Marzia was sleeping, resting her head on Felixs shoulder while he was trying to open a bag of peanuts. Suddenly, he ripped the bag in half and all the peanuts inside flew everywhere, some even hit the couple on the front seat, the lady looked over her seat to see Felix, who was blushed and wide-eyed.Ledsen He said burying into his shoulders.The lady, seeing his reaction and that he was cute as hell, just grinned and got back to her seat. Felix sighed and stared at the clouds in the window, he imagined it would be one of those moments where you would listen to Mumford and Sons or Florence + The Machine while Instagraming the moment.He giggled to himself and a guy from the other row stared at him. Then he started silently laughing, but it was for another reason now. He was nervous, he couldnt believe it, he was going to Vidcon and he was going to see Mark, hell be in the same room as him, breathing the same airMin Gud, stop being so weird! They arrived to the airport, they were there, on California, where Mark lives and where they were going to meet him. Marzia was all sleepy and her hair was a mess, Felix was wearing a beanie for the same reason. They arrived to the hotel, it was really pretty, it had a beautiful sight and the room was big and fresh. Everything on TV was the fucking same as home, luckily, he brought his PS4 with him. Apparently 5 am was a good hour to keep playing BioShock Infinite for the 27869th time. He didnt even noticed until he turned to see the clock ticking on the wall, he jerked, turned off the console and jumped to the bed next to Marzia, she was already sleeping.Skit! He whispered remembering he had to wake up early Fall asleep already! he shut his eyes tightly and when he less expected it, he fell asleep.The alarm sounded, loudly. He quickly sat on the bed, Marzia grunted, complaining silently.Marzia Felix shook her, trying to wake her up.Nnnghh. She grunted again NooDont you want to see Marks hot body? Felix jokedMarzia turned to face him and smiled with sleepy eyes I bet you do She stretched and sat on the bed.Felix began dressing up, ignoring Marzias comment.Arent you going to take a shower? Marzia asked, holding a towel and walking to the bathroom.Mmmm. Felix smelled his armpits and rubbed his chin thoughtfully Nah! He waved his hand.Eugh She giggled and went into the bathroom.They were out of the hotel at 8 am, he wanted to get there early. When he got there, there was a big-ass line.Fuuuck!! He whined and got in line with her girlfriend.A few hours later, he was in the building watching everywhere, his hand holding Marzias. He stared at some Youtubers he didnt even know they existed and some really weird people.The place was huge and there were a lot of people, he was getting sweaty and tired. Suddenly, Marzia pulled him, when he turned she was already (not so) silently screaming and fangirling over the Makeup/Beauty Youtubers she recognized. She quickly approached to the panel, she told Felix she will later catch up with him.Felix sighed and kept walking, when he noticed there was a gaming panel, where Mark was supposed to be, it was empty with some teenagers holding their backpacks making their way out or taking selfies in the room. He felt a freezing pain in his chest that released cold all over his shoulders to his upper arms followed by something that felt like a punch on the stomach. He clenched his fists, digging his nails in the palm and frowned really hard shutting his eyes tight.His forehead began to hurt for the pressure of his brows, he wanted to cry, and break something and cry again.He finally opened his eyes, they were glassy. The teens that were there had left already, he sighed shakily, angry, fucking pissed.He sat on the floor near some kids around a girl playing with her Nintendo DS. He took his phone out of his pocket to call Marzia, he dropped it when the girl screamed loudly, scaring him; the kids were also screaming and began to happily murmur things while they and the girl got up quickly from the floor and ran.Felix turned to see where the children were running, there was a bunch of people surrounding someone, the kids were pulling from other peoples shoulders, jumping, trying to get to see something.The Swedish got up, taking away his beanie, he stretched his neck to see what was going on. Finally the crowd stepped back a little. Felix parted his lips and felt like if his chest was about to break for the strong beat his heart did.The man was in the middle of the cage of people, he was laughing scratching the back of his head awkwardly, taking his glasses up to the bridge of his rather large nose. The brunet ran a hand through his hair like he always does, his hand changing position to rest on his hip and Felix was no longer breathing. His legs were shaking, his lung were too.Mark said something with an exaggerated gesture, frowning, shaking his head and making a duck face while showing his double chin. The multitude started laughing and Mark smiled watching everyone laugh, turning to see all of them.Felix was about to puke, he felt needles on his throat and he couldnt breathe well.While grinning at his still laughing crowd, Mark looked up a little and eyed Felix for a millisecond, the blond blinked and jerked a little; then, almost instantly, Mark looked at his direction again, making casual eye contact and Felix froze, feeling cold everywhere.The three longest seconds of gazing hed ever received, Felix never knew how much he could think in that time. Like why did he picked that stupid South Park T-shirt or if he shouldve shaved or why did he felt like his hands were dripping sweat or why the FUCK he didnt take a shower? I feel all sticky. Thats what sh-SHUT UP. SHUT THE FUCK UP!Felix gulped at the first half of second three, he flushed when Mark did an almost invisible smile, feeling his cheeks like hot breath on cool air. Mark blinked softly and slowly as he turned his head to his fans again.Air finally managed to enter Felixs lungs and he coughed a little, he sucked his lower lip still staring at the Youtuber in the middle of the crowd. He turned around, he wanted to find Marzia and get a good bubble bath. He walked away, occasionally glancing back at the exited people and the fucking idiot that makes him want to puke his heart out.