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February 12, 2015
He equips the called...
As some of you have heard me say before, I never
expected that one day I would be asked to be a
pastor (called I think is the more "official" term).
My journey on this road has been one of
challenge and labor but often times resulting in a
surprising reward that leaves me feeling like I have
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been given far more than has been asked of me to
give. I have had the honor of seeing Jesus renew
a man's heart from the darkest of places only to
see him take on the roll of amazing father and
husband. I have seen marriages that seemed mere
moments from being dashed on the rocks of life,
go from destruction to a place of health and
vitality. The greatest moments are the weddings.
Clark and Denise's was certainly one of those
treasured moments. Our "crew" all down in
Marathon Key celebrating life, love and so much
promise that the future held before us all. But
February 11th marked out the most difficult
pastoral task that had been put before me. I will
never forget when Bryan called to say, "The
service is Wednesday and if you could, we would
like you to conduct Clark's funeral." No, this can't
be... I am not a real pastor... Why is this
happening... Clark can not even really be gone!
But then that reassuring voice so gently spoke
into my heart providing the peace and comfort I so
desperately needed. We can do this... Once
again I find myself celebrating the fact that God
often does not solely call those that are the
equipped... He more often will equip those whom
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He calls. And so, with the help of my best friend,
Cindy, we set out to write what would be the
following words that I spoke at the funeral of my
dear friend and brother.
I pray you mourn much in this life...
The Eulogy of Clark Eugene Kreger
Even in moments of difficulty and loss we can still
find sparks of light, sun beams of joy that
somehow pierce through the darkness of our
despair. I know that Clark, seeing this gathering
together (and knowing also of the gathering in
Colorado) of so many friends and family must be
amazed. Some of us have not been in the same
room together in 25 years! While this is a blessing
to see everyone together, I know in part it must be
stressing out Mr. Dougherty (one of our high
school teachers) because he knows that when this
crew is together "something" is just bound to
happen... Just in case, I had my excuses all ready
to go, "It was Ethan's fault and Sean made me do
it..."
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As we think of the unique blessing of friendship,
we can see that some friendships are forged over
the crucible of the years. They find their strength
in longevity. They only come to be after long
periods of time. But then we have those other
friendships. Ones that seem as if from the very
first moments you met, that they have always
been. It is hard to remember what your story was
like before that friend was in your life. This is
certainly how it was with our "crew". Clark was
always a part of the story, right? Sean and Ethan
just always have been around right? I have a hard
time remembering life before them... Or maybe a
part of me does not even want to. Interestingly, it
seems that these are also the friendships that you
can instantly reconnect. Your story together is
never stopped, it just has the pause button
pressed at different times. Paused for a moment
only to pick up right where you left off as soon as
you are together again, no matter how much time
has gone by. I take comfort in knowing that this is
how it will be when each of us get to see our dear
friend once again. We will walk the streets of
Heaven together, reunited and it seeming as if our
time without him was but a brief moment apart.
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Clark was a unique friend in that he never seemed
to have an enemy. There was no adversary to
Clark. Not many of us can say that... He was not
simply liked by those who knew him, he was loved
and admired. And no matter what seemed to
happen you just couldn't stay mad at "Clarky".
Even if... If... In your junior year of high school,
he kissed your girlfriend at Peter Gibeon's party...
(okay okay, I will let it go)
No matter what, you just can't stay mad at Vanilla
(his infamous nickname that led to many hilarious
dance moves at future prom's, holidays and
weddings).
Clark was more than just a friend. He was a loving
son, a brother, a father, a warrior, a hero.... A
husband.
And when we lose a Clark (one of the truly special
ones in this life), we are left with so many
questions. The most pressing of which is, "why?".
"Why THIS one Lord?"
" Why now?"
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"Why this way?"
"WHY???"
It is just so hard for us to comprehend or make
any sense out of at all. But look around this place
for a moment. Think also of the 700 people that
gathered to honor Clark in Colorado. So many
lives intertwined together. And in this we can think
of the artistry and beauty that goes into the
creation of a tapestry.
From one side of the tapestry all can seem like
total chaos. Just a random blending of random
strings in random ways. hundreds and hundreds
of lines intersecting in seemingly meaningless
ways. But then there is the other side of the
tapestry. As soon as we see the other side, the
masterpiece becomes clear. What seemed so
random now makes so much sense. Our lives here
are like this. Intersecting and connecting all
brought together to fashion a masterpiece. Clark
is able to now see the masterpiece more clearly
than any of us.
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He also now knows that he is not only loved and
adored by all of us, but loved and adored by the
One who created him. By the one who promised
to wipe away every tear from his eyes and welcome
Clark home. While we mourn our loss, we can
know that when Clark entered Heaven, the angels
rejoiced that one of the Father's precious sons
had finally come home.
But even knowing this, our hearts still hurt so
much. the pain will not subside... Why?
Because the more we love someone, the more
connected we become to another, it takes up
space in our hearts. We give over a part of
ourselves, a part of our heart, a portion of who we
are to that person. The bigger the portion, the
more we love will likewise lead to an increase in our
mourning when we lose them. Clark resided in
such a big part of our hearts and so the mourning
is so heavy... So very hard.
Last week, many people reached out to me
sending messages about who Clark was to them.
Stories and thoughts about the impact that he
had made in their lives. Each message shared a
similar theme, "Clark was always so kind. He lifted
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my spirits with his smile. He was always so happy,
so funny, so full of life. Clark was always so
caring. He was just so...
Clark!"
What struck me most
about these messages
was not in what was
written. It was in what
was not written. All of those messages and not
one mention of the brand of clothes he wore, the
cost of the car he drove, the size of his house or
any other material thing at all. Why? At risk of
cliche', it is because NONE OF THESE THINGS
REALLY MATTER!! And none of these things
should ever take up a larger place in our hearts
that do the people in our lives. God forbid that we
would ever mourn the loss of our stuff more than
the loss of our people.
And so our hearts break and we mourn because
we know that as we say our goodbyes today, part
of us... The Clark part of our hearts will be gone.
But conversely, a big part of Clark lives on. He
lives on in each thread of the tapestry. We get to
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have that part of him live on
in the way we smile like he
smiled. In the way we love
others the way he always
did. In the way we are kind
like Clark was so kind...
Through this we have a big part of who he was to
us live on everyday.
As we close our time together let me share with
you that there is a way for the pain to stop. There
is a way for us to mourn no longer... To never
again feel the hurt at a funeral again.
Never love another, never risk greatly for
another, never ever give that space in your heart
over to another and you may just minimize how
much it will hurt to ever have to say goodbye.
But we are not those people. Clark was never that
person. No, instead let's (knowing that we will be
reunited again one day) be the people who mourn
at MANY funerals! Mourn because we have
perhaps loved too much... Laughed together too
often... Because we let many people take up
places in our hearts they way that Clark would.
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That is what I know he would ask of us. That is
what I know would best honor his memory.
And this is the heart of what Jesus Christ asks of
each one of us. he told us that the greatest
commandment was to, "Love one another!"
Denise, thank you for being the love of Clark's
life. I never saw such joy in his eyes as when he
was with you, especially on your wedding day.
Dick and Bonnie, thank you for raising a boy into
such a great man.
Clark, thank you for taking up such a huge part of
our hearts and for being one of my very best
friends.
And God thank You for sharing with us
one who was so very precious to You.
Thank You for letting us be a part of the
masterpiece You created that was Clark
Kreger...
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