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Defender of Human Rights & PeacemakerProphetess, Apostle, Missionary, Evangelist W O R L D W I D EW O R L D W I D E

QUEEN OF THE SOUTH Spiritual Advice SERIES

AAngelngelinaina LLazarazar

In fact, we must know our Mission. We must know WHO we really are. We MUST boldly confess our Mission and fulfill It. And if we are imbued with a Special Gift from On High, with a Gift of Prophecy, we MUST Speak it StraightSpeak it Straight ‘without a hair on our tongue’, as our Orthodox Serbs say . . . . As a former Nun, myself, with intimate knowledge of the monastic ascetic lifestyle, and code of such a life; as one who, herself, gave this serious vow to God, in this wise, I do not mince my words in such a crucial discussion all night long with what it turns out to be a ‘gay monk’, in fact a non-monk. My aim in publishing this is not to expose or ridicule, betray or condemn this, all in all, sympathetic persona, who will forever remain anonymous; but rather, as My Mission is Global, to be unto the benefit of all who find themselves in similar situations and all those seeking to live the Good Life, the Christian Life, the right and honest way . . Olay!Olay! +++ +++ xo~Axo~A Angelina “of Serbia”Angelina “of Serbia”

Anonymous Monk: hi

Angelina : +++ Hello! God Bless! . . . . ~ From GREECE? . . .

ANON-monk: nop. from . . . . how are you?

Angelina: ahhh... NICE!

even WITH all the hullaballo!

I hope and pray all ends up WELL in those parts.... (country) is DEAR to us . . . + + +

ANON-monk: thnx

so how is greek tonight?

Angelina Lazar: aha..... not too sure...

am in Ghana as a Serb, ~ just born in Canada!

As for Greece, that's Greek to me!

ANON-monk: hehehe

so you are canadian?

Angelina Lazar: kinna'-sorta'

Providentially and Birth-wise.

In ALL OTHER ASPECTS: NO! I'm SERBIAN! REMEMBER? . . . + + +

ANON-monk: mmm yes

i was talking to a serbian girl today and she asks me why i am a monk

Angelina Lazar: hahaha . . .

Well at least you get asked WHY you are a monk! I get asked AM I a nun!

You got me BEAT on THAT ONE, Father! Well Done!

Just ask her WHY SHE IS NOT! Then watch her become baffled to the equatorial horizon!

~ That's where I'll catch her and throw her back to her rightful place! No worries. . .

ANON-monk: hehehe

not like that she said is it coz you did not find a girl or is it coz you don't love girls

Angelina Lazar: hmmmmm......

V E R Y WRONG CONCEPTION! NOT AT ALL! IT IS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!

AND ANYONE WHO THINKS OTHERWISE, TRULY does NOT understand the BEAUTY & MYSTICISM and WISDOM of the MONASTIC LIFE! +++

don't worry about her! YOU don't like girls, ANYWAYS! +++!

God Bless, Father! . . . God SO Bless!

ANON-monk: but she said also are you a ...?

and she said that she knows lots of monks like this

Angelina: HAHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!!!

B R A V O, I SAY!! o yes. . . . you ARE a spiritual-funny one! GOD BLESS, My Brother! . . . I Like THAT!

ANON-monk: hehehe

Angelina: GOD truly, Himself, has the FINEST EVER Sense of Humour, people JUST don't realize....

ANON-monk: but some are really as mentioned above

Angelina: and ALL HIS SAINTS!

did you READ the Discourses between the 3 HIERARCHS!!! WHAT a HOOT!!! +++ I LOVED THAT! REVELLED OVER THAT! WAS ENTHRALLED WITH THAT! and CHERISHED every WORD, CONCEPT, THRASHING and BASHING!

OPA-PA!

(yes, tis true.... but THOSE, Father, are NOT Chosen or Called) THOSE are just THERE! . . . .

I don’t consider those REAL MONKS or NUNS as they are MISERABLE and are there for ANOTHER reason

NOT at ALL CALLED . . . N O P E !

God Calls His Elect! + + + and His Elect Answer . . . .

ANON-monk: yes you are right

what do you think about gays? what is your opinion?

Angelina: no, Father.

They are OFF! We KNOW that as it is WRITTEN in the Bible.

It is a MUTATION. Curse, not a Blessing. CANNOT be Married in the Church as the Church belongs to Christ, and God does NOT accept that. He Says So. So there is NO discussion, dispute, debate.

It Just IS . . . + + +

ANON-monk: u r 100% right

and i am gona tell you a secret if you would like to hear

Angelina: S H O O T ! . . .

ANON-monk: but it is almost 2 midnight here

if you are busy we can talk later

Angelina: S H O O O O O T ! . . .

I do not really LOOK at time , much less FEEL it!

ANON-monk: hehe. ok

Angelina: (had NO idea, by the way!) . . .

ANON-monk: you have msn?

Angelina: no... best, here!

here is where I am available on MY MISSION don’t use that stuff

ANON-monk: it is faster there

which mission?

Angelina: would be too much of a burden for me to be there too..

would not accomplish anything! hmmm... I posted that today!

Only thing is: it's in Serbian!

Cause I'm . . . . . S e r b i a n, OF COURSE!

told ya' so! gottch'ya there, Father!

ANON-monk: yep ok

Angelina: you're behind the 8-ball!

no worries... ONE fine Sunny day, I'll finally get around to writing it in English too!

when the cows come home or the cows leave home!

one or the other! haven't decided which comes first....

ANON-monk: ok

then i want to show you how satan works

ok? Ok cannot spend such a long time waiting it is already late

u r not there are you? ok then

good morning to u will catch u later

Angelina: ok, Father....

and here, I thought the story would be all finished (by now) and I can read up a storm!

ok, till tommorrow! but be more persevering next time! h o p !

God Richly Bless! And keep ME in YOUR Prayers . . . + + +

Kindest in Him, xo~A"S" S"Z"M (the Serbian 'Nun')

ANON-monk: nun?

are you a nun?

Angelina: F A T H E R !!!

you did NOT KNOW?!?! OHHHH! are you EVER behind the 8-BALL! you are behind the 42-nd and 88th ball!!!! . . .

ANON-monk: ohhhh

Angelina: Y E S !

I was in Monastery Zica 8 years

ANON-monk: and you left?

Angelina: from there, I went to the Spiritual/Theological Academy in St Petersburg, Russia.... but was HIGHLY INVOLVED in politics at the time to help my SERBS in the SERBIAN KRAJINA and REPUBLIKA SRPSKA as we were at war then

ANON-monk: aha

then now still a nun?

Angelina: even though I didn't KNOW it at the time!

I was WONDERING WHY everyone was calling me a POLITICIAN! I'm thinkin": HEY!

DO YOU SEE THIS OUTFIT!!? OR ARE YOUR EYES SHUT WIDE OPEN!

HOW COULD YOU MISS ME IN THIS THING?!?! but THERE YOU GO! they ALL called me a POLITICIAN! Voila!

THAT's WHAT HAPPENS FATHER, when you DO what the Scriptures SAY! they call you a POLITICIAN!

but if you just READ like our BOGUS bishops, why, THEN, you're a PHARISEE, of course!

so, VOILA!

I'd RATHER they call me a POLITICIAN all day long as I call them PHARISEES all NIGHT LONG!

Voila! +++ what else? the nite is still young! . . .

ANON-monk: they tried to rape me when i was a child

get me?

Angelina: OOOOH!

FATHER! I'M SO SORRY!...Y E S ! . . .

they are HORRIBLE creatures! A M A Z I N G you still became a MONK!

and what is your rank/position? in the Church?

ANON-monk: for the meanwhile just a monk

they tried 3 times to do that every time a different person

Angelina: O GOD ALMIGHTY FORBID!!!

B A S T - R D S !!!!! they will GO STRAIGHT TO HELL! HEADFIRST! WITH NO PAUSE OR FLINCHING!

HORRIBLE CREATURES! GODLESS! WITHOUT CONSCIENCE! WITHOUT HONOR, INTEGRITY, VIRTUE OR ANY INKLING OF PROPRIETY! + + +

ANON-monk: at the age of 15, a relative of my mom had a dildo

Angelina: it is SOOOOO BAD the situation,

people CANNOT FATHOM!

ANON-monk: and we were in the car

Angelina: mm hmmm

ANON-monk: so he puts it in my mouth

Angelina: hmmmmm

ANON-monk: suddently

Angelina: GOD FORBID!

ANON-monk: at the age of 23 was my first time of sex

Angelina: . . . +

a-NON-monk: it was with a woman just to see if i am straight or what

coz i wasn't feeling like other guys toward girls

Angelina: . . . .

a-NON-monk: and after that, a coincidence puts me with a man who tried to ...

but this time satan was the winner

get it?

Angelina: God forbid +++

S o r r y, Father .... a n d ? . . . what did you make of it?

a-NON-monk: didn’t get you

Angelina: so how did you RECONCILE the event?

WHY did it happen, in your mind? WHAT conclusions did you draw? HOW did you RESOLVE? . . .

within yourself ANYTHING for that matter!?... or EVERYTHING? . . .

a-NON-monk: what do you mean? that i am a gay?

Angelina: I don’t mean anything... I was just following your story..... Are you FINISHED? . .

seemed UNFINISHED to me . .

a-NON-monk: yes not yet

it happened 7 time again later

Angelina: wow...

with the SAME one?

a-NON-monk: i was always taking the role of the woman

Angelina: hmmmm

did you UNDERSTAND W H Y ? or WHAT was happening?

a-NON-monk: no 6 times with the same one

and two separated

Angelina: mm hmmm....

and were you younger, older, about the same age?

a-NON-monk: i felt i was comfortable with it since the first time

Angelina: and was it a forced situation

or you were lost, confused, consenting ...?

o . . . .

a n d NOW? . . .

a-NON-monk: it is all related to my childhood

Angelina: ahhhh . . .

very GOOD understanding! Y E S !

a-NON-monk: coz they tried to convince me for that

Angelina: THIS is WHY that HAPPENS then MOST OFTEN!

a-NON-monk: and i did not agree

Angelina: very Enlightening, Father . . .

Very, Very Enlightening . . . +++ RIGHT!

a-NON-monk: besides, as a monk i am not very attracted to girls

i mean as a one who has a calling i wasn't yet a monk

Angelina: we do NOT agree at FIRST.

but WHEN the devil G R A D U A L L Y takes us THERE where we should NOT BE, we DONT GET IT! It DOESNT CLICK!

We FAIL to SEE! And we JUSTIFY it to OURSELVES!

that is WHY he takes ENSLAVED-MASONS through DEGREES, so they jUST DON'T GET IT!

OPA-PA-PA!!! + + +

THAT is his GREAT secret! was that YOUR secret?!

I got it before you TOLD ME! + + +

SEE THAT?

a-NON-monk: hehehehe

yes it is

Angelina: It is the Spirit;

not ME.... +++

a-NON-monk: i skipped it

as an action do you think that i am a gay?

Angelina: Thank You for Sharing, Confessing & Confiding, Father . . . +++

May God Heal and Soothe, Enlighten and Protect, Anoint and Correct, Reverse and Seal! + + + A M E N xo~A"S" S"Z"M

N O ! I do NOT!

the WHOLE concept of SEX was WARPED for YOU, Father, at a VERY YOUNG AGE!

and IMAGES and CONCEPTIONS that STAY with us from CHILDHOOD take DEEP ROOT

they are EXTREMELY DEEP-SEATED and INFLUENCE US GREATLY

a-NON-monk: exactly

Angelina: until we REPARENT ourselves!

THAT is what MOST people NEED to DO!

NOT ALL PARENTS are GOOD, PROPER, IDEAL or VIRTUOUS!

NOT ALL PARENTS are SUPPORTIVE, LOVING, EXEMPLARY and BEFITTING!

NOT ALL PARENTS are WHAT THEY SHOULD BE and DO NOT KNOW HOW TO RAISE THEIR CHILDREN!

they, THEREFORE, create DAMAGE!

and often, DAMAGE to the N-th DEGREE, if left UNTREATED!

a-NON-monk: 100%

Angelina: THUS, we MUST turn to GOD, the FATHER, CHRIST, the SON, and the HOLY SPIRIT, as Our HELPER! +++

for our Parents are VERY FAR from PERFECTION and their SINS and VICE can WARP our CONCEPTS, SELF-IMAGE and ESTEEM, CONFIDENCE and PATH, PERCEPTIONS and BEING!

+++

We, therefore, must REGROUP!

a-NON-monk: it is a sort of addiction

Angelina: but MOST DONT!

as they just EXPECT all their parents did was RIGHT! was GOOD! was PROPER! and INFALLIBLE!

NOT SO, I SAY!

no one ever gave them a SPIRITUAL TRAINING COURSE on HOW to RAISE their CHILDREN!

and IF THEY DID: MOST WOULD NOT PASS! + + +

a-NON-monk: yes but you know?

it is not only related to parents

Angelina: therefore, WE MUST DO WORK ON OURSELVES!

y e s . ..

I did not get there yet

a-NON-monk: they are not always blamed

Angelina: and have one more thing to say

yes! and they SHOULD BE, is MY POINT! if TRUTH be KNOWN! they create GRAVE damage!

a-NON-monk: what happened to me my parents did not

Angelina: Just LOOK at all the MULTI-GENERATIONAL SATANIC FAMILIES of the ILLUMINATI!

and WHAT CREATURES they PRODUCE!!!

a-NON-monk: and till now don't know abt it

Angelina: r i g h t . . . .

I understand as the TRUST is NOT there . . . the BOND is NOT there

W H Y ?

a-NON-monk: i felt it was silly to talk abt it

Angelina: because they did NOT do their JOB optimally, Father!

+++ THAT is WHY you felt you COULD NOT tell them! Voila! + see! . . .

NOT SO!

a-NON-monk: my dear we are talking abt my case

Angelina: that is YOUR VERY CORE ESSENCE, BEING and MOST SACRED PART OF YOU!

sex is MOST related to spirituality! THAT is WHY Christ said the TWO will become ONE!

a-NON-monk: not a session for parents

Angelina: and THAT is WHY such a STRONG BOND is created between TWO!

and THAT is WHY it is CLOSER than the bond between YOU and YOUR PARENTS!

a-NON-monk: heyo

Angelina: for ANYONE, in general!

+++

a-NON-monk: heyo

plz hold on i feel as if i am in a session in the school

Angelina: haha

a-NON-monk: i told you

Angelina: session... or confession?..

o well one in the same, I suppose.... +++

a-NON-monk: as for my case my parents are not blamed at all

coz i did not tell them it is not a confession also just sharing a secret

get me?

Angelina: same diff

a-NON-monk: ok

So i skipped the action but sometimes images come to the top of my mind and reproduce the sensation as if it is a kind of addiction

still here?

Angelina: yes!

yes, THIS is WHY Christ says to STAY AWAY from IMAGES! IMAGES in our MIND!

this is WHAT the MASTER-PROGRAMMERS DO to their subjects! it is all created via IMAGES

so we must CONSECRATE things, ANOINT them, PRAY over them so they do not have NEGATIVE effects on us! + + +

these are TOOLS to utilize in this wise.... for THIS purpose...

I CONSECRATED EVERYTHING in my monastic cell! EVERYTHING I BOUGHT! EVERY BOOK, CROSS, ICON, etc etc

I had my Spiritual Father CONSECRATE IT ALL! there are certain prayers for that!

so I just brought EVERY ITEM and NEW ITEM as I BOUGHT THEM to be CONSECRATED! +++

I was Very FASTIDIOUS about that

NONNON-monk: you know?

i did never allow them to do it for me without condoms

Angelina: +++

w i s e . . .

NONNON-monk: but yet i was dying to taste the cum

so i swallowed mine several times

still here?

hello

Angelina: just got back

NONNON-monk: ok

i donno why i was so sure that i will enjoy sex with men do u have any idea why?

Angelina: do you S T I L L feel the SAME WAY?

NON:NON: which way?

Angelina: what did you JUST SAY? . . .

NON:NON: yes

Angelina: ok . . . then you should NOT be a monk.

NON:NON: why?

Angelina: you should JUST live HONESTLY.

because that has NO PLACE in the Monastery. whatsoever. it CORRUPTS monastics.

NON:NON: what do you mean?

why? was it my fault?

Angelina: we give a vow of CELIBACY as monastics.

IF we are NOT living THAT WAY, we should, IN NO WISE, be THERE.

+ + +

Serves NO PURPOSE. it becomes a CHARDE then

n o I mean:

IF you STILL ENJOY having SEX with MEN, then your FOCUS is NOT on GOD and living the CELIBATE LIFESTYLE.

so you should NOT be there +++ does NOT go together

NON:NON: i mean if

Angelina: one can SERVE GOD without being in a Monastery

it is NOT R E Q U I R E D .

NON:NON: if it happens again

in case

do you mean that i am a gay?

Angelina: but IF we are THERE:

we M U S T be CELIBATE. L I V E celibately.

Otherwise, we make a M O C K E R Y of MONASTICISM, itself and are LYING to GOD and MAN as we are RENEGING on our VOWS + + +

NON:NON: so what now?

Angelina: y e s .

IF your focus is THERE

- and it is T H E R E -

then you are NOT under Grace

and NOT Pleased to Live a Celibate Life;

T H E N ,

you should MOST NOT be THERE,

my dear.

Definitely N O T .

NON:NON: am i a gay?

Angelina: you should CONFESS to your Spiritual Father

And L E A V E .

H E R E ,

you do NOT ASK ADVICE.

You M U S T KNOW. KNOW Y O U R S E L F .

and BE TRUE to God.

NON:NON: i am true to god

Angelina: for He is a STICKLER when we make COVENANT VOWS to HIM +++

NON:NON: i said if it happened again

Angelina: YOU MAY BE, indeed

B U T

IF you are NOT focused on LIVING as a celibate

and NOT PLEASED to do so,

you should, IN NO WISE, be THERE.

I Assure You

NON:NON: but am i foul to allow such a thing to destroy my spiritual life!!

Angelina: I repeat: it is NOT Necessary to be a MONASTIC to be Saved +++

that is a MISNOMER

NON:NON: who said i am not pleased?

it wasn't my fault

Angelina: NO, NO...

THAT does NOT destroy your SPIRITUAL Life!

RATHER: DECEITFUL LIVING destroys a Spiritual Life

NON:NON: so what?

plz tell me do you think that i am a gay? or what?

Angelina: so IF the MONASTIC VOWS are:

POVERTY OBEDIENCE & CHASTITY,

then, we MUST Uphold All 3.

OTHERWISE, WE MUST BE GONE. + + + •

as otherwise, we are trying to DECEIVE God, and THIS ,He Sees!

REMEMBER, when the Philistines STOLE the Ark of the Covenant?

NON:NON: will you plz answer my question?

Angelina: and laid it down before their god Dagon?!

God SMOTE THEM IN THEIR PRIVATE PARTS!

It was SUCH AN ABOMINATION to Him!

a-NON-monk: will you?

answer my question?

Angelina: That was a COVENANT with Israel that He had

a-NON-monk: oh my lord

Angelina: and He remains TRUE to His Covenant - EVEN when WE DO NOT!

I DO understand you . . .

a-NON-monk: you talk to much my dear

Angelina: I had a VERY HARD TIME deciphering WHAT TO DO when I discovered these bishops are BOGUS!

a-NON-monk: i am asking a specific question

and yet you are opening a non stop chat

Angelina: I thought: EITHER I RESIGN or THEY MUST DEFROCK ME!

ONE OR THE OTHER MUST OCCUR!

AS I CAN, IN NO WISE, PLAY A DECEITFUL GAME, when I KNOW WHO and WHAT they ARE!

a-NON-monk: that is not fair

Angelina: so then I thought: better THEY GIVE ME THE BOOT, so I WAITED FOR THAT!

As it is ON THEM!

a-NON-monk: will you stop and answer me?

Angelina: for I DID THE RIGHT THING to BOOT OUT OUR MASONIC BOGUS bISHOP!

+++

a-NON-monk: it is almost the sun rising

and you are still talking and talking

Angelina: but in THIS CASE,

YOU MUST DO THE RIGHT THING: WHICH IS TO LEAVE.

AND DO NOT THINK YOU ARE LEAVING YOUR SALAVATION! N O !!!!

YOU ARE LEAVING A LIE! TO LIVE THE TRUTH! and NOT DEFAME or DECEIVE GOD! which is IMPOSSIBLE!

a-NON-monk: good bye

Angelina: but He will Honor that YOU ARE BEING HONEST and TRUE and that you REFUSE to EVEN TRY TO DECEIVE HIM OR MAN!

and that is a GOOD THING!

a-NON-monk: goooooooooooooooooooood byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyye

Angelina: NOT an EVIL thing as you surmise. . .

a-NON-monk: you don't stop talking?

what is that? i asked u a specific question u did not answer it

Angelina: I just READ IT now

I was NOT finished.

a-NON-monk: and you keep on writing and writing

Angelina: Y E S .

You did NOT FIGHT IT BACK and FIGHT IT OUT!

you are STILL under that SPELL and CURSE

a-NON-monk: no need to say all these words

Angelina: and are NOT winning in that spiritual battle

a-NON-monk: i know all what you are saying

Angelina: I am not being rude and do not at all mean to be hurtful, no....

Truly

ANON-monk: and it is not easy to restore the brain

Angelina: I am just trying to help you discern that you should not be there as your focus is not there

you are obsessed by this

ANON-monk: coz all images are in the subconscious

Angelina: s t i l l . . .

RIGHT! TRUE!

ANON-monk: great

Angelina: YES, I Agree. . . .

ANON-monk: then

Angelina: Verily, Verily... it is NOT....

ANON-monk: you did not understand me yet

Angelina: but is a Mighty Battle..... Indeed +++

ANON-monk: coz you keep on talking and talking by your own

Angelina: I am Listening . . .

ANON-monk: it is a discussion not a session of preaching plz

Angelina: I was just not finished.

I ALWAYS go back up to read what I missed.

I am just Fastidious +++

ANON-monk: after wasting i donno how much of my sleeping time in preaching me?

we are discussing and not preaching is it true?

Angelina: nooooo... it was NOT a waste of time

ANON-monk: it was

Angelina: rather, a recouping of time.

n o .

ANON-monk: coz i know all what you were saying

but it is easy to be outside the battle and preach 1000s of hours put yourself in my shoes you have a monastic call do you leave it for such a foul subject? *fool

so!!!

Angelina: YES, I DO!

I put myself in YOUR shoes. I ALWAYS practise THAT! that is WHY I am saying: it is NOT an EASY decision.

But it is the RIGHT One. + + +

I had to go through the SAME..... kind of decision..... and it was Harder for me to TAKE OFF THE HABIT than to PUT IT ON!

even though I was from CANADA and a place that does NOT WEAR HABITS! . . . They are rather EXTREMELY PECULIAR in our neck of the woods......

do NOT WORRY your SOUL so..... just DO the RIGHT thing . . . . GOD will BE WITH YOU, not AWAY from You, Rest Assured! +++ that is what He wants YOU TO KNOW....

ANON-monk: the right thing is to fight against the nature

Angelina: but you are NOT!

you are REVELLING in it!

+ + +

y e s it turns out. but YOU CAN FIGHT IT! with PRAYER

ANON-monk: i did not get you

Angelina: and DO NOT BEAT YOURSELF UP about it.

a-NON-monk: am i a gay?

Angelina: KNOW that GOD LOVES YOU

and UNDERSTANDS ALL THE CONDITIONS that put you through that to have you think in that manner . . .

ANON-monk: plz asnwer me specifically

Angelina: just DONT LIE to Him in your Living and to Man.

THAT is ALL I am saying. . .

a-NON-monk: am i a gay yes or no?

Angelina: it is NOT harsh.... or condemnacious.

just R E A L .

I am saying: BE REAL.

REAL in your FAITH and WALK in GOD.

ANON-monk: heyooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Angelina: let us not PRETEND we are what we are NOT.

ANON-monk: heyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

am i a gay yes or no?

Angelina: YES.

I said: Y E S . it turns out you ARE.

a-NON-monk: and what is a gay?

Angelina: but I am saying: DO NOT BEAT YOURSELF UP about it. As it is NOT YOUR fault, per se. It is just UP TO YOU to counter it.

Voila. + + +

a-NON-monk: what is a gay?

Angelina: aha.

that is ONE who sleeps with a man and/or LIKES to sleep with another man if he is a man.

who DOES SLEEP or LIKES TO SLEEP with one of his OWN sex. THAT is WHAT.

a-NON-monk: so i am

right?

i felt some feminine feelings after that

Angelina: Y E S .

Y E S . . . .

Y E S ............

you ARE.

ANON-monk: ok

Angelina: there is a BLOCK in your PERCEPTION, my dear.

as I have repeated it again and again, yet you keep not hearing/seeing it.

it is D E N I A L .

but WORRY NOT. UPROOT Worry. and TOTALLY CLING to CHRIST. HE can turn anything around . . .

ANON-monk: can we make a deal?

Angelina: ANY situation,

ANY reality,

ANY dilemna. . .

A N Y . . . .

S H O O T ! . . . but you dont even HAVE to SAY!... I already KNOW....

+++ so THERE, OF COURSE! S e a l e d . with a Kiss. the Kiss of Christ.

ANON-monk: didn't get you

Angelina: with Agape Pure Love

+ + +

I Told you it was a Confession +++

ANON-monk: can we make a deal?

Angelina: behind, behind the 8-th, 88-th & 888-th ball..

ANON-monk: can we?

Angelina: meaning, YES, I will keep your name out of it!

it is between God and YOU! Voila.

ANON-monk: i have something to say

Angelina: ok.. let's do it your way: ok, WHAT is the deal?

speak!

ANON-monk: do you agree to become my spiritual mother and follow me up concerning this issue?

Angelina: I Already Am by the Grace and Providence of God

+ + +

My Honour . . . . No Worries..... xo~A"S"

ANON-monk: i said my spiritual mother

do you agree?

Angelina: I heard you . . . .

a g a i n . . .

no worries...... as God said:

"I AM" . . . .

ANON-monk: ok

so

Angelina: it is MORE than AGREE;

it IS what IS. . .

+ + +

a-NON-monk: until now i am still a gay right?

Angelina: Y E S ,

R I G H T .

~ Was it CLEAR this time? . . .

g-y

a-NON-monk: a gay from the feminine side

a gay from the feminine side

isn't it?

Angelina: Y E S .

It IS.

and since God Said.

which was Before YOU Heard It. +

ANON-monk: which is?

Angelina: back a few hundred lines . . .

ANON-monk: i won’t do that

i still have almost 3 hours to sleep them

Angelina: you needn't.

but you asked.

so there, you have it.

ANON-monk: ok then

i am your only son now right?

Angelina: ok....

but if you utilize more hours for vigil and prayer than sleeping,

you can BRAK the HABIT!

Excuse the pun . . . . + + +

Angelina: actually, NO.

I have MANY others who do NOT KNOW I am their Spiritual Mother.

A Whole Nation of them . . but such is Life . . .+ + +

A-NON-monk: am i the only gay among them?

Angelina: p e r h a p s.

but most probably NOT!

+ + +

ANON-monk: uff

can i tell you something?

can i?

Angelina: S H O O O O O O o o o o o o o O O O O O T ! . . .

A-NON-monk:A-NON-monk: i donno why i feel happy when i see or hear someone calling me gay

any explanation?

Angelina: Y E S !

You are GAY!

And WANT CONFIRMATION of THAT!

it is at the same time, a RELEASE and RELIEF for you! I told you: you are NOT focused on MONASTICISM.

It is MOST NOT FOR YOU! + + + so you must NOT pretend it IS.

and YES, you can STILL Save your Soul . . . +++

ANON-monk: but tell me plz

after all is it related to my childhood? or since i was born!! so!!! still here?

Angelina: to your CHILDHOOD.

Yes.

Still here . . .

ANON-monk: related to what happened to me?

Angelina: For ALL that God made was GOOD.

VERY GOOD.

ANON-monk: aha

Angelina: so the problems are created from SIN:

our OWN or OTHERS' . . . .

then, we must clean up the mess! like with generational family curses.....

A-NON-monk: so since that time i was a gay or now?

Angelina: Y E S .

Related to WHAT happened to you . . . +++

ANON-monk: since that time?

Angelina: it was a P R O C E S S .

Gradual, I told you...

So it would NOT be Noticed or Spiritually Discerned.

THAT is HOW the devil operates MOST effectively

+ + +

ANON-monk: and why i did not agree with them?

i mean to do that for me?

Angelina: because you were NOT gay.

and INSTINCTIVELY KNEW it was w r o n g and improper

ANON-monk: but i have had the desire

Angelina: even though you could NOT explain any of it

ANON-monk: and i was afraid

Angelina: that is a PHYSIOLOGICAL thing.

They KNEW that would be the CASE! THAT, itself, is NOT sinful.

IT was the whole COMBINATION that WAS . . and IS . . . +++

ANON-monk: so i wasn't gay at that time?

So hello where do you go? hello

Angelina: NO.

You were NOT at the time..

It P R O G R E S S E D into that as it ALWAYS does. . . .

ANON-monk: so i became stepperly a gay?

Angelina: step by step, Y E S .

A-NON-monk: then why when i was putting the condom for the guy the first time i was boiling from excitment?

so!!!

Angelina: he introduced you to it.

and that was your FIRST experience.

you were YOUNG and IMPRESSIONABLE and and your SIGNALS were CROSSED!

ANON-monk: who introduced me?

plz few more minutes will you focus with me?

Angelina: WHO was your FIRST encounter?

A-NON-monk:A-NON-monk: a guy

it was recently

Angelina: THAT is WHO.

A-NON-monk:A-NON-monk: ok

and why while putting the condom i was impassioned to put it in my mouth?

Angelina: so be SURE not to TARRY in the monastery.so be SURE not to TARRY in the monastery.

As that is NOT for you. Your HEART is NOT in it, MUCH LESS your MIND. + + +

ANON-monk: where is it then?

Angelina: on THAT.

- M E N . and having SEX.

ANON-monk: who?

Angelina: so WHAT are you DOING in the MONASTERY, pre tell? . . .

NOT your PLACE! you need to GO! and NOT TARRY there . . .

ANON-monk: where to?

Angelina: h o m e .

to A HOME. ANYPLACE you will call HOME. WHEREVER first comes to YOU. THAT is WHERE.

THEN you GO FROM THERE and ADJUST ACCORDINGLY.

A-NON-monk:A-NON-monk: and stay a gay?

Angelina: N O .

But, gradually STILL fight it . . .

ANON-monk: so i can fight it here

Angelina: step by step . . .

backwards. + + + N O .

ANON-monk: why?

Angelina: You must have CLARITY to be there.

And ONCE you HAVE THAT, IF you are Called and THAT is WHAT you wholeheartedly WANT, T H E N and ONLY T H E N you GO!

- N O T BEFORE. + + +

ANON-monk: so now what i am?

so!!!

ok bye

Angelina: the s a m e .

ok..... nitey-nite. God Bless + + +

_______________________________dawn breaksdawn breaks_______________________________

NNEXT DAY:EXT DAY:

ANON-monk: hiiiiiiiiiiii

Hello heyo hello

Angelina: +++!

ANON-monk: hey

Hello hey are you here?

Angelina: yes, back!

I am here SOLEY on MY MISSION, Panteleimon, not just for chatting. while I am working away....

BEST & GOD BLESS! + + + Kindest, xo~A"S"

ANON-monk: ok

catch you laetr

hello again

Angelina: +++

ANON-monk: how are you now?

am i disturbing you? so!! no answer? i want to ask you for advice

Angelina: SHOOOOOOT! +++

A-NON-monk: thx

first are you sure that i am a gay? Ok thx

Angelina: Y E S !

ANON-monk: 100%?

Angelina: and you MUST take off the title "MONK".and you MUST take off the title "MONK".

and you MUST LEAVE the Monastery. and you MUST LEAVE the Monastery. PLAY NO GAMES with GOD.PLAY NO GAMES with GOD.

YES. I am SURE. And it is ONLY the devil who makes you UNSURE.

You MUST FIGHT IT. But you DO NOT and ARE NOT.

You MUST NOT CONDEMN YOURSELF and NO ONE ELSE SHOULD.

But THAT is NOT the place to FIGHT such a thing. THAT is a PLACE TO GO when we have ALL OUR But THAT is NOT the place to FIGHT such a thing. THAT is a PLACE TO GO when we have ALL OUR DUCKS IN A ROW and DEDICATE OUR BEST TO GOD! +++DUCKS IN A ROW and DEDICATE OUR BEST TO GOD! +++

Watch to Correct this ASAP. And DO NOT TARRY . . .

Kindest, xo~A

A-NON-monk: was it my fault that i am a gay?

Angelina: we are NOT talking about FAULTS, neither CONDEMNATION. There is NO PLACE for that at all in Christian Life.

We are talking about WHAT WE MUST DO to CORRECT the WRONGS done unto us.

and THAT is ALWAYS the BATTLE!

ANON-monk: then why i should handle the punishment and leave the monastery?

Angelina: ahhhh, no!

that is NOT punishment AT ALL: that is JUST BEING REAL!

As the MONASTIC LIFE is NOT FOR YOU!As the MONASTIC LIFE is NOT FOR YOU!

it makes a MOCKERY of MONASTICISM. it makes a MOCKERY of MONASTICISM. and that is NOT FAIR for ANYONE, and that is NOT FAIR for ANYONE, nor is it RIGHT, nor is it RIGHT, nor is it HONEST, nor is it HONEST, nor is it REQUIRED.nor is it REQUIRED.

it is also NOT trying to DECEIVE God, which is of PARAMOUNT Importance it is also NOT trying to DECEIVE God, which is of PARAMOUNT Importance ++++++

ANON-monk: why?

Angelina: no punishment at all!...

YOUR MIND and HEART are NOT THERE, my dear! not at all! not in the least! THAT is WHY.

ANON-monk: who can judge and assume that this person can be in the monastery or no?

and who told you that my mind is not there?

Angelina: it is CLEAR.

YOU just need to be CLEAR on that.

It is for NO ONE to JUDGE, I have said. But you MUST have CLARITY.

ANON-monk: but i want to be sure who i am

in order to skip it

Angelina: you must GET REAL

and stop being in DENIAL.

Have a REAL HEART TO HEART with God.

do some RESEARCH on WHAT GAY IS to help you gain C L A R I T Y . . . but even then, your heart is not in it, no matter what. . .

so you are JUST THERE. and but should NOT be THERE. . . serves NO purpose . . .

ANON-monk: why?

who said so? so!!! ok thx

Angelina: GOD.

the vows are: POVERTY, OBEDIENCE & CHASTITY. You have one of three covered.

So it is NOT befitting for YOU. That is all.

ANON-monk: who siad it is covered?

if i am seeking to know myself in order to be stronger that means something wrong?

Angelina: no no.... not there.

THAT is a place where we go ONCE we KNOW ourselves and we DEDICATE ALL WE HAVE TO GOD. It is a LIFESTYLE for GOD'S CHOSEN who can LIVE THAT LIFE and have DECIDED TO DO JUST THAT!

It is NOT for those who DO NOT KNOW THEMSELVES, do NOT KNOW what they WANT or WHO THEY ARE, REFUSE TO LIVE THAT LIFESTYLE or CANNOT.

IT makes NO SENSE and makes a MOCKERY out of the MONASTIC LIFE and does NOT fulfill THEM or SERVE God.

IT is just BOGUS and SENSELESS and a SHEER WASTE of TIME, EFFORT, and a LIFE!

+ + +

ANON-monk: i never was sure that i am a gay

but all what i knew is that i adore the life style of the monks

Angelina: you ARE.

and EVEN if you WEREN'T, the MONASTIC LIFESTYLE is STILL NOT for YOU.

Your HEART and MIND are NOT THERE at all! + + +

ANON-monk: and i was feeling deep inside that i have a call

Angelina: I know... you may ADMIRE IT, indeed.

It LOOKS GOOD from the OUTSIDE, but it is MOST NOT FOR YOU.

that is OK it NEED NOT BE

it is ANTI-NATURAL and is NOT REQUIRED for Salvation.

Spiritual Fathers and Mothers should REALLY STOP PEOPLE from entering monasteries if it is NOT for them, and NOT RUSH THEM to make their VOWS!

that HURTS them and is MOST NOT HELPFUL!

then they have SERIOUS ISSUES trying to RESOLVE having MADE A VOW and going another PATH!

A-NON-monk: i will never go to another path

Angelina: but if the SPIRITUAL FATHER/MOTHER: ABBOT or ABBESS was DOING THEIR JOB PROPERLY, this NEVER would have happened again and again . . .

they are MORE concerned with other matters than the SPIRITUAL LIVES of their CHILDREN! NEITHER are they COMPETENT to be in THAT position... THUS, such situations ARISE... for MANY! NOT just for YOU! + + +

but YOU must deal with it! and get over it.... truly and NOT just YOU!

ANON-monk: i will

Angelina: I MUST TOO . . . .

ANON-monk: and in the monastery

Angelina: GOD SO BLESS! + + +

ANON-monk: where god is

Angelina: God is Everywhere, My Dear..

and FIRST AND FOREMOST: IN THE HEART! + + + do NOT be fooled He is ONLY in the monastery!

ANON-monk: he is

Angelina: not at all! . . .

He is NOT JUST THERE!

ANON-monk: i know

but there i am exclusevly for him

Angelina: NO, NO. . .

You are NOT EVEN THEN Exclusively giving yourself to Him. so DO NOT PRETEND YOU ARE.

it is OK. He says . . . + + +

A-NON-monk: i know

coz i have had this conflict it was before and i decided to stop it when i took the descision to be a monk again

Angelina: (it was a mistake)

but can be corrected and needs to be... it's alright

ANON-monk: and now it is back coz the unconscious mind is bringing images again

Angelina: if MORE people MADE THAT CORRECTION, Monasteries would be MORE what they SHOULD BE! +++

yes. so CLARITY will COME.

ANON-monk: and has no answer

Angelina: THEN and ONLY THEN should DECISIONS be MADE.

Voila! + + +

ANON-monk: but now i have the answer

with your help so i can start fighting but before!!!

Angelina: AMEN

+ + +

A-NON-monk: i was afraind of both genders

whom shall i prevent? men or women!! if i smile for a man

why did i do that? and also the same for a woman

Angelina: right.

you should have CLARITY now on that.

A-NON-monk: if i talk to a man why a i talking to him?

Angelina: you need to do SOUL SEARCHING

and STUDY the matter

right.

ANON-monk: no need anymore

but i would like to ask you if you allow me

Angelina: shoooooooot!

(then I must go)

A-NON-monk: am i 100% gay?

Angelina: no.

ANON-monk: then what?

Angelina: you must work on yourself . . .

then SEE what IS. and CAN BE. right now, there is NOTHING ELSE as you crowded it out, out of default

ANON-monk: ok but which gender i have to be aware of?

so!!!

Angelina: men, of course.

A-NON-monk: sure?

so i assume now that i am a gay?

so!!!

Angelina: I have repeated that again and again

but YOU GET OFF ON THAT to SAY THAT.

I told you: YOUR MIND and HEART are NOT IN THE MONASTERY.

SO LEAVE. + + +

A-NON-monk: i am fully here now

and since now if you tell me to leave the monastery you will be judging me. And you will be responsible of this judgment infront of the lord.

Angelina: O STOP YOUR DAMNED NONSENSE!

YOU ARE EXTREMELY IRRESPONSIBLE AND CRAFTY! YOU ARE BOGUS! AND NO MONK!

NO ONE TAKES UPON YOUR SINS BUT YOU! WE ALL NEED TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR OURSELVES AND OUR OWN SINS!

I DONT CARE TO JUDGE YOU OR WASTE MY TIME WITH YOU! I VALUE MY TIME ON THIS LIFE AND SPEND IT WISELY,

NOT WITH MANIPULATIVE BUGGERS, LIARS, AND BOGUS MONKS, NUNS, BISHOPS & PRIESTS!

BE OFF WITH YOU!

BUT YOU ARE LYING TO GOD, MAN AND YOURSELF. AND FOR THAT: YOU WILL RESPOND: BE SURE.

+ + + S"Z"M

ANON-monk: hello

hey

ok

i just wanted to greet you and know how you do today

Angelina: +++.

Yes, Well, Thank You. In Him, Verily, Verily . . . + + +

ANON-monk: i miss talking to you

and thx for your words and for your time also our god is the god of the living, not of mortals and he can make out of stones sons for abraham

you are a good person ready always to help people in your own way

Angelina: To His Glory

+ + +

He just wants us to be REAL and HONEST and TRUE.

THAT is the thing . . .

a-NON-monk: and i appreciate that

and i am so happy to know you

Angelina: don't mention it.

We are all Obliged to be Real Christians; not just talk about it.

It comes in the Doing . . + + +

ANON-monk: it is an honor for me

6:23am Angelina: Glory Be to God....

+ + + Kindest ~A

ANON-monk: doing needs time

we are all filled with memories

Angelina: y e s . . . .

we just must TURN TO HIM and ALLOW Him to work on US . . . THAT is the thing...

and sometimes, that requires HUGE TRAVAIL to get there

ANON-monk: our unconscious minds are filled with images from all kinds

Angelina: otherwise, we JUST WILL NEVER be MOLDED....

ANON-monk: what do you mean?

Angelina: so HUGE TRIBULATIONS are NOT ALWAYS a BAD thing.

ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER TOWARD GOOD for those who LOVE God and work according to HIS PURPOSE +++

Indeed . . .

so yes, OTHERS MUST NOT JUDGE. OR they ONLY JUDGE themselves . . .

but if ONE PURPOSELY DECEIVES and PRETENDS and ACTS the part of what they are NOT,

God has NO TOLERANCE for this, please be advised.

We have a CHURCH FULL of such bogus bishops..... and they are DESTROYING our Church to SMITHERINES! and INDEED, Already HAVE . . . . + + +

A-NON-monk: well i am not one of them

and i am responsible of what i say

Angelina: No, I was just saying that God is the one to MOLD US... FORM US if we only ALLOW HIM TO.

and that is a GOOD thing.

A-NON-monk: maybe in time you will know who i am

Angelina: but if we DONT - I am speaking IN GENERAL - then, He has NO TOLERANCE for ACTORS in the Church... HIS Church +++ . . .

6:28am A-NON-monk: but i am not

you misunderstand me

if i wasn't suffering i wasn't to share it with you

no one say about himself that he is a gay

Angelina: no worries about that . . .

I understand and do not judge you

I am just saying what God tells me to SAY as THAT is WHAT I am Obliged to Do.

I told you: I, TOO, went through GREAT TRAVAIL... when I realized these bishops were all BOGUS

and I KNEW then: EITHER: I let THEM defrock me

OR

I must RESIGN

as THIS is a MOCKERY! and I CANNOT BE OBEDIENT to THEM and GOD at the same time!

They have INFILTRATED the CHURCH and have DESECRATED and CORRPUTED it!

I told you: it was HARDER to TAKE OFF THE MANTLE than PUT IT ON!

EVEN TODAY....

I said EVEN TODAY: I STRUGGLE WITH THAT as I GAVE A VERY SERIOUS VOW to GOD and TO GOD, I CANNOT LIE.

and so....

ANON-monk: so do i

Angelina: I do NOT KNOW... I AM NOT CONVINCED I have God's Blessing to get Married.

Not only that, but BY NOW, I KNOW HOW FALLEN MAN IS and really DO NOT BELIEVE there is anyone WORTHY.

I SEE VERY CLEARLY what they have fallen to and am PLUM, NOT INTERESTED, if you want the GOD-HONEST TRUTH FROM ME!

+ + +

so DO NOT FEEL I judge you or do NOT understand.

Yet STILL, we MUST do the RIGHT THING.

ANON-monk: dear i am sorry plz forgive me

Angelina: and I am ALL FOR GIVING PEOPLE THE WAIVER ("RAZRESENIJE") to LEAVE the Monastery and stop STRUGGLING with themselves,

and YES! take that UPON MYSELF to FREE THEM! In Jesus' Name, AMEN! + + +

As their spiritual fathers and mothers did a PATHETIC JOB and were MOST MOST SELFISH to RECEIVE them when they were NOT READY!!!

and that is SINFUL and WRONG

ANON-monk: not all who are in monasteries are bad

Angelina: so BE FREE in JESUS + + +

the SPIRITUAL NIVOU, my dear, is VERY, VERY LOW even to the point of being PATHETIC!

There are ONLY a few EXCEPTIONS and ALWAYS have been and believe me, THEY are SUFFERING, too

ANON-monk: i know

Angelina: as those ALL around them are NOT CHRISTIAN, NOT VIRTUOUS, NOT REBORN and DO NOT HAVE LOVE +++

ANON-monk: all humans are suffering

Angelina: ~~~> AGAPE LOVE . . .

6:36 am ANON-monk: we are born in suffer

Angelina: JESUS gives us Peace.

HIS OWN. THAT is WHAT we NEED. and if THAT is NOT in the Monastery, it is SENSELESS to be there.

OLAY! +++

ANON-monk: good point!

Angelina: but Jesus sends Us the Comforter and Fights Our Battles for Us!

So We Prevail ...

“Many are the afflictions of the Righteous,

but GOD delivers them from all!”

(Ps 34, 19).

ANON-monk: but we have to fight in our turn to deserve what he gave us as a priviliedge

Angelina: we actually DONT DESERVE....

It is ONLY by His GRACE that we are SAVED.

through Our Faith ONLY . . .

ANON-monk: but when we have faith

we have to fight

6:41am Angelina: Y E S .

But we are NOT deserving. ONLY OUR FAITH makes us WHOLE and GOD'S GRACE.

We are NEVER Deserving . . . + + +

ANON-monk: and if we don't fight what are we gona gain?

6:42am Angelina: yes, we MUST RELY WHOLLY on HIM. + + +

I guess, that is what you call "FIGHT" but WITHOUT Him, we can do nothing. so in essence, it is more FULLY RELYING ON and SURRENDERING to CHRIST +++ THAT is the CONCEPT

A-NON-monk: he said so

Well as for me i told you that i am trying hardly

6:45am Angelina: well . . . . no, you're not.

but all the same: don't try it by YOURSELF. GIVE YOURSELF TO HIM IN ENTIRETY! +++ SURRENDER TOTALLY TO HIM.

that is the BIGGEST LESSON of all I learned in Christianity. +++

and we can most of all, NEVER learn it if we do not go through GREAT TRAVAIL for us.... it is JUST THAT HUGE a Lesson . . . +++

and VERY FEW will make it through those Doors they are what I like to call SECRET doors...

and coming out through the other side is what has MOLDED us as we WILL MOST NOT COME OUT THE SAME. + + +

Best & God Bless, P! I must go now..

Kindest Regards in Him, And Prayers for Your Every Herculean Victory! + + + xo~A"S" S"Z"M

6:47 am ANON-monk: well in my turn

i give you holy kisses and i am proud to know you forgive my weakness you will also be in my prayers

6:51am Angelina: A Most Humble Thanks, P...

God Richly Bless, Heal, Comfort & Soothe

A L L

the Pain you have been through and wrongdoing and unrighteousness done unto you by others

+ + +

May the Holy Spirit take over and Transform in All Its Healing Capacity.

GOD.

RICHLY.

BLESS, my Dear. . . .

+ + +

Remember: WORRY NOT! Just GIVE yourself to HIM in your ENTIRETY! And LEAVE THE REST UNTO HIM with FULL FAITH and NO DOUBT!

AMEN + + + xo~A"S" . . .

ANON-monk: have a great time

kisses

Angelina: +++.

ANON-monk: no kisses from your side?

Angelina: +++!

In the Holy Trinity....

Indeed... xo~A"S"

x- means spiritual kiss o-means hug

that's tucked away in my SIG.

ANON-monk: aha ok

so i accept it gladly with honor to know a new child of god who is touched by him be holy my dear for our lord is holy

Angelina: A m e n

+ + + We Try . . . xo~A"S"

ANON-monk: amin

holy kisses i will leave now coz after a while we have a prayer and i need to set my spirit ready for it

Angelina: +++

AMEN, You Do. . .

As Do We All . . .

ANON-monk: Amin

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ANON-monk: gd morning u

hello

Angelina: +++

ANON-monk: how are you today?

so

!!

Angelina: Well, Thank You.

Please just MESSAGE ME when you have something to say as I am here SOLELY on MY MISSION and MY MISSION is GLOBAL and for the BENEFIT OF ALL: not ONE-ON-ONES. I only have SO MUCH TIME on this Earth. And have MUCH ON MY PLATE and many BOOKS STILL TO PUT OUT and FILMS to EDIT.

Please be advised and respect this. I do not just spend my time anyhow as you might surmise.

TAKE the ADVICE I gave you and RUN WITH IT!

GOD SO BLESS! + + + Kindest in Him, xo~A"S"

ANON-monk: sure my teacher

sorry for disturbing you

Angelina: +++

no worries.... God Bless! +++ xo

ANON-monk: you are such an adorable person. so i don't know what to call you. you tell me what you want me to call you.

will you tell me plz? so what can i call u?

Angelina: God's Angel

or just

Angel . . .

that might work . . . + + +

ANON-monk: my angel?

Angelina: "OUR" angel, they usually use....

MY MISSION is GLOBAL. +++ Best & God Bless! xo~A"S"

ANON-monk: but i want to call you something related to me and not global.

Angelina: well . . . then, best GLOBALIZE your Understanding. Then, it will be Befitting!

Best! +++ xo~A"S"

ANON-monk: so tell me what?

Angelina: angel will have to do . . .

ANON-monk: my angel?

Angelina: o u r angel . . .

which would include YOU! Best! xo~A"S"

ANON-monk: ok

O L A Y !

AAngelina ngelina LLazarazar

ZIVELI! ZIVELI! ++ ++ ++ xo ~ A”S” xo ~ A”S”

And again, I say, the CASSOCK and MANTLE do NOT SAVE!It is, rather, our SINCERITY in STUDYING and ADHERING to the World of God.

It is Studying the Scriptures and being Obedient to the Lord,not in trying to deceive Him or others,

by living a lifestyle that is not suited to us. Nor was it meant for us.

All in all, all the priests I know are too afraid of losing their rank and habit, and so conform and listen to their bogus Masonic bishops.

And will, therefore, partake in their destiny, which, in no wise, will get them to heaven.They are hirelings, and not true sherpherds of their flock - Beware.

Rather in, NOT fearing to lose the habit, and losing it oneself, if need be, In the pursuit and defence of the Truth will save us,

rather than retaining it - Please Be Advised. . . .Please, in Jesus’ Name, understand this once and for all.

For Our Salvation will depend upon it during these pre-apocalyptical times . . . A M E N A M E N + + ++ + + xo ~ A”S” xo ~ A”S”