God I’m Sorry For…

Thinking more about what I want instead of what you want for my life Premarital sex & smoking & drinking

I haven’t spent more time with you and listen to your word Not really wanting you in my life at times

WHEN I HAVE FORGOTTEN YOU

When I live 4 myself and not 4 u For ignoring you

For being selfish and not staying true to you I tried to replace you

That I don’t give you all that I can and all of my heart

Not making more of a difference for you

For not standing up for you when friends said you were nothing – I’m sorry I was more worried about my reputation

For ignoring you for 16 years

For living for running, for hiding, for how I act, for not listening

For not being willing to die to my sin and live completely for you so many times

For not always keeping you in my heart and sometimes giving up on you

That I turn my back on you when you never turn on me

For ignoring you when you try to speak to me NOT LISTENING

I FORGET HOW MUCH I NEED YOU AND HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME

For closing my heart For not thinking about you as much as I could

For thinking you are not enough – replacing you with people

Because I can not forgive someone yet

For walking for you, but without you 

For accepting you so late in my life For doubting

For not stepping up For treating the wonderful people you put in my life not the way I should – I just feel I push them away

Having fear of sharing you

My selfishness That my life has not been more pleasing to you