Moments of lucidity

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Adrian Lupu Moments of lucidity

I have tried.......................................................................................................................................................................2

The void of virginity is defined in faith.......................................................................................................................2

A heart attack is just living alone?...............................................................................................................................3

Ooo, this is life... uncertainties...just try hitchhiking!..................................................................................................3

Finality defined post-mortem!!....................................................................................................................................4

Feelings in...Marble?....................................................................................................................................................4

I have blackened the immaculate paper!......................................................................................................................4

Rain on the lips, humble wonder lust!.....................................................................................................................5

Lit up your depths and youll go dark! ......................................................................................................................5

I am the past.................................................................................................................................................................5In the midst of the past blooms the dream of the future..............................................................................................5

I hide in the future........................................................................................................................................................5

In the moment I surrender to the past. ........................................................................................................................5

Night.................................................................................................................................................................................6

Feelings moistened the past. The seed for regrets.......................................................................................................6

Time is an illusion!......................................................................................................................................................7

Whos dreaming and Whos living?............................................................................................................................7

Loneliness testing Faith!..............................................................................................................................................7Normality is luxury. North becomes South. Summer becomes Winter.......................................................................7

Death, rebirth, future? The answer lies in the past. .....................................................................................................7

With passion.....................................................................................................................................................................8Live with passion!........................................................................................................................................................8

Life!? Slap me! Like the wave kisses the cliff!...........................................................................................................8

The apocalypse is vital.................................................................................................................................................9

THE END.....................................................................................................................................................................9

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I have tried....

A page, whiteseems more like a black page.

AbstractIm trying to reveal it through itself; so long forgottenwill eludeyou until the wright word is printedabstractbut mysterious.

A white pageso real and cold, impartial not yet born but already defying,hiding the voluptuousness of the unknown.

It can be doneI can go abstractI can save myself at that levelI musthave faith, everything that lasts is but faith.

The void of virginity is defined in faith.

Im just sitting hoping Ill tryto breathe inside the mist; all comes outundefined, all must be defined, unfrozen and crushedthe flesh lives andconquersit burns and explodes in the artists eyes.

The musicians hearts bounces with the echoes of a symphony instrumentssearching for the lost tuneand then all unveilsswans deeply breathenight recedes before lightagain poetry, the smile find itself and smiles

blue defines rain, heat freezes the lead, chill caresses the buds.

I want to decay become anew.

So long awaited, refusing believing it was lostSTOLEN! In the night, itcomes swirling around, finding me againshadowing onto the whiteness ofthe abstract paper.

All is occult, why define ourselves? to regret again? Why jumping into theabyss of desire? The snakes of faith are whispering to tryNO! just leteverything fall, let it sing, shine just beno need of knowledgelet it die

without pray.

When can you breathe, dreamBE? A marathon to find yourself and whenyou do, you realize the candle is not sacred only the mirror is.

Can you climb?

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Can you save?

Can you fall?

Dust crushes into wallsLight burns the ceilings

Gasping for airyou want to fly

To heal the awaken heart

A heart attack is just living alone?

I had a past, should I write about it? Shout it rain with burning truths? Whyhave I lost myself in sleep?

Absolution? Do I search it? Hope notif Im lost, I will search for me againits the ride.

Ooo, this is life... uncertainties...just try hitchhiking!

Of course Im lostsomewhere, cant remembertoo bad, Id like to tell thestory, but I forgot how to wet the flowers of the past.Hope is the fear to loose! Night surrounds us with warm illusions just giveyourself its just a dream.

Here it is! I am in front of the house.I come from a big cityIm a student.I went to riots! patience, is just a hot day.Got there by A car, ambitious and full of hopeabsolute faith.

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Finality defined post-mortem!!

Risks are never too high, dreams are!

We have a life! Knights have lived their part!

We always have a chancechoiceto become the beauty.

All is universal, all is relative, all will be frightening.

Arrived, sang, cried, kissed, desired and wantedWHY??

Nothing falls insideIm just black and calm.

Feelings in...Marble?

Materialism as a Savior? Nopethe dream, the desirelove will justify life.

Just spit the words, forget to breathebefore the withe wallall reflects fromwithin, all is un-veiledcannot hide anymoretoo late now, you must rise!You were thereyou felt, believed, loved, died and flewall forgotten andstill haunting youbut what?

Into another dimension just writing

I have blackened the immaculate paper!

Im fallingwhere should I start?

Whats real? The Past or the Future?It is about this momentI fear itbut I proceed.Break the bones of the night.Be when I was not, reveal the ignored void.

Do not want to stopalready lost in feartoo long away from the mirror?!Just drown in it, resurrect and pray for butterflies.

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Rain on the lips, humble wonder lust!

33 years oldthe perfect age? How much despairall around us. You thinkyou can escape the time?

Do not trust medo not believe meIm lost in the light of work. So manyyears asleep.

Lit up your depths and youll go dark!

I am the past.

In the midst of the past blooms the dream of the future.

I hide in the future.

In the moment I surrender to the past.

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Night....

The SeaI hear the waving call.Room is filled with floating blackness.Eyes rest in dreamsheavy breath.

No one is around. Not anymoreWinds unfold, swirling into yousuddenly the sea cools together with yourblood.

The piano is dancing over the waves, Moon is listening...Stars are applauding.What a show! Almost a dreamyou do not dare to breath, you inhalesuffocation.

Continuum....perpetuum mobile

The moment dries again; the desert always follows the forest.

Feelings moistened the past. The seed for regrets.

Go backSeeing with eyes widely close, deep breathsis beautiful; I fall for silence,the Sea becomes a mirror, Moon is making up for the Sun.

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Here we go again !Youve better get away...

Morning is far and away; the dream hasnt sparkled yet.

Time is an illusion!

Wake up! Alone? No answer.A sponge we are, sucking feelingsin the silence we go still, dark and thenwe see.

Whos dreaming and Whos living?

Loneliness testing Faith!

We have the chance to leavethe universe has opened, this world will dry.

I AM

Galactic void filed with virgin emptiness.

Normality is luxury. North becomes South. Summer becomes Winter.

Death, rebirth, future? The answer lies in the past.

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With passion....

Live with passion!

Wondering zombies, stranded in reality, ravaged by regrets.

The Dark enlightens the sunset, the sunrise is unemployedwill we wake up?

Life!? Slap me! Like the wave kisses the cliff!

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Lets undress this routine that stranglestake it out like a glovescalp itfrom your heartbleed and resurrect like a volcano!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The apocalypse is vital.

THE END

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