Testimonials of Past ResidentsJan 17th 1998

I can't take the very first page because no one is ahead or behind anyone else. Hopefully we are all equal. I know that whether we have sinned or not, we are equal in the eyes of God.

It is an honor to be in this book though - because of what it represents. It means to me another important step into freedom. Then the question: What is freedom? Well, I'm not going to get into semantics. All I know is it sure feels great to be on my own. And even being here, I am not alone. I have made friends.

Thank you so very much to anyone and everyone in the house who helped me to reach this point in my life; for helping me escape a troubled past, for showing kindness, understanding and respect. I'd realized during my stay that there were things that really made it a home for me, not to mention the food, the help and encouragement, the smiles and hugs, the great food, the moments of bonding and relating, the acceptance and so much more. Did I mention the great food?

I came into the house 6 months ago feeling and acting like a stranger. With your love I leave with more peace and love in my heart. I have learned to extract the good from the bad and had some good practice at this house. But guys and gals, men and women, I love you no matter what because I am the last one who is perfect.

Peace.

Feb 20th 1998I feel honored and respected in this house. I want to honor you all in return. To come to this house was not easy. I had found some happiness in my life and I was

afraid (someone would take it away). Most of my life I could hear this little boy crying (inside). No one could hear him cry. I could feel the pain. I was always looking for ways to numb the feeling. I tried most things: drugs, alcohol, and anger. (I wanted so much to be happy). I then tried praying. I asked for help, strength and guidance. My eyes and heart started to open. I had begun my healing journey.

In my journey I met Lloyd. We sat and talked in the sweat lodge. I started to cry. He sat and listened to me cry. He actually heard me. I cried and cried. What a relief. I could cry and be heard. Someone was there to help me face the shame, the guilt and the pain. Hey! I don't have to run anymore. I'm starting to feel honor and respect. I'm healing.

To be put in this house was a blessing. Ron has taught me great things. Peggy and Ruth shared in my tears. I'm thinking I've met four of the most wonderful people in the world. This house is full of wonderful, caring people. ME- GUATCH! I hope I helped in your journeys. It's my job. Is that quoting from the Bible? It's my journey.

Feb 24, 1998This will be short. I think the 2 years I've spent here at Laren House have been the most

nurturing 2 years of my life. I've been in 5 halfway houses and I've never come even close to meeting a group of such caring, loving, honest and respectful people. I don’t know how Al has been able to collect a group of such good people, but I'm sure glad he did. I really have no doubt that I'd be back in prison if it wasn’t for the understanding, the guidance, the caring and loving you all have demonstrated to me.

You have been the family I've always wanted and needed. I thank all of you from the bottom of my heart. You'll always be in my mind and heart where ever my journey takes me. I hope you know you're not getting rid of me though. That’s why I got a place close by. I'll be here 2 or 3 times a week for supper.

May 16, 1998I was incarcerated in 1994 for PPT and conspiracy to traffic heroine. I chose to waive my

parole hearing as I wanted nothing to do with POs and halfway houses. After my release on mandatory supervision in May of '97 a hot piss test landed me in the Sally Ann halfway house where the horror story began.

I feel I was denied proper medical attention, was forced to walk to and from doctor's appointments and after suffering a seizure was forced to walk home from the hospital. This was rectified by the nurses who convinced Sally Ann staff to pay for a taxi which I was later billed of my $20.00 a week allowance. Also 2 separate letters, from 2 different doctors were ignored stating I need a special diet for ______.

I allowed my doctor to talk to my parole officer and within days I was transferred to the Bill Mudge Residence. Coming to this place was like leaving hell for heaven. All the staff here have played their little parts in my recovery. Some giving me rides to and from hospitals and Drs. Some with cooking special meals but most just being able to sit down and talk has helped. I have been treated as a human and hate to admit I am going miss this place.

Thanks to all the staff here for all you have done for me.

Sept 24, 1998I am serving three years for manslaughter, being my first federal sentence I must say

what an experience for my family and friends as well as myself. The year inside went fast and I made some new friends, real solid ones. My vision of halfway houses and parole was grim but turned out to be quite the opposite. There are people here to help. The staff and residents here made my stay homey and comfortable even though the visit was short (six weeks). It was very helpful to have staff with open minds and hearts full of care and love who can relate to the everyday troubles and trials we go through. My PO is a man willing to work with people and we covered ground in leaps and bounds even with our busy schedules. My thanks to him as well as

staff. I didn’t eat much here but when I did the meals were very good and much appreciated. After being a drug addict and stoned for twenty five years I am now straight and will remain so. My life has had a full turn, kind of like getting a fresh start. Things are easier to handle and coming faster and clearer. So I am off to a clean life starting full parole on the 29th, never to return to prison. Once was enough for me.

Thanks to everyone concerned, my love and thoughts are with you.

Nov 30th 1998Bonjour! What can I say? In 1980 I received a life sentence. My first and last offence

while living a careless life but always desiring to know the truth that sets men free. I never felt loved, hugged or touched for all my childhood and up to my 24th birthday from family or friends. All things considered in thankful for my family upbringing in spite of the good, the bad and the ugly. One day in jail five weeks in inside, my heart changed by surrendering to Jesus. I chose from Nov 23, 1980 to go beyond, take a leap and haven’t looked back. 16 1/2 years straight in prison was a waste of time yet a proving ground for my faith and true character. Oxymoron's were in all shapes. One year and almost a half at Bill Mudge House seemed too long to be given a chance, a second chance for a life but even if the IPO sent me back to prison I know I'll feel I've been deeply touched by the incredible residents and especially staff here and it will have been worth it all. But I did get full parole on Nov 26th 1998 had to stop for a few seconds reminiscing with a few tears coming down as I can do justice in writing this short note. I pray the Lords hand upon everyone here and especially Al, Ross, Peggy, Ruth, Ron, Don and Dave and all staff missed. My life is becoming wholer because of all staff you have enriched my life. You have been so patient and kind. I'm different than other guys, yet not different than them. I'm not easily swayed from my convictions and will always embrace knowing each of you and respect our relationship and intimacy in the decisions I make in respecting the life of everyone out here regardless of their lifestyles or choices. I killed someone that Jesus created (sniff sniff) and someone society may have benefited from. I know that the first part of my life was detached from God and people but have experienced the opposite since I have got a new heart and life and will continue to the day we are called home. Thank you for accepting me to come here. Thanks for caring and for the many hugs and encouragement. It's not goodbye. I'll be ok and know that special girl will come.

From my heart and tears

Jun 30th 1999I came in through the bathroom window and left out the front door. I have to say when I

first came here the attention from staff was a bit overwhelming. However, throughout my six month stay I came to realize how generously these people care and want to see success and

happiness to all whom come to be at this place. I just want to have it known from my heart I thank each and every one of you from a special place with love.

XXX As Always

Oct 3rd 1999The thing about this house that both shocked me, yet made me feel both cared for and

acknowledged was the hugs that Ruth, Peggy and Ross gave me when I got here. The other staff also made my stay here very easy through their willingness to point out things I hadn’t thought of. I will truly miss this house. Love you all.

Apr 5th 2000Dear Family,

Where did the years go, that’s what I ask myself? Its not that the time here was at all difficult (not), I was scared shitless my first day (evening) and probably slept 20 minutes all night. Never did I want or expect to be accepted, loved or thought of as a respectful and caring person, as I treated people with no respect and cared about only myself. I must admit that at certain times I did not feel comfortable and thought it was almost too good to be true, that I was amongst such loving and caring people. My take on it was, ah it’s there self-development method and it’s there way of making or breaking you… was I ever wrong…

The only thing I feared the most was “me” whom I was, what I did and whom I hurt, still to this day, but I also know that I had to forgive myself and move on…

Everyone here gave me a chance to forgive myself and offered love, respect and honor, which enabled me finally, trust others and allow myself to heal completely.

Thanks for a chance and a fresh start. P.S. I will never forget how each person that works here and lived here changed my

thinking because I truly thought I had all the answers, ‘I did not’, for I have learned plenty about myself and it’s only going to get better…

I again thank everyone and I do consider you my friends and family, now and always.Thank you for being my family for the last two years; it has been a pleasure…

Jul 11th 2000It has been my pleasure to be in this house. This house has been great to me from the

very first day to the last. All the workers in this house are great. I am glad that I chose this house instead of Manchester house. I knew from the start that I made the right choice. This house has been so loving and caring to me. I can’t find the right words to express my feelings. This house has been marvelous to me. I liked Al right from the beginning. I think I have been very lucky to come to this house. This house is number one. I am going to miss all the workers

in this house namely Peggy, Ross, Adele, Al, Don, David, Louie and Reg. I love and respect all of you. I may miss you but that does not mean that I will forget you. Your love and affection, what you gave me, I will always remember it. In the end I have to say that Campbell River is the place where I really belong. That is where I am heading. Anytime I come to Victoria, it would be my pleasure to see you great people and say hello to you. Of course I am going to miss Lindsay, Mike, Drover, James, Brian, Barry, Sharam, Trevor, Mary, Jack, Glen, Kevin, John and last but not least Shawn Boos. I hope to see some of these fellows when their time is done. I don’t have the words to thanks this house. This house has been wonderful to us all. I thank this house from my very heart. Maybe I can call the house once in a while just to remember you fellows. Thanks for all the love, I will always remember.

Nov 30th 2000It has been a pleasure living in this house. From the very first day that I came here from

William Head everyone has been so wonderful to me. I thank all of you from my heart.I hope this house goes on forever.

Dec 27th 2000Thank you all for everything. Thank you for making my time here like being at home, not

a halfway house. I am also grateful for the patience everyone showed with me. Most of all I feel my stay here has put me on a path that will make me a better person.

No DateThank you for everything. I have really enjoyed all my time here. It was a lot better than

my time at the halfway house. This house I do not consider a halfway house. I consider this my home. I will miss you all.

Apr 10th 2001This is my thanks to all those at Laren who have been such a huge part of my life. You

have been here for me when times are good and even more so when they were not. Each person here has contributed to my growth. Now that I am living away from the house, you are all still with me, for I carry you all in my heart. I strive to put into practice the warmth and understanding I have experienced here. Thanks for everything.

Oct 12th 2001I would like to take this opportunity to thank all of the staff here at the Laren House. You

all expressed a sincere desire to help that I never saw at any other halfway house. Being able to absorb your kindness has given me strength to adhere to my new commitments of remaining substance free thus keeping me on the straight and narrow path of freedom. I will miss you all

and I plan to drop in to say hello or if I need a support network when things start to stress me out.

Thank you all.

Nov 5th 2002Dear people of the Bill Mudge residence, I am writing to thank you all for the kindest

and most understanding love that any house could give. Trials and tribulations are just that, in a place where healing makes little of hard circumstances and much of peace. I’ve always felt comforted even when uncomfortable things happened.

Thank you Ross and Carol for the finest and most generous meals in town. You both know you are awesome. I don’t have to say it again but I will YOURE AWESOME COOKS and really nice people too. Bless you.

I’m not going to go through the list of workers in the house except I must mention to you Peggy, especially, thanks for your spiritual wisdom, your guiding words, and that motherly quality you have for me.

Al, you are the man who made it happen for me at the house. I know I wasn’t perfect at the chores, and I had a house bill there for a while, but you always took me back, and may I say, you’re the kick-assiest croquet player around. I’m glad you forgot things that I’d hoped you’d forget and how you always appear as calm as you are strong as the only leader that house could have. I admire you. Thanks.

But to everyone: Ewen, Dave, Adele, Don, everyone, have a great life and I hope to see you all here or there but never in the same capacity.

My payment to society is technically over but something is still continuing inside me. I feel there is good in me. You have all helped continuing inside me. I feel there is good in me. You have helped me to feel forgiven. That is lasting. It is nice.

Peace.

Nov 11th 2003I find it very difficult to write this but as we all know, we have to move on. I want to

thank you all for the understanding that you have shown, your generosity is beyond comprehension. I tried very hard to live up to your expectations and if I have offended anyone during my stay here, please accept my apologies. There are times in our lives when we have to make crucial decisions and I have made mine and I must follow through with them.

This has been an experience that I will soon not forget your kindness is insurmountable. I will cherish these memories forever.

You all have been like my family, your advice had been graciously received and I will honour that advice when circumstances arise. I felt and I will continue to feel a sense of belonging in this house, and I will certainly return for a visit. I must apologize for my rash of

illnesses but at times they would get worse and I would usually end up in the hospital. My health has been deteriorating for years now and I do not like to burden anyone with my hardships but time and time again, someone was there to alleviate these illnesses.

It has been my practice to demonstrate kindness, showing appreciation by performing tasks and chores and I felt an obligation to do that here. You have done so much for me during these past months and I wanted to do something in return and this is my way of showing my appreciation for all you have done.

I cannot express my gratitude to each individual staff member and resident but "you" means the people in the house, who made it possible for me to complete day parole in thie wonderful house.

o Peggy: Everyone needs a motherly figure and you fit that role perfectly. Your wisdom is highly appreciated.

o Big Al: Thank you for permitting me to join this cast of characters, your kindness is immeasurable.

o Carol and Melanie: I gained over 10 pound since I arrived and I will miss your extraordinary cooking. God bless you both.

o Matt: Howdy! Your friendship and kindness is beyond words. I see a lot of potential in you to succeed in your chosen profession and I wish you success. I will keep in touch.

o Hans: Have you ever thought about running for a political office? You definitely would receive my vote. Goodbye buddy, and I hope you find true happiness.

o Jennifer: Thank you for understanding me.My friends, there is no such word for 'goodbye' in my language. The closest meaning is, 'I will see you later' and I will see you later.

Goodbye and God Bless you all.

No DateThanks to the staff for all the support. I wish you all the best in the future. Thanks for

waking me up every morning and having someone to talk to.

No DateI would like to thank all of the staff for all the love and support they have shown me. I

don’t think I would have lasted too long if I never had you all. So thank you all, and I won't ever forget you.

No DateSpeak gently; it is better by far to rule with love than with fear. Speak gently; let not harsh words mar the good being done here.

Speak gently; love doth whisper low the vows that true hearts bind; and gently friendships accents flow, affections voice is kind. Speak gently; to the little child, its love be sure to gain, teach it in kindness, soft and mild, it may not long remain. Speak gently; to the young, for they will have mud to bear; pass through this life as best they may, tis full of anxious care. Speak gently to the old ones, grieve not the care warm heart, lest you awaken their fury, which long at rest, because the sands of life are nearly run, let such in peace depart. Speak gently; he who gave his life to bend mans stubborn will, when elements were in fierce strife, he said to them, "Peace be still". Speak gently; tis a little thing dropped into the heart deep- deep well; the good, the joy which it may bring, eternity shall tell.

May this house always be blessed and those who dwell within take heed and listen well; for love is given here, to repair what once was broken, freely and gently spoken.

No DateI’m the “King of Scrabble”, I’m the one – hee, hee!

Everything you think is true, I’m the one – me, me!Now I must be off, I’m the one – tee, hee!Okay seriously though enjoy yourself as only you can. Whatever you do, Wherever you stand. Later kids

No DateThank you to the entire staff of Mudge House for your support and spirit. Through

clenched teeth, and even more smiles you’ve guided me through the miles. Thanks to Peter, Don, Reg, Evan, Peggy, Mark, Carol and to Big Al. My success is your success. I won’t forget. Thank you. God Bless.

Jan 31st 2005Greetings to All!

Where does one begin? How about here. Thanks for everything and then some. One never knows what to expect on the road. One thing that has always come to me is the road; the road has always come to me. As you all have no doubt already noticed I’m from the “____”. Be light and free and cheerful and everything else will take care of itself. Scholl works for me . We go through life and we get glimpses of moments – its moments we remember whether (usually) extreme moments or mundane – you ever listen to the grass grow? Or have you noticed those baby violet iris’s that are just popping up at the corner of Oswego & St.

Lawrence? It’s the simple things, it’s always the simple things, and for that I am forever grateful.

This is a lovely home, I can’t tell you just how fortunate that I feel I have been. When I met Al out at the Head back in late Sept or early Oct I was impressed and he hasn’t wavered – what you see is what you get and you’re all the same – up front and thoughtful and conscientious – you’re real and that’s rare and I thank you. I’m glad that we’ve been able to share one another’s company for these brief moments – its moments like these that make a life. I will stay in touch and I look forward to visiting – All the very best- as ever.

Aug 2005I had a short time here and all I can say is thanks to all staff and all they have done for

me. I have felt safe and warm. That is one of the nicest feelings I’ve felt in a long time. The food is the Best ever. I thank my father for what I have done here.

Mar 31st 2006On March 12, 2004, I was warmly received into this home. Yes, I can say ‘home’ because

it is much more than merely a half-way house. The warmth, the caring, the understanding from all the staff members was and is unwavering. To have been touched by this generosity is indeed a great privilege. Here I felt loved and appreciated. Here I felt heard. Here I found my way back to the garden.

This home is a testament to the inherent goodness and kindness that lives in people. Thank you all for the gift of getting to know you.

Aug 16th 2006To all of Laren House, it has been my greatest pleasure to come help you on this BBQ

day. It feels so great inside to have been here and I would have not missed that for nothing at all. I’m very touched to be privileged to this place and I keep a huge place for all of you in my heart.

Aug 11th 2006To everyone who has supported me and all of the staff at Laren House I thank you so

much for the support and thank you for the wonderful food and the open and warm hearts. Thank you Al for everything.

Nov 8th 2006I have travelled a long and hard road. Laren house and its staff: Al, Peggy, Carol among

others really stand out for me personally….Al, for his extreme compassionate kindness and extreme understanding of human suffering gave me shelter and hope… Peggy, with her almost

surreal love for others and her gentle and non-judgemental smile gave me a sense of being part of a small family when I had none to properly address my issues of silence, her soft smile gave me reassurance and trust in other human beings that there are still people that care…Carol, with her selflessness and devotion is like a mother image of unconditional forgiveness and caring, not to mention her fantastic meals that show dedication and once again caring, when one thinks that there is no more hope these three persons show what it is to be a human being in its splendor… Thank you so much, I will always be grateful for all you have done for me, showing me that compassion and unconditional love and caring is what this world desperately needs.

God Bless you all and believe me when I say he is very, very proud of you all!

Dec 19th 2006Well the “Bill Mudge House” is everything Al said it would be. A quiet, respectful place

to chill and get back into the main stream. I have enjoyed my stay and am grateful to the residents and staff for their friendships and support. I have learned a good deal about myself and others through the experience I shared here. Thanks for everything and so long for now.

P.S. the gift exchange was a blast!Al, Peggy, Mark and the rest of the staffs support and friendship was as nutritious for the soul as Carol’s fantastic cooking, for the body.

Jan 5th 2007Well I am finally home bound for Nanaimo. I just want to thank all of the staff for their

support during my brief stay. I enjoyed everyone in the house especially Carols cooking and Peggy’s humour, she will miss my snoring and imitation farting Ha Ha. Anyway this was a good experience for me thanks and all the best in future to come.

So a goodbye to all and give my regards to the great white bearded one Al even though we don’t see him much. Thank you once again.

May 14th 2007I wish to thank you all for my experience here. As I have read in earlier entries in this

book, this house has been considered a home. That is definitely how I feel.I was 24 year old when I first came to this house, and now at 28 I feel very proud for how far I ‘ve come, and very thankful for all the help I’ve received along the way. If it wasn’t for this house, and the wonderful people that work here, I dread to think of where I would be.

As I shared, some of my learning experiences that I’ve had over the last 3 years were very painful, but the love, understanding, and compassion that I received from the people here helped me to get my life back in the direction that I want to be headed in.

I believe that I literally owe my life to the people who work in this house, because I was on a suicide mission not even a year and a half ago. Today, my life is a miracle! I am excited about my recovery, about being the best, kindest most productive person that I can be, and that is in great part thanks to the positive energy of this house.

I look forward to what lies ahead of me, but when I look back on my time in Bill Mudge Residence, I will always look back with appreciation. Thank you all!

No DateThank you all so much for the pleasant time there. I really had a good time and

appreciate the kindness you’ve all shown me. Thank you Al for bringing me here, Peggy and Mark for keeping me company. Carol and Judith for feeding me and Stuart for talking electric cars with me.

I thank you all for your efforts Brock, Elbert and all the other residents. What an interesting bunch!

Before I get weepy. Thanks again.

July 29th 2007Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for all the little and big things the staff and

the house have done for me. I'm not sure I deserved all of it and there is no way I can repay all of you. Thank you for taking a chance one me when others were afraid to. You are all great people and, unlike most, I will miss being in a halfway house…

No DateTo Bill Mudge Staff

What can I really say about how grateful I feel? Thanks to all of you. Al, for standing up when all the others were afraid; Peggy for being absolutely hilarious; Carol for reminding me what great food and home cooking really is; Mark, for all those late night printing / photocopying sessions and the great advice; Elbert for his whatever he did (ha-ha!) and to Pete and Matt who are now gone. Hopefully I succeed in my future plans and I will definitely attribute a good portion of my success to Bill Mudge House and their staff.

I will keep in touch, and thanks.

No DateThanks for everything. Like I said before this is the best house of all three.

Dec 28th 2007

Thank you to the staff at Bill Mudge for all the support and efforts to make living here comfortable.

Al – You have supported and encouraged me since you had a full head of hair. Thank you from my heart for your unflinching and secure support – Your humour and down to earth personality has made a friend of you to me. I look forward to coffee and a few laughs.

Peggy – I found you to be a person who always looks for the best in a person, and who only wants to see people be happy. I admire your firm beliefs. You care, and it shows to me. Thanks for everything. Don’t let yourself be used, you be the tool.

Mark – I didn’t know what to make of you at times as I find you to be ‘straight’- Maybe cause I used to be you before I entered this world. I thank you for your care, compassion and efforts.

Ewan- Stop obsessing! Thanks for who you are – you care and you try to make the lives for others better while here.

Carol – A way to a man’s heart is through his stomach. So they say. Yet you also gave laughter, conversation, passion for your music and art and are a genuine person. Thanks for being in the life of everyone here, and for caring.

#1 CRF in Victoria, BC…Canada, The World!!!

Jan 9th 2007A man is who he believes himself to be. I’m thankful to Bill Mudge, and the staff of Bill

Mudge House for giving me the opportunity to be able to work out some of my past beliefs and helping me become a man I’m comfortable with. It’s an ongoing process I’ll take with me.

The transition from jail to the community is not easy, and without support and a sense of security, almost impossible, at least for me that was the case.

I cannot put into words the rewards I feel emotionally, and the clarity of thought, that I have since I first opened my mind and questioned my perception of the world.

All of the staff here have been helpful in their way. I would especially like to thank Mark for his advice and insight. Peggy for her compassion; Rob for caring; Carol for being a friend and of course and excellent cook!

I’m positive the future for me will be rewarding in many ways, and it all really started with my year here.

Thanks Al.

May 7, 2008Thank you everyone at Mudge House you are all great people. Thanks for believing. See

you wherever, whenever.

April 9, 2008A special thanks to Al for supporting me to stay here to begin with. Al you run a fantastic

house. The staff you have here are very special all caring and respectful. Carol is a fantastic cook and a great person. It is really hard to go wrong with the staff you have. Peggy and Mark are fantastic counsellors. I have never met someone like you Peggy; so positive and encouraging. Mark, I like the way you come across and are so helpful. Thanks for helping me on the computer. Elbert you are a good guy very respectful and charming. Brock, thanks for some great meals and talking. I think you are a great fit and will be a great council. Ron I think Al made a great choice hiring you, you’re so respectful and helpful. I know everyone here has helped me to become successful in making the adjustment to society. Thanks

No DateMy turn to say bye, my ten months in this house had some up and down, just like home.

I was to thank Al for inviting me to live in this house. Mark was a great counsellor for me, never get mad but always listen to your problem. Carol was the CHEF, great desserts and many variety of food. Elbert the great night staff guy, always there for you. Thanks to Peggy for being so understanding with my phone calls from Greg – exercise free. I can go on and on but I will like to honestly say that I enjoy my time with all of you and you guys help me in each your own way to work toward my full parole. Thank youNo Date

Thanks to all of the staff here at Mudge. Thanks to Elbert for always being there when I needed workout advice and Peggy for always listening! Thank you for providing a great stepping stone on my path to success. Thank you.

No DateThanks for all your support and help.

Aug 12th 2008I don’t know why I had to fill out this book telling everyone how I liked my stay here

didn’t I make myself felt I hope so but putting all jokes aside I really enjoyed my short stay I hope I made some really good friends staff and short roomers alike and everyone is welcome at my home

Best of luck to everyone. I will miss you all.

Sept 22, 2008To: Laren House Society

Hi there, once again I am writing to you to expresses my sincere thankfulness in regard of all the good support that you have been providing me with during my stayed at your house I am sorry if I didn't succeed on conditional release I am the one who have failed not you all of you will always be part of my thought because you been treating me with dignity and you have been supporting me during a very dark period of my life and I am grateful to all of you. Like you already know I have made the decision to withdraw my parole application and have decided to requested an inter-regional transfer over Atlantic region. I would like to take this time to tell you have I am feeling toward all of you at Laren House. All the staff is well trained and you are a team of people who really care for people like us and you treat us like real human beings without judging us or looking down at us I really enjoyed being at the house and having to share part of my talent with you people and I really felt like in a family setting I am so grateful to have had the chance and opportunity to meet all of you and I can guarantees that I will be back someday when I am done with this sentence.

I aint a bad person and I know that I am capable of goodness and I possessed all the necessary skills to succeed and I will succeed despite that some people do not believe so. I will be missing all of you but I promised that I will keep contact with you to let you know how am I doing. I feel emotion al right now to have to said goodbye but I am doing it for the better.

There's one thing that no-one couldn’t ever take away from me it is my commitment to stayed crime free and to have done all the work necessary to change my lifestyle. You have been a source of tremendous support during my stayed at the house and during the time that I have been back here at William Head Institution and I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart. I will remember how good people that you all are and including mama Peggy who always has been spoiling me with her compassionate side of her and her good listening when I need it to speak to someone about some of my issues that was painful for me and to Al and Mark and all the rest of the staff that is part of this wonderful house. I am grateful to all of you and also to Carol the wonderful chef that has spoiling us with her treat and delicacy. I wish that al the halfway house would be like yours! You have touch me in the good way and I will always remember all of you.

So thank you and I will keep all of you in my mind and I will called once a while to let you know how things are going for me.

Mar 14th 2009To whom it may concern

I feel privileged to be able to make my feelings known to those who can make a difference. Bill Mudge House has been a beacon to all those who have nowhere to go upon their release.

There is a reason for this; most of all being the staff of Bill Mudge House, their caring and compassion toward the offender is one of a kind. We expect a lot of negative behaviour and find only compassion which makes us know that love goes a long way and shows us that our behaviour is not acceptable to the general public. It gives us notice to take another look at ourselves, and thus recognize that our behaviour is not acceptable and change is the outcome that we experience. We actually look at the programs we go to as something positive. We even talk about these programs as an eye opener. We do not want to disappoint our counsellors, who work so hard and sincere that what they say actually sinks in. We are changing in a most positive way. Thank you to all at Bill Mudge House.

I would like to draw your attention to the finances and how they struggle to stay within their budget, Which I am convinced is not sufficient. It is also none of my business, but I can only hold them in the highest esteem. It’s almost magic what they present at the dinner table. I would like to say a few words about Al Turnbull. I don’t want to leave anyone out but he is an administrator par excellent. God Bless him and any connected to his work. Please help Bill Mudge House to be there for many years to come.

No DateWell I sure appreciate being able to stay here to get out my feet everything well as

planned this house helped me out a lot very good food, support and excellent staff I got a lot of help now I'm moving on and fitting in well at my new house I'm on my last few hours here so I'm counting down moving my last few items out so thanks a lot and I see everyone in the near future.

No DateFridge is a donation to the "Dungeon". Lived in the Dungeon for 2 years with the hope

and determination that one day, like prison, I would be free. My day finally came! Good luck to all "Dungeon Dwellers"! Life is good at the end of the Dungeon.

Jul 28, 2009To: All staff of Bill Mudge HouseI don’t know how to express my sincere appreciation for your support.The six months I stay I feel like a home. I would like to say this is an Amazing Grace and it is true. Many thanks to all.

Aug 11, 2009Was a long hard road, the end is here. Unbelievable… The End. Great House.

No DateTo Mark, It sure has not been a pleasure. To Al, Still a fan I hope. Not!!To Terry, Stop smoking. Yeah Right!!To Earl, Keep scootin', where's my helmet?To David, And how was your day, night, morning?To Peggy, Will miss your hugs for two weeks!

Nov 9, 2009I was here, did my time and now it's time to fly. Thanx to you all!!!! Thanx for the faith!

No DateThis house has stood the test of time, it was here for many of men as they re-entered the world. This house will always hold a special place in my heart as I too re-enter the world. All the staff here have been fantastic, their hearts have touched me, and the caring that was shown had helped me believe that I too am worthwhile

No Date PhotoTo Al, Gwen and all of Mudge house. This picture I give to you all with my heart and soul. I would of not made it to Katrina's wedding if it was not for the help and patience with who were involved by helping me. Thank you very much

No DateHello Al and all your staff I would like to thank you for all the support that you've provided me during my stayed in here at Bill Mudge House, the fruit of my success and accomplishment is due to all of you. You have brought me light and a warm feeling in my heart during this last Xmas in BC, I made it this time around and thank you for your professionalism and courtesy and for treating me like family. I have made tremendous progress for myself and I am so thankful to all of you at Bill Mudge and with my paint job I hope that my spirit will stayed with you. To Al, Peggy, Marie, David, Brock, Terry, Elbert, and the one that I might forget thank you from the bottom of my heart and also for "greatest coob"Merry X-mas to all of you

No DateThis halfway house is very helpful, the staff are excellent! I'm very pleased that I choice the Bill Mudge House. I was able to get my life together without being distracted by anybody--thanks to the staff. Thank you very much for the wonderful stay and I wish you all the best.

Oct 6To the Bill Mudge House,

Thanks for my 2 tours here. At the top of My list of thank you's is to the fridge. U made me smile every day. After years of Pen food, it was nice to open a fridge that was always full of delicious food. You always helped me get thru the day knowing u were waiting for me with a bowl of ice cream or leftover steak. You were my rock these last couple of months. I'll miss u fridge. I'll make sure I write to you to let you know how I'm doing. I know you'll be worried about me but I'll be fine. I'm going to miss you a lot fridge. I can't imagine ever meeting a fridge quite as good or as beautiful as you. You're one in a million my dear fridge.

Parting is such sweet sarrow and my leaving u has definitely filled me with sadness but I'll always remember the good times we had together. Goodbye dear fridge. XOXOXOXOXOXO

Oh! I almost forget to thank my bed and TV. Thank-you so much for my good sleeps and entertaining TV shows.

P.S. In all seriousness though, thanks from the bottom of my heart to Al, Sam, Tara, Earl, Ron, Dave, and that one guy’s name I can't remember. He had brown skin.

No DateGuys,

I never thought that this day would come but I must leave you all. On to a life I have been dreaming of for a very long time. I have enjoyed my time here I will never forget how supportive the people here were to me. You will all hold a special spot in my heart + I will never forget you, especially Elbert!!!!

Peace out Al!!Your number 1 buddy

Jan 12th, 2012To all the staff, thank you! I used the house as a stepping stone in my new life. The

strength provided from you all. I give myself a chance to a new way to live. Without the Mudge house I wouldn’t be able to achieved my goal. I felt like a family member since day one. Scared and scattered inside, you all help me better myself, thank you. Gratitude and recognition always will be in me forever. The wind and courage to accomplish the very start of a new life honest and promising. The love and the care of each of us here is beyond my imagination, from the staff. The patience and understanding is also phenomenal.

Jan 30th, 2012After 3 years living in this house I see many guys and staff go, but Laren House was a

good house to live in; I truly appreciate the support from the staff and guys. Sure it not all way easy to live with many peoples, but here I lean to discipline myself to keep my focus on my goals who was to get full parole and get my owned place.

I truly appreciate the time I pass here, to be honest I realize it the time for me to move on because I know I am ready for the next step to be by my places. It was the best choice to be patient, to get a job, a good job, to get my place.

All of this need focus and determination to keep in my mind, freedom is the most valuable richness in the world. Thank you

Feb 27th, 2012First off, I would like to extend my appreciation to the director + staff of Bill Mudge

House for the high degree of professionalism + the exemplary level of support offered to those of us transitioning back to the community. The staff are always warm and engaging and this is a pleasant change from the sometimes jaded correctional environment. Kudos to Gail + Carol for providing an excellent course of meals.

I have found over course of day parole, a 60 days UTA + 3 fifteen day UTAs an environment that is both supportive + caring. This means a lot to me and I am indeed grateful for the experience.

Thank you for everything.

April 12th, 2012I can't believe I am a month away from being at Laren House for two years. When one is

a kid time goes by slow, sooooo slow and you always hear how fast it goes when you get old. It's true, time does go so fast. Slow or fast, here I am coming up on 2 years! Last time I was outside I was paying $5.00 a week for a room in Toronto, unless of course the heat was on and bought out a $3.00/a night room in the Ascain's establishments beside Toronto's bus station.

Well, in the past those days are left to, and moving on, today I continue to keep all the joy & comfort here at Bill Mudge. I've worked hard to get where I'm at today, yet behind the scene there's been a whole team working just as hard, helping me success, of-which words alone don't define my gratitude.

As my first ETS to Laren for dinner, I knew this was the house for me. The food is fantastic, the house is more a home & how all the people make one feel welcome & apart of all the going on (including dishes & chores).

In my process of change, I strive t reach a point whereby what I did, the choices I made, I did because it was important to me, not simply being obedient to rules & laws, for where's the meaning in that. But like any newness brought on by change, there is going to be successes as

there are following mistakes. What'd wonderful about all the staff at Bill Mudge house, they are there to walk through the good & bad with you. By all truly caring and working through the struggling times with you, growth and healing can happen rather than the negativity which comes from punishment or constant suspension.

I believe it’s the support team behind me that’s a huge part of why I am still out today, from doing all they can to make my transition a little more easier & helpful, like when my son visited from Ontario, to assisting me getting ID, a bank account, to setting up appointments.

Much Thanks.

May 30th, 2012First thing I want to say is THANK YOU for everything you have done for me. I'm grateful

for all your support and patience with me. I'm 2 days from leaving the Mudge Society. The food here was great + the atmosphere here has always been positive.

There has been a big turn over from staff to residents since I been here. I've seen how good it was when I first came + it's still good but mentally is much more different but this is still by far the best Halfway house in BC!!

You guys really help me with my transition back to the community. After my first road bump + went back for a week + you still stuck by me + believe in me. I will never forget how you never gave up on me.

Now I'm on another chapter in my life, this experience of my life will always be a part of who I am.

I would love to come back + visit + maybe do a load of dishes or do a chore LOL!! I don't think so!!! That is one thing I won't be missing.

Forever Thanks.

June 25th, 2012Dear Mudge House

I would to think you 4 accepting me into this wonderful house. The experience I had living here was so awesome. I can't explain how great I felt staying here at the Mudge house. I would like to thank the staff members 4 all the support and confidence you gave me in everything I did whether is was meetings, sports, or programs and all of the above. It was a good go staying here great people Lovely Food ya buddy.I will never forget any members of the Mudge 4 all the help you all gave to me, It was just a wonderful experience getting to know everybody here I loved it, I felt so welcome from day one on April 23, 2012. I will truly miss all members of the Mudge house.

Thank you 4 everything

No Date I must say that my stay at Bill Mudge house was excellent I can't thank them enough for

all your help and especially Elbert you are a good friend and I look forward to still working with you buddy all my love

No DateDear mudge houseThank you for my stay and the welcoming feeling in to/the house I enjoyed my time here and it has helped me to fined a new home and made my transishoin in t the comeeinty eazy thank you mudge house staf and residens

No DateTo everyone here,

It took a while, lots of stumbles but I finally made it. The staff, Al & the house itself has been fantastic. Thank you all for your continued support! You guys are fantastic…wait I already said that… you guys are amazing!

Sept 13th, 2012Dear Bill Mudge House,Thank you very much for accepting and welcoming me into your home for my hard but fulfilling stay here. Three weeks went by very fast. I was able to find a job and a place to stay/live. Everyone was so nice and friendly. Now I can move on in the rest of my life. I promise to stay in touch with everyone here.Thank you!

Sept 19th, 2012Mudge staff were very welcoming and helpful upon my arrival. Staff are efficient, helpful and friendly. They are willing to go to great length to be of assistance to each of the residences. Mudge house is more like a home rather than a halfway house. Staff always seem to be able to find the time for each resident when needed. You are always treated more like the member of a family in a home rather than an inmate. The home cooked meals are of the highest standard beyond beliefs. Gail and Carol go to great length to ensure each person's diet is cared for. They spend many extra hours of their personal time to go the extra mile and treat residents with high standard of friendliness and caring. I'm very grateful to have had the opportunity to reside in such a caring home such as Mudge. With great joy and sadness, my time here is done. There could be no better place for me to have spent the remainder of my sentence. I salute all staff and give the Medal of Honor in efficiency to Tommy guns. I have high regard and respect for each and every staff member at Mudge House. I give thanks to Elbert and Al for their years of

friendship. I'm sure I will carry this experience of Mudge House with me forever. With great appreciation and gratitude, I thank you all. Air hugs,

No DateTo Al, chief (Elbert) and the rest of the Bill Mudge Staff:

I am appreciative for all of the help and support that was given to me during my stay(s) haha at the house. I feel confident and eager to start a new chapter in my life. I can't thank you all enough for staying behind every step of the way

Nov 28th, 2012To everyone of Bill Mudge HouseThank you all for such a wonderful experience. The support and encouragement I have received here has been amazing.

Having this house to call home for the past two years has been the perfect setting to build stability from, to return to for rest, nutrition, support, comradery, peace, quiet.

Thanks to all the staff for your conversation, sense of community, regularity, listening ears, support.

You have all been a pleasure to see when I'll come home each day.I will truly miss this experience and I have enjoyed this stage of my transition back to the

Real world.I do believe that Bill Mudge House is the Best halfway house in Canada… possibly North

America… dare I say… The Universe!!Thank you all it has been wonderful.

No DateTo All at MudgeIt feels great/fantastic moving on, but sadden walking out the door & leaving every one behind. I'm going to miss you all so much, as you all played such a significant role in my life. I am such a better person for it all.

The Mudge is family in ways I never did with my own personal family. That was awesome to experience which sadly it seems is not offered at other 1/2 way houses.

I especially am forever grateful for how the staff, did all they could to accommodate my son Justin's visit.

The staff were always there for the guys, trying to make the house a home for everyone. I personally really enjoyed that aspect of the house's home environment & when it came time to begin moving forward everyone excelled at helping beyond what was expected of them.

Thank-you all so much for everything of you all and I always be missing you.

Sept 9th, 2013To all the staff at Bill Mudge House,The 11 months I was here felt like I was home. I am truly in appreciation of all your support, and would like to thank you for everything. This is an amazing place and I feel lucky to have been a resident here.Many thanks to you all!!

Oct 2013To all the people in Bill Mudge,Thank you so much for having me here at BILL MUDGE.It has been a wonderful experience.Everyone was very welcoming and accommodating.It would've been nice if Tamao was here to see me go.I will drop by every week for a very delicious dinner Gail & Carol I'm going to miss all the great meals.AGAIN, I was so fortunate to do my day parole in Bill Mudge and it's been pleasure shout out to Big AL, E, Tamao, Rick, and Rachel Rachel! Tanya came today hahaThanks for having my back girl.Thank you Bill Mudge, I'm going to miss you

No DateTo you I've been around a day or two, I've seen and been in 1/2 way houses. This is the 1st 1/2 way home I've ever been in. Here I was allowed to be me I was given respect, love, understanding, and support. I'm excited to move on because it means I'm living life the way it's meant to be, but I'm sad because for the first time in a long time I'm leaving something good behind. Just saying thanks is not enough for all that you've done for me so what I will say is that I'll make what you've done for me not be in vain.

May 2nd, 2014Thanks Al for 'steering' me in the right direction! On my arrival at 'Bill Mudge' Laren House, I was in love with the old building & atmosphere it created. This was only for 60 days (UTA), but unforgettable! I had to go back to William Head for several months before returning here.

For the past 18 months, it was been a very pleasant experience for me after 28 years in the 'system'!

All the staff are great & helpful, I can't thank them enough. Gail is my heroine, as she once introduced me to a decent diet! Carol is also thanked for this.

Al and Albert are the greatest. I'll miss my times talking to you. Rachel is the loveliest person I've met in a long time. Christine is also a true and valued friend. Thanks Rick for your help when needed. I'll miss all the latest hockey scores & reports when I leave!

This has been a great adjustment for me and I've still got ways to go but I know that I can always contact anyone here if I need to talk.

Not enough ink in my pen to say it all, but I'll sum it up by saying;Thanks to everyone at Laren House! I'll miss you all!

May 3rd, 2014Thank you Gale & Carol for your delicious foods even though I wasn't at the dinner most of time, I usually had them next day. I will surely miss your foods. Wish you guys all the best.

No DateTo all Mudge House Staff & Residents,

Thank you for the truly touching farewell gathering on the occasion of my retirement. Also many thanks for the card with congratulatory messages, beautiful Goss pen and Rose Lily. I must say, Gail and Carol, you really put on a fantastic and delicious buffet and it allowed for much mingling outdoors!

It has been a true pleasure getting to know each and every one of you! I will definitely be staying in touch

No DateHello people of Mudge,I give you guys part credit for the formation of lady.Plus you helped me a whole lot in transitioning to the street. Much gratitude for your care, a safe home, a supportive place.Thank you so much for being there for it all the great staff past & present. Whom I needed help you I got helped, Great house.These past 4 years and a bit were one of the ____ times of my life. Owe you big time.Al; thank you supporting at the beginning and the endTo Gail and Carol your dinners are amazing always on time and so much care. Dinner times here socially very good for me you made it big time homey.I shed tears leaving this place. **** Four star everything

Sept 24th, 2015To all the staff that work at Laren House I would like to express my gratitude and thankfulness for their compassionate and understanding way toward me in being there when I needed the

most. As a ex resident of Laren House I received a lot of helpful support to get back on my feet and all the right direction to take in time of struggle and hardship, this place where I have completed my statutory release successfully several years ago and when I felt depress and I was struggling they provided me with the necessary support to encourage me the right way, this house and the staff that work there are trained professionally to help their guys to success in their reintegration and rehabilitation into the society. It is a warm and welcome environment and everyone is being treated as human and in function of their need to succeed.

Part of my personal achievement is due to the help and support that Laren House provided me during my stayed and also today. This support and understanding played an enormous role in succeeding in the _____ as a law abiding citizen and I am thankful to all of them for this. They should be a role model for other halfway house across Canada.

Speaking as a ex resident, a ex offender and a ex parolee I can affirm honestly and gratefully that I carried a lot of respect for the Laren House Society and their staff.

Thank you all and keep up the great work.

Oct 29th, 2014 Well… 26 years ago I helped find & set up this home. We were idealistic then… we wanted "A Home" not a 1/2 way house. A few bumps along the way and lo & behold it became "Home" my time here was amazing back in the day. A wonderful home full of wonderful people and a legacy was born Bill Mudge would have a grin a mile wide if he was here today. I went on and found myself, had a good life. Married etc. Life as a lifer was good. The support & emotional counselling I received did end when I left the house. Years later I came back for help in dealing with my ex-wife and found what I needed… more support and understanding. Flash forward 2012, falsely accused and at Wilkie on remand. Best case outcome is found NOT guilty, a couple of years… or back on day parole… Life did not look good. While on remand I called Laren House (AKA Bill Mudge House) because I was lost. The spirit of the "family" of the house reached out to me and calmed me, gave me strength, belief in myself, hope for my future again. Al this the 9 1/2 months I was on remand the house was there for me to talk to.

Finally I was acquitted on all charges and a brief stint at Matsqui I was released on Full Parole again only with a residency status. And found myself HOME AGAIN. The feeling of walking in the front door to see a warm and most importantly a real genuine honest caring group of people made me cry. The "SPIRIT" of Laren House warmed my soul and I knew I would be okay. I was Home Safe in the hands of staff when they are our family not just minions of CSC.

Had I not come home to Laren or even had the hope of coming home here I probably would have lost it at Matsqui, being old school it was going to be ____ School all over again. Laren house and staff have saved my life twice now. I can never repay the debt.

To Al T. I thank you for accepting the job offer all those years ago, and keeping the Family Home stead spirit alive and wellFor all the staff past, present & future. Thank you for all your effort. Your love. May peace follow all of your lives& you have brought peace to so many wayward souls. Love, honor & respect for life.

Nov 26th, 2014Dear Al, Please allow me to take this opportunity to express my heartfelt thanks and deepest appreciation to the Laren Society for my stay at Bill Mudge House. The environment and the entire staff have been a huge part of my transition from William Head to the community, and as I embark on the next phase of my journey. I so do appreciate all the support you and your staff have provided to me over the past several years--not only at the residence, but also throughout my years at William Head. I am indeed grateful.To Elbert - I will miss our many early morning chats; your humor and the wisdom and experience you bring to your role. Your future is bring with promise, and I know you have the makings of a first class administrator, and you are a rock.To Rick Saunders, many thanks for the assistance, guidance, and direction you have so selflessly offered to me throughout the ETA, UTA, and Day Parole processes. Without fail you always came to our meetings prepared, willing to listen, and advise and encourage. Throughout my entire career within the correctional environment, few have carried out their mandate with as much precision and devotion to the tasks as you have. Be it movies, books, or shared life experiences, you were always a willing participant in my process. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. To Rachel Wardale - many thanks for your contribution to my securing of employment. You have great people skills, and formidable clerical skills. You are a diamond in the rough, and your brilliance is already beginning to shine through. To Christie - Our late night chats have been truly awesome. Your knowledge of how government works is a true asset, and you are an asset to Bill Mudge, and by extension, the Laren Society. To Devon, you have a wealth of knowledge and good old fashion common sense. You are a great ideas person, and are a resource that my colleagues have yet to tap into. To Tamao - great pancakes and many thanks for all your hard work in assisting me find accommodation. To Rob, Dave, and Rebecca - it has been a sliceFinally, last, but not least - Gail - thank you for all the meals you have provided. You have a wealth of wisdom when it comes to meal preparation, nutrition, budgeting, marketing, etc - you

are a great source of humor, and stories galore. Great BBQs and always great social events. I will miss you, and the special attention you paid to my dietary needs, and always sending me off to work with great sandwiches. Many thanks and God bless you and Carol as you continue to provide a healthy abundance to both residents and visitors.

Most Sincere,

Nov 28th, 2014Dear Al & All staff, thx for the opportunity to stay at this house. The dynamic of the house, the support and the area was awesome. I did very well here and a big chunk of that was because of all of you. Thx for making my final transition an easy one. I hope to pop in from time to time to say hi.Once again thank-you from the bottom of my heart

April 10th 2015Dear HouseThank you very much for everything you guys have done for me. This place will forever be in my heart. “We cannot hold a torch to light another path without brightening our own”. Thanks for brightening my path. Thank you guys Best Sleepover EverYou guys rockLove, Peace, Chicken Grease