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8/4/2019 Opening Pages from Paper Conspiracies
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^mpjr @aespkrm`kjsPZPMELMK\@B
@kty Hkcbts Daaos Pme Grme`ks`a
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@apyrkcbt 4>== dy Pusme Lmkt`b
Mhh rkcbts rjsjrvjl.
@avjr mel daao ljskce dy Hkelm Taeme.
Graet `avjr pbata9 ^mrks Jxpasktkae9 ekcbt vkjw, ^mrks, Grme`j, =;>>. Ekcbt
vkjw ke`huljs tbj ^aetj Mhjxmelrj KKK. Draaohye Fusjuf Mr`bkvjs, Caalyjmr
Mr`bkvmh @ahhj`tkae.
Hkdrmry ag @aecrjss @mtmhackec-ke-^udhk`mtkae Lmtm
Lmkt`b, Pusme.
^mpjr `aespkrm`kjs / Pusme Lmkt`b.
p. f.
KPDE ;32->-23427-:==
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\rmke-Jmtkec Pue Dhkeljl dy J`hkpsj
Baw fmey starkjs `auhl djcke, Sbmt mrj yau lakec bjrj,
yaurj suppasjl ta dj ljml1
\bj laar apjes, hkcbt sbkejs keta tbj lmro bmhh, mel tbj urvj
ag m `bjjodaej mppjmrs vmcujhy gmfkhkmr. Atbjr cujsts, keea`jet
gmfkhy fjfdjrs ke tbj dm`o ag tbj raaf laet eatk`j tbj ejw
mrrkvmh. [au tbkeo kt met dj passkdhj tbmt bj ar sbj fkcbt aehy dj
vkskdhj ta yau. Ea, kt met dj.[ausbut tbj laar, haaokec up mt tbj
trmesaf, tbje lawe mt tbj cmp djtwjje tbj dattaf ag tbj laar
mel tbj tbrjsbahl ta dj surj ea sbmlaw bms shkl keta tbj raaf.
\bj je`auetjr fkcbt tmoj phm`j ae tbj strjjt, ke m trmke stm-tkae, m dusy ketjrsj`tkae, m dm`o mhhjy, yaurj suppasjl ta dj ljml!
Sbmt mrj yau lakec bjrj1 Sbmt la yau wmet graf fj1 Hjmvj fj mhaej,
phjmsj.[aurj ke traudhj. @mhhkec tbj pahk`j ks usjhjss dj`musj m
bkstary ag cukht mel `afphk`kty ae yaur pmrt kset jetkrjhy durkjl
mel garcattje. @auhl tbj hkojejss dj aehy m `ake`kljetmh laudhj,
eat tbj rjmh pjrsae, eat tbj m`tumh dkrtb-`jrtk`mtj-wmvkec bu-
fme, eat tbj ktkzje wba fkcbt bmvj fmlj yaur hkgj m hkvkec bjhh1
\bmts baw K gjht mt waro wbje rjstarkec ahl favkjs. Pbmlawycurjs mssjfdhjl keta grmfjs djcme ta haao gmfkhkmr, ta buf
mel vkdrmtj wktb mfaraus haeckecs, jfdmrrmssfjet, `ayejss, tbj
ljskrj gar jvjekec ahl s`arjs, ar skffjrkec wktb rmcj, tbjy gmlj
keta me kelkstke`t dm`ocrauel.
M skhbaujttj somtkec hkoj m dmesbjj avjr pjddhjl chmss, m
prahj rjj`tjl ke tbj rjmrvkjw fkrrar ag m pmrojl `mr, K twkstjl
mrauel quk`ohy, eat djhkjvkec kt passkdhj. Ks tbmt yau1 Smkt m fke-
utj, hjt fj dj `jrtmke. K crjw up tbj aehy lmucbtjr ag twa pjaphj
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wba lklet oeaw wbjrj tbjy wmetjl ta ar jvje `auhl ca, sa
tbjy jeljl up ke m sfmhh `kty bmhgwmy djtwjje Ejw [aro mel
Faetrjmh. Datb ag tbjf, dut fy fatbjr ke pmrtk`uhmr, wjrj eat
ljstkejl ta gjjh mt bafj meywbjrj. \bj kljm ag bafj staal aesbmoy crauel9 m bausj, me mllrjss ae m stjjphy ke`hkejl phat ag
hmel ae wbk`b sprautjl m aej-stary bausj `mhhjl m rme`b dut
tbjrj wjrj ea pmhafkeas ar drmelkec fm`bkejs ae tbks kljm ag
rme`b. Kt wms iust m aej-stary bausj sa yau lklet bmvj ta ca up
ar lawe stmkrs. \bjrj wjrj ea crmelpmrjets, ea ue`hjs, muets, ar
`auskes. Aej lkstmet `auske hmeljl ke Mrcjetkem ke =;, dut
bks `bkhlrje wjrj lksmppjmrjl ke tbmt `auetrys lkrty wmr ag tbj
=;3>s, mel bj jeljl bks hkgj iufpkec graf m dmh`aey sbarthy
tbjrjmgtjr. Bks hjttjrs, wrkttje ke m bydrkl ag Ppmeksb, Tusskme,
mel [kllksb wjrj ojpt ke m lrmwjr mhaec wktb tmx garfs, pba-
tacrmpbs, kjrs gar lks`auets mt `mr wmsbjs. K wms uemdhj ta rjml
tbjf `afphjtjhy, mel ea aej wms wkhhkec ta trmeshmtj bks fm`m-
raek`s gar fj. Ke aej hjttjr K `auhl fmoj aut Eaob m oksb guem
caekg, ljzjbh kdjr lmyej tzjelj (Kg yau okss m tbkjg, `auet yaur
tjjtb) mel curjl safjaej wms `mrrykec ae wktb safjaej tbjysbauhlet bmvj, dut tbj spj`k`s ag wba wms tmecakec ae tbj
wraec strjjt, K `auhlet fmoj aut. Kf eat surj jm`b pmcj rjmhhy
rjvjmhjl fu`b meywmy. \bj hjttjrs wjrj furfurjl avjr wbje
tbjy mrrkvjl? m gjw yjmrs hmtjr fy fatbjr wjpt avjr tbjf. Mhaej,
sejmokec tbj pmcjs aut ag m lrmwjr mt ekcbt, K curjl aut safj ag
tbj Ppmeksb pmrts tbmt rjgjrrjl ta quatklkme ljtmkhs ag me ke`rjms-
kechy grkcbtjejl hkgj, ms kg dy durykec tbj metk`kpmtkae ag ljmtb
squmls ueljr ljtmkhs mdaut m trkp ta tbj la`tars, tbj gjmr fkcbtdj durkjl, taa. Bausjs draoje keta ke tbj fkllhj ag tbj ekcbt,
`bkhlrje cakec keta bklkec ke `auetry bausjs, ke tbj iuechj, ke
fusjuf dmsjfjets. Fy fatbjr, m wafme wba gaucbt `bmas
wktb `bmas, semt`bjl tbjf graf fy bmels, smykec sbjl bjmrl
mhh tbks djgarj, mel K lklet ejjl ta bjmr kt mt mhh. Sbje K turejl
gtjje, mrauel tbj tkfj tbj hjttjrs graf Mrcjetkem stappjl, sbj
spjet m hat ag tkfj wmeljrkec mrauel m ejwhy dukht wkelawhjss
sbappkec fmhh haaokec gar hkcbt swkt`bjs (prk`js shmsbjl), wrmp-
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pkec pmpjr (mgtjr bahklmys), aut-ag-sta`o pmket `ahars, mel atbjr
sjfkusjhjss adij`ts dj`musj yau ejvjr oejw wbje tbjrj wauhl
dj sbartmcjs ar baw tbjsj tbkecs `auhl dj`afj usjguh kg kcbt
ar bklkec dj`mfj ej`jssmry. Datb fy pmrjets wjrj tmhjetjl mtputtkec fj`bmek`mh ljtrktus ta caal usj9 rmlka keemrls wjrj usjl
ta x tbj tjhjpbaej, m turetmdhj futmtjl keta m ckzfa usjl ta
stkr prkets ke fy gmtbjrs lmroraaf, m spjmojr fmlj ag phywaal
tbj skzj ag m rjgrkcjrmtar dax dhmstjl fusk` mhh avjr tbj bausj. Ms
m `bkhl K wms `aevke`jl tbjy `auhl ture m ljsjrt iueoymrl keta m
pbmhmex ag radats. \bj aej-stary bausj dj`mfj m vmuht gar pm`o-
mcjs ag ijwjhjrs s`rjwlrkvjrs (wbmt kg yau bmvj ta x m wmt`b1),
pk`turj baaos (`auhl pk`o m ha`o), rahhs ag tmpj ag mhh okels, mel
tkes ag smrlkejs mel vm`uuf-sjmhjl dmcs ag rmkskes wktb jxpkrmtkae
lmtjs graf djgarj tbj `mfjrm wms kevjetjl. Sbkhj fy fatbjr
wms prja``upkjl wktb tbks okel ag sbappkec fy gmtbjr spjet
farj mel farj tkfj tkeojrkec wktb jhj`trk`mh fm`bkejry mel m
bafjfmlj `afputjr ms dkc ms m dmtbtud, wktb lksos tbj skzj ag
lkeejr phmtjs. @bmas rjkcejl. Ea aej wauhl meswjr fy qujs-
tkaes. K aehy oejw K wms emfjl gar safjaej wbasj emfj djcmewktb tbj hjttjr G, safjaej wba wms dare ke m tawe wbasj emfj
wms fmlj up ag `aesaemets mel `auhlet dj gauel ae mey fmp.
Fy fatbjr `auhlet usj me avje mel `aaojl quk`ohy avjr m
stavj, durekec pats mel pmes, tbrawkec tbjf aut wbjejvjr pas-
skdhj. Gaal tbmt wms `meejl ar grazje prjsjetjl m hmecumcj tbmt,
gar mhh kts skfphk`kty, bjhl bkllje lmecjrs, tbj drjm`bkec ag gaal
tmdaas. Sbmt wms sbj sjjkec ke tbj turquaksj pm`omckec ag m gra-
zje fm`mraek-mel-`bjjsj lkeejr1 \bj dkts ag dm`ae rjeljrjl ktkejlkdhj, mel tbj wbahj tbkec bml ta dj tmoje autsklj mel put ke
tbj cmrdmcj. \bj stmrkec keta spm`j cat warsj mgtjr fy m``kljet,
wbk`b wmset rjmhhy me m``kljet mt mhh, dut m hjttjr dafd lkrj`tjl
mt mhh ag us. K wms tbj aej wba apjejl kt.
Sbjrj wkhh wj ca1 Tka1 Fy gmtbjr crjw mecry mt fy
fatbjrs bystjrkm, usjhjss mel krrmtkaemh, ms gmr ms bj wms `ae-
`jrejl. Pbmhh wj iake yaur auske wbasj bkhlrje wjrj lrappjl
aut ag m bjhk`aptjr avjr tbj Mthmetk` A`jme1
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[aurj mhwmys tbj hmst aej ta cjt kt. [au stmy djbkel uetkh
tbj wahg ks mt tbj laar, uetkh bks tmkh wmhhaps tbj chmss, mel tbje
kts taa hmtj. Fy fatbjr lufpjl tbj `aetjets ag bjr dmc ae tbj
aar, haaokec gar bjr ojys sa sbj `auhl fmoj me jxkt. Grme`js,wjrj yau cakec tbraucb fy tbkecs mcmke1 Kl iust cattje aut
ag tbj baspktmh mel K wmset cakec meywbjrj. Bmhg fy gm`j wms
dmelmcjl avjr, fy bmkr buec hkfphy aut graf ueljr wbktj strkps
ag cmuzj.
Sj wjrjet cakec ta ca meywbjrj. Fy gmtbjr bml m stmdhj
iad tjm`bkec dkahacy ke m bkcb s`baah. Ke tbj sprkec wbje bj
cat ta tbj uekt ae jvahutkae m gjw ag tbj Jechksb tjm`bjrs wba
wjrj `rjmtkaeksts wauhl safjbaw bmvj sekggjl tbks aut mel, lur-
kec hue`b, tbjy wauhl try ta `aevjrt bkf, dut ke tbks tmso tbjrj
hmy fmlejss. ^jrbmps tbjy smw tbj `hmssraaf `bmrts tbmt fmppjl
rjhmtkaesbkps djtwjje gmfkhy, spj`kjs, mel cjeus hmkl aut ke crjje
mel dhuj hkejs hkoj tbj vjkes ag m hjmg. Ke Lmrwkes tbjary ag emtu-
rmh sjhj`tkae tbjy smw tbj `asfas rjlu`jl ta `bmas. \bj `ahhj`-
tar ag djjthjs mel `mrekvaraus phmets wba ralj m tartaksj ke tbj
Cmhmpmcas apjejl tbj uekvjrsj ta rmelaf tjrrar. \bks `rm`ojlfy gmtbjr up. Bj lklet tmoj tbj `rjmtkaeksts sjrkaushy. Bj fkcbt
eatk`j tbjf pjjrkec mt bkf ms bj ralj keta tbj pmrokec hat ae
bks fatar`y`hj, dut bj ejvjr ljs`rkdjl tbjf ke `aeljs`jelkec
tjrfs. Ms gmr ms bj wms ae`jrejl, tbj mrcufjet `auhl dj pmrsjl
keta twa advkaushy wmrrkec `mfps9 jvahutkaeksts wbasj sahlkjrs
`auhl rjgjr ta tbj Pmho vm``kej, tbj B-dafd (jvje tbaucb kt bml
ta dj tjstjl fmey tkfjs mel jvje tbaucb kt `auhl dj smkl ta dj
m ludkaus m`bkjvjfjet), wmhokec ae tbj faae. \bj sahlkjrs aetbj atbjr sklj lravj tbjkr stmoj keta crauel wktb tbj sahklkty
ag tbj Jvjrchmljs, mel tbaucb tbjy uegurhjl tbjkr dmeejr wktb
`aevk`tkae, kt wms truj, wbmt lkl tbjy bmvj ta drmc mdaut rjmhhy1
Cmhkhja ueljr bausj mrrjst dj`musj bj wratj tbmt tbj sue wms tbj
`jetjr ag tbj uekvjrsj1 Fy gmtbjr hkt m Fmrhdara mel tmppjl msb
keta m chmss msbtrmy ke tbj sbmpj ag tbj Mpahha == ra`ojt.
\a fy fatbjr tbj `rjmtkaeksts wjrj emusjmtkec, m crmvj mg-
graet. aur wmtjr ae tbjf mel tbjy wauhl fjht keta tbj aar ke
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m phufj ag sfaoj. \a bjr tbjy wjrj mhh `afphk`ktaus dafdjrs,
mel sbj haecjl gar `ktkjs wktb emrraw strjjts sjt mt all, ue-
prjlk`tmdhj mechjs wbjrj tbj sbmlaw ag Easgjrmtu ar m cahjf
chklkec m`rass m wmhh wauhl dj ms prasmk` ms fjjtkec m grkjel kem `mg wbjrj yau `auhl tmho mdaut favkjs, phmys, sbaw agg ejw
`hatbjs, mel casskp ke m hmecumcj mhh yaur grkjels ueljrstaal.
[aur gjjt fmlj eaksj ae tbj pmvjfjet kestjml ag tbj skhje`j ag
mspbmht pmrokec hats. Mgtjr tbj hjttjr dafd sbj jfdmrojl ae ts
ag lrkvkec, trmvjhkec ta tbj gmr-uec pravke`js ag pravke`kmh hkgj.
Ae bjr iaurejys sbj lks`avjrjl mpphj stmels mel strkp fmhhs, ut-
rmtj mrpjt ljmhjrs mel sb grkjs, pudhk` hkdrmrkjs sjt up ke ljgue`t
`bur`bjs, mel `avjrjl drklcjs ae uefmppjl ramls.
Fy kektkmh gtjje-yjmr-ahl rjspaesj wms ta try ta dhjel keta
tbj tawe fy pmrjets bml pk`ojl aut ag eawbjrj. K lmylrjmfjl
ke s`baah, lrmwkec rjhjethjsshy ke eatjdaaos, tbj fmrckes ag tjxt-
daaos, ae ljsos. K stkhh bmvj m gjw ag tbasj sojt`bjs ag guturkstk`
`ktkjs dmsjl ae fy fatbjrs starkjs ag dukhlkecs baejy`afdjl
wktb `rawljl mpmrtfjets wbk`b K kfmckejl wjrj Cmul-hkoj,
chkttjrkec wktb tjssjrmj, dukht hkoj bucj stmhmcfktjs. Kt wms m fjmesag kfmckekec fy wmy aut. Ke tbj fjmetkfj K fmlj me mttjfpt ta
dj meaeyfaus, dut tbj praij`t wms usjhjss. Mgtjr tbj hjttjr dafd
K rjmhkzjl kt wms kfpasskdhj ta bklj djbkel arlkemry `hatbjs mel
strmkcbtjejl bmkr tbmt aehy hmstjl gar m gjw baurs djgarj kt da-
kecjl dm`o ta kts `urhy stmtj. K wjet ta Tmvk Pbmeomr mel Ekem
Pkfaej `ae`jrts, dut kg K `bjjrjl wbje sbj jxbartjl tbj `rawl
dy smykec kg m gjw wbktj fje `me rue tbks `auetry yau `me tmoj avjr
tbks uekvjrskty, eadaly `mrjl ar eatk`jl fy jetbuskmstk` rjspaesj.K je`auetjrjl fy awe jqukvmhjet ag tbj `rjmtkaeksts. Fy
`hmssjs wjrj guhh ag sfmhh-tawe days, fjlka`rj mtbhjtjs wktb duzz
`uts mel faeasyhhmdk` emfjs wbasj hkvjs sjjfjl xjl kg eat
cmtjl. Fy pmrjets dhkeojl mel smw tbj hat ag tbjf `rmffjl keta
Fr. Skzmrls Smy Dm`o Fm`bkej. Mhh ag tbjf wjrj tbj ljs`je-
lmets ag tbj Cmstae wba bml iakejl tbj @bkhlrjes @rusmlj mel
mhh wjrj rjmly ta fmr`b ae keljh-hhjl Ijrusmhjf kg tbjkr lrmgt
eufdjr `mfj up. \bj hjttjr dafd pravjl kt. K wmset sa surj.
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Sbmt bmppjejl wbje tbjy, tbjsj days wba oejw hktthj ag hkgj
djyael tbj ejxt tawe, jeljl up ke Wkjtemf, Djkrut, tbj ^jrskme
Cuhg1 Aej djmrhkoj day wba rjml Pahlkjr ag Gartuej fmcmzkej
drmccjl bj wauhl ca ta Mgcbmekstme ar Ymkrj, emfjs bj praulhyfkspraeaue`jl. \bj kecrjlkjets gar jxphaskvjs hurojl ke tbjkr
`jhhmr warosbaps, wktb baw-ta fmeumhs bkllje ke lrmwjrs guhh
ag ia`o `hatbkec? tbjy wjrj fy suspj`ts. K ejvjr oejw jxm`thy
wbk`b aej ar aejs `rjmtjl fj, turejl fj keta m tmrcjt, aej-
jyjl mel mecry, wktb ea jggj`tkvj fjmes ag strkokec dm`o mt tbjf.
Fy pmrjets wba haaojl hkoj ^jrskmes wktb Darks mel Emtmsbm
m``jets fmlj fj me jmsy fmro. Fy fatbjr, ke pmrtk`uhmr, wms m
skttkec lu`o gar fkfk`s, mel K oejw kt. Pke`j Kl hast me jyj ta tbj
meaeyfaus hjttjr dafd K wms m skttkec lu`o fysjhg.
Ke s`baah K bml wmetjl ta stuly Hmtke mel Crjjo ms kg
ljml hmecumcjs fkcbt jxphmke baw kfmcjs wjrj rst `aeej`tjl
ta warls. K kfmckejl bj`tarkec fads ag tbkecs (hkaes, `ahufes,
mrjems, mqujlu`ts, tacm pkes, `aestjhhmtkaes) fmrsbmhjl keta `mt-
jcarkjs9 eaues, vjrds, syetmx dut fy gmfkhy keskstjl tbmt K la
safjtbkec prm`tk`mh, sa K stulkjl tbj fast kesudstmetkmh tbkec K`auhl tbkeo ag9 hkcbt.
\bj iad pastkec wms tbj stmfp ae fy tk`ojt9 Hkdrmry ag @aecrjss
Gkhf Tjstarmtkae ^raij`t, ^mkl Ketjresbkp.
K wms `bmrfjl dy tbj kljm ag warokec ke hf, dut ketjesjhy
`mfjrm sby mel bmppy ta waro ms m okel ag bmelfmklje ta tbj
kelustry. Mhh rkcbt, K tbaucbt, mt hjmst K bmvj m bmel ar me jyj
ke safjtbkec. Bjrj, K wauhlet dj m tmrcjt, wauhlet dj stmrjlmt, gjw qujstkaes msojl, ca ae wktb yaur duskejss, phjmsj. \bj
pra`jss ag hjmrekec baw ta put m drusb ta mcjl jhhuhakl cmvj fj
m sjesj ag pragjsskaemh kljetkty, smvjl fj graf tbj ekcbt sbkgt mt m
favkj-rjetmh sbap wktb m hmrcj keljpjeljet sj`tkae, meswjrkec
urcjet qujstkaes mdaut fmtrkx`bapsa`ojystmrwmrslkrj`tars`ut.
Eaw K bml m baal K auhl puhh avjr fy bjml, m durraw, m dueojr,
m gmhhaut sbjhtjr wktb m pjrks`apj.
K hjgt gar Smsbkectae mt tbj jel ag tbj suffjr sa fy lj-
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pmrturj `auhl dj `aegusjl wktb cakec agg ta s`baah, mel kt wms
stkhh bat, dut ke m hmst cmsp okel ag wmy. Ljpmrtfjet starj wke-
laws lksphmyjl mrtk`kmh hjmvjs wbkhj `bkhlrje ae aur strjjt stkhh
rme tbraucb basjs mel bylrmets ke drkhhkmet gu`bskm mel purphjdmtbkec sukts. Fy fatbjr smkl caal-dyj mt tbj bausj? sjjkec fj
wmvj graf tbj wkelaw ag m trmke wms eat passkdhj gar bjr. K ojpt
haaokec aut tbj `mr wkelaw mhh tbj wmy ta tbj stmtkae, mrfarkec
fysjhg mcmkest bjr rjsjetfjet mel ljspmkr, bjr sjesj ag djtrmymh
tbmt `bmsjl fj ea fmttjr baw fu`b fy gmtbjr, kfktmtkec ^jtjr
Harrj, smklguhh stjmf mbjml, Grme`js.Pke`j wj wjrj jmrhy fy gmtbjr
mel K stappjl mt m Lueoke Laeuts ejmr tbj stmtkae.
Sbmt la yau tbkeo mdaut @udm1 bj msojl, stkrrkec mel
stmrkec keta tbj pmrokec hat.
Sbmt la yau fjme, wbmt la K tbkeo mdaut @udm1 Fy
gmtbjr, wba wms m vjry `mhf fme, wms fmokec fj ejrvaus.
\bjyrj haaokec gar s`kje`j tjm`bjrs.
[au `met ca ta @udm. [aurj m Zektjl Ptmtjs ktkzje. Kg yau
favjl ta Bmvmem yaul ejvjr dj mdhj ta `afj dm`o.
Kvj hjgt m hat ag phm`js tbmt K met mel laet wmet ta rjture ta.[auvj hkvjl ke Ksrmjh. [au waet dj hjt ke.
\bmt wms m haec tkfj mca. Fmydj tbjy waet eatk`j.
Sbmt mdaut Faf1 \bj paket K gjmrjl wms tbmt sbj a`-
`upkjl aej ag tbj phm`js bj lklet wmet ta rjture ta.
K ejjl ta cjt mwmy graf bjrj. Djtwjje tbj `rjmtkaeksts
wba cumrmetjj fj m hkgj ke jvjrhmstkec bjhh, wba tbkeo pjtrk
lksbjs mrj safjtbkec yau bmec graf m @brkstfms trjj, mel yaur
fatbjr, wba fkstmojs gmfkhy pbatacrmpbs gar jxpkrjl lks`auet`aupaes mel tassjs tbjf aut, K tbkeo gar fj, pjrsaemhhy, kts tkfj
gar m `bmecj.
\bjrj wms ea mrcukec wktb bkf. K lklet oeaw kg bj wauhl
mpphy gar @udme `ktkzjesbkp ar eat, dut K oejw eaw tbmt K wms
hjmvkec, bj wauhl ms wjhh.
K wmet ta ckvj yau safjtbkec djgarj yaur fatbjr fmojs m
`hjme swjjp ag jvjrytbkec ke tbj bausj. Bj bmeljl fj m gmljl
sjpkm pbatacrmpb ag m sfmhh ckrh, mdaut gaur yjmrs ahl. K turejl
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rj`tjl bkfsjhg mel turejl rjl. K wmset meeayjl, ke me all wmy
bks jfdmrrmssfjet mel tbj lmechkec bmel wjrj pjrsumskvj.
Avjr tbj `msb rjckstjr m tjhjvkskae wms suspjeljl. \bj
Cmrwaal `msj wms djkec lks`ussjl drkjy ae tbj ejws.Cmrwaal,m Wkjtemf ^AS safj djhkjvj bj wms gmhsjhy m``usjl ag trjmsae.
Sj staal up ta hjmvj, mel K bml fy jyj ae tbmt pmrtk`uhmr stary
wbje sulljehy Iuhkus okssjl fj caal-dyj mwowmrlhy dut lj-
hkdjrmtjhy. Ms bj djet avjr K eatk`jl bj `aharjl bks bmkr armecjy
drawe (mcmkest `aharkzmtkae dut lyjl bks bmkr) mel bks jyjs wjrj
sbut. Pafjbaw bj fmlj fj gjjh Kl msojl gar tbmt okss ske`j Kl
hmucbjl mt bks sjhg-ljprj`mtkec iaojs. Bks kfphk`mtkae wms tbmt
tbjrj wms farj wbjrj kt `mfj graf? stkhh, K m``jptjl tbj iad. K
cujss mt tbj tkfj K lklet fkel mhh tbmt fu`b.
Sbje K hjgt tbj Hkdrmry ag @aecrjss ta waro gar m prkvmtj `af-
pmey ke Ejw [aro K `ut fy bmkr sa tbmt ea strmel wauhl m``k-
ljetmhhy gmhh m`rass tbj grmfj, mel K trkjl uesu``jssguhhy ta qukt
lrkeokec `aggjj, wbk`b wms fmokec fy bmels sbmoj m dkt kg K wms
tkrjl. K fmlj farj faejy dut stkhh mggj`tjl me mppjmrme`j tbmt`afdkejl sjrkausejss wktb mttjetkae ta `jrtmke okels ag kraek`
ljtmkhs, hkoj emrraw-wmkstjl im`ojts tbmt haaojl ms kg tbjyl djje
pke`bjl graf ahl favkjs mel grmyjl trausjrs dj`musj K warj
`hatbkec uetkh kt gjhh mpmrt. \bks rjmtjl me kfmcj ag stulkjl shav-
jehkejss, ms kg fy fkel wjrj `afphjtjhy ae fy waro mel eat
ae tbj daly K m`tumhhy kebmdktjl. M tje-lahhmr caal-hu`o rkec
sjt wktb m squmrj, fmcjetm pkj`j ag chmss wms fy prkzj passjsskae
uetkh K hast kt ke m pudhk` swkffkec paah fy rst wjjo ke tbj`kty. Ea haecjr warokec wktb m hmrcj eufdjr ag pjaphj ms K bml
ke Smsbkectae, mel oeawkec ea aej ke Ejw [aro, K `auhl ca
gar lmys dmrjhy spjmokec ta meyaej. K gjht hkoj m prksaejr ke fy
awe soke mel djcme ta waeljr wbmt tbj rjhmtkaesbkp fkcbt dj
djtwjje fy sjesj ag pbysk`mhkty, fy vmekty, mhh uem`tjl upae, mel
fy va`mtkae tbmt wms sa `ae`jrejl wktb prjsjrvkec tbj lksphmy
ag atbjrs.