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    L IV ING POETSvolume 2 number 1

    First Published by

    D ragonheart Press

    11 M enin Road

    A llestreeDerby DE22 2NL

    England

    http://welcome.to/livingpoets

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    2001 Individual Poets

    A ll Rights Reserved Worldw ide

    Volume 2 Number 1

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    Volume II Number IJuly 2001 Era Vulgaris

    Edited by Sean Woodward

    First Published MMIby

    Dragonheart Press11 Menin Road Allestree Derby DE22 2NL England

    http://welcome.to/livingpoets

    [email protected]

    2001 Individual Poets

    All Rights Reserved Worldwide

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    No part of this electronic journal may be reproduced in anything other than its original form, otherthan for the purposes of review, without the permission of the Editor or Publishers.

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    ContentsKamikaze Rain Ivan HyltonThe Visitor Ivan HyltonMother Mary Robert PhelpsTethered Goat Ben Wilensky

    Invader Ben WilenskyAfter Rush Hour Geoff Stevens

    Caspian Geoff StevensAn Ending To It Robin FordQuilted Minds HPWho Am I HP

    Cleansed HPApple Tree Nigel ColesDolphins Nigel Coles

    Heart Nigel ColesWho Lost the Love File Will Daunt

    The Harrowing Francis SpencerAthwart Him Francis SpencerIn the Forest Francis SpencerPretence Francis Spencer

    Absence Francis SpencerEncounters with the Shadow Sean WoodwardMassachusetts Autumn Sean Woodward

    The House of Horta Sean WoodwardLuckless in the Far Cloister David Stone

    Cancel Call-Waiting David StoneDiving David StoneEvening Drops Timothy HodorThe Crowd of Time Timothy Hodor

    23 April Roy ClementsNo Peace Roy ClementsUntil Roy Clements

    The Space in Your Mind M PickardElegy For A Poet Louis S. Faber

    Dream On, My God Louis S. FaberDust and Ashes Louis S. Faber

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    IntroductionWelcome to Volume 2 number 1 of Living Poets.

    We continue with this new volume to feature powerfulnew poetry and to provide a platform for the voice of

    international poets.

    Poets spotlighted in this issue have appeared in SouthCarolina Review (Louis S Faber, New York), Orbis,

    Smoke, Pennine Platform (Will Daunt, Lancashire UK)and include the editor of Purple Patch (Geoff Stevens,West Bromwich UK). Ben Wilensky (Rockaway, New

    York) has appeared in a multitude of magazines such asLong Island Quarterly, Hobo (Australia), Jerusalem

    Review (Israel) and has published two collections withMellen Press.

    The background of the poets varies from those who

    have never previously expressed themselves in verse toa 60 year old Franciscan friar currently preparing anelectronic book for publication by Denlinger's Press.

    Poetry has been a vehicle for healing personal traumas,

    inner reflection and observation of this world and itsinhabitants. In sharing their inner worlds with us, theydemonstrate the commonality and interconnectedness ofthe human condition.

    Sean WoodwardWarmbrook, 2001

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    Kamikaze RainIvan Hylton

    Cold,Kamikaze rain, hardSoulless like granite.

    Timeless cycleWithout point or end.

    Dank grey islandhow you have suffered.Day dreams your only vice

    your muse sleepingor dying.

    Smear my lazy bodywith your rich blood.Lie and turn inwards,

    concentrate, screamhusky

    Insults at the moonface that can only watch

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    The VisitorIvan Hylton

    Madness visited last night,with her Hyena smile,slanting.

    A swirl of crazed ebony, bleeding,bubbling

    like hot phlegm in the cauldronof her eyes.

    Here speed was incrediblesmearing the innards of my tiny roomwith a faint surreal scent,

    a threatening territorialurination.

    Her impossible garments twitchedand disturbed like an epileptic fitfilling all space with the menace

    of tormented snakes,Medusa!

    Please spare me your look.Like an erection of feathers

    my fragile sanity stands poised.Why bother with such a feeblechallenge?

    As sudden as geysers her eyesthrew me to the wallthen bludgeoned my gentle brain

    with the curiosity of a childwounding ants.

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    Then with the mundane yawn of routinethe morning sun crept through

    the windows; she left.I readied myself,with cigarettes and cologne.

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    Mother MaryRobert Phelps

    Sometimes like a half-remembered fragranceLike smiles in a fading photographSometimes like the melody of a song thats

    Hummed all through the nightSometimes like a beautiful gift unexpectedLike the logic of a child in the midst of chaos and fight

    Sometimes like a sunset capping the earthwith the promise of morning

    Like the feverish hug of forgiveness

    Sometimes like the eyes of a little girl on the knitting handsof her grandmother

    Like the fingertips of lovers at the love-touch aborning

    Sometimes like the birds settling on my mothers tombstoneLike waking hungry for the fevers rackSometimes like feeling Christ sitting in my car

    Like the embrace of cool wind on my backSometimes like a loving dark that wishes me wellLike a kiss on my cheek

    Sometimes like sweet tears that well into my eyesAre you, are you, O gentle and meekMother of my days

    Are you, O mother with arms bigger than Siberia and aVoice smaller than a confessional whisper

    Are you Sweet Mama for the days when I lose my hopeJewish mama with your gentle wisteria calm andSmile that burns away clouds and makes a hole in the groundfrom Dubuque to Shanghai,

    Who holds your son in the crock of your armand with your free hand walks me aroundYour adopted second son

    Baby boy sick already with sophisticationSick with the consumption of consumption

    You gently walk with meMother walk away from the bad places to the light

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    Mama who laughs at my pretencesPierced heart Mother laugh

    Sounds like Gods laughLaughing at all that comes with the nightA laugh

    That dries my tears and tears down the fencesMade with the clapboards of fear ofMy preordained schedules of inanity

    That stunt my growthAnd lay the spores

    That grow in the chambers of my heartInto a primordial fungus of soul insanityWhich covers over with silly scalesEyes made to see the sun.

    Created by your sonTo see where I have been called to run.

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    Tethered GoatBen Wilensky

    Call it three before the lightor three inside the daywhen spatial negativity comes rushing by

    to rattle my ship,squeeze my sanity.

    The heaving deck is pitch black,obliterating surface from interior,wiggling fingers in front of my face.

    The soul cries out in panicked comedywhen knives are primed for pulsing meat,

    the loss of life,the force of tragedy.

    The spit of the sea is the hiss of a predatorsearching for prey.Warmer now,

    ten degrees warmer than thatwhen I hear the cry of a tethered goat.Sweet stench clogs the air.

    Nowhere to go, nowhere to hide, hyperventilating,

    fit to be tied. Pressure is up. Pulse is down.Pain is quite exquisite. Literally, I can leapinto the bloody ink of Isaacs sorceryand disappear.

    Sky is breaking.Waves are calm.

    Time to cast my nets and troll for bottom feeders.Function replaces fantasy,

    reduces the play.

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    Amused and chilled to the bone,

    I go below to meditate on whiskeys burning hell,

    as I eat lobster,

    squirming in its shell.

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    InvaderBen Wilensky

    Sleek

    stainless steel,she changes speed and massas if she were a sorceress.

    Impervious to river tot and termite time,she glides through vines and

    cul de sacsblaring music,colored lights,

    for lights and drums attract a crowdalong the Great Yazoo,

    Madre DOro,Black Shingu.

    Our ship is a murderess,spy for Nomad Khan,hurling tons of fire

    high into the topmost trees.

    We are burning forests to the ground,

    cleansing them

    for browsing sheep.

    A slow witted slothlooks into the eyesof old friends roasting in the heat,

    their fearful shapesquivering in the smoke.

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    After Rush HourGeoff Stevens

    Street lights bleed into the darkness,diffuse light like seed clocks,dandelions losing alpha-particles

    into passing time.

    The rain is greasy, oils everything.

    Cars and buses stop, then trundlebetween dying rows of department stores,their eyes gone out.

    13 and 74 stencil sharplyinto the front of slow passing buses.

    They are cut with precision;everything else is blurred.

    This window is shedding tears.We sit in its brain,which has ceiling lights

    that flutter in sequence with the thunder.

    Someone is walking through it,

    carrying a ham cob,which is tightly wrinkled in clingfilm,

    with pink meat pressing its tongue against it.

    Waiting here is flat, lifeless, and dull.I drink it down like warm beer

    and it fills up again with the same.Brain signals glisten like cigarette ends.

    I get a message which says thatI am going to be late home for dinner.I dial the same old number

    and a voice, as dry as ovened gravy, puts me on hold.

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    CaspianGeoff Stevens

    Suicidal, youve often though of drowning

    and the cobalt mirrors that create a triptych of yourself

    have cost a fortune.

    You immerse yourself in them, each night, before you go to bed.

    They hold three neon-blue images of the bedroom light,and your arms move like lazers in them

    as you remove your earrings,that glisten like blue ice.

    An electric, blonde shock of highlights crackles within it,as you teasel with silver-backed hairbrushes.

    You remove your (purple-in-the-mirror) bright-red lipstickand Prussian Blue eye-shadowusing cotton buds of baby-blue and a bladderwrack-brown lotion,

    before you slip out of your clothingand sit there with black nipple-smudges on your bluebell breasts,

    and your pubic hair as lively as hungry mauve sea-anemones.

    Flanked by your perfume bottles,phallic and cut glass, engorged with indigo,you see your bed, behind you, waiting for a lover.

    Some nights you bring back some hulk to keelhaul with your wants,and to cling to when you are drowning

    in the intense Adriatic blue impulsations of orgasm,that wash over you while circling gulls are screaming take me,

    deep down in the salt water fathoms of your psyche.

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    An Ending To ItRobin Ford

    You left no messageyou will not come backI have learnt this.

    Even if you returnedand crossed the samethreshold you would not

    enter the same room.

    If your form were to appear

    framed by lintel and architravemy heart would sicken, shrinkshed its blood, squeeze mouse

    like under skirting boards.

    Love or mania-like this

    bows under its own weightleaves rupture, puddlesof red mud. Think of me

    felled then file that imagefor the future. I knowyou will not

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    Quilted MindsHP

    what happensbetween the spaceof my mind

    that no one else sees

    desire and lust

    to name but a feware these

    Within this spacean explosionthoughts, verbs,

    scatteredonto the quiltof paper minds

    and whentheres nothing

    then I write

    as nothing

    can becomea cascade

    of my mind

    edit and re-editbut soon

    theres nothing leftbut is that notwhat lies between

    the spaceof quilted minds

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    Who Am IHP

    Who am IA roseA thorn

    A spec on the carpet of lifeinsignificantAnd yet

    when joined by othersI becomeA part of a great voice

    that can heal, save livesMake a differencein this world

    So who am IdependsOn who stands beside me

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    CleansedHP

    Washed in the tearsof those that lay dyingit takes strength to walk away

    IndemnifyingYou dont have to fightto prove youre strong

    even sanctioned killingsare sometimes wrongFrom twisted commands

    to blood stained handsWashed in the tearsof the dead and dying

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    Apple TreeNigel Coles

    Love is like an apple treeIt starts growing from a seed you see

    Planted in your lovers head

    You can watch it grow, I have heard it saidA small apple tree starts to grow

    With leaves and branches, ever so slow

    The same as love, it grows strongerObvious consequences, making it last longerA blossom appears at the end of the branch

    Love is flourishing, given the chanceThe fruit we have mentioned, starts to growThe branches get heavy, and start to bow

    Like a couple you sow your seedThe same process has started, yes indeed

    The fruit drops and the harvest is in

    The apples are collected up in a binThe same goes for the baby thats dueFruit of the lions, I have heard this too

    So, from a seed, a tree, a blossom, an apple grows

    Its called the apple tree of love I knowFor I have been there and sown a seed

    And experienced all that love indeed

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    DolphinsNigel Coles

    Dolphins are said to be a sign of loveI suppose likewise goes for a white dove

    But swimming with dolphins, is said to be

    A loving feeling, from within the seaThey are a sign of safety, love and beauty

    When someones in danger, they always seem to do their duty

    They have a healing effect on children that are illMaybe they tickle them with their billWherever you are, out there, in a boat

    At the bow you can elegantly see them floatWith that beauty and elegance in every wayYou could stay there watching them all day

    So dolphins are surely, what they are made out to beBeautiful angels from within the sea

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    HeartNigel Coles

    My love for you, is deep in my heartOf its weight, I would sadly let it part

    Because I am filled to the brim, with all this love for you

    A release is what I need, what can I do ?I feel my heart, is about to explode

    My bloods pumping that fast, my veins erode

    So please tell me you love me likewiseThis may reduce my heart back to the right size

    Synchronise your heart, to beat with mine

    This way our hearts will beat on timeYou see, cupids fired that arrow at me

    He wants me to hang out with you, you see

    Give me your heart, and I will store them togetherThis way our love will last forever

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    Who Lost the Love FileWill Daunt

    Hallo, come in. Ive forgotten your name.No. Dont tell me now, its somewhere on screen,With your details and oh dear, what a shame

    Ive deleted the life where your folder had been.

    You registered late, I attempted to fit

    any profile which proved you were out of my hands.Our recycle bin is preparing to splitwith thousands like you no one else understands.

    There might be a space I could turn into yours,in stacks or the card files beyond the alarms.

    Theres somewhere beyond here and through the baize doors here is the password, now creep out of harm.

    Thats how she spoke every speck of the trip,while one more small part of him died in the chip.

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    The HarrowingFrancis Spencer

    Three days we harrowed Paradise:the graveclothes lay unfolded

    by the bed. How simple it all

    is. The room, your hair,the river sounding by .

    Our hands reached into the sideof the world. Its eyes

    are soft as eggs. And nowhere

    underneath the skin isanything but this We lied

    when on the third day we appearedto hang again, like dutiful defeated

    thieves, on those dead trees,

    to cover up this savagerywith smiles and cries of dereliction.

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    Athwart HimFrancis Spencer

    Athwart him andhis waters, she:

    I want to bear

    your child

    shivering

    triumphant gift.

    Woman. This one.

    No-one else.Unbuttoning

    his grief

    as the terror of manis broken.

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    In the ForestFrancis Spencer

    Following each othernaked as the trees

    Into our no-mans land,

    the edge of the woodwas all around us

    Winter and our breathsnow-laden, blossomed

    overhead in pillars

    of white fireWe followed our words

    like a god

    And there was time hereand tall bones

    a misery of airand the skeletons of children

    growing vast in death

    Their silence covered

    everything asInfinitely small we too

    grow white and softcrushing the snow

    with love

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    PretenceFrancis Spencer

    Let us pretend in this small roomand on this room-shaped paper

    that we

    can walk out naked under the treesor fly to Prague on a train

    that we

    are virgins still in factnot just in rediscovery

    and that

    the hours we press together herewill turn to years like wine

    Let us pretend because its truewe do not like being false

    that our

    eyes are not watching usfrom other lives or rooms

    that we

    do not have children thereor boughs weve ripened on

    and that

    they unlike us, arent walking

    loves white stick

    Let us pretend to make believeto make love, to make waves

    that One daycomes, that Ill leave mineshould you leave yours

    that wellget over somehow their

    not getting over itand that

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    thats what we even wantto make a life in time

    If not, let us pretendthese sheets are blank

    and thatfor instance, we are nottwo had and eaten cakes

    or thatI do not love you even

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    AbsenceFrancis Spencer

    After love we drew the counter-pane all around us; sittingcross-legged by the window, were

    a Buddha with two heads.

    Usually we talk. I know

    that you exist then becauseI can see the words go rufflingthe fine hair on your neck.

    This time we are only breathing,but I still know we exist because

    the glass that separates us fromout there, its wandering headlights

    and our lives, has misted blindlyover. But is it true, my silence,that we can only know this when

    we cannot see ourselves

    or see the world see us ?

    For when your hand crept outof our two-headed idol,

    whether to wipe the pane clean

    or to wave, absence fledbetween like a knife.

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    Encounters with the ShadowSean Woodward

    from a bright summer's daythe shadows are new prominenceson the rim of the morning sun

    - crow feathers and burnt moons

    in the cut-off moments

    as black as the turning instantbetween all you know

    and all that can change.

    I kept your name

    the exact number of eclipsesof moon and sun

    of mood and funless moment.

    I kept chained the ghetto atrocitiesof speech and broken thought

    of each way and methodyour stratagems mappedout those tired black lands of torture.

    I stand now, as ever, watching

    new encounters with the shadowwatching him stepped from an alchemist's glassa Gollum decked all in gold and finery

    holding nothing but liesand anothers crooked shadowcast from the past upon him

    waiting, flickering

    unseen.

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    Massachusetts AutumnSean Woodward

    Harry,

    You always appeared exhaustedwhen calling spirits -

    your daughter's vanished -

    your neighboursin the Baltimore Hotel

    were very LA, very quick to say

    anything that would take

    the edge away.

    That day in 1926 you had wishedfor a great escapeonly now is it

    that we are watching and waiting,second-guessing the secret tradeof magicians, played out

    in the dark shouts

    of childrenof owls on church lytchgates.

    A crowd gathers as we await

    your illusive infamacymixed in its own alchemists mist

    in this Massachusetts autumnin the midst of this storm.

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    I see a spiders webbridging death with its illusion

    of deft construction.

    And ten circled words

    are spoken in smokey dewpicked from the threads of life and death.

    Conan-Doyle and Houdini

    what it was they knewto come throughthis seventieth time

    this Halloween night, Nineteen Ninety Six.

    Once more I walk within the lines.Once more I talk with him of other times.

    That someone would uncover the crimesof Innsmouth, of the blindarab who led me here

    waiting for you to appearfrom the back of the faceless crowd

    Ii a loud round

    of applause.

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    The House of HortaSean Woodward

    Marble stepsEffortlessly mergeWith the curved spurs of wrought-iron,

    Of fingers, in awe pointingTo the staircase landing

    Of Hortas organic abode.

    I have felt those sea-crest joins,The handrail as smooth

    As my lovers skin.

    I have walked through doorways

    As arched and indistinguishableAs our bodies in given rapture.

    Only in silent harmonyDo you begin to seeThe dew-drop symmetries,

    The shades of aching flesh,The nouveau mesh of bud and seashell.

    Bring me again, lady of the night,Through the cafe laden

    Streets of Ixelles.

    It is your touch that melts masonry,Composes the once grilled orifices

    Into open offerings of abandon.

    Gone are the scents of dried floweristry,

    Everything is effortlessAs frozen as a moment of Rambles observation

    Everything -marble, stone, honed thought -

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    Everything

    Is how it was meant to be.

    Bring me again, daughter of the night

    To the House of Horta

    To the light of your touch.

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    Luckless in the Far CloisterDavid Stone

    I marked my place in Plato,Erased my notes of remorse,Surrendered my sorcerers license

    And desperately poked the strandTo the applause

    Of a choir of horseshoe crabs.

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    Cancel Call-WaitingDavid Stone

    Reading the ledger of Anubis,Dry-eyed, behind bars,

    Counting rhapsodies,Apologizing for pitching streetward,

    Scrawny as a dream.

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    DivingDavid Stone

    from the cliff edgeover a burning ring,wincing,

    rotating,stripping,

    retreating, restating traumasabove embankments,rinsed seawalls.

    vaulting above chimneys,over the stadium wall,grappled to rest

    like a rosewood cannonballfuming in the clocktower.

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    Evening DropsTimothy Hodor

    Tears touchThe tendernessOf others

    When theyAre exterior;

    But whenThere isNo lightIn their liquid,

    They mustMelt intoThe self;

    And in thatNocturnal world

    The candleOf someMelancholy manBurns in

    The midnightOf life.

    (Reprinted from Hours in the Orchestration)

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    The Crowd of TimeTimothy Hodor

    It's hard living in a world --When you feel alienated from your native country,And from the country you live in.

    And you feel alienated from the Catholicism

    You learned as a child,And from all the religions you know as an adult.

    You are a loner, walking in the crowd of time.

    The people behind you are dead;The people in front of you aren't born.

    How well you know the people around you.Sometimes they bump you. They tell you how well they advance.

    You see how well they retreat.

    You are a loner,walking in the crowd of time.

    (Reprinted from Cyphers)

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    23 AprilRoy Clements

    Nearby, on the festival of St Georgeat my greening roundabout, a thousandDandelions vehicle poison

    all the day and, unperturbed, declaretheir bold gold opinion on it all.

    How, then, shall I do less than slaythe dragons in my soul, and smile ?

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    No PeaceRoy Clements

    There is, without a doubt,peace aplenty for the wicked -why should they be worried ?

    It is the right-minded,

    conscientious and goodwho lie awake and watchgaunt faces in the dark.Don't proverb them, don't mock.

    For they it is who beara neighbour as a brother,who wipe a wound a pay

    a price, who stand betweena victim and a foe.

    No peace out here, in thisour wasted land, forover there, asleep and

    undeterred, the wicked waits.

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    UntilRoy Clements

    On the ground, fallen,beside Autumn's last dying leaf.This, then, is waiting.

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    The Space in Your MindM Pickard

    A circle is a line of progressionthat starts at a point in your mindand, having created,

    finishes back where it started.To get where you want to go

    you have to startfrom where you are

    not where you would like to benot where you think you are

    not where the othersthink you are.

    To get where you'd like to be

    and move on from there.You might have to go back

    and start at the beginning.You might findthat you split a circleand finish where you started

    leaving a perfect moon.

    2

    you might find

    the energy in breaking freefrom the circle of beliefthat constricts and strangles your mindthough it saps your energy

    carries you a million milesthrough the space in your mind.

    3

    You should findthat a healthy unrealistic dreama dream of where you'd like to be

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    shoves you along each tottering stepthrough the circle of your mind

    takes you quickly throughwhere you'd not like to be.You might find something boring.

    You might find something uninterestingsuggested put things togetherfind they complete the circle.

    Take a look,closer and closer

    at the space in your mind.The more you think,

    the bigger it gets.Without the circle, you run the risk

    Of becoming lost.With the circle, you run the riskOf going round and round and round.

    The enormous energy it takeslaunch yourself from the circle

    carries you a million milesthrough the space in your mind.Back to the starting point.

    4

    Take a look

    take a closer lookthe old woman,

    wrinkled and sarcasticis she still beautiful?behind the wallof a stuttering pathetic forgetful dependant

    lies the invisible, the wise,the mind the person, the awarenessthrust so deeply to the centre

    of her being.Into the space of her mind.

    To challenge your perceptionsis to break free of the circleto launch yourself

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    through the space

    in your mind.

    5

    That should be the endbut a circle never endsend it now

    or be sent spinninground and round and round

    Everything goes into the push,the leap

    that carries you a million milesthrough the space in your mind.

    space pushed constantly expandsmind and matter constantly expandsuntil you end up

    at the finishback where you started

    whether you startedat the beginning or at the end.

    6

    So that you complete the circleand finish up where you started

    like the SunBut the Sun

    is not chained to the earththe Earth is chained to the sunsuch a belief shifttakes a major effort

    completed, carries you a million milesthrough the space in your mind.

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    Elegy For A Poet(for Allen Ginsburg)

    Louis S. Faber

    You died quietly in your bed without

    friends gathered aroundthe car and buses of the cityclattering out a Kaddish

    to a God you had long agodismissed as irrelevant.We would have expected

    your howl, to decrythe unfairness of it all,but you merely said

    it is time, and slipped away.Who gave you the rightto depart without leaving us

    one last remonstrationagainst the insanitythat surrounds us, lone last

    censure of the foolswho we have so blindly chosento lead a generation

    into a hell of our creation.You had your peacebut what of us

    left behind, what can welook forward toin your absence

    save the words we knowso well, can recite by heartthat no longer beats

    in your breast.

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    Dream On, My GodLouis S. Faber

    Good night, Sisyphustry and get some sleep.It's been a long day

    and you already knowthe rock will await you

    when you arise in the morning.I suppose by nowyou've come to realizethere is no percentage

    in pissing off the Gods.This of this as a personalre-education center

    where right thinkingis the lesson of this

    and every other day.Did you really thinkthey would let you standin the middle of the Square

    openly mockingall of their edicts.Sleep old fellow,

    we have all the timein the world, it is

    one of the benefitsof immortality.

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    Dust and AshesLouis S. Faber

    Between Scylla and Charybdisthey cower amidst the ruinsfearful to look skyward

    lest they encouragethe rains of hell.

    Now and then they visitthe corpses, hastily buriedgrief drowned by the soundof the laugh of the gunner

    peering down from the hills.It is always night for the souland lookout must be kept

    for Charon, who ridessilently along the rivers of blood,

    that flow through her streets.In the great halls,far removed from the horror,self-professed wise men

    exchange mapslines randomly drawn,scythes slicing a people.

    They trade in lives as chattel,reaping a bitter harvest,

    praying there may only bebut seven lean years.They offer a sop to Cerberus,three villages straddling the river,

    but the army of the hillsknows they will take that and moreand waits patiently for the winter

    when the odour of sanctityno longer arises out of the city

    to assail their nostrilsand Shadrach isno more than a ghost.

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    ColophonThis issue was sustained by Angela.

    Special thanks to David Taub.

    Editorial evasion assisted by Typhonian excursions from the realms

    of Malkuth, Gravity Winter Games, (Mammoth, California) ; Mont-Sainte-Anne (Quebec), Linkin Park,Kid Rock, Santana, John Mayall,ELO, Papa Roach, Tonic, Black Sabbath, Playstation2, CNN,2000AD, Deepak Chopra and Derek Acorah.

    New for 2001evSplushnay Records release the Best Of collection, Gothick and anaudio CD of poetry readings from Dragonheart Press.

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