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Umraow Jan 'Ada'Mirza Hadi 'Ruswa'

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mejko tku ^vnk*

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fetkZ gknh ^jQLok* % ,d ifjp;

1899 esa izdkf'kr mnZw esa fy[ks x, miU;kl mejko tku ^vnk*osQ ys[kd fetkZ gknh ^jQLok* ewyr% 'kk;j FksA os mnwZ osQ vykokfganh] vaxzsth] laLÑr] vjch] iQkjlh] fgczw vkSj xzhd Hkk"kk,a Hkhtkurs FksA mudk tUe 1857 ;k 58 esa y[kumQ esa gqvk FkkA 1885esa mUgksaus iatkc fo'ofo|ky; ls Lukrd fd;k vkSj VkEl jQM+dh]dkWyst ls bathfu;fjax esa fMIyksek Hkh gkfly fd;kA 'kq: esa mUgksausdksVk cyqfpLrku jsyos esa vksojfl;j dh ukSdjh dh ysfdu oqQNfnuksa ckn okil y[kumQ vk x,] tgka fØf'p;u dkyst esavjch&iQkjlh osQ O;k[;krk fu;qÙkQ gq,A 1920&21 esa dkyst dhukSdjh NksM+dj gSnjkckn pys x,] ogka f'k{kk foHkkx esa vuqoknddh ukSdjh feyhA ml nkSjku mUgksaus n'kZu'kkL=k dh dbZ egÙoiw.kZiqLrdksa dk mnwZ esa vuqokn fd;kA 21 vDrwcj 1931 dks gSnjkcknesa mudk fu/u gqvkA

mudh xtyksa dk ladyu vcrd mnwZ esa Hkh izdkf'kr ugha gStcfd ikap miU;kl vkSj ntZuksa vuwfnr iqLrosQa muosQ thoudky esagh izdkf'kr gks xbZ FkhaA mejko tku ^vnk* mudk lcls yksdfiz;miU;kl gSA ^jQLok* dk nkok gS fd ;g y[kumQ dh ,d mudhledkyhu rok;iQ mijko ^tku* dh lPph vkRedFkk gSA og^vnk* r[kYyql osQ lkFk 'kk;jh Hkh djrh FkhA

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mejko tku ^vnk*,d

cki&nknk dk uke ysdj viuk cM+Iiu trkus ls D;k iQk;nk!vkSj lp rks ;g gS fd eq>s ;kn Hkh ughaA gka] bruk tkurh gwa fdiSQtkckn esa 'kgj osQ fdukjs fdlh eqgYys esa esjk ?kj FkkA esjk edkuiéïk FkkA vklikl esa oqQN dPps edku Fks] oqQN >ksaiM+s Fks] [kijSysaFkhaA jgusokys Hkh oqQN ,sls&oSls yksx gh gksaxs] oqQN fHk'rh] ukbZ]nksch] dgkjA gekjs edku osQ flok ,d maQpk ?kj bl eqgYys esa vkSjHkh FkkA bl edku osQ ekfyd dk uke fnykoj [kka FkkA

esjs vCck cgwcsxe (vo/ osQ uokcksa dh izFke egkjkuh)lkfgck osQ edcjs ij ukSdj FksA ekywe ugha dkgs esa uke Fkk] D;kru[kk FkhA bruk ;kn gS fd yksx mudks teknkj dgrs FksA esjs ,dNksVk HkkbZ FkkA fnu&Hkj eSa mls f[kyk;k djrh Fkh vkSj og Hkh eq>lsbl dnj fgyk gqvk Fkk fd ne&Hkj osQ fy, u NksM+rk FkkA

vCck tc 'kke dks ukSdjh ij ls vkrs Fks] ml oÙkQ dh [kq'khge HkkbZ&cgu dh oqQN u iwfN,! eSa dej ls fyiV xbZ] HkkbZvCck&vCck djosQ nkSM+k] nkeu ls fpeV x;kA vCck dh ckNsa ekjs[kq'kh osQ f[kyh tkrh gSaA eq>dks pqedkjkA ihB ij gkFk isQjkA HkS;kdks xksn esa mBk fy;kA I;kj djus yxsA eq>s [kwc ;kn gS fd dHkh[kkyh gkFk ?kj u vkrs FksA dHkh Hkqê ðs gkFk esa gSa] dHkh crk'kksa ;k fryosQ yî óqvksa dk nksukA fgLls yxk, tkrsA ml oÙkQ HkkbZ&cgu esa fdlets dh yM+kb;ka gksrh Fkhaµ og Hkqê ðk Nhu fy, tkrk gS] eSa feBkbZ

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dk nksuk gfFk;k ysrh gwaA vEeka lkeus [kijSy esa cSBh [kkuk idk jghgSaA vCck m/j vkosQ cSBs ugha] b/j esjs rdkts 'kq: gks x,µ¶vCck]vYyk] xqfM+;k ugha yk,¸] ¶ns[kksa] esjs ikamaQ dh twrh oSQlh VwV xbZgS rqedks [;ky gh ugha jgrk¸] ¶yks esjk gkj lqukj osQ ;gka lscuosQ ugha vk;k] NksVh [kkyk dh yM+dh dh nw/&c<+kbZ gS] HkbZ eSaD;k iguosQ tkmaQxh¸] ¶pkgs oqQN Hkh gks] bZn osQ fnu rks eSa u;ktksM+k iguwaxh] gka eSa u;k tksM+k iguwaxhA¸

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tc vEeka [kkuk idk pqdrha] eq>s vkokt nsrhaA eSa tkrh vkSjjksVh dh Vksdjh vkSj lkyu dh irhyh mBk ykrh] nLrj[kkufcNkrhA vEeka [kkuk fudkyrha] lc lj tksM+osQ [kkuk [kkrs] [kqnk dk'kqØ djrsA vCck ,'kk dh uekt (jkr dh uektA) i<+osQ lks jgrsAlqcg rM+osQ mBdj uekt i<+rsA ml oÙkQ eSa mB cSBrh vkSj fiQjesjh iQjekb'ksa 'kq: gks tkrhaA vCck othiQk

(uekt osQ ckn [kqnk osQ

uke dk tkiA) i<+rs gq, dksBs ij p<+ tkrs] dcwrjksa dks nkuk nsrs],d&nks dks gok esa mM+krsA brus esa vEeka >kM+&cqgkj ls iQjkxrdjosQ [kkuk rS;kj dj ysrh Fkha] D;ksafd vCck fnu p<+us ls igysgh ukSdjh ij pys tkrs FksA

vCck osQ pys tkus ij vEeka lhuk&fijksuk ysosQ cSB tkrhaA eSaHkS;k dks ysdj dgha eqgYys esa fudy tkrh ;k njokts ij beyh dkisM+ Fkk] ogka pyh tkrhA getksyh yM+osQ&yM+fd;ka tek gks tkrs] eSaHkS;k dks fcBkosQ [kqn [ksy esa yx tkrhA gk;] D;k fnu Fks] fdlh ckrdh fiQØ gh u FkhA vPNs&ls&vPNk [kkrh Fkh] vPNs&ls&vPNkigurh Fkh] ukd&uD'kk Hkh [kSj oqQN ,slk cqjk u FkkA uktqdksa esa esjk'kqekj u rc Fkk] u vc gSA eSa igurh yky xqycnu dk iktkek NksVsik;pksa dk] uSuw dh oqQrhZ] ratc dh vks<+uh] gkFkksa esa pkanh dh rhu&rhupwfM+;ka] xys esa gkj] ukd esa lksus dh uFkuh] dku vHkh rkts&rkts fNnsFks] muesa fliZQ uhys Mksjs iM+s Fks] lksus dh ckfy;ka cuus dks xbZ FkhaA

esjh 'kknh esjh iwQiQh osQ yM+osQ osQ lkFk Bgjh gqbZ FkhA eaxuhukS cjl osQ flu esa gks xbZ FkhA vc m/j ls 'kknh dk rkdktk FkkAesjh iwQiQh uokcxat esa C;kgh gqbZ FkhaA gekjs iwQiQk tehankj FksA iwQiQhdk ?kj gekjs ?kj ls T;knk Hkjk&iwjk FkkA eaxuh gksus ls igys eSa dbZckj vEeka osQ lkFk ogka tk pqdh FkhA ogka osQ dkj[kkus gh vkSj FksAedku rks dPpk Fkk exj Fkk cgqr yack&pkSM+kA xk;] cSy] HkSalca/h FkhaA ?kh&nw/ dh biQjkr FkhA vukt dh dljr FkhA Hkqê ðksa dhiQly esa Vksdfj;ksa Hkqê ðs pys vkrs FksA bZ[k osQ <sj yxs jgrs FksA dksbZdgka rd [kkrk!

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eSaus vius nwYgk dks] ;kuh ftlosQ lkFk esjh 'kknh Bgjh Fkh]ns[kk Fkk] cfYd mlosQ lkFk [ksyh FkhA vCck iwjk tgst dk lkekudj pqosQ Fks] oqQN jQi, dh fiQØ FkhA jtc

osQ eghus esa 'kknh r;

gqbZ FkhA jkr dks vCck&vEeka esa tc esjh 'kknh dh ckrsa gksrh Fkha] eSapqiosQ&pqiosQ lquk djrh Fkh vkSj fny&gh&fny esa [kq'k gksrh FkhAxtZ fd eSa viuh gkyr esa [kq'k FkhA

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fnykoj [kka dk edku gekjs ?kj ls FkksM+h nwj ij FkkA eqvkMoSQrksa ls feyk gqvk FkkA y[kumQ esa cjlksa oSQn jgkA u ekywe fdlhfliQkfj'k ls NwV vk;k Fkk! vCck ls l[r nq'euh j[krk FkkA otg;g Fkh fd tc iSQtkckn ls fxjÝrkj gqvk rks pky&pyu dhrgdhdkr osQ fy, eqgYys ls yksx ryc gq,A muesa vCck Hkh FksAcspkjs ;wa Hkh fny osQ lkns vkSj tcku osQ lPps FksA ml ij rqjkZ ;gfd vnkyu osQ lkgc us muosQ gkFk esa oqQjku nsosQ iwNk] ¶oSyteknkj] rqe lp&lp dgks] ;g oSQlk vkneh gS\¸ vCck uslkiQ&lkiQ] tks mldk gky Fkk] dg fn;kA mUgha dh xokgh ijfnykoj [kka oSQn gks x;k FkkA ;g gky eSaus viuh eka ls lquk FkkAogh dhuk mlosQ fny esa pyk vkrk FkkA

,d fnu mlus vCck dk dcwrj mrkj fy;kA vCck ysus dksx,] u fn;kA vCck pkj vkus nsrs Fks] og vkB vkus ekaxrk FkkA vCckrks ukSdjh iS pys x,_ vkSj >qViqVs dk oDr Fkk] [kqnk tkus eSa D;ksa?kj ls fudyhA ns[krh D;k gwa fd og beyh osQ uhps [kM+k gqvk gSdgus yxk] ¶csVh] rqEgkjs vCck iSls ns x, Fks] dcwrj ys yksA¸ eSamlosQ ne esa vk xbZ] lkFk pyh xbZA tkosQ tks ns[krh gwa] ?kj esadkyh fpfM+;k ugha] vosQyk edku iM+k gSA b/j eSa edku esa nkf[kygqbZ] m/j mlus vanj ls oqQaMh can dj yhA pkgrh Fkh fd ph[kwaAmlus eqag esa xwnM+ Bawl fn;k] esjs nksuksa gkFk :eky ls dl fn,A

bl edku dk ,d njoktk ihNs dh rjiQ FkkA eq>s tehu ijfcBkosQ vki x;k] njoktk [kksyk vkSj ^ihjc['k* dgosQ vkokt nhAihjc['k vanj vk;kA nksuksa us feyosQ eq>s cSyxkM+h ij lokj fd;kfd xkM+h py fudyhA esjs dkVks rks [kwu ughaA rys dh lkal rysvkSj mQij dh mQijA djaQ rks djaQ D;k] dksbZ cl ughaA ewth osQpaxqy esa FkhA fnykoj [kka] cgyh osQ vanj eq>s ?kqVuksa osQ uhps nck,cSBk Fkk] gkFk esa Nqjh fy, FkkA eq, dh vka[kksa ls [kwu Vid jgk FkkAihjc['k xkM+h gkad jgk Fkk vkSj cSy Fks fd mM+s pys tk jgs FksA

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FkksM+h nsj esa 'kke gks xbZA pkjksa rjiQ va/sjk Nk x;kA tkM+s osQfnu FksA lÂkVs dh gok py jgh FkhA lnhZ osQ ekjs esjh cksVh&cksVhdkai jgh Fkh] ne fudyk tkrk FkkA vka[kksa ls ckfj'k tkjh FkhA fnyesa ;g [;ky vkrk fd fdl vkiQr esa iaQl xbZµvCck ukSdjh ijls vk, gq, gksaxs] eq>s <wa<+rs gksaxs] vEeka vkiQr ihV jgh gksaxh] NksVkHkkbZ [ksy jgk gksxk] mls D;k ekywe gksxk fd cgu dgka iaQl xbZAeka] cki] HkkbZ] edku] nkyku] vaxubZ] ckophZ[kkukµlc esjh vka[kksaosQ lkeus FkkA ysfdu ;g lc [;kykr ,d rjiQ vkSj tku dk [kkSiQ,d rjiQA fnykoj vka ?kM+h&?kM+h Nqjh fn[kkrk FkkA eq>s ,slk ekywegksrk Fkk fd vc dksbZ ne ls ;g Nqjh esjs xys osQ ikj gksxhA ekjsMj osQ eqg ls vkokt u fudyrh FkhA

b/j esjk rks ;g gky Fkk] m/j fnykoj [kka vkSj ihjc['k esagal&galosQ ckrsa gks jgh FkhaA esjs eka&cki vkSj eq> ij ckr&ckr esaxkfy;ka iM+rh tkrh FkhaAfnykoj [kka % ns[kk HkkbZ ihjc['k! flikgh dk iwr ckjg cjl osQ cknviuk cnyk ysrk gSA vc og oSQlk fryfeykrk gksxk!ihjc['k % HkbZ rqeus cs'kd bl ely dks vly dj fn[kk;kA ckjgcjl rks gq, gksaxs rqEga osQn gq,Afnykoj [kka % iwjs ckjg cjl gq,A HkbZ] y[kumQ esa D;k&D;k eqlhcrsamBkbZA [kSj--- og Hkh rks dksbZ fnu ;kn djsxkA ;g rks esjk igyk okjgqvk gSA eSa rks mls tku ls ek:a xkAihjc['k % eka] ;g Hkh bjknk gS\fnykoj [kka % rqe le>rs D;k gks] tku ls u ekjk rks iBku dk cht ughaAihjc['k % HkbZ] rqe ckr osQ lPps gks] tks dgksxs dj fn[kkvksxsAfnykoj [kka % ns[kukAihjc['k % vkSj bldk D;k djksxs\fnykoj [kka % djsaxs D;k] ;gha dgha ekjosQ ukys esa Mky nks] jkrksa&jkrcg tk,xhA

eSa pkSadhA viuh ekSr dk ;dhu gks x;kA vka[kksa esa vkalw Fke

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x,A fny esa ,d /pdk yxkA eqg <y x;kA gkFk&ikao Mky fn,A;g gky ns[kosQ Hkh eq, dê ðj dks rjl u vk;k vkSj mlus ,d ?kwlk,sls tksj ls esjs dysts ij ekjk fd eSa fcyfcyk xbZA

ihjc['k cksyk % bls rks ekj Mkyksxs] vkSj gekjk jQi;k\

fnykoj [kka % xys&xys ikuhA

ihjc['k % dgka ls nksxs\ ge rks oqQN vkSj gh le>s FksA

fnykoj [kka % ?kj pyks] dgha ls u gks losQxk rks dcwrj csp osQ ns nwaxkA

ihjc['k % rqe csvDy gksA dcwrj D;ksa cspks\ ge u ,d ckr crk,aA

fnykoj [kka % dgksA

ihjc['k % vj&eka (vjs fe;ka)] y[kumQ esa pyosQ bl Nksdjh osQnke [kjs dj yksA

tc ls vius ejus dk ;dhu gks x;k Fkk eq>s bu nksuksa ewft;ksadh ckrsa vPNh rjg lqukbZ u nsrh Fkha] ysfdu ihjc['k dh ;g ckrtks dku esa iM+h rks fiQj ls viuh ftanxh dk oqQN vkljk ca/kA fnyesa mls nqvk,a nsus yxhA fnykoj [kka us dgk] ¶vPNk] ns[kk tk,xkA¸blosQ ckn oqQN nsj ;s yksx ,d isM+ osQ uhps vkx tyrh ns[k gqDdkHkjus osQ fy, jQd x,A tc fiQj xkM+h pyh rks fnykoj [kka us gqDosQdk ,d d'k ysrs gq, dgk] ¶;g fdrus esa fcd tk,xh\ vkSj cspsxkdkSu\ dgha idM+ fy, tk,a rks vkSj eqf'dy gksA¸

ihjc['k % bldk gekjk ftEekA ge rks csp nsaxsA vjs fe;ka] rqEgkjhckrsa] idM+sxk dkSu! y[kumQ esa ,sls ekeys fnu&jkr gqvk djrs gSaAgekjs lkys dks tkurs gks\

fnykoj [kka % djhe\

ihjc['k % gka! mldh jksVh blh ij gSA chfl;ksa yM+osQ&yM+fd;kaidM+ ys x;k] y[kumQ esa tkosQ csp fy,A

fnykoj [kka % fdrus osQ fcdrs gSa\

ihjc['k % tSlh lwjr gqbZA

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fnykoj [kka % Hkyk ;s fdrus dh fcd tk,xh\

ihjc['k % lkS&Ms<+ lkS] tSlh rqEgkjh rdnhj gqbZA

fnykoj [kka % HkkbZ dh ckrsa! lkS&Ms<+ lkS! bldh lwjr gh D;k gS\ lkSHkh rks cgqr gSaA

ihjc['k % vPNk blls D;k! ys pyks! ekj Mkyus ls D;k iQk;nk\

blosQ ckn nksuksa esa dkuksa esa oqQN ckrsa gksus yxha tks eSa u lqu

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ldhA jkr&Hkj xkM+h pykbZA esjh tku lkals esa FkhA ekSr vka[kksa osQlkeus fiQj jgh FkhA rkdr [kRe gks xbZ FkhA cny lq gks x;k FkkAuhan rks lwyh ij Hkh vkrh gS] FkksM+h nsj esa vka[k yx xbZA

rhu

ml tekus esa jsy u FkhA iSQtkckn ls y[kumQ pkj fnu dkjkLrk FkkA exj fnykoj [kka bl [kkSiQ ls fd dgha esjs vCck ihNku djsa] u ekwye fdu chgM+ jkLrksa ls yk;kA dksbZ vkB fnu esay[kumQ igaqpsA eq> fuxksM+h dks D;k [kcj Fkh fd y[kumQ dgka gS_exj mu nksuksa dh ckrksa ls le> xbZ Fkh] dgka fy, tk jgs gSaAy[kumQ esa xkserh osQ ml ikj djhe dh llqjky esa eq>s ykosQmrkjkA NksVk&lk dPpk edku FkkA djhe dh lkl eqbZ eqnsZ law?kh&lhekywe gksrh FkhA eq>s ?kj esa ys xbZ vkSj ys tkosQ ,d dksBjh esa candj fn;kA

lqcg gksrs gh ge y[kumQ igaqps FksA eSa nksigj rd can jghAfiQj dksBjh dk njoktk [kqykA ,d toku&lh vkSjr] tks djhe dhtks: Fkh] rhu pikfr;ka vkSj ,d feê ðh osQ I;kys esa pepk&Hkj ek'k(mnZ) dh nky vkSj ,d ca/uh ikuh dh esjs vkxs j[kosQ pyh xbZAeq>s ml oÙkQ og Hkh fu;ker yxkA vkB fnu gks x, Fks] ?kj dkidk [kkuk ulhc u gqvk FkkA jkLrs esa pus vkSj lÙkqvksa osQ flok vkSjoqQN feyk gh u FkkA dksbZ vk/h ca/uh&Hkj ikuh ih xbZA blosQ ckntehu ij ikao iSQykosQ lks xbZA

nks fnu vosQys gh bl dksBjh esa xqtjsA rhljs fnu ,d vkSjyM+dh&eq>ls mez esa nks&,d cjl cM+h&ykosQ can dh xbZA djhe[kqnk tkus dgka ls mls iqQlykosQ ys vk;k FkkA cspkjh pqgd&pqgdosQjksrh FkhA eq>s mldk vkuk xuher yxkA tc o jks&/ks pqdh rkspqiosQ&pqiosQ ckrsa gksus yxhA fdlh cfu, dh yM+dh Fkh] jkensbZuke FkkA lhrkiqj osQ ikl dksbZ xkao Fkk] ogka dh jgusokyh FkhAva/sjs esa rks mldh 'kDy fn[kkbZ u nhA fnu esa tc dksBjh dh

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f[kM+dh [kqyh rks mlus eq>s ns[kk] eSaus mlsA xksjh&xksjh Fkh] cgqr[kwclwjr ukd&uD'kk] Mhy NjgjkA

pkSFks fnu ml dkydksBjh ls mldh fjgkbZ gqbZA eSa ogha jghAfiQj rugkbZ ulhc gqbZA mlosQ rhljs fnu] jkr osQ oÙkQ fnykoj [kkavkSj ihjc['k us vkosQ eq>s fudkyk vkSj vius lkFk ys pysA cgqr?kqek&fiQjkdj ,d cktkj vk;k&;g og cktkj Fkk tgka bTtr&iQjks'khdh nqdkusa Fkha] ;kuh pkSdA ge ,d edku osQ njokts ij igaqpsA ;g[kkue tku dk edku Fkk] tgka eq>s ftYyr&bTtr] cnukeh&usdukeh]

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tks oqQN nqfu;k esa feyuk Fkk] feykA edku dk njoktk [kqyk gqvkFkk] FkksM+h nwj ij thuk Fkk] thus ls p<+osQ mQij igaqpsA ogka lsgu lsgksrs gq, lnj nkyku dh nkfguh rjiQ osQ ,d pkSM+s nkyku esa [kkuetku osQ ikl ge x,A

mudh mez dksbZ ipkl cjl dh gksxhA D;k 'kkunkj cqf<+;k Fkh!jax rks lkaoyk Fkk exj ,slh Hkkjh&Hkjde vkSjr] ftlls diM+ksa dh 'kkuc<+rh gks] ns[kh u lquhA ckyksa dh vkxs dh yVsa] fcyoqQy lisQn]muosQ psgjs ij Hkyh ekywe gksrh FkhaA eyey dk nksiêðk] oSQlk ckjhdpquk gqvk fd 'kk;n gh vkSj fdlh dk gks! mQns iktkesa cM+s&cM+s ik;pksaosQA gkFkksa esa eksVs&eksVs lksus osQ dM+s] dykb;ksa esa iaQls gq,A dkuksa esa lknsnks cqans yk[k&yk[k cuko nsrs FksA ml fnu dh [kkue dh lwjr vktrd ;kn gSµ iyax ls yxh gqbZ dkyhu ij cSBh gSa] oaQoy ty jgkgS] cM+k&lk dkenkj ikunku [kqyk gqvk vkxs j[kk gS] ispoku ih jghgSa] lkeus ,d lkaoyh&lh yM+dh ukp jgh gSA ;g mudh yM+dhfcfLeYyk tku FkhA gekjs tkus osQ ckn ukp jQd x;k] lc yksx dejsls pys x,A ekkeyk rks igys gh gks pqdk FkkA

[kkue tku % ;gh Nksdjh gS\

fnykoj [kka % th gkaA

eq>s ikl cqyk;k] pqedkj osQ fcBk;k] ekFkk mBkosQ lwjr ns[khAcksyh % vPNk] fiQj tks geus dg fn;k gS] ekStwn gSA vkSj og nwljhyM+dh D;k gqbZ\

ihjc['k % mldk rks ekeyk gks x;kA

[kkue % fdrus ij\

ihjc['k % nks lkS ijA

[kkue % vPNk] [kSjA dgka gqvk\

ihjc['k % ,d csxe lkfgck us vius lkfgctkns osQ okLrs eksy fy;k gSA

[kkue % lwjr&'kDy dh vPNh Fkh rks bl dnj ge Hkh ns fudyrsArqeus tYnh dhA

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ihjc['k % eSa D;k d:a] eSaus rks cgqr le>k;k] esjs lkys us u ekukA

fnykoj [kka % lwjr rks bldh Hkh vPNh gS] vkxs vkidh ialnA

[kkue % [kSj] vkneh dk cPpk gSA

fnykoj [kka %tks oqQN gS vkiosQ lkeus gkftj gSA

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[kkue % vPNk] rqEgkjh gh ftn lghA

;g dgosQ [kkue us gqlSuh dks vkokt nhA gqlSuh] xqncqnh&lh]lkaoyh v/sM+ vkSjr] lkeus vkosQ [kM+h] rks mUgksaus lanwdpk ykus dksdgkA mlus ykosQ lkeus j[k fn;kA [kkue lkgc us lanwdpk [kksyk]cgqr&ls jQi;s fnykoj [kka osQ lkeus fudkyosQ j[k fn,A ckn dksekywe gqvk fd lok lkS FksA

fnykoj [kka vkSj ihjc['k lyke djosQ pys x, rks [kkuelkgc iwNus yxha% gqlSuh] ;g Nksdjh brus nkeksa oqQN egaxh rks ughaekywe iM+h\

gqlSuh % egaxh! eSa dgrh gwa] lLrh gSA

[kkue % lLrh Hkh ugha gSA [kSj] gksxhA lwjr rks Hkksyh&Hkkyh gSA [kqnktkus fdldh yM+dh gS! gk;! eka&cki dk D;k gky gksxk! dgka lseq, idM+ ykrs gSa] tjk Hkh [kqnk dk [kkSiQ ughaA ge yksx rks csdlwjgSaA iki mUgha eqvksa ij gksrk gSA ;gka u fcdrh] dgha vkSj fcdrhA

gqlSuh % [kkue lkgc] ;gka fiQj Hkh vPNh jgsxhA vkius lquk ugha]?kjksa esa ykSafM;ksa (lsfodk,a) dh D;k xrsa gksrh gSa!

oqQN nsj nksuksa blh rjg ckrsa djrh jghaA fiQj cqvk gqlSuh uscM+h feÂr ls dgk% chch] ;g Nksdjh rks eq>s ns nhft,A eSa ikyawxhAeky vkidk gS] f[kner eSa d:a xhA

vc rd cqvk gqlSuh [kM+h gqbZ FkhaA vc cSBdj eq>ls ckrsadjus yxhaA uke iwNk rks eSaus crk;k vehjuA [kkue cksyh% HkbZ] ;guke rks gesa ilan ugha] ge rks mejkvkS dgosQ iqdkjsaxsA fiQj gqlSuhus eq>ls dgk% lquk cPph] mejkvkS osQ uke ij rqe cksyuk] tcchch dgsa mijkvkS] rks rqe dguk] thA

ml fnu ls mejkvkS esjk uke gks x;kA FkksM+s fnuksa ckn tc eSajafM;ksa dh fxurh esa vkbZ rks yksx ^mejko tku* dgus yxsA [kkuelkgc ejrs ne rd ^mejko* dgk djrh FkhaA cqvk gqLkSuh ^mejkvkSlkgc* dgrh FkhaA

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pkj

[kkue dk edku Fkk fd ,d ifjLrku FkkA ftl dejs esa tkfudyks flok [kkus&ctkus] galh&etkd osQ vkSj dksbZ ppkZ u FkhAvxjps deflu Fkh] exj fiQj Hkh vkSjrtkr cM+h gksf'k;kj gksrh gS]eSa vius eryc dks le>rh FkhA fcfLeYyk] [kq'khZn dks xkrs&ukprsns[kosQ esjs fny esa Hkh [kqn&c&[kqn meax&lh iSnk gksrh] eSa vius&vkixquxqukus vkSj fFkjdus yxrhA blh vlsZ esa esjh Hkh rkyhe 'kq: gksxbZA esjh rch;r xkus&ctkus osQ fy, cgqr equkflc ikbZ xbZA vkoktHkh iDosQ xkus osQ yk;d FkhA ljxe lkiQ gksus osQ ckn mLrkn usvkLrk;h 'kq: djk nhA mLrkn th cgqr mlwy ls rkyhe nsrs Fks]gjsd jkx dk lqj&C;kSjk tckuh ;kn djk;k tkrk Fkk vkSj ogh xysls fudyok;k tkrk FkkA etky u Fkh fd lqj dksey ls vrdksey(vfr dksey)] 'kq/ ('kq¼) ls vr'kq/ (vfr'kq¼)] ;k rhoj(rhoz)] ls rhojrj (rhozrj) gks tk,A

[kku tku dh ukSfp;ksa ('kjhiQ vkSj [kkunkuokyh jafM;ka nwljhyM+fd;ksa dks [kjhn ysrh gSA ;s [kjhnh yM+fd;ka ukSfp;ka dgykrhgSaaA) dks fliZQ ukp&xkus dh rkyhe ugha nh tkrh Fkh] cfYdfy[kus&i<+us osQ fy, edrc Hkh FkkA ekSyoh lkgc ukSdj FksA nLrwjosQ eqrkfcd eSa Hkh edcr esa Hksth xbZA

esjh ijofj'k cqvk gqlSuh us vius ftEes yh Fkh] blfy, eq>ij ekSyoh lkgc dh [kkl roTtg FkhA ;g mUgha dh twfr;ksa dhcnkSyr gS fd ftl vehj&jbZl dh egfiQy esa xbZ] gSfl;r lsT;knk esjh bTtr gqbZ yk;d&iQk;d lkgcksa osQ tylksa esa eqag [kksyusdh fgEer gqbZ] 'kkgh njckjksa esa f'kjdr djus dk ekSdk feyk] vkyknjts dh csxekr osQ egyksa esa xqtj gqvkA ekSyoh lkgc us cgqr I;kjls i<+k;kA vfyiQ&cs ls 'kq: djkosQ iQkjlh dh xqfyLrka&cksLrka rdi<+k;k] eafrd dh nks fdrkcsa i<+kb±] beyk nqjLr djk;k] [krfy[kk,A 'ksjks&'kk;jh dk 'kkSd mUgha ls 'kq: gqvkA lkr&vkB cjl eSaekSyoh lkgc ls i<+rh jghA

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ikap

edrc esa eq> lesr rhu yM+fd;ka Fkha vkSj ,d yM+dk FkkfetkZ xkSgjA fetkZ gn dk 'kjhj Fkk] cntkrA lc yM+fd;ksa dks NsM+kdjrk FkkA fdlh dks eqag fp<+k fn;k] fdlh osQ pqVdh ys yh] bldhpksVh idM+ osQ [khap yh] mldk dku nq[kk fn;k] nks yM+fd;ksa dhpksfV;ka ,d esa tdM+ nhaA xtZ fd mlosQ ekjs ukd esa ne FkkA

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yM+fd;ka Hkh [kwc /fi;krh FkhaA ekSyoh lkgc Hkh [kwc&[kwc ltk nsrsFksA exj og fd viuh vkuh&ckuh ls u pwdrk FkkA lcls c<+osQesjh xr cukrk FkkA eSaus Hkh ekSyoh lkgc ls dg&dgosQ oks&oks ekjfiVokbZ] exj csxSjr fdlh rjg ckt u vk;kA vkf[kj eSa Hkhpqxfy;ka [kkrs&[kkrs Fkd xbZA esjh iQfj;kn ij ekSyoh lkgc mldks,slh csnnhZ ls ltk nsrs Fks fd [kqn eq>s rjl vk tkrk FkkA

xkSgj fetkZ osQ bl edrc esa vkus dh otg Hkh cqvk gqlSuhFkhaA uokc lqYkrku vyh [kka ,d cM+s vkyk [kkunku osQ jbZl FksArksi njokts esa jgrs FksA mudk cUuks Mkseuh ls jLe FkkA mUgha ls ;syM+dk iSnk gqvkA uokc lkgc ls eqykdkr can gq, ,d vlkZ gksx;k Fkk] exj og yM+osQ dh ijofj'k osQ fy, nl jQi;k egkokjfn, tkrs Fks vkSj csxe lkgck ls pksjh&Nqis dHkh&dHkh cqykosQ ns[kHkh fy;k djrs FksA cUuks dkth osQ ckx dh jgusokyh Fkha] ogha cqvkgqlSuh osQ HkkbZ dk ?kj FkkA xkSgj fetkZ cpiu ls gh csgn 'kjhj Fks]lkjs eqgYys dk ukdksa&ne j[krs FksA eka us efLtn esa ekSyoh lkgcosQ ;gka i<+us dks fcBk fn;k] ysfdu ogka Hkh ;g gky fd;k fd ,dfnu ekSyoh lkgc fetkZ osQ dku idM+s gq, cUuks osQ njokts iS vk,vkSj ^yks lkc] viuk yM+dk] ge bls u i<+k,axs* dgosQ pys x,Aml oDr cqvk gqlSuh vius HkkbZ osQ ;gka xbZ gqbZ FkhaA cUuks us dgk%HkbZ bldks cqykosQ vius ekSyoh lkgc osQ ikl ys tkvksA vkSj nwljsfnu cqvk gqlSuh osQ HkkbZ vyhc['k ,d Fkky esa feBkbZ fy, xkSgjfetkZ dks ogka NksM+ x,A cqvk gqlSuh us [kq'kh&[kq'kh feBkbZ rdlhedj nh vkSj fetkZ dks ekSyoh lkgc osQ ikl fcBk fn;kA

blh rjg esjh ftanxh [kkue osQ edku ij xqtj jgh FkhA blnjE;ku esa dksbZ ,slh ckr ugha gqbZ ftldk c;ku t:jh gksA gka]fcfLeYyk dh feLlh ([kkunkuh jafM;ksa osQ ;gka is'kk ugha gksrk]cfYd ukSdjh gksrh gSA dHkh&dHkh rks ,d jaMh lkjh ftnxh ,d ghvkneh dh ukSdj jgrh gS vkSj nwljk vkneh mlosQ lkFk galh&etkdHkys dj ys] 'kjhj dks gkFk ugha yxk ldrkA muosQ ;gka yM+dh tc

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toku gksus ij igyh ckj ukSdjh djrh gS rks mlh rjg ls [kq'kheukbZ tkrh gS vkSj tyls gksrs gSa tSls ?kj&x`gLFkksa esa 'kknh osQ ekSosQijA bl jLe dks feLlh dgrs gSaA) cM+s /we ls gqbZA esjh vka[kksa osQns[krs 'kkgh tekus ls ysdj vc rd fiQj oSlh feLlh ugha gqbZAfnykjke dh ckjgnjh bl tyls osQ fy, ltkbZ xbZ FkhA vanj lsckgj rd jks'kuh FkhA 'kgj dh jafM;ka] Mkse (uhp tkfr dh [kkunkuhjafM;ka)] BkM+h ([kkunkuh ehjklh] rcyph vkSj ljafx;s)] d'kehjhHkkaM rks Fks gh] nwj&nwj ls Mjsnkj (maQph tkfr dh [kkunkuh jafM;ka)]rok;isaQ cqykbZ xbZ Fkha] cM+s&cM+s ukeh xoS;s fnYyh rd ls vk, FksAlkr fnu&jkr xkus&ctkus dh lksgc jghA [kkue us tSls fny [kksyosQfgLls (izlkn)] rdlhe fd,] mldk vktrd uke gSA fcfLeYyk[kkue dh bdykSrh yM+dh FkhA tks oqQN u gksrk de Fkk] vkSj fiQjuokc NCcu lkgc us viuh nknh menrqy[kkdku csxe dh tk;nknikbZ FkhA cgqr gh deflu uokctkns FksA [kkue us [kqnk tkus fdurjdhcksa ls dEik ekjk fd cspkjs iaQl gh rks x,µuokc lkgc osQiPphl&rhl gtkj jQi;s bl tyls ij [kpZ gq,A blosQ cknfcfLeYyk uokc lkgc dh eqykfte gks xb±A

Ng

ckgj osQ fdlh viQlj osQ lkgctkns FksA i<+us osQ fy,y[kumQ r'kjhiQ yk, FksA ?kj ls [kq'kgky FksA okfyn ejgwe fj'oro utjkus ls ,d cM+k bykdk buosQ [kpZ osQ fy, NksM+ x, FksA oqQNjkst ;gka vkosQ vPNs jgs fiQj tks y[kumQ dh gok yxh rksrek'kchu osQ bYe esa gksf'k;kj gks x,A uke Fkk jkf'kn vyh vkSjjkf'kn r[kYyql djrs FksA y[kumQ osQ fdlh mLrkn us 'kkfxnZ cukfy;k FkkA r[kYyql ij cgqr ?keaM djrs FksA tks eqykfte lkFk vk,Fks] jD[ku fe;ka dgrs FksA y[kumQ okyksa us budks jktk dk ydcns fn;kA exj bl uke vkSj ydc esa fdlh dnz nsgkrhiu Fkk vkSjvki y[kumQ osQ vankt esa pyuk pkgrs FksA blfy, FkksM+s fnuksa esa

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uokc lkgc cu x,A tc ?kj ls vk, Fks] nk<+h eqag ij FkhA y[kumQdh gok yxrs gh igys drjoka gqbZ] fiQj [k'k[k'k vkSj FkksM+s fnuksaesa fcyoqQy liQk;k gks x;kA nk<+h eqaM+us ls psgjk cnuqek gks x;kexj vki vius dks cgqr glhu le>rs FksA

[kqn gh cgqr rch;rnkj vkneh Fks_ fiQj yk;d nksLrksa dk lkFkApan gh fnuksa esa maQps&maQps dejksa rd igqap gks xbZA igqap oSQlh]csrdYyqiQh c<+ xbZA ukf;dkvksa dk cM+k vnc djrs FksA ftl jaMhls ,d jkr dk Hkh okLrk gks x;k] mldh ukf;dk dks lcosQ lkeusvEeka tku dgrs Fks vkSj >qdosQ rLyhe djrs Fks rkfd ;kjksa ijtkfgj gks tk, fd vki ;gka osQ vkusokyksa esa gSaA xkus esa Hkh vkidksdeky gkfly FkkA Bqefj;ka [kqn fy[krs Fks] [kqn /qu cukosQ xkrs FksvkSj [kqn gh Hkko crkrs Fks vkSj rks tks oqQN Fkk] eaqg ls rcyk [kwcctkrs FksA ?kj ls csjksd&Vksd jQi;k pyk vkrk FkkA eka cspkjh ;gle>osQ fd yM+dk i<+us x;k gS] tks eaxkrs Hkst nsrhaA y[kumQ osQcsfiQdjs lisQniks'k] ,s'kilan eqÝr[kksjksa dk lkFk FkkA

bUgha ;kjksa osQ dgus&lquus ls esjs ckjs esa [;ky iSnk gqvk ftlsc<+kosQ b'd vkSj mlosQ ckn ikxyiu rd igqapk;k x;kA [kkuef[akph jgha] dgrh jgha fd yM+dh vHkh deflu gSA cM+h vkjtw&feUurosQ ckn ikap gtkj rksM+ gqvkA vki jQi;k ysus osQ fy, xkao x, vkSjeka ls NqikosQ nks xkao jsgu j[kosQ chl&iPphl gtkj jQi;k ysosQy[kumQ vk,A nhokuth dh ekjiQr ikap gtkj jQi;k [kkue osQ[ktkus esa vk x;kA cqvk gqlSuh us gkFk&ikao iSQyk,] ikap lkSutj&U;kl osQ uke ij ys ejhaA eSa muosQ lj e<+h xbZA Ng eghusy[kumQ jgs] lkS jQi;k ekgokj nsrs jgs] iQjekb'kksa dk ftØ ughaA tksoqQN eq>s [kqfiQ;k fn;k og cqvk gqlSuh osQ ikl jgrk Fkk] [kkue dksmldh [kcj u FkhA vc eSa xks;k vktkn gks xbZA nks egfj;ka] nksf[knerxkj esjs fy, [kkl eqykfte gq,A iQkVd osQ ikokyk dejkesjs jgus osQ fy, ltk fn;k x;kA nks&pkj enZ vkneh] 'kjhiQtkns]esjs ikl Hkh vkosQ cSBus yxsA

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lkr

;wa rks eSa igys&igy fcfLeYyk dh feLlh esa ukph&xk;h Fkh]exj esjk igyk eqtjk uokc 'kqtkvr vyh [kka osQ yM+osQ dh 'kknhesa gqvkA og egfiQy Hkh ;knxkj FkhA uokc dh ckjgnjh fdl 'kkuls lth Fkhµ cs'kdherh 'kh'kksa osQ vkyksa dh jks'kuh ls jkr dks fnugks x;k FkkA vrj vkSj iwQyksa dh [kq'kcw ls reke egfiQy clh gqbZ

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FkhA /qvka/kj gqDdksa dh [kq'kcqvksa] fxykSfj;ksa dh egd ls fnekx rjFksA esjk flu dksbZ pkSng cjl dk FkkA

ml tekus esa cM+kSns ls ,d ckbZth vkbZ gqbZ FkhaA reke 'kgj esamuosQ xkus dh /we FkhA cM+s&cM+s xoS;s dku idM+rs FksA ekywekr,slh fd xks;k iksfFk;ka mudh tcku dh uksd iS FkhaA xyk og fd pkjeqgYys m/j vkokt tk,A exj okkg [kkuelkgc] D;k jax ns[krh Fkhafd muosQ ckn eq>s [kM+k dj fn;kA eq>s rks D;k reht Fkh] exjle>nkj yksx gSjku Fks fd [kkue lkgc D;k djrh gSa] Hkyk ckbZthosQ lkeus bl Nksdjh dk jax tesxk!

reke ij jax te x;kA gj yÝt ij okg&okg] gj le ijvgkgk&vgkgkA ,d&,d 'ksj vkB&nl ejrck i<+k;k x;kA blxty ij esjk eqtjk [kRe gqvk nwljs eqtjs esa fiQj ;gh xokbZ xbZA

eqtjs osQ nwljs fnu cqvk gqlSuh esjs dejs esa vkb±A lkFk esa ,df[knerxkj FkkA bruk dgosQ fd ¶ns[kks mejko lkgc] ;g D;kdgrk gS]¸ og dejs ls ckgj tk cSBhaA

f[knerxkj us (lyke djosQ) dgk] eq>s uokc lqyrku lkgcus Hkstk gS] tks dy jkr nwYgk osQ nkfguh rjiQ cSBs FksA mUgksausiQjek;k gS fd eSa fdlh oDr vkiosQ ikl vkuk pkgrk gwa] ysfdu'krZ ;g gS fd tc eSa vkmaQ rks dksbZ vkSj u gks vkSj ml xty dhudy ekaxh gS tks dy vkius xk;h FkhA

eSa % uokc lkgc ls esjh rLyhe dguk vkSj dguk fd 'kke dks tcpkfg, r'kjhiQ ykb,] vkidk ?kj gS] r[kfy;k (,dkar) gks tk,xkAxty osQ fy, dy fdlh oDr vkuk] fy[k nwaxhA

nwljs fnu igj fnu p<+s f[knerxkj vk;kA eSa dejs esa vosQyhcSBh FkhA xty dh udy eSaus dj j[kh Fkh] mlosQ gokys dhA mlusikap v'kjfiQ;ka dej ls fudkyosQ eq>s nha vkSj dgk] ¶uokc lkgcus iQjek;k gS fd vkiosQ yk;d rks ugha gS exj iku [kkus osQ fy, esjhrjiQ ls dcwy dhft,A vkt jkr fpjkxtys ckn eSa t:j vkmaQxkA¸

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f[knerxkj lyke djosQ pyk x;k rks eq>s [k;ky gqvk fdcqvk gqlSuh dks cqykosQ ;s v'kjfiQ;ka ns naw] oks [kkue osQ gokys djnsaxhA fiQj ,d nisQ tks v'kjfiQ;ksa dh rjiQ ns[kk&pedrh gqbZ u,?kku dh v'kjfiQ;ka] Hkyk esjs fny ls dc fudyrh gSa! lanwdpk&oanwdpkrks esjs ikl u Fkk] iyax osQ uhps nck nhaA

uokc lkgc dHkh [kku osQ eku ij ugha vk,A gÝrs esa nks&rhuckj vius nksLr osQ ;gka cqyk Hkstrs FksA vthc ets dh lksgcr jgrhFkhA dHkh 'ksjks&'kk;jh dk ppkZ gksrk] dHkh og xkrs dHkh eSaA tc;kn vkrk gS] mu tylksa dh rLohj vka[kksa osQ lkeus vk tkrh gSAeq>s muls] mUgsa eq>ls eqgCcr FkhA nksuksa dh rch;rsa oqQN ,slhfeyrh Fkha fd vxj mez&Hkj dk lkFk gksrk rks viQlksl u gksrk tSlkmuls fny feyk] dHkh fdlh vkSj ls u feykA exj fdLer us lkFku fn;kA os tls cgqr tYn [kRe gks x,A ge yksx vyx gks x,A

vkB

[kkue dh ukSfp;ksa esa ;wa rks esjs flok gj ,d vPNh Fkh] exj[kq'khZn dk tokc u FkkA ijh dh lwjr] jax eSnk&tSlk lkiQ]ukd&ud'kk xks;k oqQnjr osQ ekfyd us vius gkFk ls cuk;k Fkk]vka[kksa esa ekywe gksrk Fkk eksrh owQV&owQVosQ Hkj fn, gSa] gkFk&ikaolqMkSy] Hkjs&Hkjs cktw] xksy dykb;ka vkSj tks diM+k igurh cnu ij,slk iQcrk fd ekywe gksrk blh osQ fy, cuk gSA vnkvksa esa ogfeBkl] og Hkksykiu fd tks ,d utj ls ns[ks gtkj tku ls iQjsÝrkgks tk,] ftl egfiQy esa tkosQ cSB xbZ ekywe gqvk fd 'kek tymBh] chfl;ksa jafM;ka cSBh gksa ysfdu fuxkg blh ij iM+rh FkhA ;glc oqQN Fkk exj rdnhj dh vPNh u FkhA vkSj rdnhj dks Hkh D;ksabytke nhft,] [kqn vius gkFkksa [kjkc dhA lp rks ;g gS fd ogjaMhius osQ yk;d u FkhA

cSlokM+s osQ ,d tehankj dh yM+dh FkhA lwjr ls 'kjkiQrVidrh FkhA ysfdu ;g Hkwr lokj Fkk fd dksbZ eq>s pkgsA ;wa [kqn og

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I;kj osQ yk;d FkhA dkSu ,slk gksxk tks ml ij yê ðw u gks tkrk gks!igys rks I;kjs lkgc dks eqgCcr Fkh] gtkjksa jQi;s dk lqywd fd;k]okdbZ tku nsrs FksA [kq'khZn us Hkh [kwc dlkA tc bRehuku gks x;krks [kqn gh tku nsus yxh] bartkj esa fnu&fnu&Hkj [kkuk u [kkrh]fdlh fnu bÙkiQkd ls u vk losQ rks vkalqvksa dh /kj cgk nsrhA

ge lcus lykg nh fd ns[kksa [kq'khZn] ;s enqZ, fdlh osQ ughagksrsA rqEgkjh rks fliZQ vk'kuk;h gS] fudkg ugha gqvk] C;kg ugha gqvk]iNrkvksxhA I;kjs lkgc us tks ns[kk fd jaMh I;kj djrh gS rks yxs,saBusA ;k rks vkBksa igj cSBs jgrs Fks ;k vc gSa fd nks&nks fnu ugha

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vkrs vkSj [kq'khZn tku fn, nsrh gSA [kkue dks mldh lwjr ls uiQjrgks xbZ] ;gka rd fd vkuk&tkuk] [kkuk&ihuk] vknfe;ksa dh ru[okg]lc can dj fn;kA exj [kq'khZn osQ fny esa b'd bl dnz Hkjk Fkkfd fdlh enZ vkneh osQ ikl gksrh rks [kwc fuckg gksrk] mez&Hkj enZikao /ks&/ksosQ ihrkA

[kq'khZn dh tkr ls [kku dks cM+h mEehnsa FkhaA okdbZ] mlesajaMhiu gksrk rks yk[kksa iSnk djrhA vPNs&vPNs ejrs FksA exj tcns[kk eqag FkwFkk fy, cSBh gS] fdlh vkSj dk b'd lokj gS] gj ,dls csjQ[kh gS] rks yksxksa us Hkh vkuk NksM+ fn;kA vc fliZQ I;kjs lkgcgh jg x,A mudk ;g gky gqvk fd muosQ okfyn ls ckn'kkg ukjktgks x,] ?kj tCr dj fy;k] tkxhj Nhu yhA I;kjs lkgc cspkjseqgrkt gks x,A ;g lc oqQN gqvk exj [kq'khZn dh eqgCcr esa dehu vkbZ vc I;kjs lkgc ls ;g ftn gks xbZ fd ?kj esa fcBk yksA I;kjslkgc us [kkunku dh bTtr dk [k;ky djosQ ;k ;wa dfg, fd ckiosQ Mj ls] eatwj u fd;kA [kq'khZn dh vkl VwV xbZA

[kq'khZn cgqr gh lh/h vkSjr FkhA yksx iqQlyk&iqQlykosQ lSdM+ksajQi;s [kk x,A ,slh usdfny vkSj usdfetkt vkSjrsa cgw&csfV;ksa esade gksrh gSa] jafM;ksa dk ftØ D;k! dHkh xqLlk u vkrk FkkA cl],d ckj vk;kA ftl fnu I;kjs lkgc dh 'kknh gksusokyh FkhA ogeka>s dk tksM+k iguosQ vk,A [kq'khZn igys rks pqidh cSBh jghA FkksM+hnsj ckn mlosQ xkyksa ij lq[khZ fn[kkbZ nhA /hjs&/hjs xky yky&HkHkwdkgks x,A og mBh] I;kjs lkgc osQ diM+s iQkM+ Mkys vkSj fiQj tks jksuk'kq: fd;k rks nks fnu rd jks;k dhA reke nqfu;k us le>k;k] uekuhA vkf[kj cq[kkj vkus yxkA nks eghus chekj jgh] ysus&osQ&nsusiM+ x,] gdheksa us dg fn;k fnd gSA ysfdu [kqnk dh esgjckuh lsnks eghus ckn rch;r vius&vki Bhd gks xbZA I;kjs lkgc ls ckr[kRe gks xbZA blosQ ckn vkSj yksxksa ls eqykdkr gqbZ] exj fny fdlhls u yxk vkSj u fdlh dk fny mllsA mQij ls feyrh Fkh] fnyu feyrk FkkA

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[kq'khZn ij ml fnu xtc dk tkscu FkkA xksjh jaxr eyey osQ/kuh nqiê ðs ls iwQVh iM+rh FkhA cM+s&cM+s ik;pksa dk mQnh xzaV dkiktkek laHkkys ugha laHkyrk Fkk] iaQlh&iaQlh djosQ d;ker <k jghFkhA gkFk&xys esa gYdk&gYdk tsoj Fkk] ukd esa ghjs dh dhy] dkuksaesa lksus dh ckfy;ka] gkFk esa dM+s] xys esa eksfr;ksa dk oaQBA lkeusdejs esa vkneh osQ dn dk 'kh'kk yxk Fkk] og viuh lwjr ns[k jghFkh vkSj xe dj jgh Fkh fd bl xtc dh lwjr--- vkSj dksbZns[kusokyk ughaA psgjk mnkl gks x;kA og mnklh Hkh xtc dj jghFkh] vPNh lwjrokyksa dks lcoqQN vPNk yxrk gSA ml oDr mlsns[kdj fny ilhtk tk jgk FkkA vkSj dksbZ felky ugha cu iM+rh]ekywe gksrk Fkk fd fdlh 'kk;j us dksbZ nnZ&Hkjk 'ksj dg fn;kA

xkSgj fetkZ us eksrh >hy osQ fdukjs iQ'kZ fcNok fn;k FkkA oghatkosQ BgjsA b/j&m/j fiQjrs jgs] 'kke ls nks ?kM+h jkr rd esys dhlSj dhA fiQj ?kj pyus dh BgjhA viuh&viuh Mksfy;ksa esa lokjgq,A vc tks ns[krs gSa rks [kq'khZn tku dh Mksyh [kkyh gSA rekeryk'k fd;k] mudk dgha irk u feykA vkf[kj ek;wl gks osQ ?kjokil vk,A [kkue us lqurs gh flj ihV fy;kA reke ?kj dks lnekgqvkA

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[kq'khZn dh cgqr ryk'k dh xbZ exj dksbZ irk u pykA mlosQ xqegksus osQ Ms<+ eghus osQ ckn ,d lkgc] ftudk igukok 'kgj osQckadksa&tSlk Fkk] lkaoyk jax] Njgjk cnu] ,d nks'kkyk dej ls yisVsvkSj ,d lj ls cka/s] esjs dejs esa nÂkrs pys vkrs vkSj vkus osQlkFk gh lkeus dkyhu osQ fdukjs cSB x,] ftlls ekywe gqvk fdrch;r esa dehukiu gS ;k vHkh u, gSa] jafM;ksa osQ ;gka de tkus dkbÙkiQkd gqvk gSA ml oÙkQ eSa vosQyh cSBh FkhA eSaus cqvk gqlSuh dksvkokt nhA muosQ lkeus esa vkrs gh og lkgc mB [kM+s gq, vkSjoqQN csrdYyqiQh osQ lkFk cqvk gqlSuh dk gkFk idM+ fy;k] vxj

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ys tkdj ckrsa djus yxsA blosQ ckn gqvk gqlSuh [kkue osQ ikl xb±]ogka ls vkdj ckrsa djus yxsA blosQ ckn gqvk gqlSuh [kkue osQ iklxb±] ogka ls vkdj fiQj ckrsa gqb±A vkf[kjh ckr ;g Fkh fd eghus dhru[okg is'kxh nsuh gksxhA mu lkgc us dejcan ls jQi;s fudkys]cqvk gqlSuh us xksn iSQykbZ] mUgksaus NÂ ls isaQd fn,A

cqvk gqlSuh % ;s fdrus gSa\

og lkgc % ugha ekywe] fxu yhft,A

cqvk gqlSuh % ,sls eq>s rks fuxksM+k fxuuk Hkh ugha vkrkA

og lkgc % eSa tkurk gwa] ipgÙkj jQi;s gksaxsA 'kk;n ,d&nks de gksa;k T;knkA

cqvk gqlSuh % fe;ka] fipgÙkj fdls dgrs gSa\

og lkgc % rhl chlh vkSj ianzg] ;k iPphl de lkSA

cqvk gqlSuh % iPphl de lkS& rks ;s fdrus fnu dh ru[okg gqbZ\

og lkgc % ianzg fnu dhA ckdh ianzg fnu dh dy vk tk,xh rksiwjs Ms<+ lkS vkidks igqap tk,axsA

;s ppsZ lquosQ eq>s cgqr cqjk ekywe gqvk] ;dhu gks x;k fd,sls&oSls gh gksaxsA exj etcwj Fkh] jaMh dk is'kk Fkk vkSj ijk, clesa Fkh] djrh rks D;k djrh!

cqvk gqlSuh jQi;s ysdj [kkue osQ ikl xb±A [kkue ml oÙkQugha ekywe fdl usdh osQ ne esa Fkha fd iQkSju eatwj dj fy;kA eq>srkTtqc gqvk blfy, fd cM+s&cM+s jbZ;ksa ls jQi;s osQ ekeys esa ,dne osQ fy, eqgCcr ugha djrh Fkha vkSj bl oÙkQ ,d fnu dk oknkeku fy;kA

bl ekeys esa r; gksus osQ ckn og lkgc esjs dejs esa jkr dksjgsA dksbZ ,d igj jkr ckdh gksxh] eq>s ,slk ekywe gqvk tSls fdlhus dejs osQ uhps vkosQ [kVdk fd;kA og lkgc iQkSju mB cSBs vkSjdgk] ¶vc eSa tkrk gwa] dy jkr dks fiQj vkmaQxkA¸ pyrs oÙkQ ikapv'kjfiQ;ka vkSj rhu vaxwfB;ka] ,d&ls&,d vPNh] eq>dks nha vkSj

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dgk] ¶;g rqe vius ikl j[kuk] [kkue dks u nsukA¸ eSaus [kq'kh&[kq'khgkFk esa iguha vkSj viuh maxfy;ksa dks ns[kus yxhA eq>s cgqr gh[kwclwjr ekywe gks jgh FkhaA fiQj lanwdpk [kksyk vkSj v'kjfiQ;ksa vkSjvaxwfB;ksa dks pksj[kkus esa j[k fn;kA

nwljh jkr dks fiQj og lkgc vk,A ml oÙkQ eSa xkuk lh[k jghFkhA og ,d fdukjs vkdj cSB x,A xkuk gqvk fd;kA mUgksaus ikapjQi;s lkftanksa dks fn,] mLrknth vkSj lkjafx;s [kq'kken dh ckrsa djusyxsA mLrknth us mudh dej esa tks nks'kkyk ca/k gqvk Fkk mls ,saBusdk fiQØ dh] eaqg [kksyosQ ekax fy;kA exj okj [kkyh x;kA mUgksausu fn;kA dgk] ¶jQi;k&iSlk] ftl pht dks dfg,] ekStwn gSA exj;g nks'kkyk ugha ns ldrk] ,d nksLr dh fu'kkuh gSA¸ mLrknthviuk&lk eqag ysosQ pqi gks jgsA

cqvk gqlSuh dks mUgksaus ipgÙkj jQi;s fxu fn,] mQij ls ikapjQi;s buke osQ ns fn,A og pyh xbZA tc og vkSj eSa fliZQ nksvkneh dejs esa jg x, rks eSaus iwNk fd vkius eq>s dgka ns[kk] tks;g buk;r dh\

og % ,s'kckx osQ esys esaA

eSa % vkSj fiQj vk, nks eghus osQ ckn\

og % eSa ckgj pyk x;k Fkk vkSj vc fiQj tkusokyk gwaA

vc eSaus jaMhiu dh yxkoV 'kq: dhA dgk% rks gesa NksM+osQ pystkb,xk\

og % ugha cgqr tYn vkmaQxkA

eSa % vkSj vkidk edku dgka gS\

og % edku rks iQjQZ[kkckn esa gS] exj ;gka cgqr dke jgrk gS]T;knkrj ;gha jgrk gwa] oqQN fnuksa osQ fy, ckgj pyk tkrk gwa vkSjfiQj pyk vkrk gwaA

eSa % vkSj ;g nks'kky fdldh fu'kkuh gS\

og % fdlh dh ughaA

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eSa % eSa le> xbZ] fdlh vk'kuk dhA

og % ugha] rqEgkjs lj dh dle] esjh dksbZ vk'kuk ugha gSA cl rqEghagks tks oqQN gksA

eSa % rks fiQj eq>s nhft,A

og % eSa ugha ns ldrkA

;g ckr eq>s cgqr cqjh yxhA brus esa mUgksaus cM+s&cM+s eksfr;ksadh ekyk vkSj ,d tksM+k ghjs&tM+s dkaxu vkSj nks lksus dh vaxwfB;kaesjs vkxs j[k nhaA ;s lc rks eSaus [kq'kh&[kq'kh mBk fy, vkSj lanwdpk[kksyosQ can djus yxh] exj eq>s rkTtqc gqvk fd ;s gtkjksa dk ekyrks ;w ns nsrs gSa exj nks'kky T;knk&ls&T;knk ikap lkS dk gksxk] blesaD;ksa budkj djrs gSa\ oSls eq>s nks'kyk ilan ugha Fkk] tks ftn djrhA

bu lkgc dk uke iSQt vyh FkkA igj&Ms<+ igj jkr x, vkrsFks vkSj dHkh vk/h jkr dks] dHkh fiNys igj mBosQ pys tkrs FksAeghus&Ms<+ eghus esa dbZ ckj eSaus [kVosQ ;k lhVh dh vkokt lquhvkSj iSQt vyh mBosQ pys tkrsA muls jLe

(fj'rk) gq, dksbZ Ms<+

eghuk Hkh ugha xqtjk gksxk fd esjk lanwdpk lkns vkSj tM+kmQ tsojksals Hkj x;k] v'kjfiQ;ksa vkSj jQi;ksa dh rks dksbZ fxurh ugha FkhA vcesjs ikl [kkue vkSj cqvk gqlSuh ls Nqidj nl&ckjg gtkj dk ekygks x;k FkkA

iSQt vyh ls eq>dks vxj eqgCcr u Fkh rks uiQjr Hkh u FkhAuiQjr gksus dh dksbZ otg Hkh u FkhA ,d rks dksbZ og cnlwjr uFks] nwljs ysuk&nsuk vthc pht gSA eSa lp dgrh gwa fd mu fnuksatc rd og u vkrs Fks] esjh vka[ksa njokts dh rjiQ yxh jgrh FkhaAxkSgj fetkZ dk vkuk&tkuk vc fliZQ fnu esa gksrk FkkA 'kke dksvkusokys Hkh le> x, Fks fd eSa fdlh dh ikcan gks xbZ gwa] blfy,tYnh gh f[kld tkrs Fks vkSj tks teosQ cSBrs mudh eSa fdlh cgkusls Vky nsrh FkhA

bl nkSjku iSQt vyh dh eq>ls cgqr eqgCcr gks xbZ] tks dbZ

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rjg ls tkfgj gksrk FkkA vxj esjk fny xkSgj fetkZ dh rjiQ >qdku gksrk rks eSa t:j iSQt vyh dks eqgCcr djus yxrh vkSj fny nsnsrhA fiQj Hkh eSaus mldk fny j[kus vkSj j[k&j[kko esa dksbZ dehu dh FkhA og le>rs Fks fd eq>s Hkh muls eqgCcr gSA tks oqQN ogNqikosQ eq>s nsrs Fks mldh fdlh dks dkuksa&dku [kcj u FkhA [kkue

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vkSj cqvk gqlSuh osQ dgus ls eq>s iQjekbZ'ksa Hkh djuh iM+rh FkhaAmudh ckrksa dks iwjh djuk Hkh iSQt vyh viuk iQtZ le>rs FksAmUgsa jQi,&iSls dh dksbZ ijokg u FkhA ,slk fnynkj vkneh eSaus ujbZlksa esa ns[kk u 'kgtknksa esaA

jkstukuk dh rjg] iSQt vyh dksbZ igj jkr x, r'kjhiQ yk,Avkrs gh dgus yxs% vkt ge ckgj tk jgs gSa] ijlksa vk,axsA ns[kksmejkvks tku] tks&oqQN geus rqedks fn;k gS mldh fdlh ij tkfgju djuk] cqvk gqlSuh dks u nsuk vkSj u [kkue dks fn[kkuk] rqEgkjsdke vk,xkA ge ijlksa t:j vk tk,axsA vPNk ;g dgks fd gekjslkFk FkksM+s fnuksa osQ fy, ckgj py ldrh gks\

eSa % rqe tkurs gks fd eSa vius cl esa ughaA [kkue lkgc dks gdgS] tkus nsa] u nsaA muls dgks] og jkth gksa rks eq>s D;k ,srjkt!

iSQt vyh % lp gS rqe yksx cM+s csoiQk gksrs gksA ge rqe ij tkunsrs gSa vkSj rqe ,slk lw[kk tokc nsrh gksA vPNk] cqvk gqlSuh dkscqykvksA

cqvk gqlSuh % dgka\

iSQt vyh % iQjQZ[kkcknA eSa dksbZ ,slk&oSlk vkneh ugha gwaA esjh ogkafj;klr gSA bl oÙkQ esa nks eghus osQ fy, ogka tkrk gwaA vxj [kkuelkgc eatwj djsa rks nks eghus dh ru[okg is'kxh] cfYd mlosQvykok tks dgsa] nsus dks rS;kj gwaA

cqvk gqlSuh % eq>s ;dhu ugha fd eatwj djsaxhA

iSQt vyh % vPNk rqe iwNks rksA

cqvk gqlSuh [kkue lkgc osQ ikl xbZA esjs utnhd mldk tkukcsdkj FkkA eq>s ;dhu Fkk fd og gjfxt eatwj u djsaxhA iSQt vyhus esjs lkFk og lywd fd;k Fkk fd vxj eSa vius cl esa gksrh rkseq>s muosQ lkFk tkus esa dksbZ ,srjkt u gksrkA eSa lksprh Fkh fd tcbl vkneh us ?kj cSBs bruk fd;k rks vius ;gka ys tkosQ t:jfugky dj nsxkA

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cqvk gqlSuh us vkdj lkiQ tokc fn;k fd budk ckgj tkukfdlh rjg ugha gks ldrkA

iSQt vyh % nqxquh ru[okg ij lghA

cqvk gqlSuh % pkSxquh ru[okg ij Hkh ughaA ge yksx ckgj ugha tkus nsrsA

iSQt vyh % [kSj] tkus nksA

cqvk gqlSuh pyh xbZ rks eSaus ns[kk fd iSQt vyh dh vka[kksa lsVi&Vi vkalw fxjus yxsA eq>s cgqr rjl vk;kA csoiQkb;ksa dk ftØfdLls&dgkfu;ksa esa i<+rh Fkh rks eq>s viQlksl gksrk FkkA eSa mUgsa cgqrdgrh FkhA eq>s [;ky vk;k fd vxj iSQt vyh dk lkFk u fn;krks esjh csoiQkbZ esa dksbZ 'kd u jgsxk] le>k tk,xk fd eSa muosQ,glkuksa dks Hkwy xbZA eSaus fny esa Bku fy;k fd eSa mudk lkFk t:jnwaxhA

eSa % vPNk] rks eSa pywaxhA

iSQt vyh % pyksxh\

eSa % gka] dksbZ tkus ns ;k u tkus ns] eSa t:j pywaxhA

iSQt vyh % oSQls\

eSa % NqidjA

iSQt vyh % vPNk] rks ijlksa jkr dks ge vk,axsA igj jkr jgs rqEgsa;gka ls fudky ys pysaxsA ns[kks] /ks[kk u nsuk] ugha rks vPNk u gksxkA

eSa % eSa viuh [kq'kh ls pyus dks dgrh gwaA rqels ok;nk dj pqdhgwaA esjs ok;ns dks Hkh ns[kksA

iSQt vyh % cgqr vPNk] ns[kk tk,xkA

ml jkr dks iSQt vyh dksbZ Ms<+ igj jkr jgs esjs ikl ls mBosQpys x,A muosQ tkus osQ ckn eSa lkspus yxh] ok;nk rks dj fy;kexj nsf[k, D;k gksrk gS] tkmaQ ;k u tkmaQ\ tc iSQt vyh dheqgCcr vkSj vius ok;ns dk [;ky vkrk Fkk rks fny dgrk Fkk]t:j tkuk pkfg,A exj nwljh rjiQ ls vkokt vkrh Fkh u tkvks][kqnk tkus D;k gksxk!

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[kku dk edku pkSd esa cgqr gh fgiQktr dh txg ij FkkAif'pe dh rjiQ cktkj] mÙkj&nfD[ku jafM;ksa osQ maQps&maQps dejs],d rjiQ chck tkudk edku] nwljh rjiQ gqlSuw ckanh jgrh Fkh]fiNokM+s ehj gqlSu vyh lkgc dk nhoku[kkuk FkkA fdlh rjiQ lspksj dk yxko ugha FkkA bl ij Hkh rhu iklh ukSdj Fks tks jkr&HkjdksBs ij fiQjrs FksA tc ls iSQt vyh dk vkuk&tkuk 'kq: gqvk Fkk]eDdk iklh [kkl esjs njokts ij jgrk Fkk] D;ksafd iSQt vyh jkrx, vk;k djrs Fks vkSj igj jkr ls pys tkrs FksA eDdk njokts candjus vkSj rkys yxkus osQ fy, j[kk x;k FkkA

iSQt vyh osQ vkus osQ ckn dkiQh nsj rd pqiosQ&pqiosQ pyfudyus osQ e'kfojs gqvk fd,A brus esa eDdk us vaxM+kbZ yhA ekywegqvk tkx jgk gSA iQSt vyh us mls dejs esa cqyk;kA ,d jQi;kbuke fn;k vkSj dgk] ¶rqe vkjke djks] ge tkx jgs gSa] dksbZ Mjugha gS] njoktk HksM+ nsuk] tk,axs rks rqedks txk nsaxsA¸ eDdk lykedjosQ x;k rks iSQt vyh us dgk fd yks vc pyksA eSa mBhA nks tksM+sdiM+s fnu gh ls xBjh esa cka/ j[ks FksA xBjh cxy esa nckosQ iSQtvyh osQ ihNs gks yhA

pyrs&pyrs eq>s ,slk ekywe gqvk fd dksbZ dku esa dg jgk gSfd ¶mejko] u tk] dgk eku!¸ vc thus ij nks&rhu lh<+h mrjpqdh rks ,slk ekywe gqvk tSls dksbZ gkFk idM+osQ [khaprk gS fd utkA exj eSaus u ekukA

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[kkue dk thuk mrjosQ geus vdcjh njokts dk jkLrk fy;kAu[kkl esa cSyxkM+h igys ls [kM+h FkhA ge nksuksa lokj gq, vkSj pyfudysA ¯gMksys osQ ukosQ ls FkksM+h nwj tkosQ iSQt vyh dk lkbZl?kksM+k fy, gq, feykA og Hkh cSyxkM+h osQ lkFk gks fy;kA lqcggksrs&gksrs eksguyky xat igapsA ;gka ljk; esa nksigj rd Bgjs]HkfV;kfju ls [kkuk idokosQ [kk;kA rhljs fnu jk;cjsyh igqapsA ;gka

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liQj osQ equkflc diM+s [kjhnsA esjs nks tksM+s cuok,A y[kumQ ls tksdiM+s iguosQ vkbZ Fkh] mrkjosQ xBjh esa cka/ fy,A jk;cjsyh lsnwljh cSyxkM+h fdjk, ij dh vkSj ykyxat igqap x,A jkr fiQjljk; esa jgsA iSQt vyh t:jh lkSns&lqYiQ dks cktkj x,A ftldksBjh esa ge Fks] mlosQ ikl okyh dksBjh esa ,d nsgkrh jaMh mrjh

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gqbZ FkhA ulhcu uke Fkk] xgus&ikrs ls nqjQLr Fkh] diM+s Hkh vPNsFksA Fkh rks nsgkrh] exj tcku bruh lkiQ Fkh fd dLckrh ekywe gksrhFkhA esjh mlls nsj rd ckrsa gqvk dhaA

og igpku xbZ fd eSa Hkh jaMh gwaA eSaus dg fn;k fd iSQtkckndh gwa] cgqr fnuksa ls buosQ ?kj cSB xbZ gwaA buosQ lkFk mÂko tk jghgwa] y[kumQ ls vk jgh gwaA mlus iwNk fd rqe y[kumQ ls mÂkotkrh gks] rks lh/k jkLrk NksM+dj bl chgM+ jkLrs ls D;ksa tk jgh gks\eSaus dgk fd bUgsa jk;cjsyh esa dke FkkA og crkus yxh fd b/j dkjkLrk cgqr [kjkc gSA MkoqQvksa osQ ekjs eqlkfiQjksa dk vkuk&tkuk cangSA iqfy;k osQ chgM+ksa esa lSdM+ksa dks ywV fy;k vkSj mÂko dk jkLrkm/j gksdj gh gS& ¶rqe rhu vkneh gks] ftlesa nks enZ] ,dvkSjr&tkr] rqEgkjs gkFk&xys esa xguk Hkh gS] rqEgkjh D;k gdhdr gS]tc ogka cjkrsa yqV tkrh gS!¸ eSaus rdnhj dk lgkjk ysdj ckr Vkynh vkSj iwNk fd rqe dgka tkvksxhA

ulhcu % ge rks xnk;h dks fudy gSaA

eSa % xnk;h D;k\ le>h ughaA

ulhcu % ,s yks! xnk;h ugha tkurh! oSQlh irqfj;k gks\

eSa % cgu] D;k tkuwa! buosQ lkFk gwaA oSls ;g tkurh gwa fd xnk;h osQekuh gSa Hkh[k ekaxukA

ulhcu % gekjs nq'eu ekaxsa Hkh[kA vkSj lp iwNks] rks eSa dgwa] irqfj;kdh tkr rks Hkh[k eaxuh gh gS] blesa Msjsnkj gks ;k u gksA

eSa % gka lp rks gS] exj eq>s ekywe ugha fd xnk;h fdldks dgrs gSaA

ulhcu % lky esa ,d ckj ge yksx ?kj ls fudy osQ xkao&xkao fiQjrsgSa] vehj&jbZlksa osQ edkuksa ij tkosQ mrjrs gSa] tks oqQN ftldhgSfl;r gksrh gS] gesa ns nsrk gSA dgha eqtjk gksrk gS] dgha ughaA

nwljs fnu eqag va/sjs ge ljk; ls jokuk gq,A ulhcu dh xkM+hgekjs ihNs&ihNs FkhA iSQt vyh ?kksM+s ij lokj FksA ge vkSj ulhcuckrsa djrs tk jgs FksA FkksM+h nwj pyosQ xkao utj vk;k] tgka ulhcu

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dks tkuk FkkA mlus gesa fn[kk;k& lM+d osQ fdukjs [ksr Fks] ftuesaoqQN yM+fd;ka ikuh ns jgh Fkha] oqQN fujk;h dj jgh Fkha] oqQN iqjpyk jgh Fkha vkSj ,d eqLVaM vkSjr /ksrh cka/s cSy gkad jgh FkhAulhcu us dgk] ¶;s lc irqfj;k gaSA¸ eSaus fny esa lkspk fd vkf[kjbUgsa irqfj;k dkSu dgsxk] esgur vknfe;ksa ls T;knk djsa vkSj'kDy&lwjr y[kumQ dh ?kfl;kfjuksa tSlhA

nks gh rhu dksl x, gksaxs fd cgqr&ls lokj vkSj iSnyksa usvkdj ?ksj fy;kA b/j Hkh lc igys ls eqLrSn FksA nksuksa rjiQ lsxksfy;ka pyha] fiQj ryokjsa fudy vkbZA bl yM+kbZ esa iSQt vyhesjh xkM+h osQ vklikl gh jgsA eSa xkM+h osQ vanj cSBh nqvk,a i<+ jghFkh] esjk dystk gkFkksa mBy jgk Fkk fd nsf[k, D;k gksrk gS!dHkh&dHkh xkM+h dk inkZ [kksyosQ ns[krh fd ;g fxjk] ;g ejk!vkf[kj nksuksa rjiQ ls cgqr t[eh gq,A gekjs lkFk ipkl&lkBvkneh FksA jktk è;kuflag osQ vkneh cgqr&ls FksA ,d&,d ijnl&nl VwV iM+sA iSQt vyh ekSdk ikdj fudy x,A nl&ckjgvkneh fxjÝrkj gq,A eSa Hkh fxjÝrkj gqbZA

xkM+hoku rks feÂrsa djosQ NwV x;kA vkSj t[eh lokj dks oghaiVd osQ jk;cjsyh dh rjiQ jokuk gks x;kA ckdh fxjÝrkj vknfe;ksadh eq'oasQ dlh xbZA eSa jktk lkgc osQ lkeus gkftj dh xbZA mUgksausiwNk% ckbZ lkfgck y[kumQ ls vkbZ gSa\

eSaus gkFk cka/osQ dgka gqtwj] dlwjokj gwa] ysfdu xkSj ls ns[kktk,] rks ,slk dlwj Hkh ughaA vkSjrtkr tkyiQjsc ls vxkg ughaA eSaD;k tkurh Fkh] ;s yksx dkSu gSaA

jktk lkgc us vius vknfe;ksa ls dgk% ns[kks] fgEer [ksM+s ls,d cSyxkM+h ys yks] y[kumQ dh jafM;ka gekjs nsl dh irqfj;k ughagS fd jkr&Hkj egfiQy esa ukpsa vkSj fnu dks ckjkr osQ lkFk nl&nldksl ukprh tk,aA

eSa % gqtwj dks [kqnk lyker j[ks!

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vkneh x,] xkM+h ys vk,A eq>s xkM+h ij fcBk;k x;k] ckdhfxjÝrkj vkneh eq'osaQ&dlh ys tk, x,A x<+h dksbZ ikap dksl ijFkhA ogka igqapdj os yksx rks ugha ekywe dgka Hkst fn, x,A eSa dksVesa cqykbZ xbZ] lkiQ&lqFkjk edku jgus dks fn;k] nks vkneh f[knerdks eqdfjZj gq,A idk&edku [kkuk] iwfj;ka&dpkSfM+;ka] feBkbZ] rjg&rjgosQ vpkj [kkus dks vk,A y[kumQ NksM+us osQ ckn vkt jkr dks [kkuk

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rch;r HkjosQ [kk;kA nwljs jkst igj fnu p<+s jktk lkgc us cqykHkstkA

jktk lkgc % vPNk] geus rqedks fjgk fd;kA iSQtw vkSj iQtyw] nksuksacnek'k fudy x,A ckdh tks fxjÝrkj gq, gSa] y[kumQ Hksts tk jgsgSaA ogka igqapdj ltk ik,axsA cs'kd rqEgkjk dksbZ dlwj ugha] exjvkbank ,sls yksxksa ls u feyukA vxj rqEgkjk th pkgs] rks nks&pkj fnu;gka jgksA geus rqEgkjs xkus dh cgqr rkjhiQ lquh gSA

eq>s ulhcu dh og ckr ;kn vkbZ fd jktk lkgc osQ ikly[kumQ dh dksbZ jaMh gSA gks&u&gks] mlh us esjh rkjhiQ dh gksxhAeSaus iwNk % gqtwj us fdlls lquk\

jktk lkgc % vPNk] ;g Hkh ekywe gks tk,xkA

FkksM+h nsj ckn y[kumQ dh og jaMh ryc gqbZA og flok [kq'khZnosQ vkSj dkSu gksrh! [kq'khZn nkSM+dj eq>ls fyiV xbZA nksuksa feyosQjksus yxhaA vkf[kj [kq'khZn jktk lkgc osQ Mj ls vyx gksdj vnclscSBhA lkftans ryc gq,A eq>s fjgkbZ dh [kcj igys gh ekywe gks xbZFkh vkSj eSaus ekSosQ osQ eqrkfcd ,d xty dg yh FkhA lqukbZ] rks,d&,d 'ksj ij jktk lkgc vkSj lHkh cgqr [kq'k gq,] cs[kqnh dkleka gks x;kA cgqr nkn feyhA igyk 'ksj ;g Fkk%

oSQnh myiQrs&lS;kn fjgk gksrs gSa]

vkt ge ckfnys&uk'kkn fjgk gksrs gSaA

(oSQn djusokys dh eqgCcr ls fjgk gksus ij oSQnh osQ fny dks nq[k gSA)

vkSj vkf[kjh 'ksj Fkk%,s ̂ vnk* oSQns eqgCcr ls fjgkbZ ekywe

dc vlhjs&xesa&lS;kn fjgk gksrs gSaA

(,s vnk] eqgCcr dh oSQn ls dgha fjgkbZ gksrh gS vkSj dgha oSQn djusokys osQ xe

ls oSQnh NqVdkjk ikrk gS\)

lquosQ jktk lkgc us iwNk% ;g ^vnk* dkSu gS\

[kq'khZn % ;g bUgha dk r[kYyql gSA bUgha dh dgh gqbZ xty gSA

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blosQ ckn tylk c[kkZLr gqvkA jktk lkgc vanj jlksbZ [kkus pysx,A eq>ls [kq'khZn dh [kwc&[kwc ckrsa gqbZA

mlus crk;k% esjk dksbZ dlwj ughaA jktk lkgc vkSj [kkue lkgc lscgqr fnuksa ls ykx&MkWV FkhA jktk lkgc us dbZ erZck cqyok;k] exj[kkue us lkiQ budkj dj fn;k] vkus u fn;kA vkf[kj ,s'k ckx osQesys esa buosQ vkneh yxs gq, Fks] eq>s tcjnLrh mBk yk,A tc ls;gha gwaA gj rjg ls esjh [kkfrj gksrh gS] gj rjg dk vkjke gSA bueq, xaokjksa esa th rks ugha yxrk] exj esjh rch;r jaMhiu osQ f[kykiQgSA ,d vkneh dk lgjk gS] ckdh lc gqDe osQ rkcsnkj gSaA vkSjfiQj ;gh esjk oru gSA blh bykosQ esa iSnk gqbZ FkhA ;gka dh gj phteq>s ilan gSA

eSaus iwNk] y[kumQ tkus dk bjknk ugha gS\ rks dgus yxh fdHkbZ] eq>s rks ekiQ djksA ;gha jgksA eSaus dgk% eSa u jgwaxh] y[kumQ Hkhu tkmaQxhA tgka [kqnk ys tk,xk] pyh tkmaQxhA blosQ ckn eSaianzg&chl fnu rd x<+h esa jghA fiQj ,d fnu jktk lkgc ls ekSdkikdj tkus dh btktr ekaxhA mUgksaus iwNk% dgka tkvksxh\ eSaus dgk%y[kumQ rks gfxZt u tkmaQxh] ogka tkus dk eqag ughaA lc galsaxs]blfy, igys rks dkuiqj tkmaQxh] fiQj ns[kk tk,xkA

X;kjg

ljk; osQ iQkVd gh ls mldh fuxkg eq> ij iM+ xbZ FkhA ogesjs ikl pyk vk;kA esjk gky iwNkA eSaus iSQt vyh dk gky iwNkAmlus dgk fd mudks vkiosQ vkus dh [kcj fey xbZ gSA vkt jkrdks igj&nksigj jkr x, t:j vk,axsA ;g lquosQ esjk fny /M+dusyxkA eq>s vc iSQt vyh dk lkFk eatwj u FkkA eSa le>s cSBh Fkhfd vc muls Nqê ðh fey xbZ] ysfdu vc og lj ij vk ekStwngq,A jkr dks muosQ vkus ij FkksM+h&lh ckrphr osQ ckn mÂko ls pyfudyus dh jk; gqbZA eSa dj D;k ldrh Fkh! muosQ dkcw esa FkhA

FkksM+h nsj esa Mksyh ,d iDosQ 'kkunkj edku osQ njokts ij

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jQdhA iSQt vyh us eq>s ogka mrkjkA edku osQ vanj D;k ns[krh gwafd ,d nkyku esa nks [kqnsjh pkjikb;ka iM+h gSa] ,d pVkbZ fcNh gSAedku dk jax ns[kdj fnydks ijs'kkuh gksus yxhA FkksM+h nsj osQ ckniSQt vyh us dgk fd cktkj ls oqQN ys vkmaQA eSaus dgk fd tjktYnh vkukA og cktkj x,] rks eSa vosQyh jg xbZA og tks x,] rksogha osQ gks jgsA u vkt vkrs gSa u dyA ?kM+h&nks&?kM+h] igj&nksigj] dgka rd bartkj d:a! nksigj xqtjh] 'kke gksus dks vkbZA mÂkoesa ljs&'kke [kkuk [kk;k Fkk] jkr dks ?kksM+s ij pyus dh Fkdku] uhandk [kqekj] lqcg ls eqag esa pqYyw ikuh Hkh ugha iM+k Fkk] VqdM+k Hkhugha [kk;k Fkk] Hkw[k osQ ekjs ne fudyk tkrk FkkA

lwjt Mwc x;kA va/sjk gksus yxkA vkf[kj jkr gksus yxhA eSa lkspjgh Fkh fd ;k [kqnk] vc D;k d:a ! bruk cM+k <a<kj edkuHkka;&Hkka; dj jgk FkkA [kqnk dh tkr vkSj eSa vosQyh FkhA ;g ekywegksrk Fkk fd vc bl dksBjh ls dksbZ fudyk] og lkeusokys nkykuesa dksbZ Vgy jgk gS] dksBs ij /e&/e dh vkokt vkbZ] thus lsdksbZ [kV[kV djrk mrjk vk jgk gSA nks igj jkr gks xbZA vc rdvaxukbZ vkSj nhokjksa ij pkanuh FkhA vc pkan Hkh Nqi x;kA fcyoqQyva/sjk ?kqi gks x;kA vkf[kj eSa nks'kkys esa eqag yisVosQ iM+ jghA fiQjoqQN [kVdk gqvkA jkr igkM+ gks xbZ] dkVs ugha dVrh FkhA vkf[kjT;ksa&R;ksa djosQ lqcg gqbZA

lqcg rks vthc gkyr FkhA vc y[kumQ dh dnz gqbZA fny esadgrh Fkh fd [kqnk fdl eqlhcr esa tku iM+h! y[kumQ dk ,s'k&pSu;kn vk jgk FkkA nksigj gks xbZ vkSj iSQt vyh u vk,A bl gkyresa dksbZ pkjnhokjh esa cSBusokyh usd choh gksrh] rks t:j ?kqV&?kqVosQej tkrhA esjh g;k [kqyh gqbZ Fkh] lSdM+ksa enks± esa cSB pqdh FkhAdkuiqj u lgh] y[kumQ osQ rks xyh&owQps tkurh FkhA ;gka dh ljk;ns[kh FkhA eSaus r; fd;k fd vc esjh cyk; [kkyh edku esa cSBsAoaqQMh [kksy xyh esa fudy [kM+h gqbZA

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?kj ls nl&chl dne gh xbZ gwaxh fd ns[krh D;k gwa] ,dvkneh ljdkjh onhZ igus ?kksM+s ij lokj gSA nl&ianzg flikgh lkFkgSa vkSj muosQ njE;ku fe;k iSQt vyh gSaA eq'oasQ dlh gqbZ gSa] lkeusls pys vk jgs gSaA ;g ektjk ns[kosQ lÂ&lh gks xbZA ogha fBBd xbZ]ekeyk le> xbZA ogha ,d iryh&lh xyh utj vkbZA mlh esa eqM+xbZA ,d efLtn utj vkbZA eSaus fny esa [k;ky fd;k fd lclsvPNk [kqnk dk ?kj gS] FkksM+h nsj ;gha tkosQ Bgjuk pkfg,A njoktk[kqyk gqvk FkkA eSa nÂkrh vanj pyh xbZA

ogka ,d ekSyoh lkgc ls lkeuk gqvkA igys rks le>s fd'kk;n p<+kok p<+kus vkbZ gS] cgqr [kq'k gq,A tc eSa pqiosQ&ls tkosQlgu osQ fdukjs iSj yVdkosQ cSB xbZ] rks djhc vkosQ iwNus yxs%D;ksa chlkfgck] vkidk ;gka D;k dke\

eSa % eqlkfiQj gwa] [kqnk dk ?kj le>osQ FkksM+h nsj osQ fy, cSB xbZ gwaAvxj ukxokj gks] rks pyh tkmaQA

eqag&gkFk /ksosQ viuh txg ij vk cSBhA ekSyoh lkgc ls ckrsadjus yxhA mudh tkr ls eq>s enn feyhA

mudh ekiZQr ,d dejk fdjk;s ij fy;kA fuokM+h iyax] njh]pkanuh] Nr&insZ] rkacs osQ crZu vkSj lc t:jr dk lkeku muosQtfj, [kjhnk vkSj ,d ekek (ukSdjkuh) [kkuk idkus dks] ,d mQijdk dke djus dks j[k yhaA nks f[knerxkj j[k fy, vkSj BkB lsjgus yxhA fiQj lkftanksa dh ryk'k 'kq: dhA ;ksa rks cgqr&ls vk,]exj fdlh dk gkFk ilan ugha vk;kA vkf[kj y[kumQ dk ,drcfy;k fey x;kA ;g [kyhiQk th osQ [kkunku dk 'kkfxnZ FkkAmlosQ tfj, ls nks lkjafx;s cqyok,A

tc lc Bhd gks x;k] rks igj&Ms<+ igj jkr x, rd dejs ijxkus&ctkus dk ppkZ gksus yxkA 'kgj esa ;g [kcj e'kgwj gks xbZ fdy[kumQ dh dksbZ jaMh vkbZ gSA [kwc vkneh vkus yxsA 'kk;jh Hkh[kwc pedhA 'kk;n gh dksbZ ,slk dec[r fnu gksxk] tks fdlh

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tyls esa u tkuk gksA eqtjs Hkh cgqr vkrs FksA FkksM+s gh fnuksa esa eSausdkiQh jQi;k dek fy;kA eq>s dkuiqjokyksa dh cksypky] yksxksa dkjkg&joS;k ilan u FkkA ckr&ckr esa y[kumQ ;kn vkrk FkkA ysfduvktkn ftanxh esa Hkh vthc etk gS fd eSa dHkh okil tkus osQ ckjsesa ugha lksprh FkhA

ckjg

dkuiqj esa cls Ng eghus xqtj x, FksA vc 'kksgjr osQ ;s gkyFks fd yksx cktkjksa&xfy;ksa esa esjh xk;h gqbZ xtysa xkrs fiQjrs FksA 'kkedks esjs ?kj ij vPNk&[kklk etek jgrk FkkA

;g xfeZ;ksa osQ fnuksa dh ckr gSA dksbZ nks cts dk oÙkQ gksxkA eSavius iyax ij vosQyh ysVh FkhA ekek ckophZ[kkus esa [kjkZVs ys jghFkhA ,d f[knerxkj dejs osQ ckgj cSBk ia[ks dh Mksjh [khap jgk FkkA[kl dh Vfê ð;ka lw[k xbZ FkhaA eSa vkneh dks vkokt fn;k pkgrh Fkhfd ikuh fNM+d ns] brus esa dejs osQ uhps fdlh us vkdj iwNk%y[kumQ ls tks jaMh vkbZ gS] mldk dejk ;gh gSA nqxkZ cfu, us]ftldh nqdku uhps Fkh] tokc fn;k% gka ;gh gSA fiQj iwNk x;k fdnjoktk dgka gS\ nqxkZ us crk fn;kA

FkksM+h nsj ckn ,d cM+h ch&dksbZ lÙkj cjl dk flu gksxk]xksjh&lh] eqag ij >qfjZ;ka iM+h gqbZ] cky tSls jQbZ dk xksyk] dej>qdh gqbZ] lisQn eyey dk nksiê ðk] ratsc dk oqQrkZ] uSulq[k dkiktkek cM+s&cM+s ik;pksa dk igus] gkFkksa esa pkanh osQ eksVs&eksVs dM+svkSj maxfy;ksa esa vaxwfB;ksa Mkys oqQ,] gkairh&dkairh vkbZ vkSj lkeusiQ'kZ ij cSB xbZA

cM+h ch % y[kumQ ls rqEgha vkbZ gks\

eSa % th gkaA bruk dgosQ eSa iyax osQ uhps mrj vkbZA ikunku vkxsf[kldk;kA vkneh dks gqéïk ykus osQ fy, vkokt nhA

cM+h ch % gekjh csxe us rqEgsa ;kn fd;k gSA yM+osQ dh lkyfxjg gSAtukuk tylk gksxk] rqEgkjk eqtjk r; fd;k gSA

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eSa % csxe lkfgck eq>dks D;k tkusa\

cM+h ch % ,s] reke 'kgj esa rqEgkjs xkus dh /we gSaA rqEgkjs cqykus dk;g Hkh lcc gS fd csxe lkfgck [kqn Hkh y[kumQ dh jgusokyh gSaA

eSa % vkSj vki Hkh rks y[kumQ dh gSa\

cM+h ch % rqeus D;ksadj tkuk\

eSa % dgha ckrphr dk djhuk fNik jgrk gS\

cM+h ch % gka] eSa Hkh ogha dh jgusokyh gwaA vPNk] rks viuk eqtjkcrkvksa] vHkh cgqr dke iM+k gS] eq>s nsj gksrh gSA

eSa % eqtjk rks esjk [kqyk gqvk gSA lc tkurs gSa] ipkl jQi;s ysrh gwaAexj csxe lkfgck D;ksafd y[kumQ dh jgusokyh gSa vkSj mUgksausss dnzdjosQ cqy;k gS] rks muls oqQN u ywaxhA tylk dc gS\

cM+h ch % vkt 'kke dksA vPNk rks ;g f[kpM+h dk rks ys yks] ckdhogka vkosQ le> ysukA

eSaus jQi;k ys fy;k vkSj dgk% bldh dksbZ t:jr u FkhA exjbl [k;ky ls fd csxe lkfgck cqjk u ekus jQi;k fy, ysrh gwaAvPNk] vc ;g dfg, fd edku dgka gS\

cM+h ch % edku rks tjk nwj gS] uokcxat esa gSA vkneh vk,xk] mlhosQ lkFk pyh vkukA exj bruk [k;ky jgs fd rqEgkjs feyusokysenZtkr lkFk u gksaA

eSa % vkSj lkftans\

cM+h ch % lkftans] f[knerxkj] budh eukgh ugha gS] dksbZ vkSj u gksA

eSa % th ugha] ;gka esjk dkSu gS] tks lkFk ykmaQxh!

brus esa f[knerxkj gS gqéïk rS;kj fd;kA eSaus b'kkjk fd;k] cM+hch osQ lkeus yxkvksA cM+h ch etk ys&ysosQ gqéïk ihus yxhaA eSaus ikuyxk;k] Myh dk pwjk ,d fMfc;k esa Fkk] mldh ,d pqVdh MkyhvkSj byk;ph dk nkuk ikunku dh <dfu;ksa dk oqQpyosQ fxykSjhcukosQ nhA

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cM+h ch % gk; csVk] nkar dgka ls ykmaQ] tks iku [kkmaQ!

eSa % vki [kkb, rks] eSaus vki gh osQ yk;d cuk;k gSA

cM+h ch iku [kkosQ cgqr [kq'k gqbZA dgus yxh% gk;! gekjs orudh rehtnkjh!

cM+h ch nqvk,a nsosQ vkSj rkdhn djosQ fd fnu jgrs vk tkmaQ]pyh xbZA okdbZ] oru dh dnz ckgj tkosQ gksrh gSA dkuiqj esalSdM+ksa txg eqtjs gq,] exj tkus dk 'kkSd vHkh rd ugha gqvk Fkk]tSls ml fnu FkkA th pkgrk Fkk fd tYnh ls 'kke gksA xfeZ;ksa osQfnu igkM+ gksrs gSaA [kqnk&[kqnk djosQ fnu dVkA tc vkneh vk;k]rks eSa rS;kj FkhA lkftanksa dks cqyk j[kk FkkA lokj gksosQ jokuk gks xbZA

csxe dk edku 'kgj ls dksbZ ?kaVk&Hkj osQ jkLrs ij FkkA Ng ctseSa ogka igqaphA ugj osQ fdukjs ,d ckx Fkk] ftlosQ pkjksa rjiQ esaMij dkaVsnkj isM+ yxs Fks] fcyoqQy nhokj cu xbZ FkhA ckx vaxzsthrjg dk Fkk] rkM+&[ktwj osQ [kwclwjr isM+ yxs Fks] pkjksa rjiQ gjh?kkl Fkh] txg&txg oaQdjksa dh igkfM+;ka cuh gqbZ Fkha] ftu ijigkM+h isM+&ikS/s yxs FksA iéïs rkykc cus Fks] ftuesa lkiQ eksrh&lkikuh cg jgrk FkkA ekyh ikuh ns jgk FkkA

lkyfxjg dh jLe dksBh esa gqbZA vanj ls vkSjrksa osQ xkus dhvkokt vkbZA ckgj eSaus eqckfjdckn xk;kA fiQj vki&gh&vki ,d';ke dY;k.k dh pht 'kq: dj nhA csxe lkfgck us ,d v'kjiQhvkSj ikap jQi;s buke osQ HkstsA FkksM+h nsj esa 'kke gks xbZ] pkan fudyvk;k] pkanuh iSQy xbZA rkykc osQ ikuh esa pkan dk vDl ygjksa lsfeydj [kwc nh[k jgk FkkA rkykc ls feyk gqvk maQpk pcwrjk Fkk]pkjksa rjiQ fxjdj lqgkouh vkokt dj jgk FkkA pcwrjs ij lisQnpkanuh dk iQ'kZ fcNk gqvk FkkA mlh osQ lkeus ge yksx fcBk, x,Alkeus fposaQ iM+h gqbZ FkhaA mlosQ ihNs csxe lkfgck r'kjhiQ j[krhFkhaA xkus dk gqDe gqvkA eSaus osQnkjs dh ,d pht 'kq: dh nhA cM+hnsj rd xkrh jghA

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mlosQ ckn lkftanksa dks gqDe gqvk fd rqe yksx 'kkfenZ is'ks(ukSdjksa osQ jgus dh txg) esa pys tkvksa] [kkuk Hkst fn;k tk,xk]vc ;gka tukuk gksxkA tc os yksx pys x, rks csxe lkfgck fpdls ckgj r'kjhiQ ykbZA eSa bTtr fn[kkus osQ fy, mB [kM+h gqbZA ogxkorfd, osQ lgkjs cSB xbZ vkSj eq>s lkeus cSBus dk b'kkjk fd;kAeSa rLyhe djosQ cSB xbZ vkSj cgqr xkSj ls csxe lkfgck dh lwjrns[kus yxhA igys rks ckx vkSj ogka dh [kwclwjrh ns[kdj ifjLrkudk 'kqcgk gqvk Fkk] vc ;dhu gks x;k fd ijh esjs lkeus cSBh gSAlSdM+ksa vkSjrsa esjh utj ls xqtjh gksaxh] exj bl cyk dh [kwclwjrh];k vehjkr dk jksc] ;g 'kku ;g Hkkjh&Hkjdeiu] [kq'kfetkt lwjrvkSj mQij ls ;g lknxh dgha u ns[kh FkhA

eSa mudh rjiQ ns[kk dhA og Hkh esjh rjiQ cjkcj ns[k jgh FkhaA,d ckj tks vka[ksa pkj gqbZ] rks eq>s ,d lkFk oqQN [k;ky vk;k fdlwjr igpkuh gqbZ gSA exj eSa rks mudh [kwclwjrh dks gh fugkjrhjgh] ftls lknxh vkSj Hkh c<+k, ns jgh Fkh vkSj og Hkh xks;k eq>sigpkuus dh dksf'k'k dj jgh FkhaA eq>s ckj&ckj [;ky vkrk Fkk]exj ogka dgus dk ekSdk ugha FkkA ,d egjh ihNs [kM+h ia[kk >yjgh Fkh] nks lkeus [kM+h Fkha_ ,d osQ gkFk esa pkanh dh yqfV;k vkSjnwljh osQ gkFk esa [kklnku FkkA

cM+h nsj rd u csxe lkfgck us eq>ls ckrphr dh vkSj u eSaoqQN cksy ldhA vkf[kj ckrphr dk flyflyk bl rjg 'kq: gqvkfd mUgksaus esjk uke iwNkA eSaus gkFk cka/osQ uke crk;kA fiQj ogiwNus yxha fd D;k [kkl y[kumQ edku gS\

;g loky oqQN bl rjg fd;k x;k Fkk fd eq>s tokc nsukeqf'dy gqvkA vxj dgrh fd y[kumQ esa gh esjk edku gS] rks ,d'kqcgk] tks esjs fny esa iSnk gqvk Fkk] ;g nwj u gks ikrk] eryc [kRegks tkrk_ vkSj dgrh fd iSQtkckn] rks csekSosQ jkt [kqy tkrkA vkf[kjcgqr lksp&le>osQ eSaus dgk% th gka] ijofj'k y[kumQ esa ikbZ gSA

oqQN nsj ckn [kkus osQ fy, mBsA csxe us iwNk rks ekywe gqvk

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fd lkftanksa dks [kkuk Hkst fn;k x;k gSA [kkus osQ ckn b/j&m/j dhckrsa gqvk dhaA csxe us pqiosQ&ls esjs dku esa dgk% eq>s rqelscgqr&lh ckrsa djuh gSa] exj bl oÙkQ ekSdk ughaA eSaus dgk% vtZrks eq>s Hkh cgqr oqQN djuk gSA

oqQN nsj fiQj xkuk gqvkA bl ckj lkftans ugha Fks] csxe dh ,d[kkl ukSdjkuh Fkh] og rcyk [kwc ctkrh FkhA dkiQh nsj gks xbZ] rks

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xkuk can gqvk] exj csxe lkfgck dh ckrsa pyk dhaA pkan Nqi x;kAva/sjk gks x;kA pkjksa rjiQ lUukVk FkkA blh nkSjku xhnM+ cksyus dhvkokt vkus yxh] ftlls fny fgy x,A ge yksx pqi gks x,A isM+ksaosQ va/sjs dh rjiQ ns[kk u tkrk FkkA brus esa oqQÙks HkkSadus yxsA vcrks Mj osQ ekjs vkoktsa can gks xbZA brus esa csxe us xkorfd, ls tjkmaQph gksosQ lkeus oqQN ns[kk vkSj ph[k ekjosQ elun ij fxj iM+haA

lc vkSjrsa Hkh mlh rjiQ ns[kus yxhaA eSaus tks utj ?kqekbZ] rksD;k ns[krh gwa fd lkeus ls nl&ianzg vkneh eqag ij <kaosQ&cka/s gq,pys vkrs gSa] gkFkksa esa ryokjsa gSaA vkSjrksa osQ fpYykus ls csxe osQukSdj&pkdj] f[knerxkj] flikgh] dksbZ fugRFkk] dksbZ ykBh fy,blh rjiQ vk x,A exj MkowQ T;knk Fks vSj ;gka vkneh deA ukSdjksaus vkSjrksa dks ihNs dj fn;k vkSj yM+us&ejus ij vkeknk gksdj [kM+sgks x,A vkSjrksa esa fdlh dks gks'k u Fkk] lc x'k [kk, iM+h FkhaA ,deSa] [kqnk tkus D;k iRFkj dk fny Fkk fd cSBh jgh] xksfd ekjs gkSyosQ ne fudyk tkrk FkkA

csxe osQ vknfe;ksa esa ls] ftuosQ ikl gfFk;kj Fks] os vkxs c<+usdks gh Fks fd ,d ljiQjkt uke osQ flikgh us mUgsa jksdk vkSj dgk%Bgjks] tYnh u djks] igys budks vankt ysus nksA fiQj mlusfpYykdj MkoqQvksa ls dgk% rqe yksx fdl bjkns ls vk, gks\

,d MkowQ % ftl bjkns ls vk, gSa] rqEgsa vHkh ekywe gks tk,xkA

ljiQjkt % ogha eSa iwNrk gwa] tku pkgrs gks ;k eky\

MkowQ % gesa tku ls dksbZ xjt ugha] dksbZ cki&ekjs dk cSj ugha gSAgka] ftl bjkns ls vk, gSa mlesa chp esa vkvksxs] rks ns[kk tk,xkA

ljiQjkt (oqQN l[r gksdj)% rks D;k cgw&csfV;ksa dh bTtr yksxs\ vxj;g pkgrs gks rks fiQj gks tk,---

ljiQjkt ckr iwjh u dj ik;k Fkk fd MkowQ us tokc fn;k% uklkgc] fdlh dh cgw&csVh ls D;k okLrk! D;k gekjs cgw&csfV;ka ughagSa\ vkSjrksa dks dksbZ gkFk ugha yxk ldrkA

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MkowQ dh vkokt ij eq>s oqQN 'kqcgk&lk gks jgk FkkA

ljiQjkt % rks fiQj ge rqEgsa dksBh osQ dejksa dh oqaQft;ka eaxk, nsrsgSaA tks vkSjrsa ogka gSa] mudks ;gka cqyok, ysrs gSaA ?kj osQ ekfyd dhcsxe ;gha gSaA rqe 'kkSd ls ogka tkvks] tks pkgs ys tkvks] ysfduvkSjrksa dh rjiQ vka[k u mBkukA

MkowQ % blesa nxk u gksA

ljiQjkt % flikgh dk iwr nxk ugha nsrkA

MkowQ vkxs c<+k % rks oqaQft;ka ykvks!

bruk dguk Fkk fd esjh&mldh fuxkg pkj gqbZA eSaus rks igys ghigpku fy;k Fkk] cksyuk Hkh pkgrh Fkh] exj ng'kr ,slh lokj Fkhfd eqag ls cksy u fudyk FkkA utjsa feyrs gh mlus igpku fy;kAmlus vkxs c<+osQ dgk% HkkHkh] rqe ;gka dgka\

eSa % tc ls rqEgkjs HkkbZ oSQn gq,] eSa ;gha gwaA

iQty vyh % ;gka fdlosQ ikl\

eSa % jgrh rks 'kgj esa gwa] exj esjh ,d cgu csxe lkfgck osQ iklukSdj gSa] muls feyus vkbZ FkhA

iQty vyh % dgka gS\

eSa % ;gha gSa] tcls rqe yksxksa osQ vkus dk gaxkek gqvk] cspkjh x'k esaiM+h gSa] inkZu'khu gSaA

iQty vyh % (vius lkfFk;ksa ls) ;gka ls ,d iSls dh pht ysuk esjsfy, gjke gS vkSj u eSa bl ekeys esa rqEgkjs lkFk gwaA

,d MkowQ % rks fiQj vk, D;ksa Fks\

iQty vyh % fdlh dk oqQN [k;ky Hkh gS\ eq>ls rks ugha gks ldrkfd iSQtw HkkbZ dh vk'kuk vkSj mldh cgu dk eky ywaVsa ;k ftudkoks ued [kkrh gSa] mudks rdyhiQ igqapk,aA og tsy esa lqusxk rksD;k dgsxk!

bl ij MkoqQvksa esa vkil esa >xM+k gksus yxkA lc iQty vyh

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dk ncko ekurs Fks] cxSj mlosQ dksbZ ne ugha ekj ldrk FkkA exj[kkyh gkFk fiQj tkuk Hkh dksbZ ,slh&oSlh ckr ugha FkhA MkowQ xqyepkus yxs% iQkdksa ejrs gSa] ,d ekSdk feyk] rks bls [kka lkgc NksM+nsrs gSa] vkf[kj [kk,axs D;k] isV dgka ls ikysa\

brus esa ,d vkneh mlosQ fxjksg esa ;g dgrk gqvk fudyk%[kka lkgc] eSa Hkh rqEgkjs lkFk gwaA

xkSj ls ns[kk] rks ekywe gqvk og iSQt vyh dk lkbZl gSA eSausmls cqyk;k] vyx ys tkosQ ckrsa dha vkSj og v'kjiQh vkSj jQi,]tks csxe lkfgck us buke fn, Fks] pqiosQ ls mls ns fn,A

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?kj ij vkosQ ns[krh gwa fd esjk [;ky lgh FkkA cqvk gqlSuh xysls fyiV xbZ] jksus yxhaA eSa Hkh jksus yxhA

cqvk gqlSuh % vYykg csVh] D;k iRFkj fny dj fy;k gS! fdlh dheqgCcr gh ughaA

eSa viuh txg ij 'kfe±nk FkhA D;k tokc nsrh!

ekewyh ckrphr osQ ckn cqvk gqlSuh us mlh fnu y[kumQ pyusdk bjknk dj fn;kA eSaus yk[k dgk fd Bgj tkvks] tYnh D;k gS!ij mUgksaus u ekukA T;knk tYnh dh otg ;g Fkh fd ekSyoh lkgcchekj Fks] cqvk gqlSuh dks ne&Hkj Bgjuk cqjk yx jgk Fkk] og rksesjh eqgCcr Fkh fd tks pyh Hkh vkbZA og fnu dkuiqj ls lkeku]rksgisQ oxSjk [kjhnus vkSj edku dk fdjk;k nsus] ukSdjksa dk fglkcdjus vkSj ysus nsus esa pyk x;kA iwjh f'kdje fdjk;s ij yh] t:jhlkeku ml ij yknk] ckdh ukSdjksa dks fn;kA nwljs fnu y[kumQigaqp xbZA fiQj ogha edku] ogh dejk] ogh nkuk&ikuh%

n'rs&tuwa dh lSj esa cgyk gqvk Fkk fny

ftank esa yk, fiQj eq>s vgckc ?ksj osQA

fiQj jbZlksa&vehjksa] uokcksa&'kgtknksa dh eqtjkb;ksa esa uke gksx;kA lkst[okuh osQ fy, cM+s&cM+s egyksa esa cqykbZ tkrhA lu~] 57

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dk badykc vk;kA y[kumQ dh 'kkgh iQkSt us fetkZ fcjthl dnjdks ckn'kkg cuk;kA eSa Hkh eqckfjdckn nsus xbZA ml tekus esa 'kgjesa va/sj gks jgk Fkk] ogha blosQ xksyh yxh] dgha ml ij d;kervkbZA exj gekjs edku osQ njokts ij ,d iQkSth viQlj jgrs FksAbl FkksM+s fnu dh gqowQer esa fcjthl dnj dh Xokjgoha lkyfxjgcM+h /we/ke ls eukbZ xbZA ml ekSosQ ij eSaus ,d xty xk;h Fkh]ftldk igyk 'ksj Fkk%

fny gtkjksa osQ rsjh Hkksyh vnk,a ysaxh]

gljrsa pkgus okyksa dh cyk,a ysaxh

X;kjg 'ksj dgs Fks] exj vc blosQ flok ;kn ughaA cgqr fnurd xty fy[kh ikunku esa j[kh jghA ysfdu ftl fnu fcjthldnj dh eka csxe gtjr egy osQlj ckx ls fudyh gSa vkSj e;'kkgh iQkSt osQ 'kgj NksM+dj owQp fd;k gS] ml fnu osQ gkSy esa ogfuxksM+k ikunku D;k] twfr;ka vkSj nksiê ðs rd [kks x,A eSa Hkh osQljckx ls csxe lkfgck osQ lkFk fudyh_ ckSaMh rd xbZA ckSaMh esad;ke gqvk] ogka dk cktkj y[kumQ dk pkSd gks x;k y[kumQ lsHkkxdj lc ogha igqap x,A tc cgjkbp ls vaxzsth iQkSt us ckSaMhij geyk fd;k] rks lHkh ekjs x,A csxe lkfgck fcjthl dnj dksysdj usiky dh rjiQ fudy xbZA eSa tku cpkosQ gtkj eqf'dy lsiSQtkckn igqaphA igys ljk; esa mrjh] fiQj ,d dejk fdjk;s ij ysfy;k] ehjklh j[k fy,] xkuk&ctkuk 'kq: gqvkA

iSQtkckn esa jgrs gq, Ng eghus gks x,A ogka dh vcksgok cgqrekfiQd Fkh] fny yxk gqvk FkkA 'kgj&Hkj esa esjs xkus dh /we FkhAtc eqtjk gksrk] rks gtkjksa vkneh VwV iM+rsA esjs dejs osQ uhps yksxrkjhisaQ djrs gq, fudyrsA eSa [kwc [kq'k gksrhA dHkh&dHkh cpius dhckrsa ;kn vkrhaA ysfdu dystk iRFkj dk gks pqdk Fkk] pqi gks tkrhAfiQj eka&cki dh rLohj vka[kksa osQ lkeus ls xqtj tkrh] [k;ky vkrkfd ekywe ugha ftank gSa ;k ej x,A ysfdu lksprh] eq>ls D;keryc] og vkSj nqfu;k esa] eSa vkSj nqfu;k esaA y[kumQ dh ;kn Hkh

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lrkrh] exj tc badykc dk [k;ky vkrk] fny Hkj tkrkA lksprh fd[kkue thrh gksaxh] rks vc muls D;ksadj fuckg gksxk! ;g Hkh [k;kyvkrk] dgha ckfx;ksa esa uke u fy[kk gks] tks tkmaQ] rks eqlhcr esa iaQlwaA

,d fnu dejs ij cSBh gqbZ Fkh fd ,d v/sM+ mez 'kjhiQr'kjhiQ yk,A ckrphr osQ nkSjku ekywe gqvk fd cgwcsxe lkfgck osQ[kkunkuokyksa esa gSaA eSaus edcjs dh jks'kuh dk ftØ djosQ iwNk%iqjkus ukSdjksa esa vc dksbZ jg x;k gS\

'kjhiQ % vDlj ej x,A u,&u, ukSdj gSaA vc og dkj[kkuk ughajgkA bartke gSA

eSa % iqjkus ukSdjksa esa ,d teknkj Fks\

'kjhiQ % gka Fks] exj rqe mUgsa D;k tkuks\

eSa % xnj ls igys ,d ckj eqgjZeksa esa iSQtkckn vkbZ FkhA edcjs ijjks'kuh ns[kus xbZ FkhA mUgksaus cM+h [kkfrj dh FkhA

'kjhiQ % ogh teknkj u] ftudh yM+dh fudy xbZ FkhA

eSa % eq>s D;k ekywe (fny esa gk;] viQlksl vc rd e'kgwj gSA)

'kjhiQ % ;ksa rks dbZ teknkj Fks] exj xnj ls igys jks'kuh dk bartkemuesa gh ftEes FkkA

eSa % ,d yM+dk Hkh Fkk muosQ\

'kjhiQ % rqeus yM+osQ dks dgka ns[kk\

eSa % ml fnu muosQ lkFk FkkA ,slh 'kDy de feyrh gSA eSaus ns[kdjle> fy;k Fkk fd mudk yM+dk gksxkA

'kjhiQ % teknkj xnj ls igys gh ej x,A vc mudh txg ijyM+dk gSA

blosQ ckn ckr Vkyus osQ fy, eSaus vkSj oqQN gkykrb/j&m/j osQ iwNsA FkksM+h nsj ckrsa fd;k fd,A fiQj nks xkus lqudjog pys x,] rks eSa cki osQ ejus ij jkr&Hkj jks;k dhA cgqr thpkgk fd HkkbZ dks tkdj ns[k vkmaQA

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nks fnu ckn ,d eqtjk vk;kA ogka xbZ] rks ns[kk fd cgqr iqjkukbeyh dk isM+ gS] mlh osQ uhps 'kkfe;kuk rkuk x;k FkkA pkjksa rjiQcgqr cM+k etek Fkk] exj yksx oqQN ,sls&gh&oSls FksA dukrksa osQ ihNs[kijSyksa esa vkSjrsa FkhaA ml txg dks ns[kdj rch;r cgqr ijs'kkugksrh Fkh] fny meM+k pyk vkrk Fkk] jg&jgdj [k;ky vkrk Fkk fd;gh esjk edku gS] ;gh og beyh dk isM+ gS] ftlosQ uhps eSa[ksyrh FkhA tks yksx egfiQy esa 'kjhd Fks] muesa ls ckt vkneh ,slsekywe gksrs Fks fd igpkus gq, gksaA

esjk igyk eqtjk ukS cts 'kq: gqvk vkSj ckjg cts rd pykfd;kA xkus osQ ckn eSa 'kkfe;kus osQ ckgj fudyh] ?kjksa dh drkj dksns[kkA oqQN vkSj rjg dh Fkh] ftlls [k;ky gqvk fd 'kk;n ogtxg u gksA ,d edku osQ njokts dks xkSj ls ns[kk dhA fny dks;dhu gks x;k] ;gh esjk edku gSA th pkgrk Fkk fd ?kj esa ?kqltkmaQ] eka osQ dneksa esa fxj tkmaQA exj fgEer u gksrh Fkh] D;ksafdeSa tkurh Fkh fd dLcksa essa jafM;ksa ls ijgst djrs gSa vkSj cki&HkkbZdh bTtr dk [k;ky FkkA fiQj [k;ky vk;k fd gk;] xtc gS] ,dnhokj dh vkM+ gS] m/j esjh eka cSBh gksaxh vkSj b/j eSa mUgsa ns[kusosQ fy, rM+i jgh gwa] ,d utj ns[kuk Hkh eqefdu ugha!

blh m/sM+cqu esa Fkh fd ,d vkSjr us vkosQ iwNk % rqEgha y[kumQ ls vkbZ gks\

esjk dystk gkFkksa mNyus yxkA eSaus dgk% gkaA

vkSjr% vPNk] rks b/j pyh vkvks] rqEgsa dksbZ cqykrk gSA

eSa vPNk dgosQ lkFk gks yhA ,d&,d ikao xks;k lkS&lkS eudk gks x;k Fkk] dne j[krh Fkh dgha vkSj iM+rk Fkk dgha vkSjA ogvkSjr ml edku osQ njokts ij eq>s ys xbZ] ftls eSa viuk edkule>rh FkhA edku dh M~;ks<h ij eq>dks fcBk fn;k x;kA vanj osQnjokts ij VkV dk ijnk iM+k gqvk FkkA mlosQ ihNs nks&rhu vkSjrsaFkhaA ogha ls vkokt vkbZ% y[kumQ ls rqEgha vkbZ gks\

eSa % th gkaA

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vanj ls iwNk x;k % rqEgkj uke D;k gS\

th esa vk;k] cpiu dk vklku uke crk nwa] exj fny dks Fkkefy;kA dgk % mejko tkuA

iwNk x;k % rqEgkjk oru [kkl y[kumQ gS\

vc eq>ls fny ij dkcw u fd;k tk ldkA vka[kksa ls vkalw fudyiM+sA dgk % vlyh oru rks ;gh gS] tgka [kM+h gwaA

iwNk x;k % rks D;k iSQtkckn dh jgusokyh gks\

esjh vka[kksa ls vkalw cjkcj tkjh FksA cM+h eqf'dy ls eqag ls fudyk%th gkaA

iwNk x;k % rqe tkr dh irqfj;k gks\

eSa % tkr dh irqfj;k rks ugha gwa] rdnhj dk fy[kk iwjk dj gh gwaA

jQvkalh vkokt esa iwNk x;k % rks jksrh D;ksa gks\ vkf[kj rqe dkSu gks\

eSaus vkalw iksaNrs gq, dgk% D;k crkmaQ dkSu gwa] oqQN dgrs ugha curkA

bruh ckrsa eSaus cgqr fny laHkkyosQ dh FkhaA vc fcyoqQy dkcwu dj ldh] lhus esa ne ?kqVus yxkA nks vkSjrsa ijns osQ ckgjfudyhaA ,d osQ gkFk esa fpjkx FkkA mlus esjs eqag dks gkFk ls FkkeosQdku dh ykS osQ ikl xkSj ls ns[kk vkSj nwljh dks fn[kkosQ dgk% D;ksa]ge u dgrs Fks! nwljh% gk; esjh vehju! dgosQ fyiV xbZA

nksuksa eka&csfV;ksa ph[ksa ekj&ekjosQ jksus yxhaA fgpfd;ka ca/ xbZAvkf[kj nks vkSjrksa us vkdj NqM+k;kA eSaus viuk lkjk fdLlk nqgjk;kAeka cSBh lquk dha vkSj jks;k dhA ckdh jkr ge yksx ogha cSBs jgsAlqcg gksrs gh eSa fonk gqbZA pyrs oÙkQ eka us ftl fuxkg ls ns[kk]eSa dHkh ugha Hkwy ldrhA exj etcwjh FkhA fnu dh jks'kuh fudyusls igys eSa lokj gksdj vius dejs ij pyh vkbZ esjk nwljk eqtjklqcg gksus dks Fkk] exj eSaus ?kj vkdj oqQN jQi;s okil djk fn,vkSj chekjh dk cgkuk dgyk HkstkA mUgksaus vk/k jQi;k isQj fn;kAml jkst fnu&Hkj tks esjk gky jgk] [kqnk gh tkurk gSA dejs osQnjokts can fd, fnu&Hkj iM+h jks;k dhA

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nwljh 'kke dks dksbZ vk/h ?kM+h jkr x, ,d toku&lk vkneh]lkaoyh jaxr] chl&ckbZl dk flu] ixM+h cka/s] flikg;ksa&tSlh ojnhigus esjs dejs ij vk;kA eSaus gqéïk Hkjok fn;kA ikunku esa iku uFksA ekek dks cqykosQ pqiosQ ls dgk% iku ys vkvksA dksbZ vkSj mloÙkQ u Fkk] og Fkh vkSj eSa FkhA

toku % dy rqEgha eqtjs dks xbZ Fkha\

eSa % gkaA

bruk dgosQ mlosQ psgjs dh rjiQ tks ns[kk] rks ;g ekywe gksrkFkk fd vka[kksa ls [kwu Vid jgk gSA

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toku (lj uhpk djosQ)% [kwc ?kjkus dk uke pedk;k!

eSa vc le>h fd ;g dkSu FkkA dgk % bldks rks [kqnk gh tkurkgSA

toku % ge rks le>s fd rqe ej xbZ] exj rqe vc rd ftank gksA

eSa % csxSjr ftanxh Fkh] u ejhA [kqnk tYnh ekSr nsA

toku % bl ftanxh ls rks ekSr yk[k njtk vPNh gSA pqYyw&Hkj ikuhesa Mwc ejuk Fkk] oqQN [kkosQ lks jgrhaA

eSa % [kqn bruh le> u Fkh] u vkt rd fdlh us ;g usd lykgnhA

toku % vxj bruh xSjrnkj Fkha] rks bl 'kgj esa dHkh u vkrha vkSjvkbZ Hkh Fkha] rks ml eqgyys esa eqtjs dks dHkh u tkrha] tgka dhjgusokyh gksA

eSa % gka] bruh [krk t:j gqbZ] exj eq>s D;k ekwye Fkk!

toku % vc rks ekywe gks x;kA

eSa % vc D;k gksrk gS!

toku (cgqr xqLls ls)% vc D;k gksrk gS! vc D;k gksrk gS!! vc(>iVdj dej ls Nqjh fudkydj esjh xjnu ij j[k nh) ;g gksrk gS!

eSa rks pqipki Fkh] exj brus esa ekek cktkj ls iku ysdj vkbZ]tks ;g gky ns[kk] rks yxh ph[kus% vjs nkSM+ksa] chch dks dksbZ ekjsMkyrk gSA

toku (Nqjh xys ls gVkdj)% tkvks] vkSjr dks dkSu ekjs vkSj vkSjr HkhdkSu] cM+h cgu---

bruk dgosQ og /kM+s ekj&ekjosQ jksus yxkA eSa igys gh ls jksjgh FkhA ekek us ;g ns[kk] rks pqidh gks jghA eSaus mls b'kkjs ls eukfd;k rks og ,d fdukjs ij [kM+h gks xbZA

tc nksuksa [kwc jks&/ks pqosQ] tks toku us gkFk tksM+osQ dgk%vPNk] rks bl 'kgj ls dgha pyh tkvksA

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eSa % dy pyh tkmaQxh] exj ,d erZck eka dks vkSj ns[k ysrhA

toku % vc fny ls nwj j[kksA ekiQ djksA dy vEeka us rqEgsa ?kj ijcqyk fy;kA eSa u gqvk] ojuk mlh oÙkQ okjk&U;kjk gks tkrkAeqgYys&Hkj esa ppsZ gks jgs gSaA

eSa % tku ls rks eSa Mjrh ugha] exj gk; rqEgkjh tku dk [;ky gS!rqe vius cky&cPpksa ij lyker jgksA vxj thrs jgs] rks dHkh&dHkh[kSj vkfiQ;r lqu fy;k djsaxsA

toku % [kqnk osQ fy, fdlh ls gekjk ftØ u djukA

eSa % vPNkA

og toku rks mBosQ pyk x;kA eSa vius xe esa iM+h jghA ekekus vkSj tku [kkuk 'kq: fd;k fd dkSu FkkA eSaus >aq>ykosQ dg fn;k]¶jaMh osQ edku ij gtkj vkneh vkrs gSaA dksbZ Fks] rqEgsa D;k!¸fdlh rjg ls ekek dks Vky fn;kA tSls&rSls jkr dkVhA lqcg mBrsgh y[kumQ pyus dh rS;kjh 'kq: dj nhA 'kkeksa&'kke f'kdje fdjk;sdjosQ jokuk gks xbZA

pkSng

y[kumQ esa vkdj [kkue osQ edku ij mrjhA ogha pkSd] oghdejk] ogh geA ckgj dh nqfu;k oqQN cny xbZA iqjkus vkusokyksa esaoqQN dydÙkk pys x, Fks] oqQN vkSj 'kgjksa esa fudy x, FksA 'kgj esau;k bartke Fkk] u, dkuwu tkjh FksA vkliqQíkSyk osQ bekeckM+s esa fdykcuk gqvk FkkA eSa nks&pkj eghus [kkue osQ edku esa jghA badykc osQlkFk [kkue dh rch;r Hkh oqQN cny xbZA fetkt esa oqQN csijokghvk xbZ FkhA tks jafM;ka vyx gks xbZ Fkha] mudk ftØ gh D;k] tks lkFkjgrh Fkha] muosQ jQi;s&iSls ls gh dksbZ okLrk&xjt u FkhA xnj osQnkSjku mudk edku Hkh yqVk Fkk] exj fiQj Hkh oqQN deh u FkhA ftrukx;k mruk fiQj vk x;kA blfy, tc eSa vygnk gqbZ] rks muosQ fetktosQ f[kyk u xqtjkA eSa nwljs&rhljs mudks tkdj lyke dj vkrh FkhAog Hkh vius dks cjkcj esjk ljijLr le>rh jghaA

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tc eSa iSQt vyh osQ lkFk Hkkxusokyh Fkh] rks mlosQ fn, reketsoj] v'kjfiQ;ka vkSj jQi;s] tks de&ls&de ianzg gtkj dk ekygksxk] ,d fiVkjh esa can fd;k vkSj mQij ls [kwc diM+k vkSj xwnM+yisVosQ ,d iksVyh cukbZA [kkue osQ edku osQ fiNokM+s ,d ehjlkgc jgrs FksA bekeckM+s osQ dksBs dh nhokj ij p<+ tkvks] rks muosQedku dk lkeuk gksrk FkkA eaS vdlj pkjikbZ yxkdj ml nhokj ijp<+ tk;k djrh Fkh vkSj ehj lkgc dh cgu ls ckrsa fd;k djrhFkhA og fiVkjh xwnM+ksa esa yisVosQ eSaus ehj lkgc dh cgu dks ns nhFkh vkSj gkFk tksM+osQ dgk Fkk% bldks fgiQkty ls j[kukA mUgksausiSQtkckn ls ykSVus ij og fiVkjh esjs gokys dj nhA xnj esa rekenqfu;k osQ ?kj yqVs] vxj dg nsrh fd yqV xbZ] rks eSa mudk D;kdj ysrh\ exj okg jh chch! ,d iSls rd dk uqdlku ugha fd;kA,sls gh yksxksa ls tehu&vkleku Fkers gSa] ugha rks dc dh d;kervk tkrhA

og nkSyr xnj esa rks u yqVh] exj esjs ikl Hkh u jghA xnjesa yqV tkrh] rks bruk viQlksl u gksrkA ,d esgjcku Fks] eSa viuhtcku ls D;ksa uke ywa\ gkykafd nwljs yksx dgrs gSa fd xkSgj fetkZFksA mUgksaus viuk ?kj Hkj fy;kA [kqn pSu ls jgrs gSa] eq>s iwNrs HkhughaA ysfdu eq>s dksbZ f'kdk;r ughaA jaMh ls tc rd okLrk jgk]vkrs jgs_ tc okLrk u jgk] vkuk NksM+ fn;kA mudh choh usd gSaAmuls eq>s eqgCcr gks xbZ gS] og cqyk ysrh gSa] eSa pyh tkrh gwaA vcHkh tks gksrk gS] ns gh vkrh gwaA tks eky x;k] mldh dksbZ gdhdrughaA gkFkksa dk eSy Fkk] vc Hkh dksbZ eSa uaxh&Hkw[kh ugha jgrh] viusiSnk djusokys dh cfygkjh! cl] ckr&dh&ckr gSA

tc esjh nkSyr osQ ppsZ Fks] mlh tekus esa uokc lkgc egewnvyh [kka vkrs FksA muls rikd c<+kA igys ukSdj j[kk] fiQj eq>s ?kjj[kuk pkgrs FksA eSa viuh tcku ls u dgwaxh fd esjs eky ij utjFkh] xSj ;gh dgrs gSaA eSaus budkj fd;k] rks uokc lkgc us vnkyresa nkok nk;j dj fn;k fd eq>ls fudkg gqvk gSA vthc vkiQr esa

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tkuiaQlhA dkiQh jQi;k [kpZ gks x;kA igyh vnkyr dk iSQlykuokc lkgc osQ gd esa gqvkA eSaus vihy dh] rks uokc lkgc gkjx,A fiQj mUgksaus vihy dh vkSj og fiQj gkjsA bl eqdnesackth esa,d pyrs&iqtsZ iSjksdkj vdcj vyh [kka ls cgqr enn feyhA oggj rjg dk tkylkth dk dke djrs FksA eqdnesackth esa fliZQlPpkbZ ls ugha thrk tk ldrkA lPpk okd;k ;g Fkk fd uokc dknkok fcyoqQy >wBk FkkA ysfdu >wBh xokgh cukdj 'kq: esa og thrx, FksA muosQ eqdkcys vdcj vyh [kka osQ vkus ij gh eSa dke;kcgks ldhA

vdcj vyh [kka us eq>ls ,d iSlk u fy;k] cfYd [kqn viusikl ls gh [kpZ fd;k gksxkA tc igyh vnkyr ls eSa gkj xbZ] rksvihy djus rd eq>s Nqidj jguk iM+kA bl tekus esa vdcj vyh[kka us eq>s vius ;gka j[kkA mudh choh cM+h le>nkj FkhaA eq>scgqr ekurh FkhaA esjh otg ls ikl vkSj eqgYys dh vkSjrksa ls >xM+sHkh gq,A muosQ ;gka jgdj eq>s ekywe gqvk fd 'kjhiQ vknfe;ksa esaNqis&Nqis fdl rjg ,d&nwljs dh cgw&csfV;ksa ls okLrk jgrk gSA vkSjblh rjg ls 'kjhiQ enZ vkSj vkSjrsa gesa xkyh nsrh gSa! esjk rks,d&,d ckr xqugxkj gS_ exj ogka de xqukg ugha gksrsA vdcjvyh [kka dh choh ;s lc le>rh FkhaA

[kSj] ;g lc fdLlk [kRe gksus osQ ckn eSa fiQj vius edkuij vkdj jgus yxhA iSnk djusokyk f[kykrk gSA tks oqQN ukp&eqtjsvk tkrs Fks] mu ij xqtj&clj FkhA oSls eSa fdlh ls de [kq'kgkyu FkhA lkt&leku] ukSdj&pkdj] lc oqQN FkkA jtc dh ukSpanh FkhAesjs fny esa vk;k] pyks njxkg pysa] ft;kjr gh djsaA ljs&'kke lokjgksdj igqaphA cM+k etek FkkA eSa dkiQh nsj ogka jghA tc okilpyus dks Fkh] rks ns[krh D;k gwa fd dkuiqjokyh csxe lkfgck pyhvkrh gSaA cM+s BkB gSa] Hkkjh tksM+k igys gq, gSa] pkj&ikap egfj;ka lkFkgSa] dksbZ ia[kk >yrh vkrh gS] rks dksbZ gkFk esa [kklnku fy, gSAutnhd vkdj mUgksaus esjs oaQ/s ij gkFk j[kk vkSj dgk% vYykg

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mejko! rqe rks cM+h cseqjOor fudyhaA dkuiqj ls tks xk;c gqbZ rksvkt feyh] og Hkh bÙkiQkd lsA

eSa % D;k dgwa! ftl jkr dks vkiosQ ckx esa jgh Fkh] mlh lqcg dksy[kumQ ls yksx vkosQ eq>s idM+ yk,A fiQj HkkxM+ gqbZ] [kqnk tkusdgka&dgka ekjh fiQjhA

csxe % vc rks ge&rqe nksuksa y[kumQ esa gSaA

mUgksaus eq>ls vius ;gka vkus dh ftn dhA eSaus vxys tqesjkrdk ok;nk fd;kA mUgksaus esjk irk iwNk] eSaus mudkA dkiQh nsj ckrsagqvk dhaA vkf[kj mudh egjh us dgk% lokjh rS;kj gSA vkSj ogpyh xbZA eSa Hkh pyh vkbZA

nwljs fnu [kkue dk vkneh vk;kA mudh rch;r oqQN [kjkcFkhA mUgsa viuh lHkh ukSfp;ksa ls eqgCcr Fkh] eq>ls rks [kklrkSj lsAftl dejs esa eSa jgrh Fkh] og cjkcj esjs fy, can jgrk FkkA eSavyx jgrs gq, Hkh tc pkgrh] ogka vkdj jgus yxrh FkhA lky&Hkjdgha jgwa] eqgjZe esa ogha jgrh FkhA tc rd [kkue ftank jgha] esjsuke dk rkft;k cjkcj j[kokrh FkhaA mudh chekjh dk gky lqurs gheSa iQkSju pyh xbZA fcfLeyyk tku ls [kkue dks cgqr rdyhiQigqaph Fkh] exj vkf[kj rks vkSykn FkhaA og Hkh ekStwn FkhaA vehj tkuus Hkh vygnk dejk ys fy;k Fkk] exj cjkcj vkrh jgrh Fkha] bloÙkQ Hkh vk xbZA xnj osQ ckn [kq'khZn tku okil vk xbZ Fkha] ogrks [kkue lkgc osQ lkFk gh jgrh FkhaA

[kkue lkgc dh fetktiqjlh osQ ckn tc eSa vius ?kj okiltkus dks gqbZ] rks th pkgk fd dejs ls ,d Hkkjh tksM+k fudkyrh yspywaA dejk [kksyk] rks ns[kk fd pkjksa rjiQ tkys yxs gSa] iyax ijeuksa xnZ tek gS] iQ'kZ myVk iM+k gS] b/j&m/j owQM+k gSA ;g gkyns[kdj eq>s vius vxys fnu ;kn vk,A vYykg] ,d fnu og Fkk]tc ;g dejk gj oÙkQ ltk&ltk;k jgrk Fkk] fnu esa pkj erZck>kM+w gksrh Fkh] xnZ dk uke u Fkk] frudk rd fn[kkbZ u nsrk FkkA vc

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;g gky gS fd ne&Hkj cSBus dks th ugha pkgrkA ukSdj lkFk FkkAeSaus mlls dgk] ¶tjk tkys rks ys ysA¸ mlus liQkbZ dj Mkyh] njhfcNkbZ] pkanuh Bhd dh] iyax dk fcLrj >kM+k] dk;ns ls fcNk;kAflaxkjnku] ikunku] [kkunku] mxynku lkiQ djkosQ lc phtsa vius&viusdjhus ls j[kha] tSls fdlh tekus esa j[kh tkrh FkhaA 'kh'kk lkeusj[kdj ns[kus yxh] rks tokuh osQ fnu ;kn vk, vkSj mu lc yksxksadh 'kDysa utj osQ lkeus xqtj xbZ] tks bl dejs esa vkosQ cSBs FksA

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brus esa ukSdj us tksj ls ,d ph[k ekjh% chch nsf[k,] og du[ktwjkvkiosQ nqiê ðs ij p<+k tkrk gS!

^mQbZ* dgosQ eSa mB [kM+h gqbZA tYnh ls nqiê ðk mrkjosQ nwj isaQdfn;kA ukSdj us nqiê ðk mBkosQ >kM+k] rks du[ktwjk VIi ls tehu ijfxjk vkSj tYnh ls jsaxdj iyax osQ nkfgus ik, osQ uhps ?kql x;kAukSdj us iyax mBk;kA vc tks ns[kosQ rkTtqc gqvkA eSa galh vkSj eq>s,d lkFk [k;ky vk;k fd ;s os v'kjfiQ;ka gSa] tks uokc lqyrku usvius f[knerxkj 'ke'ksj [kka dh ekiZQr igys fnu ipsZ osQ lkFkfHktokbZ Fkha vkSj eSaus cqvk gqlSuh ls fNikdj ;gka j[k nh FkhaA rcls tekuk cny x;k] ysfdu iyax dks fdlh us viuh txg ls ugVk;kA xnj esa edku ywVk] ysfdu rks Hkh ;g iyax ;gha jgk vkSjesjs D;k&D;k gky gq,! eq>s uokc lqyrku dh 'kDy ;kn vkbZ vkSjos reke ckrsa] tks ml 'kke gqbZ Fkha] mlosQ ckn muls feyuk vkSjmudh otsnkjh!

eSa ?kj vk xbZ] rks ftl fnu r; Fkk] dkuiqjokyh csxe lkfgckdh egjh lqcg&lqcg cqykus dks vk xbZA eSa vHkh lksosQ mBh Fkh]vPNh rjg gqéïk Hkh u ih ikbZ Fkh] mlus tYnh epkuk 'kq: djfn;kA eSa lksps Fkh fd [kkuk&nkuk djosQ tkuk gksxk] egjh us dgk%csxe lkfgck us vkidks lj dh dle nh gS [kkuk ;gha vkosQ [kkukA

[kkuk [kkosQ gkFk&eqag /ks;k] iku [kk;k] egjh us gqéïk ykosQyxk;kA csxe us lcdks Vky fn;kA

eSa % rqeus eq>s igpku fy;k\

csxe % tc rqEgsa igys&igy dkuiqj esa ns[kk Fkk] mlh fnu igpkufy;k FkkA igys rks cM+h nsj rd my>u jgh] fnu esa dgrh Fkh EkSausbUgsa dgha ns[kk gS] exj dgka ns[kk gS] ;g ;kn ugha vk jgk FkkA pkjksarjiQ [k;ky nkSM+krh Fkh] oqQN le> gh esa u vkrk FkkA brus esadjheu egjh ij utj iM+hA djheu osQ uke ij eqMhdkVs djhe dkuke ;kn vk x;kA fny us dgk fd gks&u&gks] rqEgsa djhe osQ edkuij ns[kk gSA

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eSa % esjk Hkh ;gh [k;ky FkkA cM+h nsj rd xkSj fd;k dh] rc ;knvk;kA

csxe % vc esjk gky lquksaA eSa tc rqels tqnk gqbZ rks uokc lkgcdh eka osQ lkFk fcdhA rqEgsa ;kn gksxk] ml oÙkQ esjk flu dksbZ ckjgdk jgk gksxkA uokc dk lksygoka cjl FkkA buosQ vCck dkuiqj esajgrs FksA csxe lkfgck ls >xM+k FkkA mUgksaus uokc dh 'kknh viuhcgu dh yM+dh osQ lkFk BgjkbZ Fkh] ftudk edku fnYyh esa FkkAcsxe lkfgck dks og 'kknh djuk eatwj ugha FkkA og budh 'kknhvius HkkbZ dh yM+dh ls djuk pkgrh FkhaA vHkh ;g >xM+k r; gqvkFkk fd uokc osQ nq'euksa dh rch;r oqQN [kjkc gks xbZA gdheksa usdgk] cgqr tYnh 'kknh dj nh tk,] ojuk ikxyiu gks tk,xkA 'kknhgksuk rks fdlh rjg eqefdu ugha FkkA brus esa eSa vk xbZA csxelkfgck us eq>s [kjhn fy;kA

;g esjh rjiQ >qosQ vkSj ,sls >qosQ fd nksuksa 'kkfn;ksa ls lkiQbudkj dj fn;kA FkksM+s fnuksa osQ ckn [kqnk dk djuk ,slk fd csxelkfgck py clha vkSj mlosQ pan gh fnuksa ckn cM+s uokc Hkh ejx,A eka&cki nksuksa tk;nknokys Fks] ;g bdykSrs yM+osQ FksA oqQNnkSyr bUgsa feyhA [kqnk bUgsa lyker j[ksa] budh cnkSyr csxelkfgck cuh cSBh gwa vkSj pSu djrh gwaA eq>s bl rjg pkgrs gSa] tSlsdksbZ vius lgjs&tyls dh choh dks pkgrk gSA esjh tkfgj esa rksfdlh rjiQ fuxkg mBkosQ Hkh ugha ns[kk] ;ksa vius ;kj&nksLrksa esa tksdjrs gksaaA vkf[kj enZtkr gSa] oqQN eSa buosQ ihNs rks fiQjrh ughaA [kqnkus esjh lc vkjtqvksa dks iwjk fd;kA vkSykn dh pkg Fkh] [kqnk osQlnosQ og Hkh gSA vc vxj vkjtw gS] rks ;g fd [kqnk bls ijokup<+k,] cgw C;kgosQ ykmaQ vkSj iksrk f[kykmaQA fiQj pkgs ej tkmaQ]uokc osQ gkFkksa feê ðh gks tk,A vc rqe viuk gky lqukvksaA

tc jkensbZ ;s ckrsa dj jgh Fkh] eq>s viuh fdLer ij cgqrviQlksl gks jgk Fkk vkSj fny&gh&fny esa dg jgh Fkh fd vxjrdnhj gks] rks ,slh gksA ,d esjh iwQVh rdnhj Fkh fd fcdh] rks dgka

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jaMh osQ ?kj esaA blosQ ckn FkksM+s esa eSaus viuk gky lquk fn;kA tc;s ckrsa [kRe gks pqdha] rks ukSdjksa dks vkokt nh_ rcys dh tksfM+;ka]flrkj] racwjk] lc lkt eaxk;kA xkus&ctkus dk tylk gksus yxkA tcge nksuksa vosQys Fks] rks og jkensbZ Fkh vkSj eSa vehju_ lcosQ lkeusog csxe lkfgck vkSj eSa mejko tkuA 'kke gksus rd cM+s ets dhlksgcr jghA

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tjk&lh nsj osQ ckn egjh us inkZ mBkosQ dgk%

¶fcfLeyyk&vj&jgeku&vjghe!¸

uokc vanj nkf[ky gq,A

eSaus tks ns[kk] ,d utj ls igpku xbZA ;g uokc lqyrkulkgc FksA [k;ky gqvk fd fdl ekSosQ ij lkeuk gqvkA uokc dhfuxkg eq> ij iM+hA igys rks oqQN f>>osQ] fiQj xkSj ls esjh rjiQns[krs gq, vkxs c<+sA eSa mudh rjiQ ns[k jgh Fkh vkSj og esjh rjiQAnkyku osQ djhc vk,] rks Hkh cjkcj eq>s ns[ks tk jgs FksA

csxe % vksbZ uokc] ns[krs D;k gks\ ogh mejko tku gSa dkuiqjokyh]eSaus bUgha dk rqels rtfdjk fd;k FkkA

milagkju iwNks ukek&,&vkeky dh fnykosth

reke mez dk fdLlk fy[kk gqvk vk;kA

(lkjh ftanxh dk gky fy[kk gqvk ns[kdj] vius fd, gq, dkeksa dk fpêòk ns[kdj]

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