That means I can learn so much from you, then.

Erexcuse me? asked Harry, clearly confused with Caleb.

Caleb laughed, I can learn more about Ginny from you. Youve seen her a lot, therefore you know so

much about her, he said, Trust me, Harry. Though Ginny and I have been dating for a year, I feel likeI still know so little about her. Then he lovingly looked at Ginny, giving Harry a queasy feeling.

Eris that so? asked Harry unsurely.

Caleb heaved a sigh and he did not take his eyes off Ginny. Not only did he give Harry the impressionof being like Dobby, he appeared like a love-sick puppy. And it did not alleviate the tension insideHarry one bit.

Yeah, its a shame really, said Caleb, finally looking at Harry again, Ginny here is the most perfectgirl anyone could ask for and yet here I am, still lacking knowledge of her. Sometimes I feel like I dontdeserve her, you know. Like Im so befit of herthe most wonderful girl in the entire world, Then his

eyes landed on Ginny once more. Harry saw a blush creep on Ginnys cheeks.

As much as Harry would like to deny it, he couldnt help but be moved and at the same time bebothered by Calebs words.

In fact, Harry was more bothered with the way Caleb looked at Ginny was he made his little speech.

He looked so IN LOVE with Ginny. Devoted. Loyal.

IN LOVE.

No words to describe it.

And it made Harry feel the guilt he had buried deep inside him three years ago.

Thats nice, he commented shortly, unable to think of any other words to say.

Isnt it? asked Caleb, Thats why I want to know her more and Ill be depending on you and Ron forGinny lessons. I want to make sure I dont run short on information regarding the girl I love.

At that exact moment, Ginny stared at Harry. It was as if she wanted Harry to know somethingto tellhim that Caleb was right or something similar in perspective.

It was as if she wanted him to take in every word Caleb was saying.

Harry could feel his ears burning.

He had to get out of there.

He couldnt take it anymore.

He suddenly stood up.

Harry? asked Caleb, Are you okay? Did I say something?

For a moment, Harry was speechless. He racked his brain for a decent excuse.

Ginny was looking up at him too, her eyes reflecting speculation and wonder. It pained Harry to realizethat Ginny was different, she had changed. She was not the person he used to know.


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It had also pained him to realize that it was over.

What they hadwas truly over.

Im sorry, Harry finally managed to say, Its just thatI suddenly remembered I forgot to take someimportant papers with me while Im on leave.

I thought you were breaking away from work, remarked Ginny, sarcasm hinting a bit in her voice.

Harry looked at her once more. Ginny met his stare.

It was really over.

Harry gulped and looked at Caleb instead.

Im sorry, but I really have to go, he told him. Then he quickly got off from his seat and headedtowards the door.

Harry!

Harry stopped in his tracks, hearing Caleb call his name. His feet were itching to leave at the verymoment. Harry hesitantly turned around to face Caleb.

Before you go, I want you to have this, said Caleb, handing Harry what looked like a small piece ofparchment.

It was a ticket to a Quidditch match between the Wimbourne Wasps and the Holyhead Harpies set onFriday.

Caleb, I-

Take it. Its Ginnys comeback match. We want you to be there, said Caleb, Besides, watching aQuidditch match would be perfect for your vacation, right?

Harry looked at the ticket held by Calebs outstretched arm then he looked past Caleb, at Ginny.

Her eyes were somewhat distant and cold

But there was something else.

Harry took his eyes off Ginny and forcefully smiled at Caleb.

Sure, he said, taking the ticket.

Caleb grinned and patted Harrys shoulder, See you there, then! he said then he walked back to

Ginny.

Harry on the other hand, immediately left.

He was headed towards the one place where he could find some solitary peaceand a bit of sunshine.Unca Haweeee!!

Harry grinned as he felt the impact of the hug on his body.

He buried his face in the forest of sandy-colored hair.

How are you Teddy?

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His four-year old godson, Teddy Remus Lupin

The boy grinned manically at his godfather, his hair changing color tones, from sandy to red.

Fine, fine, fine! squealed Teddy. Harry scooped up his godson and proceeded inside the home ofAndromeda Tonks, mother of Harrys deceased good friend, Nymphadora Lupin, mother of Teddy.

Harry!

Harry smiled as Andromeda appeared at the front door, a tray of fresh-baked cookies on her hands.

Hello Dromeda, Harry greeted, Need help with those cookies?

Andromeda laughed as she escorted Harry inside their home.

Why are you here, Unca Hawee? asked Teddy.

I came to seeyou of course, Harry said, gazing at Teddys brown eyes.

Are you okay? he asked again.

For a moment, Harry did not answer his godson.

Because deep inside, Harry was not okay. In fact, he felt terrible.

It was the reason why he decided to visit Teddyto find some relief and happiness in the form of his 4-year old godson.

Andromeda seemed to have also noticed the silence. She was looking at Harry, studying him.

Unca Hawee?

Harry held his godson tighter.

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