Impostor Syndrome: Be Proud of Your Achievements!

Impostor Syndrome: Be Proud of Your Achievements!

Mark Niebergall https://joind.in/talk/15d2c

https://joind.in/talk/15d2c

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About Mark Niebergall• PHP since 2005 • Masters degree in MIS • Senior Software Engineer • Drug screening project • UPHPU President • SSCP, CSSLP Certified and SME • Drones, fishing, skiing, father, husband

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Impostor Syndrome

Impostor Syndrome• Feeling you are an impostor around others • Reaction to an experience • Fear of being found out as not smart enough

Impostor Syndrome• Running Cross-Country in High School

Impostor Syndrome• Smoothie shop

Impostor Syndrome• First IT job

Impostor Syndrome• First Item Writing

• Certified in 2008 • Subject Matter Expert in 2011

Impostor Syndrome• Speaker lounge at SkiPHP

Impostor Syndrome• Talking tech

Impostor Syndrome• Organizer of UPHPU

Impostor Syndrome• The nano user

Impostor Syndrome• Lunch with conference crowd

Impostor Syndrome• Why did I tell you those experiences?

• Can you relate? • Start thinking about experiences you have had

Impostor Syndrome

Impostor Syndrome• My Experiences • What impostor syndrome is • Who experiences it • How to handle the experiences • Recognizing accomplishments

Impostor Syndrome• What impostor syndrome is


• Impostor vs Imposter • Merriam-Webster: a person who pretends to be

someone else in order to deceive others, especially for fraudulent gain


• Impostor Phenomenon (IP) • Impostor Experience • Fraud Syndrome


• Not a mental illness • Not a personality trait


• Reaction to an experience • Fear of being exposed as a fraud


• Just got lucky • Good timing • Deceiving others • Fraud hiding amongst others


• Incompetent • Self-doubt • Not smart enough • A fake • A phony • A fraud


• Don’t belong with peers • Need to be better to be accepted • Not qualified


• Smile and nod like you know what others are talking about instead of asking

• Research afterwards • Talk about it the next day like you knew about it all

along


• Inability or unwillingness to internalize accomplishments, recognition

• Not accepting that accomplishments are a reality


• Pauline Clance and Suzanne Imes in 1978 • Study of high achieving women

- Felt over-evaluated - Believed they were not intelligent


• Pauline Clance:"If I could do it all over again, I would call it the impostor experience, because it’s not a syndrome or a complex or a mental illness, it’s something almost everyone experiences."

Impostor Syndrome• Who experiences it


• 70% of all people • Most common in women and minority groups • High achievers • All industries


• Tom Hanks - Actor • Look, the title is “Lucky Guy.”

It’s about somebody who is almost good enough to deserve what he achieves. And I understand that. I still feel sometimes that I’d like to be as good as so-and-so actor. I see some other actors’ work, and I think I’ll never get there. I wish I could.


• Sheryl Sandberg - Facebook COO

• “There are still days when I wake up feeling like a fraud, not sure I should be where I am.”


• Denzel Washington - Actor • That last five minutes before

you go on that first [Broadway] preview, if you don't have that 'what .. am I doing here [feeling]' if you don't have that then they say it's time to quit.


• Sonia Sotomayor - Supreme Court Justice

• “I’m not a classic impostor-syndrome person because I have that initial insecurity but I’m capable of stepping outside of it and proving to myself it’s wrong.”


• Neil Armstrong - Astronaut • Felt out of place at a gathering

for people who had accomplished great things


• Twenty One Pilots - Stressed Out - I wish I found some better sounds no one's ever heard

I wish I had a better voice that sang some better wordsI wish I found some chords in an order that is new I wish I didn't have to rhyme every time I sangI was told when I get older all my fears would shrink But now I'm insecure and I care what people think


• Rampant in the IT world, including software engineers - Bill Gates - Mark Zuckerberg - Many other greats


• Rampant in the IT world, including software engineers - Constantly changing technology - New topics


• Conference Speakers - Apologizing - “Just” - Lucky - Feel insecure


• Blog Authors - Joe Ferguson: “I’ve been really lucky to have

opportunities…I’ve been lucky enough to have some really awesome people mentor me… I’m lucky enough that other conference organizers value my input…”


• Twitter poll: 100% had experienced impostor syndrome - 9 out of 9


• Have you experienced impostor syndrome? • Share your experiences

Impostor Syndrome

Impostor Syndrome• How to handle the experiences


• https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ZNNUs0v1cU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ZNNUs0v1cU


• Share feelings with others - Many have experienced same feelings


• Ask questions • Ask for help


• Write feelings - Writing therapy - List accomplishments - Associate accomplishments with reality - Reflection of experience - Journal, blog, tweet


• Develop a support group - Positive feedback - Discuss experiences with - Attend community events (user groups,

conferences)


• Be a mentor to others - Be positive, not toxic

• Consider how others may be feeling • Sincere acknowledgements

Impostor Syndrome

Impostor Syndrome• Recognizing accomplishments


• Acknowledge your successes and accomplishments • Pat on the back


• Accepting recognition and compliments


• No need to apologize • Don’t diminish recognition


• Self-confidence


• You do belong • You have accomplished something


• Community support


• Push your career ahead - Consider 5 year plan - Promotion, job title, roles


• Push your career ahead - Salary surveys

- Software engineer national average $95k - Salary.com: Entry $55k, Mid $70k, Senior $88k,

Staff $124k - My observations: 0-3 Years $45-$70k, 4-6 Years

$70-$90k, 7-9 Years $90-$120k, 10+ $100k+



- System Administrator national average $60k - Salary.com: Entry $55k, Mid $68k, Senior $85k,

Staff $105k



- QA Engineer national average $80k - Salary.com: Entry $60k, Mid $70k, Senior $85k,

Manager $105k


• Push your career ahead - Review current salary and salary history - Research averages for your specialties and

experience - Make a justified request for a raise if underpaid - Make a job move if underemployed


• Push your career ahead - Impostor syndrome can result in

- lower income - missed opportunities


• Push your career ahead - Expand experience - Aquire certifications - Network through conferences, user groups - Feel confident in expertise

Impostor Syndrome

Impostor Syndrome• My Experiences • What impostor syndrome is • Who experiences it • How to handle the experiences • Recognizing accomplishments

Impostor Syndrome• Reflect on your past experiences • Accept your accomplishments • Keep pushing yourself towards goals

Questions?• https://joind.in/talk/15d2c

Sources• OSMI https://osmihelp.org/ • Quotes from https://www.thecut.com/2017/01/25-

famous-women-on-impostor-syndrome-and-self-doubt.html

• Source of all knowledge https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impostor_syndrome

• Therapy http://impostertherapy.com/

https://osmihelp.org/

https://www.thecut.com/2017/01/25-famous-women-on-impostor-syndrome-and-self-doubt.html




https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impostor_syndrome

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impostor_syndrome

http://impostertherapy.com/

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Impostor Syndrome: Be Proud of Your Achievements!