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SELF DEVELOPMENT ASSIGNMENT
THE GROWTH OF THE CONSCIOUSNESS
Submitted by: AB
B.EL.ED (2 YEAR)
JOURNAL
Date: 4 December 2015.
Happening: I was talking to one of my friends outside my house and after few minutes we saw that Priyanka(our friend) fell on the road, while she was riding the bicycle.
Response: I ran towards her, moved her bicycle on one side and helped her in getting up. Then she sat on the bench. I brought a glass of water for her to drink and did her first aid.
Attitudes: Vital -‐ identification with impulses and emotions.
There was a desire to help my friend Priyanka.
Date: 5 December 2015.
Happening: I went to the tailor to get my suit stitched for the upcoming occasion but unfortunately he said that he won’t be able to stitch the palazzo because it’s new for him and he don’t know how to do it therefore he didn’t want to take a risk.
Response: I was really disappointed.
Attitudes: Vital -‐ Identification with impulses and emotions.
There was a desire to wear the latest fashion clothes.
Physical -‐ Identification with the body.
I wanted to look smart and presentable.
Date: 6 December 2015.
Happening: My father and I planted tomatoes and cauliflowers seeds in our garden.
Response: Every day I water the seeds.
Attitudes: Physical – It has become a routine.
Vital -‐ Identification with the impulses and emotions.
There is a desire to eat the fruits and vegetables of my hard work.
Date: 7 December 2015.
Happening: My aunty had under gone an operation today in Medanta hospital (Gurgaon). Initially my mother told me to stay at home but I wanted to meet my aunty and see if see was fine.
Response: I went to meet my aunty.
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
There was desire to see if my aunty was all right after the operation.
Date: 8 December 2015.
Happening: I saw a lady eating peanuts and throwing the outer covering of the peanuts in one corner probably because the bus window was not open.
Response: There were multiple thoughts that were going on in my mind. First should I ask the lady to throw the peanut covering in a disposable bag, Second Is this how we are going to become a clean country? “Swach Bharat” and last if this continues there will be a day when eatables will not be allowed or perhaps eating will not be allowed or fined in the buses. There after I got down from the bus.
Attitudes: Physical – I avoided or probably escaped from the situation.
Vital – There was irritation and anger for the same.
Mental – Dispassionate problem solving.
Date: 9 DECEMBER 2015.
Happening: Today when I was watering the plants there was a cat in my garden who was crying I thought maybe the cat is feeling hungry.
Response: I went inside and got some milk for the cat to drink.
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
There was a desire to help the hungry cat.
Date: 10 December 2015.
Happening: My mother asked me to wash the utensils.
Response: I was very lazy and tired therefore I didn’t wash the utensils.
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
There was laziness in my actions.
Date: 11 December 2015.
Happening: Today I planned to cook Aloo Ki Kachori for my family.
Response: I was busy preparing it and everyone enjoyed eating, though I know that the Aloo Ki Kachoris needed more spices to be added and a good shape.
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
There was a desire to learn cooking and to eat something spicy.
Date: 12 December 2015.
Happening: I have to go for a trip so I requested my mother to go for shopping. But she said “No you already have enough in your cupboard.”
Response: I replied, “Mummy let me check in my cupboard. If there are clothes that I can carry then I will not buy, otherwise will you buy some clothes for me to carry?
She said okay I will.
Attitudes: Mental – Identification with the mind.
There was a logical and reasonable problem solving of the situation.
Date: 13 December 2015.
Happening: I was talking to my neighbour. We were talking about various topics and then I told her that I want to get rid of pimples on my face. She recommended me to use Roop Mantra.
Response: I brought it today itself in a hope that it might work.
Attitudes: Physical – Identification with the body.
There is a tendency to care about the physical appearance.
Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
There is a desire to look good and pretty.
Date: 14 December 2015.
Happening: Today when I went to ride my bicycle, a dog started to bark at me.
Response: I was extremely terrified and decided not to ride my bicycle in the ground.
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
There was a rush of emotions. I was extremely scared and was about to lose my balance while riding.
Mental – Identification with the mind.
There was a logical problem solving of the situation which arouse.
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Date: 15 December 2015.
Happening: Today my relatives arrived at home. In this get together we started discussing about the odd and even formula which is planned for Delhi. My relatives started to share their views and opinions and my cousins were sharing Watsapp jokes on the same. My uncle said to my parents you don’t have to worry your one car has an odd number and the other have even. You can take one on Monday the other one on Tuesday. I was happy because of the fact that this odd and even formula is not applicable for two wheelers.
Attitudes: Vital – identification with the impulses and emotions.
I was happy to know that this formula is not applicable for two wheelers because the frequency of the bus is very less and the bus route is not convenient and suitable for me.
Date: 16 December 2015.
Happening: My father asked me to fill air in the tyres of my bicycles.
Response: I was very indolent to do the task. Therefore I avoided the situation.
Attitudes: Physical – Identification with the body. There was avoidance and escapism.
My body needed rest after doing a lot of household work.
Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
There was a desire to enjoy the leisure.
Date: 17 December 2015.
Happening: There was a dog which was sitting outside my house. The dog was shivering in the cold winter.
Response: I took a warm piece of cloth and trapped it around the dog.
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
I was feeling very pity and therefore provided aid to the dog.
Date: 18 December 2015.
Happening: I requested my parents to watch the film Bajirao Mastani which was released today but my parents had to go for some important work.
Response: I insisted them but they were not able to go.
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
I felt disappointed because I was bored from the dull and routine day.
Date: 19 December 2015.
Happening: Wrestling a sport which is in limelight because of the ongoing Pro – Wrestling league But apart from the interesting wrestling bouts what is more catching is it’s advertisement. It says “ ladke takiya pakar ke sote hai , break up hone par rote hai , Sunday to Sunday cream me lagate hai ……..naajuk hogaye hai londe ”
{This says that the boys have become weak because they hold a pillow while they sleep, they cry when they have break ups in their relationships, they spend their Sunday in parlours therefore they should watch pro wrestling league.}
Response: This advertisement bothered me for the kind of image they were portraying. I felt it was very stereotypical. Of course they are individuals with emotions.
19 December 2015 ……….Con…..
According to me, they have equal right to cry or smile and express themselves. The line which says that they spend their Sunday in parlours is their personal choice and not every guy spend their time in parlours hence this can’t be generalised and if a small percentage of people do it, it is there choice and interest. I don’t think there is anything wrong in caring about your own self and your body.
Attitudes: Mental – Identification with the mind.
These thoughts were means of self-‐ expression.
Date: 20 December 2015.
Happening: Today the Nirbhaya/Damini rape case(16 December) juvenile was released and the victim’s parents were arrested because of their protest.
Response: I was filled with rage.
I was extremely disappointed and frustrated and what not.
IS THIS JUSTICE?
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
Date: 21 December 2015.
Happening: It is such a cold winter and there are so many assignments that are yet to be completed.
Response: I am avoiding these assignments due to my laziness.
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
Date: 22 December 2015.
Happening: I went outside to play with my friends. When we were discussing about what to play? We came to two conclusive games. One was cricket and another one was football. There after Prayrna (one of my friends) said that she doesn’t want to play football since we were playing it from past three to four days but Ishu(another friend) said that he wanted to play football only.
Response: I was very irritated by their conversation I asked them to decide as fast as possible as it was getting dark and then we won’t be able to play anything.
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions because I was very irritated.
Date: 23 December 2015.
Happening: I requested my father to order cheese crunchy pizza. He replied that you order it tomorrow because your mother had already prepared the dinner.
Response: I was satisfied with the resolution.
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
Date: 24 December 2015
Happening: I am in Madhya Pradesh now for a trip and extremely tired because I could not sleep in the train. When we reached our resort I thought to take a bath. One of my friends was having periods and that is why it was important for her to bathe.
Response: Hence I asked her to go first but then when I went to take a bath the water was not hot despite of this I decided to take a bath to complete my daily task.
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
There was a caring attitude towards my friend as I was concerned for her.
Physical – life governed by habit and routine.
Date: 25 December 2015.
Happening: I ate matar karela in Madhya Pradesh. Initially I thought matar with karela is such a weird combination. My curiosity to eat was above all its level.
Response: Therefore I got down from the bus to taste it and trust me it was above all my expectations. Actually it was not karela (bitter gourd) but papri which was in that shape hence the name was matar karela.
Attitude: Vital -‐ Identification with the impulses and emotions.
My desire to taste it motivated me to get down from the bus even when I was extremely tired.
Date: 26 December 2015.
Happening: There was sound and light show in Orcha (Madhya Pradesh) today. It was interesting for about 5 minutes there after people sitting next to me started losing their interest probably they were not curious to unfold the historical background of that fort or perhaps some other reason.
Response: I was interested in its story line and listening because there was a quest to gain knowledge.
Attitudes: Mental – Pursuit of knowledge.
Date: 27 December 2015.
Happening: Back in Delhi. There was nothing that I did today except sleeping.
Response: The whole day I was sleeping. My eyes were not opening even when my mother was asking me to eat food.
Attitudes: Physical – My body needed rest.
Date: 28 December 2015.
Happening: I kept my diya in the sun to get dry which I made while trying my hands on the potter’s wheel.
Response: Therefore I went in my garden to keep it in the sun and then I cleaned my garden.
Attitudes: Vital – Identification with the impulses and emotions.
There was a desire to paint the diya and use it in one of the coming festivals.
Physical – life governed by habit and routine. Therefore I cleaned my garden and I also enjoy doing it also.