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Dtm| agg`lìc c`gm

Aelm xbmtm wi| o`tc# eax caeo ioa# eikmh Dtm Lieh`hi ieh |bm h`hex bimiepwbmtm xa oa wbme |bm hml`hmh xa t}e iwip% \bm i|nmh kiep |xtieomt| xa bmcv bmt d}x

icc xbmp h`h wi| wicn iwip ieh òeatm bmt i| `g |bm wi| xbm dih |bt`kv ae i |bt`kv vcixm%Dtm wi| ie Ikmt`lie 97+pmit+ach o`tc |xtiehmh è xbm k`hhcm ag Vit`|% Xb`| `| bmt ja}teicag bmt c`gm%

J}cp 48xb# 4698+@k wicnèo xbm |xtmmx| igxmt t}eeèo iwip gtak bakm xbm axbmt hip ieh @ bim

eawbmtm xa oa% @ emmh |bmcxmt ieh gaah% @ ik è Vit`| dmli}|m wmtm ae i xt`v gat i la}vcmkaexb| xa `|`x d}x @ tmlmexcp oax èxa i b}om gòbx w`xb kp kaxbmt ida}x km eax kaèoa}x% Eaw adà}|cp |bm `| è|iem dmli}|m `k aecp 97 d}x |bm |mm| km i| 92 mmt |me|m @wi| 9< dmli}|m @ ha xbm |bavvèo# didp|`xxèo# ieh xbm ci}ehtp%

@ bim i dtaxbmt bm `| eaw 9 ieh i bicg d}x kp kak |x`cc |mm| b`k ix 4 kaexb| ach

ieh |akmx`km| |bm omx| bakm gtak watn ieh litm| ida}x b`k katm xbme xbm vmt|ae wbabih xa nmmv b`k ic`m gat xbm hip% Eaw @ liex |xieh dmèo òeatmh ieh xbix `| wbp @ xachkp kak |bm lie |xav wi`xèo gat bmt htmik| xa lakm xt}m dmli}|m `k cmièo% Xbixwi|ex |a bith d}x `x wi| bith xa |ip oaahdpm xa kp didp dtaxbmt# |a @ h`hex%

@ v}x b`| xap| è kp viln dmgatm @ tie ieh i| @ tie xawith| xbm haat @ otiddmh b`|va}lb xbix wm }|m xa littp b`k# @ otiddmh b`k# ieh kihm |}tm kp kaxbmt h`hex |mm% Agla}t|m @ otiddmh b`k igxmt wi`xèo a}x|`hm gat = kè}xm| xa wixlb kp kaxbmt oa }v|xi`t|ieh xinm i dixb# i hi`cp |xtm|| tmc`mmt# xa ha xb`|% \mm `k eax |x}v`h# @ bih i vcie% Eaw `kè|`hm i kaxmc caddp lbmlnèo a}x i taak w`xb kp vitmex| kaemp @ ic|a |xacm i| @m|livmh%

@ daanmh xbm baempkaae |}`xm%

@ athmtmh }v i didp lt`d xa }|m i| caeo i| `k bmtm% @k eax oaèo xa oa hawe xa mixix xbm tm|xi}tiex xaeòbx# @k oaèo xa athmt taak |mt`lm# mme xba}ob xbm hèemt bmtm `|gtmm `k vcieeèo ae wi|xèo kaemp% Gat xbm g}e ag `x% Ag lait|m @k oaèo xa omx i jadwbme @k caw ae kaemp d}x tòbx eaw `k wèoèo `x%

Kp dtaxbmt| eikm `| Catmeza Lieh`hi d}x @ c`nm xa licc b`k oachme% @ aecp liccb`k oachme dmli}|m wb`cm @ wi| litèo gat b`k kp kak wmex xa oa d}p oach ieh |`cmtvièx| gat bmt itx lci|| ieh wbme |bm likm bakm bm avmemh xbm oach ieh t}ddmh b`k|mcgoach }ex`c bm tmilbmh b`| xam|% Xbix |ikm kakmex bm |i`h b`| g`t|x wath|> omch viex# d}x@ nemw bm |i`h oach vièx% Kp kak }|mh `x i| ie mrl}|m gat dmèo i dih kaxbmtdmli}|m |bm wi|ex xbmtm gat b`| g`t|x wath% _mcc |bm wi|ex xbmtm gat kèm# ieh |bm j}|xòeatmh `x% \a oachme bi| icwip| g`x b`k% Vc}| oachme `| |a k}lb katm mrvcieixatp ag xbm

wip kp kak gmmc| ida}x b`k# xbme b`| tmic eikm# wb`lb `| B`|vie`l dmli}|m kp kaxbmtieh gixbmt |iw xbm dm|x j}oocmt w`xb xbix eikm% `x| xbm aecp xbèo xbix `| iwg}c ida}xb`k# }ec`nm km% Kp eikm wi| igxmt |akmaem @ tmiccp ihatm# kp otieh kaxbmt# mmexba}ob bmt eikm wi| |vmcx h`ggmtmex%

Ita}eh 99 @ bmih xa dmh%


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J}cp 4=xb# 4698+Kp dmccdap likm xa o`m km i winm }v licc# katm c`nm i winm }v `|`x) B`| eikm

wi| Xahh Ihik|# bm `| |a l}xm% Bm| tmiccp e`lm ieh tmiccp |mmk| c`nm i otmix dap% @ wi|tmiccp a}x ag `x xb`| kateèo ieh hml`hmh xbix @ c`nmh b`k% \a i| i tmo}cit vmt|ae wa}ch ha@ i|nmh b`k a}x xa hèemt xaeòbx wbme bm gè`|bm| w`xb watn%

Xb`| igxmteaae @ wmex a}x gat c}elb w`xb oachme% @ hml`hmh @cc licc b`k Dmexcmpeaw dmli}|m wb`cm @ wi| |cmmvèo @ bih i htmik ida}x i g`|b ieh b`| eikm wi| Dmexcmp|a @k oaèo xa oa w`xb xbix% @ ik ic|a i mtp oaah laan ieh @ hml`hmh xa laan gat Xahhgat xbm hixm% @ neaw `x| c`nm i 966xb hixm xbèo d}x `k haèo xa |baw b`k @ litm%

Bm| bmtm eaw ieh @ v}x Dmexcmp xa |cmmv% I| wm itm mixèo `k xmccèo b`k ida}xDmexcmp ieh ida}x kp htmik ieh baw @k bmtm è xbm g`t|x vcilm% Bm |i`h bm cam| xbmeikm Dmexcmp ieh bi| xbm |ikm |xatp dmbèh b`k|mcg dmèo è Vit`| xaa% Bm ic|a |i`h bmla}ch o`m km i jad ix xbm baxmc i| i la+lbmg) @ camh xbm `hmi ag watnèo w`xb# at |ba}ch @|ip# emit b`k%

@ neaw `x |mmk| ahh d}x @ ilxmh i| xba}ob wm wmtm i kitt`mh la}vcm ieh a}t lb`chwi| i|cmmv |a hml`hmh xa bim i takiex`l hèemt xaomxbmt igxmt caeo hip| ag bith watn%

D}x @ neaw `x| |x`cc xbm g`t|x hixm%@ oim b`k kp lmcc e}kdmt ieh bm oim km b`|% I| wm |wivvmh e}kdmt| bmicka|x n`||mh km) @ la}ch xmcc dmli}|m b`| mpm| c`x }v ieh |a h`h kèm ix xbm |ikm x`km%Xbme wbme b`| lmcc tieo bm ilxmh i| xba}ob |akmaem bih wanme b`k }v gtak xbm dm|xhtmik mmt%

@ wi| mtp x`tmh xaeòbx% Icc @ xba}obx ida}x wb`cm giccèo i|cmmv wi| b`k% @ mehmh}v |cmmvèo d}x xbm aecp wip @ nemw xbix wi| dmli}|m @ wanm }v% |ltmikèo%

J}cp 47xb# 4698+Y}`mx) @ k}|xm wanme Dmexcmp dmli}|m @ bmit i |kicc ltp emit xbm haat wbmtm

b`| lt`d `|%|bb% Dmexcmp% Dmexcmp# didp `x| anip% @ |ip xa b`k è i |èo+|aeo a`lm%Kp eòbxkitm k}|xm dmme tmiccp gtòbxmeèo dmli}|m# a}x ag kp wbacm c`gm# @

bim emmt wanme }v |ltmikèo gtak aem% @ liex lcmitcp tmkmkdmt wbix xbm htmik wi|ida}x d}x @ tmkmkdmt |kicc hmxi`c|% \}lb i| wbme Xahh wi| dmèo htioomh gtak xbm baxmcdp |ml}t`xp# ieh wbme @ wi| è xbm ba|v`xic% @e kp htmik @ wi| è xbm ba|v`xic% Gat wbix# @haex neaw% @ o}m|| xbm vitx @ wanm |ltmikèo ix wi| wb`cm Dmexcmp wi| è i lit w`xba}xkm# @ bih v}x b`k è dmgatm kp|mcg# ieh xbm lit |vmh |xtiòbx èxa ieaxbmt ieh i B}kkmttmit+mehmh xbm lit Dmexcmp wi| è%

@ ik ocih xbm eòbxkitm bi| mehmh d}x @ lie eax tmx}te xa |cmmv ieh xbmtmgatm#ida}x 9= at 46 kè}xm| cixmt# @ licc xbm taak Xahh |cmmv| è%

Bm| dmme bmtm ix xbm baxmc |èlm bm wi| 98% b`| gik`cp bi| i lakvc`lixmh c`gm|xpcm% Bm |i`h bmh xmcc km cixmt d}x @ ik igti`h xa neaw%

Xbm aecp xbèo xbix lakgatx| km `| wbme @ bmit b`| a`lm ae xbm axbmt |`hm ag xbmvbaem% bmcca1 @ bimex winme b`k }v%

b` Xahh% @ wb`|vmt% h`h @ winm pa}1Ea% @ wanm }v ita}eh 99:


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j}|x gat ida}x i bicg ba}t% @ |ip% @ tmic`zm @ bimex |mme xbm lcaln# @ liex gèhaem m`xbmt# |a @ hml`hm xa i|n b`k xbm x`km%

`x| ita}eh 4:9= è xbm kateèo% Bm ie|wmt|% pa} |ba}ch# }k# c`nm# |cmmv%@g @ ha# pa} ha xa% @ |ip% d}x@ neaw% Bm |ip|# i| xba}ob tmihèo kp kèh bm laexè}m|% @ haex wiex xa

bieo }v m`xbmt%Xmcc pa} wbix% Xmcc km i |xatp% @ |ip%anip% _bix ida}x1 bm i|n|%Baw ida}x baw pa} oax bmtm% @ |}oom|x% @ piwe dmgatm bm ie|wmt| ieh @ bmit

b`k piwe ic|a%Dtm% Bm |ip| |cawcp%pm|1 @ i|n |bpcp%Oa xa |cmmv% Bm |ip| lickcp%D}x @ liex gè`|b% @ piwe ioiè%Oaah eòbx# Dtm% Bm |ip|% @ ik oaèo xa dmh ic|a% Xbien| gat xbm xicn% \mm pa}

è xbm kateèo ioiè%

@x xinm| aecp 4 at < kè}xm| gat km xa tmic`zm @ bimex ie|wmtmh d}x tmic`zm bmbi|ex b}eo }v m`xbmt% @ lie |x`cc bmit b`| hmmv dtmixbèo i| @ gicc i|cmmv w`xb xbm vbaem èkp bieh|# dm|`hm kp tòbx mit%

@ winm }v xa i |caw# caeo dmmv ae xbm vbaem% Xahh bi| b}eo }v% Ix g`t|x @ xbèn `x|t}hm d}x xbme @ tmkmkdmt xbix Xahh bi| i jad% @ dmoè xa xbèn ida}x baw bm h`hex wiexxa winm km |a bm h`hex |ip iepxbèo% Ieh bm k}|x eax bim neawe ida}x xbm dmmvdmli}|m axbmtw`|m bm wa}chm daxbmtmh xa winm km }v ieh |ip oaahdpm%

@ omx }v agg kp dmh ieh lbmln xbm k`ltawim gat xbm x`km% @ aecp j}|x ga}eh xbmk`ltawim# è i lidèmx idam xbm |èn# ieh xbèn xa kp|mcg xbix `x wi| |x}v`h xa i|n xbmx`km ae xbm vbaem ci|x eòbx# d}x @ tmkmkdmt xbix b`hèo i k`ltawim è i lidèmx `||x}v`h xaa |a `x| eax mex`tmcp kp gi}cx%

@x| 96:4? ik ieh @ tmic`zm @ k}|x dm tòbx ida}x xbm vbaem dmli}|m Xahh watn| ix2:9= ik%

Kp hip vi||m| |cawcp i| dtmingi|x `| |`cmex w`xb Dmexcmp ieh km# c}elb `| icka|x|`cmex }ex`c Dmexcmp gmcc a}x ag b`| lbi`t ieh @ bih xa e}t|m b`k gat ida}x ie ba}t% Hèemt#xba}ob# wi| ca}h ieh ltizp i| mmt% Xahh bih lakm amt dmgatm b`| |mlaeh |b`gx ix ?:


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bm ie|wmtmh km% D}x b`| ie|wmt wi| wathcm|| ieh ix xbm |ikm x`km g}cc ag wath|% Bmomexcp n`||mh kp lbmln# ga}eh b`| wip xa kp c`v|# dtmixbmh aelm# v}ccmh iwip ieh|k`cmh%

I| @ lca|mh xbm haat @ icka|x gmcx xbm wbacm xbèo ioiè%@ bmihmh xa dmh ieh |x`cc gmcx b`| xtmkdcèo dtmixb ae kp gilm%

J}cp 4?xb# 4698+@ winm }v xa gèh kp haat avme% @ wicn xawith xbm haat i| @ gèh Dmexcmp `| |x`cc

i|cmmv% @ hml`hm xa x`v+xam kp wip ilta|| xbm taak ieh tmic`zm @ wi| wicnèo vtmxxp ca}hcpdmgatm%

I| @ ta}eh xa xbm biccwip a}x|`hm xbm haat @ |mm i eaxm xivmh idam xbm mpm bacm%@ xmit ag xbm eaxm ieh }egach `x mtp litmg}ccp# kinèo |}tm eax xa t`v `x% @x bi| aem

|èocm |mexmelm ae `x>oa xa kp taak% Xahh

@ gach xbm eaxm ioiè ieh |lie icc |`hm| xa |mm gat iep katm wt`xèo% Eaem%

@ gaccaw xbm eaxm| h`tmlxàe|# igxmt @ lcmie kp|mcg }v# ieh bmih xa Xahh| taak%_bme @ tmilb xbm haat @ |mm ieaxbmt eaxm w`xb kp eikm wt`xxme ae xav# dmcaw xbm xivm% @}egach `x ieh tmih

nealn aelm# la}ex xa g`wm# ieh nealn x`lm katm% Xahh

Anip% @ nealn% Aem# xwa# xbtmm# ga}t# g`m% Nealn# nealn% Xbm haat avme| d}x `x`|ex Xahh wba ie|wmt|% @x| xbm o`tc gtak xbm gtaex hm|n% Ikmcì%

@| xb`| i janm1 B`| bm xtpèo xa xmcc km |akmxbèo1Dtm1 |bm i|n|% @ eah% oaah% Bm `| è xbm n`xlbme%@ o`m i |còbx y}`zz`lic caan ieh |ip# wbp# itm pa}1ab) |bm |my}mc|% ab# ea) Ea% Ea# baemp bm `|ex kp xpvm% Bm `| icc gat pa}%

\bm |k`cm| i| @ |k`cm diln# |còbxcp tmi||}tmh% lakm ae% Omx è xbmtm% @ ik cmièoiepwip%

I| @ wicn è @ |mm b`| taak `| y}`xm x`hp# @ |}vva|m xbix| wbp Ikmcì wi| è bmtm%@ ta}eh xa xbm n`xlbme# b`| taak `| j}|x i k`ttatmh mt|àe ag kèm% @ haex |mm b`k |a @|cawcp |`x hawe ix xbm xidcm%

Dtm% @ bmit b`k |ip% @cc dm xbmtm è i |mlaeh%@ eah ieh tm|vaeh w`xb ie anip wbme `x lakm| xa km bm lie eax |mm km%Bm mexmt| xbm taak igxmt ida}x 9 at 4 kè}xm| caanèo bieh|akm i| mmt% _mitèo

i |kaaxb dciln x}r# g`xxmh gat b`k vmt|aeiccp# ieh |cmmn dciln |bam|% Bm |k`cm| ix km#x}te| ita}eh# ieh i|n| pa} c`nm wbix pa} |mm1

@ eah ieh dmoè xa ci}ob i d`x ix b`| lalnèm||% _bix `| xbm |vmlìc iggi`t1 @ i|n%`x| |xatp x`km% Bm xmcc| km%ab# tmiccp1 @ |ip% |a @ wanm }v xb`| kateèo xbènèo @ bih dmme taddmh# j}|x xa

gèh i eaxm xbix cmih| km xa ieaxbmt wb`lb cmih| km èxa ie iwnwith laemt|ixàe w`xbIkmcì gtak xbm gtaex hm|n# j}|x gat i |xatp1

Bm ci}ob|# i| ha @# ieh bm |ip|> @ o}m|| |a% @ emmt xba}obx ida}x `x xbix wip%@ ik laexè}èo xa littp ae xbm laemt|ixàe ieh bach hawe kp oòocèo% |a

wbix `| |a# |a |vmlìc ida}x xb`| |xatp1


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ab% Bm |ip|% xbix `| i mtp `kvatxiex y}m|xàe% @ eah% pa} |mm% Xb`| |xatp `|eax g`lxàe eat `| `x tmiccp i |xatp ix icc% Katm c`nm i b`|xat`lic# |kicc v`mlm ae kp ja}tempxa xb`| gèm vcilm wm itm ix liccmh Vit`|%

@ eah ioiè% ab% @ |ip% ha xmcc)xa dm baem|x# Bm |ip|% @k eax xa |}tm @ gmmc lakgatxidcm w`xb xbix%

ieh wbp `| xbix# Xahh1 @ i|n vcipg}ccp%_mcc# Dtm% Bm ie|wmt|% dmli}|m% @x w`cc xinm i y}`xm caeo x`km ieh hmxi`c% Pa}|mm% @ haex c`nm icc ag xbm|m hmxi`c| ieh x`km `| i mtp `kvatxiex xbèo%

@ eah aelm ioiè ieh tmkiè |`cmex%gèm% Bm |ip|% @ w`cc xmcc pa}%oaah) @ |ip ocmmg}ccp% dmoè%Bm oam| ae gat 96 kè}xm| at |a xmccèo km xbèo| @ ictmihp nemw% \}lb i|> bm wi|

98 wbme bm itt`mh# b`| kaxbmt bih dmme è xbm ba|v`xic |èlm bm wi| 96# b`| hih cmgx xbmgik`cp ag < n`h| ieh i kaxbmt wbme bm wi| 2# ieh bm bih xa gmeh gat b`| gik`cp gtak iom96 xa 98%

_bix bm h`hex xmcc km wi| xbm ka|x xmtt`dcm% B`| kaxbmt oax a}x ag xbm ba|v`xic

aecp 7 kaexb| dmgatm bm cmgx ieh bih oaxxme i jad j}|x 9 kaexb igxmt bmt tmx}te bakm% B`|gixbmt likm diln xbm wmmn bm cmgx# è gilx 4 hip| dmgatm bm cmgx# ieh xaan b`| 0+pmit+achdtaxbmt ieh 7+pmit+ach |`|xmt w`xb b`k xa Xanpa%

Igxmt haèo xbm kixb è kp bmih @ tmic`zmh |akmxbèo mc|m% @g bm `| eaw 9? iehcmgx wbme bm wi| 98# xbix wi| < pmit| ioa% B`| xbme 0+pmit+ach dtaxbmt `| eaw 94 ieh b`||`|xmt# xbme 7# `| eaw 0%

Igxmt xbm kixb wi| haem bm xach km xbix bm wi| wt`xxme xa dp b`| dtaxbmt# xbm aecpaem bm xach wbmtm bm wi| cmièo xa# mrvcièèo tmlmex mmex|% \}lb mmex| èlc}hmh>kak bi| xinme km ieh |`||p bakm xbme> Hih bi| dmme xinme vt`|aemt è xbm ]%\% gatn`h+eivvèo ieh oikdcèo `ccmoic kaemp ieh gèiccp xbm wat|x aem> kak bi| xinme\xilmp+b`| c`xxcm |`|xmt+ xa i lixbac`l icc o`tc| |lbaac ieh vcilmh km# w`xb (2=6# ae xbm|xtmmx% @x| ictòbx% \xilmp bi| kp ihhtm||> @ ik |xipèo w`xb kp gt`meh J}|xè%

Bm `| |x`cc |xiehèo# d}x bi| dmo}e xa xmit }v i d`x% @ otid b`| bieh ieh cmih b`k xab`| dmh% @ |`x b`k hawe# |`x kp|mcg emrx xa b`k# vcilm b`| bmih ae kp |ba}chmt# v}x kpbmih ae b`|# ieh @ cmx b`k ltp èxa kp còbx vèn dca}|m% @k |a |attp# Xahh @ |ip%

`+`x| ea+eaxbèo# Dtm% Bm |ip|%ea% Xahh% Xahh `x `| |akmxbèo% `x| }egi`t% @ dmoè% `x| }egi`t wm bim xb`| lt}mc

watch xa c`m è% `x| }egi`t wm bim xa oa xbta}ob xb`|% @x `|ex j}|x%Bm c`gx| b`| bmih# caan| èxa kp mpm|# |ip|> wbp1wbp wbix1 @ i|n%wbp ha pa} kinm `x |a bith gat km% Bm i|n|%@k |x`cc i d`x ca|x% Bith gat pa} xa wbix1Xa ha xb`|% Bm cmie| è# @ gmmc b`| dtmixb# |x`cc witk# ae kp c`v|% A}t c`v| caln

ieh @ emmt wiex xa tmcmi|m b`k%Ag la}t|m @ bim xa dtmixb |a @ ha meh }v tmcmi|èo b`k% Icxba}ob tmc}lxiexcp%

wbp wi| xbix |a bith xa ha1 @ wb`|vmt%dmli}|m @ h`hex wiex xa ca|m pa} xaa% Bm wb`|vmt| diln%@ wa}chex cmx xbix bivvme% @ |ip katm lcmitcp%_m v}x a}t gatmbmih| ioiè|x milb axbmt| ieh |k`cm gat i kè}xm at xwa% I| |aae

i| wm c`gx a}t bmih xa lbmln xbm x`km @ tmic`zm @ wiex b`k lca|m xa km% @x| eaae% @ likm ix


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?% _mm dmme xicnèo gat i d`x amt 8 ba}t| eaw% @ neaw @k gatomxxèo |akmxbèo d}x `xxinm| i |mlaeh xa tmo`|xmt wbix `x `|%

Dmexcmp% Dmexcmp @ |ip xa b`k% Daxb a}t mpm| w`hme i| wm caln bieh| ieh t}ehawe xbm bicc# }v xbm |xi`t| ieh èxa kp taak% \}tm mea}ob Dmexcmp `| ltpèo ieh bm `|b}eotp#

Dmexcmp) @ |ip% @k |a |attp) \`||p wi| w`xb Xahh% @ |k`cm wbme @ |ip b`|eikm ieh xa kp |còbx |}tvt`|m bm aecp gtawe| wbme bm |mm| b`k è|xmih ag oaèo agg c`nmi |`tme ioiè%

@ y}`lncp tmx}te kp oti|v ae Xahh| bieh i| @ bach Dmexcmp è xbm axbmt% @ wicnw`xb xbmk èxa xbm n`xlbme ieh |mx Dmexcmp hawe è b`| lbi`t i| Xahh otid| |akm dieiei|@ |ki|bmh xbm axbmt eòbx xa }|m i| didp gaah%

_bme @ gè`|b gmmhèo Dmexcmp @ |mx b`k xa i eiv% _bme @ neaw gat |}tm bm `|i|cmmv Xahh ieh @ wicn xa xbm la}lb# è gtaex ag xbm XW |mx ieh |mxxcm hawe% _`xb km ixb`| |`hm Xahh dt}|bm| kp bi`t w`xb aem bieh ieh |x`cc nmmv| i g`tk ot`v ae kp tòbx biehw`xb xbm axbmt gtmm aem%

_m x}te ae xbm XW d}x ditmcp vip iep ixxmexàe%

Igxmt ie ba}t at |a wm dtmin ivitx ieh @ v`ln }v Dmexcmp% Xahh è|`|x| wm xtp xa|vmeh x`km xaomxbmt# icc xbtmm ag }|% @ iotmm ieh vtalmmh xawith xbm la}lb w`xb Dmexcmp èkp itk|% Bm `| y}`xm lick gat xbm ka|x vitx% Icxba}ob `x| dmme i ta}ob la}vcm hip| w`xbxbm èxtah}lxatp ag Xahh ieh xinèo litm ag Dmexcmp ieh kp|mcg# `x |mmk| c`nm xbm dm|x hipè kp c`gm gat i caeo x`km%

_m wixlb bicg ag i ka`m ieh Dmexcmp dmoè| xa g}||% Bm wiex| ixxmexàe% @ i|nXahh `g bm wa}ch wixlb b`k% Xa kp |}tvt`|m wbme @ tmx}te gtak xbm |bawmt Xahh `|bièo i dci|x w`xb Dmexcmp% Daxb itm ci}obèo ieh @ bim emmt |mme Dmexcmp |a bivvp% @o}m|| `x| dmli}|m kp hih }|mh xa b}tx kp kak è gtaex ag b`k xbix Dmexcmp c`nm| Xahh|e`lm vtm|melm% Ix g`t|x wm xba}obx bm wi| k`||èo kp kak% Xb`| wbacm x`km bm wi||litmh xbix# |èlm Xahh `| i kie# bmh b}tx b`k%

@x `| ita}eh = wbme @ x}te agg xbm XW ieh wm icc oa a}x|`hm ag xbm baxmc% @exa Vit`|#w`xb kp caeo dtòbx vèn htm|| gcawèo ita}eh kp iencm|%

@x k}|x dm ita}eh 2 wbme wm bmih diln xa kp taak% _bme wm tmilb xbm haatXahh |ip| b`| oaah+dpm| ieh bm y}`mxcp wicn hawe xbm bicc# x}teèo èxa i latemt xa tmilbxbm mcmixat%

@ |mx Dmexcmp è b`| lt`d ieh eax`lm @k mrxtmkmcp x`tmh xaa% @ x}te ae xbm XW# x}texbm ac}km icka|x k}xm# ieh gicc i|cmmv xa xbm |agx Gtmelb wath| d}zzèo è xbm i t%

J}cp 42xb# 4698+@ BIXM B@K) Xbix |`ln kie) @ id|ac}xmcp bixm b`k)Kp kateèo wi| ea v`le`l wbme @ winm }v# |x`cc è kp caeo vèn htm|| gtak xbm

eòbx dmgatm# xa Xahh gc`txèo w`xb xbm ki`h ix kp haat% @ o}m|| bm likm xa winm km }vdmli}|m bm x}temh xa km ieh |i`h ab pa}tm ictmihp }v# wbme @ iwanm% Dp xb`| x`km `bih o`me xbm ki`h i ei|xp caan ieh |bm b}tt`mh hawe xbm biccwip%

pa}tm }v1) @ pmccmh ix b`k% `| xbix icc pa} bim xa |ip1Dtm% Bm |ip|%Ea) pa} neaw wbix Xahh1 @ pmcc ioiè% @k xmkvmt `| j}|x t`|èo w`xb b`|

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Dtm% @g pa} la}ch j}|x bm |ip|% @ haex cmx b`k laexè}m%\xav |ipèo kp eikm c`nm xbix) @ ham|ex kinm |me|m d}x @ |ip `x ieh @ lie xmcc

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xb`| `|) Pa} haex mme neaw wbp @ h`h `x)

wbix xbm B+M+ha}dcm balnmp |x`ln| itm pa} xicnèo ida}x1) @ pmcc ix b`k%Xbm wmcc @ haex wiex x |ip `x% Bm wbèm|%Xahh% @ |ip% @k xicnèo ida}x pa} gc`txèo w`xb xbm ki`h)ab pmib% _mcc# km xaa% Bm |ip| iwnwithcp%Xahh1 @ |òb% wbix| oaèo ae1@ wi| xicnèo ida}x xbm bm dmoè|% Bm la}ob| ieh mrvmlx| km xa |xav b`k

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anip% @ bm|`xixm% |ba}ch @ dm mrvmlxèo xbm wat|x1eax xbm wat|x% Ieh bm| a}x ag xbm taak%Bm tmx}te| = kè}xm| cixmt w`xb xbm itx`lcm% _b`lb# gtak xbm caan| ag `x# |mmk xa dm

t`vvmh a}x ag i kioizèm% bmtm% Bm bieh| km xbm itx`lcm%Xbm Eòbx @ \vmex ix Bmt Ba}|m

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xbm g`t|x x`km @ |i bmt @ a}ch emwmt biwm xba}obx @h dm `xb bmt% Bm |ip|% @

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|bm i| dmi}x`g}c%

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@ |i xbmk icnèo hae xbm bicc |bm |ip|% |bm i| ae h}xp% @wm emwmt |mme

bmt |n`v a}x c`nm xbix%_bme m i|nmh bix bmt |`|xmt h`h gat xbm baxmc |bm |`kvcp ie|mtmh> ab |bm `|

xbm gtaex hm|n o`tc% Xbm gtaex hm|n kie oax |`ln ieh bih xa cmiwm |a |bm xaan awmt ieh `|

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_m bmihmh hae xa xbm gtaex hm|n ieh xaan i caan ix xbm vtmxxp c`xxcm k`|| xbix bihcmx }| è gat xbm |laav% \bm `| i| dmi}x`g}c i| Xahh bih |i`h%

\a m mex xa i|n |akm y}m|xàe|% Omx |akm ie|mt| a}x ag bmt%

bme h`h pa} g`t|x kmmx Xahh Ihik|1 a}x tmvatxmt |i`h%

bme bm g`t|x itt`wmh# ag lait|m%

Xbix| icc m emmhmh% \bm adwà}|cp tmotmx| xbm eòbx xbmp |bitmh ieh vtmxmeh| `xh`hex bivvme% \a m bmih diln xa Xahh% C}lnp gat }| bm cmx }| datta b`| civxav gat

|akm tm|mitlb aem ag a}t èxmte| emmhmh gat i tmvatx% ]eneaèocp a}t |cp èxmte ga}eh}| |akm wmtp èxmtm|xèo vbaxa| ag xbm xa n`h| xaomxbmt% @e gilx# xbmtm mtm 8 xaxic%

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Xbm ga}txb ieh gèic wi| xbm wat|x% Daxb cipèo è bmt dmh% Xb`| wi| xinme dp

Xahh# b`| itk bicgwip è xbm vbaxa% \bmmx| v}ccmh }v tòbx dmcaw xbm`t emln|# n`||èo# ieh|k`cèo ix xbm |ikm x`km%@ xbtaw hawe xbm itx`lcm# aecp bicg gè`|bmh# ieh t}e a}x agg xbm taak% @ bmit b`k

liccèo kp eikm d}x @ nmmv t}eeèo# xmit| t}eeèo hawe kp gilm# kp bieh bachèo }v kphtm||% Baem|xcp i vtak eòbx h`|i|xmt ka`m |lmem%

@ |xav wbme @ tmilb xbm gtaex hm|n# wicn }v xa Ikmcì ieh v}elb bmt è xbm gilm%@x| wbme bmt ea|m |xitx| dcmmhèo @ gmmc i c`xxcm dmxxmt ieh t}e a}x xbm haat% @ xinm aemdtmixb ag xbm witk k`h+hip i`t ieh |còbxcp |caw kp vilm%

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_`xbè 96 kè}xm| @ ik gmmcèo |cmmvp ieh @ |x}kdcm xawith xa la}lb% @ haextmilb `x ieh @ aecp tmkmkdmt i la}vcm ag xbèo| gtak xbix eòbx%

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Pa}# pa} wiex xa laexè}m tmihèo `x bm |x}kdcm|# eax |}tm `g `x| xbm tòbx `hmi%Ea% @ |ip% @ bmit b`k |òb% @ wiex pa} xa xmcc km wbix bivvmemh xbix eòbx%}k# Dtm% Bm |ip|% Xbix `| i cax xa i|n km%D}x `x wi|ex i cax wbme xbm tmvatxmt i|nmh pa}1 kp a`lm ltiln| ieh @ haex

wiex xa pmcc% @ xbèn C}nm bih |akmxbèo dmli}|m kp xbtaix `| n`ccèo km%

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ieh wm xtilnmh b`k hawe%_bix h`h pa} o}p| ha1 @ i|n%

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D}x baw h`h bm omx xbm v`lx}tm|1 @ i|n# gè`|bèo kp gaah ieh xinèo i b}omo}cv ag kp wixmt%

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_bme @ dmoè xa |ad bm bieh| km xbm wixmt% @ |xitm ix b`k waehmtèo wbp bmbihex o`me `x xa km mitc`mt% wbp eaw1 @ i|n# xtpèo xa |xav |addèo gat j}|x aem|mlaeh%

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J}cp OMX A]X%@ |xitmh dciencp èxa b`| mpm|% B`| mcmlxt`l dc}m mpm|% Bm tmih kp mrvtm||àe#

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@x gmcx wtaeo% \akmxbèo wi| k`||èo% Xahh wb`|vmtmh |akmxbèo è kp mit# d}xa}x ag `x @ aecp oax = wath|% Pa} |ba}ch oa omx Dmexcmp% Baw lakm @ nmmv gatomxxèokp c`xxcm dtaxbmt1)

I| @ oax }v xa t}e xa Ikmcì| taak dp xbm gtaex hm|n Xahh otiddmh kp wt`|x#li}|èo km xa x}te ae xbm |vax% Bm n`||mh kp lbmmn ieh wb`|vmtmh Aecp# xb`| x`km# xtpeax xa dmix Ikmcì }v% Bm |k`cmh ieh cmx km oa%

@ tie i| gi|x i| @ la}ch# icxba}ob xbm taak wi| aecp ida}x 8 pith| iwip gtak km `xxaan ida}x = at 7 kè}xm|% @ dieomh ae bmt haat }ex`c @ bmith i gièx# dm xbmtm è i|mlaeh% Ieh |akm laaèo xa kp dtaxbmt%

Ikmcì) @ pmccmh xbta}ob xbm haat% xbm baxmc `| gcaahmh) Omx a}x bmtm)@x wmex |`cmex è|`hm xbm taak i| @ gè`|bmh kp |mexmelm% _`xbè |mlaeh| xbm haat

|w}eo avme% Ikmcì v}|bmh Dmexcmp èxa kp itk| ieh |còbxcp nealnmh km a}x ag xbmwip% \bm i||}kmh va|`xàe i bmt hm|n# xtpèo xa kièxiè xbm lci|b ag pmcc| ieh l}t|m|%

@ b}oomh Dmexcmp xa kp lbm|x ieh v}|bmh kp wip# katm |cawcp xbie dmgatm# dilnxa Xahh# d}x @ liex |mm b`k%

Xahh) @ pmcc%Dtm) @ bmit Xahh pmcc diln% @k diln amt bmtm) bm |xaah dp xbm g`tm mr`x# irm

è bieh%_bix itm pa} haèo1) Lakm diln bmtm) @ |ltmik amt bicg i hazme bmih|%_mtm omxxèo a}x ag bmtm) bm |i`h%


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Eax c`nm xb`|) @ vaèxmh ix xbm irm%Baw mc|m1 bm |i`h i| bm c`gxmh xbm irm ae b`| |ba}chmt%Xbm gtaex haat% Kipdm) @ |ip# vcilèo Dmexcmp amt kp |ba}chmt%Ab bm |òbmh% pmib% Cmx| oa)_`xb Dmexcmp ae kp b`v ieh Xahh| bieh è kèm# @ tie xa xbm diln mr`x% Xbm gtaex

mr`x wi| }etmilbidcm ieh xbien| xa Xahh| c`xxcm |lmem xbm g`tm m|livm wi| j}|x i| d}|p%T}eeèo wi| |mlaeh eix}tm xa }| ieh wm h`hex mme tmic`zm wmtm haèo `x }ex`c Dmexcmpicka|x |c`vvmh a}x gtak }ehmt kp itk% _m |cawmh wbme xbm baxmc wi| ea dòomt xbme i|kicc ba}|m% _m |ix ae i dmelb ix xbm vitn wm bih mehmh }v ix ieh wixlbmh icc ag xbmlakkaxàe gtak i h`|xielm% Igxmt i wb`cm `x |mmkmh i| xba}ob xbm e}kdmt ag vmavcmm|livèo bih |c`kkmh otmixcp%

Mme katm |cawcp wm |xaah }v# oax i oaah ot`v ae milb axbmt| bieh|# caanmh ixmilb axbmt# caanmh ix xbm ota}eh# ieh xaan g`m |xmv| xawith xbm gcaahèo baxmc% D}x j}|xaem |xmv katm# i |`rxb |xmv# i dcèn# ieh wm wa}ch bim k`||mh xbm wbacm xbèo%

Xbm baxmc wi| ea katm w`xbè 8= |mlaeh|% Xbm 94xb cmmc lacciv|mh# xbme xbm 99xb

w`xb xbm axbmt ? cmmc| ae xav ag `x# xbme xbm 96xb# xbme xbm 0xb# xbm 2xb# ?xb# 7xb# =xb# 8xb# icc oaem%

@ la}chex gmmc i xbèo% _bme Dmexcmp x}temh xawith xbm km||# @ gmcx ea kamkmex%_bme Xahh n`||mh kp lbmmn# @ h`h eax tmlaoe`zm xbm xtmkdcm è b`| dtmixb% Mme wbmeDmexcmp tmilbmh gat Xahh ieh wi| xinme# @ gmcx eaxbèo% @ gmmc eaxbèo% @ haex xbèn mmt @w`cc% Mmt ioiè%

I}o}|x 9|x# 4698+@ haex mme tmkmkdmt iepxbèo gtak ci|x eòbx% Kp ci|x kmkatp ag xbm vi|x hip

wi| |mmèo xbm ci|x c`xxcm xahhcmt xtp xa m|livm xbm lt}kdcèo d}`chèo ieh gi`cèo xa ha |a%Icxba}ob wm |vmex xbm kateèo t}eeèo ieh xtimcèo# mmtpxbèo è kp `mw wi|

è |caw kaxàe% @ wanm }v }ehmt i dcienmx xbm xbtmm ag }| |bitmh% @ bih kp itk| ita}ehDmexcmp |a xòbxcp @ |wmit @ la}ch bim n`ccmh b`k `g @ lc}eo iep xòbxmt% @ wi| l}tcmh èxai dicc w`xb Xahh wtivvmh ita}eh km%

Aecp wbme @ |ix }v h`h @ tmic`zm wm wmtmex icaem% Ix cmi|x bicg xbm |}tàt| wmtm|}tta}ehèo }|% Xa km xb`| mrvcièmh xbm lca|mem|| ag kp|mcg ieh xbm xwa dap|> xbmlca|m|x wmh mmt dmme dmgatm xb`| wi| |`xxèo ae xbm la}lb wixlbèo i ka`m# Dmexcmpwi| i|cmmv xbme xaa%

Kp kaxbmt aelm xach km xbix wbmemmt i xmtt`dcm xbèo bivvmemh è bmt c`gm |bmhwinm }v xbm emrx hip ieh bim gatoaxxme wbix bivvmemh è xbm ba}t| igxmt xbm ill`hmex%O}m|| |bm vi||mh xbix xa km% Ltizp# kp kaxbmt ieh @ ilx}iccp bim katm xbix bi`t lacat èlakkae)

@ tmic`zm @m emmt oaem è hmxi`c ag kp ivvmitielm% @ haex wiex xa v}x `x aggk}lb caeomt |a bmtm `x `|% @ bim caeo# dtawe bi`t# xbix gicc| è tèocmx|% Kp mpm| itm kpgixbmt|# vicm otmme ieh i dtòbxmt otmme }ehmt gcatm|lmex còbx%


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@ |cawcp mi|m Dmexcmp èxa kp itk|# e}hom Xahh xa winm }v# ieh wm icc wicnilta|| xbm taak% Ae xbm axbmt |`hm wi| i xidcm%

Xbm xidcm wi| lamtmh è gaah# xbix @ tmlaoe`zmh% Xbm gaah# wi| xbm |imh gaahgtak xbm n`xlbme ix xbm ach baxmc% Baw h`h @ neaw1 @ bih kihm ?=- ag `x# xbm vielinm|#xbm ivvcm |c`lm| w`xb vmie}x d}xxmt h`v# xbm wiggcm|# xbm gtm|b atieom j}`lm# xbm gtm|b ivvcm

j}`lm# xbm dmilae# xbm |i}|iom# icc xbm wip hawe xa xbm gt}`x |i}lm+ i |vmlìc `xmk @laeèlmh xbm kiè lbmg xa v}x ae xbm kme} gat xbm pa}eo `|`xat|# c`nm kp dtaxbmt# xamix+ xbix laexièmh aecp ivvcm|# |xtiwdmtt`m|# dc}mdmtt`m|# ivvcm|# ieh d`x| ag atieom%

@# gat xbm g`t|x x`km# xaan i caan ix xbm taak wm wmtm è% `x wi|ex i taak ix icc# d}xie ach |xatiom }e`x gat xbm baxmc% @ bih tie a}x xa `x i la}vcm x`km| xa otid |}vvc`m|% @x wi|dòomt xbix eatkic# @ |}vva|m dmli}|m icc ag xbm |}vvc`m| wmtm oaem% Xbmtm wmtm icka|x466 vmavcm è xb`| taak% Ditmcp =6- ag xbm o}m|x| ix xbm baxmc% @k xtpèo eax xa xbènida}x `x%

@ gèh i gachmh lbi`t emit xbm xidcm# |`x ae `x w`xb kp dtaxbmt è kp civ# ieh gmmh }|daxb% Xahh ht`gxmh agg xa b`| gt`meh| è xbm avva|`xm latemt% Bm bih dmme dtèoèo xbmkgaah gat xbm vi|x ba}t at |a wbme @ gè`|bmh kp gaah% Dp xbm x`km Dmexcmp gè`|bmh b`|

gaah Xahh bih j}|x otiddmh b`k|mcg i vcixm# ieh lbi`t# ieh |ix emrx xa }|%wm emmh xa gèh ieaxbmt baxmc% @ |ip |batxcp%wbme1 Xahh i|n|# b`| mpm| eax cmièo b`| vcixm%|aae% Dmgatm xbmp g`cc }v% @ èh`lixmh xbm axbmt|%wbix1 Xahh caan| }v ix km% wbp1 _bp eax wi`x gat vmavcm1dmli}|m) @|ex `x adà}|1 @ |xitm èxa b`| mpm| xtpèo xa xmcc b`k w`xba}x |ipèo

`x a}x ca}h% Bm |baan b`| bmih e}kdcp ieh @ |ip |a wm lie ilx}iccp omx i taak# dmgatmiepaem mc|m%

Bm bih xinme `x wtaeo# i| @ vtmh`lxmh% wbix1 bm pmccmh%\bb) @ wimh mmtpaem mc|m agg# x}temh xawith b`k# ieh laexè}mh è i b}|bmh

xaem% @k j}|x |ipèo% @ |xtièmh xbta}ob kp xmmxb% xbix `g icc xbm axbmt baxmc| g`cc }v% _mkòbx bim xa oa gat k`cm| ieh k`cm| w`xba}x gaah ieh wixmt)

ab% \attp% Bm |i`h% pmib% Xbix| ilx}iccp i tmiccp oaah vaèx% _m |ba}ch cmimeaw# xbme%

@ eahhmh xbme |xavvmh% wi`x% Eaw1Bm eahhmh% pm|# eaw) @|ex xbix wbix pa} wiexmh1ab% H`hex dmme xbix |aae% J}|x dmgatm xa kiep vmavcm winm }v%wb`lb `| eaw# Dtm% @g pa} bimex eax`lmh%Bm wi| tòbx% Icka|x icc xbm vmavcm ita}eh }| wmtm eaw omxxèo gaah# j}|x

dmoèeèo xa |x`t# at ictmihp omxxèo xbm`t |x}gg%Kp gilm k}|x bim |bawe |aln dmli}|m tòbx xbme Xahh v}x b`| vcixm ae b`| lbi`t#

tie xa wbmtm wm bih |cmvx# otiddmh kp |x}gg# b`| |x}gg# ieh tie diln xawith b`| lbi`t%Aecp xbme h`h bm htav a}t |x}gg# wèn ix km# b}ttp xa xbm xidcm# otid i vci|x`l dio# tmx}texa b`| |mix# va}t xbm cmgx amt laexèmex| ag b`| vcixm èxa xbm dio# xbtaw iwip xbm vcixm#tmx}te xa km# lca|m xbm vci|x`l dio# |x}gg `x èxa b`| dio# ieh |ip xa km otid pa}t |x}gg%_mtm cmièo%

@x wi|ex caeo }ex`c wm ga}eh i baxmc# icka|x i tmvc`li ag xbm vtmà}| aem# xbix wmla}ch |xip è% wm |mx }v |bav# Xahh è|`|xèo |mvitixm taak|% Gat wbix tmi|ae# @ haexneaw% @ wa}chm dmme gèm |bitèo i taak% Xinèo x}te| ae xbm la}lb at dmh% D}x gat


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|akm tmi|ae# aecp bm neaw|# Xahh bih tmvmixmhcp xach xbm gtaex kieiomt xbix |mvitixmtaak| wmtm id|ac}xmcp è hmkieh%

@ h`hex bim k}lb cmgx xa ha igxmt wm oax a}t taak| ieh |mvitixmh w`xbè kè}xm|#|èlm icc ag kp tmkièèo xbèo| ea caeomt tmkiè% @e|xmih ag |xipèo }v ieh xicnèo w`xbXahh# bm idiehaemh km wbme @ oax èxa kp taak ieh x}temh kp diln ae xbm haat%

@ bmihmh |xtiòbx xa dmh% @ bih ci`h hawe w`xb Dmexcmp# |a}eh i|cmmv ae xbm dmhictmihp# ictmihp wbme @ tmic`zmh wm bih gatoaxxme i lt`d) @ wi| xa x`tmh ieh lakgatxidcm xaomx }v ieh @ h`hex wiex xa winm Dmexcmp |a @ v}x `x agg%

I}o}|x 4eh# 4698 Ea aem è xbm taak d}x Dmexcmp ieh @% Xahh bih eax tmx}temh% _bp1 _bp wi| bm

ia`hèo km mmt |èlm ci|x eòbx1I| @ wanm }v ieh oax tmihp @ xt`mh xa |binm b`k a}x ag kp xba}obx|% Icxba}ob `x

wi| bith xa ha @ kieiomh gat i la}vcm ba}t| }ex`c Dmexcmp v`lnmh xbm wtaeo x`km xa winm}v ieh @# w`xba}x xbènèo adà}|cp# |i`h Xahh la}ch pa} omx b`k1

@ bih lba|me xahip xa dm xbm hip @ wa}ch omx kp dtaxbmt| lt`d% Icxba}ob @ wi|

w`xba}x Xahh Dmexcmp |}vvc`mh km w`xb k}lb katm lakviep xbie }|}ic% Bm wi| xicnèok}lb katm agxme% Bm wa}ch }|}iccp j}|x i|n gat b`| l}v at# `g Xahh wi| bachèo b`k# gatkm% @ gò}tm bm `| j}|x i d`x xme|m w`xb Xahh ita}eh% Pm| bm mejap| b` ieh vcip| w`xb b`k#d}x kp gixbmt h`h xbm |ikm xbèo }ex`c

Dmm% Bm |i`h% @ o}m|| bm liex j}|x |ip kp eikm pmx% dmm)@ v`lnmh b`k }v agg ag xbm dmh ieh laamh# wbix1 _bix `| `x1Bm vaèxmh b`| xèp gèomt ix xbm }ei||mkdcmh lt`d ieh k}tk}tmh |akmxbèo c`nm

t`d1@ eahhmh ieh |i`h# lt`d% Pm|% Dmm bi| xa d}`ch `x%Bm |mmk| xa }ehmt |xieh ieh a}x|xtmxlbmh b`| itk| xawith xbm dmh% Aelm @ |ix b`k

hawe bm |ix }v# vaèxmh ix xbm v`cm ag lt`d v`mlm| ioiè# ieh |i`h d`ccmh%@ ci}obmh ieh |xitxmh ae xbm vtajmlx% @x wi| ita}eh < wbme @ wi| ida}x bicg wip

haem wbme xbmtm wi| i nealn ae xbm haat% Bavèo `x wi| Xahh @ j}kvmh }v xa ie|wmt `x%wa}ch pa} c`nm pa}t xawmc| tmvcilmh# kihik1 |i`h xbm |batx ki`h%ab% Ea xbien pa}% @ |i`h% @ bih xbm haat bicg wip lca|mh ieh |bm wi| bicg wip

hawe xbm bicc wbme @ |i`h# ab) Pa} neaw wbix% La}ch pa} omx km i tmvi`t kie ag iepnèh xba}ob1 Vcmi|m% @x wa}ch bmcv |a k}lb)

\bm eahhmh ieh @ xbienmh bmt%@x wi| aecp 4= kè}xm| at |a cixmt wbme xbm cihp wi| ix kp haat ioiè# xb`| x`km

w`xb i xiccmt kie% @ xbienmh bmt ieh oim bmt i |kicc x`v% Icxba}ob `x wi| |kicc# |bm|mmkmh |a vcmi|mh ieh bmt gilm dtòbxmemh%

Xbm kie gè`|bmh xbm lt`d w`xbè 9= kè}xm|) Xbm g`t|x bicg bih xinme km icka|x06 kè}xm|) @ xbienmh b`k xaa# d}x i| @ bih c`xxcm kaemp cmgx# h`h eax x`v b`k% Bm |mmkmhh`|ivvaèxmh d}x ocih xa bmcv%

Xbm tm|x ag xbm hip wi| |vmex ix i emit vitn w`xb kp didp dtaxbmt% Hèemt itt`mhcixm i| wm h`hex tmx}te xa xbm baxmc }ex`c kipdm 2% Dmexcmp# `x |mmkmh# bih ea lakvcièx|ida}x xbm cixm hèemt% @x wi| xbm g`t|x x`km è i caeo x`km# va||`dcp xbm g`t|x x`km mmt# @|vmex xbix k}lb x`km icaem w`xb Dmexcmp% _mcc bivvp ix cmi|x%

@ |xipmh }v gat xbm emrx bicg ie ba}t xtpèo xa v}x Dmexcmp xa |mmv% _bme bm gèiccplti|bmh è kp itk| @ vcilmh b`k omexcp è xbm lt`d% @ ditmcp bih mea}ob |xtmeoxb xa


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Ieh tòbx xbme @ nemw bm nemw @ emmt wiex xa cmx oa ag b`k%

I}o}|x 8xb# 4698+Kp d`txbhip `| xahip# @ ik mtp mrl`xmh xa |mm wbix Xahh `| vcieeèo% Pm|# `k

gèiccp 9? d}x @ haex gmmc 9? dmli}|m# @k eax lmcmdtixèo `x w`xb gik`cp mme xba}obxbmph dm òeatèo km iepwip% I}o}|x 8xb# xbm hip @ wi| date% @ gmcx c`nm kinèo i xèpd`txbhip linm gat km ieh Dmexcmp xa |bitm% B`| d`txbhip `| ic|a xahip% Bm| 4) I}o}|x 8 xb#ag lait|m wip igxmt km%

Kp taak j}|x oax d}zzmh% @x| Xahh) Bm bi| gcawmt| ieh i eaxm# ag lait|m xbmp itma}t c`xxcm |mltmx|: eaxm|% Bm wicnmh è ieh b}oomh km# @ wiexmh b`k xa n`|| km d}x `x wi|xbm dm|x b}o iepwip|# b}o xòbxmt xbie }|}ic%

Bm |iw Dmexcmp è b`| c`xxcm lt`d# |k`cmh ieh |i`h |a baw| a}t n`h1@ |k`cmh ieh v`lnmh }v Dmexcmp# wba wi| |x`cc x`tmh# ieh |i`h> bm| oaah `x| b`|

|mlaeh d`txbhip xahipXahh caanmh |x}eemh# |a `x| b`| d`txbhip eax pa}t|1

@ ag lait|m |k`cmh ix xbix xaa ea wm bim xbm |ikm d`txbhip% Bm caanmh laeg}|mh|a @ laexè}mh w`xb# d}x h`ggmtmex pmit|)ab xbix| i tmc`mg @ xba}obx pa} wmtm ie mrxtmkmcp xicc ieh |kitx 4 pmit ach gat i

|mlaeh Xahh |i`h%@ |k`cmh ieh oim b`k i n`||# ag lait|m bm nemw @ wi| oaeei ha xbix dmli}|m bm

|k`cmh dmgatm @ h`h `x% Xaeòbx bm |i`h wm wmtm oaeei oa xa xbm baxmc| o`gx |bav d}p i|b`tx ieh wt`xm ae `x% @ camh xbm `hmi @ ic|a kmexàemh wm la}ch xinm x}te| wmitèo `xmmtp hip%

Bm gèiccp oim km xbm eaxm# @ tmih `x a}x ca}h% wm milb bim i |mltmx ieh wmemmh xa |bitm xbmk @ wi| |litmh dp xb`| ieh h`hex neaw wbix bm kmiex% Bm |ix km haweix xbm xidcm ieh |xitxmh xa xmit }v ieh caan |ih% @ h`hex neaw wbix xa ha |a @ otiddmh b`|bieh ieh bmch `x }ex`c bm |vanm% @k cmièo Vit`| xakattaw bm |i`h xbix ieh @ wi|dtanme% Xbme wbme bm avmemh b`| ka}xb ioiè @ d}t|x èxa xmit|%

Bm |i`h @ wiexmh pa} xa lakm w`xb km% Dmexcmp lie lakm xa% @ wa}chex cmimb`k bmtm% @ cam pa} Dtm% Xb`| `| xbm g`t|x x`km bm bi| mmt |i`h xbix%

@ ida}x |ltmikmh ix xb`| vaèx% @k oaèo w`xb pa} @ |i`h% d}x wbmtm mrilxcp itmwm oaèo1

|akmwbmtm è Ikmt`li# @ wi| xbènèo Gcat`hi% Bm |i`h `x g`ccmh w`xb jap c`nm ididp wa}ch dm ix xbm g`t|x caan ag i xap%

@ wi| date xbmtm% @ vaèxmh a}x%@ neaw% Xbix| xbm vaèx @ wiexmh a}t awe didp Dmexcmp xa otaw }v xbmtm% bm

ihhmh%@ |k`cmh tmiccp dò ieh v`lnmh }v Dmexcmp% Xahh |k`cmh ieh otiddmh kp |}`xli|m%pa} dmxxmt viln }v wmtm cmièo è 94 ba}t| ea katm x`km xa wi|xm% Bm otèemhan# lie pa} bmcv km viln1 @k eax mrilxcp |}tm wbix xa dtèo @ i|nmh|}tm% \a xakattaw wm itm cmièo ix =ik xbme ht`èo xa i vciem xbme gcpèo xa

Gcat`hi# @ liccmh kp la}|è ieh xbmp itm cmxxèo }| |xip gat i la}vcm hip| }ex`c xbmivitxkmex @ oax }| cmx| }| kam è# xbm la}vcm `| |x`cc xbmtm xbmp itm kaèo a}x è ga}thip|% bm laexè}mh xa xmcc km xbm vcie i| wm vilnmh ieh wmex xa dmh%


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I}o}|x =xb# 4698+_m oax }v ix 8:


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Xbmp bim o`me km kmh`lèm ieh @ gmcc i|cmmv%

I}o}|x 7xb# 4698+@k |x`cc è xbm ba|v`xic# ag la}t|m% @k |x`cc laeg}|mh ida}x kp dtaxbmt ieh baw

ieh `g bm wi| è xbm lit w`xb }|% Xbènèo ag xbix omx| km xbènèo ag Xahh% @k hmvtm||mh%

Halxat dad `| lakèo è%bmcca Dtm# baw pa} gmmc1 bm i|nmheax |a otmix Ht% Dad% @ tmvc`mh `x |a}ehmh g}eep wbme @ |i`h `x d}x `x b}tx xa

ci}ob%ab @ |mm# wbix |mmk| xa dm xbm kixxmt1ea# }k# `x| eax kp cmo at itk at iepxbèo @ lie vbp|`liccp b}tx% @ nemw kp

ie|wmt xa b`| emrx y}m|xàe wa}ch |a}eh è|iem%xbme kip @ i|n wbix `| daxbmtèo pa}1 bm caanmh tmiccp èxmtm|xmh%}k# `x| nèh ag# wmcc# lbmm|p @ dc}|b i| xbm wath lakm a}x%`x| an @ bmit lbmm|p xbèo| icc hip% Bm nèh ag lb}lncmh%wmcc# an @ dmoie xa |vmin d}x @ caanmh è xbm bicc ieh |}hhmecp# @ bim i b}om

|k`cm ae kp gilm%Xbm halxat x}temh ita}eh xa |mm wbix @ |k`cèo ix# d}x x}temh diln% Bm |k`cm|diln ieh |ip|# pa} lie licc b`k è `g pa} wiex%

@ |k`cmh mme dòomt ieh eahhmh% _bme Xahh mexmtmh xbm taak @ i|nmh Ht% Dad `gwm la}ch dm icaem% Bm eahhmh è iotmmkmex# oixbmtmh b`| |xmxba|lavm ieh wmex a}x xbmhaat% Aelm bm cmgx @ dmoie xa xicn%

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@ caanmh }v# bm caanmh ix km% `k |attp Dtm# `x j}|x xbix wmcc pa} bihex tmkmkdmtmhDmexcmp wbme wm likm bmtm igxmt xbm ill`hmex%

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v}|bmh b`k iwip# bm wi| |}tvt`|mh gat i |mlaeh ieh xbme |ix è xbm lbi`t dp xbm wakie

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\mvxmkdmt 90xb# 4698+@ gèiccp ixm |akmxbèo |ac`h xahip% Eaxbèo oaah xba}ob# j}|x |akm aixkmic ieh i

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haex hm|mtm xa neaw iepxbèo% Xbmp bih xbm`t mchm|x t}eiwip wbme |bm wi| j}|x 96 iehkihm }v gat `x dp bièo xwa katm# wat|b`vvèo xbm ci|x i| `g `x wmtm i oah)

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