Douglas Says

8/9/2019 Douglas Says

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Douglas says:testing...testing.

Douglas says:>>ahem


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Douglas says:she said hey douglas.

Douglas says:i said hey..

Douglas says:

she said...i dunno summerfield summer hill...something...okay,lemme call you back.Douglas says:

i said okay.Queen C says:

she called on pourpose?Queen C says:

purposeQueen C says:

?Douglas says:

she said, no no..not you "msmsmms" you douglas. i said okay.Douglas says:

she called me.Douglas says:

and said...hey douglas.Queen C says:

wowDouglas says:

kinda leads me to believe that she MEANT to do it.Queen C says:

yep...s' a little unnerving

Douglas says:unnerving how.

Douglas says:i've been trying to call her for a while...

Douglas says:calling her thru "the force" if you will

Queen C says:what did she want? i mean after i balled in her face on wed. ithought she'd be through

Queen C says:yeha i know

Queen C says:i mean on her cheek, her shoulder, in her face...

Queen C says:just uncontrollable crying

Queen C says:and she still ....STILL called

Queen C says:maisisthurrrr


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Douglas says:sorry

Douglas says:phone again and stuff

Douglas says:

maisisthurr....like..."aww how i love her..."Queen C says:of course!

Douglas says:and the gay

Queen C says:gay theeeeeeese!

Douglas says:umm...yeah.

Douglas says:drunk or high?

Queen C says:me?

Queen C says:neither

Douglas says:yeha.

Douglas says:okay

Queen C says:well....

Douglas says:

just...seem a little....of both maybe.Queen C says:

maybe a little beer-ishDouglas says:

something.Douglas says:

beerish?Douglas says:

BOOR-ish.Queen C says:

NO

Douglas says:...dunno if...never mind.

Queen C says:BEER-ISH

Queen C says:i don't...s' okay...nerd

Douglas says:thanks.


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Queen C says:you reading your e mail?

Douglas says:yeah, didn't wanna say if you didn't get it.

Queen C says:

you know i didn'tDouglas says:but yeah.

Douglas says:you always get all 'sensitive' I'M SMART!!!

Douglas says:s'funny.

Queen C says:I AM!!!!

Queen C says:but not right now

Douglas says:didn't say you weren't.

Douglas says:

Douglas says:and there it is.

Queen C says:yes

Douglas says:umm...reading email

Queen C says:

there it isDouglas says:

how'd you know?Queen C says:

oh.Queen C says:

I'M SMRTDouglas says:

that was so funnyDouglas says:

that alone convinced me that clara was brilliant and maybe, one

day, she'd be okay.Queen C says:

there you goDouglas says:

and its from the simpsons...but the fact that clara could gather thecontext and timing to make that joke.

Douglas says:just...funny.


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Douglas says:she's not the funny one.

Douglas says:SABRINA??? she's not that funny in person, but online is....oh mygod, stub your toe funny.

Queen C says:you said as muchDouglas says:

i'll keep sayin git.Douglas says:

i'm really impressed at that.Queen C says:

git?Douglas says:

being funny on paper is...different... not harder, but...like...using afork with your left hand.

Douglas says:and yeah. git. i'm sayin' git. i say git all teh time.

Douglas says:oh git!!!

Douglas says:sunuva git!!!

Douglas says:git 'cher own!!!

Queen C says:instead of shit? i don't git it?

Douglas says:

look who's in on it.Douglas says:

or...in on git, i should say.Douglas says:

watching knight rider.Queen C says:

nerdDouglas says:

why did lynn take your phone?Douglas says:

where was SHE going?

Queen C says:her fone sucks

Douglas says:and can I take your phone? my phone clearly.

Douglas says:had decided against our long term committment.

Queen C says:to git ramone


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Queen C says:ramon?

Queen C says:whatever

Douglas says:

Douglas says:mebbe THAS why she hasn't called me.

Queen C says:uh-huh

Douglas says:busy with that...whole thing.

Douglas says:nice.

Queen C says:yup

Queen C says:she likes him

Douglas says:>>inserts remind to call kita


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hey,


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Douglas says:he's a witness, for real>

Queen C says:shut up!!!

Queen C says:

YESDouglas says:

Queen C says:i did

Douglas says:with withers sisters....s'like...the name of a book or a series

Douglas says:or...bill's sisters.

Queen C says:


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could be (not funny)Douglas says:

a little.Douglas says:

okay.

Douglas says:so.Douglas says:

from the beginning.Douglas says:

ramone.Douglas says:

married?Douglas says:

but he's like 12 or something, right?Queen C says:

he married tay...dunno her real nameQueen C says:

he's 27-ishDouglas says:

like...recently?Queen C says:

like a few years agoDouglas says:

umm...that seems young, but..s'not that much.Queen C says:

she got pregnant and he married her for tht reason, so he says...

Douglas says:so he says.

Douglas says:you...don't believe that?

Queen C says:..but they've been together since high school

Douglas says:did you/lynn/we KNOW he was married?

Queen C says:i dunno

Queen C says:

NO

Douglas says:

Douglas says:

Douglas says:when dijoo find out?


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Queen C says:last night

Douglas says:like...not like..aaaaoisdggggggggggggggg

Douglas says:

shit.Douglas says:wow.

Douglas says:wow

Douglas says:damn.

Queen C says:yup

Douglas says:thus....

Douglas says:wow.

Queen C says:but i think lynn knew

Douglas says:thus the whole "she likes him"

Douglas says:and you feeling right to hold him at a distance

Douglas says:and and and.

Douglas says:

why do you think she knew?Queen C says:

there was a phantom wife...but no one met her, saw her...Douglas says:

doesn't mean anything. and not impossible.Queen C says:

i know, just they talkQueen C says:

and she wasn't quick to shareDouglas says:

wha...

Douglas says:she wasn't quick to share, what?

Douglas says:like, information about him?

Queen C says:yes

Queen C says:and i trust her


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Douglas says:do you think OTHER peole know?

Queen C says:uh-huh...ryan

Douglas says:

rian/girl/girl/girl?Queen C says:yea

Douglas says:don't get it.

Douglas says:she was slow to share, and you trust her?

Queen C says:ramone and ryan are firends

Queen C says:friends

Queen C says:and were BEFORE lynn knew about him

Douglas says:and also, when eating mexican? fire-nds

Queen C says:(welcome to texas)

Douglas says:so you think RYAN knew...ANNDD lynn knew?

Queen C says:and ry introduced her to ramone (yes)

Douglas says:

so how did YOU find out?Queen C says:

his wife wasn't a secretDouglas says:

if everyone know...Queen C says:

it was just not talked aboutDouglas says:

wasn't a secret to YOU?!?!?!so confused.

Queen C says:

i'm old and outta tha loop...i don't go to the bars all night with theband...i had no idea

Douglas says:but, you think, EVERYBODY else knew.

Douglas says:well how dijoo find out?

Queen C says:not my fam.


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Douglas says:ILY

Douglas says:three more letters

Queen C says:

he stayed here for last week and i found out a lot about him and hissituationDouglas says:

and during that...that he's married?Queen C says:

yesDouglas says:

and whas dramatic?Queen C says:YES

Queen C says:

no...reallyDouglas says:

like...SUDDENLY...like...eating dinner....also....I'm married?Queen C says:

he married her for a reason...not because he wanted to spend hislife with ehr

Queen C says:i thought it was a rumor...like common-law. but no...they married

Queen C says:did i mention he's a witness?

Queen C says:

or was a witness?Queen C says:

like jehova (or however you spell it)?Douglas says:

okayDouglas says:

sorryDouglas says:

umm..Douglas says:jehovah.

Douglas says:as i told my little girlfriend back in richmond...

Douglas says:i'm a witness.

Douglas says:anybody that's awake is a witness.

Douglas says:i left....and looks like you left too.


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Queen C says:yo know what i mean

Douglas says:i do.

Douglas says:

but still.Douglas says:okay

Douglas says:also?

Queen C says:?

Douglas says:lynn said don't worry.

Douglas says:she's fine

Queen C says:to you?

Douglas says:and will be home in 30 mins or so.

Douglas says:she did SAY it to me.

Queen C says:wow

Douglas says:but mostly just to pass toyou.

Queen C says:

lovelyDouglas says:

she seems okay.Douglas says:

a lil...squeezed by the circumstance, but okay.Douglas says:

and why wow?Douglas says:

she's a very lovely girl.Douglas says:

well...for the most part.

Queen C says:as long as i can talk to youu here...i'm ok

Queen C says:she's nuts

Douglas says: tell here i said that.

Queen C says:!!!


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Douglas says:her.

Douglas says:whachu mean talk to me here?

Queen C says:

onlineDouglas says:versus...on the phone?

Queen C says:i needed to talk to you

Queen C says:just anyway i can get you

Douglas says:she said that she was figuring that you would freak 'cause she's gotyour property.

Douglas says:

y'all don't do NOTHING like...during the day.Queen C says:

wow. okay, y'all talked rfor real...i'm not convincedDouglas says:

or...before midnight.Douglas says:

wha?Douglas says:

not convinced about what?Queen C says:

pretty much

Douglas says:that she calle dme?

Douglas says:dme...like..demi, but not.

Queen C says:now convinced

Queen C says:NOW

Douglas says:whachu thought i was just making it on?

Queen C says:

yh. y is she calling you?Douglas says:

making it up?Queen C says:

noDouglas says:

you got....some...little challenges there, huh?Queen C says:


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ysQueen C says:

yesQueen C says:

so?

Douglas says:I-S-I-S.Queen C says:

huh?Douglas says:

it is what it is.Queen C says:

ohDouglas says:

not like an acronym or anything just...a shortening.Queen C says:

well, she wouldda cut you outDouglas says:

my mom said it today.Queen C says:

isisQueen C says:

okDouglas says:

umm...eye-ess-eye-essQueen C says:

OH!!!

Douglas says:not eye-sis

Queen C says:git it

Douglas says:gud.

Queen C says:hey

Douglas says:still here.

Queen C says:

i love youDouglas says:

that's echo-yQueen C says:

you know that right?Queen C says:

echo my assDouglas says:


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i didn't know it.Douglas says:

wait wait.Douglas says:

not that i didn't KNOW it.

Douglas says:and yeah. not echo like you sound like me.Douglas says:

but reading it is...like...bounces around in me.Douglas says:

like an echo.Queen C says:

so echo like wha??Queen C says:

like u just read that?Douglas says:

dijoo just read all that above stuff? and are still questioning?Douglas says:

no.Douglas says:

like it echoes, rattles around in me.Douglas says:

nevermind.Douglas says:

she would cut me out, lynn would have you were saying?Queen C says:

i get it. i listened to your message 5 ties just to hear you say that

Queen C says:times


Douglas says:also, 5 ties.

Queen C says:uh-huh...

Douglas says:i don't wear 'em to work, but...still.

Queen C says:

me eitherQueen C says:

you can't hurt her big sis...even if it's my...whaever...perceptionDouglas says:

it says you're typing. are you?Douglas says:

thas only right.Douglas says:


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Queen C says:

huh?Douglas says:

nevermind.

Queen C says:ohQueen C says:

okDouglas says:

so yeah.Queen C says:

so yeah.Queen C says:

i do love you.. and like you, i never stopped.Queen C says:

so i wanted you to know thatQueen C says:

hear thatDouglas says:

i do, i did, i am.Queen C says:

deep breath?Douglas says:

my deep breath? Queen C says:

greath? nice..yes your deep breath

Queen C says:?

Douglas says:deep breath.

Douglas says:deeply breathing.

Douglas says:or...well..yeah.

Queen C says:i can't imagine my life with out you in it

Queen C says:

more? can you handle itQueen C says:

?Queen C says:

ok....Douglas says:

yeah.Douglas says:


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not stoppingQueen C says:

i had a dream that i took Davu to the globetrotters.Douglas says:

drinking, phone, and trying to type

Queen C says:s' tha thow you speel it?Douglas says:

the globetrotters?Queen C says:

anyway...you weren't thereDouglas says:

thas funnyQueen C says:

shut up, fingers working faster than the brainDouglas says:

oh no...you SPELLED it right. it was just a funny thought.Queen C says:

and i want that...my auntie's bf is/was a former globetrotter...s' agood show...shut up

Queen C says:they ARE corney, but talented

Douglas says:just saying. i think i saw it one time, actually.

Douglas says:no question about it.

Douglas says:

umm...and cornYQueen C says:

whateverQueen C says:

lime diseaseDouglas says:

s'fine.Douglas says:

yeah....i've always enjoyed a nice lime with my tea.Queen C says:

and the disease?

Queen C says:all that to say that i think about it...

Douglas says:well...no ticks. but anyway.

Queen C says:...and look forward to it...and want it....and ...

Queen C says:i love you.


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Douglas says:i love you.

Queen C says:so i'm in this...as much time as it takes, to have you in my lifeforever...

Douglas says:and then that.Queen C says:

huh?Douglas says:

i was joking about the silence.Queen C says:

i know...i just staredQueen C says:

at the screenDouglas says:

just stared.Queen C says:just stared

Douglas says:better the screen than like...your toes

Douglas says:or...a picture of tyson beckford or

Douglas says:whatever.

Queen C says:he's GAY!

Douglas says:you funny

Queen C says:speaking of pics...canyou send my fone that pic again?

Queen C says:he is

Queen C says:really

Douglas says:unfortunately no.

Queen C says:

why?Douglas says:

remember me with the whole...phone dying?Douglas says:

i deleted all the pictures from before, trying to get ready for thecross over.

Queen C says:smrt gut


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Douglas says:which....i didn't make.

Queen C says:guy

Douglas says:

thus my situation.Queen C says:lovely

Douglas says:broken phone. no CLEAR way out.

Queen C says:take another and send it please

Douglas says:i don't look like that picture anymore.

Douglas says:but...whatever.

Douglas says:as soon as i can, i will

Queen C says:so send what you look like now...or come to me

Queen C says:whichever

Douglas says:plus, i think...i'm pretty sure, davu took tha t picture.

Douglas says:which was funny in itselt.

Douglas says:

WOW....in itself.Queen C says:

beer for you too?Douglas says:

a little.Queen C says:

KIDDINGDouglas says:

more boorQueen C says:

you needa get on dos

Queen C says:on tap

Queen C says:anyway

Douglas says:thanks.

Douglas says:nice.


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Queen C says:do i scare you?

Queen C says:thas a yes

Douglas says:

sorry.Douglas says:mom

Douglas says:and computer.

Douglas says:here ya go..

Douglas says:boor.

Douglas says:a churlish, rude, or unmannerly person

Douglas says:OR

Douglas says:a country bumpkin, rustic, yokel

Douglas says:


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Douglas says:

Douglas says:okay.

Queen C says:

i sawDouglas says:not scared.

Queen C says:why?

Douglas says:why NOT scared?

Queen C says:yes

Queen C says:i could be the anti-christ

Douglas says:yeah...that would be unfortunate.

Douglas says:

Douglas says:s'funny...dwight and i were just talking that barack obama could be.

Queen C says:right!!!

Douglas says:according to some white folks on the internet.

Douglas says:

not scared.Douglas says:

i mean, i got enough fear to go around...but not scared.Douglas says:

a little...overwhelmed.Queen C says:

(i know, i read what they say)Queen C says:

overwhelmed?Douglas says:

it's been a...strange series of days.

Douglas says:a strange progression.

Queen C says:elaborate

Queen C says:pease

Queen C says:please


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Douglas says:...sounds like the son...he's saying that all the time now.

Douglas says:peese!!!

Douglas says:

peese wha?Queen C says:s' a good start

Douglas says:Mur peese???

Queen C says:i want to meet him

Douglas says:yeah, but more of WHAT please?

Douglas says:he's funny

Queen C says:elaboration, for me

Douglas says:okay.

Douglas says:elaboration.

Douglas says:not scared. not of you. as i said, scared enough of me, kim, davu,tomorrow, money, work, housing, future, right, wrong, up down, sick,healthy, repeat, family

Douglas says:

not scared of you.Douglas says:

these past few days...Douglas says:

have been alot.Douglas says:

your responses have been a little tough.Douglas says:

hurt and anger and doubt and hurt and anger and happiness andsilence and talkativity and sharing and withdrawing

Queen C says:

i knowDouglas says:

s'been like...a blender of extremes.Douglas says:

Queen C says:

yes!!Queen C says:


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for me tooDouglas says:

makes a hell of a margarita i bet.Queen C says:

not a good one

Douglas says:so, that has been overwhelming.Queen C says:

i am sorryDouglas says:

we go from NOT talking about anything...or...anything like...HARD orheavy or specific

Douglas says:to...needing to talk about ALL the hard and heavy stuff.

Queen C says:i know

Queen C says:i know

Douglas says:to talking 'lightly' in between HEAVY stuff

Queen C says:...has been...

Queen C says:...nice

Queen C says:until now

Queen C says:

huh?Douglas says:

sorry.Douglas says:

hold tight.Douglas says:

okayDouglas says:

mom talkingDouglas says:

all this stuff.

Douglas says:anyway.

Douglas says:yeah...so it was all light

Douglas says:then..ALL heavy

Queen C says:i know


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Douglas says:then...like...i'm trying to FORCE light into the heavy.

Douglas says:and...

Douglas says:

so no.Douglas says:not scared.

Queen C says:not scared of my love for you?

Douglas says:but i mean, in this IM alone, you've said i love you like...three timesand that you want to spend time with davu like...three.

Douglas says:or...two, whatever.

Queen C says:

the truth comes outDouglas says:

i used to have that on my email at sprint.Douglas says:

'truth will out'Queen C says:

thas realDouglas says:

scared of my love for you, sounds...wierd.Queen C says:

i know

Queen C says:but is a real question'

Douglas says:why would i be scared?

Douglas says:i want your love....all over my body.

Queen C says:i dunno...i'm sure!

Douglas says:laughter

Douglas says:

but...Douglas says:

like.Queen C says:

(nice images in my head right now)Douglas says:

not scared. i keep saying that.Queen C says:


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i don't know if i believe youDouglas says:

you don' thave to.Douglas says:

i AM overwhelmed.

Douglas says:s'a lotta things happening at once.Douglas says:

i won'd deny that.Queen C says:

i feel thatQueen C says:

it is a lot at onceDouglas says:

i won't deny that....it makes me nervous...the sudden changesremind me of a not pleasant part of my life.

Queen C says:this is not sudden tho

Douglas says:but i ALSO will say..

Douglas says:WHA??? not sudden?

Douglas says:lemme just rewind the tape for you

Douglas says:

Douglas says:

i know, i know...it's not sudden in the sense that you've felt like thisfor a while

Douglas says:just haven't said it.

Douglas says:i geddit. relax.

Queen C says:(nodding)

Douglas says:but i mean, the changes.

Douglas says:

the....fullness of the change...is sudden...it FEELS sudden.Queen C says:

you mean of our conversations?Douglas says:

...yeah? no. kinda. the change in our conversations, from LIGHT toheavy.

Queen C says:it was always there...just not spoken


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Queen C says:i was trying to avoid pressure

Douglas says:the change of emotions and such.

Douglas says:

i get it.Douglas says:and now?

Douglas says:finding a different way to avoid pressure?

Douglas says:i dunno if you CAN avoid it.

Queen C says:trying

Douglas says:...like...you gon say what you need to say.

Douglas says:thas only right.

Queen C says:don't wanna throw you back into the manipulation thing

Douglas says:choosing your words and being clear and all that...thsa your job.

Queen C says:but i'm not manipulating you

Douglas says:but saying how you feel...being direct IS you job too.

Queen C says:

and i need that of you tooDouglas says:

MY JOB, is not creating a context for your feelings or a "story" forthem

Douglas says:is my job.

Douglas says:you konw?

Queen C says:if you don't want me, you need to tell me

Douglas says:

s'not pressure unless i let it be.Queen C says:

i knowQueen C says:

but i need you to be brutally honest with meDouglas says:

no matter WHAT you do.Queen C says:


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i hear youDouglas says:

i will CONTINUE to honest.Queen C says:

thanks

Douglas says:and continue to...navigate as best i know how.Douglas says:

that may not always make you happy.Queen C says:

een if you decide that you don't want me?Douglas says:

even if i decide that.Douglas says:

i want you.Douglas says:

it's not that.Douglas says:

i want to be with youQueen C says:

thas my only hang-upDouglas says:

not like...in a "double entendre" way.Douglas says:

i want to be with you.Queen C says:

i want to be with you too

Douglas says:


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my fear?Douglas says:YOUR fear.

Queen C says:is that you'll decide that i'm not what you want

Queen C says:you know that, right?Queen C says:

even the second time aroundQueen C says:

i won't be the one...where you are the one for meQueen C says:

scarQueen C says:

scaryDouglas says:

yeah.Douglas says:

i can see how that'd be scary.Queen C says:

i'm so sureQueen C says:

thas scary in itselfDouglas says:THAT i agree with.

Douglas says:your...ABSOLUTE...not the word i was going for.

Douglas says:but...your....unwavering-ness...

Douglas says:isn't scary...its just like....

Queen C says:freaks you out?

Douglas says:SOMETHING.

Queen C says:i know

Douglas says:

like even when i'm sure, i doubt, or question or check orSOMETHING.

Douglas says:not like in a bad way, i don't think.

Queen C says:notme

Queen C says:i just know and move forward


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Douglas says:so when you don't like...pause at all, i'm like...

Douglas says:ooohhhkay.

Douglas says:

NO PAUSING!!!!Queen C says:s' how it's always been with you

Queen C says:NO PAUSING

Douglas says:s'how it oughta be. i mean..you haven't seen me in a while, but...

Douglas says:i

Douglas says:i'm dead sexy.

Douglas says:

Queen C says:wow

Douglas says:i told my sister today

Douglas says:that i realized what my problem was.

Queen C says:and?

Douglas says:

i have to figure out how to tone down the sexiness.Queen C says:

WOWDouglas says:

it's just...too much. it makes women unalbe to reason...and men toojealous to be cool.

Douglas says:all in all, NOT a good scene.

Queen C says:WOW

Douglas says:

a lonely place to be, y'know? an island of my own creation, if youwill..

Queen C says:you need a friend

Queen C says:to tell you the REAL DEAL

Douglas says:i KNOW!!!!


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Douglas says:oh...wait.

Douglas says:no. not what i was waying.

Queen C says:

hahahahahaha!Douglas says:was SAYING.

Douglas says:i DO need a fried.

Queen C says:me too

Douglas says:and also...a fri-END.

Douglas says:dwight and i also talked about that.

Douglas says:local friends.

Douglas says:

Queen C says:tell me about it

Queen C says:i have none

Douglas says:I should take a poetry/pottery/yoga class.

Queen C says:

uh-huhQueen C says:

a pena nd a pad and an ease and a ballQueen C says:

a pen and a pad and an easel and a ballQueen C says:

whew!Douglas says:

i was like...WHA?!??!!Douglas says:

and ease and ball?!??!?!

Queen C says:easel and a ball for yoga

Douglas says:what kinda kinky yoga are YOU doing?!??!

Douglas says:yeah, i goddit.

Queen C says:i'm glad


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Queen C says:that i can tell you how i feel and you won't run now

Queen C says:thas nice

Douglas says:

i didn't/wouldn't run before.Queen C says:u sure?'

Douglas says:i think i am.

Douglas says:don't have much else to go on besides that.

Queen C says:i told you that i loved you the other night and you were all quiet andcrazy

Douglas says:

what nite?Douglas says:

and..what??!?!Douglas says:

oh.Douglas says:

no.Douglas says:

wha?!?!?Douglas says:

lynn said she's 10-15 from being at home

Douglas says:and she's got ramone with her.

Queen C says:wow, she's really calling you

Douglas says:what she doesn't know.

Douglas says:


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s'a n automatic!Douglas says:

like...from drive to reverse to...whatever.Queen C says:

oh

Douglas says:anyway, she was SAYING she couldn't do it all at teh same time...i'msure talking with ramone was part of that too.

Douglas says:ramon. whichever.

Queen C says:right


Douglas says:anyway...home in 10-15.

Queen C says:thanks

Douglas says:ayup.

Douglas says:but...i was really calling for me.

Douglas says:but...anyway.

Queen C says:i know

Queen C says:

what were you gonna say?;Douglas says:

say to her?Douglas says:

or say to you?Queen C says:

yesQueen C says:

to herDouglas says:

oh...wait, did she get there already? i'll just call her.

Queen C says:no

Douglas says:oh...well...i don geddit?

Queen C says:what did you wanna talk to her about?

Douglas says:oh.


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Queen C says:private?

Douglas says:whachu mean? talk to her about stuff.

Queen C says:

OQueen C says:OK

Douglas says:you mostly.

Douglas says:her a little.

Douglas says:me some.

Douglas says:mostly you, though.

Queen C says:i know

Queen C says:well she's off tomorrow until 4

Queen C says:you want her number?

Douglas says:"whas....really...GOOD?...mostly me, and sometimes them, butmostly me, oh shit thas onetime jim.."

Douglas says:umm...nah.

Douglas says:it'll work out.

Queen C says:it will

Queen C says:i miss your face

Douglas says:u haven't seen it.

Douglas says:whas with you?

Queen C says:

in FIVE YEARS!!!Douglas says:

Douglas says:

Douglas says:

thas funny.Queen C says:


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not reallyQueen C says:

but okayDouglas says:

not really funny?

Queen C says:hahahahaha!Queen C says:

curtesy laughDouglas says:

thanks.Queen C says:

curteseyQueen C says:

shit. whateverDouglas says:

next time...gimmie a CUTSIE laugh? or a COURTNIE laugh? OOORRRa courtesy laugh.

Douglas says:or...you could just curtsy aaannd laugh.

Douglas says:whatever.

Queen C says:courtesy!

Queen C says:thanks

Douglas says:

and there it is.Queen C says:

but i doDouglas says:

you laughed as a courtesy.Queen C says:

yesDouglas says:

it was funny, 'cause you yelled it.Douglas says:

FIVE YEARS!!!!

Queen C says:i mean

Douglas says:still kinda funny

Queen C says:s' a long time, lil dude

Douglas says:being true doesn't make it not funny.


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Douglas says:but....what...are you like...going for the GUSH-to right now?

Douglas says:or getting it all out, 'cause you feel like you've been holding it backor...what?

Queen C says:not gushingQueen C says:

( alittle)Douglas says:

Queen C says:yeah yeah yeah...

Douglas says:i like that band.

Queen C says:you smart...i geddit

Douglas says:

Queen C says:i don't...they scream

Douglas says:okay. yeah, i'm smart.

Douglas says:and, like...you're just...going thru something.

Queen C says:

glad you can say that to yourselfQueen C says:

i amDouglas says:

but...what, though?Queen C says:

the liberation of honesty, perhapsDouglas says:

thats an expression.Douglas says:

"liberation of honesty"

Queen C says:and what comes with the reciprocation

Queen C says:just glad that i was't all in my head and making up stuff

Douglas says:what comes with it?

Queen C says:you


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Queen C says:all i want

Douglas says:i dunno whachu mean?

Douglas says:

making it up in your head.Queen C says:you come with my honesty. you tell my your reality and it lines upwith mine

Queen C says:s' not making it up, it's real...

Queen C says:...which i doubted for a second

Douglas says:no more doubts, though.

Queen C says:

really?Douglas says:

i'm saying, not anymore...with all the talking and so forth, thegushing...the doubts have been removed.

Queen C says:on your end

Douglas says:home now, i take it?

Queen C says:you knew before me

Douglas says:

mm....okay.Douglas says:

this is the end of the road, for me, megatron.Queen C says:

me too, loveDouglas says:

we'll talk later.Queen C says:

we will. you read the emailQueen C says:

right?

Douglas says:i did.

Douglas says:umm....mostly

Douglas says:more...skimming, in between talking and typing and...

Douglas says:yeah.


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Queen C says:READ IT

Douglas says:i wouldn't think of anything else.

Douglas says:

sleep. i gotta.Douglas says:have a good evening.

Queen C says:okay

Queen C says:i'm gonna sleep in my re-arranged room

Douglas says:that's always exciting the first time.

Queen C says:you have sweet dreams

Douglas says:i'll try hard. you too.

Queen C says:xoxoxox

Douglas says:nite.

Queen C says:nite

Queen C says:hey?

Douglas says:

ayup.Queen C says:

can i say some words that are on the tip of my tongue?Douglas says:

can i be honest?Queen C says:

yesDouglas says:

you've said alot already. whas going on.Douglas says:

?

Queen C says:your honesty first

Douglas says:that IS my honesty.

Douglas says:you've said alot already.

Queen C says:oh. ok git it


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Douglas says:whas going on?

Queen C says:just...being liberated

Douglas says:

really?Queen C says:uh huh

Douglas says:'cause if thas what it is...i'll take it.

Queen C says:take it

Douglas says:okay.

Douglas says:tip of your tongue.

Queen C says:okay

Douglas says:go.

Queen C says:now i'm gunshy

Queen C says:s that 2 words

Queen C says:?

Douglas says:

gun shy.Douglas says:

gunshy.Douglas says:

yeah...two words.Queen C says:

ohDouglas says:

gun shy is okay.Queen C says:just know that it's three and i mean them and i think them and feel

them and and and...Douglas says:

okay.Queen C says:

okayDouglas says:

we'll talk later.Queen C says:


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we willDouglas says:

sleep and sleep well.Queen C says:

i'l let you know about my quiz scaore

Queen C says:scoreDouglas says:

quiz score?Queen C says:

i will you tooDouglas says:

nevermind.Queen C says:

i find out tomorrowDouglas says:

OHAHAOHAOHAOHHHDouglas says:

thas not a quiz...that's an EXAM!!!Douglas says:

wow.Queen C says:

whateverDouglas says:

not whatever.Douglas says:

it'll be fine.

Douglas says:even if its not what you want. it'll STILL be fine.

Queen C says:me too.

Douglas says:be assured.

Queen C says:i know

Queen C says:we'll be fine

Douglas says:

and now the sleep.Queen C says:

the sleepQueen C says:

sleep tight, loveDouglas says:

and you

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