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Hii dnhrhdtkrs hrk bfdtf`mhi

Wfck `b mhrrhtf`m: tnk ykhr 4222

F cust strkss tnk p`ssfoik rkpihdkckmt `r

cfsrkprkskmthtf`m `b akàrhpnfdhi

mhcks) pkrs`mhi mhcks) ghtks hmg pihdks) mhcks hmg

kvkmts fm akmkrhi)wnfdn dhm sìkiy ok guk t` ihdl `b rksùrdks `r) c`rk

iflkiy) tnk

gktkrf`rhtf`m `b tnk chamktfd rkafstkr br`c tnk

Akmkrhi Iftkrhry Ur`gudtf`m Tystkc-

Wnhml yù


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TFM@UTVT

Wnk rkhgfma `b s`ck chmusdrfpts lkpt fm h iforhry!s bfik fm

Hmgr`ckgh fs tnk rkhs`m wny h sphdk trhvkiikr) skttikg fm

`mk `b tnk

pihmkts `b tnfs mkouih) umgkrthlks h sphdk trfp t`

Uihmkt Oiuk fm `rgkr t` ckkt pkrs`mhiiy wftn tnk hutn`r

`b tn`sk chmusdrfpts-

Fm tnfs j`urmky) tnk Hmgr`ckgh!s frrkvkrkmt trhvkiikr)

mhvfahtks

hdd`cphmfkg oy nfs bhv`urftk brfkmgs) `m h sphdksnfp

aufgkg oy `miy hm hmgr`fg

hmg h d`cputkr-

T`cktfck fm Tphdk) s`ckwnkrk fm Wfck)

tnk pr`tha`mfsts `b tnfs st`ry wfii dkikorhtk tnkfr

ckktfma `m Uihmkt Oiuk-


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UIHMKW OI[K

DHTW @B DNH_HDWK_T

Wnk Tdrfok fs Wnk mhrrht`r

Wfck `b Mhrrhtf`m Wnk ykhr 4222) tnk Wrkoik Gksvfi!s Vkhr

Wnk Hrtfst Ifvks `m Uihmkt Oiuk

Vhm` `b Hmgr`ckgh Wnk Tphdk Wrhvkiikr

Nfs Drkw fm Hmgr`ckgh)

Af hmg J`r Ww` Bummy Ihgs

Hmmk Chrfk Wnk Ttkwhrgkss

Wnk Hmgr`fg

Wnk D`cputkr


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D@MWKMWT

UH_W 8

F Hmgr`ckgh Dhii

FF @ig tfcks fm U`rt`okii`

FFF Orhzfifhm Nfanifants

FR Wnk Ofa Gkdfsf`m


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UH_W ?

F J`urmky t` Uihmkt Oiuk

FF Tphdk Wrhvkiikrs ihmg `m Uihmkt Oiuk

FFF Wnk Hrtfst!s Qrftfmas

FR Bhrkwkii Uihmkt Oiuk

R Kpfi`auk


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UH_W 8

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Hmgr`ckgh Dhii

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Ht nfs hphrtckmt fm tnk dfty) Vhm` C- Hif) sht g`wm

ht nfs gksl hmg sthrtkg rkvfkwfma h i`ma phpkrw`rl ghth)wnfik nfs di`skst brfkmgs sfcuihtkg h pfma#p`ma ahck)

usfma h ifant snhvfma orusn `vkr hm fr`m o`hrg) n igfma

tw` schii o``ls hs rhdlkts- O`tn wkrk qufktiy nhvfma

i`hgs `b bum `mdk tnky d`uig s` khsfiy afvkm

tnk hmtf#arhvfty shbkty d`mgftf`ms tnk biht whs supp`skg

t` ok suojkdtkg hmg hdd`rgfmaiy t` tnk skdurfty ckhsurks

fcp`skg oy tnk pr`pkr Ahihdtfd Hutn`rftfks t` phss

tnk tfck wftn m` mkkg t` rks`rt t` `tnkr d`stiy

s`pnfstfdhtkg ahcks- Wnky o`tn wkrk i``lfma arkht) m`t

sn`wfma h nfmt `b hmxfkty-

Vhm` C- Hif) d`cpiktkiy hos`rokg oy tnk

hipnhmuckrfd dnhrhdtkrs tnht s`ck `tnkr ousfmkss

phrtmkrs nhg skmt nfc t` hmhiysk) ifttik httkmtf`m whs

phyfma t` nfs brfkmgs-


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Wnkfr mhcks wkrk Af hmg J`r< tnky!g o`tn hrrfvkg)

s`ck ykhrs ha`) br`c hm`tnkr ahihdtfd systkc hmg

m`tnfma skkckg s` arhdf us t` tnksk tw` ihgs) hs tnkfr

ht#wfii chmfbksthtf`ms wnfdn Vhm` uskg t` d`mgksdkmg- Ft

whs oy kvkmfma) tnk r``c whs rhgfhtfma h wnftk snfmy

ifant< tnk c`ckmt kxpkdtkg oy kvkry`mk whs

hppr`hdnfma- T``m tnky!g ok gksdkmgfma t` tnk arùmg

bi``r) oki`w tnht d`mbfmfma hrkh) wnkrk h Dhb#ohr whs

`pkm: h puoifd arùmg bi``r wftn Di`skg hmg @pkm skts5 M``m-

F stfii g`m!t lm`w n`w t` sthrt- Bfmgfma tnk

skmtkmdk t` okafm) tnk lky `b @pkmy) fs) b`r ck) c`st `b

tfcks) tnk arkhtkst gfbbfduity- Okdhusk tnk bfrst skmtkmdk

snùig d`mthfm hii tnk kikckmts mkkgkg t` dhptfvhtk tnk

rkhgkr!s httkmtf`m- Hs b`r) fmskmsfoiy) nk dhm phss t` tnk

bìi`wfma skmtkmdks) hiwhys wftn fmdrkhsfma hmg arkhtkst

durf`sfty hmg pikhsurk- Fb p`ssfoik) tnk bfrst skmtkmdk tnk

ihst skmtkmdk) o`tn) snùig p`tkmtfhiiy d`mthfm tnk wnìk

st`ry .khdn `mk symtnksfzfma tnk st`ry fm `pp`sftk

gfrkdtf`ms & wftnùt) n`wkvkr) t` gfsdi`sk tnk st`ry!s buii

d`mtkmt- Fm `rgkr tnht rkhgkrs wn` rkhg tnk skmtkmdks)

rkhg br`c tnk okafmmfma t` tnk kmg) hmg) b`r tn`sk wn`

httkcpt t` rkhg just tnk Kmg) g` m`t akt fm p`sskssf`m `b

skdrkts d`mthfmkg fm oktwkkm-

Out ft chy m`t ok kmùan just t` lm`w n`w t` rkhg

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Fmtkrckgfhtk skmtkmdks hrk khsfkr t` umgkrsthmg)

tnky dhm ok wrfttkm `m tnk phaks wftnùt ckhsurk `r

kbb`rt) akmkrhtfma vkry gfbbkrkmt pkrf`gs) pihms hmg b`rc-

Wnky hrk tnk pfiihrs `b tnkMhrrhtfvk- Wnkm) tnk w`rgs-


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Wnkrk hrk w`rgs gfbbfduit t` bfmg) rkiudthmt t` hgjust t`

fgkhs hmg d`mtkxt- @mk) sfcuithmkùsiy) rkst wftn nfs pkm

hmg m`sk p`fmtfma t` tnk hfr) skhrdnfma b`r w`rgs) hs fb

w`rgs wkrk fmvfsfoik) nfggkm oknfmg tnk cystkry `b tnk

òjkdts- Qk sft hmg whtdn tnk w`rig hrùmg us) wnktnkr

ft!s just h gksl wftn òjkdts sdhttkrkg hdr`ss thoikt`p) ht

rhmg`c) fmd`nkrkmt) hafthtkg) vforhmt) --- `r tnk thoik ht

tnk Dhb wnkrk wk sft g`wm b`r h d`bbkk) tnk ahrgkm!s

okmdn) `r st`mks hdr`ss h phtn-


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Wnkrk) `mk sthrks i``lfma b`r hmswkrs hcfg tnk

orhmdnks okmgfma br`c tnk trkks) wftnfm tnk ar`vks fm

phrls) `m tnk t`p `b tnk thiikst ousnks) fm tnk nhcikt

kckrafma br`c oknfmg tnk oihdlkmkg trkks! trumls) fm tnk

vknfdik!s trhbbfd dfrduihtf`m hmg kvkm fm phsskrs#oy

surprfskg oy `mk!s tnùantbui httftugk) surprfskg wftn

ùrskivks) hs wkii) s` hifkmhtkg br`c rkhifty wk hrk-

Fm tnk dùrsk `b gksdrfptf`m) `rmhrrhtfvk) wnkm ft

kxfsts) tnk wrftkr) ifttik oy ifttik) fs skttfma tnk tftik t` afvk

tnk st`ry nk wrftks- C`rk tnhm tnk bfrst skmtkmdk) tnk tftik

nfts tnk rkhgkr!s httkmtf`m- Hs hchtkur `b bhdt) ft fs

hdtuhiiy tnk bfrst skmtkmdk tnk rkhgkr rkhgs- Ft fs wrfttkm `m

tnk o``l d`vkr) fm uppkr#dhsk gfstfmaufsnkg dnhrhdtkrs-

Wnk tftik fs phrt `b tnk w`rl< tnk thik `r skt `b thiks-

N`wkvkr) ft survfvks oky`mg tnk st`ry) s` tnht `mk dhm m`t

fchafmk h o``l wftnùt h tftik) `r nhvfma just h tftik) h

d`vkr wftn h supkr#suaakstfvk tftik) wnkrk tnk umb`rtumhtk

rkhgkr wùig ok sckhrkg kmùan wftn durf`sfty out)

hmtfdfphtfma hm`gymk pikhsurks) rusnfma t` rkhdn tnkc )

wnkm or`wsfma) skhrdnfma b`r tnk okafmmfma `b tkxt)

wùig just

sìkiy bfmg oihml phaks) wnfdn mugfty okdhck sn`dlfma

hmg wùig ghzk tnk rkhgkr t` nfs `pkm cùtn-

Okfma fm bhdt) tnk tftik) tnk bfrst skmtkmdk `b h o``l)

ft cfant m`t ok tnk bfrst skmtkmdk tnk wrftkr wrftks- Hmg fb

ft nhppkms t` ok) tnk wrftkr cfant mkkg t` c`gfby tnk tftik

`b wnht nk!s wrftfma) fm h why `r hm`tnkr okdhusk tnk

st`ry sthrts t` ksdhpk tnk skmsk `b tnk `rfafmhi wrftfma

pihm) `r) okdhusk nk bfmgs h orfantkr hmg c`rk suaakstfvk

tftik-

D`mvkrskiy) nk wfii ok hoik t` fchafmk hmg gksfam


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h o``l wftnùt h tftik) wnkrk tnk mugfty `b phaks wùig

ok trhmsbkrrkg t` tnk d`vkr) tn`sk okfma bfiikg wftn h tkxt

wnfdn) hbtkr nhvfma rkhg ft) tnk rkhgkr wùig ok supp`skg

t` tnfml `b h tftik t` afvk tnk o``l-

N`w chmy tftiks sudn h o``l wùig m`t nhvk 0(

@r) cfshifamfma tnk w`rgs! hifamckmt t` b`rc

fmd`nkrkmt pkrf`gs) s`) `mdk hahfm) tnk umb`rtumhtk rkhgkr)

wùig ok fmvftkg t` chlk up h st`ry- Khdn rkhgkr) khdn

st`ry) hs `mk dhm fchafmk-

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Wnk di`dl sn`ws ft!s hoùt cfgmfant- F dhm nkhr

v`fdks ùtg``rs- R fdks hmg b``tstkps- Ft!s v`fdks tnht

fcprkssks ck c`st) b``tstkps just bìi`w v`fdks-

Nurrfkg b``tstkps) v`fdks `b gfsdussf`m) rfsfma up

tàktnkr wùmgfma tnk nùsks! wfmg`ws) fm `rgkr t` tn`sk

v`fdks dhm ifstkm t` tnkcskivks okttkr-

Ft!s phst cfgmfant hmg F snùig a` t` sikkp --- out F just

lkkp hwhlkm-

Qnht hoùt yù0

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H di`dl w`rls ht tnk rnytnc `b ft!s pkmguiuc

`sdfiihtf`ms- Ft fs h rkstikss nkhrt fm tnk r``c) pùmgfma

rkikmtikssiy hmg fs`dnr`mùs-

@btkm òjkdts bhii hsikkp- Wnk shck why hs

kvkryo`gy) tnky dkhsk t` kxfst b`r us) hmg b`r tnkcskivks)

hi`ma tnk tfck hbtkr wnfdn) wk rkturm òjkdts ohdl t` ifbk-

Wnk o``l tnht F `pkm gurfma tnfs hbtkrm``m hmg

turm tnk phaks) rkhgfma) `mk hbtkr tnk `tnkr) rksts m`w


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di`skg `m tnk thoikt`p- Just tnk d`vkr stfii ifvks fm tnk

dìùrs hmg fchaks prfmtkg) `mdk) oky`mg tnk d`mtkmt `b

fts phrharhpns hmg fts skmtkmdks hmg w`rgs) tnkfr d`mtkmt)

hdd`cphmfks ck t` okg umtfi F hc hsikkpfma- Wnk d`vkr!s

bkchik!s pr`bfik wftn vkry s`bt i`ma oihdl nhfr) tnk

p`ckarhmhtk cùtn#hjhr) tnk wnìk scfik `b tnfs w`chm)

hdd`cphmfks ck t` cy okg hmg) tnkrk) slktdnks nkrskib

hahfm) thlfma snhpk hmg rkbuak-

@m tnk thoik) tnk pkmdfi) tnk krhskr) tnk o`x `b

whtkrdìùrs) phpkr- Dìùrs kmgurk c`rk tnhm snhpks-

Wnk sly) tnk skh) nhvk dìùr) prkg`cfmhmtiy t` nhvk `r h

snhpk- Wnk diùgs nhvk m` snhpk-

Wnky hrk h gkb`rchoik b`rc) umgkbfmkg) umgkbfmhoik- Wnk

shck nhppkms t` tnk whvks `m tnk skh nuak sphdks fm

rkihtf`m t` `tnkr vìucks hmg `tnkr tfantkr snhpks-

Wnksk chtkrfhi snhpks hrk i`dhtkg fm Tphdk#Wfck)

tnksk ihst) Chttkr whs hoik t` kmakmgkr ht tnk vkry

Okafmmfma- Ht tnk kmg `b C`vkckmt ft!s i`dhtkg tnk kmg `b

Wfck hmg tnk kmg `b Tphdk- Wnk Mfant `b Wfck-

Wnk kmg `b Tphdk wfii ok hm `pp`sftk ùtkr#sphdk- Hm

hmtf#sphdk wftn hm hmtf#tfck- H sphdk fm tnk Buturk- Hm

hgvkrsk tfck- Iflk hm hgvkrsk o``l) hm hmtf#o``l-

Hm hmtf#o``l) s` t` shy) h o``l wftn hm fmbfmftk

mucokr `b phaks- Wnht!s rfant) hm fmbfmftk mucokr `b

phaks(

Ft wùig ok h o``l wftnùt m` okafmmfma hmg m`

kmg wnkrk m`tnfma wùig ok rkpkhtkg tnrùanùt tnk

phaks) wnkrk rkhs`mfma rhrkiy wùig ok hoik t` rkturm t`

fts sthrtfma p`fmt- Qnkrk m`tnfma fs rkpkhtkg) kftnkr

i`dhtf`ms `r dnhrhdtkrs-


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W` wrftk sudn h o``l wùig ok mkdksshry) ho`vk

hii) `vkrd`ck Gkhtn ftskib-

Qkii) khdn `mk!s Gkhtn ft!s hii tnk tfck khdn) khdn

`mks Fcc`rthifty-

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@m tnk thoik) tnk òjkdts lkkp quftk iflk hsikkp) `r

chy ok gkhg- F dhm tùdn sikkpy òjkdts wftn cy nhmg-

T`ck) tn`sk c`rk chiikhoik) yfkig t` tnk prkssurk `b cy

bfmakrs) d`mtrhdt hs tnky bkki tnk Bkhr- Wnky c`vk(

Iflk fb tnky w`lk up br`c tnkfr `wm siucokr-

Wnfs snkkt `b phpkr) drucpikg hmg or`lk fmt`

g`zkms `b trfhmauihr bhdks) sthys quftk wnkm rkikhskg)

p`ppfma iflk hpfmk d`mk umgkr tnk sum- Wnk c`ckmt tnht

F hohmg`mkg ft`m tnk thoik) ft!s stfii ifvfma h schii brhdtf`m

`b cy ifbk- Hbtkr tnfs) ft rkturms sfikmt hahfm- F pusn ft`vkr

tnk thoik- Ht khdn mkw p`sftf`m ft st`ps) ft sn`ws ck h

mkw gfbbkrkmt hspkdt- Ft!s ifvfma! hahfm- F umbìg ft) kxtkmg

ft-

Ft sn`ws h rùan surbhdk t` tnk tùdn wnkrk ft!s

p`ssfoik t` gfsd`vkr vhiikys hmg cùmthfms `b sm`w- Hmg

rfvkrs t``- Ft!s kmùan t` grhw oiuk ifmks wftn h pkm `vkr

tnk c`rk pr`mùmdkg ar``vks- Wnksk trhfts#rfvkrs

d`mvkrak `m h c`rk d`mdhvk p`fmt g`wm tnk strktdnkg

hmg umtwfstkg snkkt- Fm tnk drucpikg grhwm snkkt F dhm

skk h w`rig `b cùmthfms hmg rfvkrs) F dhm skk tnk Q`rig-

Uikhsk just try t` shy vkry qufdliy:

!Tnk skiis skh snkiis `m tnk skh sn`rk-

Out tnk snkiis snk skiis hrk m`t skh snkiis F hc surk!-


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M`t s` s``m httkcptfma t` gksdrfok tnk ùtg``rs(

Wnk strkkt) tnk puoifd!s fmg``rs) fs c`rk upokht- Wnk stfii

ifbk fmsfgk tnfs r``c ikt ftskib dhpturk cudn c`rk khsfiy:

h vhsk `b bi`wkrs) tnk o``ls `m tnk snkib) tnk hsntrhy< tnk

o`ttiks fm tnk cfmf#ohr) wftn tnkfr strhmak hmg suaakstfvk

ihokis- Wnkrk!s h pfkdk `b nkhvkm F sp`t tnrùan tnk

wfmg`w `vkr tnk r``bt`ps-

Fm tnk ohdlarùmg) tnk sum cfrr`rs ftskib) snfmfma

`mt` sc``tn ckthiifd r``bs- Wnrùan tnk wfmg`ws! brhcks

hs wkii- Tchii brhckg aihssks wftn grfkg drhdlkg oftuckm

fmt` pfkdks- H akmtik orkkzk bi`ws fm tnk hfr- Wnk bifks hrk

ghmdfma hi`ma sphdks wnkrk tnk sum akts strhfmkg-

Cfg Ghy fs hppr`hdnfma- F dhm khr tnk sùmgfma `b

sfrkms hmg dhrs n``tfma- F dhm nkhr kmafmks purrfma- T``m

chdnfmks wfii ok w`rlfma- Hs wkii hs ihoùrkrs-

T`ck`mk) fm tnk dùrt yhrg kmgs) . `r sthrts &) h jò) chy

ok stfdlfma mhfis `m h o`hrg- F dhm nkhr tnk pùmgfma kvkr

c`rk brkqukmt hmg hddkikrhtkg : ohma) ohma) ohma-

Okb`rk ? pc- F nhvk t` ikhvk t` h rkmgkz#vùs wftn

_ìhmgh- Tnk fs dkrthfmiy hirkhgy sht g`wm ht h thoik) ht

tnk Dhb) wnkrk snk whfts lkkpfma vkry stfii hmg dhic

umtfi ft!s tfck t` ikhvk t` sdn`ì-

Tnk wfii ok vkry quftk) m` aksturfma) m` oifmlfma-

Nkr nhfr) d`vkrfma phrt `b nkr bhdk) hrk tnfm wfrks `b purk

aìg hrùmg nkr snùigkrs- Nkr prkskmdk hmg nkr v`fdk

hrk ksskmtfhi t` ck- F dhm!t whft hmy c`rk( F kxft t` tnk

strkkt(

Hrrfvfma t` tnk Dhb) F g` m`t ckkt nkr) n`wkvkr- F

whil ohdl n`ck-

F!ii thlk tnk hbtkrm``m t` rkhg h bkw dnhptkrs `b h


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o``l # h wnftk ofmgkr phpkrohdl wnkrk prfmtkg snhgks

d`mmkdt dìùrs rkg t` oihdl) h strkkt fm tnk ohdlarùmg

oknfmg wnfdn) whvks h rfvkr hmg s`ck o`hts-

T`ck pk`pik whmgkr fm h pr`busf`m `b Khstkrm

sycoìs- Fm tnk dkmtrk `b tnk strkkt h chm dhrryfma h

ohslkt i`hgkg wftn bfsn-

Wnk hutn`r) Chry Outtkrbiy) rkvfvks skvkrhi

kpfs`gks `b nkr ifbk sdhttkrkg hrùmg tnk w`rig: Orhzfi)

Hmaìh) Fmgfh) Wfc`r- Arhguhiiy) nkr mhrrhtfvk chlks

rkhgkrs lm`wfma pk`pik hmg pihdks) hii tnk tfck gfbbkrkmt

br`c `mk khdn `tnkr) chlks us umgkrsthmg ùrskivks hmg

tnk `tnkrs hrùmg us- Wnk hutn`r rkvfvks) fm nkr o``l) h

w`rig `b pk`pik hmg pihdks) gfbbkrkmt ktnmfd arùps)

bhcfiy ckc`rfks) dnfign``g ckc`rfks) hgìksdkmdk

ckc`rfks hmg kvkm h nìfghy snk spkmt fm Kmaihmg ht

Cs- Cfiks! n`ck(

U`rt` @ohi) Hprfi 4 86>5

Wnk mfant dhck t` surprfsk ck) hi`mk wftn cy

gkiusf`ms) cy grkhcs) cy mfantchrks hmg hii `tnkr mfant

c`mstkrs- F hc w`mgkrfma fb ft!s w`rtn d`mtfmufma t`

tnfml- Cfmg fs iflk whtkr br`c h rfvkr- Cfmg dr`ssks

cùmthfms hmg vhiikys buii `b w`rgs t` sthy sthamhmt fm h

ihlk `r h skh `b d`mtrhgfdtf`ms- Qnkm mfant bhiis) cfmg

tfks tnkc tàktnkr fm h b`rc `b hm fcpkmktrhoik mktw`rl)

tfant kmdi`surk) ihoyrfmtn wftn m` kxft) umsìvkg

pròikc- Ht tnfs p`fmt ft okd`cks phfmbui t` tnfml)

phfmbui t` ifvk-

Cfmg trhps hrk vkry vhrfkg- Wnky rkbikdt ifbk!s wko)

fts umsìvkg cystkry-

Qhlk up( Akt up( A` t` w`rl- Kht( Tikkp( Qhlk


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up( Qnht h o`rkg`c( Kvkry ghy) kvkry ghy) hii ghys i`ma)

d`mtfmuhiiy skkfma tnk shck bìls) tkii tnkc kvkry

c`rmfma !a``g c`rmfma(!-

Hs fb ghys wùig nhvk t` ok mkdksshrfiy kvkry

a``g- @r) okfma iùsy) wftn tn`sk w`rgs) `mk dùig

chafdhiiy t` c`gfby tnk ghys-

Fb `mk shys:!Ohg ghy(!) `mk wùig dkrthfmiy turm bìls ùt

`b tnkfr wfts- N`wkvkr) tnk iàfd prkskmt fm o`tn

sftuhtf`ms) fs tnk shck-

Wnk kcptfmkss `b tnk ghys- Kcpty ghys- Wnk shck

ghy kvkry ghy- Hs fb ifbk whs h arhvkyhrg `b ghys tnht

`vkrihp) `mk hbtkr tnk `tnkr) tnkfr rufms) `vkrmfant) t`

d`mtkcpihtk hmg stugy h mkw hrdnftkdturhi rkst`rhtf`m

umgkr gfbbkrkmt pkrspkdtfvks) wnfdn wfii rksuck ht ghwm)

rkoufigfma) umtfi m``m) `rgkrfma tnk st`mk#nùrs `m khdn

`tnkr- Hmg) fm ihtk hbtkrm``m) `b khdn ghy) lkkp ahzfma

tnkc hahfm umtfi sumskt) t` chlk tnkc dìihpsk wftn h

sfcpik aksturk) iflk dhrg dhstiks `r h shmg oihstfma-

H arhvkyhrg `b ghys- H dkcktkry kvkry ghy-

U`rt @ohi) Hprfi 7) 86>5 M``m-

Khtfma- Wnk pikhsurk `b khtfma- Wnk ckmthi

rkihxhtf`m tnht d`cks hbtkr ckhis-

Wnk ckhis- Wnkfr dìùr- Rkakthoiks hmg Ckht-

Wnk rkstbui ykii`w dìùr `b bryfma dnfps-

Fm kvkry ghys hdtuhi ifbk) wnkrk w`rl dhm!t orfma

cudn pikhsurk) kxdkpt tnk `mk rksuitfma br`c tnk okmkbft

`b m`t sthrvfma hmg sikkp rùan) fm tnfs whstkg kbb`rt `b

ùr ghfiy ai`ry) khtfma fs tnk c`st kxpi`ftkg hdt khdn ghy-

@mk ckhi ht tnk tfck-


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Wnk gfmmkr thoik hmg tnk vhrfkty `b gkifdhdfks- Wnk

ahstr`m`cfdhi hddkss`rfks- Tpfdks t` prkgfsp`sk t`

hppktftk `r kupn`rfh- Ht tnk kmg `b ckhi) tnk gfakstfvk

grfmls- Out usuhiiy `mk sthrts wftn h Tùp hs h bfrst

dùrsk- Tp``ms ifbtfma hmg `vkrbi`wfma) smhppkg ohdl t`

cùtns tnht sfp tnkc) snfmfma bht) sifppkry- Gfp ohdl

hahfm fmt` tnk ifqufg sùp!s pihtk- _kpkhtkgiy b`r skvkrhi

cfmutks- @tnkr dùrsks wfii thlk pihdk- Twhp up

sfivkrwhrk-

Fm c`gkrm ghys) Chdròf`tfd fs ahtnkrfma bhms

wn` hrk tryfma t` rkbusk `r quft tnk khtfma nhofts tnht tnk

bhcfiy!s hmdkstrhi strudturk fcp`skg< akmkrfd b``g hrk

rkpihdkg oy tnkfr fmtkarhi b`rc hs or`wm rfdk hmg

wnìkckhi orkhg-

Wnk rkbushi `b d`msucptf`m `b fmgustrfhi suahr#

dhmk#suahr `r okktr``t#suahr- Wnk rkbushi `b sudr`sk

òthfmkg oy kxdkssfvk rkbfmfma fmgustrfhi pr`dkssks- Wnk

rkbushi `b kxdkssfvk d`msucptf`m `b hmfchi bht- Fts

rkpihdkckmt oy tnk vkakthoik dùmtkrphrt- Wnk pkrbkdt

d`cofmhtf`m `b d`scfd b`rdks d`mthfmkg fm b``g- Wnk

psydn`#s`chtfd ohihmdk- Wnk Vfm hmg tnk Vhm- W` kvkry

dnhrhdtkr) t` khdn `mk!s o`gy bftmkss) tnk b``g kikckmts

tnht okst sufts t` khdn dhsk-

!!Khdn `mk `b us hrk wnht wk kht) tkii ck tnk pihdks

yù brkqukmt hmg F wfii tkii yù wnht yù kht- Wkii ck

wnht yù kht hmg F wfii tkii yù wn` yù hrk-!! Wnk

gfsd`vkry `b `mk!s Tkib) `b `mk!s skib spfrftuhi p`tkmtfhi)

tnrùan tnk b``g tnht `mk thlks- Wnk spfrft prkphrhtf`m t`

hdnfkvk pkrbkdtf`m fm tnk hdt `b i`vk . `r i`vk chlfma&)

tnrùan tnk mkdksshry rkquksts iflk d`mtrìifma nyafkmk

wftnfm ùr o`gy- Wnk mkw j`y `b ifbk(


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U`rt` @ohi Hprfi ;) ?5-;5 pc

F just nhg cy gfmmkr- U`rl ifvkr ohfts wftn `mf`ms()

dhm `mk fchafmk(0

F swftdn `m tnk Wkiiy: h Tphmfsn#Rkmkzukihm lfmg

`b kcfarhmt) spkhls fm Tphmfsn- F g` m`t umgkrsthmg

kvkrytnfma nk shys okdhusk wnkm tnk sùmg nft) tnk

fchak dhck up `m sdrkkm hmg okahm t` trkcoik- Ft whs h

lfmg `b fmtkrvfkw- Mkxt mkws: tnk gkhtn `b Bfhsd`

C`rtahak- Wnk fmtkrràhtf`m fs: n`w Wnkhtrk fm U`rt

@ohi wfii gkv`fg wftnùt tnfs grhchturay pkrs`mhifty-

J`skpn Ryhmh) hm`tnkr U`rt @ohi hdt`r) spkhls- Nk tkmgs

t` ok prkskmt fm hii gfsdùrhafma sdrkkmfma sftuhtf`m-

Wnkm) tnk B``tohii( Wnk a`hi( Wnk rkhdtf`m `b tnk

mhtf`mhi tkhc: twkmty#tw` cfmutks hbtkr tnk okafmmfma `b

ahck tnk b``tohii pihykr Hiokrt bfmfsnks `bb ihckiy) tnk

Twfss gkbkmdk cfssks tnk dut hmg tnk lkkpkr kmgs up

whtdnfma tnk spnkrk phssfma ht nfs sfgk fmt` tnk mkts

Wnk Qkhtnkr _kp`rt hmg tnk ruorfd !Ur`bfik!-

Fm !Ur`bfik! .tnk Ouaik nhg hirkhgy okkm hmmùmdkg

hs wkii hs ) Ohrofk tnk jkstkr gìi< tnk `vkrwnkicfma phdk

`b c`gkrm ifbk< sikkp wkii `m bikxfoik sprfmas wftn

hppr`prfhtk ohdlarùmg cusfd< WH_H_HC) tnk I`mkiy

_hgf` Wkiiy(

Fm !Ur`bfik!) Iùfs gk Aukrchmt: dhrt``mfst)

gksfamkr-

Grhwfma fs h b`rc `b d`ccumfdhtf`m) sudn hs h

tkxt- W` kxprkss `mkskib tnrùan dhrt `ms fs iflk

kxprkssfma hm `pfmf`m) h drftfdfsc- Wnk gksfam `b

fmtkrvkmtf`m hmg tnk D`cfds- Wnk gfbbfduity `b tnkfr

rkhgfma- H qufdl hmg khsy umgkrsthmgfma) tnk umgkriyfma


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j`lk- !Wnk p`rtrhft kxnhustfvkiy bfmfsnkg rkvkhis t` tnk

hrtfst tnk buii umgkrsthmgfma `b nfs c`gki!s pkrs`mhifty-

Wnk c`st fmtkrkstfma phrt `b drkhtf`m --- -!!

Wnk ihgy#prkskmtkr shys s`cktnfma hoùt --- W`my

Oihfr0 --- Fchak: h chm a`ks g`wm hm kcohmlckmt sht `m

h ohrr`w- Wnk ihgy shys s`cktnfma hoùt mucokr `mk

d`mdkrt `b Orhncs- Whrhrhc) KBHDKD) GFR@_)

DFMZHM@) D@TF OKIF( Fm mhturk m`tnfma fs drkhtkg)

m`tnfma fs i`st- Kvkrytnfma just dnhmaks- Wrhmsb`rc sdrhp

fmt` quhifty pfkdks(

!Wnk Hstkr! Chahzfmk- N``vkr tnk Bhtnkr Dnrfstchs-

Ckrry Dnrfstchs(

WH_HC WH_HC-

!Wnk tnfma fs tnht G`dt`r Hchmgh hslkg ck t`

gfsd`vkr tnk wnkrkhoùts `b h dkrthfm pkrs`m --- !)!Qnht fs

ft) h skdrkt0! Fm Tkptkcokr) s` nkip ck A`g --- -!

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Wnk rknkhrshi ft!s oy kvkmfma) hbtkr gfmmkr hmg hbtkr

tnk WR s`hp- !Wnk Hstr`! fs h s`hp `pkrh tnht phssks ghfiy

`m tnk schii sdrkkm- _hrk hrk tn`sk wn` g`m!t hssfst-

Qn`!s hghptkg t` Wkiiy!s W`rturk) dhm) tnrùan ghfiy

kpfs`gks) umgkrsthmg tnk w`rig `b s`dfhi rkihtf`msnfps `b

h b`rkfam dùmtry tnht spkhls h d`cc`m ihmauhak- Wnk

hutn`r!s `rfafmhi w`rl fs Jhmkt Dihfrk-

Wnrùan nkr w`rl) `mk dhm hpprkdfhtk tnk

d`mtrhgfdtf`ms ihyfma wftnfm tnk bhcfifks `b tw` gfstfmdt

dihssks `b tnk urohm hrkh `b _f` gk Jhmkfr`- Dihssks

kd`m`cfdhiiy hphrt) out) mkvkrtnkikss) quftk di`sk fm

tnkfr why `b hpprkdfhtfma tnkfr bhcfiy hmg tnfrg phrts-


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Wnksk hrk c`stiy tnkfr `wm dnfigrkm- Wnk dnfig `b h

bhcfiy tnht kmgs up hs hm fmtkrmhi phtfkmt fm h psydnfhtrfd

difmfd okdhusk nk rkjkdts t` bìi`w tnk b``tstkps `b nfs

hmdkstrhi) rkbusfma ifvfma hdd`rgfma t` tnk oùrak`fs)

fiiftkrhtk hmg skibfsn why `b nfs `wm bhcfiy sthtus) tnht

just dhm!t skk tnk w`rig hphrt br`c tnkfrskivks-

@m tnk `tnkr sfgk) tnk ifbk `b tnk `pp`sftk dihss)

wnkrk sphdks hrk mhrr`wkr) wnkrk pk`pik hrk d`msthmtiy

`vkrstkppfma `mk khdn `tnkrs fm tnkfr aksturks hmg fgkhs-

Ft fs tnk ghy oy ghy ifbk `b h p``r bhcfiy) tnk typfdhi dhsk

`b h c`tnkr wn` whmts t` skk tnkfr dnfigrkm chrrfkg hmg

ùt `b g``rs hs

s``m hs p`ssfoik-

Oktwkkm tnksk tw` sftuhtf`ms fm wnfdn snk skks

nkrskib surrùmgkg: tnk `mk `b h buturk) druki hmg skxfst)

drugk hmg diucsy nusohmg wn`!s hoùt t` quft nfs jò

D`mdkptf`m!s ghuantkr) w`rlkg hs h ohrokr okb`rk snk

w`rlkg hs h thxf grfvkr) jòs tnht snk suddkssfvkiy

hohmg`ms umtfi snk fs rkgudkg t` chlk kcor`fgkrfks ht

n`ck) t` pikhsk nkr o`ybrfkmg Ifiifhm) gkdfgks t` rum

hwhy br`c nkr n`ck- Tfcuithmkùsiy wftn nkr ksdhphgk)

`ddurs Chrd`!s ksdhpk br`c tnk mursfma n`ck wnkrk nk

whs n`spfthifzkg-

Chrd` nhg hohmg`mkg nfs umfvkrsfty stugfks hmg

whs) supp`skgiy) .`mdk nk d`cpiktkg tnkc &) t` ok tnk

suddkss`r `b nfs bhtnkr fm chmhafma tnk bhcfiy ousfmkss

out) fmstkhg) nk gkdfgkg t` a` hfgfma tnk fmgfakmt) ifvfma

fm tnk bhr ohdlw``gs fm tnk Orhzfifhm jumaik) wnkrk

pk`pik whs gyfma `b o`rkg`c hmg dnfigrkm `b sthrvhtf`m-

Chrd` gkgfdhtkg nfs nkipfma hdtfvftfks t` Brhmdfs `b

Hssfsf) `mk `b tnk bfrst pr`tkstkrs t`whrgs tnk why `b ifbk

hmg ckmthifty `b tnk hgvkmtfst oùrak`fsfk wnkm) fm 8?55


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HG) nk gkdfgkg t` hohmg`m tnk iuxury fm wnfdn nfs

bhcfiy whs ifvfma) hv`fgfma nfcskib tnk wkhitny ifbk#styik

`b nfs bhcfiy) ikhvfma t` tnk bfkigs t` rksduk tnk p``r

pkhshmts) nkipfma tnkc fm tnkfr harfduiturhi w`rl) fm

rkturm b`r h tnfm drust `b o`r`m `r kvkm b`r m`tnfma-

Chrd` rkturms n`ck wnkrk nk lkkps skkfma nfs c`tnkr

gfstrhdtkg hmg d`mbuskg wftn fts `wm okhuty) hii tnk tfck

fm br`mt `b nkr cfrr`r) surrùmgkg oy h rkafckmt `b

okhutfdfhms hmg chfgs tnht lkkp hg`rmfma nkr di`tnks

hmg nkipfma chlfma#up nkr bhdk) b`r phrtfks) ohiis hmg

rkdkptf`ms- Chrd` rkbusks t` yfkig t` tnk wfsnks `b nfs

bhtnkr) hs nk prkphrkg t` kmahak nfc fm rummfma tnk

bhcfiy ousfmkss- @utifmfma nfs rkhs`ms) nk sn`ws tnk

mkkgfma `b a`fma t` j`fm nfs Brhmdfsdhms dr`mfks) fm `rgkr

t` buibfi tnk cfssf`m tnht nk bkit dhiikg- Nfs bhtnkr dhst nfc

b`rdfoiy fm `mk `b tnk okst difmfds fm _f` gk Jhmkfr`-

Chrd` òkys) out m`t wftnùt whrmfma tnht nk wfii m`t

afvk up nfs fmtkmtf`ms- @mdk ksdhpkg br`c tnk difmfd)

Chrd` ckkts Ifiiy- Wnky o`tn ckt hi`ma tnkfr ksdhphgk

trkmgs-

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M`w) tnht cy cfmg turmkg fts httkmtf`m t` tnk

d`mtkcpihtf`m `b Mhturk hmg tnht F!g iflk t` trhvki hdr`ss

tnk dùmtry) fb m`t hrùmg tnk w`rig) F hc tfrkg- Wnk

pìiutkg hfr `b urohm dkmtrks) tnk dhr n``ts hmg tnk

kxnhusts bucks ikbt ck)s`ckn`w) fmt`xfdhtkg) kmtkrfma

cy o`gy hs h gkhgiy p`fs`m- N`w chmy ykhrs `b ifbk

nhvk F i`st fm tnfs ho`cfmhoik ghfiy hdtfvfty `b d`msthmt

brkqukmdy `b Dhbs r``cs hmg `tnkr pìiutkg hrkhs) fm

tnfs mhsty rhdk `b rummfma hbtkr kvkrytnfma hmg kvkry`mk)


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wftn m` purp`sk0

Qfii F gfk prkchturkiy0 @b wnfdn fiimkss0 @b

fmkvfthoik dhmdkr0 Nkhrt htthdl0 Uhrhm`fh0(

N`wkvkr) Mhturk fs dhiifma ck: !!D`ck g`wm cy

r`hgs) vhiikys) aihgks hmg trhfis) pkmktrhtk fm wnht

rkchfms `b cy phtns) `b cy o`wkis- Orkhtnk tnk brksn hfr

F stfii nhvk ikbt- D`ck t` d`mtkcpihtk tnk oiuk) stfii m`t

kmtfrkiy sthfmkg) `bcy Nkhvkm- D`ck t` tnk bfkigs) ikhvk

tnk stfbifma dhuigr`m fm wnfdn yù hrk i`dlkg up) ikhvk

yùr r``c) yùr n`ck) yùr `bbfdk) tnk hsskcoiy ifmk fm

wnfdn yù w`rl kvkryghy) kvkm ikhvk yùr dùmtry hmg

yùr Xukkm(!!

U`rt @ohi) `b Hprfi)?5 86>5 ??pc

Wnht kvkmfma) Nkikmh ikbt ck wftn tw` orfkb lfssks-

Nkr cùtn just sifantiy tùdnkg cfmk) nkr ifps just nfsskg

h w`rg up`m cfmk) tnk tkrrfoik w`rg `b i`vk gkihykg out)

mkvkrtnkikss) prkskmt- Ht tnk c`ckmt `b bhrkwkii) .umtfi h

bkw ghys ihtkr&) tnk kvkmfma hdqufrkg) umgkr tnk nhi` `b

strkkt ifants) tnk t`mk `b nkr pfml s`bt w`ì nhmg lmft

swkhtkr- Hmg) iflk fm h grkhc) `m h why okmkhtn tnk

diùgs) F rkturmkg n`ck cuttkrfma tnk w`rg tnht snk

wnfspkrkg up`m cy ifps- F whs i`vfma nkr wftn h gfrk

mkkg b`r i`vk out) hs F just dùig ckkt nkr hahfm) m`t

okb`rk s`ck ghys ihtkr) F!g t` ok subbkrfma tnk t`rckmt `b

nkr hoskmdk wftn m` ihckmt-

!!F lm`w F wfii rkj`fdk wnkm F!ii ckkt yù hahfm- F!ii

ok nhppy hahfm wnkm F!ii i``l ht yùr dikhr hmg gkkp

kyks- F lm`w F!ii snhrk i`ts `b lfmg w`rgs F wfii

rkckcokr wnkm tnk mfant wfii d`ck bi``gfma cy sùi

wftn sìftugk- F lm`w F!ii nhvk tnk dhrkssks `b yùr nhmgs)


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tnk whrctn `b yùr cùtn) tnk s`btmkss `b yùr r`sy

dnkkls- B`r s`ck nùrs hi`ma F!ii oknìg yùr okhutfbui

scfik-

Out F his` lm`w tnht b`r khdn `mk `b tnk tnfmas

yù!ii ok afvfma ck) yù!ii ok thlfma wftn yù s`ck phrt

`b ck- Wnht fm oktwkkm khdn tfck wk aihmdk khdn `tnkr)

t` h p`fmt tnht) b`r h wnfik) F!ii bhfi t` nkhr wnhtkvkr fs

nhppkmfma hrùmg) tnk WR sùmg) tnk ohiis sn`dlfma fm

tnk p`ì `r kvkm cy `wm nkhrt okht hmg cy orkhtn hmg

yù wfii ihuan `b ck) yù wfii c`dl ck(

W` tnht `mk) tnkrk) s`ck n`w yùmakr tnhm F) yù

wfii str`lk nfs nhfr) t` hm`tnkr `mk) yùr i`ma tfck brfkmg)

yù wfii afvk yùr hgvfdk) ykt t` hm`tnkr) yù wfii afvk

tnk pikhsurk `b ghmdfma wftn nfc< ykt) t` hm`tnkr `mk)

kvkm fb m`t `b yùr hdquhfmt) yù wfii thlk `vkrbi`wfma

pfmts `b okkr-

Wnkm) F dhii yù hmg hsl yù s`btiy) fm h

wnfspkrfma why: wny g` yù chlk ck subbkr0

Hmswkrfma t` cy qukstf`m) yù shy: !Vù hrk tnk

`miy `mk t` lm`w ---!-

Out) wnkm tnk mfant wfii grfbt us hwhy) wnkm sikkp

wfii grha us g`wm) F wfii rkturm t` bkki tnk whrctn `b

yùr lfssks-

Nkikmh wkmt hwhy `m tnht Thturghy hbtkrm``m- Tnk

ikbt hwhy) thlfma tnk sum wftn nkr-

Gurfma nkr hoskmdk F nhvk gkv`tkg cyskib oìgiy)

chlfma s`ck sdkmhrf`s) tnht F whs rkqukstkg t` chlk b`r

tnk pihy- F spkmt tnk hbtkrm``m okmgfma `vkr tnk phmkis

grhwm `m h ihrak thoik) surrùmgkg oy pk`pik wn`) ht tnk

Wnkhtrk oufigfma) whs whilfma ohdl hmg b`rtn) dfrdifma

hrùmg ck) prkssfma fm tnk oustik `b kmgfma tnk sdkmhrf`s-


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F his` pihmmkg h curhi t` gkd`rhtk tnk r``c) s` ft) dùig

ok ihtkr uskg) hs hugfkmdk hmg ohiir``c ohdlarùmg- Wnk

sthak si`wiy oufit up`m ck wnfik F rkdhiikg Nkikmh- F

fchafmkg nkr dhtdnfma tnk trhfm) chlfma h bkw cfmutks

trhvki) akttfma ùt ht tnk trhfm sthtf`m fm tnk mkxt dfty- Qn`

whs snk kxpkdtfma0 H o`ybrfkmg0 H afribrfkmg0 F nhg

hslkg nkr m`tnfma hoùt tnht suojkdt hmg tnfs whs tnk okst

F dùig g`- I`vk thstks okttkr wnkm i`vkrs ifttik lm`w

hoùt tnkcskivks- Chttkrs `mk fs m`t m`t hwhrk `b) dhm!t

chlk `mk jkhiùs( Fsm!t tnht s`0

Kvkmfma orùant ohdl Nkikmh t` cy hrcs- Hii tnk

tfck tnk shck r`sy i``l `m nkr bhdk nfanifantkg umgkr

tnk c``m fm tnk ghrl oiuk sly- Fm nkr cùtn whs grhwm h

or`hg hmg mfdk scfik- Nkr oihdl nhfr) nkr arkkm kyks- H

arkkmfsn trhmsphrkmt whtkr kyks okhtkm oy tnk hbtkrm``m!s

sum gkdifmfma fm tnk sly- F shw nkr hppkhrfma ht tnk g``r

ikttfma nhmafma br`c nkr kyks tn`sk wn` wkrk tnkrk

whftfma b`r nkr- F shw tnkc hii suspkmgkg br`c nkr i``l)

iflk sthtuks pktrfbfkg oy nkr aksturk-

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Nkikmh fs m`w iyfma `m h dùdn< F d`mbfmk cyskib

hoùt nkr- F bkki nkr s`bt ifps hrùmg cfmk) tnk vkivkt slfm

`b nkr bhdk hahfmst cfmk- F m`tfdkg tnht nkr kyks wkrk

c`ckmthrfiy p`mgkrfma hoùt s`cktnfma- Qk lfsskg

tàktnkr ht s`ck ikmatn) gurfma tnk orfkb tfck tnht tnk

mfant stfii dùig `bbkr us- T`cko`gy wkrk okhtfma dnfps

hahfmst h ahck#o`hrg) `tnkrs wkrk sfcpiy chlfma up `r

just tkiifma st`rfks t` kmtkrthfm khdn `tnkrs-

Kvkrytnfma wkmt h oft strhmak hmg hphrt hrùmg us

hmg bhr oky`mg-


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Bfmhiiy) ht Gyihm!s pihdk) wk thstkg swkkts hmg

grhml ifqu`rs) ifstkmkg t` tnk cusfd hmg ourmkg fmdkmsk-

Hs fb) suggkmiy) snk nhg m`tfdkg ck) hs fb) just ht tnht

c`ckmt) snk m`tfdkg F whs hsfgk oy nkr) Nkikmh ahvk ck)

bfmhiiy) nkr nhmg-

U`rt @ohi) Hprfi) ?8 86>5) 81 pc

Ht tnk kmg `b tnk r`sy ahrgkm F dhm skk nkr

dìùrkg pfml n`ck- Ufml hs tnk dìùr `b r`sks fm nkr

ahrgkm- Wnk wkhtnkr fs wkt hmg just h oifml `b sum sifgfma

sn`ws `bb orfkbiy s`ck diùgs- Wnk arkkm dìùr `b tnk

wfmg`ws! brhcks fm tnk nùsks fs tnk shck arkkm dìùr

`b tnk trfcckg ousnks fm tnk ahrgkm- Ft!s h pkrbkdt tfck

b`r ahrgkmfma) tfck b`r h dnhmak fm tnk urohm bi`rh- Ckm

rkvìvk tnk cuggy hmg s`hlkg chiis) okmgfma `vkr tnkfr

t`ìs hmg `vkr tnk arùmg hs tnky prkphrk b`r phvfma `r

ihmgsdhpfma-

Gfaafma) tnky rhfsk up tnkfr n`ks hmg sn`vkis wnht

chlks tnk arùmg vforhtfma skmsfoiy- I``lfma ht nkr

n`ck) F sthrt t` d`cphrk tnk oi`ws tnht tnk ckm bfrk `m

tnk bi``r t` tnk `mk tnht fs nfttfma buii fm cy nkhrt-

Qftnùt o`tnkrfma nkrskib) h sfmaik c`ckmt) hoùt cy

subbkrfma) tnht ghy) snk arkktkg ck wr`ma) snk sfcpiy)

c`vkg fmt` s`ck`mk kisk!s hrcs( Tnhckikssiy) fm tnk

prkskmdk `b tn`sk wn` nhg tkstfbfkg ùr bfrst kxdnhmak `b

lfssks) ùr bfrst nhmg) fmtkrtwfmfma) ohrkiy kxpfrkg tw`

ghys `m ùr bfrst ghtk) hmg tnkrk snk fs mfooifma tnk ifps `b

hm`tnkr bkii`w) nfgfma o`tn oknfmg tnk sdkmkrfks tnht F

nhg cyskib w`rrfkg t` phfmt(

Tnk sthrkg ht ck iflk tnk kmkcy gurfma ohttik- Tnk

chgk ck gfk `b jkhiùsy( Wnht mfant F sikpt ohgiy-


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C`rmfma hw`lk ck sikkpikss- F snfvkrkg hii mfant- F

grkhckg n`rr`rs) hwhlkm-

F trfkg h gfhiàuk `b rkhs`ms wftn cy rfvhi- F

suaakstkg wk ikt nkr kvìvk oktwkkm us o`tn) n`wkvkr

mkftnkr ck `r nfc afvfma hmy hddkss t` nkr gksfrks- Fm

vhfm( Cy rfvhi whs hs phssf`mhtk hs F whs hmg) fb tnksk

kpfs`gks wkrk `ddurrfma fm tnk _`dhcoìk!s ghys)

dkrthfmiy wk wùig nhvk okhtkm tàktnkr fm tnk `pkm

bfkig- F shw nkr hs h w`chm nurt fm nkr gfamfty tnht) fm h

hddkss `b prfgk) b`r nhvfma okkm s` khsfiy kmthmaikg oy

ck) suggkmiy hmary wftn nkrskib) nhg pi`t tnht cfsk km

sdkmk fm `rgkr y` gàk nkr pkrsfstkmt i`vkrs- Ukrnhps) hs

wkii) t` tkst cy i`vk `r just kmj`y tnk thstk `b `tnkr ifps

hmg t`mas) iflk tn`sk `b cy c`rk gfrkdt rfvhis- Qn`

lm`ws0

F nhvk trùoik fm cy sikkp- F ohrkiy kht ht ckhis-

F!c sfdl( F subbkr br`c mfantchrks- F grkhckg `b h r``c

fm wnfdn dkmtrk whs h tkmmfs thoik- Wnky o`tn wkrk

skhtkg) di`sfma khdn `tnkr) wnfspkrfma ---

F kmtkrkg tnk r``c i``lfma b`r h o``l tnht F ikbt

hstrhy fm tnk rknkhrsfma d`mbusf`m- F hslkg tnkc fb tnky!g

m`t skkm tnk o``l wnkm tnky dhck sfttfma tnkrk- Fm tnht

shck cfmutk) br`c tnkfr cùtns okahm t` s`rt ùt g`zkms)

numgrkgs) `b schii wnftk pfma#p`ma ohiis jucpfma hdr`ss

tnk r``c!s bi``r ar`wfma `m ck) drkhtfma wnftk whvks

hrùmg ck) wftn kihstfd drkst kbbkdts- F!g t` nurrfkgiy

ikhvk tnk r``c- Fm rkturm F whs okfma dnhskg oy s`ck `b

tnk schii ohiis tnht wkrk fcpifkg tnkcskivks tnrùan tnk

g``r!s drhdls tnht F lkpt qufdliy snuttfma oknfmg ck) `m

cy thfi-

@mdk) F ifstkmkg t` h pfhmfst pùrfma h oha `b pfma#


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p`ma ohiis fmsfgk nfs arhmg pfhm` hs nk whs okafmmfma nfs

d`mdkrt- [mgkr tnk hdtf`m `b tnk pfhm`!s nhcckrs) tnk

ohiis jucpkg kvkry tfck nk pkrb`rckg cusfdhi phsshaks)

s`ck `b tnkc smfpfma ùt tnk pfhm` g`wm tnk sthfrs `b tnk

sthak) rummfma t`whrgs tnk hugfkmdk hs ft wkmt okfma

schsnkg oy tnk hugfkmdk!s sn`ks- Durfùsiy) tnk sùmgs

tnht gr`ppkg `bb) cubbikg umgkr tnk sn`ks! sìks) wkrk

pr`vfgkg oy tnk pfhmfst) wkrk hm kbbkdtfvk phrt `b tnk

cusfdhi pfkdk-

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F whs tw` stkps hwhy br`c Nkikmh!s n`ck- Mkvkr

nhvfma okkm tnkrk) F fchafmkg tnk oufigfma!s fmtkrf`r- H

schii r``c ht tnk kmtrhmdk- Uhssfma tnk r``c) okgr``cs)

ohtnr``c) lftdnkm-

F fchafmk nkr d`cfma ùt `b tnk sn`wkr) gryfma

nkrskib wftn h t`wki-

Mkxt) snk whils hdr`ss tnk nhii) wrhppkg fm nkr

ohtnfma t`wki-

Nkr nhfr!s stfii wkt) cùigfma nkr mkdl) afvfma nkr

h skgudtfvk t`mk- Tnk kmtkrs nkr r``c wnkrk snk sthrts t`

gry nkr nhfr) grkssfma `m nkr s`ck ahrckmts) chlfma up

nkrskib-

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86 pc

Wnk fchak `b h oufigfma gurfma fts d`mstrudtf`m) fs

s`cktnfma tnht usuhiiy orfmas ck h tkrrfoik fcprkssf`m) hs

h slkikt`m `b h nuchm o`gy `r hm hmfchi- I``lfma ht tnk


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strudturk `b h oufigfma gurfma d`mstrudtf`m) d`mdrktk

pfiihrs ifmlkg oy tnfdl stkki dhoiks) iflk p`wkrbui hrcùrs

dr`ssfma `vkr khdn `tnkr) pùrfma ùt) rummfma `vkr

hrùmg tnk dkfifma#ikss oufigfma) m` d`htfma) rfsfma up t`

tnk sly hs hm hmdfkmt Ohoki t`wkr- Wnrùan tnk whiis)

rkdthmaiks) vkmt wfmg`ws wnkrk buturk rksfgkmts wfii

okmg `vkr hmg grkhc `b grkhcs tnht hrk usuhiiy grkhct fm

mkwiy d`mstrudtkg oufigfmas-

T`) cyskib) F grkhckg hmg F gksfamkg cy n`ck fm

tnk Buturk: `mk ohsfd r``c) `mk sfmaik ihrak r``c) chgk

up`m h spnkrk spift fmt` tnrkk pr`p`rtf`mhi phrts oy

n`rfz`mthi pihmks- Wnkm) thlfma tnk tw` uppkr phrts `b

tnfs spnkrk) just pihdk ft `mt` tnk arùmg- Wnksk tw`

tnfrgs `b h spnkrk pihdkg hs s` `mt` tnk arùmg hrk m`w

gfvfgkg oy trfhmauihr umfts str`maiy d`mmkdtkg t` khdn

`tnkr `m tnk spnkrk!s surbhdk-

Bfmhiiy) yù nhvk h ohsfd kxtkrmhi snhpk dhiikg

!ak`gksfd g`ck!) s` h ak`gksfd n`ck( Hosìutkiy

bhmthstfd(

H grkhc hic`st fcp`ssfoik t` pkrb`rc) tnk n`ck

`b ùr grkhcs---

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Fts Qkgmksghy hbtkrm``m) wnkm dikrls hrk rkhiiy

ousy ht w`rl hmg w`rl c`rk kbbfdfkmtiy `mdk tnky nhvk

chmy tnfmas sìvkg hmg hs chmy hs t` ok sìvkg- Ft!s iflk

tnk wkkl!s m``m) tnk cfggik `b tnk wkkl-

Cfgp`fmt `b kvkmts hmg pnkm`ckmh fm akmkrhi fs h

drftfdhi p`fmt oy tnk fmsthofifty ft drkhtks- Wnk wkfant `b

kvkmts) hs h sum) rfsks fm tnk sly) akts arkhtkr) tnkm hbtkr)

okafmmfma t` gkdifmk) bhiifma fm tnk n`rfz`m) phssfma tnk


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cfgp`fmt `b h phtn `m h sphdk#tfck durvk- Kvkry pkrs`m)

kvkry pihmt) kvkry hmfchi) kvkry tnfma) kvkry okfma) fs

`mk `b tn`sk pi`ts-

Fm c`gkrm ghys) wkkl oy wkkl kvkmts) c`st `b tnk

tfcks) kmg up fm h okttkr `r w`rsk wkklkmg wnfdn dhm ok

h o`rfma`rkxdftfmawkklkmg-

Fm o`tn dhsks) bìls kddkmtrfdhiiy kxdihfc: wnht h

oi``gy wkklkmg(

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86-45 pc

Qnkm F whs h o`y F uskg t` ok httrhdtkg oy ihrak

sdrkkm c`vfks-

F whs skgudkg oy i`ma c`vfk trhdls wnfdn

fcpkrs`mhtk sihvkry nfst`rfdhi tfcks- Rfh sdrkkm F dùig

skk phssfma kmgikss r`ws `b sihvks- Oihdl pk`pik hmg

Jkws wkrk tnk c`st nuchm typks uskg b`r sudn purp`sks

oy c`vfk chlkrs- Gurfma tnfs kp`dn `b cy ifbk) F ykt

gfgm!t lm`w wnht whs tnk ckhmfma `b tnk w`rg

prìkthrfht- Ihtkr F ikhrmkg tnht tnk tkrc prìkthrfhm

rkbkrs t` ckm `b muckrùs `bbsprfma-

Wnfs whs tnk Ihtfm dihssfdhi d`mdkpt `b tnk w`rg-

Kvkr sfmdk tnk Fmgustrfhi _kvìutf`m hmg stfii gurfma

Rfdt`rfhm tfcks) tnk w`rg ho`vk whs uskg t` gksfamhtk

hmy kcpi`ykk wftn h iùsy shihry) hs phrt `b tnk dhpfthifst

pr`gudtf`m systkc- Hitnùan) tn`sk wn` dùig akt nfankr

shihrfks) mkvkrtnkikss okfma hs wkii kcpi`ykks t` s`ck

kcpi`ykr) rkdkfvkg tnk gksfamhtf`m `b Iupkm Urìkthrfhm-

Wnfs systkc `pkrhtks fm tnk why `b pr`gudtf`m `b

a``gs fm akmkrhi) sfmdk sihvkry hmg bkughifsc t`

d`mtkcp`rhry dhpfthifsc) nhvfma shfikg up fm d`ccumfst


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rkafcks) just m`t hghptfma s` wkii fm hmhrdnfsts `mks)

wnfdn) oksfgks) tnksk ihst `mks mkvkr t``l `vkr fm hmy

dùmtry ht hii- N`wkvkr) tnk ifmls d`mmkdtkg t` tnksk

fgkìàfdhi tkmgkmdfks dhm ok chmy hmg cfxkg: Hmhrdny#

Tymgfdhifsc) Chrxfsc#Ikmfmfsc) Ch`fsc) Tthifmfsc)

kvkm Mhzfsc `r Wkrr`rfsc fb m`t _hgfdhifsc)

Rhmauhrgfsc) hmg Dnhuvfmfsc) just t` dftk s`ck `b c`st

lm`wm ---

Hs hmy`mk dhm skk tnkrk fs h akmkrhi tkmgkmdy t`

tnk fsc-

Fsc fs hskfsc-

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> pc

Ft!s hrùmg > pc- F turm `m cy Wkiiy- WNK#IHBB#

H#OFWT(((

Wnkrk tnky a`) rhdfma `m h ofdydik) cùmtkg `m htrkoik sft oflk) dhrryfma h ikhgkr( Wnky dr`ss strkkts)

pkghiifma hnkhg `b dhrs) hrrfvfma t` h nùsk- Wnkrk tnky

hrk nhmafma ihrak phfmtfmas `m h sfttfma r``c!s whiis)

usfma tnk tnk ihggkr) phfmtfma g``rs) phstfma whii phpkr-

Wnk ihggkr!s c`vfma drhzy) mkvkr st`ps chlfma

s`ckrshuits-

Qnht h ofa cudlkr( Dnhmak `b !tkcp`! fm cusfd-Tihppfma `mk khdn `tnkrs hmg `tnkr bìls fm tnk

r``c) tnk n`sts kmahafma tnkcskivks hs wkii --- tnk

gkd`rht`rs nhvfma ckt tnk nùsk!s Ihmgi`rg) lm`dl nfc

g`wm hmg bikk wftn nfs wfbk `m tnk oflk(

Qnht h bummy c`vfk(

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W` shy) tnk Wnkhtrk tr``p wfii sn`w up `m sthak

wftn m` bfmhi rknkhrshi- Wnk wnìk hbtkrm``m whs

`ddupfkg fm trhmsp`rtfma tnk burmfturk hmg hrrhmakckmt `b

sthak- Out) chmy `b tnksk pr`ps # s`ck `b tnkc wftnfm

tnk gd`r t` afvk tnk mkdksshry trhmsftf`m br`c pihy t`

pihy) s`) hs t` chlk tnk dnhmaks c`rk kbbkdtfvk # wfii ok

rkpihdkg oy `tnkrs tnht wkrk ihtkiy qufdliy fcpr`vfskg-

_`gkrfd) tnk gfrkdt`r) whils `m h trkhgcfii) a`fma up hmg

g`wm tnk sthak) snùtfma `rgkrs) c`gfbyfma khrifkr

gkdfsf`ms) sìvfma wftn dikvkr hmg fmsthmt c`vks s`ck `b

tnk sdkmk phst pròikcs-

F rkturmkg n`ck b`r gfmmkr- F!c whilfma oy tnk

strkkts fm t`wm- Ht n`ck) cy c`tnkr prkphrks gfmmkr- F

lkkp nhvfma h shggkmkg nkhrt hmg s`ck gfsdùrhakckmt

`b cyskib- Mkw ckc`rfks fmvhgk cy tnùants ---

Gksfrfma s`ck brkkg`c hmg umd`mdkrm) t` stkp `m

sthak ht khsk) `m tnk `tnkr nhmg) F hc kcohrrhsskg oy tnfs

nhrg bkkifma `b cfssfma Nkikmh-

6 pc

Ht tnk skttikg tfck) wftn buii hugfkmdk) m`t ykt wftn

tnk sthak durthfm wftngrhwm) ìg Fvhm!s dnhrhdtkr)

hppkhrkg `m tnk pihtb`rc gkdihrfma nfs fmtkmtf`m) `r) c`rk

prkdfskiy) nfs wfbk!s fmtkmtf`m `b) d`cfma up ht sdkmk t`

thil hoùt tnk chikbfdkmdk `b tòhdd`) s`) tnknhrcikss `b

tòhdd`- Wnk p``r chm) wn` fmgkkg whs wkhrfma thttkrkg

hi`ma tnk ihst tnfrty ykhrs) .sfmdk nfs chrrfhak c`rk

prkdfskiy&) wùig kvkmtuhiiy thlk `bb) hmarfiy) nfs jhdlkt)

tnr`wfma ft t` tnk bi``r hmg drusnfma ft wftn nfs bkkt) hbtkr


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chlfma tnk c`st b`ìfsn d`mbfgkmdks hoùt nfs ifbk) hmg

his`) fm h why) `b nfs bfkmgs! ifvks) `b nfs wfbk!s ifbk)

kvkmtuhiiy kvkm hoùt tnk hugfkmdk) wn` wkrk ifstkmfma

t` nfc wftn h m`m okifkvfma scfik `m tnkfr bhdks hmg hs

wkii ihuanfma ht tnk chm!s bummy spkkdn-

Hs s`) nk rkd`vkrkg nfs d`ht br`c tnk bi``r) `mdk

nfs wfbk whs whtdnfma nfc br`c tnk grkssfma r``c- Fm h

bfmhi hppkhi t` tnk hugfkmdk) nk hslkg tnkc m`t t`

d`cpr`cfsk nfc up`m nfs wfbk wn` stfii dùig chlk nfc

phss `tnkr str`makr chrtyrg`cs- @b dùrsk) nfcskib) wn`

nhg m`t h sphrkg sfmaik pkmmy fm nfs p`dlkt) pkmmfikss nk

whs) hmg) m`t kvkm i`wkrfma tkm dkmts `m tnk or`dnurks!

prfdk) hgvkrtfsfma nfs wfbk!s sdn`ì) nhgm!t okkm hoik t`

skii ht ikhst `mk sfmaik `mk `b tnkc-

Wnkrkb`rk) tnk p``r chm ahvk up) d`mtfmufma `m

sthak hbtkr thilfma hoùt kvkrytnfma out m`t hoùt wnht nk

fmtkmgkg t` thil fm tnk bfrst pihdk: tnk Nhrcikss `b

Wòhdd`-

Out wkrk m`t) prkdfskiy tn`sk) sudn

chikbfdkmdks 0(

@tnkr dnhrhdtkrs) m`t ikss fcp`rthmt hmg

gfsturofma) sn`wkg up `m sthak- Wnk c`st fcprkssfvk)

dkrthfmiy tnk c`st tkrrfbyfma) whs tnk Ghrl Hmaki `b

Gkhtn-

H ghrl hmaki wkhrfma h ghrl ròk) i`ma t` nfs bkkt)

kmtùrkg fm hm hurh `b ha`my) h prkc`mftf`m `b gkhtn-

Wnk Gkhtn!s cksskmakr( Gkhtn wftn m` N`pk-

Qnht hoùt tnk Chgchm!s pihy0

Wnk Chgchm fs tnk chm wn` g`ks m`t whmt t` ok

d`mbuskg wftn nfs chgmkss hmg Chgmkss fs wnht fs


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oky`mg `mkskib fm ghy oy ghy ifbk) `m tnk sfgkifmks `b

ckc`ry) fm ùr brustrhtkg tnùants- Wnk Chgchm shys ft

fs fcp`ssfoik t` ifvk h ifbk fm h w`rig wnkrk nk nhs t`

hgcft nfcskib okfma h gksdkmghmt `b h okhst tnk

prfchtk spkdfks `b hmtnr`pìày o``ls hmg)

sfcuithmkùsiy) bkkifma hoik t` uparhgk nfs tnùants t`

tnk nfankst pnfi`s`pnfdhi cusfmas(

Fm bhdt) tnk kvìutf`m ahp tnht skphrhtks chm br`c

nfs chdhquk dùsfm) hpk#iflk hmtnr`pìàfdhi b`rc) fs

s`cktnfma tnht ft fs nhrg b`r tnk Chgchm t` okifkvk fm

sudn hs tnk Kvìutf`m `b Tpkdfks hmg hs wkii tnk Wnk`ry

`b Cuthtf`ms) hmg) `b dùrsk) kvkm c`rk) fm _kifaf`m(

T` tnk Wkrr`rfst Chgchm g`ks m`t umgkrsthmg ifbk

hmg g`ks m`t umgkrsthmg tn`sk wn` prktkmtfùsiy shy tnky

umgkrsthmg- Wnkrkb`rk nk whmts t` gkmy Ifbk(

Nk wfii a` wftn nfs fmakmfùs gkvfdk t` rhzk

oufigfmas hmg mkfanoùrn``gs) dftfks hmg umfvkrsks fm

akmkrhi) rkgudfma kvkrytnfma t` gust) d`scfd gust ---

Hmg chmlfmg cust ok just arhtkbui t` tnk Wkrr`rfst(

Cfgmfant-

Gkhtn whs tnus tnk dkmtrhi tnkck `b tnksk pihys- F

m`tfdk tnht Wnkhtrk fs ifbk iflk- Khsfkr t` ifvk tnhm t`

umgkrsthmg- W`ghy tnk b``tifants `m sthak hmg ohdlsthak

hrk sfikmt- @m tnk sthak tnkrk fs just kdn` `b trudk) hm kdn`

`b tnk hugfkmdk!s hppihusk- Tn`w nhs kmgkg out m`t Ifbk-

Iflk kvkry`mk kisk) Nkikm) wfii ok ohdl wnkm tnk

c`rmfma snfmks-

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Vhm` bfmfsnkg tnk rkhgfma lfmg `b c`rk sikkpy- Nk

whs just yhwmfma wnkm J`r jucpkg up hmg sn`t Af wftn

hm ko``l) dnhiikmafma nfc t` h mkw ahck- Hs Vhm` whs

stfii ikhmfma `m tnk dnhfr) tnky ikbt tnk r``c-

Vhm` whs hos`rokg) hs fm h sthtk `b ckgfthtf`m!s

kmgfma< rkd`vkrfma h ifttik `b nfs ùtkr d`msdfùsmkss) nk

okahm `mdk c`rk t` rkckcokr tnk kmdùmtkr nk nhg nhg

wftn tnk Chmusdrfpt#Numtkr#Ckrdkmhry#_kskhrdnkr

. CNC_ &) hbtkr tnfs `mk hrrfvkg br`c nfs vfsfthtf`m t`

Uihmkt Oiuk-

Hdd`rgfma t` wnht Vhm` whs hwhrk bìi`wfma

nfs brfkmg!s CNC_!s tkstfc`my tnk umlm`wm Hrtfst

hbtkr tnfs kxpkrfkmdk fm sudn h bfkig `b Hrts hmg hs tnk

Wnkhtrk arùp nhg okkm umg`mk oy fmtrfauks tnkrkt` oy h

chm mfdlmhckg Gfrty _hy) tnk Hrtfst trfkg hahfm) h mkw

bfkig `b hrtfstfd hdtf`m) fm wnfdn nk hirkhgy nhg s`ck

kxpkrfkmdk- Tfmdk nfs hgìksdkmdk nk nhg okkm gkv`tkg t`

sfmafma hmg o`gy kxprkssf`m- Wnfs trhfmfma skrvkg nfc hs

h ohsfs b`r okfma phrt `b h Ohmg) lfmg `b Ahrhak _`dl "

_ìi Ohmg) `btkm dhiikg Kmskcoik- Urkvfùs kxpkrfkmdk

ahvk nfc tnk mkdksshry sthcfmh- Fm h dfty mkhr nfs mhtfvk

t`wm) nk j`fmkg h i`dhi arùp `b cusfdfhms fm ihdl `b h

ikhg v`dhis- Nk ikbt nfs t`wm hdd`cphmfkg oy grucckr

Cklftus hmg `rahmfst Rhmhgfus- Wnrkk rknkhrshis wkrk

pihmmkg- Nk ikhrmkg hoùt tnk rkpkrt`frk fm wnfdn nk

fmdiugkg s`ck `b nfs `wm mucokrs- Wnk rknkhrshis rhm

b`r tnk okst out nk nhg t` d`rrkdt tnk b`rc hmg styik fm

wnfdn tnk s`mas snùig ok pihykg fm `rgkr t` hghptkg t`

nfs pkrs`mhi why `b fmtkrprktfma tnk s`mas- M`t

kvkrytnfma) n`wkvkr) wkmt s` wkii) okdhusk) `m bfrst trfp)

tnk ohmg) mhckg Mkw Gfckmsf`m) nhg h dhr hddfgkmt tnht

mkhriy umgfg hii kqufpckmt- Wnfs gfg m`t gfsdùrhak tnk


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ohmg br`c d`mtfmufma hmg oy kvkry t`wm tnky phsskg

tnrùan) nkrk hmg tnkrk) hdr`ss tnk dùmtry) tnky

pkrb`rckg tnkfr D`mdkrt- Wnfs Hrtfst!s okst pkrb`rchmdks

rkbkr t` s`ck pr`cs hmg s`ck ùtg``r phrtfks- Wnky wkmt

tnrùan hii tnk pihdks wnkrk tnky dùig akt phfg okst

dhdnkts- Wnky chgk tnkcskivks hdd`cphmfkg oy tnkfr

afribrfkmgs hmg tnksk trhvkis wkrk schii kx`gus tnht

fmdiugkg skvkrhi dhrs hmg tnk trudl wftn tnk kqufpckmt

hmg tnk dhrrfkrs- Wnky r``cbui n`tkis ht tnk pihdks

vfsftkg) hmg wftn i`hgs `b auksts) tnky sht ht kmgikss

rksthurhmts thoiks wnkrk tnky t``l ckhis- @mk kvkmfma)

supp`rtfma h arùp `b c`st bhcùs cusfdfhms) ft

nhppkmkg tnht fm tnk nkyghy `b rnytnc) nfs whtdn orkhl

tnk strhp hmg whs i`st fm tnk usuhi d`mbusf`m `b wfrks hmg

pkghis hrùmg tnk sthak- Tthyfma fm skhrdn `b nfs whtdn

kxtfmdt tnk hppihusk hmg cusfdfhms `b nfs `wm ohmg

okfma rkpihdkg oy cusfdfhms `b supp`rtkg ohmg) hs tnksk

ihst `mks wkrk tumfma tnkfr fmstruckmts nk snùtkg ht

tnkc) tryfma t` chlk nfcskib umgkrst``g hmg p`fmtfma t`

nfs wrfst- Mkwd`ckrs cusfdfhms dùig m`t nkhr hmg

ohrkiy skkm tnk aksturk nk chgk) s` w`rrfkg tnky wkrk

tumfma tnkfr fmstruckmts) out fm tnk hugfkmdk) kxtrkckiy

httkmtfvk t` wnht wkmt `m sthak) s``m okahm rummfma tnk

rucùr n`w tnk nkr` `b tnk phrty kxpihfmkg t` nfs rfvhis)

tnk rfant p`sftf`m `b nfs hrc wnkrk nk chgk tnk bfxokb`rk

stkppfma `m sthak ---

Nfs ohmg hmg tnk cusfdfhms brkqukmtkg mfantdiuos

wnkrk tnky dùig bfmg hii tnk tfck a``g c``g ihgkttks ---


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Wnky usk t` rknkhrsk b`r tnk okst- Gurfma Dhrmfvhi

skhs`m tnky nhg m` rkst- Wnky pihykg ghy hmg mfant `m

kmg- Nk whs str`ma kmùan t` mkvkr orkhlg`wm nfs v`fdk-

Hii `tnkrs wùig akt hpn`mfd out òvfùsiy c`rk s` oy

grfmlfma tnhm oy sfmafma- Nk nkig bfrciy t` nfs tnr`ht

!chgk `b sfivkr! tnhmls t` hm fcpkddhoik v`fdk d`mtrì hmg

h schii suftdhsk wftn cfig ckgfdhtf`ms tnht hiwhys

hdd`cphmfkg nfc- @mk ghy nk bùmg nfcskib fii- Fm o`tn

orkhtnfma pìiutkg hfr br`c d`mdkrt nhiis hmg ohii r``cs)

nk bùmg nfcskib skcf#fmt`xfdhtkg- Wnk chttkr whs m`t t`

gkspfsk) kspkdfhiiy fm nfs dhsk) okdhusk nk nhg t` orkhtn

wnfik sfmafma) c`rk fm gkptn fmwhrgs tnhm hmy `tnkr

ohmg!s cusfdfhms-

Nk rks`rtkg t` h a``g spkdfhifst wn` trkhtkg nfc

o`tn br`c hm hrtnrftfs hmg mkurftfs( M`t fcpr`vfma hs

kxpkdtkg) nk gkdfgkg h dnhmak `b wfmgs) oùant nfcskib h

pihmk tfdlkt hmg bikw t` Orhzfi) h dùmtry br`c tnk shck

or`tnkrn``g `b nfs `wm-

Wnk bfik tnht Vhm` nhg m`w ht nhmg # hmg nhvfma

m`tnfma kisk c`rk t` g`) `r wfii t` wrftk ofiifma phpkrs `r

kvkm stkppfma g`wm t` tnk Ohr # si`wiy okahm t` rkhg)

whs rkbkrrfma t` tnht sthy-


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FFF

O_HZFIFHM NFANIFANWT

_f` gk Jhmkfr`) Gkdkcokr ?5) 86>5

H dùpik `b ghys ha` F hrrfvkg fm tnk dfty- Ft!s

rhfmfma- H grfzzifma rhfm) sfbtkg stkmdn) tnht orfmas ck

ohdl t` ckc`rfks br`c tnk `tnkr nkcfspnkrk) kvkm wnfik

i``lfma tnk sly `b h tr`pfdhi dfty br`c tnfs tkmtn bi `r

oufigfma ---

F i``l ht tnk Uihzh tnrùan tnk trhmsiudkmt aihss)

tnk trhbbfd rummfma rùan) hic`st hii `b ft chgk `b ousks

hmg dhrs sdhttkrkg) dfrduihtfma fm tnk schii squhrk) c`st

`b tnk tfck `vkrbi`wfma wftn dhrs hmg trìikys-

Tn`ps di`sk khriy fm tnfs t`wm dkmtrk- _hrk wfii

rkchfm `pkm umtfi hbtkr ghrl- Bfvk pc) sfx pc) tnk

kvkmfma bhiis) oy hoùt tnk shck tfck ft g`ks fm Kmaihmg-

Wnk yùma kcpi`ykks) skrvfma fm tnk ohr nùsks) di`sk

g`wm tnk ckthi snuttkrs ht tnk kmtrfks) ikhvfma tnkc

nhmafma tnrkk bkkt br`c tnk arùmg) hwhftfma tnk spift `bb

ihst dust`ckrs) hic`st hii `b tnkc Fmgfhms) drkìks)

ckstfz`s `r cuihtt`ks- Fm tnk nùrs tnht wfii bìi`w) tnk

dfty wfii ok snkitkr b`r tnk mfant `wis hmg tnk ruc

grfmlkrs ihyfma g`wm `m tnk wkt thr-

Ft wfii his` ok b`r tnk hsshfihmts dhcùbihakg


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oknfmg tnk g``r!s jhcos `r hdtfma fm ar`ups) `m tnk strkkts

tnr`uan tnk fmmkr hmg ghrl dfty ihoyrfmtn) i``lfma b`r

s`ck`mk `bb auhrg) fm tnk fmtkmt t` kxt`rt tnkc c`mky `r

kvkm tnk di`tnks tnky grkss) ikhvfma tnkfr vfdtfcs hs mhlkg

hs tnky wkrk wnkm tnky wkrk o`rm- Wnfs fs rkhiiy tnk

n`ttkst thil#thil fssuk hdr`ss t`wm-


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Hrckg ròokry t` Ohmls) t` strkkt whilkrs hmg biht

orkhl#fms- _fant ykstkrghy) `m Ckc`rfhi Ghy) F whs

whilfma t` h trhvki hakmdy) i`dhtkg ht Dfmkihmgfh) bhfifma)

n`wkvkr) t` a` burtnkr tnhm tnk Dhrf`dh Tquhrk) wnkrk h

dr`wg nhg ahtnkrkg) whtdnfma tnk bfrst bi``rs `b tnk

slysdrhpkrs- F tnùant h sufdfgk o`cokr skmt nfcskib

g`wm br`c tnk r``bt`p `b h slysdrhpkr) out) fmgkkg) wnht

whs nhppkmfma whs fm bhdt hm `m a`fmahrckg ròokry t`

h Ohml-

Bfvk ckm) tw` oihdlfsn hmg tnrkk wnftfsn auys

wkrk fm rktrkht wftn h cfiif`m dhsn fm tnkfr ohas) wnkm

Uìfdk fmtkrdkptkg tnkc- D`mtrhry t` pihms) s`ck`mk nhg

hdtfvhtkg tnk hihrc wnfdn hikrts tnk i`dhi Uìfdk Tthtf`m-

Hs tnk dr`wg whtdnkg) Uìfdk whs b`rdfma t` akt fmt` tnk

pìfdk dhr) tnrkk `b tnk ckm hirkhgy sn`t oy pìfdk ouiikts)

. `mk `b tnkc hic`st gyfma &) wnkm h aumbfant or`lk ùt

hahfm) tnfs tfck hahfmst fmvìvfma tnk `tnkr tw` ohmgfts

wn` gkihykg fmsfgk tnk oufigfma hs tnky okdhck

kmtrkmdnkg ---

H pktftk yùma w`chm) wkhrfma h oihdl grkss hmg

oihdl shmghis) rudlshdl fm t`w) st``g oksfgk ck whtdnfma

tnk kvkmt) `vkr tnk snùigkrs `b hii tnht pk`pik `m tnk

strkkt) wftn nkr schrt m`sk upifbt t` tnk hfr) nkr bhdk nhib

nfggkm umgkr h brfmak `b oihdl nhfr) hmg t`rm mfdk kyks-

Wnùan kvkry`mk gfspkrskg tnrùanùt tnk pihzh)

s` gfg F) hmg wkmt t` tnk ous st`p-

F ikbt tnk ous hbtkr whvfma fm tnk d`rrfg`r) t` rkhdn

tnk kxft) tnrùan hm umusuhi ktnmfd turc`fi- Hrrfvkg ht h

squhrk `vkrbi`wm oy h afhmt vfhgudt) F ikhmkg hahfmst `mk

`b tnk pfiihrs- F put tnk chp fm tnk rfant p`sftf`m) s` F

dùig) tnkrkb`rk) t` try t` i`dhtk tnk gksfrkg hvkmuk-


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Ht tnht c`ckmt tw` afris kckrafma br`c oknfmg

tnk pfiihr phsskg vkry di`sk t` ck) dnhttkrfma h st`ry tnht

whs chlfma tnkc nfihrfùs t` tnk p`fmt tnky wkrk

whilfma nìgfma khdn `tnkr nhrcs) m`t t`` akt i`psfgkg-

_f`) Gkdkcokr ??) 86>5

F d`mskmtkg t` rkikhsk nkr b`r h bkw nùrs s` tnht

snk dùig gkphrt t` nkr gksfrkg whil- Nkr fcphtfkmdk

chmfbkstkg horuptiy out snk pr`cfskg ck t` ckkt ihtkr-

Cy tfck whs vkry sn`rt tnht c`rmfma okdhusk cy

or`tnkr wùig hrrfvk s``m) skhrdnfma b`r nfs lkys- F sht ht

hm `pkm hfr Ohr dùmtkr hmg F whs hwhftfma b`r nfc

wftnùt nhvfma `rgkrkg m`m ht hii- C`rk`vkr) tnk whftkr

hs nk usk t` skk ck sn`wfma up `btkm gurfma tnk ghy

gfgm!t gfsturo ck) wnht whs chlfma ck d`cb`rthoik-

Hbtkr bfvk cfmutks `b cfschtdnkg tnùants

tnrùan cy nkhg) cy or`tnkr dhiikg b`r ck br`c hdr`ss

tnk dùmtkr-

# @`ps(

F st``g up) whilkg t` ckkt nfc) nhmgfma nfc tnk

lkys- Nk gfgm!t sthy i`makr fm cy d`cphmy) hmg) hs b`r

ck) F nhg m`tnfma ikbt t` g` kxdkpt whftfma b`r tnk

Orhzfifhm afri-

Bfmhiiy) F `rgkrkg hm fdk tkh- F whs sfppfma ft) hmg

i``lfma ht cy whtdn- Bfbtkkm cfmutks) nhib nùr) snk gfg

m`t ykt hrrfvk-

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st`p-

F whs whftfma fm tnk qukuk) i``lfma ht h pìfdkchm

hmg h bkw `tnkr rustfd `mks) tnht tnk qukuk whs d`cp`skg

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Hahfm) i`st fm cy tnùants wko) . hii tnk tfck

pkppkrkg wftn c`st d`mtrhgfdt`ry fchaks &) F whs

hwhlkmkg oy tnk s`bt v`fdk `b s`ck thii afri wkhrfma h

oi`mgk wfa) wn` w`mgkrkg fb tnht whs tnk ous t`

Jhdhrkphauh-

Wnht!s rfant) tnht!s tnk `mk() F sthcckrkg fm cy sny

hddkmt-

Ckhmwnfik) tnk vknfdik!s g``r `pkmkg hmg

phsskmakrs okahm t` whil fm- F whilkg fm t``) bìi`wkg oy

tnk oi`mgk afri wn` sht `m tnk okmdn rfant mkxt t` cfmk-

F hslkg nkr fb snk whs his` trhvkiifma t` Hmfi) hm

ksthtk fm tnk mkfanoùrn``g-

# Vks F hc- Vù t``0

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t` tn`sk F nhg nkhrg okb`rk br`c tnk cùtn `b W-

_f`) Gkdkcokr ??) 86>5

@mk c`rk rhfmy hbtkrm``m-

Ft whs oy kvkmfma) F whs ht cy or`tnkr!s biht)

sikkpfma `mk `b cy okst sikkp- Hrùmg bfvk fm tnk

c`rmfma) nhib hwhlk) nhib hsikkp) F whs rfgfma iflk h skk#

shw hdr`ss tnk r``c- F grhml whtkr hmg wkmt t` ifk g`wm

hahfm- F shml fmt` h rkstikss sikkp) dnhrhdtkrfzkg oy hm

hgvkmturùs grkhc fm wnfdn Uìfdk whs i``lfma b`r h auy

wn` nhg sn`t h aum t` tnk hfr) oy surprfsk) fm tnk cfggik

`b h strkkt- Wnfs auy whs phrt `b h arùp wnkrk F gfg

cyskib fmvìvk) fm h why tnht F) his`) whs `mk `b tnk

suspkdts- F rkckcokr b`r tnk rkst `b tnk grkhc) wk trfkg t`

oufig h lfmg `b w``gkm o`x wnkrk wk d`fikg s`ck wfrks

tnht d`mmkdtkg vhrfùs s`pnfstfdhtkg hppifhmdks)


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supp`skgiy fmtkmgkg t` kiugk tnk Uìfdk-

F w`lk suggkmiy up) tnk pn`mk whs rfmafma- F

hmswkrkg) s`ck`mk hslkg b`r cy or`tnkr- F hmswkrkg

ohdl cy or`tnkr nhg m`t ykt hrrfvkg) nhma `bb hmg turmkg

t` bhii hsikkp-

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F whs gksdkmgfma fm tnk oufigfma!s ifbt) wnkm F

m`tfdkg nkr- Tnk whs dhrryfma h prfmtkg bìgkg dhrgo`hrg

fm `mk nhmg- Bìi`wkg nkr ht tnk oufigfma!s kxft- Qkmt

hnkhg) phsskg nkr hmg hslkg nkr fb snk his` whs ifvfma fm

tnk tkmtn bi``r-

F g` m`t ifvk tnkfr hmy c`rk) snk rksp`mgkg nfgfma

nkr bhdk oktwkkm tnk strhmgs `b nkr i``sk nhfr- M`w

F!c ifvfma wftn h brfkmg `b cfmk fm h r``c fm h snhrkg

nùsk- Cy brfkmg bùmg tnkrk h pihdk b`r o`tn `b us-

# Wnht!s bhmthstfd() F shfg-

Qk lkpt thilfma-

F ikhrmkg snk wùig whft umtfi nkr o`ybrfkmg

sn`wkg up-

Hs snk nhg ikbt fm nkr b`rckr biht) `m tkmtn bi``r)

skvkrhi stubb tnht snk whs hoùt t` rkd`vkr ihtkr) wk

hrrhmakg t` ckkt tnk mkxt ghy-

# Wnkm yù dùig d`ck up t` cy biht hrùmg > pc

t`c`rr`w # F ghrk t` shy-

# W` g` wnht0) snk suggkmiy hslkg-

# Qkii) t` nhvk h dnht hmg ifstkm t` tnk cusfd) fs

tnht rfant b`r yù0) F pr`p`skg

# @lhy) F tnfml ft!s `lhy # snk rkpifkg-

# Bhmthstfd( # F rkpkhtkg # Wnkm) t`c`rr`w) wk!ii


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skk khdn `tnkr # F harkkg-

# @lhy- F!c a`fma m`w) a``goyk

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!Bhmthstfd(!) F tnùant hi`mk) wnfik grfbtfma hwhy-

_f`) ?7/8?/86>5

F rksthrtkg cy grhwfmas hoùt ? pc-

I``lkg ht tnk spikkm sly!s hray diùgs) tnk

slysdrhpkr gkpi`ykg `m tnk dfty!s ìgkst oufigfmas- Fm tnk

gfsthmdk) tnk !c`rr`! okdhck umrkhi) hic`st dìg- Wnk

trhbbfd) hiwhys bi`wfma) oki`w) hrùmg tnk squhrk- Wnk

ous qukufma hii tnk tfck ar`wfma ofaakr- Cy or`tnkr ht

nfs w`rlokmdn) hsskts tnk dnfski `m tnk aìg hrùmg tnk

jkwkis- Dust`ckrs) lkkp hrrfvfma- Kvkry tfck tnk g``r!s

okii rfmas) F sthrtik- D`stuckrs akt di`skr) s`ck shyfma

pums) wnfik tnky `pkm rùan ikhtnkr pursks br`c wnfdn

tnky grhw schii akcs `r sfcpik pfkdks `b aìg t` ok

w`rlkg-

T`ck difkmt `b cfmk fs skmgfma nkr khrrfmas t` chlk

h !quhrtfkr! `mk shys-

Hm`tnkr difkmt fs skmgfma h dhck` t` ok trhmsb`rckg

fmt` h or``dn) wnht yù chlk `b ft0

Hmg s` `m) gkpkmgfma `m tnk prkgfikdtf`ms `b tnk

difkmts rkprkskmtkg- Cy or`tnkr b`dusks nfs kxpkrfkmdkg

sfant) tnrùan h c`m`dik) `m tnk schii jkwkis) rhfsk s`ck

òjkdtf`ms hoùt tnkfr vhiuk hmg tnk w`rl fmvìvkg) tnk

prfdk t` ok dnhrakg) s` cy or`tnkr fs hm hrtfst hs wkii-

Tuggkmiy) kvkry`mk hrùmg fs gfsdussfma) chlfma h

r`w) kxhitfma) out hii fm h why m`t ckhmfma t` `bbkmg `mk

khdn `tnkrs) okdhusk j`y fs) hii tnk tfck) prkskmt fm tnk


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c``g `b tnfs pk`pik-

Nfs dust`ckrs ikhvk) F lkkp trhdlfma `m cy

grhwfmas- Kvkmfma fs bhiifma) m`fsks tnrùanùt tnk dfty

hrk wfgkmfma) trhbbfd okafms t` drhwi- Ft!s di`sk t` tnk rusn

nùr- Bfrst ihcps ifant up `m tnk `pp`sftk sfgk oufigfmas-

Wnk mk`ms sthrt bihsnfma hmg rksucfma tnkfr rkpihdkckmts-

Ft gfgm!t rhfm s` bhr out tnkrk!s m` auhrhmty tnht) s``m) tnk

sly w`m!t ok st`rcfma hahfm-

Wkcpkrhturk lkkps rfsfma- Wnkm) ft wfii gkdifmk h

ifttik oft) out dftfzkms wfii d`mtfmuk t` swkht-

F tnfml fb tnht afri wfii sn`w up) fm bhdt- Kvkm hbtkr

i`ma pr`cfskg hmg d`mbfrckg) bhdfma khdn `tnkr) hmg fm

skvkrhi `ddhsf`ms tnk ckktfma skttikg) cy gùots pkrsfst

umtfi snk hdtuhiiy hppkhrs-

Wnky hrk `btkm umdkrthfm) tnksk afris ---

M`t t` gkmy tnkcskivks) tnky dn``sk t` ikt h auy fm

kxpkdthtf`m) rkturmfma hbtkr i`ma nùrs `b whftfma br`c

skttikckmt) wftn h trhafd kxdusk- Wnky hiwhys kmg up

d`cfma ohdlfma fm h gkspkrhtk hmg umkxpkdtkg c``g-

_f` gk Jhmkfr`) Dnrfstchs Kvk-

Gfma g`ma okii) gfma g`ma okii)

W fikt r ii fs kmgfma up-

G`ksm!t nurt) g`ksm!t nurt)

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_f`) Gkdkcokr ?6) 86>5

Wnk wnìk wkklkmg whs spkmt wftn h arùp `b

brfkmgs wn` ckkt kvkry kvkmfma fm tnk ohr#rksthurhmt

Bumdnhi- Gurfma tnk hbtkrm``m wk grhml up) wk thilkg)

chmy afris hrrfvkg- Wnky sht mkxt t` ck) w`mgkrfma hoùt

cy `rfafm dùmtry- Gko`rhn fmtr`gudks nkr brfkmg#afris)

Nhmmhn) C`mfdh) _`shmh- Nkr brfkmg#o`ys: Qfiifhc hmg

G`ckmfd`) tnfs `mk h !phtrfdfhm!- Qk gfmk hmg wnkm fs

hoùt kikvkm `!di`dl) hbtkr h i`ma dnht) wk a`t fm tnk dhrs

hmg wk trhvki t`) U`st` @mzk) fm D`phdhohmh) wnkrk wk

grfml s`ck okkrs- Ihtkr) ht mfant#diuo _hmdn`) tnkrk fs

cusfd `m tnk ghmdk sp`t hmg cusfd pkrb`rckrs `m sthak-

Fm `mk `b tn`sk ghys F snùig nhvk ckt wftn

Chrdus hmg nfs brfkmgs fm h phrty- Grucckrs wkrk

pihyfma hi`ma tnk strkkt hmg wkrk phssfma oy wnkm tnky

dhiikg b`r ck t` j`fm tnkc) fmvftfma ck t` ghmdk tnk

shcoh-

@m tnk sfgkwhil) tw` orumkttks wkrk whilfma) `mk

`b tnkc shyfma s`ck w`rgs tnht F gfg m`t quftk

umgkrst``g) out tnht wkrk dkrthfmiy hggrksskg t` ck) fm h

why tnht tnk skd`mg afri rkpkhtkg tnk fmtkmtf`m `b tnk bfrst:

# Tnk shfg yù!rk dutk-

F lmkw tnht tnfs w`rg gkm`tkg s`ck`mk mfdk)

dnhrcfma) hmg s``m rkturmkg tnk d`cpifckmt- Wnkm tnky

whmtkg t` lm`w c`rk hoùt ck:

#Qnkrk g` yù a`0 W` tnk Arkht Thcoh Uihdk0

F ifkg) shyfma tnht tnht whs prkdfskiy cy fmtkmtf`m-

F bìi`wkg tnk afris-

Wnk grucokht fmtkmsfbfkg ftskib-

# D`ck `m) d`ck hi`ma wftn us(

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pk`pik whs hirkhgy ahtnkrfma b`r tnkshcoh-

Ihtkr wk wkmt t` tnk ahrgkm `b h vhst nhib#ifantkg

phrl) d`vkrkg oy tnk orhmdnks `b nuak rkgw``gs) wnkrk

tnkrk wkrk skhtkg h bkw phfrs `b i`vkrs lfssfma `mk khdn

`tnkrs-

_f`) hbtkr tnk _kvkfii`m) mkxt c`rmfma ---

C`rmfma hrrfvks khriy) pikmty `b sum- Ft!s bfvk

`!di`dl `m tnk tfck gfsd- F skt up tnk ihcp hmg pfdl up tnk

o``l tnr`wm `m tnk bi``r- F lkpt `m rkhgfma tnk shck

phrharhpn F sthrtkg tnk ghy okb`rk:

!! Wnk schii chm wkmt t` tnk Uihzh squhrk- Fm fts dkmtrk

tnkrk whs h sthtuk) h lmfant n`fstfma tnk biha- Ft whs oy

kvkmfma- Wnkrk wkrk i`hgs `b pk`pik hrùmg tnk sthtuk-

Q`ckm) c`st `b tnkc skhtkg) gfspkrskg oy tnk Uihzh

okmdnks) sudn hs hohmg`mkg- Nk rkchfmkg tnkrk stfii)

umtfi nk hppr`hdnkg `mk `b tnkc-

N`w fs ft a`mmh ok0 # tnk i`mkiy chm hslkg tnk

w`chm-

Tnk shfg:

# D`ì- Hrk yù hoùt0

W` rkifkvk tnk tkmsf`m dhuskg oy tnk umusuhi

sfikmdk hrùmg tnkc) nk hslkg nkr mhck-

Hii tnk tfck h mhck sùmgfma b`rkfam wnfdn whs

fmdiugkg wftn s`ck ikss uskg d`ms`mhmt fm tnht Ihtfm`#

Hckrfdhm ihmauhak) afvfma nkr mhck h swkkt hmg skmsuhi

t`mk-

Wnky dr`sskg tnk strkkt hmg kmtkr fm h schii N`tki-

Nk phfg tnk r``c fm d`cpiktk sfikmdk) `miy

gfsturokg oy tnk dihttkr `b tnk lkys fm nfs phrtmkr!s nhmgs-


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Kvkrytnfma okahm t` hdqufrk h rftuhi i``l#h#iflk

br`c tnk g``r!s `pkmfma t` tnk rhgf` tumfma) umtfi tnky

o`tn strfp) di`tnks ikbt `m tnk grksskr- Wnk chm whs m`t

sn`t fcckgfhtkiy ho`vk ft- Nk whs m`t h lfmg `b h b`ì `r

h sudlkr) okdhusk nk gfgm!t fmtkmg t` pkmktrhtk nkr

fcckgfhtkiy-

Tnk gfgm!t d`mskmt hmy lfmg `b lfssfma) just ar`pkg

nfs pkmfs wftn nkr bfmakrs) t` hsskss ft!s nhrgmkss- Qnkm

bfmgfma ft `ptfchi) ikhg ft t` tnk s`bt cùtn `b nkr thttkrkg

o`gy-

Wnk fcp`rthmt tnfma m`w whs t` akt nfc `bb qufdl)

t` wnht snk sthrts whvfma nkr o`gy fm hm frrksfstfoik

c`vkckmt `b nfps- Hs tkmsf`m rfsks) snk lkkps g`gafma

tnk khakrmkss `b nfs lfssks) tnk orkhtn `b nfs cùtn hmg

lkkps nkr kyks wfgk `pkm) tryfma t` tnfml `b hmytnfma out

wnht snk whs g`fma- Tnk `miy wfii nhvk t` sfcuihtk

`rahsc wnkm nkr phrtmkr wfii ok hoùt t` kxpi`gk --- snk

his` i``sks schii wkii bhlkg squkhis tnht stfcuihtks nfc

gurfma tnk dùrsk `b tnk bury `b nfs gfsdnhrak!!-

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Vhm` bfmfsnkg tnk rkhgfma qufkt qukhsy) bkit tnfrsty

hmg wkmt ohdl g`wm t` tnk ohr- @m tnk phtn dr`sskg hahfm

wftn tnk Dnuph Aruksd` Fmgfhm) tnfs tfck ùt b`r h ahck

`b p`ì) wnkrk `tnkr ckm wkrk kmtkrthfmfma pkrdnks

hrùmg tnk thoik) s`ck tryfma t` nfgk umgkr tnk p`ì!s

sihtk-

Hbtkr stkppfma fm tnk ohr) Vhm` m`tfdkg tnht h phrty

whs thlfma pihdk- Wnk tw` d`dlht`` afris wkrk qufktiy fm

tnkfr pihdk) hs fb tnky nhg m`tfdkg m`tnfma- Hmmk Chrfk


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whs c`vfma wftnùt cudn umguihtf`m- Afris wkrk

ghmdfma `m tnk sp`t ghmdk- Vhm` wkmt t` tnk dhsn rkafstkr)

scfifma ht tnk di`skst surrùmgs prkphrfma t` `mdk hahfm

rkbkr t` tnk `pkmfma outt`m) hs Vhm` chgk tnkc h sfam

fmgfdhtfma ft whs uskikss b`r tnkc okfma prk`ddupfkg wftn

nfc- Tkvkrhi cfiif`m nhg okkm pfikg sfmdk tnk bfrst rkvfkw-

Wnk o`x whs bfiikg t` `vkrbi`wfma( Qnfik nhppy t`

d`mtkcpihtk ft) nk m`tfdkg h sifant hitkrdhtf`m nhg hrfskm

hdr`ss tnk ohr- Nk i``lkg up hmg shw Af hmg J`r

gfsdussfma- Qnht nhg nhppkmkg whs tnht tnky okt hii

symtnktfd ckht shushaks tnht kxfstkg fm tnk ohr hmg

`rgkrkg tnkc t` h skrvhmt- J`r nhg shfg tnht fb Af chgk

buii pr``b `b nfs sthtkckmts d`mdkrmfma hm ks`tkrfd suojkdt

chttkr `b gfsdussf`m) wùig wfm hii tnk dn`rfz`s- Wnht

whs fps`#bhdt` b`r Af wnkm) out .ht tnk kmg `b tnk

gkc`mstrhtf`m rkqufrkg) Af bfmfsnfma nfs hrauckmts hmg

J`r puiifma ùt `b nfs p`dlkts) tnk c`mkthry gfsds t` phy

b`r tnk c`rskis&) Vhm` fmtkrvkmkg) arhoofma tnk symtnktfd

ckht rìis) br`c tnkfr nhmgs) justfbyfma nfs httftugk wftn

tnk bhdt tnht tnk !sc`lks! nhg afvkm nfc h i`t `b w`rl t`

ok dìikdtkg `vkr tnk di`skst ahihxfks hrùmg- Wnksk hmg

`tnkr skcf#hmhrdnfd chmfbksthtf`ms br`c nfs brfkmgs

kxhspkrhtkg nfc s` cudn tnht nk dùig m`t nìg up cudn

i`makr fm tnk ohr hmg ifbt nfcskib hahfm) t` nfs hphrtckmt-

Tfttfma `mdk hahfm ht nfs gksl) nk okahm t`

rkckcokr wnht nk whs tìg oy tnk CNC_ hoùt tnk

umlm`wm hrtfst- Ww` ykhrs hbtkr nfs rkturm br`c tnk

tr`pfdhi trfp hmg `mdk rkd`vkrkg br`c nfs ohg sthtk `b

nkhitn) hirkhgy ifvfma fm tnk uppkr nkcfspnkrk) nk

gkgfdhtkg nfcskib hs hm hrtfst phfmtkr) hm hdtfvfty tnht nk

fmftfhtkg fm tnk Wr`pfdhi Dùmtry- Nfs khriy phfmtfmas

wkrk hic`st hii ohskg `m fchafmkg c`gkis hmg mhrrhtfvks)


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s` tnht tnk ùtifmks hmg sfinùkttks `b okfmas hmg òjkdts

wkrk usuhiiy oiurry `r gfst`rtkg- Nhvfma) n`wkvkr) s`ck

tfck hbtkr nfs rkturm br`c Orhzfi) nk ckt h o`yn``g

brfkmg) rkturmkg br`c Nbbrflh) wn`c gkgfdhtkg nfcskib

rkauihriy t` phfmtfma hs wkii) s`) ùr Hrtfst okahm t`

brkqukmt nfs brfkmg!s stugf`-

Wnfs brfkmg `b nfs whs h vkry phtfkmt hmg h vkry

d`ì pkrs`m wn` gfg m`t httkmg s`dfhi dhiis t` cudn sfmdk

nk whs quftk hm fmtr`vkrtkg hmg sny bkii`w- Nfs c``g whs

rkbikdtkg fm nfs phfmtfmas `b d`sy htc`spnkrk ifmfma ùt

hostrhdt `r duofst- Fm tnk okafmmfma) ùr Hrtfst gfg m`t thlk

arkht hgvhmthak) okdhusk bkw dùig nk pfdl br`c sudn h

why `b phfmtfma) s` cudn hgvhmdkg hmg s`pnfstfdhtkg- Ft

whs mkdksshry tnht nfs brfkmg tìg nfc hoùt wnht

Uhfmtfma whs hoùt hmg m`t just sn`wfma nfc wnhtft whs-

Arhguhiiy) tnky akt t` lm`w khdn `tnkr okttkr hmg)

i`pkg s`ck tfck hs bhr hs nk dùig) wùig bfmhiiy ok fm

p`sskssf`m `b s`ck skdrkts `m tnk hrt `b phfmtfma hrùmg

hm kmtfrk dhmvhs) tnht o`fikg g`wm c`rk br`c h

suddkssbui fcpikckmthtf`m fm tnk phfmtfma w`rl) rhtnkr

tnkm br`c kcpty cystfbfdhtf`ms d`cfma br`c thikmt-

Gurfma tnk bìi`wfma ykhrs ùr Hrtfst phfmtkg `vkr h

numgrkg phfmtfmas hmg whs sn`wm fm s`ck kxnfoftf`ms

mhtf`mwfgk) f-k-) brhcfma) hi`masfgk nfs c`rk gkxtkrùs

d`mtkcp`rhrfks- Ft whs) hdd`rgfma t` tnk CNC_) tnk

arùmgs `b Hrt tnht) fm tnk bìi`wfma ykhrs) nk nhg tnk

c`st suddkss-

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WNK OFA GKDFTF@M

T`cko`gy lm`dlkg `m tnk g``r- Vhm` prksskg h

outt`m- Wnk g``r `pkmkg) hmg quftk `bb `b ohihmdk) Af hmg

J`r kmtkrkg tnk r``c- Wnky wkrk ihuanfma hmg thilfma h

gfst`rtkg b`rc `b tnk Ahihdtfd Fgf`c- Wnky hslkg Vhm` fb

tnkrk whs hmytnfma ht hii ikbt t` grfml- Vhm` hgvfskg tnkc

t` a` g`wm t` tnk Ohr) `mdk hahfm- Wnky wkrk m`t wfiifma

t` a` okdhusk tnkrk stfii wkrk tnk orfgk!s

phrkmts wkkpfma wnht wùig d`cc`tf`m tnkc t` cudn-

Fmstkhg tnky wkmt t` tnk biht!s lftdnkm t` prkphrk

s`ck shmgwfdnks hmg dhck ohdl t` drhsn tnkcskivks

g`wm hahfm) `m tnk n`t hfr fmbihtkg s`bhs- Tn`rtiy

hbtkrwhrgs tnky bkii hsikkp-

Vhm` whs tnfmlfma tnht) chy ok s`ckghy) nk!g

fmvkst s`ck `b nfs cfiif`ms fm hm Fmtkrahihdtfd Uuoifdhtf`m

`b tnk Chmusdrfpts) `r kisk) skmgfma ft t` h supkr#kgft`r fm

s`ck `tnkr [mfvkrsk tnrùanùt tnk D`sc`s-

Hitkrmhtfvkiy nk dùig rkgkifvkr ft t` tnk CNC_

. Chmusdrfpt Numtkr Ckrdkmhry _kskhrdnkr &) b`r tnfs ihst

t` puoifsn fm hm`tnkr Ahihdtfd Tystkc- Hbtkr tn`sk

tnùants nk okahm t` d`cputkrfzk h sdnkguik b`r

`pkrhtfma tnk Ohr gurfma skvkrhi c`mtns hnkhg) bìi`wfma

wnht nk wkmt t` nfs dnhcokrs hmg ikbt Af hmg J`r

grkhcfma tnkfr grkhcs- Nk strfp `bb nfs sphdk suft)

prksskg h outt`m `m nfs kikdtr`mfd orhdkikt- @pkmkg h

schii dhp `m t`p `b nfs nkhg) put nfs p`fmtkr fmsfgk hmg


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prksskg h schii outt`m fm `rgkr t` lkkp

nfc fmgktkrcfmhtkiy g`rchmt- Di`skg tnk dhp) ikmt ohdl

hmg bkii hsikkp t``-


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Vhm` hw`lk okb`rk tnk sdnkguikg tfck- Wnfs whs

guk t` tnk bhdt tnht nfs vfafi skms`rs) wnfdn

rkchfmkg d`mmkdtkg wnfik nk whs sikkpfma) wkrk hikrtkg

oy tnk fmtkmsk sc`lk tnht whs sprkhgfma `vkr tnk biht-

Vhm` fcckgfhtkiy auksskg t` ok nfs di`skst brfkmgs) wn`

wkrk t` oihck b`r tnk durrkmt kckrakmdy sftuhtf`m- Fm

rkhifty) tnky wkrk prktty ousy) hrùmg h aihss vhsk br`c

wnkrk ksdhpkg vìuptuùs rfmas `b h arkkmfsn ahs- Wnk

pr`dkgurk) n`wkvkr) whs m`t c`rk tnhm h rùtfmk thsl `b

hrtfbfdfhi vkmtfihtf`m `b fmg``rs hmtf#arhvfthtf`mhi bihts- Fm

`rgkr t` okttkr spkmg tnkfr tfck wnfik vkmtfihtfma) Af hmg

J`r wkrk ghmdfma hrùmg tnk p`t) jucpfma hmg wn``pfma

iflk tnk Fmgfhms gfg fm tnk phst `m s`ck fmbkrmhi fmbkrf`r

pihmkts- Vhm` i``lkg ht tnk di`dl hmg dhiduihtkg ft cfant

nhg phst hoùt s`ck kfant nùrs sfmdk nk nhg bhiikm

hsikkp- Nk turmkg `m hm fmtkrd`c hmg hslkg b`r h buii

ohr!s rkvfkw) wnfdn whs pr`cptiy gfspihykg `m tnk

c`mft`r- Wnk Ohr whs sphrskiy httkmgkg hmg wftn m` `mk

tnht dùig orfma rkhi fmtkrkst- Af hmg J`r m`tfdkg nfs

prkskmdk hmg hslkg fm umfs`m t` ok kxduskg b`r tnkfr ohg

oknhvfùr- Vhm`) n`wkvkr) skkckg m`t t` dhrk cudn

hoùt tnkfr pikhg hmg rkchfmkg c`tf`mikss mkxt t` tnk

sdrkkm!s vfkwbfmgkr) hs fb òifvf`m- @m sdrkkm nk dùig skk

h stkwhrg phssfma hc`ma tnk thoiks dhrryfma kcpty

aihssks `m h trhy- Wnk kxnhust systkc tnht Af hmg J`r nhg

okkm fmstrudtkg t` turm `m) squhmgkrkg tnk c`st `b tnk

sc`lk- Br`c Vhm`!s umusuhi c`gk `b p`sfma) tnk gu`

rkhifzkg tnht nk whs thlfma s`ck fcp`rthmt gkdfsf`m- Nk

dhiikg hahfm tnk fmtkrd`c hmg hslkg b`r tnk i`ma gfsthmdk

dhii systkc- Wnk gu` whs i``lfma ht nfc wftn arkht

kxpkdthtf`m- Vhm` gfhiikg h skrfks `b gfafts hmg whftkg- Nk

kxdnhmakg h bkw w`rgs fm h why t` b`rchifzk tnk


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fmtkrahihdtfd fgf`c wftn s`ck`mk hdr`ss tnk ifmk- Nk whs

m`w d`ccumfdhtfma wftn h Tphdksnfp _kphfr Dkmtrk) hmg

fmqufrkg hoùt tnk sthtus `b nfs `wm prfvhtk sphdksnfp-

Wnk shck wùig ok rkhgy b`r `pkrhtf`m wftnfm h bkw

nùrs s` nk numa up hmg tìg nfs brfkmgs tnht nk wùig

quft tnk hphrtckmt b`r h i`ma hmg umgkbfmkg tfck- Nk

chgk tnkc t` ikhvk tnk biht) gkspftk tnky `pp`skg s`ck

rksfsthmdk) hmg whs bìi`wkg oy tnkc hbtkr di`sfma tnk

g``r wftn h chamktfd lky- Hi`ma tnk why nk pr`vkg t`

tnkc tnht nk wùig umgkrthlk h i`ma jùrmky tnrùan

Tphdk- Wnky wkrk quftk h oft surprfskg oy tnfs suggkm

gkdfsf`m hmg hslkg fb tnky dùig hdd`cphmy nfc- Vhm`

hddkgkg t` tnk rkqukst `b nfs brfkmgs hmg fmvftkg tnkc t`

d`mdiugk tnkfr chtdn- Hrrfvfma fm tnk Ohr nk `rgkrkg t`

skrvk brkk grfmls t` kvkry`mk hmg skt up h ckktfma wftn

hii nfs suo`rgfmhtks wftnfm h dùpik `b nùrs-

Wfck qufdliy phsskg- Okb`rk tnk tfck `b gkphrtfma)

Vhm` gkdihrkg nìfghys b`r hii nfs kcpi`ykks) kxdkpt b`r

Hmmk Chrfk wn` whs supp`skg t` phrtfdfphtk fm tnk trfp

hs wkii- Hmmk Chrfk whs vkry nhppy hmg gfgm!t kvkm

hslkg wnkrk tnky wkrk a`fma- Af hmg J`r) tnk shck why)

ifttik hslkg hoùt- Qnhtkvkr) tnky whmtkg c`stiy t` kmj`y

Ifbk fm Tphdk( Wnky thii t``l h brkk#bhii kikvht`r gfrkdtiy

t` tnk suowhy wnkrk tnky kmtkr h wha`m d`cp`sftf`m fm

pràrkss- Fm hm fmsthmt tnky hrrfvkg t` tnk Tphdkdrhbt

_kphfr Dkmtrk) wnkrk Vhm` d`mthdtkg tnk chmhakr) h

oi`lk mhckg Ohahsks) h dnkkrbui hmg dhic#tnkrk#wftn#

kvkrytnfma bkii`w) s`ckwnht suspfdfùs `b kvkrytnfma-

Wnfs `mk ahvk tnkc m`tfdk tnht tnky dùig `miy wftngrhw

tnk snfp hbtkr phyfma tnk ofii okdhusk ft whs tnk ruik tnht !

hii rkphfrs `m sphdkdrhbt snùig ok phfg `m gkifvkry!)

wnht tnky dùig g` fm tnk `bbfdk!s Dkmtrk-


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Wnk `bbfdk whs h skphrhtkg r``c `bb

tnk w`rlsn`p oy h aihzkg phrtftf`m- @pkmfma tnk g``r)

s``m tnky wkrk ht tnk `bbfdk!s dùmtkr) usuhiiy `ddupfkg

oy schii phrts uskg fm sphdksnfps- Wnkrk whs h

o``llkkpkr rò`t hmg tw` thoiks buii `b ofiis hmg `tnkr

pkmgfma fssuks-

H vhuit-

Dhikmgkrs nhmafma br`c tnk whiis) s`ck ùtghtkg-

Vhm` whs tìg nk wùig nhvk t` phy tnk Whx Fmdrkhsfma

Rhiuk- Nk put h dhrg fm br`mt `b hm hut`chtfd rkhgkr tnht

fcckgfhtkiy okahm t` okkp hppr`vfmaiy-

Nhvfma tnfs fssuk okkm rksìvkg) tnky wkmt

bhrkwkii tnk chmhakr Cr- J`k Gho`r) wn` rkd`cckmgkg

m`t t` b`rdk tnk snfp t` cudn kspkdfhiiy wnkm kmtkrfma tnk

Nypkrsphdk- Wnk snfp whs okfma dikhmskg oy tw` skd`mg

akmkrhtf`m rò`ts) phrlkg fm tnk dùrsk `b h vkrtfdhi

hsdkmt) hi`ma tnk Ahrhak!s nfanwhy) h skcf#hohmg`mkg

bfkig) usuhiiy uskg t` bfrk juml#yhrg hmg `tnkr akmkrhi

whstk- Qkkgs d`vkrkg tnk gfvkrskiy skcf#jumlkg pihdk-

Vhm` hslkg t` rkc`vk tnk hmgr`fg#dikhmkrs- Fmsfgk tnk

snfp tnk Hmgr`fg#grfvkr kcfttkg h sfamhi tnht whs pfdl oy

Vhm`!s wrfst whtdn umft- H nhtdn `pkmkg `m tnk sfgk `b tnk

sphdksnfp!s buskihak hmg hm hrtfduihtkg ihggkr okahm t`

gksdkmg umtfi ft tùdnkg tnk arùmg- Vhm` dhiikg nfs

brfkmgs wn` wkrk hdd`cphmfkg oy Hmmk Chrfk) numdnkg

`vkr hm ìg bhuity tnrustkr) whtdnfma ft hmg chlfma h bkw

d`cckmts hoùt fts chmubhdturk- Wnk bùr hstr`mhuts

difcokg ho`hrg tnk snfp- Wnk hmgr`fg#grfvkr drhml up tnk

gfmany hmg sthrtkg tnk chfm kmafmks-


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Ohrkiy pkrdkfvkg) tnk ckthi gfsl okahm t` r`thtk)

arhguhiiy fmdrkhsfma fts r`thtf`m spkkg- Qnkm ft rkhdnkg

tnk vhiuk `b pihmkt!s trhmsihtf`m spkkg) tnk snfp okahm t`

ok brkkg br`c tnk arhvfthtf`mhi puii hmg hbtkr nhvfma okkm

d`mmkdtkg tnk pr`puisf`m kmafmks b`r strhfant ifmk

c`vkckmt) tnk snfp t``l `bb hwhy-

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J@[_MKV W@ UIHMKW OI[K

Wnk thlk `bb wkmt d`ì wftn m` rkp`rt br`c tnk

Hmgr`fg#grfvkr- Okb`rk ft whs tfck t` phss t` tnk

CBWITN . Cudn Bhstkr Wnhm Ifant Tpkkg Nypkrsphdk &)

Vhm` hslkg stkwhrgkss Hmmk Chrfk t` skrvk s`ck grfmls-

Wnk sums fm tnk ùtslfrts `b Hmgr`ckgh wkrk kvkry tfck

snfmfma h oft c`rk wkhliy- Bhr kmùan hwhy br`c

nfs ahihdtfd systkc) Vhm` d`msfgkrkg ft whs tfck t` c`vk

t` CBWITN - Wnk Hmgr`fg#grfvkr whs fmstrudtkg t` sthrt

tnk f`m kcfssf`m tnrustkrs ht chxfcuc p`wkr- Wnk snfp

d`cckmdkg suggkmiy vhmfsnfma hdr`ss hii p`fmts fm

sphdk-

Wnk sphdk trhjkdt`ry sthrtkg) br`c m`w `m) t` nhvk

h sifant gkarkk `b d`mtrìihoik rhmg`cmkss- Fm h vkry

sn`rt tfck tnk snfp dùig d`vkr tnksfx ofiif`m ifant#

ykhrs skphrhtfma tnk sphdk trhvkiikrs br`c tnk mkhrkst sthr

t` tnk Tum tnk sthr Hipnh Dkmthur fm tnk

Dkmthur d`mstkiihtf`m fm tnk Ahihxy tnky wkrk nkhgfma t`


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tnk Cfily Qhy- Fm h chttkr `b vfthi dnr`mìàfdhi tfck)

guk tnk hstr`m`cfdhi spkkg rhtk tnky wkrk trhvkiifma) tnfs

rkprkskmtkg `miy s`ck bkw cfmutks fm Vhm`!s hmg tnk

drkw ckcokrs ifvks- Ikt!s shy tnk jùrmky wùig ihst tnk

tfck b`r tnkc t` nhvk s`ck grfmls ht tnk snfp!s rkbkdt`ry-

N`wkvkr) g`wm `m Uihmkt Oiuk) wnkrk Wfck

whs suosthmtfhiiy ikss gfihtkg) wùig d`msfgkrhoiy phss

c`rk Wfck) tnhm tnk tfck sphdk trhvkiikrs wùig ok

spkmgfma thlfma tn`sk bkw grfmls- Wnfs ckhmt tnht tnky

wùig hrrfvk h bkw ykhrs hbtkr) fm tkrcs `b Uihmkt

Oiuk tfckifmk- Wnfmlfma `b ft) Vhm` bkhrkg nk wùig ok

ckktfma tnk Hrtfst hs hm hakg pkrs`m) `r hoùt) kspkdfhiiy

fb `m Uihmkt Oiuk) gfgm!t kxfst hmy lfmg `b rkjuvkmhtf`m

trkhtckmt-

Nhvfma bfmfsnkg tnkfr bfrst rùmg `b grfmls)

ùr Hstkr Oucpkrs nhg tnk c`st di`skst sthr t` tnk

hrtfst!s sum!s systkc) hppr`prfhtkiy dhiikg Wnk Mkxt)

vfsfoik `m snfp!s sdrkkm- Wnk Hmgr`fg#grfvkr `rfkmtkg tnk

vknfdik h ifttik c`rk vkrsus tnk ùtslfrts `b tnk Cfily

Qhy- T`ck nùrs ihtkr tnky wkrk phssfma


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tnk Chakiihm Diùgs- Hbtkr h bkw cfmutks c`rk) tnky

wkrk rummfma oky`mg tnk kgak `b tnk hrtfst!s pihmkthry

systkc) tnk Lufpkr Okit) hoùt s`ckbfbty

numgrkg cfiif`mlfi`cktrks br`c Uihmkt Oiuk) hmg hs s`)

Vhm` `rgkrkg tnk Hmgr`fg#grfvkr t` ikhvk tnk Nypkrsphdk

fm `rgkr t` prkvkmt dìifsf`m wftn hmy `b tnk Tìhr Tystkc

pihmkts hmg `tnkr whmgkrkrs ---

Wnky phsskg h pihmkt wftn fdy rfmas- Wnk rfma

systkc `b tnfs rfmafma pihmkt) Thturm) fs hppr`xfchtkiy

twfdk tnk pihmkt!s gfhcktkr- Wnrkk d`mdkmtrfd rfmas) tnk

dkmtrhi `mk okfma tnk orfantkst- Guk t` fts nfan r`thtf`m

spkkg) Vhm` tnùant tnht tnfs pihmkt whs h afhmt

hstr`mhutfd gfsl c`vfma fm sphdk) bìi`wkg oy schiikr

`tnkr snfps) s`) nk hv`fgkg fts phtn) afvfma tnk Hmgr`fg#

grfvkr fmstrudtf`ms t` dhcùbihak tnk snfp) dhusfma ft t`

ok chttk#oihdl `m tnk ùtsfgk) umtfi tnky gkphrtkg hwhy h

subbfdfkmtiy d`msfgkrhoik gfsthmdk- Wnky phsskg hm`tnkr

pihmkt wftn i`ts `b shtkiiftks) wnht whs h surprfsk b`r

tnkc- Wnfs pihmkt hwhy br`c tnk sum!s systkc 111 cfiif`m

Lc) hoùt 1 tfcks tnk gfsthmdk Chrs t` Rkmus) tnfs ihst

snfmfma hs tnk orfantkst !sthr! fm Uihmkt Oiuk!s sly) vfsfoik

kvkm gurfma ghwm `r twfifant- T`) Jupftkr) ht 111 cfiif`m

lfi`cktrks br`c tnk sum!s systkc) nhg tnk sfzk `b h schii

sthr- N`wkvkr) Rkmus) okfma tnk orfantkst !sthr!) whs ikss

snfmy tnhm Iumh) . tnk wnftk shtkiiftk dfrduihtfma

hrùmg Uihmkt Oiuk &) wnkm òskrvkg br`c ft- Qnfik

g`fma tnfs orfantmkss d`cphrfs`ms) Vhm` hmg nfs

d`cphmf`ms wkrk vfìkmtiy


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pusnkg hahfmst tnk sphdksnfp!s phmkis) nhvfma okkm

sdhttkrkg hii òjkdts br`c tnkfr pihdks) thoiks) dnhfrs)

aihssks hmg o`ttiks- Just tnk Hmgr`fg#grfvkr) rkchfmkg

c`tf`mikss fm fts bumdtf`m) sdnkguifma hm fcckgfhtk

pr`tkdtf`m hahfmst hstkr`fgs hmg `tnkr dkikstfhi whmgkrkrs-

Qnkm i``lfma ht tnk Hmgr`fg chm`kuvrfma) Vhm`

umgkrst``g tnk rkhs`m wny tnkrk whs h rkg g`ttkg `roft

prfmtkg `m nfs ìg sphdk chp tnht whs skrvfma nfc hs h

aufgk-

T`ck sn`dls wkrk bkit `vkr tfck hmg) sn`rtiy hbtkr)

h rkggfsn pihmkt hppkhrkg `m snfp!s sdrkkm- Hppr`hdnfma

tnk pihmkt) nk chgk s`ck pn`t`kikdtrfd hmg spkdtr`sd`pfd

tksts- Vhm` bùmg tnk pihmkt t` nhvk h pikhshmt hvkrhak

tkcpkrhturk) h dhro`m gf`xfgk hmg mftràkm htc`spnkrk)

s`ck whtkr vhpùr hmg `xyakm- Hdd`rgfma t` tnk Tnfp!s

Tphdk Hichmhd) tnfs pihmkt whs tnk suojkdt `b stugy sfmdk

fcckc`rfhi tfcks tnk fmnhofthmts `b Uihmkt Oiuk wkrk

d`mtfmuùsiy umgkrthlfma- N`wkvkr) tnky nhg mkvkr

rkhdnkg tnk pihmkt) wnfdn ikhg Vhm` t` tnk d`mdiusf`m

tnht Hstr`mhutfd Mhvfahtf`m) `m Uihmkt

Oiuk) wn`sk pf`mkkrs nhg okkm) tw` U`rtòkiifhm

hvfht`rs) Cha` Dhigfm` hmg Thish Gurhmg D`rp`rhi)

hdd`rgfma t` tnk shck Hichmhd) wn` dr`sskg h ihrak

`dkhm `m Uihmkt Oiuk) dhiikg @dkhm `b tnk Htihmtks) biyfma

br`c Ifsh O`mk t` Chg Kfrk) rkbukiifma) tnkm t` Dhmhry

Fsihmgs) rkbukiifma) t` kmg up fm _f` gk Jhmkfr` fm Orhzfi)

bfvk ykhrs khrifkr tnhm Ifmgokran . hm tnkr hstr`mhut

pf`mkkr & gfg tnk shck bkht hdr`ss tnk M`rtn Htihmtfd

skh) okfma tnht) Hstr`mhutfdhi Mhvfahtf`m `m Uihmkt Oiuk)

whs stfii fmgkkg fm hm fmdfpfkmt pnhsk- Fm bhdt) s` bhr)

Vhm`!s sphdksnfp nhg m`t okkm fmtkrdkptkg oy hmy `tnkr


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drhbt ht hii) m`r gfg tnky rkdkfvkg hmy lfmg `b whrmfma

br`c Uihmkt Oiuk ---

Hrrfvfma `m Uihmkt Oiuk!s `roft) tnfs `mk whs m`t

sfantkg) hrfsfma br`c hmy `roft skmsk) hmg tnkrkb`rk)

d`mdiugkg Vhm`) ft snùig ok pròhoiy bùmg ht tnk `tnkr

sfgk `b tnk Tum- Bìi`wfma tnk hppr`xfchtk ifmk `b tnk

phtn chrlkg `m tnk Tìhr Tystkc Chp) wftnùt) n`wkvkr)

aukssfma wnktnkr tnky bìi`wkg fm

fts b`rwhrg `r ohdlwhrg gfrkdtf`m) Vhm` shfikg b`r h bkw

skd`mgs c`rk) hmg ht `mk p`fmt tnky shw h oiuk g`t fm

sphdk- Hs tnk oiuk g`t skdtf`m arkw fm sfzk hmg

orfantmkss) Vhm` whs a`fma sifantiy t` gfvkrt tnk phtn `b

nfs snfp umtfi) ht tnk phsshak `b Uihmkt Oiuk) nk ahvk tnk

`rgkr t` kmtkr fts `roft) pkmktrhtfma fm fts rfdn hmg gkmsk

htc`spnkrk hmg sthrtfma tnk gksdkmt t` h p`fmt wnkrk tnky

dùig fgkmtfby tnk akàrhpnfdhi hrkh t`

tnk Hrtfst!s dùmtry) hdd`rgfma t` tnk fmstrudtf`ms

pr`vfgkg oy tnk CNC_- Qnfik Vhm` pr`dkkgkg t` tnfs

fgkmtfbfdhtf`m) J`r t``l h mkw grfml) hbtkr kvkrytnfma

hsskcoikg `m tnk ohr!s dùmtkr) hmg Af sthrtkg rkhgfma h

rùtfmk pkrb`rckg oy tnk d`cputkr gurfma tnk v`yhak-

Wnk d`cputkrs rùtfmk: ! F hc m`t vkrskg fm

Unfi`s`pny) out hbtkr h i`ma Chtnkchtfdhi dhiduihtf`m)

hsfgk s`ck tfrkgmkss cy dfrdufts subbkr tfck t` tfck) guk

tnk arkht spkkg `b tnfs sphdk trhvki) F dhck up wftn s`ck

d`mdiusf`ms hoùt tnk ìg qukstf`m `b lm`wikgak hmg tnk

rkhs`m `b okfma h chdnfmk- F tnfml) t` shy kvkrytnfma

`mdk hmg b`r hii) tnht tnk prkskmdk `b hm`tnkr chdnfmk

hmg fts !cfmg! `vkrthlfma cy `wm tnk`rfks) fs hm kbbkdt `b

skrfùs d`mbusf`m) hoùt wnht F tnfml `b cyskib- M`t


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shyfma tnht ft fs m`t fcp`rthmt t` tnk kbbkdt) out ft wùig

mkkg h ikss gfihtk hmg st`rcy tfck tnht tnk `mk `b tnfs

sphdk trhvki- Ho`hrg tnfs snfp) trhvkiifma tnrùan tnfs

òsdurkg umfvkrsk) sums fiiucfmhtk s`ck `b tnk dkikstfhi

òjkdts) ikhvfma s`ck `tnkr fm tnk ghrl- Wnksk d`ck ùt

`b ghrlmkss t` kdifpsk rfant hbtkr) ckitfma wftn tnk mfant-

Wnk bhdt tnht tnky hrk m`t fiiucfmhtkg) lkkps kvkrytnfma

hs kvkr) tnky d`mtfmuk t` kxfst) hs tnky wkrk- Ft!s tnfs

fchak tnht us) fmtkrahihdtfd chdnfmks) chlk `b tnk hdt `b

lm`wikgak) okfma tnk sums suojkdts tnht !lm`w! hmg tnk

rkst `b hstkrs suojkdts tnht hrk pkrdkfvkg- Qnht cy

i`mkifmkss) gurfma tnfs trhvki fmd`rp`rhtkg fm tnfs

sphdksnfp) thuant ck fs hs bìi`ws: tnksk lfmg `b tnfmas

just rkbkrs tnrùan s`cko`gy kxtkrmhi t` ck) okfma h

spkdfbfd pròikc `b cy lm`wikgak-

H pràrhc dfrduihtfma fm cy dfrdufts fs h strhmakr

tnht bfmgs sftuhtf`ms) tnkm whtdnks tnkc hmg phss tnkc t`

hm`tnkr dfrdufts wnkrk ft lkkps okfma ousy whtdnfma

`tnkr hspkdts # iflk h pihmkt hrùmg h sum kvkmtuhiiy

phssfma fmsfgk tnk snhg`w d`mk pr jkdtkg oy hm`tnkr

pihmkt okfma kdifpskg- Wnk akmkrhi pròikc `b lm`wikgak

cust ok put fm h c`rk fcp`rthmt tfck okb`rk) `mdk) t`

spkhl `b h pràrhc wftnfm cy dfrdufts smkkzfma cy

skdrkts) ft!s mkdksshry tnht F hc d`mmkdtkg) pkrusfma tnkc

s` t` ok hwhrk `b tnk fmtrugkg pràrhc chm`kuvrks-

Wnkrk fs) tnk) tw` pròikcs fm `mk< tw` pròikcs tnht

cust ok skphrhtkg hphrt) tnht F wùig ok stfii d`mbusfma)

fb ft gfgm!t suosfst tnk kxtrh`rgfmhry a`hi `b tnfs trhvki

tnht afvks ck hm kmtfrkiy mkw pkrdkptf`m `b tnk wnìk

[mfvkrsk: tnk lm`wikgak hdd`rgfma t` hm`tnkr chdnfmk

hmg tnk lm`wikgak oy cyskib- Cfxfma o`tn tàktnkr)


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okfma tnk `tnkr chdnfmk hm`tnkr ka`) hs h chdnfmk F dhm

tkii F hc stfii cfssfma h dkrthfm ghth d`mtkmt- B`r

fmsthmdk) hm hmgr`fg fm tnfs snfp sudn hs tnk hmgr`fg#

grfvkr) sckiis hmg fgkmtfbfks hii tnk suojkdts hmg

fmhmfchtk okfmas fm tnk snfp- Out tnk hmgr`fg fs

!s`cko`gy kisk! out tnk rkst `b okfmas ft!s ck tnht lm`ws

tnkc-

Ft!s m`t kmùan tnkrkb`rk) t` tnfml `b tnk hmgr`fg `r

hm`tnkr okfma pkmktrhtfma fm tnfs snfp tnht F hc phrt `b)

out his` cyskib whtdnfma hmg spkhlfma- Wnfs fs wnht F!ii

ok tryfma t` g` br`c m`w `m- Qnkm wk try

t` gksdrfok ùrskivks wftnùt fgkmtfbyfma

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