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Dear God of Love

Dear God,

When I was 5, You took me away from home, I never

said a thingI followed my ma and pa to a foreign country of strange people and strange ways, leaving all my dear aunts and

cousins behind…

When I was 7, You took me away from my friends, I

never said a thingA lone stranger amongst all of the same region, I was an

outcast, never fitting in, never anyone to be with…

When I was 12, you took me away from my parents, I

never said a thingI reached my teen years, and the already growing gap between me and my parents widened into a gulf… And never have I been able to confide in them again, as my

sister has…

When I was 14, You took me away from my beauty, I

never said a thingThe hormones hit out of the blue turning me from a thin

svelte figure to a round rolling pin

When I was 17, You took me away from my sister, I

never said a thingMy sister found her new confidante, my mother, and

overnight, I lost my best pal

When I was 22, You took me away from my job, I

never said a thingThe recession hit just as I graduated…

But now, I am 24… And losing my confidence now God!

And I have now found the love of my life…

Why do I still have to be taken away from something

I love?He so far… Flitting between refusal and love…One moment

smiling and loving, the next ignoring and hurting…

And I always thought You take everything away,

You’ll give me LOVE in the end…I’ve always trusted you God, knowing you’ll always act for the

best for me…

But I didn’t fall in love until You pushed me into it…

Why did he always offer solace when I needed it, laugh with me when I needed company, stay with me when I started

loving him..? And abandon me and pick me up..?

And even now, I know You will never wish me hurt…

But all that I wish is for my love to be returned God…

And I will never need ask for anything else so long as I have him

with me…

Bless me my heart’s desire…

Why do I so much so love you so, when I am fire, and you are the stove… Sparks a-fly each time we meet, things turn ugly, so

prettily quick! The thick, dull blackening on your side, is it just me or do all make you cry..?

First you say that you love me, and then you say you gotta leave, then you say that you need me, and you want me to believe… You know that I love you, you know that I care… Still I need to

know, that you will be there..!

Your insides simmer when we are both one, is it with fear of what will happen when we are done? Have no fright my dear, have

no fear, may you have no sadness, even if it kills me, for you I’ll always do what’s right… I’ll welcome the ice, I’ll embrace the

cold pain, if it makes you bright, I’ll dance in the rain!

And now I’m ashes, and you’ve been long gone… And this distance hurts so much more that the mercilessly happy sun… All I can do now is to bid my lonely time, pray to God that soon

enough again, we will be one…