Black Waves/Self-pity

Sometimes,I feel like Im totally alone
That everyone avoids meAs if I was made of stoneIt never ocurred to me,why actually?
That it might be my FAULT!!!!!

AM I REALLY THIS SICK!?!?!?AM I REALLY THIS FAR GONE!?!?!?
Why am I like this!?What have I become!?Just a walking,talking deterrentWHO DOESNT GIVE A DAMN!!!!!

Black waves crash around meDrowning all those near to me There can be no sympathy
For the depressing me!THE SELF-PITYING ME!!!

What the hell have I done?to make everyone turn their back on mewhy do I feel so empty an emptiness slowly filling up with guilt

AM I REALLY THIS SICK!?!?!?AM I REALLY THIS FAR GONE!?!?!?
Why am I like this!?What have I become!?Just a walking,talking deterrentWHO DOESNT GIVE A DAMN!!!!!

Black waves crash around meDrowning all those near to me There can be no sympathy
For the depressing me!THE SELF-PITYING ME!!!

When I try to smile It ends up threateningWhen I try to say somethingit ends up bitter and meanBITTER AND MEAN!!!

Black waves crash around meDrowning all those near to me There can be no sympathy
For the depressing me!THE SELF-PITYING ME!!!

FOR THOSE SAME WAVES ARE ME!!!(L.W.M.)

Write Your Scars
There you are againEyes bloodshot,Tears overflowingI cant suppress this feelingThis warmth I feel when you need me

Come on in,tell me your worriesFree yourself,let me feel sorryCos I just cant get enough of this

WRITE YOUR SCARS ON ME!!!Carve your problems into my gutsSET YOURSELF FREE!!!And dont you worry about me

This smell of salt in the airits overpoweringI need you and you need meA fuckin perfect symbiotic harmony

Well dont stop,let it all outCurse them all,stir up my heartlet this beautiful moment go on and on

WRITE YOUR SCARS ON ME!!!Carve your problems into my gutsSET YOURSELF FREE!!!And dont you worry about me

And when you leave,the knife starts gleamingMy tears well up,I end up screamingBut blood will wash it all away again

AND AGAIN!!!AND FUCKING AGAIN!!!

WRITE YOUR SCARS ON ME!!!Carve your problems into my gutsSET YOURSELF FREE!!!And dont you worry about meCos for me this is frickin ecstasy!

MORE THAN ECSTASY!!!

ENDLESS ECSTASY!!!

L.W.M.

Sadist Princess

Your words are knivesYour kicks are painsYour smile is wickedYour lips are chains

WHICH ARE SEEKING TO BIND ME!!!

RUN AWAY!!!I CANT!!!I CANT!!!FLEE FROM HER!!!I CANT!!!I CANT!!!

(Chorus)You cant escapeFrom the Sadist PrincessEVEN IF YOU TRY!!!You would fail nonethelessWHY WOULD YOU EVEN TRY!!!Even as she shatters youYou realize that you want her to

You carve my feelingsLike Im some kind of fishYou spin me aroundLike a tasty dish

AND YOU LICK YOUR LIPS...!!!

TURN AWAY!!!I CANT!!!I CANT!!!GO HIDE YOURSELF!!!I CANT!!!I CANT!!!

(Chorus)

The suffering has become an addictionA disease,the very worst afflictionFingers like heroin and eyes like narcoticsMake my logic dwindle awayMAKE MY LOGIC DWINDLE AWAY!!!

(Chorus) +YOU WANT HER TO!!!YOU NEED HER TO!!!YOU LOVE HER TOO!!!

L.W.M.