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P;kax fpyqax dk tUe 1941 esa gisb izkUr dh Nkax';su dkmaVhds ,d xkao esa gqvk FkkA 1958 esa mUgksaus F;sufpu Hkkjh e'khu&dkj[kkusesa etnwj dh ukSdjh dhA 1960 esa og lsuk esa 'kkfey gks x,A1965 dh xfeZ;ksa esa og iqu% dkj[kkus ykSVs vkSj mRikn ny ds usrk]dkj[kkuk funs'kd ds DyoZQ] ooZQ'kki esa ikVhZ 'kk[kk ds milfpovkSj ooZQ'kki ds mifuns'kd vkfn fofHkUu inksa ij mUgksaus dk;Zfd;kA

P;kax fpyqax us 1962 esa fy[kuk vkjEHk fd;kA 1976 esaizdkf'kr e'khujh vkSj fctyh C;wjks ds iz/ku ds thou dk ,d fnudgkuh us rhoz lkekftd izfrfØ;k mRiUu dhA 1979 esa izdkf'kreSustj N~;kvks us dk;ZHkkj laHkkyk dgkuh us ml o"kZ jk"Vªh; dgkuhizfr;ksfxrk esa izFke Js.kh dk iqjLdkj izkIr fd;kA mlh o"kZ mUgksausphuh ys[kd la?k dh lnL;rk yhA 1977&80 esa izdkf'kr miU;kfldkiFkizn'kZd dks jk"Vªh; miU;kfldk izfr;ksfxrk (1977&80) esaf}rh; iqjLdkj feykA

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4 ekpZ] 1979

vkt eSa le; ls ,d ?kaVs igys dkj[kkus x;k] D;ksafd funs'kdokax tkus okys FksA esjk vuqeku Fkk fd muosQ tSlk vkneh tkus lsigys lHkh osQ vk tkus dh izrh{kk ugha djsxkA fuf'pr Fkk fddkj[kkus dk dke vkjaHk gksus ls igys og dkj[kkuk NksM+ nsuk pkgsaxsA

funs'kd okax us Lo;a daiuh osQ ikl vkosnu nsdj viukLFkkukarj.k djok;k FkkA eSa vPNh rjg le> ldrk gwa] mUgksaus ;ghlkspk gksxk fd ;fn og ;gka #osQ jgs rks dkj[kkus esa viuk le;cckZn djsaxsA fuLlansg mifuns'kd Yoks us blosQ fy, mudks foo'kfd;k FkkA 'kk;n dkj[kkus dk gj vkneh bl ckr ls okfdiQ Fkk] ijfdlh esa bruh fgEer ugha Fkh fd 'kh'kkfoghu f[kM+dh ls fpiosQdkxt dks iQkM+ ns] ftlls lR; dh gok vk losQA [kkldj funs'kdokax osQ lkeus rks ;g djus dk lkgl fdlh esa ugha FkkA ;g ,dekSu le>nkjh Fkh] ftlus vklikl osQ yksxksa osQ fy, dHkh gkykrdks vlguh; ugha gksus fn;kA

fiNys pkj o"kksZa ls eSa ;gka DyoZQ gwaA esjs lkeus nks funs'kd tkpqosQ gSaA funs'kd okax rhljs gSaA mUgksaus cM+s mRlkg vkSj tks'k osQ lkFkdk;ZHkkj laHkkyk Fkk] ij vc fujk'k gks vius mÙkjkf/dkjh dks jkLrkns tk jgs FksA tks vf/dkj dh [kkst esa jgrs gSa] os izHkko vkSj lÙkkdk bLrseky djrs gSa] ij lÙkk Hkh ml O;fDr dk bLrseky djcnyk ysrh gSA LFkkukarj.k] iqupqZuko vkSj usrkvksa dh vnyk&cnyh

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'kk;n leL;kvksa dks lqy>kus dk vklku rjhdk gSA ;g igys Hkhgksrk Fkk] vc Hkh gksrk gSA ns'k&fons'k lc txg ;gh gky gSA gj ckj,d funs'kd osQ LFkkukarj.k osQ lkFk ,d vkRek uaxh gksrh gSA eq>s'kkar gksus esa le; yxsxkA eSaus DyoZQ dh gSfl;r ls igyh ckj viusizHkko dk bLrseky fd;k vkSj funs'kd okax dks u;h txg igaqpkusosQ fy, dkj[kkus dh thi dh O;oLFkk dhA

esjs igqapus ij fjlsIlu ij cSBs O;fDr us dgk] ^^funs'kd okaxvk/s ?kaVs igys pys x,A**

^^vosQys\**

^^ikVhZ lfpo Y;w mudk lkeku ys x, gSaA**

^^vkSj dkj[kkus dh thi\**

^^dy jkr mifuns'kd Yoks us thi dgha Hkst nh FkhA**

esjs fny eas gwd mBhA eSaus funs'kd okax dh enn osQ fy, ,d?kaVk igys vkuk r; fd;k] ij mUgsa viekfur djus ij rqyk O;fDr,d fnu igys gh nkao py x;kA esjs vanj Øks/ dh ,d ygj mBh]eq>s ikVhZ lfpo Y;w ij cM+k rst xqLlk vk;kA ,slh bZekunkjh fdldke dh] csvlj O;fDr! vkiosQ 'kkurqax izkar us izkphu dky ls ghfdrus cM+s O;fDr vkSj ohj iSnk fd,] ij vkiesa mudk ,d va'kHkh D;ksa u vk;k! ofj"B vf/dkjh us u osQoy funs'kd dks ckgjHkstk] cfYd og mudk lkeku Hkh <ksdj ys x, vkSj mUgsa HkhM+ Hkjhcl esa p<+k fn;kA

eSa bUgha fopkjksa esa [kks;k dkj[kkus osQ xsV ij [kM+k Fkk] rHkh thivkdj xsV ij #dhA mifuns'kd Yoks thi ls mrjs] muosQ ihyspspd: psgjs ij vkRelarks"k dh eqLdku FkhA eq>s ns[kdj galrs gq,cksys] ¶ykvks osbZ] D;k ckr gS\ vkt cM+s losjs vk x,\ vPNk]funs'kd okax ls feyus vk, Fks\ og pys x, D;k\**

¶gka] pys x,¸ µ[kjkc ewM esa jgus osQ dkj.k eSaus fo'ks"k oqQN

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ugha dgkA nwljs ,slh&oSlh dksbZ ckr dgdj vuko';d eqlhcreksy ugha ysuk pkgrk FkkA vkf[kj ,d DyoZQ dh gSfl;r gh D;kgksrh gS\

mifuns'kd Yoks us viuh tsc ls nksgjh vkokt okys iVk[ksfudkysA esjh rjiQ c<+krs gq, dgk] ¶;s nks rqe ys yksA¸

eSaus ugha fy;s vkSj dgk] ¶eSa bUgsa NksM+us dk lkgl ugha djldrkA¸

mUgksaus nch galh osQ lkFk dgk] ¶vksg] ,slk dgks u fd vciVk[ks NksM+us dh mez ugha jgh!¸

¶D;k vki ges'kk tsc esa iVk[ks ysdj pyrs gSa\¸ eSaus iwNkA

mUgkssaus crk;k] ^^olar R;ksgkj osQ cp x, FksA nqHkkZX; dks HkxkusosQ fy, NksM+ jgk gwaA**

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BaMh gok osQ >ksaosQ dh rjg og vkoktdkuksa esa ?kqlh vkSj gîóóh rd dks daik xbZA

vPNk gqvk fd funs'kd okax igyspys x,A nksgjh vkokt osQ iVk[ks dhvkokt lqudj muosQ fny ij D;k xqtjrh\

dkj[kkuk funs'kd! dkSu lksp ldrkFkk fd bl in osQ fy, dksbZ bruk ifrrO;ogkj dj ldrk gSA bl in dks ikusvkSj vius in osQ vkxs ls ^mi* gVkus osQfy, Yoks igys gh rhu funs'kdksa dks HkxkpqosQ FksA ij oaQiuh us nks ckj u, funs'kddks fu;qDr dj fn;kA D;k funs'kd okax osQcnys fiQj ls dksbZ funs'kd vk,xk ;k fiQj

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mifuns'kd dh mEehn osQ vuqlkj muosQ in osQ vkxs ^mi* tSlkHkkjh milxZ gV tk,xk\ ;fn ,slk gqvk rks eq>s Hkh bl dk;kZy; dksNksM+us osQ ckjs esa lkspuk gksxk vkSj mRiknu foHkkx esa lkaf[;dhfon~dh iqjkuh ukSdjh ij ykSV tkus osQ fy, etcwj gksuk iM+sxkA

11 ekpZ] 1979

¶ykvks osb] D;k ;g lp gS fd mifuns'kd Yoks dks funs'kdcuk fn;k x;k gS\¸ vusd etnwj eq>ls ;g loky iwN jgs FksA

eSaus ckj&ckj ;gh tokc fn;k] ¶eq>s ugha ekyweA¸ bl tokcdks lquus ij etnwjksa us vk'p;Z izdV fd;k] ¶jgus Hkh nsaA Hkykvkidks ekywe ugha gksxk\¸

esjs n;uh; ns'kokfl;ks--- rqEgsa dksbZ vf/dkj ugha gS] ij rqebrus ftKklq gksA rqe lc cl fdlh fo"k; ij xIi yM+kuk pkgrs gksAdksbZ Hkh funs'kd gks] rqEgsa rks viuk dke djuk gSA fdlh dh Hkhfu;qfDr gks] blls rqEgsa D;k\ fiNys oqQN fnuksa ls mifuns'kd Yoksdks lHkh funs'kd dgus yxs gSaA oqQN ooZQ'kki viuh fjiksVZ vcmifuns'kd Yoks osQ ctk; funs'kd Yoks osQ uke Hkstrh gSaA etnwjksals Hkh n;uh; fLFkfr mu dk;ZdrkZvksa dh gS] tks gok osQ #[k osQvuqlkj ihB dj ysrs gSaA

¶ykvks osb] vkius ns[kk\ vkf[kj mifuns'kd Yoks us funs'kddk in laHkky gh fy;kA lqcg ls jkr rd og iwjs dkj[kkus esa ?kwersvkSj fujh{k.k djrs gSaA ckr djrs le; mudh vkokt dk Loj HkhmQapk gks x;k gS vkSj psgjs dk gko&Hkko Hkh igys ls vPNk yxrkgSA¸

¶gka] eSaus ns[kk gSA¸ D;k lpeqp yksx bl ckr dks cgqrvf/d egRo ugha ns jgs gSa\ vkidks ekywe gksuk pkfg, fd vkidkj[kkus esa nwljksa dk psgjk ns[kus ugha] viuk dke djus vk, gSa!'kk;n DyoZQ gksus osQ dkj.k eSa bruk cslq/ ;k fiQj rVLFk gwaA eSa

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lcdh ckrsa lqurk gwa vkSj lHkh osQ psgjksa osQ Hkko ns[krk gwaA ij fcuklqus eSa mudh ckrsa lqu ysrk gwaa] cxSj dksf'k'k osQ muosQ psgjs osQ Hkkons[k ysrk gwaA ges'kk bu lclss nwj gh jgus dh dksf'k'k djrk gwaA

fdrus nq[k dh ckr gS! vxj fdlh fnu eSa Lo;a dkj[kkukfuns'kd cuk] eSa fdlh dks Hkh bl rjg ijs'kku ugha jgus nwaxkA eSavius fy, jkscksV dks DyoZQ osQ rkSj ij j[k ywaxk] ftlosQ ân; ughagksrk] tks lkal ugha ysrk] ftlosQ eqag&dku ugha gksrs vkSj LVhy osQcus psgjs ij dksbZ Hkko ugha gksrkA la{ksi esa] tks izÑfr osQ fglkc lscnysxk] u fd jktuhfrd ekSle lsA

eSa tkurk gwa] bu fnuksa esjs Hkko vkSj esjh vkokt osQ Vksu ijdksbZ fuxjkuh j[k jgk gSA eSa vHkh Hkh Yoks feax dk mYys[k muosQiwjs in osQ lkFk djrk gwa] ^mifuns'kd Yoks* ftu nLrkostksa dksfuns'kd osQ ikl Hkstuk pkfg,] mUgsa eSa fu;e osQ vuqlkj funs'kddh vuqifLFkfr esa ikVhZ lfpo Y;w osQ ikl ys tkrk gwaA fiQj mudhlykg osQ vuqlkj nwljksa rd igqapkrk gwaA eSa mUgs lh/s Yoks feax osQikl ugha ys tkrk ;k viuh lykg ugha nsrk] D;ksafd eq>s viuhvkSdkr ekywe gSA Yoks us Hkh bls eglwl fd;k gS] ij og oqQN Hkhugha dj ldrsA eq>s vHkh rd vf/dkfj;ksa ls mudh fu;qfDr dhlwpuk ugha feyh gSA

Yoks feax osQ funs'kd cuus ij eq>s dksbZ vkifÙk ugha gS] D;ksafd;g esjs vf/dkj ls ckgj gSA ij vf/dkjh esjh jk; ij fopkj djsarks eSa ;gh dgwaxk] ¶;g lp gS fd Yoks feax dkiQh fnuksa ls bldkj[kkus esa gSaA ;gka dh lHkh phtksa ls ifjfpr gSa vkSj mudk leFkZudjus okys yksx Hkh gSa] ij og dkj[kkus osQ funs'kd gksus osQ ;ksX;ugha gSaA mUgsa osQoy funs'kd in dh fpark gS] bl in dh ftEesnkjhls mudk dksbZ okLrk ugha gSA og vPNs funs'kd gksus dh ;ksX;rkugha j[krsA¸

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12 ekpZ 1971

vkt fofp=k ckr gqbZ! vkt mifuns'kd Yoks dh csVh YoksfpaxÕoh esjs nÝrj vkbZ vkSj mlus vk/s fnu rd eq>s O;Lr j[kkA

nks lky iwoZ og nsgkr ls 'kgj vkus esa liQy gqbZA ij rc lsmls dksbZ dke ugha feyk] D;ksafd mldk Lrj dkiQh mQapk FkkA ogfdlh fo'ks"k lewg dh bdkbZ esa dke ugha djsxhA ilan dk dke ufeyus ij ;k ?kj ls nwj nÝrj gksus ij og badkj dj nsrh gSA ogcgqr de gh nÝrj vkrh FkhA esjh le> esa ugha vk jgk Fkk fd ogD;ksa esjs lkeus cSBh yxkrkj ckrphr fd, tk jgh gSA

og dkiQh nsj rd b/j&m/j dh ckrsa djrh jghA var esa tcmlosQ dke dk izlax vk;k] rc mlus rikd ls dgk] ¶eSa vkiosQdkj[kkus esa dke djuk ilan d:axhA¸

eSaus vfo'okl izdV fd;k] ¶rqe etkd rks ugha dj jgh gks\gekjk dkj[kkuk cgqr NksVk gSA gkykafd ;g jkT; lapkfyr dkj[kkukgS] ij ;gka osQoy 200 etnwj dke djrs gSaA rqEgsa ;g txg cgqrNksVh yxsxhA nwljs] ;g ,d jklk;fud dkj[kkuk gS] ;gka dk dkerqEgkjh ilan dk Hkh ugha gksxkA¸

mlus lkiQ&lkiQ dgk] ¶eSa nks o"kksZa ls vPNh ukSdjh dh mEehnesa cSBh gwaA bl lky eSa 26 dh gks pqdh gwaA bl rjg cSBh vc T;knkizrh{kk ugha dj ldrhA vkSj fiQj ;g dkj[kkuk vPNk gS] ;gka ykxrde gS vkSj equkiQk T;knk gS] blfy, etnwjksa dks dkiQh cksul Hkhfey tkrk gSA¸

¶tc ,slk gh rqEgkjk bjknk gS rks vius firk ls bl ekeys ijckr D;ksa ugha djrh!¸

¶ugha] vPNk ugha yxsxkA ykvks osb] vki gh esjh vksj ls ikikls ckr dj ysa!¸

vius O;fDrxr fgr osQ fy,] ofj"B vf/dkjh dk Ñik&ik=k

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cuus osQ fy,] ;g vPNk ekSdk FkkA tc dkj[kkuk funs'kd oqQNgkfly djuk pkgrk gS] ij Lo;a djus esa fgpd gksrh gS rks mlosQDyoZQ dks ;g ftEesnkjh lkSai nh tkrh gSA t:jr osQ vuqlkjfuns'kd dh enn osQ fy, mls vius lkeF;Z osQ vuqlkj lc oqQNdjuk pkfg,A ij pkj o"kZ igys ikVhZ dh 'kk[kk osQ vkns'k osQf[kykiQ tkus osQ ctk; eSaus ;gka vkdj DyoZQ cuuk Lohdkj fd;kFkkA ;gka vkus ij eSaus ,d lkSxa/ [kkbZ Fkh % pkgs fdlh osQ fy, Hkhdke d:a] mlls fliQZ dk;kZy;h fj'rk j[kwaxk vkSj fdlh futh dkeosQ >esys esa ugha iMa+wxkA eSa dk;kZy; osQ fu;e osQ vuqlkj dkj[kkusosQ dke dh ns[kHkky d:axkA fdlosQ lkFk dke dj jgk gwa] ;g esjsfy, egRoiw.kZ ugha gksxk vkSj ljdkjh dke esa viuh O;fDrxrbPNk dks gLr{ksi ugha djus nwaxkA blfy, eSaus mls tokc fn;k] ¶eSaigys ikVhZ 'kk[kk ls bl laca/ esa iwNwaxkA fiQj ge bl fo"k; ij ckrdj ldrs gSaA¸

Yoks fpaxÕoh dks esjh ckr vPNh ugha yxhA fuLlansg mlus blle; vkus dk iQSlyk blfy, fd;k gksxk fd mlosQ ikik osQfuns'kd cuus dh iwjh laHkkouk gSA vkt osQ lekt osQ u, Js.khfoHkktu osQ vuqlkj funs'kd dh csVh dk vksgnk DyoZQ ls mQapk gS]blfy, DyoZQ dks mldh vPNh lsok djuh pkfg,A fdlh Hkh lwjresa funs'kd dh csVh dk DyoZQ ugha dgykuk pkgrkA Yoks fpaxÕohesjh ckr ls fcyoqQy [kq'k ugha Fkh vkSj vius firk dh rjg >wBheqLdku iQsadrs gq, mlus njoktk [kksyk vkSj pyh xbZA

15 ekpZ 1979

lfpo Y;w us [kq'k gksdj /hes Loj esa eq>s crk;k] ¶u,funs'kd tYnh gh vkus okys gSaA¸ lfpo dHkh&dHkh cPpksa dh rjgHkksyk O;ogkj djrs gSaA blosQ igys rhu ckj mUgksaus [kq'kh&[kq'kh u,funs'kdksa dk Lokxr fd;k vkSj Hkkjh fny ls mUgsa fonk fd;kA ;gkard fd mudk lkeku Hkh <ks;kA vc u, funs'kd osQ vkus dh ckr

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lqudj og fiQj ls [kq'k gSaA

'kk;n eSa [kq'kh vkSj fujk'kk nksuksa ls rVLFk gwaA

18 ekpZ] 1979

¶fVaªax---fVªax---fVªax---¸

ckgj ls gh eq>s vius dk;kZy; esa ctrh VsyhiQksu dh ?kaVhlqukbZ iM+hA ge ges'kk mudk migkl djrs gSa tks le; ls ,dfeuV igys dke ij ugha vkrsA ge etkd esa mUgsa ^?kM+h osQ lkFkpyus okyk* dgrs gSaA lp ;g gS fd nl fnuksa esa vkB fnudk;kZy; esa esjs igqapus osQ igys ls ?kaVh ctrh jgrh gSA bl le;vkus okys vf/dka'k iQksu funs'kd osQ fy, gksrs gSa] D;ksafd ikyhvkjaHk gksus osQ le; mUgsa idM+ ikuk vklku gksrk gSA ikyh vkjaHkgksus osQ vk/s ?kaVs ckn Hkh mUgsa [kkst ikuk eqf'dy gksrk gSA eq>sekywe ugha fd os dgka xk;c gks tkrs gSa] ;g Hkh ugha ekywe fd osdk;kZy; osQ dke esa O;Lr jgrs gSa ;k vius dke esaA

¶fVaªax---fVªax---fVªax---¸

DyoZQ dh bPNk u gks rks og ,dne cgjk cu tkrk gSA pkgsyxkrkj ?kaVh ctrh jgs] eSa ges'kk vke fnuksa dh gh rjg njoktk[kksyrk gwa vkSj FkSys ls czsM ;k [kkus dh dksbZ vkSj pht dk ,dVqdM+k rksM+us osQ ckn gh fjlhoj mBkrk gwaA

¶gsyks] gsyks] D;k ykvks osbZ gSa! esjh ,d enn djsaA dy esjsfirk dk nsgkar gks x;k] vkt mUgsa vafre laLdkj osQ fy, ys tkukgSA D;k vki funs'kd ls dgdj dkj[kkus dh dkj dh O;oLFkkdjok nsaxs\¸

¶vki dkSu gSa\¸ eSaus pkSaddj iwNkA

¶eSa iQkax gwa] iQkax okuNaxA ekiQ djsa] vkidks FkksM+h ijs'kkuhgksxhA¸

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eSaus vfuPNk ls dgk] ¶vkius igys bl ckjs esa D;ksa ughacrk;k\¸

¶eq>s Hkh ekywe ugha Fkk fd bruh tYnh og py clsaxsA¸

;g ,d xaHkhj leL;k FkhA eSaus le>krs gq, dgk] ¶vki HkhvPNh rjg tkurs gSa fd dkj[kkus esa osQoy ,d thi vkSj ,d dkjgSA nksuksa xkfM+;ka dPph lkexzh ykus osQ fy, ckgj xbZ gSaA ,d&nksfnuksa ls igys ugha ykSV ik,axhA eSa oqQN Hkh djus esa vleFkZ gwaA¸

iQkax bZekunkj vkSj esgurh Øsu vkijsVj gSaA ;fn nwljk dksbZmik; gksrk rks og dHkh enn ugha ekaxrsA og ftíh Hkh gaSA eSaus lkjhfLFkfr mUgsa le>k nh] fiQj Hkh og vuqjks/ djrs jgs] ¶ykvks osb]eSa funs'kd Yoks ls ckr ugha dj ldrkA yksx pkgs tks Hkh dgrs jgsa]ij vki fiNys oqQN o"kksZa ls funs'kd osQ DyoZQ gSa vkSj vkidh igqapeq>ls vf/d gSA vki gh dk Hkjkslk gSA vafre laLdkj dk le; r;dj ikuk vklku ugha gksrkA esjs laca/h vk jgs gSa vkSj ;fn gesa dkjugha feyh rks ge 'e'kku ?kkV ugha tk ldasxsA eSa D;k d:a\ ykvksosb] eSa vkidk Hkjkslk dj jgk gwaA Ñi;k dksf'k'k djsaA¸

vc ;g esjs mQij Fkk fd iQkax osQ firk dk vafre laLdkj gkstk,A ij esjh le> esa ugha vk;k fd eSa dkj dh O;oLFkk dgka lsd:aA etnwjksa dh utj esa DyoZQ dh gSfl;r cM+h gksrh gSA mUgsa ;gugha ekywe fd ns[kk tk, rks eSa funs'kd osQ ukSdj ls vf/d oqQNugha gwa] muosQ fy, nkSM+/wi djosQ muosQ vkns'kksa dks rksrs dh rjgnqgjk fn;k djrk gwaA ij ,sls le; ij lR; osQ roZQ ls iQkax dks ughale>k;k tk ldrk FkkA fiQygky mudh tku&igpku esa eSa gh cM+hgSfl;r dk FkkA muosQ ikl Hkh nwljk dksbZ mik; u FkkA

eSa fjlhoj Fkkes ijs'kku eqnzk esa cSBk Fkk fd ,d xksy&eVksyO;fDr esjs ihNs ls lkeus vk;kA (eq>s ugha ekywe og dc vanjvk;k FkkA) mlus galrs gq, eq>ls dgk] ¶eq>s ckr djus nsaA¸ eSafp<+k gqvk Fkk] eSaus cseu ls iwNk] ¶gka] D;k ckr gS\¸

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xksy&eVksy ukVs O;fDr osQ iQwys osQd tSls psgjs ij mHkjhpedhyh lksueNyh tSlh vka[ksa FkhaA og O;fDr vR;ar izlUufpÙkyxkA mldh eqLdjkgV ls ,slk yx jgk Fkk tSls fdlh iqjkus ifjfprls fey jgk gksA eSaus vuqeku yxk;k fd og vkiwfrZ vkSj foi.kufoHkkx dk izHkkjh gksxk vkSj fdlh dke osQ flyflys esa dkj[kkusvk;k gksxkA eSaus gkFk ls ck;ha rjiQ b'kkjk fd;k] ^^mRiknu foHkkxck;ha rjiQ rhljs njokts esa gSA**

ukVs O;fDr us flj fgykdj dgk] ^^esjk uke fpu iQaxfN gSAeq>s jlk;u C;wjks ls iwohZ jklk;fud dkj[kkus dk dke lkSaik x;kgSA**

rks og u, funs'kd Fks! eSa ldrs esa vk x;kA eSaus Lo;a dks xkyhnh fd eSa yksxksa dh os'kHkw"kk ls mudk vuqeku yxkus yxk gwaA dels de DyoZQ dks rks naHk ls nwj jguk pkfg,A

eSaus fpu iQaxfN dks fjlhoj fn;kA mUgksaus fjlhoj ysdj xaHkhjexj lkaRouk nsus osQ Loj esa dgk] ¶fpark u djsa] dkWejsM iQkaxAvkidks dkj fdrus cts pkfg,\¸ mUgksaus viuh tsc ls ckWy isufudkyk] eSaus mUgsa dkxt fn;kA fy[krs gq, og iQkax dh ckr nqgjkjgs FksA

¶vkidks nl cts dkj pkfg,] Bhd gSA vkidk irk D;k gS\fpupvks jksM] lsD'ku&5] uacj&8] Bhd gSA vkidk iwjk uke D;kgqvk\ iQkax okuNaxA vPNkA vki nl cts dkj dk bartkj djsaA dkjle; ij ogka igqap tk,xhA rdYyqiQ er dhft, vkSj fdlh lsbldh ppkZ u dhft,A vkSj dksbZ ckr gks rks crk,aA eSa dkSu gwa] bllsiQoZQ ugha iM+rkA eSa vkiosQ dke vk lowQa] ;gh dkiQh gSA gka] ,dckr vkSjA cw<+s O;fDr dh e`R;q ls vf/d nq[kh ugha gksuk pkfg,Avki ijs'kku u gksaA vki viuk [;ky j[ksa vkSj oqQN fnu vkjkedjsa---¸

fpu iQkaxfN us ck,a gkFk ls fjlhoj mBkdj fiQj nwljk uacj

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?kqek;k] ¶jklk;fud e'khujh ejEer osQUnz\ vki dkSu gSa\ ykvks rw\eSa dkSu cksy jgk gwa\ gk! gk! gka] u, in ij vHkh&vHkh vk;k gwaAeq>s vkuk gh Fkk] nwljk dksbZ mik; ugha FkkA rqe lcksa dks vkSjdkj[kkus dks eSa NksM+uk ugha pkgrk FkkA HkbZ] ,d t:jr vk iM+h gS]eq>s viuh xkM+h dh t:jr gSA D;k fey losQxh\ fey tk,xh\cgqr vPNkA Mªkboj ';kvks lqu ls dg nsa fd mls fpupvks jksM]lsD'ku&5] uacj&8 irs ij nl cts igqapuk gSA ogka iQkax okuNaxuked O;fDr feysxkA /U;okn] cgqr&cgqr /U;oknA esjh fdlhenn dh t:jr gks rks ,d iQksu dj nsukA¸

fjlhoj j[kus osQ ckn mUgksaus iyVdj eq>ls iwNk] ¶;gka gekjsikl fdrus VsyhiQksu gSa\¸

eSaus dgk] ¶;g ,d NksVk dkj[kkuk gSA ;gka osQoy rhuVsyhiQksu gSaA ,d rks ;g gS] ,d mRikn foHkkx esa gS vkSj ,dfjlsI'ku ijA¸

og oqQlhZ [khapdj cSB x, vkSj viuh tsc ls flxjsV dkiSosQV fudkydj esjh rjiQ c<+k;kA mUgksaus viuh flxjsV tykbZAmUgksaus eq>s FkksM+h nsj rd ns[kk] mudh mHkjh vka[kas galh ls pedjgh FkhaA mUgksaus dgk] ¶'kk;n iwNus dh t:jr ugha gS\ vki vo';gh dkWejsM osb gSa] ;gka dh lkjh phtksa osQ izHkkjh DyoZQ] gSa u!¸

eSaus /hes Loj esa dgk] ¶esjk uke osb fp';kax gSA eq>s esjh;ksX;rk ls cM+k dke lkSai fn;k x;k gSA vkidks blh ifjfLFkfr esadke pykuk gksxkA¸ esjs Loj ls Li"V Fkk fd DyoZQ gksus dh eq>s[kq'kh ugha gSA

funs'kd fpu us uez Loj esa dgk] ¶eSa vHkh&vHkh vk;k gwa vkSj;gka osQ ekgkSy ls ifjfpr ugha gwaA eq>s ges'kk vkidh enn dht:jr iM+sxhA¸

eSaus gkFk >Vddj dgk] ¶eSa bl fn'kk esa ugha lksp jgk FkkA¸

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funs'kd fpu esjs tokc ls vizlUu fn[ksA mUgksaus xaHkhjrk lsviuh ckr ij tksj nsdj dgk] ¶bZekunkjh dh ckr ;g gS fd turkdk;ZdrkZvksa dks fl[kkrh gS vkSj DyoZQ funs'kd osQ izf'k{kd gksrs gSaAtc Hkh dksbZ lHkk gksrh gS ;k dksbZ fjiksVZ Hkstuh gksrh gS rks funs'kdvius DyoZQ ij fuHkZj djrk gSA ;fn DyoZQ izfrHkk'kkyh gks rksfuns'kd l{ke yxrk gS] fdUrq ;fn DyoZQ vPNk u gks rks funs'kdls dksbZ mEehn ugha gksrhA lkjs ljdkjh nLrkost igys vkiosQ gkFkesa vkrs gSa] fiQj mUgsa fofHkUu izHkkjh eSustjksa dks nsus dk dke vkidkgksrk gSA lpeqp] vki funs'kd osQ fujh{kd gSaA funs'kd etnwjksa dkslaHkkyrk gS rks DyoZQ funs'kd dks laHkkyrk gSA¸

mudh ckr lqudj eSa fLFkj ugha jg ldkA igys rks eq>s vk'kkca/h] ij u tkus D;ksa ckn esa ijs'kkuh&lh eglwl gqbZ vkSj esjk psgjkyky gks x;kA eSa fuf'pr ugha dj ik jgk Fkk fd esjh [kq'kken djjgs gSa ;k eq> ij O;aX; dl jgs gSaA dkj[kkus esa esjh gSfl;r clbruh gS fd ftl dke dk eq>s izf'k{k.k ugha feyk] eSa og dke djjgk gwaA eSa u, funs'kd dh ckr ls gDdk&cDdk jg x;kA vHkh HkheSa ugha dg ldrk fd muosQ ckjs esa esjs D;k fopkj gSa\ cl brukyxk fd dke djus okys O;fDr gSaA

nksigj esa firk dk vafre laLdkj dj fcuk diM+s cnys iQkaxokuNax lh/s dkj[kkus vk, vkSj u, funs'kd ls feyuk pkgkAfuns'kd fpu lfpo Y;w osQ lkFk ooZQ'kki esa dke dh fLFkfr ns[kusx, FksA tc etnwjksa us eq>s iQkax osQ lkFk funs'kd dh [kkst esa tkrsns[kk rks ftKklk esa mUgksaus gesa ?ksj fy;kA

funs'kd dks ns[krs gh iQkax iqjkuh F;sufpu 'kSyh esa muosQdneksa ij ysV x;k] og iQ'kZ ij viuk flj iVddj mUgsa iz.kkedjus yxkA ;g pkSadkus okyh ckr Fkh fd ifjokj osQ ,d cw<+s dhe`R;q osQ ckn ;g iqjkuh izFkk gekjs dkj[kkus esa vk xbZ FkhA eSaus iQkaxls bldh dYiuk Hkh ugha dh FkhA funs'kd fpu Hkh ugha le> ik,A

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?kcjkgV esa mUgksaus [kM+s gksus esa mudh enn dh] ¶dkejsM iQkax! ;gvki D;k dj jgs gSa\¸

iQkax ÑrKrk ls vfHkHkwr FksA ij funs'kd dh Hkkoqdrk ns[kdjog gdykrs gq, bruk gh cksy ik,] ¶funs'kd fpu] vkidks/U;okn! ;fn vkius esjs ?kj xkM+h ugha Hksth gksrh rks esjs firk dhyk'k u tkus fdrus fnuksa rd iM+h jgrhA vc rd rks yk'k ls cncwHkh vkus yxh gksrhA esjs LoxhZ; firk vo'; gh vkidks /U;okn nsjgs gksaxs! /U;okn---¸

funs'kd fpu us iQkax dk oaQ/k FkiFkikdj lkaRouk nsuh pkgh]ij ukVs funs'kd dk gkFk laHkor % yacs etnwj osQ da/s rd ughaigqap ikrk] blfy, iQkax dk gkFk Fkkedj mUgksaus xaHkhjrk ls dgk]¶cgqr gqvkA vktdy ftlosQ ikl laioZQ gS] og mldk iQk;nkmBkrk gS vkSj ftlosQ ikl in gS] og mldk bLrseky djrk gSA ijmu etnwjksa dk D;k gksxk] ftudk dksbZ laioZQ ;k izHkko ugha gS\'kk;n ;gh dkj.k gS fd ,d rks etnwjksa vkSj usrkvksa osQ chp fojks/cuk gqvk gS vkSj nwljs] etnwj 1958 osQ igys dh rjg dke ughadj jgs gSaA ge f'kdk;r djrs gSa fd os vkReosQafnzr gks x, gSa vkSjosQoy vius fgrksa osQ ckjs esa lksprs gSaA ij eq>s yxrk gS fd tcmuosQ lkeus dksbZ eqlhcr vkrh gS rks dksbZ mudh ijokg ugha djrkA,sls esa ;fn os viuh ns[kHkky ugha djsaxs rks dkSu djsxk\¸

funs'kd fpu dh lkiQxksbZ ls eq>s vk'p;Z gqvkA og vHkh&vHkhvk, Fks vkSj vius iqjkus nksLrksa dh rjg etnwjksa ls lkiQ&lkiQ ckrdj jgs FksA mudh ckrphr esa etnwjksa dk xqLlk Hkh izdV gks jgk FkkA

fuLlansg] funs'kd dh ;s ckrsa etnwjksa osQ fny esa ,dne tkcSBhaA etnwjksa dh iz'kalkHkjh utjksa o iqQliQqlkgV ls eSa ;g dgldrk Fkk fd funs'kd fpu us viuh Li"Vokfnrk ls etnwjksa ijfdlh cM+h lHkk esa vkSipkfjd :i ls ^'kiFk&xzg.k* djus okyhHkk"kk dh vis{kk dgha vf/d izHkko Mkyk FkkA

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etnwjksa us xeZtks'kh ls u, funs'kd dk Lokxr fd;k] ;gns[kdj lfpo csgn [kq'k FksA mUgksaus funs'kd ls dgk] ¶vki Lo;ans[ksa] ;gka osQ etnwj fdrus vPNs gSaA os lc vkidk Lokxr dj jgsgSaA¸

funs'kd fpu c<+dj iQkax osQ ikl x, vkSj lqcg iQksu ijmuls dgh ckr dks fiQj ls nksgjk;k] ¶okuNax] dksbZ Hkh ejus osQ cknugha ykSVrkA vki Hkh ijs'kku u gksaA oqQN fnu vkjke djsa vkSj vafrelaLdkj osQ lkjs dk;Z fuiVk,aA viuk [;ky vo'; j[ksaA¸

iQkax okuNax us 'kjekrs gq, dgk] ¶ugha!¸ og bruk izHkkfor Fksfd viuh ckr ugha dg ik jgs FksA ¶eSa vkjke ugha djuk pkgrkAeSa ;gka dke djus vk;k gwaA¸ bruk dgdj og diM+s cnyus pysx,A funs'kd fpu osQ dgus ij Hkh mUgksaus vkjke ugha fd;k vkSjt:jr ls T;knk le; ugha fy;kA ifjokj osQ lnL; dh e`R;q ijfeyus okyh rhu fnuksa dh Nq êðh esa mUgksaus osQoy Ms<+ fnuksa dh Nq êðhyhA

lfpo Y;w funs'kd fpu dks nwljh ooZQ'kkWi esa ys x,A eSa viusdk;kZy; dh rjiQ tkus osQ fy, eqM+k] rHkh HkhM+ osQ ihNs [kM+smifuns'kd Yoks ij esjh utj iM+hA og flxjsV ihrs gq, Y;w vkSjfpu dks tkrs ns[k jgs FksA muosQ psgjs osQ lkjs nkx lkiQ&lkiQ fn[kkbZns jgs FksA muosQ psgjs osQ nkx muosQ ewM osQ cSjksehVj gSaA tc og[kq'k gksrs gSa rks nkx fn[kkbZ ugha iM+rs] ij fp<+s ;k ukjkt gksrs gSa rkspsgjs osQ yky gksus ij lkjs nkx liQsn gks tkrs gSaA

og iQkax osQ ikl x, vkSj galrs gq, cksys] ¶iQkax okuNax] eSalksp Hkh ugha ldrk Fkk fd rqEgkjs tSls etcwr vkneh dh Vkaxsa bruhdetksj gksaxhA fdlh us rqEgsa dkj fnyok nh vkSj rqe ?kqVuksa osQ cycSB x,A¸

iQkax okuNax us gdykrs gq, iwNk] ¶mifuns'kd Yoks] vkiD;k---\¸

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Yoks dk LoHkko oqQÙks tSlk gSA og fcuk fdlh psrkouh osQHkkSadus yxrs gSa vkSj fcuk fdlh dkj.k osQ dkV [kkrs gSaA eSaus mUgsau ns[kus dk cgkuk fd;k vkSj flj >qdk, vius dk;kZy; dh rjiQc<+kA fiQj Hkh] og ihNs ls nkSMs+ vk, vkSj esjs lkFk pyus yxsA

¶ykvks osb] vius u, ckWl lpeqp yksxksa dk fny thruk tkursgSaA¸

eSaus dksbZ tokc ugha fn;kA tc funs'kd lhax fHkM+krs gSa] eSa chpesa ugha iM+rkA eSa fdlh osQ Hkh lkFk ugha jgrkA fiQj Hkh eSa vuqekudj ldrk gwa fd viuk NksVk jklk;fud dkj[kkuk 'kh?kz gh >xM+s dkvîók cuus okyk gSA

23 ekpZ] 1979

¶funs'kd fpu us dke laHkkyus osQ lkFk ,d t:jrean etnwjdks nwljh bdkbZ ls dkj eaxok dj nhA¸ ;g lekpkj dkj[kkus esarsth ls iQSy x;kA gj ckj nwljs dks dgus osQ lkFk blesa oqQN tqM+rkx;kµ ;gka osQ yksx vklkuh ls larq"V gksrs gSa vkSj vklkuh ls HkM+dtkrs gSaA

2 viSzy 1979

vkt eSa funs'kd fpu osQ lkFk daiuh fjiksVZ is'k djus x;kAthi esa cSB ge nksuksa esa dkiQh nsj rd dksbZ ckr ugha gqbZA vpkudmUgksaus eq>ls ,d vizR;kf'kr loky iwNk] ¶oqQÙkk Hkh viuh xyh esa'ksj gksrk gSµ ;g iafDr fdl vkWisjk dh gS\¸

¶'kkP;kikax]¸ eSaus dgkA

ge nksuksa fiQj ls pqi gks x,] ij eSaus bl loky dk erycvPNh rjg le>kA

thi ls mrjdj daiuh osQ dk;kZy; esa tkrs le; funs'kd fpuus eq>ls dgk] ¶ge viuh fjiksVZ lcls igys is'k djsaxsA ehfVax osQ

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vkjaHk esa gj vkneh Hknzrk ls is'k vkrk gSA lHkh cM+s vf/dkjh dkefucVkus dh tYnh esa ugha jgrs] vkjaHk esa os nwljksa dh ckrsa Hkh è;kuls lqurs gSaA gekjs dkj[kkus tSls NksVs dkj[kkus dh fjiksVZ vU;Fkk chpesa nc tk,xhA ehfVax vkjaHk gksrh gS rks lHkh vf/dkjh è;ku lslqurs gSaA ckn esa cw<+s vf/dkjh Fkd tkus ij flxjsV o pk; ihusyxrs gSa ;k VkW;ysV tkrs gSa] blfy, fjiksVZ ij dksbZ è;ku ugha nsrkA¸

mudh ckr lgh Fkh] ij eSa muosQ ckjs esa FkksM+k fpafrr FkkA vHkhdkj[kkus esa vk, mUgsa ,d eghuk Hkh ugha gqvk FkkA Hkyk og D;kfjiksVZ is'k djsaxs\

oaQiuh us lHkh funs'kdksa dks bl ehfVax osQ fy, cqyk;k FkkAlfpo Y;w dks vk'kadk Fkh fd funs'kd fpu dks dkj[kkuk vk, vHkhvf/d le; ugha gqvk vkSj os lkjh ifjfLFkfr ls ifjfpr ugha gSaAvius lgt LoHkko osQ vuqlkj mUgksaus lykg Hkh nh fd mifuns'kdYoks dks Hkstk tk,A eq>s ekywe Fkk fd Yoks bl ehfVax esa tkus osQfy, mRlqd Hkh FksA ij funs'kd fpu us galdj dgk] ¶esjs tkus lsHkh ogh ckr gksxhA¸ eq>s ugha ekywe fd og Yoks feax dks bl ekSosQls oafpr djuk pkgrs Fks ;k vius u, in osQ dkj.k bl ekSosQ dksLo;a [kksuk ugha pkgrs FksA vo'; gh ;g mudh cM+h lw{e pky FkhA

ehfVax vkjaHk gksus ij cksyus okys og igys O;fDr FksA mUgksausfjiksVZ vPNh rjg is'k dhA mUgksaus crk;k fd oSQls iQkax okuNax usrhu fnuksa dh Nq êðh esa ls osQoy Ms<+ fnuksa dh Nq êðh yhA mUgksausetnwjksa dh iz'kalk dh] vius ckjs esa oqQN Hkh ugha crk;kA mUgksaususrkvksa dks ;g fo'okl fnyk fn;k fd og fcYoqQy leFkZ gSaA cknesa daiuh osQ vf/dkfj;ksa us gekjs dkj[kkus dh iz'kalk dh vkSj ;ggekjs dkj[kkus tSlh NksVh bdkbZ osQ fy, ,d cM+h ckr Fkh!

eq>s iwjk fo'okl gks x;k fd funs'kd fpu mrus lk/kj.k ughagSaA nwljh fjiksVZ vkus osQ lkFk mUgksaus eq>ls /hjs ls dgk] ¶ykvks osb]eSa FkksM+h nsj osQ fy, ckgj tk jgk gwaA vki vPNh rjg fVIi.kh ysaxs

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vkSj nwljs dkj[kkus osQ vuqHkoksa vkSj daiuh osQ vf/dkfj;ksa osQlq>koksa dks è;ku ls lqusaxsA¸ blosQ ckn og yxHkx fefVax lekIrgksus osQ le; ykSVsA ;g vk'p;Z dh ckr FkhA

25 vizSy] 1979

,d osQ ckn nwljh vk'p;Ztud ?kVuk,a gksrh gSaA bu fnuksamifuns'kd Yoks osQ psgjs osQ nkx ugha fn[k jgs gSaA vf/dkj tekusdh izfr}af}rk bruh tYnh oSQls lekIr gks xbZ\ Yoks feax vklkuh lsgkj ekuus okys O;fDr ugha gSaA D;k mUgksaus funs'kd fpu ls gkj ekuyh\ ij ;g laHko ugha gSA

vkt nksigj esa tc eSa Hkkstuky; osQ dk;kZy; ykSVk rks funs'kdfpu esjs dejs esa fdlh ls iQksu ij ckr dj jgs FksA mifuns'kdpkiywlh dh eqnzk esa [kM+s FksA ¶---mldk uke Yoks fpaxÕoh gSA gka]Yoks---ÕohA og esjh fj'rsnkj gSA ugha] vki ;g dg ldrs gSa ;kugha\ ;g dke gks tkuk pkfg,A vki bl lIrkg osQ var rd eq>scrk nsaA Bhd gS---vPNh ckr gS---fuf'pr gSA¸

lc oqQN Li"V gks x;kA funs'kd fpu ges'kk ,sls gh nwljksa dkfny thrsa] blls eSa lger ugha gks ldrkA ij eSa mudh pkykdh dhiz'kalk fd, fcuk ugha jg ldrkA Yoks feax tSls lgk;d osQ lkFkdke djuk vklku ugha gS] og bl dkj[kkus osQ vanj&ckgj lsifjfpr gSa vkSj mudk leFkZu djus okys yksx Hkh gSaA ;fn funs'kdfpu Yoks feax dks laHkky ysrs gSa rks mudh fLFkfr etcwr gks tk,xhAeSaus ugha lkspk Fkk fd og ,slk oqQN Hkh dj ldrs gSaA rHkh rks oqQNetnwj mudh ihB ihNs dgrs gSa fd og cM+s ^/wrZ* gSa!

10 ebZ] 1979

funs'kd fpu osQ lkFk eSa C;wjks dh ehfVax esa x;k FkkA FkksM+h nsjcSBus osQ ckn mUgksaus /hjs ls dgk] ¶ykvks osb] fVIi.kh vPNh rjgysaA eSa ,d feuV osQ fy, ckgj tk jgk gwaA¸ daiuh dh ehfVax gks

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;k C;wjks dh] og ges'kk ,sls gh djrs gSaA vkf[kj ckgj tkdj ogdjrs D;k gSa\

FkksM+h nsj izrh{kk djus osQ ckn eSa Hkh ckgj fudykA eaSus lkspkfd tjk mUgsa ns[kwaA jklk;fud C;wjks Hkou osQ vusd dejksa osQ njoktsxehZ iM+us osQ dkj.k [kqys gq, FksA funs'kd fpu gj eafty ij tkdjyksxksa ls fey jgs FksA igyh ls pkSFkh eafty rd og gj dejs esax,] gj txg mudk O;ogkj ,slk Fkk tSls iqjkus nksLr ls fey jgsgksaA mUgksaus gj lsD'ku osQ iz/ku vkSj dk;ZdrkZ dk vfHkoknu fd;kvkSj muls galdj ckr dhA og gj txg viuh tsc esa egaxhflxjsV ysdj x, vkSj cM+h mnkjrk ls ihus okys dks nhaA dHkh&dHkhnwljksa dk di mBkdj iqjkus nksLr dh rjg mlh di ls pk; ih yhAosQoy ogha flxjsV ugha ckaV jgs Fks] nwljs Hkh mUgsa flxjsV fiyk jgsFksA ij og lHkh lsD'ku osQ yksxksa ls vPNh rjg ifjfpr tku iM+sAmUgksaus dHkh muls xaHkhj ckrs dha vkSj dHkh galh&etkd fd;kA FkksM+sgh le; esa dbZ ?kaVs chr x,A

gekjh NksVh bdkbZ jklk;fud C;wjks dh utj esa 'kk;n cgqrNksVh vkSj egRoghu FkhA bl lk/kj.k dkj[kkus dk funs'kd C;wjks esagalh&etkd djrs gq, ?kwe ldrk gS vkSj vius ls cM+s dk;ZdrkZvksals Hkh ckrsa dj ldrk gSµ ;g mYys[kuh; ckr gSA bl lanHkZ esa eSausmUgsa lk/kj.k le>kA

ehfVax osQ ckn dkj[kkus ykSVrs le; eaSus funs'kd fpu ls iwNk]¶eSaus lquk gS fd daiuh vkSj C;wjks esa vkiosQ nksLr gSaA D;k ;g lghgS\¸

mUgksaus esjh rjiQ ns[kdj galrs gq, dgk] ¶D;k vkius vktlcksa dks ugha ns[kk\¸

eSa viuk vleatl ugha fNik ldkA

mUgksaus [kqydj dgk] ¶ykvks osb] FkksM+s le; esa eSa ftruk tkuik;k gwa] vki ,d cM+s vPNs DyoZQ gSaA tc vki fy[krs gSa rks rst

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vkSj lqanj fy[krs gSaA fnuHkj vki esgur ls dke djrs gSa] fdlh Hkhfuns'kd ls dgha T;knk O;Lr jgrs gSaA ij vki ,d lhek rdfdrkch dhM+s gSa vkSj phtksa dks lh/s :i esa ns[krs gSaA eaSus rks ;ghlh[kk gSA iawthoknh lekt esa iSls ls gj dke gks ldrk gSA vius ns'kesa lkjk dke laioZQ ls gksrk gSA ;g fLFkfr vxys pkj&ikap o"kksZa esaugha cnyus tk jgh gSA gekjk dkj[kkuk NksVk gS vkSj ogka NksVsdk;ZdrkZ gSaA gekjh izfr"Bk vkSj igqap ugha gSA ;fn ge vius laidksZadk iQk;nk ugha mBk,axs] ;fn Mksj viuh rjiQ ugha [khapsaxs rks gedHkh vkxs ugha c<+ ik,axsA¸

Hk;adj n`f"Vdks.k! eSa ugha crk ldrk fd eSa muls ?k`.kk djrkgwa ;k mudk lEeku djrk gwaA

12 ebZ] 1979

mifuns'kd osQ galrs psgjs ls lkjs nkx yxHkx xk;c gks x,AmUgksaus [kq'k gksdj eq>s crk;k] ¶ykvks osb] vki esjh ,d enn djnsaA D;k vki vkt jkr funs'kd fpu dks vius lkFk esjs ?kj [kkus ijys vk,axs\ eq>s Mj gS fd og ugha vk,axs] blfy, vkils dg jgkgwaA¸

eSaus eu gh eu lkspk] ¶vki cM+s {kqnz vkneh gSaA csVh dhukSdjh osQ cnys vki mUgsa [kkuk f[kykuk pkgrs gSaA¸ fiQj ;glkspdj fd Yoks feax igys ,d vizf'kf{kr iEi etnwj Fks] ckn esala;ksx ls ikVhZ esa vk x, vkSj /hjs&/hjs mUufr dj mifuns'kd cux,A ,sls vkneh ls vkSj mEehn Hkh D;k dh tk ldrh gS\ fiQj HkheSa muosQ ?kj [kkus ij ugha tkuk pkgrk FkkA

igys tc Hkh ,slk dksbZ vupkgk fuea=k.k feyk] eSaus ges'kk iRuhvkSj cPps osQ cgkus mls Vky fn;kA dHkh dgrk fd iRuh chekj gSrks dHkh dgrk fd cPps dks cq[kkj gSA fdlh u fdlh cgkus eSa ihNkNqM+k ysrk FkkA eSaus vkt Hkh ,d cgkuk cuk;k] ¶esjs cPps dks

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fueksfu;k gks x;k gSA eq>s lh/s ?kj ykSVdj mls vLirky ys tkukgSA¸

Yoks us dBksj utjksa ls ns[krs gq, dgk] ¶eSa tkurk gwa] ;g esjhxqLrk[kh gS fd ,d lk/kj.k mifuns'kd gksdj ,d egRoiw.kZ DyoZQdks vius ?kj vkus osQ fy, dg jgk gwaA fiQj vki ,slk djsaA vkifuns'kd fpu osQ lkFk igys esjs ?kj vk,a vkSj fiQj vkidh tks ethZgks djsaA¸

dksbZ pkjk u FkkA Yoks pys x, vkSj eSa Lo;a dks xkyh nsus osQflok oqQN u dj ldk] ¶;fn esjs csVs us DyoZQ cuus dk iQSlykfd;k rks eSa mldh maxfy;ka dkV nwaxk!¸

dke [kRe gksus osQ igys mifuns'kd Yoks dh rjiQ ls eSafuns'kd fpu dks fueaf=kr djus x;kA mUgksaus [kq'kh&[kq'kh fuea=k.kLohdkj fd;k vkSj eq>s Hkh vius lkFk pyus osQ fy, dgkA eSaus fiQjogh cgkuk cuk;kA funs'kd fpu dh vka[ksa floqQM+dj NksVh gks xb±AmUgksaus galrs gq, dgk] ¶ykvks osb] vkidks >wB cksyuk Hkh ughavkrkA vc ls vki lp gh cksyk djsaA vkidk psgjk lp ;k >wBcrk nsrk gSA¸

eSaus >wB cksyk] ¶funs'kd fpu] eSa lp dg jgk gwaA¸

mUgksaus Bgkdk yxk;k] ¶vki ges'kk ,d gh cgkuk cukrs gSa]mls dHkh ugha cnyrsA tjk nwljksa dh ckrsa Hkh lquk djsaA dkj[kkusosQ lkjs yksx tkurs gSa fd ykvks osb ges'kk ,d gh cgkuk cukrs gSaAdksbZ Hkh ckr gks] ;fn vki ugha tkuk pkgrs rks vki dgrs gSa fdiRuh ;k cPpk chekj gSA vkiosQ tSlk rst vkneh vkSj Hkh dksbZcgkuk cuk ldrk gSA vki ges'kk vius ?kj osQ lnL;ksa ij ,slhfoifÙk D;ksa ykrs gSa\¸

eSa >sairs gq, galk vkSj eSaus vlgefr esa viuk flj fgyk;kA

mUgksaus esjk da/k FkiFkik;kA ¶brus fl¼karoknh u cusaA mifuns'kd

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osQ fuea=k.k dks Bqdjkdj vki oqQN gkfly ugha dj ysaxsA ge ml'kjkc dh ,d cawn rd ugha Nq,axs] ftldh dher nks Õoku ls uhpsgksA ge nksuksa lkFk pysaxs] Bhd gS! muosQ ?kj tkdj vkidks oqQN ughacksyuk gSA osQoy flj >qdkdj [kkuk [kk ysaxs vkiA vki eqÝr esafeys Hkkstu dks ugha Bqdjk ldrsA¸

vkf[kjdkj eSa ugha x;k] ij eSa Yoks feax osQ fuea=k.k dk eryctkurk gwaA mudh csVh us vkt gh ls jkT; lapkfyr uacj&10 jsfM;ksdkj[kkus esa dke vkjaHk fd;k gSA funs'kd fpu fuf'pr gh viukdke cuk ldrs gSa] mUgksaus cM+h vklkuh ls Yoks feax tSls vkneh dksikyrw cuk fy;kA

tc ikVhZ mRlkg] vuq'kklu vkSj dkuwu ls dke ugha curk rksog O;fDrxr midkj vkSj oiQknkjh djrs gSaA eSa ugha tkurk D;ksa] ijfuns'kd fpu esjs fy, vknj.kh; ugha gq,A igyh eqykdkr esa cuhmudh lknxh vkSj lân;rk dh esjh /kj.kk ckn dh ?kVukvksa ls/hjs&/hjs feV xbZA

(twu ls flrEcj 1979 rd dh Mk;jh dkV nh xbZ gSA)

1 vDVwcj] 1979

ofj"B vf/dkjh vius ekrgrksa osQ vkn'kZ gksrs gSaA ;fn usrkvkSj dk;ZdrkZ dk laca/ tfVy gks rks lekt esa Hkh mlh osQ vuqlkjtfVyrk iSnk gksrh gSA vkSj] ;g tfVyrk yksxksa dh jktuhfr vkSjlksp esa izdV gksrh gSA

Yoks feax vkSj funs'kd fpu vktdy nksLrksa tSlk O;ogkj djrsgSa] ij lfpo Y;w vkSj] funs'kd fpu osQ laca/ksa esa ruko vk x;kgSA ikVhZ 'kk[kk dh ehfVax esa vkt cksul osQ loky ij lfpo vkSjfuns'kd dk ijLij fojks/ lkeus vk x;kA

ofj"B vf/dkfj;ksa us flrEcj esa ,d nLrkost Hkstk FkkA mlosQvuqlkj dkj[kkus osQ equkiQs ls etnwjksa dks cksul nsus dh vuqefr nh

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xbZ FkhA gekjk dkj[kkuk miyC/ lkefxz;ksa dk iz;ksx djrk gS vkSjvf/dka'k dPph lkexzh vU; dkj[kkuksa dh vof'k"V lkexzh gksrhgSA gekjk [kpZ de gS] ij ge vPNk equkiQk dekrs gSaA ftruk NksVkdkj[kkuk gks] mrus de etnwj gksrs gSa vkSj mUgsa cksul nsuk vklkugksrk gSA flrEcj eghus dk fglkc djus ij ik;k x;k fd gj etnwjdks 50 Õoku cksul esa fn;s tk ldrs gSaA dk;kZy; esa dke djusokyksa rd dks 40 Õoku ls vf/d fey ldrs FksA vf/dka'k etnwjksaosQ ekfld osru osQ cjkcj ;g jde FkhA

'kkurqax izkar osQ lh/s vkSj bZekunkj lfpo Y;w vkadM+s lqudjnax jg x,A gkykafd mudh vkfFkZd fLFkfr dkj[kkus osQ dk;ZdrkZvksals Hkh uhph FkhA ij mUgksaus vkifÙk izdV dhA ¶;g Lohdk;Z ugha gSAcksul osQ :i esa nsus osQ fy, ;g jkf'k cgqr vf/d gSA¸

yksxksa osQ psgjs ls eSaus vuqeku yxk;k fd os lfpo Y;w dh jk;ls lger ugha gSaA

¶;g vf/d D;ksa gS\¸ iSls esa dksbZ cqjkbZ ugha gSA vf/d nsukiki ugha gSA 40&50 Õoku vfrfjDr ikdj dkSu [kq'k ugha gksxk\ ijikVhZ desVh osQ fdlh Hkh lnL; us lgefr ;k vlgefr esa eqag ugha[kksykA os funs'kd vkSj lfpo dks ns[krs jgs vkSj iQSlys dh izrh{kkesa cSBs jgsA vf/d iSls ikdj fuf'pr gh mUgsa [kq'kh gksrh] exjmuesa ls dksbZ ;g dguk ugha pkgrk FkkA

funs'kd fpu us Yoks feax ls iwNk] ¶ykvks Yoks] vkidh D;kjk; gS\¸

mifuns'kd Yoks us Li"V Loj esa dgk] ¶gesa funsZ'k osQ vuqlkjcksul ckaVuk pkfg,A¸

lfpo Y;w us dgk] ¶;g nLrkost lHkh m|eksa dks è;ku esaj[kdj cuk;k x;k FkkA gekjs dkj[kkus dh fo'ks"k fLFkfr gSA gesanLrkost dh vLi"Vrk dk iQk;nk ugha mBkuk pkfg,A ;fnvf/dkfj;ksa dks irk pyk fd ge bruh cM+h jkf'k ckaVus tk jgs gSa

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rks leL;k iSnk gks ldrh gSA¸

¶;fn ge cksul esa ;s iSlsugha ckaVsaxs rks fiQj budk D;k djsaxs\D;k bUgsa vf/dkfj;ksa dks ns nsa\¸Yoks us izfrdkj fd;kA

lfpo Y;w us dgk] ¶ge bUgsacSad esa j[ksaxsA lcosQ fgr esa bUgsaHkfo"; esa [kpZ djsaxsA¸

funs'kd fpu [kkeks'k cSBs flxjsVih jgs FksA mudh jk; dk dksbZ Hkhvuqeku ugha yxk ldrk FkkA oglaidks± ls dke djus okys O;fDr FksvkSj i{k&foi{k dks vkadus esa fuiq.kFksA og etnwjksa dks gj eghus oqQNÕoku nsus dk tksf[ke ugha mBk ldrsFksA daiuh vkSj C;wjks osQ usrkvksa vkSjmuosQ laca/ksa ij bldk izfrowQyizHkko iM+k rks og D;k djsaxs\ D;kjkT; osQ fgr osQ f[kykiQ ugha gksxk\ D;k blls jkT; vkSj etnwjksaosQ laca/ksa esa dksbZ iQoZQ ugha iM+sxk\ mUgsa D;k djuk pkfg,\ ;gLi"V FkkA og bl NksVh leL;k osQ fy, dksbZ cM+k nkao ugha pysaxsA[kkldj tc ikVhZ lfpo us viuh Li"V jk; j[k nh gS] og bldk[kqyk fojks/ ugha djsaxsA lcosQ lkFk eSaus Hkh ;gh vuqeku fd;k fdfuns'kd fpu cksul dh LohÑfr ugha nsaxsA

funs'kd fpu us tc cksyuk vkjaHk fd;k rks mudh igyh iafDresjh mEehn osQ vuqlkj FkhA mUgksaus dgk] ¶ykvks Y;w Bhd dg jgsgSaA cksul oqQN vf/d t:j gS---¸

mifuns'kd Yoks dk psgjk yky gks x;k] ¶vki---D;k---¸

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funs'kd fpu us mudh rjiQ eqM+dj gkFk ls b'kkjk fd;kA fuf'prgh ehfVax ls igys mUgksaus bl laca/ esa ckr dh gksxhA Yoks feax dksigys gh lger dj ysus osQ ckn D;k og orZeku fLFkfr dk iQk;nkmBkus osQ fy, viuh jk; cny ldrs Fks\ 'kk;n mUgksaus lfpo Y;wdh jk; tkuus osQ fy, Yoks feax dk fyVel i=k dh rjg iz;ksxfd;k FkkA

funs'kd fpu us vkxs dgk] ¶ge iwohZ jklk;fud dkj[kkus osQusrk gSaaA gesa lcls igys vius dkj[kkus dh fpark djuh pkfg,A gesaiwohZ jklk;fud dkj[kkus osQ etnwjksa dh fpark djuh pkfg,A ;fngeus mUgsa ukjkt fd;k rks cgqr cqjk gksxkA vf/dkfj;ksa osQ funsZ'kigys gh etnwjksa dks crk fn, x, gSaA ;fn geus funsZ'kksa osQ vuqlkjcksul ugha fn;k rks ge etnwjksa ls fd;k oknk rksM+saxsA etnwj gesafliQZ xkfy;ka gh ugha nsaxs] vxj os vlarq"V gks x, rks bldk cqjkvlj mRiknu ij Hkh iM+sxkA blfy, eSa iwjk cksul 50 Õoku nsus dhfliQkfj'k djrk gwaA ;fn daiuh us dksbZ vkifÙk dh rks ge crk,axsfd geus vf/dkfj;ksa osQ funZs'k osQ vuqlkj dk;Z fd;k gSA ;fn nwljsdkj[kkuksa us dqN iwNk rks ge mfpr tokc ns ldrs gSa] ^geus dM+hesgur dh gS] blfy, mldk ykHk rks feysxk ghA geus jkT; dksvf/d equkiQk fn;k gS] blfy, LokHkkfod rkSj ij gekjk cksulvf/d gksxk ghA* vki yksxksa dh D;k jk; gS\¸

desVh osQ vf/dka'k lnL;ksa us funs'kd fpu ls lgefr izdVdh vkSj izLrko LohÑr gks x;kA lfpo Y;w dh Hkh ;gh jk; Fkh fdcksul dh bruh cM+h jkf'k mfpr ugha gS] ij viuh vkifÙk osQ fy,og dksbZ roZQ u ns losQA gkykafd funs'kd fpu dk izLrko cgqerls LohÑr gks x;k Fkk] ij ehfVax lekIr gksus ij lfpo Y;w usfuns'kd fpu ls #dus osQ fy, dgkA

dke lekIr gksus osQ ckn oaQiuh osQ fy, oqQN vkadM+s fy[kusFks] blfy, eSa Hkh #dk gqvk FkkA lfpo Y;w osQ dejs dk jks'kunku

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FkksM+k [kqyk gqvk Fkk_ muosQ dejs esa py jgh ckrphr dh vkokteq> rd vk jgh FkhA eSa lfpo Y;w osQ LoHkko osQ dkj.k fpafrr Fkk_og cM+s bZekunkj O;fDr gSaA muesa dksbZ nks"k ugha <+wa<+k tk ldrkAigys funs'kd o mifuns'kd osQ chp osQ ruko vkrk Fkk rks os bldhfpark fnuHkj djrs jgrs FksA HkwriwoZ funs'kd okax muds LoHkko dsvuqowQy Fks] blfy, nksuksa esa [kwc Nurh FkhA HkwriwoZ funs'kd okax Hkhvius vf/dkfj;ksa vkSj ekrgrksa nksuksa osQ izfr fl¼karoknh vkSjbZekunkj FksA mUgksaus dHkh fdlh dks /ks[kk nsus dh dksf'k'k ugha dh]ij og FkksM+s ladh.kZ fopkjksa osQ Fks vkSj cgqr tYnh ukjkt gks tkrsFksA lky iwjk gksus osQ igys gh mUgsa Yoks feax osQ dkj.k tkuk iM+kA

vc ;ksX; vkSj pkykd funs'kd fpu vk, gSaA mUgks ausvf/dkfj;ksa vkSj ekrgrksa ls vR;ar ?kfu"B laca/ dk;e dj j[kk gSA;gka rd fd Yoks feax dks Hkh vius i{k esa dj fy;kA funs'kd vkSjmifuns'kd nksuksa feydj vPNk dke dj jgs gSaA lfpo Y;w dks Hkhfpark ugha djuh pkfg,A og lpeqp bl ckr dks cgqr vf/degRo ns jgs gSaA HkwriwoZ funs'kd okax vkSj og nksuksa feydj Yoksfeax dk eqdkcyk ugha dj losQA bl ckj oSQls og vosQys funs'kdfpu vkSj Yoks feax ls fucV losQaxs\ ,d bZekunkj vkneh pkycktls yM+kbZ ugha thr ldrkA eSa muosQ fy, vkSj dkj[kkus osQ Hkfo";osQ izfr fpafrr gwaA

cxy osQ dejs esa lfpo Y;w dh vkokt mQaph gksrh tk jghFkh] ¶fdlh usrk dh lcls cM+h 'krZ leL;kvksa osQ izfr lgh fopkjdk gksuk gSA vkidks fdlh lewg dh lud dk f'kdkj ugha gksukpkfg,A vkidks lHkh i{kksa ij fopkj djuk pkfg,A yksxksa dks [kq'kdjus osQ fy, jkT; dh laifÙk gfFk;kuk rks vkSj Hkh vuqfpr gS!funs'kd fpu] gekjs ikl ,slh f'kdk;r ysdj vusd O;fDr vk, gSaAvkidks vkSj vf/d drZO;fu"B gksuk pkfg,A¸

fdlh ofj"B vf/dkjh osQ fy, ;g cM+k vkjksi FkkA eSaus rqjar

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vkadM+s ,d=k fd, vkSj cxy osQ dejs osQ ruko dks de djus osQfy, ogka igaqpkA

funs'kd fpu vkjke ls cSBs gq, FksA lkjh ckrsa lquus osQ ckn HkhmuosQ psgjs ij ijs'kkuh ugha FkhA mUgksaus eq>s ns[kdj galrs gq, dgk]¶ykvks osb] vki vPNs le; ij vk,A vki Hkh ;gka cSBsaA viuslfpo Y;w us eqf'dy dj nh gSA vk'p;Z ugha fd gekjs HkwriwoZlgdehZ muosQ lkFk dkj[kkus esa dke u dj losQA gekjs lfpo dh#fp etnwjksa dh enn djus ls vf/d blesa gS fd eSa etnwjksa osQgd osQ fy, jkT; dh laifÙk gfFk;k jgk gwa\ D;k eSa ofj"Bvf/dkfj;ksa osQ funsZ'kksa osQ vuqlkj dke ugha dj jgk gwa\¸

lfpo Y;w us gkFk fgykdj dgk] ¶tc iSls dh ckr vkrh gSrks vki ftruk vf/d ckaVsaxs] mruh de f'kdk;r vk,xhA ;fnmlesa FkksM+h dVkSrh dj nsa rks lkjs etnwj cM+cM+kus yxsaxsA usrk gksusosQ dkj.k gesa muosQ nwjxkeh dY;k.k dh ckr lkspuh pkfg,A gesaetnwjkas dks fl[kkuk gS] mUgsa jkg fn[kkuh gSA D;k nLrkost esa ;g ughafy[kk gS fd gesa equkiQs dk oqQN fgLlk lkewfgd fgr esa [kpZ djukpkfg,\¸

¶;fn vki mUgsa iwjs 50 Õoku ugha nsaxs rks os gesa xkfy;k nsaxsAvkSj fiQj ;fn vki oqQN dkV Hkh ysrs gSa rks vki ml jkf'k dk D;kmi;ksx djsaxs\¸

¶ladV dh ?kM+h osQ fy, j[ksaxsA gka] ;fn vxys eghus dksbZ ckrgqbZ ;k dksbZ fu;r dk;Z iwjk ugha gqvk rks ge cksul ns ldrs gSaA ;fngeus cSad esa i;kZIr iSls tek djok fy, rks ge etnwjksa osQ fy,vkokl dh O;oLFkk dj ldrs gSaA¸

¶Hkwy Hkh tk,a] lfpo Y;w! vkidks ekywe ugha fd vki D;keqlhcr eksy ys jgs gSaA¸

funs'kd fpu us eqM+dj eq>ls dgk] ¶vki DyoZQ gSa vkSjvkiosQ lkeus ;g Li"V gksuk pkfg,A ;fn vki le; ij vf/dkj

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dk iz;ksx ugha djrs rks og csdkj gks tk,xkA ;fn vkius cksul nsusdh ckr dgh gS rks vkidks nsuk pkfg,A ;fn vkius vHkh cksul ughafn;k rks gok cny tk,xh vkSj funsZ'k iyV tk,xkA vki vHkh Hkhedku cuokuk pkgrs gSa\ gekjs tSls NksVs dkj[kkus osQ fy, chl&rhlÝySV cukuk eqf'dy gksxkA LFkkuh; fuekZ.k C;wjks] fctyh lIykbZfoHkkx] ty lIykbZ foHkkx vkSj fiQj dks;yk HkaMkj rFkk fdjkus dhnqdku okys Hkh oqQN ekaxsaxsA gekjs fy, fdrus ÝySV cp tk,axsA gelkjs iSls vHkh [kpZ dj nsaxs! ge viuk le; cckZn ugha djsaxs! D;kxkfy;ka lquuk vPNh ckr gS\ gekjs etnwjksa dks blesa ls oqQN ughafeyus tk jgk gSA ;fn ge iSls ysdj mUgsa ns nsasxs rks og lqjf{krjgsxk vkSj ykHknk;d Hkh gksxkA¸

lfpo Y;w us lgefr ;k vlgefr ugha O;Dr dhA

funs'kd fpu us flxjsV dk iSosQV fudkyk vkSj gekjh rjiQflxjsV c<+kbZA lfpo Y;w us euk dj fn;k vkSj viuh tsc lsflxjsV fudkydj tykbZA funs'kd fpu us bl ij è;ku ugha fn;kvkSj lfpo dh rjiQ c<+kbZ flxjsV vius eqag ls yxk yhA flxjsVtykdj yack d'k ysus osQ ckn mUgksaus dgk] ¶vkidh lykg 1958osQ igys dkjxj gks ldrh Fkh] vc ugha gks ldrhA gekjs lkeuspqukSfr;ka gSaA ge ofj"B vf/dkfj;ksa osQ funsZ'k dks utjvankt ughadj ldrs vkSj u gh mldk iwjh rjg ikyu dj ldrs gSaA lfpoY;w] vkius Lo;a ,slh fLFkfr esa fdruh eqlhcrsa [kM+h dha\ lkaLÑfrdØkafr* osQ nkSjku xyrh ls ftu yksxksa dks tcju ckgj fHktok;k x;kFkk] ckn esa ljdkjh vuqefr feyus ij dksbZ 'kgj vk;k rks rqjarmlosQ fy, ukSdjh dh O;oLFkk ugha dh] vkius dh\ bl ij vkidksfdruh xkfy;ka lquuh iM+ha\ ,d ckr vkSj crk nwaA ;g vo#¼ fd,x, eqvkots osQ ckjs esa gSA ftlus bl flyflys esa ncko Mkyk] mlstYnh iSls fey x,A tks /hjs&/hjs dke djrk jgk] mls iSls ughafeysA bl rjg dh ckr ges'kk gksrh gSA tks pkSdUuk ugha jgrk] mlsijs'kkuh >syuh iM+rh gSA¸

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funs'kd fpu us bZekunkjh ls viuh ckr dghA og lpeqplfpo Y;w dks FkksM+k yphyk cukuk pkgrs FksA exj eSaus eglwl fd;kfd lfpo Y;w ij bldk dksbZ vlj ugha iM+k] mYVk og cM+sfojks/h gks x,A

10 vDVwcj] 1979

cksul fn, tkus dh ?kks"k.kk osQ ckn iwjs dkj[kkus esa osQoy cksuldh gh ppkZ FkhA ;g LokHkkfod Hkh gSA eq>s xqLlk bl ckr ij vkjgk gS fd ftruh ckrsa eq>s ekywe gSa ;k ftruh ckrsa ntZ dh xb±]muls dgha vf/d dkj[kkus osQ etnwjksa dks ekywe gSa fd dy ikVhZ'kk[kk dh ehfVax esa bl ckjs esa D;k cgl gqbZA lfpo Y;w dks lHkhxkfy;ka ns jgs gSa vkSj funs'kd fpu dh gj rjiQ iz'kalk gks jgh gSAlfpo Y;w osQ izfr fd, x, vU;k; ls eq>s /Ddk yxk gSA

bl ekSosQ dk iQk;nk mBkus osQ fy, funs'kd fpu us etnwjksavkSj deZpkfj;ksa dh ,d lHkk cqykbZ rkfd lHkh mudk leFkZu djsaAeq>ls mUgksaus oqQN Hkh fy[kus osQ fy, ugha dgk vkSj lHkk esa NksVkexj mÙkstd Hkk"k.k nsdj viuh n{krk fn[kkbZA

mUgksaus dgk] ¶--- bl eghus osQ cksul esa ls ,d iSlk Hkh ughadkVk x;k gSA geus lc ns fn;k gSA bl eghus dk cksul ikdj oqQNyksxksa dks vk'p;Z gksxkA ge fliZQ bruk gh dgsaxs fd vki esgur lsdke djsaA ;fn gekjs dkj[kkus dk equkiQk vkSj vf/d gqvk rksvxys eghus cksul dh jde Hkh vf/d cM+h gksxhA vki fuf'parjgsa] tc rd eSa gwa vkids cksul esa ls ,d iSlk ugha dkVk tk,xkvkSj mls nsus esa dksbZ nsjh Hkh ugha dh tk,xh---¸

2 uoacj] 1979

;g jfookj csdkj pyk x;kA lqcg pkj cts ls nksigj osQ rhucts rd eSa rhu&pkj NksVh eNfy;ka gh idM+ ik;kA ?kj ykSVrs le;

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funs'kd fpu ls eqykdkr gks xbZA mUgksausVksdjhHkj eNfy;ka idM+h FkhaA eSaus mulsiwNk Hkh fd mUgksaus dgka ls idM+haA oggaldj Vky x,A eSaus vuqeku yxk;kfd mudh fdlh eNyh rkykc osQpkSdhnkj ls tkuigpku gksxh] ogha mUgksausbruh eNfy;ka idM+h gksaxhA esjs eukdjus osQ ckotwn mUgksaus vk/h eq>s nsnhaA muosQ njokts ls xqtjrs le; mUgksauseq>s vius ?kj esa pyus dk fuea=k.kfn;kA eSa mudh ckr dks ugha Vkyldrk Fkk vkSj nwljs esjh bPNk Hkh Fkhfd mudk ?kj ns[kawA eSaus mEehn dh fdmuosQ tSlh igqap okys vkneh dk ?kjvo'; HkO; gksxkA

vanj ?kqlus osQ lkFk gh eq>s yxkfd mudk ?kj ,dne lk/kj.k gSA ogbruk lk/kj.k Fkk fd eq>s fo'okl ghugha gqvkA dgha funs'kd dk ?kj ,slk

gks ldrk gS D;k\

mudh csVh dejs esa cSBh gkseooZQ dj jgh FkhA mUgksaus mllsoqQN [kkuk cukus vkSj 'kjkc ykus osQ fy, dgkA mlus mUgsa ?kwjdjns[kk vkSj viuh fdrkc lesVdj viuh nknh osQ dejs esa pyh xbZA

funs'kd fpu us viuh eka ls [kkus&ihus dh O;oLFkk djus osQfy, dgkA mudh eka us uk rks ugha dh] ij os cM+cM+krh jgha vkSjFkksM+h nsj osQ vanj gh lkjh leL;k,a crk xb±A

gj eghus lÙkj Õoku ls vf/d dekus okys funs'kd fpu viusosru dk ,d NksVk fgLlk ifjokj dks nsrs gSaA ckdh ls og vPNh

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flxjsV vkSj 'kjkc [kjhnrs gSaA gj jkr iM+ksl osQ jsLrjka ls 'kjkcihdj ?kj ykSVus osQ ckn FkksM+k [kkdj lks tkrs gSaA mudh eka vkSj nksNksVs cPpksa dks mudh iRuh ds osru ds lgkjs jguk iM+rk gSA ?kj esamudh izfr"Bk dkj[kkus dh izfr"Bk dh vis{kk cgqr uhph gSA

igys eSaus dHkh ugha lkspk Fkk fd og ,sls O;fDr gks ldrs gSaaAfoMacuk ;g fd blosQ ckotwn muosQ izfr esjh /kj.kk vPNh cuhAmuosQ ifjokj osQ izfr iwjh lgkuqHkwfr j[krk gqvk eSa bl ckr dhljkguk djrk gwa fd mUgksaus viuh igaqp dk iQk;nk dkj[kkus dksfnyok;k gS] vius ifjokj osQ fgr esa mldk iz;ksx ugha fd;k gSA

31 fnlacj] 1979

ikyh [kRe gksus dh ?kaVh ctus osQ ckotwn fdlh us dke canugha fd;k] D;ksafd cSad ls funs'kd fpu dk iQksu vk;k FkkAdk;kZy; vkus osQ rqjar ckn og foÙk foHkkx osQ deZpkjh osQ lkFklqcg cSad x, FksA dkj[kkus us etnwjksa dks 100 Õoku lkykuk cksulnsuk r; fd;k Fkk] ij cSad mldh eatwjh ugha ns jgk FkkA funs'kdlkjs nLrkost ysdj Lo;a ckrphr djus x, FksA og lqcg ogha jgsvkSj nksigj esa [kkus osQ fy, Hkh ugha vk,A eq>s ekywe Fkk fd mUgksausdk;ZdrkZvksa dks D;ksa jksdk FkkA

FkksM+h nsj osQ ckn funs'kd okil ykSVsA mudk psgjk [kq'kh lsped jgk FkkA mUgksaus dgk] ¶lcdks dke djuk gSA ge bl #i;sdks vkt gh ckaVsaxsA¸

lkjs dk;ZdrkZ [kq'k FksA foÙk foHkkx osQ deZpkjh osQ funsZ'k esamUgksaus lkS&lkS dh xfî óó;ka cukb± vkSj mls yky fyiQkiQs esa MkykA

lfpo Y;w funs'kd fpu dks esjs dejs esa yk,A mUgksaus fparkO;Dr dh] ¶funs'kd fpu] ge ,slk ugha dj ldrsA eupkgs <ax lscksul ckaVuk xyr gS! nLrkost ;g ugha dgrk fd vki lky osQvar esa brus vf/d iSls ckaV ldrs gSaA¸

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funs'kd fpu gM+cM+h esa Fks] mUgksaus laf{kIr&lk mÙkj fn;k]¶nLrkost ;g Hkh ugha dgrk fd eSa ugha ckaV ldrkA¸

¶funs'kd fpu] ;g vki xyrh dj jgs gSaA D;k dkj[kkuk u,lky ls can gksus tk jgk gS\¸

¶jgus Hkh nsaA vki vlguh; gSa!¸ funs'kd fpu us viuk xqLlknckus dh dksf'k'k dhA ¶eSaus fdruh ckj vkils dgk gS] gesa tksfeyk gS] og ckaV nsuk gSA vkSj og vkt gh ckaVuk gSA vU;Fkk] eSacSad esa viuk le; D;ksa cckZn djrkA funsZ'k yxkrkj cnyrs jgrsgSaA le>s\ dkSu tkurk gS fd vxys lky D;k funsZ'k vk,xk\ ;fncksul jksdus dk u;k nLrkost vk x;k rks ge pkgdj Hkh cksul ughans losQaxsA fiQj gesa lkjs etnwjksa dh xkfy;ka lquuh iM+saxhA¸

¶vxj vkidks mudh xkfy;ksa dk Mj gS rks eq>s xkfy;ka lquusnsaA¸

¶ikVhZ 'kk[kk dh ehfVax esa ;g iQSlyk fy;k x;k gSA vki Lo;abls ugha cny ldrsA cksul vkt fn;k tk,xkA¸ funs'kd fpu>Vdrs gq, njokts ls fudysA eSaus igyh ckj mUgsa xqLlk djrs ns[kkFkkA

3 tuojh] 1980

vkt dk;kZy; esa vkus osQ lkFk eq>s vusd nLrkost feysA muesals ,d nLrkost 1979 dk cksul jksdus ls lacaf/r FkkA

eSa nLrkost ysdj funs'kd fpu osQ ikl x;kA mUgksaus galrs gq,dgk] ¶eSaus rks igys gh dgk FkkA¸

bldh ?kks"k.kk osQ ckn iwjs dkj[kkus esa gj txg funs'kd dhiz'kalk osQ iqy cka/s tkus yxsA dk;ZdrkZvksa us Hkh bl laca/ esafopkj&foe'kZ fd;kA lHkh ;gh dg jgs Fks] ¶100 Õoku Bhd le;ij fey x,A ,d fnu Hkh nsj gks tkrh rks ge bUgsa [kks nsrsA funs'kd

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fpu nwjn'khZ vkSj lkglh gSaA¸

nksigj esa tu&izfrfuf/ dk pquko gqvkA dkj[kkus osQ etnwjksavkSj deZpkfj;ksa dh la[;k osQ vuqlkj uxj&{ks=k ls gesa ,d izfrfuf/Hkstus dk vf/dkj feyk FkkA bl ckj dk pquko yksdrkaf=kd Fkk]ofj"B usrkvksa us mEehnokjksa dks ugha pquk Fkk] lc oqQN turk ijNksM+ fn;k x;k FkkA

dkj[kkus esa pkj ernku osQUnz cuk, x,A ooZQ'kkWiksa esa rhuernku osQUnz Fks vkSj lHkh foHkkxksa osQ dk;ZdrkZvksa osQ fy, ,dvyx ernku osQUnz FkkA funs'kd fpu dks etnwjksa osQ ernku osQUnzksaij Hkkjh cgqer feykA dk;ZdrkZvksa osQ ernku osQUnz esa mUgsa osQoyrhu er ugha feysA ,sls urhts dh gh lcus mEehn dh FkhA ,dvthc ckr gqbZ] etnwjksa osQ ernku osQUnz osQ ,d eri=k ij fdlhetnwj us fy[kk Fkk] ¶funs'kd fpu pkykd ykseM+h gSA¸

eri=k fxuusokyksa esa ls oqQN etnwjksa us ;g ckr nwljksa ls dgnh vkSj funs'kd fpu ij yxk;k x;k ykaNu gj rjiQ iSQy x;kA

dke [kRe gksus ij funs'kd fpu esjs dejs esa vk,A muosQ gkFkesa egaxh 'kjkc dh ,d cksry FkhA ¶vHkh x, ugha] ykvks osbAvkb, vius x`gfoghu cspkjs funs'kd osQ lkFk 'kjkc ihft,A¸ mUgksausFkSys ls ewaxiQyh osQ nks iSosQV fudkysA

eSaus iwNk] ¶vki ?kj D;ksa ugha tk ldrs\¸

¶dy 'kke esjh iRuh ls >xM+k gks x;kA vHkh ?kj ugha ykSVukgh vPNk gksxk] oukZ ge fiQj ls >xM+us yxsaxsA¸ mUgksaus pk; dhI;kyh esa 'kjkc Hkjh vkSj flj mBkdj 'kjkc eqag esa MkyhA

eSaus dgk] ¶vki ftl rjg vius ifjokj dh mis{kk djrs gSa];g dksbZ vPNh ckr ugha gSA vxys eghus ls eSa vkiosQ osru dkvf/dka'k fgLlk vkiosQ ifjokj dks ns vk;k d:axkA¸

og gals] ¶jgus Hkh nsa] 'kjkc fi,aA ,d bZekunkj vf/dkjh dks

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Hkh ifjokj dk >xM+k lqy>kus esa eqf'dy gksrh gSA esjh iRuh esjslkFk chl o"kks± ls yM+ jgh gS] ij esjk LoHkko ugha cnykA vki oSQlslksp jgs gSa fd vki lgk;rk dj ldrs gSa\ NksMs+a] 'kjkc fi,aA¸

fcuk oqQN [kk, mUgksaus lkjh 'kjkc [kRe dj nhA nks iSx ihusosQ ckn og ,d ewaxiQyh [kkrs FksA ftruk vf/d ihrs Fks] 'kjkc ihusdh bPNk mruh gh c<+rh tkrh FkhA FkksM+h gh nsj esa mudh mHkjhvka[ksa yky gks xbZaA vpkud mUgksaus esjh vka[kksa esa ns[krs gq, dgk]¶ykvks osb] vktdy yksxksa dks [kq'k djuk vR;ar dfBu dke gSApkgs oqQN Hkh djks] vki mUgsa [kq'k ugha dj ldrsA¸

eSa mudk vk'k; le> jgk FkkA ij D;k tokc nwa] ;g ughale> ik jgk FkkA

mUgksaus fiQj ls 'kjkc ih vkSj dgk] ¶etnwjksa dks [kq'k djus osQfy, eSaus vf/dkfj;ksa dks ukjkt dj fn;k_ nwljh rjiQ ;fnvf/dkfj;ksa dks [kq'k d:a rks etnwj uk[kq'k gks tk,axsA vkidks ekywegS] fdu rhu dk;ZdrkZvksa us eq>s er ugha fn;k\¸

eq>s vk'p;Z gqvkA mUgsa oSQls ekywe gks ldrk gS fd fdlusmUgsa er ugha fn;k\ fuf'pr gh mudk lansg Y;w ij gksxkA ;gLokHkkfod Hkh FkkA dksbZ Hkh xaHkhj vkSj e;kZfnr lfpo mUgsa er ughans ldrk FkkA eSa bruk gh dg ldk] ¶eq>s ugha ekyweA¸

funs'kd fpu us dM+oh eqLdku osQ lkFk dgk] ¶,d er rksYoks feax dk Fkk] blesa dksbZ lansg ughaA¸

eSaus Yoks feax osQ ckjs esa ugha lkspk Fkk vkSj eq>s iwjh rjgfo'okl Hkh ugha gqvkA ¶esjk [;ky gS og vkiosQ cM+s iz'kald gSaA¸

¶gka] blfy, fd eSaus enn dh gSA mudh esjh tSlh igqap ughagSA ij og cM+s gh nqHkkZX;iw.kZ O;fDr gSaA og bZ";kZyq Hkh gSaA mUgksauseq>s er ugha nsdj lgh dke gh fd;k gSA¸

¶rhljk dkSu gks ldrk gS\¸ eSaus iwNkA

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viuh ukd osQ mQij maxyh j[kdj mUgksaus dgk] ¶eSa!¸

eSaus lkspk] mUgksaus ;k rks vf/d 'kjkc ih yh gS ;k fiQj eq>lsetkd dj jgs gSaA

mUgksaus fiQj ls 'kjkc ih vkSj u'ks dh gkyr esa cgdrs gq,cksys] ¶eSa lp dg jgk gwaA eq>s ekywe gS rqe Hkh eq>s uhph utjksals ns[krs gksA rqe eq>s /wrZ le>rs gksA gS u\ ij rqEgsa ekywe ugha]igys eSa ,slk ugha FkkA lekt esa ftruk vf/d yksxksa ls feyrk gwa]esjh [kky ij mruh gh eksVh xzht dh ijr p<+rh tkrh gSA ykspeNyh Hkh /wrZ gksrh gS] og dhpM+ esa fNidj yksxksa osQ gkFk ls cptkrh gSA tc balku dks pkjksa rjiQ ls Bksdjsa yxrh gSa] og /wrZ gkstkrk gSA lekt ftruk tfVy gksrk gS] euq"; mruk gh /wrZ gksrk gSA;g lh/h&lh ckr gSA lfpo Y;w vPNs vkneh gSa] ij mUgs esjscjkcj er ugha feysA vc vki gh crk,a fd vPNs vkneh gksus dkD;k iQk;nk gS\ ;fn eSa muosQ vuqlkj fu;eksa dk [;ky djdkj[kkuk pykmQa rks lkjh O;oLFkk [kjkc gks tk,xhA etnwj larq"Vugha gksaxsA dkj[kkuk ljdkj dks equkiQk vnk ugha dj ldrk rksvf/dkjh uk[kq'k gksaxsA vf/d er ikus ls eSa [kq'k gwa] ,slk u le>saAblosQ foijhr eSa cgqr gh mnkl gwaA eq>s ekywe gS fd lfpo Y;wus eq>s viuk er ugha fn;k] ij eSaus mUgsa viuk er fn;kA¸

¶funs'kd fpu] vkius cgqr 'kjkc ih yh gSA¸ eSaus mudh enndh vkSj mUgsa jkr dh M~;wVh okys O;fDr osQ fcLrj ij lqyk;kA¶vki FkksM+h nsj ;gka ysVs jgsaA eSa ?kj ls vkiosQ fy, oqQN [kkus dksys vkrk gwaA¸

nksigj esa mUgsa er nsus dk eq>s viQlksl gqvkA gkykafd mUgsa Hkkjhcgqer feyk Fkk] ij og dHkh Hkh turk osQ lgh ^tu&izfrfuf/* ughagks ldrsA

eq>s iwjk fo'okl gS fd vxyh ckj pquko gkj tk,axsA

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gkax bax % ,d ifjp;

gkax bax dk tUe F;sufpu esa 1944 essa gqvkA 1959 esa twfu;jLdwy esa Lukrd gksus osQ ckn bUgksaus F;sufpu tu dyk fFk;sVj esaeap fMtk;uj ds :i esa dke fd;k vkSj 1970 esa ogha dFkk&ysf[kdkcu xb±A 1980 esa vkius phuh ukVddkj la?k dh lnL;rk izkIr dhAvktdy vki F;sufpu ys[kd la?k dh dkmfUly dh lnL;k gSarFkk vc budk iwjk le; ys[ku dks gh lefiZr gSA

phu yksd x.kjkT; dh rhloha o"kZxkaB ds miy{; esa lkaLo`Qfrdea=kky; }kjk vk;ksftr dFkk&ys[k izfr;ksfxrk esa buds 1978 esa fy[ksfookg dks f}rh; iqjLdkj feykA 1980 ds i'pkr budh vusdy?kq dgkfu;ka izdkf'kr gqbZ gSa ftuesa 'kqHkkjEHk rFkk ,d prqj va/hyM+dh mYys[kuh; gSaA

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lsYlxyZ1

lIrkg&O;kih erx.kuk osQ ifj.kke us esjh fLFkfr cM+h fo"kedj nhA 1899 oksV ikdj] og vxys nks izR;kf'k;ksa ls dghavf/d erksa }kjk izFke vkbZ FkhA eSa rks foLe; ls gDdh&cDdh jgxbZ FkhA

LVksj osQ loZJs"B ifjpkjd dk fuokZpu xzkgdksa }kjk djokus dkfopkj gekjs u, eSustj rFkk ikVhZ lsØsVjh Doks dk FkkA ¶loZJs"B dhtkudkjh xzkgdksa dks gh gksrh gS ] Doks dk dFku FkkA ¶gekjs LVksjdks pykus esa mudh Hkkxhnkjh ls gekjs dke dh cgqr mUufr gkslosQxhA¸

gekjs LVksj osQ izos'k }kj ij mlus gels ,d cM+h&lh eri=k&isVhvkSj er&if=kdk,a j[kokb± vkSj fuR; izfr mudh O;oLFkk osQ fy,,d fo'ks"k O;fDr dh fu;qfDr dj nhA

xzkgdksa }kjk ifjpkjd&ifjpkfjdkvksa dh igpku osQ fy, mlusizR;sd dks vyx&vyx la[;kvksa osQ fcYys yxkus dks dgkA

Doks osQ bl loZFkk u, fopkj ls esjh fLFkfr cM+h fofp=k gks xbZFkh] D;ksafd ukStoku la?k dh lfpo gksus osQ ukrs ges'kk gh] yksxksa osQgkFk mBkus ls igys gh] eSa ernku osQ ifj.kke osQ ckjs esa lqfuf'prjgk djrh FkhA ikVhZ lsØsVjh ls laosQr feyrs gh eSa laHkkfor izR;k'khdh ryk'k dj ikVhZ vFkok la?k dh cSBd esa mlosQ uke dhfliQkfj'k djus rd dh 'kq:vkrh rS;kjh dj fy;k djrh FkhA esjs

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b'kkjs ij yksx le> tkrs Fks fd mUgsa fdldks fuokZfpr djuk gSA

ij vc rks ekeyk ,dne cnyk gqvk FkkA Doks us eq>s dksbZlaosQr ugha fn, FksA mlus rks osQoy ;gh dgk Fkk] ¶xzkgdksa dks ghfu.kZ; djus nksA¸ vkSj xzkgdksa us ,d ,slh yM+dh dk pquko fd;kFkk tks u dE;qfuLV ikVhZ dh lnL;k Fkh] u ukStoku la?k dhA vjs]og rks laHkkfor lnL; rd ugha FkhA eq>s iwjk fo'okl Fkk fd xzkgdokax ';su'kw] uEcj 59] dks fuokZfpr djsaxs ftls LVksj osQ O;oLFkkidksa}kjk fiNys Ng eghuksa esa cgqr mNkyk x;k FkkA iqjkus lsØsVjh dkvksosQ lq>ko ij mls nwljh okax 'kw';su] ;kuh fd eSa] cukus osQ fy,rS;kj fd;k tk jgk FkkA nksuksa osQ uke Hkh izk;% ,d ls FksA eSa viuhvk;q osQ pkSFks n'kd esa py jgh FkhA esjk dksbZ iq#"k fe=k ugha Fkk&ysfdu esjs ikl in dbZ FksA

eSa LVksj osQ ukStoku la?k dh dfeVh dh lfpo Fkh] LVksj dhikVhZ dfeVh dh lnL;k Fkh] iqjkuh vxzorhZ dk;Zd=khZ Fkh] uxj osQukStoku la?k dh dfeVh dh lnL;k Fkh] {ks=kh; efgyk la?k dhlnL;k Fkh] efgyk&vxzlj dk;Zd=khZ Fkh] nsj ls fookg djus okyhvkn'kZ efgyk FkhA eSa okax 'kw';su dks Hkh vius tSlh gh izHkke;hcukuk pkgrh FkhA og esjs gh iqjkus dkmaVj ij dke djrh Fkh vkSjmlh us xzqi yhMj dk esjk iqjkuk LFkku xzg.k fd;k FkkA

Hkksj gksus ls igys gh vk tkus] nsj rd #osQ jgus] iQ'kZ>kM+us&iksaNus] 'kkSpky; dh liQkbZ djus] ukStoku la?k dh 'kk[kk osQfy, fu;fer oSpkfjd fjiksVZ fy[kus& lHkh esa og gj izdkj ls esjkgh vuqdj.k fd;k djrh FkhA esjh gh Hkkafr og Hkh vius ckyksa dks]fcuk fjcu yxk,] myVdj cka/k djrh FkhA mldh NksVh&NksVhpksfV;ka xgjs jax osQ jcj cS.M ls ca/h jgrh FkhaA og Hkh dke osQoDr iguh xbZ tSosQV osQ uhps ,d lknk Cykmt gh igus jgrh Fkhftldk jax ckj&ckj dh /qykbZ osQ dkj.k iQhdk iM+ x;k FkkA okLroesa og fdlh vkn'kZ Jfed dh gwcgw izfrewfrZ FkhA ysfdu mls osQoy

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vk/s gh oksV fey FksA

pquko esa fot;h gqbZ Fkh fpu yw] vFkkZr Lo.kZ e`xhA og feBkbZosQ dkmaVj ij [kM+h gqvk djrh FkhA mldk uEcj rks Fkk 163 ijUrqos lHkh ukStoku tks ikl dh LVhy jksfyax fey ls izk;% gekjs LVksjesa vk /alrs Fks] mls ^uEcj ,d* dgk djrss FksA tc rd eq>s ;girk ugaha pyk fd os yksx yM+fd;ksa dks muosQ :ijax osQ vk/kj ij uEcj fn;k djrs Fks] eSsa mudh bl ckr dk eryc ugha le>ik;h FkhA osQoy blh vk/kj ij mls vkn'kZ dk;Zd=kh pqus tkus osQv;ksX; Bgjk fn;k tkuk pkfg, FkkA ijUrq vc mldk lqUnj psgjkeq>s pqukSrh ns jgk FkkA

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iqjLdkj vxys lIrkg ,d lHkk esa ckaVs tkus okys Fks ftlesagekjs usrkx.k] lekpkji=kksa rFkk jsfM;ks ls layXu i=kdkj] nwljs LVksjksaosQ gekjs lg;ksxh rFkk xzkgdksa osQ izfrfuf/ Hkh 'kkfey gksrsA eSaus Doksdks [kkstdj mls lq>k;k fd gesa ifj.kke rc rd ?kksf"kr ugha djuspkfg, tc rd igys ge bl leL;k ij vkil esa ckrphr u djysa] rkfd ckn esa gekjh ifjfLFkfr [kjkc u gks tk,A Doks eq>lslger gks x;kA mlus mlh fnu lk;adky ifjof/Zr ikVhZ desVh dhehfVax cqyk yhA

bl ehfVax esa eSaus rFkk jktuhfrd dk;Z foHkkx osQ dk;ZdrkZvksaus fpu ij rhu vkjksi yxk,A igys] og csgn fNNys Lrj dh Fkhtks vius oL=kksa osQ fo"k; esa vko';drk ls vf/d fpfUrr jgkdjrh FkhA mls LVksj osQ oqQN xzkgdksa }kjk LVksj dh ^lkSUn;Z lkezkKh*pquk x;k FkkA laHkor% ,sls gh yksxksa us oqQN vU; mís';ksa ls mlosQi{k esa erksa dk tqxkM+ dj fy;k gksxkA

nwljs] mls viuh ukSdjh ilan ugha FkhA og rks lkaLÑfrd osQUnzosQ vk;kstuksa esa eap ij tyrh&cq>rh iQqVykbVksa esa] vius dk;ZØemifLFkr djus osQ fy, dgha vf/d mRlkfgr jgk djrh FkhA rhljs]

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og vkeksnfiz; pqycqyh yM+dh FkhA mlus dbZ ckj vius dejs esayM+dkas dks feBkbZ [kkus dks cqyk;k FkkA

etnwj la?k osQ vf/dkjh rFkk izpkj foHkkx osQ lnL; bllsvlger FksA mudk dguk Fkk fd mls tks er izkIr gq, Fks mulsLi"V Fkk fd og yksdfiz; Fkh] vius dke esa pqLr] ;ksX; rFkklefiZr FkhA mudk fopkj Fkk fd lektoknh Li/kZ dk vFkZ osQoyvius dke esa gh Li/kZ djuk gksrk gSA mudk roZQ Fkk fd pawfdxzkgdksa us mls gh pquk Fkk] vr,o gesa bZekunkjh ls pquko dkifj.kke ?kksf"kr dj nsuk pkfg,A

Doks vc rd osQoy eqLdjkrk jgk FkkA mlus cgl dks ;gdgdj lekIr fd;k fd ¶gesa ;g ns[kuk pkfg, fd pqukoiztkrkaf=kd <ax ls ikVhZ dh ns[kjs[k esa lEiUu gksA iqjLdkj iznkudjus osQ fy, lHkk dk vk;kstu djus ls igys gesa okax 'kw';su dksfpu yw osQ fo"k; esa vkSj vf/d tkudkjh gkfly djus rFkk etnwjla?k ,oa izpkj foHkkx dks gekjs xzkgdksa osQ fopkj tkuus dk vkns'knsuk pkfg,A¸

ml jkr fcLrj ij iM+h eSa djoVsa cnyrh jghA eSa ,d lkFkizlUu Hkh Fkh vkSj ijs'kku HkhA izlUu blfy,] D;ksafd vc eSa viuhckr dks lkfcr dj lowaQxh vkSj ijs'kku bl fopkj ls Fkh fdu;k&u;k vkus osQ ckotnw Doks gekjs LVksj osQ ckjs esa cgqr oqQNtkurk Fkk vkSj gks ldrk gS fd og oqQN fu"d"kks± rd tk igaqpk gksA;g Hkh laHko gS fd fpu us mldh Ñikn`f"V izkIr djus dh O;oLFkkdj yh gksA mls dk;y djus osQ fy, eq>s oqQN vdkV~; rdks± dhvko';drk iM+sxhA

Hkksj dh igyh fdj.k osQ lkFk gh eSa viuh lkbfdy ij LVksjosQ feBkbZ dkmaVj dh [kkrkcgh dh tkap djus tk igaqphA esjk bjknkfpu osQ lcls detksj eeZLFky ij okj djus dk FkkA

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lkbfdy ls mrjrs gh eSaus ns[kk fd 'ksM esa ,d pV[k yky jaxdh lkbfdy igys ls gh [kM+h gSA bruh HkM+dhyh lkbfdy ijosQoy og gh p<+us dh fgEer dj ldrh FkhA mlesa rjg&rjg osQmidj.k yxs gq, Fks& ,d fjÝysDVj] ,d VkaftLVj gkuZ] ykye[key eas fyiVk fupyk V~;wCk] ^gfj.k* ekdkZ bysDVªkIysVsM rkyk]fofp=k&lh Vsy&ykbV vkSj lkeus eMxkMZ ij tM+k pkSdM+h Hkjrk,d fgj.kA mldh lkbfdy Hkh Bhd ml tSlh gh FkhA

eq>s bl ckr ls vkSj Hkh T;knk [kh> gks jgh Fkh fd og bruhtYnh vk igaqph FkhA vkf[kj D;ksa\ D;k cgh&[kkrksa esa myV&iQsjdjus\---eSa feBkbZ osQ dkmUVj dh vksj yidhA ogka eq>s dksbZ ughafn[kkA cgh&[kkrs Hkh rkys esa can FksA eSaus oL=k cnyus okys rFkkVsfcy&Vsful okys dejs esa Hkh >kadk vkSj fiQj iqLrdky; esaAmldk dgha irk ugha FkkA LVksj vHkh [kqyk ugha FkkA xfy;kjs lwus iM+sFksA vkf[kj og pyh dgkaa xbZ\

fiQj eq>s ikapoas rYys ls xkus dh gYdh&lh vkokt lqukbZ nhAnkSM+h&nkSM+h eSa izs{kkx`g esa igaqphA ogka dksbZ ugha FkkA xkus dk LojvkSj Hkh Åij ls vk jgk FkkA mRlqdrko'k yksgs dh lhf<+;ksa ls nksrYys Åij p<+rh eSa Nr ij tk igaqph] tgka eSaus mls xkuk xkrs ik;kA

xkrs gq, og vius 'kjhj dks ,sls rksM+&ejksM+ jgh Fkh ekuks ogukp jgh gksA eSa vkt rd ukp ns[kus ugha xbZ Fkh vkSj eSaus fons'khfiQYesa Hkh cgqr de ns[kh FkhaA vktdy ftl fofp=k fMLdks MkalosQ yksx brus nhokus gSa] 'kk;n og ogha ukp jgh FkhA eSa fpeuh osQihNs tk fNihA mls dksbZ ns[k jgk gS] bl vksj ls cs[kcj og viusxkus esa Mwch gqbZ FkhA

mxrs lw;Z dh ykfyek ls vkdk'k vc xqykch gks pqdk FkkA >husizdk'k dh ml i`"BHkwfe esa mldh nsg osQ oØ mHkkj vkSj Hkhvf/d eknd fn[k jgs FksA yTtk ls esjs dku yky gks mBsA eSaausviuh vka[ksa can dj yhaA

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og fu'p; gh lqUnj Fkh] toku Fkh] ftUnkfny FkhA fdUrqiwokZxzg ls xzflr eq>s og ohHkRl utj vk jgh FkhA mlosQ xqykchxky vkSj gksaB esdvi fd, yx jgs FksA mldh vka[ksa cM+h Fkha] muesaped Fkh vkSj mldh cjkSfu;ka lpeqp lEeksgd FkhaA

fdUrq blls Hkh vf/d ?k`f.kr Fkk mldh vka[kksa esa Nk;k míkefujaoqQ'k HkkoA ;s os vka[ksa Fkha tks yksxksa dks ges'kk csf>>d ns[kkdjrh FkhaA vkSj mlosQ pqLr pVdhys diM+s vkSj og rM+dhyh&HkM+dhyhlkbfdy! lpeqp mlesa mfpr&vuqfpr dk foosd Fkk gh ughaA rksog bruh lqcg] tc ;gka dksbZ vklikl u gks] ,sls fuyZTt dke osQfy, vkbZ Fkh! Hkyk ml tSlh yM+dh ,d vkn'kZ dk;Zd=khZ oSQls gksldrh gS\

eSa vanj gh vanj mcys tk jgh Fkh fd mlus lglk xkuk jksdfn;k vkSj yM+[kM+krh gqbZ jsfyax dh vksj ,sls c<+h ekuks vHkh ogkals owQn iM+sxhA esjk dystk eqag dks vk x;kA eSa vleatl esa Mwchlkspus yxh fd eq>s nkSM+dj mls idM+uk pkfg, ;k ughaA rHkh ogvpkud eqM+hA jsfyax dk lgkjk ys mlus ,d xgjk fu%'okl NksM+k]vius yEcs osQ'kksa dks ihNs fd;k vSj dgus yxh] ¶eSa csgn[kkyh&[kkyh vkSj mRihfM+r eglwl fd;k djrh gawA esjk le; dkVsugha dVrkA tYnh gh esjk psgjk >qfjZ;ksa ls Hkj mBsxk] cky liQsn gkstk,axs---¸ ;g dgrs&dgrs og jks iM+h vkSj fllfd;ka ysus yxhA

;g le>s fcuk gh fd eSa D;k dj gh gaw] eSaus viuh maxfy;kavius psgjs ij fiQjkb± vkSj viuh O;FkZ chr xbZ tokuh dh Le`fr;ksaesa [kks xbZ A

eSaus viuh Hkkoqdrk ij fu;a=k.k ikus dh ps"Vk dhA mlosQvUrrZe dh Hkkoukvksa osQ ijh{k.k djus osQ bl viwoZ volj dks eSadnkfi [kksuk ugha pkgrh FkhA

vpkud mlus jksuk can dj fn;k vkSj mlkalsa Hkjrs gq, vkdk'kdh vksj ckgsa mBkb±] ¶u`R; vkSj laxhr esa eq>s viuk oDr fcrkus

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nhft,---A¸ vkSj mlus iqu% ikxyksa dh rjg ?kwe&?kwedj ukpukizkjEHk dj fn;kA mlosQ vLrO;Lr gq, osQ'k mlosQ psgjs dks <ad jgsFksA

eSa fpfUrr gks mBhA bls D;k gks x;k\ ;g bruh O;fFkr D;ksa gS\'kk;n---;g dgha ikxy rks ugha gks xbZ\ fdUrq eSaus rqjUr gh Lo;a dksudkjkA ugha] ;gh rks bldk lM+k&xyk vlyh O;fDrRo gSA

esjh [kkst vk'kkrhr liQy gqbZ FkhA ,d larq"V eqLdku gksaBksa ijfy, eSa pqipki lhf<+;ka mrj xbZA

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lkjh lqcg eSaus feBkbZ dkmaVj osQ iz/ku osQ lkFk fglkc osQ[kkrksa dh tkap dh] ysfdu eq>s dgha dksbZ xM+cM+h ugha feyhA tceSaus mlls iwNk fd D;k fpu dks dHkh feBkb;ka pqjkrs ik;k x;k gS]rks mlus budkj dj fn;k FkkA vr% eSaus mls vius dkmaVj ij okiltkus fn;kA

?kaVksa fglkc esa ekFkkiPph djus osQ ckn Hkh dgha dksbZ Hkwy uidM+ ikus ls esjk fnekx pdjk x;k FkkAekeyk vklku utj ugha vk jgk Fkk ftrukeSaus igys lkspk FkkA EkSaus Lo;a feBkbZ osQdkmaVj ij tkdj ;g irk yxkus dkfu'p; fd;k fd mldh yksdfiz;rk dkjgL; D;k gSA

LVksj esa cgqr HkhM+ Fkh gh] feBkbZ osQdkmaVj ij vkSj Hkh T;knk HkhM+ tek FkhAtks yksx 'kgj esa dke ls vFkok osQoyeu&cgyko osQ fy, vkrs Fks] ftudh'kknh gksus tk jgh Fkh ;k tks vkReh;Lotuksa vFkok fe=kksa ls feyus tk jgs Fks]

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cPpksa osQ lkFk [kjhnkjh djus vk, ekrk&firk lHkh dks feBkb;ka[kjhnus dh t:jr FkhA ukVh gksus osQ dkj.k eSa Li"V ugha ns[k ik jghFkh fd bl HkhM+ osQ ihNs dkmaVj ij dkSu [kM+k FkkA

rHkh eq>s ;quuku dh 'kh'okaxikuuk dh rk, dU;kvksa esa izpfyrfof'k"V vankt esa lqugjs fDyi ls ca/s ?kus ?kaq?kjkys ckyksa dh >ydfn[kkbZ nh ftlesa ,d NksVh&lh psu ca/h gqbZ Fkh] tks flj fgykus osQlkFk&lkFk fgyrh jgrh FkhA bl tkucw>dj fd, x, fn[kkos ls esjkekFkk xeZ gks mBkA

tc eSa ogka [kM+h&[kM+h mldh dksbZ Hkwy idM+us dh ps"Vk djjgh Fkh rc Hkh eq>s Lohdkj djuk iM+k Fkk fd og viuk dke cM+hfuiq.krk ls fd, tk jgh gSA mlus drkj esa [kM+s igys vkneh lseqLdjkrss gq, iwNk Fkk fd mls D;k pkfg,A mldk eky rkSyrs gq, ghmlus nwljs xzkgd ls mldh vko';drk tku yh Fkh vkSj rhljs lsviuk fopkj iDdk dj ysus dks dg fn;k FkkA blh chp mlusfglkc yxk fy;k Fkk fd igys xzkgd dks fdrus iSls nsus gSa vkSjcM+h oqQ'kyrkiwoZd fxurkjs ij mldh tkap Hkh dj yh Fkh rFkkizR;sd xzkgd dks mldh jstxkjh dk fglkc Hkh le>k fn;k FkkAxzkgdksa dks mldh fuiq.krk dh iz'kalk djuh gh iM+ jgh FkhA

viuh O;kolkf;d n`f"V ls eSaus y{; fd;k fd og osQoyrjktw ij gh viuk flj >qdk, [kM+h ugha Fkh] cfYd chp&chp esaxzkgdksa ls ckrsa Hkh djrs gq,] mudh vksj eqLdjkrh Hkh tk jgh FkhALVksj osQ lHkh ifjpkjdksa ls xzkgdksa osQ lkFk fe=krkiw.kZ O;ogkj dhvk'kk dh tkrh gSA eq>s Lo;a bl ckr dks le>us esa dkiQh le;yxk FkkA rc dgha ,d vkn'kZ Jfed osQ :i esa esjh vuq'kalk gksikbZ FkhA fu'p; gh mls Hkh cM+h esgur djuh iM+h gksxhA

fdUrq mlosQ Nr ij osQ v'yhy izn'kZu ;kn vkrs gh iz'kalkdh esjh leLr Hkkouk,a rqIr gks xb±A ml le; rks og ,d nwljhgh vkSjr gks xbZ FkhA ;fn eSaus [kqn viuh vka[kksa ls mls ogka u ns[kk

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gksrk] rks eq>s dnkfi fo'okl u gksrkA euq"; dk fu.kZ; osQoy mlosQdke ls gh ugha gksrk] dgha vf/d egRoiw.kZ gksrh gS mldhfopkj/kjkA og pkgs ftruh vPNh vfHkus=kh D;ksa u gks] dgha oqQNFkk tks mlosQ okLrfod pfj=k ij ,slk izdk'k Mkyrk Fkk ftlls ogmn~?kkfVr gks tkrk FkkA tSls] mlosQ ckyksa esa yxk HkM+dhyk gs;jfDyiA vkSj] mlosQ dku osQ ihNs yVdrh og lqugjh psu tks iq#"kksadk è;ku mldh jktgafluh dh tSlh 'osr xnZu dh vksj cjclvkdf"kZr dj ysrh FkhA fuyZTt] u[kjsckt!

dnkfpr iz'kalk vFkok mRlqdrk esa Hkjs oqQN os n'kZd Hkh]ftudk oqQN [kjhnus dk bjknk ugha gksrk Fkk] D;w esa vk yxrs FksA blO;olk; esa rks vo'; o`f¼ gks tkrh Fkh] fdUrq xzkgdksa dks viuhvksj vkdf"kZr djus dk ;g rjhdk D;k f?kukSuk ugha Fkk\

esjh fopkj& Üka[kyk rc VwVh tc D;w osQ var esa [kM+h ,d ekadh xksn esa feBkb;ksa osQ fy, O;koqQy ,d cPps us jksuk 'kq: djfn;kA

mls pqi djkus osQ tc lkjs mik; O;FkZ gks x, rks mldh ekaus mls ,d FkIiM+ ekjk] ftlls og vkSj vf/d ph[k&ph[k dj jksusyxkA ;g fLFkfr ns[kdj fpu us nwljs xzkgdksa ls iwNk] ¶lkfFk;ks] ;gHknz efgyk drkj esa lcls vkxs vk tk, rks oSQlk jgs\ bl uUgsa lscPps dk bruk jksuk Bhd ughaA¸

tc os lHkh jkth gks x, rks mUgsa /U;okn nsdj mlus mlvuqx`ghr efgyk ls vkxs vk tkus dks dgkA yM+dk rc Hkh fcy[kjgk FkkA fpu us mls pqi djkus osQ fy, nks feBkb;ka ns nhaA

esjk fny Mwcus yxkA LVksj esa O;oLFkk cuk, j[kuk vko';d rksFkk] fdUrq mls bl izdkj feBkb;ka ugha ckaVuh pkfg,A eSa lkspusyxhµ D;k og cgq/k ,slk gh djrh gS\

Hknz efgyk us vkifÙk dhA bl chp fpu us feBkb;ka rkSyuk

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[kRe dj fn;k FkkA muesa ls nks feBkb;ka fudkydj mlus efgyk lsdgk] ¶;g Bhd gS u\¸ feBkbZ osQ oqQN VqdM+ksa dks ,d NksVs lsdkxt esa yisVdj mlus ckdh leLr feBkbZ vyx cM+s FkSys esaHkjdj mls cM+h liQkbZ ls cka/kA fiQj ml FkSys dks efgyk osQ FkSysesa j[kus esa enn dhA

feBkb;ksa dk NksVk iSosQV mlus efgyk dh tsc esa ;g dgrs gq,Mkyk fd ¶;g ?kj tkrs gq, vkiosQ cPps osQ fy, gS rkfd vkidkscM+k FkSyk [kksyuk u iM+sA¸

¶;g rks cM+h le>nkjh dk dke dj fn;k vkius]¸ mls/U;okn nsrs gq, efgyk cksyhA

eq>s fpu ls gkj eku ysuh iM+hA

,d lwVosQl Fkkes ,d iQkSth flikgh LVksj esa ?kqlkA D;w osQ vUresa [kM+k&[kM+k og ckj&ckj ?kM+h ns[k jgk FkA nks vU; xzkgdksa dksfuiVkus osQ ckn fpu us y{; fd;k fd iQkSth flikgh ckgj tkusyxk FkkA mlus iqdkjdj iwNk] ¶vki D;k tYnh esa gSa\¸ ¶th gka]eq>s vius oSQEi ykSVus osQ fy, xkM+h idM+uh gSA vius nksLrksa osQfy, oqQN feBkbZ ys tkuk pkgrk gawA¸

nwljs xzkgdksa dh jtkeanh ls mlus flikgh dks D;w esa lcls vkxsvk tkus fn;kA pyrs oDr flikgh us ,d lSY;wV ekjk vkSj feBkb;kaysdj eqLdjkrk gqvk LVksj ls ckgj fudy x;kA fdruk fofp=k yxjgk Fkk ;g lkspuk fd bruh ifrr yM+dh vius dke esa bruhvf/d fuiq.k vkSj mRlkgh FkhA vkf[kj vlyh fpu dkSu&lh Fkh\og Nr okyh ;k ;g dkmaVj okyh\ D;k fdlh vux<+ iRFkj esa[kwclwjr tsM tM+k gqvk Fkk\ esjs iwokZxzgksa ls mRiUu lansg] larq"Vxzkgdksa osQ lkFk&lkFk lekIr gksrs tk jgs FksA

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iQkSth flikgh osQ pys tkus osQ rqjUr ckn gh LVhy jksfyax fey

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osQ ukStokuksa dk ny HkhM+ yxk vkxs c<+ vk;k vkSj ekax djus yxk]¶gesa Hkh tYnh gSA gesa Hkh igys fuiVk nhft,A¸ nwljs oqzQ¼ xzkgdfpYykus yxs] ¶tkvks&tkvks] D;w osQ vUr esa [kM+s gksA¸

LVhy fey dk yack mQijh dksV igus ,d yacs] dkys lsukStoku us muosQ Hkwjs ckyksa okys usrk dks ihNs /osQyk vkSjvf/dkjiw.kZ Loj esa dgk] ¶gks'k esa vkvks] drkj esa tkdj [kM+s gksA¸

Hkwjs cky vkSj mldk ny rks pqi gks x;k] fdUrq ogka ls gVkughaA

dnkfpr fpu yacs dkys&ls ukStoku ls ifjfpr FkhA mlus rukogYdk djus osQ bjkns ls iwNk] ¶D;k vkt vkidh Nq êðh dk fnu gS]feLVj rk,\¸

bl ij Hkwjs cky okyk gal iM+k] ¶og feLVj rk, ugha gSA mlsrk,Õoh dgk tkrk gS\¸

rk,Õoh ,d izfl¼ Dykfldh miU;kl yky bekjrksa dk LoIudh ukf;dk gS tks vius lkSUn;Z rFkk uktqd LokLF; osQ fy,lqfo[;kr gSA

lHkh xzkgd gal iM+sA ml ukStoku dk dkyk psgjk xqLls lsyky gks mBkA mlus fpu dks ?kwjk vkSj fiQj Hkwjs cky dh vksj >iVk]tks ;g dgrs ihNs gV x;k fd ¶Dykfldh phuh Hkk"kk esa ^dkyspednkj tsM* dks rk,Õoh dgk tkrk gSA¸

fpu ;g lqudj f[kyf[kykus yxhA ukStoku us mldh vksjxqLls ls ns[kk rFkk Hkwjs cky okys osQ ihNs HkkxkA

Hkwjs cky drjkdj ,d [kaHks osQ ihNs pyk x;kA ml ukStokuij O;aX; dlrs gq, cksyk] ¶vc tcfd rqe uEcj ,d osQ cpkoosQ fy, vk x, gks rks vxj bl oDr rqe mls 'kknh dk izLrko djnksxs] rks og rqEgsa t:j Lohdkj dj ysxhA¸

¶pqi jgks] ojuk eSa rqEgkjh [kky [khap ywaxkA¸

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Hkwjs cky us mlls iQqliQqlkdj oqQN dgkA ¶gS fgEer\¸ mlusml ukStoku ls iwNk FkkA

os nksuksa vU; ukStokuksa dks ysdj D;w osQ vUr esa [kM+s gksus pysx,A muosQ gkFkksa esas nl&nl Õoku osQ uksV Fks vkSj muosQ psgjksa ij/wrZ eqLdku [ksy jgh FkhA

vanj gh vanj eq>s fpu osQ izfr fpUrk gks jgh FkhA eSa Lo;alsYlxyZ jg pqdh FkhA ,slh gkyr esa esjs Hkh gkFk&ikao dkai mBrsA

ysfdu og rks mldh rjg ,sls ns[k jgh Fkh ekuks dksbZ vthcckr gqbZ gh u gkssA tc ml ukStoku dh ckjh vkbZ rks mlus cM+h uehZls mlls iwNk] ¶eSa vkiosQ fy, D;k dj ldrh gaw\¸

og lq[kZ iM+ x;kA Hkwjs cky okys us mls ihNs ls Bsyk ekjkAmlus iwNk] ^^dkSu&lh feBkbZ lcls vPNh gS\ eq>s izR;sd dhfo'ks"krk crkb, rkfd eSa muesa ls NkaV lowQaA**

fpu us flj fgyk;kA fiQj mls vkSj lkFk gh izR;sd xzkgd dksslqukrs gq, dgus yxh] ¶;g rks vkidh viuh ilan ij fuHkZj djrkgSA oSls] vke rkSj ij mÙkj dh feBkb;ka nf{k.k dh vis{kk T;knkehBh gksrh gaSA mÙkj&iwoZ dh lcls T;knk ehBh gqvk djrh gSaA vxjvki fe"Bku&fiz; O;fDr gSa rks vki isbfpax vFkok mÙkj&iwoZ dhcuh feBkbZ [kjhfn,A nf{k.k esa tgka xUuk mxk;k tkrk gS] yksx feBkbZdh ctk; mlesa Mkys tkus okys inkFkksZa vkSj mldh lqxU/ dh T;knkljkguk djrs gSaA isbfpax vius eD[ku osQ xksyksa vkSj iQyksa ls cuhfeBkb;ksa osQ fy, e'kgwj gSA F;sufpax dh Nhf'kfyu daiQsD'kujh dhdkWiQh dh xa/ okyh feBkbZ vkSj 'kjkc dh xa/ okyh pkdysV cgqrizfl¼ gSaA 'kkaxgk, dh VkfiQ;ka Hkh mruh gh e'kgwj gSaA NqaxfNax esaHkh vPNh feBkb;ka curh gSaA vkSj Dokaxrqax osQ yseuMªki bl ns'k esalcls vPNs ekus tkrs gSa--- gekjs ikl chl ls T;knk fdLe dh rksfliZQ VkfiQ;ka gh gSaA vc crk,a] vkidks D;k pkfg,\¸

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yx jgk Fkk fd og 'kq¼ isbfpax osQ mPpkj.kksa esa laxhrkRedLoj esa dfork&ikB fd, tk jgh gSA foLrkj ls fn, x, mlosQ blfooj.k ls lHkh xzkgd izHkkfor gks x;sA tc rd ml ukStoku osQlkfFk;ksa dh pqukSrh&Hkjh fuxkgsa ml ij ugha iM+h] og ukStoku rksogha Bxk&lk [kM+k jg x;kA

¶gj fdLe dh ,d&,d vkSal ns nhft,A¸ vc ukStoku usdgkA

^^lcdks ,d gh FkSys esa Hkj naw\**

^^th ugha] vyx&vyx FkSyksa esaA**

HkhM+ esa cM+cM+kgV dk ,d jsyk&lk mBkA

^^,sls gh [kjhnrs gks lkeku\ fliZQ ijs'kku djuk pkgrs gks]**,d cw<+k cksykA

^^er nhft, mldks oqQN HkhA**

ukStoku ?kcjk&lk x;k] fdUrq Hkwjs cky okyk rjktw ij viukgkFk j[k dgus yxk] ¶vki yksxksa dks blls dksbZ ljksdkj ugha gSAgekjh tSls rch;r gks oSls lkeku [kjhnus dk gd gesa gS fd ugha\¸

Hkwjs cky okys dks le>kus osQ fy, ,d vkneh vkxs c<+kAmlosQ lkFk gh ny osQ nwljs yM+osQ Hkh vkxs c<+us yxsA tku iM+rkFkk fd >xM+k gksus gh okyk gSA eSa chp&cpko djus pyh xbZA eq>sns[kdj fpu eqLdjkbZ vkSj cM+h 'kkfUriwoZd xzkgdksa ls dgus yxh¶vki yksx ijs'kku u gksaA eq>s fliZQ ,d feuV yxsxkA¸

gYyk&xqYyk BaMk iM+k rks mlus ny osQ ckdh yksxksa ls iwNk¶vkSj vki yksxksa dks\¸

¶mlh rjg nhft,A ge Hkh lkjh feBkb;ka p[kuk pkgrs gSaA¸

¶,d&,d vkSal\¸

¶nks&nks vkSalA ,d FkSys esa pkj vkSal]¸ Hkwjs cky fpYyk;kA

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¶rhu&rhu vkSalA ,d FkSys esa ukS vkSalA¸

¶pkj&pkj vkSalA gj FkSys esa ,d ikSaM nks vkSalA¸

vksÝiQksg! bldk eryc gksxk fd mls fdruh gh ckj feBkbZrkSyuh iM+sxh vkSj mrus gh FkSys cka/us iM+ tk,axs! vkSj cspkjhfglkc oSQls yxk,xh\ jstxkjh tYnh&tYnh oSQls okil ykSVk,xh\

mlus ny osQ ikaposa lnL; ls cM+s BaMs dysts ls iwNk] ¶vkSjvki\¸ vki 'kk;n gj feBkbZ vk/k&vk/k ikSaM ysaxs\ chl ls T;knkfdLe dh feBkb;ka gSaA Ñi;k rhl Õoku fudky jf[k,A¸

ml ukSuoku us viuh tsc VVksyh vkSj eaqg cuk;k] ¶eSafeBkbZ&izseh ugha gawA eq>s rks gj fdLe dh fliZQ 1-3 vkSal osQ fglkcls ns nhft,xkA¸

cnrehth dh gn gS! os cnek'k ml ukStoku dh rkjhiQ esa eaqgcukrs] mlosQ lkFk /Dde&/Ddk djus yxsA lkFk&lkFk fpu lsdgrs tk jgs Fks& tYnh dhft,] tYnhA

¶Bhd gS]¸ mlus rjktw osQ iyM+s Bhd djrs gq, dgkA¸ oqQNmRlqd] oqQN ijs'kku vkSj oqQN Øks/ esa ckS[kyk, xzkgd mldhfØ;kvksa dks cM+s xkSj ls ns[k jgs FksA iy Hkj esa gh tSls ,d peRdkjlk gks x;k! vius ck,a gkFk ls oqQN NksVs FkSyksa dks dkamVj ij vkSjnk,a gkFk ls eqêòh Hkj feBkb;ka mBkdj og rjktw ij j[krh tk jghFkhA fiQj mlus ck,a gkFk ls ,d&,d dj FkSys mBkus 'kq: dj fn,vkSj cM+h liQkbZ ls ,d lsfdaM esa mUgsa cka/rh xbZA

xzkgdksa dh lkal Fke xbZ Fkh vkSj eSa vk'p;Z ls lksp jgh Fkhfd mlesa bruh fuiq.krk dgka ls vk xbZA mlosQ gkFk brus rst vkSjoqQ'ky Fks fd bl le; og lsYlxyZ ugha] dksbZ urZdh yx jgh FkhA

fdUrq blls Hkh cM+k vk'p;Z vHkh gksuk ckdh FkkA ogvyx&vyx fdLe dh feBkbZ dk otu vkSj nke] mUgsa cka/rs gq,]Åaps Loj esa cksyrs tk jgh Fkh vkSj lkFk gh fxurkjs ij] gok esa

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mM+rh maxfy;ksa ls euosQ [kM+[kM+krh mudk feyku Hkh djrh tk jghFkhA mldk fglkc ,dne lgh gks jgk FkkA iSls olwy djrs gq,mlus izR;sd xzkgd dks ;g Hkh crk fn;k Fkk fd mls fdruh jstxkjhokil feysxhA mu lHkh nq"Vksa dks fuiVk pqdus osQ ckn] og fgeky;tSlh 'kkUr [kM+h gks xbZA

bl lewps dkaM osQ nkSjku tks leLr xzkgd vc rd eqag cuk,[kM+s Fks] mUgksaus ,sls rkfy;ka ctkb± ekuks fdlh ukVd dk Js"BrevfHku; ns[kk gksA

og ml dkys ukStoku dks rc rd vka[kas xM+k, ?kwjrh jgh] tcrd og 'keZ ls yky ugha iM+ x;kA mlosQ lHkh laxh&lkFkh iRFkjcus [kM+s FksA

lkjs ny dks ,d txg cqr [kM+s ns[k mlus eqLdjkrs gq, iwNk]¶vkSj Hkh oqQN pkfg, vkidks\ gekjs ikl pkdysV ckj] fMCck canfeBkb;ka] rjg&rjg dh VkfiQ;ka] tSyh MªkIl] fry dh cuh feBkb;ka]feaV MªkIl---A¸ fiQj mlus xaHkhjrkiwoZd cPpksa okyh ikap ykyhikWiHkh fudkyhaA n'kZd galh osQ ekjs iQV x, vkSj Hkwjs cky vkSj mldkny ogka ls Hkkx fudykA

cM+h f'k"VrkiwoZd mlus mUgsa ew[kZ cPps lkfcr dj fn;k FkkAfdruh le>nkj gS ;g yM+dh! eq>s iwjk fo'okl gks x;k fd vc;s yksx mls dHkh d"V ugha nsaxsA eq>s irk Hkh u pyk vkSj eSa mldhvksj fe=krk ls eqLdjk jgh FkhA

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vius nÝrj ykSVdj eSaus fpu osQ dejs esa mlosQ lkFk jgusokyh yM+dh ju ';kvksesb dks cqyok;k vkSj mlls iwNk fd D;k ;glp gS fd fpu vius dejs esa izk;% yM+dksa dks feBkbZ f[kykus cqykfy;k djrh FkhA irk ugha D;ksa] eSa bl ckjs esa lkiQ gks ysuk pkgrhFkhA

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ysfdu] ju dk mÙkj lqudj eSa [kq'k gks xbZA mlus dgk fdfpu izk;% yM+dksa dks xkus vkSj cktk ctkus osQ fy, cqyk fy;kdjrh FkhA vc rd og mUgsa nks lkS ls T;knk fdLe dh feBkb;kaf[kyk pqdh FkhA ;s feBkb;ka og Lo;a [kjhn dj ys tkrh Fkh vkSjmuls mUgsa p[kdj ,d dkih esa mudh jk; fy[kok fy;k djrh FkhAju us eq>s ;g Hkh crk;k fd dbZ jkr og iRFkjksa dks dkxt esayisVdj mudk otu vuqeku yxkus dk vH;kl djrh jgh FkhA

esjh vka[kksa ls inkZ gV x;k FkkA

eSa feBkbZ osQ dkmaVj osQ iz/ku dks nks"k nsus tk jgh Fkh fd mluseq>s vHkh rd fpu osQ vkn'kZ O;ogkj osQ fo"k; esa dHkh oqQNcrk;k D;ksa ugha Fkk] fdUrq rHkh eq>s ;kn gks vk;k fd mlus rksfuiq.krk iznf'kZr djus osQ fy, fpu dk uke izLrkfor fd;k FkkA eSausgh mldk uke dkV fn;k Fkk] D;ksafd--- esjh vUrjkRek us eq>s ,slkdjus dks ckè; fd;k FkkA

ml 'kke LVksj osQ ikVhZ dk;ZdrkZvksa dh cSBd esa eSaus viuhtkap osQ ifj.kkeksa dk C;ksjk is'k fd;k vkSj ikVhZ lsØsVjh Doks usmldh ljkguk dhA ;g fu.kZ; fy;k x;k fd pquko dk urhtkvxys fnu lqcg ?kksf"kr dj fn;k tk,xk vkSj iwoZ fu/kZfjr frfFk dkslHkk dk vk;kstu fd;k tk,xkA fpu dks mldk Hkk"k.k rS;kj djusesa lgk;rk nsus osQ fy, eSaus LosPNkiwoZd Lo;a viuk uke izLrkforfd;k Fkk rkfd eq>s mlls lkiQ&lkiQ ckrsa djus dk ekSdk fey tk,A

vxys fnu lcsjs xzkgdksa }kjk pqus x;s yksxksa dh iQksVks LVksj osQizos'k }kj ij j[ks x, ^lEeku iVy* ij yxk nh xbZA fot;h gksusosQ ukrs fpu vkd"kZ.k dk izeq[k osQUnz cu xbZ FkhA fdUrq og lnkdh rjg viuk dke djrh jghA ges'kk dh rjg vkt Hkh mlusiQS'kuscy oL=k igu j[ks FksA D;k mls bruh Hkh le> ugha Fkh fd,d vkn'kZ Jfed dks vf/d HkM+dhys oL=k ugha iguus pkfg,\eq>s yxk fd tYnh eq>s mlls bl ckjs esa ckr dj ysuh pkfg, vkSj

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blh ckrphr osQ chp mls viuk Hkk"k.k rS;kj dj ysus dks Hkh dgnsuk pkfg,A tSls gh LVksj can gqvk eSa lh/h mlosQ dejs esa igaqphA

og vkSj Hkh vf/d [kwclwjr iks'kkd igus gq, Fkh vkSj viustwrksa ij ikfy'k dj jgh FkhA

EkaSus iwNk] ¶rqe dgha ckgj tk jgh gks\¸

og gal iM+hA mlus eq>s vius fcLrj ij cSBk;kA tc eSaus mlsc/kbZ nh rks og mnklhu cuh jghA

eSaus mls crk;k fd mls lHkk esa Hkk"k.k nsuk gksxk vkSj iwNk fdog D;k cksysxhA ¶uk&Ukk] eq>s Hkk"k.k nsuk fcyoqQy ugha vkrk]¸mlus 'keZ ls yky gksrs vkSj flj fgykrs gq, dgkA

¶ml fnu dkmaVj ij [kM+s&[kM+s rks rqe cgqr vPNk cksy jghFkh]¸ eSaus dgk] ¶pquko esa rqe izFke vkbZ gksA lks Hkk"k.k rks rqEgsa nsukgh iM+sxkA ;g gekjs usrk dk iQSlyk gSA¸

mlus cM+s vlgk; Hkko ls esjh vksj ns[kk] ¶rks eq>s cksyuk ghiM+sxkA¸

eSaus xnZu fgykbZA

¶rks fiQj Bhd gSA¸

tc eSaus mls Hkk"k.k fy[kus esa enn nsuh pkgh rks mlus iwNk]¶vkidk eryc gS fd oDr ls igys gh eq>s Hkk"k.k rS;kj dj ysukiM+sxk\¸

¶de ls de mldh :ijs[kk rks fy[k gh yks rkfd cksyrsle; cgd u tkvksA¸

¶ml oDr esjs fnekx esa tks vk,xk ogh dg nawxhA¸

¶mlls dke ugha pysxkA¸

eSaus mldh vksj ls Hkk"k.k fy[k nsuk pkgk FkkA fdUrq mlosQ

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fy, igys eq>s mlosQ fopkj tkuuk vko';d FkkA eSa mls ;g rksugha crk ldrh Fkh fd eSaus mls Nr ij ukprs ns[k fy;k FkkAblfy, mls lq>ko&lk nsrs gq, eSaus dgk] ¶D;k rqEgkjs fnekx ijfiNys oqQN fnuksa ls dksbZ cks> gS\¸

fofLer gks mlus mÙkj fn;k] ¶D;ksa\ ugha rksA¸

¶dy lqcg---¸ eSa fgpfdpk jgh FkhA

¶dy lqcg\ D;k gqvk Fkk dy lqcg\¸ mldh vka[ksa pkSM+hgks xb±A

eSa lksp gh jgh Fkh fd mlls og ckr uehZ ls oSQls dgh tk,]rHkh fdlh us njoktk [kV[kVk;kA

mlus dgk] ¶vanj vk tkvksA¸

njoktk can jgkA og mB [kM+h gqbZ vkSj Åaps Loj esa iwNus yxh¶dkSu gS\ vanj D;ksa ugha vk tkrs\¸

fiQj mlus tkdj njoktk [kksykA og vk'p;Z&pfdr jg xbZFkhA

njokts ij ogh dkyk ukStoku [kM+k FkkA mldk psgjk xqykchgks jgk FkkA mlus viuh yach nsg >qdkbZ vkSj vLi"V Loj esa dgusyxk] ¶eq>s cgqr [ksn gS] uEcj 163] dkejsM fpu ywA eq>s vkidkuke ^lEeku iVy* ls irk pyk gSA¸

fpu dk LrC/ Hkko voKk&Hkjs Loj esa cny x;kA fiQj Hkh]mlus cM++h f'k"VrkiwoZd mls vanj vkus dks dgkA

lq[kZ psgjk fy, ukStoku ihNs gVus yxk FkkA ¶ugha&ugha] eSavkidh ckrksa esa ck/k ugha Mkyuk pkgrkA eSa rks osQoy ;g dgusvk;k FkkA---**

esjk vfookfgr ân; /M+/M+ dj jgk FkkA og D;k dgus vk;kFkk\

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fpu eqLdjkbZ vkSj mldh vksj fLFkj n`f"V ls ns[krh jghA

?kcjkgV vkSj ladksp esa Hkjs ml ukStoku us vius mtys nkarfn[kkrs gq, [khl fuiksjh vkSj fpu osQ gkFk esa ,d iSosQV Fkek fn;kArc tkdj eSaus xkSj fd;k fd mlus 'kso fd;k gqvk FkkA cky dVok,Fks vkSj Åuh tSosQV esa og cgqr laqnj yx jgk FkkA iSosQV fcuk [kksysgh fpu mls vius gkFkksa esa ,sls Fkkes Fkh ekuks og mldk otu rkSyjgh gksA

¶blesa ce gS D;k\¸ pedrh vka[kksa ls mlus iwNkA

¶th gka] vkiesa fgEer gS bls [ksyus dh\¸ ukStoku us mYVkiz'u fd;kA

mlus iQkSju gh iSosQV [kksy MkykA mlesa os feBkb;ka Hkjh Fkhaftls ukStoku us ml fnu [kjhnh FkhaA ¶esjk NksVk&lk migkj gS ;gAblesa esjk uke fy[kk gqvk gS]¸ mlus jSij dh vksj b'kkjk djrs gq,dgk] vkSj og ogka ls fudy x;kA

¶vjs ,--- okil vkvks]¸ og mlosQ ihNs&ihNs nkSM+h] ysfdurc rd og lhf<+;ka mrjus yxk FkkA

vlgk;&eqnzk esa fpu us gkFk iQSyk fn,A eSaus jSij [kksykA ogLVhy jksfyax fey }kjk fof'k"V Jfedksa dks fn;k tkus okyk iz'kalki=k FkkA ml ukStoku dk uke f'k ;aqxyh FkkA

jSij dh floqQM+us feVkrs gq, fpu cksyh] ¶eSa rks dHkh lksp Hkhugha ldrh Fkh fd ;g bruk vPNk Jfed gksxkA**

eSaus lgefr trkrs gq, dgk] ¶ysfdu mls bl iz'kalk&i=k dksbruk lLrk ugha cuk nsuk pkfg, FkkA¸

esjh xaHkhj eqnzk ns[kdj fpu gal iM+h vkSj cksyh] ¶th gkaAukStoku la?k dh egku lsØsVjh egksn;k bls lgu ugha dj ik jghgSaA ysfdu eq>s ,sls yksx csng ilan gS tks ;'k vkSj lEeku dksvf/d xaHkhjrkiwoZd ugha ysrsA¸

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^ilan* 'kCn dk mldk iz;ksx lqudj esjk eqag [kqyk dk [kqykjg x;kA esjk fopkj Hkkairs gq, mlus eqLdjkdj dgk] ¶eSaus ilan'kCn dk iz;ksx mlosQ O;kidre vFkZ esa fd;k gSA¸

eSa mls oqQN vkSj lykg nsus okyh Fkh fd og cksy mBh]¶nsf[k,] balku vkerkSj ij isphnk gqvk djrs gSaA vusoQ fof'k"Vyksxksa esa Hkh vusd Hkís nqxqZ.k Hkjs jgrs gSaA¸ dgrs&dgrs og vpkudFke xbZ vkSj yTtk ls yky iM+dj njokts ls Hkkx fudyhA

lHkk esa og D;k cksysxh] bl ckjs esa vHkh rd eSa va/dkj esaFkhA

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lHkk vxys fnu gh gksus okyh Fkh] fpu us vHkh rd viukHkk"k.k ugha fy[kk FkkA iqjkus rjhosQ osQ vuqlkj eSaus fu'p; fd;k fdlHkh Hkk"k.k nsus okyksa dks lk;a dks ,d LFkku ij cSBkdj muosQHkk"k.k lqu fy, tk,aA eq>s ;g lqfuf'pr dj ysuk Fkk fd muosQHkk"k.k jktuhfrd n`f"V ls lgh vkSj fo'oLr gksaA

fpu us eq>s [kkst fudkyk vkSj eq>ls ekiQh ekaxrs gq, dgk fdmls ,d vU; LFkku ij tkuk vko';d gSA

¶D;k dgk\ rqe bruh egRoiw.kZ cSBd ls vuqifLFkr jgus dhvuqefr ekax jgh gks\¸

¶eq>s lkaLÑfrd osQUnz osQ ,d ukVd dh Mªsl fjglZy esa Hkkxysuk gSA blfy, eSa vkidh Mªsl fjglZy esa ugha vk lowaQxhA¸

Mªsl fjglZy! og ,slk oSQls dg ldh Fkh\ ¶ugha] rqEgsa vkukgh iM+sxk** eSaus n`<+rkiwoZd dgkA

og v/hj gks cSBhA ¶eSa vkidks vHkh crk, nsrh gaw fd eSavius Hkk"k.k esa D;k dgus okyh gawA ysfdu pawfd ml ukVd esa esjheq[; Hkwfedk gS] blfy, eq>s ogka rks tkuk gh gksxkA¸

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fdl ik=k dh Hkwfedk dj jgh gks\ ¶eSa viuh ckr ij vM+hjghA¸

¶,d ,slh yM+dh dh tks viuh ftUnxh esa viuk y{; Li"V:i ls ugha ns[k ik jgh vkSj blfy, og viuk le; cuko& Ükaxkjdjrs] ukprs&xkrs fcrk---¸

vc eq>s mldk Nr ij fd;k x;k ukp ;kn vk x;k vkSj esjsfnekx esa lkjh fLFkfr lkiQ gks xbZ] ¶cgqr 'kh?kz esjk psgjk >qfjZ;ksa lsHkj tk,xk vkSj esjs cky liQsn gks tk,axs]** eSaus nqgjk;kA

mlus esjs gkFk Fkke fy,A mlosQ us=k ped jgs FksA ¶vkius gesafjglZy djrs ns[kk gS\¸

¶eSaus--- eSaus mlosQckj s es a lquk gS]¸fgpfdpkrs gq, eSausdgkA

rks ml lqcg ogosQoy vius laoknnqgjk jgh Fkh! eSausmldk gkFk FkiFkik;kvkSj mlls dg fn;k]¶Bhd gS] rqe viuhfjglZy esa tkvksA¸

og eq>ls fyiVxb Z v k S j e q> sfy,&fy, gh dejs esa?kwe&?kwe dj okYV~tuR; dk ,d ?kwej ukpmBhA esjk flj pdjkus

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yxkA eSaus mls jksd fn;kA

¶Hkfo"; esa bu xfrfof/;ksa ls nwj gh jgk djks]¸ eSaus dgkA

og pkSad iM+h] ¶D;ksa Hkyk\¸

eq>s mldh ijs'kkuh le> esa ugha vkbZA ¶vc rqe ,d vkn'kZJfed cu xbZ gksA blfy, rqEgsa gj dke esa [kqn ij dM+k fu;a=k.kj[kuk pkfg,A rqEgsa u fliZQ viuk dke gh vPNh rjg djuk pkfg,]cfYd rqEgkjk vkpj.k Hkh vkn'kZ gksuk pkfg,] eSaus mlosQ oL=kksa ijvFkZiw.kZ fuxkg Mkyrs gq, dgk FkkA

mlus ml vksj dksbZ è;ku ugha fn;k vkSj cksyh] ¶D;k ,dvkn'kZ Jfed dk viuk dksbZ 'kkSd ugha gks ldrk\¸

¶t:j gks ldrk gSA ysfdu rqEgkjh jktuhfrd izfr"Bk mldhvis{kk dgha vf/d egRoiw.kZ gSA mldh j{kk osQ fy, rqEgsa dBksjifjJe djuk iM+sxk] vU;Fkk rqe ek=k ,d ckj izdk'k nsdj lnk osQfy, cq> tkvksxhA¸

mlus mÙkj fn;k] ¶eq>s mu yksxksa ls ?k`.kk gS tks viuh izfr"Bkcpk, j[kus dh [kkfrj >wBs Lokax Hkjrs jgrs gSaA eSaus rks dHkh lkspkHkh ugha Fkk fd fdlh fnu eSa vkn'kZ Jfed cu lowaQxh vkSj eq>sugha yxrk fd bl rexs dks vkthou yVdk, ?kweuk t:jh gSA--- gka]bls vius ikl cuk, j[kus osQ fy, eSa Hkjiwj esgur djrh jgawxhAfdUrq ;fn eq>s dHkh vkn'kZ Jfed vkSj vfHkus=kh osQ chp pqukodjuk iM+ x;k] rks eSa vfHkus=kh cuuk T;knk ilan d:axhA¸

¶;g rqe D;k dg jgh gks!¸ eq>s vius dkuksa ij fo'okl ughagks jgk FkkA fiQj Hkh eSaus vius vkos'k ij fu;a=k.k j[kk vkSj mls'kkUr djus osQ fy, dgk] ¶esjk eryc ;g ugha FkkA¸

og izlUu gks mBhA esjs ikl cSBdj cM+s vknj ls mlus iwNk]¶gekjs usrk yksx eq>ls vkSj D;k vk'kk djrs gSa\¸

mldh fouezrk ls eSa [kq'k gks xbZA mldk lqugjh fDyi mlosQ

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ckyksa ls fudkyrs gq, fdlh cM+h cgu dh rjg eSaus mlls dgk]¶gekjh lHkk esa cM+s&cM+s usrk vkSj esgeku vk,axsA vPNk gks vxjrqe bls u iguks---A**

¶D;ksa\¸

¶bls iguuk bruk t:jh D;ksa gS\¸ eSaus eqLdjkrs gq, iwNkA

¶blfy, D;ksafd bls igudj eSa lqUnj fn[krh gawA ;g eq>sbldh ;kn Hkh fnykrh jgrh gS fd lkeku nsrs oDr vius xzkgdkssaosQ lkeus eq>s viuk flj uhpk ugha dj ysuk pkfg,A O;Lr gks tkusij eSa izk;% ;g ckr Hkwy tk;k djrh gawA tc Hkh flj uhpk djrhgaw] ;g psu esjs dku Nwdj eq>s ;kn fnyk nsrh gSA¸

rks ektjk ;g Fkk! mlosQ ikl lHkk esa Jksrkvksa dks crkus osQfy, dbZ ckrsa FkhaA

¶Bhd gS] rqe vius Jksrkvksa dks ;g t:j crk nsuk fd ;glqugjh psu rqEgsa oSQls ;kn fnyk nsrh gS fd lkeku nsrs oDr viusxzkgdksa dh vksj lh/s ns[kuk pkfg,A ysfdu ;g er dg cSBuk fdpsu cgqr [kwclwjr Hkh gSA¸

¶ysfdu eSa rks fliZQ blh otg ls bls igurh gawA¸

eSaus mldk flj FkiFkik;k] ¶ixyh yM+dh] bl jgL; dks nwljksals fNikdj gh j[ksa u! Hkyk Hkjh lHkk esa rqe ;g ckr oSQls dgldrh gks\¸

¶D;ksa ugha dg ldrh\¸ og ean&ean galrh gqbZ cksyh] ¶eSa rksgjsd ls ;g ckr dguk pkgrh gawA eq>s lqUnj fn[kuk vPNk yxrkgSA tks yksx ftUnxh dks I;kj djrs gSa] fliZQ os gh vius jax&:i ijè;ku fn;k djrs gSaA**

eSaus lkspk fd 'kk;n lHkh vukM+h vfHkusf=k;ka ,slh gh gqvkdjrh gSaA

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¶crkvks rks] rqe dy fdlfo"k; ij cksyus tk jgh gks\¸

mls esjs iz'u ij fopkj djrsns[k eSaus fiQj dgk] ¶eq>s rksfliZQ bruk crk nks fd rqEgsa viusdke ls I;kj oSQls gks x;k\¸

¶cM+h yEch gS ;g dgkuhA¸mlus ,d fu%'okl Hkjk vkSjfiQj dgus yxh] ¶eSa rks ,dvfHkus=kh cuuk pkgrh Fkh] ysfdueSaus og ekSdk xaok fn;kA vc rks vfHkus=kh cuus dh esjh mez jghughaA¸

¶ysfdu rqe viuk dke rks cM+h fuiq.krk ls djrh gksA¸

¶eSaus le> fy;k gS fd gj fdlh dks mUur ns'kksa esa Hkh viukeu&ilan dke ugha fey ikrk] rks gekjs tSls ns'k dh rks ckr ghD;k!¸

¶fiQj rqEgsa vius dke ls I;kj oSQls gks x;k\¸

mlosQ mÙkj us eq>s ,d ckj fiQj vk'p;Zpfdr dj fn;kA

¶viuh izR;sd ifjfpr oLrq dks euq"; ilan djus yx tkrkgSA ge dksbZ Hkh dke D;ksa u djrs gksa] ,d ckj mldh vknr iM+tkus ij gesa mlls I;kj gks gh tkrk gSA¸

¶izR;sd ;qok rqEgkjs tSlk ugha gksrk]¸ eSaus viuk flj fgykrsgq, dgk] ¶rqe rks eq>s ;g crkvks fd rqe vius xzkgdksa osQ lkFkbruk n;kyqrk&Hkjk O;ogkj D;ksa djrh gks\¸

og ,d {k.k lksprh jghA ¶igys eSa vkidks ;g crkrh gaw fdxzkgdksa us fdl rjg esjh lgk;rk dh gSA¸

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¶rqEgkjh lgk;rk xzkgdksa us dh gS\¸

¶esjs fu;fer xzkgdksa dks gh yhft,]¸ og cksyh] ¶,deè;&o;lh vè;kfidk FkhA mldk psgjk pknj tSlk Eyku jgrk FkkAizR;sd ekl osru feyus osQ fnu og oqQN feBkb;ka [kjhnus vk;kdjrh FkhA ysfdu ,d ckj og ugha vkbZA mlosQ cnys mldh lklosQ lkFk mldh uUgha fcfV;k vkbZA vkalw cgkrs ml o`¼ efgyk useq>s crk;k fd og vius vkB oxZ ehVj osQ dejs esa gj jkr nsjrd viuk ikB rS;kj djrh lnk O;Lr jgh gSA mldk osru cgqrde gSA og osQoy esjs fy, vkSj cPpksa osQ fy, feBkbZ [kjhnrh gSAvc pawfd ^gkbiXykblhfe;k* ls vkØkar gksdj vLirky esa HkrhZ gS]blfy, eSa mlosQ fy, feBkbZ [kjhnus vkbZ gwaA mls chekjh esa bldhvko';drk gS---A¸

¶,d cw<+k etnwj izk;% vius ikS=k osQ lkFk vk;k djrk gS tksosQoy pkdysV [kjhnrk gSA mlosQ nknk us mlls dgk Fkkµ rqe cM+s'kqHk u{k=kksa esa iSnk gq, gksA chl o"kZ ikj djus ls igys] pkdysV dhrks ckr gh NksM+ks] eSaus dHkh feBkbZ rd ugha p[kh FkhA¸

¶vusd toku yM+osQ fo'ofo|ky; esa izos'k ikus osQ miy{;esa feBkbZ [kjhnus vk;k djrs FksA tks vliQy jg tkrs Fks os dgrsfd ge vxys o"kZ rqEgsa feBkbZ f[kyk,axsA¸

¶bl o"kZ nks vkSj izos'k ik x,A rc Hkh vkf[kjh cps yM+osQ us;gh dgk fd vxys o"kZ vkdj rqe eq>ls feBkbZ [kkukA¸

mldh vka[ksa ue gks vkbZ FkhaA ¶bu yksxksa us eq>s ftUnxh osQ ckjsesa cgqr oqQN fl[kk;k gSA bu tSls lk/kj.k yksxksa dh lsok djosQ eq>scgqr [kq'kh gksrh gSA¸

ekuks og [kqn ls gh ckrsa fd, tk jgh FkhA mlus iyVdjviuh vka[ksa f[kM+dh osQ ckgj tek nhaA vLr gksrs lw;Z dh jks'kuhesa mlosQ vkalw f>yfeyk jgs FksA

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eSa tku xbZ fd lHkk esa og fdl fo"k; esa Hkk"k.k nsxhµ yksxksaosQ izfr] thou osQ izfr] lkSan;Z osQ izfr] vius I;kj osQ izfrA

eSaus mls xyr le>k FkkA viuh dBksj lksp vkSj fopkjksa dh;kn dj eSa 'keZ ls yky gks xbZ---

¶rqeus cgqr cf<+;k ckr dgh gSA /U;okn]¸ dgrs esjk xykHkj vk;k FkkA

yTtk ls ijs'kku og ,d dkxt osQ VqdM+s ij oqQN ?klhVusyxh FkhA eSaus mls Mªsl&fjglZy esa tkus dks dgkA

mlus esjh vksj ÑrKrk&Hkjh eqLdku ls ns[kkA

eSaus iwNk] ¶D;k eSa rqEgkjk ukVd ns[kus vk ldrh gaw\¸

vk'p;Z rFkk vkuUn esa Mwch mlus eq>s nks fVdV Fkek fn,A¶dy gekjk igyk 'kks gksxkA vk'kk gS] vki mlosQ ckjs esa vius jk;eq>s vo'; crk,axhA¸

¶/U;oknA¸ eSa mls njokts rd igaqpkus xbZA 'kk;n eSa mllsoqQN vkSj Hkh dguk pkg jgh FkhA fdUrq eSaus mlls osQoy ;gh iwNk]¶rqe ges'kk bruh [kq'k D;ksa jgk djrh gks\¸

og ,d {k.k pqi jgh vkSj fiQj gal iM+hA ¶eq>s irk ughaA eq>sftUnxh cM+h ehBh yxrh gSA¸

og pyh xbZA xfy;kjs esa fdlh ls HksaV gks tkus ij eSaus mlsfiQj ls galrs lqukA

eSaus dkxt dk og VqdM+k mBk fy;kA ml ij ,d fgj.k cukFkk ftldh lhaxksa ij xqykc dk ,d iQwy fdlh rkt dh rjg cuk;kgqvk FkkA

eSaus nqgjk;k] ¶ftUnxh cM+h ehBh yxrh gSA¸

xqykcksa ls yns fny okyk lksus dk fgj.k lalkj esa pkSdM+hHkjsxkA