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    Nkuukq ftip md ib em afb in q ? Qc i a fp`yupfti

    dm uby jk q f mn md by j q f w j i ema fip;

    BIFUK \IFPP

    Qci `kqilmuv md qci wiupmn #@kuufqciup* @mjjfnp* kna Jyhip ;639& fp k

    by`c afp`yppia* `mnqipqia* kna jfqqji"ynaiupqmma `mn`iwq fn qci pm`fkj

    p`fin`ip. Pm`fm"knqcumwmjmlfpqp ckti qukafqfmnkjjv pwjfq qcfp `kqilmuv fnqmk cmjv qufka md wiupmn* pijd* kna emav #Liulin kna Hifqc ;639&* ik`c md

    qcipi `mn`iwqp inqkfjfnl fqp m|n qcimuiqf`kj kbeflyfqv. Qci `kqilmuv md

    qci wiupmn* fq `myja ei kulyia* fp k wufmuf k wumejib fn `kqilmufzkqfmn* fn

    |cf`c iwfpqibmjmlf`kj kppybwqfmnp wumay`i ui`kj`fquknq af`cmqmbfip

    #i.l.* bfna-emav& |cf`c kui qcin qyunia fnqm uipiku`c `kqilmufip. Knv

    pqyav md qci wiupmn* qci pijd* mu qci emav cin`i kj|kvp eilfnp |fqc k

    pqyav md emynakufip md |ckq myu `kqilmufip kui qm ei jfhi. Pfn`i qcip`finqfdf` jknlykli fp mni md afpqfn`qfmnp #Emyuafiy ;631&* fqp klinak ckp

    kj|kvp pquftin qm afpomfn cmjfpqf` nmqfmnp. Cm|itiu* qci jfnip kjmnl |cf`c

    wufbkuv afpoyn`qfmnp qmmh wjk`i |iui kj|kvp `yjqyukjjv wui"`mnafqfmnia.

    Qci `kqilmuv md qci wiupmn* |fqc fqp tkufmyp ijkemukqfmnp md wiupmn* pijd*

    mu emav qvwmjmlfip* fp wiuckwp qci bmpq wumbfninq iskbwji md qcfp.

    Bv kfb fn qcfp kuqf`ji fp qm mddiu k wkuqfkj ai`mnpquy`qfmn md wuitkjinq

    qvwmjmlfip md qci pijd-emav ev wmfnqfnl qm qcifu \ipqiun* @kuqipfkn wui"`mnafqfmnfnl kp |ijj kp mddiufnl kn kjqiunkqfti kwwumk`c ibwckpfzfnl

    qci wiudmubkqfti byjqfwjf`fqv m d qci emav-pijd. Dmu qckq wyuwmpi* F aftfai

    qci kuqf`ji fn qcuii wkuqp. Qci dfupq wkuq |fjj fnqumay`i qci pm`fm"

    knqcumwmjmlf`kj afp`myupi md ibemafia pijtip ev fjjypqukqfnl* kna `ufqf`fz"

    fnl* pitiukj bmaijp wiuqkfnfnl qm qcfp nmqfmn. Qci pi`mna wkuq |fjj wuipinq

    kn iqcnmlukwcv md |ckq F qiub ciui ibemafbinq nkuukqftip. Fq |fjj

    fjjypqukqi qci pqmufip wimwji nkuukqi |cin kphia qm uidji`q kemyq qcifufnniu kna myqiu emav* qci emav kq |ku kna fn afpikpi. Qci qcfua kna jkpq

    wkuq |fjj `mn`jyai ev ui"iskbfnfnl* dumb kn knqcumwmjmlf`kj wmfnq md

    f c \ /fjj f d c j #I f ;667& f a

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    517 B. \ifpp

    K dfnkj nmqi fp ayi fn muaiu qm iswjkfn bv ypi md qci qiub ibemafia

    pijtip. Qci qiub |kp `mfnia fn muaiu qm uiomfn qci `yjqyukjjv"pwjfq ambkfnp

    md pijd kna emav. Qci dukbi|muh dmu afp`yppfnl ibemafia pijtip fp k

    wcinmbinmjmlv m d qci emav qckq ui`mlnfzip ibemafbinq kp qci isfpqinqfkj

    `mnafqfmn fn |cf`c `yjqyui kna pijd kui lum ynaia #@pmuakp ;660? ;048

    pii kjpm @pmuakp ;6678 @mufn ;6678 Duknh ;6348 Ok`hpmn ;6368 Pckwfum

    ;639&. Ev dm`ypfnl mn qci emav kp k jm`yp md pvbemjfpb |ciui `yjqyui

    kna pijd kui lumynaia* F kqqibwq qm euikh qci pwijj md qci @kuqipfkn

    bfna-pijd af`cmqmbv. Knkjvqf`kjjv* qcfp kjjm|p qci afp`yppfmn qm dm`yp mn

    k bmui afp`iunfeji qcimuiqf`kj dfija qvwmjmlfip md pijtip kp qcipi kui

    ibemafia* f.i.* emafjv iswiufin`ia ukqciu qckn kqqibwqfnl qm qk`hji

    qci |cmji* i{ykjjv kbeflymyp qiuufqmuv nkbia /qci `kqilmuv md qci

    wiupmn.

    @kqilmufzfnl qci wiupmn? Dumb afpwkukqi qm byjqfwji pijtip #kna eivmna&

    Fn |ckq dmjjm|p* F eufidjv aibmnpqukqi pmbi md qci bmui fnqiuipqfnl

    qvwmjmlfip md qci ibemafia pijd* qckq fp* qci pijd kp pmbkqf`kjjv uidji`qia*

    iswiufin`ia* kna iswuippia. Qcipi qvwmjmlfip myja ei liniukjjv pyepybia

    ynaiu qcuii lumywp. Qci dfupq lumyw aikjp |fqc |ckq F `kjj `yjqyukjjv"aiqiubfnia* a fpwkukqi pijtip. Fq aidfnip pitiukj pm`fm"`yjqyukj* mu cfpqmuf`kj*

    `kqilmufip #ypykjjv eiq|iin 0 qm 9& ainmqfnl qci qvwi md ibemafia pijd.

    Uikj wiupmnp `kn qcin ei kjjm`kqia qm pwi`fdf` `kqilmufip k``muafnl qm

    qcifu pm`fm"`yjqyukj* mu cfpqmuf`kj* kqqufeyqip. Itfainqjv qciui fp mnjv mni

    `kqilmuv* kna nm bmui qckn mni* |cf`c dfqp itiuv pfnlji fnaftfaykj. Qcfp

    fp ayi qm qci pfbwji dk`q qckq k pwi`fbin |cf`c |myja ei dmyna qm dfq

    bmui qckn mni `kqilmuv* |myja kjpm fntkjfakqi qci qmwmjmlf`kj pvpqib.

    Py`c qvwmjmlfip kui cin`i qci bmpq `jmpi qm qci @kuqipfkn |mujatfi|

    faikj pvpqibp uiwuipinqfnl faikj qvwip* |ciui ik`c meoi`q fp ainmqia ev k

    pfnlji |mua.

    Qci pi`mna lumyw md qvwmjmlfip aidfnip k byjqfwji"pijd wiupmn* |cmpi

    emav* cm|itiu* uibkfnp k uijkqftijv `jmpia kna yn`cknlia jm`yp m d bikn"

    fnl. Qckq fp* qci pkbi emav `kn wumoi`q tkufmyp pijtip kq tkufmyp qfbip

    eyq uibkfn yn`cknlia fn fqpijd. Ciui k wiupmn `myja m``ywv pitiukj

    `kqilmufip* kjj k``muafnl qm qci pfqykqfmn kp |ijj kp qm qci knkjvqf`kj

    dukbfnl. Qci qcfua lumyw fp kn isqinpfmn md qci pi`mna. Fq ainmqip k

    byjqfwji"pijd* byjqfwji"emav wiupmn* |cm ukqciu qckn m``ywvfnl mu

    kppybfnl `iuqkfn `kqilmufip* fn dk`q `uikqip qcib qm cfbpijd mu ciupijd kna

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    Metfmypjv* F `knnmq uitfi| ciui qci |cmji jfqiukqyui fn uilkua qm qcipi

    lumywp. Fnpqika* F pckjj fjjypqukqi ik`c ev lftfnl mni mu q|m wumbfninq

    iskbwjip. Amyljkp kna @kjtizp #;667& ui`inq bmaij* |cf`c `mbefnip

    Amyljkpp wuitfmyp |muh mn qci emav #Amyljkp ;644* ;6

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    515 B. \ifpp

    mypjv m``ywv k``muafnl qm qci pfqykqfmn kna qm qci qcimuiqf`kj kwwumk`c

    md qci uipiku`ciu. MNifjjp #;639& dfti emafip #qci wcvpf`kj* pm`fkj*

    wmjfqf`kj* `mbbynf`kqfti* kna `mnpybiufpq& kui knmqciu `kpi fn wmfnq.

    P`ciwiu"Cylcip kna Jm`h #;63

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    Nkuukqftip m d ibemafbinq 510

    F pckjj uiqyun fn bv `mn`jyafnl pi`qfmn qm afp`yppfnl qci wkqcmjmlfzfnl

    md qci byjqfwji pijd-emav kp k pyutifjjkn`i pqukqilv md qci wmpq"

    Injflcqinbinq* \ipqiun ukqfmnkjfqv. Eyq eidmui amfnl qcfp* jiq bi mddiu

    bv m|n iqcnmlukwcf` k``mynq md cm| nmubkj wimwji nkuuk qi afddiuinqpqmufip kemyq qcifu emafip dmu qcibpijtip kna dmu mqciup.

    Qkjip dumb qci `jkppummb? Nkuukqftip md ibemafbinq

    Qci pqyav

    F `mnay`qia mwin fnqiutfi|p* kp |ijj kp pquy`qyuia `jkppip* fn ;635";660

    |fqc ynaiulukaykqi kna lukaykqi pqyainqp kq Qci Cieui| Ynftiupfqv*

    Oiuypkjib* kna kq Qij"Ktft Ynftiupfqv. Qci pqyainqp |iui kphia qm tfpykj"

    fzi kna biqkwcmufzi qcifu emav fn tkufmyp pfqykqfmnp? qm bmti fn fbklfnk"

    qfmn fn qci |muja fnpfai qcifu emav* qm tfpykjfzi kna aip`ufei tiuekjjv qci

    nmubkj emav kp |ijj kp qci emav fn pqkqip md afpikpi #KFAP* `kn`iu* kna

    cikuq kqqk`h&* kna qm aip`ufei fq fn uijkqfmn qm #eidmui* ayufnl* kna kdqiu&qci Lyjd \ku #;66;&. Qci afui`qfmnp lftin qm qcib |iui `jmpi vmyu ivip

    kna quv qm tfpykjfzi vmyu emav* vmyu fnniu emav* qci emav fn afpikpi kna

    qci emav fn qci Lyjd \ku. Am nmq fnqiuwuiq mu iswjkfn* oypq jiq vmyupijd

    ei `kuufia fn duii kppm`fkqfmnp. Bmpq md qci pqyainqp kjpm bkai ypi md

    auk|fnl kp knmqciu biafyb md duii iswuippfmn. Mtiukjj* qci uik`qfmnp

    |iui ekpf`kjjv pfbfjku* kna qcifu liniukj wkqqiun fp iwfqmbfzia ciui.

    Qci fnniu emav

    \cin kphia qm aip`ufei qcifu fnniu emav* pqyainqp uidiuuia qm qcuii

    afddiuinq emafip* |cf`c `myja ei `jkppfdfia kp #;& qci efmjmlf`kj emav*

    #5& qci ibmqfti emav #|cf`c fn`jyaia bfna* ibmqfmnp* qcmylcqp* kna

    bmukjfqv&* kna dfnkjjv #0& qci emav /kp piin dumb |fqcfn.

    Qci Efmjmlf`kj Emav. Qci dmjjm|fnl {ymqkqfmnp fjjypqukqi qci pqyainqp

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    511 B. \ifpp

    efmjmlf`kj emav. Dyuqciubmui* qciv `jkfbia fq |kp qci bmpq meoi`qfti

    dukbi m d uidiuin`i md kjj qcuii. F |myja jfhi qm pyllipq qckq qci efmjmlf`kj

    emav* ukqciu qckn uiwuipinqfnl pmbi meoi`qfti uikjfqv* uiwuipinqp qci

    meoi`qfdvfnl efm"biaf`kj afp`myupi m d qci emav* |cf`c fp uiwumay`ia kna

    bkai tfpfeji fn qci knkqmbv kqjkp* efmjmlv jippmnp* pyuliuv ummbp* iq`.

    #Cfup`ckyiu ;66;8 Jk{yiyu ;667&.

    Qci ibmqfti emav. Qci dmjjm|fnl `fqkqfmnp |iui bkai ev qci pkbi

    pqyainqp. Qci emav ckp fqp m|n fnqiunkj ibmqfmnp. Qciv `mbi my q m d qci

    cikuq* qci eukfn* qci `mnp`fmyp. Qci ibmqfmnp kui |ukwwia* kp fq |iui* fn

    mulknp. Qci cika `mnqkfnp mwqfbfpqf` kna wippfbfpqf` qcmylcqp. \cin

    vmy pkfa aip`ufei vmyu fnqiunkj emav F pk| fnqiunkj diijfnlp `inqiuia fn

    qci pqmbk`c. Bv faikp kui fnpfai bv cika. Wkuqf`yjku mulknp* emav

    djyfap* kna pvpqibp kui wuip`ufeia |fqc ibmqfti `ckuk`qiufpqf`p fn kjbmpq

    itiuv `yjqyui #pii* dmu iskbwji* Pnm| X;6

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    diijfnl mdR k qfnv dflyui fn k `mpbf` jknap`kwi* emqc luikqjv is`fqfnl kna

    luikqjv ei|fjaiufnl.

    Qci pqyainqp afpqfnlyfpcia eiq|iin qci qcuii emafip kp `mnpqfqyqfnl

    qcuii afpqfn`q dukbip md ibemafbinq. \cin F aip`ufei qci efmjmlf`kj

    emav* F kb quvfnl qm tfpykjfzi mulknp kp ; pk| qcib fn efmjmlf`kj qisqemmhp... |cin F quv qm fbklfni qci emav kp piin dumb |fqcfn* fq fp pmbiqcfnl

    `mbwjiqijv afddiuinq. @mnqmyup bkqqiu fn uilkua qm qci efmjmlf`kj emav*

    qciv bkhi qci efmjmlf`kj emav ... eyq qciv afpkwwiku kna amnq uikjjv

    bkqqiu fn qci `kpi md qci fnqiunkj emav* mu qci ibmqfti emav. F pckjj

    uiqyun qm qci pflnfdf`kn`i md emafjv `mnqmyup kna qcifu kepin`i fn

    qci inpyfnl aip`ufwqfmnp md qci emav fn afpikpi.

    Nkuukqftip m d ibemafbinq 519

    Qci emav fn afpikpi? @kn`iu* KFAP* kna cikuq kqqk`h

    Qci qcibi m d `cknli kna quknpdmubkqfmn fn qci `mnqisq m d `kn`iu kna

    KFAP uikwwikuia fn bknv tkufkqfmnp. Nmn"wkqfinqp kna `kn`iu wkqfinqp

    wuipinqia |ckq piibp qm ei kn mwwmpfqi kwwumk`c mn qcfp bkqqiu. Bknv`kn`iu wkqfinqp ckti eiin uiwmuqia qm `jkfb qckq fq fp nmq F qckq ckti

    `kn`iu* eyq k `iuqkfn wku q #mulkn* qfppyi& qckq fp kn`iumyp. Pmnqkl #;633

    44& nmqip* dmu iskbwji* Umnkja Uiklknp ainfkj md qci uikjfqv md cfp

    fjjnipp? |cin kphia cm| ci dijq kdqiu cfp `kn`iu mwiukqfmn* Uiklkn pkfa

    F afanq ckti `kn`iu. F cka pmbiqcfnl fnpfai md bi qckq cka `kn`iu fn f

    kna fq |kp uibmtia. Qckq fp* `kn`iu wkqfinqp wuidiu qm bkhi qci afpqfn`"

    qfmn eiq|iin qcibpijtip kna qci qybmu kp pmmn kna kp `jiku kp wmppfeji#pii kjpm @mb kumdd kna Bklyfui ;63;8 Pkfjjknq ;667&. Fn `mnqukpq* nmn"

    wkqfinqp piib qm dmpqiu qci faik qckq fq fp qci |cmji wiupmn qckq ckp

    `kn`iu* mu* itfainqjv* KFAP. Qci qcibi md qci quknpdmub ia emav fn `kn`iu

    kna KFAP fp fjjypqukqia fn qci dmjjm|fnl {ymqkqfmnp.

    Bfuf #dibkji* kli 51&? F quv qm tfpykjfzi bv emav fn `kn`iu ... @kn`iu fp kn

    fnqiunkj wkuq md qci emav* pm fq pcmyja ei tfpykjfzia dumb qci fnpfai* F qcfnh. Fqp

    wk uq md yp* wk uq m d qci emav* w kuq m d my u linip. Fq fp wumay`ia ev myu emav. \i

    kui `kn`iu* eyq fq bkhip yp kni|. Nmq kp eidmui. Qci ni| fp pijd"pyetiupfti. F

    jikap qm fqp m|n aipquy`qfmn Qcfp fp |cv qci `kn`iu wk qfinq `knnm q ei auk|n Fq

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    514 B. \ifpp

    @mb wyqiu"kli biqkwcmup py`c kp wk`hb kn9 |iui kjpm omfnia ev p`f"

    in`i"df`qfmn fbklip md qci kjfin |cf`c ikqp fqp |kv yw qci tf`qfbp emav

    kna ibiulip dumb fqp eijjv k quyi cfaain wkppinliu* k wkukpfqi jftfnl

    mdd fqp cmpq emav. Py`c fbkliuv fp nmq uipquf`qia qm `kn`iu mu knv mqciu

    afpikpi8 fq `kn ei piin kp wkuq md qci wmpqbmaiun `kjjfnl fnqm {yipqfmn mdqkhin"dmu"luknqia kppybwqfmnp kemyq qci cybknnipp md qci pijd* kna qci

    jm`yp kna `mbwmpfqfmn md fainqfqv #Dmnqknk kna Qfjjiq ;660&. Knmqciu

    kuqf`yjkqfmn md qckq kbeflyfqv |kp in`kwpyjkqia fn qci tkufmyp biqkwcmu"

    fzkqfmnp md `kn`iu kp kn knfbkj.

    Bfuf #dibkji* kli 51&? Qci afpikpi fp jfhi k eikyqfdyj duyfq qckq ckp |mubp fnpfai.

    Fnpfai fqp k uikj bipp. \ mubp ckti nm jfbfqp. @mb wjiqi bipp. Qciv k ui fn afddiuinq

    pfzip kna `mjmup. Jmnl* qcf`h* pbkjj* qcfn. Kp qciv ei`mbi mjaiu qciv liq k akuhiu`mjmu* bmui mb fnmyp* qcuikqinfnl* mequypfti. Kna m d myupi qciui kui bmui |mub p

    qcin. Qciv itin pqkuq qm bkhi qcifu |kv myq. Ei`kypi fn qci eilfnnfnl qci wiij

    fp ynqmy`cia. Vmy `knnmq pii fnpfai. Qci bkn #qci duyfq& hnm|p* kp fd. Vip kna

    nm. Pmbi am nmq |knq qm hnm|. Qcin fq kjj `mbip myq kna pwfjjp mn vmy. Nm

    bmui wiij? mnjv wiijfnl.

    Vmnf #bkji* kli 5

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    Nkuukqftip m d ibemafbinq 51

    V kij #dibkji* kli 50&? @kn`iu fp `ijjp lum|fnl my q m d `mn qumj. M tiu"wum ay` qfmn

    KFAP fp bmui kepquk`q. Nmq qknlfeji jfhi `kn`iu. @kn`iu lum|p fnpfai qci emav

    eyq fqp afddiuinq dumb qci emav ... KFAP fp wkuq md myu pijtip. F `knq pii cm|

    qciv `kn uibmti KFA P my q m d vmy kp fd fq |kp k qyb mu. KFA P fp fn vmyu ejmm

    ... `mnqkbfnkqfnl* pvpqibf`. Ejmma fp tiuv dkpq.

    Umnin #bkji* kli 54&? F aui| k niq. K niq |fqc k cmji fn fq. Fqp pmbiqcfnl qckq

    wumqi`qfnl qci emav* kna qci afpikpi euikhp fq* winiqukqfnl fnpfai* qcumylc qc

    niq. Qcipi kui qci kuum|p. Qci emav ckp cmjip fn fqp pyudk`i. Fqp jikhfnl. N

    emynakufip. KFAP kqqk`hp vmy dumb |fqcmyq ... @kn`iu* dumb |fqcfn.

    Umninp* Vmnfp* kna bknv mqciu pqyainqp biqkwcmuf`kj `mn`iwqfmn

    md KFAP kp winiqukqfnl qci emavp pyuumynafnl niq mu pcfijap md pijd

    aidinpi uiwuipinq k |muja"|fai `mbbmn tfi| md qci afpikpi. Qci winiquk

    qfmn m d pcfijap fp itfainqjv kq qci cikuq md qci biqkwcmu md afpuywqfnl qc

    emav emynakufip. Fn k @inqukj Kduf`kn Uiwyejf` wkbwcjiq mn KFA

    |ufqqin fn Pknlm* dmu iskbwji* qci fbbyni pvpqib fp pcm|n pyuumynafn

    qci cybkn dflyui jfhi k umwi8 tfuypip* wf`qyuia kp eikhia kna ekqjfh

    efuap* kui ikqfnl qcumylc qci wumqi`qfti emynakuv #Quif`cjiu ;665? 4

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    513 B. \ifpp

    ni`qia fn qci CFT-KFAP wkqfinq. Fn `mnqukpq* qci nmqfmn md wmjjyqfmn

    md k `mnqkbfnkqfnl jikhkli |kp kuqf`yjkqia kna `mnni`qia qm qci

    qcibi md emav djyfap. Fn KFAP* nmq qci qybmu #qci `kn`iu& eyq qci

    |cmji emav fqpijd ei`mbip djyfa"jfhi* kbmief`* wumqikn. Fq `kn ei kulyia

    qckq fn biqkwcmufzfnl emqc KFAP kna `kn`iu* pqyainqp bkai ypi md |ckq

    qciv ikujfiu qiubia kp qci qcfua fnniu emav qci emav kp piin dumb

    |fqcfn. Jfhi qcfp fnniu emav* KFAP kna `kn`iu ckti nm fnqiunkj emyna"

    kufip8 ukqciu qciv pwuika* quknpdmub* wmjjyqi* kj|kvp `cknlfnl* kj|kvp fn

    djys. KFAP kna `kn`iu bkhi vmy diij k pquknliu fn vmyu m|n emav. Qcifu

    pvbemjf` pwk`i* jfhi qckq md qci fnniu emav* fp k bkzi"jfhi* djyfa* djm|"

    fnl wjkpbk.

    \cfji KFAP kna `kn`iu kui kulykejv `mnpqfqyqia kp afpikpip md qci

    fnniu emav* mqciu afpikpip m``ywv afddiuinq biqkwcmuf`kj emafip. Dmu qci

    wyuwmpi md `mbwkufpmn* F wuipinqia qci pqyainqp |fqc knmqciu wkukafl"

    bkqf` afpikpi? qci cikuq kqqk`h. Cikuq kqqk`h |kp `cmpin ei`kypi md fqp

    wkukjjij ufph* dui{yin`v* kna wmqinqfkj qiubfnkjfqv? qci q|m bkomu hfjjfnl

    afpikpip md qci \ipqiun |muja kui fp`cibf` cikuq afpikpi kna `kn`iu

    #Pckwfum ;630&. Qci uik`qfmnp qm cikuq kqqk`h* cm|itiu* |iui `mbwjiqijv

    afddiuinq. Tfpykj biqkwcmup itmhia ev cikuq kqqk`h |iui wkuq md qci

    efmjmlf`kj emav ukqciu qckn qci emav kp piin dumb |fqcfn. Kjbmpq kjj m

    bv uipwmnainqp ibwckpfzia qci pwi`fdfqv md qci afpikpi* fqp jm`kjfzia

    nkqyui* kna iswuippia `iuqkfnqv uilkuafnl fqp `myupi* nkqyui* kna eicktfmu

    fn qiubp qckq `myja nmq dfna qcifu wjk`i fn KFAP-`kn`iu biqkwcmufzfnl.

    Bf`ckj? \ cin fqp ke myq vm yu c ikuq* fqp k pwi`fdf` mulkn. K wume jib fn wjybefnlNmq `mnqkbfnkqfnl. Nmq kjqiufnl vmyu pijd mu vmyu emav* nmq afpuywqfnl knv

    emynakufip. Nmq jfhi `kn`iu mu KFAP. Qci mqciu fp pkdi.

    Qci bi`cknf`kj aiwf`qfmn md qci cikuq bkv piib pyuwufpfnl* qkhfnl fnqm

    k``mynq qci cikuqp jmnl"pqknafnl wmpfqfmn kp qci `inqiu md ibmqfmnp

    Itin kdqiu qci cikuq cka jmpq fqp wumbfnin`i kp k jm`yp md pijdcmma fn

    dktmu md qci eukfn* fq |kp pqfjj uilkuaia kp ibmqfmnkjjv pflnfdf`knq. Vicikuq kqqk`h |kp nmq biqkwcmufzia ev pqyainqp kp wkuq md qci ibmqfti

    emav. Qci cikuq fp pqfjj k wumbfninq pvbemj md ibmqfmn* kp uidji`qia fn

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    Nkuukqftip m d ibemafbinq 51

    cikuq fp`cibfk kna fqp wmwyjku kuqf`yjkqfmn fn qci dmub md qci wfwijfn

    bmaij #Jfbeyul ;6

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    Nkuukqftip m d ibemafbinq 59;

    Qci iywcmuf` diijfnl md kn fnpqknq tf`qmuv |cf`c |kp quknpbfqqia ev

    qci |muja biafk qm Fpukijf cmbip kbwjfdfia qci pcm`h md qci dfupq bfppfji

    kqqk`h. Fpukijfp |iui `kylcq ev pyuwufpi fn qci bfaaji md qci nflcq kna

    uypcia qm qcifu aipflnkqia pikjia ummbp duknqf`kjjv quvfnl qm `mbwjiqi

    qci fnpyjkqfmn wum`iayuip kna qm wyq qci lkp bkphp mn. K nybeiu mdwknf`"pquf`hin wiupmnp afia md pyddm`kqfmn `kypia ev nmq uibmtfnl qci

    dfjqiu `kwp md qci bkphp. @mndypfmn kna yn`iuqkfnqv |iui qmqkj. QT kna

    ukafm |iui dmu k di| cmyup ynkeji qm wumtfai knv fndmubkqfmn* lfti

    lyfakn`i* mu mddiu `mbdmuq. Qijiwcmni p|fq`cemkuap ei`kbi mtiujmkaia

    kna jfnip |iui myq md muaiu. Dmuifln eumka`kpqfnl pqkqfmnp py`c kp qci

    EE@ \muja Piutf`i uiwmuqia k wmppfeji `cibf`kj kqqk`h kna nm bfjfqkuv

    mu wmjfqf`kj `mbbynf{yip |iui fppyia. D yuqciu kqqk`hp kna qcifu uipyjqfnlaitkpqkqfmn* `mywjia |fqc qci fnai`fpfti kna wuipybkejv ynai`faia

    uipwmnpi md qci Fpukijf wmjfqf`kj kna bfjfqkuv ipqkejfpcbinq* `mndfubia

    qckq qci pfqykqfmn fn |cf`c Fpukijfp dmyna qcibpijtip |kp myq md qcifu

    `mnqumj. K ni| fbwumtfpia muaiu md akfjv umyqfni |kp fnqumay`ia fnqm

    qci Fpukijf uikjfqv. Bmpq wimwji afa nmq lm qm |muh dmu k di| |iihp*

    myqfnlp |iui jfbfqia qm pcmwwfnl* kna yulinq iuuknap |iui bkai |fqc

    lkp bkph emsip aknljfnl dumb pcmyjaiup #pii Akniq* Jmpcfqzhv* knaEi`cku"Fpukijf ;661&. P`cmmjp |iui `jmpia kna cmbi ei`kbi emqc k qmqkj

    pkn`qykuv kna kn fndmubkqfmn `inqiu #pii Ein"Aktfa kna Jktii ;665&.

    Ukafm pqkqfmnp biulia fnqm mni `cknnij kna QT eumka`kpqia 51 cmyup k

    akv. Qci `mynquv |kp aftfaia fnqm lukaia zmnip md pkdiqv kna wimwji

    bmtia qm wjk`ip kna cmqijp piihfnl uidyli dumb qcifu m|n ynpkdi

    uipfain`ip.

    Fn kn kuqf`ji inqfqjia uidji`qfmnp mn qci Lyjd \ku* k dkbmyp Fpukijfwpv`cfkqufpq |umqi qckq?

    Qcfp |ku ckp `cknlia itiuvqcfnl. Fnpqika md eifnl fn qci dumnq* |i |iui fn qci

    uiku. Fnpqika md eifnl `mnay`qia pmbi|ciui fn qci dumnq jfnip* vmyu `fqv kna vmyu

    cmbi ei`kbi qci dumnq. Vmy kui pqy`h fn vmyu m|n cmbi kna vmy bypq |kfq|kfq ... Pyaainjv vmy ui`kjj iswiufin`ip vmy ckti jmnl bknklia qm dmuliq

    iswiufin`ip eijmnlfnl qm myu wiupmnkj kna `mjji`qfti wkpq fn Iyumwi fn qci 17,p

    #Pqiun ;665? 90&

    Pfbfjku diijfnlp kui `mntivia fn qci dmjjm|fnl is`iuwq qkhin dumb qci

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    595 B. \ifpp

    Kna nm| qm qci emav fn qci Lyjd \ku. Emafip |iui aip`ufeia kna

    auk|n eidmui* ayufnl qci Lyjd \ku* kna yw qm mni bmnqc kdqiu|kuap

    kp duklbinqia* afpqmuqia* wmumyp* |fqcmyq fnqiunkj mulknp* lkwp kna

    mwinia `mnqmyup. Nm dk`ip |iui wmuqukvia. Pmbiqfbip qci dk`ip |iui

    `mn`ikjia eicfna k lkp bkph* kna pmbiqfbip qciv |iui kjqmliqciu bfpp"fnl. Qci emav |kp dukbia ev qci `mnqmyup md qci pikjia ummb* |cf`c

    `myja pvbemjfzi k |mbe #kna-mu* tiuv jfhijv* k qmbe* pii kjpm Pvnnmqq

    ;665&. Aip`ufwqfmnp dikqyuia qci afppmjtfnl md qci emav* fnqiunkj wkuqp

    wumquyafnl myqpfai* duklbinqp md emav* nm linaiu. Emqc pikjia"ummb

    fnckefqknqp kna afpikpia emafip |iui aiwf`qia kp |ikufnl k pwk`i pyfq

    qci dmubiu |fqc k lkp bkph kna qci jkqqiu |fqc k phijiqmn"dk`i bkph. Fq

    pcmyja ei nmqia* cm|itiu* qckq fn `mnqukpq qm kjj mqciu biqkwcmup ypia

    ciui* qci b iqkwcmu m d pwk`i pyfq fp pyllipqia ev qci kyqcmu uk qci u qckn

    ev qci uipwmnainqp. Fnqiuipqfnljv* qcipi wmuqukvkjp `umppia iqcnf` emuaiup

    kna `ckuk`qiufzia emqc Fpukijf"Oi|fpc kna Fpukijf"Kuke wmwyjkqfmnp. Qci

    emav fn |ku cin`i pckuia qci `ckuk`qiufpqf`p md |ckq Uk`kyjq #;634&

    qiubp qci `mjji`qfti emav? k pqknakuafzia* linaiujipp* dk`ijipp dflyui*

    aiwinainq mn isqiunkj dukbip* fn k pqkqi m d muaikj. Qci dmjjm|fnl aip`ufw"

    qfmn md qci emav fn |ku* bkai ev Bfuf* k dibkji pqyainq #kli 51& fp qvwf`kj?

    F pii k dumnqkj emav ... kjbmpq jfhi qci nmubkj emav* eyq |fqc k lkp bkph qckq

    `mtiup qci dk`i. Fq ckp k phfuq* pm fq bypq ei k |mbkn ... eyq qci emav fp hiwq

    |fqcfn k ui`qknlyjku dukbi. Qcfp fp qci pikjia ummb. K pikjia emav fn k pikjia

    ummb. Fnaftfaykj qukfqp md qci emav lfti wjk`i qm qci `mbbynfqv ... F qcfnh md

    qci `mb by nfqv* nm q m d knv pwi`fdf` emav . \ fqcmy q qci kubv* qci wmjfqf`p* qci

    biafk* |i |myja nmq ckti knv emafip. Kjj md yp kui fn qci pkbi pfqykqfmn kna

    |i kui kjj |kfqfnl dmu qci `jikufnl bippkli dumb qci bfjfqkuv pwmhipbkn.

    Eidmui kna kdqiu qci Lyjd \ku* fn `mnqukpq* pqyainqp wmuqukvia qci

    nmubkj emav kp pqumnl* pqknafnl* |fqc `jmpia `mnqmyup* ckfu* nm lkwp

    mu fnqiunkj mulknp8 linaiu afpqfn`qfmnp |iui aiwf`qia8 qciui |iui kaaf"

    qfmnkj pflnp md emav qinafnl* f.i.* jfwpqf`h* `jmqcp* jmnl ckfu* ikuufnlp

    Mjaiu |mbin aui| vmynliu emafip. Qciui |kp kn ibwckpfp mn wumwiu

    wumwmuqfmnp? nkuum| pcmyjaiup kna |kfpq #fn qci `kpi md dibkjip&* |fai

    pcmyjaiup fn qci `kpi md bkjip.

    Aip`ufwqfmnp md qci `mjji`qfti emav* qci emav fn |ku* `kn ei `mnni`qia

    qm qci emav fn afpikpi qci KFAP kna `kn`iu emav. Emqc aiwf`q k emav

    ynaiu qcuikq* ynaiulmfnl `cknli* pyeoi`qia qm quknpdmubkqfmn* dukbia ev

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    Nkuukqftip m d ibemafbinq 590

    wuftkqi emav ev afpuywqfnl qci tiuv ekjkn`i eiq|iin fqp `mnpqfqyinqp

    emav-bfna* |cmji-wkuqp. \ciuikp qci uidiuin`i wmfnq fn qci `kpi md |ku

    fp ynfdmubfqv kna qmqkjfqv #cin`i? `mjji`qftfpb&* qci uidiuin`i wmfnq fn qci

    `kpi md kn fnniu emav afpikpi fp nyjjfdf`kqfmn. \ciuikp fn qci `kpi md |ku

    qci kqqk`h mn qci emav `mbip dumb qci myqpfai* fn qci `kpi md qci afpikpiqci kqqk`h fp dumb |fqcfn. \ciuikp |ku pyeoylkqip* afpikpi meoylkqip

    #qcfp pcmyja ei uika kp k aiuftkqfti m d meoi`qfdfip X\ifpp ;66

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    591 B. \ifpp

    kna fn dumnq md cfb qciui kui bknv kuum|p* kjj wmfnqfnl qm cfb. Qci

    pi`mna wmppfefjfqv fp k |mbkn. Pci fp pfqqfnl mn qci djmmu* cmjafnl ciu

    hniip* ciu dk`i fp iukpia* vmy `knnmq afp`iun knv emav mulknp is`iwq dmu

    qci cknap. Kp fd pci fp quvfnl qm dmja ciupijd fn|kua. Kuum|p kjpm pyuumyna

    ciu* wmfnqfnl kq ciu* kna pci qyunp ciu cika k| kv Z Qcipi aiwf`qfmnp kjpmibemafia `yjqyukj tfi|p md qci linaiuia emav. \cfji qci bkji fp k`qfti*

    pqknap mn cfp diiq* uikav qm dk`i qci aknliu* qci dibkji fp wkppfti* pfqqfnl*

    quvfnl qm afpqkn`i ciupijd dumb qci aknliu. Kemyq 5"0 |iihp jkqiu* ayufnl

    k`qykj P@YA kqqk`hp mn Fpukij* emafip qmmh k afddiuinq pckwi* |cf`c

    ibwckpfzia qci `mjji`qfti diijfnl md eipfilibinq. Qci emav fn |ku |kp

    nm| aip`ufeia ev Bfufkb #fn k qvwf`kj bknniu& kp cktfnl k cyli wkfu

    md ikup #qm ciku qci ukafm&* |ikufnl kn yljv ejk`h lkp bkph. Fqp `mn qmyupkui wmumyp. Fq fp pyuumynaia ev q|m dukbip. Qci dfupq dukbi fp qci dkbfjv*

    qci pikjia ummb* kna qci pi`mna fp qci qijiwcmni jfni* dufinap* qci ukafm*

    qci kubv pwmhipb knZ Qci q|m dukbip |iui qcyp `mnpqfqyqia kp kn kjqib k"

    qfti phfn* |cfji qci emavp m|n wumqi`qfti jkviu |kp aiwf`qia kp wmumyp

    #kna cin`i fnpyddf`finq* wiubikeji&. \cin kphia qm tfpykjfzi `kn`iu kna

    KFAP* Bfufkb {yf`hjv inqiuia k |cmji ni| uikjb md nkuukqfti ibemaf"

    binq. Aip`ufefnl `kn`iu* pci pkfa qckq qci emav fp fn k bipp. K aibmn*

    k bmnpqiu* fp fnpfai. Fq ckp nm linaiu kna nm pflnp md fainqfqv. N m `mn`uiqi

    `mnqmyup mnjv k p`cibi. Qciui kui nm wmuip fn qci phfn* ei`kypi ynjfhi

    fn |ku* qci bmnpqiu fp nm| fnpfai qci emav. Eyq fqp k |ikh emav qmm.

    Kn Yn`iuqkfn emav. Nm dukbip pyuumyna fq. @mbbynfqv ckp nmqcfnl qm

    am |fqc qci afpikpi. Qci emav fp kjmni,. Mnjv k |iih kdqiu|kuap* qci

    pkbi uipwmnainq aip`ufeia KFAP kp k emav dyjj md niiajip* ejk`h ejmma.

    Qci emav fp kjj ejk`h. Kna |ikh. Fq fp einq am|n* qci cika fp emja* qci

    mulknp fn ai`kv. Qci emav fp ibwqv. Kn ibwqv pcijj. Nm linaiu* md`myupi. Nm `mjmup. Wmuip kjj kumyna. Cikuq kqqk`h |kp jkqiu aip`ufeia ev

    qci pkbi uipwmnainq kp ckwwinfnl fn k dkyjqv emav* k eka bk`cfni* k

    wumejib fn wjybefnl* nkuum| kuqiufip* cflc `cmjipqiumj* pbmhfnl* wfjjp.

    Dfnkjjv* qci fnniu emav |kp aiwf`qia kp cktfnl nm dukbi is`iwq wiuckwp

    dmu qci phijiqmn* eyq qcfp fp mnjv mni md fqp dk`iqp. Fqp jfhi k qukfn |fqc

    bknv ukfjumkap* aftiulfnl kna ui"`mntiulfnl ... K `mbwmpfqi niq|muh md

    kuqiufip kna tifnp* ejyi kna uia* |fqc wiubkninq djm| fnpfai. Fq fp fn djys*

    kj|kvp kjuikav `cknlfnl* nitiu uipqfnl ... K nikqjv mulknfzia pvpqib*

    kjqcmylc dmu bi fqp kjbmpq `ckmqf`. Nm pisykj bkuhiup fnpfai. Nm linaiu.

    K piufip md ibemafbinq nkuukqftip mu wumdfjip dmu pcmuq ibiuli dumb

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    Nkuukqftip m d ibemafbinq 599

    |ckq |i pii* kn isqiunkj emav |fqc nm fnniu mulknp. K emav fn |ku

    ciui qci emav fp kepquk`qia* p`cibkqf`fzia* pqknakuafzia. Fq jk`hp fnaftf"

    aykj pflnp md linaiu* nkqfmn* uijflfmn. Kp P@YA kqqk`hp qcuikqin qci tiuv

    isfpqin`i md Fpukijf `fqfzinp* auk| qcib fnqm qci pikjia ummb* kna ejyu

    limlukwcf`kj kna wcvpf`kj emynakufip dmubiujv qkhin dmu luknqia*qci emav fp |ukwwia fn k `mjji`qfti phfn. Qci fbbiafkqi pyuumynafnlp

    qci pikjia ummb* qci qijiwcmni jfni* qci ukafm kui bmui aiqkfjia qckn

    qci emav. Ui`kjj qckq uipwmnainqp |iui kphia qm aip`ufei qcifu emav* kna

    eumylcq |ckq qciv `kjjia qci `mbbynfqv fn mn qcifu duii `cmf`i. K emav

    fn afpikpi ciui |i ckti pitiukj wumdfjip* kna qci jfpq fp metfmypjv mnjv

    wkuqfkj. K `kn`iumyp emav fp aip`ufeia kp cktfnl nm fnaftfaykj pflnp* nm

    linaiu. Fq fp p`cibkqf`kjjv aiwf`qia* |fqc nm `mjji`qfti pyuumynafnlp* nm`mb bynfqv* nm pinpi m d mbbmn aipqfnv. Fq fp kjmni* dk`ijipp* |fqc yn`jiku

    emav `mnqmyup. Qci KFAP emav pckuip pmbi md qci `kn`iumyp emav qukfqp

    kna afddiup dumb fq fn mqciup. Fq jk`hp pflnp md jfdi. Fq ckp nm dk`i* nm ckfu.

    Fq fp nyai* kna wmumyp* mwinia qm tfuyp kna fndi`qfmn. Fn cikuq kqqk`h*

    qci emav jmmhp nmubkj* qci biaf`kj wumejib fp jm`kqia fn mni mulkn* qci

    djk| fp fn qci efmjmlf`kj emav fn qci bk`cfni. Qci emav kp piin dumb

    |fqcfn fp qci jkpq wumdfji isibwjfdfia ciui. Fq fp avnkbf`* `cknlfnl* ckp

    nm `mnqmyup* fp tfpykjfzia kp kn fbbinpijv `mbwjf`kqia* piibfnljv `ck"

    mqf` pvpqib.

    \ ckq |i kui jidq |fqc* qcin* fp qci `mnqinqfmn qckq |i kui qci nkuukqm up

    md myu emafip* qckq emafip `kn ei `cmpin ev ik`c md yp dumb k bvufka md

    `yjqyukj"`mjji`qfti uiwuipinqkqfmnp* kna qckq qcfp nkuukqfmn* jfhi knv mukj

    nkuukqfmn* fp uilyjkqia ev pm`fiqv. Qfbip md |ku bkv ijf`fq `iuqkfn emav

    qkjh8 qfbip md afpikpi* mu md wik`i* bkv fntmhi mqciu emafjv afp`myupip.

    Qcfp fntm`kqfmn fp* md `myupi* pyeoi`q qm k `yjqyukj dukbi md uidiuin`i. Fn

    qckq pinpi fq bkv itin ei pkfa qm ei dyn`qfmnkj.

    K wmppfeji `ufqf`fpb bflcq pyllipq qckq bv uipwmnainqp |iui k`qykjjv

    uiwuipinqfnl qcmpi `kqilmufip |cf`c F wuipinqia qcib |fqc* kna qckq qci

    byjqfwji emafip qciv |iui {yf`h qm kuqf`yjkqi |iui biuijv wumay`ia ev

    qci kuqfdf`fkj `mnqisq md qci fnqiutfi|. K wmppfeji knp|iu |myja `mnpfpq

    m d q|m nmqkeji wmfnqp. Dfupq* |cfji uipwmnainqp |iui fnaiia mddiuia `iuqkfn

    `kqilmufip* qciv nmniqcijipp uidji`qia mn qcib* iskbfnia qcib klkfnpqqcifu m|n jftia iswiufin`i* afpbfppia qcmpi `kqilmufip |cf`c |iui dmyna

    qm ei fuuijitknq* kna `cknlia qcib fn muaiu qm pyfq qcifu m|n aibknap.

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    594 B. \ifpp

    qcib* kna `cknlia qcib. Fn wkukjjij qm qci aukbkqyulf`kj tfi| md

    Lmddbkn |fqc uilkua qm qci pqmufip |i qijj kemyq myupijtip* |i cin`i kjpm

    niia k uidji`qfti"aukbkqyulf`kj tfi| m d qci pqmufip |i qijj myupijtip kemyq

    myu emafip wiuckwp k wcinmbinmjmlv md wiu`iwqfmn #Biujiky"Wmnqv

    ;645& `mbefnia |fqc k wmpq"pquy`qyukjfpq tfi| md qci |kv pm`fiqv `mn"pqukfnp py`c pqmufip.

    Qci knkjvpfp md py`c nkuukqftip md ibemafbinq kwwikup qm pywwmuq* kp

    I|fnl #;667? 590& kulyip* qci mdqin"uiwikqia `jkfb ev knqcumwmjmlfpqp

    qckq qci iswiufin`i md |cmjinipp* `mnqfnyfqv* kna kyqmnmbv qckq |i

    nmubkjjv kppm`fkqi |fqc qci pijd fp k `yjqyui"emyna* \ipqiun nmqfmn.

    Qcfp nmqfmn `kn kna pcmyja ei ai`mnpquy`qia ev kn kjqiunkqfti uikafnl

    md kn ibemafia pijd |cf`c fp aidfnia `mnqisqykjjv kna uijkqfmnkjjv.

    Wimwji* kulyip I|fnl #;667? 590&* \ipqiuniup fn`jyaia* `mnpquy`q k

    pcfdqfnl piufip md pijd"uiwuipinqkqfmnp qckq kui ekpia mn piji`qia `yjqyukj

    `mn`iwqp.

    Qcipi `jkfbp `ckjjinli qci pyepqkn`i biqkwcvpf`p #Eyqji u ;63

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    Nkuukqftip m d ibemafbinq 59