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  • hnaldus

    Reefs

  • ALSO BY

    ERIC BASSO

    FROM

    SIX GALLERY PRESS

    POETRY

    Earthworks

    FROM

    ASYLUM ARTS PRESS

    FICTION

    The Beak Doctor

    Bartholomew Fair

    POETRY

    Accidental Monsters

    Umbra

    The Catwalk Watch

    The Smoking Mirror

    Catafalques

    Ghost Light

    DRAMA

    Enigmas

    The Golem Triptych

    The Sabattier Effect

    ESSAYS

    Decompositions

    DREAMS

    Revagations

  • ERIC BASSO

    Tr;~a(dus

    ~

    Reefs

    OBUSCURE PUBLICATIONS ~ 2010

    Poems2009

  • Copyright © 2010 by Eric Basso

    All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmit-ted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including pho-tocopy, recording, or any information storage and retrieval system, withoutpermission in writing from the publisher, except for brief quotes in reviews.

    Some of the poems first appeared in the following publications, to whose edi-tors grateful acknowledgement is made: The Bicycle Review, Blackbird, DanseMacabre, Leaf Garden, Luciole Press, Manorborn, Outsider Writers Collective,Poets ~ar Prada. The "Shoals," "Petroglyphs" and "Bestiary" poems first ap-peared as limited-edition chapbooks from Obscure Publications.

    Basso, Eric, 1947-Ytimaldus / Reefi

    Printed in The United States of America.

    Cover montage by the author (2009).

    H.C.

    OBSCURE PUBLICATIONS

    307 RIvER STREET, APT. IS

    BLACK RIVER FALLS, WI 54615

  • Contents

    TRlMALDUS

    The Meeting 3

    Night Purchase 4

    Paintings 5

    The Masks 6

    A Condor's Sleep 8

    The Spindle 9

    Barrier II

    Windows 13

    Interregnum 15

    Catacombs I 16

    Catacombs II 18

    Catacombs III 20

    Catacombs IV 21

    Catacombs V 23

    Catacombs VI 25

    Catacombs VII 27

    Catacombs VIII 29

    Catacombs IX 31

    Catacombs X 33

    Ghosts 34

  • The Inverted Pyramid

    Fish Ivory

    The Likewise Image

    Secular Superstition

    Sagittarius

    Swine Wallow

    Remember to Forget

    REEFS

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    41

    43

    45

    47

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    51

  • TRlMALDUS

  • January I, 2009

    The Meeting

    that first day I saw himjust another face in the crowd

    never cared for poets he saidthey are slippery fish

    told me he'd been in the warbut when I asked him about ithe could remember nothing

    all memory was gone and hadtaken fear and blood with it

    poet my conscience is clearbut you have yet tocome out of your dream

  • 4 ERIC BASSO

    Night Purchase

    even on crowded streets he couldhear the whales' song judderingthrough the deeps of distant oceans

    it echoed off his bedroom wallskept him awake for hours floatingdark above the ancient wreckswide eyed but sightless ofall the sunken argosies

    I told him it was a delusionhe looked at me with stranger's eyespointed out the window at a manstaggering and about to fall

    in a corner no light could reachsomething lurched and I knewthere were other thingsthings he could not say

    January 7, 2009

  • Trimafdus

    Paintings

    he told me paintings bothered himnot just the bird traps of Brueghelthose wood boxes propped by a plank

    even a pink silk cuff by Watteauthe sewing needle that wasnever painted in by Vermeera cloud above Constable's hay wainbecame emblems of his torment

    he came to my rooms one nightclaimed there was an aberrationin every so-called masterpiecewith such conviction thatI had to believe him

    I go to the galleries nowsearching out his ghostsbut the fleck of one stray strokethe oiled nuance remains invisibleeven to the illusion it creates

    January 27, 2009

  • 6 ERIC BASSO

    The Masks

    Oscar Wilde wrotegive a man a maskand he'll tell you the truthbut what if a man hasa multitude of masks

    I followed Trimaldusto the cellarhe lifted a trap doorwe went farther down

    masks were arrangedon a long table coveredwith blue baize

    fourteen eyeless effigieseach waiting to coolthe agony ofsome searing truth

    I picked one upand put it on

  • February 7,2009

    Trimaldus

    as my breath shallowedTrimaldus whisperednow you can tell meeverything

    7

  • 8 ERIC BASSO

    A Condor's Sleep

    when I finished my confessionTrimaldus said our eyes becomethe false part of each mask we wear

    some of us dig our own gravesthe rest have theirs dug for themanother mask and you would havetold me a different story altogether

    every explorer ant must rememberthe number of steps it's takento find its way back to the colony

    but ours is the colony of masksto which there can be no returningwe stumble through a condor's sleepas it wings between two clouds

    February 20, 2009

  • Trimaldus

    The Spindle

    he aimed his penlight ata crevice in the sidewalk

    do you see that antwhat's it doing up so late

    I followed Trimaldus into the Spindlecandled chandeliers flickered the tablesdistant balconies through a cigarette hazestained wood and a sawdust floorreeking of crushed peanut shellswhores' perfume and soured beer

    I'd really love this place he saidif it were not for the music

    that ant outside could be the ancestorto the next race of dinosaursor sink into oblivion like allthe conquerors and geniuseswhose luck ran foul

    it was more than enoughfor us to make a meal ofto drink ourselves into stupor

    9

  • 10 ERIC BASSO

    for me this was the first of nightswhere sleep brought with ita Darwinian acceptance thatTrimaldus and I would never beamong the fittest for survival

    February 21, 2009

  • Trimaldus

    Barrier

    that scent of oiled rubberthe inside of a cab I knew iteven before my eyes opened

    the last thing I rememberedTrimaldus' face a blurfloating toward the chandelierhis headless trunk slammedthe table and slid to the floordragging a mug of beer with it

    I lay on the musty floorboardsquinting up at him after a bumpin the road punched me awake

    I'm not taking you home he saidthere's a house outside the citythat needs to be seen nowby both of us if you're everto know me well at all

    we came to a screeching haltbefore a picket barrieron a scrubland hill just asthe sun was rising at our back

    II

  • 12

    March 9, 2009

    ERIC BASSO

    I tumbled out of the cab dazedhe hoisted me up then pointedto the only house for miles

    fire shot into our eyesfrom a windowpane

    he told me that sheet of glassthe only one left unshatteredwas too much like his dead wife

    the reflection in a windowwhich blinds you from seeingthere's no one within

  • Trimaldus

    Windows

    tripping through the thicketsI had no idea where Trimalduswas taking me

    it's not much farther he saidI wanted to show you a windowbathed in the Ganges butyou'll have to settlefor something less

    how could I have knownit was far from less

    jewels were flaringcolors in the darkwe'd been walking all daythe sun had set beforewe reached our destination

    I forgot my hunger and thirstnothing for us now butthose floating jewels

    are you brave enough to peerthrough these lenses he asked

    13

  • 14

    March 18, 2009

    ERIC BASSO

    I put my eye to the sapphirea window that opened onan image I could not recognize

    we looked into the bowelsof an abandoned shackmisted by ghosts oflivesthat were not our own

    Trimaldus caught his breathI heard him falling intothe high weeds

    through my window's jewelI saw a weasel crouchedat the foot of a birch

    Trimaldus was gaspinghe had seen somethingfar more terrible

    he stammeredwhat sort of mando you think I am whowould bring a friendto a place like this

  • April 13. 2009

    Trimaldus

    Interregnum

    the interregnum was a sleepTrimaldus told me laterhe carried a serrated knife inhis dreams and killed any manwho tried to rip the mask fromthat world of illusions

    this second life came to meanmore to him than any wakingback to an existence he neverclaimed to have understood

    dreams became a pastmore real than his ownthe struts of a bridgetremoring under him ashe held the one womanwho would have givenlife a meaning and felther melt away

  • 16 ERIC BASSO

    Catacombs I

    three days and nights in bedbut even after the crisis passedhe said strange things to me

    asked who first claimed a horseseen from above resembled a violininsisted something in the beer wehad at Gertrude's stilted his memorythough I could not rememberour last drink there

    I didn't believe it when hetold me the house we were instrutted a maze of catacombs

    Trimaldus smiled as he led medown to that room wherethe masks had been laid outnot a single mask remainedI didn't bother to askwhat became of them

    a low door in a corner lacedwith a curtain of cobwebsno stairs but a narrow chute

  • April 20, 2009

    Trimaldus

    he slid down firsthis lantern dwindledseemed to flicker out

  • 18 ERIC BASSO

    Catacombs II

    I shouted after himmy voice echoed backfrom the empty darkbut a few seconds latera faint slam reached mefrom far below soundingthe base of a blind abyss

    I knew Trimaldus was waitingswung myself into the chuteand the swift descending

    a left curve slowed me downthe chute banked and leveled tilla sudden dip took my breath away

    I shut my eyes againstthe rising wind untila maze of banked curvesand a second levelingrocked me to the bottom

    it felt as if a monthhad come and gone

  • May 13, 2009

    Trimaldus

    Trimaldus'voice trickled upfrom the cavernous floor

    lie still for a few minutes morewe are farther down thanyou could possibly believe

  • 20

    May 23, 2009

    ERIC BASSO

    Catacombs III

    if flesh is the fabric of bonethis was a place stripped nakedcorridors ofyellowed nuditypeeled of their stench of rottoo many centuries ago

    we stumbled through channelswalled by skulls that writhed tothe flicker ofTrimaldus' lantern

    as he led me on I grabbed himby the scruff of his collarand walked with eyes shutto the silenced multitudethat seemed to close us in

    stay here too long Trimaldus saidyou'll begin to think you hearour cold companions whisperingconspiring with one anotheras if they knew some secretwe can never hope to knowthe discovery no explorer everwants to make so keep moving

  • Trimaldus

    Catacombs IV

    that meandering drone in the earoscillation of the whispers' echowithout the whispers

    the skulls' fretal murmurwould soon reach articulationjust as Trimaldus had predicted

    I hoped for no more turningsthat we were coming to the lastof those hideous bone walls

    now his lantern burned blueI feared it would be snuffedby the thickening airthat we were left towander blind below earthtill hunger and death took us

    a black space openedsuddenly the air warmedthe lamp burned brighterbut made no dent in the dark

    21

  • 22

    May 29,2009

    ERIC BASSO

    we had passed the labyrinth ofcharnel corridors to arrivein a depthless limbo

    I wanted to turn backregretting everything

    there was no way backTrimaldus regretted nothing

  • Trimafdus

    Catacombs V

    ever seen a dead birdor even the bones of onewhere do they go to diea woman came down herelooking for her imaginary lovershe vanished without a trace

    I couldn't understand whatTrimaldus was trying to tell methought the sudden change of airmust have made him giddythen he pointed at his feet

    faint scorings in the floorresembled the ghosts of leopardsthis glyphic caravan appearedto point the way for us

    it should be all right nowthese markings are NeolithicTrimaldus whispered askingwhat animal they suggestedbut I did not answer

    23

  • 24

    June I5, 2009

    ERIC BASSO

    to him the leopards I sawlooked like lions spotted onlybecause much of the paint thatshaped them had been worn awayby centuries ofdark arrested time

    don't stare for long he saidthe lions might go blindeven in this dim lightand begin to dance

  • Trimaldus

    Catacombs VI

    the last gray leopard gave way toa blood colored dot in the distance

    we ran toward what looked likea low window before sensingthe slight slope of the groundhad created an illusion

    no window but a square hatchwaywe stooped and entered a shrine

    Trimaldus passed his lamp to mehe whispered set it down outsideno need for our light here

    the ruddy glow seeped fromthe corners of stippled wallswhose pinlike shadowsconverged in engulfing gloom

    we stumbled over pebbleshe held one in his handa smoothness tattooedwith indecipherable markings

  • 26

    June 26,2009

    ERIC BASSO

    then suddenly dropped itpointing to something wecould find no word for

  • Trimaldus

    Catacombs VII

    the rib cage of a long dead giantfloated a few feet from the floorand the murk fell further away

    it was all we could see for time itselfseemed as suspended as that rackof curved blood tinted bones

    Trimaldus broke the silencethis is a shrine he stammeredwe're standing in an ancient shrine

    still a little less of the darkour eyes were peelingshadows layer by layer

    what we had taken for ribs wereseven sets of S-shaped hornsprojecting from the sides of a bench

    a gutter snaked from its footto a rectangular pit inthe heart of the shrine

    27

  • lilly 9, 2009

    ERIC BAsSO

    Trimaldus struck a matchnear one of the walls lightinga skull in a niche from below

    that bench and the rest of itcan only mean one thinghuman sacrifice

    he blew out the matchsniffing its ribbon of smokeI looked at the bench again

    it's not long enough I answeredhe shut his eyes and gaspedchildren

  • Trimaldus

    Catacombs VIn

    blue blisters sparkled in the floorand made a night sky at our feet

    we'd lost track of how long it hadtaken us to run from the red shrineto these flaring stars becausethe vision of that horn caged altarstreamed with blood in our memory

    Trimaldus and I pushed forwardmore slowly now we watchedthe blue stars spread and meltinto one another turning wetas the floor sunk beneath them

    dank water covered our shoeshiding the long step down thattoppled us into a racing current

    just enough light from the lampTrimaldus was still clutchingas we were swept towardthe roaring precipice whichwould be our certain doom

    29

  • July 2 I, 2009

    ERIC BASSO

    we fell in a rush of noise and foamthe last thing I saw before my deathwas how the lamp arced slowlytoward its own intimate darkness

  • Trimaldus

    Catacombs IX

    now there was onlya distant pin of purpleglimpsed from behinda noiseless water curtain

    so this is it I thoughtlying there on my sidethose falls are a shroudfor a dying star

    why can't we hear itit was Trimaldus' voice

    are you thereyes I'm herewhereI don't knowand youI don't know

    bruised fingers burstthrough the waterfallI recognized his ring

    31

  • July 29, 2009

    ERIC BASSO

    I can't feel the waterhe cried as the watersheeted his hand

    I took it and waspulled into a wallof drenching silence

  • August 4, 2009

    Trimaldus

    Catacombs X

    the purple beam threw backa blind space for gropinga patch of uneven groundwhere we staggered towardan unforgiving eternity thatcould crack the blackest heaven

    a few steps more and we sawit was a lamp lighting the faceof a man in a tattered shroud

    who are youask me who I waswho were you then

    they tell me my namewas Orpheus

    33

  • 34 ERIC BASSO

    Ghosts

    the one who called himself Orpheusstared right through us as he spoke

    you are figments of my imaginationmere players in the long paradeof dreams into which I fellwith no hope of a waking unlessit be to other deeper dreamsfor we are standing inthe place that occults nightcore of the darkest star imaginableand this is what it truly meansto have given up the ghost

    neither Trimaldus nor I believeda word of this or that the strangerwith the purple lamp wasthe man he claimed to be

    the stranger asked how we wouldaccount for the things we'd seen orthe impossible string of adventuresthat had dragged us intowhat he called his black orbit

  • Trimaldus

    for the first time he lookeddirectly into Trimaldus' eyes

    do you really think there wasa descending maze ofcatacombsunder your house or that you'veever lived anywhere but in imaginedrooms or roamed streets whichwhose corners once turneddid not instantly perish to oblivion

    August 12,20°9

    35

  • ~ REEFS

  • The Inverted Pyramid

    time was running backwardat first it went unnoticed that wewere all slowly growing younger

    liver spots paled as veins recededbeneath smoother firmer fleshthe dulled passions sharpenedto cloud our judgment once again

    the home computer disappearedand with so many other thingswe had long taken for grantedit became a thing of the past

    but as newer things vanishedolder things reappeared

    one by one the dead returnedwe repossessed a happinesstheir loss had taken from us

    fewer and fewer empty chairsaround the table as the hauntingsthat had blighted our livesslipped back behind the wallsand were gratefully forgotten

  • 4° ERIC BASSO

    the standard of living becamegreater in some respectsand worse in others

    food and drink tastedbetter than they had in agestheir aromas mingled withother smells and savors thatrecalled us to a time pastwhich was now our present

    you'd have thought people wouldbe walking and talking backwardbut that isn't how it goesand no one knows or cares why

    we'll soon come home to childhoodweighted by decades of experiencebut no better wisdom than before

    September 16,2009

  • Reefs

    Fish Ivory

    the day the Colonel's statuestepped down from its plinthand walked off in the fogmy friend crouched at the curband touched something theresomething I could not see

    later we learned about howthe stone gods of Easter Islandsuddenly shed the mossthat furred them for centuriesand became convinced therewas some connection betweenthis and the thing our friendhad snatched from the curband carried to his house

    at first the object had no namehe kept the thing in his atticand would bring it downonce a year to show ushow much it changed

    a change so drastic we'd havebelieved our friend was

  • 42 ERIC BASSO

    palming off something differenton us each year if it weren'tfor the fact that the objectvaguely retained a vestige ofthe last form it had taken

    this all happened so long agoI am now among a very fewsurvivors of the yearly ritualin which we viewed what cameto be called the Fish Ivory fora reason no one remembers

    September 29, 2009

  • Reefs

    The Likewise Image

    a face powdered with white chalkfollows me in mirrors wherever I go

    a body that isn't mine is wearingmy clothes beneath the neckof the face in the mirrorshirts vests jackets trouserswhich are a perfect fitbut far too large for me

    the image pursues me from belowshivering in ponds and puddlesshrouded by the tinted murkof polished cabinets and tablesstretched or squinched beyondall endurance behind stainedconcavities and convexities

    my plan now is to avoid itto focus only on the dullestor roughest surfaceshoping the likewise image willeventually give up the ghostand set my real reflection freefrom the trap or cell or trunk

    43

  • 44

    November II, 2009

    ERIC BASSO

    which has been its prisonfor so many years withinthat vaster prison we callthe Other Side

  • Reefs

    Secular Superstition

    shortly before embarking onwhat was intended to be anexploration of the Dark ContinentI decided to move in with a familyof middle aged brothers and sisters

    I boldly knocked on their doorthey had never seen me beforeor heard anything of my exploitsbut made no effort to prevent mefrom entering the gabled housesettling in to become the brotherwho'd returned after years abroadwith a trunk of exotic souvenirsand a string of tales to match

    like my acquired siblings I soonmastered the art of forgettingabandoned all idea ofcontinentalexploration in order to explorethe infinite mysteries of this house

    so many books here in languageswe can never hope to understandthough months have been spentattempting to decipher a single page

    45

  • ERIC BASSO

    in one of the bedrooms a closet dooropens on a flagstoned path to an alleythat vanished over a century ago

    on autumn nights the wind rattlesthe shutters and the Mad King'slaughter drifts up from the cellar

    October 26, 2009

  • Reefs

    Sagittarius

    no one can say exactly when or wherethe ground began to shrink beneath us

    we have put down traps everywherebraces to rein back the inevitablethe wooden ones shattered in an hourthose of bronze or steel hold out fora day before their shape yields tothe seismic crush and this is howour town has come to be a vastabstract sculpture garden

    at night when spit and dustfill the little houses a fog liesin the moorland hollows thatcarries the smell of a dyinginto the dull morning mist

    November 28, 2009

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  • ERIC BASSO

    Swine Wallow

    an early snow fell meltingin the mud and weeds as Ipassed by the swine wallow

    beyond the hulk of a stubble hillsmoke from a hidden chimneythreaded the chill and fadedunder the low gray sky

    the hogs huddled for warmthin a corner of the penthe trough was emptytheir oozing snouts rootedat the slime from hunger

    as I walked away the squealsand the grunts subsided toan unearthly hum anda hoarse mumbling thatsounded like a human voice

    I turned and looked backno one stood there to matchthe voice unless someone was

  • Reefs

    lying in muck behind the pigscalling after me too wealdy forhis words to be understood

    nearing that stench againI saw the swine break huddlearound their palest companionand stand transfixed bythe deep buzz of moaningthey sustained as he tolda tale too sad to bear alone

    long ago these pigs were mensailing for home in a shipglutted with spoils fromthe Dardanian War

    low on food and provisionsthey dropped anchor on an isleand there met everlasting doom

    philosophers say it's hardfor love to last longas all love comes unwilledand with will restoredis easily set aside

    imagine then the curse thatcooked the hopeless will to loveinto the food these men wereserved to appease hunger

    49

  • 5° ERIC BASSO

    with starvation for theirformer lives and bodies

    they call her Poison Qyeenshe fed them bitter acornsand all their strength of mindwas bred out as love grewcondemned to the wallow forever

    long after Circe was erasedby the god that usurpedthe old gods' placethey loved herand love her still

    Odysseus never found Ithaca againnever returned to chaste Penelope

    Circe's spell still feedson this despairing lovepeering through its blind windowas the wet snow fallstill time sweeps history away

    December 5, 2009

  • Reefs

    Remember to Forget

    remember to forgetforget to rememberit comes to the same thing

    for the one who never wantsto see her face again evenin the cloudiest mirrorremember to forget

    for the mouldings inthat old dark roomand the one who came backwithout knowing who or whathe came back forremember to forget

    remember to forgetthe frozen handsthe failed dig to unearththe color no one has seen

    remember to forgetyou can no longerbelieve in anything

    51

  • October I2, 2009

    forget to remember the deadwho have forgotten everything

    the gibbous moon wanesthere will never be anotherremember to forget

  • ERIC BASSO was born in Baltimore in 1947. Barbarous&diates is his eighth collection of poems.His work has ap-peared in Bakunin, the Chicago Review, CentralPark, Collages& Bricolages, Fiction International, Exquisite Corpse, andmany other publications. His novel, Bartholomew Fair, isavailable from Asylum Arts. He is the author of twenty-oneplays. His critically-acclaimed drama trilogy, The GolemTriptych; the complete short plays, Enigmas; his play, TheSabattier Effict; a book of short fiction, The Beak Doctor,and six collections of poetry, Accidental Monsters, Umbra,The Catwalk Watch, The Smoking Mirror, Catafalques andGhost Light, are available from Asylum Arts, along withDecompositions: Essays on Art & Literature 1973-1989 andRevagaions: 1966-1974, the first volume ofhis book ofdreams.

    Basso's seventh collection of poems, Earthworks, was pub-lished by Six Gallery Press in 2008.

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