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Ucd rum{x {d|mf|dr a{mtje a uddja`d{‘r fhld pcm par jmu
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kddj aj hjudffh`dju rutedju t um chr hjud{idehaud* Aa{u l{micmid& cd cae kddj
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ut{j a`ahjru chi aje fm|d um kd a`ahjru pcau cd edjhdr xmt umem& a`ahjru chr lfmp ml
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rmmuc chirdfl ucau cd pmtfe jd|d{ `du cd{ d|d{& cd arrtidrucau rcd car a kmxl{hdje
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rcd rahe JM* Ktu& hu par rm fmj` djmt`c um iand chi fm|hj` cd{fhnd cdff*
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hjud{jaffx ihrrhj` cd{ d|d{x rdbmje phuc chr d|d{x cda{u kdau*
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Uchr rum{x hr akmtu ucd
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d|dj cae a bcajbd um ca|d a bmj|d{rauhmj* Cd cae rm itbc umudff cd{ aa{u l{mi chr
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lahuc hj @me* Cd trde um ca|d Imjmfm`td phuc chi hj chr fmjdfxcmt{r* Cd rtlld{de
uc{mt`c iajx ca{erchr hj chr fhld* Ktu& chr b{dde fde chi um
ucd auc ml rtbbdrr*
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pdafucx* Xmt pmtfe rdje a fmu ml imjdx lm{ chr detbauhmj*Ktu& cd phff iand xmt
pdafuchd{ d|dj im{d* Chr ltut{d hr k{h`cu lm{ rt{d* Im{dm|d{&cd hr km{j phuc a
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im{d dika{{arrde*
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phff rbmfe chi* Gtru udff id pcau cd ehe=+ rcd l{dqtdjufx {dfhdeqtdruhmjhj`*
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um ix imucd{*
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+Pd baffde xmt um udff xmt ucau xmt{ bchfe car rbm{de lhluxia{nr hj chr Chjeh*’ Ucd
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+Xdr& mll bmt{rd* Pd em ca|d ucd rdbhaf rbcmfa{rch {m`{ailm{ mt{ k{hffhaju
rutedju* Cd gtru jdder um bfda{ aj dsaihjauhmj aje chr ldd
pmtfe kd pah|de l{mi chr
abutaf ldd abbm{ehj` um chr d{lm{iajbd hj ucau dsaihjauhmj+{hjbhaf {dfhde*
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|d{x cax kdbatrd ix abaedihbr pd{d `mhj` rm pdff aje ucdabbdfd{auhmj ml
hjb{didju hj ucd d{lm{iajbd hj ix bfarr par a{dbhakfd*Im{d H cae kdbmid mjd
ml ucd hjudffh`dju rutedjur hj ix rbcmmf*
Ix imucd{ par rm hi{drrde kx id aje tu id hj ahjud{jauhmjaf rbcmmf phuc im{d
labhfhuhdr ucaj ix {d|hmtr rbcmmf* Rcd ruhff {didikd{r ucdlm{dbaruhj` ml ucau rahju
ucau ucd{d pmtfe kd fmu ml dsdjehut{d m|d{ ix rutex ktu cdphff bmidjraud aff d|dj
im{d*
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rudde hjum ucd Hjeha‘r imru dsdjrh|d bmffd`d AIHUX RBCMMFML
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fda|hj` ix cmid lm{ ucd jdsu lmt{ xda{r* Hu par ix mpjedbhrhmj um fh|d hj cmrudf* H
afpaxr kddj uchjnhj` ml fh|hj` fhnd uchr ktu ehe jmu dsdbu uchrpmtfe cadj*
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ucau car um kd cdfe hj uchr kfmbn’ arnhj` mjd ml ucd |mftjudd{r hjpchud e{drr mj ucd cdf
edrn*
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u{aed hj ucd rmbhaf rutehdr hj ucd rhsuc ruajea{e ucau ucd K{huhrcbaid hj Hjeha lm{
u{aed& ucd mjfx uchj` hj ix ihje par ucau*
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mjfx*’ H rahe um ixrdfl*
‖Rm{{x* Rh{ H ai jmu cd{d lm{ ucd u{aed* H ca|d um rutex mjfx* H
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uchjn xmt ihrtjed{rumme*
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‖Ucau‘r pcau H arnde lm{* Ucd{d xmt `m* Mnax xmt hj ucd bmitud{
rbhdjbd*’ Cd
aiawhj`fx {dfhde*
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uc{mt`c ucdrd ruah{r*’ Cd rcmpde id ucd ruah{r hjehbauhj` ucdeh{dbuhmjr*
H lmffmpde aje par rda{bchj` lm{ ix bfarr hj ucd bm{{hem{ ml lhluc
lfmm{* H par bmjltrde
kdbatrd ucau `tx ehe jmu udff id akmtu ix bfarr m{ ucd {mmi jmaje pcau hr uchr
m{hdjuauhmj=**
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lfmm{*
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‖H emj‘u njmp* Rmidmjd umfe id akmtu ix m{hdjuauhmj aje 4FA<’H umfe cd{*
‖Gtru lmffmp id*’ Rcd {dfhde*
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ucd l{drcd{ rutedjur* Ucdx pd{d uafnhj` hj ucd Dj`fhrc* Rteedjfx&
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mjd rdjhm{ arnde id
lm{ ix jaid* Kdlm{d& H bmtfe udff ajxuchj`& a mucd{ rdjhm{ `h{fhjud{{tude aje rahe um
udff faud{*
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`mhj` um kd rm dika{{arrhj` lm{ id* H rcmtfe `du hur idajhj`kdlm{d ix ut{j bmidr t’
H rahe um ixrdfl*
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gtru udffhj` ucdh{ jaid& fabd pcd{d ucdx kdfmj` um aje pcd{ducdx rbcmmfde l{mi*
‖Ucau idajr hju{metbuhmj* Ucdrd dmfd rcm{u mtu ucd uchj`r* H`du hu’ H rahe um id*
Ucd l{drcd{ rutedjur pd{d l{mi aff m|d{ ucd bmtju{x* Itikah&
Bcdjjah& Nmfnaua&
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ml ucdi pd{d l{mi ucd mucd{ bmtju{hdr umm* Pchfd `h|hj` ucdh{hju{metbuhmjr& ucdh{
abbdju par rm `mme*
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ucmt`c& ix abbdju
jmu au aff kae ktu ix cdrhuauhmj aje jd{|mtrjdrr afpaxremihjaud ix abutaf Dj`fhrc*
‖H gtru phrc ucau d|d{xuchj` hr `mhj` um kd aff {h`cu=’ H rahe umixrdfl*
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Ih`cu kd& mjd ml ucd rdjhm{r {dae ix ihje aje arnde hju{metbuhmjhj t{d Chjeh* H par
{dfasde* Ktu& ucd mucd{ rutedjur jmp& ucdx aff rddide jd{|mtr*Ucdx bmtfe jmu rdan
ucdh{ imucd{ umj`td* Ucd rutedjur l{mi rmtuc cae ucd aucduhbChjeh*
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pd{d fhuufd hi{drrde kx id*
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A `h{f par bcmrdj kx ucd rdjhm{r aje rcd par arnde um bcmmrd akmx um eajbd hj l{mju ml
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ucdx rax aucajjh aje umpa{er {h`cu hl ucdx rax bca|jjh*
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lddf rm hjld{hm{ aimj` ucdi* Ktu& H par u{xhj` um aegtru ixrdfl hjcd{d kdbatrd H itru
ca|d um rdje ix jdsu {dbhmtr lh|d xda{r ml ix fhld au uchr fabdaje t um aj dsudju& H
iaed hu*
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dj|h{mjidju* Ktu& H njdp pcm H ai> H par gtru lm{ ucd rutehdr ajeH par `mhj`
pdff* Ucdj& aj abbhedju cadjde um id ucau bcaj`de ix pcmfdfhld*
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ml ucd rdbmje rdidrud{ ar pdff aje H njdp hu ktu& H par gtrubmjltrde aje ehej‘u paju
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pa{jde id*
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pajude xmt um lddf ajeiand xmt {dafhwd ucau lddfhj`r lm{ rmidmjd baj jmu kdbcaj`de* H njmp xmt ruhff ca|d
ucd lddfhj`r lm{ Aa{trch pchbc phff jd|d{ `mhj` um |ajhrc tjuhfxmt ehd* Ar ucmt`c&
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l{hdjerch Nahf rua{ude lddfhj` rmiduchj` tjtrtaf akmtuAa{trch* Pcdj cd par
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pcm af{daex par hj fm|d phuc Aa{trch lm{ imjucr* Nahf ehe jmunjmp hl Ajaju
bmtfe ldfu rmiduchj` lm{ Aa{trch* Nahf umfe Ajaju ucau cd fm|drAa{trch arnde hl cd
bmtfe iand Aa{trch um uafn um chi hj {h|aud* Ajaju par hjrcmbn lm{ a pchfd ktu cd
ehe jmu {dabude aje umfe chi cd phff u{x*
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bmjlhedjbd& pafnde hj ucd fdbut{d ucdau{d phuc a bmtfd ml
{mrdr um `h|d Aa{trch*
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‖Ucau‘r Ajaju* A eax kdlm{d xdrud{eax& cd baffde lm{ a bmlldd hja Ka{hrua aje
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imidju H ldff lm{ chi* H ai rm rm{{x& H jd|d{ ucmt`cu akmtu xmtucau pax* Xmt pd{d
afpaxr kddj ix l{hdjer aje phff kd lm{d|d{ ktu H em jmu lhje hl uchr {dfauhmj bmtfe
pm{n lm{ tr* Rm{{x’ rcd umfe Nahf aje k{mnd chr cda{u*
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{mmrde cd{ kdlm{d cd bmtfe em=
Nahf ehe jmu bmid um ucd bmffd`d lm{ eaxr ktu pcdj cd baidkabn cd emdr jmu rddi
k{mnd* Cd par aff a`ahj ucd raid `tx ltff ml bmjlhedjbd* Hu paraff darx lm{ chi um
lm{`du cd{ kdbatrd cd par u{xhj` um faj fm|d lm{`duuhj` ucaufm|d hr aj abbhedju jmu a
faj ktu umtbcpmme Ajaju `mu rtbbdrr hj chr faj um fm|dAa{trch* Cd rtbbdde
kdbatrd Aa{trch cd{rdfl cae lddfhj`r lm{ Ajaju aa{u l{mi gtrul{hdjerch ucau‘r
pcx cd rtbbdde*
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m{ rnx kftd* Ktu& ucau imidju xmt pd{d hj gtru ihje kfmphj`mtulhu* Ucau hr ucau
nhje ml `h{f& H baj d|dj pahu lm{ ucd im{d jdsu upm xda{r tjuhf H`{aetaud*
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rd{hmtr lm{ cd{ l{mi ucd bm{d ml ix cda{u* Iax kd hu‘r apltf umxmt kdbatrd xmt a{d
rm {abuhbaf* Ktu& hu‘r id jmu xmt*
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ixrdfl jmu um rdd cd{* Ktu& bmtfe jmu bmju{mf m|d{ ix dxdr ajeH gtru cae a `fhird ml
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iauud{ cmp itbc huct{ur id ktu H {daffx lddf ucd d{hme pcdj ix cda{u rua{ur{abhj`*
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cd{* Rcd par pda{hj` a pchud nt{ua* Umeax& H phrc hl H bmtfe uafn um cd{* Ktu& rcd
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cd{= H ai hj ix {mmi* H ai gtru pmjed{hj` akmtu cd{* Ktu& pcxai H uchjnhj` ml
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`mjd uc{mt`c ucau jh`cu ktu rmidcmp H `aucd{de aff ixru{dj`uc aje iaed ucau
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ft| t bua*
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pd{d Iax aje Gtjd*
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ix uhid mj cd{ aje H
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cd{ ktu ucau par aff mmrhud* Hj labu& ucau fabd afrm iaed{dafhwd d|dj im{d ucau H
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bmtrhj njdp d|d{xuchj` akmtu id* Uc{dd ml tr pdju um hwwactu hj Iauct{a um caj`
mtu au jh`cu* [actf ummn chr l{hdje‘r ba{ Ia{tuh 3??* Alud{ ucau&ucd pcmfd jh`cu
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ruajehj` afmjd hj ucd ihe pax ml jauhmjaf ch`c pax ; pchbc`mdr um Edfch* H emj‘u
njmp pcau ucd cdbn baid hjum cd{ ihje aje rcd t{`de id umnhrr cd{* H par rutjjde
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hr `mhj` um njmp akmtu uchr kdbatrd pd pd{d aff afmjd* Ktu&ucajn um @me* Ix fm|d
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lm{ bua ehe jmu affmp id um em ucau* H rahe H fm|d xmt bua* Ucdj&d|d{xuchj` bcaj`de
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rcd arnde akmtu ucd faru jh`cu*
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rcd d|d{ uchjn ml id**=
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Iahf7 ;8
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fm|d cd{& cmp baj H uchjn ml cauhj` ucau `h{f=
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gtru paju um ndd mj uafnhj` um cd{ djefdrrfx*
Ft| t bua***
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Iahf7 2?
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eax& H phff jmu kd ucd{d um rum cd{ uda{r* H emj‘u paju um rdducau eax* Ktu& H ca|d um
caud cd{ dfrd& H phff kd rtlld{hj` ix pcmfd fhld* H pmj‘u bcaj`dixrdfl H fm|d ix
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edruhjx ndu nhbnhj` ix a{rd aje rax uchr hr jmu m|d{* Hu par|d{x ca{e lm{ id um
drbad l{mi ix aru*
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Iahf7 21
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bua*
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im{d dsd{hdjbd* Jmp& ix rum{x cae bmifdude aje H jdde aja{m{haud
tkfhrchj` cmtrd pcm bmtfe `h|d mm{utjhuhdr um xmtj`rud{rum jt{ut{d ucd uafdju hj
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ucdi*
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tkfhbauhmjr aje iahfde ucdi*
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dj|h{mjidju* Ktu& rmidcmp& h aegtrude ixrdfl* Cd{d& H ca|dkddj uc{mt`c iajx
rcd{dr ml fhld* Pchbc& h ca|d dfakm{aude hj a lhbuhmj* Hu'r akmtuml ;4? a`dr* H njmp
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a|d{a`d bfarr d{rmj hr rm ca{e* Ucau'r pcx H paju um xmt umfmmn tmj ucd kmmn
uhufde ''RUA[UHJ@ L[MI UCD DJE+* H em jmu paju laid& imjdxm{ ajxuchj` *
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`du ucau tkfhrc kdbatrd jmjd ml ucd rutedju l{mi mt{ bmffd`dcar tkfhrcde ajx
kmmn uhff eaud* H phff kd `fae hl H bmtfe kd ucd lh{ru mjd* Mjd im{d{darmj ml bmjuabuhj`
xmt lh{ru hr ar idjuhmjde H ai l{mi a iheefd bfarr kabn`{mtje*Rm& hu'r a qthud ca{e
um `du ajx tkfhrchj` cmtrd kdbatrd ucdx ediaje imjdx{aucd{ ucaj ucd uafdju* Rm& H
bmjuabude xmt lh{ru*
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rca{d ix d{rmjaf fhld
um rmid mucd{ dmfd*
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Bfhias7
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par ucd {ahj ml phrcdr& `mmekxdr aje ct`r hj ucd pcmfdbmffd`d* D|d{xmjd hr phrchj`
dabc mucd{* H afrm rahe `mmekxdr um ix rm baffde l{hdjer* Ucdj&H im|d mtu ml ucd
b{mpe aje mkrd{|de cd{ ct``hj` Hrcaj #ucd kmx lh{ru rddj phuccd{(* Jmp& jmuchj`
par fdlu l{mi faru uc{dd xda{r* H bmj`{autfaudr ixrdfl lm{rtruahjhj` ucdrd xda{r*
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rdju akmtu uc{dd xda{r hj ucd raid bfarr kdhj` rhfdju* Bchu{ajmuhbde id im|hj`
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mtu ml ucd fabd aje lmffmpde id phuc Nahf aje Naija*
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cadjde hj ucd aru* H par rhuuhj` mj ucd uch{e kdjbc pcd{drcd afpaxr trde um rhu
phuc Ddrchua* Jmp& H hr fhuufd jmruaf`hb akmtu ucd imidju*Rmiduhidr& cd rihfdr aje
ucdj a e{m ml uda{ hj chr dxdr* Chr cdae hr empj mj ucd edrn*Uc{dd ml ucdi a{d
mkrd{|hj` aff ml chr abuh|huhdr hj ucd bfarr l{mi mturhed*
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rudr a{mabchj` chi* Cd im|de chr cdae tpa{e* Ucau‘rNaija hj l{mju ml chi*
‖Pcau a{d xmt emhj` cd{d=’ Naija arnde*
‖Em jmu xmt uchjn= H rcmtfe arn uchr qtdruhmj um xmt* Pdff& hl xmt ca|d arnde id
lh{ru* Ucdj& fdu id udff xmt* H ai cd{d kdbatrd ucd{d a{d
ihffhmjr ml uchj`r H em jmu
njmp aje hu‘r mjd ml ucdi’ H rahe*
‖Gtru rum kdhj` a chfmrmcd{* Hu‘r kddj xda{r* Cmp baj xmt kducau itbc auhdju=
Pdff& H ai gtru cd{d um udff xmt ucau rcd pajur um iddu xmtjmp’ rcd rahe*
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tjed{rumme cd{*
‖Pcau a{d xmt uafnhj` akmtu= Aje pcm hr rcd= Aje pcx rcdpaju um iddu id=’ cd
arnde Naija*
Naija par rt{{hrde au chi*
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‖Pcm=’ H rahe*
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`h|hj` id rmid rxiaucx aje a fdbut{d ucau H ehe jmu jdde*
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auuhuted baid ab{mrr id* Ml bmt{rd& hu par Bchu{a |d{x `mmel{hdje& uchr uhid hu par
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‖mn* Hl xmt em jmu paju um iddu cd{* Ucdj& em jmu iddu cd{*Ktu& lm{ xmt{ rand& lm{
xmt{ eha{hdr* _fdard `du ucdi l{mi cd{’ rcd umfe id*
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H par rt{{hrde ar rcd umfe ucau rcd cae ix eha{hdr& H cae kddjfmmnhj` lm{ ucdi lm{
faru mjd xda{* Ix eha{hdr pd{d ucd mjfx uchj`r ucau H fm|de ucd
imru alud{ ix laihfx*
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‖Pchbc eha{hdr xmt a{d uafnhj` akmtu= H em jmu p{hud ajx eha{xm{ rmiduchj`’ H
[dfhde um cd{*
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ajxim{d aje ix jaid hr jmu bua* Hu‘r Bchu{a*’ Rcd rcmtude mjid aje iaed cd{
pax mtu ml ucd bfarr fabhj` eha{hdr mj ucd edrn*
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mj ix labd arnhj` hl rcd par {daffx b{xhj`* Ucd `h{f pcm iaed a`tx b{x fhnd `h{fr hj
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Ucdj& H ai cax
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ucdi*
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rahe*
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{daffx em jmu edrd{|d cd{* Rcd rcmtfe kd arcaide ml cd{rdfl ucau rcd fm|de xmt*’
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Ddrchua udffr chi*
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rihfde aje par ehra`{dd phuc cd{*
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kdbatrd hu par jmu `h|dj kx xmt{ cajer* Rcd ehe jmu paju umuafn um xmt kdbatrd rcd
pajur xmt um uafn um cd{ hj tkfhb fabd jmu fhnd chedr* Rcdkfmbnde xmt d|d{x uhid mj
ucd labdkmmn kdbatrd rcd pajur um h`jhud rmid `tur hj xmt umea{d aje uafn um cd{*
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afpaxr kddj cafl bmiihuude fhnd xmt* Hj d|d{x ldru& cd{ dxdrehd um rdd xmt a{mtje*
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um ca|d `tur hj xmt aje arn cd{* ’ Ddrchua par |d{x aj`{x* Hpar umuaffx rt{{hrde kx
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pddhj` phuc cd{ cdae empj* Rcd par pddhj`* H rau kdrhedcd{*
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jmu cd{d a{`thj` akmtu ucd aru* Ddrchua car umfe idd|d{xuchj`* Pcx ehe jmu xmt
d|d{ udff id hl xmt {daffx fm|de xmt umm* H par uchjnhj` xmtjd|d{ fm|de id* H jd|d{
ea{de uchjnhj` hu‘r mjd rhede fm|d pchbc car jm dje*’ H rahe umBchu{a*
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lm{d|d{=’ H {mmrde cd{ aje hj ucd jdsu imidju& H par mj ixnjddr nddhj` ix
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a{ir phed mdj*
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