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AudoN pqf lwgy jdoN mfrc, apRYl qy meI 2008, igaf qF mfmlf Éqm. Aukq sfrIaF ÈrqF pUrIaF krn iqMn mhIinaF vfsqy mYN bqOr iviËitMg vfly AumIdvfr dI vI bhuq gihrI KuÌIaf pRoPYsr eIrfn igaf. pihlI idwkq qF iehI pVqfl huMdI hY. sfhmxyy afAuNdI hY ik AuQoN dI srkfr eIrfn ihMdusqfnI mfipaF df eIrfn ivc ƒ sYrgfh bxfAux vfsqy iqafr nhIN. jMimaf iek bwcf ieh sfrIaF ÈrqF ivdyÈI lok eIrfnIaF nfl Gulx imlx, ieh pUrIaF krdf sI, hY vI ÈIaf muslmfn, psMd nhIN kIqf jFdf. nfc aqy gfixaF Aupr Ausny eIrfnI nfgirk kuVI nfl ivafh pfbMdI hY. aOrqF leI sO PIsdI burkf pihnx df krvfieaf pr srkfr vloN ieh kys srkfrI hukm hY qy ies hukm dI qfmIl huMdI hY. klIar krn vfsqy iek sfl df smF eIrfnxf mUMh nhIN kjdIaF, ieh Èukr hY, lwigaf. AuWnf icr Auh iekwTy nhIN rih XfnI ik eynI ku afËfdI hY. amrIkf ƒ skdy sn. ajy vI ivafh dI afigaf nÌrq krdy krdy AunHF ny aMgryËI ƒ eynI imlI hY, nfgirkqf df kys ivcfr aDIn nÌrq kIqI ik quhfƒ aMgryËI jfxn vfly hY. ieho ijhy hflfq ivc eIrfn bfkI nhIN lBdy. tfvF tfvF sfeIn borz aMgryËI dunIaF nfloN kwitaf hoieaf hY. sfry dys ivc hY, nhIN qF sfry ikqy kyvl PfrsI. ivc do gurduafry hn, iek qihrfn jy qusIN vrk primt lYky cly vI ivc dUjf Ëfihdfn ivc. qihrfn ivc gey qF sfrI Aumr quhfƒ isKF dI igxqI lgBg 500 hY qy eIrfn dI nfgirkqf Ëfihdfn ivc do ku nh I N iml yg I . sO. ihMdUaF dI kyvl Aus bwcy igxqI eynI vI ƒ nfgirkqf n h I N . h F i m l y g I i h M d u sq f n I i j h V f muslmfnF dy

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muMzy kuVIaF AuQy Auc ividaf hfsl krn jFdy hn ijnHF bfd kmËorI kfrn dyhFq ho igaf. ijs QF AunHF ƒ dPn ivcoN sKLq hflfq dy bfvjUd, vDIk AuQy hI vs jFdy hn. kIqf igaf, Aus df nfm hrm hY qy Auh dunIaF dIaF ienHF ividafrQIaF df Kyqr kyvl ieslfimk stwzIË Èfndfr iemfrqF ivcoN iek hY. mwky qoN bfd eIrfnIaF aqy PfrsI isKxf huMdf hY. eIrfn dy lok ihMdusqfnIaF ƒ vfsqy mÈhd aqy kuMm pivwqr Èihr hn. mÈhd ivc pfiksqfnIaF qoN vDIk psMd krdy hn. awTvyN eImfm dI Èhfdq hoeI, Èhfdq vfsqy hI PfrsI

lPË mÈhd hY. ieh awTvF eImfm, swqvyN eImfm alI ieMny ku QoVHy smyN afpxI irhfieÈ dOrfn mYN bhuq rËf df puwqr sI qy alI rËf dy pirvfr df itkfxf kuJ jfx igaf hF, ieh dfavf mUrKLqfpUrn hY. jy mYN pitafly iËly dy Èihr smfxy ivc sI. Aus df iekwlf jFdf qF myrI jfxkfrI hor vI suMgV jfxI sI. eImfmbfVf smfxy mOjUd hY. kMum, qihrfn qoN 150 myrI srdfrnI nfl hox krky aOrqF, kuVIaF nyVy nyVy af iklomItr dUrI qy hY. eIrfn dI pfrlImYNt qihrfn ivc jFdIaF sn. ijsny eIrfnI aOrqF nhIN dyKIaF Ausƒ pqf hY pr srkfr kuMm ivcoN cldI hY ikAuNik ÈIaf eIrfn df nhIN suhwpx kI huMdf hY. iqwKy nYx nkÈ, pqlIaF, hryk Dfrimk nyqf ijsƒ afiequwlf df iKqfb idwqf jFdf lMmIaF, gorIaF nhIN, Auh gulfbI hn. XorpIanF df gorf hY, kuMm ivc rihMdf hY qy hrm ivc bYT ky PYsly krdf hY. rMg suhxf nhIN lgdf. ijhVf XorpI gorf gorI qusIN iqKy eIrfn dy bfdÈfh ivruwD bgfvq afiequwlf KumInI ny nYx nkÈF vflf qy gulfbI rMg df dyKo, Ausdf ipCokV hrm ivcoN hI ÈurU kIqI sI. eIrfnI KUn df hY. mYN puwiCaf, sfzIaF pMjfbI lok

khfxIaF ivc kohkfP dIaF prIaF df iËkr bhuq vfr qihrfn ivc iqMn mMËlf Èfndfr gurduafrf hY. afAuNdf hY. ieh kOx huMdIaF hn? ansfrI ny muskFidaF muhMmd rUhfnI ny dwisaf ik iqMn gurduafry sn, dUjf ikhf - kfkyÈIaf dIaF phfVInF, hor kI? koh mfieny prÈIan glP lfgy abfdfn ivc qy qIjf Ëfihdfn pwQr, phfVI, qy kfP, kfkyÈIaf leI. purfxf pYmfnf mIl ivc. aMgryËF vyly abfdfn ivc isKF dI igxqI kfPI dI QF koh hoieaf krdf sI, jo qkrIbn zyZ mIl df sI, iek sVk df nfm hI iswK aYlI sI. abfdfn ivcoN huMdf. ijvyN asIN mIl-pwQr gwzy hoey hn, pihlF koh iswK qihrfn af gey hn ijs krky gurduafry dI (pwQr) hoieaf krdy sn. gulfb dy ÈOkIn jF jfpfnI hn iemfrq ajfiebGr ho geI. Ëfihdfn dy gurduafry df qy jF eIrfnI. gulfb ƒ roË kihMdy hn, gulfb nhIN. mYN ieiqhfs idlcsp Gtnf df nqIjf hY. kfrn puwiCaf qF dwisaf - roË PfrsI df lPË hY jo pihlvI Kfndfn ivc kyvl do bfdÈfh hoey. aMgryËI ivc clf igaf, gulfb qF Puwl df afb hoieaf, pihlf rËf Èfh pihlvI, dUjf muhMmd Èfh, Ausdf bytf. iksy vI Puwl df rs. pihlf bfdÈfh Blf mfxs sI. Ausny eIrfn ƒ afDuink

ijs Èihr ivwc sfzf itkfxf sI Aus df nfm hY qrË dI qrwkI dyx vfsqy pUrI qfkq lf idqI sI. sfl kuMm. sfzI myËbfn sMsQf sI sYNtr Pfr irlIjs stwzIË 1940 ivc Ausdf Ëfihdfn vwl dOrf sI. ieh ipMz . ies Èihr ivc awTvyN eImfm alI rËf dI BYx hËrq pfiksqfn vfly pfsy hY. ies ipMz df pihlf nfm sI Pfiqmf mfsUmf ny apxy pivwqr kdm rwKy sn. pYgMbr duËiq-afb, ijsdf arQ hY pfxI-cor. jdoN Èfh ipMz muhMmd qoN bfd ÈIaf muslmfnF vfsqy eImfmF df lfigEN guËr irhf sI, Ausny 6-7 isK iksfn KyqF ivcoN siqkfr hY. suMnIaF aqy ÈIaf iPrikaF dy dMgy aksr ho kMm krky vfps afAuNdy dyKy ijnHF dy isrF Aupr dsqfrF jFdy hn, qfjIaF dy idnF ivc Kfs krky. eImfmF dI aqy dfhVy KulHy sn. Èfh afpxy GoVy qoN hyTF Auqr igaf igxqI 12 hY, Auh bfrF dy bfrF kql hoey. bIbI Pfiqmf qy pUrn siqkfr nfl Juk ky slfm arË kridaF ikhf mfsUmf afpxy kfPly nfl bcdI bcFdI mwky qoN qurdI hoeI - ieho ijhy rUhfnI PkIr mYN iËMdgI ivc pihlI vfr dyKy. jdoN kuMm qwk puwjI qd qk Ausdy sfry sfQI kql kr idqy iksfn cly gey qF drbfrIaF ny dwisaf - hËUr ieh gey sn. ieh inkf ijhf ipMz huMdf sI, grIbF dI bsqI. PkIr PkUr koeI nhIN. ieh qF jfhl iksfn hn, Pfiqmf mfsUmf sPr ivc eynI Qwk geI sI ik iek mhIny ihMdusqfn qoN afey hoey ny qy ienHF df vwKrf mjLhb hY,

ieh iswK hn. bfdÈfh, lokF dIaF qklIPF suxdf irhf hukm idMdf hF. pr mYƒ vI ieh hwk hY mYN ies qy jdoN jfx df vkq hoieaf qF ikhf - mYN ienHF PkIrF dy iebfdqgfh vfsqy vIh hËfr ruipaf quhfzy pYÊMbr dI dIdfr iek vfr Pyr, jfx qoN pihlF krn df KfhÈmMd nËr krF. bfdÈfh ny vIh hËfr df cYk Byt kIqf qy hF. AunHF ƒ bulfieaf igaf, Èfh ny siqkfr kridaF ikhf - ipMz df nfm duËid-afb shI nhIN hY. awj qoN bfd iPr duhrfieaf - mYN quhfzy ichiraF qoN pCfxdf hF ik ies ipMz df nfm hoeygf Ëfihdfn (rwb dy murId) . qusIN bMdgI krn vfly nykbKq iensfn ho. isKF ny ikhf qihrfn dy gurduafry lfigEN dI mYtro ryl lMGdI - hËUr suwcI ikrq krdy hF qy awlfh df nfm lYNdy hF. hY qy ijhVf styÈn gurduafry ƒ lgdf hY Ausdf nfm ieh quhfzI kI srkfr hoeI ik sfƒ afpxI msijd rwiKaf hY - drvfËf-ie-dOlq. ieQoN ijhVI cOVI sVk qfmIr krn dI iejfËq nhIN? kI mulk hoieaf ijQy gurduafry qwk jFdI hY Ausdf nfm hY srdfr kbIr aYlI. bMdgI krn leI PkIr iekwTy nhIN ho skdy iek QF? aYlI mfieny rfh. mYN puiCaf - drvfËf-ie-dOlq qF

bfdÈfh ny puwiCaf - ikMnI ËmIn cfhIdI hY? TIk hoieaf ikAuNik gurU nfnk sfihb qoN vDIk Dnvfn iksfnf ny ikhf - jI iek eykV. Èfh ny ikhf - mYN iek koeI nhIN, pr Bgq kbIr dI QF srdfr kbIr kuJ eykV ËmIn sugfq vjoN idMdf hF. isKF ny ikhf - jI asIN ajIb ijhf nfm lgdf hY. mYƒ dwisaf igaf ik nfm ÈfhF dy ÈihnÈfh hËrq bfbf nfnk dy murId hF, nf aijhy rwKy jfxy ËrUrI sn ijhVy eIrfnIaF aqy isKF asIN grIb hF, nf sfƒ dfn lYx dI afdq. asIN apxy dovF leI Epry nf lwgx. dsy gurU sfihbfn dy nfm pYisaF nfl ËmIn KrIdFgy, qusIN iejfËq qF idAu. Èfh eIrfnIaF dI Ëbfn ̀ qy nhIN cVHny sn. bfbf PrId dy nfm ny iek eykV ËmIn dI kImq puwCI qF dwisaf igaf - vIh qy pihloN hI iek sVk hY sI. bfxIkfr BgqF dy nfm ley hËfr ruipaf .bfdÈfh ny ikhf, TIk hY, qusIN vIh hËfr gey qF kbIr nfm cuixaF igaf ikAuNik kbIr rwb dy 99 ruipaf KËfny ivc jmHF krvfAu, mYN rijstrI krn df nfvF ivcoN iek nfm hY. sMq qy Bgq Èbd ies nfm nfl

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muMzy kuVIaF AuQy Auc ividaf hfsl krn jFdy hn ijnHF bfd kmËorI kfrn dyhFq ho igaf. ijs QF AunHF ƒ dPn ivcoN sKLq hflfq dy bfvjUd, vDIk AuQy hI vs jFdy hn. kIqf igaf, Aus df nfm hrm hY qy Auh dunIaF dIaF ienHF ividafrQIaF df Kyqr kyvl ieslfimk stwzIË Èfndfr iemfrqF ivcoN iek hY. mwky qoN bfd eIrfnIaF aqy PfrsI isKxf huMdf hY. eIrfn dy lok ihMdusqfnIaF ƒ vfsqy mÈhd aqy kuMm pivwqr Èihr hn. mÈhd ivc pfiksqfnIaF qoN vDIk psMd krdy hn. awTvyN eImfm dI Èhfdq hoeI, Èhfdq vfsqy hI PfrsI

lPË mÈhd hY. ieh awTvF eImfm, swqvyN eImfm alI ieMny ku QoVHy smyN afpxI irhfieÈ dOrfn mYN bhuq rËf df puwqr sI qy alI rËf dy pirvfr df itkfxf kuJ jfx igaf hF, ieh dfavf mUrKLqfpUrn hY. jy mYN pitafly iËly dy Èihr smfxy ivc sI. Aus df iekwlf jFdf qF myrI jfxkfrI hor vI suMgV jfxI sI. eImfmbfVf smfxy mOjUd hY. kMum, qihrfn qoN 150 myrI srdfrnI nfl hox krky aOrqF, kuVIaF nyVy nyVy af iklomItr dUrI qy hY. eIrfn dI pfrlImYNt qihrfn ivc jFdIaF sn. ijsny eIrfnI aOrqF nhIN dyKIaF Ausƒ pqf hY pr srkfr kuMm ivcoN cldI hY ikAuNik ÈIaf eIrfn df nhIN suhwpx kI huMdf hY. iqwKy nYx nkÈ, pqlIaF, hryk Dfrimk nyqf ijsƒ afiequwlf df iKqfb idwqf jFdf lMmIaF, gorIaF nhIN, Auh gulfbI hn. XorpIanF df gorf hY, kuMm ivc rihMdf hY qy hrm ivc bYT ky PYsly krdf hY. rMg suhxf nhIN lgdf. ijhVf XorpI gorf gorI qusIN iqKy eIrfn dy bfdÈfh ivruwD bgfvq afiequwlf KumInI ny nYx nkÈF vflf qy gulfbI rMg df dyKo, Ausdf ipCokV hrm ivcoN hI ÈurU kIqI sI. eIrfnI KUn df hY. mYN puwiCaf, sfzIaF pMjfbI lok

khfxIaF ivc kohkfP dIaF prIaF df iËkr bhuq vfr qihrfn ivc iqMn mMËlf Èfndfr gurduafrf hY. afAuNdf hY. ieh kOx huMdIaF hn? ansfrI ny muskFidaF muhMmd rUhfnI ny dwisaf ik iqMn gurduafry sn, dUjf ikhf - kfkyÈIaf dIaF phfVInF, hor kI? koh mfieny prÈIan glP lfgy abfdfn ivc qy qIjf Ëfihdfn pwQr, phfVI, qy kfP, kfkyÈIaf leI. purfxf pYmfnf mIl ivc. aMgryËF vyly abfdfn ivc isKF dI igxqI kfPI dI QF koh hoieaf krdf sI, jo qkrIbn zyZ mIl df sI, iek sVk df nfm hI iswK aYlI sI. abfdfn ivcoN huMdf. ijvyN asIN mIl-pwQr gwzy hoey hn, pihlF koh iswK qihrfn af gey hn ijs krky gurduafry dI (pwQr) hoieaf krdy sn. gulfb dy ÈOkIn jF jfpfnI hn iemfrq ajfiebGr ho geI. Ëfihdfn dy gurduafry df qy jF eIrfnI. gulfb ƒ roË kihMdy hn, gulfb nhIN. mYN ieiqhfs idlcsp Gtnf df nqIjf hY. kfrn puwiCaf qF dwisaf - roË PfrsI df lPË hY jo pihlvI Kfndfn ivc kyvl do bfdÈfh hoey. aMgryËI ivc clf igaf, gulfb qF Puwl df afb hoieaf, pihlf rËf Èfh pihlvI, dUjf muhMmd Èfh, Ausdf bytf. iksy vI Puwl df rs. pihlf bfdÈfh Blf mfxs sI. Ausny eIrfn ƒ afDuink

ijs Èihr ivwc sfzf itkfxf sI Aus df nfm hY qrË dI qrwkI dyx vfsqy pUrI qfkq lf idqI sI. sfl kuMm. sfzI myËbfn sMsQf sI sYNtr Pfr irlIjs stwzIË 1940 ivc Ausdf Ëfihdfn vwl dOrf sI. ieh ipMz . ies Èihr ivc awTvyN eImfm alI rËf dI BYx hËrq pfiksqfn vfly pfsy hY. ies ipMz df pihlf nfm sI Pfiqmf mfsUmf ny apxy pivwqr kdm rwKy sn. pYgMbr duËiq-afb, ijsdf arQ hY pfxI-cor. jdoN Èfh ipMz muhMmd qoN bfd ÈIaf muslmfnF vfsqy eImfmF df lfigEN guËr irhf sI, Ausny 6-7 isK iksfn KyqF ivcoN siqkfr hY. suMnIaF aqy ÈIaf iPrikaF dy dMgy aksr ho kMm krky vfps afAuNdy dyKy ijnHF dy isrF Aupr dsqfrF jFdy hn, qfjIaF dy idnF ivc Kfs krky. eImfmF dI aqy dfhVy KulHy sn. Èfh afpxy GoVy qoN hyTF Auqr igaf igxqI 12 hY, Auh bfrF dy bfrF kql hoey. bIbI Pfiqmf qy pUrn siqkfr nfl Juk ky slfm arË kridaF ikhf mfsUmf afpxy kfPly nfl bcdI bcFdI mwky qoN qurdI hoeI - ieho ijhy rUhfnI PkIr mYN iËMdgI ivc pihlI vfr dyKy. jdoN kuMm qwk puwjI qd qk Ausdy sfry sfQI kql kr idqy iksfn cly gey qF drbfrIaF ny dwisaf - hËUr ieh gey sn. ieh inkf ijhf ipMz huMdf sI, grIbF dI bsqI. PkIr PkUr koeI nhIN. ieh qF jfhl iksfn hn, Pfiqmf mfsUmf sPr ivc eynI Qwk geI sI ik iek mhIny ihMdusqfn qoN afey hoey ny qy ienHF df vwKrf mjLhb hY,

ieh iswK hn. bfdÈfh, lokF dIaF qklIPF suxdf irhf hukm idMdf hF. pr mYƒ vI ieh hwk hY mYN ies qy jdoN jfx df vkq hoieaf qF ikhf - mYN ienHF PkIrF dy iebfdqgfh vfsqy vIh hËfr ruipaf quhfzy pYÊMbr dI dIdfr iek vfr Pyr, jfx qoN pihlF krn df KfhÈmMd nËr krF. bfdÈfh ny vIh hËfr df cYk Byt kIqf qy hF. AunHF ƒ bulfieaf igaf, Èfh ny siqkfr kridaF ikhf - ipMz df nfm duËid-afb shI nhIN hY. awj qoN bfd iPr duhrfieaf - mYN quhfzy ichiraF qoN pCfxdf hF ik ies ipMz df nfm hoeygf Ëfihdfn (rwb dy murId) . qusIN bMdgI krn vfly nykbKq iensfn ho. isKF ny ikhf qihrfn dy gurduafry lfigEN dI mYtro ryl lMGdI - hËUr suwcI ikrq krdy hF qy awlfh df nfm lYNdy hF. hY qy ijhVf styÈn gurduafry ƒ lgdf hY Ausdf nfm ieh quhfzI kI srkfr hoeI ik sfƒ afpxI msijd rwiKaf hY - drvfËf-ie-dOlq. ieQoN ijhVI cOVI sVk qfmIr krn dI iejfËq nhIN? kI mulk hoieaf ijQy gurduafry qwk jFdI hY Ausdf nfm hY srdfr kbIr aYlI. bMdgI krn leI PkIr iekwTy nhIN ho skdy iek QF? aYlI mfieny rfh. mYN puiCaf - drvfËf-ie-dOlq qF

bfdÈfh ny puwiCaf - ikMnI ËmIn cfhIdI hY? TIk hoieaf ikAuNik gurU nfnk sfihb qoN vDIk Dnvfn iksfnf ny ikhf - jI iek eykV. Èfh ny ikhf - mYN iek koeI nhIN, pr Bgq kbIr dI QF srdfr kbIr kuJ eykV ËmIn sugfq vjoN idMdf hF. isKF ny ikhf - jI asIN ajIb ijhf nfm lgdf hY. mYƒ dwisaf igaf ik nfm ÈfhF dy ÈihnÈfh hËrq bfbf nfnk dy murId hF, nf aijhy rwKy jfxy ËrUrI sn ijhVy eIrfnIaF aqy isKF asIN grIb hF, nf sfƒ dfn lYx dI afdq. asIN apxy dovF leI Epry nf lwgx. dsy gurU sfihbfn dy nfm pYisaF nfl ËmIn KrIdFgy, qusIN iejfËq qF idAu. Èfh eIrfnIaF dI Ëbfn ̀ qy nhIN cVHny sn. bfbf PrId dy nfm ny iek eykV ËmIn dI kImq puwCI qF dwisaf igaf - vIh qy pihloN hI iek sVk hY sI. bfxIkfr BgqF dy nfm ley hËfr ruipaf .bfdÈfh ny ikhf, TIk hY, qusIN vIh hËfr gey qF kbIr nfm cuixaF igaf ikAuNik kbIr rwb dy 99 ruipaf KËfny ivc jmHF krvfAu, mYN rijstrI krn df nfvF ivcoN iek nfm hY. sMq qy Bgq Èbd ies nfm nfl

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iPr nhIN ilKxy sn ikAuNik ieh lPË PfrsI dy nhIN. sfry kuMm Èihr ivc asIN imrcF KrIdx vfsqy iek srdfr lPË bhuq siqkfrXog hY. AuQy aYs[aYs[pI[ dukfn lwBI ijQoN hPqy vfsqy KrId ilafAuNdy. vfsqy vI srdfr lPË hY izptI kimÈnr vfsqy vI. mYƒ qihrfn dy bËfr ivcoN dI lMG rhy sF qF pyNtr df puwiCaf jFdf - quhfzI dfinÈgfh (XUnIvristI) df iek vwzf Èo rUm idisaf. mYƒ dyKx sfr afritst srdfr kOx hY? srdfr mfieny cIP. gurduafry ivc iek afieaf qy Poto iKcx dI afigaf mMgI. mYN ikhf - iks iswK aOrq myry kol afeI qy ikhf - aih dyK Brf, myrf mksd leI? Ausny ikhf - qusIN bqOr mfzl ieQy bYTogy ieh vIh sfl df puwqr sfbq sUrq aY. ieQy bfhrvIN pfs nhIN. mYN quhfzI Poto ƒ mfzl mMnidaF iek pyNitg iqafr krn qoN bfd do sfl POj dI nOkrI krnI lfËmI hY. POjI krFgf. aglI vfr jdoN qusIN afey qF quhfzf idl krygf aPsr afKdy ny kys ktf qy topI pihn. ieh eyQy jMimaF ik apxI pyNitMg qusIN pMjfh hËfr ivc KrIdo pr mYN pilaf, qF vI kysF ƒ ipafr krdY. mYN POj dy srdfr ƒ muPq sugfq idaFgf ikAuNik AudoN qk qF keI ivk imlI hF, Auh mMndf eI nIN. qusIN myrI mdd kro. cukIaF hoxgIaF. myrf bVf cMgf hwQ cldf hY jI.

mYN ikhf - qusIN eIrfnI ho, quhfzI nhIN mMndf qF pwCmI aflockF ny eIrfnI klfkfrF ̀ qy doÈ lfieaf srdfr myrI ikAuN mMnygf? Auh bolI - qusIN dfnÈvr E ik Auh nklcI hn, purfxy buqF ƒ dyKky nvyN, purfixaF nf. quhfzI gwl moV eI nI skdf Auh. bgYr iksy AumId dy vrgy bxf bxf vyc rhy hn, iesy qrHF purfxIaF pyNitMgË pMj sq isKF sxy mYN jrnYl ƒ imilaf, dwisaf ik mYN dIaF nklF vyc rhy hn. ieh doÈ PËUl hn ikAuNik Auh dfinÈvir ihMdusqF hF qy iek arË guËfrnI hY. Auh quhfƒ ieh dws ky klfikRq vycdy hn ik PlfxI ikRq jwPI pfky imilaf. gwl suxky hukm kIqf- ieh juafn ijhVI Plfxy ajfieb Gr ivc peI hY, ieh AusdI nkl afpxy mjhb ivc kfml rihMdf hoieaf POj dI srivs hY. purfxIaF qsvIrF, jfnvrF dIaF KwlF Aupr krygf. dsÉq. AukrIaF hoeIaF hn, vDIk bwkiraF dIaF KwlF Aupwr.

gurduafry ivc Bfrq dI suprIm kort dy Kwl df rMg hlkf pIlf huMdf hY. Auh kxk df nfV cOVf irtfierz cIP jsits kuldIp isMG df Brf imilaf, krdy hn, ijvyN pMjfbxF bohtIaF bxfieaf krdIaF kMvljIq isMG jo zfktr hY. AusdI srdrnI pitafly sn. ies pwDr nfV ƒ joV joV Auh plfeI iqafr krdy dy nfmvr vkIl kuldIp isMG sfhnI dI BYx hY. mYN ikhf hn. pyNitMg df grfAuNz iblkul Kwl dI Èkl df bx jFdf - bIbI mYN vI pitafly df hF, so qUM myrI BYx hoeI. Auh hY ijs Aupr purfxI qsvIr ƒ irkMstrkt krdy hn. bolI - awj afpxy Brf ƒ qF imlx afeI aF. mYƒ pqf imsr dI bhfdr mhfrfxI aihmos (3500 sfl pihlF lwg igaf sI quhfzf ieQy afAux df. Ausny ikhf - koeI hoeI) dI Kwl Aupr AukwrI iek pyNitMg bgdfd dy qklIP qF nhIN? iksy cIË dI loV hovy? myrI pqnI ny ajfieb Gr ivc peI hY jo 2500 sfl purfxI imQI geI ikhf - eIrfn ivc ikqoN qvf nhIN imilaf. sfƒ eIrfnI hY. ies df Auqfrf pMj sO rupey ivc dy idMdy hn. qusIN Kfxy suafd nIN lgdy. awDy GMty ivc Ausdy GroN qvf puwj dyKogy ik nkl ƒ nkl koeI kih hI nhIN skdf. eIrfnI igaf. eIrfn-vfsI Gr ivc rotI nhIN pkfAuNdy. hryk kihMdy hn jo klfikRqF ajfieb GrF ivc peIaF hn, glI ivc nfnbfeI dI dukfn imlygI. gË gË dy ivafs AunHF dI koeI vI kImq qfr ky qusIN apxy Gr nhIN iljf vflIaF rotIaF, qvy dIaF vI qMdUrI vI. koeI eIrfnI skdy. asIN afpxy hunr rfhIN bhuq ssqIaF quhfzy GrF grmf grm rotI Kfx df ÈukIn nhIN. iqMn cfr idnf dIaF ivc pucf rhy hF qF kI gunfh hoieaf? rotIaF KrId ky Gr lY afey qy dfl ÈbjI mIt afidk eIrfn ƒ jdoN iskMdr ny Piqh kIqf AudoN rfjDfnI nfl Kf leI. qrHF qrHF dy slfd, cfvl aqy Pl AunHF dI ÈIrfË huMdI sI. pr iskMdr ny ÈIrfË dI QF Ausdy Kurfk df ihwsf hn. duwD dhIN qy mwKx dI vrqoN rwjvIN, nËdIk nvIN rfjDfnI AusfrI ijsdf nfm rwiKaf - pr nf nmk pfAux nf imrc. ijsƒ nmk dI loV hY afpo prspoils. ieQy Ausny sfndfr mihl Ausfry jo hux afpxf pf lvy pr imrc Pyr vI nhIN. koeI KrIddf nhIN.

KMzr ho gey hn. klfkfrF aqy kMipAUtr mfihrF dI dyKx vflf nhIN ieh. jy hr cIË iDafn nfl dyKxI hovy mdd nfl eIrfnIaF ny sI[zI[ iqafr kIqI hY - qF Gwto Gwt iek hÌqf cfhIdf hY. sMsfr dy hryk dys prspoils irkMstrwkitz (nvF Ausfiraf mhFngr); ivcoN afeIaF sugfqF sjIaF peIaF hn. iks iks idn, sI[zI[ clfAu qF KMzr idKfeI dyxgy, Audfs sMgIq iks iks dys bfbq, kI kI PYsly ley gey qy iks iks cldf rhygf - iPr sihjy sihjy, pwQrF dy kx ijhVy kmry ivc; quhfƒ dwisaf jFdf hY. lYinn, stfiln, hvf ny sdIaF qoN rgV rgV ky ËmIn Aupr iKlfr idqy cricl, rUËvflt, msoilnI nfl ivcfr vtFdry krn sn, Auz Auz ky QmilaF ƒ cMbVx lgdy hn, hOlI hOlI dIaF bfdÈfh dIaF PotoaF mYƒ jbfnI Xfd rih geIaF QmHly aqy kMDF Aupr AuWTx lgdy hn, iPr CwqF bxdIaF ikAuNik ieh sfry hukmrfn sfzIaF XfdF ivc vsy hoey hn qy aKIr ivc kMDF aqy CwqF Aupr purfxI pyNitMg hn. rQ, GoiVaF dy sfË, Èrfb dIaF surfhIaF qy pYmfny, AuGVn lgdI hY. aKIr ivc vsdI rsdI eIrfn dI sMgIq dy sfË, quhfƒ QF qoN ihwlx nhIN idMdy. eIrfnIaF dy DrqI Aupr XUnfnIaF dI bsqI idsdI hY. sYnfvF af glIcy dyK ky mYƒ afpxy zrfieMg rUm ivclf kflIn rhIaF hn jf rhIaF hn, jwj PYsly suxf rhy hn, purfxf rumfl lwigaf. iqMn eIrfnI pRoPYsrF dy pirvfr jobnvMqIaF nwc rhIaF hn, gf rhIaF hn, purfxIaF jUn 09 dy aKIrly hÌqy myry Gr afAuxgy qF AunHF dy surF, purfxf sMgIq. afAux qoN pihlF pihlF ieh kflIn mYN vlHyt ky iksy pfsy

lukf idaFgf. myrf kflIn suhxf hY, mihMgf hY, eIrfnIaF eIrfnIaF vrgf hunr jhfn ivc ikqy nhIN. eyny ƒ idKfAux dy kfbl nhIN. ÈYdfeI ik pypr kilwp vI bgYr pyNitMg qoN nhIN imldy.

hryk Gr ivc pUry PrÈ kflInF nfl Zky hoey. pihlvI kflInF dy vzy Èoa rUmË ivc jfE. quhfzy sfhmxy bfdÈfh df mhl dMg kr dyx vflf hY. iek idn ivc nmUinaF vflI aYlbm rwKxgy. aYlbm ivc PotoaF nhIN,

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iPr nhIN ilKxy sn ikAuNik ieh lPË PfrsI dy nhIN. sfry kuMm Èihr ivc asIN imrcF KrIdx vfsqy iek srdfr lPË bhuq siqkfrXog hY. AuQy aYs[aYs[pI[ dukfn lwBI ijQoN hPqy vfsqy KrId ilafAuNdy. vfsqy vI srdfr lPË hY izptI kimÈnr vfsqy vI. mYƒ qihrfn dy bËfr ivcoN dI lMG rhy sF qF pyNtr df puwiCaf jFdf - quhfzI dfinÈgfh (XUnIvristI) df iek vwzf Èo rUm idisaf. mYƒ dyKx sfr afritst srdfr kOx hY? srdfr mfieny cIP. gurduafry ivc iek afieaf qy Poto iKcx dI afigaf mMgI. mYN ikhf - iks iswK aOrq myry kol afeI qy ikhf - aih dyK Brf, myrf mksd leI? Ausny ikhf - qusIN bqOr mfzl ieQy bYTogy ieh vIh sfl df puwqr sfbq sUrq aY. ieQy bfhrvIN pfs nhIN. mYN quhfzI Poto ƒ mfzl mMnidaF iek pyNitg iqafr krn qoN bfd do sfl POj dI nOkrI krnI lfËmI hY. POjI krFgf. aglI vfr jdoN qusIN afey qF quhfzf idl krygf aPsr afKdy ny kys ktf qy topI pihn. ieh eyQy jMimaF ik apxI pyNitMg qusIN pMjfh hËfr ivc KrIdo pr mYN pilaf, qF vI kysF ƒ ipafr krdY. mYN POj dy srdfr ƒ muPq sugfq idaFgf ikAuNik AudoN qk qF keI ivk imlI hF, Auh mMndf eI nIN. qusIN myrI mdd kro. cukIaF hoxgIaF. myrf bVf cMgf hwQ cldf hY jI.

mYN ikhf - qusIN eIrfnI ho, quhfzI nhIN mMndf qF pwCmI aflockF ny eIrfnI klfkfrF ̀ qy doÈ lfieaf srdfr myrI ikAuN mMnygf? Auh bolI - qusIN dfnÈvr E ik Auh nklcI hn, purfxy buqF ƒ dyKky nvyN, purfixaF nf. quhfzI gwl moV eI nI skdf Auh. bgYr iksy AumId dy vrgy bxf bxf vyc rhy hn, iesy qrHF purfxIaF pyNitMgË pMj sq isKF sxy mYN jrnYl ƒ imilaf, dwisaf ik mYN dIaF nklF vyc rhy hn. ieh doÈ PËUl hn ikAuNik Auh dfinÈvir ihMdusqF hF qy iek arË guËfrnI hY. Auh quhfƒ ieh dws ky klfikRq vycdy hn ik PlfxI ikRq jwPI pfky imilaf. gwl suxky hukm kIqf- ieh juafn ijhVI Plfxy ajfieb Gr ivc peI hY, ieh AusdI nkl afpxy mjhb ivc kfml rihMdf hoieaf POj dI srivs hY. purfxIaF qsvIrF, jfnvrF dIaF KwlF Aupr krygf. dsÉq. AukrIaF hoeIaF hn, vDIk bwkiraF dIaF KwlF Aupwr.

gurduafry ivc Bfrq dI suprIm kort dy Kwl df rMg hlkf pIlf huMdf hY. Auh kxk df nfV cOVf irtfierz cIP jsits kuldIp isMG df Brf imilaf, krdy hn, ijvyN pMjfbxF bohtIaF bxfieaf krdIaF kMvljIq isMG jo zfktr hY. AusdI srdrnI pitafly sn. ies pwDr nfV ƒ joV joV Auh plfeI iqafr krdy dy nfmvr vkIl kuldIp isMG sfhnI dI BYx hY. mYN ikhf hn. pyNitMg df grfAuNz iblkul Kwl dI Èkl df bx jFdf - bIbI mYN vI pitafly df hF, so qUM myrI BYx hoeI. Auh hY ijs Aupr purfxI qsvIr ƒ irkMstrkt krdy hn. bolI - awj afpxy Brf ƒ qF imlx afeI aF. mYƒ pqf imsr dI bhfdr mhfrfxI aihmos (3500 sfl pihlF lwg igaf sI quhfzf ieQy afAux df. Ausny ikhf - koeI hoeI) dI Kwl Aupr AukwrI iek pyNitMg bgdfd dy qklIP qF nhIN? iksy cIË dI loV hovy? myrI pqnI ny ajfieb Gr ivc peI hY jo 2500 sfl purfxI imQI geI ikhf - eIrfn ivc ikqoN qvf nhIN imilaf. sfƒ eIrfnI hY. ies df Auqfrf pMj sO rupey ivc dy idMdy hn. qusIN Kfxy suafd nIN lgdy. awDy GMty ivc Ausdy GroN qvf puwj dyKogy ik nkl ƒ nkl koeI kih hI nhIN skdf. eIrfnI igaf. eIrfn-vfsI Gr ivc rotI nhIN pkfAuNdy. hryk kihMdy hn jo klfikRqF ajfieb GrF ivc peIaF hn, glI ivc nfnbfeI dI dukfn imlygI. gË gË dy ivafs AunHF dI koeI vI kImq qfr ky qusIN apxy Gr nhIN iljf vflIaF rotIaF, qvy dIaF vI qMdUrI vI. koeI eIrfnI skdy. asIN afpxy hunr rfhIN bhuq ssqIaF quhfzy GrF grmf grm rotI Kfx df ÈukIn nhIN. iqMn cfr idnf dIaF ivc pucf rhy hF qF kI gunfh hoieaf? rotIaF KrId ky Gr lY afey qy dfl ÈbjI mIt afidk eIrfn ƒ jdoN iskMdr ny Piqh kIqf AudoN rfjDfnI nfl Kf leI. qrHF qrHF dy slfd, cfvl aqy Pl AunHF dI ÈIrfË huMdI sI. pr iskMdr ny ÈIrfË dI QF Ausdy Kurfk df ihwsf hn. duwD dhIN qy mwKx dI vrqoN rwjvIN, nËdIk nvIN rfjDfnI AusfrI ijsdf nfm rwiKaf - pr nf nmk pfAux nf imrc. ijsƒ nmk dI loV hY afpo prspoils. ieQy Ausny sfndfr mihl Ausfry jo hux afpxf pf lvy pr imrc Pyr vI nhIN. koeI KrIddf nhIN.

KMzr ho gey hn. klfkfrF aqy kMipAUtr mfihrF dI dyKx vflf nhIN ieh. jy hr cIË iDafn nfl dyKxI hovy mdd nfl eIrfnIaF ny sI[zI[ iqafr kIqI hY - qF Gwto Gwt iek hÌqf cfhIdf hY. sMsfr dy hryk dys prspoils irkMstrwkitz (nvF Ausfiraf mhFngr); ivcoN afeIaF sugfqF sjIaF peIaF hn. iks iks idn, sI[zI[ clfAu qF KMzr idKfeI dyxgy, Audfs sMgIq iks iks dys bfbq, kI kI PYsly ley gey qy iks iks cldf rhygf - iPr sihjy sihjy, pwQrF dy kx ijhVy kmry ivc; quhfƒ dwisaf jFdf hY. lYinn, stfiln, hvf ny sdIaF qoN rgV rgV ky ËmIn Aupr iKlfr idqy cricl, rUËvflt, msoilnI nfl ivcfr vtFdry krn sn, Auz Auz ky QmilaF ƒ cMbVx lgdy hn, hOlI hOlI dIaF bfdÈfh dIaF PotoaF mYƒ jbfnI Xfd rih geIaF QmHly aqy kMDF Aupr AuWTx lgdy hn, iPr CwqF bxdIaF ikAuNik ieh sfry hukmrfn sfzIaF XfdF ivc vsy hoey hn qy aKIr ivc kMDF aqy CwqF Aupr purfxI pyNitMg hn. rQ, GoiVaF dy sfË, Èrfb dIaF surfhIaF qy pYmfny, AuGVn lgdI hY. aKIr ivc vsdI rsdI eIrfn dI sMgIq dy sfË, quhfƒ QF qoN ihwlx nhIN idMdy. eIrfnIaF dy DrqI Aupr XUnfnIaF dI bsqI idsdI hY. sYnfvF af glIcy dyK ky mYƒ afpxy zrfieMg rUm ivclf kflIn rhIaF hn jf rhIaF hn, jwj PYsly suxf rhy hn, purfxf rumfl lwigaf. iqMn eIrfnI pRoPYsrF dy pirvfr jobnvMqIaF nwc rhIaF hn, gf rhIaF hn, purfxIaF jUn 09 dy aKIrly hÌqy myry Gr afAuxgy qF AunHF dy surF, purfxf sMgIq. afAux qoN pihlF pihlF ieh kflIn mYN vlHyt ky iksy pfsy

lukf idaFgf. myrf kflIn suhxf hY, mihMgf hY, eIrfnIaF eIrfnIaF vrgf hunr jhfn ivc ikqy nhIN. eyny ƒ idKfAux dy kfbl nhIN. ÈYdfeI ik pypr kilwp vI bgYr pyNitMg qoN nhIN imldy.

hryk Gr ivc pUry PrÈ kflInF nfl Zky hoey. pihlvI kflInF dy vzy Èoa rUmË ivc jfE. quhfzy sfhmxy bfdÈfh df mhl dMg kr dyx vflf hY. iek idn ivc nmUinaF vflI aYlbm rwKxgy. aYlbm ivc PotoaF nhIN,


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aslI kflIn hn inky inky. qusIN nmUny dI cox kro qy vI, hryk bs ey[sI[ hY. ipClf awDf ihwsf aOrqF leI, sfeIË dwso. hÌqy bfd quhfzI psMd df kflIn iml aglf awD mrdF leI. aftomYitk qfkIaF vI vK vK. jfeygf jF quhfzy dys Byj dyxgy. kflInF dy ieh inky inky iek ajnbI muslmfn musfPr myry qoN aglI sIt Aupr nmUny vI ivkdy hn, do do sO df iek iek. mYN qF ds nmUny bYTf sI. Auh AuiTaf, arË kIqI - jI qusIN ies sIt ̀ qy KrId ilafieaf, suhxy PrymF ivc jVf ky dosqF ƒ dy af jfE myry vflI qy. mYN quhfzI sIt ̀ qy bYT jfvFgf. ies idwqy. nfl kI Prk pYNdY? mYN puwiCaf. Ausny ikhf - jI mYN quhfzy

vl ipwT krky nhIN bYT skdf. mYƒ ieh bdslUkI pRoPYsr KlIl gMbrI ny ikhf - dys jfx qoN pihlF lgdI hY. mfsUmf dy hrm ivcoN pRÈfd lYky jfieE. pr iPr Auh

KfmoÈ ho igaf. mYƒ kihx lwgf - quhfzy BfrqI sfQI ieho ijhy vfk afm suxn ƒ imldy - kudm ikÈvr muhMmd hbIb ƒ qF aMdr jfx dI afigaf iml jfeygI Èumf, vqn Èumf kujs? (qusIN ikQoN afey ? vqn ikhVf pr quhfƒ nhIN, gLYr muslmfn dy dfKLly Aupr pfbMdI hY. hoieaf ?) afXf Èumf aË ihMdusqF afmfid (kI qusIN hF quhfzI bIvI clI jfey. iehdf ikhVf pqf lwgxY. qusIN ihMdusqfn qoN afey ho?) afXf Èumf rUhfnI ie ihMdusqF nF hI jfieE, ikAuNik jdoN quhfƒ rok idqf igaf, qusIN hsqIq? (kI qusIN ihMdusqF dy mOlvI ho?) byÈumf v burf mnfEgy, ieh byadbI hoiegI iek Èfndfr mihmfn ikÈvryqfn durUq mI Pirsqm (quhfƒ qy quhfzy dys ƒ dI. mYN ikhf - mYN hr hflq ivc aMdr jfx df Xqn slfm) . Éudf Èumf rf KuÈnI gihdfrq (Kudf quhfƒ qy krFgf. jy vfps prqf idqf igaf qF burf nhIN mnfvFgf quhfzy dys ƒ suKI rwKy). kuVIaF dIaF tolIaF nIvIN pfeI ikAuNik quhfzIaF rvfieqF df adb krnf myrf PrË hY. qurdIaF idsdIaF, hOlI hOlI gwlF krdIaF, corI ijhy KlIl dI ieCf dy ivruwD Ausdy vrjx dy bfvjUd mYN apxy quhfzy vl dyKky iPr nIvIN pf lYxgIaF, ijvyN iksy vzy sfQI aqy bIvI smyq aMdrlf drvfËf pfr krn lwgf qF rsUK vfly srdfr dI hvylI ivcoN aOrqF, kuVIaF bfhr Cy Puwt lMmy iek bËurg ny myrI bFh ƒ PuwlF dI tfhxI jFdIaF hox. awKF ivc, qor ivc, bolF ivc itkfAu, CuhfeI, pUry siqkfr nfl apxI CfqI `qy hwQ rwK ky sMkoc, Èrm qy ilafkq. myrI pqnI kdI kih vI idMdI - Juikaf, iPr PulF lwdI tfhxI nfl drvfËy vwl ieÈfrf myry Gr DI nhIN. iek hoxI cfhIdI sI, pr iehnF kuVIaF kIqf, arQ sI, bfhr vwl vfps jfE. eyny slIky nfl vI vrgI. sihjy, koeI koeI lfigEN lMGdf afK jFdf - KuÈ koeI vfps jfx leI kih skdY[[[, mYN soicaf, cMgf kIqf afmdId eImfim ihMdusqF, KuÈ afmdId. iek bMdf slfm ik ieQy afAux df PYslf kIqf. eIrfnIaF dI ieh iek arË krn qoN bfd myry lfgy Kloqf irhf - do ku imMt kuwJ idlkÈ adf dyK sikaf. mYN qkrIbn hr roË hI bIbI boldf irhf iPr myrI dfhVI cuMm ky clf igaf. mYN rUhfnI mfsUmf dy drbfr koloN dI lMGdf ikAuNik mYƒ mF gujrI ƒ puwiCaf - kI kihMdf sI ieh BfeI? Ausny dwisaf - Xfd afAuNdI rihMdI. ijho ijhy hsn husYn, Auho ijhy quhfzf suafgq kIqf, iPr quhfzy dys dI KYr mMgI, quhfzy sfihbËfdy. nF qy QF bdl bdl ky hIro sfƒ idKfeI dy pirvfr leI duafvF idqIaF, iPr ikhf - mYƒ pwkf jFdy hn. XkIn hY, ijvyN sfzy eImfmF ny sfzI Èfn brkrfr rwKI,

qUM apxI kOm dI Èfn hr sUrq ivc brkrfr rwKyNgf, sunihrI imÈrI df pRÈfd. mYN hIiraF vrgI dysI qyrI Èkl sUrq iblkul sfzy eImfmF vrgI hY. qUM imÈrI qF dyKI sI pr ieQy sunihrI imÈrI ikvyN? vwzIaF nykIaF df mflk hYN. ansfrI ny dwisaf - jI ies ivc kysr imlfieaf

hoieaf hY. kysrI imÈrI kyvl eIrfn ivc imlygI. sfrI ieh Dwky nfl mYƒ mhfn bxfAux lgy hoey hn. dunIaF ijMnf kysr pYdf krdI hY, Aus qoN duwgxf kyvl pCqfAuxgy afKr, jdoN dyKxgy duafvF pur-asr nhIN eIrfn ivc huMdf hY. hryk rysqrF ivc kysrI imÈrI dy hoeIaF. imrËf gfilb ny ikhf nhIN sI ? - iek muwdq mrqbfn hn, hukm kro ik cInI dI QF imÈrI dI cfh cfhIdI hY hfAuky df asr hox vfsqy. AudoN qwk kOx idE, hfËr hY. vDIk sPr bwsF ivc kIqf, lokl vI dUr ijAuNdf rhygf?

qihrfn idKfAux leI zRfievr tYksI lYky puwj ieh qyrf vihm hY, ijMn BUq df iKLafl idmfgoN kwZ dyh. igaf. mYN rsqy ivc Ausƒ nfm puwiCaf, pwcI sflf gulfbI pr Auh nF hI hitaf qF iek idn mOlvI ny cfr qvIq mUMh vflf zRfievr boilaf - jI husYn. mYN ikhf, ieh kI dyky ikhf - apxy Gr dy cfry koinaF ivc ieh qvIq dwb hoieaY quhfƒ? ijs muMzy ƒ vI mYN nfm puwiCaf - Auqr dyeIN. bs ijMn afAuxoN ht jfeygf. Aus bMdy ny ievyN kIqf. imilaf - husYn. Auh hws ipaf. kihx lwgf - TIk ijMn afAux qo ht igaf. ieh dwsx leI ik ijMn afAuxNo afiKaf qusF. bhuq muMizaF dy nfm husYn ny qy kuVIaF dy ht igaf hY, qy Èukrfnf krn leI Auh iPr mOlvI dy Gr nfm Pfiqmf. asIN husYn aqy Pfiqmf (hËrq alI dI clf igaf. mOlvI ƒ dwisaf ik ijMn afAux qoN ht igaf bIvI, pYgMbr muhMmd dI DI qy krblf dy ÈhId hsn qy hY jI. mOlvI boilaf - iesdf mqlb ieh hoieaf ik qUM husYn dI mF) dy qF ÈYdfeI hoey pey hF. ijMn qoN vDIk KLqrnfk hYN. AuhI cfr qvIq ijhVy qYƒ

idqy, mYN afpxy Gr dy duafly cfr koinaF ivc dwby qF ik gwlF kridaF cVHdy vwl mYN kfr dI qfkI ivco vwzI qUM afAuxoN ht jfeyN. qyry Gr ijMn afAuxoN ht igaf pr JIl dyKI qF husYn ƒ kfr rokx leI ikhf ik PotoaF myry Gr afAuxoN qUM nhIN htdf. iKcIey. Auh boilaf - kfhƒ jI, JIl nhIN ieh, dojK hY

ieh qF. ieh lUx dI AuprlI qih hY ijhVI pfxI vFg kuJ mOlvI eynI dyr qk ËmIn Aupr sjdf krdy ilÈk rhI hY. dldl hY ieh. BulyKy nfl koeI bMdf jF rihMdy hn ik AunHF dy mwQy Aupr awtx aqy dfg pY jFdf jfnvr AuDr clf jfv,y bs igaf sdf leI. bfdÈfh hY. ienHF mOlvIaF df siqkfr vDIk hox krky koeI koeI pihlvI dUjf afpxy duÈmxF ƒ hYlIkfptr ivcoN iesy mOlvI cmcf grm krky apxy mwQy Aupr dfg dy lYNdf hY dojÉ ivc sutvf idaf krdf sI. hux pUrI aihiqafq qF AusdI vI bwly bwly. vrqidaF jdoN asIN lUx putdy hF qF koeI koeI lfÈ eynI hbIb ny gMbrI ƒ puwiCaf - pRoPYsr sfihb, qusIN qfËI inkldI hY ijvyN ieh huxy suwqf hovy, bs hux jfg bfdÈfh dI hkUmq ƒ TIk smJdy ho ik hux vflI peygf. mYN toikaf - husYn ieh qyrI gwl TIk nIN. lUx ivc ieslfmI hkUmq? gMbrI ny ikhf - quhfzf svfl ikAuNik qF lfÈ gl jFdI aY. Auh boilaf - nhIN jI, lUx lfÈ ƒ isafsI hY, isafsI AuWqr idaFgf. eIrfn df iek DVf Krfb hox qoN sMBfldf hY. afpxy ijsm df sB qoN nfËk afKdf hY pUrI afËfdI cfhIdI hY, dUjf afKdf hY pUrI aMg awKF ny. lUxy hMJU iehnF dI ihPfËq krdy ny, gfldy ieslfmI hkUmq, qIjf DVf afKdf hY - nhIN rlvF nhIN. imlmF ieMqËfm cfhIdf hY. mYN iqMnF nfl sihmq nhIN.

mYN rUhfnI ƒ ikhf - QoVHI ijhI PfrsI qF isKf Brf hfly, jdoN ik mYN Kud nfl vI sihmq nhIN qF hornf iqMnF mYƒ. PrË kro mYN kuMm jfxf hovy, PfrsI ivc ikvyN puwCFgy qyrF nfl ikAuN sihmq hovF? - ik kuMm ƒ ikhVI bws jFdI hY? Auh kihx lwgf - gMbrI ƒ mYN puwiCaf - ihMdusqfnI DrmF bfry quhfzf dunIaF dy sfry mOlvI kuMm ivc pYdf huMdy ny. kuMm ivc jFdy kI pRBfv hY? Aus ikhf - sfry sfmI Drm nkfbpoÈ hn. ny qy kuMm qoN afAuNdy ny. ijs vl pMj sq mOlvI qury jFdy ihMdusqfnI mjhb ienHF dy mukfbly ikqy KulHidly hn. hox, smJo Auh bs kuMm jf rhI hY. sfzy nyVy kuMm jfx iek qF Auh GVIaF huMdIaF hn ijnHF dIaF kyvl sUeIaF vflI bs rukI qF mYN dyiKaf, 40 svfrIaF ivcoN 37 mOlvI aqy zfiel idsdf hY, iek Auh GVIaF hn ijhVIaF sn. pfrdrÈI hn, sfrI mÈInrI cldI idsdI hY.

rUhfnI bVf hsmuK juafn hY. iqMn sfl pihlF ieh ihMdusqfnI vDIk pfrdrÈI hn. myrI XUnIvristI ivc afieaf sI, icqrkfr vI hY, Auh buwD mwq pVHfAuNdf hY. mYN puwiCaf - quhfƒ kI iesdf iËkr mYN BfeI lkÈvIr isMG vfly lyK ivc kr lgdY ik buwD mwq bfkI sBnF qoN vDIk pfrdrÈI hY? Aus cuikaf hF. Ausny mYƒ iek eIrfnI lqIPf suxfieaf. iek ikhf - nhIN, ihMdU mwq vDIk pfrdrÈI hY. ies ivc mOlvI kol hr roË iek bMdf jfieaf kry ik myry Gr ijMn srboqm rUhfnI Auzfx qoN lY ky afdmËfq dI nIvIN qoN afAuNdf hY, qvIq idE. mOlvI ny bQyrf smJfieaf ik nIvIN rsfql aqy bdI mOjUd hY qy ieh sfry df sfrf Drm



aslI kflIn hn inky inky. qusIN nmUny dI cox kro qy vI, hryk bs ey[sI[ hY. ipClf awDf ihwsf aOrqF leI, sfeIË dwso. hÌqy bfd quhfzI psMd df kflIn iml aglf awD mrdF leI. aftomYitk qfkIaF vI vK vK. jfeygf jF quhfzy dys Byj dyxgy. kflInF dy ieh inky inky iek ajnbI muslmfn musfPr myry qoN aglI sIt Aupr nmUny vI ivkdy hn, do do sO df iek iek. mYN qF ds nmUny bYTf sI. Auh AuiTaf, arË kIqI - jI qusIN ies sIt ̀ qy KrId ilafieaf, suhxy PrymF ivc jVf ky dosqF ƒ dy af jfE myry vflI qy. mYN quhfzI sIt ̀ qy bYT jfvFgf. ies idwqy. nfl kI Prk pYNdY? mYN puwiCaf. Ausny ikhf - jI mYN quhfzy

vl ipwT krky nhIN bYT skdf. mYƒ ieh bdslUkI pRoPYsr KlIl gMbrI ny ikhf - dys jfx qoN pihlF lgdI hY. mfsUmf dy hrm ivcoN pRÈfd lYky jfieE. pr iPr Auh

KfmoÈ ho igaf. mYƒ kihx lwgf - quhfzy BfrqI sfQI ieho ijhy vfk afm suxn ƒ imldy - kudm ikÈvr muhMmd hbIb ƒ qF aMdr jfx dI afigaf iml jfeygI Èumf, vqn Èumf kujs? (qusIN ikQoN afey ? vqn ikhVf pr quhfƒ nhIN, gLYr muslmfn dy dfKLly Aupr pfbMdI hY. hoieaf ?) afXf Èumf aË ihMdusqF afmfid (kI qusIN hF quhfzI bIvI clI jfey. iehdf ikhVf pqf lwgxY. qusIN ihMdusqfn qoN afey ho?) afXf Èumf rUhfnI ie ihMdusqF nF hI jfieE, ikAuNik jdoN quhfƒ rok idqf igaf, qusIN hsqIq? (kI qusIN ihMdusqF dy mOlvI ho?) byÈumf v burf mnfEgy, ieh byadbI hoiegI iek Èfndfr mihmfn ikÈvryqfn durUq mI Pirsqm (quhfƒ qy quhfzy dys ƒ dI. mYN ikhf - mYN hr hflq ivc aMdr jfx df Xqn slfm) . Éudf Èumf rf KuÈnI gihdfrq (Kudf quhfƒ qy krFgf. jy vfps prqf idqf igaf qF burf nhIN mnfvFgf quhfzy dys ƒ suKI rwKy). kuVIaF dIaF tolIaF nIvIN pfeI ikAuNik quhfzIaF rvfieqF df adb krnf myrf PrË hY. qurdIaF idsdIaF, hOlI hOlI gwlF krdIaF, corI ijhy KlIl dI ieCf dy ivruwD Ausdy vrjx dy bfvjUd mYN apxy quhfzy vl dyKky iPr nIvIN pf lYxgIaF, ijvyN iksy vzy sfQI aqy bIvI smyq aMdrlf drvfËf pfr krn lwgf qF rsUK vfly srdfr dI hvylI ivcoN aOrqF, kuVIaF bfhr Cy Puwt lMmy iek bËurg ny myrI bFh ƒ PuwlF dI tfhxI jFdIaF hox. awKF ivc, qor ivc, bolF ivc itkfAu, CuhfeI, pUry siqkfr nfl apxI CfqI `qy hwQ rwK ky sMkoc, Èrm qy ilafkq. myrI pqnI kdI kih vI idMdI - Juikaf, iPr PulF lwdI tfhxI nfl drvfËy vwl ieÈfrf myry Gr DI nhIN. iek hoxI cfhIdI sI, pr iehnF kuVIaF kIqf, arQ sI, bfhr vwl vfps jfE. eyny slIky nfl vI vrgI. sihjy, koeI koeI lfigEN lMGdf afK jFdf - KuÈ koeI vfps jfx leI kih skdY[[[, mYN soicaf, cMgf kIqf afmdId eImfim ihMdusqF, KuÈ afmdId. iek bMdf slfm ik ieQy afAux df PYslf kIqf. eIrfnIaF dI ieh iek arË krn qoN bfd myry lfgy Kloqf irhf - do ku imMt kuwJ idlkÈ adf dyK sikaf. mYN qkrIbn hr roË hI bIbI boldf irhf iPr myrI dfhVI cuMm ky clf igaf. mYN rUhfnI mfsUmf dy drbfr koloN dI lMGdf ikAuNik mYƒ mF gujrI ƒ puwiCaf - kI kihMdf sI ieh BfeI? Ausny dwisaf - Xfd afAuNdI rihMdI. ijho ijhy hsn husYn, Auho ijhy quhfzf suafgq kIqf, iPr quhfzy dys dI KYr mMgI, quhfzy sfihbËfdy. nF qy QF bdl bdl ky hIro sfƒ idKfeI dy pirvfr leI duafvF idqIaF, iPr ikhf - mYƒ pwkf jFdy hn. XkIn hY, ijvyN sfzy eImfmF ny sfzI Èfn brkrfr rwKI,

qUM apxI kOm dI Èfn hr sUrq ivc brkrfr rwKyNgf, sunihrI imÈrI df pRÈfd. mYN hIiraF vrgI dysI qyrI Èkl sUrq iblkul sfzy eImfmF vrgI hY. qUM imÈrI qF dyKI sI pr ieQy sunihrI imÈrI ikvyN? vwzIaF nykIaF df mflk hYN. ansfrI ny dwisaf - jI ies ivc kysr imlfieaf

hoieaf hY. kysrI imÈrI kyvl eIrfn ivc imlygI. sfrI ieh Dwky nfl mYƒ mhfn bxfAux lgy hoey hn. dunIaF ijMnf kysr pYdf krdI hY, Aus qoN duwgxf kyvl pCqfAuxgy afKr, jdoN dyKxgy duafvF pur-asr nhIN eIrfn ivc huMdf hY. hryk rysqrF ivc kysrI imÈrI dy hoeIaF. imrËf gfilb ny ikhf nhIN sI ? - iek muwdq mrqbfn hn, hukm kro ik cInI dI QF imÈrI dI cfh cfhIdI hY hfAuky df asr hox vfsqy. AudoN qwk kOx idE, hfËr hY. vDIk sPr bwsF ivc kIqf, lokl vI dUr ijAuNdf rhygf?

qihrfn idKfAux leI zRfievr tYksI lYky puwj ieh qyrf vihm hY, ijMn BUq df iKLafl idmfgoN kwZ dyh. igaf. mYN rsqy ivc Ausƒ nfm puwiCaf, pwcI sflf gulfbI pr Auh nF hI hitaf qF iek idn mOlvI ny cfr qvIq mUMh vflf zRfievr boilaf - jI husYn. mYN ikhf, ieh kI dyky ikhf - apxy Gr dy cfry koinaF ivc ieh qvIq dwb hoieaY quhfƒ? ijs muMzy ƒ vI mYN nfm puwiCaf - Auqr dyeIN. bs ijMn afAuxoN ht jfeygf. Aus bMdy ny ievyN kIqf. imilaf - husYn. Auh hws ipaf. kihx lwgf - TIk ijMn afAux qo ht igaf. ieh dwsx leI ik ijMn afAuxNo afiKaf qusF. bhuq muMizaF dy nfm husYn ny qy kuVIaF dy ht igaf hY, qy Èukrfnf krn leI Auh iPr mOlvI dy Gr nfm Pfiqmf. asIN husYn aqy Pfiqmf (hËrq alI dI clf igaf. mOlvI ƒ dwisaf ik ijMn afAux qoN ht igaf bIvI, pYgMbr muhMmd dI DI qy krblf dy ÈhId hsn qy hY jI. mOlvI boilaf - iesdf mqlb ieh hoieaf ik qUM husYn dI mF) dy qF ÈYdfeI hoey pey hF. ijMn qoN vDIk KLqrnfk hYN. AuhI cfr qvIq ijhVy qYƒ

idqy, mYN afpxy Gr dy duafly cfr koinaF ivc dwby qF ik gwlF kridaF cVHdy vwl mYN kfr dI qfkI ivco vwzI qUM afAuxoN ht jfeyN. qyry Gr ijMn afAuxoN ht igaf pr JIl dyKI qF husYn ƒ kfr rokx leI ikhf ik PotoaF myry Gr afAuxoN qUM nhIN htdf. iKcIey. Auh boilaf - kfhƒ jI, JIl nhIN ieh, dojK hY

ieh qF. ieh lUx dI AuprlI qih hY ijhVI pfxI vFg kuJ mOlvI eynI dyr qk ËmIn Aupr sjdf krdy ilÈk rhI hY. dldl hY ieh. BulyKy nfl koeI bMdf jF rihMdy hn ik AunHF dy mwQy Aupr awtx aqy dfg pY jFdf jfnvr AuDr clf jfv,y bs igaf sdf leI. bfdÈfh hY. ienHF mOlvIaF df siqkfr vDIk hox krky koeI koeI pihlvI dUjf afpxy duÈmxF ƒ hYlIkfptr ivcoN iesy mOlvI cmcf grm krky apxy mwQy Aupr dfg dy lYNdf hY dojÉ ivc sutvf idaf krdf sI. hux pUrI aihiqafq qF AusdI vI bwly bwly. vrqidaF jdoN asIN lUx putdy hF qF koeI koeI lfÈ eynI hbIb ny gMbrI ƒ puwiCaf - pRoPYsr sfihb, qusIN qfËI inkldI hY ijvyN ieh huxy suwqf hovy, bs hux jfg bfdÈfh dI hkUmq ƒ TIk smJdy ho ik hux vflI peygf. mYN toikaf - husYn ieh qyrI gwl TIk nIN. lUx ivc ieslfmI hkUmq? gMbrI ny ikhf - quhfzf svfl ikAuNik qF lfÈ gl jFdI aY. Auh boilaf - nhIN jI, lUx lfÈ ƒ isafsI hY, isafsI AuWqr idaFgf. eIrfn df iek DVf Krfb hox qoN sMBfldf hY. afpxy ijsm df sB qoN nfËk afKdf hY pUrI afËfdI cfhIdI hY, dUjf afKdf hY pUrI aMg awKF ny. lUxy hMJU iehnF dI ihPfËq krdy ny, gfldy ieslfmI hkUmq, qIjf DVf afKdf hY - nhIN rlvF nhIN. imlmF ieMqËfm cfhIdf hY. mYN iqMnF nfl sihmq nhIN.

mYN rUhfnI ƒ ikhf - QoVHI ijhI PfrsI qF isKf Brf hfly, jdoN ik mYN Kud nfl vI sihmq nhIN qF hornf iqMnF mYƒ. PrË kro mYN kuMm jfxf hovy, PfrsI ivc ikvyN puwCFgy qyrF nfl ikAuN sihmq hovF? - ik kuMm ƒ ikhVI bws jFdI hY? Auh kihx lwgf - gMbrI ƒ mYN puwiCaf - ihMdusqfnI DrmF bfry quhfzf dunIaF dy sfry mOlvI kuMm ivc pYdf huMdy ny. kuMm ivc jFdy kI pRBfv hY? Aus ikhf - sfry sfmI Drm nkfbpoÈ hn. ny qy kuMm qoN afAuNdy ny. ijs vl pMj sq mOlvI qury jFdy ihMdusqfnI mjhb ienHF dy mukfbly ikqy KulHidly hn. hox, smJo Auh bs kuMm jf rhI hY. sfzy nyVy kuMm jfx iek qF Auh GVIaF huMdIaF hn ijnHF dIaF kyvl sUeIaF vflI bs rukI qF mYN dyiKaf, 40 svfrIaF ivcoN 37 mOlvI aqy zfiel idsdf hY, iek Auh GVIaF hn ijhVIaF sn. pfrdrÈI hn, sfrI mÈInrI cldI idsdI hY.

rUhfnI bVf hsmuK juafn hY. iqMn sfl pihlF ieh ihMdusqfnI vDIk pfrdrÈI hn. myrI XUnIvristI ivc afieaf sI, icqrkfr vI hY, Auh buwD mwq pVHfAuNdf hY. mYN puwiCaf - quhfƒ kI iesdf iËkr mYN BfeI lkÈvIr isMG vfly lyK ivc kr lgdY ik buwD mwq bfkI sBnF qoN vDIk pfrdrÈI hY? Aus cuikaf hF. Ausny mYƒ iek eIrfnI lqIPf suxfieaf. iek ikhf - nhIN, ihMdU mwq vDIk pfrdrÈI hY. ies ivc mOlvI kol hr roË iek bMdf jfieaf kry ik myry Gr ijMn srboqm rUhfnI Auzfx qoN lY ky afdmËfq dI nIvIN qoN afAuNdf hY, qvIq idE. mOlvI ny bQyrf smJfieaf ik nIvIN rsfql aqy bdI mOjUd hY qy ieh sfry df sfrf Drm



df ihwsf hY. Dn-dyvI (lwCmI) dI pUjf vI huMdI hY kfm- bsy rMj burdm dr eIN sfilsI. aMgF dI vI. aËm ijMdf krdm bdIN pfrsI.

gMbrI kihx lwgf, Cwzo ieh gwlF BfeI. Qwk nmIrm aËIN ps ik mn ijMdf am. jfvFgy. quhfƒ eIrfn df lok gIq suxfAuNdf hF. Ausny ik quKim suÉn rf prf kMdf am. gfky jo twpy suxfey AunHF dy ieh arQ hn: (ienHF qIh sflF ivc bVy kÈt Jwly.

gorI : prdys cwilaf mfhIaf myry leI kI mYN afpxf mulk aqy apxI PfrsI ijAuNdy kr idqy.ilafeyNgf?mrFgf nhIN hux, ikAuNik PfrsI Ëbfn dy bIjjuafn :ieqr aqy vMgF, gorIey ieqr qy suhxIaF mYN pUry eIrfn ivc Klfr idqy hn.)vMgF.iPrdOs Èihr df nfm hux qUs hY. iPrdOs mfieny gorI : pr qUM qF dfry (zyrIas) df ispfhI suxINdf

surg, pihlF ivgV ky ieh iPrqUs bx igaf qy afKr hYN, awj qUs rih igaf. iek vwzI sVk Auqy gwzy hoey sfeIn qyry nfl myrf kI sbMD ispfhIaf ? borz Aupr qIr dws irhf sI ik ieh rsqf awrfk ƒ

juafn : nF gorIey nF. iksy ny cuglI kIqI hY myrI. jFdf hY. aMgryËI ivc NgÊPf iliKaf pVHky mYN puiCaf - mYN qF rUmI aqy ÈIrfËI dy dys df bfiÈMdf hF, eIrfk dy spYilMg glq ikAuN ilKy hoey hn? mYƒ dwisaf myrf dfry nfl kI vfsqf ? igaf ik ieh rsqf eIrfk ƒ nhIN, awrfk ƒ jFdf hY.

awrfk eIrfn df Auh sUbf hY ijQoN dy GoVy sfry jhfn ivc dfrf vzprqfpI bfdÈfh sI byÈk, eIrfnI gorIaF mÈhUr hn. lE jI, kmfl hoeI. sfry purfxy pMjfbI gRMQF ƒ rUmI aqy ÈIrfËI psMd ny. ÈIrfËI ƒ lok gIqF ivc ivc awrfkI GoiVaF df iËkr hY, ikqy ikqy rfwkI vI rUhfnIaq df GuMz cuwkx vflf juafn kih ky Xfd kIqf hY. iliKaf imldf hY, pr eIrfkI nhIN. mYN smJdf huMdf sF gMbrI hsmuK afdmI hY, Ausny hfiPË df iÈar ik pMjfbI bfibaF ny eIrfkI lPË ivgfV ky awrfkI ilK suxfieaf - "ijs glI ivc myrI mihbUbf vsdI hY, AuDr idwqf hY. myry ipMz koeI GoVf KrId ky ilafAuNdf qF nf jfeIN. jy ikqy ids peI iPr Aus vwl dyKdf quiraf puiCaf jFdf - arfkI ikMny df ilafieaYN beI? GoVy df jfeyNgf qy kMDF nfl tkrFdf iPryNgf." ieh suxf ky kihx mflk KuÈ ho jFdf ik puCx vflf ZIck tYr ƒ awrfkI dws lwgf - pwgF bMnHIaF hoeIaF hox krky iswK bc rihxgy, irhY. bfkI jhfn mfiraf jfeygf isr Bnf ky.

kuMm dI AucI phfVI Aupr pYgMbr iKËr dI drgfh imPqfh ny dwisaf - aMgryË gory gorIaF ieQy afky hY. hyTF qoN Aupr qwk jfx df GMtf ku lgdf hY. qkrIbn eIrfn eIrfnIaF bfbq aMgryËI ivc ilKIaF ikqfbF hr Èfm asIN drgfh cly jFdy. cfa nfl lok imldy. mMgdy hn. ijhVIaF ikqfbF asIN AunHF ƒ idMdy hF, lYky iek idn mYN afpxI bIvI ƒ ikhf ik mYN ieQy bYTdf hF, qUM hws pYNdy ny qy kihMdy ny - ieh qF asIN ilKIaF hn. jo jfxY qF jf af. Auh clI geI. mYN bYNc Aupr bYTf sF qF qusIN iliKaf, Auh idE. asIN aMgryËI ivc jdoN kuJ iek aOrq myry kol afky puwCx lwgI - qurf Kfnm kujF iliKaf hI nhIN iPr kI dyeIey? asq? (qyrI aOrq ikQy clI geI?), mYN iKËr dy drbfr KurÈId ny dwisaf ik sfadI aqy hfiPË ƒ ies gl vl AuNgl AucI krky ikhf - AuUNjf, iËafriq drbfir df koeI aÌsos nhIN ik PfrsI ivc arbI dy lPË rl iKËr. PfrsI df myrf ieh vfk ivafkrx muqfbk glq rhy hn. AunHF vfsqy iKLafl srboqm hY bolI nhIN. pr hY pr iesdf arQ- AuQy, iKËr dy drbfr dI pirkrmf iPrdOsI ƒ arbI nfl nÌrq hY. apxy Èfhnfmy ivc krn, Auh smJ geI. jdoN agoN hor gwlF krn lwgI qF mYN Ausny arbF ƒ motIaF motIaF gflF kwZIaF hn. ikhf - PfrsI n mI dfnm (PfrsI mYƒ afAuNdI nhIN - Èfhnfmf-ie-iPrdOsI dy do iÈar suxo :ieh iek purfxy iPlmI gIq df bol mYƒ Xfd sI, ijsdI

vrqoN kIqI), suxky Auh aOrq hwsI qy kuJ kihky clI idqIaF. sfry ieho afKI jfx - sfzy ihMdusqfnI BrfvF dy geI. mYN eIvyËI ƒ puwiCaf - kI kih ky geI hY? Ausny pivwqr kdm pey qF sYNtr, XUnIvristI bx igaf. mYN dwisaf - afKdI sI cMgI BlI PfrsI Ëbfn bolIN qF jfnYN, vfeIs-cFslr ƒ ikhf - ieh iËafdqI ikAuN krdy ho? isDI qrHF afK ik gwl nIN krnI. asIN kI kIqf hY ies vfsqy? nvfb sfihb boly - hor kI

krnf sI qusF? asIN qF ipCly dsF sflF qoN Ëor lfeI AuQy hI iek pMjfh ku sfl df aDyV Aumr bMdf mYƒ jFdy sF pr srkfr mMndI nhIN sI. qusIN nF afAuNdy qF kihx lwgf, jy afigaf imly qF hsn husYn dI nfaq suxf ieh srkulr afxf eI nI sI. asIN quhfzf aihsfn kdI idaF? ieh nfaq (isPLqF BrpUr gIq, ksIdf) muhMmd nf BuwlFgy. nykbKqF ny krnf nhIN huMdf kuJ, bs kdm iekbfl dI hY. Ausny eynf sur ivc gfieaf, ik kwK smJ rwiKaf qy awlfh ny ivgVy kMm suafr idwqy. nf afAux dy bfvjUd mYN Aus dIaF Dunf qoN dMg rih igaf.

mYN Ausƒ disaf ik AurdU ivc ilKy Ausdy iqMny dIvfn qF mYƒ vI do lPË bolx leI ikhf. qrjmfkfr nfl mYN pVH ley hn pr PfrsI mYƒ afAuNdI nIN. iekbfl ny mOjUd huMdf sI muhMmd rUhfnI. mYN ibsimwly ƒ rwtf lfieaf cMgf iliKaY PfrsI ivc? Auh boilaf - hwCf? AurdU ivc hoieaf sI, shI ibsimwlfh Aucfiraf. iek ividafrQI eynf vkq Ëfieaf kIqf Aus pfgl ny? kI loV sI? jdoN Klo ky kihx lwgf - dfinÈvir ihMdusqF, ieh qF sfzf eynI gËb dI PfrsI nËm ilK skdf sI, iPr Dwky ikAuN ibsimlfh piVHaf qusIN. asIN quhfzf ibsimlfh aqy KfDy Ausny ? mYN ikhf - BfeI myry vrgy jfhl vfsqy Ausdy arQ jfxny cfhuMdy hF. mYN soicaf - pihlF mYN ilKky kI cMgf nhIN kIqf Ausny ? iPr mYN puiCaf ik Piqh bulfvFgf, Pyr Piqh dy arQ kr kr dsdf kfrobfr kI krdy ho. Aus dwisaf ik sbËI vycx df kMm iPrFgf, ikAuN nf ËPrnfmy df iÈar suxf idaF? mYN hY. mYN ikhf - kmfl hoeI ieh qF. sbËIaF vycx vflf suxfieaf. bMdf eynf suhxf gf skdY ! Ausny ikhf - ijMnf afvfj df kmfil krfmfq kfXm krIm.irafË sbËI vycx vfly krdy ny, jy gfAux vwl iDafn rËf bÉÈ rfiËk irhfkun rhIm..dyx qF ajoky gfiek Cokry sbËIaF vycx lwg jfx. sfrI dI sfrI mjils KVI ho geI qy ikhf vfh, smJy? KUb hwsy. eynf KUbsUrq ibsimlfh hoieaf nvIN dfinÈgfh df !!

iek idn sbËI KrIdidaF mYN dukfndfr ƒ ikhf - pMj vfrI gf ky ibsimlf piVHaf igaf. dsm pfqÈfh dy pMj swq ku iklo df qrbUË idE. Aus ikhf - qrbUË qF jI ies PfrÈI iÈar dy qF AuQy arQ krn dI loV nhIN sI. hY nI myry kol. mYN vwzy Zyr vwl ieÈfrf krky ikhf - afh mYƒ aihsfs hoieaf ik vwizaF vwloN sOpIaF geIaF ikMny pey qF hn. Auh boilaf - qusIN qrbUË kihMny E dOlqF ivcoN iek mfsf ijMnI vI jy kol hovy qF ikMnI iewËq iesƒ ? mYN ikhf - hor kI ? qusIN kI afKdy E? Aus ikhf bxf idMdI hY. - qrbUË df sfƒ eIrfnIaF ƒ koeI pqf nIN kI huMdY. asIN 14 apRYl 2008 ƒ pRbMDkF dy swdy Aupr qihrfn dy iehƒ ihMdvfxf afKdy aF ikAuNik quhfzy dys ihMdusqfn gurduafry ivsfKI dy iqAuhfr mOky BfÈx krn igaf. qoN qF ieh afieaY ieQy, sfzy kol. lAu jI, hdvfxy Èbd myrI gwl psMd afAuxI hI sI mYƒ pqf sI. ies krky nhIN df ieiqhfs vI sbËI vycx vfly ny suxfieaf. ik mYN ieiqhfs jF PlsPy df koeI mfihr hF. myry

sfƒ kuMm igaF pMdrF ku idn hoey sn ik KuÈI df pirvfr dy vzyiraF dI bdOlq mYƒ gurU sfihbfn df nfm mfhOl bx igaf. srkulr af igaf ik Drm aiDaYn df shI, adb nfl lYx dI jfc af geI hoeI hY. kyvl eyny ku sYNtr, XUnIvristI bx igaf hY. agly hI idn kfnPrMs nfl bwly bwly ho jFdI hY. lMgr Ckx AuprMq kuJ pirvfr hfl ivc vwzf iekwT hoieaf. XUnIvristI df vfeIs- myry ierd igrd afky bYT gey. iek 30-35 ku sfl dI cFslr qihrfn pfrlImYNt df izptI spIkr vI hY. iswK bIbI imlfeI geI, jiqMdr kOr. Aus vrgI PfrsI, Ausdf nfm hY nvfb abul hsn. mYƒ, hbIb ƒ qy myrI eIrfnIaF ƒ vI bolxI nhIN afAuNdI. eIrfn ivc burkf bIvI ƒ styj dy Aupr ibTf ky snmfnF dIaF lihrF clf



df ihwsf hY. Dn-dyvI (lwCmI) dI pUjf vI huMdI hY kfm- bsy rMj burdm dr eIN sfilsI. aMgF dI vI. aËm ijMdf krdm bdIN pfrsI.

gMbrI kihx lwgf, Cwzo ieh gwlF BfeI. Qwk nmIrm aËIN ps ik mn ijMdf am. jfvFgy. quhfƒ eIrfn df lok gIq suxfAuNdf hF. Ausny ik quKim suÉn rf prf kMdf am. gfky jo twpy suxfey AunHF dy ieh arQ hn: (ienHF qIh sflF ivc bVy kÈt Jwly.

gorI : prdys cwilaf mfhIaf myry leI kI mYN afpxf mulk aqy apxI PfrsI ijAuNdy kr idqy.ilafeyNgf?mrFgf nhIN hux, ikAuNik PfrsI Ëbfn dy bIjjuafn :ieqr aqy vMgF, gorIey ieqr qy suhxIaF mYN pUry eIrfn ivc Klfr idqy hn.)vMgF.iPrdOs Èihr df nfm hux qUs hY. iPrdOs mfieny gorI : pr qUM qF dfry (zyrIas) df ispfhI suxINdf

surg, pihlF ivgV ky ieh iPrqUs bx igaf qy afKr hYN, awj qUs rih igaf. iek vwzI sVk Auqy gwzy hoey sfeIn qyry nfl myrf kI sbMD ispfhIaf ? borz Aupr qIr dws irhf sI ik ieh rsqf awrfk ƒ

juafn : nF gorIey nF. iksy ny cuglI kIqI hY myrI. jFdf hY. aMgryËI ivc NgÊPf iliKaf pVHky mYN puiCaf - mYN qF rUmI aqy ÈIrfËI dy dys df bfiÈMdf hF, eIrfk dy spYilMg glq ikAuN ilKy hoey hn? mYƒ dwisaf myrf dfry nfl kI vfsqf ? igaf ik ieh rsqf eIrfk ƒ nhIN, awrfk ƒ jFdf hY.

awrfk eIrfn df Auh sUbf hY ijQoN dy GoVy sfry jhfn ivc dfrf vzprqfpI bfdÈfh sI byÈk, eIrfnI gorIaF mÈhUr hn. lE jI, kmfl hoeI. sfry purfxy pMjfbI gRMQF ƒ rUmI aqy ÈIrfËI psMd ny. ÈIrfËI ƒ lok gIqF ivc ivc awrfkI GoiVaF df iËkr hY, ikqy ikqy rfwkI vI rUhfnIaq df GuMz cuwkx vflf juafn kih ky Xfd kIqf hY. iliKaf imldf hY, pr eIrfkI nhIN. mYN smJdf huMdf sF gMbrI hsmuK afdmI hY, Ausny hfiPË df iÈar ik pMjfbI bfibaF ny eIrfkI lPË ivgfV ky awrfkI ilK suxfieaf - "ijs glI ivc myrI mihbUbf vsdI hY, AuDr idwqf hY. myry ipMz koeI GoVf KrId ky ilafAuNdf qF nf jfeIN. jy ikqy ids peI iPr Aus vwl dyKdf quiraf puiCaf jFdf - arfkI ikMny df ilafieaYN beI? GoVy df jfeyNgf qy kMDF nfl tkrFdf iPryNgf." ieh suxf ky kihx mflk KuÈ ho jFdf ik puCx vflf ZIck tYr ƒ awrfkI dws lwgf - pwgF bMnHIaF hoeIaF hox krky iswK bc rihxgy, irhY. bfkI jhfn mfiraf jfeygf isr Bnf ky.

kuMm dI AucI phfVI Aupr pYgMbr iKËr dI drgfh imPqfh ny dwisaf - aMgryË gory gorIaF ieQy afky hY. hyTF qoN Aupr qwk jfx df GMtf ku lgdf hY. qkrIbn eIrfn eIrfnIaF bfbq aMgryËI ivc ilKIaF ikqfbF hr Èfm asIN drgfh cly jFdy. cfa nfl lok imldy. mMgdy hn. ijhVIaF ikqfbF asIN AunHF ƒ idMdy hF, lYky iek idn mYN afpxI bIvI ƒ ikhf ik mYN ieQy bYTdf hF, qUM hws pYNdy ny qy kihMdy ny - ieh qF asIN ilKIaF hn. jo jfxY qF jf af. Auh clI geI. mYN bYNc Aupr bYTf sF qF qusIN iliKaf, Auh idE. asIN aMgryËI ivc jdoN kuJ iek aOrq myry kol afky puwCx lwgI - qurf Kfnm kujF iliKaf hI nhIN iPr kI dyeIey? asq? (qyrI aOrq ikQy clI geI?), mYN iKËr dy drbfr KurÈId ny dwisaf ik sfadI aqy hfiPË ƒ ies gl vl AuNgl AucI krky ikhf - AuUNjf, iËafriq drbfir df koeI aÌsos nhIN ik PfrsI ivc arbI dy lPË rl iKËr. PfrsI df myrf ieh vfk ivafkrx muqfbk glq rhy hn. AunHF vfsqy iKLafl srboqm hY bolI nhIN. pr hY pr iesdf arQ- AuQy, iKËr dy drbfr dI pirkrmf iPrdOsI ƒ arbI nfl nÌrq hY. apxy Èfhnfmy ivc krn, Auh smJ geI. jdoN agoN hor gwlF krn lwgI qF mYN Ausny arbF ƒ motIaF motIaF gflF kwZIaF hn. ikhf - PfrsI n mI dfnm (PfrsI mYƒ afAuNdI nhIN - Èfhnfmf-ie-iPrdOsI dy do iÈar suxo :ieh iek purfxy iPlmI gIq df bol mYƒ Xfd sI, ijsdI

vrqoN kIqI), suxky Auh aOrq hwsI qy kuJ kihky clI idqIaF. sfry ieho afKI jfx - sfzy ihMdusqfnI BrfvF dy geI. mYN eIvyËI ƒ puwiCaf - kI kih ky geI hY? Ausny pivwqr kdm pey qF sYNtr, XUnIvristI bx igaf. mYN dwisaf - afKdI sI cMgI BlI PfrsI Ëbfn bolIN qF jfnYN, vfeIs-cFslr ƒ ikhf - ieh iËafdqI ikAuN krdy ho? isDI qrHF afK ik gwl nIN krnI. asIN kI kIqf hY ies vfsqy? nvfb sfihb boly - hor kI

krnf sI qusF? asIN qF ipCly dsF sflF qoN Ëor lfeI AuQy hI iek pMjfh ku sfl df aDyV Aumr bMdf mYƒ jFdy sF pr srkfr mMndI nhIN sI. qusIN nF afAuNdy qF kihx lwgf, jy afigaf imly qF hsn husYn dI nfaq suxf ieh srkulr afxf eI nI sI. asIN quhfzf aihsfn kdI idaF? ieh nfaq (isPLqF BrpUr gIq, ksIdf) muhMmd nf BuwlFgy. nykbKqF ny krnf nhIN huMdf kuJ, bs kdm iekbfl dI hY. Ausny eynf sur ivc gfieaf, ik kwK smJ rwiKaf qy awlfh ny ivgVy kMm suafr idwqy. nf afAux dy bfvjUd mYN Aus dIaF Dunf qoN dMg rih igaf.

mYN Ausƒ disaf ik AurdU ivc ilKy Ausdy iqMny dIvfn qF mYƒ vI do lPË bolx leI ikhf. qrjmfkfr nfl mYN pVH ley hn pr PfrsI mYƒ afAuNdI nIN. iekbfl ny mOjUd huMdf sI muhMmd rUhfnI. mYN ibsimwly ƒ rwtf lfieaf cMgf iliKaY PfrsI ivc? Auh boilaf - hwCf? AurdU ivc hoieaf sI, shI ibsimwlfh Aucfiraf. iek ividafrQI eynf vkq Ëfieaf kIqf Aus pfgl ny? kI loV sI? jdoN Klo ky kihx lwgf - dfinÈvir ihMdusqF, ieh qF sfzf eynI gËb dI PfrsI nËm ilK skdf sI, iPr Dwky ikAuN ibsimlfh piVHaf qusIN. asIN quhfzf ibsimlfh aqy KfDy Ausny ? mYN ikhf - BfeI myry vrgy jfhl vfsqy Ausdy arQ jfxny cfhuMdy hF. mYN soicaf - pihlF mYN ilKky kI cMgf nhIN kIqf Ausny ? iPr mYN puiCaf ik Piqh bulfvFgf, Pyr Piqh dy arQ kr kr dsdf kfrobfr kI krdy ho. Aus dwisaf ik sbËI vycx df kMm iPrFgf, ikAuN nf ËPrnfmy df iÈar suxf idaF? mYN hY. mYN ikhf - kmfl hoeI ieh qF. sbËIaF vycx vflf suxfieaf. bMdf eynf suhxf gf skdY ! Ausny ikhf - ijMnf afvfj df kmfil krfmfq kfXm krIm.irafË sbËI vycx vfly krdy ny, jy gfAux vwl iDafn rËf bÉÈ rfiËk irhfkun rhIm..dyx qF ajoky gfiek Cokry sbËIaF vycx lwg jfx. sfrI dI sfrI mjils KVI ho geI qy ikhf vfh, smJy? KUb hwsy. eynf KUbsUrq ibsimlfh hoieaf nvIN dfinÈgfh df !!

iek idn sbËI KrIdidaF mYN dukfndfr ƒ ikhf - pMj vfrI gf ky ibsimlf piVHaf igaf. dsm pfqÈfh dy pMj swq ku iklo df qrbUË idE. Aus ikhf - qrbUË qF jI ies PfrÈI iÈar dy qF AuQy arQ krn dI loV nhIN sI. hY nI myry kol. mYN vwzy Zyr vwl ieÈfrf krky ikhf - afh mYƒ aihsfs hoieaf ik vwizaF vwloN sOpIaF geIaF ikMny pey qF hn. Auh boilaf - qusIN qrbUË kihMny E dOlqF ivcoN iek mfsf ijMnI vI jy kol hovy qF ikMnI iewËq iesƒ ? mYN ikhf - hor kI ? qusIN kI afKdy E? Aus ikhf bxf idMdI hY. - qrbUË df sfƒ eIrfnIaF ƒ koeI pqf nIN kI huMdY. asIN 14 apRYl 2008 ƒ pRbMDkF dy swdy Aupr qihrfn dy iehƒ ihMdvfxf afKdy aF ikAuNik quhfzy dys ihMdusqfn gurduafry ivsfKI dy iqAuhfr mOky BfÈx krn igaf. qoN qF ieh afieaY ieQy, sfzy kol. lAu jI, hdvfxy Èbd myrI gwl psMd afAuxI hI sI mYƒ pqf sI. ies krky nhIN df ieiqhfs vI sbËI vycx vfly ny suxfieaf. ik mYN ieiqhfs jF PlsPy df koeI mfihr hF. myry

sfƒ kuMm igaF pMdrF ku idn hoey sn ik KuÈI df pirvfr dy vzyiraF dI bdOlq mYƒ gurU sfihbfn df nfm mfhOl bx igaf. srkulr af igaf ik Drm aiDaYn df shI, adb nfl lYx dI jfc af geI hoeI hY. kyvl eyny ku sYNtr, XUnIvristI bx igaf hY. agly hI idn kfnPrMs nfl bwly bwly ho jFdI hY. lMgr Ckx AuprMq kuJ pirvfr hfl ivc vwzf iekwT hoieaf. XUnIvristI df vfeIs- myry ierd igrd afky bYT gey. iek 30-35 ku sfl dI cFslr qihrfn pfrlImYNt df izptI spIkr vI hY. iswK bIbI imlfeI geI, jiqMdr kOr. Aus vrgI PfrsI, Ausdf nfm hY nvfb abul hsn. mYƒ, hbIb ƒ qy myrI eIrfnIaF ƒ vI bolxI nhIN afAuNdI. eIrfn ivc burkf bIvI ƒ styj dy Aupr ibTf ky snmfnF dIaF lihrF clf



pihnx df irvfj hY. Prk eynf hY ik muslmfn kuVIaF Aucfiraf sI : kflf burkf pihndIaF hn, sfzIaF kuVIaF ijs mrËI br lib jUeI nÈIno, guËry Aumr bybIN..rMg dI cfdr EVH lYx. qihrfn ivc jdoN iksy QF bhuq (diraf iknfry bYTo. vgdy pfxI vrgI Aumr vwzf vwkfrI PMkÈn huMdf hY, AudoN jiqMdr ƒ styj skwqr dyKo.)dI iËMmyvfrI idwqI jFdI hY. nfl nfl Auh vzy ÈfierF dy Èfh awbfs df mhwl dyiKaf ijQy Èyr Èfh sUrI qoN hvfly idMdI hY, Ausƒ eIrfnI klcr, ieiqhfs dI byaMq hfr Kfky humfXUM ny Èrx leI sI. eIrfn dy bfdÈfh vfkPI hY. jdoN vfps rvfnf hox lgy qF Auh myry kol af qihmfs aqy humfXUM dI afhmo sfhmxy bYiTaF dI bhuq geI, kihx lwgI - kuJ gwlF kyvl quhfzy nfl krnIaF vwzI ieiqhfsk pyNitMg mhwl dI kMD Aupr bxI hoeI hY. ny. mYN qy myrI bIvI pry dUr htky jf bYTy. kosI kosI Duwp dovF dy hwQF ivc jfm hn, bFdIaF Kfx pIx dIaF vsqF sI. cfh mMgvf leI. afpxy pirvfr bfbq dwsx lwgI ik lYky KloqIaF ieÈfry dI AuzIk kr rhIaF hn. mYN jdoN ipqf jI dI mOq ho geI qF myry pirvfr aqy jiqMdr ƒ puwiCaf, qyrI bolI eynI inmr aqy sfdI ikvyN irÈqydfrF ny ijvyN mYƒ PflqU dI cIË hI smJ ilaf. hor bxI? Ausny Jwt hfiPË dI rubfeI suxf idqI - kI kr skdI sI ? jF pVHdI rihMdI jF awbU ƒ Xfd krky

PkIr inmr ikAuN huMdy hn pqY quhfƒ? roNdI rihMdI. hMJU qklIP-dyh qF huMdy ny pr ieh quhfzI msijd ivc dfKl hox qoN pihloN juwqIaF bfhr ilafkq ƒ sMvfrdy bhuq ny. quhfzI rUh ƒ bfr bfr DoeI

AuqfrIdIaF hn. jFdy ny. afÉr kihx lwgI - mYN eys krky qusF nfl afpxIaF injI duKdfiek gwlF kIqIaF ny qF ik qusIN myry ijsm aqy ijsm dIaF loVF, hMkfr aqy eIrKf, leI ardfs kro ik mYN ienHF Aupr nfrfË nf hovF, rUh dIaF juwqIaF ny. bdduaf nf dyvF. quhfzf BfÈx suxidaF hoieaF mYƒ vwzy drbfr ivc dfKLl qd ho pfEgy jdoN ieh lgdf irhf quhfzI ardfs mnjUr hoeygI. vwzI srkfr juwqIaF Auqfr idAugy. quhfzy bol suxdI hY, mYƒ ieqbfr aY. ieh ijhVy Gr ijvyN mYN dws afieaf hF, eIrfnI AucI gwl nhIN pirvfr dy jIa hoNdy ny nf, ieh tfkIaF ny ijnHF nfl asIN krdy, AucI AucI hsdy nhIN. mYƒ jbrn AunHF vrgf afpxf ijsm Zkdy aF, sfzf EVHn ny ieh. ijho ijhy bxnf ipaf. mYN AunHF df ieiqhfs AunHF ivckfr bYT ky mrËI dy hox, EVHny qF pYxgy eI nf. eyhnf ƒ Auqfr ky piVHaf qF keI Byd Ëfhr hoey. Auh bhuq inmr hn, suwt deIey Pyr qF nMg idsygf nf afpxf eI. eys krky brdfÈq krn df mfdf eynf ik sdIaF qk cupcfp julm afpxI lMmI dfsqF suxfeI qF ik quhfzI duaf nfl mYN brdfsq krI jfx. jdoN lVn lwg jfx, iPr pUry dy pUry ienHF qoN pry nf hovF. ijho jy hn, ipafr krno nf htF pirvfr XuwD ivc lVn mrn leI inkl pYNdy hn. ienHF ƒ. pRoPYsr ansfrI ny dwisaf ik bfdÈfh pihlvI dUjf,

ies kuVI df awbU, iesPfhfn Èihr ivc qkVf mUrK ijhf qF sI pr Auh pUrf dirMdf nhIN sI. KumInI ny vpfrI sI. mwDkfl ivc eIrfn dI rfjDfnI iesPfhfn Aus ivruwD bgfvq CyVI qF, Èfh rfhIN kuwl ds ku hËfr sI. PfrsI aqy aMgryËI ivc QF QF purfxI khfvq ilKI juafn ies XuwD ivc mfry gey. jdoN KumInI ny pYirs ivcoN hoeI imldI hY - hfP d vrlz ieË iesPfhfn. mYN ieh qihrfn afky nvIN srkfr bxfeI qF amrIkf dy ieÈfry klfisk Èihr dyK ky afieaf hF, jiqMdr ƒ dwisaf. `qy swdfm husYn ny eIrfk dIaF POjF cfVH idwqIaF. ies Aus dIaF awKF zubzubf geIaF - kihx lwgI, myry bcpn XuwD ivc do lwK eIrfnI mry sn. mYN dsvIN ivc pVHdf sI. df nfm iesPfhfn, myrI juafnI df nfm qihrfn. bMdUk clfAux dI tryinMg bs pMdrF idn leI sI. mYN jMg iesPfhfn vrgf totf DrqI Aupr hor nhIN bixaf koeI. ivwc igaf sF. myry skUl ivc iek bfrF sfl df muMzf mYN AuQy ËfXMdy rUd diraf Aupr 99 zftF vflf pul biËd sI ik Auh lVn jfeygf, Aumr CotI hox krky dyiKaf. ies diraf dy iknfry iPrdOsI ny iÈar Ausƒ afigaf nf imlI. Auh rox lwgf pihlF, Pyr dOV 122 hux jnvrI-apRYl 2009

igaf. afpxy bfpU dI purfxI ijhI bMdUk cuk ilafieaf jFdf sI ijsqoN aVIey Èbd pRcwlq hoieaf. jdoN BfrqI qy XuwD ivc mfiraf igaf. skUl ivc AusdI Xfdgfr hY. ivdvfnF ny sfbq krn df Xqn kIqf ik sMsikRq, sMsfr ies jMg ny byaMq nuksfn kIqf sI. qF kI hoieaf? asIN bolIaF dI mF hY qF ies df ivroD eIrfnIaF aqy Bfrq mr gey pr hfry qf nIN. dyK lE hux myrf eIrfn. qusIN qF ivc vsdy pfrsIaF ny kIqf jo arbF dy hmilaF vkq amrIkf dyiKaf hoieaY. kI Gwt hY ieQy amrIkf qoN? ieQy af vsy sn. eIrfnIaF ny ikhf ik purfqn afrIaF

dI bolI pihlvI sI. pihlvI ivwc pfrsIaF dy Drm gRMQ eIrfn ivc anpVH (caqfj;;kd) mËdUr dI idn jMd aqy avysqf hn. ijhVy do kfPLly pihlvI boldy dI idhfVI BfrqI krMsI dy muqfbk 750 rupey hY. sB boldy kUc kr gey, nvyN QfvF qy nvyN lokF ivc jfky AunHF kol kfrF. motr sfeIkl iksy iksy ividafrQI kol hY dI bolI, ilKq aqy Aucfrx bdl gey. Audfhrx bs. motr sfeIkl vflf pYtrol pMp `qy jfey, afpy idMidaF Auh imsflF idMdy hn ik nf pihlvI ivc tvrg pfeIp cuk ky tYNkI Puwl kry qy jfvy. motr sfeIkl vfly (t, T, z, Z, x)sI nf Ausdy ajoky rUp PfrsI bolI ivc qoN koeI pMp mflk pYsy nhIN lYNdf. Puwl aqy PrUt eyzy eyzy tvrg hY. ieh dRfvV DunF sMsikRq ivc Èfml ho geIaF vzy, lgdY nklI ny. ikAuNik gvFZI dRfvVF ny asr krnf hI sI. ieh aqy hor ansfrI ƒ ikhf - ds ku iklo kxk dy afty df bhuq sfry kfrn iswD krdy hn ik purfxI PfrsI, ijsƒ ieMqËfm kro. Ausny kfr ivc ibTf ley qy bykrI dI pihlvI kihMdy sn, sMsikRq qoN purfxI hY. iPr sMsikRq dukfn qy jfky afty dI loV dwsI. nfnbfeI kihx lwgf - BfropI bolIaF dI mF ikvyN hoeI ? quhfƒ pqf qF hY aftf vycxf mnf hY. pRoPYsr ny dwisaf ik

myry mn Auqy pqf nhIN ieh pRBfv ikAuN pY igaf sI ieh ihMdusqfnI mihmfn hn, imhrbfnI krky dy dyh. ik eIrfnI muslmfn, purfqn pfrsI Drm (ËorfstrI PfrsI ivc Auh iek dUjy ƒ kI afK rhy sn, sfƒ pqf mwq) ƒ nPrq krdy hoxgy. ies pRBfv dy do kfrn hn, nhIN sI. 'mYN afieaf`, afKky ansfrI ikDry igaf, iek qF mYN DrmF df ieiqhfs pVHidaF jfixaF ik arbF pMdrF ku imMt bfd af igaf. iek ikqfb dohF ny KolHI. ny pfrsIaF ƒ bydryg hoky vwiZaf tuwikaf, kyvl Auh bc Aus ipCNo sfƒ nfnbfeI ny ikhf - ahu ipaY aftf. ijMnf sky ijhVy AujV ky Bfrq af gey. ijhVf muslmfn ho mrËI lY jfE. koeI pYsf nhIN ilaf, bfr bfr kihx `qy igaf so Cwz idqf bfkI kql kIqy. dUjf kfrn ieh hY ik vI. mYƒ ansfrI ny ikhf - afKr ivc nfnbfeI ny aftf afm isK ieh mMnx ƒ iqafr nhIN ik vYidk mwq nfl dyx leI ieh Èrq rwKI ik hfiPË dy dIvfn ivcoN AusdI koeI ivcfrDfrk sFJ hY. iesdy kfrn byÈk hukmnfmf lE. mYN dIvfn lYky afieaf sI. vfk inkilaf rUhfnI sFJ dI QF isafsI hn, pr aijhI mfniskqf, - nyk idl nfl jo kMm kryNgf, Kudf imhrbfn hovygf. vD Gt, ikqy nf ikqy mOjUd hY. mYƒ lgdf huMdf sI ik nfnbfeI aftf vycdf PiVaf jfvy qF lsMs rwd ho jFdY ieho vKryvF pfrsIaF aqy muslmfnF ivckfr hovygf. bykrI df. myrf iKLafl gLlq sfbq hoieaf. ÈIaf eIrfnI, pfrsIaF eIrfn df purfqn nfm afrIaFn hY, afrIaF df ƒ afpxy afdrÈk bËurg smJdy hn qy pfrsI hkUmqF dys. jdoN lgBg pMj hËfr sfl pihlF afrIaF df iek dI Èfn df iËkr krdy Qkdy nhIN. dfrf, rusqm, kfPlf mwD eyÈIaF qoN cwlky Xorp vl clf igaf qy iek suhrfb, iesPMdXfr, nOÈyrvF afidk sulqfnf Aupr kfPlf isMD pfr krky Bfrq ivc dfÉl hoieaf, AudoN ikwsy, ksIdy qy mhFkfiv rcy gey qy hux qk pfT korsF ies kfPly ny isMD vfdI df nfm vI afrIaf-vrq ivc pVHfey jFdy hn. afKrI do bfdÈfhF ny afpxy nfm dy rwiKaf. pMjfbI dy lokvyd ivc do bVy ipafry Èbd ipCy pihlvI pCyqr lfieaf qy pihlvI aKvfAux ivc purfqn kfl qoN vrqINdy af rhy hn. iek hY aiVaf, dUjf PÉr Ëfhr kIqf. ieCuwk ividafrQIaF ƒ awj vI aVIey. purfxy smyN ivc jdoN siqkfr nfl iksy mrd ƒ pihlvI BfÈf pVHfeI jFdI hY. pfrsIaF dy purfqn Drm sMboDn kIqf jFdf sI, Aus ƒ afrIXY ikhf jFdf sI ijs mMdr afiqiÈ-dydgfh (agnI mMdr) pUrI aihiqafq qoN aiVaf qdBv rUp hoieaf qy aOrq ƒ afrIXI ikhf


pihnx df irvfj hY. Prk eynf hY ik muslmfn kuVIaF Aucfiraf sI : kflf burkf pihndIaF hn, sfzIaF kuVIaF ijs mrËI br lib jUeI nÈIno, guËry Aumr bybIN..rMg dI cfdr EVH lYx. qihrfn ivc jdoN iksy QF bhuq (diraf iknfry bYTo. vgdy pfxI vrgI Aumr vwzf vwkfrI PMkÈn huMdf hY, AudoN jiqMdr ƒ styj skwqr dyKo.)dI iËMmyvfrI idwqI jFdI hY. nfl nfl Auh vzy ÈfierF dy Èfh awbfs df mhwl dyiKaf ijQy Èyr Èfh sUrI qoN hvfly idMdI hY, Ausƒ eIrfnI klcr, ieiqhfs dI byaMq hfr Kfky humfXUM ny Èrx leI sI. eIrfn dy bfdÈfh vfkPI hY. jdoN vfps rvfnf hox lgy qF Auh myry kol af qihmfs aqy humfXUM dI afhmo sfhmxy bYiTaF dI bhuq geI, kihx lwgI - kuJ gwlF kyvl quhfzy nfl krnIaF vwzI ieiqhfsk pyNitMg mhwl dI kMD Aupr bxI hoeI hY. ny. mYN qy myrI bIvI pry dUr htky jf bYTy. kosI kosI Duwp dovF dy hwQF ivc jfm hn, bFdIaF Kfx pIx dIaF vsqF sI. cfh mMgvf leI. afpxy pirvfr bfbq dwsx lwgI ik lYky KloqIaF ieÈfry dI AuzIk kr rhIaF hn. mYN jdoN ipqf jI dI mOq ho geI qF myry pirvfr aqy jiqMdr ƒ puwiCaf, qyrI bolI eynI inmr aqy sfdI ikvyN irÈqydfrF ny ijvyN mYƒ PflqU dI cIË hI smJ ilaf. hor bxI? Ausny Jwt hfiPË dI rubfeI suxf idqI - kI kr skdI sI ? jF pVHdI rihMdI jF awbU ƒ Xfd krky

PkIr inmr ikAuN huMdy hn pqY quhfƒ? roNdI rihMdI. hMJU qklIP-dyh qF huMdy ny pr ieh quhfzI msijd ivc dfKl hox qoN pihloN juwqIaF bfhr ilafkq ƒ sMvfrdy bhuq ny. quhfzI rUh ƒ bfr bfr DoeI

AuqfrIdIaF hn. jFdy ny. afÉr kihx lwgI - mYN eys krky qusF nfl afpxIaF injI duKdfiek gwlF kIqIaF ny qF ik qusIN myry ijsm aqy ijsm dIaF loVF, hMkfr aqy eIrKf, leI ardfs kro ik mYN ienHF Aupr nfrfË nf hovF, rUh dIaF juwqIaF ny. bdduaf nf dyvF. quhfzf BfÈx suxidaF hoieaF mYƒ vwzy drbfr ivc dfKLl qd ho pfEgy jdoN ieh lgdf irhf quhfzI ardfs mnjUr hoeygI. vwzI srkfr juwqIaF Auqfr idAugy. quhfzy bol suxdI hY, mYƒ ieqbfr aY. ieh ijhVy Gr ijvyN mYN dws afieaf hF, eIrfnI AucI gwl nhIN pirvfr dy jIa hoNdy ny nf, ieh tfkIaF ny ijnHF nfl asIN krdy, AucI AucI hsdy nhIN. mYƒ jbrn AunHF vrgf afpxf ijsm Zkdy aF, sfzf EVHn ny ieh. ijho ijhy bxnf ipaf. mYN AunHF df ieiqhfs AunHF ivckfr bYT ky mrËI dy hox, EVHny qF pYxgy eI nf. eyhnf ƒ Auqfr ky piVHaf qF keI Byd Ëfhr hoey. Auh bhuq inmr hn, suwt deIey Pyr qF nMg idsygf nf afpxf eI. eys krky brdfÈq krn df mfdf eynf ik sdIaF qk cupcfp julm afpxI lMmI dfsqF suxfeI qF ik quhfzI duaf nfl mYN brdfsq krI jfx. jdoN lVn lwg jfx, iPr pUry dy pUry ienHF qoN pry nf hovF. ijho jy hn, ipafr krno nf htF pirvfr XuwD ivc lVn mrn leI inkl pYNdy hn. ienHF ƒ. pRoPYsr ansfrI ny dwisaf ik bfdÈfh pihlvI dUjf,

ies kuVI df awbU, iesPfhfn Èihr ivc qkVf mUrK ijhf qF sI pr Auh pUrf dirMdf nhIN sI. KumInI ny vpfrI sI. mwDkfl ivc eIrfn dI rfjDfnI iesPfhfn Aus ivruwD bgfvq CyVI qF, Èfh rfhIN kuwl ds ku hËfr sI. PfrsI aqy aMgryËI ivc QF QF purfxI khfvq ilKI juafn ies XuwD ivc mfry gey. jdoN KumInI ny pYirs ivcoN hoeI imldI hY - hfP d vrlz ieË iesPfhfn. mYN ieh qihrfn afky nvIN srkfr bxfeI qF amrIkf dy ieÈfry klfisk Èihr dyK ky afieaf hF, jiqMdr ƒ dwisaf. `qy swdfm husYn ny eIrfk dIaF POjF cfVH idwqIaF. ies Aus dIaF awKF zubzubf geIaF - kihx lwgI, myry bcpn XuwD ivc do lwK eIrfnI mry sn. mYN dsvIN ivc pVHdf sI. df nfm iesPfhfn, myrI juafnI df nfm qihrfn. bMdUk clfAux dI tryinMg bs pMdrF idn leI sI. mYN jMg iesPfhfn vrgf totf DrqI Aupr hor nhIN bixaf koeI. ivwc igaf sF. myry skUl ivc iek bfrF sfl df muMzf mYN AuQy ËfXMdy rUd diraf Aupr 99 zftF vflf pul biËd sI ik Auh lVn jfeygf, Aumr CotI hox krky dyiKaf. ies diraf dy iknfry iPrdOsI ny iÈar Ausƒ afigaf nf imlI. Auh rox lwgf pihlF, Pyr dOV 122 hux jnvrI-apRYl 2009

igaf. afpxy bfpU dI purfxI ijhI bMdUk cuk ilafieaf jFdf sI ijsqoN aVIey Èbd pRcwlq hoieaf. jdoN BfrqI qy XuwD ivc mfiraf igaf. skUl ivc AusdI Xfdgfr hY. ivdvfnF ny sfbq krn df Xqn kIqf ik sMsikRq, sMsfr ies jMg ny byaMq nuksfn kIqf sI. qF kI hoieaf? asIN bolIaF dI mF hY qF ies df ivroD eIrfnIaF aqy Bfrq mr gey pr hfry qf nIN. dyK lE hux myrf eIrfn. qusIN qF ivc vsdy pfrsIaF ny kIqf jo arbF dy hmilaF vkq amrIkf dyiKaf hoieaY. kI Gwt hY ieQy amrIkf qoN? ieQy af vsy sn. eIrfnIaF ny ikhf ik purfqn afrIaF

dI bolI pihlvI sI. pihlvI ivwc pfrsIaF dy Drm gRMQ eIrfn ivc anpVH (caqfj;;kd) mËdUr dI idn jMd aqy avysqf hn. ijhVy do kfPLly pihlvI boldy dI idhfVI BfrqI krMsI dy muqfbk 750 rupey hY. sB boldy kUc kr gey, nvyN QfvF qy nvyN lokF ivc jfky AunHF kol kfrF. motr sfeIkl iksy iksy ividafrQI kol hY dI bolI, ilKq aqy Aucfrx bdl gey. Audfhrx bs. motr sfeIkl vflf pYtrol pMp `qy jfey, afpy idMidaF Auh imsflF idMdy hn ik nf pihlvI ivc tvrg pfeIp cuk ky tYNkI Puwl kry qy jfvy. motr sfeIkl vfly (t, T, z, Z, x)sI nf Ausdy ajoky rUp PfrsI bolI ivc qoN koeI pMp mflk pYsy nhIN lYNdf. Puwl aqy PrUt eyzy eyzy tvrg hY. ieh dRfvV DunF sMsikRq ivc Èfml ho geIaF vzy, lgdY nklI ny. ikAuNik gvFZI dRfvVF ny asr krnf hI sI. ieh aqy hor ansfrI ƒ ikhf - ds ku iklo kxk dy afty df bhuq sfry kfrn iswD krdy hn ik purfxI PfrsI, ijsƒ ieMqËfm kro. Ausny kfr ivc ibTf ley qy bykrI dI pihlvI kihMdy sn, sMsikRq qoN purfxI hY. iPr sMsikRq dukfn qy jfky afty dI loV dwsI. nfnbfeI kihx lwgf - BfropI bolIaF dI mF ikvyN hoeI ? quhfƒ pqf qF hY aftf vycxf mnf hY. pRoPYsr ny dwisaf ik

myry mn Auqy pqf nhIN ieh pRBfv ikAuN pY igaf sI ieh ihMdusqfnI mihmfn hn, imhrbfnI krky dy dyh. ik eIrfnI muslmfn, purfqn pfrsI Drm (ËorfstrI PfrsI ivc Auh iek dUjy ƒ kI afK rhy sn, sfƒ pqf mwq) ƒ nPrq krdy hoxgy. ies pRBfv dy do kfrn hn, nhIN sI. 'mYN afieaf`, afKky ansfrI ikDry igaf, iek qF mYN DrmF df ieiqhfs pVHidaF jfixaF ik arbF pMdrF ku imMt bfd af igaf. iek ikqfb dohF ny KolHI. ny pfrsIaF ƒ bydryg hoky vwiZaf tuwikaf, kyvl Auh bc Aus ipCNo sfƒ nfnbfeI ny ikhf - ahu ipaY aftf. ijMnf sky ijhVy AujV ky Bfrq af gey. ijhVf muslmfn ho mrËI lY jfE. koeI pYsf nhIN ilaf, bfr bfr kihx `qy igaf so Cwz idqf bfkI kql kIqy. dUjf kfrn ieh hY ik vI. mYƒ ansfrI ny ikhf - afKr ivc nfnbfeI ny aftf afm isK ieh mMnx ƒ iqafr nhIN ik vYidk mwq nfl dyx leI ieh Èrq rwKI ik hfiPË dy dIvfn ivcoN AusdI koeI ivcfrDfrk sFJ hY. iesdy kfrn byÈk hukmnfmf lE. mYN dIvfn lYky afieaf sI. vfk inkilaf rUhfnI sFJ dI QF isafsI hn, pr aijhI mfniskqf, - nyk idl nfl jo kMm kryNgf, Kudf imhrbfn hovygf. vD Gt, ikqy nf ikqy mOjUd hY. mYƒ lgdf huMdf sI ik nfnbfeI aftf vycdf PiVaf jfvy qF lsMs rwd ho jFdY ieho vKryvF pfrsIaF aqy muslmfnF ivckfr hovygf. bykrI df. myrf iKLafl gLlq sfbq hoieaf. ÈIaf eIrfnI, pfrsIaF eIrfn df purfqn nfm afrIaFn hY, afrIaF df ƒ afpxy afdrÈk bËurg smJdy hn qy pfrsI hkUmqF dys. jdoN lgBg pMj hËfr sfl pihlF afrIaF df iek dI Èfn df iËkr krdy Qkdy nhIN. dfrf, rusqm, kfPlf mwD eyÈIaF qoN cwlky Xorp vl clf igaf qy iek suhrfb, iesPMdXfr, nOÈyrvF afidk sulqfnf Aupr kfPlf isMD pfr krky Bfrq ivc dfÉl hoieaf, AudoN ikwsy, ksIdy qy mhFkfiv rcy gey qy hux qk pfT korsF ies kfPly ny isMD vfdI df nfm vI afrIaf-vrq ivc pVHfey jFdy hn. afKrI do bfdÈfhF ny afpxy nfm dy rwiKaf. pMjfbI dy lokvyd ivc do bVy ipafry Èbd ipCy pihlvI pCyqr lfieaf qy pihlvI aKvfAux ivc purfqn kfl qoN vrqINdy af rhy hn. iek hY aiVaf, dUjf PÉr Ëfhr kIqf. ieCuwk ividafrQIaF ƒ awj vI aVIey. purfxy smyN ivc jdoN siqkfr nfl iksy mrd ƒ pihlvI BfÈf pVHfeI jFdI hY. pfrsIaF dy purfqn Drm sMboDn kIqf jFdf sI, Aus ƒ afrIXY ikhf jFdf sI ijs mMdr afiqiÈ-dydgfh (agnI mMdr) pUrI aihiqafq qoN aiVaf qdBv rUp hoieaf qy aOrq ƒ afrIXI ikhf


nfl sMBfly hoey hn ijnHF ivc purfqn joq lgfqfr bl nf afpxy sMskfr Czy nf afpxf Drm. lYinn dy isDFq rhI hY. eIrfn ivc hux qk ihjrI kYlMzr lfgU nhIN Qad hcqvjijkq Tk df AunHF ƒ hËfrF sflF df pqf kIqf igaf. pfrsIaF df kYlMzr lfgU hY ikAuNik ieh hY. PrFs df asr ijvyN Xorp Aupr dyiKaf jf skdf hY, sUrjI kYlMzr hY jo cMdrmf dIaF iqQF Aupr afDfirq AuvyN dunIaF Aupr eIrfn df asr quhfƒ hr Kyqr ivc ihjrI kYlMzr dy mukfbly vDIk ivigafnk hY. idsygf. ikhf igaf ik PrFsIsIaF vFgUM hI eIrfnI

awXfÈ hn, susq hn, klfkfr hn, inrfÈfvfdI hn. purfqn iqAuhfr nOroË hr sfl do hPiqaF ivc iPr vI ieh swc hY ik hyrOzots qoN lYky awj qk, sfbq mnfieaf jFdf hY. nOroj df arQ hY nvF idn, ijvyN ieh hoieaf hY ik pRBfv kbUlx dI QF eIrfnI pRBfv ihMdusqfnI nvF sMmq mnfAudy hn, jF nrfiqaF df pfAuNdy hn. iqAuhfr mnfieaf jFdf hY, ieAuN eIrfn ivwc do hPiqaF

dIaF srkfrI CuwtIaF dOrfn jÈn mnfey jFdy hn. myrI eIrfnIaF df srboqm nÈf ÈfierI hY. vpfrI, myjbfn sMsQf mrkiË afdIafn (sYNtr afP irlIjs iksfn, mËdUr quhfƒ gfAuNdy jFdy idKfeI dyxgy. bws jF stwzIË) dI lfiebRyrI df drvfËf pfr kridaF dyKogy ik ryl dy zby ivc koeI iek jxf iksy gIq jF nfaq dI sur muwK drvfËy Aupr pfrsI Drm gRMQF dI zft icxI hoeI hY. CyV deygf, sfry, nfl gfAux lwg pYxgy. iek eIrfnI ny ivckfr sB qoN vwzy gRMQ, iPr dovyN pfsy afkfr Gt irhf Kud bfbq itwpxI idqI, ''myrf dys sB qoN AuWqm hY. hY qy guMbd bx igaf. jdoN ikqfb KolHky dyKdy ho qF aMgryËF ny dunIaF ƒ kfƒn idwqf, jrmnF ny ivigafnk CpfeI dy izËfeIn dyKky akl dMg rih jFdI hY. icMqn dI jIvn jFc isKfeI qy eIrfn ny dunIaF ƒ suhxy

suhxy JUT bolxy isKfey. eIrfnIaF vrgy gwpI ikQy iek idn mYN dwisaf ik isKF Aupr muglF ny bhuq imlxgy?`` ieh itwpxI AunHF dy afrt vl ieÈfrf krdI sKqIaF kIqIaF sn, aOrqF aqy bwicaF qk ƒ nhIN hY. plYto ny klfkfrF ƒ nklcI qy gwpI kih ky inMidaf Cwizaf igaf. AunHF ny puwiCaf, ieh Ëflmfnf dOr ikMnI ku sI. mnsUr ƒ jdoN Ausdy murIdF ny dwisaf ik quhfzy dyr cwilaf? mYN dwisaf ik lgBg do sdIaF. iek iKLlfPL bgdfd ivc aPvfhF PYlfeIaF jf rhIaF hn, pRoPYsr ny ikhf - bws? isrP do sdIaF? asIN ÈIaf hF. hsidaF Ausny ikhf sI - iPr qF afpF kmfl hF. iesdf zyZ hËfr sfl qoN suMnIaF vloN sfzy Aupwr inrMqr kihr mqlb ieh hoieaf ik dys dy jfhl lokF ƒ afpF Zfihaf jFdf irhf hY qy ieh bMd nhIN hoieaf. quhfzy khfxIkfr bxf idwqf. hor kI cfhIdY ies qoN vwD? ÈyK AuproN ieh blf tl qF geI nf afÉr. sfzy AuproN nhIN sfadI Èryafm afKdf hY ik aijhf sc bolx dI kI loV tldI. ieQy kyvl eIrfn ivc bhuigxqI hox krky ÈIaf ijhVf nuksfn kry? Auh JUT cMgf ijs nfl sdBfvnf bcy hoey hn pr bfkI sfrI dunIaF ivc Gt igxqI vjoN bxy, ipafr rhy. ijhVy lok gwp CupFdy hn, AunHF nfloN duK AuTfAuNdy hn. eIrfnI cMgy hn ijhVy dsdy hn asIN gwpI hF. ijhVf eIrfn dy purfxy bfdÈfh qurk sn. qurk bhuq quhfƒ dwsI jfvy ik mYN gwpI hF, Auh gwpI ikvyN hoieaf ihMmqI aqy lVfkU hn jdoN ik eIrfnI ÈFq suBf dy hn. vYsy?bVI vfr eIrfnIaF ny cfihaf ik qurkF nfl dosqI ho

mYsopotfmIaF siBaqf dI KudfeI ivcoN ijhVy buwq jfvy pr asÌl, ikAuNik qurk suMnI hn, eIrfnI ÈIaf. pRfpq hoey hn, jF slytF Aupr ijhVy ichry Aukry hoey rUsI afËrbfeIjfn kdI eIrfn df ihwsf sI. ienklfb hn AunHF Aupr ivafpk duK Jlkdf hY. drd hY, pr afAux qoN bfd vI Auh kimAUinst nhIN hoey ikAuNik AunHF ichrf ÈFq hY, ijvyN bhuq rox qoN bfd dy nkÈ, ijvyN ƒ afpxf klcr ipafrf sI. nf Auh afp iksy ivc monfilËf. hqr Èihr qoN lY ky aPgfinsqfn qk dI GuspYT krn, nf afpxy ivc iksy ƒ vVn dyx. ijvyN KudfeI ivcoN duK dI dfsqfn inklI. duK dy kfrnF df pqf jrmnF dy mukfbly PrFsIsI jMgbfË nhIN, ievyN qurkF nhIN, khfxI df Qhu pqf nhIN, duK df rhws ivafpk hY. aqy lfl POjF dy mukfbly eIrfnI, lVfkU nhIN. nIvIN mYN iek pRoPYsr ƒ ikhf - iDafn nfl imPqfh aqy rËf pfeI, brdfÈq krdy hoey Auh bcdy bcFdy ijAuNdy rhy.

awqfr vwl nËr mfrIN kdI. hwsdy imldy hn, hr kmI ikAuNik ies vfsqy AuhI mfihr hunrvMd hY pr ho Ault pyÈI pUrI krn leI qqpr rihMdy hn, imlx sfr hn, igaf. kuVIaF POj ivc hn, puls ivc hn, nrsF qy pr qYƒ lgdf nhIN ik iehnF dy ichiraF dy aMdrly pfsy zfktr hn, AunHF ƒ ieh vrdIaF cMgIaF nI lgdIaF. duK mOjUd hY? pRoPYsr hws ipaf, kihx lwgf - ienHF dovF keI qF apxI vrdI afpxy dPqr ivc rKI rKdIaF dy ichiraF Aupr ikAuN, hryk eIrfnI dy ichry Aupr sog hn. izAutI `qy geIaF qF pihn leI qy vfpsI vkq dIaF inÈfnIaF ny. dyKo, sfzy eImfmF dy jnm dIaF apxf isvl pihrfvf pf ilaf. mrd Kud ieslfmI qrIkF df vI qF sfƒ pqY, hsn, husYn qy bfrF eImfmF dy vrdI qoN afËfd hY pr aOrq Aupr ies dI pfbMdI hY. jnm idn eIrfnI nhIN mnfAuNdy, ÈhfdqF dy idn mnfAuNdy ieh qF iek gwl hoeI. hor vI bQyrf kuJ aY. keI aMdoln hn qy roNdy hn. eIrfnIaF ƒ ieAuN lgdY ijvyN KuÈ rihx, vI iCVy aOrqF vwloN smyN smyN. bhuqIaF aOrqF phlvI hwsx Kyzx nfl awlfh nfrfË ho jFdY, ijvyN bMidaF ƒ rfj ƒ hux dy mOlvI rfj nfloN TIk mMndIaF ny. duK ivc dyKky Auh KuÈ huMdf hovy." mYN dyiKaf, msijd myrI pqnI ny mYƒ keIaF QfvF `qy idKfieaf ijQy ivc mfeIk Aupr iek bMdf gf irhf huMdf, ivc ivc koeI kuVI, koeI aOrq mobfeIl kMn ƒ lfeI ÈhId dI ihckIaF htkory lYNdf, sB sroqy awKF pUMJI jFdy. iksy gfQf sux rhI huMdI qy roeI jFdI. byaMq suhxf eIrfn ÈhId df duK. gfAux vflf Kud nhIN roNdf, rox vrgIaF byaMq AudfsI dy dOr ivwcoN lMG irhf mYN awKI dyiKaf. surF bxfAuNdf hY ikAuNik Auh qF anyk vfr ieho gIq gf pRYsw Aupr qy isnymf Aupr sYNsr hY. hryk Gtnf df cukY qy gfeygf. quhfƒ pqf nhIN lwg skdf. sfl 2003 ivc aMgryËI dI

mYN ikhf - pr aOrqF KuÈ lgdIaF ny mrdF dy pRoPYsr bIbI aËr nPIsI dI ikqfb Ök:r;jvja mukfbly. Ausny ikhf - lgdIaF eI ny, hn nhIN. aOrqF AkIÊa PorQ aYstyt ny pihlF lMdn, iPr inAUXfrk qoN afdmIaF dy mukfbly hflfq nfl smJOqf CyqI krnf CfpI. ies ikqfb dI dfsqF aglI vfrI ibafn krFgy. jfxdIaF huMdIaF ny. AunHF ƒ jbrn burkf pihnxf psMd pMj meI ƒ dunIaF Br ivc pRiswD lfiebryrI dyKx nhIN hY. mrd ny ieh vrdI AunHF Aupr TosI hY. hoxf qF gey ijs df nfm hY ikqfbKfnfie mraÈI njPI. swq ieh cfhIdY ik mrdF dy ilbfs aOrq izËfeIn kry

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nfl sMBfly hoey hn ijnHF ivc purfqn joq lgfqfr bl nf afpxy sMskfr Czy nf afpxf Drm. lYinn dy isDFq rhI hY. eIrfn ivc hux qk ihjrI kYlMzr lfgU nhIN Qad hcqvjijkq Tk df AunHF ƒ hËfrF sflF df pqf kIqf igaf. pfrsIaF df kYlMzr lfgU hY ikAuNik ieh hY. PrFs df asr ijvyN Xorp Aupr dyiKaf jf skdf hY, sUrjI kYlMzr hY jo cMdrmf dIaF iqQF Aupr afDfirq AuvyN dunIaF Aupr eIrfn df asr quhfƒ hr Kyqr ivc ihjrI kYlMzr dy mukfbly vDIk ivigafnk hY. idsygf. ikhf igaf ik PrFsIsIaF vFgUM hI eIrfnI

awXfÈ hn, susq hn, klfkfr hn, inrfÈfvfdI hn. purfqn iqAuhfr nOroË hr sfl do hPiqaF ivc iPr vI ieh swc hY ik hyrOzots qoN lYky awj qk, sfbq mnfieaf jFdf hY. nOroj df arQ hY nvF idn, ijvyN ieh hoieaf hY ik pRBfv kbUlx dI QF eIrfnI pRBfv ihMdusqfnI nvF sMmq mnfAudy hn, jF nrfiqaF df pfAuNdy hn. iqAuhfr mnfieaf jFdf hY, ieAuN eIrfn ivwc do hPiqaF

dIaF srkfrI CuwtIaF dOrfn jÈn mnfey jFdy hn. myrI eIrfnIaF df srboqm nÈf ÈfierI hY. vpfrI, myjbfn sMsQf mrkiË afdIafn (sYNtr afP irlIjs iksfn, mËdUr quhfƒ gfAuNdy jFdy idKfeI dyxgy. bws jF stwzIË) dI lfiebRyrI df drvfËf pfr kridaF dyKogy ik ryl dy zby ivc koeI iek jxf iksy gIq jF nfaq dI sur muwK drvfËy Aupr pfrsI Drm gRMQF dI zft icxI hoeI hY. CyV deygf, sfry, nfl gfAux lwg pYxgy. iek eIrfnI ny ivckfr sB qoN vwzy gRMQ, iPr dovyN pfsy afkfr Gt irhf Kud bfbq itwpxI idqI, ''myrf dys sB qoN AuWqm hY. hY qy guMbd bx igaf. jdoN ikqfb KolHky dyKdy ho qF aMgryËF ny dunIaF ƒ kfƒn idwqf, jrmnF ny ivigafnk CpfeI dy izËfeIn dyKky akl dMg rih jFdI hY. icMqn dI jIvn jFc isKfeI qy eIrfn ny dunIaF ƒ suhxy

suhxy JUT bolxy isKfey. eIrfnIaF vrgy gwpI ikQy iek idn mYN dwisaf ik isKF Aupr muglF ny bhuq imlxgy?`` ieh itwpxI AunHF dy afrt vl ieÈfrf krdI sKqIaF kIqIaF sn, aOrqF aqy bwicaF qk ƒ nhIN hY. plYto ny klfkfrF ƒ nklcI qy gwpI kih ky inMidaf Cwizaf igaf. AunHF ny puwiCaf, ieh Ëflmfnf dOr ikMnI ku sI. mnsUr ƒ jdoN Ausdy murIdF ny dwisaf ik quhfzy dyr cwilaf? mYN dwisaf ik lgBg do sdIaF. iek iKLlfPL bgdfd ivc aPvfhF PYlfeIaF jf rhIaF hn, pRoPYsr ny ikhf - bws? isrP do sdIaF? asIN ÈIaf hF. hsidaF Ausny ikhf sI - iPr qF afpF kmfl hF. iesdf zyZ hËfr sfl qoN suMnIaF vloN sfzy Aupwr inrMqr kihr mqlb ieh hoieaf ik dys dy jfhl lokF ƒ afpF Zfihaf jFdf irhf hY qy ieh bMd nhIN hoieaf. quhfzy khfxIkfr bxf idwqf. hor kI cfhIdY ies qoN vwD? ÈyK AuproN ieh blf tl qF geI nf afÉr. sfzy AuproN nhIN sfadI Èryafm afKdf hY ik aijhf sc bolx dI kI loV tldI. ieQy kyvl eIrfn ivc bhuigxqI hox krky ÈIaf ijhVf nuksfn kry? Auh JUT cMgf ijs nfl sdBfvnf bcy hoey hn pr bfkI sfrI dunIaF ivc Gt igxqI vjoN bxy, ipafr rhy. ijhVy lok gwp CupFdy hn, AunHF nfloN duK AuTfAuNdy hn. eIrfnI cMgy hn ijhVy dsdy hn asIN gwpI hF. ijhVf eIrfn dy purfxy bfdÈfh qurk sn. qurk bhuq quhfƒ dwsI jfvy ik mYN gwpI hF, Auh gwpI ikvyN hoieaf ihMmqI aqy lVfkU hn jdoN ik eIrfnI ÈFq suBf dy hn. vYsy?bVI vfr eIrfnIaF ny cfihaf ik qurkF nfl dosqI ho

mYsopotfmIaF siBaqf dI KudfeI ivcoN ijhVy buwq jfvy pr asÌl, ikAuNik qurk suMnI hn, eIrfnI ÈIaf. pRfpq hoey hn, jF slytF Aupr ijhVy ichry Aukry hoey rUsI afËrbfeIjfn kdI eIrfn df ihwsf sI. ienklfb hn AunHF Aupr ivafpk duK Jlkdf hY. drd hY, pr afAux qoN bfd vI Auh kimAUinst nhIN hoey ikAuNik AunHF ichrf ÈFq hY, ijvyN bhuq rox qoN bfd dy nkÈ, ijvyN ƒ afpxf klcr ipafrf sI. nf Auh afp iksy ivc monfilËf. hqr Èihr qoN lY ky aPgfinsqfn qk dI GuspYT krn, nf afpxy ivc iksy ƒ vVn dyx. ijvyN KudfeI ivcoN duK dI dfsqfn inklI. duK dy kfrnF df pqf jrmnF dy mukfbly PrFsIsI jMgbfË nhIN, ievyN qurkF nhIN, khfxI df Qhu pqf nhIN, duK df rhws ivafpk hY. aqy lfl POjF dy mukfbly eIrfnI, lVfkU nhIN. nIvIN mYN iek pRoPYsr ƒ ikhf - iDafn nfl imPqfh aqy rËf pfeI, brdfÈq krdy hoey Auh bcdy bcFdy ijAuNdy rhy.

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Auh awT pihrF ivcoN iek vkq rotI KFdf, ijhVy ies vkq BuwK lwgI hoeI hY, Gr ivc iek dfxf Kfx Dnvfn Kud hwj krn dy smrwQ nf huMdy, AunHF qoN pYsy lYky vfsqy nhIN. Xf Kudf, iPr vI qyry ielfvf mYƒ iksy qy hwj kr afAuNdf qy bcq nfl koeI purfxI pyNitMg, koeI ieqbfr nhIN -mraÈI njPI.ikqfb KrId ky sMBfl lYNdf. aMgryË ƒ ikqfb KrIddy Ausdy ijAuNdy jIa iemfrq pUrI ho geI. Ausny dyiKaf qF Aus nfl lV ipaf, gorf ijMny pYsy idMdf sI srkfr pfs ihMdusqfn jfx dI KfhÈ Ëfhr kIqI. Ausƒ mrfÈI kol nhIN sn, pr Ausny gory ƒ kuwt idqf. puls izplomYt pfsport idqf igaf. qurn qoN pihlF Ausny ivc iÈkfieq hoeI. jylH dI hvf KfDI. hOlI hOlI lokF ƒ ikhf - Bfrq ivcly sPfrqKfny nfl gwl krvfAu. sPIr Aus dy jnUn aqy eImfndfrI df pqf lwgf. shfieqf nfl Pon imlfieaf igaf. sPIr ny ikhf - hjUr mYN afp imlxI ÈurU ho geI. aÉIr ivc Aus dI Èuhrq ƒ srkfr ƒ lYx hvfeI azy qy afvFgf. jo jo QfvF dyKxIaF hn dws ny kbUl kridaF Ausƒ afiequwlf df iKqfb idqf qy idAu, AuQy iljfx df pRbMD krFgy. mfrfÈI ny ikhf - mYN lfiebryrI Ausfrn vfsqy Dn imilaf. lfiebRyrI dy koeI lfl iklf jF qfj mhwl dyKx leI nI afAuxf. awj myngyt Aupr iliKaf hY- ieh iemfrq ikqfbF dI jylH qwk sfrI dunIaF qoN vDIk PfrsI dIaF ikqfbF nhIN hY. ienHF ikqfbF ƒ ieQoN afËfd krky afpxy Gr ihMdusqfn ivc CfpIaF geIaF, pihlF hwQF nfl, Pyr iljfky pVHo. mÈInf nfl. ies krky ies pfik ËmIn ƒ sjdf krnf

lfiebRyrI ivc Kwl Aupr Aukiraf 1300 sfl hY. dUjf nvl ikÈor qy moqI lfl bnfrsI dfs dy purfxf kurfn ipaf hY ijs dy arbI awKrF Aupr Ëyr Kfndfnf ƒ ieqlfh kro. jdoN ienHF ƒ pqf lwgygf ik Ëbr nhIN hn. lMizaF vFg Aus Ëmfny lgF mfqrF qoN mrfÈI njPI af irhf hY qF mYƒ lYx vfsqy ieh quhfzy qoN bgYr kMm clfieaf jFdf sI. abul asbd, jo arbI df pihlF jhfË-Gr puwjy hoxgy. ienHF dy GrF dI iËafrq mfihr sI qy kurfn df hfiPË, ny iesdI dUjI ies nfl pihloN krFgf, Pyr quhfzy sPfrqKfny jfvFgf. PfrsI imldI nkl iqafr krvfeI. asbd dy Aucfrx anusfr sfihq Cfp ky ienHF Kfndfnf ny eIrfn ƒ krËeI kIqf ies dy Ëyr jbr lfey gey. mrfÈI ny AurmcI Èihr ivcoN hoieaY. mYN mMgdf qF ienHF dy bjUrg mYƒ nfXfb ilKqF cInIaF dI hQ-ilKq kurfn hfsl kIqI ijs ilKq ƒ Byjdy rhy. mrn qoN pihlF Èukrfnf nf kIqf qF awlfh Éiq bhfrI ikhf jFdf hY. purfxIaF arbI PfrsI ilKqF nfrfË hovygf. vK vK ÈYlIaF ivc hn - qYmUrI, qihrfnI, sPvI, AusdI dUjI KfihÈ ieh sI ik myrI lfÈ hrm ivc aOËfrI, ÈIrfËI, iesPfhfnI, kÈmIrI; ilpI-ÈYlIaF dy nhI,N lfiebRyrI dy bUhy dIaF pAuVIaF hyT dPn kIqI izËfeIn moihq krn vfly hn. GoVy dy iek vfl ƒ bqOr jfvy, ''ikqfbF dy afÈk myry bwcy jdoN myry Aupr dI inwb vrqidaF byaMq brIk ilKqF hn jo kyvl lYNË nfl lMGxgy, Auhnf dy kdmF dI Cuh nfl mYƒ skUn imlygf.``pVHIaF jf skdIaF hn. bwkry dI Kwl Aupr dfAUd dI afiequwlf mfrfÈI njPI dI ies vsIaq Aupr purfxI lfqInI aMjIl peI hY ijsdy 200 pMny hn qy 16

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