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8/2/2019 Numbers 2: The Chaos Excerpt
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Wnxt ojpyrimet ;166 [foenb ]frg
Fbb rimets rnsnrvng. Qukbiseng ky Oeiodnl Ejusn, fl i`prilt
jh _oejbfstio Ilo., Qukbisenrs silon 69;1. OEIODNL EJ^_N,
_OEJBF_WIO, flg fssjoiftng bjmjs frn trfgn`frds flg/jr
rnmistnrng trfgn`frds jh _oejbfstio Ilo.www.soejbfstio.oj`
Hirst pukbiseng il ten ^litng Dilmgj` il ;161 ky Oeiodnl Ejusn,
; Qfb`nr _trnnt, Hrj`n, _j`nrsnt KF66 6G_.
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Lj pfrt jh teis pukbioftijl fy kn rnprjguong, stjrng il f rntrinvfb
systn`, jr trfls`ittng il fly hjr` jr ky fly `nfls, nbnotrjlio,
`noefliofb, pejtjojpyilm, rnojrgilm, jr jtenrwisn, witejut
writtnl pnr`issijl jh ten pukbisenr. Hjr ilhjr`ftijl rnmfrgilm
pnr`issijl, writn tj _oejbfstio Ilo., Fttnltijl3 Qnr`issijls
Gnpfrt`nlt, >>= Krjfgwfy, Lnw Yjrd, LY 6116;.
Yju Frn Ljt Fbjln byrios ky [jknrt _. Dnbby ( [. Dnbby
Qukbiseilm Ilo., 6997). Qrjguong ky @ioefnb Cfodsjl flg [.
Dnbby, flg rnbnfsng ky @ioefnb Cfodsjl il Fumust 699> fs ten
snojlg silmbn hrj` eis fbku` EI_tjry3 Qfst, Qrnsnlt flg Huturn,
Kjjd I( Npio [nojrgs, 699>).
Bikrfry jh Ojlmrnss Oftfbjmilm-il-Qukbioftijl Gftf
]frg, [foenb, 69=5
Lu`knrs ; 3 ten oefjs / [foenb ]frg. 6st F`nriofl ng.
p. o`.
_u``fry3 Bidn eis `jtenr, Cn`, wenl hihtnnl-ynfr-jbg Fgf` bjjds
il pnjpbns nyns en ofl snn ten gftns jh tenir gnftes flg ljw en snns
ten sf`n gftn, six `jltes il ten huturn, il lnfrby nvnryjln frjulg
ei` il ten Bjlgjl jh ;1;8.
I_KL 9=5-1->7>-;7;89-6
T6. Qsyoeio fkibityHiotijl. ;. Iltnrpnrsjlfb rnbftijlsHiotijl. ?.
Mrflg`jtenrsHiotijl. 7. JrpeflsHiotijl. >. GnfteHiotijl.8. KbfodsNlmbflgBjlgjlHiotijl. =. Bjlgjl (Nlmbflg)
Hiotijl.P I. Witbn. II. Witbn3 Lu`knrs twj. III. Witbn3 Oefjs.
QS=.];6>>=8Luh ;166
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61 9 5 = 8 > 7 ? ; 6 66 6; 6? 67 6> 68
Qriltng il ten ^._.F. ;?
Hirst F`nriofl ngitijl, @froe ;166
Wen tnxt typn wfs snt il Gfltn flg Mjteio =;1 KW.
Wen gispbfy typn wfs snt il Wrfgn Mjteio Nxtnlgng.
Kjjd gnsiml ky Oeristjpenr _tnlmnb
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Wen dljod jl ten gjjr oj`ns nfrby il ten `jrlilm, cust fs its
mnttilm bimet.
Jpnl up! Jpnl up! ]nvn mjt fl nvfouftijl jrgnr jl tensn
hbfts. @jvilm jut il hivn `ilutns. Hivn `ilutns, nvnrykjgy!
Yju ofl enfr ten` mjilm gjwl ten ojrrigjr, dljodilm jl
gjjrs, rnpnftilm ten sf`n ilstruotijls jvnr flg jvnr. I efglt
knnl fsbnnp, kut Lfl ljggng jhh il enr oefir, flg ljw sen cnrds
fwfdn flg oursns.
Kbjjgy enbb, Fgf`. ]eft ti`n is it: Enr hfon bjjds
oru`pbng flg jbg, tjj jbg tj mj wite enr purpbn efir.
Efbh-six, Lfl. Wenyvn oj`n.
_en bjjds ft `n, tirng flg wfry.
Weis is it, tenl, sen sfys. Knttnr hilg yjur teilms.
I bjjd kfod ft enr flg I teild, I` ljt mjilm flywenrn. Ljt
wite yju.
]nvn knnl nxpnotilm teis. ]nvn knnl of`png jut il ten
hbft hjr hjur gfys, wftoeilm ten hbjjgwftnr risilm il ten strnnt
knbjw. Wenyg wfrlng nvnryjln teft ten snfwfbb wfs bidnby
tj mj. It wfs kuibt ynfrs fmj, knhjrn ten snf bnvnb rjsn, flg it
wfslt mjilm tj stflg fljtenr stjr` wite f sprilm tign tj fgg tj
ten swnbb.
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]n tejumet ten wftnr wjubg oj`n flg tenl mj, kut it of`n
flg it stfyng.
_pjsn teis is weft Xnlion bjjdng bidn knhjrn it wfs wfseng
fwfy, Lfl sfig mbjj`iby. _en hbiodng enr oimfrnttn kutt jut
ten wilgjw flg gjwl iltj ten wftnr knbjw. It kjkkng sbjwby
fbjlm ten strnnt tjwfrg wenrn ten wfbdwfy efg knnl. Flg sen
bit fljtenr oimfrnttn.
Wen nbnotrioity wfs out jhh teft hirst limet, tenl ten wftnr
il ten tfps turlng krjwl. Qnjpbn wfgng fbjlm ten strnnt jut-
sign, sejutilm terjume `nmfpejlns, wfrlilm us ljt tj grild
ten wftnr, sfyilm tenyg krilm us hjjg flg wftnr. Weny giglt.
Ilstnfg wn `fgn gj wite weft wng mjt, kut wite lj tjfstnr
flg lj `iorjwfvn, flg ten `ibd mjilm kfg il ten hrigmn, wn
wnrn stfrtilm tj mnt eulmry fhtnr twnbvn ejurs. I dlnw teilms
wnrn kfg wenl Lfl pnnbng ten onbbjpefln jhh enr bfst pfod
jh s`jdns.
Jlon tensn frn mjln wnrn mjilm tj efvn tj mnt jut jh enrn,
sjl, sen sfig.
I` ljt mjilm, I tjbg enr. Weis wfs `y ej`n. It wfs fbb I efg
bnht jh @u`.
]n oflt stfy enrn, ljt bidn teis.
I ljt mjilm. _tftn`nlt jh hfot. Yju ofl kummnr jhh kfod
tj Bjlgjl ih yju bidn. Yju dljw yju wflt tj, flywfy. It wfs
trun. _eng lnvnr hnbt oj`hjrtfkbn enrn. _eng oj`n wenl @u`
mjt ibb, flg stfyng tj bjjd fhtnr `n, kut sen wfs bidn f hise jut
jh wftnr. Wen snf fir `fgn enr ojume. Wen kim krimet sdy `fgn
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enr squilt. _eng souttbn kfod ilsign bidn f ojodrjfoe, hfst fs
sen ojubg.
Bnss jh yjur bflmufmn, sen sfig, flg pfod f kfm.
Yju oflt tnbb `n weft tj gj. Yjurn ljt `y `u`. I` ljt
pfodilm, I sfig, flg I giglt.
Ljw wn efvn hivn `ilutns tj mnt rnfgy. Lfl stirs enrsnbh
flg stfrts puttilm `jrn teilms iltj enr kim pbfstio trfse kfm.
_en gisfppnfrs iltj enr rjj` flg oj`ns jut wite fl fr`hub jh
objtens flg f pjbiseng wjjgnl kjx tuodng ulgnr enr fr`. _en
`jvns frjulg ten hbft surprisilmby hfst. I hnnb f tign jh pflio ris-
ilm ilsign `n. I oflt bnfvn enrn. I` ljt rnfgy. Its ljt hfir.
I mnt jln jh ten oefirs hrj` ten ditoenl flg bnfl it up fmfilst
ten gjjr eflgbn. Kut its ljt ten rimet enimet tj wngmn ten eflgbn
seut, sj I cust stfrt mrfkkilm weftnvnr I ofl hilg flg kuibgilm
f kfrriofgn. I puse ten sjhf jvnr, pibn ten ditoenl oefir jl tjp,
tenl ten ojhhnn tfkbn. I` krnfteilm efrg, swnftilm kntwnnl `y
sejubgnr kbfgns.
Fgf`, weft ten enbb frn yju gjilm:
Lfls tnfrilm ft `y fr`, tryilm tj stjp `n. Enr bjlm ynbbjw
hilmnrlfibs frn gimmilm il. I serum enr jhh.
Mnt jhh, Lfl. I` ljt mjilm!
Gjlt kn stupig. Mnt sj`n jh yjur teilms. Yjubb wflt yjur
teilms wite yju.
I imljrn enr.
Fgf`, gjlt kn sj huodilm stupig! _ens obfwilm ft `n
fmfil, flg tenl sj`njlns dljodilm jl ten gjjr.
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Jpnl up!
I hrnnzn, flg bjjd ft Lfl. Enr nyns sejw `n enr lu`knr3
1;;1;1>7. _ens mjt fljtenr teirty ynfrs, lnfr nljume, kut yjug
lnvnr munss it. _en bjjds bidn sen ojubg mj fly gfy.
Jpnl up!
Fgf`, pbnfsn . . .
Lj, Lfl.
_tflg fwfy hrj` ten gjjr! _tflg kfod!
Fgf`
F sbngmnef``nr s`fsens ten bjod. Wenl ten gjjr itsnbh
is sernggng. Il ten ojrrigjr tenrns twj sjbginrs, jln wite ten
sbngmnef``nr, ten jtenr jln f mul. Its pjiltilm strfimet iltj
ten fpfrt`nlt. Its pjiltilm ft us. Wen sjbginrs quiodby sofl ten
rnst jh ten hbft.
Fbb rimet, `ff`, sfys ten mul`fl. Ibb efvn tj fsd yju tj
`jvn teft jkstruotijl flg nvfouftn ten kuibgilm.
Lfl ljgs.
Fgf`, sen sfys, `jvn ten sjhf.
I stfrilm ft ten nlg jh ten rihbn. I oflt tfdn y nyns jhh it. Il
ten lnxt snojlg, `fykn bnss tefl teft, it ojubg fbb kn jvnr. Weis
ojubg kn it. Fbb I efvn tj gj is fdn f jvn tjwfrg ei`. Ih its y
ti`n, `y gfy tj mj, teftbb kn it. ]eft is `y lu`knr: Is it tjgfy:
Wen kfrrnb jh ten rihbn is obnfl flg s`jjte flg strfimet. ]ibb
I snn ten kubbnt oj`n jut: ]ibb tenrn kn s`jdn:
Huod jhh, I sfy. Wfdn yjur huodilm mul flg huod jhh.
Flg tenl it fbb efppnls ft jlon. Wen sbngmnef``nr muy
grjps eis ef``nr flg sejvns ten sjhf iltj ten rjj` bidn f
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rumky pbfynr il f soru`, ten muy wite ten mul tibts it up tj ten
onibilm flg hjbbjws ei` ilsign, flg Lfl s`fods n, rimet forjss
`y hfon.
Bistnl, yju bittbn kfstfrg, sen eissns ft `n, I prj`isng
yjur `u` Ig bjjd fhtnr yju, flg I wibb. I` yjur lfl flg yjubb gj
weft I sfy. Ljw stjp pbfyilm sibby kummnrs. ]nrn bnfvilm. Flg
`ilg yjur huodilm bflmufmn I tjbg yju fkjut teft.
@y hfon is stilmilm kut I` ljt rnfgy tj mivn il ynt. Weis is y
ej`n. Weny oflt cust tfdn yju fwfy hrj` yjur ej`n, ofl teny:
Weny ofl.
Wen sjbginrs mrfk fl fr` nfoe flg ofrry `n jut jh ten hbft.
I strummbn, kut tenyrn kim flg tenrns twj jh ten`. Its fbb sj
quiod. Knhjrn I dljw it, I` ft ten nlg jh ten ojrrigjr flg gjwl
ten hirn nsofpn flg tenyvn put `n il fl ilhbftfkbn kjft ft ten
kjttj` jh ten stnps. Lfl mnts il knsign `n, gu`ps ten kubmilm
trfse kfm ky enr hnnt, puts enr fr` frjulg `y sejubgnrs, flg
wnrn fwfy, oeummilm sbjwby terjume ten hbjjgng strnnts.
Its fbrimet, Fgf`, sen sfys. Its mjilm tj kn fbrimet.
_j`n jh ten pnjpbn il jur kjft frn oryilm quintby. Kut `jst
jh tenir hfons frn kbfld. I` stibb flmry flg eu`ibiftng. I oflt
ulgnrstflg weft cust efppnlng.
I efvnlt mjt fly jh `y stuhh. I efvnlt mjt `y kjjd. Fljtenr
wfvn jh pflio swnnps jvnr `n. Ibb efvn tj mnt jut flg mj kfod.
I oflt mj witejut `y kjjd. ]enrn gig I bnfvn it: ]enl gig I
bfst efvn it: Wenl I hnnb ten ngmn jh sj`nteilm efrg fmfilst `y
eip flg `y eflg mjns gjwl tj `y pjodnt. Jh ojursn, its tenrn.
I efvnlt put it flywenrn Ivn dnpt it wite n, bidn I fbwfys gj.
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I rnbfx, cust f bittbn kit. Flg tenl it eits `n. ]nrn fotufbby
bnfvilm. ]nrn mjilm. I `imet lnvnr snn ten hbft fmfil.
Wenrns f kim bu`p il `y terjft. I try tj swfbbjw it, kut it
wjlt mj. I ofl hnnb ten tnfrs wnbbilm up. Wen sjbginr stnnrilm ten
kjft is wftoeilm `n. I` ljt mjilm tj ory, ljt il hrjlt jh ei` jr
Lfl jr fly jh tensn pnjpbn. I wjlt mivn ten` ten sftishfotijl.
I gim `y hilmnrlfibs iltj ten kfod jh `y eflg. Wen tnfrs frn stibb
tenrn, ternftnlilm tj spibb jut. I gim efrgnr sj ten pfil krnfds
terjume nvnryteilm nbsn. I` ljt mjilm tj ory. I` ljt mjilm tj.
I wjlt.
Ft ten trflsit onltnr, wn stflg il biln tj rnmistnr. Wenrns jln
qunun hjr pnjpbn wej efvn sj`nwenrn tj mj, flg fljtenr jln
hjr pnjpbn wej efvnlt. Lfl flg I frnlt oeippng, sj wn efvn tj
sejw jur IG ofrgs, flg Lfl hibbs il hjr`s hjr kjte jh us rnqunst-
ilm trflspjrt tj Bjlgjl. Weny pil f pinon jh pfpnr wite f lu`-
knr jltj jur ojfts, bidn wnrn fkjut tj rul f frftejl, tenl teny
enrg us iltj f efbb flg tnbb us tj wfit.
Qnjpbn frn mivilm jut ejt hjjg flg grilds. ]n qunun up
fmfil. @y `jute wftnrs wenl wn mnt lnfrnr ten hrjlt flg I ofl
snn flg s`nbb ten hjjg. ]nrn hjur hrj` ten hrjlt wenl fljtenr
sjbginr oj`ns iltj ten efbb flg stfrts kfrdilm jut lu`knrs,
ilobugilm jurs. Jur kus is rnfgy. ]n efvn tj bnfvn ljw.
Lfl . . . : I` sj eulmry. I oflt mj witejut mnttilm sj`n-
teilm tj nft, cust sj`nteilm.
_ousn `n, I sfy, ofl yju bnt `n terjume:
Wenrns lj rnfotijl. Nvnryjlns prntnlgilm teny efvnlt
enfrg.
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I try fmfil, fs ten sjbginr rnpnfts ten lu`knrs. Ljteilm.
I` gnspnrftn. I gfrt hjrwfrg flg sejvn `y eflg terjume f
mfp kntwnnl twj pnjpbn flg hnnb frjulg kbilgby. @y hilmnrs
hilg sj`nteilm it hnnbs bidn f pinon jh tjfst flg I piod it up.
_j`njln mrfks `y wrist flg ejbgs jl sj timetby it eurts.
Wenrns f qunun, en sfys hir`by. ]nrn Kritise. ]n dljw
ejw tj qunun.
I` sjrry, I sfy. Its hjr `y lfl. _ens eulmry flg wnvn
mjt tj mj ljw.
I bjjd up iltj ten hfon jh ten `fl ejbgilm `n. Ens `iggbn-
fmng, fkjut hihty. Mrfy efir flg f mri` hfon, yju ofl snn ejw
tirng en is, kut tefts ljt weft sejods `n its eis lu`knr.
1616;1;=. Jlby six `jltes tj bivn. I mnt f hbfse jh eis gnfte, tjj,
flg its krutfb, vijbnlt, f kbjw tj ten enfg, kbjjg, krfils . . .
I grjp ten tjfst kfod jltj ten pbftn flg try tj kfod fwfy.
Wen `fl bnts mj jh `y wrist, en teilds ens wjl, kut en `ust
efvn snnl sj`nteilm il `n, tjj, knofusn eis hfon sjhtnls flg
en rnfoens forjss, piods up ten tjfst, flg eflgs it tj `n.
Hjr yjur lfl, en sfys. Mj jl, sjl. Gjlt `iss yjur kus.
Weflds, I `ur`ur.
I teild fkjut orf``ilm gjwl ten wejbn pinon tenrn flg
tenl, kut ten `fls wftoeilm `n flg sj is Lfl, sj I ofrry ten
tjfst ofrnhubby jutsign, flg wenl Lfl flg I frn snttbng jl
ten kus, I mivn it tj enr. _en tnfrs it il twj flg mivns efbh kfod.
]n gjlt spnfd. I stuhh `iln il `y `jute flg its mjln il twj
kitns, kut Lfl sfvjrs enrs, `fdilm it bfst tib wnrn jut jh tjwl
flg enfgilm nfst fbjlm ten fil rjfg. Wen rjfgs jl f rfisng-up
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strip jh bflg wite `ibns flg `ibns jh hbjjgng hinbgs fbb frjulg it.
Wen suls oj`n jut ft bfst flg its turlng ten wftnr iltj f sennt
jh sibvnr sj krimet yju oflt bjjd ft it.
Lfl, I sfy, weft ih ten wejbn wjrbg hbjjgs: ]eft wibb wn
gj tenl:
_en wipns f s`ugmn jh kuttnr jhh enr oeil wite enr hilmnr,
flg biods it.
]nbb kuibg fl frd, sefbb wn, yju flg `n: Flg ilvitn fbb ten
fli`fbs: _en oeuodbns flg piods up `y eflg wite ten jln
sens cust biodng. Wenrn frn gnnp rng ornsonlts jl y sdil wenrn
I gum `y lfibs il jl ten kjft.
]eft yju gjln tenrn: sen fsds.
Ljteilm.
_en bjjds ft n flg hrjwls. Wenl sen mivns y eflg f bittbn
squnnzn.
Gjlt wjrry, sjl. ]nbb kn fbrimet il Bjlgjl. Wenrns hbjjg
gnhnlsns tenrn flg nvnryteilm. Weny dljw ejw tj gj teilms
prjpnrby tenrn. ]nbb kn hiln. Mjjg jbg Bjlgjl Wjwl.
_en puts enr enfg kfod, objsns enr nyns, flg simes, efppy
tj kn enfgilm ej`n ft bfst. Kut I oflt rnbfx. I efvn tj writn gjwl
ten `fl il ten qununs lu`knr knhjrn I hjrmnt it. Its sefdnl `n
up. Yju mnt f hnnbilm hjr pnjpbns lu`knrs, wenl yjuvn snnl
ten` fbb yjur bihn. Flg eis lu`knr giglt snn` tj `ftoe ei`. I`
hnnbilm hrnfdng jut. Ibb kn knttnr jlon I writn it gjwl.
I mnt `y kjjd jut jh `y pjodnt, flg rnojrg fbb ten gntfibs I
ofl rn`n`knr3 gnsoriptijl (its knttnr wenl I dljw ten lf`ns),
tjgfys gftn, ten pbfon, eis lu`knr, ejw ens mjilm tj gin. I writn
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it ofrnhubby, flg nvnry bnttnr, nvnry wjrg, `fdns `n ofb`nr. Its
fbb il tenrn ljw, sfhn il `y kjjd. I ofl bjjd ft it bftnr.
I put `y ljtnkjjd kfod. Lfls stfrtng tj sljrn mnltby. _ens
wnbb jut jh it. I bjjd ft ten jtenr pfssnlmnrs. _j`n jh ten` frn
tryilm tj sbnnp, kut sj`n frn bidn `n flxijus flg wftoehub.
Hrj` wenrn I` sittilm I ofl snn six jr snvnl pnjpbn wej frn
stibb fwfdn. ]n oftoe nfoe jtenrs nyns flg tenl wn bjjd fwfy
fmfil, witejut sfyilm flyteilm, bidn strflmnrs gj.
Kut cust jln `j`nlt jh nyn ojltfot is fbb I lnng tj snn tenir
lu`knrs, f gihhnrnlt lu`knr hjr nfoe jln ten gihhnrnlt gftns
teft `frd ten nlg jh tenir bivns.
Nxonpt tensn lu`knrs frnlt teft gihhnrnlt. Hivn jh ten`
knmil il 16 flg nlg il ;1;= flg twj frn nxfotby ten sf`n3
1616;1;=.
@y enfrts pjulgilm il `y oenst ljw, `y krnfteilms mjln
sefbbjw flg hfst. I rnfoe iltj `y pjodnt tib `y hilmnrs hilg `y
ljtnkjjd fmfil. @y eflgs frn sefdilm, kut I `flfmn tj mnt ten
kjjd jut flg jpnl it ft ten rimet pfmn.
Wensn pnjpbn frn bidn ten fl il ten hjjg biln tenyvn jlby
mjt six `jltes bnht.
Wenyrn mjilm tj gin il Cflufry lnxt ynfr.
Wenyrn mjilm tj gin il Bjlgjl.