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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
[Slide 2: Powerlessness apart from the Spirit]
Recap of Galatians 5
Good morning, New City. Last week we started a new series called “Life Change from
the Heart”. Kevin kicked off the series by explaining that deep life change starts from the
heart and begins to happen as we live by the Spirit. He referenced Galatians 5:16-17, and
22-23 to demonstrate that as we live by the Spirit, we experience the fruit of the Spirit:
love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control.
In some way, shape, or form; this byproduct of a life by the Spirit is what we all of really
want. When we talk about the need for life change, it is usually in the context of a desire
to be filled by these essences to a greater extent.
John 15:5 – Being in the Vine
In John 15:5 Jesus says, I am the Vine, you are the branches. If you remain in me and I
in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.
As our maturity in the Vine deepens, our experience of the Spirit’s fruit deepens. The
overarching thesis of the series is that we need to shift our heart’s pursuit of fulfillment
from the things of the flesh, things like greed, lust, perfection, being recognized by
others, drugs, alcohol, self-righteousness, and so on. We need to shift our hearts pursuit
of fulfillment from these things to the Spirit. That when we pursue fulfillment by the
Spirit, the life transformation that we are really after, begins.
That’s fantastic! Now what the Heck does it mean?!?!
That’s fantastic! Now what the heck does it mean? For me, there were times I knew
something needed to change in my life. Recognizing this, Christian brothers and sisters
would reach out to me and say things like; you just need to “live by the Spirit”, “be in the
Vine”, “surrender”, or “give it over to God”. What the heck do those things mean? I
know these people meant well, but to me these expressions were too abstract, too
intangible. They were just the churchy things we’re supposed to say when a brother or
sister needs help. But practically speaking, what does it mean to live by the Spirit, or to
be in the Vine? I want some of that.
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
Enter the 12-Step framework
As Kevin kicked us off last week he recognized that the 12-step recovery program
provides us with a practical framework to help answer these very questions. He
explained that the 12 steps themselves were nothing more than a practical demonstration
of the things one does when she lives by the Spirit. They’re a practical application of
what it means to work out the gospel. At that point he turned it over to me to walk us
through the Biblical origins and inspiration of the 12 step program. I also discussed the
three principal elements which comprise such a program—sponsorship, daily
suggestions, and the 12-step framework.
This is not a sermon series for “them”
One of my goals was to communicate that this is not a sermon series for “them”, that the
reality of the 12-step framework is that it is a practical tool of which we should all take
advantage. The fact that it is relied upon as a life-saving tool within the recovery
community merely demonstrates the power of the Spirit. It demonstrates
That after knowing nothing but loneliness and rejection, the deepest Fatherly love awaits
That even in the most difficult and traumatic conditions, joy will abound
That even amidst the most furious war of evil and persecution, you can be cloaked in the serenities of
peace, kindness, and goodness
That while unemployed in a downtrodden economy, the calmness of patience and security of
faithfulness can persist
That under the heaviest of pressures, the delicacy of gentleness can prevail, and
That amidst the fiercest firestorm of temptation, the security of self-control can be imposed
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
Back to the flowchart
And then it happened. I introduced you to the goodness of flow charts and process maps.
I presented you with a flow chart illustrating the process of reverse engineering the term
recovery back into its Bible origins. This process was based upon the fact that the
ultimate objective of the 12-step program is a spiritual experience, as well as the fact that
the 12-steps are based upon the Bible. Our goal is to reverse engineer the 12 step
framework so that we can pursue and encounter the Spirit, much in the same way it was
pursued and experienced by the pioneering members of AA.
Well, last week you seemed to thoroughly enjoy the flow chart, so, because I love you
guys, we’ll go ahead and bring it back… As well as the laser pointer
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
[Slide 3: the flow chart]
5 “I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. –John 15:5
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,
23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. –Galatians 5:22-23
9 I am the gate; whoever enters through me will be saved. They will come in and go out, and find pasture.
10 The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that
they may have life, and have it to the full.—John 10:9-10
9 If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.—Romans 10:9
Spiritual awakening
Living by the Spirit
Being in the Vine
Entering by the Gate
Being savedWhat is
recovery?
What are the basic
elements?
Confess that Jesus is Lord
Believe with your heart
What are the implications? What do they
mean?
AA terms for recovery
Fruit of the Spirit
Bearing much fruit
Life to the full
Biblical equivalents to AA terms for recovery
Steps 2 – 12
Start of the Biblical foundation for recovery
Resulting from?
Resulting from?
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
Introducing Powerlessness to the flow
Today, we’re going to actually look to the left of the first question in our flow chart.
We’re going to consider a reality which leads us to need transforming fulfillment from
the Spirit. What I’m referring to is the reality of Powerlessness.
To help us examine this reality we’ll be focusing on a few segments of Paul’s letter to
the Romans. In Texas speak, you might say this particular letter is a bit of a doozy.
Because of this, we’re only going to say a little about the context of the letter before
moving on to the passages of interest.
Overview of Romans
The letter is written by the Apostle Paul to “all in Rome who are loved by God and called
to be His holy people.” Within the first half of the letter, Paul devotes a significant
amount of time to demonstrating that righteousness is a matter of faith in Christ as
opposed to devotion to the Law. In building this case, he points out that this is true for
both Jews and Gentiles alike, because all are under the power of sin. This is actually the
launching point for our sermon today. To emphasize his point about all being subject to
the power of sin, Paul uses the language of the Old Testament. In chapter 3, verses 9
through 12 he says
[Slide 4: No One is Righteous]
Romans 3:9b-12 (no one is righteous)
9b For we have already made the charge that Jews and Gentiles alike are all under the
power of sin. 10
As it is written:
“There is no one righteous, not even one; 11
there is no one who understands; there is no
one who seeks God. 12
All have turned away, they have together become worthless; there
is no one who does good, not even one.”
Is this really true? C’mon. No one is good? Not even one? Is anyone of you good? Or
are we really all under the power of sin?
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
So just what does it mean to be under the power of sin? Paul elaborates on this, making
an example of himself in chapter 7. FYI In very academic theological circles, this
passage is sometimes referred to as the dooby dooby do of Romans.
[Slides 5-6: Dooby Dooby Doooooo]
Romans 7:15-25 (dooby dooby doo)
15 I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I
do. 16
And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. 17
As it is, it is no
longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. 18
For I know that good itself does not
dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I
cannot carry it out. 19
For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to
do—this I keep on doing. 20
Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do
it, but it is sin living in me that does it. 21
So I find this law at work: Although I want to
do good, evil is right there with me. 22
For in my inner being I delight in God’s law;23
but
I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me
a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me. 24
What a wretched man I am! Who will
rescue me from this body that is subject to death? 25
Thanks be to God, who delivers me
through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but
in my sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.
Powerlessness
Within this passage Paul describes his inability to do the very things that he means to do
in his heart of hearts. Instead, he does the exact opposite. Even though he has the desire
to do what is good, for some reason he cannot carry it out. And it’s not just that he can’t
carry out what he really wants to do. No! Against his desire, he does the exact opposite;
he does the evil that he doesn’t want to do. And this keeps happening again and again!
On his own, he has no power over the matter. He is powerless to sin.
Has anybody in here ever this type of experience?
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
In a separate context, Jesus echoes this reality of powerlessness to sin in John 8:34
34Jesus replied, “Very truly I tell you, everyone who sins is a slave to sin.”
Earlier in chapter 3, we read that no one is good? A little later in the same chapter, in
verse 23, Paul says that all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.
So does this enslavement really apply to all? Is this a sermon series for only alcoholics
and addicts?
Two laws at conflict
Paul attributes this enslavement to a conflict between two laws at work within him. One
law, is the law of his mind’s desire to delight in God’s law. But there is this other law at
work within him too. It wages a war against his mind’s desire to do what is right. This
other law makes him a prisoner to the power of sin.
This description of powerlessness to sin is the very reason we need a solution.
Present tense perspective
It is interesting that many Christians in the addiction community proclaim that the law of
powerlessness in them was essentially annihilated, the moment they gave their lives to
Jesus. What makes this interesting is the observation that Paul writes about his own battle
with powerlessness, in the present tense. One might conclude that Paul believes after
surrendering to Christ, we don’t get zapped into perfection, which is what would happen
if the law of sin were annihilated within us.
As an addict or alcoholic, this should raise an eyebrow. If Paul (you know the guy who
wrote most of the New Testament) still grappled with powerlessness after devoting
himself to the Lord, is there any hope?
The wretchedness of Powerlessness
In verse 24, Paul dramatically raises his own eyebrow when he says. What a wretched
man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death?
The solution
Immediately following this, in verse 25, he reveals the solution in Christ. Thanks be to
God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
Re-iterating the reality of powerlessness, even after Christ
Immediately after this, Paul again seems to describe powerlessness as something that still
needs to be addressed, even after one devotes herself to Christ. Immediately after
praising God for delivering us through Jesus Christ, goes write back to his battle with
powerlessness. Verse 25 continues,
…so then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but in my sinful nature a slave to
the law of sin.
Living the solution vs. adding fuel to the problem
After this Paul wastes no time in getting back to the solution, one that is made possible by
Christ and which is enacted when we live by the Spirit.
[Slide 7: The Solution comes THROUGH Christ]
Romans 8:1-4
Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, 2
because
through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit who gives life has set you free from the law of
sin and death.3
For what the law was powerless to do because it was weakened by the
flesh, God did by sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh to be a sin
offering. And so he condemned sin in the flesh,4
in order that the righteous requirement of
the law might be fully met in us, who do not live according to the flesh but according to
the Spirit.
Let’s pause here for a moment. It is really important that we recognize that Paul is
describing how this solution is only possible because of God’s Grace. That apart from
this Act of Grace, there is nothing we could do to be freed from the power of sin.
Enacting a life according to the Spirit wouldn’t even be possible without this Act. It is
only through Christ Jesus that the Spirit can set us free from the laws of sin and death.
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
Substitutionary Atonement
The basic idea is that God came to us in the flesh—you know, the Incarnation we
celebrate at Christmas. In doing so, Paul says He came in the likeness of sinful flesh.
And Hebrews 4:15 says
For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we
have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are….
He did this so He could conquer the law of sin through a life without sin, something that
we are incapable of doing, as we saw in Romans 3. Then, He subjected Himself to the
physical reaction which comes because of sin. He subjected himself to death, even
though He conquered the very thing which causes it. He did that, so He could conquer
death through His Resurrection—you know “Easters”.
He did all of this, so that we could have a choice through what He did. We can either
face the inevitable physical consequences that come by sin, or we can accept His death
and resurrection, as a substitution. When we do so, this opens the gate for the work and
power of His Spirit.
It is only after we accept this act of Graceful Substitution that we can begin to talk about
living out the solution to this issue of powerlessness. By the way, Kevin will be talking a
lot more about this foundation in the next two sermons.
Now, then, about this activity that is living in the Solution….
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
[Slides 8 – 9: Actively living by the Spirit vs. Actively living by the flesh]
Romans 8:5-6, 10-13
5 Those who live according to the flesh have their minds set on what the flesh desires; but
those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit
desires. 6
The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the Spirit is
life and peace.
10 But if Christ is in you, then even though your body is subject to death because of sin,
the Spirit gives life because of righteousness. 11
And if the Spirit of him who raised Jesus
from the dead is living in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to
your mortal bodies because of his Spirit who lives in you.
12 Therefore, brothers and sisters, we have an obligation—but it is not to the flesh, to live
according to it. 13
For if you live according to the flesh, you will die; but if by the Spirit
you put to death the misdeeds of the body, you will live.
This passage contrasts two activities of active engagement. These activities are the active
demonstrations describing the way we live and the foundation s upon which we live
them. On the one hand there is the life that is lived in accordance with the Spirit. On the
other hand there is the life that is lived in accordance with the flesh. When we do this
thing called living by the Spirit, we are able to put to death the misdeeds of the body.
This implies that when we are not actively living by the Spirit, we are still at risk to the
powerlessness of the flesh. And because no one can live their lives in constant and
perfect accordance with the Spirit, it should be clear that powerlessness will always be a
reality. The risk of powerlessness will always be lurking behind our doubts and
weaknesses, waiting for us to step away from the Spirit.
So what the heck does it mean to live in accordance with the Spirit? This is what we’ll
be talking about for the remainder of the series.
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
Isn’t this about the steps
Wait a minute! Isn’t this supposed to be a sermon about the steps? What do the steps
have to do with this business of powerlessness? Well, it turns out the recognition of this
powerlessness, as well as a little thing called unmanageability, is the entire point of the
first step. The first step reads,
[Slide 10: Step 1]
Step 1: We admitted we were powerless over alcohol—that our lives had become
unmanageable
So rather than focus on the entirety of sin, the first step focuses on powerlessness to
alcohol. The idea that Paul expresses about not being able to do the thing he wants to do,
and instead doing the very thing he doesn’t want to do; is at the heart of this step. The
work associated with this step is really simple and strait forward. I’ll walk you through it
and share with you an example from my own experience. I’ll also explain how you can
apply this exercise in your own life.
Give people a chance to leave
Now, if anybody has ever hinted that you might be powerless to something such as
alcohol, and it made you uncomfortable, you might want to go to the restroom while
explain the simplicity of the exercise. It’s okay, I’m going to turn around and point to the
projection behind me for a while so you don’t have to worry about me judging you while
you leave, ‘cause I will judge you, you know.
Traditional requirements for alcoholism
Now, about the exercises…. The work for the first step consists of making two really
simple lists. As I share with you about these lists, notice that the emphases of these lists
are powerlessness and unmanageability. They speak nothing of quantity consumed or
frequency of consumption. This is contrary to what most people tend to think are the
requirements for alcoholism.
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
First step list
For the first list, I was to describe 5 times that I drank, when the occasion clearly called
for sobriety. These were occasions that common sense clearly informed me that I
shouldn’t do it, or else some sort of consequence would ensue. These were times that in
my mind I knew I shouldn’t do it, but the law of sin waged war against the law of my
mind’s desire to do right, and won.
Severity doesn’t matter—conversation with wife again
Now keep in mind, the severity of the consequences has nothing at all to do with this. It
might have been as simple as avoiding drinking because when you got home, if your wife
smelled it on you, you were going to have to have that annoying conversation again.
Severity doesn’t matter—study for an exam
It could have been that you clearly needed to be sober to study for an exam, or else you
would do poorly.
Severity doesn’t matter—probation
It could have been that you needed to stay sober because you were on probation, and if
you got caught you would have to face the consequences.
For the exercise, I simply needed to describe the event, explain why I should have
abstained, describe the consequences that ensued, and explain why I did it. I had to do
this five times.
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
First step list example
In my case this was a pretty easy exercise. I had many many many many scenarios to
choose from. However, the example I like to share from my first step list is a really
simple one which didn’t result in any dramatic consequences.
There was this one particular Thanksgiving dinner I spent with my parents. On this
particular day, my sisters and their families would be coming over to my parents’ house
for dinner at around four in the afternoon. I was in town for the holiday and decided to
visit a friend about four hours before the meal.
On the way to my friend's place, I remember thinking that four hours should be plenty of
time to at least drink a 40. I knew I needed to be careful, though, as my family was super
uptight about alcohol. I knew it would be totally unacceptable to come home smelling of
alcohol and I had every intention of sticking to my plan. If they were to suspect
anything, I knew they would give me the look and say. There goes that Manny, again.
He’s so of the world. Mmm mmm mmm!
Unfortunately, my plan went out the window as soon as I got to my friend's place.
During the four hour period I put down two 40's, went to the bar for shots, and burned
one just before walking home. I only weighed about 135 lbs, so I was smashed. In my
brilliant mind, I justified everything by thinking the mile-long walk home would sober
me up and clear out any odors. The last thing I remember is my brother-in-law (sitting
across from me during the meal) simply looking at me and nodding his head in
disappointment.
So that was a simple example. What was I thinking? I knew I should not have drank at
all, and in my heart of hearts, I didn’t want to be the disappointment of the family again;
yet I still did it!
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
What the exercise looks like for the non-addict and non-alcoholic
So what might this exercise look like for the non-alcoholic and non-addict? It looks the
exact same. The only difference is the form of self-indulgence. If you do not indulge
yourself through drugs or alcohol, what is it? Do you indulge yourself through pride?
Anger? Self-righteousness—Mmm mmm mmm? Food? Pursuing power or prestige?
Sex? Co-dependency?
When I did this exercise with my sponsor, he explained it similar to the way I explained it
to you. When I finished my list, though, there was a little bit of back and forth before I
finally had written what he was looking for. What I decided to do, as a result, was
simplify things for the people I sponsor. For them, I give them this sheet and tell them to
make 5 copies.
[Slide 11] List 1
List 1: Five times you indulged when you knew the occasion
clearly called for abstinence.
(Create 4 additional copies of this page to complete the exercise.)
a) A time I indulged when knowing that the occasion clearly called
for abstinence was the time (Be specific about the occasion—
when, where, event.)__________________________________.
b) I knew I should not have because (What was the reason that you
should not have indulged?) _____________________________.
c) As a result, the consequences that followed were (What
happened as a result of your decision to indulge?)
___________________________________________________.
d) Even though I knew I should not have, I indulged because (How
did you justify your decision to indulge?)
_____________________________________________________.
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“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
Non-addict examples of powerlessness—work, anger, lust, etc.
When you get to the part about the consequences, give some thought to it. Should you
have come home from work, knowing that you could pick up where you left off the next
day, but instead chose to put in that extra two hours. Did your family miss out on having
a mom again because she’s addicted to her career?
Was it your outburst of anger? Did you alienate you kids? Was it your constant judging
of others? Is it looking when you shouldn’t? The task is to recognize your own
powerlessness?
The second list
The second list of the first step exercise was really similar to the first one. For this one, I
was to list five times I went in with a drinking plan, but ended up deviating. I said was
only going to have a few, but ended up closing the bar down. I swore it would never be
like that again, but there I was again.
In creating this list, I was to describe the occasion and original plan, explain what
resulted instead of the plan, and describe the consequences. For me this list was even
easier than the first, and the first one was easy. I always had a plan, and I never stuck to
it. I couldn’t, I was powerless.
Just as I did for the first list, I created a template based on what I recognized my sponsor
was trying to get out of me.
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“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
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October 2, 2016
List 2: Five times you indulged beyond what you had planned or in a
way you had intended never to do again
(Create 4 additional copies of this page to complete the exercise.)
a) A time I indulged more than I had planned or in a way in I had intended
never to do again was the time (Be specific about the occasion, i.e. when,
where, event) _______________________________________________.
b) Originally I intended to (How much did you originally intend to indulge?
What was the intended plan?) __________________________________.
c) My intentions were limited to this plan because (Why was there a limit to
your plan in the first place?) ___________________________________.
d) Instead I exceeded my plan by (To what extent- or by what amount- did
you exceed your plan?) _______________________________________.
e) As a result of indulging to this extent, the consequences were (What
happened because you exceeded the original plan?)_________________.
f) My reason for indulging beyond the original plan was (At the very
moment you decided to exceed your plan, how did you justify the
excess?)___________________________________________________.
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“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
Unmanageability
So then, I haven’t really said anything about this business of unmanageability. The
unmanageability portion of this step is described by the consequences that result from
powerlessness. Just as it’s tempting to use quantity of consumption and frequency
as the defining criteria for alcoholism, it’s tempting to use the severity of consequences
as the criteria for being alcoholic. I was guilty of this.
Before I knew anything of powerlessness, I thought the word alcoholic only applied to
people who were in what I perceived to be very dire circumstances.
In fact, when I first started going to AA meetings in Detroit, I started to feel a little good
about myself. These meetings were in tough parts of the city. The things people shared
about at these meetings seemed to always be about losing families, becoming
unemployable, going to prison, or facing homelessness. Sure, I had a bad habit of getting
arrested, and sure I’d had some problems with school, work, and relationships; but
nothing like these guys. And then it happened.
Shut up
At one particular meeting, I was stupid enough to voice my opinion about this. One
person’s immediate response was to give me the look and stand up. Another person
calmed him down and told me to shut up and listen.
He said, “Look. You may not be able to relate to everything we’ve been through. But
we can all relate to everything you’ve been through, kid.” And so I learned that the
unmanageability of alcoholism was like a timeline of consequences.
The beginning of the timeline
At the beginning of the timeline the consequences are on the lighter side. They’re things
like laughable trouble at school or work, little disagreements or arguments here and there,
and maybe some embarrassment.
Then things get a little more serious
But then they start to get a little more serious. They become things like failing a class,
blowing a job opportunity, getting arrested, losing a girlfriend, maybe getting in some
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Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
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October 2, 2016
fender benders. Then as more time passes, if left unchecked, things start to get real
serious.
The end of the timeline
At the end of the timeline you’ll find death, institutionalization, or insanity. There’s no
specific formula or specific sequence of events, and for some, the more serious events
come more quickly than for others.
The point
The point is that they start off insignificant at the beginning and get worse and worse over
time. And for all addictions, the end of the timeline holds death, insanity, or
institutionalization. If the point comes that you have entirely given your heart over to a
particular vehicle of self-indulgence, the end is the same. A great movie which
demonstrates this in the non-addiction sense is the movie birdman. But it’s rated R so
I’ve never seen it.
Back to the meeting—recognizing my blindness
At the meeting that I had been attending, the one where I was told to shut up, I had
already shared about a lot of stuff in the second category, the stuff at the beginning was
already a given. And though I hadn’t reached all of the really serious stuff that those
other people had reached, all of the people sitting with me had already been through my
portion of the timeline. They simply recognized my blindness. God bless them for
caring.
So if for some reason people are questioning whether you have a similar problem,
consider the lists we talked about and consider the timeline. Where are you? When will
it be enough?
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
The Solution
24 What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to
death?
25 Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!
So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but in my sinful nature a slave to
the law of sin.
But there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, 2
because through
Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit who gives life has set you free from the law of sin and
death.3
After getting my sponsor, something I talked about in the previous sermon, I learned that
I needed to surrender to God, and that I needed to begin living my life according to
something different, according to the Spirit.
12 Therefore, brothers and sisters, we have an obligation—but it is not to the flesh, to live
according to it. 13
For if you live according to the flesh, you will die; but if by the Spirit
you put to death the misdeeds of the body, you will live.
Before going through all of this step work, I reached a point of self-loathing, a point
where death seemed the better option. Having gone through this discipleship, I can tell
that putting to death the misdeeds of the body is pretty amazing, yet it pales in
comparison to being filled by the fruit of the Spirit.
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Life Change from the Heart
“Powerlessness apart from the Spirit”
Romans 3:9-12, 7:15-25, 8:1-12
Kevin Haah and Manny Chavarria
October 2, 2016
Ever-deepening fruit of the Spirit
One of the amazing things about the fruit of the Spirit is the reality that it truly is ever-
deepening. Though love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,
gentleness, and self-control can be experienced through non-spiritual means; when they
are experienced apart from the spirit, their experience has an upper limit. When they are
experienced as the byproduct of a life by the Spirit their experience has no limit.
Example of love
I think the best example of this is seen in the example of the love one experiences
through romance, at first it is so inspirational it results in things like cheesy poetry and
songs. Eventually though, that inspirational effect begins to lessen. Though the love
may continue to mature, its ability to inspire wonder and bad poetry tapers off. Love
experienced by the Spirit, on the other hand, never loses its ability to inspire. After 15
years of going deeper and deeper into the Vine, it’s still easy to get absolutely lost in
wonderment while worshipping in praise—and this is in spite of the fact that my singing
voice makes the people in front of me cringe.
So for the rest of this series we’ll be talking about this idea of living according to the
Spirit.