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tomi II

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erTi fiziologis leqciidan

wvima modioda Cveni WuWyiani da lamazi wvima. gareT gavcvivdiTda didxans vuyureT rogor modioda Cveni koxta wvima mSvidi damozeime nabijebiT da Cven Zalian gvixaroda da didxans vuyureT.isini avtobuss moelodnen da ukve daRliliyvnen. Cven ara. Cvenisini maSinac ver dagvemsgavsebodnen avtobusi rom mosuliyo. Cvenar viyaviT daRlili adamianebi romlebic icvlebian Soreul mosax-vevSi avtobusis gamoCenisTanave da erTmaneTs raRac faruli vneb-iT aTvaliereben. amitom gareT gavcvivdiT da gvixaroda rom sax-lebi zurgSeqceviT idgnen da Cvens sixaruls ver xedavdnen. aseTqva mrcxveniao. ar gamkvirvebia magram sul erTi wamiT vigrZenirom misi sircxvili gadmomedo. es mxolod erTi wamiT iyo. merevfiqrobdi albaT mis sircxvils veci pativi uneblieT mere yvela-feri Cveul wesrigs daubrunda meTqi. roca dedas gavende ukvegvian iyo. dedamac ase Tqva ukve yvelafris Secvla SeiZleba amitomdagvianebuliao. mainc ra Tqvao. mrcxveniao ase miTxra meTqi. karg-ad uTqvamso. albaT meTqi. ki namdvilad kargad uTqvamso. maSinratomRa gavcvivdiT gareT aseTi mSvidi da mozeime nabijebiTmeTqi. es iyo da es. meti araferi gviTqvams erTmaneTisTvis. gansak-uTrebuli araferi. erTbaSad imdeni ramis gaTvaliswineba momixd-eboda xels Caviqnevdi da Sevbrundebodi Sin. arc Sevbrunebulvar.merec didxans vfiqrobdi maSin ratomRa gavcvivdiT gareT aseTimSvidi da mozeime nabijebiT meTqi. irgvliv gabatonebuli yvelanivTi imis STabeWdilebas qmnida rom wesrigi ar sufevda rac erTiSexedviT TviT am sagnebis arsebobas Tu ara maT daniSnulebas maincuqmnida safrTxes. magram albaT amis Sedegi iyo nivTebis da sagneb-is urTierTgaigiveba maTze nebismieri damkvirveblis mier rogorcwesrigis konpensacia da mosalodnel mimarTulebaze miTiTeba.aseTi rwmeniT savse wvima adrec araerTxel mosula magram ase xan-grZlivad arasdros darCenila da arc msgavsi SedegebiT usaxele-

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rola magram mogvkla da mere Cveni erTguli colebi eZebdnen aTo-biT da asobiT grZel da uxeS svets raTa vnebiT Semoxveodnen dadaekocnaT da aeloSnaT da daelocaT Cveni sulebi da Cveni tkbilierTadyofna da gulubryvilo da gulCvil bavSvebs mimsgavsebulnitirodnen da gvixsenebdnen da Cven maSin ra Tqma unda erTad viya-viT roca ar iyo aTobiT da asobiT grZeli da uxeSi sveti da Tu armova Cveni mSvenieri da keTili SiSi maSin movides da dagvingrioses saxlebi da eklesiebi da universitetebi da profesiul-teqnik-uri saswavleblebi da biblioTekebi da kafeebi da Teatrebi da mi-wisqveSa gvirabebi da arqeologiuri gaTxrebi da droSebi da tual-etebi da yvelaferi rasac davarqviT istoria da davarqviT kultu-ra da fexsadgili da wigni da ganaTleba da movides da daangrioses yvelaferi rac xels gviSlis vixiloT naTeli daingres kedeliromelic xels gviSlis vixiloT naTeli da da es yvelaferi daiwvasda daingres naTlieris da SiSis saxeliT da imis saxeliT vinc CvenvarT da viyaviT da viqnebiT ukuniTi ukunisamde amin. xolo alag-alag yrud da Soridan misi ah ah Cagvesmoda da erTi sul gvqondamale damTavrebuliyo Cveni gulisTqma romelic RmerTmani ar vi-codiT ramden xans gastanda. magram gamofxizlebis es meoTxedisaaTi samaradiso awmyod gveqca Cvenc da imasac miuxedavad mocu-rebis saSiSroebisa da miuxedavad imisa rom ukve wvimasTan Sexved-ris SesaZlebloba Sefaruli muqariT aZevebda avtobusis molodi-niT vnebaamRvreuli adamianebis sasowarkveTas da sanacvlod im-eds anayofierebda. amaSi moulodneli araferi iyo erTi umniSvne-lo detalis garda. saqme imaSi mdgomareobda rom Cven verasdrosgavigebdiT ra SeiZleboda qceuliyo am metismetad vinaidan molo-dini rogorc CvenTvis wvimasTan Sesaxvedrad sadarbazodan Jria-muliT gamocvenili briyvebisTvis ise gaCerebaze aforiaqebulidaRlili adamianebisTvis iq bolovdeboda sadac TamaSi unda daw-yebuliyo da ciT boZebuli umanko siTxiT yelamde savse mravalididi da mcire gube sisxls SeeReba. magram sabednierod sadarbazo-dan ar gamovcvenilvarT da arc Cveni faruli mizani gagvindia erT-maneTisTvis radgan mocemuli amocanis amoxsnis lamis uricxvi va-riantis arsebobis faqtidan am faqtze rogorc xafangze fiqriCveni wesi arasdros yofila. mere ra rom zaralSi yovelTvis CvenvrCebodiT. samagierod es zarali arc mizniT gvemuqreboda da arcsamizned erTmaneTis gamoyenebis survils gviRvivebda rac dro-dadro erTmaneTSi Cvens Canacvlebas saimedos xdida da ukuqcev-

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mdgomareoba wamogebula da amiT warTmevia sakuTari Tavis axladSobis SesaZlebloba. roca misi simSvide nabij-nabij uaxlovdebo-da xolme im saSiS gafrTxilebas romelic TiTqos yvelafers racmondomebiT Sendeboda Cvens sulSi erTbaSad angrevda roca mety-velebis es monakveTi Cveul ritms moulodnelad win uswrebda daTiTqos Tavis TavSi Crdilebis winaaRmdeg gabrZolebis umweo mc-delobis gacxovelebis survilisa Tu Jinis tradiciis damkvidre-baze fiqri gadamwyvet momentSi uecrad ikumSeboda da warmoqmni-da muxts romelic permanentulad asrulebda sakuTari tradiciismokvdinebis xangrZliv rituals maSasadame roca is TiTqmis Cur-CuliT warmosTqvamda es Zalian saSiSiao Cveni mdumareba TiTqmisSeuZlebeli xdeboda da mxolod imiT axerxebda simyifis zRvarzesasicocxlo Zalebis SenarCunebas rom mondomebiT uTvalTvaleb-da dedis metyvelebas da ukve meramdened magram mainc pirvel-aRmomCenis sixaruliT aRbeWdavda Tavisi yovel wams fifqiviTdnobisTvis ganwiruli maradiulobis uxeS kedlebze raRac rTul-sa da centridanuls rogorc nostalgias raRac rTulisa da cent-ridanulis gamo da es maSin roca arc misi es Zalian saSiSiao arcCveni WuWyiani da lamazi wvima romelic modioda da modioda arcsxveni romelic moTminebiT icdida arc Soreul mosaxvevSi avtob-usis gamoCenis is wami romelic mosacdelSi TavSeyrili am xalxisT-vis avtobusis morig Tundac yvelaze ufro realur gamoCenamdemxolod xsovna iyo da meti araferi arc mtkice gadawyvetilebarom erTad da uwyvetad vmdgariyaviT da misi Tvalis asaxvevad argadagvewyvita an ukeT rodi gadagvewyvita an kidev ufro ukeTrom iTqvas diaxac ar gadagvewyvita arcerTi Rirseuli sakiTxi armiuTiTebda imaze rom am gancdas sicocxlis imedi unda hqonodaai axlac mocemul SemTxvevaSic ki roca is marTla arsebobda. mag-ram arc Cven vaxldiT yovel axlad gaCenil imeds gulxedakrefi-lebi da mas mere rac Cveni keTili mSoblebis ocnebebidan gamogva-Zeva im didma gadawyvetilebam romlis xelaxali sacnauryofiTacnebismieri maTi ocnebisTvis Tavisufleba unda dagvebrunebinapatiosnad virjebodiT emociebis da gancdebis aRfrTovanebebisda sasowarkveTebis sqeli garsis gasarRvevad raTa yvelaferTanerTad TviT am erTi SexedviT mkafio SorisdebulisTvis rogori-caa patiosneba suli STaebera Cvens swrafvas da mTeli Tavisi sisa-vsiTa da erTmniSvnelovani xvedriT warmsdgariyo iq qvemoT dar-Cenili daRlili da vnebamileuli adamianebis winaSe xolo vidre

TavSi gamorCeuli da kuTvnili sawyisis gadarCenas eswrafodnen.maSin roca sxvenis gavliT ukuqceva gadavwyviteT raTa Tvali maR-la ar gagvqceoda cxadia arc vCqarobdiT da arc irgvliv mosalod-neli cvlilebebis saSiSroeba arsebobda Cveni qmedebis gauTval-iswineblad. mosageb poziciaze fiqri Tu Cveni arCevnis RirsebisSeuracxyofis tolfasi iyo samagierod arc kompensaciis saWiroe-bas ganvicdidiT vidre avtobusma cxviri ar gamoyo da ar Segvaxsenarom dro-sivrcis tyveobas Tavs ver davaRwevdiT da gadamwyvetizomebi unda migveRo gaCerebaze Tavmoyrili xalxis yuradRebisvelidan gamosasvlelad da paralelurad damcavi meqanizmebis Sem-uSavebazec gvezruna. nuTu yovelgvari ironiis da antiironiisTvinier gadarCenas realur Sansad miiCnevTo. xmis amoReba ar gva-cala keTili inebeT da kiTxvas kiTxviTve nu ukumigdebT aramedpasuxi miagebeTo. keTili da patiosani Cven gadarCenaze ar vfiq-robT meTqi. aba raze fiqrobT bodiSi momiTxoviao. safiqrals ragamogvilevs magram ratomRac arc erTi fiqri bolomde ar migviyva-nia da albaT arc miviyvanT meTqi. ganagrZe ganagrZeo. arc pasuxismiyvanas vapirebT bolomde meTqi. rom gaiZuloTo. maSin miviyvanTmagram es xom iZulebiTi Sedegi iqneba rasac mxolod igive Rirebu-leba SeiZleba gaaCndes rac zRvaSi gadagdebul margalits meTqi.marTalia Cveni metyveleba mravali arasasikeTo garegamRizianeb-lis zewolas ganicdida da ritorikis kanonebiT gansazRvruli id-ealuri tipis sauflodan erTob Sors idga magram imas mainc vaxer-xebdiT rom erTmaneTTan misasvleli gzebi gagvemagrebina da gange-bas mets verc SevbedavdiT Txovnis saxiT. SurisZieba sastiki undayofiliyo. vis mimarT ratom risTvis ra mizeziT es Cvens problemasar warmoadgenda da arc unda warmoedgina. mTavari iyo SurisZieba.TviT Cveni arseboba unda qceuliyo SurisZiebad da Tu es moxdebo-da Cven umizezod da upirobod movipovebdiT imas rac TviTkmarsgagvxdida da gadarCenaze fiqris narCenebsac Tavis adgils miuC-enda. gadarCenaze Cven ki ara imaT unda efiqraT Cvenze dageSilebsda seriozulobis sarecelze morCilad gawolilebs. yvelaferiyvelafrad magram davijero marTla iseTi ususuri gonebis myav-xar rom ggonia sarecelze arxeinad wamowolili adamiani SeiZlebaimavdroulad avtobusis gaCerebaze idges an sxvenSi iyos gamoke-tili da oTxad mokakvuli vnebiani ocnebiT Tavs irTobdeso. SenTqvi meTqi. wminda werils mainc nu Seexebio. maSin nurc Sen SeexebiCems gonebas romelic jerac ar damimsaxurebia meTqi. da ganvagr-

ZobdiT rom vidre pirSi suli gvedga yvela mizezi Cveni mteri un-da yofiliyo. iqneb amitomac gvidgas pirSi sulio. sad meTqi. gagve-Rima. bolos da bolos Cveni arCevanic xom es ariso.

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vuZRvni SizofreniiT daavadebul adamianebs.

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wasakiTxis Sinaarsi

1.

asea Tu ise, Tbila. am windebs SeeZloT, ar garecxiliyvnen,

magram yvelaferi mSvidobiT damTavrda da axla Cemi xelebi saTu-

Tad exebian amosunTqvis process, romelic mdored da umiznod

mimdinareobs. erTi daufiqrebeli moZraoba da zurgi nacartutad

iqceva, magram es moZraoba, albaT, arasodes ganmeordeba. rac dro

gadis, sunTqva miT ufro daucveli da iolad Tvalmisadevnebi

xdeba. rom vkiTxo, mipasuxebs, gameoreba codnis dedaao. gamodis,

rom Cveni arsebobis yoveli wami codnis demonstrirebaa, magram

dasanaxi Tvali sadRac sxvagan eZebs sakbilos. diaxac ise, rogorc

CemTvis cnobili qalbatoni aTvalierebda ZvelisZveli Cemodnis

binadarT. kalmistrebi jer kidev inarCunebdnen siTbos.

kiTxva ar icoda, magram uyvarda. amave dros, arc mkiTxvele-

bis mimarT iyo mwyralad ganwyobili, Tumca aq ukve siyvaruli aRar

zeimobda. sul TiTis qneviT, sul TiTis qneva-qneviT, - dRes Tu

xval pirveli maisic mova da adamianebic gamovlen quCaSio. uzomod

ainteresebda, magram arSemCneva wesad hqonda qceuli da ar Ralat-

obda. ar uRalato, Torem samoTxe ukan dagrCebao, dascinodnen.

iRimoda. visken.

aba, dadeqi da ocdaaTi weli masTan erTad iare uRranebSi.

rodisRa, ocdaaTi weli ocdaaTi wuTi xom ar ggonia, zogjer es

mTeli saukunea. am dros yvela Tavis Tavs Svelis. ara imitom, rom

viRacam viRacas unda gauswros, mere moulodnelad SeCerdes, Se-

mobrundes da simarTle iqadagos. Tumca, esec dasaSvebia amdeni

Cazneqili Tu amozneqili muclis fonze. iqadagos. qadagad daeces.

qadagad gaikrifos. qadagad Sedges. gaqadagdes. gamovqadagdebi.

Caqadagebuli. moiqadaga. grandiozuli sanaxaobis naSTi.

omis damTavrebisTanave Camova da mSoblebs upatronebs, da-

ojaxdeba. qveynad imdeni saqmea, ramdenic - safiqrali. Tumca, rom

ifiqro, unda gaiZulon. gaexvevi Sens bakanSi da Caufiqrdebi, Rr-

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m o c e k v a v e

1.

misi sunTqvis xerxemalSi gadis Cemi xma, - wvrili wiTeli zo-

li, romelic aris janyi sicocxlis bolo safexurad im yvelafris

gamocxadebis winaaRmdeg, rac mxolod medlis meore mxarea, rac

ar klavs savsebiT praqtikuli mosazrebiT, rac unda meordebodes

da amiT uaryofdes dramis dabadebis SesaZleblobas iq, sadac moq-

medeba welzemoT inacvlebs da cdilobs dasaxsrvas moulodnelo-

bebad, ganxorcielebuli mravali Sexebis imitaciebad, saidumlos

gamomuSavebis mcdelobebad; cdilobs im moZraobebis diskrediti-

rebas, romlebic, droebiT sxva sivrceSi gadajgufebulni, male

isev daubrundebian nacnob wylebs, romlebic mis gadaxril sxeul-

Si erTi didi Secdomaa, ferebis koleqtiuri orgazmi.

misi Rirsebis, siamayis, sigiJis da gadarCenis mTavar organos

sadRac jer isev saWiro da moqmedi ena uwodebs sarcxvinels, xolo

konkretul am sarcxvinels, mzesaviT amomavals missave realur

fantaziebSi, hqvia duCuna, sadac yvavian da iSlebian ulamazesi

mcenareebi, surneleben da xmauroben zRapruli cxovelebi, yira-

ze gadadian bavSvebi, maRaziebi ufasod arigeben luds, afrodite

ar avrcelebs sneulebebs, Cems TiToeul fiqrs da Cemi sasxeulo

mTlianobis TiToeul asos hyavs Tavisi deda, isini erTmaneTs eZ-

eben, Cven ukve movnaxeT erTmaneTi, xolo duCuna feTqavs guliviT

da mReris yvela mimarTulebiT, yvela enaze, yvela SiSveli da da-

viwyebuli adamianisTvis, aris daucveli da am Tavis daucvelobaSi

erTaderTi da usazRvroa, TiTqmis usurvilo.

duCuna, is rom umowyalod cveTs, izrdeba kedlebze, Taro-

ebze, sarkeSi, Seyvarebuli mamakacebis mkerdze, zooparkebSi dak-

onservebuli niangebis Txel muclebze, Citis niskartis sizuste-

Si, xsovnaSi; ifurCqneba tvinis marcxena naxevarsferoSi da Sempa-

ravi cekviT efineba mTel tans, saidanac sxva tans efineba. me mas

veubnebi, rom dekemberSi da ianvarSi gaCenil bavSvebs koRoebi

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pirveli publikacia: mutacia (sabeWd manqanaze akrefili teqstis ri-zografuli TviTgamocema). Tbilisi, 1993. tiraJi 500 cali.

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romanis Semadgeneli calkeuli novelebis pirveli publikaciebi:ganazrebani ionasi: sami dRe da sami Rame Tevzis stomaqSi rom imyofe-boda. Jurnali polilogi, ##1, 2, 4, 1994.iribi Targi. Jurnali polilogi, #2, 1994.wasakiTxis Sinaarsi; wasvla. Jurnali polilogi, #3, 1994.mosaniSni samuSaoebi. Jurnali polilogi, #4, 1994.sul sxva SemTxvevis istoria. Jurnal-gazeTi ± literatura, #2, 1996.mosacdeli. Jurnali ciskari, #4, 1998.romanis pirveli publikacia: aqilevsis meore qusli. fiqciuri gamomc-emloba merwyuli. TviTgamocema. Tbilisi, 2000. tiraJi 100 cali.

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