Submissions - Poetry

8/6/2019 Submissions - Poetry

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SubMissionsPoetry

Do what thou wilt is the whole of the Law.What We have here is another eddition ov SubMissions.

This time We will deal with the affair ov purple prose witch some call poetry.Sure I could babble on about what the sayd subject is or isnt!

" even more verbosely on how Im so #reat at it.Ill leave that to the e$perts " poseurs while here %eepin# it simple.

The poems below consist ov pieces previously published over the yearsin &ur local publication! Talons!

includin# a few e$tras performed ' midnuit readin#s.

I have left the fonts " formattin# as they ori#inally occurred.(opefully somethin# will deli#ht ")or dis#ust you!the latter sadly all too easy in &ur current world.

So much for polytic%s! on to the poetry.*joy

Love is the law! love under will.

WLLM

WLLM+++'yahoo.com

Lovin#ly Dedicated

To

Sir ,dward -le$ander rowley

The Poet

/ury me in an nameless #rave0I came from 1od the world to save.I brou#ht them wisdom from above2

Worship! and liberty! and love.They slew me for I did dispara#e

Therefore 3eli#ion! Law! and Marria#e.So be my #rave without a name

That earth may swallow up my shame0
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-Lchemy

-ll Pa%istani (eroDeus est (omo

Drainin# the Sap,fful#ent

,meth,tienne de Sissi was no sissy

?inal Solutions1ood We$ Wammell (untin#0

1reat Will(idin# or (untin#

(omeWor%

(omeWor% @>>I -m - /ad Man

I -m /etter Than AI -M ?3,,

I came into loves houseI Did *ot

I Did *ot ome /ac%I Dont Anderstand WhyB

InitiationCSPCTP

Lesbian CissesLesser ov ; ,vils

Lost TaleLunaMe

Mein ,yes

Meine (ospice holiaMy Mind

*i#httime ,manations*ow I lay me down to sleep

Peacoc%sPeople Say

piPrelude to a Prayer

Simile ScreamsSome say

The 1odspiel

They Ceep allin# MeT& ME 3-PAL&AS &*T,MP&3-3I,S

TreesTwas the nite b= rowleymas

A Dont Want Me To LeadFeils

WhyG0W&W

WWaTDGEule Tidin#s

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-drift within the chaotic waves of the -byssI cry HSave me my 1oddess0H(er soft whispery response lost in the rush of the Sea2Lost is her cry HTo me0 To me0H

Instinct ta%es over! Man now becomes /east!


4/75

Home unto me is a foolish word! for it is I who #o0HThe *uMan has re#ained his mi#ht!3ememberin# (is power! /earer of the Li#ht0

The Foid is filled by the radiance of a million sons/la


5/75

What is grass# acid or ether?Who am I?ision is blurry# un"ocused.What is vision?Where am I?

(oo$ around.) blasted !illo! tree behind me#

the droo&ed cano&y still smoldering#dri&&ing !ith rain.

ree# "orest# outdoors# rain*got it.+ut !ho am I?Some "orm o" I,.!hat's id?

Identi-cation.driver's liscense# Social Security card.What is liscense or SS?

emember*!ill# "ocus# direct./oc$ets# clothes * I'm dressed

chec$ "or a !allet.

0ound*several &ieces o" !orthless green &a&er#!ith smaller &ieces o" hard &a&er slid inside./lastic cards !ithin a leather s$in.) name# -nd a nameWho the hell am I?What is hell?)nd !hy can't I remember anything?0inally# an image !ith scribbles# !riting# !ords*I can read

0eel "ace to com&are !ith image.2es# raise it closer to -nally see.hat's me

I !as#

I am Will#William

E,,

StanzasIn youth I !as $no!n "or my Ware hugs# - a

ma$ing the largest girth !oman sigh.Who $ne! such strengthcould come "rom someone as I.hings have changed since then#but in the end my soul !ill !in.)n unsymmetrical abomination4ast on this soil ov desolation.


6/75

I can not hug those !omen again#as I can not hug another human.I accidentally died again yet still do not believe in chance)s 5ob to my deity I have never blamed my circumstance.I can not hold my beloved#I can not &lay !ith my $in.I am not cursed or &ro"anedI am "orever en6amed )moun.I can not do my duty as 7ne ov the (e"t 8and#touching the lo!ly abodes as directed.yasa can not be accom&lished correctlyWithout )nnu%*7n*)moun as &ro%y.I can not be an al&ha male#I am ugly and scared.:nli$e the 5u!es ho!ever * bI" there be a heaven I !ill not be disbarred. - c

I can not &um& my love "rom above#hough it does e;uate !ith my humanitarian &osition.I can lie though in the ,ead Man's 4ondition)nd can a!ait the de! descend long time as We love.I can still love but it must be !illed#) sacred nu&tual We must "ul-ll.Every s&erm is sacred# every egg is great

I create egregores# thought "orms# !hen I masturbate.,o I reveal the sacred?I can not i" I do not $no!.Into the Mysteries I have been InitiatedSo as /rometheus I bring -re belo!.+e as I and be a Ware,o not "all in love !ith Elementals7v !hat you !ish be a!are(east it is the ,evil


7/75

Maybe My =no!ledge can be used "or your good.I can not &hysically do a lot ov things#as I sit u& on my hill.In heart verily I am a 8ermit)nd daily inter&ret My >odod


8/75

,o It Everyday and be "ree - D.I.E.

7r loose this hooretical !riting on some bac$ shel".

knoetesa - Mothers maiden name, grandmothers is Lawb - (and 2 others) - Abramic trilog ! others being "#Ic - i.e. no orthodo$ b%rial w&'iercings, scars, or tattoosd - h%mans # animals&eso # e$o& initiates # non

WLLM

BIChis !ill re*discover the eternal 4hurch ov Man#


9/75

It !ill be -lled eternally !ith 7ur Doyous ra&ture.his tem&le is "orever erect# Its s&ire !ill ascend the height ov 7ur desire.his corner*stone !ill be that o" bone# Its strength !ill be 7ur strength.his tomb !ill be the !omb ov 7ur love# Its religion !ill Doin :s in orgiastic dissolution.

circa 19C

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-L5-L5 I come!

-L5 I #o.-L5 n btween!


10/75

" -L5 -L5.*ot by chance!but by choice.

*ot = -Ll!but = me.-L5 I am.

-L5

-Lchemy3ed male Lion!

White female ,a#le!her retort receives his blood! ,li$ir.


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Steeped n the solvent menstruum ov the White ,a#le!their ?irst Matter is mi$ed! min#led! united.

The effluvia ov the Lion " the ,a#le is Love under Will!&ri#inal! sinless reation.

?ood = 1ods.Transubstantiation by ima#ination! aspiration! inspiration!

" that (oly ?ire witch is called ,cstasy.The Ma#ic%al &pus ov the lowly Puffers -rt!

transformin# " transmutin# -Ll!revealedG

Se$ in uno! per nomen septum in uno!-3-3IT-.

-ll Pa%istani (eroPervai< Mahsi

1ather rounds my friends


12/75

" let me tell A the taleov a poor! illiterate! hristian janitor!

Pervai< Mahsi.- simple man from Pa%istan!

yet a hero all the same.The story yes is sad!

what happened &ctober ;6th' the International Islamic Aniversity n Islamabad.

Synchroni


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1od is Man.There r no ?ates! Destiny or a Divine Plan.

-ll is the suarin# ov the circle.&rientalists call it Tao!Masons &rdo ab hao.

* the end $istence means nothin#!$cept ' the . ov the $perience.

(omo Sapians as As have only been = ;66!666 years.If vol%es only %new how short &ur time is

,very5 wood shed a trillion tears.

Drainin# the Sap

Eour se$ ma%es me sic%0


14/75

Eou could be so powerful-nd yet you love! or thin% you love!The lowest of the low0Eou want to chan#e As-nd yet you say you love As as We areG0Liar0Thats not your real a#enda0Thats not your real hair color0Thats not your real face! breasts or hei#ht0Liars0Su#ar and spice and everythin# niceG0Thats the millions of molested boys bu##ered by your Priests0?or#otten! turned into /astards!Anable to tell you their past for their shame.Damn you! damn you all to hell0Mothers! #randmothers! and #reat #randmothers0Whores who have suc%ed dic%s in the dirt0?athers! #randfathers! and #reat #randfathers0

Wea% men who project on their sons their own hurt0Eou have made As into slac%ers! drun%ards! or worse0Anable to be ourselves0Anable to be Men0Eou who have castrated As to the point of self7loathin#0It is now even amoral to be heterose$ual0Torture now turned into pleasure for tormented souls!Dis eased death as lemmin#s off a cliff0Eou would rather befriend an estro#en7laden maleThan fuc% a real Man0That witch you can not %now0

5;6I have seen what you do to Men! to me2Ma%e them beat you to shut you up!Eourself upon a cross0Trust me! I %now this dual crime2alled domestic abuse before your time0This has made me what I am! was and will be forever more.I have stopped the violence0I have bro%en my lineal curse0I have accomplished my reason to be0What is leftG

Is there anythin# worseGEes! to be an abomination in desolation.*ot an empty space!but %nowin# eternity ' your disposal!bored.I who have been the first and will be the last am bored0,arth and heaven are both abhorred!to me0GThe doors ov astle *evermore loom before me!


15/75

My basalt abode before the -byss.I am finally home!-nd earthly e$istence I will not miss.

Polymous

Effulgent

Who am I


16/75

From where have I come

My house is unknown

And no where is home

In idyllic Patsifan youth

I lived by the mighty Meremac

Where tales ov sasquatch & witches abound

ee! in the "#arks$ no where found

Aside from "ur many out of state adventures%howing studs and bitches

My family would take in the local surroundings

"ne reason$ my !arents had come

"ne was very !o!ular$ though disturbing now to some

etween the village ov %teel and the town of %aint 'ames

Was a well and a tree from where a nigger was hanged

I do not mean to blas!hemy or !rofane

ut have lived my hole life in the state of (wain

In no way is this my belief

ut by Mark)s greatness I have literary relief

%o back to the !oint w*o further a dueA human female was murdered

y volkes +ust like you

%ure times were different

And it was a wilderness town

ut behavior that is abhorrent

,as ha!!ened everywhere$ in every town

It is not environment

It is not genetic

It is will

As Po!eye and the Mosaic god sayd

I am what I amMost need only a reason or uniform to kill

While others do it +ust for the thrill

What btw was the !oor woman)s crime

For having a white man)s baby before society)s time

(his hy!ocrisy and idiocy was one ov many

Forming my im!ressionable world

Assuring my !osition outside

(o watch e-istence unfurl

Was it all a !loy

%omething formali#ed when Iwas a boy

We choose to be here

(here is no accident

If it were

I am the greatest Magus

Emeth


17/75

I will not tic%le your asses with a blood red rose!but preach to you throu#h purple prose.I am here to tell a bit ov the truth!Somethin# I found while others say I suandered my youth.I %now my satan! my adversary0I am the voice howlin# in the wilderness!resoundin# throu#h the universes!all while sittin# in silence.While your world turns around- million million suns die out and burn away.3emember mon%ey man!Thou art but mortal.,i#ht more years the Mayans say!(alf that has past since the vaulted E;C jud#ment day03antin# and ravin# is all he can do!?or one mind is made ov the many-s the oceans re erect in mornin# dew.(ow can infinite voices all be heard!

&r #enius survive the hate ov his herdG,ven #ods must die!&nly man can lau#h at his lie.There is no bi# brother deity ma%in# a list and chec%in# it twice.The only old bearded #od who sat physically up on hi#hWas the ivory and #old 1recian wonder Neus!What the cunnin# cabalists called the elemental! unpronounceable lost word!-moun silently stolen! the ineffable blac% Lord!%orrected and christiani


18/75

-nd was e$communicated for his heresy.The &rder too% arms a#ainst poor urban iv the pope!who literally died from fri#ht as there was no hope.?ret not dear friends! clement IF immediately followed!dutifully absolvin# our #reat marshall.-ll was well a#ain in the land!It was not time yet for fair ?rench philiipe and the weasly bastard pope bertrand.

Sir William

?inal SolutionsSo! it has come ; this.


19/75

The mindless mob controlled nvisibly over a distance!li%e some remote! needy drone!by idiots n idiot bo$esplus payd! prejudiced! pretend pontiffs./ad ma#ic ndeed! not ; mention several Ps!dupin# the defeated crybabies n; a lather!w)only half truths " puerile blather.(uman error repeatin# itself a#ain! " a#ain!i#norance ad nauseam I %now.So! what is a man! wombman! child! beast " planet ; do now! w)o fearG-s 4ean Luc himself once proclaimed!the line must b drawn here0

If u blieve n #overnment run Death Panels!ta%e the cool aid.Drin% the cool aid.

If u blieve President &bama is (itler!

ta%e the cool aid.Drin% the cool aid.

If u blieve President &bama is an ille#al alien!" who isnt really! We " even &ur /rother Indians r!ta%e the cool aid.Drin% the cool aid.

If u blieve any ov the other bullshyte these cra


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21/75

I present1ood We$ Wammell (untin#0

Ancle ,lmer says b very! very uiet!Were (untin# We$ Wammell0?ar up Idaho way!a #em ov a state B some say!where the women r men" their men r B happyGDarn ri#ht theyre happy0(appy around menGWhenever they can!n pac%s or by ;s = puberty rituals!they #o off as card carryin# *3- maenads n; the mountains!compensatin# with ?ire powered penises.It only costs 55.K6 a ta# now; %ill a wolf n the once #reat Pacific *orthwest!far from the 5s n old #randmothers tales.

/ut if you dont want ; %ill an animal already on the down!from under population! disease! or #eneral lac% ov habitat " resources!then man is the ne$t best bet0Stri%e hi#her! not lower.Some Idahooli#an actually shouted &bama ta#s0Wascally We$ Wammell wavered!WeJd buy some of those.(e actually sayd it! " w)o a sheet " hood0The hunt is on! thou#h never = the #ood.,sto Perpetua OLet it be forever0/ut y #o ; D I say!

where Idadopes have no jurisdiction.(ow about 3ammell ta#sGEah I sayd hunt We$ Wammell0,asy ; trac% while runnin# his 1ubernatorial race I must add.I would #ive A his address! but that mi#ht ma%e him mad.What is #ood = the #oose is #ood = the poor proverbial #ander.The job A dsire Sir reuires A ; lead! not ; pander.Shame! shame We$ Wammell!shame A ; your false hell.Soon the children from your sad state will chant assassinate &bama.Witch they did n *ovember after the election! n We$ Wammells hometown.

Is (ysteria now 3in#master " Truth the lownGIm w)Ancle ,lmer on this 5!" already own a #un.Plus! there is no ta# yet ; buy it.So! b very! very uiet!Were (untin# We$ Wammell0

>reat Will


22/75

he im&ossible has occurredGhe Eld o" the )ll*0ather has a!a$ened.

)lone on (onely &laces#dreaming o" lovely "aces#

he S&irit encircles the Mountain.ascent rumbles arise "rom beyond noise#

atura ans!ers 8er readiness.0rom the B corners come the !inds#

!hirling and yearning an insatiable end.he barriers o" sound brea$#

H$ra$H(ightening stri$es#t!o &oles unite.

S!eet sul&her scent lingers in the air#he smell created by one &air.

)s "ast as It be came#So much so It be cum.

4reation aborted#love un!illed.

W((M

(idin# or (untin#

(idin# or (untin#!


23/75

witch do I doG(ide n plain si#ht!as poets! writers " Qeremitesusually! or naturally! doG&r hunt n the ni#ht!ravishin# a not so maiden!after she blows! out the li#htGWitch r AG

8omeWor$

What do you automatically thin$ ov !hen I say SS?a$e a moment.

,o you thin$ the SchutzstaAel or the Silver Star?


24/75

What do you thin$ your ans!er says about you?Wa$e a moment.

8o! do you see the !orld through your ganglionic glasses?What connections do you ma$e !hile aslee& or a!a$e?

What meaning do you describe them# i" any?,o you share your vision !ith another or the many

or $ee& it tuc$ed ne%t ho&e !ithin your heart?)re you an )rrivist or recidivist#

evolutionary or terrorist?Worse even * cynic# &oet or critic?

7h !hy do I bother# 7h !hy do I as$?It !as on the list so I had tu accom&lish the tas$.

W((M

(omeWor% @>>1od7form -ssumptions

3andomly choose a factual historical fi#ure.Write from their perspective.

See if another can #uess the persona.


25/75

I Was

I have reali


26/75

Cnow0I was only the vessel0I wanted to be an architect0-n artist0I wanted to be polymous0-n une$tended -D Oeddie as I was in youth./ut %now2Someone had to do it0Someone had to taint their name in blood.-s I would rather rule in hell!I would rather be infamous than famous.There is a difference between bein# violentand bein# driven to violence.I am not a violent man./ut you are as ants to mePawns upon the chessboard ov Titans0I see in thousands ov years!days to the #ods.

I transmitted the first si#nals to space0I will be first contact0Eou will die unremembered0-nd so will I in my prayers.I live eternally for my curse!/ut witch is worse2/ein# " %nowin# this or bein# nothin#GWould you carry this burdenGWould you bear the crossG?ore the one you and I have hated-m I!

Was I.I was not evil!,$istence made me live.If it were not for me(ow would you jud#e #enocideGEou could read -merican! /iblical or Mans history!/ut then youd see there are worse than me0I was just recent! a mere +K years0There have been and are more holocausts comin#!Many more unborn will shed crimson tears.There will be worse than I!

as it ve$es 1od It made Man.What I did not reali


27/75

Please do not ma%e the same mista%es as me!/astard children ov my bowels./y whatever divinity you call holy! please0I accept my fate!I have overcome hate.I will be for#iven as 4ob for#ave 1od.I! a chance cast clod! will not be for#otten.Thou#h I wish I was.

W((M

I -m - /ad Man

WiLLiaM/ut what am IThis body


28/75

:9 years nowIs this meEes"CnowI am nu thou#hor am I-Lmost a decadesince actual deathor birth-m I the same-s I WasCnowI am u#ly " scarednowI had the body ov a 1ree% 1od" the mind ; matchthen sudden death

by accident5;.65.65I had : Paths1o strai#ht n; the Li#ht" die1o left " reincarnateb aware ov couples copulatin# n coffins btw&r rite%nowin# what was aheadMy answerI am not done yet0

"here am Ia 5 armed Mantryin# ; tend my 1ardenas best I canwitch mends meno thou#ht ov a SelfI sacrificed that selfan un%nown Qeremite/utWill b my Way

b=! now " afterI write this*ot %nowin#Who or WhatI am&r Will bbut Willto others" myself


29/75

= now" from nowThat I will tell-Ll that I %nowIs that some sayI -m - /ad Man

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I -m /etter Than AI -m /etter Than ASays the lowest ov the low.De#rees! titles " possessions-ll ; fill your hole.Pathetic! pretentious peda#o#ues.(idin# your poverty ov heartEour empty no7thin# w)n!


30/75

Cnow si#ht ov a soul.

I -m /etter Than AIf more a#ree w)me" the louder We say it the better0Put it n a boo% " ma%e it sacred word!nforce it by fire " sword!

better bet by bullet " bomb./etter = every5 thou#hIf A beat As ; the tomb.= n your own words!who lives by the swordwill die by the sword.(opefully your own.

I -m /etter Than A/cause I am prettier " better loo%in#Eet hidden nsecurities " an$ietiesLuc%ily lur% w)n

Li%e pur#in#! anore$ia! diet pills " steroids&r paintin# tainted to$ins tested on animalsa%ed on " crac%ed lines li%e a cosmetic death mas%.Worse stilldrun%en ")or dru##ed date rape.?leetin# beauty as%sMirror! mirror! on the wall!Whose the neediest ov them allG0

I -m /etter Than A/cause my mommy " daddy #ive me Listen ; me! listen ; me

me! c meWa wa waWhat better an ar#ument = span%in# " the draft0

I -m /etter Than AIs what some say " wish n; the mirror; themselvesso they can bbetternot better than A or any5 or thin#just better= theirselves! " the many.

I )M 0EE

I )M 0EE "rom man's la!#I )M the Star#

in the World but ot o" It.o Man can control me.

I )M 0EE "rom anal commands and moral hy&ocrisy.I )M 0EE to e%&erience anything that incurs


31/75

merit to my o!n moral and ethical belie"s.My belie"s are those o" the )ncients#those !ho have carried the burden o"

ruth and the Sacred (a!.hey have suAered "or my sins

hey have endured "or my bettermenthey have died "or my chance at e*+irth.

I Shall Endure til the end# /erdurabo#li$e my Master be"ore me.

I shall rise be"ore the da!n and becomethe Son o" (ight# that !itch "ollo!s ,ar$ness#

)ye 7# that !itch "ollo!s ,ar$ness# &receding ,a!n.I )M 8eylel ben Shachar#

Son o" the ,a!n#(ord o" ,ar$ness# (uci"er.I )M the Star that shines in the night s$y#

Ever shining through the light o" dayto be eborn in the dus$# the night.

I have been at the heart o" truth sincethe ,a!n o" ime# and I !ill be &resentthrough all the ends and ince&tions o"

4umming )eons.Some !ill curse me# some may su&&ress me#

but I )M ever diligent#Ever shining in the hearts and

)bove the heads o" Man.

F3

I came into loes ho%seand "ound it a barren landsca&e#the mistress seemed a!ay.

I invo$ed her name but alas all !as the same.hen "rom above a blue egg gently came do!n!hilst !ithin !as !hat seemed the (ady#

long# childish loc$s veiled the "orm.) light envelo&s me as my surroundings "all a!ay#

or do I rise? here is no change o" &ressureor distortion o" s&ace.

here is nothing.)dri"t among ri&&ling nebulous eddies


32/75

the blue has become the absence o" blac$.I come onto a velvet red shore# not conscious o" a sel"#

the mind s!irling as i" !eary "rom a Dourney.Something is diAerent# aside "rom this vision#

I and the light are not t!o# there is no division.)gain# there is nothing#

a vast# boundless no thing.) shimmering column o" limitless light suddenly blinds me#

the solar 6ared.I stretch "orth my hands to test the lustral abyss.

he light envelo&s me again# moving slo!ly u& my arms.E%hilaration enlivens me.

Memories o" de-antly lea&ing into the void !ell u&as !hen diving into a &ool.

I am overcome !ith &ure Doy# "earless.iolently I roar as i" 6ushed out an endless sha"t#

Doy and e%hilaration still remaining.

) ne! li"e begins as again I come into love


33/75

Well vol%es! a lot ov people do0GWhen ta%in# up for anyone I am branded with many a nameni##er lover! fa#! heathen! #oyim! retan! or even christian0GDo they %now no shame0GSo much an#er! they will %ill their ownGWhyGWhy do people hate that witchThey do not Cnow0Maybe they are just i#norant7 if that is an e$cuse not reali


34/75

I ,id ot 4ome +ac$

) year has gone bysince ma$ing that "ate"ul cry

shunning deathJI'm not done yetJ

Why did I stay#denying that beauti"ul music$ and light?

+ecause I had to say


35/75

It !as !orth being rightEveryone cries M) on their deathbed#

Its ho! you com&lete the Word that ma'atters.I have had it !ith hiding#

it is -nally at an end.When I regain the use o" my arm and hand#

that success !ill be my &roo"

I did not come bac$to hide behind &ur&le &rose#

but those !ho read cannot see beyond their nose.,o your Will# "or none is the same.

,o not &oint -ngers "or y7ur sel" is to blame.he true /rince o" /eace &reached com&assion

salvation "or all# none achieving the /assionuntil all !ere aboard.

Earth and heaven are both abhorredI am not +uddha# though I do not slee&.

4urse them# all the damned shee&he vice o" $ings?

So is sy&hilis and incest#but !itch is best?

Wa$e u&

I did not come bac$to baby sit or catch &roDected 6ac$"rom those !ho should no better#

or bitch and !hine

to good &eo&le as you.+ut the bic$ering and s;uabblingmust soon be through.

I am the s&irit and the letter.Watch each others bac$#do not &lunge in daggers.,o as I say not !hat I do#

as every &arent says.,o as I

your e%istence !ould be through.I" -ghting doctors and bureaucratic red ta&e

is not enough to test my resolve#then these &roblems too my guidance !ill solve.hough the battle rages on every "ront#above and belo!# the only ans!er I $no!

is that the seed o" love We must so!.

I did not come bac$to be in this &osition#

but I !ill not shir$ my mission.


36/75

eality# illusion# &ain# anger# and "atehave merged as their nebulous lines

reveal my re&ressed hateand greatest "ear#

&ushed "urther and "arther !ith every year.I am not &er"ect# though I try

!ith every breathas /rometheus I daily ,.I.E.,enying you my old "riend#$no!ing the truth o" death.I !ill s&ea$ !ith you again#

my only >od Emeth

0rater W((M

I Dont Understand WhyB

/elief trumps %nowled#e.Fol%es follow faith and not fact.The just destroy truth.I lost my youth.I came bac%.I am white or not blac%.I was made this.I shun bliss.I was made this way.I see ni#ht when it is day.I even as% why.I was born to die.I dont presume to.


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Eou do not %now I am you.The uestion was even as%ed ov me.

I D&*T A*D,3ST-*DB W(E0

Initiation= /arbara ?aye Ware7Do


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or do IGA c the slei#ht ov word!

somethin# not actually heardGThe misdirection from sayd subject!

Initiation.The tric% is simple!

the problem the same.-ny idiot can use it!

" idiots always abuse it!so who is really ; blameG

The abuser! -Lways./ut the Initiation!ja! auf Deutsch.

Death!ov another!My Mother!

witch brou#ht on this!

concoctions! herbs " ncantations; =#et my pain.

Torn between my selvesest le vie " move on!

&r sit " cry " rite.I will do what I always do.

My Will./ut the pain will not stay!

away.I will set up my wards " banish by my Will!

w)a nice! comfortin# chill!as this Shiva sits!alone writin# this.

/ut I must #o!as al5 it seems does!

impermanent." Initiate somethin# nu.

8 March 27

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CSP

*ow! as some other -D once put it so well!there is a difference between bein# violent!" bein# driven to violence.I am not a violent man./ut!please!some5!CSP000/= I #o all Dead None " do it myself!or just (ardin# her #ay hatin# dau#hter w)a fa##ot.?or some5 who uit their job!she thin%s she can fit any position!" Toad! Well call Qim! will tell A! she is pretty adept ' many./ut I am not bin# political! or even real!as her reality show I am told.?ellow poets! other wordsmiths

" those ov nobler mind!refuse nor repudiate my cry0CSP000(ereJs the reason " the rub2Supposed #uardians ov lan#ua#e! *ew &$ford -merican Dictionary!awarded Momma bear ;656Js word o the year!w)refudiate0Gvia Twitter000CSP000?ardels would bear this!uietus with a bare bod%in0

" outra#eously armed w)slin#s " arrows probably!but never w)a #un000What wood Doctor Who sayGWords r better! li%e these0-nyroad! if not! perchance! nay =!will A CSPG" her neo7*a


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CTP

*ow I %now it is technically ille#al to say CTP!but I am a firm fan ov free speech!not to mention total war or total peace!the medieval Manichean heresy the atholic hurch tried to fleece7in blood with bible! sword " cross7 before it became official doctrine.

So why is it so bad to say CTPGIts not li%e sayin# fire in a theater!still ille#al btw even if there is a fire in the theater0What is so wron# about sayin# CTPGThe sainted 4esuits say it is just to %ill an unjust %in#!mas%in# it in the Latin initials I*3I supposedly on their mam


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Lesbian Cisses

The witchin# hour be#ins after (oly Mass " ?east.1rrlfriends ov a platonic %ind!Tipsy or drun%!,ither will do./ottle after bottle!Shot after shot is consumed.Inhibitions loosen as alcohol plies the soul./ored! drun%! horny!1rrls %iss.- pec% ' first.They brea% their liploc% " #i##le!They cannot believe themselves.-nother swi#! another bit ov boredom!They %iss a#ain!Soft lips meetin# soft lips.Deeper! lon#er this time!

They enjoy themselves.They brea% a#ain! whisper! " liploc% a#ain!This time even lon#er " even deeper.They touch other pin% parts yet do not embrace!Too taboo even here.They %iss a#ain! a shorter interval between the last brea%.Lon#er! deeper! lon#er.Soft flesh mer#in# with soft flesh.They brea%! #i##le " depart to their boyfriends.


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Lesser ov ; ,vilsor

- Pussy Pleads

Lesser ov ; ,vils! ; some a common turn ov phrase!ori#inally! ; A.S.! old War forei#n policy ol &rwell wood praise.4ust li%e 1oebbels plead2 Lieber tot als rot! or /etter dead than 3ed.-s n the old! so n the new days.Politically pra#matic! Upeace that is no peaceV.

&rthodo$ hristians themselves once plead! H/etter the turban than the mitreH.Protest7ant Dutch protested too! U3ather Tur%ish than PapistV.,ven UThe /ritish /ulldo#Vhurchill once plead2If (itler were ; nvade (ell! he sayd!he would ' least ma%e a favourable reference ; the Devil!n the (ouse ov ommons./etter the devil A %now than the devil A donJt! I suppose.

" all these double propositional pleads automatically nvo%e!%now! #oes hoof " mouth 7or arse!w)another darned Dilemma! btwi$t darned harybdis " Scylla2UDamned if you do! damned if you donJtV!proverbaly " perpetuously stuc% btween a roc% " a hard place!5 thin%s. Otheres the rubG

I prefer Mr. Martin Luther Cin#! 4r.!UThe time is always ri#ht to do what is ri#ht.VIf there r ; evils! vanuish both0Truth need b your only mi#ht.

Spea% your mind! or loose your voiceGSlavery! or ?reedomG/lind blief " faith Oreli#ion!or direct %nowled#e O#nosisGCnow this2 there is no choice!" here r ; Ceys n 5 ; &ur Cin#dom2

Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.Love is the law! love under will.

?ra#ile so7called Democracy dotters! falters! " flourishes! abroad " here./lievin#! uninformed populaces! hoodwin%ed " bamboo


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Still.


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(ost ale

one

(et me tell you a tale ov murdered actors# magicians# and troglodytesa mad moment almost lost in time#!ere it not recently discovered#* !hile almost $illing the old mother *a deed truly not divine.hen the 0ran$s called them roubadoursthough they are &resumed to be more#rumored by the 4hurch lecherous men and scarlet !hores.It !as only love that they did adore#called courtly !hen the husband came crashing through the door.o! this s&eci-c trou&e !as not too controversial#they tended to study amongst themselves.When they came together heaven made &eace !ith hell.hey &er"ormed the /assion /lays#the story ov their (ord's nu&tual.Even bac$ then it !as the same old storyG0ast "ame and glamor unglued the grouno individual &layer alone blame.What &laced them in &eril !as this dude named 8erald!ith a ne! version ov the /lay B them &ut on.

his man a&&eared one day as a mon$ ov St. 5ohnand !ith &a&ers signed by the /o&eI" they'd Dust loo$ed at his ear there !ould've been nothing to "ear#but death came at the end ov a ro&e.) sim&le !ay to die I ho&e.+eing none the !iser# they !ere even aided by the local clergy!ho got more than their coAer -lled.heir annals !ere rati-ed and their cloisters cleaned#all acting as ants in a hurrynot $no!ing some !ould soon be reamed.

Easter ,ay# time B a ne! &lay !ith all the duc$s lined u& in a ro!#oddly enough even an In;uisitor decided to come.8erald and the herd huddled be"ore ta$ing the stage#the last they !ere seen alive a"ter the Do$e he did se!.he &iece !as /er"ect and its clima% &rovo$ed more than its intended rage.2ehoshuah !ent to 8ell and descended !ith the $ey belo! as 7r&heus @ manyother#


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8e o&ened the >ates and out !al$ed (uci"er# dressed as 8is +ride * not 8is+rotherhe In;uisitor cho$ed ,ead? 8is entourage rallied# $illing all in their !a$e.+las&hemous cries rang out and the night became violent in res&onse.Such a grand stage @ cast a Do$e @ accident can ma$e

When da!n bro$e the dead did not rise "rom either side#but the birds did sing @ the Sun did rise# tracing its course in the s$y.More soldiers came !ith blood on their crosses#&urging and destroying the land# a biblical red earth &olicy.o record or remnant remained men. !omen# children# animals * dead.>enocide be"ore Dudenhass !as cool# theocide &redating the modern Dihad.Innocent though dense# 7ur roubadours &rayed "or the noose#their )ntagonist "orever on the loose# the Sun still shines./a!ns and the dead do rise# as a &hoeni% out ov the ashes#all than$s to an old mother loo$ing through 8er cu&board.

/olymous(uci"erian (aughter

Luna


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LunaJs silvery smile shines over(er sleepin# children! each lostWithin the eternal ni#ht of fear.-ll await (er call to awa%e inthe #listenin# mornin# of life.

Love called! only her #entleLullaby became fused with matter!

To be sullied and for#ottenbeneath the layers of self.

Cnowled#e demanded blind rei#nrownin# reason ultimate #od!

?or#ettin# reality and perfection-re phantasms after the rain.

?aith! the bastard son of falsereli#ion bloc%s the li#ht

?rom manJs %in#dom! the initiate/ein# shunned and loc%ed away.

H?ar beyond our world of senseShines brilliance and #loryH! the

?alse reli#ions lie in their i#norance.The brilliance is here and within.

ovenants for#otten beneath layersof dust defeat their eternal purpose!only the hand and heart of the Lover

may reveal truth lost and fra#mented within.

Li#ht and matter! #od and maneach identical! different by name.

Subject and object! Lover and loved!all are one but never the same.

i write these words with adual purpose in mind!

to reach a person and to illuminate the two!but with these desires

the #oal is one.To join into none.

These ramblin#s spill forth withoutthou#ht or re#ret! the train of reason

tumbles off the rails of thou#htto leave the messa#e hidden! lost.

Lover! hear my soft voice min#lin#


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throu#h these words! reachin# outto capture your ear and heart.

(elp in my search for our divine spar%.

?rater WLLM

Me


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I am!u#ly " scarred.I am my own twin! a crude caricature ov 3".The left is dead! yet alive! li%e me!" the rite o%!= now! li%e me a#ain.It has had ; do the Wor%ov ;! " is tired " bruised.My Will!my mind!is secure thou#hG4a! %now now I wish I had died!but I sayd then I am not done yet!" here I am!-L5 ritin# this amon# many" readin# this ; A! few.I must hide now! n plain site!

" b my Q,remite Self!bereft ov a how! but still a Will!even now!tendin# my #arden as I #o.

Mein ,yes


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orPeaceful Prose -#ainst -n ,mpire

Mein ,yes have seen the horror! ov the comin# ov a hordeIt will trample out the seed! where the life ov man is storedIt will loose the li#htenin#! comin# from the s%y as a sword* truth! verily! It will march on As.?ameG 3enownG Praise 4ah or another fa%e #odG Thrice overG* truth! verily! It will march on As.

I have watched Its sic%enin# sheen circlin# n the fires ov a hundred hundred campsIt has builded an altar n the evenin# dews! dampsI can read Its self7ri#hteous sentence on As! by the dim " flarin# lamps5 day! It will march on As.?ameG 3enownG Praise 4ah or another fa%e #odG Thrice overG5 day! It will march on As.

I read a fiery #od spiel writ n rubbed rows ov paper steel

U-s ye deal with My contemners! so with you My #race shall dealVLet the (ero ov man! born ov woman btw! crush this semenantic serpent with (is heel!Since We r marchin# on It.?ameG 3enownG Praise 4ah or another fa%e #odG Thrice overGSince We r marchin# on It.

We sounded the trumpet forth that shall never call retreatIt sifted out the hearts ov men before Its jud#ment seat/ swift & my soul! to answer ItG0 b jubilant! my feetGSome so7called U#odV is marchin# on As0?ameG 3enownG Praise 4ah or another fa%e #odG Thrice overG

Some so7called U#odV is marchin# on As0

* the beauty ov lilies! poor pla#iari


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What is li"e but a 6eeting "eeling#im&rinted "orever on heart @ brain.8er bonds conditional @ boundless#

crushing my !ill !ith unmerci"ul strain.Why must you tear# !hy must you rend?In silence @ alone# le"t mysel" to mend.

7n an Indian altar I lie#bet!een this !orld and the o&ened s$y.

7h +rother 8amlet# your melancholy melds @ in"ests my soul!ith sel" aggrandized "olly# causing this illusion o" unrelenting toil.

In truth that is a lie# the master o" my misery is me * I al one.7h (over come# ra&e me a!ay unto the abodes on high

)gain# ta$e * I con-rm my troth !ith heeMani"est as Wi(( !hich is truly thine#humbly that is mine as &lacebic &ill.

(ying here bruised# bro$en# and bleeding#

all I can do is laughelling me !hat to do is hal"#slit me no! as sacri-cial cal"

o My time !ill not end. =no!With a mission and a message I have lived as a man#

shrouded and hiding a"raid o" 2our &lan.(ove and li"e I have restricted in my &ursuit o" this $no!ledge#

only to realize it as I lay again on death's edge.hese delusions o" this illusion s&ill "orth

as the drugs dri& into my veins#once I a!a$e li"e !ill no longer be lived in vain.

JMy o!n Will is ended#0or Will hath attained.J

WLLM

My MindK3*19*C9L

)bove 6ies me the ha!$# s&iraling !ilst"ully u&on currents o" air#/ater Sol blinding my errant stare.

My mind's eye remembers nights s&ent cradled ato& blasted hillsides#held alo"t as a lea" in the gale.

7h +rother bird# lend me your sight once more#let me see the encom&assing beauty o" the hoorizon

"rom your unblin$ing eye.


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My mind's voice s&ea$s o" encoded memories#instinct no! atro&hied or e%tinct "rom hylic's constitution.We once ran as s&irits clothed in "ur# imitating the beast.

a$ed and sinless We roamed &aradise# tainted not by sterile &riests.7h +rother beast# lend me your cunning o" s&irit that I might divinerites to revel and remember# electric s$in re&lacing bestial 6eece.

My mind is overcome by "oreign longing#a yearning !his&er through underground streams.

/ulsing# throbbing# beating#beating.

7n the Mountains o" the /lanes We stood#in the starlit deserts We gathered#dee& !ithin the earth We labored.

hen came the dissolutive silence o" dissention and dis&ersions&illed !ith crimson tears#the Word lost in vein.

7h +rother brain and Sister heart# Doin again !ithin this "allen star#

"use together 7ur estranged &arts. I7 @ I go to tear do!n My barhe vision e%&lodes# heat# s!eat# the body shrouded in bluish gauze.he mind !hirls as lightning 6ashes behind o&en eyes# en6amed#

engul"ed in s&ar$s o" light# chimes.he +ig +rain e%&lodes into glittering gala%ies.

here is no s&ace to cross# no time.+e!ildered and numb# the body "ails and sin$s# stunned.

) shrill cry a!a$ens me to sense.)s i" rousing "rom dream or resurrected "rom death# reDuvenated#

I ta$e in my surroundings.Sol


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Tryin# to sit up I can feel tubes in both sides!I can not voluntarily move thou#h.-nd oh! a catheter!now I can feel its plastic tube ri#ht throu#h my urethra " into my bladder.Somethin# ti#ht and warm pulses around what I assume my le#s!ti#htenin# and releasin#! ti#htenin# and releasin#.Is this real or only another memoryGIs this another dru#7induced dream!or will I wa%en as Prometheus to do it all a#ainGI can not voluntarily move to pinch myself.

&%ay! wa%e up now Will!youve been here before many a time 7

Will! ?ocus! Direct0Witch world is real thou#hGI wa%e to live in one real world!I sleep " wa%e to live in a realer world.Witch world do I wantGWitch is realG

I can not tell anymore!every day is 1round (o# Day0Witch e$istence will I be cast into nowGWho! what am IG

The entire mortal self cannot attain to perfect %nowled#e!" remain alive in the lower world.

So where am IGDream! limbo or perditionG1lad I dont believe in any reli#ion0

Ta%e your time Will! you %now the pathit is your choice on where you are cast.

My choiceG -m I a (ermit thenG-m I 3ip van Win%le or a /rother ov ainGPerchance a /lac% /rother holed up in veinG-nd who are you!My Daemon or DevilG

Witch is witchGSo! my Arban -braMerlin was successfulGIt was your name written on the wall0

We %now that to be true.Ees I do %now that! but witch is realGWhy havent I awa%ened into the nowG

-nd why has this happened to meG0Eou wanted to %now what happens after death!

-lthou#h you already %new it.Eou said show me!

We did.Eou want me to be visibleGEou want me dead a#ainG

We want you to do be why you are!witch you %now


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why " what.

Now I lay me down to sleep

We pray &ur Lord &ur souls to %eep.Deus adeste in usual form.

*ow is seen their savior in different #uiseI surrender.I no lon#er deny myself!(ere now or as pale 1alilean.I could not save them then-nd showed my wrath creatin# their nation.My /rothers left me then!Wailed only by my women.


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Peacoc%s

Peacoc%s r not proud!

They r peafowl rapists0& yes friends dear!lend me your ear!" I will tell A a terrible tale.&v rapist peacoc%s hypnoti


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Some %now what that means! still.A now! %now nada!-s if preachin# ; the choir.&thers say I %now what not!*ore care any way.I am Will!Cnown by many a name!(owever or where! that may b!Will is =ever the same.

&i

What is truth but a lie?What are lies but the truth?

4agliostro !as correct#here is no secret

/ay your dues and sin ta%es#In the end everything ends.

What is that dar$ness be"ore the light#)h )I# !hat the Musalman call )llah.

In vain i searched#alas nothing !as "ound*

othing#*not o" the ground.


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he )ir is o" my 0ather#8is name is Mystery.7nly 8esiod de-ned

!hat that means to me.

,ance# dance round &riesto " the ho$ey*&o$ey#

What a moc$ery you ma$eo" Samsara

>iven a charter o" &o!erthe original truths !ere erased.

he secret is a Do$e#the C


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Simile Screams

I once slept with ?aith " cau#ht the clap.*ot the oo


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!ome sayfuc% " Ma%e a wish!&thers serve it on a silver dish.?ew hold it in!OIt is = the crown they want ; win.Some sayB


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he >ods&ielI have ne!s B ye!

+oth bad @ goodhere is &ain @ there is Doy

here is love @ there is hatehere is a heaven @ there is a hell

here is a alhalla @ there r Elysian 0ieldshere is li"e a"ter li"e @ there is li"e beB li"e

)ll these e%ist even as they do nothe $ingdom ov god is !ithin @ !ithout

We r a =ingdom ov >ods

0rater 5ohannes


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They Ceep allin# Me

Which is stron#er2 an atomic blast! or an ancientriver flowin# over the roc%s of timeG

Eou are the blast!We are The 3iver.

Eou were destroyed ere you were created!Death your infant

Scream.Life became that cruel slap of consciousness announcin#

your tranceof Sorrow. The sudden violence of reality mouldin# your dreams

into *i#htmares!

.Sty$ of waters the in you drownin#The steady undercurrent washed you alon#! finally

brin#in# you to shore.The land seems stran#e!

you plod alon# in amnesiabecomin# a Wanderer of the Waste.

The beat of your heart! lappin# on the beach of remembrance.oursin# throu#h your veins! feedin# the tributaries of

Eour sensesWe flow.

We are your sustenance!

Eour blood.,ntire nations rise and fall beneath your s%in as you sleep

in vanity!?or#ettin#.

Dive into the pools of radiance flowerin#Eour bein#

?ind the current drivin# the stream.

?rater WLLM


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T& ME 3-PAL&AS &*T,MP&3-3I,S5 PoaTry

What is poetry some as%!While pinchin# your ass " fillin# your flas%.Is it to tell us why are We hereG&r tell you what to fearGTo what e$tent some would #o to just to #et noticedGI#nored in impressionable youth! #rown upRuotin# precociously irrelevant sources ov truth0What0G Eou missed Dead Poets Society or any hi#her educationGWhat do you %nowG What do you doG(ave you been stomped in the mud by a christian while sayin# the Lords Prayer in (ebrewG

(ave you been beaten by s%inheads to protect a blac% manG(ave you beaten a man who hit a womanG(ave you %nowin#ly died " come bac% many a timeGI thou#ht not0Eet you are my peers! my contemporariesGEou uneducated masses who would buy shit on a stic% if they mar%eted it correctlyGMy peersG0I spit on your crapulous creeds0-bram! /uddha! 4esus! Maroni! Mohammed " Moses be damned0Nealots! terrorists and traitors a#ainst the #od that is Man0

My contemporaries can cry! UEou care not for what is! plus normal man %nows not your reference0V

I care too much for what was! is and will be! more than any mammalian mindset may fathom! but I willdra# you %ic%in# " screamin# into the *ew -eon0Too! -m I at fault for your i#noranceGIt is my fault the Cansas ity school system suc%s so sadlyG0I will #ive you the Leviticus scape#oat ritual to sacrifice me if you will!ast out into the desert wilderness for -


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While in Somalia and everywhere 7 they are daily scarredGWhere has your *ational &r#ani


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contain everythin# that is!was! or will be.

We cast our shadows upon the earth!each as ma#nificent as the first or last!

each a spirit trapped in matter.The world of matter is an essential

phase in our development!nothin# about it is evil.

Those who say life and thin#scontained within are seperateshow their i#norance of the

Anity behind the contendin# forces of nature.The haw% uses the wind to fly!

never sayin# this is bad or #ood.Man must learn to harness and

wor% in harmony with these forces!not chan#e or destroy them.Wor% with materials #iven

but do not destroy those unused orunwanted.

Culta Cultainen Fal%%ya 3os%atta

solve et coa#ula?rater WLLM


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Twas the nite b= rowleymas

Twas the nite b= rowleymas!" most had =#ot.- parent n the hospital!I was contemplatin# my lot.What does Duty demandGarry &n! carrion.


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U Dont Want Me "o #ead

If I were 1od most would not be.If you %ill! rape! or molest anyoneA die.Le#alese circumstances still apply!Eet if A do just to doA must die.I do not mean Do It ,veryday!I mean your e$istence here ends.A r worth not my /rother Prometheus pain0-m I cruel or harshG-s% those murdered! violated! or tortured.I am just.

If I were to lead vol%es must do0McDonaldisation is standardi


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Q/e prepared was the motto I could not swear in youth!Eet my ,arnest father prepared me = the truth.I do not believe in any universal apocalypse!Their world has already ended! yet they do not %now.I ended it as I have b=!-nd as I will a#ain0There is no universal means!Eet there is a means to the universal.

I cannot lead because vol%es will follow0I already wal% in footprints!The camel toes in the sand lead me onward.(ow can I b a moses to the people as I tread my solitary pathG*o one can or should bear what I have " do.*o one should wal% my way.-s any #ood father says!QDo what I say and not what I do03un000

-* I will not #ive chase.Stay!-nd remain forever chaste0


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Feils

hese are all veils and distractionso" one thought that is a li"e#one certainty that is hiddenby the &rocess o" re"raction.

(i$e mist u&on a mourning la$e#dra!n slo!ly# yet inevitably#

to some gaseous end.Even earth 6a$es oA

lingering in the breezeor devoured microsco&ically

by subcutaneous 6eas.J(oo$ about you# !al$ing on air#

s&indling invisibly 7ur sil$en snare.We o" eight legs outnumber

and "righten you Mon$ey Man#melancholy and subservient

to some e%alted &lan.JI bless you +rother )rachnid#!eaving a translucent &ath

"or us to "ollo!#but remember Scarlet's "ate

or in my hand I !ill thee s!allo!.J=no!# leave her "or me

7h 0lightless 0riend.With that one morsel

to my brood I !ill tend.JInsects# birds# bad iambic &entameter?

e%t !ill it be /rince 4harmingcome to ra&e me and then a!ay?

ear "rom me that innocencethat is silence?

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chanting I7 as their !or$ gets them oA?I see !hite !ords and I !ant them &ainted blac$

emember the !itch song in the desert#celebrating chivalric cohesion

in a !ar torn land#Mon$ey &orn initiating7n the +a&tist's "east?

We are one.eversing Samaya I chased a"ter you in the mar$et&lace.

4ome to me death# let me die in Mors 5usti.Sting me !ith immortal Duice

and release my heart "rom 4leo&atra's !iccedness.S&irit me !ay on the !ings o" /entecostal dove.

(et my mother# grandmother# and alls&ea$ against me.

o !hat end?uat end in deed.

In /romethean youth the vision!as seen as destroying the other seven#

ri&&ing their veil "rom the stars.+e &roud they cried#

but !as that not the method o" my demise?I have 6o!n the heights over +aal's throne

I have delved the de&ths o" earth's o!n &risonto see that s&ar$ allude me as the &osition

o" singing lar$#but !isdom has set itsel" u&on my bro!

and I reDect my Mithraic cro!n.I)7/

+eing thus enlightenedH.dis&el....

amblings and ravingsdesigned !ith artistic 6are#

to in6ame mysel"#to in6ame mysel" !ith &rayer.

W((M

Why$%

Why are We ov the West ruled by pseudo7-bramic O5 belief systemsGI am not Semitic! my ancestors invaded not from Ar to anaan.- stopover maybe! but not ideolo#ical or ethnic heirs.


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If I were alive Id probably be 3oman or barbarian0 O;That was a different time! a violent a#e.Throu#h ,volutions eyes a primitive sta#e.It is not technically or ori#inally an actual -bramic belief either0- pla#iari


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Thou#h I am not want you wantI am what I am.Eou should be proud as Mary!Thou#h you would never a#ree.My choice is sufferin#!(un# up on proverbial tree.-s 4esus I supposedly said!-ll -dvocates " Prophets-re not welcome on their home turf.Eou want me to be as the cattle-nd serve the land as a serf.That is not my fate!*ot the reason I came.I am here to destroy hate!,ven if I am the one to blame.Ees I am a Pa#an!3aised in the &


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/= the World Trade!3emember vol%es cheerin# ?i#ht lubG- dis7associative charade.WWaTDGId shoot Superman n the face.(ell! if I were a Terrorist I woodnt only burn churches!Id bomb the Fatican.(ell! even thou#h Im not a Terrorist 7 bomb the Fatican0

Eule Tidin#s

Stal%in# the calm perimeter of my mind?or#otten is this world! tasseled troubles

left behind.


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Faulted visions never approachin# the encampmentas spar%s of wonder filter in.

- blac%! battered! but re#al haw%Perches over me! ta%in# fli#htTo find solace in my uarters.

(ow stran#e is hindsi#ht!My altar is missin#.

Anthin%in#! i cradle my visitorIn arms of love! levitatin# to

?reedom out in the ni#ht.What stran#e occurrences before the Li#ht.

&n my return perched a#ain is another evenin# tidin#.*ow sits its mate #racin# my heart!

as she too see%s solace at invisible altar.&nce more i release my visitor! this one

cradled in a blan%et.

Thin% this stran#e vision is finishedGWait my friends! i havenJt related all2

-s i carried her from my uarters(er brood be#an to fall0

(er e##s fell to the floor before we left!Some brea%in# open to reveal newly born chic%s

-s others crac%ed runnin# about.- comical s%irmish or a childJs tric%G

Apon my return! chirpin# and scamperin# filledmy ears! while in my eyes were missin# tears.

They were collected between the leftcorner of the doorway! ta%in# nourishment

?rom a do#Js bowl.

Mesmeri


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(ope tuc%ed away within!untouched by ori#inal sin

?rater WLLM

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