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zurab samadaSvili

mariam wiklauri

roca xifaTi gverdiTaanata da laSa

II-III

maSu

IV-V

xelis-gulis anabeWdebijarji fxoveli

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vaJa xornauli

saTamaSo bavSvebis saxliguram megreliSvili

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XI-XIII

im wels samsaxuridan wamosvla momiwia upatiosno TanamSromlisgamo. ramdenimewliani gadabmuli muSaobis mere Tavs pirvelad mive-ci ufleba, dasasveneblad wavsuliyavi. xmauriani zRvispira adg-ilebis interesi ar mqonda, miTumetes, rom adgilobrivi servisi dafasebi erTmaneTisgan Zalian Sors iyvnen. evropis kurortebs ametapze verafriT Sevwvdebodi da, principSi, simarTle rom vTqva,arc mqonia raime gansakuTrebuli survili, valensiaSi an palma demaliorkaze damesvena. gadavwyvite, Cemi didi bebiis danatovar sax-lSi gametarebina ori mSvidi kvira, miTumetes, rom sazRvris gada-kveTis problema aRar arsebobda da mSvidad SemeZlo, ruseTiskengavmgzavrebuliyavi.

mas mere, rac Cven or qveyanas Soris diplomatiuri urTierTobagafuWda da sazRvrebi Caiketa, ojaxidan ruseTSi ar CavsulvarTaravin. principSi, arc manamde viklavdiT Tavs. mas mere, rac dedaCe-mi imqveynad gaemgzavra da mamam meore coli moiyvana, „âåäüìà~ bebi-asTan arc me da, miTumetes, arc mamaCemi ar CavsulvarT. mere moxu-ci gardaicvala kidec. dakrZalvis xarjebi wesisamebr Cven gavis-tumreT da rogorc oficialurad mosuli weriliT SevityveT,memkvidreobis _ momcro moculobis saxlis cimbiris CrdiloeTiT,Ðåçèíî-s dasaxlebaSi da tyis mcire monakveTis mflobelebi gavxdiT.

nata telefonis zarma gaaRviZa. laSa wvers iparsavda da tele-fonTan misvlas ar Cqarobda.

_ ar upasuxeb? _ hkiTxa natam._ magisTvis ara mcalia, – laSam gaparsuli xorxi sarkeSi SeiTva-

liera, – saqmeze vapireb wasvlas da, saerTod, ramdenime dRiTbeqasTan gadavdivar.

_ mogbezrda aqauroba? – natam wamodgoma daapira._ iweqi, iweqi, jer adrea, erT karg gamoZinebas kidev moaswreb, –

laSam xorxi TiTiT moisinja da eleqtrosaparsi xelmeored gadait-ara, – Sens Tavs ra momabezrebs, Cemo mSveniero, ubralod, raRac am-bavi maqvs mosagvarebeli, movagvareb da dagibrundebi. manamde dais-vene, dawynardi, damSviddi, vici, dagRaleT me da Cemma Zmakacebma.

Cemi Tvalebi _ tyupi mTa maSu,vinaa maTi feris mnaxveli?!maT Soris didimzis RmerTi dadisda afens irgvliv xilulsa Tu uxilav naTels,afens da afens.Cemi Tvalebi _ tyupi mTa maSu.mas darajoben morielebi kacisa da qalis sxeuliT,romelTa brwyinvas verasodes gausworebs TvalsZe mokvdavis.

Cemi tyupi mTa _ Cemi Tvalebi, maRali maSu,yovel ciskrisZvras rom ixsneba, RvTis bagesaviT,yovel daisze mzis RmerTs acilebs Sinisakenda mwiTur TmebSi gablandul koconsRameuli namiT unelebs.is, vinc gabedavs, mieaxlos maSus karibWes,

unda icodes, rogor usworos naTels Tvali darogor gavidesiqiTken, sadacmze-batonis sabrZanisia.unda icodes, naTlis risxvasriT daarwyulebs,risTvis unda gaaRwios bediswerasmzis iqiTa mxris sanaxavad...is vinc gavida, dRes mzesaviT amodis, Cadis...

* * *enis plastikuri xveulebi: ena, rogorc RvTaebrivi Tixa, isto-

riuli wminda masala, leqsad naZerwi, emociis idumalebiT gadab-muli amokvnesani, gulebs momwydari CoCqoli: JamiJam mwared aR-saqmeli, xolo JamiJam salbuni da malamo kacis sulisa...

* * *poeti, rogorc tial udabnoSi gadaSvebuli ahasferi... udabnos

hava danafiti; udabnos sunTqva da misi Sexeba, rogorc morielisCxvleta, mokvdavs rom revs zmanebebis ialkialSi... da striqonebsamostyorcnis aq yoveli Tvalis gaxela... udabnom Seqmna aq simrav-

le poeturad moRaRade aCrdilebisa... igive moxda Zvel CineTSic:igive xdeba dResac iq: udabnoTa wyeul mxareSi... nu gaikvirvebT: TviTdidi maoc leqsad RaRadebda, Tanac werda Zveli CinuriT: is baZav-da tanis drois ukvdav poetebs!

* * *qarTvelobis, azrovnebis, sityvis raindi: erekle tatiSvili!.. ge-

kiTxebi: maSin vin SesZlo SeuZlebeli: vin gaaCuma, piri vin gamouk-era?

***qali talRaze, Citi palmaze(miwa moxates RmerTis ferebma),axal bilikze kvali lamazida locvasaviT Tbili Teneba.

maradiuli gza da mizani(zexmeli cocxlobs mzesTan dgomiTa),madli darisa da xma niJaris _TiTqos viRaca gixmobs Soridan.

***samoTxeSi xar TiTqos, RmerTmani(amaRldi, dReo, zeciT morwyulo),da gonebasTan erTad loculobsguli _ tkivilis xelSi mfeTqavi.

nislSi moZraobs feri zRaprulikldes mibjenia mewyeri Talxifiqrs alamazebs siCume baRisda sevdiani wvimis kakuni.

mxolod erTi

didi xnis winaTgamoketilisaxlis kariTavisiT gaiRo,Crdilebi(nacnobi Tu ucnobi)gauCinardnensxvadasxva mxares,mxolod erTi _yvelaze fermkrTali _dedis CrdiliSenken wamovidada gamogeRviZa am dros.

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dasawyisi pirvel gverdze

_ arc ise, mase advilad ar viRle-bi, – nata wamodga, Tvalisdaxamxameba-Si gamoewyo, samzareulosken gaqanda.

_ ra gWirs, nata, mgeli mogdevs? –siciliT miadevna laSam, – vercmovaswari Seni SeTvaliereba, ra gaC-qarebs!

_ Seni gaRizianeba jer ar SeiZle-ba, avada xar, Wriloba gagexsneba, –nata isev oTaxSi Semovida, – Cai orwuTSi mzad iqneba, ar davlioT?

_ ara, ara maqvs magisi dro._ magas ra dro unda! _ gaicina na-

tam.telefonma isev dareka._ moica, me vupasuxeb, – natas yur-

mili CamoarTva laSam, – gismenT, –CasZaxa braziT.

batoni daviTi rekavda: sami me-gobari myavda da samivem miRalatao, –ambobda, – karabini mompares, makarov-ma tyvia gamiWeda, qalbatonma anabelamki mikbinao... esec Seni sami megobari,viRas unda endos kaci, colebze daSvilebze xom, saerTodac, laparaki araRirso.

laSam yurmili dado da mxrebi aiCe-Ca:

_ ver ari es kaci kargad._ batoni daviTi iyo, ara?_ ho, da darwmunebuli var, aRarc

emaxsovreba, sad dareka da ra Tqva._ mec SemimCnevia maseTi rame, –

gaicina natam, – simTvraleSi emarTebaxolme. zogjer, erTsa da imaves imeo-rebs da imeorebs.

_ imitom imeorebs, ro aRar axsovs,Tqva Tu ara, sklerozi aqvs, ra! _ nat-as sicilSi ahyva laSa, – kargi, wavedi,– eleqtrosaparsi sawolze miagdo danatas akoca, – aba, Sen ici, Wkvianuradmoiqeci, ar Semarcxvino. male dagi-brundebi da qorwilze moviTaTbiroT.

_ morCi, ra!_ rato, colad ar momyvebi?_ ase ra, cudad varT? maincdamai-

nc ojaxur kombainad unda gadamaqcio?_ bevri arafris Secvla mogiwevs,

– laSa kibeze daeSva, – ara xar cudidiasaxlisi.

natam fanjridan uyura, rogor gaa-Ro laSam 06-is kari, rogor gaaxuraZrava da nel-nela gaiyvana manqanaezodan. mis moxdenil Cacmulobasa dadaxvewil garegnobas srulebiT aruxdeboda Zveleburi, sabWouri jabax-ana.

_ normaluri manqana mainc uyidosbatonma daviTma, – Cailaparaka natam,– isic didi uxiaki vinmea.

k. JorJolianis avadmyofoba

k. JorJolians biZaSvilis danax-vaze gaeRima. bolo xans masTan siax-love Svebas aniWebda, nawilobriv um-subuqebda almasebis dakargviT ga-mowveul danaSaulis grZnobas.

`ai, ase var, – Tqva da biZaSvils xelimoridebiT gauwoda, – gulma miRala-ta cotaTi~.

`iweqi, iweqi, – Tavis kanturiT dar-To neba batonma daviTma, Tumca k. Jor-Jolians azradac ar mosvlia wamodgo-ma, da celofnis parkSi gaxveul sur-saT-sanovageze mianiSna, – es sad dav-do? xilia da wvenebi~.

`didi madloba, – Tqva k. JorJo-lianma, – magidaze dade, palataSi mar-to var, aravis Seawuxebs~.

batonma daviTma parkidan alubliswveni amoiRo, Wiqa bolomde Seivso dasulmouTqmenlad gadahkra:

`momwyurda. Sen ar ginda?~`ara, jer ara~.`cxela dRes, _ batonma daviTma sa-

wolTan miaraxraxa skami, Camojda dagaCaCxul fexebze xelisgulebi da-ityapuna, – esec ase! mokled, ar iSlisamsaxuris abuCad agdebas~.

k. JorJolians Rimili saxeze Seeyi-na:

`uceb gavxdi cudad, – Tavis mar-Tleba scada, – wamlis dalevac vermovaswari. rom momeswro, saavadmyofo

ar damWirdeboda. erTi-ori dRe da~...`kargi, gexumrebi, – Seawyvetina ba-

tonma daviTma, – ver xvdebi, ro vxum-rob?~

`ara, rogor ar vxvdebi, – sawolzeacqmutda k. JorJoliani, – magram meTviTon ver visveneb. vin icis, ramdenisaqme dagrovda, me ki aq vgoraob. man-amde iq viyavi, dampal ruseTSi, mere,rogorc Camovedi, aq amovyavi Tavi.laSac cud mdgomareobaSia~...

`nu nerviulob, yvelafers eSvele-ba, – Caiburtyuna batonma daviTma, –oRond es valebi gamastumrebina, sxvasar vCivi, rac moxda, moxda, usaSveloaraferia~.

`vals ueWvelad gagistumreb, – Tqvak. JorJolianma, – gamoval da~...

`rogor? – damcinavad gaeRima ba-ton daviTs, – xelfasidan dafarav naw-il-nawil?~

`movifiqreb rames! _ kopebi Seikrak. JorJolianma, _ valSi ar dagrCebi.gamoval da movifiqreb rames. princip-Si, mofiqrebulic maqvs. magaze aridardo~.

baton daviTs guli moulbo biZaS-vilis gacxarebam:

`daiviwye, – Tqva man, – ro gamoxval,simarTles gaigeb. erTi es sagadasaxa-do momaSorebina! cocxlad SemWames

urSi?~`kargia, ara? aba, saxeze Semomxede,

rogor var dasiebuli! mTeli Rame Tva-li ar momixuWavs, es ari kargi? _ ba-tonma daviTma sawolTan ufro axlosmiaCoCa skami, barZayzec ufromZlavrad daityapuna xelisguli, –guSin samjer amixsnes siyvaruli,samjer! ra TavSi saxlelad mindoda,mipasuxe~.

`CemTvis siyvaruli arasodes auxs-niaT, _ biZaSvils saxe SeuTvaliera k.JorJolianma da TviTkmayofilebismeti veraferi dainaxa, – iRbliani xar,Tu, ra Tqma unda, ar trabaxob~.

batonma daviTma ironiulad gaiR-ima da eSmakurad mowkura Tvalebi:

`trabaxi ra sakadrisia! _ aRniSnamsuye xmiT, – satrabaxo ra mWirs?~

wamodga, gaiar-gamoiara daSTagonebuli gamometyvelebiT SeudgaTavisi Tavgadasavlis moyolas. mar-Tlac, ra hqonda satrabaxo? yofilicoli rom dagirekavs sruliad mou-lodnelad, amdeni xnis ganSorebis Sem-deg, Seni suleluri eWvianobiT SeiwireCemi siyvarulio, rom getyvis da yur-mils dagiTxliSebs, siyvarulis axsnaa,aba, ra ari? oriode wuTSi, ukve axlan-deli, moqmedi meuRle rom gamogigza-vnis Setyobinebas, – kargad mesmis Seni

– sisinebda qali.vin ifiqrebda, rom es sifrifana,

Tmagawewili arseba sawolidan fex-iskvriT moisroda askilogramian ma-makacs? batoni daviTi cotaTi SeSin-da kidec:

`ra Cavidine amisTana? – amoiknav-la man, – eg ra kbena iyo?~

`bebiaCemi mase mokla babuaCemma, _boRmianad gaagrZela qalma, – ZuZuzeukbina da kibo damarTa. kibo, gesmis?avTvisebiani simsivne. Senc kibo undadammarTo? magitom moxvedi CemTan,amikeli rekvebiT?~

`rekvebiT agikeli? – iatakidan wam-oizlazna batoni daviTi, – Sen ardamireke?~

`manamde? – patara muSti mouReraqalma, – rogorc Tvrebi, maSinvemirekav, Sen ki sul mTvrali xar. Sensportrets vxatavo, col-Svils aRarvundivaro, sakuTarma ZaRlmac ki mik-binao. damesizmra? romeli erTi!~

`kargi, ho, – waiduduna batonmadaviTma da tansacmlis grovidan sak-uTari Sarvali gamoaZro, – eg ra kbenaiyo, araferi mogiva.~

ai, amgvarad gamoabunZules batonidaviTi vnebis sarecelidan.

`yvelaze sawyeni ki is ari, ar maxs-ovs, rodis vurekavdi da ras vebJu-turebodi, – Txroba daasrula baton-ma daviTma, – magis enaze araferi gaC-erdeba, ukve ecodineba naxevarsaqarTvelos, Tu rame wamomcda. Sen kiesec SegSurda da CemTvis siyvaruliaravis auxsniao, wuwuneb. mag qaTmisganaxsnil siyvaruls rame fasi aqvs?~

`maseT finals ar velodi, – xiTx-iTiT miugo k. JorJolianma. is marTladaainteresa da gaarTo monayolma, –Tanac kargi msaxiobiviT hyvebi xolme.~

`ukanaskneli kaci viyo, Tu ramesvigonebde. piriqiT, bevri rame Se-varbile, _ batonma daviTma zeciskenaRmarTa gaSlili xelebi, saTnoeba ga-moasxiva momRimari Tvalebidan, – Rm-erTmani! mag aranormalurs saTofezeaRar gavekarebi.~

`sad poulob maseT qalebs?~ – gu-lubryvilod ikiTxa k. JorJolianma.

`sul maseTebi arian, normaluriaZneli mosaZebni. Sen adre unda genaxa,ra gadareva icoda. xan ras igonebda,xan – ras. milionjer gadavwyvite, aRarmenaxa, magram periodulad mimityuebsxolme. ro mogewebeba, Tavs ver daaRw-ev, gasaqans ar gaZlevs.~

`naxevar Wiqas ver damisxam?~ – wve-nis daleva moulodnelad moeguneba k.JorJolians.

`naxevars? – xmaSi brazi Seepara ba-ton daviTs, _ jibriT meubnebi?~

`jibri ra SuaSia?~ – gaocda k. Jor-Joliani.

biZaSvilebi mdumared miaCerdnenerTmaneTs.

`naxevari Wiqis daleva ginda? mar-Tla?~ – ikiTxa batonma daviTma pauzisSemdeg.

`ho, ra ari gasakviri?~ – k. JorJo-liansac daetyo gaRizianeba.

`magaSia, swored, saqme. ase ro Wamda svam, imito xar cudad, – miaxalabatonma daviTma, – midi, miaweqi ka-curad, cxovrebas qedi ar mouxaro,gadaylape, gadasansle, daikide! ho,ras miyureb? daikideb _ dagekideba,aikideb _ agekideba, riT ver gaige?~

`gavige, gavige, – Tavi dauqnia k.JorJolianma, – me ki ara, exla mTelsaavadmyofos esmis Seni xma.~

`hoda, Tu gaige, maSin isic icode,ro kargi dro SearCie sawolSi sakot-rialod, – kilo mkveTrad Secvala ba-tonma daviTma, _ yoCaR, biZaSvilo,zust dros damtove martodmarto, aseufro iolad damerxeva, iolad gadam-sanslavs sagadasaxado. iqidan CemmaSterma biWma aiCema, beqasTan gadavaldroebiTo. tvini aqvs saerTod?beqasac eZeben da ra gamodis? policiassaqmes uiolebs, erTad Caavlebenorives. im gogosTan aRar unda gaCere-ba, gagiJdeba kaci! ra gogoa, xo ici,ra sjobia magis gverdiT yofnas.beqasTan gadavalo. aseTi gogo hyavs dabeqao, debilia, aba, ra ari!~

mag nabozrebma! arada, ra xalxia, ici?guSindeli gamomZvrali nabiWvrebi,aTamde Tvla ar ician. CemTvis, exla,yvelaze didi problema sagadasaxa-doa. sagadasaxado da policia. danar-Ceni, CaTvale, garkveulia. simarTlesdResve getyodi, magram gifrTxilde-bi, ar minda, zedmeti emociebiT Seg-awuxo~.

`ra simarTle? – SeSfoTda k. Jor-Joliani, – Seni laparakiT ver gavige,uaresia Tu ukeTesi, romel simarTlezemelaparakebi?~

`ukeTesze, bevrad ukeTesze. gety-odi, magram Seni ambavi ro vici, sixaru-liT, SeiZleba, guli gagiskdes, _ ba-toni daviTi dinjad wamodga, magi-dasTan mivida da Tavis motanil paketsdaswvda, – CemTvis atmis wvensac gaime-teb?~

`RmerTma Segargos, – saswrafoddaloca k. JorJolianma, – alalad am-bob? cudi araferia?~

`cudi is ari, Cemo kote... _ baton-ma daviTma grZel-grZeli ylupebiTgamocala boTli, wver-ulvaSze xel-saxoci Camoisva da arxeinad gaagrZe-la, – cudi is ari, ro mTeli saqaleTimtrad gadamekida, egeni xom ucx-oplanetelebi arian! hoda, magia mTe-li ubedureba. siyvarulis axsniT iw-yeben da mere sulSi gafurTxeben.~

k. JorJolianma saaTisken gaaparaSewuxebuli mzera.

is sulac ar iyo sasiyvarulo aR-sarebebis mosmenis gunebaze, magramuyuradRebobasac ver gamoamJRavneb-da, seriozulad awyeninebda batondaviTs.

`imasac ara uSavs, siyvarulis axs-niT Tu iwyeben, – uinteresod Caila-paraka man, – sxva ra ari axali samsax-

problemebi, magram xandaxan mec gamix-sene, nu gamoikete agarakze, miyvarxar,menatrebio, – ar ari siyvarulis axs-na? dabolos, nacnobma qalbatonmadauniSna paemani da muqarac SemouTva-la, – dRes rom ar mnaxo, TviTmkvlelo-biT davasruleb sicocxleso. ra eqnabaton daviTs, TviTmkvlelobisTvisgaemetebina siyvaruliT gulanTebuliadamiani? rogorc ki dawvnen farTe,moxerxebul sawolze, xom xar Cemi goW-io, – ikiTxa qalma. kio, – miugo baton-ma daviTma. es Tvalebi visia, es yure-bio? – dainteresda qali. Senio, – Taviuxalisod daukantura batonma daviT-ma. es xelebi xom sufTaa, xo sapniTaadabanili? – dakiTxva gaagrZela qal-ma. kargi, ra, kargi! erTi wamiT maincgaaCume ena, – daiwuwuna batonma dav-iTma, _ yuradReba mefanteba.

`ra kargi xar, ra Zlieri!~ – moesmapasuxad.

`jer arc Segxebivar,~ – komplimen-ti ar Seifera batonma daviTma.

`mere ra! _ vnebianad SeekamaTaqali, – qeba xom gsiamovnebs, xom aRgag-znebs!~

batoni daviTi qals gulmodginedCaexuta, ecada, sityvebisTvis yura-dReba aRar mieqcia.

`mkerdze ar mikbino~, – gaafrTxi-la qalma.

`rodis gkbendi?~ – gaocda batonidaviTi.

`nu izam magas,~ – paTetikurad See-mudara qali.

`kbenis gunebazea,~ CaTvala baton-ma daviTma da kertze msubuqad gahkrakbili. gons mosvlac ver moaswro, iat-akze ise gaadina bragvani. Tavs brazis-gan saxeareuli qali dasdgomoda:

`ras akeTeb? Cemi sikvdili ginda?~

zurab samadaSvili

roca

xifaTi

gverdiTaa

fragmentebi

momavali

romanidan

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`ar minaxavs,~ – iuara k. JorJolian-ma.

`vin ar ginaxavs?~`ai, eg gogo, visTanac exla cxov-

robs.~`Sen, saerTod, iSviaToba xar, – Caic-

ina batonma daviTma, – sxva ra ginaxavs,ro? wamogorebulxar am oTx kedelSida marTlac gkidia, me ki matyavebs sa-gadasaxado. viRac nabiWvari ro momig-zavnes, giTxari? ara? gadmogviformefirmis naxevari da Tanxas 100 aTaslaramde SegimcirebTo.~

`sagadasaxados ra ufleba aqvs, anrogor unda gadauformo, vis? – gamo-cocxlda k. JorJoliani, – aSkarad max-es gigeben.~

`Sen azrze ara xar, – xeli Caiqniabatonma daviTma da karisken gaswia, –agixsni mere, ra da rogor.~

`zeg samsaxurSi viqnebi, – miadevnak. JorJolianma, – gauZeli erTi dRec.~

`ra ver gavige, ici? – karTan Sey-ovnda batoni daviTi, biZaSviliskenmotrialda Sewuxebuli saxiT, – seqsu-aluri daukmayofilebloba ratomiTvleba patiosnebad?~

`imito, ro patiosani adamiani yve-lafriT daukmayofilebeli undaiyos,~ – sxartad miugo k. JorJolian-ma.

`brZeni kaci xar, biZaSvilo, – gaic-ina batonma daviTma, – zeg samsaxurSigelodebi.~

gaseirneba soflad

_ sad mivdivarT? – ikiTxa beqam._ saseirnod, – mokled mouWra la-

Sam.beqa mixvda, laSa simarTlis Tqmas

ar apirebda._ saWesTan mainc damsvi.amazec uari miiRo:_ vcdi da Tu ver SevZleb, aq ara

xar? Wriloba aRar mawuxebs.Tbilisidan naxevari saaTis savalze

erT sofelSi Sevidnen. laSam qaRaldisnagleji amoiRo, zed waCxapnil rukasdaxeda da manqana ganapira saxls miay-ena. beqam magnitofoni gamorTo, magramkaribWesTan mibmuli mozvrisxela nag-azis RavRavSi mainc ver gaarCia, laSara saxels iZaxda.

_ Seni konspiratori Wkuac!.. – me-gobrulad SeikurTxa da isev Zvele-bur, manqanis Sesaferis, kasetian mag-nitofons miubrunda.

jer sandomiani garegnobis qalba-toni gamoepasuxa laSas, mere kastilzedayrdnobili, xelSebinduli kaci gam-ovida. aTiode wuTs laparakobdnen.laSam patara paketi gadasca, Semo-brunda da manqanisken wamovida.saWesTan isev TviTon dajda. manqanisdaZvrisas aRar gauxedavs saxlisken,kacmac zurgi Seaqcia da mxolodbolo wams mixvda beqa, sad mo-suliyvnen, sad moeyvana laSas yovelg-vari gafrTxilebis gareSe:

_ Sen ara xar normaluri! _ wam-oiyvira beqam, – Cemgan daWril kacTanmosaklavad momiyvane? Saris magnitixar, daufiqrebeli, gaTavxedebuliidioti! gesmis, ra gamiCaliCe? xvdebimainc?

_ kargi, nu Wyipineb! iaraRic mqon-da da limonkac, ra Seicxade! _ arxei-nad miugo laSam, – saqme Cavawye, ra! 5000dolari miveci mag dampals da aRariCivlebs. ra gagiCaliCe? gagiCaliCe,ara!..

_ magari rame giqnia! _ Tqva beqam,– Sens mets aravis mouvidoda azrad,Sens meti aravin ari aseTi sisulelisgamkeTebeli. eg kaci exla ras izams,ici? mag 5000 dolarsac Cvens sawi-naaRmdegod gamoiyenebs.

laSam beqa damcinavad SeaTvaliera:_ ra ari, biWuni, xom ar SegeSinda?_ SiSi ra SuaSia?_ mivedi da vekiTxebi, micnob-meT-

qi, – daiwyo laSam, – arao. Tu ar mic-nob, daWras, Tavdasxmas da aTasoxrobas rato mabraleb-meTqi. daibna,SenTan pretenzia ara maqvs, suraTi

maCvenes policielebma da iseTi darw-munebulebi iyvnen, mec damajereso.mokled, aha, Sen es fuli da saqme gamo-aswore-meTqi. raSi maZlev am fulso.raSi da imaSi, ro Cemma Zmakacma dag-Wra, Sen ki mamamisi gyavs mokluli dakide aqeT Civixar. Tu omi ginda, is kacimanqanaSi zis, mec aqa var, viomoT, ram-denic ginda-meTqi. au, ra daemarTa,ici, mamaSenis ambavi ro vaxsene. wauvi-da feri, oflma daasxa, lamis CamakvdaxelSi. mokled, yvelaferi ise gamovi-da, rogorc vivaraude, eg aRar ari xmisamomRebi, Tvlis, ro imsaxurebda magdaWras. xelebi aqvs daserili, saxe,mxrebi, seriozuli araferia. mosak-lavi kaci sikvdils gadaurCa, meti raunda.

_ ase gaufrTxileblad, Seumzade-blad, arasodes gamiyolo arsad, – Ti-Tis qneviT uTxra beqam, – arc qeifSi,arc drostarebaSi da arc arsad.gasagebia?

_ gasagebia, – gaicina laSam, – Senra, marTla SeSindi?

_ vici, Cemo patarav, _ beqam xe-liT gaswia da binaSi Sinaurulad Seabi-ja, _ ho, laSam gamomagzavna Tavisibargis wasaRebad, _ jibidan sagul-dagulod dakecili celofnis parkiamoiRo, – vxedav, maincdamainc ar ge-siamovna Cemi stumroba, magram rasizam, unda mixelmZRvanelo, riT davi-wyo, saidan daviwyo...

_ laSa sworad moiqca, SenTan romgadmovida, – Tqva natam niSnismogebiT,– policia bevrs ar iwvalebs, oriveserTad agiyvanen. Tanac, Seni misamarTiukve aqvT.

_ arc masea saqme, _ beqam mimoixe-da da laSas nivTebis mogroveba daiw-yo, – fulis nawili ukve aiRes. danar-Cenze viRac TaTari gvexmareba, didimeds gvaZlevs, Svili hyolia...

_ narazeni hqvia? – Seawyvetina na-tam.

_ icnob? – gaocda beqa, – saidan?didi kaciao.

_ batoni daviTisgan vicnob, – na-

_ au, Sen veraferi gaige aSkarad, –xeli Caiqnia beqam, – Saris magniti xar.

nata da beqa

ipodromze misvlisTanave welSimoxdenilad gamarTulma natam sajini-bosTan mofusfuse, cisferTvalebabiWs xeli gauwoda da Tu Zma xar, daivi-wye imdRevandeli ukbilo xumrobao, –uTxra, – zogjer wamomivlis, sulelu-rad viqcevi da mere vnerviulobxolmeo. biWma saqmianoba Sewyvita, Caf-iqrebulma daxeda gamowvdil xels damcire pauzis Semdeg marjvena Seageba:

`magaze nu inerviuleb, vis ar mosv-lia! _ daamSvida nata, – Serigebisarodis davlioT?~

natas ar moewona damcinavi toni,magram CaTvala, rom biWis mxridan pa-tara butiaobas imsaxurebda da ipo-dromidan mainc kmayofili wamovida:ar uyvarda umizezod adamianebis ga-nawyeneba. midioda saxlisken da ix-senebda, ra amayad miuaxlovda am cis-ferTvaleba `sqeluas,~ ra koxtadgauwoda xeli, ra RirseulobiT mou-bodiSa gakvirvebisgan pirdaRebuls dabolos, rogori sulgrZelobiT daemS-vidoba. ixsenebda yovel nabijs, yovelsityvas da Tavisi saqcieli TandaTanufro moswonda. ukmayofileba mx-olod maSin daetyo saxeze, rodesackibe aiara da sakuTar binasTan sigare-tis kvamlSi gaxveuli beqa dainaxa.

_ sada xar, gogo, dakarguli? –RimiliT usayvedura beqam, – xan ezoSiviwriale, xan sadarbazoSi, Sen ki arada ar gamoCndi. is Seni aylayuda momR-erali mainc gamosuliyo sabirJaod,waveRadavebodi, gamarTobda.

_ laSa ar ari, – Sesasvleli sxeu-liT gadaketa natam, – SenTan wamovi-da.

tas kvlav moeRrubla saxe, – ZroxaaCuqa baton daviTs.

_ Zroxa? ra Zroxa? _ beqa Tavissaqmes agrZelebda da saubrisas na-tasken ar ixedeboda, – xumrob?

_ Cveulebrivi Zroxa, – xmaSi si-braze Seepara natas, – meZroxea eg Tqve-ni narazeni, menaxire.

_ ar vici, meZroxea Tu vin ari, ma-gram Svili hyavs gamgebeli, axali da-niSnuli yofila mag Tanamdebobaze,nacionalebis proteJea. erTi sityviT,eg biWi gvexmareba. ase rom, policia-sTan male mogvardeba saqme, im nabiW-varTan ki, daWrilze geubnebi, praq-tikulad ukve mogvarebul-moyomare-bulia, dRes velaparakeT mag deda-afeTqebuls, magis dedas ro...

_ nu iginebi! _ ZvelbiWurad gaw-yra nata, – sada ggonia Tavi, dedaCemicxovrobs am binaSi, imas mainc eci pa-tivi!..

_ celofanebi ara gaqvs? es gaivso,xom xedav! _ beqa RimiliT miaCerdanatas, – gixdeba gabrazeba.

_ gaivso da wadi aqedan, – natamkarisken miuTiTa, – celofnebi Sen Tvi-Tonve unda mogemaragebina, celofneb-is qarxana ki ara maqvs aq!

_ principSi, marTali xar, – daeT-anxma beqa, – kbilis jagriss gzaze vuy-idi, maisurebi Cavde, danarCeni darCesSenTan, mainc colad miyvebi da Tqveniqoneba ram gayo?

_ eg jer ar gadawyvetila, – mou-Wra natam.

_ laSa ar fiqrobs mase._ mere me ra vqna!wamiT oriveni gaCumdnen._ ra vici, adre arasodes uxsenebix-

ar seriozulad, – siCume daarRvia

beqam, – arc siyvarulze uTqvams rame,simpatiazec ki... garegnobiT mowondi,ar malavda. arc ari gasakviri, Sen visar moewonebi, da uceb ra etaka, ver gav-ige, gamakvirva Tavisi saqcieliT.

_ ram gagakvirva, ara var laSasRirsi?

_ ara, rogor ara, sxva ramemakvirvebs, _ beqa miuaxlovda, frTx-ilad waetana, – is ar ari Seni Rirsi.

_ xelebi daimokle, – xeli aukranatam, – Tavs nu waxvedi!

_ marTla gasakviria, – STagonebu-li saxiT daiwyo beqam, – me miyvarxarda is colad girTavs, xumrobaagrZnobebze TamaSi? erTxel gavCndiTam qveyanaze da siyvarulze rom vam-bobT uars, ukeTess ras miviRebT, rasgadavawydebiT cxovrebaSi? ra ari, am-qveynad, siyvarulze mniSvnelovani?geguleba ukeTesi, umniSvnelovanesirame?

natam gamomcdelad Seavlo Tvali:_ daboRmili xar? _ hkiTxa, – Tu

me mTvli srul doylapiad?beqam sinanuliT gadaaqnia Tavi, ce-

lofnis parki kuTxeSi miagdo, xvneSiTmiiCoCa skami:

_ ara var mag donis msaxiobi, – Tqvadabali, sulSi Camwvdomi xmiT, – aravar matyuara.

_ adeqi da wadi, – natam mouTmen-lad dahkra xelisgulebi erTmaneTs, –aba, he! tyuilad laparakob, Seni erTisityvisac ara mjera. adeqi, adeqi, numoikalaTe aq, saqmeebi maqvs da xelsmiSli, – mxarze wahkra xeli, – kargadbrZandebodeT!

_ kargi, davuSvaT me ar vvargivar,– skamidan wamodga ganawyenebuli beqa,– magram laSam raRa dagiSava, imasraRas uwuneb?

_ Zmakacebs, – kuStad miaxala na-tam, – Sen ro ara, arc davfiqrdebodi.

_ kargi, ra! _ beqa sakocneladdaixara, – xom gTxove, daviviwyoT-meT-qi.

_ ra namusiT unda iZmakaco laSas-Tan, Tu colad gavyevi? – natam xeliskvriT moicila, – magari Zmakacobagcodnia.

beqa Cafiqrda:_ kargi, mogexmarebi gadaw-

yvetilebis miRebaSi, – natasken daiZra._ mogklav, xels Tu maxleb! _ nata

magidasTan miiWra da puris dasaWreldid danas daswvda, – gagiyri, gefice-bi!

beqam RimiliT SeuTvaliera gan-risxebuli saxe, cru moZraobiT ioladaicila muclisken mimarTuli darty-ma da mozomilad gaiqnia xeli. natasdana gauvarda, Tavzari dasca msubuq-ma, mtkivneulma dartymam:

_ ra ginda, rato mcem? – CurCuliTdaixia ukan, – ra dagiSave?

beqam ar upasuxa. is, TiTqos sasiam-ovno gasarTobi yofiliyos, auCqare-blad ayenebda dartymebs.

_ geyofa, – atirda nata, – de-daCemsac ar gavulaxivar arasodes.

beqam ucnaurad grZeli nabiji gada-dga da nata aitaca.

_ damsvi, – gaibrZola natam.beqam mkerdze miixuta._ damsvi, ar gesmis? – natam moux-

erxeblad dahkra muSti, – mezizRebi!marTlac autanel zizRs hgvrida

beqasTan siaxlove._ miyvarxar, – Tqva beqam da saSin-

lad mouWira mklavebi, – sul Senzevfiqrob.

natam haeri gaWirvebiT CaisunTqa,cotac da, gaigudeboda. instinq-turad, sicocxlis SesanarCunebladgaibrZola. misma TiTebma sisxlianikvali datoves beqas kiserze. beqamyuradReba ar miaqcia nakawrebs,Zlieri biZgiT Searyia natas sxeuli:

_ modundi, daZabuli nu xar, – TqvaRimiliT, – pirvelad xom ar akeTebamas?..

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erTi, Tu ori Tu aTasi...

erTi, Tu ori, Tu Svidi, Tu aTasitanjva da tkivili, trfobis tbas gadavsxi.da axla zvirTebs rom wiTeli gadasdis,eg Cemi sisxlia da ara mzis.da an ki, gana eg zvirTia?! natbevTalandebi daisebs xsovnis mzes arTmevda,rom ganTiadisfer nislebis arfebzesicocxle daekra rogorme guls.ismoda haerSi sizmrebis gamebi,da cxadis kamertons verafriT gaego,sad iyo imedi, rom koSkad aegoam guls da ukarod SeeSvi Sin.tanjvaTa taZrebis qristes da serafimTlocvebiT vRlidi da cremlebiT vseravdi,rom egrZnoT tkivili, romelSic elavdi.erTxelac verasdros gvacxovnes maT.da aha, vilevi da sikvdils vuRimi.Wa Tu var, romelSic vdgebi wylad wuxilis.vin ityvis, jojoxeTs iyo da uxilavsCemi tkivilebis miwa da ca?RvTisagan Serisxul sisxlnaklul goliaTscremlma rom zamTris dRed maleve molia _siyvaruls _ ramdeni yma gadahyoliada faraonebis oqrosfer mtvers.Senc egre... da ase iqeci rafsodad,ufalis ltolvilad, eSmakis ancobadmihyvebi sevdis da tkivilis naZovars,nafereb Sesawir mwyurvale xars.verasdros ipove is, visac eZebdi,cxadi da sizmari ukvalod Sewebdada amden gulebSi arcerTze ewerasaxeli, romelsac iviwyeb dRes.aha, Sen giyvardes samyaro maradi,romelsac erTisTvis qmnidi da malavdi,romelSic ori da Svidi da aTasi _im erTis garda icxovrebs sxva...iare, gaZeli, eg gzaa, egeba,is, visac elodi, is, visac eZebdaguli da SroSanebs usvamda beWdebadgzispirebs, landad rom mihqonda qars.zars rekda ucremlo sizmrebis gaRmeTi,Senive survilis daranSi gaxvedi,gatope simuri, napirad gaxevdi,sipebi umagre martosul sknels.erTi, Tu ori, Tu Svidi, Tu aTasitanjva da tkivili, trfobis tbas gadavsxida minc gacocxle, rom meTqva aTasgzis _miyvarxar, miyvarxar, miyvarxar Sen!

afTari

yvelaferi wyviladaa.waRma-kuRma,marjvenas marcxena aqvs, dRes _ Rame,miqcevas _ moqceva...yvelaferi wyviladaa:CaisunTqe, amoisunTqe..gana rCeba sxva ramisTvis adgili?aha,eg sul calkea _ sulis Sekvra, gulis gaxeTqva..eg mesame yovelTvis aris da yovelTvis axerxebs, romswored SuaSi CaeCxiros,daisakuTros Tavis adgili zustad iq, sadacaraferi ekuTvnis da aravinac ar elodeba.afTaria, cofiani, balanaSlili,yvelafris fasad iqa dgeba, im sazRvarze,romelzedac sul raRac wamiT, wamis wamiTmisxlebiT cdeba napirebi maradi wyvilis...nemsiswveriviT iq eteva,da arasdros ar ausxlteba klanWiani TaTisguliim adgilidan,xSirad RvTis sxivic rom ver ikidebs

sinaTlis bwkalebs...

alya

...gahkveTe qari, gaape wyali...

es alyaa! maradi alya!Tu gaaRwev mxolod mkvdari!gulgaglejili!Sen gadixar da sxva vervin gagyavs!mere racaa, imaze, sxva dros,jer alyis SigniT...jer aTas sapyars, asi aTass, milion sapyarsvaiZuloT sakuTari alyis garRveva.es iqneboda gmirobis toli,magram rogor?jer unda mixvdnen, rom yelamde artyiaT alyada alya-alya jer yurebzec xaxvs ver davaWriT,radgan sizmris alyaSi sxedan...

yvela Tavisi Tavis RmerTia,yvela _ Tavisi angelozi, Tavisi _ mxsneli.yvelas Tavisi dedamiwa utrialebs terfebqveS da

yvelas Tavisi jojoxeTis remonti aqvs _meTlaxs agebs, Tan samoTxeze gvesaubreba

WiqiT xelSi,col-Svils iZleva sarfis sarfian fasad, miwasacyidis, rom meti Wamos,didi gauxdes, riTac sxvebs alyas Semoavlebsorive mxridan.

alya – sicocxle. sikvdili _ alya.warsulic alya, dRevandelobac.da momavalic civi blokada.moCvenebebi – Savi cxelebis _veRaraferi veRar mogvarda, verc mogvardeba,radgan Jamis alyaSia mTeli qveyana,radgan sicruis alyaSia yvela simarTle,da gaxrwnilebis alyaSia ubiwoeba _SeSlili da sikvdilispirze misuli balRi,aravis axsovs visgan iSva, saidan gaCnda.iqneb mterma alyis iqidan gadmoagdo?pirveli swored eg unda movklaT _yvelaze metad saSiSi da feTqebadi sinidisiviT.

mokeTec _ alya, mteric _ alyada imedic, romelic qristes dabadebidanjiSiviT agyva, sulsa Rafavs,da mainc imas gaiZaxis: RmerTo, gvixseni!yvela gvixseni: Senianic, mteric, sapyaric...aba, magas Wkua gana moeTxoveba?Tu imedia, iyos Cveni, mxolod Cveni, martoden Cveni!ra esaqmeba Cvens imedebs sxvisi omis, sxvisi SimSilis,sxvisi warRvnis da walekvisa?!

ra vuyoT bavSvebs, mSoblebs, moxucebs?ra vuyoT taZrebs _ miwas, tyes, wyaros?alyaa,da am alyaSi, vici, eSmakis garda aravin xarobs.

xalxi? da xalxic _ virTxebiviT gamomwyvdeulnimefis, jalaTis, maswavleblis Tu mRvdlis jibeSi.alyaa fulis, alya tyviis, alya wamalis.arc katakombi, arc samalavi,

alyaa _ Cveni bediswera! arsad merani, arsad faskunji!

da keTrovani mTeli qveyanaqars atans yvela Jamis naunjars,sigiJis qaris alyaSi vdgavarT,mezRvauriviT, gaqaruli gvaqvs sigiJiT kani...

arc dros SerCa ram xangrZlivobis,arc sivrces SerCa TiTqos SigTavsi.sulic gabrtyelda, sityvac gabrtyelda,mxolod fasadi, mxolod garsi, mxolod tyavi,cxrapiri agvZvra, romelzedac sul alya-alya,Wkua mainc ver gviswavlia...

meored mosvlac ar unda qristes,gadaifiqra iqneb Cveni xsna?an dedamiwis gareT gavida,sinjos raRac sul sxva axlidan,sul sxva, sul sxva, sxva Tixa zilos, ayalo miwa,alya-alya aRar ayaros qaosis Jveri.

an iqneb isic dgas alyis gareT,vin icis, dgas da Sig verc Semodis?!

Zalismieri meTodebi Cveni RvTisTvis, aba, gana sakadrisia,

xom daemsgavsa fanat muslims an ieRovels?

angelozebic Zlivs moaTrevenhumanitarul tvirTiT savse Cemodnebs, parkebs,maT aqvT ufleba, gadalaxon alyac, sazRvaric.maT aqvT pasporti yvelganmyofobis.

aq ki omia, laqlaqis qalaqs ver Seungries jer SuSabandi,

momwydiT Tavidan, me CemTvis gaval,xmas ar gagcemT, Tqven ar yofilxarT arafris Rirsi!nu gegonebaT taSs gikravdiT _ me mkvdari viyav,gulze mqonda dakrefil orive xeli!nu gegonebaT, Cems Sesaxeb icodiT rame!moCvenebebo Savi cxelebis,rom imosebiT yelgamoRadrul samarTaliscivi cxedrebiT!

alyaa, mainc vfafxurobT – viwviT!es cecxli iqneb arasdros Caqres?nu elodebiT, vinme gagviyvans da, CvenSi darCes,iqneb sulac ara gsurT gasvla?

ra aaSenebs axla Tavidan amden taZars, amden sofels,vin gadaWimavs gzas Soreul egviptemde,ierusalims vin miadgeba,amden mnaTobs vin daugdebs yurs,rodis unda gaitano kvali mamulSi...

amden gmir qarTvels vin ganadidebs?mgoni, irwmunes, romaxal RmerTTan axali kabiT ajobebs misvla,TiTqos arasdros araferi momxdara darisi alya, risi tanjva, risi wuxili,bednieri ajobebs iyo,carieli, magram savse bednierebiT...

ismodes gareT upovris xma, xma godebisa, xma sinanulis,

es xom ubadlo polifonia aris folkloris,saintereso movlenaa, mTeli msoflio gaocebuli

ismens am xmebs,o, ramdeni weliwadia...

alyac sul ufro viwrovdeba, mavTulxlarTebiCvens Robeebs ahyolia sisxlisfer vardad.egec folklori...gadarTe, wadi...risi raSi, bedis samzRvari?!sadRa naxav an qveynis da an sindisis,an bedis da ubedurebis sazRvars?veRarsad!erTaderTi didi alyaa!Tu gaxval, iqneb,gaitano saaqaos xelmowerebi...

dasawyisi

radgan ar viciT, Tu rogori iqneba bolo,sjobs, dasawyisi iqces zeimad,dasawyisi arafrobisa!Torem boloskenmaradisad gimwuxareben Cemi fiqris kviparosebi.verc rtoebze qarebs SevibamT,verc natvris xis feradi xorkli dagveyrebaWreli girCiviT.verc Cem kocnas CamoimarcvlavsSeni Tvalebis krialosani.Cven viqnebiT Waobebidan TavaRerili evkaliptebi.Cven simaRles Sefarebuli pawia CitifrTas roca gaSlis,gvegoneba,gulSi gavivleT erTmaneTio.viqnebiT ase, udabnos lurji aqlemebiviT,sxeulis kuzi rom aziT sulzeda iebis lurji nacari gveyreba navlad,roca Tovlis gulispirsac gagviqeqaven.iqneb siyvaruls CavudgeT kvalSi?!siyvaruli imitomaa aseTi gamZle, rom salosiviT,Tavis WkuiT daiareba martoobaSida aravin,sul aravin sWirdeba qveynad!me ki verasdrosdavisizmre eg simartove.gubesaviT sul mindoda Cadgoma SenSi,Cemi peSvebiT rom agekrifa wvimis wveTebi.me mindoda Cadgoma SenSixavsis kabebiT da SiSveli civi terfebiT,arasodes rom ar uvliaT gangis napirze,arc nilosis wyliT ubaniaT udabnos mtveri.me mindoda SenSi yofna,rogorc qvabulSi,martodmartos,rogorc beri emaleba xalxs da cdunebas.axla isRa damrCenia, ar davelodo dasasruls da

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ise daviwyo,zeimiviT,TiTqos arc ki micxovria da verca vxvdebi,ratom ician gadadeba dResaswaulissul bolo dRisTvis?!an sul bolodan daviwyoT is, racdasawyisad ukve arc varga.vizeimoT martosuloba,erTmaneTi vizeimoT uerTmaneTod!

asec gadis dRe

asec gadis dRe _TiTqos saerTod ar damdgariyos,arc Tavis zurgze moekidos amxela mze,amxela sivrcec ar amoevlos,amxela lodic sinaTlisa arasodes dahgorebodessulis mTidan daarasodes dafSvnodes da ansibneled ar qceodes is, rasacmudam agrovebda,amravlebda,adidebda,abevrebda RmerTis saxeliT...asec gadis dRe _veraferze wamosdeb xsovnas, araferze daemCneva,araferze darCeba kvali,Semova diliT, naRvliani naTeliT savse daise gava, gaabotebs Ramis ukana karidan, romgagikvirdeba: marTla iyo, Tu mogeCvena.asec gadis dRe _zezeulad mZinare rom gaivlis ciskides, miwispirs,

gava daverafriT mixvdebi,Sen rad gergo, risTvis gevala?

iavnana gabutulTaTvis

ra masuqebs? ra jandaba masuqebs ase?arc fiqrs, arc dards da arc siyvaruls

vamateb karaqs,arc sixaruls vatkbob zedmetad,arc saqmes vbrawav.arc megobrebs vaxrCob naRebSi.uSaqrod vsvam dResac, Ramesac,miveCvie ukalorio cxadsa da sizmars.upurod vWam Cemsav Tavs da ra xania,vififqebi sakuTari arsebobis fskerze marilad.mainc yvela nawyeni mrCeba, erTi-ori Citisa da

sami cxvris garda:gamebuta Cemi jinsi da veRarafriT Semovirige.gamebuta maisuric, ar giyvarvaro Zveleburad,veRara gcnobo...ra vTqva, marTlac?!zeTi damdis saxidan da sarkeebs dRabnis.gamebuta Cemi Tmis sarWic,oci weli rom memsaxura.qars ar uTmobda wablisfrad gawvrTnil

WaRara Rerebs.vis gaatane Cemi wilio,mSieri dadis, arc saqme yofnis,aRarc imedi, rom rodisme isev Camosdebs Tavs

rbil da damyolCems nawnavze...gamebutnen saboebic da sulerTia axla maTTvissad waiyvanen or daRlil terfs,romelsac ZaliT mivakideb xolme wiTel mZivs,Torem Tavad laqis simZimecairidon undaT rogorme.gamebuta Tvalis simwvanec _ sisulelis kiTxvisaganferi gaucvdaT, gamoxundnen da daiburnen.gamebuta Cemi TeTri saluqi kanic:radgan CemTvis aRar gcalia, moviyvano

gasarTobad aTas TuTiyuSs,da moasxa... da damasxa reti amdenmalaqam, Worflma, naoWma ukve,aqvT gniasi, yvelas TvalSi eCxirebian.karga xania, aRaravin arafrad magdebs.yvelaferi Cemgan iTxovs Tavis Tavs da medidguleba,Cveni sabralo nihilizmi Sennairebis braliao.mec vdgavar da vibodiSeb yvelafers, rasacRmerTi odesme gamoimetebs siberisaTvis.ra jandaba masuqebs ase?ra sazepuro vitaminTa, safuarTa abebs masmeven,rom rogorme gamovtyuo sulis sixarulsgabutulTa saziareblad axalTaxali

laiqebis Taigulebida movurTo cisferi holi,rom sarkeebma aireklon aTasjer meti bednierebis

wamebi da saaTebidid darbazebSi,Camoataron uTvalavi faifuris forToxlebi

da Turinjebi.ar vici, es dro Tavad dadga, Tavad damwifda,Tu egec ese, Zalis-ZaliT moaTries,aTwleulTa Tu saukuneTa ltolvilebis

gasarTobad, TavSesaqcevad.dro ki ara da, dasasrulis piedistalebi.axla misi safexuris filebs vxexavda gulSi vwyevli am gaberil, am gabRenZildardis simsuqnes.da vizepireb warweras Zeglze:nurafers iTxov,yvelaferi sxvisia da sakmaria arafrobisTvis,Sen visi xar, es gaarkvie!

qorwili

mogiyvebiT,rogor gavyevi colad sikvdilsme – sicocxle, velTa asuli.arc mayari,arc dafioni.cxeni momgvara,araferi ukiTxavs ise.an ras metyoda,erTmaneTis ar gvesmoda ena, romelzecCveni RmerTi bavSvobisas

xriok miwasTan laparakobda.Cemi mwiTuri Tmis cecxlmac ki ver daudno

yinulis Tvali.mewamuli mdumarebis toga emosa.risi celi, risi Rojebi?!is mSvenieri ymawvilia, tanadi, zrdili,raindia, romelic getrfis Soridan damudam mzadaa gansacdeli agacilos –

sulad gaqcios.gana gatyvevebs, Tavadve xvdebi, rom mas elodi,da irTvebodi siTeTriT da sosnis surneliT,mtredebs mwyemsavdi dawyaroebs ugrovebdi kalTiT simRerebs

mis molodinSi...grZnob, imis iqiT arc sxva gza gaqvs, arc sxva sivrce,arc sxva dro da arc sxva Tavi gabaria gadasarCenad.sxva sasaxlec ar dgas miwaze,rom Segifaros veeba darbazSiaxali RmerTis momlodine.mihyvebi, rogorc mihyvebian vaJebs qalebi,sicocxlisTvis mihyvebi masacvnebiT savse, Tan morCili, Tan bednieri,Tan tkivilebis flasebs ixdi,Tan erTgulebis aRTqmas udeb.ai, xidi, romelzec gaxval,arc ise farTo, magram mtkice mamis xeliviTTumc gacveTili misi cxenis oqros nalebiT,gacveTili imedebiTac,rom erTxel mainc gadaivli dadamTavrdeba amqveynad mosvla uTvalavjer

mwvane balaxad...vin icis swored am xidis qveS cxovrobs

axla is gombeSo,Senad qceva rom ewada.vin icis, ai, es buCqebi isxamda wiTel margalitebs,gvirgvinad rom gsurda mogewna,aqeTobisas mobrunebulsmogerTo Tavi endrosferis idumalebiT.ai, miwa unayofo.zed rom arasdros ar gaSlila erTi yvavili,dRes Seni saxli unda gaxdes Seni sasaxle,ai, damzrali, mowyurebuli sknelis Tvalebiam miwidan gakvirdebian.sknelebia Seni qorwilis darbazebi,savse Savi mzeTa sinaTliT.Sedi Tamamad.

iq Segiyvans Seni raindi,iq moixsnis muzarads da aRkazmulobas.iq daidgmeba Tqveni taxti da sarecelic.iq ainTeba Seni Tmis cecxlida gaanaTebs darbazs, romelsacSennairi patarZali bevri unaxavs.iq daukraven Zvlis salamurebs.acekvdebian Seni sefe Wia-matlebi.jer ki isev xids gacdi da mxolod wyali gadaiare.nu mouyvebi am qveynis sizmars,arsad midis, versad waiRebs,amouTqmeli tanjvis ZeZvi mosdebia imis napirs.gzas ki, romelsac ucxo mzis nisli adevs mtveriviT,sul aqaa, sul aqeT modis,mgzavris tareba ar bezrdeba,dausruleblad moimRerisxnarcvis qorwils, goraxis lxins, beltebis nadims.uTvalavi wlis win danTebul sanTelsac naxav,unda Caaqro, Torem dawvavs xriok miwas,wyalsac dawvavs, qvasac, lodebsac,Sens mxedarsac dawvavs samudamodda vis gayvebi colad, sicocxlev,vin wagiyvans sikvdilis garda?aq, aravin aRar Segxvdeba,miraJebis did saufloSi aravin uwyis Seni saxeli,vinRa migixmobs puris saTesad,vin mousmens Sens namRers davin getyvis ase:aha, dagTese, inayofe, ibibine,rom vervin micnosSens sxeulSi Camdgari mze maradisobis,rom mSobon rogorc sixaruli aRsasrulisa,rogorc miwis ukuRma piri,fesvebis tye udaburi,da udabnos qviSis simravle da siCumis sagalobeli...jer ki sizmris xids gadaviarT,romlis qveS wyali nakurTxiaorTave mxaris dasamoyvreblad,es wyalia sul pirveli qorwilis mowme...cxenebs mixedavs, vinc pirveli daibadeba...

wesi

iqneb cxovreba, rogorc mdinareda nawilebi am cxovrebisa,rogorc fSanebi,or napirs Soris miedineba.gamoRmas _ wesi ewodeba,gaRmas ki _ wesis darRveva hqvia.wesebis dacvas da darRvevasTaviseburad axerxebs yvela.RmerTmac ramdenjer daarRvevinawesi da rigidedamiwaze, wyals,aseTi rom yofiliyo?!uwylod sicocxleTavis wesebs ras daicavda?!wesis dacvas da darRvevas SorisCaWediliaepoqebi,geniosebi,masxarebi,gmirebi danaTelmxilvelni...wesi imitom gviwesdeba,rom davarRvioTda sicocxlis wesi davicvaTam uweso maradisobiT!

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oriaTas xuTi welia Tu eqvsi, zus-tad ar maxsovs, TbilisSi, saxlSi var.10 dRea, lomkas vagdeb, narkologi xa-Tuna Tu Sorena mexmareba. yovel dil-as modis da 231 saxis sxvadasxva wamalimoaqvs: fxvnilebi, raRac ampulebi,miqstura da yvela zomis, feris daformis abebi da kafsulebi. mec xar-bad da didi mondomebiT vsvam yve-lafers. Sedegad, gadebilebuli var,rogorc aravin _ giJi, araadekvaturida agresiuli. 4 dRe damrCa mkurnalo-bis da xaTunaSorenas gamocdilpro-fesionaluri azriT, sruli gamojan-saReba melis, magram 2 kviraSi wamalsver gadaagdeb, es albaT yvelasTviscnobilia, ubralod araa sakmarisidro. ki, tkivilebi, cieb-cxeleba, mud-mivi mousvenroba da raRac uJasebiaRar gawuxebs, magram TavSi erTi azrigaq _ wamali!!! wamali ginda, sxva _araferi. zustad vici, araerTgzisnamkurnalebi da gamojansaRebuli vy-ofilvar. erTi sityviT, reabilitaciamWirdeba. reabilitacia TbilisSi war-moudgenelia, ici, wamali sadRac aqveaquCaSi da egreve ikeTeb, TiTqmis yve-la, 100-dan 99 kaci igives Cadis, mur-tali ramea wamali.

amis gamo sadme unda wavide. ojax-uri konsiliumi Seikriba da xanmokleTaTbiris Semdeg gadawyda monasterSiwasvla.

ar vici, ratom, magram monasterisaqarTveloSi yvelaze miRebuli dagavrcelebuli sareabilitacio adg-ilia am saxis mkurnalobis mere. ara _vatrakeb. vici, ratom, magram raRaceWvi mepareba, vinc amas Cadis, yvela,morwmune da mlocveli iyos, metic,manamde, mgoni, umetes nawils Camsv-lelebisa sanTelic ara aqvs danTebu-li, Tu SemTxveviT ar moxvda eklesia-Si rame dResaswaulze (ufro, albaT,aRdgomas), magram sxvagan wavedi, sxve-bze ras vbazrob, ra SuaSi arian, me Tvi-Ton analogiuri warmomadgeneliviyavi am amsvlelebisa Tu Camsvleleb-is. mokled, konsiliumma kidev mcirediskusiaSi miiRo monawileoba da sab-oloo verdiqti gamoitana: fokaSimivdivar, raRac darekvebis dagarkvevebis Sedegad dadginda, rommarSutka ninowmindamde, igivebogdanovkamde, dilis 6 sT-ze gadis,iqedan foka 16 Tu 18 km-Sia da ramesgavyvebi, esec erTxmad gadawyda. _xval midixar!!! _ miTxres. Cemi xma ariTvleboda, konsiliumi, rogorcmcenares ise aRmiqvamda. _ kai. _ vu-pasuxe, Tan cota gamixarda, 10 dRe sax-lSi, es wamlebi, Tavisi _ exla esdalie! _ an _ is bevri ar dalio!!! _teqstebiT da saerTo damokidebule-ba yelSi amovida, aRar SemeZlo, yvelada yvelaferi nervebs miSlida.

dilas 5:30-ze didubeSi videqi, Tbi-lad Cacmuli, didi alpinisturi rug-zakiT, darCenili 4 dRis wamlebiT daSemarTebiT. dilis doza miRebulimqonda, araferi mawuxebda da mjero-da: yvelaferi advilad dasaZleviiqneboda. xo, kidev, 150 lari medojibeSi, romelic, Cemi Rrma rwmeniT,saerTod ar mesaWiroeboda, iq verdavxarjavdi, sigareti mqonda, mar-Sutka kidev 15 lari Tu raRac msgavsiTanxa Rirda. _ dagWirdeba! _ de-daCemma miTxra. brZnuli da jansaRirCeva iyo, damijereT.

6-ze Cavjeqi manqanaSi da daviZariT.sul samni visxediT, mZRolis garda meda somexi col-qmari. mZRolic somexiiyo. _ ramden xanSi CavalT? _ vkiTxe._ Cto? ne panimaiu. _ skolko vremeninado iexac do bogdanovki? _ Cto? _isev. saaTi vanaxe, xelebiT, fexebiT damartivi sityvebiT mivaxvedre, ra min-doda. _ aaa! _ da TiTebiT 12 manaxa._ Czz calqa net daroga _ Tqva daTavisi mxridan me amixsna, xel-fexiT darusul-somxuriT, raRac SemovliTigziT mivdivarTo. _ kai xo, gasagebia,poniatno. _ vuTxari. 12 saaTi da Senidedac movtyan! gavifiqre uazro dia-logiT daRlilma da ukana skamebzemivegde. egreve dameZina.

_ paren! paren! _ viRac manjRrev-

da. mZRoli, ra Tqma unda, bozi. _priexal, paren! _ ho, kai! kai, eeee! _tvini motyna. wamovizlazne, fulimiveci da Camovedi. saaTs davxede 5iyo. isev mZRolTan mivbrundi. _ mnenado v foka, gde maSini? _ foka? _gakvirvebulma mkiTxa. _ net, maSina,paren. _ da raRac somxurad Tqva, ma-gra icina. Tan foka, fokas imeorebda.amis dedaSeveci, ver vitandi. Senioqroskbilebiani dedac... nervebi mo-meSala. es axvari kidev Sustrad CaxtamanqanaSi da gaajva. gunebaSi vagineb-di mravalferovnad, Tan rugzakSiviqeqebodi, wamlebis dalevis dro iyoda ar mimiqcevia yuradReba, sad da raviTarebaSi viyavi. rogorc iqna mivage-ni SuadRis paikas da gamarjvebulma am-ovyavi Tavi rugzakidan, mara egrevedamenZra, Sua quCaSi videqi, grZeli,ganieri quCa iyo, aqeT-iqeT maRaziebisomxuri warwerebiT, bevri afTiaqi dasaerTod aravin, sulieris WaWaneba ariyo, araferi ar moZraobda, arc man-qanebi idga, an rame egeTi, Tan siCumeiyo absoluturi. mgoni, isic davinaxe,vesternebSi roa, gamxmari mrgvalimcenare, udabnoSi ro daagorebs nia-vi. gavSterdi. _ kai xo, ra dagemarTa,

lo, erTi sityviT, dagenZrao, egregamouvida. Tbilisis marSutka? xval 6-isTvis Camovao. gamovedi. iq ar SeiZle-boda darCena, didi Sansi iyo, movexa-rSe da SeveWame somex, dedal, sevanismonstrs. momitynavs loxnesis kuanaurCxuli, es gacilebiT apasni iyo.

gadasaxvevisken davaweqi, pataraaRmarTi aviare da daWeWyili gzis man-iSnebelic davinaxe. foka! sam ukvdavenaze ewera rogorc saWiroa, ise. is-ris mimarTulebiT gavixede, isedacdazafruli da ganadgurebuli am san-axaobam saboloo sasowarkveTilebam-de mimiyvana. uaxloesi 20 metri gza roiyo, mixvdebodi magra Tu daakvirde-bodi, am manZilis iqiT araferi, gaukv-alavi Tovlis borcvebi horizontam-de. ra unda meqna? videqi ylesaviT dakonsiliums, yvela keTilismsurvels,dedamiwas, dRevandel dRes, beds dasakuTar Tavs vaginebdi CemTvis gulSida Zalian mcioda. rugzaki davagde,davjeqi da gamosavalis Zebnaze daviw-ye fiqri, mara amasobaSi wamlebi gamex-sna da gamosavlis nacvlad raRac yle-obebze gadaverTe.

ro davbrundi, viRac biZa davinaxe,Cemsken modioda, mec avdeqi, Sevxvdi.

da wavediT, vuTxari. arao da Cafiqr-da, sufTa gandoni, viTom raRacebi ga-daiTvala. 65-io, bolos. gamecina. kai-meTqi, wamo, Seni dedac... miveci fuli.butkaSi adio. egreve avedi, ukve magarigayinuli viyavi.

Sevedi da momentalurad TvalebSidamibnelda, iseTi qoTi damxvda. azzero movedi, iqauroba davaTvaliere.eseTi suraTi daixata: bevri fqvilistomara, yvelis Tavebi, puri 1000 cali,ararsebuli arayi yuTebiT da 2 didicelofnis tomara wnili, erTi nivris,meore raRacis, ver mivxvdi, risi. kide5 kaci, 4 ese 35-40 wlisebi (albaT), erTibeberi, TeTri wveriT da xelSi joxiT.2 Tu 3 tomara magidasaviT edoT SuaSida garSemo isxdnen. eseni ro davinaxe,mivxvdi, arc yvelis, arc wnilis da arcrame sxva nivTierebis suniT ar yardabutka, konkretulad am jeelebis su-lisSemZvreli da Wkuidangadamyvaniaromati tivtivebda blantad haerSi.amaTi dedac... ise mcioda, yvelaferifexebze mekida. _ sadis, muJik. _ erT-erTma miTxra. davjeqi. karebi gaiRo damZRolma Semoyo Tavi, somxurad auxs-na viTareba biWebs, bozuri sicili daxiTxiTi atexes. albaT uTxra, 70 lar-Si gavwewe es loxio an rame egeTi, ias-nia. _ SenidedaSeveci! _Cavilaparakeda ufro moxerxebulad davjeqi. gavT-bi. siTbom wamlebis moqmedeba ganaax-la da yvelaferi ufro normaluri mo-meCvena. daviZariT. 8-is wuTebi iyo,Tovli wamovida da iseTi sibneleCamowva, arsad ro ar minaxavs. butkas 2iluminatoriviT fanjara qonda aqeT-iqeT, vixedebodi da verafersac vervxedavdi siSavis garda. albaT 15-iTmivdiodiT, Zalian nela.

_ ti atkuda? _ isev igive tipmamkiTxa, vinc dajeqio, miTxra. yvelazeaxalgazrda iyo mgoni, ra vici, me esemomeCvena. _ iz tbilisi. _ a! tbilisi.a Cto nada? _ v monastir iedu, v foka._ vupasuxe da kinaRam Tavi davaxieraRac rkinas, manqana warmoudgenladmoZraobda, xan daxtoda, xan kedlebzeTu myinvarebze ekideboda, jayjayebda,Rmuoda da dedasitynavda.

_ monastir? ti pop? _ didi Tmada didi wveri mqonda, es kide yle iyo._ ne pop, prosta v monastir iedu. vergaigo. _ ti pop? _ isev! _ net, ne pop._ meTqi, SemeSvas ra, ar mqonda amisTavi, vTbebodi. danarCenma oTxma arcerTi ena ar icoda. uazro bgerebsgamocemdnen da erTmaneTsac verafersagebinebdnen, ra undodaT, xui evo zna-et! yovel SemTxvevaSi, STabeWdilebaegeTi damrCa dRemde. arays uberavd-nen, yvels, wnils da purs ayolebdnenda nel-nela ylevdebodnen, etyobo-daT naglad gaidioteba.

_ davai, pei snami! _ ne magu, drug,likarstva piu, nilzia. _ vupasuxe.mara ver gaigo, ar icoda magdeni. _ti pop? _ kidev. es axvari Tan ikriWe-ba Tavisi bozuri oqros kbilebiT. yve-las oqros kbilebi aqvs, amaTi dedac...ar mevaseba es roJa, Tavidanve ver avi-tane, suliT proWi iyo, iwveboda.

_ ne pop ia! ponial! skolko raztebe povtoric?! _ nervebi momeSala,amis... Tan es gveluri Rimili. _ ti Cto,pei nu, ponial ne pop. pei snami, darogadlini, ustal muJik, pei xaraSo priex-al. _ tvini motyna. manqana saerTodgadairia, ucnaur da gansxvavebulxmebs gamoscemda, xan wioda, xan kidevise Rmuoda, meTqi, afeTqdeba, Tan Si-gadaSig Cerdeboda, buqsaobda daiRleboda.

_ nu davai, nalivai. _ bolos, meT-qi, amis dedac... davlev 1-2 Wiqas. _ nudavai. _ evasa es fraza da erTi samjergaimeora _ nu davai. plasmasis Wiqagamivso, momawoda, TviTon cot-cotasisxamdnen, amaTi... elvis siswrafiT ga-davylurwe es 100 grami. megona,davibridebodi, mara araferi, Cveu-lebrivad wavida. _ idi zdes sadis. _fqvilis magidasTan mimipatiJa, mTavarsayroleTSi. mivedi, ukve aRar mawux-ebda araferi, miveCvie albaT am yrol-sac (adamians xo ganusazRvreli Sesa-Zleblobebi da titanuri amtanoba ax-

luka sulakauri

mZime fqvili

SeCema, gaiCiTeba vinme, ra gaqvavdi dadaizafre, ra gWirs, ee!!! _ gavamxneveCemi Tavi. erTi momenti vifiqre, bavS-vobis ocneba amixda-meTqi, su mindo-da, qalaqSi erTi dRiT mainc gam-qraliyo sul yvela, reebs Cavidendi!eeh! mara es ar iyo Cemi ocneba, raRac-nairad Sinaganad mivxvdi da uaxloesimaRaziisken daviZari, wyali an ramesiTxe mindoda, wamlebis dasalevad.qari amovarda da Tovlis koriantelidaayena irgvliv, magra cioda, nel-nela dabnelebas iwyebda.

maRaziac ucnauri damxvda, uamravirame ewyo Taroebze da yvelaferisomxuri. marTla, sigaretic ki ar iyoCveulebrivi, arc koka-kola, an rameborjomi. gamikvirda. qali gamovidasaidanRac gverdidan, xvneSiT. _ Ctovam nadaaaa?! _ waimRera Tu mkiTxa, arvici. padobni sulieric pirveladvnaxe, albaT 345 kilo iqneboda, egeTiarsebebi ar arseboben, rogorc maxs-ovs, Cemze bevrad maRali iyo, an gan-aTeba iyo ucnauri, azze ar var, erTivici, ar iyo es adamiani. _ vadi, ieslimoJno. _ Zalian Cumad uTxari, marT-la SemeSinda, realoba davkarge. _kakuiu xawiweee? _ raRacnairadwelavda bolos. erT-erTi avirCie, raazri qonda, mainc yvelas somxuradewera da ra unda gamego. iqve gavxsenida es uamravi wamalic, iqve gada-vsansle. _ vam ploxooo? _ mkiTxaSewuxebuli saxiT, Tu saxe iyo is saer-Tod. ara-meTqi, mere raRacebi gamov-kiTxe. rusuli icoda, gaaswora, mararac miTxra, iman ar gaaswora saerTod.fokis gadasaxvevi aqve yofila, cotazemoT 200 metrSi, taqsi ar ario daromc iyos, imxela Tovli devs anuraliT, an minimum vilisiT Tu Caxva-

aqauri mecxvare aRmoCnda, rusuladgasagebad bazrobda, qarTuladac co-tas axerxebda. amixsna, marto oTxxid-iani manqaniT Tu Caxvalo, ara mgonia,ramem ro gamoiaros, mara gamoricxu-lic ar ario. aq ideqi, sxva gza ar gaqo.wavida da viRac, arsaidan aRmoceneb-ul kacebs SeuerTda, egreve CaerToyayanSi da mTavar moyayaned iqca, ety-oba, avtoritetiT sargeblobda mesniaborigenebSi.

TiTqmis dabnelda, isev Semcivda.vifiqre: cota xani gavCerdebi, iqnebrame gamoCndes da Tu ara, vinmes da-vadgebi, fuls mivcem, xvalamde ro dam-itovos, xval 6-ze marSutkaa da gava-jvav ukan saxlSi, yvelafris dedac...amdros biZam damiZaxa. mivedi. viRac Cve-nianebi iqeT midian qelexSi, proviziaCaaqvT da fokas gaivliano. gamiswor-da. fuli mieci, 20 wuTSi movleno, esecdaamata. davbrundi Cem adgilas da ar-gayinvas Sevecade xelebis tyapuniT,xtunviT da fexebis bakuniT. biZa sa-dRac moiqesTa, moyayaneebic aorTq-ldnen. bolomde dabnelda da magarisaeWvo ymuili atyda irgvliv. cotaxanSi daviZabe, vifiqre: xo ar mekaife-ba es gnida, mara amxela kaci ram gaagi-Ja, ras merCis ro? am fiqrebSi da eWveb-Si viyavi, manqanis xma ro gavige, erTwuTSi farebmac momanaTa. _ eee!!! vsi-uu!!! gaaCere!!! astanavis!!! _ gadavud-eqi. gaaCera. vaenni manqanebi roa xakis-feri, kuzaoze butkasaviT ylinji roadgas da cota kamazs ro gavs, eg iyo.mZRolTan mivedi, meTqi, fokaSi dam-tove, fuls mogcem. kaio, mara uceb ambozma, 100 lari undao. amas Sigaaq, gav-ifiqre, 18km-ia, to! _ kak sto, ti CtoSutiS? _ net daroga. _ mipasuxa. ico-da nabozarma, sxva gza ro ar mqonda. 50

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asiaTebs, sxva gza Tu araa). vsvamT. esoTxi bneli da maxinji arakaci magarimTvralia, somxur Tu raRac TavianTenaze bazroben, ironiuli da TeslurisifaTebiT miyureben da icinian Siga-daSig CaTlaxurad. beberi zis, xmas ariRebs, marto svams da niors aCanagebs,albaT 500 cali daaToxlava, gaCere-basac ar apirebs mgoni, Wamos me ra...mokled vsvam isev da nervebi meSlebaamaT Semxedvares, ukve raRac Tavis-nair, gandonur simRerebsac RiRineben.mere vifiqre, amaTi dedac, raze viSlinervebs da CavirTe, rusul-qarTuli,gadaxlarTuli winadadebebi davayare,naxevarze meti ar esmodaT da sisule-leebis laparakiT gaverTe. gavmx-iaruldi. amasobaSi 12 gaxda, ramdenxanSi CavalT, vikiTxe. _ ni znai, 8, ili10, daroga net, sneg. _ mipasuxa rome-liRacam. isev nervebi momeSala, magradaviRale, mara ra unda meqna? manqanaufro xSirad Cerdeboda da buqsaob-da, siswrafec iseTi aRar qonda,rogoric startis dros. erTi 5 Wiqadavlie, arayma wamlebTan erTad saer-Tod gamagiJa, reaqciaSi Sevida, raRa-cebi meCveneboda Tu viTiSebodi, minisizmrebs da gaugebar, uazro xilvebsvxedavdi. _ mne bolSe ne nalivai! _vuTxari, kuTxeSi erTi tomara miva-CoCe, rugzaks miveyude da daviZine.

ar vici, ramden xans meZina, xandax-an njRreva da manqanis xma maRviZebda,mara isev viZinebdi. bolos sicilma daxorxocma gamaRviZa, jer amaT gavxede,meTqi, ra xdeba, ibridebian siciliT,Tan me miyureben, es beberi Teslic ici-nis, me magis cxovreba movtyan, mere ze-moT avixede da kinaRam tvinSi sisxliCameqca, es axalgazrda nabozari Tavzemadgas, orive xelSi fqvili uWiravs daTavze mayris, tanze davixede. su fq-viliani var, albaT erTi 10 wuTi ma-frqvevda, amis dedas Seveci! uceb avd-eqi da yelSi veci. _ Sen dedas movty..._ ver davamTavre Rriali, egreve muS-ti momxvda cxvirSi, damsva adgilze,sisxli wamomivida. isev, rac SemeZlo,Sustrad avdeqi, am dros manqana Sein-jRra, es gnida inerciiT Cemsken wa-moborZikda da mTeli ZaliT Tavi vxie,magra moxvda, ukan gadavarda da karsmiexeTqa, amasac cxviri gautyda, sisx-li waskda da 1-2 wami miiTiSasaviT. yve-la wamoiSala, kide kai 12 nomeri opine-li mqonda, xmaliviTaa, imxelaa, gavxs-eni. danam Tavisi qna, egreve gaSeSdnenyleebiviT cota xani. bolomde gavaf-rine. vici, ro dambridon da damagdonsadme TovlSi, Cem yles mipovis vinme,Tan mament albaT spasobnebiarian.yovel SemTxvevaSi, eg me ar vicida me ro spasobni var yvelaferze, egzustad vici. _ modiT yvela! Tqvenidedebi movtyan! Tqve bozebo! TavebsdagaWriT, Tqveni mSiSara dedikoebi..._ rac ki cxovrbaSi gineba gamigia Tugamomigonebia, yvelafers vRrialeb dazustad vici, yvelas Tu ara ors maincgavTxri da mere ra moxdeba, kidev san-

axavia. esenic iginebian somxurad, maraar iZvrian adgilidan jer. xuTni arianda mainc Caijves amaTi utrako dedac...amxela siri, es babuc fexzea, igineba,joxs iqnevs da rogorc me mivxvdi, amxn-evebs amaT. magis ganvlil da darCenilwlebs davajvi. erTi 7-8 wami videqiT, vR-rialebdiT, bolos mTavari bozi daiZranela, xelSi boTli uWiravs. ar mindo-da aq sikvdili, Tan visi xelidan, amaTisuniani dedac... sisxli ar miCerdeba,mTeli nikapi da kurtka sisxliani maq,Tan pirSi Camdis da vifurTxebi maza-lod, xels miSlis zedmeti raRacebi.esec sisxliania da orive Tvalze fanariadevs, magra moxvda boziSvils. amasvuyureb da romeliRacam gverdidanwixli mxia, momepara SeumCnevlad. meT-qi, damesevian, isev movaswari adgoma,boTli ver momiqnia, eSinodaT danisZaRlebs, albaT. axlos iyo mTavari gni-da da vifiqre, vso, egaa, exla gavTxri,movuqnie da raRac yleobas fexi wam-ovkari, tyuila moqneuli gamomivida dakinaRam damenZra, kide kai, davinaxe mo-qneuli da Zlivs movaswari Tavis gawe-va, mxarSi momxvda, TiTqmis verc vigrZe-ni. uceb manqana gaCerda.ai, sad damen-Zra, erTianad ro damesion da martomanqanidan gadamagdon, ueWvelad gaviy-inebi, to. gza araa, wyvdiadia, qarbuqi,purga da dedistyvna. isev yvela gaCer-da, danas xeli movuWire da bolo ri-vokisTvis movemzade, darwmunebuliviyavi, rac unda eqnaT, rogorc unda Se-momseodnen, mTavar nabozramde mivaRw-

evdi da boziSvil xumaras gamov-fatravdi RoriviT. boRma maxrCobda,es danarCeni Sakalebi aRar maintere-sebda, marto imas vuyurebdi.

kari gaiRo da qarTuli laparakigavige. magra gamisworda, amov-isunTqe, uceb Tvalwin damidga,rogor davsjidi am axvrebs, mara ime-di gamicruvda, karSi mama lazare Se-movida didi joxiT da ori axalgazr-da biWi, egreve danaze mecnen, didiWidaobis, jajguris da gawevebis Sem-deg dana amaxies da gareT gamaTries.mama lazare erTi 5 wuTi gaCerda Sig-niT. xma gamodioda, datuqsa Tavise-burad, mara me ufro nervebi momeSa-la. bolos bodiSebi gavigone. _praswi, lazare, ni znal. _ daaxloe-biT eseTebi. bolomde moviSale, boR-ma maxrCobda, cudad viyavi, yelSiburTi globusisxela gaxda. mokvlamindoda im pidarastis. mokled, sisx-lisRvras gadavrCi, Cavjeqi vilisSida wamovediT. gamikvirda, rogor,saidan mogvagnes am wyvdiadSi da si-carieleSi. mere gavige, dedaCems dau-rekavs, ainteresebda, Cavedi Tu ara.mama nikolozi gabrazda, egre rogorwamovida, manqana sam dReSi iqnebao,rogor ar gagvafrTxilao. mere esenigamouSva ninowmindaSi da sadRac Sua-Si Segvxvdnen.

_ kide kargi, daginaxeT, Torem gzasaerTod araa, varaudiT movdiodiT,bolomde albaT verc CavaRwevdiT, 10-jer gagviCerda manqana, ZlivsZlivo-biT amogvyavda Tovlidan, magrad vi-wvaleT. madloba ufals! droze dag-inaxeT da ar agcdiT, yvelaferi kar-gad damTavrda! _ miTxra lazarem. _sisxli moiwminde. _ cxvirsaxoci mo-mawoda. ver moviwminde, gaxma da armomSorda. saSinel xasiaTze viyavi,simTvralisgan da wamlebisganWkuidan gadasuli. su imis saxe medgaTvalwin... fexi rogor wamovkari mTa-var momentSi... fqvils rogor mayri-da boziSvili.

raRacebs mekiTxebodnen gzaSi,mara ar maxsovs, iq ar viyavi. 4 saaTam-de kide viareT, wvalebiT da buqsao-biT. mivediT monastramde bolos, 7xdeboda. 3 nagazi yefiT Segxvda, erTididi da ori mozardi. _ ar SegeS-indes, qarTvelebs ar kbenen. _ isevmamaom Tqva. Zlivs gadmovedi man-qanidan, araferi ar mainteresebda. arvici, daZabulobisgan Tu risgan, maraufro mTvrali da samarcxvino viyavi,fexze Zlivs videqi da gaugonar yle-obebs viZaxdi. ras, zustad ar maxsovsda survilic ar maqvs gaxsenebis. bo-los Zlivs Sevedi, ufro swored, ese-ni Sevidnen, me Semitanes. mama ni-kolozi gamovida, monastris winamZR-

vari, momesalma. ro Semxeda da pasux-ic moismina, mixvda, dRes saubars azriar qonda. ecineboda, su TeTri viyavifqvilisgan, saxe sisxliani da gasiebu-li, vyanyalebdi da romeliRac mkvdarenaze vmetyvelebdi, SeiZleba Sumeru-lad, ar vici, arc eg maxsovs. _ waiyva-neT, daabanineT da daaZineT! xval vila-parakoT. _ Tqva da wavida. _ tualet-Si minda! _ viRacas vuTxari, mgoni,Cemi ena esmoda, gaigo. aqeT-iqedan mx-arSi amomidgnen da daviZariT, tuale-ti sadRac qvemoT iyo, vertikalurikibiT unda Casuliyavi, Zneli iyo im wu-Tas. _ nela, nela jer erTi fexi, me-ore, midi cotac. aha, yoCaR! _ laza-res karnaxiT da iq myofi 11 kacis dau-Ralavi Sromis da Tavdadebis SedegadfiniSamde mSvidobiT mivedi. samwuxar-od, finiSidan CeCmamde kide 5 nabijiiyo gasavleli, romelic, Cemi azriT,aranaer mzakvrobas ar mimzadebda. _me TviTon! vso, kargad vdgavar! _vTqvi damajereblad, xeli gavaSvebineda wavedi. _ biWo, yvelaferi moy-inulia mand, frTxilad!!! _ saube-durod, bolo gafrTxileba gvian gav-ige, Tan ukve bolomde viyavi darwmu-nebuli Cem SesaZleblobebSi, kari ga-vaRe da amayad Sevabije mcire wyvdi-adSi. ra Tqma unda, egreve fexi amisri-alda da mTeli ZaliT davaskdi CeCmisyinulovan fskers. marTla Zalian met-kina yvelaferi. xerxemali raRacsaSinel, uazrod gadebul ficarze ga-davamtvrie da kefiT CeCmiswina yinu-lovan velze Cemi Tavisxela yinuli am-ovamtvrie da Rrma da idealuradmrgvali Rrmuli Sevqmeni, romelicsasircxvilo damRad iqca. TiTqmis 2Tve viyavi iq da yovel Casvlaze Cemikefis anabeWdi safiqrals miCenda, mecvfiqrobdi mourideblad, sanam yinu-lovan tualets vstumrobdi.

erTi sityviT, rogorRac wamo-mayenes, mere didi gaWirvebiT da ox-vriT movfsi, biWebis daxmarebiTdavibane sisxlfqviliani saxe, mere ke-liamde mimaciles, rugzakidan spal-niki amoiRes, gamxades, Camawvines,Semkres da damtoves, damtvreuli, gu-laCuyebuli, Sercxvenili da saSineli.ra unda meqna? Sevegue beds da daviZine.

meore dRes wamlebi CamomarTves,damcines, momefernen da iqaurimoZraobis wesebi amixsnes. mec vicine,guSindeli ambavi movyevi, nervebi mo-meSala da nel-nela iqaur ritms avyevi.2 Tvis mere Camovedi, reabilitirebu-li?..

P.S. kurtkas da Sarvals 2 dRe vw-menddi da vferTxavdi. araferma uSve-la, fqvili SigniT Cabudda, Cacement-da da aRarasodes gamovida. tansacme-li gadavyare.

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* * *saqarTvelos istoriis moRala-

teebi: erT-erTi popularuli gazeTiserT gverdze eteva maTi gvarsaxele-bi, maTi mzakvrobis CamonaTvali...vfiqrob: nuTu metni ar iyvnen? ho:iyvnen, ufro metni iyvnen, Tanac aramarto mefeebi da didmoxeleebi, sxva-dasxva fenaSic uxvad iyo moRalaturibacila, oRond maTi gvarsaxelebi,maTi avi wyveteba Jamma warecxa!.. asea:moRalate mdabio ganqarda, gadaego:aRara sCans!

* * *Semoqmedebasac aqvs zRvruli sima-

Rle: amaze maRla da amaze Sors ver-avin wava! morCa da gaTavda!.. jigite-bo, yvela WeSmarit Semoqmeds da yve-la RvTiTkurTxeul sityvismCxibavsTavisi zRvari udevs da Tu iZalavebda zRvars gadaabijeb, iqve iwyebaumizno sityvaTmravloba daTavisTavis gameoreba usasrulo... ehda uh!.. meti ra giTxra, veJo!

* * *didgoris grZnoba maradiulia!

getyvi: Senc am omSi xar!.. maS, ilRazislaSqari sadRaao, ikiTxav Sen. ilRazisjari da TviT im mtarvalis ideaCaifesva, CasaZirkvlda yoveli momx-duris, yoveli moRalatis, mex-uTekolonelis, rezidentis, mruded-metyvelis da mrudesaqmismqmnelissulSi da guloxerSi!.. xolo amborotebis winamdgomeli yoveli ma-vani wminda daviT aRmaSeneblis mxedar-ia da is didgoris sisxlisRvreli omismonawilea: is ibrZvis da igebs dididaviTis oms!.. da am maradiuli omiskvaldakval saukunedan saukuneSi gad-moismis wminda mefis xma sakvirveli:`eha, meomarno qristesano!..~

* * *bebriscixis zamTari. Tovli sul

mcire: yapyi. zamTris Rame aq saocradmSvidia; gadaZaxil-gadmoZaxils vergaigoneb: mezoblebi aRar arian!Ramisferi SaSvebic xom Ramem damala...exla Wotic imaleba: misi Rameuli qvi-Tini aRar moismis... JamiJam mSiera mg-lis ymuili aisveteba am daTovlil,bnel xeobaSi... da kidev... aragvis mim-qrali, yru Sxuili: maradiuli xma,saaragvos Tanamdevneli...

* * *deduna baCiaSvili... gasuli sauku-

nis 64 Tu 65 weli; iura jafariZis

dasawyisi pirvel gverdze

folkloruli eqspedicia TianeTSi.ivris xeobis laSaroba... iq Sevxvdi mixaxelaSvilis qaliSvils Tamar xelaS-vils; Tan axldnen: Zma aleqsi razikaS-vili, mixas da pelagia da deda dedunabaCiaSvili: mixa xelaSvilis didi siy-varuli; mixam xom Tavis erT-erTSedevrSi daubara, colo, ar gaTx-ovdebodeo, magram... gaTxovda! Cven,studentebs, is moRalated migvaCndada, samwuxarod, amis gamo bevri ramver CaviwereT! Cemze uTxres, poet-iao... da Tavmdablad, gulCamjiRviTSemekiTxa, xalxurad Tu swero... ai,mixai ki xalxurada swerdao... da pir-isaxe auwereli mwuxarebiT aevso... Ca-mawerina mixas ramdenime leqsi: isleqsebi mogvianebiT ediSer giorgaZ-es gadaveci... deduna baCiaSvili: xan-moTeuli qali iyo, Tumca kargad emC-neoda mware JamTasvliT warecxilisilamazis kvali...

* * *gulCamjiRviT meubneba: patarebi

varT, biZiko, patarebi! RobemZvralaCiti xom ginaxia, sul Robis axlomax-lo rom binadrobs. meCitia romdaeqroleba, umal RobeSi ki miimale-ba. meCiatia qori farTxalebs, aqeT-iqiT awydeba, RobeSi ki ver miZvrebaRobemZvralas kvadakval... da rCebapirSi Calagamovlebuli!.. ase: sima-gresTan, axlomaxlo unda vidgeT, aseunda aviridoT qoradqceuli mteri!..es icoden Cvenma Zvelebma: marto cix-eTa kedlebi rodi icavda maT, aramedxevRreebis, uRrani tyeebis da mTebisgamoyeneba icoden kargad!.. Toremqors gaSlil sivrceSi Tu Seebi, vergadarCebi!.. es bolo viTom omi ro ga-daixades am Cvenma bedovlaTebma, sa-marcxvinod ro waages, gana amis das-turi araa?!. dafiqrdi, veJo, dafiqr-di!

* * *netav arwivad maqcia! _ mReris ma-

vani... nuTu zaratustras arwivad yof-na swyuria?!. da enatreba ZvelisZveligamoqvabuli da iq CurCuli vinme mwir-isa... da mekacuri gvelis sunTqva, mi-ukarebi... xolo gvelad gadaqcevas aranatrobs, arc mZvinvare lomad yofnaara swadia!.. mxolod arwivad gada-qceva: mTebis Semovla... vin icis, amloms lomad yofna kidec moswyinda!..vin icis!..

* * *aha: kvlav aravinai!.. meubneba: Cemi

siRaribe rom gagkvirvebia, erTi Sens

siRatakesac Caxedeo... arc mikvirs!..Cemo Soreulo Zmav, aravinav, Cemolanduro oreulo... ar mikvirs SenisiRatake da, modi, me da Sen siRaribisgamarTleba moviZioT, SevqmnaT Tun-dac amgvari ram: rom poetobissayrdeni da ZirisZiri ukiduresi siR-atakea! magaliTebic uxvad aris Cven-Sic da mTel ukidegano msoflioSic...ai, Tundac didi poeti terenti grane-li, visac siRaribis ara rcxvenoda,Tumca jvarcmad miaCnda: `ZvirfasoSalva, araTu kacma, bavSvmac ki icisWama da Cacma; Sen siRaribes ar icnob,albaT, romelic aris patara jvarc-ma!..~ ase, Zvirfaso aravinav, jvarcmisnu Segrcxveba!.. dae, viyoT ase jvarc-mulebi me da Sen da didi terentigraneli!.. da sxvebic, sxvebic!.. mkiTx-velo, am Canawers gulSi mimalulisircxvilis gamxelad nu CamiTvli!..poets RmerTma xeli imitom ki ar mis-ca, samaTxovrod rom gaiSviros,aramed: kalmis satareblad poeziisRvTaebriv gzaze!

* * *didi arxoteli: gabriel jabuSa-

nuri... maxsovs, man Seagina Cemi uax-loesi megobari: aludav, Seni dedac...amxela xelebis patroni rogori poe-ti gamoxval, ha?!. gumanma umtyuvnajabuSanurs: aluda kargi poeti dakargi moqarTule dadga! amas moeswrojabuSanuri!.. xma dairxa: gabrieljabuSanuri sikvdilis sarecelze wev-so... sanaxavad mivediT me da Cemi si-mamri aleqsi WinWarauli... gaixara,wamodga. amayad, xevsurulad inana: amoxrebma daleva amikrZales, albaT,male leqsis werasac amikrZalaveno...maSin Tqva: vaJai 54 wlisa mokvda, me raufleba maqvs, metxans ro vicocxlo!..es survili udaod auxda: 54 wlisaaResrula!.. erTxel zemelze davinaxe:vitrinebs aTvalierebda; ase iyo: vit-rinebSi yureba uyvarda Zalian: amiTraRac survils ikmayofilebda... gab-rieli sakmaod xelmokle iyo: wvril-manebis yidvac ki uWirda!.. maSinmiTxra, ioseb noneSvilTan mivdivar`literaturul saqarTveloSi~, wamo-di, gagacnobo... iq iosebi mTavar re-daqtorad muSaobda. gavyevi. gamac-no...

* * *es aris leqsi... damijere, nu cdi-

lob, rom gaigo! ecade, rom igrZno!..

* * *da es miTxra aravinama: maocebs,

ratom vZulvar adamianebs: TiTqmis

wera-kiTxvis ucodinar jamaaTs!.. amaTxom `dedaenis~ garda sxva wigni xelSiar auRiaT! Cemi nawerebi wakiTxulirom hqondeT, maSin viazrebdi: albaT,ar moewonaT da amis gamo vZulvaro,magram ase ar aris! rom vuTxra, Tqvensmagier me vfiqrob, me vkiTxulob da mevwero, albaT, honoraridan Tavis wilsmomTxoven! marTlebic iqnebian! ra gin-da, amaT magier ratom wer, amaT magi-er ratom cxovrob, amaT magier ratomaSaveb, amaT magier ratom kvdebi! eh,veJo!

* * *SavnaRvelis Semovardna: mwuxri

depresiis... araqauri burusiT aRv-sili sivrce, sadac iqmneba bevri ramiseTi, rasac esaZirkvleba auxsneli wy-obilsityva, saWapanwyveto teqsti,rasac xSirad da samwuxarod amgvarikomentari mosdevs: ver gavige! ra qnasmkiTxvelma? vfiqrob: am gamouvalmdgomareobaSi grZnobebs unda endos!magram grZnobebis deda xom ganwyobaa.aha, am daskvnamdec mivediT, rom poezi-is grZnobiTi aRqma mxolod ganwyobilmkiTxvels SeuZlia... xolo es mkiTxve-li TiTqmis poetia!

* * *sakvirveli saxelebi: qalis – qal-

TaTavi; kacis – didvaJi; fSavSi gagoni-li saxelebi...

* * *daTvkentavri... orma vinadireT,

magram ver movkaliT is daTvi, romel-sac sofeli kaciWamiobas abralebda...aqeTobas, devisxevs rom movuax-lovdiT, gavigoneT xeebis lewvis xma:Semzaravi, SiSismomgvreli! ̀ egaa, kaci-Wamiaa, miTxra megobarma, Cvens kvalzemodis, male dagvecema!..~ da isicgamoCnda: wvrili Simelebis TavzegamoCnda misi arkaluli mxarbeWi damZlavri kiseri: zed SiSveli qali ejdada egre Canda, TiTqos goraki agore-buliyo da miTelavda Simelebistevrs, mZime qSeniT miikvlevda gzas...`Cvenze modis, miTxra megobarma, egaa,vesvri...~ `vis esvri, qals?..~ `ara, ara,mag arTvals, mag nabiWvars!..~ Tofimoimarjva... da im wams gaisma stvenan-arevi frutuni da Cvenken wamovidabeltebad daglejili miwa, mtveriskorianteli da qva-RorRi. Tvalebidagvivso, dagvibnela... da amSemzaravi nadiris fexisxmam TiTqosTavze gadagviara... da Sors, devisxe-vis siRrmeSi miwyda, gauCinarda... `raiyo, veJo, daTvkentavri?..~ `ara,qaldevi! _ vuTxari me, – araferic ariyo, mogveCvena, am xevma moCvenebebiicis...~ `maS, qalic?..~ `ho, qalic dadaTvic: orive moCveneba iyo!..~ `maganmTeli ferdobi moglija da zed mogva-yara, netavi mesrola mainc...~`moCvenebas ar unda esrolo: vermoklav... moCveneba cecxlis aliviTaa,cecxls ki tyvia ar ekareba... eg mx-olod wyliT unda Caaqro, amitomaamoCvenebebs wylisa rom eSiniaT! asea,veJo, ase!..~

* * *icvleba wami, icvleba wuTi. icvle-

ba dRe da icvleba Rame. icvleba Tve.icvleba weli. icvlebian weliwadisdroebi... icvlebian epoqebi... icvlebapartiebi, icvleba partiebis saxele-bi; oRond partiebis aRnagoba,suliskveTeba da Sinagnoba aris ucv-leli da mdgradi, rogorc aragvisnatotni da damrgvalebuli ramlodi... am lodis sferul zedapirzedResac sweria vaJa-fSavelas sityve-bi, Zvel droSi partiebis gamo naTq-vami: `lanZRva-ginebis alaverds er-TurTTan gadadiano...~ ara, didomgosano, partiebis suliskveTeba damizani ar icvleba: dResac igivea, raciyo maSin!..

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erTxel, uxsovar dros, roca Tbi-lisSi erT quCas plexanovi erqva, erTpatara biWs mamam lekvi aCuqa. patara,Savi pudeli iyo, sveli cxviri hqonda,movardisfro Ripi iatakze dasTrevdada sul dasunsulebda, sul raRacasynosavda. Zalian magari lekvi iyo esdezi.

mere dezi avad gaxda _ da mec wavx-di. isedac Znelad vkiTxulob cx-ovelebis ambebs _ rogorc wesi, raRacsaSineleba unda datrialdes, da aqacvifiqre, daviRupe-meTqi. magram_ ara!dezi gadarCa, imitom, rom TbilisSierT taqsis mZRols ZaRlebi Zalian hy-varebia, zemo veraze mcxovrebi eqimigena marTlac SesaniSnavi eqimi iyo, da,rac mTavaria, RmerTma patara biWisxvewna-mudara Seismina da angelozigamogzavna, sagangebo angelozi, pat-ara biWebis da lekvebis mfarveli.

ra kargia-meTqi, zalikos vuTxari,dezi rom gadarCa-meTqi. Zaliano,miTxra zalikom, da mere saidumlogamando: ar gadarCenila, magram eg mevici da isic kmara, rom me vidarde, sx-vebi raRad unda dardobdneno.

me mgoni, sworia. isic kmara, racgvWirs. saerTod, bevrad ajobebs, Tu„cxovrebas caSi atyorcnil xmalsSeadareben da ara abazanis naxvretSixrialiT gauCinarebul sapnian wy-als...~

ana korZaia-samadaSvili

zaal samadaSvilis

bolokeTili ambebiaxla ki bakur sulakauris gamomcem-

lobam zaal samadaSvilis axali kre-buli dabeWda _ „60". jer vifiqre, romwigni samoc moTxrobas moicavda, Tur-me ara, avtori samoci wlisa gamxdara.cota gamikvirda, magram eg araferi.

wigni sami aTwleulis moTxrobebsmoicavs. danamdvilebiT vici, rommkiTxvels sqeltaniani krebulebiafrTxobs, amitom mogaxsenebT, rom sa-SiSi araferia: wigni erTi amosunTqviTikiTxeba, arcerT gverdze ar moginde-baT „gadaxtoma~, da Tu aqamde zaalsamadaSvilisa araferi wagikiTxavT,momilocnia, didi siamovneba geliT.Tu Tqvenc „imdroindelebi~ xarT, av-tori Tqvensas giambobT, Tuki alionzerZis fardulebTan abuzuli grZelirigi arasodes ginaxavT, zaal samadaS-vili Tavis qalaqs gagacnobT, da esZalian kargi qalaqia, sadac yvelazemagari biWebi da gogoebi cxovroben,da ki, zogjer didad ar ulxinT, magramerTmaneTi Zalian uyvarT da metiraRa... ki, mere berdebian da isec xde-

ba, rom gogos, erT dros „Slaizing-eris~ Cogani rom hqonda da „lakostas~TeTri puloveri rom ecva da zamTar-zafxul mzemokidebuli rom daqrodaCogburTis kortebze, qmari idiotihyavs da wvimaSi, puris rigSi uwevs dgo-ma, SelanZRuli CeqmebiT, talaxiT gas-vrili labadiT... mere, ra! mainc lama-zia da erTi kargi, cota asakovani biWiiseve moxibla, roca „lamazad daafer-da boTli, Tvalebic lamazad milulapirveli ylupis Semdeg...~ es sabralo,sentimentaluri ormoci wlisani...

mec plexanoveli var da mec Semx-vedria erTxel biWi, cxviramde aweu-li SarfiT _ Sexedavdi Tu ara,Tvalebisken gageqceoda mzera. eusacvicnobdi, metsac mogaxsenebT, broSk-asac _ ho, marTla, da broSkas ambavi?..gigis magidaze rac ewera, egeni mecvici da barisaxo, daTvijvari, Satili,muco, awunTa CemTvis kvalavac yvelazemniSvnelovan sityvebad rCeba. mokled,obieqturi mkiTxveli ara var, magram

imis Tqma ki SemiZlia _ obieqturad _rom „60" im wignTagania, zamTris bnelsaRamoebs rom gvinaTeben. ai, magidasrom miujdebi, wigns rom gadaSli daxmamaRla rom waukiTxav ojaxiswevrebs, didebs da patarebs: „Svidiwlisa viyavi, vijeqi papiseuli saxlisWraWunaiatakian SuSabandSi da...~

ra kargia, rom dezi gadarCa da ax-lac sadRac dasunsulebs da Savi sve-li cxviriT yvelafers ynosavs daynosavs...

* * *RimiliT dasZenda aravinai: virw-

munoT, rom yovladZlieri RmerTisferuli ramaa: Secnobadi, magramuwvdeneli... da is Cvens azrebs, Cvenslandebs da Cvens maZieblobas irek-lavs uwvdenel wrewirze da siRrmeSiar uSvebs... da isic virwmunoT, rom em-pireumisaken mimavali gza daxSulia,Caketilia da iqiT daZruli mokvdavimxolod sferos zedapirze tivtivebsda misi SeWirveba, misi dardi, misi ver-wvdoma marto am ltolvis, am uSedegomcdelobis nawilia da meti araferi!..maS, mec xom am uazro wyvetebisTvisgamaCina da isic, vinc es RvTaebrivisfero dainaxa da Tavisi SeWirvebismizezic aRmoaCina... da is fiqrobs,rom sfero keTilia da is Tavis siR-rmeSi, empireumis wiaRSi ar miSvebs,radgan iq udavod gausaZlis viTare-bas gadaveyrebi! Tanac, iq ra ginda,sadac RvTaebrivi neba da gamZleobasufevs TavisTavSi da TavisTavSive qm-nis ganuwilvel maradisobas... wrewirsTiTqos ver `vxedavT~, xolo sferoscentri saCinoa: is aris wertili... da,aha, veJo, yovladZliers wertilSicSeuZlia davaneba!.. da es imas xom arniSnavs, rom zeciers TavisTvis enane-ba sivrce usazRvro. is Tavis nebaswertilis meSveobiTac aRasrulebs,Tanac ise, rom samyaroSi adgilsaravis ar arTmevs!.. da ai, ras getyvi,veJo, es aris sferokeTili: centrisaCinoa, xolo wrewiri warmovisaxoT:is SeiZleba Cvens gulebzec gadis... eh,ra gveSveleba Cven, gzadakargulebs!RmerTo, RmerTebo, sferoebo,wertilebo!..

* * *`minda SabaTi wignis dRed davawe-

so~, uTqvams saqarTvelos did patri-arqs. gulSimwvdeni azria! RmerTo, ne-tav daawesos!.. aseve sayovelTaod mis-aRebia amgvari ram: yoveli dRe romwignis dRe iyos! RmerTo, RmerTebo,netav daawesos!

* * *vambob: poezia kvdeba! ritmulad

davarcxnili poezia kvdeba: konvenci-uri leqsi suls Rafavs! sadaa mizezi?mizezi niWis qona-arqonaSia! vivarau-doT esec: momavalSi SesaZloa amg-vari ram moxdes: didi, warmRvneli ni-Wis poetis (an poetebis) gamoCeniskvaldakval, SesaZloa, axal sawyiszekvlav aRorZindes konvenciuri leqsida poeziis sikvdiliT gulgaxeTqilimkiTxveli kvlav daibrunos!.. Tumca

bwkareduli formebis daZleviT, Sesa-Zloa, verlibrmac gaaZlieros Tavisipoziciebi, gaamyaros da gamoicvalosprimitiuli suliskveTeba da yofiTiambebis aRweris nacvlad xeli mihyossulis Sinagani suraTebis (suliericxovrebis) aRweras, gardasaxvas, misuSeRavaTo xatvas!..

* * *ironiul-parodiuli nakadi... exla

vikiTxoT: vis an ris mimarTaa es iro-niul-parodiuloba? egeb avtoriTavisTavs gulisxmobs amis adresat-ad? egeb mkiTxvels, rac udaod usa-marTlobaa! Se kai dedmamiSvilo,mkiTxvelma ikadra Seni naweris wakiTx-va, xolo Sen madlobis magier ironi-ul-parodiul burusSi axvev, amasx-araveb, dascini! verc istoria iguebsamgvar Sexebas, amgvar gardasaxvas!rCeba zogierTi movlena, zogierTiqmedeba, rac udaod Rirsia, ironiul-parodiul WrilSi rom movaTavsoT!

* * *poeturi TamaSis kidev erTi saxe:

konvenciuri leqsis kidev erTi frTa:riTmis gamomgoneblobaze, riTmismignebaze orientirebuli poezia...kargia, Tu cudi, rom mekiTxebi: pasuxiara maqvs: ar vici!..

* * *vaJa-fSavelas portreti, babua

aludaurma rom maCuqa Satilobaze...didi poetis pirisaxe: gakvirvebuli...ukvirs es mTebi, es mdinare: nawil-iani!.. ukvirs es didi Satiloba, xalxm-ravali da wvimiT sveli!..

* * *poetoba xom Tavisi gulis mzeze

gamofenaa. Tanac: sxvebis gulebSi xe-lisfaTuri! mkrexeloba RvTiTdaw-yevlili!.. vici: am avazakobas romSemindobs Cemi mkiTxveli!.. Semindobsdidi laSarisjvari!..

* * *ra unda ukvdav vaJa-fSavelas? sul

ro damyurebs: movwonvar? ar movwon-var?..

* * *vinc naCqarev gadawyvetilebebs

iRebs, is cudi moxeleao, uTqvams ira-nis Zlevamosil Sah-abass... is

saqarTvelos pirsisxliani mteri iyo,magram Wkviani mteri... am mxriv udaod`gaumarTla~ Cvens ZvelisZvelebs!

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ase iyo: zogi mefe da diqtatorileqsis amoTqmis niWiT gamoirCeoda.gavixsenoT Cveni mefeebi: wminda dav-iT aRmaSenebeli, Teimuraz pirveli...gavixsenoT diqtatorebi: stalini, maoZeduni... da vTqvaT esec: did xataeTSiaraTu mefe, aramed didmoxelec ki vergaxdeboda is, visac leqsis amoTqmisRvTivkurTxeuli niWi ar mosdevda!

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udaod didi bednierebaa, dResmTargmnelobiTi bumi rom daiwyosaqarTveloSi... ucxo qveynebis`aTvisebam~, ucxo enebis bejiTad swav-lam, rogorc Cans, ukvalod ar Caiara!ver vityvi, rom gasul saukuneSiTiTqos araferi iTargmneboda. iyvnenkargi mTargmnelebi, visma Rvawlmacdidi gavleniT aRbeWdes Cveni liter-atura. oris moxmobac sakmaoa: 1. kon-stantine gamsaxurdia, visi Targ-manebiTac jer kidev im saukunis pirv-el meoTxedSi mkiTxveli srulyofi-lad eziara uolt uitmanis poezias:am Targmanebma axal simaRles aziarapoeturi verlibri... 2. vaxtang WeliZe,vinc Targmna amerikuli prozissaukeTeso wignebi: am TargmanebmakeTili gavlena moaxdina qarTulprozaze: es kargad igrZnoba CvenisaukeTeso mwerlebis guram rCeuliS-vilis, guram gegeSiZis da sxvebis naw-erebSi... aqve vityvi: ar gvaviwydebagasul saukuneSi jeimz joisis prozisadekvaturi Targmanebi, WeSmaritadniWiT cxebuli mwerlis niko yiasaSvi-lis naxelavi!..

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siaxle niWis Tvisebaa: ase gamigo-nia. mivendoT mkiTxvelis guls: is arisniWis mgrZnobeli... xolo `ucxo sity-vaTa leqsikonidan~ sxvadasxva termi-nis xSiri amokenkviT niWs veravin Se-icnobs: es aris mkiTxvelis gulisufleba upiratesi... WeSmariti mkiTx-velebisagan amgvari ramec gamigonia:aris orgvari niWi. erTi: leqsis amoTq-mis niWi, xolo meore: leqsis verTqmisniWi!.. asea, Zvirfasebo, uniWo poetsCvenSi nu daeZebT: is ar aris!

* * *sabednierod aRmoCnda da ukve ibe-

Wdeba lado kotetiSvilis proza: esaris Cveni literaturis axali sisxli,axali aRnagoba, axali haeri... aba, sadaxarT sxvadasxva juris plagiatorebo,Tvalze librmokidebulo epigonebo:gaweweT, gaiyaviT, gaabiTureT!

* * *ai, upasuxo SekiTxvac: mainc ro-

demde unda viyoT Cven warsulis un-ugeSo epigonebi?

* * *gogi Turmanauli. SesaZloa, ax-

aluxlebs bevrs arafers eubneba esgvarsaxeli, magram Cven gvaxsovs: isgvaswavlida saqarTvelos istorias:TviTonac am istoriis ukvdav person-aJebs gavda: leqsis gurmani, saaragvosdidi maspinZeli... aq gavixseneb WeSmar-iti, sityvamarTali poetis emzar kvi-taiSvilis erT leqss, `Cavlili~ romhqvia: `aragvis Wala. mTis zurgi.TeTri Rrublebis jogi. ar moge-natraT, biWebo, Turmanauli gogi!..misgan nasroli Sairi, xar-irmis yeli,yuri. gadamtkavluli beWebi da tanikalmaxuri...~ me davwere ori saWoW-mano sityva `poezia kvdeba~, magramgana SeiZleba, rom poezia mokvdes imqveyanaSi, sadac, RvTis SewevniT, gogiTurmanaulis msgavsi mkiTxvelebi jerkidev arian, sadac emzar kvitaiSvilismsgavsi RvTiTkurTxeuli da sityvama-rTali poetebi jer kidev daabijeben(am xmamaRal sityvebs emzari mapatie-bs)!.. aha: mainc imeds vebRauWebi: imedsgaumarjos!

* * *`RmerTo, Sen gaasamarTle~, skvi-

Torelze wers didi akaki. amas exvewe-boda mTeli saqarTvelo... exlac amasvevexvewebiT arsTa gamriges, magram essaRvTo sasamarTlo ara da ar Sesdga!ara da ara!

* * *bevri ram aris mTavari, magram erT-

erTi umTavresia mwerlis sikvdili,radgan amis Semdeg ixsnebian gzani wyv-diadisani: gamoCndeba, vin iyo is! esarasasurveli movlena bedisTvis nam-dvilad sasurvelia: is aTavisuflebsSexedulebebs, azrebs da... cremlebs!merwmune, sandoa 19 wlis geniosisnaTqvami: ̀ erT egec unda vifiqro, Cemssikvdils vin itirebsa~...

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balaxis mezobeli

ra saswauli ajobebswyarosTan erTad lxenasaan _ frinvelebis mxardamxarTavdaviwyebul frenasaan _ Soreuli naTebisgulidan gulSi denasaan _ monatrebul ezoSirom gaSli nabdisZvelasada grZnobis meaTasedsacver aTqmevineb enasa.

ra saswauli ajobebsmzis sakravebis JRerasaan _ mwvervalebis sixaruls _kriala caze elvasaan _ udabnoSi Rrublidanmargalitebis cvenasaan _ sicocxlesTan kamaTsa(pasuxebs ambobs Wrelasa)an _ dardis ardaberebasda ase gadarCenasa...

ra saswauli ajobebsgzas _ arca risa ferasada qvesknelidan amomyvanRmerTis xmasa da mzerasa.

Svidive salocavia

mzis amosvlisa ar iyos,mzis Casvlac kai ramea _dRe gardasula Sorsaa,Tvalwin axali Ramea.dabla Sobaa namisa,maRla varskvlavTa Cqamia,guli sxvagvarad wrialebs,dasalieri mkrTalia,mTvare mosula wyarosTan,iremi mouyvania...

qars beri zexmelisaTvismouxvevia mklavia,siyvarulisgan nakurTxigalaRebulan mTania,bnelSi RuRuni naTlisaarc rasTan Sesadaria.Svidi cis mezobeli xar,Svidive salocavia,gaocdebi da SekrTebi,iseTi sanaxavia,sikvdil-sicocxlis taZrebierTurTis gverdiT mdgaria.

***************tanjuli mgzavrebiviTarian xandaxansityva da lukma _erTi ver gadadis,meore ver gadmodis yelSi.

***************kaci Wrida xes(mwvane bindSi elavda najaxi)da xe kacs uCrdilebda,sanam fesvze dgoma SeeZlo.

***************varskvlavebi moisxa xem,romelicjer foTlebma miatovesda mere _ frinvelebma.

***yvavils sxivisagan areulwamwamebs vusworebdida ar gamigiarogor Camiara sikvdilma gverdiT.

***************magram zogi mwvervaliimisTvis arsebobs,rom mzeriT Seexo mxolod.

***************Taroze _ WianWvela,furcelze _ kalamida Werze oboba fusfusebs.

***************iWeqada frinveliRrubelSi CauvardaelviT ganaTebul anZas.

***************da Zalian Raribi iyo _mxolod caSi xedavdamzesa da varskvlavebs.

***zogierTi maTxovris TvalebSiimdeni sevdaa,rom fulis micema gaviwydeba.

***************babuawveraze mZimearasodes yofilasafule dedisa.

***************fexebma qoSebi moiCoCesda xelma gaucina xels _`wvers ver gaparsavenegeni patronsda verc cilindrs miawodebeno.~

***************rodesac mzis pirveliamosvla ixilasixarulisaganSeirxa dedamiwada wyaro daebada kalTaSi.

***************sicocxlis silamaze esaa _wyarosTan daCoqebada mdinareebTan Widili.

***************Tavi erT qalTan darCenia,guli _ meoresTanda sicarieliT moxibla mesame.

***************magram zogjer sustia miwisZvra,imiT Tu mixvdebi,wyali rom aTrToldeba WiqaSi.

***************patronissaxisaken axedva,rac dro gadis,ufro eZnelebaTcariel jibeebs.

***************ZvelisZveli magidisnamsxvrevebi Cayara koconSida ver SeamCniacecxlidan gamowvdili xelebi.

***************saiqioSi yvela lamazia,radgan iqaRaravin atarebs niRabs.

***************sanam xes Semohkravda,najaxmayvavilebi moisxa fxazeda kaci SekrTada gamoeRviZa...

***************wigni daixura,logini gaiSala,dadumda onkanida gauCinarda bnelSinaTura Tavdaxrili.

***************sanTelTan dawyebuli leqsiwyarosTan dasrulda.

***************aqa-iq amoSlilida gaxunebulibaraTiviTemCneva dedamiwasganaxevrebuli sofeli.

***************wigni cecxlSi Caagdesda avtorsSescivda samareSi...

***************natken frTaze krazanasfutkarma malamo daadoda RmerTscremli moadga Tvalebze.

***************sivrceSi _ RrubeliRrubelSi _ meda CemSitkivili isvenebs.

***************qvakaca mgzavri iyoda ise gaaocessivrcem da dedamiwam _erT adgilzedgas gaognebuli.

***************magram zogjerkedlidan kedlamderamxela manZiliatanjviT gasavleli.

***************qals eklianitoti gamoedoda qmari gaaxsenda.

***************uceb mqise xmauriTgaiRo fanjarada kedels mezoblisassilasaviT SemohkrasinaTlis anarekli.

***************da frTxilad miixura kari,TiTqos misgareTa mxareze dafenilSuqs ufrTxildeboda.

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11literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi proza

dasawyisi pirvel gverdze

es wlebis win iyo. mamaCems iqiTgaxedvac ar surda. mTeli cxovrebabebris saxelis gagonebac ki zizRsiwvevda masSi. aCemebuli hqonda, kudi-ania da im saxlSic rame jados datoveb-da CvenTviso. me bundovnad maxsovdasaxlic da bebiac. aqamde arc interesida arc mizezi ar mqonia iq wasasvle-lad, axla ki gadavwyvite, oriode kvi-ra damesvena da memkvidreobis ambebicmomegvarebina.

sofeli Ðåçèíî sxva uferuli cim-biruli soflebisgan imiT gamoirCeva,rom aqvs legenda. legenda imis Sesax-eb, rom meoce saukunis dasawyisSi,rodesac stalini gulagidan gaiqca,ramdenimekviriani SimSilis da xetia-lis Semdeg, swored aq dasaxlda,rogorc soflelebi amboben, erT adg-ilobriv berTan (ñòàðåö). rogorc yve-bian, berma ara mxolod Seifara momava-li beladi, aramed ramdenimeTviani(zogi welsac asaxelebs) urTierTobisSemdeg, axalgazrda juRaSvils (maSinjer kidev juRaSvili iyo) saidumlocodna gadasca adamianur bunebaze am-aRlebis Sesaxeb. rogorc adgilo-brivebi yvebian, es codna varjiSTanerTad mimdinareobda, varjiSi ki ima-Si mdgomareobda, rom axalgazrda so-sos ñòàðåö-i bnel sardafSi ketavdaramdenime dRis ganmavlobaSi, aiZu-lebda SimSils da wyurvils da gamud-mebiT uCurCulebda saidumlo si-tyvebs. ra sityvebs, es aravin icis, ma-gram iqaurebs dRemde sjeraT, romstalini gulTamxilavi da adamianisnebis mmarTveli iyo.

CemTvis aseTi „winaswarmetyve-luri~ aRtkineba ucxo ar iyo. saqar-TveloSic bevri Semxvedria aseTi idee-biT Sepyrobili (raWaSi, sofel qedis-ubanSi dRemde sjeraT, rom iqaur cixe-koSkSi sami dRe imaleboda didi bela-di da yvela ojaxi darwmunebulia, romswored misma winaparma gadaarCinastalini SimSils da swored amitomac,am soflidan arc erTi represirebu-li da omSi daRupuli adamiani ar aris).zogadad, adamianuri buneba amouxsne-lia _ xSirad Cveni warmosaxva qmnisucnaur xat-saxeebs, iseTs, romelsacCvenive goneba male ijerebs da mereveranairi saRi azri da mecnierulidaskvna am dajerebuls ver gadag-vaTqmevinebs.

sofelSi xuTi quCa iyo _ Ìîãèëüíàÿ,Èíäèéñêàÿ, Ëåñíàÿ, Êàðàáàõ, Çåë¸íàÿ. qarTu-li soflebisgan gansxvavebiT, aqauro-ba Zalian mowesrigebuli da sufTa mo-meCvena. xalxic sadResaswaulodgamowyobili dadioda, saqonelic daSinauri frinvelic ki uCveulod mow-esrigebuli yavdaT.

quCebi ucnaurad iyo dasaxlebuli:yvelaze patara Èíäèéñêàÿ-ze yvelazemeti mosaxle cxovrobda, sididiT me-ore Ìîãèëüíàÿ-ze ZiriTadad sastum-roebi, kinoTeatri, sportkompleqsi,sauna da egeTebi iyo, mosaxleoba kibevri ara, magram cxovrobda. Ëåñíàÿ _es arc iyo klasikuri gagebiT quCa. esiyo danarCeni oTxi quCis gadakveTa daerTi grZeli alea, romelic pirdapirarqeologiuri gaTxrebis nakvalevTanTavdeboda.

Êàðàáàõ-ze mxolod sufiebi da isla-mis aRmsareblebi cxovrobdnen. am qu-Caze gavla akrZaluli hqondaT indurtansacmelSi gamowyobil adgilo-brivebsac ki.

da bolos, yvelaze didi quCaÇåë¸íàÿ, sadac erTaderTi ojaxi, yve-laze Zveli mosaxlis _ okunovebisgvari cxovrobda.

mamaCemis aRwerili Ðåçèíî da re-aluri dasaxleba imdenad gansxvavebu-li momeCvena, rom rodesac avto-busidan Camovedi, megona sofeli Seme-Sala.

Tan Cemi rusi megobari maxlda,borisi. erTmaneTi ciurixSi, endokri-nologTa saerTaSoriso konferen-ciaze gavicaniT da mas mere araerTx-el yofila Cemi stumari saqarTvelo-Si. me TviTon verasodes vestumre am

dromde da axla, raki amis mizezi mo-meca, davureke da bebiis sofelSi way-ola vTxove. rodesac cimbiri gaigo,gaukvirda da cota ar iyos, daezarakidec. moskovSi, megapolisSi mcxovre-bi kacisTvis maincdamainc sasiamovnoar unda yofiliyo gadakargulSi wa-mosvla, miTumetes, rom albaT Cemsav-iT umuSevari isic ar iqneboda. mTxo-va, ramdenime wuTi momeci pasuxisTvisda Segatyobinebo.

pasuxi sms-iT momivida: „movdivar.2 pirobiT: Îêóíåâî-Sic wavalT da meresami dRe darCebi moskovSi~.

me vupasuxe, rom isedac Îêóíåâî-SimivdiodiT, radgan Ðåçèíî Îêóíåâî-sZveli saxeli iyo. ase mxolod bebiaCe-mi, deda da mamaCemi eZaxdnen am sofels.boriss Zalian gauxarda, radgan aR-moCnda, rom mTeli cxovreba am sof-lis naxvaze ocnebobda.

borisi ezoTerikosi iyo. amis Sesax-eb tokios konferenciisas Sevityve,rodesac karga gvarianad gamoTvra(ufro gamotyvra) da imis mtkicebadamiwyo, rom kacobrioba ruseTidan,

guram megreliSvili

saTamaSo bavSvebis saxli

kerZod ki, cimbiridan warmoiSva darom meored mosvlisas qriste sworedrusulad iqadagebs da rom mas mere,rac ebraelebma rCeuli eris tarebisufleba dakarges, RmerTma rusi xalxiamoirCia.

es CemTvis axali ar iyo, garda imi-sa, rom vicodi _ civilizaciis akvanixaragaulTan axlos dairwa, qarTvelixalxis rCeulobazec SemeZlo erTi-ori sityvis Tqma da rom qriste ararusulad, aramed sworedac romqarTulad iqadagebda, esec momexsene-boda, magram xma ar amomiRia. „Cemididsulovnebis~ mizezi is iyo, romzustad identuri mosazrebebi momis-menia moldovelebis, argentinelebis,xorvatebis da burkino fasos adgilo-brivi qristiani tomebisgan. magram esqristianuli samyaros „monapovari~ kiara, adamianuri bunebis sisuste iyo _rodesac Seni qveyana ggonia dedamiwisWipi da elodebi, meored mosvlisasrodis Camova mTeli kacobriobaswored Sen qveyanaSi saxsnelad da ga-dasarCenad. erTi Cemi erevneli kole-ga xumrobda xolme _ Cven, somxebs,erTi suli gvaqvs es meored mosvlarodis dadgeba, gamocdilebiT viciT,sadac Cerdeba xolme kidobani da iqaxlo-maxlo restornis gaxsnas vapire-bo. warmomidgenia, mTeli msoflios na-Soba iq rom moiyris Tavs da erTi ulu-fa tolmis safasurad anjelina jolisrom wavarTmev im Tavis maxinj qmarso.

borisic, rogorc WeSmariti ezoT-erikosi, aseTi „popularuli~ adg-ilebiT Zalian interesdeboda.saqarTveloSi Camosuls vanaxe svane-Tis, xevsureTis, mTiani aWaris mxaree-bi, romlebic CvenTanac didi mis-tikuri reputaciiT sargeblobda, Tum-ca meeWveba, rame mistikuri epovna erTi

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martivi mizezis gamo _ svaneTSi bal-axis wevisgan, xevsureTSi smisgan argamofxizlebula, mTian aWaraSi ki bev-ri damarxuli xaWos Wamam naRvlis buS-tis Seteva misca da sami dRe hospital-Si gavatareT. borisis TqmiT, Ðåçèíî,igive Îêóíåâî yvelaze mistikuri adg-ili iyo ara mxolod ruseTSi _ mTelmsoflioSic da iq wasvlisgan Tavs mx-olod imitom ikavebda, rom sulieradmzad ar iyo.

da ai, misi sulierebis gamomRviZe-beli me gavxdi. vimgzavreT 60-ianiwlebis CaqCaqa avtobusiT daaxloebiT5 saaTi da soflis centrs mivadeqiT.

centrSi stumarTa saxli „Îêóíåâî~idga. stumarTa saxli sastumro araa.aq, tradiciis mixedviT, gansakuTre-bul stumrebs maspinZlobdnen. am drosmTeli sofeli fexze trialebda dacdilobda, mosulze waruSleli STa-beWdileba moexdinaT.

stumarTa saxlis win didi dafa eki-da, dafaze im gansakuTrebul stumar-Ta saxelebi ewera, vinc es sofeligarkveuli Tu gaurkveveli mizeziT

moinaxula. sia, ra Tqma unda, stalinisgvariT iwyeboda, magram masSi aranak-leb cnobili da popularuli saxele-bi sai baba (indoeli mistikosi da cno-bili guru), roman abramoviCi (rusiebraeli oligarqi), fredi bolagi(Sveicarieli miliardeli, yofiliiudeveli da yofili muslimi, romlispirvandeli saxeli ali abd usamadiiyo), boria grebenSikovi (popularu-li rusi momRerali da poeti), ibrahimxalil tinjani (marokos princi)amerikis sadazvervo Stabis ufrosi,indoeTis princesa da aTasi sxva vinmeewera.

ra Tqma unda, Cven arc stumris sax-li gagvixsna vinmem da arc saxelebiamoutvifravT am sapatio dafaze, ma-gram xalxi mainc gaRimebuli da mx-iaruli dagvxvda. borisis TqmiT, masmere, rac aleqsandre zaicevma am mx-aris Seswavla daiwyo, aqaurobas uam-ravi turisti moawyda. zaicevi cno-bili rusi arqeologi (sinamdvileSi kimistikosi da ezoTerikosi) iyo. pirve-lad is 1943 wels (rogorc amboben, be-rias saidumlo davalebiT epovnaTmoxuci beri, visTanac, stalini sic-ocxlis bolo wlebamde da gansakuTre-biT omis mimdinareobisas Cadioda)ewvia dasaxlebas da gaTxrebi daiwyo.gaTxrebis Sedegad miwisqveS damarxu-li nekropolisi aRmoCnda, romelic,mecnierebis varaudiT, ramdenime aTa-si wlis winandeli iyo. am aRmoCenebscnobili indoeli guruebis da maswav-leblebis qadagebac daerTo, rodesacisini amtkicebdnen, rom swored amsofelSi iyo aSenebuli induri panTeo-nis didi mkurnali RmerTi-maimunishanumanis saxelobis taZari. da romyvelaze didi maswavleblebi swored amtaZarSi msaxurobdnen da Semdeg is mi-

wis qveS gaqra.kidev ufro mogvianebiT, am sofels

moawydnen sufiebi, Samanebi, budiste-bi, kriSnaidebi, staroverebi, blavats-kaias mimdevrebi, marTlmadideblebi,astrologebi, fsiqologebi, arqeol-ogebi, ekonomistebi, mxatvrebi, fo-tografebi hipebi, reJisorebi (amboben,rom tarkovskim Tavisi cnobili„ñòàëêåð~ swored am sofelSi stumro-bis Semdeg gadaiRo), scenaristebi. so-fels ucnauri reputacia Camouyali-bda, rom TiTqos aq mosvlis mere ad-amianis cxovreba an staliniviT Zle-vamosili da abramoviCiviT mdidari, ansruli kraxiT da warumateblobiT das-rulebuli iqneba. am legendam aqau-robas xibli Semata da turistuli na-kadi TiTqmis ar wydeboda, miuxedavadimisa, rom aqaur simSvideSi, adamianisarsebobas verc igrZnobdi. isini, vincaq Camosvlis mere sakuTari ocnebebisasrulebas ver axerxebdnen, borisisTqmiT, sicocxles TviTmkvlelobiTasrulebdnen da swored amitomac eS-inoda aq wamosvlis TviTonac, magram

axla ukve ormocdaTxuTmeti wliskaci iyo. gardatexa mis cxovrebaSi Tumosaxdeni iyo, axla unda momxdariyo,sxva mxriv, albaT, cxovrebasac azriekargeboda, radgan rCeboda erT ufer-ul, saSualostatistikur endokri-nologad, romlis cxovrebaSic yve-laze did movlenad dRemde is rCebo-da, rom erTxel elcinma xeli Camo-arTva.

avtobusis mZRolma, romelic adg-ilobrivi ojaxis siZe aRmoCnda, sas-tumro oTaxi SemogvTavaza, magram meavuxseni, rom bebiis saxlSi dasarCenadviyavi Casuli. kovaliovas saxli? nade-Jda dmitrevnasi? _ cota daibna mZRo-li da tyis masivisken mimiTiTa. _aqedan or kilometrSia, TaTrebisflateze, mdinaris iqiTo, xeliTgvaCvena. xelbargi bevri ar gvqonda.maRaziis Zebna daviwyeT, rom ludi daarayi gveyida, raTa borisisTvis mosaw-yeni saRamo ar gamomdgariyo.

maRazia centrSive idga. pataramarketi iyo, romelsac garedan sxvasaxlebisgan verc gamoarCevdi. inter-ieri mflobelebs indur stilSi gada-ewyvitaT da induri sakmevlis suniidga. salarosTan tipuri rusi gogoijda sariT, agatis sayureebiT da zur-muxtis yelsabamiT. mudras JestiTmogvesalma da sasmelis arCevaSidagvexmara. albaT am samosis gareSearafriT gamorCeuli sofleli gogoiqneboda, sari ki raRacnair egzo-tikur iers aZlevda da unda vTqva,uxdeboda kidec.

_ Tqven nadias saxlSi xarT mo-sulebi? _ gogos TvalierebaSigarTulma verc ki SevamCnie, rom

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uknidan jmuxi, Zvel slavur tansac-melSi gamowyobili Suaxnis kaci mog-vadga.

_ ki, nadias saxlSi._ naTesavebi xarT?_ SviliSvili var._ nadia ramdenime wlis win mokvda._ vici._ Cven, adgilobrivebma davmarxeT._ ki, egec vici, yvela xarji Cemma

ojaxma gaiRo.kacma uxeSad SemaTvaliera da mar-

cxena xelSi sasmeli SeniSna._ rusuls girCevT._ gmadlobT, Cem megobars rusuli

vodka ar uyvars. _ Tavi borisiskengavaqnie da kacic misken mitrialda,TiTqos misi arseboba axlaRa SeamCniao.ramdenime wami aTvaliera da isev memomitrialda:

_ xidi meore kviraa, Camtvreulia.tara adidebulia, am saRamos ver gada-xvalT, xval rames movifiqrebT. sadmeunda darCeT, sofelSi.

me avuxseni, rom merCivna Cem saxlSidavbinavebuliyavi, radgan saqarT-velodan ise Camovfrindi, tansacmeliarc gamomicvlia. vTxove, mieswavlebi-na vinme, vinc navis, manqanis, traq-toris an TviTmfrinavis daqiravebaSidamexmareboda, rom mdinaris meorenapirze dResve gadavsuliyavi.

_ samwuxarod, dRes ver darCebiTbebiaSenis saxlSi. mdinare adidebulia.navi aravis yavs, manqana da... _ pauzagaakeTa. _ traqtori ki am saqmes aruSvelis. TviTmfrinavis lodini sauku-ne mogiwevT... Cemi stumrebi iyaviT, sas-meliTac me gagimaspinZldebiT. vxedav,rom Cemi qaliSvilic mogewonaT.

vigrZeni, rom cotaTi gavwiTldi.qaliSvilze narTaulad gadakrulmasityvam gamaRiziana. es xazgasmuli „be-biaSenis saxlic~ ar momewona da uxe-Sad Tavidan mocileba davapire Tu ara,borisma mxiaruli Tanxmoba uTxra.ramdenime boTli viski kidev miamata dasalaroSic TviTon gadaixada.

Cveni maspinZeli oleg stepanoviCbelovi Èíäèéñêàÿ-s quCaze cxovrobda.quCa Tavis dasaxlebas srulad ama-rTlebda _ indur samosSi gamowyo-bili sxvadasxva jiSis da juris axal-gazrdebi, bavSvebi, moxucebi ferad-feradad SeRebili saxlebis win isxd-nen da gvakvirdebodnen, roca maT winCaviareT. quCaze induisturi taZaricidga. garegnulad sxva saxlebisganTiTqmis arafriT gamoirCeoda, magramuzarmazari warwera amSvenebda,romelic gvamcnobda, rom es xarni ma-tas _ virTxebis _ taZari iyo.

olegi arc indusi, arc kriSnaidida arc sxva romelime aRmosavlurireligiis mimdevari ar aRmoCnda, met-ic, rogorc ramdenime Wiqis dalevismere gviTxra, ar mowonda, rom adgi-lobrivi tradiciebi mosulebma aseSeuracxyves. is da misi coli Zvelsla-vuri religiis mimdevrebi iyvnen. esiseTive qristianobaa, rogoric Seni,ubralod, Cven ufro Rrmad vixedebiTsakuTar sulSio, amixsna olegma.

gzad cimbirisken, matarebelSi,borisi miyveboda cimbirSi gavrcele-buli seqtebis Sesaxeb. am bolo drosgansakuTrebiT popularuli ramdenimemaTgani yofila: „ganTiadis samefo~,„WeSmariti rusuli marTlmadide-bluri eklesia~, „ukvdavi ruseTi~ daase Semdeg.

„ganTiadis samefo~ vinme sergeitoropas, yofil sagzao policiis ser-Jants dauarsebia, visac sakuTari Taviqristed gamoucxadebia da ramdenimeaTasi mimdevaric ki hyolia. isini sak-uTar dasaxlebebs aarsebdnen cimbir-Si da cxovrobdnen im dRis molodin-Si, rodesac axali qriste keTils in-ebebda da samyaros gansjida.

„WeSmariti marTlmadidebluri ek-lesia~ ekuTvnoda belorus piotrkuznecovs, yofil arqiteqtors,romelic apokalifsuri ideebiT yofi-la Sepyrobili. Tavis droze, mas ram-denime aTasi Tanamoazre moukrebiairgvliv da maTTan erTad gamoqvabul-

Sic ki dasaxlebula meored mosvlismolodinSi.

„ukvdavi ruseTi~ ki vinme gregorigrabavois daarsebuli „morwmuneTaerToba~ yofila, romelic Tavs arcseqtad da arc WeSmarit religiad aracxadebda, aramed isini „mdogvismarcvlis odena rwmenis~ principiTxelmZRvanelobdnen. grabavois besla-nis teraqtis mere daRupuli bavSvebismSoblebisTvis ganucxadebia, rom maTSvilebs mkvdreTiT aRadgenda. amaSikolosaluri Tanxac auRia da mereoTxi welic uxexia ruseTis romeliRackoloniaSi, magram erTguli mimdevre-bis naklebobas mainc ar ganicdida,radgan mis Tanamoazreebs miaCndaT,rom gregori mkvdars mxolod imSemTxvevaSi ver aRadgenda, Tu sakmarisrwmenas ver naxavda axloblebSi.

magram oleg stepanoviCi sul sxva

adgilze agebuli taZari kacobriobasixsnis.

Tavis droze prokopi kesarieli(me-6 saukune) rusebze werda, rom esaaramdenime tomi, romelic erTi kacismier ar imarTeba, aramed xalxi marTavssakuTar Tavs. maT (rusebs), marTalia,saerTo mmarTveli ar hyavT, magram re-ligiuri warmodgenebi da tradiciebierTi aqvT da rom Zalian veluri xalx-ia.

es sivelure gansakuTrebiT Tval-Sisacemi swored am mivardnil cimbir-Si iyo. magram adamianis buneba xom mx-olod sababs eZebs, raTa WeSmariti saxeaCvenos da axla, rodesac mesmoda,rogor Sexmatkbilebulad Cur-Culebdnen tyis sulebze, cocxalqristeze, miwisqveSa kosmosur xoma-ldze da mfrinav bavSvebze kulturu-li kaci, moskovis yvelaze cnobili

tolias imedad. gadavwyvite, pelmenimeWama, navi mepovna da CemiT gadav-suliyavi. oleg stepaniCi saeWvod mi-janjlebda saxlis naxvis process daavtobusis mZRolis guSindeli reaqci-ac gamaxsenda. mivxvdi, rom saxli anmouvlelobam daangria an viRac adgi-lobrivma mosaxlem daisakuTra da axlaCemi Camosvla aqaurebs amitomac arepitnavaT.

„samagoni~ ar damilevia da borisicZalisZaliT waviyvane navisken, romel-ic Çåë¸íàÿ-s boloSi, tolias saxlis ukanda mdinaris piras iyo dabmuli.

navi maincdamainc sandod ar gam-oiyureboda, gansakuTrebiT mdinarisfonze, romelic Zalian adidebuliyoda boboqrobda. boriss kidev erTxelvkiTxe, darwmunebuli iyo Tu ara, romsxva navi sofels ar hqonda da damifi-ca, dilidan mTeli napiri vnaxe, amismeti navi arsadaao.

sxva gza ar rCeboda, amiT unda gada-gvecura. bogiri avxseni da is-is iyo me,borisi da oleg stepaniCi unda Cavmsx-dariyaviT, rom viRac ucnaurad Cac-muli qali dagvadga Tavs.

aseTi garegnobis adamianebiyovelTvis specifikuri xasiaTiTacgamoirCevian. maTi asakis dadgena TiTq-mis SeuZlebelia da Tavisuflad Sei-Zleba, gegonos bavSvic da moxucicerTdroulad. da mainc, Cemi azriT,qali ocdaTxuTmet wels gadacilebu-li ar iqneboda. ecva monazvnis kaba,romelzec kacis Zalian Zvelmoduripijaki moecva, Tavze ki Wreli, induriTavsaburavi moesxa.

_ navs xeli gauSvi! _ raRacnairimkivana xmiT damiyvira da momeCvena,rom muStic momiRera.

_ dao, es xalxi kovaliovebisas mid-ian, nadeJda dmitrevnas qaliSvilisSvilia. _ gasZaxa oleg stepaniCma qals,romelmac wamierad moirbina napirTanda Toki xelidan gamomglija.

axlos rom movida, saxeze davakvir-di. tuCebi galurjebuli hqonda da ka-nis mdgomareobiTac Tu vimsjelebdiT,diabeti unda hqonoda.

_ batoni saxlSi ar aris. batonimova da mere gadaxvalT! _ miTxra mkac-ri toniT da Tokis mibma daiwyo.

_ mismine, me mxolod iqiT gadasv-la minda, gadaval da batoni olegi navsukanve dagibrunebT! _ jibidan fuliamoviRe da gavuwode.

_ ar ginda! _ majaSi xeli wamavlooleg stepaniCma. _ ucxo qalisTvisfulis micema Cveneburi wesiT ar Sei-Zleba, vin icis vin ras ifiqrebs? _gaixed-gamoixeda da CurCulze gadavi-da. _ vin icis, amis qmars ra enas miu-tanen?

yvelaferi Zalian absurduli daararealuri momeCvena. kidev ufrometad davijere, rom Cemi meore napirzegadasvla am soflelebs didad ar un-dodaT, fuli pijakis jibeSi Cavuteneqals da Toki gamovglije.

wamis measedSi ikivla da gulaRmagadavarda. oleg stepaniCi SeSinebuliukan gadaxta da `xilva daewyoo~, mor-To yvirili. me dabneul boriss da-vuyvire, damexmare diabeturi komaaqvs-meTqi, magram TiTqos gaqvavda,SeSinebuli saxiT miyurebda.

qali mTlianad civma oflma dafara.krunCxvaSi Cavarda da pirRebineba daew-yo. saswrafod gverdulad davawvine daTavqveS milanSi nayidi 2000 dolarianiarmanis pijaki amovude. eqimis bune-brivi instinqtic esaa albaT. Tu oriwuTis win am qals xelsac ar CamovarT-mevdi, axla mis narwyevs tuCebidan meTviTon vwmenddi. rogorc iqna, borisigamofxizlda, CanTidan pepsi-kolasboTli amoiRo (sxva saqmea endokri-nologis CanTaSi kolas ra undoda) daqals pirSi Causxa. ramdenime wamSi qalsgoneba daubrunda da SeSinebul olegstepaniCs uTxra, varvara mokvdao.

oleg stepaniCi kidev ufro ukan gax-ta da ise hkiTxa: rodis, daSa?

daSam _ axla, am wamso.naTqvami dasrulebuli ar hqonda,

rom oleg stepaniCi tolias saxlisken

guram megreliSvili

saTamaSo

bavSvebis saxlireligiur mimdinareobas ekuTvnoda.„cimbiris akvani~ _ ase erqva morwmun-eTa am jgufs. belovis TqmiT, rame gan-sakuTrebuli ambicia am religiurjgufs ar hqonda. maTi winamZRvari,„ó÷èòåëü~, rogorc mas eZaxdnen, mTavarmoTxovnad jansaR cxovrebas daSvilebis sworad, rusulad, aRzrdasaniWebda.

erTaderTi Svili ki olegstepanoviCs induizmis mimdevari hyav-da. raRac ise ver gavakeTe, sadRacSecdoma davuSvio, sinanuliT ambobdaCveni maspinZeli. amis gamo Tavidausjia da Svils sakuTari winaprebismiwaze gamohyolia. albaT esec bedis-wera iyoo, radgan swored am miwazeaRmouCenia, rom masac raRac gan-sakuTrebuli misia hqonia _ misia, daex-maros kacobriobas.

aseTi religiuri sibnele CemTvisucxo da damabneveli ar iyo. wlebis win,mamaCemis sofelSi, adgilobrivmanarkomanma da wamliT movaWrem Taviwinaswarmetyvelad gamoacxada. mouS-va wveri da saxarebiT qadageba daiwyo.is xalxi, vinc ramdenime dRiT adremisgan narkotiks yidulobda, axla misimimdevari gaxda. ramdenime dReSisofeli religiurma eqstazma moicvada aravin icis, rodemde gagrZelde-boda es eqstazi, narkomovaWre rom ardaeWiraT.

adamianebi rom aseTi midrekilebiarian zebunebrivis Ziebisken, misti-cizmisken da paranormaluri movle-nebisken, es, rogorc eqims, sulac armikvirda. froids Tu gadavamRerebT,amis mizezs SeiZleba Cvens aracnobier-Si mivagnoT _ tabuirebulis Secnobissurvili da sindisis mier aRmarTulibarieri. ai, namdvili mizezi imisa, ra-tom eZebs gamudmebiT raRac amouxs-nels adamiani da ratom irTulebs cx-ovrebiseul aRqmas. is, vinc akrZalulserTxel mainc gadaabijebs, mTeli cx-ovreba am mowyvetili xilis nayofiTtkbobas ganicdis. aseTi adamianebi bev-rni ara, magram kacobriobis istoria-Si iyvnen.

oleg stepaniCi male daTvra dadaiZina. mec adreve davweqi. borisi daojaxis diasaxlisi ki gvian SuaRamemdesvamdnen. xan tirodnen, xan icinodnenda qali aTas sisuleles yveboda. yve-boda, rogor xedavs xalxi amo-s,rogor gamodian weliwadSi erTxelmicvalebulebi, rogor saxlobs tye-Si, sadac bebiaCemis saxli dgas,âîëêîäëàê (maqcia), óïûðü (vampiri). romadgilobrivebi, miuxedavad aRmsare-blobisa, weliwadSi erTxel òðåáà-s (msx-verplSewirvas) atareben da amiT akave-ben tyis sulebs, rom yvela adgilo-brivi mkvidri da stumari ar moklan.rom gadmocemiT, sofelSi iyo erTimistiuri adgili, romelic amJamaddamalulia da romelic aucilebladunda ipovnon adre Tu gvian da rom am

klinikis endokrinologi, msoflio-movlili borisi da viRac soflistlu, gaunaTlebeli da uvici qali, vx-vdebodi, rom koleqtiuri aracno-bieri Zlieri movlenaa.

am fiqrebSi ise CameZina, verc mivxv-di. rodesac gaviRviZe, borisi wasuliiyo da Zili Sevibrune. gaRviZebuls kiukve dabrunebuli damxvda. xelSi rez-inis Ceqmebi eWira, Tavis gabanas qur-Tuki gaexada, Zveli, gaqeqili buSlatiCaecva da miRimoda: sanam aq varT, am-aTnairad unda vicxovroT, Cemo Zmao.wamodi, sofels dagaTvalierebinebo.

soflis daTvalierebas merecmovaswreb-meTqi, vuTxari, axla ki mdi-naris meore napirze unda gadav-suliyavi. erTi suli mqonda, saxlimenaxa. ratomRac warmomedgina, romyvelaferi isev ise, rogorc wlebis win,bavSvobaSi, damxvdeboda. isev iseTi bi-bina mindori ezoSi, xis kedlebze asu-li suro, uCveulod sufTad movlilisaqaTme, saRore da rac Tvalebidanarasodes amomdioda _ xeze mikrulixati.

Cemi bavSvuri warmodgeniT, mamaswored am xeze mikruli xatis gamo eZa-xda kudians bebiaCems. maxsovs, rode-sac pirvelad davinaxe, rogor emxo-bodnen am xatis win uTenia deda da be-bia, karga xans mobindebulze gareTgasvlis meSinoda. mere, rodesacmamaCems movuyevi am ucnauri ritual-is Sesaxeb, cols araTu Cemi cimbirSiwayvana, dedasTan wasvlac ki aukrZa-la.

wlebis mere, rodesac internetiTsxvadasxva qveynis religiurtradiciebs veZebdi (disertaciasvicavdi Temaze „Saqriani diabeti _qurumebis daavadeba~), wavawydi infor-macias, rom xeebze mikruli xatebi damaT winaSe locva sulac ar iyo raRacjadosnoba_ Zvelslavianuri xis kul-tisa da qristianuli xatTayvaniscemisSerwymis Sedegad mxcovan xalxSi jerkidev SemorCeniliyo deda xis da dedaRvTismSoblis Tayvaniscemis tradi-cia, romelsac bebiaCemi aseTi mon-domebiT aRasrulebda.

borisma amixsna, rom mdinares navisgareSe ver gadavcuravdiT, navis mepa-trone ki SuadRis mere iqneboda, oridRiT adre omskSi gamgzavrebuliyomoaxloebuli religiuri dResaswa-ulisTvis Casacmeli naWris sayidlad.diliT cimbiruli pelmeni da orasigrami adgilobrivi „samagoni~ davli-oT, mere ki tolkac Camova da qaroniv-iT, meore napirze gadagviyvanso.

Sevatyve, rom ukve Zalian moSinau-rebuliyo. adgilobriviviT iqceodada Cveni maspinZelic Zmakacurad mx-arze utyapunebda xels. ar momewona eszedmeti familaroba, arc „tolkas~omskSi wasvla Canda damajerebeli, mi-Tumetes, rom amxela sofels erTi navismeti ar hyavda da isic viRac seqtant

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gaiqca.daSa ramdenime wuTSi sruliad mo-

sulierda. Toki kargad ganaskva dakidev erTxel gamafrTxila, batonisgareSe navs xeli ar axloo, meretansacmeli daibertya da amayinabijiT saxlisken gaemarTa.

me da borisi erTmaneTs gakvirve-bulebi vuyurebdiT. jerac ver mov-diodi azrze, ra xdeboda. gasagebi iyo,rom am sofelSi yvela erTmaneTze uc-nauri adamiani cxovrobda, magramoleg stepaniCis gaqceva auxsneli iyo.

ase, aTi wuTi videqiT napirTan. meremainc gadavwyvite navi amexsna da gad-amecura, magram Soriaxlos mdgomisaxlidan kivilis da moTqmis xma gav-igoneT da iqiT wavediT.

Çåë¸íàÿ-ze mdgar am erTaderT sax-ls arc Robe hqonda da arc WiSkari.sad iwyeboda maTi ezo da sad tyis piri,kacma ar icoda. CemTvis ki is sworediq daiwyo, sadac uSvelebeli qofakilamis saxeze momaxta. borisi ukve sax-lis karTan iyo misuli da SigniT Se-varda, me jer kidev moSorebiT videqida ZaRlic swored me momvarda.

_ iuda, gaCerdi adgilze! _daiyvira viRacam da jer verc mivxvdi,es iuda ZaRls ekuTvnoda Tu me. _ iuda,wadi iseirne! _ axla ukve mSvidad Tqvakacma da ZaRlic momSorda. Tavi mova-triale da toliac davinaxe. Cemi xniskaci iqneboda. yviTeli rbili Tma eyaramxrebze. sadad, ubralod ecva,rogorc soflebSi acviaT xolme daZalian keTili Tvalebi hqonda.

_ momiteveT, batono! _ miTxra daTavi odnav damikra. _ kbena ar icis,magram stumrebic ar uyvars. xom ardaSavdiT?

ara-meTqi, vuTxari da gamowvdilxels xeli Sevagebe. uCveulod rbiliTiTebi hqonda, soflelisTvis aseTinatifi TiTebic uCveulo iyo.

_ Tqven aqauri xarT? _ vkiTxe._ ki adgilobrivi var. SeiZleba

iTqvas, bebiaTqvenTan erTad erTader-Ti adgilobrivic ki viyavi, axla namd-vilad erTaderTi var.

mindoda, mekiTxa, saidan icoda, visiSviliSvili viyavi. mere gamaxsenda, romsofelSi Cemze ukve laparakobdnen, ma-gram TviTon damaswro da miTxra, al-baT ar gaxsovar, bavSvobaSi, roca aqiyavi, erTad vTamaSobdiT tyeSio.

namdvilad ar maxsovda, magram Taviise ki davukari, viTom gavixsene.

karSi SeSinebuli borisi da daSagamoCndnen. rodesac qali davinaxe,mereRa davakavSire es ori adamianierTmaneTs _ Zalian hgavdnen.

toliam saxlSi SemipatiJa. momeri-da, navze sityva Camomegdo, magrammkacrad ki gadavwyvite „samagonze~ dapelmenebze ar davTanxmebuliyavi.

saxli Zveleburad hqondaT mowyo-bili. patara holidan misaRebSi gadio-di. holSi uamravi sxvadasxva zomisrezinis Ceqma iyo Camwkrivebuli da ve-rafriT mivxvdi, tolias ojaxi iyodidi Tu sxvadasxva asakSi gamonacvalfexsacmels ase erTad inaxavdnen.

tiloze gulmodgined gaviwmindefexi da oleg stepaniCic gamoCnda. xe-lSi sveli pirsaxoci eWira da Zalianganerviulebuli Canda.

is-is iyo oTaxSi unda Sevsuliyavi,rom oleg stepaniCma xeli Camavlo _fexze gaixade, CvenTan ojaxi wmindaada yvela stumars evaleba, ojaxSi Ses-vlisas fexze gaixadoso.

aRar CaveZie, ratom igive ar momTx-ova sakuTar saxlSi, uxmod gaviZrerezinis Ceqmebi da axalmowmendiliatakze frTxilad davadgi fexi.

oTaxi xatebiT iyo savse. yvelakedelze imdeni xati ekida, Tavisufaladgils ver ipovidi. sadRac kuTxeSi,rusuli Rumeli idga, romelzec mxco-vani qali ijda da sanam kargad da-vakvirdebodi, momeCvena, rom CaStere-buli gviyurebda, magram is brma iyo.quTuToebi daxuWuli hqonda, Tumcamivxvdi, rom brma iyo. marcxena xelTandadebuli cxvirsaxoci xelis cecebiTmoZebna da cxviri xmauriT moixoca.

_ viziareb, tolik, viziareb!

es oleg stepaniCi iyo. maspinZelsmxarze xeli daado da mxolod amismere davinaxe oTaxis SuaSi, magidazedasvenebuli bavSvi. gogona iqnebodaSvidi-rva wlis. mamasaviT oqrosferiTma da dedasaviT TeTri pirissaxehqonda. rodesac gavxede, TiTqos jerkidev sunTqavda. davakvirdi damicvalebulis laqebi ar hqonda, ese igiaxali gardacvlili iyo.

_ nu inerviuleb, oleg stepaniC,ras vizamT, yvelani im qveynisani varT!_ xelebi gadaijvaredina toliam dadabneulma mimoixeda. rogorc mivxvdi,CvenTvis skams eZebda.

_ nu SewuxdebiT, Cven mivdivarT.didi bodiSi, rom SegawuxeT! _ boris-ma TvaliT maniSna, gavideTo da karis-ken daiZra.

_ aTi wuTi damelodeT, genacvale,da naviT gadagiyvanT! _ dagvadevnatoliam da daSas Tavze xeli gadausva.

gareT gamosuls momeCvena, rom dab-nelebuliyo. damZimebuli gamovediTsaxlidan da meore napirze gadasvlissurvilic ki damekarga. axla siam-ovnebiT davlevdi „samagons~ da SevWam-di pelmens. is-is iyo borisisTvis unda

gulwrfelad Semecoda. xSirad adami-anebs didi sulieri tkivili drois Seg-rZnebas gvakargvinebs, gvaviwydeba, sadvarT, ramdeni xani varT da xSirad isic,vin aris Cvens gverdiT.

bargi miwaze gadmovalageT daorives davemSvidobeT. oleg stepaniC-ma amixsna, saiT iyo Cemi saxli da xvalsaWmels mogawvdiTo, miTxra. fulimiveci da saxlisken wavediT.

mdinaris meore napiri Zalian gan-sxvavebuli aRmoCnda. principSi, es mT-lad meore napiri arc iyo. isedacfarTe tara erT adgilas kidev ufrofarTed moedineboda da idealuradmrgval kunZuls gars ertymoda. kun-Zuli, daaxloebiT, xuTi heqtari tye daerTaderTi saxli iyo. bebiaCemis sax-li im napiridan saidanac gadmovediT,orasiode metrSi idga. ezo zustadiseTi damxvda, rogorc mexsierebaSiCamrCa, saxli ki sul sxvanairi yofi-la.

saxli arc iyo albaT, ufro miwurieTqmoda, romelsac uzarmazari oTxiaivani hqonda yvela kuTxeSi. rom agewiada fexebze Segedga, cnobiereba auci-leblad cnobil stereotipul „baba-

zebina, Tan Sesabamis formas ver vpou-lobdi.

_ boris, albaT Zalian bavSvuradmoviqeci, ver gaviTvaliswine, aq racdamxvdeboda. arc TeTreulia, arcsxva pirobebi. aq darCenas azric araqvs, ras ityvi? _ gavZaxe gverdiToTaxSi gasuls. _ boris!

borisi saZineblidan gamovida. xe-lSi gazeTebis Sekvra eWira.

_ ha, ras ityvi? dRes raRaa da xvalSenTvis sastumro viqiravoT.

_ neta Sen! _ xeli aiqnia borisma._ aq aseTi pirobebis gamo Camovedi,Torem sastumro moskovSic bevria. Senis miTxari, saxlSi mtveri rom araasaerTod, aq vinme cxovrobda Tu raaris?

oTaxs gadavxede da komodze TiTigadavusvi _ marTlac mtvris nasaxi ariyo arsad.

_ am simwvaneSi mtvers ra unda? _mxrebi ki aviCeCe, magram Cemi guSinde-li eWvebic gamaxsenda da axla am eWvebsSinaganad davupirispirdi, radgansaerTod ar mawyobda imaze fiqri,amomexsna, vin iyenebda sacxovrebladam miwurs.

_ ara, mesmis rom simwvanea, magram,aba, am gazeTebs daakvirdi _ 81 wlis„pravdaa~, rogor ggonia, amdeni weligazeTs mtveri ar adevs? _ Sekvradaiqnia da muxlze dairtya.

_ magaze guSinve vifiqre. _ SekvragamovarTvi da TariRs davxede. _ ma-gram am gadasakargavSi vin darCeboda?albaT viRac biWbuWoba...

_ meeWveba, „biWbuWobas~ mtveri ew-minda aqaurobaSi. me ufro sxva ramemgonia.

_ ra?_ guSin oleg stepaniCis colma

miTxra..._ xo, mesmoda Tqveni „inteleqtu-

aluri~ saubrebi._ Sen icine da eg qali fizikis mec-

nierebaTa doqtoria, xarisxi kembrij-Si aqvs daculi.

_ didi ambavi, gamakvirve. sad da-icav xarisxs, es sruliad araa Sizof-reniaze damokidebuli. xoda, rao Sen-ma stepaniCis doqtorma meuRlem?

_ rogorc gavige, egeni, iseve,rogorc sxva bevri aq mcxovrebi ojaxi,axalmosaxleebi arian. mudmivi mcx-ovrebi aq mxolod is ojaxia, bavSvi rommoukvdaT. ai, tolkasi, ra.

_ xo, eg vici ukve._ xoda, aq vinc cxovrobs, mudmivi

mcxovrebi aravinaa. iTvleba, rom...rogor agixsna... Îêóíåâî sastumrosav-iTaa _ modixar, energetikuli veliTimuxtebi da midixar. midixar da anabramoviCi xdebi an mixailoviCi.

_ mixailoviCi vinaa?_ aravin, es ise, bukvalurad vTqvi,

anu vinme rigiTi warumatebeli adami-ani, vinc sicocxles TviTmkvlelobiTasrulebs.

_ oho. mere?_ mere is, rom Tu daakvirdi... ras

daakvirdebodi, geZina, me davakvirdi,rom marTalia aq yvela konfesiis ada-miani da aTasi juris Serekilia Tav-moyrili, magram mizani da idea yvelaserTi aqvs _ gaxdnen Zlevamosilebi damdidrebi.

_ ki, Sevatyve eg ukve! _safeTqelze saCvenebeli TiTi mivide dadavatriale.

_ nu, eg sadavo sakiTxia, mag logi-kiT mec egeTi var. _ CemsaviT miidoTiTi da daatriala. _ magram amazeaxla ar gvinda, me sxva rames vambob,oleg stepaniCis colma miTxra, romgansakuTrebuli energetikuli veliswored aq, am kunZulze trialebs. sof-lis mosaxleoba varaudobs, rom aq iyois beric, vinc stalini Seifara da aq,sadRac aq. _ miwas daxeda TiTqos ra-Racas eZebso. _ aris hanumanis taZrisnangrevebi.

_ ras melaparakebi?_ Sen xumrob da aq xalxs seriozu-

lad sjera am ambebis._ eg arafers cvlis, erTi Cemi

Cemi azri gamendo, rom olegstepaniCic gamovida. rodesac misnamtiralev saxes Sevxede, Cemi guSin-deli warmodgenebi masze wamierad Se-icvala. ufro moxuci da ufro daba-li momeCvena da, ratomRac, es ambavimis induist Svils davukavSire.

_ ramdeni Svili yavT? _ hkiTxaborisma.

_ rva. axla ukve Svidi._ rva? _ gaukvirda boriss da es

iseTi toniT Tqva, TiTqos rvidan erTiSvilis sikvdili didi SeRavaTi yo-filiyos.

_ mgoni, dRes gadacurva ar Rirs,iqneb gadasceT tolias, rom an navimaTxovos, an xval movakiTxavT. _ vuTx-ari oleg stepaniCs da napirisken ga-vixede. siCqareSi mTeli bargi iq davy-areT da mainteresebda, wyalma xom arwagvarTva.

_ es ra ubedureba moxda, sofelsunda vuTxra! _ oxravda oleg stepani-Ci da wamdauwum karisken ixedeboda. _sawyali moxuci, arc icoda, rogorhgavda patara mas.

_ vin iyo is brma qali?_ tolikas dedaa. Zalian kargi qa-

lia. mTeli soflis dedaa. bebiaSenismegobari iyo.

karSi maleve toliac gamoCnda. ga-mosasvleli perangi gaexada da sada,bambaziisa Caecva. Sarvali rezinisCeqmebSi Caetanebina da swrafi nabijiTmodioda.

_ wavediT! _ Tqva da aRar Sevewi-naaRmdege, oTxiveni napiriskendaviZariT da navSi CavsxediT.

_ Tqvens cols diabetis mZime for-ma aqvs, tolik! _ uTxra borisma, rocameore napirs mivuaxlovdiT.

_ vici, vici. es genetikuria. var-varasac aqvs diabeti.

rodesac varvara awmyoSi moixsenia,

iagas~ saxls wamogitivtivebda. mamaCe-mis saxe damidga Tvalwin. gamaxsenda,rogor ejavreboda aqauroba da gan-sakuTrebiT Tavisi sidedri, romelic,sinamdvileSi, erTi provincieli qaliiyo, Tavisi ucnaurobebiT da re-ligiuri crurwmenebiT. warmovidgine,rogor gaatara sicocxlis ukanaskne-li wlebi am miwurSi, naTesavebis da,ubralod, adamianis danaxvis molod-inSi. rogorc oleg stepaniCma winadRiT miTxra, bolo ramdenime Tvis gan-mavlobaSi bebia saerTod veRarmoZraobda, ijda Tavis saukuniswinan-del skamze da gzas gayurebda. samad-lod Tu vinme saWmels miawvdida, ami-sic madlobeli iyo. es skami isev iseidga aivanze, TiTqos am ramdenime wlismanZilze arc araferi Secvlila aq.

saxlSi Smoris da uadamianobis sunidamxvda. kedlebze wlebTan erTad gax-unebuli yvavilebiani Spaleri iyo mik-ruli da CarCoSi Casmuli gacrecili(savaraudod) xati ekida.

sul sami oTaxi iyo: SedarebiTmozrdili saerTo oTaxi, erTi bewosaZinebeli da momcro samzadisi. saer-To oTaxSi ZvelisZveli komodi idga,romelzec uTo, sami Sandali da bib-lia ido. komodis ujraSi nemsebisasacmeli da ramdenime xveula Zafiegdo.

Cem bavSvobis warmodgenaSi es sax-li imdenad didi da lamazi maxsovda,verc warmomedgina aseTi araraoba Tudamxvdeboda. axla borisTan uxerxu-lad vgrZnobdi Tavs da Zalian vnanob-di, mdinaris meore napirzeve rom ardavrCiT. vnanobdi aq wamosvlasac daCem uazro axirebas, dro am mivardnil,seqtantebiTa da gaurkveveli re-ligiuri sibneliT Sepyrobil xalxTanerTad gametarebina. Tan msurda, bori-sisTvis sastumroSi darCena SemeTava-

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_ axal leqsebs, feisbuqis gver-dze fotoebTan erTad rom ganaTa-vseT, CemTvis bosforuli seria da-varqvi. imave gverdze Tqveni sxvaleqsebic wavikiTxe da iseTi STabeWd-ileba damrCa, rom mogzauri poetixarT da am saxis STabeWdilebebi mniS-vnelovani impulsia TqvenTvis. asea?

_ mogzauroba marTlac Zalianmavsebs Sinaganad da masazrdoebsrogorc poets. STabeWdilebebi mex-mareba weraSi. Cemi blogic maqvs, ̀ gvan-cas zurgCanTis ambebi~, Tumca mogza-urobiT gancdils aq patar-patara am-bebiT, CanaxatebiT gadmovcem, leqse-biT _ ara. mxolod TurqeTis SemTx-vevaSi moxda ase. Zalian bevri qalaqijer arc minaxavs, Tundac saqarTvelo-Si, magram rac vnaxe, TiToeulma sxva-dasxvanairi gavlena moaxdina Cemze.Zalian moulodnelad stambuli fo-tokadrebad CamrCa da gadavwyvite, isi-ni leqsebad gadmometana, mTeli cik-li swored im kadrebze aigo, poeturidRiuriviT gamovida. aseT stilSi ara-sodes damiweria. kidev bevri STabeWd-ileba damrCa gasaziarebeli davfiqrob, cikli aucileblad gagr-Zeldeba.

_ Zalian cocxali leqsebi iyo,TiTqos mec TqvenTan erTad vmogzau-robdi, axla kidev ufro metad mimiw-evs guli iqiT.

_ maxarebs, roca Cemi leqsi mkiTx-velze ase moqmedebs. sxvaTa Soris, mok-le leqsebs aqamde ar vwerdi. Ziri-Tadad, Cemi stili verlibri da mocu-lobiT didi leqsebi iyo. es ki raRacaxalia, gardasaxvaa erTgvari. saer-Tod, erT adgilas gaCereba ar miyvars.miTumetes axla, roca Cemi pirvelikrebuli gamosulia. `kardiograma~SarSan gamosca `inteleqtma~. bevris-gan msmenia, roca wigns gamoscem, sti-lis TvalsazrisiT, SemoqmedebaSi erTietapi mTavrdeba da axali iwyeba, kre-bulis gamosvlamde ki, TiTqos adgilstkepni, wreSi trialeb da iqidan vergamodixar. mgoni, prozaSic asea. daaxla, roca `kardiograma~ gamoce-mulia, `stambuliT~ Cems cxovrebaSiaxali, sruliad gansxvavebuli Semo-qmedebiTi cikli daiwyo. aRmoCnda,rom es Zalian saintereso procesiaCemTvis da kmayofili var.

_ `kardiogramis~ Sesaxeb vi-saubroT. masSi Sesuli leqsebicraRac erT, mZlavr impulss efuZne-ba Tu sxvadasxva STabeWdilebissafuZvelzea Seqmnili?

roca axalgazrda poetsa da mTargmnelTan, gvanca jobavasTan inter-viusTvis vemzadebodi, misi feisbuqis gverdze Sevixede. mindoda, Sexvedram-de gamecno. gvancas ̀ kedelze~ TurqeTSi gadaRebuli fotoebi rom vnaxe, mivx-vdi, iqidan axali dabrunebuli iyo. Cveulebrivi, arafriT gamorCeuli fo-toebia, ufro reportaJuli, naklebad statikuri _ moyvarulis gadaRebu-li yoveldRiuroba. Tumca Cemi yuradReba TiToeuli suraTis gverdiT gan-Tavsebulma leqsebma miipyro. TiTqos kadrebi cocxldeboda, maTSi SeCere-buli dro svlas ganagrZobda da mec, movlenebis SuagulSi aRmoCenili, xanbosforis wylebs mivapobdi ̀ aT lirad~, xan lurji meCeTis sivrceSi vikarge-bodi, xanac galaTas xidze meTeevzeebs Soris videqi uxmod. mere gvancas Sevx-vdi da mogzauroba masTan erTad gavagrZele.

_ krebulSi Sesuli leqsebi erTiniSnis qveS gaerTianebuli ar aris.saerTod, krebulis gamocemaze didixnis ganmavlobaSi vikavebdi Tavs. ̀ kar-diogramaze~ adre Cemi Targmanebidaistamba, Targmanebamde ki _ ori sa-bavSvo wigni. erT-erTia `xuTi bavSvi,xuTi Tbilisi~, is gamomcemloba ̀ elf-ma~ gamosca, xolo meores, `kolofs~,Cem garda ori avtori hyavs _ sofiokinwuraSvili, romelic amave droswignis mxatvaricaa da vivien edvali.

`kolofi~ qarTul-Sveduri proeqtisfarglebSi Seiqmna da `bakur sulakau-ris gamomcemlobaSi~ momzadda. arada,leqsebis wera bevrad adre, daaxloe-biT me-4 klasSi daviwye. albaT, amito-mac, da kidev im mizezis gamo, rompoeziis mimarT gansakuTrebul pasux-ismgeblobas vgrZnobdi yovelTvis,krebulis Seqmnas samomavlod vdebdi.da roca `kardiograma~ gamovida, mivx-vdi, rom sworad moviqeci, misi gamoce-ma rom ar viCqare.

_ ras gulisxmobT?_ poetis gemovneba mudmivad icv-

leba. xSirad xdeba, rom rasac adrewerdi, aRar mogwons. SeiZleba imitom,rom SemoqmedebiTad viTardebi,izrdebi, icvlebi. wignis gamocema rommeCqara, mgoni, kargi debiuti ar meqne-boda, Tumca arc imas vityvi, `kardio-gramam~ raRac saswauli moaxdina-meT-qi. mainc kmayofili var, droulad gam-oveci. leqsebi raime saerTo niSniT argamierTianebia, ubralod, erT stil-Sia dawerili. miuxedavad imisa, romkonvenciuri leqsebiT daviwye, imdroisTvis, roca `kardiograma~ gam-

oica, ukve Tavisufal formas viyeneb-di da krebulSic ZiriTadi nawili ver-librma daikava. odesRac, verlibricaxali etapi iyo CemTvis. stilisturierTgvarovnebis miuxedavad, Sinaarso-brivi TvalsazrisiT, krebuli mraval-ferovania. pirveli wigni iyo da mind-oda masSi swored es mravalferovnebawarmomeCina.

_ interviusTvis rom vemzadebo-di, medea zaaliSvilis werili wavi-kiTxe. Tqveni, rogorc mTargmneliswarmatebul debiutze werda, amerike-li mwerlis, sol belous SesaniSna-vad gadmoqarTulebul romanzesaubrobda. damwyebi mTargmnel-isTvis belousTan ̀ SeWideba~ rTuliar iyo? ratom airCieT maicdamainc esavtori?

_ Targmna am wigniT ar damiwyia.studenti viyavi, roca pirveladvTargmne, Tanac _ poezia. maSin Zalianmiyvarda terenti graneli, is axlacmiyvars, magram gemovneba icvleba-meT-qi, giTxariT da ara marto mwerlis,aramed mkiTxvelis gemovnebac

vigulisxme. im wlebSi Sepyrobiliviyavi graneliT, misi cxovrebiT, Semo-qmedebiT. bevrs vkiTxulobdi mis Sesax-eb, mis leqsebsac. swored aman gamabe-dina, meTargmna TxuTmetamde leqsi daramdenime Canaxati inglisur enaze.erT-erT saRamoze Cemi Targmanebi ga-momcemloba `inteleqtis~ direqtor-ma, batonma kaxmeg kudavam moismina daTanamSromloba SemomTavaza. misganmiviRe pirveli SekveTa _ ramdenimenobelianti mwerlis leqcia vTargmne.paralelurad, vinaidan sabavSvo nawar-moebebis avtoric viyavi, gamomcemlo-ba ̀ elfisTvis~ ramdenime sabavSvo wig-ni gadmovaqarTule. es erTgvari mo-samzadebeli etapi iyo. batoni kaxmegiCems saqmianobas Tvalyurs adevnebda,bolos miTxra, es yvelaferi Zaliankargia, magram droa, ufro seriozu-li literaturis Targmna scadoo daSemomTavaza, memuSava sol belous ro-manze `mister samleris planeta~,romelic qarTulad Targmnili ariyo. belous Semoqmedebas ar vicnob-di, Sesabamisad gaazrebulic ar mqon-da, ra sirTulis mxatvrul teqstTan

meqneboda saqme, magram gamomcemlobisdireqtoris winadadebam ise momxibla_ maSin 23 wlis viyavi _ rom davTanxm-di.

_ sirTuleebs, albaT, muSaobisprocesSi waawydiT.

_ rac gamomcemlobaSi vmuSaob,xSirad Sevswrebivar, gamocdil mTarg-mnelebs uari rom uTqvamT Targmnaze,Zalian rTuli teqstia da masze muSao-ba ar gviRirso; zogsac avtori ar mos-wonebia. magram me damwyebi specialis-ti viyavi, ndoba unda gamemarTlebinada sirTulis gamo nawarmoebis Targm-naze uars ver vityodi. rva Tvis gan-valobaSi dRe-RameSi 3-4 saaTi meZina,or samsaxurSi vmuSaobdi da TargmnasRamiT viwyebdi. Zalian mZime dReebimqonda, bevri viSrome, magram roca sa-muSao davasrule da romani gamoica,vTqvi, axla ukve aRarafris meSinia-meTqi. belous Targmna gakveTili iyoCemTvis, didi gamocdileba SemZina.vwuxvar, rom qarTveli mkiTxveli nak-lebad icnobs am avtoris Semoqmedebas.mizezi albaT is aris, rom misi romane-bidan mxolod erTia Targmnili. Tum-ca, vinc wignebs ucxo enebze kiTxu-lobs, bevrisTvis belou sayvareli av-toria. cnobilma mweralma, filiprotim Tqva kidec, XX saukunis ameriku-li literatura or veSapze, uiliamfolknersa da sol belouze dgaso.qalbatonma medea zaaliSvilma,romelic SesaniSnavad icnobs mis Tx-zulebebs, mwerlis erT-erTi yvelazecnobili nawarmoebis, `hercogis~Targmna misurva, magram, rogorc iciT,`mister samleris planeta~ SarSan gam-ovida, me ki misi Targmnisas imdenaddidi energia davxarje, rom axla mzadar var, imave avtoris nawarmoebze vi-muSao. saerTodac, erTferovneba armiyvars, mudam axlis ZiebaSi var, amit-om axla sxva romelime saintereso mw-erlis Targmnas vamjobinebdi.

_ sol belous romanis Semdegjon lenonis wignis Targmna, albaT,Sveba iqneboda TqvenTvis.

_ sxvaTa Soris, Tavidan mec asemegona, magram Sevcdi. ramdenime wliswin am wignis Targmna mixo mosuliSvil-ma mirCia. saqme isaa, rom iqamde Targm-nili mqonda nawarmoebis `alisa sao-crebaTa qveyanaSi~ adaptirebuli vari-anti bavSvebisTvis. batonma mixommiTxra, lenonis wigni wavikiTxe, stil-isturad `alisas~ vamsgavseb davfiqrob, SenTvis saintereso iqnebamasze muSaobao. wigns saqarTveloSiver mivakvlie, verc gamowera an Camo-tana movaxerxe, bolos ki sol beloumdamipyro da karga xniT mimaviwya jonlenoni. misi wigni mxolod ̀ mister sam-leris planetis~ gamosvlis SemdegmoviZie. jon lenonis TargmniT gamom-cemloba `artanuji~ dainteresda damec muSaobas Sevudeqi. sirTuleebiswinaSe aqac male aRmovCndi. lenonsweris aseTi stili aqvs: is mimarTavseqsperimentebs fonetikuri Tval-sazrisiT, sityvebs cvlis, marcvlebsanacvlebs, interpretirebuli fraze-

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nacnobi raselistis ojaxSi yoveldiliT gamoaqvT gardacvlili qmrispijaki _ armagedoni dRes-xval iqne-ba da Caicmevso. Cven mecnierebi varT,boria, Cven aseT sibneles ar undavujerebdeT.

_ ara, me arc vambob, rom yvelaf-ris mjera, magram is, rom amdeni war-matebuli adamiania aq „Seqmnili~, bevrrameze metyvelebs.

_ araferze metyvelebs, saerTodaraferze. zogi CemsaviT usaqmurobamCamoiyvana, zogi, mapatie da, SensaviTbnelma azrebma, zogic ubralod egzo-tikam _ Sexede ra haeri da ra bunebaa!_ xeli tyisken gaviSvire da ucbad sax-lic aRar momeCvena iseTi usaxuri dasaSineli.

_ Sen ver gamige, me vcdilob agixs-na, ratom araa aq mtveri... _ xeliCaiqnia da oTaxSi Sebrunda nawyeniborisi. mivxvdi, rom megobars uxeSo-biT vawyenine da situaciis gamoswore-bas vecade: boria, me ubralod, skepti-kosi var, xom micnob? am mistikurimtvris gaqrobis, ucxoplanetelebis,mkvdreTiT aRdgomebis da sai babebisar mjera. me qristianul qveyanaSidavibade da wminda cecxlis gadmosv-lis ar mjera, ara Tu raRac meeqvserasis arsebobis da msgavsi sisulelee-bis.

_ Sen ra ici „meeqvse rasis~ Sesax-eb?

_ nu, vici, internetSi wavikiTxe,raRac seqtebia, vinc am Temebze xalxstvins urecxavs.

_ xoda, magas vambobdi zustad. _borisi ratomRac CurCulze gadavida._ „cimbiris akvani~ qvia mag seqtas daaqaurebi yvela mag seqtaSia gawevri-anebuli.

_ mere?_ mere is, rom cota mozome sityve-

bi, Torem seqtantebis ambavi xom ici?ise migasikvdileben, Tvali ar auxamx-amdebaT.

_ Sen ambob, rom rame msgavsi Sei-Zleba moxdes?

_ ara, me amas ar vambob. miTumetes,rom. _ Caaxvela da Tavmomwoned Tqva._ oleg stepaniCis cols vuTxari,Cvenc sinamdvileSi amitom CamovediTaq-meTqi.

_ gadairie?_ ra moxda?_ raRa ra moxda? viRac... dart-

ymulebma unda ifiqron, rom magaT-nairebi varT?

_ da ifiqron mere._ da ratom?_ Tundac imitom, rom normalu-

rad moiqcnen, an raRac-raRacebimogviyvnen da gvanaxon. da Tundac imi-tom, rom aq SemoveSviT.

_ xumrob?

_ ara, ar vxumrob._ me mainc mgonia, rom xumrob. Cems,

kanonierad sakuTrebaSi myof saxlSiSemosasvlelad namdvilad ar mWirde-ba viRac darexvili brbos nebarTva.

_ Sen ggonia, aq kanoni kanonobs?Sen ggonia, aq miliciels bolo sauku-nea, fexi daudgams? Sen ggonia, sadmeiCivleb da yuradRebas mogaqceven?yurebi gamoibertye, Zmao! aq Tu mil-iciels naxav, kanonis damcvelia,oRond amaTi, aqauri kanonis da araSeni, Cemi da viRac-viRacebis. ver naxeweRan? batoni sanam ar mova, navs TiTsver daadebTo, im qalma.

_ ras erCi toliks, eg yvelaze nor-maluri Cans am sofelSi jer-jerobiTvinc vnaxeT.

_ nu, ar vici, ramdenad nor-maluria, roca sakuTari da gyavs co-lad, dedaSeni mamaSenis da iyo da rocaSeni 14 wlis qaliSvilic Svils elode-ba... Sengan.

_ xumrob?_ ara, namdvilad ar vxumrob. Segi-

Zlia, nebismieri aqauri gaaCero dakiTxo. eg Cveni „normaluri~ tolikaaqaurobis araoficialuri mmarTve-lia, Zmao! akbaSevis marjvena xeli.

_ akbaSevi vinRaa?_ erTi adgilobrivi qristea! _

xeli aiqnia borisma.wamiT daveWvdi, rom borisi srul

Wkuaze iyo Tu ara, mere vifiqre, nas-vami an dabolili xom araa-meTqi, ma-gram gamaxsenda, dilidan erTad viyav-

iT da es versiebi gamovricxe. erTimomenti SemeSinda kidec. am koleqti-ur aracnobier SiSs da ganwyobas aqvsunari, individi sakuTari gavlenisqveS moaqcios, dapresos da, Tu sustinebisyofisaa, gasrisos kidec.

ucbad Tavi sxva ganzomilebaSiwarmovidgine, sxva samyaroSi, sadacadamianebs SeuZliaT wyalze iaron,telepatiurad mimoixilon samyaro,sxvisi azrebi ikiTxon da marTon daubralod drosa da samyaroze gaba-tondnen. am azrma Cemi cnobierebamTlianad moicva da lamis damimor-Cila kidec. boriss gadavxede da mx-olod maSin gamovfxizldi. gamaxsen-da cnobili qarTveli fsiqologi,uznaZe da yvelaferi iseTi cxadi danaTeli gaxda CemTvis, rom sixaruliTlamis gadavexvie megobars.

_ kidev ra Tqva stepaniCis col-ma?

_ araferi. male raRac dResas-wauli aqvT da yvela emzadeba, maTSoris magaTi induisti Svilic.

_ imedia, msxverplSewirva arician aqeT, adamianebiT. _ vcade, xum-roba damewyo, rom Cemi SeSfoTeba daCemi sixaruli ar daenaxa.

_ ara, ara. mdinares yvavilebimoaqvs mag dRes. eseni am yvavilebsxarSaven da wvens svamen. mere saxalxodResaswauli aqvT. am dRes elodebi-an stumrebs da mere isev Sambalas eZe-ben.

rac aqamde mxolod internetiT

vicodi da aracivilizebuli samyarosmonapovari megona, aq, msoflios erT-erTi udidesi megapolis moskovidanramdenime aseul kilometrSi xdeboda.

„ai, ratom aqvT rusebs endokri-nologiis aseTi cudi skola~ _ gavi-fiqre, boriss ki bebiaCemis sawoli da-vuTme da me rusuli Rumelis Tavzedavweqi.

Rame sicivem gamaRviZa. cecxlis dan-Teba ar vicodi da azric ar qonda sib-neleSi SeSis moZebnas. zurgCanTidan er-TaderTi Tbili jempre amoviRe da Cav-icvi. ar vici, ratom, saZineblis kariSevaRe da boriss davxede. ar iwva.

aivanzec aravin iyo. ramdenjermegavZaxe sibneles, magram pasuxi ar mim-iRia. warmodgena ar mqonda, sad SeiZle-ba wasuliyo, miT ufro, rom mdinarezegadasasvleli xidi Cangreuli iyo, naviar gvqonda, kunZulidan ki sulelis metivin gacuravda. gadavwyvite, davwolil-iyavi da davlodebodi. CameZina.

diliT ise damxvda, viTomc araferimomxdariyos. uxmod davlieT civi Cai dabargi CavalageT. me saqarTveloSi dab-runeba, mas ki albaT sastumroSi darCe-na hqonda gadawyvetili. raRacnairadgagvicivda urTierToba. TiTqos saer-To enis gamonaxva gviWirda kidec.

_ meeWveba, vinme movides, Tu argavZaxeT, ras ityvi? _ vuTxari rogorciqna.

_ megafoni Tu gaqvs ar vici, ise kiyviriliT veravis gavagonebT! _ miTxraukmexad da sigaretis mosawevad gavida.

_ moxda rame, boria? _ gavyevi._ ra unda momxdariyo?_ TiTqos gabrazebuli xar._ vize?_ ar vici. raRac uxasiaTod xar._ ara, namdvilad ar var._ kargi.oTaxSi Sevbrundi. ukve meramdened

vnanobdi Cem axirebas am sofelSi wamov-suliyavi. megobaric davkarge da droc.

navi SuadRisas movida. tolias guS-indeli gamosasvleli pijaki ecva daTavze tyavis kepi exura. Svilmkvdar ma-mas namdvilad ar hgavda.

guSindeli borisis monayoli gamax-senda tolias incestur ojaxur tradi-ciaze da civad mivesalme.

_ wasvla gadawyviteT, ara? _ ikiTxatoliam.

pasuxi arc erTs ar gagvicia. cen-trisken daviZariT. avtobusi naSuadRevsmovida. meore diliT ki me moskovidanTbilisSi gamovfrindi.

sami Tvis mere borisis werili momivi-da: „im RamiT, Sen saxlSi rom davrCiT,tyeSi gavedi da raRac xmam miTxra, romCemi warumatebloba gardauvali iqnebo-da. an unda davrCeniliyavi iq, Îêóíåâî-Si, an unda Tavi momekla _ me es uka-naskneli gadavwyvite!~

guram megreliSvili

saTamaSo

bavSvebis saxli

dasasruli

biT adgens teqsts _ mkiTxvels erTg-var Tavsatexs sTavazobs. mokled, mTe-li wigni gamocanebiT iyo savse da mecmaT amocnobas vcdilobdi. Tan,rogorc mTargmnels, ufleba ar mqon-da teqsti, Sinaarsis gamocnobis Sem-deg, gamarTuli qarTuliT gadmomet-ana, sityvebs qarTul JReradobasvargebdi. saboloo jamSi, rogorcaraerTma mkiTxvelma miTxra, sain-tereso Targmani gamovida. boloTqma-Si davwere kidec, es mxolod mcdelo-baa, rom Seiqmnas originalis analogi,radgan, rogorc jon lenons ewerebo-da, ise mxolod jon lenons ewerebo-da-meTqi.

_ `rogorc mewereba~ 2012 welsgamovida. merec TargmneT raime?

_ aris aseTi patara gamomcemloba`ustari~, romelmac ingliseli fsi-qologis, aniet kemfbelis wignis Targ-mna SemomTavaza. wigns hqvia `movusmi-noT Svilebs~, exeba bavSvebisa da maTimSoblebis urTierTobas, saubari kiagebulia werilebze, romelsac av-tori wlebis ganmavlobaSi mTeli mso-flodan iRebda, zRva masala daamuSa-va da Zalian cocxali, saintereso wig-

ni SemogvTavaza. Targmanze muSaobacwina teqstebTan SedarebiT rTuli ariyo.

_ Tbilisis saxelmwifo univeris-tetis filologiis fakultetis sag-amomcemlo-saredaqcio mimarTulebadaamTavreT da axla `inteleqtSi~Tqveni profesiiT muSaobT, saerTa-Soriso urTierTobebi gabariaT.Tumca, me, upirvelesad, mainc poet-ad aRgiqvamT da mxolod amis SemdegmTargmnelad da sagamomcemlo saq-mis specialistad.

_ filologiis fakultetze sare-daqcio-sagamomcemlo mimarTulebaramdenime weli arsebobda. ase rom, meim iSviaTTagani var, romelmac ga-naTleba am sferoSi saqarTveloSimiviRe, specialobiT vmuSaob da ZaliangamimarTla, rom vakeTeb im saqmes,romelic miyvars. gamomcemloba `in-teleqtSi~ saerTaSoriso urTierTo-bebs vuZRvebi, ZiriTadad, vmuSaob saav-toro uflebebis mopovebaze, axaliavtorebis moZiebaze. Tumca bolodros Cveni mcdelobebi iqiTkenaa mi-marTuli, rom ucxoeli gamomcemeliCveni qarTveli avtorebiT davain-

teresoT. saqme bevria, amitom inten-siuri mimowera maqvs ucxoelkolegebTan, veswrebi wignis saerTa-Soriso festivalebs. axlaxan ukrain-aSi, lvovis wignis forumze gaxldiT.

_ qarTveli mwerlebis sazRvarg-areT `gasvlasTan~ dakavSirebiTraime sasiamovno siaxle xom ar aqvs`inteleqts~?

_ garkveuli winsvla marTlacgvaqvs, Tumca am mimarTulebiTmuSaoba Zalian rTulia, upirvele-sad, imitom, rom qarTuli teqstebisucxo enebze Targmna Wirs. SeiZlebaTargmnon, magram, rogorc wesi, ux-arisxod. yovel aseT namuSevars ucx-oeli redaqtori, TanamTargmnelisWirdeba. mdare Targmanma origi-nalur teqsts SeiZleba xarisxidaukargos. originaluri teqsti kiimgvari unda iyos, evropul bazarsrom moergeba, ucxoel mkiTxvels romdaainteresebs. gamomcemloba cdi-lobs, am mimarTulebiT garkveulifinansebi gamoyos, zogierTi proeq-ti sawyis etapzea, ucxoeli kolegeb-isgan saqmian winadadebebs veliT,didi imedi gvaqvs, saqme nel-nela

daiZvreba da qarTul literaturassul ufro meti ucxoeli mkiTxveligauCndeba. amisTvis finansuri stabil-urobaa aucilebeli, ase rom, gamomcem-lobebsac gvWirdeba xelSewyoba.

_ da rac Seexeba wina SekiTxvis me-

ore nawils?

_ pirveli ar xarT, vinc Cemze am-bobs, ufro poetia, vidre mTargmneli dagamomcemelio. arian adamianebi, ro-melnic kidec Targmnian, magram saku-Tari teqstebi ufro eZvirfasebaT. me kiCems wignebad mimaCnia, rac vTargmne,radgan bevrad didi energia, Sroma, Zal-isxmeva Cavde maTSi, qarTulad Targmni-li teqstebis avtori me var. visac ara-sodes uTargmnia, vinc am saqmes ar ic-nobs, mas, albaT, gauWirdeba gaigos, razevlaparakob. sagamomcemlo saqmiano-basac da mTargmnelobiTsac Zalian didida mniSvnelovani adgili uWiravs CemscxovrebaSi, mTlianad vixarjebi orivesaqmisTvis, Tumca mainc mimaCnia, romupirvelesad, poeti var.

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daekarga katas kudi...gana qudi,gana knuti _ar mogesmaT _ didi kudi!sigrZiT _ ase, ocdaaTisantimetri anda meti...an naklebi... arasodesgauzomavs santimetriT.Tumca, amas vinRa Civis?ra aprixos axla _ TaTi?kudi Zalze saWiroa,santimetri Tundac aTi!..es ambavi rom gaigo,funjma, ra qna, iciT? katasakvarelis saRebaviTWreli kudi dauxata!

imis nawers rom daxeda,bevri icina beRuram –Tundac batis frTiT dawero,mainc wer batifexurad!

Txovdeba mwvane bayayi

Txovdeba mwvane bayayi,colad mihyveba xvliks.eCxubebian mSoblebi:– magas vis misdev, vis?

eg Sen ar Segefereba,nu daiRupav Tavs!ramdeni dadis ucolo,saqmros ginaxavT sxvas.

ager, mezoblis gombeSo,dediserTaa Tan.sul TaTisgulze gatarebs,Sen ganacvalebs Tavs.

albaT, xerxi Tu ixmara,albaT, mimarTa xriks...mag mousvenars, galeuls,rogor mihyvebi xvliks?!

bayayi yursac ar ugdebs,mwvaned iRebavs Tmas.– vinc miyvars, imas mivyvebi,sxvam rac ar unda Tqvas!

ar daidga fexi,aikece kudi.erTi, ori, sami...sami, oTxi, xuTi...

tango ukve viciT,isea Tu ase.SegviZlia axlaSeviswavloT valsi.

davtrialdeT erTad,modi ufro axlos!rogor kargad vcekvavT,yvelam unda naxos...

Tagvs daexva Tavbru:_ movrCeT gakveTili!valsis cekvas mijobsvaknatuno Txili.

Stormi

okeane aRelda,talRa talRas exleba.Cqara, Torem xomaldixifaTs gadaeyreba.

kapitani xmamaRlamiTiTebebs iZleva:_ yvela afra dauSviT,male Stormi iwyeba!

saTiTaod mimarTavsbocmansa da iungebs.usmenen da kapitansyvela erTxmad miugebs:

_ SevasrulebT yvelafers,rasac gvetyvi, kapitan!SenTan erTad, icode,yvela xifaTs avitanT!..

TamaSoben bavSvebi,TavSeyrilni jgufurad.gemi aris nafoti,okeane – gubura.

gigas leqsi

vin amagrebs caze, netav,RamiT mbrwyinav varskvlavebs?anda, savse mTvares maRlavisi xeli akavebs?

cisartyelas dasaxatadras xmaroben – akvarels?mze rom Cadis da amodis,caze fexs ar akarebs?

visac vkiTxe, ar mpasuxobs,mxolod Wkuas marigebs:– jer patara biWi xar dagaizrdebi, gaigeb!

axla ukve sxvaze metades kiTxva ar masvenebs –netav, male gavizrdebi,wvima Tu damasvelebs?

fisom fexi moitexa

moitexa fisom fexi,axla dadis yavarjnebiT.veRar dasdevs Taguniebs,veRar tkbeba gamarjvebiT.

lxins marTaven Tagunebi_ aRara gvaqvs fisos SiSi.yavarjenic ver uSvelis,fexi uzis TabaSirSi!

Tagvebis saxli

karze zanzalakia, katas rom ver Seabes. rekavs, vidre stumari am saxlis kars SeaRebs.

SesasvlelSi ugiaT zoliani xaliCa – katasaviT fumfula sagangebod airCa.

yvelis formis saaTi dRes dakides, arada guSin swored aq idga Zexvis formis karada.

didi televizori mTeli dRea CarTuli, aTasferad brdRvialebs WaRi aTi naTuriT.

saxlma ukve miiRo marTlac, sul sxva ieri – ganaaxles Tagvebma saxlis interieri.

bati

TeTrma batma Tqva – bebiasunda mivwero salami!frTidan bumbuli moiZro –Tan maqvso sawer-kalami.

wvima da bayayebi

wvimis wveTebi_ wkap!_ wkap!moswydnen patara Rrubels.bayayebi ki_ tyap!_ tyap!ar scildebian gubes.

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