Magic What'sHerName - poems - PoemHunter.Com · 2017-11-18 · Magic What'sHerName(July 10,1993) Hi my real name is actually magic, it's just not my first name. I'm not going to pretend

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Magic What'sHerName- poems -

Publication Date: 2009

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Magic What'sHerName(July 10,1993) Hi my real name is actually magic, it's just not my first name. I'm not going topretend to be something I'm not, neither am I going to hide anything. My poetryis like a diary to me. I write about everything going on in my life. People beingrude, parents disaproving, and betrayel. I write how I feel, and I won't holdanything back. I write what others may have experienced (nd if so feel free totalk to me about it) , and no not all my poems are through personal experience.Most of them are, but not all. I like to thank you for reading them. If u havsomething to ask of me.. go ahead.

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**low Self Esteem* You say I'm not good with wordsAnd that I don't need herdsOf people around me to make me feelAny better about myself and it's a done dealThat I'll healI'm not the person you want me to beOr that you wish I'd beAll I am is me. I have low self esteemI'm falling apart at the seamsAnd I just want to screamPraying you're on my teamBut your notI don't feel hotOr prettyBut I feel kickedAnd I was always last picked. I know I'm not ur favorite anymoreI'm just a big boreAnd someone to be ashamed ofI wish I was a doveAble to fly awayI wish I could do that today. I wanna fly awaySomewhere I'm acceptedBecause I'm not even acceptedBy my familySure they love meBut only because I'm familyNot that they even would love me. No one doesAnd no one shouldI'm not what I wasAnd I couldIf I wanted too


But because of youI'm still herePutting up with these strange peopleBut I do shed one tearEvery now and then. *(A poem to people who don't accept me, Because they don't like me) * Magic What'sHerName


*abuse Me* I sit on the groundI'm trying not to make a soundI stare at my feetHoping he can't find me and beatMe until I'm all bloody and wornBelieve me I could have swornHe looked like a good guyBut hey people aren't perfect and they like to lie. While I'm throwing rocks at a treeI feel like I'm going to pay a feeSoon he will find meI'm too tired to run anymore!He was such a poorMan and I thought he needed meBut he used and abused me!And now he's after meHe wants what he can't haveI cried and all he did was laughHow could he be so cruel?Why does he look so cool?Why am I known as a foolIf I were to believe him and let him in?How did this all begin? He has found meI can hear him coming for meHis footsteps get louder and louderHe couldn't be more prouderAs he takes advantage of meHow could he just abuse me?Why would he want to use me? He has gone awayHe went to abuse some other girl todayRUNAWAY!He gets closer and closerOutside he's just a poserThe girl buys what he is on the outside


Never to know until it is too late what is inside! Run! Run!You may think that this is funBut you'll be left there to dieJust like me because of a lieBecause of that stupid guyWhy can't anyone stop him! ? ! *(My poem for a guy in a mask, To rape me was his task) * Magic What'sHerName


*alone* The lights have gone out but I don't careI sit in the dark alone, and on the floor as the airAround me makes it harder to breatheBut as I curl up and watch the door close, I won't leaveThis is the life I deserve after what I put you throughAfter all I was the one who came from the two of youAnd all you do is point your fingers at meAs if I'm the one to blame for having meYou say I'm a freak, a mistake, and you treat me horriblyI write poems, cry myself to sleep, just to see if I can healBut with my evil twin I've made a horrible dealShe kept telling me our parents don't care how I feelI made the wrong choice to believe that was trueI let myself go, I wish I'd die, Now I wish I'd never have toThink about all I've done, it was all just a testBut I've failed, I can't go on I've just messedWith my chances of a better life, but how could I have known?Why was I given so much pain? Why was I left all alone? Magic What'sHerName


*depression* X I just feel so downI only frownI have no smile leftDepression is a theftI hate that I feel this wayI wish my feelings will go awayBut I guess they're here to stayI feel like I don't careBut I swearThat I can't bareTo be without feelingsAnd my heart isn't healingLike it shouldBut I wouldDo anything to take the pain awayI'd do it todayI wish I could talk about itBut my parent's would throw a fitIf they found out my reasonsIt's just not the right seasonTo tell them how I feelBut I'll make you a dealI'll tell youIf you believe it's trueDo you?Good because you shouldNow I couldTell you all about itBut please don't throw a fitIt's because of my dadHe makes me so sadAnd then he gets madAt me for nothingAnd I'd do anythingTo make him proud of meBut he can't seeThat I try too hardI play the wrong cardBecause he has no clue


That I'm sick with the depression fluAnd my momTries to play dumbShe says she'll love me no matter whatBut she still treats me like a mutI still have feelingsEven if my heart isn't healingI can still feel the painThat they're making me gainI want you to accept meBut you can't seeThat I am what I amAnd you side with themAnd you don't accept meI just want to be meAnd I want them to love meI wanna make them proud of me! *(A poem that tells so many secrets of mine, A poem where my parents wishedthey weren't mine, A poem that proves I'm not fine.) * Magic What'sHerName


*i Can Hear...* I can hear the water moving beneath meI can hear the rush of the waves as they try to eat meI can hear the wind as it blows around my faceI can hear the dogs barking in a shadowy placeI can hear my mother calling from behind the shoreI can hear my father screaming as he slams the doorI can hear death calling my nameI can hear the devil say he's so happy I cameI can hear the sound of my best friends voiceI can hear God say it is all my choiceI can hear the sadness as it leaks throughI can hear someone whisper I love youI can hear my name being called a billion timesI can hear the sound of water moving as someone drops dimesI can hear the sound of footsteps as I move forwardI can hear the sound of my breathing as I moved onwardI can hear the sound of my screaming as I fall to the groundI can hear everyone that gathered aroundI can hear as they all start to cryI can hear my breathing stop as I start to die! Magic What'sHerName


*i Just Want To Be Me* And I can be kinda loudBut I'm still proudTo be meSee?This is what it's likeTo be true to yourselfTo never be likeMy life is on a shelfAnd I cant reach for itBut that's not how itIs around hereSure I have a tearEvery now and thenBut whenI feel like thatI ignore my dadBecause he probably caused so much badAnd I cry myself to sleepPraying to keepIt away from himBut he makes me depressedLike I'm not good enoughAnd I try to impressBut I'm not good enoughHe doesn't like how I dressLike I'm not good enoughIts not like I'm perfectAnd I wont ever be perfectI just want to be meAnd honestlyHow sad is thatThat I can't be me and accepted? *(A poem to my father, To prove I'm unlike any other) * Magic What'sHerName


*i Keep Asking Myself Why? * The sky darkens, as I stare at the moonI can only remember I have to leave soonI knew I could not stay here for longBut, where I stand, nothing feels wrongAs I stand tall, and stare at the skyI keep asking myself why?Why does reality hurt you?Why doesn’t everything seem true?Why do the ones you love break you?Why is there nothing we can do?Why is it that there is no love anymore?Why is it that everyone seems poor?Why do men hurt children?Why do you seem older at age ten?Why do little kids have no one to look up to?Why must parents scream at you?Why is it girls get labeled and boys do not?Why can people have affairs and not get caught?I lost my train of thoughtSo many times that we’ve foughtWhy can’t we just go backTo where we were before?Where there was no war? Magic What'sHerName


*i Wish I Had The Guts To Die* I wish I had the guts to dieI’m tired of living this lieEveryday I cryEveryday I don’t want to tryI wish I could be me, myself and I! I wish I had the guts to tell you how I feelI’m tired of trying to healEveryday I try to dealEveryday I don’t want to feelI wish I could heal. *(A poem for a friend, Who I told I'd wanted to end, This life because it ispretend, But will he defend?) * Magic What'sHerName


*i...* I lock myself in my roomWith my music up to loudWhy can't I make anyone proud?I cry myself to sleepPraying I can keepThis away from him.I scream when he's goneBut it feels so wrongI just want to belong.I take a step forwardLooking death in the faceI'm too busy making haste.I can't save meI pray that I'll make it out okayPraying that this is the only wayI just want to end this lifeNo one can stop meWhy won't anyone stop me? Magic What'sHerName


*i'M Daddy's Little...* X I'm daddy's little misunderstoodAlways wearing my hoodWith my headphones inNever letting you win,When you tell me what to doBut I'm not listening to you. I'm daddy's little babyAnd I'm thinking that just maybeI need to make a good impressionSo I hide all this depressionI need to be a good girlI need to show the world. I'm daddy's little angel soJust let that goBecause here I standReady for you to understandThat it's time I needDon't worry I need to bleed. I'm daddy's little misunderstoodAnd I never wouldHave let me go so easilySo that I can be meYou left me all aloneAnd you should have known. *(A poem for my dad, I never meant to make him sad, But he only makes memad, I so wish I had, Listened to my dad) * Magic What'sHerName


*life And Death (Are They The Same Thing?) * I sit down and look around,But you know what I found?A world of unhappy people staring.All of them swearing.They wish for a better life.A husband doesn’t want his wife.But it seems no one cares,So they all continue to swear.They live lives like nothing.They’ve got to do something!Don’t just stand there and take the abuse.Everybody has at least one bruise!Someone’s out there to get them.Not one treated like a precious gem!You get treated like you treat others!Where are all the mothers?Who is to teach these people what is wrong and right?Who will take care of them and make them alright?Little children start crying.What is their father buying?Drugs? Something to end their life.So a teenager pulls out a knife.Her parents are already dead.She wouldn’t know what they would have said.She takes a chance and starts at the throat,And what I would have wroteWould be too gruesome to tell.She’s going to hell!Let’s leave it at that.There is no more chitchat,As someone pulls out a gun.See? How is this fun?They all begin to die as the sunRises from the ground.There is so much sound,But no one came running.Well isn’t that stunning?


Magic What'sHerName


*little Girl (War) * The little girl outside is hummingIt seems the evil people are comingThe day will soon endWhere is this little girls friend?Her mother? Her father?What happened to her big brother?Why is she sitting there alone?She’s nothing but skin and boneDoes anyone love this little girl?Adorable with her curlsDoes anyone know this little girl?She starts to screamThis is no dreamEvil people come through the front gateHer parents come too lateThey grab her and start to runI watch everyone die as the sunBegins to riseThis town was based on liesEveryone I love I watched dieEveryone I knew I watched cryLife ends fastSoon We’ll be in the pastThe fight is finally overI come out of my coverI look around the townCovered in red and people laying downI tried to pretend they were all asleepAs I had to leapOver them to get out of this placeBut one single faceMade me stop and stareMy dad laid thereMy own father was deadWho will ever tuck me into bed?Where was my mom?I cried as someone let off a bombI turned to see one last person standHe takes out his hand


He pulled the trigger to his gunI hope the evil people are happy they won. *(A poem about killing, All of the unwilling, There blood was spilling, As the badpeople were killing) * Magic What'sHerName


*meth Addict! * There you lay on the floorI walk in silently through the doorYou were so close to deathWhy would you ever take meth?You look bruised, broken and deadWhy couldn't you have saidThat you were sad?Or were you mad?Either way you shouldn't have done thisDo you know of all the people who missYou as much as I do?No one because no one loves you like I do!Please get some help or somethingBecause on my finger is this ringI didn't say yes fo you to die on me!Or perhaps it was me...Did I lead you to do meth?Did I cause your almost death?If I did tell me to leaveYou don't have to beg pleaseI just want you to breathe!I love you enough to leaveBut I beg you pleaseDrop the meth and take a step awayYou will live through this day! *(A poem for a friend, Who'd go this far for their life to end) * Magic What'sHerName


*my Life Is Mine And Only Mine! * My smile is put on by plasterI wish my life would end fasterSince I was born its been a disasterWhy do you think you're my masterAnd that you can tell me what to do?My life sucks with youSo just leave me here aloneAnd you don't ownMe and you never didEven though I hidOr tried at leastBut you at let out the beastAnd I was left there to dieBut after my blood has to dryI will try to take hold of my lifeI've wanted to ever since I was fiveBut people always wanted to boss me aroundAnd I'd let them without a soundBut not anymore! Not this time!My life is mine and only mine! *(A poem for all of the bossy people in my life) * Magic What'sHerName


*my Parents Don'T Accept Me! * My parents deniedI was ever their kidI wanted insideBut they tried to get ridOf their one and only childI thought they acted only mildBut once I turned sixteenI had to fight not to make a sceneThey acted cruel and meanI only wanted to make them proudBut then they'd scream way too loudI didn't mean to make them so madBut can't they see how much I'm sad?Why couldn't they ever just love me?Why'd they make meBelieve I wasn't worth anything life gave me?Why couldn't I have been treated right?Why did they make me want to die every night?Why couldn't they show me the light?Why couldn't they be my parents for once? *(For all them bad parents out there, Who would never care, If their kid wentanywhere, Or if they were treated unfair) * Magic What'sHerName


*smeared Blood* I hear outside as the rainBegins to wipe away the painAll the smeared bloodBegins to wash away in the floodThank, God, that it stingsNo matter what life bringsI'll always take the worst of itI'll take it without a fitI hear as I begin to screamI'm glad this is no dreamI deserve to sufferIt needs to be more rougherWhy is everyone staring?Why isn't anyone caring?Seems that things shall never changeNo matter how strangeThe world may be at timesEveryone fighting for dimesMoney's running lowBut as I take the last blowI feel death on my shoulderI wish I could be boulderMy skin is getting colderAs I lay down on the floorThe sky makes a loud roarThen I believe fourHours later I awakeThe light is too much to takeIn with these broken eyesI can see all of the liesI've told to everyone I knowI watch as my chances for me going to hell growI watch the sad look in God's eyesAs I start to cry about my liesMy name isn't in the bookWithout another lookGod is gone and in his placeThere is a strange, creepy faceI'm going to hell


I knew after life wouldn't end well! *(A poem to where I'm going if I don't change my ways, Lies are deceitful and soare suicidal days, But never underestimate Gods ways) * Magic What'sHerName


*so Now How Does It Feel? * I saw your picture againI let you get the better of me againPart of me can’t stand you wonYou make me wish I had a gunSee? Now look what you’ve done!I let you make me cry againYou make me act like I’m tenI don’t like this feelingMy happiness you’re stealingYou hurt me and I’m not healingDo you see what you’ve done to me?So badly I want to be freeBut it’s like I’m your own little petI try to break free but I’ve upsetYou once again, and I know how it feelsBut you and I are making the wrong dealsYou hurt me, and I cut deeperMy price for myself has gotten cheaperYou make me feel so smallI can’t wait until you finally fallYou’ll feel what it’s like for the rest of usYou won’t be able to take it and you’ll cussSo now how does it feel? Magic What'sHerName


*the Little...* X The little girl is looking for her mommyBut too bad shes a druggieThe little girl starts to cryHer mommy's going to dieThe little girl says wheres daddyThe moms stuck up and acts all brattyThe little girl screams for her dadBut the mom only gets mad. The little boy is looking for his brotherBut the mom doesn't even botherThe little boy screams out where are youBut the mom won't even listen for a fewThe little boy doesn't know his brother is deadBut the mom had not saidThe little boy starts to cryHis brother had to die. The little baby cries for foodBut the parents act all rudeThe little baby has to see the doctorBut the parents are just mockersThe little baby has a few minutes to liveBut the parents can't even giveThe little baby breathes her last breathBut the parents continue to do meth. *(A poem for the kids rejected, Because they were neglected, For their parentswho were infected) * Magic What'sHerName


*trapped* X I'm trappedThere's no way outSomething in me snappedI can't help but pout I've felt like this for so longThere's no way these feelings will goEverything inside feels wrongI really wish I didn't know I can't reachThere's something wrong with meI can't even make a speechSo my parents don't believe me I feel so smallThere's no way I'll fit inSomething in me will fallSo let the games begin... Magic What'sHerName


*what's The Point? * Don’t say a word, You don’t look too well.There’s something I’ve heard, About you and hell.If you don’t change your ways, What’s the point?At the end of days, You’ll be one to disappoint.Stop acting calm, And for once listen to your mom.She tells you right and wrong, But you don’t care;And you know before too long, You better be aware!Life is coming to an end, So be afraid.There’s no way to defend, Then you’ll wish you would’ve prayed!The world has to end one of these days.People goof around, as someone prays.What is with the world these days? Magic What'sHerName


*writing Another Reason Why I Choose To Die* X I stare at my pink wallsWishing they would all fallDown and go awayHoping this is the only wayTo hide who I really amNever wanting to show themThat this is who I really amBut would they care?Would they only stareAt me like a freakBecause I'm not like them?But I can thinkFor myself I don't need themI'm an obsessed vampire girlTrying to hide curlsWith straight hairShowing them I don't careWhat they think of meBut they couldn't seeThat they make me cryWhen they lieAbout who I amWell, it's not up to themSo they hide me away from the worldAnd I roll into a curledBall so they can't see my tearsBecause they bring back my fearsWith everyone staring at meThey wanna change meBut that isn't going to happenI'm not the same tappin'Ballet girl I once wasI don't do whatever everyone else doesSo they should just deal with that!I dream I'll turn into a batHoping I'll be bonded with true loveFor eternity, but they all live above. *(For everyone whose parents want to change them... I scream I LIKE MYSELF


AS I AM!) * Magic What'sHerName


~the Town Is Burning! ~ This life is no longer safeThe only hiding spot is this caveSo I take a few steps insideI let the tears fall as I criedThe world as I know it is burning to the groundEveryone screamed and I can hear their soundWho would have thought this townWith all the people I love and hate would make me frown? This cave is no longer lonelyTheres a light and its glowyAs I take a step toward the lightI swear there is going to be a fightA man comes out of the shadowsThe smell! It smells like meadowsNow I smell smokeI swear to God I'm going to choke! The man lunges toward meWhat had I ever done to heWho has me trapped in his hands?Tell me because I don't understand!Who is this strange man?I'll tell you what I canTo make you feel betterHe says and hands me a letter... He was the one I lovedI told him I lived aboveAnd that I've had enoughI didn't know he'd go insaneAnd I didn't know he'd try to gainMe back by burning everything downIncluding my family and this town! Goodbye, love!I've had too much of this, so enough!You need to leaveMy love you won't receive


I've moved on and so must youWhy can't you get a clue?This is not what I wanted from you! So go and make this better, my old friendFor this revenge, yes it must endGo rebuild your life with a new townGet over me and you won't frownSo goodbye foreverAnd I don't everWant to see your face, NEVER! *(A poem for a crazy ex) * Magic What'sHerName


A Girl Can Dream X I lock myself in my roomAnd I hear a loud boomHe tries to open my doorBut I'm right next to it on the floorCrying until my tears are gone. Finally he stopsHe gives in with a loud popThe door falls overAnd I roll overI don't wanna die that wayIf I die I'll do it the right wayA girl can only hope it'll work that way. I'll wait until it's my timeThen whatever is mineCan be thrown awayNot like he wanted it anyway My dad walks inHe tries to pinMe to the groundAnd tells me not to make a soundI ignore him, and screamHopefully someone switched teamsA girl can only dream. When it was all overI moved forwardTo the doorWishing there weren't fourPeople standing so closeBut I hope they choseTo be on my teamA girl can only dream. They tied up my wristsThere were so many twistsI can't tell if they used one or two ropes


A girl can only hope. There were a bunch of strange menSaying exactly what they canDo to this girlThey tell me to go and curlInto a ball and try to hideBut I let that slideI stand my groundAnd I don't make a sound They look at me and frownThen they try to drownMe and I can't breatheI wish I could just leaveThen I wouldn't be put in this much painI swear my dad's the mainOne in charge of these creeps. He doesn't care what happens to meWhy should he?It's not like he ever wanted meWhy should he?I'm just some stupid mistakeAnd my heart breaksSo easily. *(my father abusive poem) * Magic What'sHerName


A Sad Tale My mother was crying in a leap on the floorMy father had a knife as he stood by the doorAs I walk slowly from upstairsIts as if they don't even careMy mother watched father very closely as it seemsThen I close my eyes as my mother screamsI open them after it went quiet, with my father staringI looked to mom then back at him glaringMy mom was dead! DEAD! ACTUALLY DEAD!I looked beyond my father to see a bedAs I looked back at my dad my face went redOn the bed layed a girl I'd never seen before'You're next, ' he said as he kicked the girl out the doorI started running as fast as I couldBut I tripped and fell and I shouldHave remembered to get back up but I didn'tMy father came to me and I couldn'tBreathe and he tied up my hands and legsI scream and thrash as I try to begMy way out of my fathers touchHe's grossing me out a bit too muchHe laid me down on a bed that was meant to napI tried to fight back but in the end he would just slapMe until I stopped movingMy legs stopped doingWhat my mind told them toWhen he said, 'I love you'I never knew he meant like thisMy breathing stops, my heart accelerates as you kissAll the way down to my neckThe whole time I'm thinking 'What the heck? 'I'm scared, fragile, little and your own daughter!But that just brought you laughterWhen finally I can't take anymoreI hear a loud bang as the doorFlies open and my father is off meI cry a silent pleaThank God someone is watching over me!


Magic What'sHerName


A World Unknown As I walk into a world unknownThere I stand aloneThe world against meBut I will not just fleeI will fight for me to be freeSO I WILL NOT BACK DOWN!My enemy will stand and frownHe is not happy with my takeOn the world, he is but a mistakeAnd I will not let him makeMe into another I am notSo we would have foughtIf I hadn’t had one person on my sideI have forgotten He’s there. On my side.He will stand by meMy enemy says he will not fleeAnd God will not leave my sideMy enemy is in for a rideHe can not hideFrom what God will doAnd everyone whoHas followed in his waysAll who obeysSTAND BY GOD NO MATTER WHAT!He is everything butIf you disobey, all must prayAsk for forgiveness todayAnd you will all be okay!So whose side are you on?Would you die for fun?Or will you live on? Magic What'sHerName


Accept Me As I Am No one hears my screamsBecause I'm falling apart at the seamsBut no one is on my teamAnd I silently cryWishing I would just dieBecause I don't get treated rightPeople judge me because I stay away from the light!They don't think I'm good enoughSo I try to act toughAnd I cry myself to sleepThey have no clue I weepBecause of how they make me feelAnd I try to healBut I can't do this on my own!And I'm all aloneMy parent's should have known!That they should just love me no matter whatBut you know what?It sucks when your all alone in this worldYou have no place to hideThis stupid, unfair worldIs like a roller coaster rideBut I don't know how people live through thisI can't even make it through this! *(My poem for my parents hate, Because to fix it it is too late) * Magic What'sHerName


Anywhere X I wish I was anywhereExcept hereBecause people just stareAt my random hairBecause it's so rareThey think I did it because of a dareHow the hell is that fair? *(A poem wrote for me, Because I wanted people to see, That I love being me)* Magic What'sHerName


Arms Are Tied And I'M Terrified! My arms are all tiedUp and I'm so terrifiedWhat if something were to happen to me?What will become of heWho makes this hurt me?Is it my time to go?I should have done something a long time agoHow could you let this happen to me?The last thing I remember is you and meWe were sitting in a roomSinging along with the music as it goes boomTHE MUSIC IS TOO LOUDYour mom screams from below the crowdThen the lights go darkAll the dogs barkSoon I'm gaggedThen I was draggedAway from you but what did you do?You didn't do anything to save me from you!So here I sit with my arms tied upI watch you walk through the door terrifiedI see that he's got you tooI hope I get to watch him kill youSince you set me up but you were the dumb oneYou believed his lies and we won't ever see the sun!You set both of us up for disasterCan't he make this go any faster!PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE!Just cut me open and let me leaveI don't want to see your faceNot here, not in this place.See here I amThey let you loose since your one of themIt was all just a showThat you just wanted me to knowThat you'd rather have me dead then aliveSo you pulled out a knife and took my life... *(A poem for a poser best friend, He hated me and gave me my end) *


Magic What'sHerName


B Before I let my life fly awayBetter make sure this is the right dayBecause if it weren't then I wouldn't be okayBold I am but not this boldBreeze around me begins to grow coldBop into night airBeing in life without a careBetter to live one last dayBring one last good memory todayBecause on MondayBitterness about me will soon be overBecause it's time for me to move overBetting to lose my lifeBecause it's bringing so much strifeBetter do me a favorBe gentle I don't ask for muchBe nice to the one you gave herBlaze in your fiery touch! *(A poem for an ex who moved on, Before I was done, I was left none) * Magic What'sHerName


Bar Your sitting at the town barNo one knows where you areWill you ever come back?Your dads ready to give you a good whackYour moms been worried sickI didn't know your drinking problem would stickYou've got to let it goBecause the next thing you'll knowIs your addicted and you can't stopAnd I'll have to be there to mopUp the mess you you've made of yourselfBut that's what best friends are forWhen you can't take anymoreI'll be there to pick you up off the floorRescue you from the bad people in lifeProtect you from your strifeI have to keep you aliveWhen you want to just diveInto a pool that would drown youBut there are people who love youSo get out of that damn bar!Let us in to where you arePut down that damn drink!What do you thinkWill become of you?All the rumors are trueIdiots that get addicted lose everything they loveYeah, they all think they'll live aboveBut you can't protect yourselfNot if you let yourselfGo and watch yourself drown! *(For a friend who needed help bad, One who made her parents sad) * Magic What'sHerName


Beautiful X Before you leave meEver wonder what would have happened?Although you love anotherUnconditional love I have for youTo always love youIf that means letting you goForever my feelings will never changeUncover my feelingsLet you make me feel beautiful once again. *(For if a friendship were to end, Make me feel worth something once again) * Magic What'sHerName


Blow Me Away X Blow me awayForget yesterdayWhat happened doesn’t matterDon’t let my heart shatter!Keep it safe for meDon’t break it apart just to seeIf it will breakIt is more than I can takeI love you with my whole heartDon’t rip me apart Take care of my heart for meDon’t take any chances pleaseDo not threaten to leaveIt is more than I can bareDon’t say you do not careBecause I know you doYour just too scared to be you Don’t run awayBring me back todayWhat happens, happens for a reasonDon’t charge me of treasonKeep this heart safe for meDon’t test me so you can seeThat I will breakI don’t know how much of this I can takeI love you with everything in meDon’t rip me apart please! *(For a boy who doesn't care if I fall apart, If given the chance he would rip outmy heart) * Magic What'sHerName


Bree Her name was BreeShe got on the wrong sideNow she must pay a feeTo keep her pride!Here comes BreeShe wishes she were freeShe wants to go home alreadyFor this she isn't ready!Here lies BreeSuicide was the keyIt had set her freeBut she didn't know she had another fee... *(For a friend that wanted to be free, But doesn't like pay back or a fee, Got intothe wrong hands was she, But in the end she wasn't set free) * Magic What'sHerName


Broken Better to have never felt loveRather than sitting here bleedingOver something as a break upKnocked out of my chest was my heartEverywhere it was bleedingNever to be loved again. *(To an ex that I wanted to die for, He was rotten to the core, He made a run forthe door, Didn't see or care I was bleeding on the floor) * Magic What'sHerName


Brother Someone who wants to be a rockerKnown as my brotherAlways playing guitar. So annoyingDrives me crazyTell him to get upBecause he's lazy. Pretending to beSomeone he's notNothing wrong with thatBut please at eleven at nightLet's get some shut eyeAnd turn off the light. *(For you my brother, For there is no other) * Magic What'sHerName


Can Anyone Save Me? How could I have such a screwedUp parent that booedMe when I did something goodSo I hide in my hoodAs I walk in through the front doorPeople say I'm very hardcoreBecause of the way I dressOr the way I messAround and write so strangelyAll I know is that I pleaThat someone would rescue meHow could someone not help me?Can't they see the real me?I'm hiding somewhere and I'm waiting to get outNo one listens to me while I scream and shoutCan anyone save me?Or does anyone even try to save me? *(I wanted someone to save me, But no one stayed with me, For they all hadbetter things to see, It's as if they can't hear me) * Magic What'sHerName


Colors Fade (War) I watch as the colors fadeTo black and grayI watch as little miss queen bee paradesAround like she owns the dayI watch as the love of my lifeTakes out his knifeI watch as his blood stains the floorHe has claimed war!I watch as more men arriveTo see pretty faces no longer aliveI watch as the town goes up in flamesTo never remember any namesI watch as they try to fightTo never see the lightI watch as one girl makes a standShe reaches out with her handI watch as she loses an armShe now has harm!I watch as someone pulls out a gunThis no longer makes it funI watch as before the sun risesThe town switches sizesI watch as I'm the only one left hereThat damn enemy has me with tears! *(A poem about war, A poem rotten to the core, A poem with bleeding on thefloor, A poem that's never been written before) * Magic What'sHerName


Depressed Deep down I feel aloneEverything I have ever knownPrepared me for none of thisReady to tear me apart after one kissEverything you’ve ever said to meSurprised I ever believed them to beSupposedly not another lieEveryone knows that I cryDepression is another way to die. *(A poem about depression, death and tears, A poem filled with lies, kisses andfears) * Magic What'sHerName


Did You Ever...? X Did you ever care?Was I just a nobody to you?Did you ever swearThat I didn't look like you?Did you ever wonderWhat would happen if I'd never been born?Did you ever ponderHow bad I'm torn?Did you ever thinkThat you'd make my life a living hell?Did you ever freakWhen I didn't feel so well?Did you ever makeMy life miserable because of love?Did you ever takeAway what I had because you've had enough?Did you ever careThat you made me feel sick?Did you ever bareWith the fact I'm not your first pick? *(A poem for my mom, Wish I had planted a bomb, She makes me feel so dumb,As if it was my fault she was numb) * Magic What'sHerName


Did You...? X Did you come back for a beer?Did you come back for a smoke?No, you came hereTo tell me this isn't a jokeThat you weren't killing yourselfWell, not anymoreYou put it all on a shelfNever to see it anymore. You don't know how proud I am of youAnd I can't begin to tell youThat I am glad you areNot at the town barBut you say it's going wellThat you can't tell if hellHas gone away and God showed you the lightAnd that you gave up without a fight. Did you come back for a beer?Did you come back for a smoke?No, you came hereTo tell your folksThat this isn't a jokeThat you were going to be okayThat this is todayAnd that was in the pastAnd you wouldn't have last. You were aliveGod protected your lifeYou never felt so aliveYou were savedI knew you would have cavedSooner or laterYou gave up forever. *(This is for my Tia may God keep her safe, Let her hide away from the worldinside a giant cave, Let all her sins disappear in a bathe, For a new life she canpave) *


Magic What'sHerName


Drinking Beer Doesn'T Help Life is becoming a pain.It’s making me go insane.I need something to block this!It’s not like I’m going to missAny of this happening here.So go get me a beer!Let me drink the night away.I won’t remember it the next day.Let me live my life this way!A few months have come and goneI’m still not done and it’s almost dawn.I have to get up off this seat.I need to stand on my own two feet!I need to make life mine again.I need to breathe again!I finally stand and pay the manNow let’s see just what I canDo to get the hell out of here.It’s a life like this I fear.Why would I put myself into this? Magic What'sHerName


Everything Everything I know is fadedEverything I know is out-datedEverything I've ever loved is over-ratedEverything I thought I was is lostEverything I thought I was I payed the costEverything I thought I was I tossedEverything doesn't make sense anymoreEverything doesn't make me happy anymoreEverything doesn't mean that much to me anymoreEverything I've known is goneEverything against me has wonEverything I've known is done! *(A poem about the end where I give everything away, A poem that sold my lifeaway, Because soon comes the day, Where All I write about will happen that day,When I give a shout and try to be okay) * Magic What'sHerName


For Once In My Life I'M Not Scared To Be Me! Each day I get strongerThis depression won't last any longerFor once I'm not scared to beWhat everyone doesn't want me to beBut all I am is me!If they don't understand thatThen they can just leave like thatI don't care!Not like I need your approvalYou are just a removalAnd I don't care what you have to shareMake fun of meStand there and laugh at meDoesn't make you a better person insideMakes you a jerk on the outsideSo you see me walk down the streetWhile I got combat boots on my feetWhile I'm wearing black in this heatJust look the other wayI don't care what you have to say todayOr any other day.I used to let people get me downI'd give them the satisfaction of making me frownI even let the whole townTake me downBut not todayThis is where I stand up for me!So listen I'm going to be okayFor once in my life I'm not scared to be me! *(A poem that says I'm done taking the abuse, A poem that says I have no use,A poem that says I don't care what you think of my shoes!) * Magic What'sHerName


Forgotten X Four years have passedOver time I’ve forgottenReviling all the people I’ve seenGone before the blink of an eyeOver you I’ve gottenTo never remember your faceTo never remember your nameEmpty I am without youNever will I have forgotten you again Magic What'sHerName


Friend... Enemy I couldn't quite comprehendI'm not sure if I have a friendWho will defendMe.But I hope I doBecause I sure as hell need you.Would you be there for meWhen I need you?No?Well, then just goI won't be needing youYou should have knownThat all I ever heard about youWas all true, so go be aloneI won't remember youSo don't remember me. Magic What'sHerName


Go Green The lights go outIt was only aboutFour minutes till tomorrowBut I've been filled with sorrowSince I was elevenBut as I stare, sevenYears into the futureEveryone like a vultureLooking for foodKids trying to be goodBut what have they learned?Parents have all burnedUp all the good impressionsKids left with different depressionsKids wanting to be kindBut still trying to findWherever their mindHas gone away from themBut as I return to who I amI think of all of themOur world isn't looking so brightIt just isn't rightPeople will put up quite a fightTo remain alive as they are nowWondering just howThey got to be this wayMake it last, todayBecause it will be gone beforeYou want it to be, but moreBad things you've yet to realizeAre on their way so everyone diesAnd this world will be goneWe will all be done!So lets prevent thisBecause it's one thing you'll missIf it were to ever leave and not comeBack, because of us being dumbAnd not taking care of what we haveSo don't just sit there and laugh


Because you won't be laughing thenYou'll be wishing it was back whenTrees grew, grass was green,People weren't so mean.So do something AND GO GREEN! Magic What'sHerName


Hate I hate this lifeWhy can't I just die?There's no possible wayTo save my lifeI can't help but cryThings will never be alright. I hate my hairBut really I don't careI don't want to straighten itEverytime it gets wetSo I'll just leave it curlyEven though it looks too girly. I hate my friendsThey made it all endAnd then they make fun of meBecause I don't want to be friendsWith themThey humiliate me. I hate youYou know I doBut you keep asking me whyAnd I just lieAnd say everything's alrightBut I won't make it through the night... Magic What'sHerName


He Loved Her He fell in love,She lived above.He loved her,She had better.He said forever,She said never.He said I love you,She said I know it's not true.He loved her.She left him because this isn't clever. Later on he fell in love.Later on she didn't live above.She tried to get him back,He didn't keep trackHow many times she called him.She told himI love you,He said I know it's not true.She told him that she isn't lieing,But inside he feels like dieing:He still loves her,She didn't love him,He said forever,She said never.Now she thinks it's clever?He said it's too lateHe fell in love with Kate.She said she loves himNever wanted to let himGo.But now he knowsThat she truly does love himBut he pretended he doesn't feel the sameShe goes insaneHe said where were you these past yearsShe said I had too many tearsHe said stop lieingShe started crying


She said if you don't love meI won't ever beWhole again.He said I still love you.She said forever?Forever. Magic What'sHerName


Head Over Heels I tried to concealMyselfSo that I could healBut I never made itBecause then I met you. I tried to runAwayBut you said let's have some fun.Why today?This isn't really going to work. I'm not wholeSee there's this holeIn my heartSince someone stupidHad to rip it apartBut did he even care?No. He's with some girlSays he'll give her the worldBut the girls head over heelsAnd she doesn't know he has a dealTo see who can have the mostWe're treated like ghostsAnd after he's doneWe're left alone. But you claim your differentBut what makes you so different?You'll still break my heartBut you claim you have glueAnd I'll have a whole heartBut how could you do that?I'm too sad to careI let you glue my heartAnd I fell in love again.


Magic What'sHerName


Hello There Hello there my dear. It is me.I am barelyGetting the hang of youI know what we have is trueBut I’m not used to this feelingI had no clue what I was dealingWith when I first met youIt hurts at timesWhen I know you aren’t mineBut then its great at timesWhen you are only mineI feel butterfliesMy heart skips a beat and I cryBut they are happy tearsAnd my eyeliner smearsYou have taken my heartWe can never partI’ll stand by youNo matter what you doI’ll stand by youBecause I love you.One year laterYou’ve become such a haterI thought we were meant to beYou were supposed to love only meI won’t last without youI don’t know what else to doSince I am not the only one you loveI’ve had enoughSomeone else has comeAnd you said we were doneWhat you have doneIs unforgivableYou are now just removableI can’t believeYou would do this to meAfter all of these yearsYou’ve given me laughs and so many tearsWhen did you ever stop caring


When were we done sharingThe love between usI didn’t know you becauseYou would have never done that to me beforeWhy did you run for the door?You used meYou abused meI won’t ever beThe same ever againI’m alone once againI’m going insane without youI don’t know what else to do. Magic What'sHerName


Here's Our Picture Here's the before pictureShows us who we wereNow a years gone bySo much has changed you and IFirst off we were once so happyNow we treat each other crappyWe've both seen better daysWe both have had our waysOf copeing and living throughWe both don't abuse I love you. Here's the after pictureI so wish we wereAs close as we've always beenWe've been tight since we were tenBut this is a different storyIt can get kind of goryI wish you would have trusted meWhen I said that heWould never come between usThere was no need to fussYou were the only one I've ever loved! Here's the last pictureIt's us as we once wereTwo people in loveAnd I can't get enoughOf you and I hope you never leave meForever we'll beTogether and no one can put us downYou were the only one to make me smile when I had a frownForever I'll love youForever just me and you! Magic What'sHerName


House Burned! I watched as your house burnedYou shall never returnI have killed your mom and dadI've left you feeling sadThat is what you get for losing meNow you shall never forget meI shall be with you foreverYes, we will be togetherAs long as this lastsI'm waiting for you in castsYou shall heal from the wounds somedayAnd this one brilliant MondayI have made you so blueBut only because I love you!So marry me todayWhat happened yesterdayIs in the pastYou're out of your castForgive and forgetI will even letYou change meSo now can't you see? Magic What'sHerName


How Will He Kill Me? She has no idea where she isHe says that she is hisBut who in the world is he?Her life he couldn’t guaranteeShe tried to move awayBut he’d tied her up todayHe said there was no other wayShe had to die for yesterdayHe did this out of revengeHe felt he had to avengeHis dead brother, who diedAnd he spent a year and criedSo now someone must payNothing is ever going to be okBut he had to do somethingBecause the pain did stingHe got back to the here and nowAnd he was wondering howHe was going to kill herHoping this would be the cureHe wanted to not think anymoreShe screams, and he’ll ignoreUntil the deed is doneBut first, will he use his gun?Or drown the fragile child?Should he keep it mild?Or go all out and be slow,Watch her life flowRight out of her body? Magic What'sHerName


Hurting Me This is not what I wantedI'm not ready to die for youI hope you realized that I love youBut this is more than I needI'm not going to take the lead I'm not going to bleedFor someone who can't find the needFor an I love youBut I knew you would doWhat you wanted toEven if that meant hurting me This is not what I signed up forI'm heading straight for the doorI'm not gonna stay here much longerWe won't be together foreverI know that much is sure So what am I to you?Nothing that importantSince you didn't even love meBut I loved youI just wasn't going to die for youAnd you were important to meI couldn't stand losing youOr being away from you. Magic What'sHerName


I Don'T Want You Anymore It got so close that I forgotThat you were so notWhat I’ve been looking forI don’t want you anymoreYou weren’t the one for meBut it wasn’t like heCould have not gotten in the wayWhen were you going to tell me you were gay?I don’t know what else to doI was falling for youBut you don’t even like girls like meNone at all can’t you seeHow that will affect usIts not me becauseI wasn’t the one who was cheatingOn some dude repeatingThis over and over again, pleaseCan’t you go without a scene? LeaveIt’s not like we can ever mendWe won’t ever be just friendsI can’t live like thisPretending that damn kissMeant nothing to meIt’s time for you to leave meDon’t come backSo just go and packUp your things and go homeIts time for you to roamAway from me and forget mePlease just leave meI’ll be fine once I pick up the piecesWith your two faces haunting me, damn facesWon’t leave me alone. Please just goThere’s nothing I would want to knowSo please don’t try to explainJust let me go insaneAll by myself with no one thereWhy did you say you love me when you don’t care?


Magic What'sHerName


I Dream... I dream so deepWhile I sleepHopeing I'll never have to wake upI don't like realityIt scares me. I dream about youWishing I could tell youEverything about how I feelBut you'd break my heartAnd I probably won't heal. I dream about my mom and dadBut they make me so sadHow can I be this bad?Why am I such a nobody to them?Why am I just so stupid as I am?Why won't they understand? I dream about my brotherHe looks just like our fatherHe makes me madAnd then I cryI'm too sadTo lie. I dream about my sisterAlso dreaming of a misterHopeing he could heal my heartBut never rip it apartPraying I'll have my smile backBecause it's happiness I lack. Magic What'sHerName


I Thought I Didn'T Care silence fills the airI feel so barelike I’m out in the openand anyone could kill meif they really wanted tobut i want you to save medon’t do it for me do it for yousilence drags onand I thought this would be funbut there is no sign of youI knew you were too good to be trueso I tried to run awaybut someone found me that dayit was youyou said I’ve been looking for youI told youyou knew where to find mebut you didn't see mewere you even looking for me?I was out in the open, waiting for youbut you just blewme offand walked offyou don’t careand someone like you is rareand I thought you were going to save mebut I thought wrongsince you couldn't bethe boy strongenough to win me backso don’t stay jack Magic What'sHerName


I Wish... I wish it was this easyI was I wasn’t going crazyI wish I could not be so lazyI want to do something with my lifeI want to be able to put down this knifeI want to live to see tomorrowI don’t want all of this sorrowI can’t do this aloneI need to be sewnTogether to be whole againI wish this would not happen againI won’t give my heart away so easilyI won’t be treated wronglyI wish that life would end goodI wish I didn’t have to hide in a hoodI wish my parents would understandI just want to be in a bandI want to be lovedI don’t want to be shovedTogether we could make this last forever. Magic What'sHerName


I'M Broken What's wrong with you?Why do you feel sad too?I'm the one whose worthless and a mistakeWhy should you takeAnymore of me?Why can't you see?You deserve betterSo take this letterIt says how much I love youBut we'd never make this last: me and youYou deserve someone who's smart and funnySomeone your not ashamed to call honeyAnd this doesn't involve any of your moneyJust take a deep breath and you'll find loveIt just won't be with me so be tuffBecause I believe you've had enoughOf the unperfect, worthless meSo stand up and beStrong and just let me goJust so you knowI love youYeah don't let it get to your head tooI won't ever stop loving youBut you must leave me broken! Magic What'sHerName


I'M Sorry Mom I'm sorry mom.I never meant for that to happen.I'm sorry mom.But I'm not the same tappinBallerina I was ten years ago.But please I don't want you to go. I'm sorry mom.That I can't be what you want me to be.I'm sorry mom.That I can't make you proud of me.I can't help if I love vampires.But please don't make me a liar. I'm sorry mom.That you didn't understand.I'm sorry mom.That I never took a stand.But you taught me to be like this.So please don't diss. I'm sorry mom.I never wanted you to cry.I'm sorry mom.I really want to die.But you never showed me you cared.You never once liked what I weared. I'm sorry mom.This wasn't how it was supposed to be.I'm sorry mom.I only wanted to make you proud of me.But you always tried to change me.But why can't you believe? Magic What'sHerName


I'M Too Sad To Fight Back (Kinda Funny) You arent so boldI gave you my heart to holdBut you dropped itAnd left itSomewhereI can't find whereBut I feel it's brokenAnd I can't find the keyYou've thrown meAway and you dont careAnd to be fairYou look like a monkeys a*sAnd I'm sure the feelings will pass Magic What'sHerName


Is This Hell/Heaven/Earth? Is this heaven?I only tried to fit inI never meant for it to be this badI never meant to make my parents sadIs this hell?I didn't think I'd see it this wellI never meant for it to turn out this wayI never meant for everything to not be okayIs this earth?I didn't know what it was worthI never meant for it to go wrongI never meant for it to take so long... Magic What'sHerName


It Was Only A Dream There is only one placeWhere I can't see your faceHidden here in the darkI can hear no barkNo people talkingNo people walkingI can't see your faceThis is my one placeI love to visitBut I must have hid itBecause I can no longer findThis one spot in my mindWhere your face doesn't hauntBut it is you that I wantBut why? After what you didYes, I am only a kidBut you didn't have to get ridOf me like the way you did! This one place...Gets rid of your faceI can no longer tasteYou as I smell the clean airOut in the open I'm bareWhile I'm all aloneNo one should have knownWhat I'm about to doBecause I love youI can't live without you!So I pick up the knifeAs I'm about to take my lifeYou face pops into my mindBut one problem: you seem so kindYou say you're trying to findOut where I amBut behind you I see them!My mom and dad are with youSo go and doWhatever just don't bug me


Because I don't want to seeYou face in my mind againYou ask againWhere are you?No I don't believe the lie is true!Leave! I scream back at you. Wake up! He screams back at meI open my eyes to seeHim standing over meRed soaks the groundI try not to make a soundAs I'm lifted into the airMaybe he really did care... Magic What'sHerName


Life Seriously Sucks X My father sits in the living roomDrinking more and moreHe set us up for doomBecause his life is a bore.So he grabs a beerAnd waits a year,Until he tries againBut he is blind again.Lets everyone get to him,And his new boss KimMakes him drink more.She's rotten to the core.He doesn't have the moneyAnd he keeps calling me honey.But I can see through him.So I talk to my friend Tim,And he tells meThat I should wait and seeSo I wait and see... I see my dadTry to hide all his bad.He covers it with liesAnd my brother criesAnd I start to die.I can't take anymoreOf his dumb lies.I don't care if his life is a bore!I don't care if he hurts inside!He's lost all his pride,And he's lost me.I waited to seeThat he wasn't going to change for me. Magic What'sHerName


Love Story With A Twist this is a love story with a twistone with bloody wristsit started with one kissand ended with a dissthere was love all aroundbut it only brought them downthey started to frownsuicide was brought upthey didn't want to break upbut if it doesn't work it doesn't workbut he didn't have to act like a jerkthere was no need for stupidnessall she had for him was kindnessshe loves him with all her heartto bad they fell apartshe wishes things were betterhe says it doesn't mattershe cries herself to sleephe wishes he could keepher foreverbut he will not everget a chance at love againsuicide was brought in their pathshe felt his wrathhe was deadshe should have saidthat they made a huge mistakeand it only caused her heart to breakthe next day she was goneshe was doneshe had enough living without him. Magic What'sHerName


Love-Struck Mess! I used to long for your every touchI think I wanted it too muchBecause this is suchA sad thing for you to leave like thisWhy did you have to just dissMe as you walk out my door?Why couldn't you do it before?Before I fell in love with youYou make me so blueThat I wish I was somewhere else but hereWhere I didn't have this damn tearStreaming down my cheekAs you take one last peekThrough that door as you slam it shutBut you know what?I hope you die as you walk out that doorI hope lightening hits you as you fall to the floorBut behind all this bitternessYou've made me a lovestruck mess!And all the bad things I want to happen to youI'd cry if they would have happened to youI love you!But please don't make fun of meIf you must leave! Magic What'sHerName


Man Have Things Changed Man have things changedEverything is getting so strangeWhy must it end this way?Will everyone I love be okay?Man have things suckedEverything can get so f*ckedWhy will He let this go on?Will there ever be another sun?Man have things been so screwedEverything is based on my moodWhy would I let myself get that way?Will everyone I love make it out alive today?Man have things been really badEverything makes me sadWhy must the world end?Will I have someone to defend? Magic What'sHerName


Miss Madness I'm miss madnessHidden in darknessAnd I left you breathlessBecause I'm carelessAnd your left with sadnessBecause I didn't stop and think twiceI thought you had liceAnd ran the whole way homeTo my special domeWhere I live in quietI may look like I'm on a dietBut I just dont eatAnd my feetAre hidden in big black bootsWhere I wear whatever I wantand I can just hauntAnyone else I wantBecause I'm miss madnessAnd I'll stay hidden in darkness Magic What'sHerName


Mistake I’m just a mistake.My heart breaks.Never felt so empty.So scared to be me.I only let you down.I’m sorry for your frown.I’m the one that caused it.I just don’t fit.In here and I’m sorry.But I just worry.You’ll get rid of me somehow.Whether it’s then or now.I don’t have a clue.But know that I love you.I’m just a mistake.You thought life was a piece of cake.Never expected to meet a boy.Who used you as a toy.Loved you and left.He was a theft.He made you have me.That’s how we.Are in this position now.But really how.Could you do this to me.Just blame it all on me.I never did anything.I should be blamed for nothing.I never made you do anything.I didn’t make you love him.I didn’t make you go in the bed with him.I didn’t make you fall for him.I didn’t make him love you.I didn’t make him use you.I didn’t make him lie to you. *(A poem for my mom and dad, I'm sorry I left you so sad!) *


Magic What'sHerName


Murder MurderTurned herInto the monster she isHer family was murderedShe went from pink to blackIn a matter of minutesNever left her roomShe's too scared to come outShe sits in her room and poutsDreaming of the good old daysWhen everything was okayWhen her daddy yelled at herWhen her mommy screamed at herShe loved themAnd she hopes they miss herJust as much as she misses them. MurderTurned herInto the freak she isShe doesn't deserve thisShe deserves happinessBut instead she has madnessAnd I think she's going insaneI'd do the sameIf I were herBut I hope there is a cureBecause she's too pureTo be left aloneBut she's too far goneSoon she'll be doneBut I wished she gave life a chanceNever had her first danceNever left her room. Until this afternoonThat's when she was found deadMurderChanged her


Into thinking it was okayTo not live todayShe never had a reason. It was winter in the seasonShe layed down in the snowAnd there was a big blowLeft her covered with snowIt hid the red wellBut I hope she doesn't go to hellBecause she doesn't deserve this. Magic What'sHerName


My Poem For You! This poem is for youSince you wanted one tooFor you my one and only loveI could never have enoughOf you by my sideNo matter how hard I criedYou're always by my sideNo matter how many times I wanted to dieYou were always by my sideThis is what a true friend is likeAlways joking around and saying sike!I love you with all my heartThis is only just the startWe've got our whole lifes ahead of usMy reason for living is you becauseYou changed my world from black and white to colorBecause of you I won't love anotherWhen I'm sad you can always cheer me upYou are everything I was looking for, YUP!I wouldn't give you away for anythingIf you were to leave it'd be a big stingPlease don't leave if you were I'd dieI love you, Guy! Magic What'sHerName


My Sister So listen here misterI want to introduce you to my sisterShe likes to have funRunning around in the sunShe likes to move to her own beatI believe she has two left feetShe thinks the worst of herselfBut she's better than myselfShe lets people get her downShe smiles then she frownsI think she might be a little bipolarHer clothes don't match because of colorBut she doesn't care what people say about her clothesIt doesn't matter to her what she choseBut her mom is a different story to herShe just wants a cureTo make her mom proud of her! Magic What'sHerName


No Escape There she sits all tiedUp and terrifiedShe screams for her lifeHe pulls out a knifeShe stops breathingHe stops her from ever leavingThere is no way to escapeHe gets out the tapeShe cant talkShe cant walkShe wants to be freeShe wants to seeHer family againShe wont ever see them againLife is a precious thing. Magic What'sHerName


No Matter X No matter what you doI'll still be with you. No matter what you sayI won't leave you today. No matter what you feelI'm sure I can deal. No matter what you hearI'll pick up the rear. No matter who you loveI'm sure I'll live above. Magic What'sHerName


No One Cares My life is so clutteredIts like living in the gutterPeople all around you mutterLike your not even thereSo how much do they really careNot enough to make me feel goodSo I'll hide right here in my hoodMake it look like I'm just anotherOne to watch our forBecause you don't wanna mess with meBecause I'm a troubled teenagerYou wanna put a wagerOn me to see if I'll make itTo see if I can fitIn with other peopleInstead I hide in the steeplePraying to God they findWhere my mindHas goneBecause I swearThat no one caresIf I'm aloneAnd I can't believeIf there is such a personTo believe in meAnd I hide from the sunWishing someone would shoot itAnd I won't ever fitIn with anyone in this worldI'm just not a normal girlBut the wordIs that I'm not worth itAnd no one wants to be with meWhy don't people like meAnd I pray to GodThat this TodPerson goes awayHe's annoying today


Magic What'sHerName


Olden Day Love There once was this girl who wanted loveThere once was this boy who hated loveHe wanted it to all endHe wasn't going to ever pretendThat he would live for thisNot even one single kissCould change his mind he was sureBut then he saw this pictureFeelings came out of nowhereHe tried to careHe couldn't make himselfHe had locked his heart on a shelfNever had he wanted to give it awayBut this one day?Somewhere out there a girl changed his mindIt was only a matter of time before he had to findOut where she lived and he needed to see herNobody is like their pictureSo he finds out where she lives and knocksThe girl looks like she is going to mockAnd he gets down on one kneeShe starts to pleeI do not know, thee!He got mad and then left her standing thereGaping at him as he walks else whereWAIT! Where are you going to go?He said why would you want to know?I just wanted to askThis is her new taskWill you marry me?He said, 'Yes, I will marry thee! ' Magic What'sHerName


One Way Love Do you see this razor?Every teenagerOwns oneJust in case their only oneChose to leave themOr they simply chose not to liveBut I would giveAnything to have someoneTake my razorSo I can't kill herBecause she took my loveAway from meBut she doens't careShe claims she has loveFor him, but she just uses himAnd I want to die even moreMy hearts hole grows to the coreI swear every time he gets hurtI hurt even moreBut this is majorSo huge, I can't tellIf this is hellBecause it sure feels like itWe need another first aid kitTo protect us from the world around usAnd protect us from the lustSo you see this razor?It makes me a love struck teenagerExcept it's a one way loveThe guy has no clue I'm alive! Magic What'sHerName


Outside X I’m looking out my windowWatching the wind blowThe trees are dancingThe scene around me enhancingThe sky darkensI think I’m using my lensesWhile the sun setsEverything seems to be getting wetAs it silently rainsThe darkness it gainsControl as it takes over the world. Magic What'sHerName


Please, God, I Pray! The light outside is grayI wish I could just playI'd take you up on your offer anydayBut this one MondayIs unlike any other dayThe rain falls and I hope everyone is okayAs the thunder starts I begin to prayThat everyone will last another dayI didn't know what else to sayIf I were to die this one dayI'd rather it was me than anyone else okay!I deserve to die and I don't deserve to stayI just want to go away!Please, God, I prayThat you'll take me awayBring me home today! Magic What'sHerName


R.I.P. Magic Here lies MagicDead from tragicSee her best friend SuicideOnly liedTold her things will get betterTold her to write a letterTell her parents she's gone foreverShe died with a feverEven if it was nothing but a lieHow could she tell her parents she wanted to die?Damn that friend SuicideHow could she have lied?Things haven't gotten better!Her parents have read that letterMagic sold her soul to a debtorForever she won't get betterShe lost her chance for a changeShe is in a total outrageHow could a best friend do this?What had she ever done to deserve this?She sells her life for SuicidesBut she doesn't feel better she just criesNow it's her fault she can't go to a better placeShe loses her tasteAnd she can't remember her own faceShe's been gone for so longWell, after all of the wrongShe's done she hasn't come backNot until she rises from the factThat she sold Suicide's lifeJust because she wanted to be aliveBut what happened when she wished she were dead?Waking up and seeing her parents faces she dreadBut because she knows what is coming nextWell what would you expect? Magic What'sHerName


Reflection I stare into the cold and glass mirrorWhile I shed one tearWishing I could be whole againWishing I would never hurt againAs I lookI get hookedThere's someone thereShe looked like she cared.But it was my own reflectionI'm just so afraid of rejectionThat I don't let anyone else inI try so hard to fit inBut no one likes who I amI'm so afraid of them... Magic What'sHerName


Save The Planet! Wanna cut down that tree?You have to pay a feeDo you know your killing our planetYou don't even have to plan itDestruction is in your bloodWhat would happen if there were a flood?Would you be savedOr would you have caved?Stop ruining it more than you have toBecause it loves youDon't let it die to look coolYou'll end up looking like a foolProtect it and it will last longer! Magic What'sHerName


Scream I scream out loudI just wanna make you proudBut no worriesI hope you know I'm sorryBut I'm still in my youthAnd that's the truthSo don't waste your tearsI still got yearsAnd I'm gonna shine throughAnd who I am aint up to youI'm gonna be who I wanna beAnd that's just meI scream until I can't scream anymoreBecause you don't like what I woreBut I got no worriesI know your sorryBut hey you better love meBecause I'm all that I can beAnd you should knowThat if you don't like it then just goI don't careI swear Magic What'sHerName


Segregation X Black vs. WhiteBlack thought it was wrongWhite thought it was rightThey took too longTo make it workThe white acted like jerks. They didn't care for colorThey hurt the ones fightingFor all to be equalAnd what's rightBut the white were believingThat they should get everythingAnd colored should get nothing. This was not rightBlack vs. White. Not to be treated equalNot to be treated humanBut to be treated like a dogWhere white were in chargeWhere colored were beaten and killedInnocent lives were lostFor colored payed the costOf a white manWho couldn't expandPublic stores and clans. Colored were treated like nothingWhile white got everythingThey stole from the colored peopleWhen they bombed the steeplePf a church to kill four peopleThey were four little girlsWith smiles and curlsNever stood a chanceWith a white man.


Magic What'sHerName


Sister Hello there misterThat is my sisterSo please let her goShe doesn't even knowWhat you are about to doI promise I won't tell anyone about youJust let her go. Hello there RyanCan't you see my sister is cryinDoesn't that make you feel like diein?Please?Can't you just leaveI won't try to decieveYou or anything like thatPlease?Just let her go. Hello there MisterGet away from my sisterShe doesn't deserve thisAnd if you choose to kissHer one more timeI swear the cops will findYou and kill youSo let her goBecause you need toYou should knowThat this doesn't make you a manI don't care what you canDo to herPlease?Just let her leave? Hello there NeedyDon't be all greedyThis is my sisterAnd you need to let her go misterShe doesn't understand


So please?I'm begging youJust let her leave... Magic What'sHerName


Smoking And Drinking 4 Tia X Stop smokingJust because your brokenStop drinkingBecause you keep on sinkingYou still gotta keep on livingBut that won't stop youYou keep on doingWhat makes you stop livingWhat about your family?Why don't you wanna live forever?Why keep doing this to yourself? Keep smokingI'll laugh when your chokingBecause I told you soKeep drinkingYou keep on thinkingNo one's going to notice thisYou keep on livingWith someone who makes you feel like dieingSo stop all this lieingSomeday you'll get what you deserveHopefully it won't involveAny of your family. Magic What'sHerName


Suicide I've had enoughIs this really love?Why do people want it so muchIt's just a bunchOf crap and i just wanna dieI can't believe he makes me cryWhen he told me he loved meAnd I made a huge mistake I couldn't seeThat he didn't mean what he saidAnd I was found deadI commited suicideWhen he was the one who should have diedWith this broken heartWhich he tore apartI burry it deep in the groundNever to make another soundIt doesn't thump anymoreSince he could not just leave but he toreMe apart and left me to dieBecause of one stupid lieI loved youI love him too! Magic What'sHerName


The Sky Darkens The sky darkens, as I stare at the moonI can only remember I have to leave soonI knew I could not stay here for longBut, where I stand, nothing feels wrongAs I stand tall, and stare at the skyI keep asking myself why?Why does reality hurt you?Why doesn’t everything seem true?Why do the ones you love break you?Why is there nothing we can do?Why is it that there is no love anymore?Why is it that everyone seems poor?Why do men hurt children?Why do you seem older at age ten?Why do little kids have no one to look up to?Why must parents scream at you?Why is it girls get labeled and boys do not?Why can people have affairs and not get caught? Magic What'sHerName


Truth X We were sitting in a boothNows the time to tell the truthI never really liked youI'm sorry I couldn't be honest with youI didn't want to lose you as a friendAnd I don't want to pretendThat I like you as more than a friendSo I said yes, when I didn't want toI'm sorry I never really liked youYeah I know I'm heartlessYeah I know I'm worthlessBut you were an awsome friendYou make me smile and that's not a pretendBut I only like you as a friendThe turth is I like someone newI'm sorry I wasn't that into youYou can hate me all you wantI won't try to change your mindI wasn't even kindSince you told me you love meBut I'm sorry I didn't love you too. *(A poem about lies, Kinda makes you wanna die, When you can only make theguy cry) * Magic What'sHerName


Was It Me? All my parents ever did was foughtWas it me who broughtThis on them both?Was it me who caused the mostDamage as possible to us all?Was it me who allowed us to fall?Do you think I’m to blame?Was it me who should have stayed the same?Do you believe that I caused this to happen to you?Was it me who should have not loved you?Do you make me feel better?Was it me who wanted to get rid of her?Do you believe I’d give you both up?Was it me who should have been given up?Do you think I’m worthless because I’m not normal? *(A poem for a kid with divorced parents who puts the blame on themselves) * Magic What'sHerName


What's After Death? My name is MagicAnd my life is so tragicI wish I could save myselfBut there isn't a wayWill I die today?If I can't save myselfDoes it end this way?Will I make it out okay?I hope I doAnd never have to go 'Boo'Because I don't wanna roam the worldI wanna go someplace where I don't have to cryWhere no one will lieTo meI wanna seeIf they'll treat me betterI hope I never get a letterThat tells me I can't be hereBecause I'll leak tearsI wanna go someplaceWhere I'll never cry againI wanna go someplaceThat doesn't make me die againBut who will be here?Will they allow tears?Will they save my life?Or give me strife?Will they accept me?Or will they leave me?Will I see someone I know?Or will they make me go?Will there be angels there?Or will they even care?Will I see my family again?Or will I have to cry again? *(A poem that says I'm unsure of where I'm headed) *


Magic What'sHerName


What's Wrong? Tell me what's wrongIt's been so longSince I've seen youSo tell me what's wrong!I've never seen you so downYou never had a frownNow all you do is mope aroundYou can't even make a sound!Unless it's a silent cryYou tell me you just want to dieI asked 'Why? 'You said 'I love someone new.'I asked 'Who? 'You said 'Someone who doesn't love me.'I said 'How could you know for sure? 'You said 'Because she'd be put through torture,She'd never love someone like meI'm not worthy, and I just want to die! 'So I start to cryI begged, please don't die!Then who else will I have to talk toI'm nothing without youYou said 'You'll make it through.'I said 'I won't be able to. Not without you! 'You said 'The one I love is you.'I said 'I do love you! 'You said 'But not the same way.'I said 'In every way!I love you! 'You said 'Don't lie.'I said 'Don't die.'You said 'I knew it.'I said 'Please don't do it,I love you!I can't live without you.'You said 'I don't wanna live anymore! 'I said 'Take me with you.'You said 'No, I love you.I won't take your life away.'


I said 'Without you I have no life!I'll die todayIf you die today! ' *(A poem for a guy I'd die for, He should have told me before, That he loved meinstead of running for the door, To his death and to bring gore, How could he dothat to me?) * Magic What'sHerName


Zombie X You’re not perfect, dadSo why should I be? I’m a lost cause,But that’s who you made me I don’t fight backI act just like a zombie Because who you make meIs not who I want to be You push me aroundJust like I’m nothing You make me feelLike I’m not worth something I’m sorryFor being anything I wanna be Why can’t you seeThat you’re beating me down? Isn’t it clear on my face,That I only frown? Magic What'sHerName


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Magic What'sHerName - poems - PoemHunter.Com · 2017-11-18 · Magic What'sHerName(July 10,1993) Hi my real name is actually magic, it's just not my first name. I'm not going to pretend