In my solitude here I sit

In the night without a soul at bay

darkness is creeping in

waving farewell to the light that was

once in

in my solitude here I sit

comes hateful thoughts shrouded me

head

as light is giving in

like there is no fair dreams, no even

grounds

I’m just a coward pretending to be

tough

a loner covered in scars

We’re just sad clowns, tamed and

scripted

it’s been a long time since I’ve

forgotten about hope

I’ve come too far

I want to go back

stuck in reverse

return to backwards

at some point

I started looking at the ground more

than the sky

It’s hard even to breathe

I hold out my hand but no one holds it

I’ve gotten scared of people’s eyes

I’m sick of crying so I tried smiling

But no one recognizes me

When I stop wandering at the end of this road

I hope I can close my eyes without regrets

The winter had passed

And the spring has come

We have withered

And our hearts are bruised from longing

I may seem like I’m dying but I won’t dieI won’t escape the other’s eyes and hide

There’s nothing more to lose now, I’m gonna push the past behind and jump outThe image of me falling deep is so beautifulI’m even more alive at this momentMy youth is a decoration for others

I’ve seen a future that you haven’t seen yetI conduct my own life melodyI enjoy the rising climax

Tick Tock Tick Tock

Spring has passed

Here comes summer

Don’t leave now, hope

Cause you’re the sunshine that I’ve

been needing

Even if you take pity over my pathetic self

The world tells me that I can’t but

The crying me of the past is now smilingI’m falling down till the end as if it’s for show but I’m aliveThere’s nothing more to lose now

Those pointed fingers are proof that I’m still an issueDisappointment and hope are the reason and basis

Love and farewellthey’re all just whatever.I don’t care.It’s okay.It’s interesting to see this kind of unknown confidence