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Leela’s Extraordinary Divine Perceptions - Part II Realizing the Omnipresent God, Visualizing the same and the divine experience it gives culminating in the eternal bliss are the most sought after wish for most of the human beings But, How many have realized and achieved that goal? From time immemorial, millions of people have tried hard and trudged the road for full realization of God. I can also say humbly that I am one among the multitude of people who have traversed in this path. It is extremely difficult to imagine the magnitude of the water present in the ocean. I am just like a drop of water in that vast ocean. It is extremely difficult even to imagine the magnitude of God. All know that his existence is beyond time and space and is endless. In spite of this, countless people are eager to understand and realize Him. It is very difficult to say how many of these seekers have achieved the goal. There are a number of ways to follow in the path of realization of God. However, it is possible to realize the God by following one or all of the paths. How this could be realized can be explained in a simple way by an

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Leela’s Extraordinary Divine Perceptions - Part II

Realizing the Omnipresent God, Visualizing the same and the divine experience

it gives culminating in the eternal bliss are the most sought after wish for most of

the human beings But, How many have realized and achieved that goal? From

time immemorial, millions of people have tried hard and trudged the road for full

realization of God. I can also say humbly that I am one among the multitude of

people who have traversed in this path. It is extremely difficult to imagine the

magnitude of the water present in the ocean. I am just like a drop of water in that

vast ocean.

It is extremely difficult even to imagine the magnitude of God. All know

that his existence is beyond time and space and is endless. In spite of this,

countless people are eager to understand and realize Him. It is very difficult to

say how many of these seekers have achieved the goal. There are a number of

ways to follow in the path of realization of God. However, it is possible to realize

the God by following one or all of the paths. How this could be realized can be

explained in a simple way by an example. It is like a set of blind people touching

an elephant and describing it in different ways based on their individual

perception. Considering all these perceptions, one can understand how an

elephant can be. It is the same with that God also. It is next to impossible to

describe the God in totality. In such a difficult situation, it is not possible to

explain the God to ordinary human beings. Although one can try to describe Him

in a meaningful way, it is rather difficult to say that this is the end. This is the

case with me also. In spite of this difficult situation, I wish to share my different

experiences and visions I saw in the course of my realization of God, spanning

about 20-25 years. Experiencing God takes the centre stage rather than actually

beholding Him. It is extremely difficult to explain in a convincing manner the

Godly experiences to common people. They are not in a position to fully grasp

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the truth behind these experiences. That is why; only those who have truly

experienced Him can understand and grasp the real truth very easily. This is cent

percent true in my case also.

Right from my childhood days I was very much eager to experience and

behold that God, which is not visible to the naked eye and having a limitless

expanse. When I realized the magnitude staring before me, I started wondering

whether I could achieve it. In spite of this, the intensity of reaching the goal

proportionately increased as I grew up .Which is the path that I have to follow in

my quest to realize and see the God was the question besieging me. But, whom

should I ask these questions considering my teenage. What the elders will think

about me in case of questioning them about my aspirations – was my fear. In the

beginning, I did not know why I had this intense attraction and curiosity about

God . But, as time passed I realized that this must be the result of my previous

Samskara.

During my teenage days, I used to sing devotional songs during pooja

time. At the time of singing certain songs, I felt completely immersed in them,

and I used to feel an extraordinary elation in my heart .By singing songs on

different Gods and goddesses, I used to feel as though I am beholding them. After

a period of time, I realize that this type of experience is the first step in the path

of bhakthi cult. Persons who had reached the zenith in bhakthi cult are

Purandaradasa, kanakadasa, Kabir, Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, Meera etc are the

foremost. But, after beholding these Gods and Goddesses one by one, a doubt

arose before me as to who that One Supreme God, which is above all. When

ancient sages, Mahatmas say that there is only one Supreme God, I came to know

that this experience of beholding Gods and Goddesses is only a siddhi in the

bhakthi cult. `

I have explained in detail beholding so many Gods and Goddesses in the

first part of my divine experiences. All those Gods and goddesses are not the

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omnipresent, omnipotent, omniscient, omnific and endless Supreme God; but I

understood that there is one which is beyond all these and much more .In that

case, which is that? Which path one has to take in order to understand and realize

it? When one can experience that in a time frame? Is it possible to actually see it?

These were some of the hundred and odd questions which stared in my face and

started to pester me. A number of years passed before I could get convincing

answers to all of these questions. On this way, our family has to pay a huge price.

Inspire of all these huge losses and difficulties that I faced in my life, I have the

satisfaction of realizing my aim and goal of my life. I have written the

experiences that I underwent, which is spread over nearly three decades. These

experiences of the realization of God need not happen to others also. Majority of

these experiences happened to me while I was in deep meditation or while

performing pooja. There are a lot of varieties in these experiences.

Once, when I was performing pooja, the whole Universe disappeared and

only our house was floating in space. Afterwards, the other parts of our house

vanished leaving only the pooja room. Later, the pooja room also vanished

leaving behind Pushpaka Vimana in its place. I felt as though I was offering

pooja sitting inside that Pushpaka Vimana, which was made of pure gold and was

brilliantly dazzling. Another day, a Pushpaka Vimana landed beside our house. I

and my husband sat in it, which went around the world and came back. Although

it was traveling at a super-sonic speed, I did not feel it. The travel was

exhilarating. On the same day, our family and a few others journeyed around the

world once again and came back. Once, when I was bowing with folded hands

before the photo of God, I experienced the vanishing of the entire Universe

except our Pooja room. On the same evening – when it was raining- the entire

Universe vanished and I felt as though the rain was falling only on our house.

Once, I was sitting inside the Pushpaka Vimana wearing an OM crown. On the

same day, our house grew bigger than the world. I saw the world rotating inside

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our house. I have seen my house- where I was born and brought up- and my

father’s factory in Doddaballapur floating in space many a time. In addition to

these, I saw Ghati Subrahmanya temple and its surrounding area also floating in

space. I also saw the entire Universe including the Earth and a number of

celestial bodies floating in space. I saw a portion of heaven floating. I came to

know that our real relatives are there. I heard a voice saying that my husband and

I are the leaders of the Universe. When the entire Universe vanished, I felt as

though I was standing alone. When we were circum-navigating the Universe

along with our house, I saw different Planets and other celestial bodies pass close

by. The view was really exhilarating. Our house and I were purified. I felt my

purified Soul becoming one with the God, which extends beyond the Universe.

We have traveled around the Universe many a times in the Pushpaka Vimana. On

the Ayudha Pooja day, we offered pooja too many of the articles in our house as

is done traditionally. Then, I heard a voice saying that there will be Universal

peace; people around the Universe will speak Kannada; Kannadigas will rule the

world and that we will travel the whole Universe with this worldly body.

Once Kamadhenu appeared in our pooja room and milched milk on the

idol of God, which spread over this earth and encompassed the entire universe.

At this point of time, I heard a voice saying that there is a big story behind as to

why Doddaballapur got its name. I felt all the planets, stars and the entire

Universe within my body and also I could feel their movement .I also felt that the

power of that God is responsible for their movement. I felt that the omnipresent

God is blessing me, when I bowed before the idol of God. I experienced a state

where I need not depend on any one or anything, when I became God. The earth

also started floating. Divine light engulfed the earth and universe. This can be

seen only with my divine eyes. Shoonya engulfed the earth and the universe. The

prana which has engulfed the universe entered inside me between the two eyes

and occupied my heart. ‘OM’ word appeared on my tongue .Then a realization

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dawned in me that I could speak all the languages of the universe. All the rooms

of our house are floating in Shoonya separately .The power of the universe once

entered ‘OM’ which we worship and seemed to be controlled by my three bodies

and minds. The three bodies and minds of others also seem to be controlled by

my atman. At times, I felt complete detachment from this world. Yet at other

times I hear a voice saying ‘You will rule this universe’.

When a thought flashed before my mind regarding the ‘Punya’ that I have

earned till now, which was aimed to behold that Supreme God and to do good for

this universe, that ‘Punya’ encompassed the whole of universe and returned to

my body. I saw a bleak darkness engulfing Bangalore city, the earth and other

‘Lokas.I experienced God driving away this darkness. I also experienced that I

could travel about anywhere in the universe. Human being can do good or bad

using the enormous power of Kundalini. People misusing the power of this

Kundalini out number people who are doing good. I saw that power disappearing

from the entire universe. Once we had gone to see the Hebbal Lake near our

house where a beautiful garden has come up on one side where my ‘prana’ came

out of my heart, and passing through my head it encompassed the whole of

universe. Our three astral bodies went inside the earth and also the universe.

Once my astral body performed bharathanatya, first at the Bangalore

palace, then at Jakkur aerodrome and Devanahalli International Airport for the

goodness of the universe. Lastly, my astral body performed Bharathanatya

outside our house at the ‘Deva-moole’ (North-East corner) and then in front of

our pooja room. Once our house grew wings. Then the three of us in our astral

bodies flew to the Himalaya Mountain and landed along with our house. I heard a

voice saying, “You will rule the world from there”

I heard a voice saying, “Get up Leelavathi. Roar like a lion.” Then, all the

lions carved out of stone in the Universe roared. Other lions made out of Gold,

silver and other metals also roared. Then I heard a voice saying, “You will

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become God at the earliest”. At that time, birds twittered, peacocks danced

opening their colorful plumage, Banadis flew in the sky. Peacocks, birds and

Banadis made out of different metals also danced. Then I understood perfectly

that an ordinary housewife can also conquer nature and the Universe. My mind

was wonderstruck at the grand spectacle of the extraordinary and beautiful scene

of the Devaganga falling down to the Earth from Heaven. This view of falling of

the Devaganga in the form of water from the sky to the Earth was really awe-

inspiring. Ganga was wearing a white silk sari. Her complexion resembled a red

Lotus flower. She had bedecked herself with flowers and was very beautiful. I

heard a voice say, “You are purer than the Ganga”. At this point of time, I

understood the act of purifying river water. The river water automatically gets

purified when we bathe in it.

Once, we had gone to Bhagamandala near Madikeri. There is a confluence

(Sangama) of three rivers by name Sujyothi, Kannika and Cauvery. Soon after

hearing the name of Sujyothi, I heard a voice saying, “I will come to your house

and light up your life”. I fully realized and was convinced that the said voice was

that of Sujyothi. From Bhagamandala we went to see the Abbe Falls, which is

near Madikeri. During the course of its flow, the Lokapavani River creates this

beautiful falls while cascading down a precipice. When I heard the name of

Lokapavani, I experienced extreme bliss.

Once when I was in a certain mood, I thought of “Swathi” pearl.

Immediately, a big pearl-oyster appeared on top of our house. When the cover

slowly opened, there was a pearl inside it. You and your real relatives are like

precious diamonds a voice said. I was fully convinced that the same was indeed

the “Swathi-Pearl”. Later, that pearl took the shape off my body and was really

beautiful to look at bedecked with Diamond ornaments. My body grew

enormously occupying the entire Universe. Till now, ‘Shoonya’ has encompassed

inside my body. But now, I am experiencing the ‘Shoonya’ encompassing my

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enormous body, which has grown beyond this Universe. When I went to

Venkateswara Swamy temple and bowed before the idol with folded hands, I

experienced that I was bowing to the ‘Nirakara’ (Formless) God, which is

Omnipresent. I realized that this body is like a cloth and that the God is within

the body and also encompassing the whole Universe.

A number of my astral bodies came out of my physical body. These spread

across the whole of Universe reaching the places where ‘Yogis’ (irrespective of

caste and creed) had meditated and sat in all those places. Later, these bodies

grew as big as the Universe and merged with my enormous body. I experienced

all the power existing in the entire Universe entering my body.

Once, we had gone to the Kanva dam near Kengal, when I felt that my

eyes got purified. In all the ‘Lokas. ‘, many Yogis and Siddhas exist in different

layers. I experienced a Divine Light coming out of my body and guiding those

Yogis and Siddhas to our house. I also experienced that majority of them will

come to me for guidance after I become God, by taking re-birth in our real

relatives. At present, all these Yogis and Siddhas are present around our house in

deep meditation. Their bodies are shining with Divine Light. I realized and

experienced that if I win over this body, then I can definitely win this Universe

also. Once, the whole Universe disappeared and darkness engulfed. But then, my

body only was shining with Divine Light.

Once, my astral body grew wings, flew the entire Universe and after

returning merged into my physical body. The Ganga, Yamuna and Saraswathi

river water, supposed to be present between two eyebrows gushed and cleansed

my inner body. Later, the same water gushed out of my head and cleansed my

outer body.

Once, I was wearing a purple colored silk sari, a bright shining star

shooted up into the sky, from my astral body. I saw it positioned on top of our

Pooja room at a great distance. The light emanating from that engulfed the entire

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Universe. My ‘Karana body’ reduced to a six inch body and merged with the

Supreme God residing in the heart of my physical body. I saw the entire Universe

bottled up within my ‘Karana body. Inspire of these divine experiences, I felt that

I was not in a position to offer any kind of help to our own family and people at

large. Then I heard a voice saying, “Will you not light up your home when you

are lighting up the entire Universe? Also, you always think of doing good to the

entire Universe, will it exclude your family? Good things will definitely happen –

when the time is ripe. “I experienced that I can expand up to the Universe and

even beyond it, as well as can as well become minute as an atom. I saw spiritual

light glowing in lamps in some of the buildings and Prayer Halls around the

World and the Universe. Once, when I partook the holy water (Theertha), nectar

which oozed from the throat reached my heart and later reached my stomach. I

heard a voice saying that this process has resulted in the achievement of

purification and concentration of the mind. Until now, I had eyes in each and

every atom of my body. Likewise, I experienced that the eyes in the whole

Universe will open, in order to realize and experience that one Supreme God.

“There is Divine Light in your body”, I heard a voice say.

I experienced my body grow enveloping the entire Universe and even

beyond where God is Omnipresent. In addition, I experienced that the entire

Universe will come under my control. Smaller and finer bodies came out of my

astral body and enveloped the whole of the Universe. Our house took the shape

of a boat and later it assumed the shape of an airplane. My astral body bathed in

Hogenkal Falls, Ganga, Yamuna, Sindhu, Saraswathi, Narmada, Godavari and

Cauvery rivers and returned to my physical body. The dirty water of Hogenkal

Falls vanished and in its place clean water appeared for about ten minutes in the

astral body. My astral body grew to about forty feet bedecked with Divine

ornaments, and stood beside the point where the three Seas confluence near

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Kanyakumari. Then, a number of Gods and Goddesses bowed before my astral

body.

My astral body dipped itself three times in the ‘Amrutha Sarovara’

situated on Nandi Hills and returned enveloping my physical body from outside.

Then, my old physical body disappeared. Another time, my astral body dipped

itself three times in the ‘Manasa Sarovara’ situated in the Himalayas and merged

with my physical body. Once, I touched the birth place of the Arkavathi River

situated on Nandi Hills. Then I experienced some divine force entering my body

through my fingers. In view of this, I felt that there will not be any dearth of

water in most of the rivers world-wide in future. We had also gone to the birth

place of Palar River on Nandi Hills. When I touched that point, I felt that a

Divine power entering my body through my fingers and enveloping the whole

body. Likewise, I felt the Divine Power of all the rivers in the Universe entering

my physical body.

Once, the three of us were floating as white Swans in the waters of

Sankey Tank. While going in a paddle boat there, all the impurities form our

bodies and that of our real close relatives were purified. I heard a voice saying,

“You have become Paramahamsa”.We thought of visiting Kanyakumari.

Immediately, I saw a panoramic view of the Arabian Sea, Bay of Bengal, Indian

Ocean, India, Europe, Russia, Singapore and other places through my Third Eye.

I experienced that Gods and Goddesses are within me; but I am not within them. I

also experienced that these Gods and Goddesses have assumed different shapes

and names in different worlds in the Universe.

The three of us dipped ourselves three times in the Ganges River

situated at the ‘Triveni Sangama’ near Allahabad in our astral bodies and

returned to our individual physical bodies. Another time, our three astral bodies

dipped in the waters of the Tungabhadra River near Purandaradasa Mantapa near

Hampi and merged with our individual physical bodies at Bangalore. Once,

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wings appeared on our three bodies. Then we flew circum-navigating the entire

Universe thrice. Our two bodies and the bodies of our children encompassed the

whole Universe. When I was flying in an airplane to Nepal over the Himalayas, I

felt that I am the God; I am in the Gowrishankar and I am the Omnipresent One.

When ordinary people bathe in the rivers, their dirt will join the river. But, I also

felt that when Mahatmas bathe, dirt in the river gets purified spiritually.

LIGHT AND DARSHAN OF GODS

Today is Friday. I was humming ‘Bhagyada Lakshmi baramma’ song

while cooking in the kitchen. Then I saw a silver colored brilliant light of about

five and half a feet height and two feet width entering our house from the front

door and disappearing in our Pooja room. I felt that the Goddess Lakshmi has

come to our house. Once I was bowing with folded hands before the ‘Navagraha’

idols in a temple. I saw light rays emanating from the nine Planets in the sky to

the Earth, to me, to our house and to our children. In the evening I lit a lamp in

front of our front door sill and bowed before the ‘Tulasi plant’. Immediately, our

entire house including the compound top was lit up with astral lights. Once, when

I was singing devotional songs in our Pooja room, I saw the Planets rotating

around the Sun. At that time, I felt that I am sitting on the Earth and singing

devotional songs. My body grew to the height of the sky and stood on this Earth.

Brilliant light rays were emanating from my body. The earth was completely

engulfed by this light and it seemed that the Earth was detached from the

Universe.

I realized that I am more powerful and intelligent than the Sun. I saw

fire emanating from my body and from between my eyebrows. My body became

as large as a Star and shining. Five to six astral bodies came out of the physical

bodies of my husband and myself and left to rule the other worlds. Fire was

coming out of these bodies from the forehead. Fire of different hues engulfed the

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Universe in which we were moving around. I felt that electric current is flowing

around our house. I worshipped God by offering ‘Yekkada’ flowers and other

flowers. Then, only ‘Yekkada’ flower entered through my forehead – one stood

in my heart, another on top of my head and the third one stood between my

eyebrows. Glowing rays of light started coming out of them, which was visible

for a few hours. Later, it was there for a whole day. Next day also these

‘Yekkada’ flowers appeared at these three places. The flower which is in the

heart signified that the entire Universe will be ruled by heart. The flower which is

lodged in-between the two eyebrows signified the existence of only one Supreme

God. The flower which is in the head signified that I will be in a position to

understand the Gods and Goddesses, Ghosts, Devils and this Earth completely.

I saw a bright light lit in a lamp rotating in between my two eyebrows. I

heard an inner voice saying that I will travel throughout this world and give light

to the entire Universe, Light emanated from my forehead and entered inside our

millions of our real relatives between their two eyebrows. Once, my body became

delicate as a dried leaf and a tender light started emanating from it. The bodies of

our entire family and our real relatives were filled with this light and were being

purified. Light started emanating from the diamond ear-ring I was wearing and

also from the millions of eyes present in my whole body. Our original relatives

are going to come to us in the near future. ‘Amrutha’ started oozing from the top

and inside of the Earth drenching my body and our entire real family members

spread over in the whole of the Universe and ultimately merging in the

‘OM’,which we are worshipping in the pooja room.

I heard a voice say, “Do not light your heart using the light of others;

your heart is self luminous and it will light up independently whenever it is

necessary “. Once I felt my light spread across the whole Universe and I was

walking in the same. In addition, that light appeared inside and out, of the bodies

of ourselves and our real relatives. Bangalore Palace was enveloped with that

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light and dazzling. My astral body merged in the Sun and returned to my physical

body. Just as the Stars guide the sea-faring sailors across the oceans safely to

their destinations; so also, the high value-based ideals will guide us safely in the

turbulent ocean of life.

All the Jyothirlingas in the temples spread over the entire India which did

not like to stay in their respective temples, merged inside my body. Once, our

over-head water tank assumed the shape of a white swan and assumed its original

shape. The Crown which was on the Lord Hari-Hareshwara idol in Harihar

appeared itself on my head and disappeared. We had gone to a place called

Gangebhavi in Dharwar district. There was muddy water in that well. My mind

purified that water. In future, instead of the present day lights, I felt replacing

them with Divine light. Also I experienced that some people use this Divine

Light instead.

Once, my husband had gone to the cave temple at Kaiwara where Yogi

Nareyana Yatheendra had meditated and gave me flowers brought from there. I

wore it on my braid and after sometime ‘Sreechakra’ appeared behind my head.

Later, a Divine Light lit up inside the cave at Kaiwara, which I saw through my

Third Eye sitting in our house at Bangalore. In the night I saw huge lamps

lighting up the front portion of our house.

I saw my four astral bodies – each with four heads (Brahma has four heads

on a single body) sitting at the birth place of the Arkavathi river on Nandi Hills

facing four directions. I saw light rays radiating from my body. The astral bodies

of Siddhas who are meditating around our house poured concocted liquid

prepared out of medicinal plants on our heads. This spread to our whole body.

Then, we felt that our bodies have become taller and that a Divine Power entering

our bodies. Once, a Divine Light lit up in my head. Later, I saw this light

spreading out for about four inches. The power from all the Jyothirlingas entered

my heart. Ultimately this power entered my head. A halo of light like that of

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moonlight appeared behind the heads of my husband and children, which I could

see from my Third Eye. This halo of light also appeared behind the heads of

Siddhas.

An unusual type of light passed from my heart to my eyes. From this

experience a realization dawned and convinced me that I will definitely behold

that Supreme God and later become that God myself.

I saw lamps lighting up on the compound of our house and also at the front

door sill. I saw a pooja plate manifesting itself from Shoonya with a wick lit in it,

which performed pooja to me and disappeared. Our house is glowing with

different colored Divine Light. I heard a voice saying that there is Divine Light in

your body. I saw a Divine Light – as cool as Moonlight – of one foot in diameter

appearing behind my head. From this, I realized that my body is getting ready to

become that one Supreme God. I heard a voice saying “visit the Hulimavu Cave

temple near Bangalore, which will release all of you from bondage”. I came to

know that a long time ago, sages had meditated in that cave. When we visited the

cave, I saw the astral bodies of those Sages meditating. I also saw Divine Light of

nearly three feet diameter encircling their astral bodies.

One night, I sat in our Pooja room for meditation. There was neither

electric light nor the wick lamp burning at that time and there was darkness. I was

thinking as to how to pray in that darkness. Immediately, Divine Light engulfed

our Pooja room. Then I started to pray. When I was praying in the darkness, I

saw the Eastern half of the Hemisphere engulfed in darkness, while in America

there was daylight. I saw clearly the White House and the multi-storied buildings

of New York in bright sun light.

My husband and daughter had gone to the cave temple of Lord

Veerebhadra atop the Nandi Hills. As the descent was steep, I did not go with

them. After they returned, a Divine Light – the size of a Mosambi – came out of

that temple and merged in my heart. All the three of us also went to

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‘Brahmashrama’ - another large cave atop the Nandi Hills. When I meditated in

that cave, I had the vision of three Rishis meditating ages ago. Three Divine

Lights – each the size of a Mosambi – emanated from them and merged in my

body.

I saw a light- the size of a pumpkin – near the heart of our ten kids. I lit an

astral flower pot in my heart, which came out on top of my head emitting colorful

stars. I am hearing a voice since a few days saying, “You are the embodiment of

Light”. When I was meditating, I saw light appearing inside the eyes of my

daughter and myself. Later the light appeared outside our eyes also. From this it

was clear to me that our eyes got purified.

Once we had gone to Kigga near Sringeri. Brilliant light (just like

Moonlight, but not cool) appeared on top of the Shiva temple in the sky

extending for many kilometers. Another day, while I was meditating, all the

Jyothirlingas disappeared from their respective places, replaced by lights and

merged in my body. Many a time, I have seen stars twinkling in the sky while

sitting inside our house. Once, all the Jyothirlingas assembled near my heart. On

top of each one of them, bright lamps were burning.

When I was lighting the lamps in our Pooja room and saying ‘Let there be

Light in the whole World’, I experienced that there will be light in this World

through me only.

Today is Varamahalakshmi festival. I was singing devotional songs when

the pantheon of Hindu Gods and Goddesses entered between my two eyebrows.

When I went to the temple on this day, I experienced the presence of that

Supreme God within me rather than the idols installed there.

Today is Friday. I was humming ‘Bhagyada Lakshmi baramma ‘song

while cooking in the kitchen. Then, I saw a silver colored brilliant light of about

five and a half feet height and two feet width entering from the front door of our

house and disappearing in our Pooja room. I felt that Goddess Lakshmi has come

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to our house. Afterwards, Ganapathi and Saraswathi appeared. After our lunch, I

saw Goddess Lakshmi manifesting in our Pooja room while I was sitting in the

Hall. She was wearing a red silk sari with zari border and bedecked with

ornaments. From her right hand, gold, silver and Lakshmi coins started falling on

to the floor. I kept a small plate near the place where the coins were falling in

order to avoid their fall to the ground. Then I heard a voice saying “It is a very

small plate”. Later, the wooden plank which was in the kitchen appeared in the

Pooja room. I heard a voice saying that all the Gods and Goddesses will come

and sit on this wooden plank. Once, when I was singing devotional songs, gold

coins fell on my head. I heard a voice saying that money will flow like water in

your house.

Today is AnanthaPadmanabha Vratha .When I thought of God, soon after

getting up in the morning Brahma, Vishnu and Maheswara appeared sitting on

lotus flowers. Later, I realized the Omnipresence of that Supreme God. Today is

Friday. At the time of worshipping God - money, diamond and precious stones

rained on my body like flowers. These were later converted to different jewellery

and bedecked me. I went to the temple with an umbrella as it was raining, when I

understood the meaning of ‘Vamanavatara’. This is one of the incarnations of

Lord Vishnu. There is a ‘Sreechakra’ in the Ganapathi temple. That ‘Sreechakra’

entered my body through the place between my two eyebrows. I heard a voice

saying, ‘You are the Lord of Vaikunta’. I felt very sad for not seeing the form of

God. Immediately, I heard a voice saying ‘Look at your face in the mirror.

Abandon the attraction of Idols’.

When I was meditating, Shani Deva followed by the pantheon of Hindu

Gods, Jesus, Mary, Cross, Swastika, Moulvis, Allah went past in front of our

house in a procession. All of them had come to ask forgiveness. A voice was

heard saying, “We will accept you as the only God and good will befall on your

real relatives”.

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ADISHESHA AND KUNDALINI SHAKTHI

Today is Nagarachouthi festival. When I worshipped the Ant-hill,

Adishesha – the seven-hooded serpent opened its hoods above my head. At

another time, I saw Adishesha opening its hood above my husband’s head. I also

heard a voice saying, “Your family and your house are very precious. Adishesha

is there to protect them”. I realized that Adishesha and Cobra appeared in their

astral bodies. Nagamani went inside me through the space between my two eyes.

I heard a voice say, “None can beat you in terms of wealth in this world”.

Once, my father came in his astral body and gave me “Theertha and

Rasayana”. Immediately, I felt as though I am reclining on Adishesha. Today is a

full moon day. A seven-hooded serpent appeared in our Hall. Lord Krishna

appeared on it. Two wooden boxes appeared out of which two cobras came out.

These boxes were filled with diamonds, other precious stones and were dazzling.

Later, Airavatha (Divine White Elephant) and Ucchaishravassu (Divine Horse)

appeared. The Elephant sat for some time and was finely decorated. Nagamani

and Choodamani went inside between my two eyebrows. A voice said,

‘Sparshamani is present in both of your hands’.

I experienced the awakening of the Kundalini power, entering the

Sahasrara and merging at the point between my two eyebrows. Then I felt that we

three are entirely different from others in this World. I understood as to why I

was born in this world, that is, to bring justice to the deserving and to re-shape

this evil world into a good world. Kundalini power stood like entwined curly

hairs. Its realization was an extraordinary experience. After a few days, I

experienced the joining of a new Kundalini power. This Power purified my three

bodies and the three minds. Later the Kundalini power vanished from this

Universe. It had a golden color. I heard a voice saying, ‘Golden opportunity

awaits you. People will accept you as God by placing kumkum and arishina and

worship you’. We had gone to Lepakshi. There is a seven-hooded serpent carved

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out of stone behind the temple. The Serpent said, ‘Diamonds and precious stones

will all be yours one day’. Once, the Formless God manifested as Eswara

appeared before me.

Adishesha (the seven-hooded serpent) used to open its hoods and stand in a

protecting manner above my head. I heard a voice saying “You are a precious

diamond and I have to protect you”.

While I was meditating, I heard a voice say ‘Kundalini power is not

required by you from now onwards.’

I AM GOD

Once, I felt the divine power merging in my body. For a number of days at

a stretch, I felt I am that God. Once I beheld the whole of India followed by this

Earth, which entered through the space between my two eyebrows and reached

near the heart before disappearing. I heard a voice say, “You have to take the

World forward”. Once, when I was bowing before the Navagraha idols in a

temple, I heard a voice say, ‘are you not the power behind these Navagrahas”.At

that point of time, I felt as though I am that God. I felt a peculiar feeling as to

being the God myself, and I am bowing to these Navagrahas. Later, I realized

that God is present in Navagrahas also and is Omnipresent too. Once, a hole – the

size of a rupee coin – formed between my two eyes. Krishna Tulasi entered that

hole. Once, I had gone to the Ganapathi temple, where I saw ‘Sreechakra’. It

entered between my two eyes. I heard a voice say, ‘the Peacock Throne will be

yours ‘. Another time I was weighed in gold.

I felt that the Formless God has taken the shape of my body. I felt my soul

become one with God. I saw four bodies of mine sitting on top of our house

facing four directions wearing crowns and bedecked with gold ornaments. Four

astral bodies came out of them and went in four directions. I also felt that God

has come assuming the body of my husband and myself. Some of our true

relatives are alive even now after thousands of years. Goddess Saraswathi merged

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into me. When I worship and meditate on ‘OM ‘, I feel as though I am

worshipping and meditating on myself. A number of times I have felt that there is

nothing that I can say is mine, but everything belongs to that God. I have seen our

and our real relative’s bodies often floating in space. I realized the presence of

God in each and every single atom of my body. The bodies of my husband and

mine had risen about a foot above the ground. I experienced that I am above time

and space. We two and our ten children went round the World thrice in a flying

saucer. One day there was darkness in my body. Then I had the ‘Vishwa-Roopa

Darshana’.Yoga means – in a broader sense – soul merging with God. One night,

my body assumed the shape of a heart. I heard a voice say, “The five sensory

organs, intellect, mind, prana and Athma of your husband, children and self will

become yours “. I felt that we two are the incarnations of God. Once, my body

disappeared; but I was seeing everything. It was rather difficult to explain this

experience in words. When I pronounced ‘OM’, I used to hear the sound

reverberating in each and every atom of my soul. My individuality merged with

the individuality of God. While meditating I heard a voice say, “Prana will come

under your control”. Once when I was meditating a ‘Harikatha’ was blaring at a

nearby temple. At that point of time, I did not hear the sound at all. Soon after the

conclusion of my meditation, I heard the sound.

Today, while I was meditating I saw five or six heads around me. Due to

some pain, I was experiencing difficulty to move my right hand occasionally. At

the time of plucking flowers in the evening, I remembered to think that the

flowers are meant for God, I did not feel any pain in the right hand. When I asked

God about his presence in both truth and un-truth, his reply seemed to me very

simple. I heard a voice say, “I am beyond the truth and un-truth”. I fully

understood the meaning of it. Soon after I got up in the morning, I heard a voice

say “Bayalu Alayavayithu” (Space assuming the shape of a temple). I also

experienced the phenomenon that God means ‘Bayalu’or ‘Shoonya’. It took the

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shape of my body and my body itself became a temple. As I entered our Pooja

room, I heard a voice say “Bayalu has assumed the form (shape)”. I then

understood that God has assumed the shape of our Pooja room. I heard a voice

say “the characters of Omnipotent, Omnipresent and Omniscient are present in

you and will manifest shortly”. I am hearing a voice say that I will completely

realize God very soon. I learnt the method of separating milk from water and also

clean a dirty place.

I experienced that all the three of us will become God. I also experienced

as how Jeevathma will become one with Paramathma. I saw lamp lighting up

between my two eyebrows and it was rotating. I heard an inner voice say that I

will travel the whole world and that I will give light to the whole Universe. I

experienced my whole body being purified by the Athma. That night I had only

the mind without any body. After reading philosophical book, my body and my

mind experienced extreme bliss. I also experienced he presence of the Athma in

each and every atom of my body.

Innumerable Gods and Goddesses and Devendra showered flowers on me

and bowed. A few of the Gods have not asked my forgiveness. Yamadharmaraya

removed the knot from my body. Sun rays, air, light, water and food – all these

are entering our bodies and the bodies of our real relatives duly purified. People

in thousands cannot exert influence on us. ‘OM’ word appeared on the tongues of

ours and our real relatives. I heard a voice say, “Your voice will be melodious”.

We did not have previous births. Chakras are rotating under my feet.

While I was drinking milk in the night, I heard a voice say, “Milk is

Amrutha” The milk I drank spread over inside my entire body and I felt that I

have become immortal and later became the God. Once I thought that let God

assume control of my mind. I heard a voice say, “The three characteristic

qualities attributed to the Supreme God, namely, Omnipotent, Omnipresent and

Omniscient will be incorporated in your life”. Immediately, I experienced the

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presence of these three powers in each and every atom of my body. I heard a

voice say, “You are born from Shoonya “. Once, I experienced my body melting

completely in the darkness. I often hear a voice saying that I am going to get

another body looking similar – but a younger and healthier one.

My Third Eye turned inwards. I heard a voice say, “True information will

come to light in this entire World. “I experienced that our real relatives will

discard this worldly pleasure and go forward in the path of realization of God. I

heard voices say, “The art of mesmerism will be yours; Sparshamani has become

yours; X-ray eyes will be yours; you are going to get the power of curing diseases

using air, light, water, fruits, flowers and vegetables”. Good and bad powers

came and merged in me. In future, the power of good will get an upper hand.

Light rays emanated from the diamond ear-studs I am wearing and also from the

countless eyes in my body. I heard a voice say, “Your real relatives will arrive in

the near future”. Henceforth, only the innermost voice will be audible. Good and

righteous people will get beautiful bodies.

First, I was under the impression that God resided only in the idols that

are in our pooja room. Now, I have realized that God is Omnipresent. By

completely surrendering myself to that God, I achieved concentration of mind. I

tried to behold God through bhakthi, Karma, Raja and lastly through

Gnanamarga. There is no re-birth for those whose Divine faculty (Shudda

Chaitanya) has awakened. Inspite of having this faculty some will take re-birth to

help others. A variety of medicinal plants from Siddarabetta (Tumkur District),

Vaidyanatheswara (Belgaum District), Minakanagurke (Chikkaballapur District)

and Sanjeevini Mountain entered my body through my nose. These got mixed up

in the juices of my stomach and spread to the whole of my body through the

blood vessels. There is great sanctity in Mahimapura temple situated atop a

hillock. This is a small village on near Dabaspet. Later, our real relative’s will go

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atop that hill for meditation. The hill adjacent to the Nandi Hills will become a

place for meditation only to our real relatives.

I came to know that the outer part of my body is getting ready to become

more beautiful. Till today, I was under the impression that God is Omnipresent.

But, now I experienced that I am that God and that I am Omnipresent. Our real

relatives will live for millions of years. I heard an inner most voice says, ‘you

have come out of bondage (Runamukthalade)’. Now, Shoonya has engulfed

inside – out of my body. I heard a voice say, ‘you will travel at the speed of mind

along with your body and you are timeless’. After I ate mushroom I heard a voice

say, ‘You are going to attain Brahma-Gnana and you have also become

invisible.’ I experienced that my body is composed of seven colors.

Once I experienced walking in Shoonya. Another time, when I was

worshipping ‘OM’, I saw my body encompassed for about half a foot – inside

and outside – by Shoonya. At this point of time we were worshipping ‘OM’.

Later, I felt that I should worship my own astral body and discontinuing

worshipping the ‘OM’. When I poured the liquid extract of ‘Krishna Tulasi’ into

my left ear, the door of my heart opened revealing the Athma. In addition to that,

I saw that Supreme God within the Shoonya of my heart. When I was reading the

‘Kalagnana’ of Kaiwara Yogi, my astral body went and sat in my heart. I heard a

voice say, ‘you are going to behold the Vishwa-Roopa’. Immediately, my body

became the four-headed Brahma. Later, my body became the Vishnu including

the Chakra and Conch. Then, my body became Eswara with the Cobra around the

neck. In the end my body assumed the Vishwa-Roopa just like the big statue

erected in the Vishwa-Shanthi Ashrama near Nelamangala – but resonating with

full life.

Since some days, I am feeling as though my body is doing Pranayama day

in and day out. One morning I heard a voice say, “You have realized the four-

headed Brahma. I saw Kamadhenu, Kalpavriksha and Nandini appearing in our

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pooja room. My ears were adorned with star –shaped diamond ear- studs. Later,

this was replaced by Karna-Kundala flowers.Prana came into control of the three

of us. I saw a number of white swans floating on water. I realized that our real

relatives will become Paramahamsas.

Once, we had gone to the Suttur Mutt near Nanjanagud and visited the

‘Samadhi’ of the original Sri Shivarathri Swami. I saw the astral body of the

revered swamijji, who bestowed his fruits of his tapasya to me. Muddusanga

Swamy of Devanga Peetha in Gangavathi said that there is much holiness in the

Gayathri peeta of Hampi and also that he will take a re-birth amongst one of our

real relatives. We had gone to Kadu Malleshwara temple in Malleshwaram. The

two powers of Kashi and Rameshwara lingas arrived there and merged into me. I

heard a voice say, ‘Your husband will rule the world’. We had gone to Shiradi

Sai Baba mandir at Malleshwaram. Then, Sri Sai Baba told me that he represents

Hindu – Muslim unity. We had also gone to Buddhist and Jain temples in

Bangalore. Both said, “You are the Bhagavan – we are not” and gave me their

powers, which merged in my Athma. Kaiwara Yogi appeared and said,

“Henceforth, Kala- Gnana will be yours completely”. When we went to the

Gagananda Mutt in Doddaballapur, I learnt that I could understand extraordinary

subjects and that I will know the happenings in other Worlds also.

Now-a-days, I am experiencing a lot of changes taking place in my body,

such as, red lips, long hairs, fish – shaped shining eyes, long beautiful nails,etc.

When I am walking, lotus flowers appeared below my two feet ( Padma

Pada ); while in sitting posture there was lotus flower below me ( Padma-asana );

there was lotus flower on top of my head ( Padma-Shira ); while sleeping I feel as

though I am lying on lotus flower ( Padma-shayana ); I saw lotus flowers in my

eyes and face ( Kamala-nayane, Kamala-mukhi ); lotus appeared on my shoulder

( Kamala-Bhuja ); lotus appeared in my hands ( Kamala-Hasthe ); lotus between

my two eyes on the forehead ( Third Eye-Kamala ); lotus in place of my ears

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(Kamala- Kiwi ); lotus in place of my nose ( Kamala-Nose ); lotus in place of my

mouth ( Kamala-mouth ); lotus in all the nava-dwaras ( Navadwara-Kamala ).

Large lotus flowers blossomed on top, inside and outside our house. We were

walking on them. My body assumed the shape of a lotus. I felt that the Formless

God is on that lotus. At that time I felt extreme bliss. I felt that I was sleeping on

a lotus in Kanva – a small village near Kengal on the way to Channapatna.

We had gone to the Sri Ranganatha Swamy temple at Madhyaranga

situated besides the Cauvery River on way to Kollegal. Lord Sri Ranganatha said,

“You can assume whatever body you prefer and also you have the power to

disappear”.Horanadu Annapoorneshwari said, ‘here afterwards you are going to

provide food for all’.

Once we had gone to Bylakuppe-a Tibetan settlement near Madikeri. In

that Buddhist temple apart from the idol of Lord Buddha, there were two more

idols, wearing crowns. These two crowns appeared on my head. While returning

from that temple, the crowns vanished. I hear an inner voice saying that the

Supreme God will come in the form of different incarnations and make them do

all the works necessary at that point of time, not considering whether they like to

do it or not. God will make us understand very clearly some of the subjects that

we do not know. Innocent people can see the God of their choice in my body.

I heard a voice say, “You are going to attain Nirvikalpa Samadhi”. I read

about a Tibetan Maha Yogi in the Kannada monthly digest Kasthuri. Dharma

chakras came out of the palm of that Yogi and entered into the bodies of my

daughter and myself. Later, the Chakras landed on top of the roof of our house.

Dharma chakras and Swastika appeared to be written on the back side of both my

feet. In future all people – irrespective of caste and creed – are going to become

‘Vishwa-Manava’; whereas our family and our real relatives will become ‘Deva

– Manava’.

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One day when I was meditating, a gold lotus blossomed under me. Another

day, when I was meditating, my astral body went to the Ganapathi temple at

Kudumalai – a village near Chinthamani. There is a Sthala-purana about this

place according to which all the Gods and Goddesses of Hindu mythology

assemble here. Goddess Parvathi placed kumkum on my forehead. Goddesses

garlanded me. Later, I came out of the temple and went in the North direction. I

heard a voice say, ‘Vijayeebhava’ (Be victorious). I experienced that I have gone

beyond ‘OM’. One day, a thought passed through my mind as to what name shall

I call God. Then, I heard a voice say, “Call God as Leela “. Now-a-days, I am

hearing the word ‘Leela, Leela’ inside my body. When we had gone to Rishi

valley near Madanapalle (Andhra Pradesh), I heard a voice say, “You are

attaining Jeevan-Mukthi very shortly”. I have experienced ‘Ashtanga Siddhi

Yoga’ long back. We had gone to Kanva dam. My eyes got purified there. I heard

a voice say, ‘From now onwards you will hear voices through the heart’.

Our real relatives will do a lot of social service through their spiritual

powers. A replica of ‘Grantha Sahib’ of the Sikh’s Holy Book made out of

cement concrete is kept on Omkar hills, which is about four kilometers away

from the Raja Rajeswari temple. When I touched that, I heard a voice say, “You

are going to write books on spirituality for the betterment of mankind. When the

big clock there started striking the hour I realized that it is proclaiming the arrival

of God in the form of a human being. Beware. We three had gone to Omkar hills

in an Omni van. Another Omni van in its astral body came a-top that Omni van.

The three of us sat in the astral body Omni van, continued our journey and

returned. I experienced that after a lapse of some years we can assume whatever

body we wish.

I heard a voice say, “Nobody has become God till now. You alone will

become God. None will become God after you”. Once when I was meditating

‘Amrutha’ (Nectar) started flowing from my head covering my body inside-out. I

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heard a voice say, “You will become God soon”. I am hearing the word ‘Leela,

Leela’ often. I also heard a voice say, “You are going to become timeless”. When

I recited the song, “Pranava Swaroopini Kalyani Janani”, I felt that I am that

Pranava Swaroopini.

Once, I saw my astral body sitting in the cave at Kaiwara in Chinthamani

taluk, where Yogi Nareyana Yatheendra did penance (Tapasya). He will

remember all the attainments he earned during his previous birth now and do well

to the world. By remembering their attainments in their previous births, a number

of Mahatmas will help the present generation, like cleaning the environment,

purification of water, etc., using their Yogic powers. One day, I saw my astral

body sitting in our Pooja room. An invisible power performed ‘Abhisheka’ to me

with milk, honey and ghee in a golden bowl. Later, my astral body merged in my

physical body. A garland of ‘Parijatha’ flowers from heaven adorned my neck

and also sprinkled on me.

While meditating, I felt that I am that God. In view of this, I felt as though

I am bowing to myself. I saw the entire Doddaballapur town floating about ten

feet above the ground. Our real relatives were there at that point of time. I felt

that I should be reciting ‘I am the God’ in my mind.

Once my astral body stood at the Bangalore Palace grounds and the Jakkur

Aerodrome. My astral body was wearing a pure silk sari, a golden crown and

bedecked with gold and diamond ornaments stood at the Bangalore Palace

grounds and the Jakkur Aerodrome. This body had attained a height of more than

one thousand feet and was performing Bharatha Natya conquering the entire sky.

A few years back, we had been to Hampi. Beside the Virupaksha temple,

where the present Gayathri Peetha is there, I heard the sound of different

instruments, namely Veena, Mridangam, Flute, Tabla, and Violin – playing

automatically on that hilly terrain. Hearing the melodious and divine sound

emanating I had forgotten myself by being deeply immersed in it. While

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meditating, I heard a voice say, “You will have Trikala-gnana”. Gods,

Goddesses, Rakshas, Kinnaras, Yakshas, and Gandharvas showered Parijatha

flowers on me, accepting me as an ‘Avatara Stree’. The houses of our real

relatives were also decorated with Parijatha flowers. I also felt that I am actually

reclining on a bed of Parijatha flowers.

Gods and Goddesses appeared showering different flowers – white lotus,

shavanthige, kasturi shavanthige, rose, sugandharaja, etc., on me. Our house was

also decorated with a variety of flowers and lights. While I was meditating, the

last door – east door – opened. Gods and Goddesses again showered flowers on

me. I heard a voice say, ‘you have won Kama’. I realized that I have come out of

the whirlpool of this ‘samsara’.

I have experienced my body disappearing a few times. I heard a voice say,

“Your body is going to disappear at any moment. Immediately you will become

God and your body will become beautiful”. I realized that after some years, I will

stop partaking food. I heard a voice say, ‘you have become Avadhuthalu’. I

presented this to God. I also heard a voice say, ‘you are going to attain Virat-

Swaroopa-Sakshathkara’. Once I dipped my fingers into boiling oil. I neither felt

any heat nor were there any blisters on my fingers. Sandal and Kasthuri

enveloped our bodies inside out.

Once, our Pooja room got separated about two inches from our house.

Next, it became a golden chariot and was decorated with diamonds and other

precious stones. A throne, decorated with diamonds and other precious stones

appeared over which there was an umbrella also decorated with diamonds and

other precious stones. My astral body sat on that throne. I was wearing a golden

crown and my body was bedecked with diamonds and rubies. The anklet was

studded with diamonds. I was wearing a pure silk sari with all the colors of a

rainbow. All the Gods and Goddesses showered flowers on me and said, ‘you

have achieved Shoonya. Now you have acquired the power of Leelavathi Devi

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and good things will happen’. I also heard a voice say, ‘all will worship you as

God and you have the power of disappearing’.

I heard a voice say, ‘your spiritual eyes (Third eye) have opened. You can

see God only through this eye. You will become world famous and your body

will become lighter’. When I become God, I will hold a meeting with the

journalists. I will answer to the questions coming to their mind in their respective

languages. But I will be speaking in Kannada only, which gets translated to their

respective languages. I experienced that my body has become ‘Paripoorna’

(complete). Now I hear only the God’s voice and am feeling extreme happiness.

Once, we had been to the Sahajananda Mutt in Doddaballapur. While

meditating there, I heard a voice say, ‘the real ananda, nityananda and

Brahmananda will be yours’. We had been to the Bull temple of Basavanagudi in

Bangalore. Then the Big Bull said, ‘stop the burden that I am carrying’. After

returning from there, the Bulls all over the world stood up and roared. The reason

for this act was to warn this world about the imminent manifestation of God.

When I was reclining on the bed in the night – I was not sleeping – gold coins,

diamonds, rubies and emeralds, showered on me. I experienced that nobody is

worshipping the real God. In future people will worship you. I felt that I am that

real God for a few minutes.

I am hearing voices frequently say, ‘preparations are afoot to make me that

God’. I saw a big shell of Swathi-pearl on the roof of our house. There was a

Swathi-pearl inside the shell. Later, the pearl vanished and in its place my astral

body appeared wearing pure silk sari and bedecked with ornaments. I heard a

voice say, ‘Eternal Bliss will be yours’. Often I will be seeing two large eyes.

These merged into the Shoonya. God is self – existing. Crown and jewels came

out of my soul and bedecked my body and also showered on me. Later, apple,

cucumber, carrot came out of God and decorated my body.

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I realized that I will rule this world through my husband. I heard a voice

say, ‘Your family will lead a grand life’. I also heard a voice say, ‘You have

earned the power of seeing anyone living any where by sitting in the house

itself’. I realized that I can become as endless as the Universe and also as minute

as an atom. Swathi pearl appeared in my two hands. Later, another Swathi pearl

about a foot in size appeared in my body. I heard a voice say, ‘You are like a

Swathi pearl’. My body was bedecked with silver and gold plates. I heard a voice

say, ‘You will become a golden doll (puthali)’. One Swathi pearl entered my

body. In addition, one Swathi pearl each entered the bodies of our real relatives.

This resulted in the stomach becoming cool and well. While meditating, I saw my

body decorated with gold, silver, vegetables, fruits and flowers. I also saw

showers of gold and flower on my body. I heard a voice say, ‘You are going to

achieve purity and concentration of mind. Hamsa sanchara is happening in my

Sushumna nerve. You are going to see that Supreme God early’. My body

appeared on the platform of our Pooja room growing to about five feet in height

and rotating. I am seeing another body of mine besides the first one. I am hearing

a voice say, ‘You are going to attain Viraat – Swaroopa Sakshathkara’, when all

will accept you as God.

I heard a voice say, “Since your real relatives and your family have drunk

nectar, you are free from the circle of life and death. Your soul will merge with

the Supreme God”. My soul reached the ‘Sahasrara’, which is in the brain and

later merged with God. After some time my entire body was engulfed by

Shoonya, immersed in God and finally merged with God. Some of my forefathers

were Siddhas, who have made our house holy by their presence outside our

house. I experienced that I am going to uplift the Devanga community. I feel as

though ‘Amrutha’ is being mixed with whatever food I partake. Our real relatives

and we converse through telepathy. I have experienced fully that the

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Omnipresent, Omnipotent and Omniscient God is within me and that I have

transcend these.

While meditating, I experienced that I have reached ‘Anandamaya kosha’

after passing through the phases of ‘Annamaya’, ‘Vignanamaya’ and

‘Manomaya’ koshas. I am feeling that my body is becoming lighter while I am in

meditation. While meditating I heard a voice say, “God will emerge in you and

people will come to you running”. I experienced that the entire Universe will be

under my control. I offered all these to the Supreme God.

Once I saw light in my head. I gained knowledge about my body preparing

to become God. I saw a film on Shiradi Sai Baba, when lot of good happenings

occurred to us. In the Hall of our house, I saw ‘Leelavathi’ written artistically

with rose petals facing all the four directions. I came to know that this was done

by the revered ‘Allah’. I saw an umbilical chord of about five feet in length

coming out of my body. A lotus appeared at one end. Brahma was sitting on top

of it. I saw Swathi pearls falling from the Muthyalamadu falls near Anekal. I

realized that all ‘Deva-manavas’ are Swathi pearl and are precious diamonds.

Another day also, I Swathi pearls cascading down in thousands. One pearl about

one and a half inch size went between my two eye brows and reached the heart. I

heard a voice say, ‘Go to Muthyalamadu. Very soon you are going to become

God’.

Kaiwara Yogi told me that I will become immortal. When we had gone to

Marugamalla – a place near Chinthamani – a garland made of Maruga appeared

on my neck. When we visited the Mukteshwara temple there, I heard a voice say,

‘You will become free from the worldly attachments’. When we had gone to

Nandi Hills I got Yogic powers. I got a magic wand in its astral body at the time

of our visit to the Hulimavu cave temple on the Bangalore – Banneraghatta road.

When good people meditate in Muthyalamadu (Pearl valley), Swathi pearls will

fall one day. When we had gone to Magadi Venkatachalapathy temple, I got

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‘Vajrayudha’ in its astral body. Later, that ‘Vajrayudha’ appeared in our Pooja

room. When we were standing outside the Chamundeswari temple near

Kempegowdana Doddi, which is in between Magadi and Ramanagar. I heard a

voice say, “You are going to conquer this world without any blood shed”.

My body adorned with Bharathanatya dress started dancing on this Earth,

on the Planets, on Heavenly bodies floating in the sky, on the Stars and on the

Sun. My body grew to a height of about one thousand feet and performed

Bharathanatya on this Earth. I also danced before our Pooja room. When I told

my body to dance before the God, assuming about three feet height, it danced

beside my cot. When I heard the song, ‘You are in the sky and also you are every

where’, I felt that I am that God.

On Vijayadashami day I sat on the platform of our Pooja room. I

experienced that my husband and daughter worshipped me as God. In Bhakthi

marga I used to sing devotional songs, completely forgetting my bodily existence

and deeply immersed in that God. Then, I used to hear my own voice becoming

so melodious. The Goddess of justice gave the balance she was holding in her

hands to me and said, “Let all get justice from you.” I experienced that I am

existing since millions of years. I also experienced that God will remove the thin

curtain covering my outer body and emerge with a physical body.

Garlands made out of Swathi pearl, maruga and Sugandharaja adorned my

neck. The reason behind this is that I have attained the requisite abilities to

become God. When I was meditating today, I attained ‘Jeevan-Mukthi’ (freedom

from life and death) through my astral body. I heard a voice say, “A delicate

layer of curtain is remaining lastly before the appearance of God. That layer will

disappear shortly. Then you will know ‘Kala-Gnana’. But you will not know

when the time is ripe for the emergence of God from you”. I experienced the

presence of some power and also felt that the God has completely enveloped my

body. I saw the three of us floating on water as swans in the Sankey tank. When

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we were going in a boat our body dirt and waste from our body and the bodies of

Deva-manavas were cleaned. I heard a voice say, ‘You have become

Paramahamsa’.

When I become God, all will focus their attention on India – as the country

from where the God has emerged. When I walk, I feel as though my body and I

are different entities. Those who enjoy God’s creations (leele) are called

Avadhoothas. I heard a voice say, ‘You are going to be an Avadhootha as well as

Sarvagna. I used to see colors of different worlds. The colors were really so

attractive and splendid which you cannot see them in this world. Two men

welcomed me as God at Kanyakumari. My astral body stood on the rock at

Kanyakumari, fully bedecked with gold and diamond jewellery, wearing a pure

silk sari. My body has grown to a height of about a thousand feet.

When I drank milk in the night, I realized that I am immortal and that the

progeny of Deva manavas will become immortal. Once I saw a diamond crystal

appearing on my head, which was a foot in size. Later it went into my stomach. I

experienced that this body and the God are different. My body does not have any

bones, muscles, etc. Formless God has enveloped and occupied those spaces.

That itself is the Omnipresent, Omnipotent, Omniscient, Aprameya, Anandamayi

and Karunamayi Supreme God.

My astral body went to Gokarna and brought the Athma Linga keeping it

inside my body near the heart. I heard a voice say, ‘You are going to behold my

Divya Darshana’. Our Pooja room got purified. Later, my entire body and about

three inches around my body was purified. I heard voices saying, “You will be

proficient in God’s education. You are going to achieve this proficiency while

staying in the house itself and show it to people at large. I was sitting in the hall

of our house. Then, my astral body became God, bedecked with finery, came out

of our Pooja room and merged with my physical body. When I was meditating,

the astral body of my husband and our ten children appeared in the hall of our

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house. My eldest son was wearing diamond studded armor. I came to know that

our entire family was born wearing this diamond studded armor. I heard a voice

say, ‘Your body will become lighter’.

One day, when I was singing devotional songs in our Pooja room, it rose to

about twenty feet. I saw our house below minus our Pooja room. When I was

sitting on a chair in the morning my body rose about a foot above and came back

to its original position. This happened 3-4 times.

Today is Ayudha pooja day. We offered pooja to our two - wheeler – Luna.

I asked my husband to take the Luna out for a ride. My husband replied that

when Shoonya is everywhere, is there any difference between Shoonya present

inside and outside the house and brought the Luna inside. Immediately, our Luna

went round the world once in its astral body, returned and stood in the Hall of our

house.

‘OM’ is that Formless God. After realizing this truth, I did not like to

worship the idols. So, nowadays I am only reciting that ‘OM’. Inspite of this, my

mind is peaceful. Injustice is taking place in Heaven and other worlds also.

Once, I plucked all the flowers from the plants in our garden and sat in the

Pooja room to worship. At that point of time, I was offering 101 flowers of the

same kind to God. I found a shortage of only two flowers. From where to bring 2

flowers of the same kind when I had plucked all? Then I heard an inner voice

say, “Two flowers are still there in the plant. Go and pluck them.” When I went

outside, I saw two flowers of the same kind. I was astounded. I plucked them and

offered Pooja to the God.

Once we had gone to a place near Gangavathi where Sri Muddusanga

Swamy – one of the gurus of Devanga community had meditated there inside a

cave. Then Shoonya engulfed the ‘Ashwatha’ (peepal) tree and the book kept

inside the cave. I came face to face with different worlds. I heard a voice say,

‘You are going to apprehend truth clearly.’

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We worshipped ‘OM’ written in Kannada for a few years. Our Pooja room

got separated from our house and was floating in Shoonya. It had ‘Gopuram’ on

top of it, as seen in the temples. I experienced that God will stand still observing

all the happenings going on in this World around him. The north-eastern (Deva

moole) corner of our house extended. When I bowed before the idol of God with

folded hands, I experienced as though the God encompassing the whole Universe

blessing me. I came to know that any article coming into our house gets

automatically purified. I saw Gandharvas living in the sky in palaces, which are

more grand and beautiful than the ones found in Heaven. Shoonya engulfed India

and around all atom bombs found in the whole world. Jammu and Kashmir was

fully included in it.

We had gone to the Ranganathittu bird’s sanctuary near Sriranagapatna. I

learnt that a few birds there will be re-born as human beings in their next birth. If

you pray before partaking the food, everything will become good food.

‘Amrutha’ was available only at Bhairaveshwara peak near Yana – a place near

Kumta, Manasa Sarovara and the top of our Earth. But, now it is not available.

‘Paramahamsa’ means separating milk mixed in water and removing the

wickedness from wicked people.

We had gone to the Chamundi Hill near Mysore. When I went near the big

statue of Mahishasura, he told me that he has a rare collection. He also told me

that these contain the true events in the History and that I should use it. We had

gone to the Shiva temple inside the Bellary fort. Goddess Parvathi advised me to

meet our Devanga Jagadguru Sree Dayananda Puri. After visiting the Lepakshi

temple, when we had covered some distance while returning, bulls (Basava) at a

few places got up and roared. Then I experienced that ‘Sathya-Yuga’ has

commenced. I felt that the present Gavi Gangadhareshwara temple was

previously the place of meditation of Yogis. Now they have

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installed a Shiva Linga and worshipping. I experienced that the place where a

temple is built next to the ‘Sangama’ in T.Narasipura is s holy place.

Once I saw decoration of different flowers and different kind of colored

lights around our house and on top of our compound. I experienced that our

house and the articles were made of gold. Years ago, the god had shown me our

house constructed by gold bricks –spiritually. Now, our house has a silver cover

encompassed by a layer of sheets. Our house is decorated with a variety of

flowers, diamonds, and other precious stones with a gleam of its own.

Our Earth was cleansed first by water. Later, ‘Abhisheka’ using honey,

ghee, milk and curds was done. Afterwards banana and rice were smeared on the

Earth. Nine pulses and cereals were also smeared on the nine planets. Jasmine

flowers were showered on the Earth. About two feet of milk filled inside our

house as well as inside our compound.

Once we thought of staying in a cottage atop the Nandi Hills. A day before

we went there, I experienced that the cottage we intend to stay floating in the sky

in its astral form for the whole night. Before going to the Nandi Hills, I had

known that some Rishis had meditated in a cave. I did not know where that cave

was? After visiting the Brahmashrama – a cave on the Nandi Hills – I instantly

recognized it as the same cave where Rishis had meditated and the one that I had

seen sitting in our house itself. When I was reading my written spiritual

experiences, a few incidences used to manifest in true form.Eg: Kamadhenu in its

astral body milching milk standing on the platform of our pooja room. The milk

filled our house to a height of 4 inches. Kalpavriksha appeared in our pooja room.

Etc.

Future Predictions

` Bangalore will get a new name in the near future as ‘Pushpanagara’.

Gradually money will not be used, In future; there will be no idol worship.

Recitation of ‘OM’ will also stop. Family members will stop performing pooja to

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God. Instead they meditate. All humanity will have a common food habit,

common thinking and wear one type of clothes. They will not perform Pooja to

Gods and Goddesses. But, will worship only that Supreme God. In future, no one

can influence India. Earth will rotate in clock-wise direction in future. We will

use a replica of our house with full facilities as an American bus in our space

voyage. Whatever dirt that comes out of us disappears automatically. I saw our

earth rotate in a clock-wise direction once. New breed of birds, animals, plants,

trees, Etc., will evolve. Water will also be replaced.

People will not use telephones in future. Instead, they will converse

through telepathy. Some people will produce goods and clothes by their mind

power, which are being produced by factories now. When some people meditate,

all the dirt will disappear. Just like Mallammana Pavada, all the household chores

get done if some people meditate on God. A few people for whom the Third Eye

has opened can recognize culprits. Such people will become Judges. Only those

persons who’s Third Eye has opened will enter politics and rule the World. Then

only can all the people lead a peaceful and happy life. All deserts will become

beautiful places. Some people will travel from one World to the other in their

present physical body and some will pass through the walls. Using the spiritual

power, a few will construct houses of their choice and shift the houses from one

place to the other. God will come in the form of a family woman. Ships and Aero

planes will be nationalized. Emperors and monarchs who had buried their wealth

in secret places will be brought out. Global wars will stop. God will rule the

World. All will worship a single God. He will not sleep in the night.

I heard a voice say, ‘Change the name of Devanahalli to Swarnanagar’.

One day, nine openings (Nava-Dwaras) in our body will close. The sex life will

stop completely. Deluge will take place after thousands of years. Bodies of our

real relatives will disappear. Our house attains fame as God’s house. Siddhas are

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considered as Jeevan-mukthas. But, as per the wish of God, they will take rebirth.

The bodies of our real relatives will become as strong as a diamond.

Once when I was meditating, I realized that Deva-manavas and their

progeny will get the following traits (special characters): bodies will become

bullet-proof; no one can do any harm to us using knife or any other weapons; will

not feel the heat of sun-light; will not feel cold in rain and snow; fire will not

burn them; will not die when drowned in water; will get young body.

The top soil to a depth of about 15 feet will become new. Then new plants,

trees, animals, birds, etc, will take birth on this Earth. Color of the skin of

Negroes, Americans and Europeans will change to that of Indians. The cottage

where we stayed atop the Nandi Hills and its surrounding areas will have a big

meditation hall. Our house will become an International prayer hall, meditation

centre and a spiritual centre.

It is a known fact that majority of the planets and other heavenly bodies are

rotating from left to right and their speed is tremendous. In the near future, all

these will start rotating from right to left with a lesser speed .Then everyone will

follow the right, good path and the hectic life style will also become slower. I

experienced that in the near future we will use our house as Pushpaka Vimana.

We will construct a palace in Devanahalli and reside there. I felt that we

will light up the entire palace and pooja room using the Divine light. I also felt

that salt in the oceans will disappear. Some of our real relatives use their divine

spiritual power gifted to them by that Supreme God-to light up crackers and

flower pots which emit dazzling rays of light and can be seen by ordinary people.

This type of crackers will not have an adverse impact on the environment.

Our real relatives are ‘Jeevan-muktharu’. They will not become old. They

will only beget Jeevan-muktha children. Weapons will not harm them. When

necessary they have the power to disappear. Our real relatives will travel to

different ‘Lokas’, with their physical bodies. I felt that our forefathers will come

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to our house with their physical bodies. Our real relatives will be moving about

an inch above the ground.

I experienced that I am that kindness personified God. I also experienced

that this kindness is only towards our family. My parents will come donning their

previous birth’s bodies coupled with its remembrances. A few people around the

world will also don their previous birth’s bodies.

I heard a voice say, “In future you will not hear any inner voice and your

voice itself will become God’s voice. Eternal youth will be yours, with the body

becoming air-conditioned. When that voice which says – soon you are going to

become God stops, you are going to definitely attain the Supreme God. The time

to accept you as God by all is fast approaching”.

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