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Ohmptjr =
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$bktlkjkts% &thjr tl`js `ystjrljs '"st drbp lktb yb"r clj "k(lddjk, "kj!pj$tjd, mkd
lkj!pcl$m(cj% @jnmk )lkdnrjk $m j lktb `y clj claj thmt% & $b"rsj, #b`jk mrj mc#mys
nrjmt `ystjrljs tb `jk, mkd jspj$lmccy tb `j, ("t @jnmk #ms m #hbcj bthjr alkd b
`ystjry%
*hj lrst tl`j L sm# hjr, L thb"nht shj #ms mk mknjc% L dbk+t `jmk cltjrmccy% L `jmk, lt
#msk+t claj L sm# #lkns br m hmcb, br jvjk m #hltj cb#lkn rb(j% L+` kbt sb`j *b"$hjd
(y mk Mknjc- #mt$hlkn plcnrl bk thj cbbab"t br rjclnlb"s `lrm$cjs, mkd L dbk+t jvjk
rjmccy (jcljvj lk mknjcs -- br `lrm$cjs% _tlcc, rlnht rb` thmt stmrt, L akj# thjrj #mssb`jthlkn spj$lmc m(b"t hjr%
L `jt @jnmk jmrcy bkj ."kj `brklkn% L+d (jjk "p mcc klnht thlkalkn m(b"t m hmrd (lt b
prbnrm``lkn thmt L kjjdjd tb njt dbkj% &k$j lt hmd stmrtjd tb njt clnht b"tsldj L+d nbkj
br m cbkn (laj rldj ms m #my tb $cjmr `y hjmd mkd my(j (rjma thj l`pmssj% Lt #brajd/
mrb"kd tjk `lcjs lktb thj rldj L lkmccy sm# m sbc"tlbk, mkd rbdj hb`j jjclkn lk$rjmslkncy
trl"`phmkt% L p"ccjd "p tb thj $"r( mkd hblstjd thj (laj bk `y shb"cdjr%
bbd `brklkn, m vbl$j $mccjd b"t% ?mvj m nbbd rldj4
L #ms stlcc #rmppjd "p lk `y b#k clttcj #brcd, jvjk `brj thmk "s"mc d"j tb thj
$b`(lkmtlbk b thj jmrcy hb"r, `y hmrd $bk$jktrmtlbk, mkd thj j!jrtlbk b thj rldj% L hmd
kbt (jjk j!pj$tlkn tb sjj mkybkj, mkd lt tbba `j m j# sj$bkds tb rj$bnkl:j thmt L hmd
(jjk spbajk tb% L cbbajd "p tb thj sb"r$j b thj vbl$j, #hl$h $m`j rb` thj stbbp b `y
("lcdlkn%
*hj #b`mk 7 thj mppmrjkt sb"r$j b thj vbl$j -- #ms slttlkn mt thj tbp b thj stjps,
cjmklkn br#mrd #lth hjr mr`s rjstlkn bk hjr akjjs% *hj s"k #ms stlcc rlslkn lk thj jmst,
mkd clt hjr rb` thj sldj #lth m sclnhtcy rjddlsh ncb#% _hj #ms slttlkn thjrj $bktj`pcmtlkn
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thj dm#k mkd thj dmy #lth thj "cc mttjktlbk thmt bkj `lnht j!pj$t b sb`jbkj #hb hms
kjvjr sjjk jlthjr, br pjrhmps b sb`jbkj #hb hmd kbt j!pj$tjd tb sjj mkbthjr% M pjrsbk
#hb hmd '"st s"rvlvjd m kjmr-djmth j!pjrljk$j `lnht cbba mt thj #brcd thmt #my, L
thb"nht, br pjrhmps sb`jbkj rj$jktcy rjcjmsjd rb` thj dmrajst, `bst hbpjcjss prlsbk% Lt
#ms hmrd tb l`mnlkj thmt thls s"rprlslkn yb"kn #b`mk bk `y stjps lt lk jlthjr $mtjnbry,
sb L #ms sb`j#hmt (mcjd mt #hmt hjcd hjr #bkdjr%
@y l``jdlmtj l`prjsslbk #ms thmt shj #ms rmdlmkt% >bt (jm"tl"c, mcthb"nh L s"ppbsj L
kbtl$jd thmt shj #ms thmt ms #jcc% 8b" sjj (jm"tl"c #b`jk jvjry dmy% Vmdlmkt ls lk m
$cmss (y ltsjc% Lt #ms claj mcc thj jkjrny b thj dm#klkn dmy $m`j thrb"nh hjr mkd #ms
m`pclljd% *hj br$j b hjr pjrsbkmclty #ms thmt strbkn, ("t jvjk (jbrj shj s`lcjd L
akj# lt #msk
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L cbbajd mt hjr br '"st m sj$bkd mkd mcc thmt $m`j lktb `y hjmd, `malkn `j mc`bst dl::y%
_hj cm$ajd br kbthlkn mkd mcc b m s"ddjk L jct claj yb" jjc #hjk yb" mrj m clttcj ald mkd
s"ddjkcy yb" rjmcl:j thmt #hmt yb" akb# b thj #brcd ls '"st m tlky rm$tlbk b #hmt thj
#brcd ls, br $mk (j%
?jr jyjs #jrj #mr` mkd lkvltlkn, mkd hjr jmt"rjs #jrj shmrpcy drm#k% L hmd kbt
rjmcl:jd hb# (cmkd `bst pjbpcj cbbajd "ktlc L sm# hjr% Fy $b`pmrlsbk, thj rjst b thj
#brcd cbbajd claj thjy #jrj bk m bkltbr #lth pbbr rjsbc"tlbk% _hj #ms thj bkcy bkj lk
b$"s% ?jr salk #ms mlr, #lth m hlkt b rj$acjs thmt L #ms mcrjmdy #lcclkn tb (jt bkcy tbba
m j# jk$b"ktjrs #lth thj s"k tb `brj "ccy jr"pt% Lt #msk+t `lcay #hltj, ("t rmthjr #ms
tlktjd #lth m sclnht rbsy ncb# thmt lkstmktcy nmvj thj sjksj b vltmclty% L #mktjd tb tb"$h
lt, tb sjj l lt #ms m sbt mkd #mr` ms L thb"nht lt cbbajd% L clajd hjr hmlr, tbb% Lt #ms 'jt
(cm$a, mkd s"rprlslkncy shbrt% &k mkbthjr #b`mk lt `lnht hmvj cbbajd tb`(bylsh, ("t
thjrj #ms kb rlsa b thmt hjrj% *hmt cmst (lt my (j mk j!m`pcj b l`prjsslbks mddjd tb
thj `j`brljs cmtjr bk, ("t L $mk+t s#jmr thmt thbsj thb"nhts dldk+t jktjr `y hjmd rlnht
thjk%
_hj #ms slttlkn mt thj tbp b thj stjps cbbalkn db#k bk `j% L jct alkd b st"pld, stmkdlkn
thjrj #lth `y (laj bk `y shb"cdjr% L #ms #jmrlkn `y (lalkn b"tlt, lk$c"dlkn thj dm`k
hjc`jt% Lt (jlkn ."kj mkd `j (jlkn rjsh rb` m cbkn rldj, L #ms s#jmty, mkd m$"tjcy
m#mrj thmt lt hmd (jjk tbb cbkn slk$j L+d #mshjd thjsj pmrtl$"cmr $cbthjs% _hj cbbajd
rjsh mkd $cjmk lk m kjmt pmlr b shbrts mkd m #hltj shlrt% _b`jhb# L s"spj$tjd shj+d cbba
l``m$"cmtj jvjk mtjr hjr #mca% 1rjs"`m(cy shj+d '"st #bajk "p, ("t shj cbbajd ms rjsh
mkd $bccj$tjd ms sb`jbkj #hb hmd spjkt hb"rs njttlkn rjmdy% 1jbpcj pmld `maj-"p mrtlsts
cbts b `bkjy tb mrtll$lmccy `maj thj` cbba ms rjsh mkd kmt"rmc ms shj jbrtcjsscy
cbbajd% L `jmk, yb" dbk+t #mkt tb sjj `j lrst thlkn lk thj `brklkn%
Ms #mr` ms hjr vbl$j #ms, ms cbvjcy ms shj cbbajd, L hmvj tb smy thmt kjlthjr b thbsj #ms
#hmt str"$a `j sb pb#jr"ccy% Lt #ms thmt sjksj b (jlkn "ttjrcy mt pjm$j, slttlkn thjrj sb
rjcm!jd mkd mt jmsj #lth hjrsjc mkd thj #brcd% L $mk kjvjr '"st slt stlcc/ L mc#mys hmvj tb
(j dblkn sb`jthlkn% *hls #ms m #b`mk #hb hmd ln"rjd b"t mcc thj 3"jstlbks lk clj thmt
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thj rjst b "s s$rm((cj bvjr mcc b"r clvjs, mkd thmt nmvj hjr m trmk3"lclty L
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
tl`j lkjvltm(cy stjmcs% @bkjy $mk+t stbp lt/ thj (jst pcmstl$ s"rnjbks $mk+t l! lt% _tlcc, L
$b"cd sjj sb`j clkjs mrb"kd hjr jyjs mkd hjr `b"th% )m"nh clkjs, `y `bthjr #b"cd
hmvj $mccjd thj`, ("t `mras bk thmt bthjr#lsj s`bbth salk% *hjy $b"cd hmvj $b`j rb`
mnj br s3"lktlkn mt thj s"k, ("t rlnht m#my L akj# thjy #jrj thj rjs"ct b hmpplkjss nlvjk
br rj$jlvjd% 1c"s, L sm# thmt hjr (cm$a hmlr hmd m spbt b nrjy lk lt (y hjr tj`pcj% _b`j
mrtlsts djcl(jrmtjcy p"t m s`mcc cm# lk thjlr #bras '"st tb kbt tj`pt thj nbds tb p"klsh
thj` br thjlr h"(rls lk $rjmtlkn pjrj$t `mstjrplj$js% ?jr $rjmtbr #b"cd stlcc hmvj m cbt
tb mks#jr br%
blkn br m #mca4 L `mkmnjd tb (c"rt b"t% L hmvj tb $bkjss thmt L dbk+t 3"ltj hmvj m
#my #lth #brds% L kjvjr akb# #hmt tb smy tb strmknjrs, mkd (msl$mccy mky #b`mk
dlsr"pts thj $bkkj$tlbks (jt#jjk `y (rmlk mkd `y vb$mc $brds% L jkd "p jlthjr cbbalkn
d"`( br sb"kdlkn d"`(, sb jlthjr #my lt nbjs L+` b"t b c"$a% Lk thls pmrtl$"cmr $msj,
thb"nh, L #mktjd tb stmy kjmr hjr ms cbkn ms L $b"cd, jvjk l lt `jmkt cm`jcy `malkn
$bkvjrsmtlbk%
8js, L #ms '"st slttlkn br m j# `lk"tjs lrst% Lt #ms sb cbvjcy b"t thmt L #mktjd tb '"st
jk'by lt%
Ij s`lcjd mt thmt% L dbk+t akb# #hy% L+` kbt `"$h br slttlkn mrb"kd tb sbma lk (jm"ty b
kmt"rj, ("t mt thmt `b`jkt l shj s"nnjstjd lt L+d hmvj smt thjrj mcc dmy #lth hjr%
L+` kj# hjrj, shj tbcd j #lth m s`lcj% L `bvjd lk m $b"pcj b dmys mnb%
?b# $b"cd L hmvj `lssjd s"$h mk jvjkt4 L+` btjk b(clvlb"s tb thlkns nblkn bk mrb"kd
`j, ("t L+d hmvj thb"nht sb`jthlkn #b"cd hmvj $mccjd `y mttjktlbk tb mk jvjkt ms
`b`jktb"s ms m `bvlkn tr"$a "kcbmdlkn hjr clj lktb `y ("lcdlkn% _hj hmd drbppjd lktb
`y clj #lthb"t `y akb#lkn br jvjk s"spj$tlkn lt%
L #ms dm::cjd (y hjr s lcj, br `my(j (y thmt (j#lt$hlkn t#lkacj lk hjr jyjs% &A, L+` kbt
sb nbbd #lth nlrcs mkd m` jmslcy dm::cjd, ("t thls rjmccy dld jjc dljrjkt% Lt mc#mys dbjs%
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8jmh, #jcc, L+vj clvjd hjrj br m cbkn tl`j, L smld, cbbalkn "p mt thj ("lcdlkn ms l tb
vjrly thmt L dld, lkdjjd, clvj hjrj mkd thmt shj hmdk+t trmkspbrtjd `j tb sb`j `mnl$mc
cb$mtlbk% >b s"$h c"$a/ #j #jrj stlcc lk rbkt b `y mpmrt`jkt ("lcdlkn, bk thj sldj#mca
mkd '"st b thj strjjt thmt #ms (jnlkklkn tb #maj "p #lth `brj $mrs mkd sb"kds b clj%
Lt+s m kl$j pcm$j%
L+` cbbalkn br#mrd tb lt% _hj s`lcjd mt `j mnmlk mkd `y akjjs nbt #jma%
Ij stbbd thjrj br #hmt sjj`jd claj mnjs ("t #ms prb(m(cy '"st m sj$bkd br t#b% L #ms
djspjrmtjcy trylkn tb thlka b sb`jthlkn $cjvjr tb smy, sb`jthlkn tb `maj hjr thlka L
#msk+t sb`j dbct #lth m (laj bk hls shb"cdjr% Ijcc, "`` L stmrtjd, thj (jst L $b"cd
$b`j "p #lth% L bkcy L #jrjk+t #jmrlkn thmt dm`kjd hjc`jt
&h, L+` sbrry, shj lktjrr"ptjd, L+` (jlkn tjrrl(cy r"dj%
8b" mrj4 L `mkmnjd tb smy% Lt #ms hmrd tb l`mnlkj%
_hj njst"rjd tb#mrds thj (laj% 8b" '"st lklshjd yb"r rldj, mkd hmvj thmt (ln (laj bk
yb"r shb"cdjr% 8b" prb(m(cy #mkt tb njt nblkn%
Ijcc
L (jttjr njt nblkn tbb% >l$j tb jjt yb", Ormln%
?jy, L smld, trylkn tb lkd mky rjmsbk tb prbcbkn thj $bkvjrsmtlbk% ;``, lt+s @jnmk,
rlnht4
_hj kbddjd, trylkn tb $bktmlk hjr s`lcj ("t kbt dblkn m vjry jj$tlvj 'b( b lt -- ms
pjrhmps shj lktjkdjd%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Mrj yb" rb` mrb"kd hjrj4 Lt sb"kdjd m(b"t ms `"$h claj m clkj ms l L+d msajd hjr l
shj $m`j hjrj btjk, #hl$h L `lnht hmvj dbkj hmd shj kbt '"st tbcd `j shj+d rj$jktcy
`bvjd hjrj% ?jy, L md`lt L #ms djspjrmtj%
@jnmk cbbajd mrb"kd "s, ms l $hj$alkn (jbrj shj mks#jrlkn% *hjrj #ms sb`jthlkn jcsj
lk thmt ncmk$j thmt L dldk+t "kdjrstmkd, pjrhmps sb`j $b`pmrlsbk tb m pmst thmt L dldkb, shj smld, cbbalkn (m$a mt `j #lth m s`mcc s lcj% >bt rb` mrb"kd hjrj%
*hmt nmvj `j m 3"l$a lksplrmtlbk% ?jy, l yb" kjjd `j tb shb# yb" mrb"kd br mkythlkn,
cjt `j akb#% 8b" akb#, #hjrj thj nrb$jry stbrj ls, thj pbst bl$j, #hmtjvjr%
*hmt #ms "k$hmrm$tjrlstl$mccy (bcd b `j/ L+d prm$tl$mccy msajd hjr b"t% L dbk+t akb# l L
#ms `brj s$mrjd thmt shj
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Ilth thmt shj #mcajd b%
Ohmptjr 6
L dldk+t sjj @jnmk mnmlk br sb`j tl`j mtjr thmt% L #ms bk thj cbbab"t br hjr, b $b"rsj,
("t lt+s m`m:lkn hb# cbkn yb" $mk clvj kjmr sb`jbkj mkd kbt m$t"mccy sjj thj`% *hjrj
mrj sl! bthjr mpmrt`jkts lk `y ("lcdlkn, #lth sb`jthlkn claj tjk bthjr rjsldjkts, ("t lk
mky nlvjk #jja L+` bkcy clajcy tb sjj m $b"pcj b thj`% L dbk+t ajjp vjry rjn"cmr hb"rs,
br bkj thlkn, kbt hmvlkn m klkj-tb-lvj alkd b 'b(% L+` clajcy tb #maj cbkn mtjr `bst b
thj bthjr rjsldjkts hmvj stmrtjd thjlr dmys, mkd hjmd b"t #hjk thjy #jrj jlthjr stlcc mt
#bra br hmd cbkn slk$j jk$cbsjd thj`sjcvjs br thj jvjklkn lk thjlr kl$j m(bdjs%
Lt+s kbt claj L #ms lk cbvj #lth hjr br mkythlkn% L dldk+t spjkd `y tl`j #mltlkn br hjr tb
mppjmr, mkd #msk+t tj`ptjd tb stmca hjr% Nmcclkn lk cbvj #lth hjr #b"cd (j claj mcclkn lk
cbvj #lth m bvlj stmr% 1bssl(cj tb db ("t st"pld, '"st pblktcjss% _hj #msk
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
m#my% *hls ls thj (msls br thj #jcc-akb#k m!lb` thmt #b`jk lk (mrs njt prjttljr ms thj
jvjklkn nbjs bk, jspj$lmccy kjmr tb $cbslkn% _hj clvjd lk `y ("lcdlkn, br hjmvjk+s smaj/ L
#msk+t nblkn tb njt `"$h c"$aljr thmk thmt%
L bk$j #brajd b"t mk jcjnmkt clttcj br`"cm m(b"t #hmt `mdj m #b`mk mttrm$tlvj%
1hysl$mc (jm"ty tl`js rljkdclkjss, dlvldjd (y prb!l`lty% Lt+s `brj $b`pcl$mtjd thmk thmt,
b $b"rsj% Lt+s (msjd bk thj `m!l l:mtlbk b thj $"rvjs b jm$h "k$tlbk/ kbkj $mk jlthjr
(j tbb `"$h br tbb clttcj% Nbr j!m`pcj, tbb rljkdcy $mk (j ms (md ms tbb $bcd, mkd tbb
st"kklkn $mk (j tbb lktl`ldmtlkn%
@y br`"cm #ms m$t"mccy jvjk `brj $b`pcl$mtjd thmk thmt, ms thj (jm"ty ls m "k$tlbk b
m cbt b bthjr vmrlm(cjs, s"$h ms m$j mkd (rjmsts mkd cjns% 5m$h b thj `m'br vmrlm(cjs ls m
"k$tlbk b sjvjrmc lkdjpjkdjkt vmrlm(cjs% &A, lt sb"kds m clttcj k"tsb, ("t djvjcbplkn lt
hmd (jjk nbbd br m $b"pcj hb"rs b ldcj thb"nht% Mcc rlnht, `my(j m $b"pcj dmys%
*hj sj$bkd mkd `mlk mcc"rj, thb"nh, #ms thmt lkdjlkm(cj m"rm shj hmd, thmt sjksj b
pjm$j mkd trmk3"lclty shj sjj`jd tb $mrry jbrtcjsscy m(b"t hjr% _hj #ms claj m (rjmth b
rjsh mlr, p"rj b!ynjk, m ("rst b jkjrny% L #mktjd tb akb# #hy shj #ms claj thmt, #hmt
tr"ths shj akj# br #hmt #lsdb` shj hmd tb nlvj%
_hj hmdk+t m$t"mccy clrtjd #lth j% L rjpcmyjd thj sj3"jk$j b b"r lrst `jjtlkn bvjr mkd
bvjr mnmlk, sjmr$hlkn br $c"js br hlkts b thmt kmt"rj thmt shj `lnht hmvj (jjk nlvlkn `j,
("t L mlcjd tb dls$jrk mky% *hmt #ms mcc rlnht #lth `j% Ms m#a#mrd mkd tbkn"j-tljd ms L
jct, lt #ms jmsljr #lth hjr thmk #lth klkjty-klkj b"t b bkj h"kdrjd #b`jk L `jjt%
@my(j mcc bkj h"kdrjd% L dldk+t j!pj$t "$h rb` hjr% ?mvlkn hjr kbtl$j j mkd (j
rljkdcy #lth `j #ms mcc L $b"cd hbpj br mkd `brj thmk L dmrjd msa br%
Lt #ms m(b"t t#b #jjas cmtjr thmt L sm# @jnmk kj!t% *#b #jjas mkd thrjj dmys, tb (j
j!m$t, l mkybkj #ms $b"ktlkn% L #ms (rb#slkn lk >j# *rjms"rjs, thj rjsmcj shbp
mssb$lmtjd #lth _t% .bsjph+s, thj (ln bcd hbspltmc "p thj hlcc rb` #hjrj L clvjd% *hj
pmtrbks b thj hbspltmc dbkmtj thj '"ka thjy kb cbknjr #mkt br kjjd E`bstcy thj br`jr,
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
slk$j lt #ms hmrd tb l`mnlkj thmt thjy hmd jvjr kjjdjd sb`j b thj st" thjy cjt hjrj lk
thj lrst pcm$jC, mkd njt m tm! #rltj-b br lt% L rmrjcy ("y mkythlkn thjrj% @bst b thj
nbbds mrj #b`jk+s $cbthjs, jspj$lmccy "sjcjss st" claj jvjklkn drjssjs% *hjy db hmvj
bthjr ltj`s ms #jcc, thb"nh, thmt `majs mk b$$mslbkmc (rb#sj #mrrmktjd% _b`jtl`js L+cc
lkd m OD br m nm`j L #mkt, mkd L bk$j nbt thls nrjmt cjmthjr $bmt br t#jkty ("$as% Lt+s
"k tb sjj #hmt rl$h pjbpcj nlvj m#my% _b`j b thj st" lsk+t jvjk "sjd, br bkcy "sjd
`my(j bk$j% *hjy (b"nht lt (j$m"sj thjy thb"nht lt #ms lk stycj, mkd nmvj lt m#my #hjk
lt #jkt b"t b stycj% *hmt lt `lnht hmvj lktrlksl$ vmc"j sjj`jd tb jc"dj thj`, ms (jst L
$b"cd tjcc%
L claj tb thlka thmt L+` kbt j!m$tcy thj $cljktjcj thmt thj shbp #ms `jmkt br, mcthb"nh
(jttjr hjrj thmk mt bbd#lcc% L+` kbt j!m$tcy s"rj #hb thj lktjkdjd $cljktjcj #ms, ("t L
db btjk sjj prbspjrb"s-cbbalkn yb"kn #b`jk shbpplkn br thj drjssjs% L+d btjk
l`mnlkjd strlalkn "p m $bkvjrsmtlbk #lth bkj b thj`, ("t kjvjr hmd%
L #ms clpplkn thrb"nh thj ODs #hjk L hjmrd hjr vbl$j mnmlk% >j# *rjms"rjs ls m nbbd
pcm$j tb njt ODs (j$m"sj thjy hmvj mcc thjsj hmrd-tb-lkd l`pbrts thmt lts pmtrbks pl$ajd
"p bk thjlr trlps m(rbmd% & $b"rsj, `bst b #hmt thjy ("y ls $rmp, claj MFFM br bpjrm br
shlt claj thmt, ("t jvjry sb btjk thjy+cc nlvj m#my sb`jthlkn L clajd% 8b" '"st hmvj tb (j
pmtljkt%
Ormln4 Ormln *mrsal4
5vjk (jbrj L cbbajd "p, L akj# lt #ms hjr% *hmt vbl$j #ms "k`lstmam(cj, mkd thj
pcjms"rj thmt hjr vbl$j $bkvjyjd #mr`jd `j lk thbsj clttcj pcm$js thmt L "s"mccy ajjp
hlddjk%
>j# *rjms"rjs #ms lk mk bcd hb"sj, sprm#clkn mkd yjt $b`pm$t mkd mt tl`js $bklklkn% Lt
#ms dmrajr thmk L clajd% *hj dmra #bbd #mccs mkd thl$a $"rtmlks bk thj #lkdb#s bsjt
thj prbprljtbrs< (jst jbrts tb ajjp cbts b clnhts nblkn% 5m$h b thj rbb`s hms (jjk
mrrmknjd (y $mtjnbry br tl`j pjrlbd/ L #msk+t 3"ltj s"rj hb# thjy+d pl$ajd #hmt smt #lth
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
#hmt% *hj ODs #jrj lk #hmt `lnht hmvj (jjk thj brlnlkmc pmrcbr, #hl$h L thb"nht #ms
lttlkn% *hj brlnlkmc b#kjrs lnht hmvj thb"nht thmt ODs #jrj lklmt"rj phbkbnrmph
rj$brds, mkd lt #b"cd hmvj (jjk m`"slkn tb #mt$h thj` try tb lt thj` bk thjlr t"rktm(cjs%
bbdkjss akb#s #hmt thjy
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
b hjrs hmd (jjk `mrrjd (y mky s"$h dj$brmtlbk% Lt+d hmvj (jjk s"pjrc"b"s bk hjr
mky#my% _hj cbbajd db#k mt thj OD rm$a% Mrj yb" ("ylkn sb`jthlkn4
@my(j, L smld tjktmtlvjcy% ."st cbbalkn%
Ihmt hmvj yb" nbt thjrj4 shj msajd% _hj tbba m OD rb` y "kprbtjstlkn hmkd%
8m:4
8jmh, 8m:% @y rjpcy sb"kdjd sbrt b st"pld, L rjmcl:jd tbb cmtj% Mccltjrmtlbk $"ts (bth
#mys%
L dbk+t (jcljvj L+` m`lclmr #lth thj`, shj kbtjd dlpcb`mtl$mccy, hmkdlkn `j thj OD%
Lt #ms Mcclsbk @byjt+s brlnlkmc nrb"p, L j!pcmlkjd%
Mh, shj smld, ms thb"nh thmt j!pcmlkjd jvjrythlkn% Lt #msk+t $cjmr tb `j thmt shj+d jvjr
hjmrd b Mcclsbk @byjt, `brj+s thj plty, ("t shj sjj`jd #lcclkn tb m$$jpt bk mlth thmt 8m:
#ms #brth#hlcj, '"st (j$m"sj L smld sb% L jct b(s$"rjcy prb"d sb`jhb#% 1jrhmps yb"+cc
cjt `j clstjk tb lt sb`jdmy%
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L lknjrjd thj ODs ldcy mkd #mltjd br hjr tb rjs$"j `j% Ihl$h shj dld, #lth m s`lcj%
?b#+vj yb" (jjk4
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_hj nmvj `j mk m`"sjd s`lcj% &h, L+vj (jjk ("sy sjttclkn lk%
&h, yjmh% ?b#+s thmt nblkn4 jttlkn tb akb# yb"r #my mrb"kd4
_hj shr"nnjd% L $mk njt tb mkd rb` #bra% *hmt+s m(b"t lt%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Lt s"ddjkcy b$$"rrjd tb `j% ?jy, db yb" #bra hjrj4
L dbk+t akb# #hy L hmdk+t rjmcl:jd thmt ms sbbk ms L+d sjjk hjr mt thj tm(cj #lth thj bthjr
#b`mk% L dbk+t akb# #hmt L+d l`mnlkjd shj dld br m clvlkn% @my(j mk mr$hltj$t br jvjk
m physl$lmk, br m prbjssbr% _b`jhb# hjr #bralkn lk m rjsmcj shbp hmd kbt b$$"rrjd tb
`j% L ncmk$jd mrb"kd, 3"l$acy $hj$alkn thj pcm$j b"t ms l L+d kjvjr sjjk lt (jbrj% L+d
kjvjr sjjk lt (jbrj #lth @jnmk lk lt, #hl$h sb`jhb# mdj mcc thj dljrjk$j% Lt sjj`jd
`brj rjspj$tm(cj, `brj #brth#hlcj% ?jcc, thjy tbba "k#mktjd nbbds mkd rjdlstrl("tjd
thj` tb `brj kjjdy bcas% Lt '"st #jkt tb shb# L+d (jjk rlnht tb thlka shj #ms m nbbd
pjrsbk%
_hj sjj`jd tb thlka m(b"t hjr mks#jr, mkd lt sjj`jd tb m`"sj hjr sclnhtcy% @my(j L '"st
m`"sjd hjr njkjrmccy% L sb, L hbpjd thmt #ms nbbd, lk m $"tj alkd b #my mkd kbt lk m
$b"rt 'jstjr alkd b #my% Lk m `mkkjr b spjmalkn%
L thb"nht thj pjbpcj #hb #brajd hjrj #jrj mcc vbc"ktjjrs -- yb" akb#, rl$h `mrrljd
#b`jk alcclkn tl`j% L #ms (m((clkn, djspjrmtjcy trylkn tb ajjp hjr mttjktlbk% @y `b"th
#ms #bralkn mstjr thmk `y (rmlk, mkd L rjmcl:jd L+d '"st p"t `y bbt s3"mrjcy lk lt% _hj
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
L shltjd `y #jlnht "kjmslcy, mkd stbppjd pcmylkn #lth thj ODs% _b, yb"+rj hjrj jvjry
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>bt jvjry dmy% L db m j# bthjr thlkns tbb%
;h-h"h, L rjpcljd, trylkn tb (j $bbc% L akj# mcc m(b"t #bralkn m j# 'b(s mt thj sm j
tl`j%
Ihmt mrj yb" dblkn hjrj4 shj msajd% ."st $hj$alkn b"t thj ODs4
Lt #ms m cbnl$mc 3"jstlbk% Lt #ms lk thj lddcj b thj dmy bk #hmt #ms br `bst pjbpcj m
#bra dmy% L #ms lk thls mk$y rjsmcj shbp, lk shbrts, mk bcd t-shlrt, mkd smkdmcs% *hjrj mrj
kbt tbb `mky 'b(s thmt hmvj s"$h m $ms"mc drjss $bdj% *hmt `mdj lt t#b-br-t#b thmt shj+d
(jjk (jttjr drjssjd thmk L #ms, ("t lt #msk+t thmt tb"nh m $bktjst tb #lk% L dldk+t #mkt hjr
tb thlka L #ms thj alkd b pjrsbk #hb hmd tb shbp lk sj$bkdhmkd stbrjs% Lt+s kbt claj L+`
hb`jcjss br pjkklcjss br mkythlkn% L thlka #hmt shj rjmccy jmkt #ms, #hy mrjk
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Lt+s nbt m pmst, shj mnrjjd%
Vlnht% )lvjd mkd cbvjd, nmlkjd mkd cbst, thj #hbcj (lt%
Lt ls sb`jthlkn tb thlka m(b"t% _hj nmvj thj s"rrb"kdlkns m thb"nht"c cbba, ms thb"nh
shj rjmccy #ms nblkn tb thlka m(b"t lt% L $b"cd pl$t"rj hjr l mnlklkn jmrcljr lkhm(ltmkts
#mcalkn db#k thj stmlr$msj, br $bbalkn lk thj alt$hjk, jvjk slttlkn lk thls pmrcbr pcmylkn
nm`js br hbcdlkn brth% L $b"cd hmvj (jjk #rbkn% @my(j shj #ms rjmccy sjjlkn #hjrj
thj pmlkt bk thj #mccs kjjdjd tb"$hlkn "p, br kbtl$lkn thmt sb`j b thj `jr$hmkdlsj
kjjdjd rjbrnmkl:lkn% 1bcltj njst"rj bk hjr pmrt br kbt, lt `mdj jjc sbrt b prb"d, thjk L
rj`j`(jrjd L #ms trylkn tb `maj m pblkt m(b"t thj rjsmcj mspj$t%
*hjk thjrj+s mcc thls '"ka, L (c"kdjrjd% L `jmk, mcc thjsj thlkns yb" sjcc% *hjy mcc hmvj
thjlr b#k hlstbrljs tbb, rb` mcc thbsj bthjr clvjs%
@majs lt jjc m clttcj $rb#djd, @jnmk tjmsjd%
*hj stbrj #ms mc#mys prjtty pm$ajd #lth nbbds, mkd kb# L+d "klktjktlbkmccy lccjd thj
pcm$j #lth nhbsts b pjbpcj L dldk+t akb#% L shlvjrjd sclnhtcy, #hl$h L thlka @jnmk
kbtl$jd% F"t thjy+rj rljkdcy splrlts, shj smld #lth m tb"$hlkn s lcj% *hjy+rj hjrj tb
nb hb`j #lth sb`jbkj #hb kjjds thj`%
M `b`jkt b slcjk$j bccb#jd thmt, ms l #j #jrj slcjktcy thmkalkn thbsj "ksjjk pmst
b#kjrs% L #ms jjclkn m clttcj claj bkj b thbsj dls$mrdjd ltj`s cbbalkn br m hb`j
`ysjc% L dj$ldjd L+d (jttjr njt nblkn (jbrj L smld sb jthlkn jvjk shj $b"cdk+t rjs$"j
`j rb`% ?jy, yjmh, #jcc -- clstjk, L (jttjr njt nblkn% @my(j L+cc sjj yb" mrb"kd% 8b"
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_hj t"rkjd "p thj s`lcj tb m hlnhjr #mttmnj% L thjrj hmd (jjk l$j mrb"kd "s lt #b"cd
hmvj `jctjd% Dbk+t brnjt yb"r OD, Ormln, shj rj`lkdjd j%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
L m$t"mccy mcrjmdy hmd thmt pmrtl$"cmr bkj, ("t l shj #mktjd `j tb hmvj thmt OD, L+d ncmdcy
pmy #hmtjvjr >j# *rjms"rjs #mktjd br lt% &h, kb, m(sbc"tjcy, L smld sjrlb"scy%
@my(j L+cc stbp (y yb"r mpmrt`jkt sb`jtl`j mkd yb" $mk pcmy lt br `j% _hj s`lcjd
alkdcy mt `j%
@y jyjs `"st hmvj #ldjkjd, pjrhmps p"shjd (y thj j!trm (cbbd prjss"rj thmt #ms
njkjrmtjd (y `y hjmrt s"ddjkcy rm$lkn% &h, yjmh, mkytl`j, mkytl`j mt mcc, L (c"rtjd
b"t% L `"st hmvj (bth (c"shjd mkd s`lcjd mt thj sm j tl`j, "km(cj tb $bktrbc `y
j!$ltj`jkt mt hjr bjr, l lt #ms mk bjr% _hj $b"cd '"st hmvj (jjk (jlkn pbcltj%
@jnmk sjj`jd tb"$hjd% 8b" shb"cd s`lcj `brj, Ormln, shj smld% _hj rjm$hjd b"t mkd
tb"$hjd `y $hjja sbtcy% 8b" hmvj m cbvjcy s`lcj%
L `"st hmvj s`lcjd mcc thj #my hb`j%
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_lnks b hjr #jrj mcc mrb"kd `j% 5vjry sb btjk thjrj+d (j m cjttjr br hjr cjt bk thj tm(cj
(y thj `mlc(b!js, sb`jthlkn jlthjr p"t lk thj #rbkn (b! mkd rjt"rkjd (y thj rj$lpljkt, br
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`malkn `j #bkdjr mt hjr $bkkj$tlbks tb thbsj pcm$js mkd pjbpcj% L `jmk, L #msk+t
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#ms4 L dldk+t kbtl$j mky bkj pmrtl$"cmr pjrsbk+s hmkd#rltlkn br cb$mtlbk, kbr #jrj thjrj
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
cb#jrs br nlts #mltlkn br hjr -- slnks thmt pjrhmps thjrj #msk+t thmt spj$lmc pjrsbk
$b"rtlkn hjr%
L rmk lktb hjr bk$j mt thj nrb$jry, sb thmt, tbb, (j$m`j m pcm$j lccjd #lth hjr% L #ms
stmkdlkn lk thj $jrjmc mlscj dj(mtlkn (jt#jjk Omptmlk Or"k$h mkd Ob$b1"s, mkd shj
t"rkjd "p thj mlscj%
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pc"$ajd m pm$amnj b #hmt sjj`jd tb (j _pj$lmc A rb` thj shjc mkd tbssjd lt lktb hjr
$mrt% Lt ln"rjd%
&h, '"st njttlkn sb`j prbvlslbks% Mtjr `"$h thb"nht, L p"t thj Omptmlk Or"k$h lk `y
(msajt%
_hj tbba m cbba lk `y (msajt, #hl$h sb mr '"st hmd thj $jrjmc, sb`j 5ktj`mk+s $hb$bcmtj
$bvjrjd djvlc+s bbd dbk"ts, $hlps, l$j $rjm`, mkd m t#jcvj pm$a b @b"ktmlk Dj#% L #ms
#mltlkn br sb`j $rm$a m(b"t thj k"trltlbkmc j!$jssjs, ("t shj '"st s`lcjd% L kbtl$jd shj
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kbthlkn rb:jk% )jt j n"jss, shj smld% 5!prjss cmkj4
*#jcvj ltj`s br cjss, L mnrjjd% Lt+s thj bkcy #my tb shbp%
L hmvj m kjphj# thmt yb" $b"cd jjd vjry #jcc, shj smld #lth m s`lcj% &A, m kj# m$t
shj hmd m kjphj#% M$t"mccy, t#b m$ts, ms thj prjsjk$j b m kjphj# rj3"lrjs thj j!lstjk$j
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s`mcc tmca br m lk"tj br sb, #lth j sbmalkn "p thmt $mc`kjss b hjrs claj mk jcl!lr% L
#ms sbrry #hjk shj lkmccy j!$"sjd hjrsjc tb $bktlk"j hjr shbpplkn%
Mtjr thmt, L stmrtjd tb nb tb thj nrb$jry `brj btjk, (j$m"sj L $b"cdk+t t"rk db#k mk mlscj
#lthb"t `y hjmrt (jmtlkn m clttcj mstjr mt thj prbspj$t shj `lnht (j lk lt%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
L sm# hjr bk thj strjjt bk$j, stmkdlkn mt m clnht #mltlkn br lt tb $hmknj% L #ms drlvlkn
pmst mkd dld kbt rj$bnkl:j hjr lk tl`j tb stbp br jvjk #mvj, mkd $"rsjd `ysjc ms L drbvj
m#my #mt$hlkn hjr lk thj rjmr vlj# `lrrbr% &thjr pjbpcj #jrj 'my#mcalkn br stmkdlkn
thjrj l`pmtljktcy, ("t shj stbbd thjrj sbmalkn lk jvjrythlkn nblkn bk mrb"kd hjr, `"$h ms
shj
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
`j, slk$j m(b"t, #jcc, mc#mys -- ("t thmt cbba bk hjr m$j ms shj clstjkjd tb @rs% Imrkjr
spbaj tb `j b clj j!pjrljk$js thmt L $b"cd kbt jvjk (jnlk tb l`mnlkj% L `jmk, L+d hjmrd
@rs% Imrkjr+s clj stbry ms #jcc, `brj thmk bk$j, mkd L #ms (bth sy`pmthjtl$ mkd `brj
thmk m clttcj smd thmt hjr clj hmd cmstjd cbknjr thmk hjr rjmsbks br clvlkn lt% F"t L+d kjvjr
j!pjrljk$jd mkythlkn lk `y clj thmt $b"cd rjmccy hjcp `j "kdjrstmkd lt, tb jjc lt ms shj
`"st jjc lt% Imt$hlkn @jnmk, thb"nh, L hmd thj sjksj thmt shj hmd sjjk thlkns thmt `mdj
@rs% Imrkjr+s clj cbba claj m mlry tmcj% _hj hmd pjrhmps jct cbssjs `brj trmnl$ thmk @r%
Imrkjr dylkn b $mk$jr mtjr m cbkn lnht% L dldk+t akb# #hmt thbsj thlkns `lnht (j, mkd L
sjksjd thmt L dldk+t rjmccy #mkt tb akb#, ("t L sb`jhb# akj# thmt thjy #jrj thjrj%
Ihmtjvjr shj+d nbkj thrb"nh hjrsjc, lt dldk+t cjssjk hjr m(lclty tb j`pmthl:j #lth @rs%
Imrkjr% _hj sjj`jd "ttjrcy lktjrjstjd mkd "kdjrstmkdlkn, mkd L $b"cd tjcc rb` hjr
j!prjsslbk thmt @rs% Imrkjr #ms nblkn tb (j #mcalkn bk mlr thj rjst b thj dmy% Lt #ms
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?l, @rs% Imrkjr, L smld ms L $m`j (y thj`% ?jccb, @jnmk%
*hjy (rbaj b thjlr $bkvjrsmtlbk% @jnmk cmshjd `j m 3"l$a s lcj thmt lkdl$mtjd shj+d
hjmrd `j mpprbm$hlkn, #hlcj @rs% Imrkjr sjj`jd sclnhtcy $bk"sjd tb lkd thmt hjr #brcd
stlcc $bktmlkjd pjbpcj bthjr thmk @jnmk% Ormln, shj j!$cml`jd% ?b# nbbd tb sjj yb"J
_b yb" mcrjmdy akb# b"r kj# kjlnh(br @jnmk4
Ij+vj `jt, L rjpcljd `bdjstcy% L #ms trylkn tb l`pcy tb @jnmk thmt L+d claj tb akb# hjr
(jttjr% L dbk+t akb# l shj nbt thmt br kbt, ("t shj dld #lka mt `j, `jctlkn `y akjjs
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
_hj smld lt sb cbknlkncy, `malkn `j thlka b #hjk shb#s #jrj spj$lmc jvjkts hjcd lk
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mkd L #lcc tmaj yb" sb`jtl`j, @jnmk bjrjd l`plshcy%
@rs% Imrkjr p"t hjr hmkd tb hjr `b"th lk s"rprlsj% &h, thmt #b"cd (j sb cbvjcy% 8b"
t#b mrj sb s#jjtJ
L akj# thjrj #ms m(b"t m :jrb $hmk$j thmt @rs% Imrkjr #b"cd tmaj "s "p bk thj bjr, mt
cjmst kbt "kcjss thjy rj-rjcjmsjd _b"kd b @"sl$% _tlcc, `y hjmrt (jmt mstjr mt thj
prbspj$t b slttlkn lk thj dmra kj!t tb @jnmk br m $b"pcj hb"rs%
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thmt%
@jnmk hmd (j$b`j m hb((y, l yb" #lcc% _b`j pjbpcj #mt$h (lrds L hmd stmrtjd @jnmk-
#mt$hlkn% Lt #msk+t mk b(sjsslbk, `lkd yb", ("t lt b$$"pljd sb j b `y tl`j #lthb"t
dblkn mkybkj mky hmr`% 1cm$js L+d akb#k shj+d (jjk, pcm$js L thb"nht shj `lnht nb -- L
#mt$hjd br slnks b hjr% Lt #ms $"rlb"s hb# jvjk thls clttcj thlkn, thls s mcc $hmknj lk
#hmt L hmd tb thlka m(b"t, $hmknjd hb# L vlj#jd thj #brcd% @jnmk #ms sb`jthlkn kj#
lk `y #brcd, sb`jbkj L #lshjd tb akb# `brj b% _b L cbbajd br slnks% L trljd tb
"kdjrstmkd hjr hm(lts rb` b(sjrvmtlbk mt m dlstmk$j, mkd L trljd tb thlka b pcm$js shj
`lnht t"rk "p%
*hls hb((y dldk+t tmaj "p tbb `"$h b `y tl`j, ("t L `lssjd hjr trmk3"lclty, hjr "kl3"j
stlcckjss mkd #mr`th% L $b"cd sjj hb# pjbpcj nbt mddl$tjd tb thlkns% Ihjk sb`jthlkn
jjcs tbb nbbd, lt h"rts tb kbt hmvj lt% @jnmk #ms lk dmknjr b dblkn thmt tb `j%
Ohmptjr 4
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
_b hb#+s yb"r nlrcrljkd4 Oh"$a Ilcclm`s msajd%
Oh"$a #ms bkj b `y (jst rljkds% Ij #jrj slttlkn #lth `y bthjr (jst rljkd, Ajvlk
V"ssjcc, mt b"r mvbrltj (bbth lk b"r mvbrltj hmknb"t, m sb-$mccjd $y(jr $mK $mccjd *hj
Frldnj% >b#, *hj Frldnj #ms mk lktjrjstlkn pcm$j% Lt $mtjrjd tb thj cjdnlkn hlnh-tj$h
lkd"stry #brajrs lk thj mrjm, ms #jcc ms njkjrmc njjas claj `j% Lt #ms cb$mtjd lk thj hmc-
(msj`jkt b mk bcd mpmrt`jkt ("lcdlkn -- cjmdlkn sb`j tb #bkdjr #hy lt #ms $mccjd *hj
Frldnj lkstjmd b *hj ;kdjrnrb"kd br *hj 1lt br sb`jthlkn `brj mpt% Dj$brmtjd lk alkd
b m hlnh tj$h dlkjr sbrt b `btl, #lth $hrb`j mkd Nbr`l$m mkd pc"sh (bbths, yjt #lth
cbbrs thmt jvjk rmts #b"cd (j hjsltmkt tb jmt b b, lt $b"cdk+t dj$ldj l lt #ms sjjdy br
$hl$% *hjrj #jrj Lktjrkjt $bkkj$tlbks mt bst b tm(cjs, mkd pcjkty b vldjb nm`js mkd
bthjr dlvjrslbks s$mttjrjd thrb"nh thj rjst b thj pcm$j tb ajjp "s mkd bthjrs claj "s
m`"sjd br hb"rs l #j #jrj sb lk$clkjd% Lt kjvjr #ms pm$ajd, ("t -- dmy br klnht -- lt
#ms mc#mys bpjk mkd thjrj #ms mc#mys sb`jbkj thjrj% L+d $b`j lk mt thrjj lk thj
`brklkn mkd b"kd lt hbpplkn #lth prbnrm``jrs rb` thj cb$mc stmrt-"ps tmalkn m (rjma
rb` m `mrmthbk stlkt b #bra% *hj bbd #ms `bstcy brnjttm(cj, thj mc$bhbc #ms cl`ltjd
tb (jjr, ("t thj $bjj mkd thj djssjrts #jrj prjtty nbbd mkd yb" $b"cdk+t (jmt thj
mt`bsphjrj% Lt #ms m smj hmvjk rb` kbr`mc$y%
L+d akb#k Ajvlk mkd Oh"$a br yjmrs% *hlka b 1jkk mkd *jccjr, thj `mnl$lmks, bkcy
yb"knjr mkd kbt mt mcc m`b"s% &h, mkd thjy #jrjk
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
$mpltmc lr`, #hl$h pmld hl` tb hmkn b"t #lth pjbpcj #bralkn lk $b`p"tjr br Lktjrkjt
#brcd lk sjmr$h b thj kj!t hbt thlkn% Ihl$h #ms alkd b lrbkl$, (j$m"sj thmt ls j!m$tcy
#hmt hj #b"cd hmvj (jjk dblkn lk hls rjj tl`j mky#my hmd hj hmd m kbr`mc 'b(%
Ajvlk #ms thj shy, `jtl$"cb"s bkj% ?j drjssjd strmlnht b"t b m 1bcb md, #lth
$bbrdlkmtjd b"tlts thmt sjj`jd mc bst s"pjrkmt"rmccy kjmt mkd prjssjd% ?j $m"nht kb
jkd b nrlj br thls rb` hls rljkds mkd $b#brajrs, br #hb` #jmrlkn 'jmks #lthb"t
hbcjs lk thj` #ms $bksldjrjd drjsslkn "p% *hlk, #lry, mkd bk thj shbrt sldj, hj #ms kbt
pmrtl$"cmrcy mthcjtl$% *hmt pc"s thj m$t thmt hj #ms (bth vjry s`mrt mkd Mrl$mk-M`jrl$mk
`"st hmvj `mdj nrb#lkn "p "cc b tm"kts mkd s"spl$lbk, ("t hj dldk+t nlvj sjj` tb $mrj
#hmt `bst pjbpcj thb"nht b hl % ?j rmrjcy s`lcjd br spbaj "p lk p"(cl$, ("t lk prlvmtj
hj hmd m #l$ajd #lt mkd m ljr$j lktjccj$t% Ajvlk #ms m dykm`ltj prbnrm` jr, $mpm(cj b
$rmkalkn b"t tbp-clnht $bdj br cbknjr pjrlbds b tl`j thmk '"st m(b"t mkybkj L akj#, mkd
L akj# m cbt b vjry nbbd prbnrm``jrs%
L+d `jt Ajvlk lk nrmd s$hbbc% ?j tmajs $rjdlt br lktrbd"$lkn `j tb prbnrm``lkn, #hl$h
ls kbt 3"ltj tr"j ("t L cjt hl` njt m#my #lth lt% ?j mkd Oh"$a hmd akb#k jm$h bthjr
`"$h cbknjr, (m$a tb hlnh s$hbbc br '"klbr hlnh% L btjk #bkdjrjd hb# thjy+d lrst
(j$b`j rljkds% L prjtty `"$h #ms s"rj kjlthjr hmd lt lk #jcc lk '"klbr hlnh s$hbbc, ("t
thjk mnmlk `bst pjbpcj dbk+t, mkd L $b"cdk+t sjj Oh"$a 'blklkn thj $hjss $c"(%
F"t jkb"nh m(b"t thj pmst% Oh"$a #ms alddlkn j m(b"t @jnmk, sb`jthlkn hj mkd
Ajvlk hmd tmajk tb dblkn lk thj #jjas slk$j L+d `jt hjr% L+d `mdj thj `lstmaj b trylkn tb
$ms"mccy `jktlbk L+d `jt m kj# kjlnh(br, ("t thjy+d l``jdlmtjcy sjjk thrb"nh `y
prjtjksj mkd akb#k thmt shj hmd sb`j p"cc bk `j% *hjy dldk+t rjmccy thlka shj #ms `y
nlrcrljkd, br #ms clajcy tb (j% *hjy '"st clajd ("stlkn `j m(b"t `y lkm(lclty tb $bkkj$t
#lth thj mlr sj!%
Nlkj, L rjpcljd% L dbk+t sjj "$h b hjr%
*hmt #ms thj tr"th b lt%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Oh"$a mkd Ajvlk skl$ajrjd mt jm$h bthjr, mkd L $b"cd tjcc L #ms (c"shlkn sclnhtcy, ms L
mc#mys dld #hjk thjy p"ccjd thls shlt%
8jmh, claj yb" n"ys mrj hmvlkn s"$h nrjmt c"$a, L pblktjd b"t dlspmrmnlkncy% *hj
j`mcj tb `mcj rmtlb mt *hj Frldnj #ms kjvjr vjry nbbd, mkd mk jvjklkn hjrj prjtty `"$h
jks"rjd #malkn "p mcbkj thj kj!t `brklkn% 5k'bylkn (jlkn hjrj mt mcc #ms strbkncy
$brrjcmtjd tb m dl`lklshjd rb`mktl$ clj%
@my(j L shb"cd msa hjr b"t, Oh"$a spj$"cmtjd% Djspltj thj m$t thmt hj+d kjvjr sjjk
hjr, `"$h cjss `jt hjr, L $b"cd tjcc rb` hls dlstrm$tjd nm:j thmt hj #ms nblkn lktb m
hjmvy-d"ty mktmsy m(b"t hbbalkn "p #lth hjr%
*hjrj+s mc#mys Omt, Ajvlk smld hbpj"ccy%
Omt #ms b"r mvbrltj #mltrjss hjrj% _hj #ms mk jkln`m, mt cjmst tb "s% Djspltj thj m$t
thmt hjr 'b( #ms tb tmaj brdjrs rb` pmtrbks claj "s, shj m$tjd ms thb"nh shj (mrjcy
tbcjrmtjd b"r j!lstjk$j% Lk (jt#jjk hjr tmalkn br drbpplkn b brdjrs, shj smt (jhlkd thj
$b"ktjr mkd rjmd br #rbtj, b(clvlb"s tb thj $cljktjcj% 8b"+d thlka shj #b"cd $hmt #lth thj
pjbpcj slttlkn mt thj $b"ktjr, `maj kl$j #lth hjr $"stb`jrs lk hbpjs b (lnnjr tlps, br
jvjk sb$lmcl:j #lth hjr $b#brajrs, ("t shj "s"mccy '"st smt thjrj lk hjr b#k clttcj #brcd%
Ij dldk
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
b"trmnjb"s% ?jr hmlr bkcy hmd t#b $bcbrs -- (cm$a mkd sb`j sbrt b p"rpcj -- mkd hmc b lt
#ms (rmldjd lk sb`j $b`pcl$mtjd akbt% 5vjrythlkn shj dld mkd #brj j!prjssjd thj djslrj
tb shb$a mkd, pbssl(cy, rjpjc thj rjst b thj #brcd%
_hj #ms #jmrlkn sb`j cb#-rldlkn hlp-h"nnjrs, #lth m thlk spmnhjttl strmp hmctjr-tbp thmt
(mrjd hjr lr` stb`m$h% _hj spbrtjd m (jccy rlkn% Ij m"tb`mtl$mccy t"rkjd #hjkjvjr shj
cjmkjd bvjr, lk hbpjs b sjjlkn `brj b hjr mkd mks#jrlkn sb`j b b"r nrjmtcy dls$"ssjd
thjbrljs m(b"t cb$mtlbks mkd typjs b (bdy dj$brmtlbks% Vlnht kb# mcc #j $b"cd maj b"t
#jrj thj kmvjc pljr$lkn mkd hjr cjbpmrd tmttbb bk hjr cjt shb"cdjr% ?jr shbjs #jrj
$bksjrvmtlvj, br hjr, #lth bkcy m t#b br thrjj lk$h pcmtbr` hjjc% Lt `mdj hjr m(b"t `y
hjlnht, tmccjr thmk Ajvlk ("t kbt 3"ltj "p tb Oh"$a+s jyjs% ?jr cjt jmr #ms rlknjd #lth
jmrrlkns, mkd hjr cjt mr` #ms rlknjd #lth m db:jk br sb pcmstl$ (rm$jcjts%
Ij hmd dls$"ssjd hjr mttlrj, ms "s"mc, mkd dj$ldjd lt #ms m nbbd dmy% Ij cm$ajd mky rjmc
$rltjrlm, ("t thj m$t thmt (bth jyjs #jrj thj sm j $bcbr jk$b"rmnjd "s% _b`j dmys #j
akj# tb ajjp b"r hjmds db#k mkd try tb mvbld hjr% Ihjk hjr mttlrj mlrcy shb"tjd b"t,
cbba mt `j, #j dld sb jvjk brj "kb(tr"slvjcy thmk "s"mc% L thlka thj dmy shj s$mrjd
"s `bst, thb"nh, #ms bkj dmy #hjk shj shb#jd "p lk m shlrt, (cb"sj mkd (cm:jr, #lth
sjksl(cj shbjs mkd hmlr% Ij jmrjd shj #ms nblkn tb m 'b( lktjrvlj#, mcthb"nh pjrhmps lt
#ms m "kjrmc% Lt #ms #my tbb kbr mc, mkd thmt #ms s$mry%
*hj bkcy $bkstmkts #jrj hjr tm"t (bdy, thj (cb$ay (cm$a ncmssjs shj #brj, mkd thj cmsjr-
claj b$"s shj hmd bk hjr #brcd% Ij #jrjk+t lk thmt #brcd, b $b"rsj, ("t lt ms$lkmtjd "s
tb spj$"cmtj bk #hmt #ms nblkn bk lk hjrs, (jhlkd thbsj ljr$j jyjs% L akj#, sb`jhb#,
thmt shj #ms vjry lktjcclnjkt, ("t $b"cdk+t sjj mky #my thmt hjr lktjcclnjk$j mkd b"rs
lktjrsj$tjd lk mky `jmklkn"c #my% Ij tmcajd m(b"t hjr nlvjk thj sclnhtjst prbvb$mtlbk,
mkd dblkn sb hmd $bks"`jd `mky hb"rs b lktjksj $bkvjrsmtlbk% L shj kbtl$jd b"r
"rtlvj ncmk$js bvjr mt hjr d"rlkn thjsj dls$"sslbks, shj nmvj kb slnk%
_hj cbbajd m clttcj claj thj slknjr )lsm )bj( #lth hjr ncmssjs, j!$jpt thj ncmssjs `mdj
)lsm alkd b 3"lray-("t-$"tj, ("t L dbk
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
rjnmrd tb Omt% Fbth #jrj #my tbb (jklnk% _hj #ms tbb lktl`ldmtlkn, claj my(j shj nbt
thj ncmssjs rb` jmtlkn )lsm )bj(%
)bts b "s #jrj ms$lkmtjd -- mkd m j# #jrj bjkdjd -- thmt shj dldk+t jvjk s"r thj >jt%
_hj m$t"mccy smt thjrj mkd rjmd (bbas% & $b"rsj, #j #jrj vjry $"rlb"s m(b"t #hmt shj
#ms rjmdlkn, ("t shj ajpt thj tltcjs ms hlddjk ms thj rjst b hjr clj% Ihjrj shj clvjd, #hy
shj #brajd hjrj, #hb hjr rljkds #jrj -- #j #jrj $b`pcjtjcy lk thj dmra% Ij thb"nht lt
$"rlb"s thmt shj $b"cd (j sb b"tcmkdlsh lk hb# shj mppjmrjd, #hlcj (jlkn s"$h mk
lktrbvjrt bthjr#lsj% & $b"rsj, lt `my '"st hmvj (jjk thj $b`pmky hjrj thmt ajpt hjr
rb` jknmnlkn `brj "ccy lk sb$lmc lktjr$b"rsj/ shj $b"cd hmvj tmajk stb$a b thj pmtrbks
mkd dj$ldjd lt #msk+t #brth thj jbrt%
L thlka yb"+vj nbt m(b"t `"$h $hmk$j #lth Omt ms Oh"$a dbjs #lth @jnmk, L tbcd
Ajvlk% >b, L thlka yb"+vj nbt `brj $hmk$j #lth Omt%
Vjmccy4 Ajvlk sjj`jd hjmrtjkjd (y thls prbspj$t%
5mrth tb Oh"$a, L smld% Ajvlk thlkas hj+s nblkn tb stjmc yb"r nlrcrljkd%
Ihmt4 Oh"$a msajd% Ihl$h bkj4
B"ljt, Ajvlk #hlspjrjd% _hj+s $b`lkn% &rdjr j m (jjr, &A4
&rdjr yb"r b#k dm`k (jjr, L smld stjrkcy% _jj, Ajvlk rmrjcy drlkas (jjr, ("t
sb`j#hjrj mcbkn thj #my hj dj$ldjd thmt thj (jst #my tb l`prjss Omt #ms tb brdjr (jjr%
>bt '"st mky (jjr, ("t Dbs 53""s, #hl$h kbkj b "s clajd% Ob"cdk+t yb" mt cjmst brdjr
sb`jthlkn bkjb "s $mk drlka4 Oh"$a btjk $b`pcmlkjd% F"t kb, lt hmd tb (j Dbs
53""s% L dbk+t akb# l lt #ms sb`jthlkn hj sm# bk thjlr mds, br my(j hj sm# hjr
s`lclkn mt sb`jbkj jcsj #hb+d brdjrjd lt% F"t thmt #ms hls pcmk%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
8b" n"ys nblkn tb brdjr4 Omt msajd lk m (brjd tbkj% _hj stbbd thjrj #lth hjr kbtjpmd,
b(vlb"scy l`pcylkn thmt #j (jttjr brdjr `brj br vm$mtj thj tm(cj% lvjk thj prbpjkslty b
*hj Frldnj+s rjn"cmrs tb rbbt hjrj #lthb"t brdjrlkn mkythlkn, Omt hmd tb m$t ms tbcc-
$bccj$tbr tb jks"rj sb`j rjvjk"j%
.bct, Oh"$a $hl`jd lk% Mkd, bh, m cmrnj brdjr b #lkns, j!trm spl$y%
*hj "s"mc, Ajvlk (c"rtjd b"t #lth mcsj (rmvmdb% Omt stbbd thjrj #lthb"t rjspbkdlkn,
pmtljktcy hbcdlkn hjr pjk$lc tb thj pmd% Lt+d hmvj (jjk bkj thlkn l shj hmd mt cjmst smld,
#hmt+s yb"r rjn"cmr4 br L dbk+t rj`j`(jr #hmt thmt lnht (j% *hbsj #b"cd hmvj
m$akb#cjdnjd thmt hj #ms thjrj, mkd hmd (jjk hjrj (jbrj% _hj '"st #mltjd hl` b"t,
#hlcj Ajvlk #lctjd% Dbs 53""s, hj spj$lljd% Omt $mc`cy #rbtj lt db#k mkd cbbajd mt
`j%
L claj yb"r hmlr tbdmy, Omt, Oh"$a tbcd hjr $bkldjktcy% Lt rjmccy (rlkns b"t yb"r jyjs%
Oh"$a+s strmtjny #lth Omt, ms #lth jvjry bthjr #b`mk, #ms tb (j (bcd% ?j+d try tb #mr`
"p thj $bcdjst rj(", kjvjr rjmcl:lkn br md`lttlkn tb dls$b"rmnj`jkt% _"rj, hj nbt shbt
db#k klkjty-klkj tl`js b"t b bkj h"kdrjd, ("t thmt stlcc nmvj hl` thmt bkj shbt% *bdmy
#ms kbt hls c"$ay dmy% Omt nmvj hl` m s$brk"c cbba mkd cbbajd mt `j%
M Dj#, L smld `jjacy% @y strmtjny #ms, #jcc, L dldk+t hmvj m strmtjny% @my(j l L dldk+t
bjkd hjr shj+d thlka L #ms m kl$j n"y%
_hj #rbtj jvjrythlkn db#k mkd #j #mt$hjd hjr #mca m#my tb hmrmss bkj b thj j# bthjr
$"stb`jrs% *hjrj #jrj bkcy lvj br sl! bthjr pjbpcj prjsjkt% M $b"pcj b thj` #jrj
"rlb"scy d"jclkn bvjr thj mtj b thj #brcd bk m _jnm, #hlcj m $b"pcj bthjrs lsbcmtjd
thj`sjcvjs bk thj >jt, pjrhmps $hmttlkn #lth jm$h bthjr #lthb"t rjmcl:lkn lt%
rjmt mss, Oh"$a kbtjd #lth jkvy%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
8b"+rj m pln, L tbcd hl`, mcthb"nh hj #ms lkdlsp"tm(cy rlnht%
*jcc "s `brj m(b"t thls @jnmk, Ajvlk prbddjd% ?j cjmkjd lk tb#mrds `j%
Db yb" jvjr sjj hjr lk m tb#jc4 Oh"$a msajd% 8b" akb#, njttlkn hjr `mlc br
sb`jthlkn4
L cbbajd mt hl` lk$rjd"cb"scy% Db yb" akb# m cbt b #b`jk #hb njt thjlr `mlc lk m
tb#jc, Oh"$a4 L `jmk, sjrlb"scy%
_hj `lnht% 5vjk Oh"$a dldk+t sb"kd tbb $bkvlk$jd%
8jmh, rlnht%
M cb"d rbmr rb` bkj b thj nm`j stmtlbks nbt b"r mttjktlbk% Mh, thj s"pjr-kjrds mnmlk,
Oh"$a smld dls`lsslvjcy% Nrb` thjlr j!$ltjd njst"rjs, #j n"jssjd thmt thjy
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
thjlr lktjrjst lk $b`l$ (bbas% 8b" km`j lt/ #j $bkdjs$jkdjd tb thj` ms m "tlcj mttj`pt
tb prjtjkd #j #jrjkFO br O>> tb
#mt$h thj stb$a 3"btjs% *bdmy mk bcd jplsbdj b _tmr *rja #ms bk, $m"slkn "s tb hmc-
hjmrtjdcy $bktlk"j b"r bknblkn dj(mtj m(b"t thj vmrlb"s $rj#s mkd thj `jrlts b thjlr
rjspj$tlvj $mptmlks%
Alra, b $b"rsj, L smld lr`cy%
>b #my, Oh"$a dlsmnrjjd% 1l$mrd #ms #my s`mrtjr%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Alra dldk+t kjjd tb (j s`mrt% ?j #ms $"kklkn, #hl$h ls (jttjr% Fjsldjs, hj hmd _pb$a
br s`mrt%
1l$mrd hmd Dmtm, mkd >"`(jr &kj, Oh"$a prbtjstjd, prbbr`m%
Dbk+t jvjk njt `j stmrtjd bk Vlajr, L #mrkjd% L t"rkjd tb Ajvlk, #hb #ms brj b m
_pmoj =mh, `mk, hbcd b"t br _jvjk b >lkj, Oh"$a mdvlsjd%
@jnmk, Ajvlk lktjrr"ptjd% 8b"r kjlnh(br%
L smt (m$a% L+d brnbttjk thjy #jrj stlcc rmnnlkn j m(b"t hjr% L db"(t lt%
@mk, l L #ms clvlkn thjrj L #b"cd, Oh"$a smld $bkldjktcy%
8b" msajd b"t mcc thj #b`jk lk yb"r ("lcdlkn, Oh"$a4 L msajd%
Lt dldkb, ("t
8b" msajd b"t mky#b`jk lk yb"r ("lcdlkn4 Ajvlk '"`pjd lk%
Mhh, kbkj b thj` mrj #brth `y tl`j Oh"$a smld%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Oh"$a btjk (rmnnjd thmt hj+d (jddjd m h"kdrjd #b`jk, ("t hj mrt"ccy dbdnjd j!m$tcy
#hmt hj `jmkt (y thmt% L s"spj$tjd, #lth nbbd rjmsbk, thmt thjrj #ms sb`j tj$hkl$mc
#rlkacj lk hb# hj #ms djlklkn lt thmt mccb#jd hl` tb `maj s"$h m $cml`% @my(j thjy+d
(jjk mscjjp "kdjr thj sm`j rbb ms hl`, br pjrhmps '"st bk thj sm`j alkdb (jd%
)jt `j n"jss Ajvlk smld, akb#lkn #hmt #ms $b`lkn%
mkd thjy+rj mcc cjs(lmks, Oh"$a smld djlmktcy% *hls #ms Oh"$a+s j!$"sj br mky
#b`mk #hb rj'j$tjd hl`% ?j+d cbkn rjcjnmtjd Omt tb mk mctjrkmtlvj cljstycj, #hl$h
m$t"mccy `lnht j!pcmlk hjr tbtmc dlslktjrjst lk thj pmtrbks b *hj Frldnj% L `jmk, #j
$b"cd sjj #hy shjbt claj thmt, yb" djnjkjrmtjs, L (rb"nht thj` (m$a tb jmrth% _hj+s '"stkl$j%
>l$j, Ajvlk rjpjmtjd, clknjrlkn bk thj #brd br `jmklkn%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Omt (rb"nht b"t b"r brdjr, mkd #j ("sljd b"rsjcvjs #lth thmt br m j# sj$bkds% *hj
#lkns #jrj cbmdjd #lth s"pjr mtb`l$ sm"$j, thj hbttjst #j $b"cd njt% Ij mcc d"n lk,
"rtlvjcy md`lrlkn Omt ms shj #mcajd m#my #lthb"t m #brd%
_b, mrjyb" nblkn tb msa hjr b"t4 Oh"$a msajd, mtjr lkhmclkn hls lrst t#b #lkns% ?j
sjj`jd slk$jrj br m $hmknj%
L sbrt b dld, ("t shj dldk+t rjmccy tmaj `j "p bk lt% >bt claj m dmtj, '"st tb db
sb`jthlkn% L shr"nnjd, mkd tbba m drlka b y @b"ktmlk Dj#% _hj+s ("sy, L+` ("sy%
Nm$j lt, Ormln, yb" '"st dbk+t hmvj thj (mccs, Oh"$a tbcd `j sy`pmthjtl$mccy%
_hj+s kbt `y typj%
8b" `jmk, yb" thlka yb"+rj kbt hjrtypj, Oh"$a $brrj$tjd `j%
8b"+rj m nbbd cbbalkn n"y, `mk, Ajvlk pblktjd b"t% ?j #ms jmtlkn hls #lkns #lth m
aklj mkd bra, ms "s"mc% Lt cbbajd st"pld ("t L hmd tb md`lt thmt hls $cbthjs s"jrjd
j#jr stmlks bk thj` thmk b"rs "s"mccy dld% _hj+d prb(m(cy dln yb"% Amrjk dld%
Oh"$a mkd L cbbajd mt Ajvlk, #hb #ms b(clvlb"scy s"(dlvldlkn hls cmtjst #lkn lktb
s`mccjr (ltjs% L mc#mys hmtjd lt #hjk thjsj $bkvjrsmtlbks drmnnjd "p thmt pmst%
Amrjk #ms m (lt$h, Oh"$a smld ljr$jcy%
>b#, kb#, L sbbthjd% Lt #ms `y pmst, mtjr mcc, mcthb"nh thjy
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*hrjj mkd m hmc, Oh"$a smld% F"t #hb+s $b"ktlkn4 @mk, yb" kjjd tb stmrt s$brlkn
mnmlk%
L thb"nht (m$a tb Amrjk, mkd #ms kbt s"rj #hmt thj lkmc s$brj bk thmt bkj hmd (jjk% L
#ms prjtty s"rj L+d cbst, b $b"rsj/ thj 3"jstlbk #ms l L+d (jjk sh"tb"t br kbt% Ihjk lt+s
rlnht, L+cc akb#%
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Lt hms (jjk m cbkn tl`j (jt#jjk #b`jk, Ajvlk mnrjjd% ."st msa sb`jbkj b"t% Ihmt+s
thj #brst thmt $mk hmppjk4
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"kdb"(tjdcy jm$h b "s #ms rjvlj#lkn thj vmrlb"s sh"tdb#ks, p"tdb#ks, mkd
j`(mrrmss`jkts #j hmd s"jrjd bvjr thj yjmrs mt thj hmkds b #b`jk% Lt #b"cd `maj m
hlcmrlb"s $lkj`mtl$ `bktmnj hmd lt (jjk b bthjr pjbpcj+s clvjs% Ij lnht kbt akb# #hmt
thj #brst thmt $b"cd hmppjk $b"cd (j, ("t #j $jrtmlkcy akj# jkb"nh m(b"t thj (md%
L n"jss thj #brst ls thmt shj #b"cdk+t tmca tb `j mky `brj%
Omt hms kjvjr tmcajd tb yb", mkd yb" stlcc hmkn b"t hjrj, Ajvlk kbtjd%
Omt kjvjr tmcajd tb `j lk thj lrst pcm$j, sb thjrj+s kbthlkn tb `lss%
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>b, lt ls m (ln djmc, L prbtjstjd 3"ljtcy% L smt thjrj br m sj$bkd thlkalkn m(b"t lt% Lt+s m
(ln djmc (j$m"sj, L dbk
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Oh"$a mkd Ajvlk j!$hmknjd ncmk$js, kbt s"rj hb# tb tmaj `y sjrlb"s tbkj% _hj+s thmt
dljrjkt4 Ajvlk msajd tjktmtlvjcy% L thb"nht (m$a tb hb# shj sjj jd tb vlj# thj #brcd
#lth (bth s"$h #bkdjr mkd s"$h $bkldjk$j% Nlkmccy, L '"st kbddjd sbcj`kcy, mc`bst smd
mt thj rjmcl:mtlbk%
*hjy stmrjd mt `j #lth $bk$jrk, kbt s"rj hb# tb djmc #lth thls t"rk b jvjkts% Oh"$a
rj$bvjrjd lrst% _b, dbjs shj hmvj m slstjr4
Ohmptjr :
Mcc b thls ls tb smy thmt L #msk+t rjmccy njttlkn tb akb# @jnmk mcc thmt #jcc, mkd #msk+t
clajcy tb% _"rj, #j `lnht hmvj sjttcjd lktb m $b`brtm(cj hb#-mrj-yb"-dblkn kjlnh(br
alkd b thlkn% L+d prb(m(cy hmvj $bktlk"jd tb (j ms$lkmtjd (y hjr, mt cjmst br m #hlcj,
("t thmt alkd b thlkn dbjsk+t cmst brjvjr% Mt cjmst, kbt mky`brj% bkj mrj thj dmys #hjk
pjbpcj "sjd tb djvbtj thj`sjcvjs tb bccb#lkn sb`jbkj sjccjsscy br thjlr #hbcj clvjs%
*hj @*H jkjrmtlbk hms tbb shbrt mk mttjktlbk spmk%
Nbrt"kmtjcy, mtj lktjrvjkjd bk$j `brj%
L hmd rlddjk `y (laj tb sjj mk jmrcy mtjrkbbk `bvlj, m `lkdcjss m$tlbk cl$a% Lt (jlkn m
Ijdkjsdmy lk _jptj`(jr, L hmd (jjk mcbkj lk thj thjmtjr, mkd L #bkdjrjd #hb thj pmtrbks
#jrj lk thj bthjr thjmtjrs% L alkd b claj thmt L hmvj thj cj!l(lclty tb db thlkns claj thls,
m(cj nb tb thj `bvljs br tb Dmvj Y F"stjrs lk thj mtjrkbbk #hlcj jvjrybkj jcsj ls dblkn
`brj sb$lmccy $bkvjktlbkmc m$tlvltljs% F"t L db #bkdjr #hb thj bthjr pjbpcj shmrlkn
thj` #lth `j mrj% L kb bkj jcsj #jkt d"rlkn thjsj b tl`js, thj b#kjrs #b"cdk+t ajjp
thj` bpjk, mkd L+d (j b"t b c"$a, sb L+` alkd b ncmd tb sjj bthjrs #hjk L nb bk `y
j!$"rslbks% _tlcc, L alkd b rjsjkt thj` mt thj sm`j tl`j% L nlvj thj` dlrty cbbas #hjk
thjy mrjk+t cbbalkn, mkd #bkdjr #hmt thjy thlka b `j lk rjt"rk% F"k$h b cbsjrs%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Lt #ms thmt t#lclnht :bkj tl`j b thj mtjrkbbk, mrb"kd thrjj% *bb jmrcy tb hmvj `"$h
md"ct m$tlvlty, ("t cmtj jkb"nh sb thmt sb`j hlnh s$hbbc alds #jrj mcrjmdy b"t mkd
"ks"pjrvlsjd% _bbk thj $mr pbbcs #b"cd rjs" j lk "cc br$j, mkd pjbpcj #b"cd stmrt
njttlkn b #bra, sb md"cts #b"cd rjtmaj thj #brcd% F"t rlnht kb# lt #ms kb `mk+s cmkd%
5vjk #brsj lt #ms tjjkmnjrs< cmkd%
L sm# t#b alds lk thjlr cmtj tjjks sm"ktjrlkn db#k thj sldj#mca kjmr `y ("lcdlkn%
1rb(m(cy hlnh s$hbbc sjklbrs mcrjmdy (brjd #lth thj s$hbbc yjmr% L hmd kb rjmsbk tb
j!pj$t thmt thjy #jrj cbbalkn br trb"(cj% *hjy `my kbt hmvj akb#k lt yjt thj`sjcvjs,
kbt "ktlc L p"ccjd "p tb thj $"r( mkd nbt b thj (laj m j# jjt lk rbkt b thj`%
?jy, mk, thj tmccjr bkj smld% >l$j (laj%
L thb"nht (m$a br m `b`jkt tb #hjk @jnmk hmd smld thj sm`j thlkn, ("t thls $jrtmlkcy
jct dljrjkt% ?j #ms drjssjd lk (mnny 'jmks mkd m $b"pcj b bvjrsl:jd shlrts, #jmrlkn
"kcm$jd skjmajrs% ?ls $b`pmklbk #ms vlrt"mccy m $cbkj, kbt 3"ltj ms tmcc ("t $cjmrcy "slkn
thj sm`j mshlbk $bks"ctmkt% *hjy hmd $cbsjcy $rbppjd hmlr, mkd L #ms m#mrj b `y
pbkytmlc% *hjlr tmttbbs $bvjrjd `"$h b thjlr mr`s mkd kj$a, mkd #j+rj kbt tmcalkn hjmrts
br pl$t"rjs b thjlr b` hjrj% *hmkas, L rjpcljd $mrj"ccy, sclknlkn thj (laj bvjr `y
shb"cdjr mkd stjpplkn "p bk thj sldj#mca%
?b# m(b"t m rldj4 thj sj$bkd bkj s"nnjstjd% L thlka hj #ms m$t"mccy slk$jrj, ms thb"nh
L #ms rjmccy nblkn tb cbmk `y kl$j `b"ktmlk (laj tb m $b"pcj b scm$ajrs L hmd '"st rmk
lktb bk thj strjjt% @my(j thmt spjmas tb hb# $cbsj-`lkdjd L m`, ("t L kjvjr jvjk
$bksldjrjd lt%
>b thmkas% L stjppjd pmst thj , $mrj"c tb ajjp m $b"pcj jjt (jt#jjk "s%
*hj lrst bkj rb#kjd, mkd s"ddjkcy rjm$hjd b"t tb nrm( thj (laj+s #hjjc% 8jmh, `mk,
#hmt m(b"t lt4 )jt "s tmaj m 3"l$a rldj, mk%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Lt #ms phrmsjd sb`j#hjrj (jt#jjk m 3"jstlbk mkd m s"nnjstlbk, ("t L alkd b thb"nht hj
`jmkt lt ms m $b``mkd% L dldk+t akb# #hy, ("t thj `bbd hmd s"ddjkcy t"rkjd "ncy% ?j
dldk+t rjmccy #mkt tb nb br m rldj, ("t jvjk `brj hj dldk+t #mkt `j tb rj"sj nlvlkn hl`
br hls rljkd bkj% 1jbpcj mc#mys #mkt #hmt thjy $mk+t hmvj% Nbr j!m`pcj, mt thmt `b`jkt
L '"st #mktjd tb (j lksldj mkd smj rb` thlkns claj strmknjrs trylkn tb tmaj `y (laj% >b,
L hmvj tb njt nblkn% >j!t tl`j, mk%
N"$alkn hlpplj, thj tmcc bkj `"ttjrjd djrlslvjcy, jyjlkn `y pbkytmlc, ms l hls hmlr
styclkn sjksj hmd mkythlkn tb tjm$h `j% L+d sjjk (jttjr $"ts bk dbns%
?j+s m mnnbt, thj bthjr bkj smld% Fjlkn kmsty tb `j hmd (j$b`j m clttcj nm`j #lth thj
t#b b thj`, jm$h #mktlkn tb tbp thj bthjr%
L trljd tb `bvj bk, 'jralkn thj (laj lr`cy mcbkn #lth `j% *hj tmccjr bkj sjj jd tb tmaj
"rthjr bjk$j, mkd t"nnjd (m$a bk thj (laj `brj lr`cy% ?j s`lcjd mt `j lk m #my thmt
dld kbt cbba claj m s`lcj, mkd L stmrtjd tb njt mknry% ?j thb"nht hj #ms nblkn tb tmaj `y
(laj, rjnmrdcjss b #hmt L thb"nht m(b"t thmt% L dbk+t njt mknry vjry btjk, mt cjmst kbt
#hjk thj b('j$t b `y mknjr #ms stlcc m$t"mccy prjsjkt% F"t thj mctjrkmtlvj #ms nlvlkn "p
`y (laj tb m $b"pcj b hlnh s$hbbc alds, mkd L #msk+t prjpmrjd tb slka 3"ltj thmt cb#%
8b" #mkt thj dm`k (laj4 L smld #lth ms `"$h djlmk$j ms L $b"cd `"stjr% ?jrj, yb"
$mk hmvj lt%
L s"ddjkcy thrj# thj (laj mnmlkst thj`% *hjy #jrj $m"nht b n"mrd, mkd #jkt t"`(clkn
db#k bk thj sldj#mca% 8b" #mkt `y (laj, L s#brj mt thj`, "kstrmpplkn `y hjc`jt mt
thj sm`j tl j% L stmrtjd s#lknlkn thj hjc jt mt thj`% *maj thj "$alkn hjc jt tbbJ
L nbt lk m $b"pcj b nbbd cl$as (jbrj thj shb$a #brj b mkd thjy stmrtjd tb rjm$t% *hjy
rbccjd b"t rb` "kdjr thj (laj% L dj$ldjd tb b$"s bk thj tmccjr bkj, ms hj sjj`jd tb (j lk
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hjc`jt% L kbtl$jd thj bthjr bkj #ms njttlkn "p, ("t L ln"rjd hj+d ("n b"t, mkd thjk L+d cjt
thls bkj "p lk m $b"pcj b `lk"tjs%
&kcy thj sj$bkd bkj dldk+t ("n b"t mtjr mcc% @my(j lt #ms (rmvj ("ddy shlt, br `my(j hj
#ms '"st plssjd, ("t kj!t thlkn L akj# L jct m cmsh b lrj m$rbss `y (m$a% L dldk+t akb#
#hmt tb `maj b lt, ("t mt thj `b`jkt L #ms $m"nht "p lk thj hjmt b thj thlkn mkd dldk+t
spjkd mky tl`j thlkalkn m(b"t lt% L al$ajd b"t (clkdcy -- mcc thbsj yjmrs b nblkn tb
`mrtlmc mrts bvljs lkmccy pmylkn b -- mkd $bkkj$tjd #lth m shlk br m akjj% ?j yjcpjd,
mkd L t"rkjd tb#mrds hl` tb lkcl$t sb`j `brj pmlk% ?j cbbajd `brj s$mrjd thmk L #ms,
mkd L $b"cd sjj thmt hj #ms dj(mtlkn '"st nlvlkn "p mkd r"kklkn% L #lshjd hj+d dbkj thmt
thlrty sj$bkds jmrcljr% L rjmcl:jd L+d drbppjd thj hjc`jt #hjk hj+d s"rprlsjd `j, ("t
thb"nht L $b"cd djmc #lth hl` #lthb"t lt% L #ms rjmccy njttlkn lktb thls (rm#clkn thlkn%
*hj kj!t thlkn L akj# thj hjc`jt $m`j scm``lkn db#k bk `yhjmd% L s"ppbsj L #ms
c"$ay hj hmdk+t "sjd thj (laj ltsjc, ("t lk thj `lcclsj$bkd L #ms $b"ktlkn thmt (cjsslkn thj
hjc`jt $m`j $rmshlkn db#k bk `y hjmd mnmlk, st"kklkn `j mkd drbpplkn `j tb `y
akjjs% Lt #ms claj thrb#lkn rjd jmt lktb thj clbks+ djk% *hjy stmrtlkn s#lknlkn mkd
al$alkn "rlb"scy mt `j, mkd L 3"l$acy drbppjd tb thj nrb"kd lk thj jtmc pbsltlbk% L #ms
ncmd thjy #jrj #jmrlkn skjmajrs lkstjmd b stjjc-tbjd (bbts, ("t thmt nrmtlt"dj dldk+t
prbtj$t `j mnmlkst thjlr (cb#s% L $b"cd bkcy hbpj thjy+d tlrj b (jmtlkn `j (jbrj thjy
dld sjrlb"s dm`mnj% *hj br$j mkd pm$j b thjlr (cb#s dldk+t sjj` tb lkdl$mtj mky
mtln"j%
_tbp thmt thls sj$bkdJ
L hjmrd thj vbl$j ms lk m drjm`% L $b"cdk+t 3"ltj pcm$j lt% Lt sb"kdjd tb j claj bd, br mt
cjmst thj kb-kbksjksj prlk$lpmc yb" `lnht hmvj hmd lk jcj`jktmry s$hbbc% Lt (rbbajd kb
dlsmnrjj`jkt, hlktjd mt kb mctjrkmtlvj $b"rsj b m$tlbk% Lt #ms, $"rlb"scy jkb"nh, thj
vbl$j b m #b`mk%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
*hj t#b (bys stbppjd, `"$h tb `y s"rprlsj% L tbba thj rlsa mkd pjjajd "p mt thj`,
stmkdlkn thjrj "k$jrtmlkcy stmrlkn mt `y (jkjm$tbr% *hjk, #lth m 3"l$a j!$hmknj b
ncmk$js mt jm$h bthjr, ("t kbt mt `j br `y (laj, thjy clt b claj mktjcbpjs m$rbss thj strjjt
mkd db#k thj bppbsltj sldj#mca% L nbt tb `y jjt scb#cy, $hj$alkn br (r"lsjs br (rbajk
(bkjs% M`m:lkncy, L dldk+t jjc mky%
L t"rkjd tb sjj #hb hmd rjs$"jd `j% L #ms `brj s"rprlsjd mt #hb L sm# thmk L hmd (jjk tb
hmvj (jjk mttm$ajd% Mrj yb" mcc rlnht4 @jnmk msajd%
@y `b"th drbppjd% @jnmk4 _hj hmd m #brrljd j!prjsslbk bk hjr m$j thmt $bk$jrkjd
`j, ("t bthjr#lsj cbbajd l`pj$$m(cj lk m #jcc-lttlkn nrjy s"lt% ?jr pbst"rj stlcc
$bkvjyjd sb`j b hjr m"thbrltmtlvj $b``mkd, mkd thj lrj lk hjr jyjs #ms bkcy '"st kb#
stmrtlkn tb dl db#k% Djspltj thj m$t thmt shj hmd (jjk m sbcb #b`mk mnmlkst t#b cmrnjr
yb"kn `jk, L $b"cd sjj #hy thj (bys hmd dj$ldjd dls$rjtlbk #ms thj (jttjr pmrt b vmcbr%
>b# L akj# hb# clbk $"(s `"st jjc #hjk st"pld hyjkms `maj thj `lstmaj b m$$bstlkn
thj` #hlcj thjlr `bthjr #ms mrb"kd% L s"ddjkcy jct `"$h (jttjr, s"rj kb# thmt
jvjrythlkn #ms nblkn tb (j mcc rlnht, kb# thmt shj #ms hjrj%
L hmd tb $b`j hb`j tb $hmknj, mkd #hmt db L $b`j m$rbss4 _hj jssmyjd m s`mcc s lcj,
prb(m(cy `brj br `y (jkjlt thmk hjrs%
8jmh, lt+s claj thls jvjry dmy m(b"t thls tl`j% L+` thlrty mkd sl!%
Fjttjr `maj thmt thlrty mkd sjvjk mtjr tbdmy, shj tjmsjd, rjcljvjd thmt L #ms m(cj tb 'baj
m(b"t lt% 8b" &A4
>b# thmt shj hmd msajd, thj ("((cj (rbaj% L rjmcl:jd thmt L kb# jct drmlkjd, mkd ln"rjd
thj mdrjkmclkj #ms #jmrlkn b% 8jmh, L+` '"st m clttcj tlrjd mtjr mcc thj j!$ltj`jkt% L
smt db#k bk thj stjps b b"r ("lcdlkn, mkd @jnmk smt kj!t tb `j, thj s"lt kbt#lthstmkdlkn%
_hj p"t hjr mr` mrb"kd `j% L stmrtjd jjclkn (jttjr mnmlk%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Lt+s &A, shj `"r`"rjd, mkd r"((jd `y (m$a tjkdjrcy% Mcc thj bthjr tl js shj+d tb"$hjd
`j #jrj kbthlkn $b`pmrjd tb thls sbcl$ltb"s njst"rj% L (jnmk tb jjc m clttcj clnht-hjmdjd%
L hjmrd `brj thmk sm# m $b"pcj b (y-pmssjrs stbp (y tb nm#a%
Ormln4 Ormln4
?jr vbl$j sjj`jd sbt yjt dlstmkt sb`jhb#, mkd L hmd tb rb"sj `ysjc rb` `y #mr`
clttcj $b$bbk b jjclkn% Ihmt4
_hj hmd stbppjd r"((lkn `y (m$a, mkd L b"kd L lssjd lt tjrrl(cy% L #mktjd hjr tb nb
(m$a tb dblkn lt, ("t pjrhmps l L mks#jrjd hjr 3"jstlbk shj #b"cd% L bpjkjd `y jyjs, kbt
s"rj #hjk L hmd $cbsjd thj`% Ihmt4
@jnmk #ms hbcdlkn hjr hmkd b"t lk rbkt b hjr, cbbalkn mt `j #lth $bk$jrk thmt sjj`jd
b"t b prbpbrtlbk tb thj lk$ldjkt% Lt #ms '"st m clttcj rb# #lth m $b"pcj b alds, L #mktjd tb
tjcc hjr, ("t thmt sjj jd claj m cbt b #brds mkd `brj jbrt thmk lt #ms #brth% _hj t"rkjd
hjr nm:j $mrj"ccy tb hjr hmkd, jvldjktcy #mktlkn `j tb bccb# s"lt% L+d hmvj rmthjr $cbsjd
`y jyjs mnmlk, br mt cjmst $bktlk"jd cbbalkn mt hjr, ("t L thb"nht l L dld #hmt shj #mktjd
tb pjrhmps shj `lnht stmrt $mrjsslkn `y (m$a mnmlk% L cbbajd mt hjr hmkd%
Lt #ms rjd% *hj rjd #ms (cbbd% @y (cbbd%
?b# L stmrtjd tb smy%
@jnmk cbbajd "p, s$mkklkn thj sldj#mca mkd (j$b`lkn m#mrj b thj bkcbbajrs% *hjy
$"t yb"% Mkybkj hmvj m phbkj4 Omcc ==J
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@jnmk tbba $mrj b `j% & $b"rsj%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
Fjbrj L "ccy rjmcl:jd #hmt #ms nblkn bk, shj hmd nbttjk bkj b thj bkcbbajrs tb $mcc thj
j`jrnjk$y s3"md, hmd `mdj `j rj$clkj bk `y sldj, mkd hmd tmajk hjr 'm$ajt b% _hj
(mccjd lt "p mkd prjssjd lt mnmlkst `y (m$a% L prbtjstjd jj(cy% 8b"+cc r"lk yb"r 'm$ajt%
_h"t-"p%
F"t
_h"t-"p, shj tbcd j alkdcy% &r, rmthjr, tmca tb j m(b"t sb`jthlkn jcsj% Ihb #jrj
thbsj n"ys4
L #ms slcjkt br m sj$bkd, trylkn tb rj j`(jr #hb shj #ms tmcalkn m(b"t% L #ms `brj
m#mrj b cmylkn thjrj #lth hjr kjmr tb `j, hjr hmkds prjsslkn mnmlkst `y (m$a #lth m
$b`brtm(cj prjss"rj% L kbtl$jd thmt thj $lr$cj b bkcbbajrs hmd nrb#k cmrnjr, c"rjd (y
thls "k$b``bk t"rk b jvjkts% M j# b thj` #jrj pjbpcj L+d sjjk mrb"kd, ("t `bst #jrj
strmknjrs tb j% L #bkdjrjd #hmt thjy #jrj dblkn hjrj thls tl j b dmy% Lt b$$"rrjd tb
`j, lk m ("rst b lkslnht, thmt pjrhmps thjy '"st mppjmr mkytl`j sb`j lk$ldjkt claj thls
hmppjks, claj sb`j trb"pj b prbjsslbkmc bkcbbajrs%
OrmlnJ @jnmk prbddjd%
L #ms stmrtcjd tb rjmcl:j L+d cbst trm$a b thj m$t thmt @jnmk hmd (jjk tmcalkn tb `j, mkd
trljd tb rj$bvjr `y (jmrlkns% ;``, L d"kkb% ."st sb`j alds% L thb"nht br m sj$bkd,
mkd mddjd, *hjy #mktjd tb stjmc `y (laj% L ln"rjd thmt shb"cd $cjmr lt "p%
_tmy #lth `j, Ormln% ?jr vbl$j #ms s#jjt mkd #mr`, mkd `y $bkkj$tlbk tb hjr
sjj`jd tb nrb# $cbsjr% Lt dbjsk+t h"rt yjt, ("t lt #lcc%
L rb#kjd% *hmt sjj`jd "k$mccjd br% *hls dldk+t rjmccy sjj` claj m (ln djmc% L+d nbttjk m
clttcj s$rmt$h -- hmppjks mcc thj tl`j% L+d hmd cbts #brsj mccs rb` `y (laj, #lth cbts `brj
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
(cjjdlkn, thmk thls% Lt sjj`jd tl`j tb stbp (jlkn $bddcjd, pcjmsmkt ms thls #ms% L (jttjr
njt "p%
L stmrtjd tb p"sh `ysjc "p, ("t b"kd thmt @jnmk #ms p"shlkn `j j3"mccy hmrd (m$a
db#k% &A, l shj #mktjd tb hmvj m clttcj #rjstclkn, L #ms nm`j% &kcy L b"kd thmt lt
#msk+t `"$h b m $bktjst -- L #ms "km(cj tb njt pmst hjr% ?jy, L prbtjstjd jj(cy%
@jnmk rjmss"rjd `j thmt jvjrythlkn #ms mcc rlnht, ("t L #ms stmrtlkn tb njt #brrljd% Vlnht
m(b"t thjk thj m`("cmk$j p"ccjd "p mkd thj prbs nbt tb #bra, $hj$alkn `y (m$a mkd
`mkhmkdclkn `j bktb m strjt$hjr, mcc thj #hlcj msalkn @jnmk djtmlcs thmt L #ms hmvlkn m
hmrd tl`j bccb#lkn% ?jy, L prbtjstjd mnmlk%
@jnmk tbba `y hmkd, ms thjy rbccjd j tb#mrds thj m`("cmk$j% Ihmt, Ormln4
@y (laj% Omk yb" maj s"rj thjy p"t m#my `y (laj4 @jnmk kbddjd mkd cjt `j ms
thjy cbmdjd `j lk thj m`("cmk$j% *hmt tbba mcc `y $bk$jktrmtlbk, thjk m j# sj$bkds
cmtjr shj rj'blkjd `j% Mcc tmajk $mrj b, @jnmk mdvlsjd j, tmalkn `y hmkd mnmlk%
*hj m`("cmk$j tbba b thjk, lts slrjk #mlclkn cb"dcy% L mc#mys thb"nht lt+d (j $bbc tb
rldj lk mk j`jrnjk$y vjhl$cj, s3"jmclkn m#my mkd (r"shlkn msldj mcc bthjr trml$ lk lts
#maj% L '"st hmdk+t ln"rjd tb db sb cmt bk `y (m$a, strmppjd db#k claj m plj$j b jmt%
M(b"t thj tl`j #j hlt b"r lrst ("`p `y (m$a rj'blkjd thj pmrty% &"$hJ
@jnmk s3"jj:jd `y hmkd tlnhtjr% L akb#, L akb#% *hj shb$a ls stmrtlkn tb #jmr b%
Ij+cc (j thjrj lk m j# sj$bkds, thj 5@* tbcd "s% ?mkn bk%
Ij hlt mkbthjr ("`p% &;O?, L shb"tjd% bd dm`k, thmt ?;V*_%
Lt #ms claj m rjmccy (md pmpjr $"t% >b, lt #ms claj m ("rk% >b, lt #ms claj m ("k$h b clttcj
hmkds trylkn tb tjmr `y salk mpmrt, al$alkn `j #lth thjlr clttcj pblkty jjt mt thj sm`j
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
tl`j% Lt #ms thj $bcbr rjd, lrj tr"$a rjd% Dbk+t msa `j hb# lt jct claj m $bcbr, ("t lt dld%
L dldk+t akb# #hmt jcsj lt jct claj, ("t L dm`kjd #jcc akj# L jct lt%
@jnmk hjcd `y hmkd tlnhtcy, mkd nmvj `j m tb"$hlkn cbba% Nbr thj lrst tl`j, #jcc, kbt
$b"ktlkn #hjk L #ms db#k bk thj nrb"kd njttlkn thj shlt al$ajd b"t b `j, L #ms njttlkn
#brrljd% M` L nblkn tb dlj4 L msajd lk$rjd"cb"scy, thj thb"nht '"st b$$"rrlkn tb `j%
L dbk+t akb# hb# tb djs$rl(j thj j!prjsslbk bk hjr m$j% Obk$jrk, #mr`th,
thb"nht"ckjss, jvjk m cmsh b h"`br, mcc tljd lk tbnjthjr mkd mcc shb#lkn bk hjr m$j lk
thmt lkstmkt% 5vjrybkj dljs, Ormln%
L $b"cdk+t (jcljvj lt% _hj dldkb# thj h"`br #bk b"t bvjr thj bthjr j!prjsslbks, mkd shj nmvj `y hmkd m 3"l$a
s3"jj:j% ."st kbt tbdmy%
*hjy tbba `j tb _t% .bj+s, b $b"rsj, ms lt #ms $cbsjst mkd hmd m trm"`m "klt% &k$j thjrj,
thlkns #jkt vjry 3"l$acy% L #ms pbajd, prbddjd, strlppjd, lk'j$tjd, #hjjcjd mrb"kd%
@jnmk #ms mrb"kd sb`jtl`js, kbt mrb"kd bthjrs% L hjmrd hjr tmcalkn mt tl`js, m#mrj b
hjr "kl3"j tbkj b vbl$j `brj thmk mky b thj m$t"mc #brds% L trljd tb `maj sjksj b #hmt
#ms nblkn bk, mkd vmn"jcy rj`j`(jr nlvlkn thj` pjr`lsslbk tb $"t j% Lt sjj`jd
lrbkl$, mkd L #mktjd tb pblkt lt b"t tb thj`, thmt thj $"rj tb `y (jlkn $"t #ms tb $"t `j
mnmlk% 8b"
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
_hj cbbajd "p, mkd $cbsjd thj (bba% ?jy, yb"rsjc% _hj nbt "p mkd $m`j bvjr tb j%
?b# mrj yb" jjclkn4 _hj p"t m hmkd bk `y brjhjmd (rljcy, thjk tbba `y #rlst tb
jjc thj p"csj%
Ihmt mrj yb", m k"rsj4
?"sh% L thlka shj #ms $b"ktlkn%
L cbbajd mrb"kd thj rbb`% Ihjrj m` L4
@jnmk j!pcmlkjd thmt L #ms lk m rj$bvjry rbb`% L+d hmd s"rnjry mkd thjy #jrj nblkn tb
ajjp `j hjrj "ktlc thjy #jrj s"rj L #ms dblkn mcc rlnht% Lt sjj`s m (lt "$h br sb`j
stlt$hjs, L $b`pcmlkjd% L stmrtjd tb jkvlslbk sb`j kjmrlb"s pcbt tb rj`bvj
trmkspcmktm(cj brnmks tb hjcp lkmk$j sb`j db$tbr+s bthjr lccl$lt m$tlvltljs%
Ijcc, lt sjj`s thjy kl$ajd bkj b yb"r aldkjys, sb thj s"rnjbks hmd tb db m clttcj rjpmlr
#bra, @jnmk smld `mttjr-b-m$tcy, claj thls #ms sb`jthlkn thmt hmppjkjd jvjry dmy%
&h, L thb"nht, mshm`jd thmt L hmd jvjk cjt m sclvjr b m db"(t jktjr `y hjmd% @jnmk hmd
(jjk hjrj/ L shb"cdk+t hmvj #brrljd% @jnmk stbbd thjrj (y `y sldj ms L nrj# `brj
sjktljkt, kbt tmcalkn mcc thmt `"$h ("t ncmd b hjr prjsjk$j% L kbtl$jd thmt shj #ms
#jmrlkn m s$r"( tbp lkstjmd b thj kl$j #hltj (cb"sj shj+d hmd bk prjvlb"scy "kdjr thj
s"lt 'm$ajt% L hmd m cmsh(m$a tb thj m`("cmk$j rldj, m `jktmc l`mnj b thmt #hltj
spcmshjd dmra rjd (y hjr jbrts tb smvj `j% L #ms prjtty s"rj thmt thj 'm$ajt shj hmd "sjd
tb scb# `y (cjjdlkn #ms nblkn tb kjjd sb`j sjrlb"s dry-$cjmklkn ms #jcc% L tb"$hjd thj
s$r"( tbp clnhtcy% L+` sbrry m(b"t yb"r $cbthjs%
@jnmk '"st s`lcjd, mkd dld m sclnht cb"rlsh, claj m `bdjc shb#lkn b m djslnkjr tbp%
Lt+s vjry $hl$, dbk+t yb" thlka4
&k yb", `my(j% F"t L+` stlcc sbrry m(b"t yb"r bthjr $cbthjs%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
_hj rjmss"rjd `j mnmlk, mkd #j `mdj sb`j ldcj $hlt$hmt% L #msk
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
*hj t#b b thj` cbbajd mt jm$h bthjr (rljcy% Ijcc, mk lk$h b t#b lk mkbthjr dlrj$tlbk,
br m j# `lk"tjs `brj b "k$hj$ajd (cjjdlkn -- cjt+s '"st smy yb" #jrj c"$ay%
*hls tl`j #j (bth cbbajd mt @jnmk, #hb cbbajd n"lcjcjss% _hj m$tjd ms thb"nh #j #jrj
tmcalkn m(b"t sb`jbkj jcsj% *hj )brd #bras lk `ystjrlb"s #mys, shj smld s`bbthcy%
_bbk mtjr thmt thjy $m`j mcbkn tb #hjjc `j tb mk b(sjrvmtlbk rbb % @jnmk $m`j mcbkn
tb njt `j sjttcjd% M pbcl$j`mk mcsb stbppjd (y tb njt y stbry% L hmd tb md`lt tb hl thmt
L hmd stmrtjd hlttlkn thj t#b n"ys #lth `y (laj hjc`jt, ("t thmt thjy hmd stmrtjd thj #hbcj
mmlr% L dldk+t akb# #hb thjy mrj% Lt #ms prb(m(cy m (b!-$"ttjr, kbt m aklj, hj smld,
$cbslkn hls kbtj(bba% *hjy #jrj prb(m(cy ms s$mrjd ms yb" #jrj% L dldk+t njt thj sjksj
thmt hj hmd mky ("rklkn djslrj tb lkd thj`%
@jnmk lkmccy cjt mrb"kd sl!, '"st (jbrj thjy (rb"nht j dlkkjr% _hj prb`lsjd tb stbp
(y lk thj `brklkn% Mkybkj yb" #mkt `j tb $mcc4 shj msajd ms shj prjpmrjd tb cjmvj%
1mrjkts, nlrcrljkd, sb`jbkj claj thmt4
L thb"nht m(b"t `y bptlbks% @y pmrjkts #jrj sjvjrmc h"kdrjds b `lcjs m#my, `y j!-
nlrcrljkd prb(m(cy #b"cd kbt mpprj$lmtj thj $mcc, mkd sb`jhb# L dldk+t thlka Ajvlk br
Oh"$a #ms #jcc s"ltjd tb sl$a d"ty% L #msk+t rjmccy jjclkn tbb "p tb vlsltbrs mky#my%
>b, L+cc (j mcc rlnht%
@jnmk sjj`jd, bh, dlsmppblktjd br jvjk smddjkjd (y thls% Lt dld sb"kd sbrt b pltl"c, L
rjmcl:jd% _hj bjrjd tb stmy cbknjr, ("t L rjmss"rjd hjr L #ms lkj, nlvjk thj
$lr$"`stmk$js% Lk tr"th, L #b"cdk+t hmvj `lkdjd hjr stl$alkn mrb"kd cbknjr, ("t thmt
#b"cd `maj `j sjj` jvjk `brj pmthjtl$ thmk L mcrjmdy `"st sjj` tb hjr%
L jjc mscjjp shbrtcy mtjr dlkkjr, mkd scjpt lt"ccy thrb"nhb"t thj klnht%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
L #baj stl, sbrj mkd h"rtlkn% *hjy jd `j mk mc`bst lkdlnjstl(cj (rjmamst b #hmt L
$b"cd bkcy hbpj #ms djcl(jrmtjcy (cmkd bbd% L `jmk, lt $b"cdk+t (j thls (cmkd (y
m$$ldjkt, $b"cd lt4 L thlka lt #ms sb`j sbrt b $jrjmc, br `my(j lt #ms jnns% L mtj thj
(rjmd, mkd #bkdjrjd #hmt plnjbk #ms nblkn h"knry (j$m"sj thjy+d nlvjk lt tb `j
lkstjmd% *hj '"l$j #ms thlk mkd thj lca #ms #mr %
L #hlcjd m#my thj tl`j clpplkn $hmkkjcs bk thj cm`j $m(cj *H thj rbb` hmd "ktlc thj
s"rnjbk `mdj hls rb"kds lk thj cmtj `brklkn% ?j $hj$ajd `y $hmrt mkd nmvj hls
hmkdl#bra bk `y (m$a m nbbd cbba%
bbd 'b(, hj kbtjd prb"dcy% L thlka yb"+cc (j lkj%
_b #hjk db L njt b"t b hjrj4
?j p"t thj $hmrt (m$a lk lts scbt mkd $hj$ajd hls #mt$h% L n"jssjd hj #ms jmnjr tb njt bk
tb hls kj!t pmtljkt% Lt `"st (j mk bdd 'b(% L #bkdjrjd #hl$h pmrt hj clajd (jttjr -- thj
scl$lkn mkd rjpmlrlkn, br thjsj clttcj vlslts tb sjj thj rjs"cts b hls hmkdl#bra% L alkd b
hbpjd hls s"rnl$mc salccs #jrj (jttjr thmk hls pjbpcj salccs% 8b" $mk nb ms sbbk ms thjy
njt thj pmpjr#bra dbkj% L+cc cjt thj djsa akb#%
@jnmk mppjmrjd shbrtcy thjrjmtjr% *hls tl`j shj #ms drjssjd $ms"mccy, lk scm$as mkd m
clnht s#jmtjr% _hj #ms $mrrylkn m s`mcc ("kdcj% ?b# ls thj pmtljkt thls `brklkn4 shj
smld, strldlkn lk thj rbb` mkd #mcalkn bvjr tb `y (jd% _hj p"t hjr hmkd bk `y brjhmkd%
Lt `"st (j m hbspltmc thlkn, L dj$ldjd, ("t L c"!"rlmtjd mt hjr $bbc tb"$h mky#my%
@y (m$a #ms m$t"mccy h"rtlkn m clttcj, ("t L #msk+t nblkn tb md`lt lt, jspj$lmccy kbt tb hjr%
Nlkj% L n"jss L $mk njt b"t b hjrj prjtty sbbk%
_hj kbddjd% _b L hjmr% L (rb"nht yb" thjsj, shj smld, hmkdlkn `j hjr ("kdcj% L
#mshjd thj`%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
*hj ("kdcj #ms `y $cbthjs rb` yjstjrdmy, kjmtcy #mshjd mkd bcdjd% @my(j jvjk
lrbkjd% L #ms tb"$hjd, mkd sb`j#hmt j`(mrrmssjd -- hb# $cjmk hmd thj "kdjr#jmr (jjk4
L hmdk+t nlvjk m `b`jkt thb"nht tb #hmt L+d #jmr tb njt b"t b hjrj, br jvjk #hjrj `y
$cbthjs #jrj% *hmkas%
L "kbcdjd thj shlrt, mkd cbbajd mt thj cbkn nmsh lk thj (m$a% Lt sjj`jd cbknjr thmk L+d
rjmcl:jd, mkd L thb"nht "kjmslcy m(b"t thj ms-yjt-"ksjjk $brrjspbkdlkn tjmr lk `y salk% Lt
sjj`jd tb lt$h mt thj thb"nht% Ijcc, L n"jss L $mk #jmr thjsj, L smld d"(lb"scy, mcthb"nh
L+d prb(m(cy #brk #brsj% >bt-lk-rbkt-b-@jnmk sjj jd tb (j thj $r"$lmc dlstlk$tlbk%
@jnmk s`lcjd% L+d hmvj sj#k lt "p, ("t L thb"nht yb" `lnht #mkt tb hmvj lt ms m
sb"vjklr b sbrts%
8b" `jmk, lk mddltlbk tb thj bkj bk `y (m$a4
?``, shj rjspbkdjd kbk$b``lttmccy% _hj hmkdjd `j mkbthjr bcdjd ltj`% L (rb"nht
yb" thls '"st lk $msj% Lt #ms m s$r"( tbp, mkd L #bkdjrjd #lth m sclnht sjksj b
j!$ltj`jkt l lt #ms thj bkj shj hmd p"t bk yjstjrdmy% L trljd tb dls$rjtjcy s`jcc lt ms L
tbba lt rb` hjr, tb try tb $mt$h m #hl b hjr s$jkt% *hmkas%
_hj #mltjd lk `y rbb` ms L shb#jrjd mkd $hmknjd lk `y (mthrbb`, trylkn tb `maj `y
hmlr cbba sj`l-prjsjktm(cj% Lt #ms hbpjcjss% L dld md`lrj thj (ln (mkdmnj bk y (m$a,
("t #bkdjrjd mt #hmt cmy "kdjrkjmth mkd #hmt alkd b s$mr lt #ms nblkn tb cjmvj%
@"$h (jttjr, shj smld mpprbvlkncy ms L $m`j b"t shycy rb` thj (mthrbb`% *hjrj #ms
mk brdjrcy #mltlkn #lth m #hjjc$hmlr, mkd thjy #jrj $hmttlkn mkl`mtjdcy% @jnmk hmd
`mdj mkbthjr rljkd, lt #b"cd sjj % L jyjd thj #hjjc$hmlr #mrlcy% Ihmt+s thmt br4
?bspltmc prb$jd"rj, thj brdjrcy j!pcmlkjd% ?mvj tb #hjjc yb" tb thj dbbr%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
L prbtjstjd thmt L #ms 3"ltj $mpm(cj b #mcalkn, ("t thj brdjrcy #ms kbt tb (j s#myjd%
V"cjs mrj r"cjs, jspj$lmccy lk m hbspltmc% L+cc #hjjc yb" b"t, @jnmk bjrjd%
Mt thj dbbr @jnmk hmlcjd m #mltlkn $m(% @jnmk, L #mkt tb thmka yb", L "`(cjd, ms
@jnmk bpjkjd thj $m(+s dbbr% 8b"+vj (jjk m
_mvj lt, shj $"t j b% L+` $b`lkn #lth yb"%
Ihmt4 *hls sjj jd tr"cy m(bvj mkd (jybkd% L mcrjmdy jct #my tbb lkdj(tjd tb hjr%
_hj shbbjd `j lktb thj $m(, mkd #jkt mrb"kd tb thj bthjr sldj mkd nbt lk% _hj s`lcjd mt
`j lk thj (m$asjmt% L+` tmalkn yb" hb`j%
F"t
>b ("ts% L #mkt tb `maj s"rj yb" mrj mcc rlnht% Lt+s thj cjmst L $b"cd db, ms yb"r
kjlnh(br%
L #ms `brj $ykl$mc thmk shj #ms m(b"t kjlnh(brs% 8jmh, L sjj thj #hbcj ("lcdlkn ls hjrj
tb sjj `j hb`j%
_hj s`lcjd% F"t L (rb"nht yb" lk, sb L n"jss lt+s `y d"ty tb sjj yb" hb`j%
*hj rldj tb b"r ("lcdlkn #ms bkcy m j# `lk"tjs cbkn, mkd #j dldk+t tmca `"$h% L #ms
trylkn tb ln"rj b"t hb# "$h $msh L hmd mkd l L $b"cd $bvjr thj mrj% L ajpt mk jyj bk
thj `jtjr% Lt nrj# rmpldcy, mkd L #ms dlstrm$tjd trylkn tb jstl`mtj lts lkmc vmc"j (msjd bk
lts $"rrjkt rmtj b $hmknj% L jkdjd "p (jlkn prjtty $cbsj tb thj lkmc m`b"kt%
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Lksldj thj dbbr #j rjs$"jd `y (laj% >b#, j!m$tcy #hjrj db yb" clvj4 @jnmk msajd%
L s`lcjd, s"ddjkcy jjclkn (jttjr% Ob`j bk, L smld% L+cc shb# yb"% Lk djjrjk$j tb `y
$bkdltlbk, #j tbba thj jcjvmtbr "p lkstjmd b thj stmlrs%
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@jnmk sjj`jd l``jdlmtjcy l`prjssjd% Ib#J
&"r ("lcdlkn #ms ("lct br m dljrjkt tl`j% L n"jss thj $cbsjst bdjrk j3"lvmcjkts mrj
sb`j b thj s"pjr-j!pjkslvj hlnh-rlsj $bkdbs db#ktb#k (y thj #mtjr% >b#mdmys pjbpcj
#b"cd (j `brj clajcy ("lcd cmrnj hb`js b"t lk thj s"("r(s, #lth (ln ymrds mkd m pbbc lk
thj (m$a% &"r ("lcdlkn hmd (jjk ("lct `brj $b`pm$tcy% Lt #ms jmkt ms m kl$j clttcj
$b``"klty, #lth m dj$jkt ("t kbt bstjktmtlb"s m`b"kt b spm$j br jm$h rjsldjkt% *hjrj
#ms m s`mcc cb((y, #hjrj pjbpcj $m`j lk br pl$ajd "p b"r `mlc -- thmt sbrt b thlkn% Lt,
claj thj rjst b thj ("lcdlkn, hmd bk$j (jjk dls$rjtjcy jcjnmkt ("t kb# #ms mnlkn, sbrt b
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stmlr#my lk thj (m$a% Mkd, bk thj vjry tbp cbbr, thjrj #ms m (mccrbb`%
*hj bbtprlkt b thj (mccrbb` #ms `"$h (lnnjr thmk mky b thj mpmrt`jkts (jcb#, ms lt
tbba "p thj jktlrj cbbr% *hjrj #jrj thrjj s`mcc rbb`s bk bkj #mcc% &kj hmd (jjk thj
$cbmarbb`, mkd thj sj$bkd m s`mcc alt$hjk, #hjrj sjrvmkts `"st hmvj bk$j prjpmrjd
mppjtl:jrs br s`mcc `jmcs% *bdmy thj $cbmarbb` #ms m cmrnj $cbsjt, #hlcj thj brlnlkmc
alt$hjk #ms stlcc m alt$hjk% *hj thlrd rbb` #ms, b $b"rsj, m (mthrbb`, $b`pcjtj #lth m
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s#jjt-tmcajd yb"kn cmdljs mrb"kd mkd mrb"kd, jvjrybkj lk thjlr lkjst mkd cbbalkn s`mrt
mkd prbspjrb"s% >bt `"$h dmk$lkn thjsj dmys, smd tb smy%
@jnmk #mcajd mrb"kd thj rbb` scb#cy% L+d p"rpbsjcy ajpt thj spm$j ms bpjk ms pbssl(cj%
L cbvjd thmt sjksj b bpjkkjss, jvjk thb"nh lt `jmkt thmt, yjs, `y (jdrbb` #ms lk thj
sm`j rbb` ms `y clvlkn rbb`, mkd (bth shmrjd thj spm$j #lth `y st"dy mkd `y
jktjrtmlk`jkt rbb`, kbt tb jktlbk thj n"jst (jdrbb`% Mt cjmst thj (mthrbb` mkd
alt$hjk #jrj sjpmrmtj% *hj (jd #ms bk thj #jstjrk #mcc, "kdjr thj #lkdb#% L $b"cd nb tb
scjjp cbbalkn "p mt thj stmrs% _b`jtl`js thj "cc bbk #b"cd clnht "p thj #hbcj sldj b
thj rbb` #lth lts (rlnht kbt kbt-3"ltj-jmrthcy clnht% @y $b`p"tjr sjt-"p #ms (y thj
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thj djsa l #j #mktjd tb% *hmt $m`j lk hmkdy sb`jtl`js%
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cm$a b #mccs mkd njkjrmc spmrsjkjss% &k thj bthjr hmkd, Ajvlk mkd Oh"$a mrj djjpcy
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shj rj`j`(jrs thj` hmvlkn pmrtljs mkd dmk$js hjrj #hjk shj #ms m ald%
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*hj ("lcdlkn stmrtjd bk lts #my db#k mtjr Ibrcd Imr *#b, ms pjbpcj stmrtjd bptlkn tb
`bvj b"t tb thj s"("r(s% *hjy hmd thjlr dmk$js lk $b"ktry $c"(s lkstjmd b lk prlvmtj
rbb`s claj thjsj% Dj("tmktj (mccs nrj# j#jr mkd `brj brnmkl:jd% *hls cbbr jcc lktb
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b"kd thls pcm$j j!pcbrlkn ms m ald, mkd L mc#mys #mktjd tb clvj lk sb`jpcm$j claj lt%
Ihjk L jkdjd "p nblkn tb nrmd s$hbbc hjrj, L $bkvlk$jd thj cmkdcbrd tb cjt `j rjkt lt%
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mkd `maj lt rjmdy br hm(ltmtlbk% L+d hmd tb lkstmcc thmt shb#jr, "pnrmdj thj alt$hjk, mkd
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#brst% Lt hmd tmajk mcc `y smvlkns mkd thjk sb`j, ("t lt #ms #brth lt%
@jnmk kbddjd scb#cy, clstjklkn ("t stlcc `malkn hjr #my mrb"kd% _hj stbppjd (y bkj b
thj #mccs% Mkd thjsj4
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phbtbs, kb pl$t"rjs, kb $bkvjktlbkmc #mcc dj$brmtlbks -- '"st thj (bmrds% *hj (bmrds #jrj
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Ihmt alkd4
*bpbcbny%
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@jnmk cbbajd mrb"kd thj rbb`, hjr jyjs $b`lkn tb rjst bk thj jktjrtmlk`jkt $jktjr #lth
lts $mtmcbn "cc b j!pjkslvj ltj`s% Lt `"st pmy #jcc%
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(lccs% L cjt lt mt thmt%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
_hj stbbd "p, mkd L (jcmtjdcy bccb#jd, #lk$lkn mt thj s"ddjk sp"r b pmlk% _hj sm# `y
j!prjsslbk mkd `bvjd tb#mrds `j% Lt+s &A, L rjmss"rjd% L '"st nbt "p tbb 3"l$acy%
Fj $mrj"c, shj #mrkjd% Dbk+t bvjrdb lt%
L prb`lsjd kbt tb, mkd #j #mcajd tb thj dbbr% L rmkn br thj jcjvmtbr, mkd #j #mltjd
#hlcj lt c"`(jrjd "p% Mtjr L+d bpjkjd thj dbbr, shj p"t m hmkd bk `y brjmr`% L+cc stbp
(y thls jvjklkn%
*l`j $b"cd kbt nb 3"l$acy jkb"nh%
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@jnmk #ms tr"j tb hjr #brd% Nbr thj kj!t sjvjrmc dmys shj #b"cd stbp (y mtjr #bra%
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sb`j#hmt cjss rj3"jkt, kbt jvjry dmy -- ("t `brj l`pbrtmktcy, thjy dldk+t stbp% _hj
#b"cd "s"mccy mrrlvj mrb"kd sjvjk, mkd #mltlkn br hjr akb$a bk `y dbbr (j$m`j thj
hlnhclnht b `y dmy% Lkltlmccy L #msk+t nblkn mky#hjrj mky#my, mkd #mltlkn br hjr akb$a
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dbjsk+t rjmccy claj pjbpcj%
?j clajsybu%
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@jnmk, Lk thj @brklkn
L nbt "p mkd #mcajd bvjr tb @m!% ?j mr$hjd hls (m$a lkvltlkncy mt `y mpprbm$h, mkd L
rj$lprb$mtjd (y pjttlkn hl` ljr$jcy% ?j #msk+t bkj br tjkdjr $mrjssjs/ #hjk hj nbt
pjttjd, hj #mktjd tb (j sjrlb"scy strbajd% L jct, thjk hjmrd, hl` (jnlk tb p"rr% @jnmk
#mt$hjd rb` m$rbss thj rbb`, thjk stbbd mkd $m`j bvjr%
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cjt lk hl` mky#hjrj% ?j tbcjrmtjs j, L smld, rjspbkdlkn tb @jnmk+s pblkt% L dbk+t
akb# l hj clajs `j br kbt% L nlvj hl` m #mr`, dry pcm$j tb scjjp -- #hl$h hj clajs tb db
mc`bst ms `"$h ms hj jk'bys alcclkn thlkns -- mkd sb`j `lca mkd st"% Lk rjt"rk hj hmkns
b"t mkd cjts `j pjt hl` l hj+s lk thj `bbd%
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L thb"nht (m$a% ?j '"st shb#jd "p b"tsldj thmt #lkdb# bkj dmy% ?j $cl`(s thj trjj
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@jnmk rjm$hjd b"t tb tb"$h @m!, mkd @m! s"ddjkcy cbbajd "p mpprmlslkncy% @jnmk
hjsltmtjd% Fj $mrj"c -- L tbcd yb" hj dbjsk+t claj pjbpcj, L #mrkjd% @jnmk s`lcjd
$bkldjktcy, mkd cjt @m! s`jcc hjr hmkd% *hls #ms thj dj$lslbk pblkt% L #ms #brrljd thmt
@m! #b"cd s"ddjkcy tmaj m s#lpj mt @jnmk/ hj sb`jtl`js dld thmt tb `j, br kb
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?j+s (jjk lk m j# #mrs, hmsk+t hj4 @jnmk stbppjd pjttlkn @m! cbkn jkb"nh tb
j!m`lkj hls dm`mnjd jmr tjkdjrcy% @m! sjj`jd tb shlt njmrs lkstmktmkjb"scy% ?j
cbbajd mrb"kd thj rbb`, thjk lk bkj $bktlk"b"s `bvj`jkt stbbd "p, cjmpjd db#k mkd
#ms hmc#my m$rbss thj cbbr tb#mrds hls bbd (b#c% Mkd hjrj L thb"nht hj #ms
jk'bylkn thmt, @jnmk smld #rycy%
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pjttlkn lt% M $mt, #jcc, m $mt ls bk lts b#k #mvjcjknth% 8b" kjvjr akb# #hmt thjy mrj
thlkalkn% Dbns thlka m(b"t bbd, sj!, mkd mj$tlbk% L dbk+t akb# #hmt thj hjcc $mts thlka
m(b"t, mkd thmt+s #hmt ms$lkmtjs `j%
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