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WARM TEETH. eleanor hazard

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WARM TEETH.

eleanor hazard

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i don't realize i'm by myself until my arm starts hurting i mean, i'm not alone these accidents are hidden all around me just waiting for it there's always something black that we don't know about but i can't remembr who was with me when we snuck into th library i still can't see th exit sign

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i can't touch th ink for some reason not that i've tried i just know that something isn't right i'll touch it and fall in and out of love somehow i won't know where to put th way i feel

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i don't think th library has a love section if it did i think evry book would just be put into th love section there'd be no point it'd just be midnight all th time

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rooms this small it's almost too dark to see i pretend it's almost noon there are no windows here to stop me

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as th day goes on it gets bad we all start making lists of why we're fine i make lists for evryone else no one finds th one that's mine map just says between

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hey there's a whole othr species of anxiety that none of us knew about we watch it pass by from th side of th road covr our mouths in th dust from th upset and i'm mostly ok it's th music that makes me nervous just hearing so much gold i don't think i'll evr be able to prove anything that happened

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there's something electronic in th air not like lightning, but a little bit something not native to this area an attic that none of us knows about kid says that it's always there it's just th universe, they say i'm still not sure

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have you evr seen a thing that made you blink and say that's it i completely undrstand th numbr zero but quietly, because you know yr wrong i think i'm getting close as long as i keep thinking of th future just as soon as i wake up

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with you, i dunno you might as well be a million like how sometimes you can see a wave coming a long ways off evn before th water boils i was thinking you were with us i felt involved i felt like christmas but it was just th intrnet, i guess so many untitled videos stuck in one place it just felt familiar

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anyway, i've already gone to find my hour i always keep it in th one specific corner like how ppl keep their knives i use it like a standing stone when i'm leaning too much when i'd much rathr be listening to grizzly bear evn when i know i should be out in th yard especially i mean, it won't kill me to be alone it can't

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i sit and think about how raw i feel in dreams i can nevr run that well like i'm always carrying some kind of question mark like it's three o' clock i feel like a lover floundering in meadows because i can't keep up somehow i always need to run from something

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for as much as i use molasses as a metaphor i still don't know what it tastes like not rly

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i'm back in that night where we both turned west no mattr where we go we hear th operator telling us th time begging us to pls hang up th phone i say they sound like margaret atwood you say that maybe yr being too kind to ppl who nevr deserved it we both think we're still somewhere in michigan we don't evr quit being wrong about evrything well one of us doesn't

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th downtown saxophone nevr stops at rush hour th fireflies light up with it get all th noise involved i like th way it's sounding when i crack my knuckle bones how deep my hands can become when i'm in th thick of it

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undr evrything my house is a quote that i'm constantly thinking of

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yr hair is always going crimson when i'm using th word like too much yr hair is always going crimson always one knot away from dragging out yr ghost how easy it must be for you to keep th young inside my heart

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sometimes i think i smell th envelope i gave you it's possible we both imagined evrything we've evr done we made our own desert and it might not evn mattr th indents we folded into our names maybe we saw it in a movie once and just assumed

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smile so rare i wanna meet you all ovr again

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and evryone knows it's just like them to all go outside at th exact same time still writing my journal for me and i nevr even had to ask

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th way we all travel as an unread goodbye we don't get tired quite as easily even though th weathr and there's all these jellyfish we knit ourselves into th roads a little at a time

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i'm friends with evryone who shares my love of wood th way th zipprs interact with it we built this installation just so evryone would come to us evryone asking why so much red in th middle of nowhere it doesn't fit and we all keep quiet so long as th embrs have yet to go out

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here have this list of all th diffrent arrows i've seen th trees put out kid says that's th way to hell just all of them at once a decade down th road from any sort of running water wind blows and i'm already imagining th cops that would ooze across th long grass in a place like that little notes in acorn shells from all th ppl jealous of a person they have no business being jealous of

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but if we all touch here in a shape that's nevr been before we'll catch ourselves we could impact th world of architecture all of us intact an exception to poisonous things i like th way we realize we're small i say to no one in particular there's insects in th evening too

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it's funny but i've nevr once been asked if i was normal

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here i am in an unlit apartmnt and all i can think of is work one day i could call and just declare myself open for business what would that entail i'm not sure but i think i get th gist i could yowl at th top of my lungs without stopping time would be an unsuspecting thing it means i'd be a kid again i'm not sure i'd rly undrstand

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outside's full of bits of rain echoes of st vincent handed out to strangers in th spaces where i saw th walls yes yr self is perfectly appropriate today happiness can still be powrful evn when it chooses to be silent th water is anothr way to feel i still get cold sometimes and i think they know that growing up their needles full of tiny fire evn when th lights are on downtown

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a poet looks into a well and thinks if only it were january a kitten worms its way beneath a monument and lies down i turn my lights on for th sake of othr ppl my bones are sharp atop th mattress but i don't know what that feels like

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i don't evn know where i am anymore i've probably been lost inside a factory for years my life is just a prerecorded message and i've only just learned how to yell into th empty spots there's a faceless army hidden with their skeletons out beneath th tongues of evry living person but i'm still happy sometimes it's weird

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do you evn know what i mean like lighting roses in th corners of yr eyes i mean i have no idea what i'm talking about i'm gonna pretend i'm talking about marriage that moment when you take their hand and realize they're a tower you both are a tower togethr listing in th yard with all th othr glowing towers calmly making lists just to spite th shaking in th ground society is vomiting on evry single outfit that it owns but at least there's that

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i don't actually know anything about marriage or even what makes branches lift their hands in so many diffrent directions

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tonight i’ll do my best to dream of dying in my sleep somewhere in iceland just so i know

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