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eZRvneba gomborel alibais, TvirTvilaT rezos (rezo gaxutelaSvilis), oTar TiRilauris, valiSas, abarma SeTekauris, mama-Cemi jemalas (jemal qurxulis) naTel xsovnas; aseve pakozas (gogia qistaurs), valera kornilovs, TorRva anatorels, valeravaismans, iskanderas, romlebic, madloba RmerTs, cocxlebi arian da kidev sxva gomborel magar biWebs _ qarTvelebs, osebs,azerbaijanelebs, ebraelebs _ am qveynadac da saiqioSic...

`me kargad vici, ras velodebi,magram ar vici, ra melodebada amitomac Cemi codvebimiutevebel rCeba codvebad...~ oTar WilaZe

me rom moval, mand moval, movyvebi, ratom unda iyo Sen samoTxeSi! manamde ki sul sxva ambavs vityvi...gombori Cemi sofelia. mamaCem jemalas deduleTi. mamaCemi erTaderTi iyo Cvens gvarSi, romelsac Tavisi dedis mxare _ maTu-

ridan CeCen moyvareebTan Camowolili sisxlis gamo gadmoxvewili fSavlebi _ iseve uyvarda da ise scemda pativs, rogorc Tavisqurxulebs. misTvis gombori igive iyo, rac pablo eskobaris koreSisa da mTavari metoqisTvis, xose rodriges gonsalo gaCasTvis,mSobliuri ranCo _ èl paCo.~ im xose rodriges gonsalo gaCas, metsaxelad Èl mexicano~-s eZaxdnen, radgan bilwsityvaoba uy-vardao. etyoba, meqsikelebs laTinosebSi iseTive ginebis moyvaruli xalxis saxeli aqvT, rogoric kaxelebs saqarTveloSi. hoda,eg xose rodrigo gonsalo gaCa, igive „El mexicano,~ miuxedavad Tavisi 3 000 000 000 dolari (3 miliardi dolari) kapitalisa,mSobliuri ranCodan veravin gamoiyvana da verc adgilobriv glexebTan moedanze birJaobas, saReWi Tambaqos furTxebasa dakolumbiuri espanuri cxrasarTulini ginebis _ ̀ jodida policiame cago en vuestra puta madre cabrones de mierda,~ ̀ hijo de la gran puta,~ ̀ jodidosbodrios y cucaros,~ ̀ matare a todos maltidas arrabaleras,~ ̀ cabron~ da ̀ bastardo~-s Camorakrakebas gadaaCvia vinmem. am ranCos dacvis drosvedaiRupa FBR-isa da kolumbiis specdaniSnulebis razmTan brZolisas, rodesac dainaxa, rogor daeca misi tyviagartymuli biWida simwrisgan aRrialebuli gaxsnili xelyumbariT Sevarda, Tavi aifeTqa da ramdenime specnazelic aiyola caSi.

* * *aragvi qveviT mirbis,aragviani, laRida civ RamesTan wveba,ra siwynarea irgvliv,vin mefereba daRlils,ra uCveulo neba!

viRac ar iSlis qirqils,Cumad avdivar maRlaqalis gafrenil wlebad,vidgam patarZlis gvirgvinsda guli, savse naRvliT,aRaraferze mwydeba.

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mamaCemi jemala, Zveli qarTuliwesiT, dedis anu papamisi iakobis saxl-Si daibada 1944 wlis 20 ivliss. mec max-sovs is bebiaqali, romelmac mamaCemiamqveynad moavlina. sul imas ixseneb-da, wvimiani dRe iyo da qolga davkar-geo. am papa iakobs, iakob gaxutelaS-vils, romelic ̀ wina dReSic~ myavs mox-seniebuli, am mxareSi giJ-iakobas eZa-xdnen, radgan jer kidev 17 wlisamoqrosfernawnaviani CeCnis gogo gad-moitaca iTum-yaledan. albaT im CeC-nis gogosac uyvarda da gamohyva,Torem erTi dacerebuli, sifrifanafSavlis balRi iyo, kavkasionis bilike-bze gogos ZaliT zurgze mokidebulsrogor gadmoiyvanda? me CeCnebs kar-gad vicnob kacian-qalianad da CeCnisgogoebs, Tu TviTon ar arian Seyvare-bulebi da ar mogyvebian, egre adviladver moitaceb. asea Tu ise, moiyvanacolad iakobam es CeCnis gogo.

maSin arc ise iSviaTi iyo mTaSi ase-Ti Sereuli qorwineba. qristianobaSicda islamSic ufro Zveli, naxevradwar-marTuli gavlenebi igrZnoboda, saer-To xatobebs misdevdnen, magaliTad,anatoris xats, romelsac dRemderjulian-urjuloT salocavs eZaxian.eTnikurad, genetikurad da ieriT xomlamis erTni iyvnen. maTuraSi dRemdeaambavi darCenili: maTurelebi ukanafSavSi qorwilSi wasuliyvnen, sofel-Si marto qal-balRiRa darCeniliyo.es ambavi CeCnebma gaiges da sofelsdaesxnen, xatis saganZuri vercxleu-lis gataceba hqondaT gunebaSi. es qal-balRi SiSiT da tiriliT gaqceulatyisken da saqonelic, rac mouswriaT,gaurekiaT. erTaderTi maTuraSigamoTxovili CeCnis gogo ar dabneu-la. Sevardnila saxateSi, sadac qalissaTofeze mikarebac ki ar SeiZleba,dauxvetavs mTeli saganZuri da TavisTanamemamuleebs maTurxevis cnobilCanCqerSi damalvia. ver upoviaT CeC-nebs CanCqers amofarebuli, Tavisi,fSavels gamoyolili gogo da damr-Calan carielebi. imis mere tradiciaa,maTuras mTavarangelozis xatis ymaxatobaSi rom adis, Tan Tu colic ax-lavs, vinc unda iyos, sul rom Svede-Tis princesa madlena gamohyves, qmar-ma kargad modidebul da gaCqarebulmaTurxevSi unda gadaagdos im CanCqer-Si damaluli, xatis ganZis gadamrCene-li CeCeni gogos sapativcemulod dasaxsovrad. xatobaSi damTvrali fSav-lebi arc imas naRvloben, icis Tu araim gogom curva, xan wyalic waiRebs pa-tarZals da aris mere erTi gamokidao-ba, xarxari da yiJina.

mokled, imis Tqma mindoda, rom ase-Ti qorwinebebi maSin arc iseTi iSvia-Toba iyo, magram im CeCeni gogos mamasdidad uukadrisebia, viRaca `qiristefxiiam~ _ qristianma fxovelma _ vain-axebi dRemde ase eZaxian Tavis mezobelqarTvel mTielebs _ qali rogor mo-mtacao. Causafrda am iakobis mamas _darCias _ hkra berdankis tyvia dagadaagdo mkvdari Tavis tyapuWian,fSavurad daWrelebuli paWiWebianad.papa iakobs bevri ar ufiqria, axla esCausafrda Tavis simamrs, dasca Tofida gaayola ukan mamamis darCias. sisx-lis aRebis samaxsovrod ki CeCen simam-rs metriani, tyavis qarqaSiani qisturixanjali aarTva. es xanjali mere CemTaniyo, bevr Cems Zmakacs axsovs; ro dav-iTvrebodi da sisxli Semawuxebda,gavidebdi mxarze da gamovidodi amCvens mziur qalaq TbilisSi. es ambavidedaCemis yuramde mivida da me xommomxvda, xanjalic sadRac damimala daveRar vpoulob, magram aq aris!

am ambavze maTuraSi xalxi, Temi Sei-yara. bolos gamoucxades: `Sen am sisx-ls CeCnebi ar gapatieben, balRi xarjer, axla Cven unda gamovyveT Sens sisx-ls da erTurTi unda davlioT, sjobs,rom gaeridoo...~ mokled, ase zrdil-obianad moikveTes. mokida iakobmacxeli Tavis dedas, cols, umcros dasda gadmovida gombors zemoT,askilaurSi, sadac bevri maTureli sax-lobda. igive, gaxutelaSvilebi, qis-

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taurebi, cigroSvilebi, aqve dasaxl-da da daerqva giJ-iakobi. me mag mi-damoebSi dRemde egre movixseniebi _`giJ-iakobT mariamis SviliSvili.~titulia ra egeTi da, mgoni, kidevacvamarTleb...

dasaxlda es giJ-iakobi jer kidevbalRi, aiSena orsarTuliani qviTkirissaxli askilaurSi, qvitkirisve sax-elosno, romelTa nangrevebi axlacdgas Cvens miwebze da daiwyo cxovreba.xelobas mihyva. durgali iyo, Tan kar-gi durgalic. misi samuSao najaxi medavmale gomborSi, marto me vici, sa-dac aris. sufTa foladia samuSaosgandaleuli, magram iseTi galesili, bal-ans arTmevso, Zvelad rom ambobdnen,marTla parsavda. gatlekili fSaveliiyo es giJ-iakobi, magis naTqvamebi ax-lac aris darCenili gomborel fSav-lebSi. saxarebas kiTxulobda da ̀ vefx-istyaosanic~ TiTqmis sul zepiradicodao. Tumca saxarebidan, rogorcasCans, bevri araferi Sesdioda TavSi.

es simamri xo mokla patiosnad, viTo-mc araferi... kargi, iq vendeta hqonda,mamis sisxli aiRo, qveviT bazarSi rodaiTvreboda, an xanjali ekida, an isTavis galesili najaxi eWira xelSi,saxlisken ro daiZvreboda aryiT gad-amTvrali, gzad iq mosaxle azerbaijan-elebi lamfebs aqrobdnen, TvalSi armovxvdeTo. daecaT erTi-orjer, Seu-vardaT.

oTxi Svili eyola _ daviTi, gogia,pelo da mariami. es mariami iyo bebia-Cemi, mamaCemis deda, maro bebo. bebia-Cemi umcrosi iyo, nebiera, arafersakeTebinebdnen, marto futkrebsadevnebdnen. safutkre ebara da eg iyomagis saqme. Tan magrad swavlobda,oqros medalze daamTavra skola daeamayeboda am giJ-iakobs Tavisi ga-naTlebuli da lamazi gogo.

mariamic magari giJi iyo. maRali,qera, uceb brazdeboda da cudad en-Teboda Tvalebi. gogo iyo, magramamasac sul iaraRisken gaurboda xeli.giJ-iakobisa da CeCnis najvari ra gam-ovidoda? lamazi ki iyo da SeuyvardaqerCidan koWlobiT dabrunebul pa-paCem aleqsandres. mariami am TavisCeCen dedasTan mariaJobda, ̀ ai, mag biWsvuyvarvar da me ki ar mivyvebi, ar mom-wons, koWliao...~ maro ki lamazi iyo,mara papaCemi aleqsandre sulac ar iyoam veluri dambal-xaWoiani fSavlebisdasawuni, arc garegnobiT, arc ise, dagagiJebula es CeCnis bebo ̀ dahkvlieTaam damexilsao, gogoov, Se mwerelT-tyvev, am omis mere kac aRar daibadebaaremareze, balRs ubrZolav da imadasWirs, xeibar xo ar aris, gauvlis raassCad, rad-raa Seni dasawunio...~ dedisCxubma imoqmeda Tu TviTonac Tvalsayolebda am fexSi vermaxtis naRm-Car-Cenil papaCems, eg ki veRar vici, maragahyva kia...

am ambavsac magrad hyveboda mari-ami: `damixvdeboda es papaSeni da, mar-iam, colad gamomyevio da me veubnebo-di _ ara, arao. erTxelac damixvdaegre da miTxra _ mariam, colad gamo-myevio da me vuTxari _ ara, arao da

kargi, maSin Senebi gaafrTxile, rom Sa-baTs ojaxiT amovalT da giTxovTo.~`magari ara giTqvams-meTqi~ _ ai, au-taneli bavSvi rom viyavi! gadmomibri-ala Tvalebi, magram Tan daimorcxvamaro bebom da mohyva Tavis marTlebas.`me kacze sulac ar vfiqrobdi, stu-denti viyavi da vswavlobdi. koWli roiyo, Semecodao...~ isev im koWlobasawveboda. arada, papaCems am fexma erTweliwadSi gauara, aRarc koWlobda daaRarc araferi. SerCa mariams saRsala-maTi qmari, magram ai, mTa da dro daxasiaTi, kaci rom Segiyvardeba, sircx-vili roa da speqtaklebi rom undadadga. TuSi gogosi ar iyos. TuSis gog-os aTxovebdnen da aaTvaliera es Tavi-si qmari, qorwilia, ukve mihyavT da dai-wyo tirili. tiris, tiris, tiris,iklavs Tavs. `kargii, gogoov~ _uTxres _ `sircxvilii, Sens gardaaravin gaTxovilao?~ da `wesic raimarisav, Tore gan metirebao...~ gaubrwy-inda im TuS gogos Tvalebi... ai, am Tu-

Sis gogosaviT gvabeCavebda es marobebo, Semecoda, rom koWlobda da imi-tom gavyevio.

maxsovs, oTaxSi varT, mamaCemi je-mala, me da leqso da gviyveba mariamiTavisi SabaTi dRisas da àra, ara,aras...~ me ukve 16 wlisa var, pirveligogoc myavs da cudi saburTaloelibiWi var, Tavi didi mgonia, cxovrebaukve nanaxi maqvs, 9 aprilic gamovlilida isedac, maSin 16 weli saburTalozear iyo cota. `bebo, xvdebi, ras ambob~_ vuTxari _ `Semecoda da imitomgavyevio, sibralulis gamo kacs co-lad rogor gahyevi, Tu ar giyvarda,loginSi rogor Cauweqi?!~ maxsovs,mamaCems SiSisgan rogor gaudiddaTvalebi da leqsosken waiwia _ gadae-fara.

mariami wamiT gaognda am saocariTavxedobisgan, mere ki 65 wlis qalis-gan warmoudgeneli siswrafiT wamof-rinda, da mTlad dasaxanjlad vergamimeta, mainc SviliSvili viyavi, ma-gram zurgsuknidan, fanjris rafazesagangebod aseTi SemTxvevisTvis Se-monaxuli kai gamomSrali, gatusulijoxi ki gadmomiqnia. jemalam saswraf-od amoiCara leqso iRliaSi da win-daxedulad da ukanmouxedavad durTaTavi karSi. mec ukan mivyevi, magram san-am es kargad Casuqebuli mama-SvilikarSi gaeteoda da mec beWebSi kai laza-Tianad moqneul joxs miviRebdi, omisRmerTebis gezs mivyevi da aivans mive-ci Tavi... gadavxti aivnidan, momyvajoxi da bebiaCem maros yiJina _ ài, Seleko, Se leko, Se gvelis wiwilo, romar myvareboda, xom ar gavyvebodio!~rom gavabrazebdi, leks meZaxda, gan-sakuTrebiT, Tu Tavica mqonda gadax-otrili. yvelaze saintereso is iyo,rom `lekebSi~ sakuTar warmomavlobasgulisxmobda dedis mxridan, radganacTumca dediT CeCeni iyo, mainc sufTamaTureli fSavlis gogo gaxldaT, ma-TurelebisTvis da fSavelebisTvis kileki da CeCeni, mainc orive erT, mTisgadaRmelsa da mters niSnavda.

Tan meCxubeboda da Tan aSkarad

raRac mowonebis Tu siamayis notebigamoukrTeboda xolme am `Se leko, Seleko, Se gvelis wiwilos~ ZaxilSi...TiTqos Cvens erTobas usvamda xazs, miTumetes, Tavis SvilSi da leqsoSi `le-kur~ sawyisebs didad ver xedavda. esCveni _ misi da Cemi ambavi iyo, es `le-koba...~ an me ras meZaxda leks, dedamisiiyo da mec Tu gadmomyva, ra Cemi braliiyo? Tumca gogosas ras gaigeb, rodisraze geCxubeba da gefereba? an gefer-eba Tu geCxubeba? Tundac es gogo SenisakuTari, naxevrad `leki~ fSavelibebo iyos.

ase gamovtexeT bebiaCemi mariami,rogor uyvarda papaCemi aleqsandre,risTvisac kinwiskvriT gamogvyara sax-lidan. sanam jemala da leqso gama-lebiT moZunZulebdnen, me ukve WiSkar-Si gamovvardi, manqanaSi Sevxti da Se-movabzgriale kidevac. jemalam jerleqso Semoagdo, mere TviTonac Semo-hyva da, `drozeo,~ erTaderTi sityvadaagdo. amasobaSi, bebiaCemi marocmogvyva _ àq aRar daginaxoT moTre-ulebi, me Tqveni nervebi aRara maqvs,Torem dagxocavT~ da ucnauri Rimi-liT gadaketa WiSkari.

davgaze, mara ra davgaze. cota samS-vidobos rom gamovediT, ki wamiTaqajemalam kinkrixoSi: `gadairie, Se Cema,reebs eubnebi? ar ici, ro giJia, ginda,agvkafos? vaa, loginSi Cauweqio,too...~ da miuxedavad imisa, rom gazeT`komunistis~ ganyofilebis redaq-tori iyo, farTod gadaiwera cxoneb-ulma pirjvari da RmerTsa da mTa-bar-is salocavebs madloba uZRvna gadar-CenisTvis. mere ki leqsos miubrunda,`Sen rogora xar, mama mogikvdeso?~leqsos Tavisi qera, boxvera Tavi CvensmxrebSua amoeyo da Tvalebi daeWyita.Tavisi imereli babuis, deidebis da bi-Zebis `Sen Semogevle,~ `Sen genacvale-Si~ gazrdils cota ki eucxova xanjal-moRerebuli fSaveli bebo, magram Tvi-Tonac qurxuli da `leki~ iyo da`magrada varo,~ gviTxra. jemalam kideverTxel amoisunTqa da `wadi ha, wadi,Tqveni dedaco!..~ sawyalma. am TqvensdedaSi vigulisxmebodi mec, qurx-ulebic, fSavlebic, lekebic da mTeliCveni SeSlili modgma. cota xanSi Tvi-Tonac ecineboda, magram drodadroleqsos mainc SeSfoTebuli gadaxedav-da xolme _ bavSvi rogor ariso.

wadio, kiTxvac ar iyo saWiro, sadunda wavsuliyaviT. gomborSi, xids romgadascdebodiT, aRmarTze wamomdgarimrgvali restorani gaxsovT? saxeliarc hqonda im restorans, mgoni. ai, isiyo Cemi da jemalas meore, ufro swo-rad, pirveli saxli da TavSesafari,gomboris WeSmariti centri da`mTavrobis sasaxle.~

bebiaCemi da dedaCemi, romlebicerTmaneTSi, rasakvirvelia, ver rigde-bodnen, mxolod amaSi Tanxmdebodnenda erTad eCxubebodnen mamaCems _`Svili restoranSi gazardeo...~ deda-Cemi eubneboda, bavSvi operaSi da Te-atrSi atareo da bebiaCemi mariami _Sromas miaCvie da dilaobiT uTeniacivi wyliT dazileo. me da jemalasoperaSi da TeatrSi ar gvindoda da,miT umetes, arc Sroma da civi wyliTzelva. giJ-iakobis SviliSvilsa daSvilTaSvils operaSi ra gvindoda, vinSegviSvebda? age, Cveneburi leki haji-muratic gamoagdes. da muSaobiT kidevtraqtorma imuSaos. kombainma, batono.an es oblobaSi gazrdili jemala TavisbiWebs uTenia wamoyrida da yinulianiwyliT awamebda, to? restoranSi gver-Civna. dambal xaWos da xinkals rom TavidavaneboT, am restoranSi iwyeboda damTavrdeboda gomborisa da am midamoe-bis yvela mniSvnelovani saqmeebi,sarTiWalidan vidre Telavamde. iwye-boda, mTavrdeboda da imarTeboda ome-bi, Cxubebi, irCeoda saqmeebi, idebodazavi, iTxzveboda legendebi, miTebi,anekdotebi, rCeboda naTqvami fraze-bi, wydeboda adamianebis bedi, icvle-boda ierarqia da, ravi... am restoran-Si moRvaweobda aqaurobis oriumTavresi damrtymeli da avtorite-ti TvirTvilaT rezo _ rezo gax-

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3literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi22 dekemberi 2017 - 11 ianvari 2018 prozautelaSvili da pakoza _ gogia qistau-ri, jemalas bavSvobis Zmakacebi, esenicmaTureli fSavlebi, naTesavebi da na-Tel-mironebi. es maTi restorani iyo.erTi `bufetCikad~ iyo gaformebulida meore mzareulad, rom sabWoTaòbexe~ ar mosdaveboda `kerZosakuTrebisTvis,~ Tumca maTac yve-laferi icodnen da Tavisi misaRebicmihqondaT. aqve cxovrobda gombore-li azerbaijanelebis lideri, ideuriwinamZRoli da aqaurobis umTavresikoloriti alibai. `me gomboreli al-ibai var, aiao...~ iseTi siamayiT ityo-da, marlboros hercog uinsTon Cer-Cils daametebda Tavs. egrec uyureb-da. `gitleri Cemi pirveli mteri iyo,neknebi Camalewa, magram ai ananasiCimo!~magrad cekvavda. aqamde axsovdaT,omidan dabrunebulma `Tavis pirvelmter gitlers~ deda ro... gomboriscentrSi, mozeime xalxSi rogor Semo-varda da sacekvao wreSi rogor daer-Wo cerebze. garmoni gaaCera _ `nu aW-yvitineb aia, iox iox moaSoreT... doli,doli, doli, marto doli!~ da iseTidauara lekuri gamarjvebulma, avar-dnil mtverSiRa krTeboda.

gombori marTlac ucnauri sofeliiyo. am eSmakebis sabWoTa kavSirSi, gaga-nia idioturi ganviTarebuli social-izmis dros, rodesac komunizmi, inter-nacionalizmi da kacTa Soris viTomZmoba, proletaroba da saTnoeba sufe-vda, Sereuli mosaxleobis qalaqebi kiiyo, magram soflebi mainc iSviaTadgvxvdeboda. internacionaluriTbilisi gasagebia, Tbilisi kavkasiisumTavresi centri iyo baqosTan erTadda aq, komunistebamdec da saerTodyovelTvis, `mileTis xalxi ireoda.~Sereuli soflebi ki TiTqmis ar arse-bobda, Sida qarTlis qarTul-osur daafxazeTis qarTul-afxazur soflebsTu ar CavTvliT. isinic maincdamaincar yofdnen erTmaneTs. Sereuli qor-wineba, sisxliT naTesaoba, saerTogvar-saxelebi, saerTo salocavebi daes binZuri politikosebi rom ara, ax-lac mSvenivrad iqnebodnen. ai, gombo-ri ki namdvili babilonis godoli gax-ldaT. warmoidgineT, jer kidev mefisruseTis dros Camosaxlebuli kazake-bi _ lapuxovebi, vereSCenkoebi, gribk-ovebi, kornilovebi, amave sofelSicalke sabWoTa samxedro nawili, esecjer kidev caristuli ruseTis droin-del yazarmebSi. Tan samxedro nawil-sac gaaCnia, gomborSi strategiulisaraketo samxedro qvedanayofebiidga, romelsac raketebi Turqe-TisTvis, rogorc natos wevri qvey-nisTvis, daemiznebina da ankaras aqeT,sadamdec radarebiT akontrolebda,yvelafers daaduRebda. amas garda,somexi armenaka, romlis col maniaka-zec saSinlad eWvianobda papaCemi giJ-iakobas iTum-yaledan gamotacebuliCeCeni coli da sruliad mouride-blad, yovelgvari feminizmisa da gen-deruli Tanasworobis dauxmarebladuSrobda sisxls da iTrevda xolmewveriT. magdeni, mgoni, mama rom mouk-la, maSin ar uCxubia. yvelaze sain-tereso is iyo, rom papa iakobi sicocx-lis bolomde irwmuneboda, sruliadudanaSaulod itanjeboda da mani-akasTvis TiTic ar hqonda dakarebuli:àra, Sviloo, bevrSi vsjobdi sxvebsa,magram qalebSi sxvebi mjobdnen, me mag-eebis gamomkidebeli kaci ar viyavo. Tuarada, raRa somex armenakas dagvajulda kuzian cols davewesebodi, aqaveldiaceb marskvlavebs eTamaSebodnen,magram daxelTilia Cemi dedakaci, CeCe-nia, Svilo, usjuloo.~ kargi, am ojax-ur dramas Tavi davaneboT, somexi ar-menakasa da misi biWi firuzas gardagomborSi cxovrobdnen osebi,romelTaganac gamorCeuli jeelebiiyvnen gabievi omara da jaga, romel-mac cnobili induri kino àvaras~gmiris, bandit jagasTan msgavsebiTdaimsaxura es zedmetsaxeli. gombor-Si cxovrobda odeseli, kacma ar icis,ratom da risTvis gadmoxvewili, ebrae-li vaismani, am midamoebSi udavod yve-laze ganaTlebuli, udidesi inteleq-

tuali, WadrakSi sportis ostati daaqaurobis aRiarebuli geniosi. Tumca,rogorc yvela ebraels, sakuTari gone-brivi upiratesoba yovelTvis arSveloda. magaliTad, rodesac alibaismravalricxovan SvilTagan erT-erTs,nasuras, maTematikaSi oriani dauwerada aRSfoTebuli da gamZvinvarebulialibai cxvris dasaklavi da gasatyave-beli osmaluri bebuTiT Cauvarda sko-laSi. skolis kari windaxedulad gada-uketes. alibai ramdenjerme melotiSubliT Seetaka saimedod Cagmanulkars da veraferi rom ver gaawyo, gam-warebuli aRrialda, magram ras aRri-alda. sibrazisgan erTmaneTSi urevdaklasikur qarTuls, fSaur dialeqtsda azerbaijanuli enis mravalferovansalanZRav sityvebs. jer mawanwala dasaidanRac moTreuli qofoi-oRliuria da gamyidveli iuda eZaxa. mere esyvelaferi banalurad da mosawyenadeCvena da raki sulmnaTi da wmindanTas-wori azerbaijaneli alibai Tavis

saqmeSi, saqme rom hqvia, diaxac, didiSemoqmedi da farTo gaqanebis adami-ani gaxldaT, daxe ra Soridan daiwyo:`me im stalinis deda... im stalinis de-da... ro is kargi kaci gitleri moklada ar daacada, Tqven sul gaewyviteT.aia, me stalinis dedis traki... raT mok-la is sawyali gitleri, eg Tqven yve-las seqim baSkas gizamdaT da Cems fex-ebs dauwerdi exla Cems nasuras dvoi-kas, Se CaTlaxo Senao...~ mere gaaxsen-da, rom TviTonaca hqonda am „RvTissawyen saqmeSi,~ gitleris mokvlaSi,stalinTan erTad monawileoba miRebu-li da axla sakuTari deda igina, oRondazerbaijanulad. kargad rom daiRala,mereRa mixvda, rom, rac aq movarda be-buTiT xelSi da moswavle axalgazr-dobis gasaxarad, sabednierod daTvalsaseirod bebuTiT xelSi daxto-da, sul stalinsa da sakuTar Tavs agi-na dedebi, veragi vaismani ki ise darCaarxeinad da uaresad gamwarda. gamwar-da da axla vaismanis odesaSi darCenilda Tevzis paStetis keTebiT garTuldedas, cilias Semoutrialda. oRondsul rusulad, imedi ar hqonda, romvaismani mis azerbaijanul da qarTulginebas gaigebda da saTanadod daafa-sebda, mxolod uneburad dascdebodaxolme simwrisagan dedaena, an kai, Cax-veuli qarTuli dedistrakobia. ali-bais naxevarsaaTian yiJinas da ài iofTvaiu maTebs~ meore sarTulis fan-jaras saimedod Sefarebuli, iqidanSlapiT Semkobili, Tavgamoyofilivaismani, rogorc SeeZlo pasuxobda: Угомонись, кретин, несчастный идиот, нувот послушайте его, послушайте, хватитнеделай себе посмешищем истинноживотное неадерталец, питекантроф!!!~

da faqizad esroda dakuWuliqaRaldis burTulebs xelSi apriale-bul bebuT momarjvebul da skolisezoSi dasabmeliviT moxtunave ali-bais. yvelaze saintereso is ambavi iyo,rom amxanagi stalinis, Tavisi da vais-manis dedis trakebi erTmaneTSi or-mocdaaTiani wlebis dasawyisSi gadau-ria, rodesac xalxTa mama da kacobri-

obis didi beladi jer kidev cocxaligaxldaT da Tavisuflad SeiZleboda,msgavsi mkrexelobisTvis nasuras ori-ans zed gadahyoloda. gacilebiT nak-lebi danaSaulisaTvis amouyvia xalxsTavi magadanSi, sadac agvistoSic ki`telegreikebad~ wodebul buSlatebsaTbobdnen da seqtembridan Semdegagvistomde listvinicis morebTan er-Tad iyinebodnen. Tumca alibai romgabrazdeboda, iseTi CabJireba icoda,stalins, ruzvelts, CerCils da faSistgitlers, musolinis, frankos, sulerTmaneTSi urevda. Tan, rom brazob-da erTsa da imave sityvebs, ufro swo-rad, ginebas, mantrasaviT imeorebda,ena ebmoda da amisgan calke gacofe-buli mTeli xmiT gahkioda. saerTod,gomborelebs marTla saocradumarTlebdaT amgvar politikurgamoxtomebSi: gagania koleqtivizaci-is dros, rodesac cimbiridan kavka-siamde mTeli glexoba gaakulakes dagaanadgures, gomborSi erTi uRaribe-

si azerbaijaneli, mirza cxovrobda,zed xramis piras qoxSi. wamouvlidazena qari, CauSlida am qoxs xramSi, au-tirdeboda col-Svili, Cavidoda mir-za, amoitanda xevSi CaSlil saxls,Tavidan moaxuxulavebda. gadioda cx-ovreba. movida koleqtivizacia damoadgnen mirzasac, eubnebian: „SemokoleqtivSio...~ uxsnian, ra kargia...mirza mkerdiT gadaefara Tavis mfri-nav saxls da: `giolexTuri Tu karqia,SenTun iyoso,~ gamoucxadaT. fexebicver daaWames uRaribes mirzas da missaxls. metic, misi sityvebi wlidanwlamde meordeboda sofelSi, mirzacmixvda, rom istoriuli frazis avtorigaxda da gaamayebuli dadioda. nizamiganjelis ieriT Cahyurebda Tavis xram-Si vin icis meramdened gadafrenil sax-ls da rom hkiTxavdi, rogor uTxarimirza komunistebso? mxolod rCeulTumeorebda rogorc uTxra, Cveu-lebriv mokvdavT ki yuradRebis Rir-sadac ar Tvlida.

antikomunistur gamoxtomebSi mar-to azerbaijanelebi ar monawileobd-nen. rodesac 1956 wels cnobil `XXsiezdze~ xruSCovma stalinis kultidagmo da yvela codva patiosnad masgadaabrala, saqarTveloSi es morigantiqarTul gamoxtomad aRiqves dasabolood darwmundnen `rusebis uma-durobaSi~ _ àm bozebs ginda omi mo-agebine, rac ginda, is gaukeTe, mainc asecudad mogibrundebiano~ da martiscnobili gamosvlebi daiwyo, romelicbolos 9 martis tragediiT dasrul-da. mag dros jer kidev skolis moswav-le pakozam _ gogia qistaurma _ 12wlis mamaCem jemalas staca xeli: `Senkargi kramatikuli rusuli icio...~fostaSi waiyvana da Semdegi SinaarsisdepeSis Sedgena daavala: `Москови.Кремли. Никита Хрущовс. Шени дедацмовткан. агар геморчилебит. Пакоза!1956 цели. Марти!~ Tqven warmoidgineT,mamaCemic da pakozac gadarCnen. axlacaravin icis, miaRwia am TavzexelaRe-bulma daumorCileblobis deklara-ciam adresatamde Tu vinme madlianma

da gamWriaxma iqve sagarejos fostaSigaaqro.

gomborSi da gombors zeviT, pat-ara, italiur saxelian sofelSi, vero-naSi, cxovrobdnen xevsurebi. verona-Si ZiriTadad arabulebi da Win-Waraulebi. gomborSi SeTekaurebi, zvi-adaurebi... zogi TavisiT gadmosuli,zogic ZaliT gadmosaxlebuli, rode-sac ormocdaaTian wlebSi ìndustri-uli bazis Sesaqmnelad~ mTa dacales.xevsurebisgan ra industriuli bazaunda SeeqmnaT, mamaCemsac ki axsovda,lamis samocian wlebamde veronidanZnebiT an fuCeCiT dabarguli cxenebiTrogor Camodiodnen gomboris ba-zrobaze bolduinis jvarosnebiviT,Tavidan bolomde SejavSnulebi, CaC-qanebiT, samklave-safuxariT, jaWvisperangebiT, daSnebiTa da RajiebiT _cera TiTze beWediviT wamosacmelikastetiT. mere erbo-yvels dahyiddnenda aRebuli fuliT kargad rom Cam-oiTvrebodnen, Tu xanjlian papaCemgiJ-iakobTan, sxva fSavlebTan an azer-baijanelebTan, ufro iSviaTad ki gom-borel kazak-rusebTan did Cxubs vermoawyobdnen, ukan abrunebulebi,CrdilebiT savse xeobebSi, macilebs daqaj-eSmakebs ebrZodnen, Zveli laTi-nuri warweriani mglis TaTamotvifru-li franguli xmlebiT. xevsurebSigamorCeuli biWebi iyvnen TorelT leq-so, abrama SeTekauri, TaTaraT leqso,levana zviadauri, wruwuna, magram yve-laze gamorCeuli da saintereso qalihyavdaT _ gomboris skolis qimiis mas-wavlebeli, arxotioni sofel axiel-idan, liza baliauri. es liza baliau-ri, komunistebTan da sabWoTa CekasTanmebrZoli da Sewiruli Toma da ladobaliaurebis alali biZaSvili, anu xev-surulad SinSi iyo. ̀ Cems ZmaT xsenebam-ao~ an `Cems ZmaT ganaTlebamao,~ romCaikravda gulSi xels, yvelam icoda,rom, jer erTi, misi sityva Zirs aRardaiSveboda da meorec, am ficSi sworedTavis Tofze damkvdar Zmebs, Toma dalado baliaurebs gulisxmobda. lizabaliaurs ganaTleba sanqt-peterbur-gis universitetSi hqonda miRebuli,Tan ise, rom Tbilissa da duSeTSi kiara, piraqeTa xevsureTSic ki ar iyonamyofi. pirdapir sofel axielidaninguSeTSi, RilRveTSi gadamavalimdinare assas gayolebul bilikebze,jairaxis xeobis gavliT, Caaciles Zma-biZaSvilebma Zaugamde, igive kavkavam-de, rogorc moxeveebi da arxotionebidRemde eZaxian vladikavkazs. `Cumad-nebi~ matareblis vagonSi Caubarges,bRvera-bRveriT miswi-moswies danar-Ceni mgzavrebi, mere peterburgiskendaZrul matarebels pirjvari gadasax-es da mdumared Semobrundnen jairax-is xeobas damsubuqebuli cxenebiT.enanebodaT sadRac CrdiloeTSi,mousavleTisaken gamgzavrebuli Tavi-si da. mdumared mouyvebodnen assas na-pirebs, ukan amoRma arxotisken.

liza baliaurma peterburgis uni-versitetSi, qimiis garda, rusuli dafrangulic brwyinvaled iswavla,saqarTveloSi dabrunebis Semdeg kiganawilebiT gomborSi moxvda da aqvedarCa mTeli cxovreba. ar gaTxovila.franguli da rusuli ki gadasarevadiswavla, magram iseTi arxotivnuli ki-lokavi hqonda sicocxlis bolomde,rom sxvebs ki ara, danarCen fSav-xev-surebsac naxevari ar esmodaT, rasacliza maswavlebeli ambobda. magali-Tad, rodesac adreulad gaxuligneb-ul jemalas, gakveTilidan gamogde-buls, derefanSi moboriales an ezoSixeebze asuls dainaxavda, stacebdaxels da daiwyebda xevsurulad Cxubs:`CamaRrekeTa zariv, CamaRrekeTa, dai-wyeTa macadineobav. es balRi sru rogamogdebul gRyavisTa da sru kari-dorCi avliaT, roosRa unda iswavlasgakveTileb. wameedi, qurxulo, wamee-di, qimiaCi oriani gyavis gamasaswore-beli~ da miaTrevda jemalas qeCoTiTavisTan. ecodeboda oboli rom iyo,mere Tavisi mTisa, da esarCleboda.

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weroebi

es qalaqia, sadac ar eyvarebaT.sadac jibecarieli gogo-biWebi loyebdaberil bavSvebs kreditebiT gaagorebenda caTambjenebis Seminul aivnebze kalaTebiT gadgamen, _ iqneb weroebma waiyvanon ukeTesi cxovrebisaken.sadac kacebs moundebaT qalebi da daeuflebian.qalebs moundebaT kacebi da daeuflebian.weroebis fexebs gamobmulibavSvebi ki aRar gaizrdebianes saxlidan saxlze sarecxiviT gafenilimouSinaurebeli „ufleba~ ifrens im yvela wvrilmansa da msxvilmanSi,adamianebi yoveldRiurobas rom eZaxian.qalaqSi weroebi dafrinaven.dabla, axlos. saxlebisken da adamianebisken.xalxi dums.moSinaurebuli da metyveli.didsulovani da mimtevebeli.xalxi elodeba da dums.es qalaqia, sadac ar endomebaT.sadac adamianebi SesaSuri erTsulovnebiT dadgebianmitingebSi, arCevnebSi, saoperacios derefnebSi Tu panaSvidebSi,yvelgan „Si~, radgan SigniT yofna iolianamdvilnaRebiani mawvnebiTa da gvirgvinebiT xelSi,vin pirveli da metjer SeaRebs avadmyofis cxovrebis kars,vin pirveli gadmoagdebs Tanaziarobis cremls,vin ufro xmamaRla daiRmuvlebsimis imediT, rom daelodon saerTo Sedegs:operaciasa da arCevnebs, dasaflavebasa da mitingebis darbevas, _bolo kovzi mawvnis gadaylapvas.qalaqidan weroebi gafrindnen.Sors, maRla. saxlebianad da adamianebianad.xalxi dums.moSinaurebuli da metyveli.didsulovani da mimtevebeli.xalxi inaxavs da dums.es qalaqia, sadac aRar gicnoben.sadac samomxmareblo sesxidan koleqtiur moxmarebamde erTi nabiji rCeba.sadac weroebi mifrinavenda miaqvT saerTo Sekrebebi da warmatebebi,siyvarulebi da imedgacruebebi,saerTo leqsebi da aRtkinebebi,saerTo cxovrebebi da Tavze xelis gadasmebi.imdeni, ramdenis zidvasac SeZleben.imdeni, ramdensac veRar daabruneben.me ki gamaxsendeba rogor calke miyvarxar.am qalaqidan Sors da axlosSeSfoTebuli adamianebis da sayovelTao molodinis miRma.amitom, me virCev Sens gamocarielebul macivarsda dabzaruli kedlebis Sesavsebad kisermoRrecil lursmnebze uxerxulad Camocmul Zveli Tbilisis reproduqciebs,saerTo fonidan amovardnil uwesrigobas,ase xSirad rom kargaven da ar ician,radgan jer weroebis motanilia dasaxarisxebeli,jer panaSvidebia mosavleli,jer gadafrenebia mosaswrebi, _da macivarze lurji flomasteriT xeibar weros vxatav,romelic verasdros versad gafrindeba Senidan.

samni

mgoni arcerTs ar ufiqria ukan moxedva.qalma asfalts caTambjeni gauxaxuna dameTormete sarTulidan Camosrialda.kacis kedebi Tavidanve miwaze idga,amitom quCas ar ugrZvnia misi nabiji.nabiji igrZnes ujrebma, sadac

uamravi fotos da firis garda,gaCnda abebi, Zilis momyvani kamaTlebirogorc sanTlebi, umzeobis dasaviwyeblad.

nabiji iyo mZime, Tumca msubuqad kanon-zomiers xdida yvelafers, rasac vxedavdiT, an ver: oTaxs, romelsac, Tu dazumav,erTad eZinaT, xeebs saxlis win _ sicilisas gaSlil yvavilebs, quCas, romelSicerTxel uceb gamoeRviZaT, da gzebze ucnob, SedarebiT ucnob, anda kargadnacnob adamianebs, visTvisac darCa maTi erTi dRe da Rame „saerTo~,

_ filmis yureba, mzesumziriT savse langari, da vinc xedavda imas,rac Cans, da piriqiT, rac ukve aRar, magram... kafeSi, magidasTan ijda„yvavili~ _ qimiur cdebSi siyvaruli rom daarqves da maT cxovrebas

molodiniT uTvalTvalebda.

qalma gulidan siyvaruli daibzriala da radgan CanTa aRar hqonda, aRarc jibe, aRarc pijaki, _ isev gulSive Caibruna daufiqreblad.

kacma gulidan siyvaruli daibzriala da radgan CanTac iqve hqonda, jibec, pijakic, _ quCas ver ando da jibeSi daaxurdava.

qali asfaltze fexSiSveli cekvavs siyvaruls.kaci magidas miujda da lates ukveTavs.qali ucnobi gamvlelisTvis kabas isworebs.kacma gulidan gamouSva sityva „sikeTe~.qali quCaSi sarecxisTvis eZebs samagrebs.kaci _ „saerTo~ samovariT yvavilebs namavs.qali ojaxSi brundeba da sadils amzadebs.kaci _ ojaxSi brundeba da sufi mzadaa.

ara. orivem ifiqra ukan moxedva.radgan, siyvaruli SeiZleba darCes umniSvnelo detalebSi: diliT loginis

gasworebaSi, sicxian Sublze xelis dadebaSi, „saerTo~ sabankoangariSebSi, suleluri komediis erTad yurebasa da tirilamdexarxarSi, an sayidlebze erTad wasvlaSi, sayvareli xeebis CrdilSi,yvelgan, sadac mogoneba arsebobs, manam, sanam mogoneba iarsebebs.

nabiji iyo mZime, Tumca msubuqad kanon-zomiers xdida yvelafers, rasac vxedavdiT, an ver: xeebs saxlis win _ sicilisas

gaSlil yvavilebs, quCas, romelSic erTxel uceb gamoeRviZaT, da gzebzeucnob, SedarebiT nacnob, anda kargad nacnob adamianebs, visTvisacdarCa maTi erTi dRe da Rame „saerTo~, _ da vinc xedavda imas, rac Cans,da piriqiT, rac ukve aRar, oTaxs, romelSic isxdnen samni: orni cal-calke zamTrispira civ vitrinebSi da kidev erTi, qimiur cdebSisiyvaruli rom daarqves da maT cxovrebas

molodiniT uTvalTvalebda.

_ SeiZleba CvenTan darCes?!.kacma ikiTxa.

qalma gulidan siyvaruli daibzriala da radgan CanTa aRar hqonda, aRarc jibe, aRarc pijaki, _ isev gulSive Caibruna daufiqreblad.

kacma gulidan siyvaruli daibzriala da radgan CanTac iqve hqonda, jibec, pijakic, veravis ando da gulSive daaxurdava.

qinZisTavebis RmerTi

ai, wavideT, me da „Cven~, _ orni, qinZisTavebiT martoobis amosavsebad.kavi rogorRa gamogdo axla, mindors Zafebis feri adevs (xelovnurebis).qalaqs _ yvavilis (SarSan sviters rom amovZenZe)da sanaxevrod zamTars gadavcdi,rom mousvleli Tovli, _ TeTri an muqi orcxobila Cemi Rimiliskars ukan Cumad, TvaldaxuWuls amomeWamarogorc ambavi, sadac me da „Cven~ mivdivarT axlada grZel sayelos acdenili Cemi kiseriucxo mxrebidan qanaobs mSvidad,TiTqos babuas sarwevela skamidan mdored, _ ise virwevi am tanidan.mxolod unda warmoidgino, rogor movediT.me _ maRalsayeloiani perangiT, lanCebamZvrali fexsacmliT da qinZisTavebiT damagrebuli kisriT.„Cven~ _ fexsacmlis gareSe, saxeze napralebad gaCenili RimiliT.Rimili unda gaiyos orad: Cemad da sxvisad.Cemad da sayovelTaod.Cemad da sazogadod.sayovelTao Rimilebis qveS unda giCandes moTmineba.saCemo Rimilis qveS _ Semwynarebloba.me SemiZlia kari gavaRo da Sens moTminebaSi Semovabijo.me SemiZlia kari gavaRo da Sens SemwynareblobaSi davrCe.sazogadod da saCemod.

me SemiZlia viyo urcxvi da saSualo.„Cven~ ar SegiZlia Tvali amarido da upiratesi gaxde.me SemiZlia dagiviwyo da Tvali ver davxaro.„Cven~ ar SegiZlia dagaviwyde da sayovelTao RimilSi Camtovo.me SemiZlia geZebo qaRaldis TviTmfrinavebSi,WianWvelebis budeebSi,gamxmari xeebis fesvebSi, _yvelgan, sadac kanonzomiereba brmaa.me SemiZlia gipovo Cems Secdomebsa da gadarCenebSi,lanCebaZvral fexsacmelsa da daZenZil qudebSi, _yvelgan, sadac SeiZleba Sens basr Rimils wavawyde.„Cven~ SegiZlia qoTnis yvaviliviT Camrgo romelime miwaSida kiseri perangze damimagro,rom Seni upirobo Rimilebis sarwevelaSimdoored viqanavo, ise mdored, rom:

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unda warmoidgino, rogor ver SevxvdiT.gasuli wlebis arc ise Sua zamTrebidan da dilebidanpirobiTi Rimilebis navebSi Camalulebi,upiratesi gacdenis gancdiT mosulebi,Cven, vinc gagcdiT da xelovnuri Zafebis mindvrebidanyvavilebad amogZenZeT Sen, _qinZisTavebis RmerTo.

„SiSi oxeria~

erTxel, adgeba da wava.saweri magidis ujridan gaurkvevlad lamazi gogos fotos amoiRebs,maRal fexebze kotita TiTebs gadausvams,mere xelebs uxerxulad Semoiwyobs xerxemlis romeliRaca malaze,radgan ar ecodineba, xelebi sad waiRos,radgan xelebi zogjer sruliad gamousadegari nivTebia,adgeba, Tvalebs gadamalavs da wava.Sen ki darCebi da SegeSindeba, rom amqveynad yvelaze uSno gogo xar,romelic miatoves.„SiSi oxeria~ _ vityvi me da sakuTar Tavs daganaxeb.„SiSi oxeria~ _ ityvi Sen da ar Semomxedav.„SiSi oxeria~ _ ityvian isini da gagveclebian.erTxel, kedebidan maRalsarTulian saxlze Semodgebida Seni pirobiTi simaRle mogewoneba.simaRle, romelsac sakuTar Tavs umalavdi.simaRle, romlis gamoc ar Candi.simaRle, romlis gamoc migatoves.„SiSi oxeria~ _ vityvi me da Secdomas ar davuSveb.„SiSi oxeria~ _ ityvi Sen da Secdomas dauSveb.„SiSi oxeria~ _ ityvian isini da sapatarZlod mogrTaven.erTxel, bevri wlis Semdeg,saxeze naklovanebebs sqeli tonaluriT Seisworeb,Tvalebs qveviT wreebze Svilebs Cais safenebiviT Semoiwyob,gaganierebul TeZoebs gadamalav da sarkes gauRimeb.me ki getyvi, rom Seni pirobiTi SiSi dagamarcxebs,SiSi, romelsac sarkeSi yoveli Caxedvisas gaurbodi.

Sen ukve xedav Sens naoWebs.isini laparakoben Senze da Secdomebze.Sen ukve xedav Sens Secdomebs,isini mxolod imisTvis arseboben,rom Tavidan dauSva.Sen ukve xedav Sens zedmetad did Tvalebs,isini aCveneben samyaros ufro ganiers, vidre sinamdvileSia.

„SiSi oxeria~ _ vityvi me da gamecineba.„SiSi oxeria~ _ ityvi Sen da Tvalebs daituSav.„SiSi oxeria~ _ ityvian isini da winsafars gaCuqeben.me vwer simaxinjeze da vwer, rom uSno gogoebi yvelaze lamazebi arian

da rom ar arsebobs siyvaruli, romelic saxis kanis feris gamo iwyebada rom ar arseboben Secdomebi, romlebic Cvenc da bunebamac ar undadauSvas da rom bunebaSi araferi ikargeba, arc SecdomiTda arc uSecdomod da roca sarkeSi sakuTari anarekli mogatyuebs,nu SegeSindeba Tqva, _ rogori arasrulyofili xar,rom gaqvs cxviri didi, anda yuri Tmidan gamoweuli, _

„SiSi oxeria~ _ Tqvi da daberdi.

msxverpli

me avaSene saxelmwifo Cveni gamxmari xelebidan,Seni Cems xsovnaSi amoTeTrebuli kanidan,darCenili nafexurebis saTvalavis arevidan,im uTvalavi zigzagidan da oTxkuTxa wridan,romlidanac vera da ver gamovaRwieT,am dros ki Tovda samomavlo bilikebidan da Tovlnakluli quCebidanda im dReebidan da Rameebidan, romelSic ver davetieTda am dros ki Tovli iyo ise lamazi, rogorcSeiZleboda rom silamaze yofiliyo,romelsac mxolod lamazad yofna evalebada me avaSene saxelmwifo yvela im ulamazo dRidan,romelSic lamazad yofna gvevaleboda,magram nel-nela mkvdari peplebiviT davmaxinjdiTgzebze, sadac yvelaferi gavda erTmaneTs da ar iyo erTmaneTis adgili arsad,sadac sikeTe gavda dagvianebul Tovls da Cvens vals sxva adamianebs uxdida,sadac msxverpli SeiZleboda rom damnaSave yofiliyo,radgan danaSauli msxverpliT ar izomebada am simaxinjeSi ise srulyofilad SemeZlo myvarebodi,rom roca samomavlo bilikebidan da Tovlnakluli quCebidan Tovda,me vaSenebdi saxelmwifos CemTvis da SenTvis,ulamazo saxelmwifosTovlis gareSe.veravin naxos, rogor gagcdi gasul wels, diliT.ise scxelodaT am yvavilebs Sua zamTarSi.veravin naxos, rogor gagcdi gasul wels, diliT.veravin naxos, _ verc dilam da verc im zamTarma,roca scxelodaT yvavilebs da me gagcdi diliT,arc ise diliT, da arc ise Sua zamTarSi,axla ki Cemi zamTrianad mogyvebi ukan,Zalian diliT da Zalian Sua zamTarSi.

guSin saRamosamovasvene Seni gamxmari xelebi qoTnidan,mTeli cxovreba sixaruls rom vufxvierebdi.ixarebs, mainc.

dakarguli saxisambavi

erT qals saxe xSirad ecvleboda.rom Sercxveboda _ wiTldeboda, romSekrTeboda _ fiTrdeboda, usamarT-loba abrazebda, sibrazis dros _ eR-miWeboda; mxiarulebac da mwuxarebacsxvadasxvagvarad exateboda saxeze.sixarulis dros saxe unaTdebodamzian dResaviT, mwuxarebis dros equSe-boda umTvaro RamesaviT. qals yvelaazri saxeze ewereboda, yvela kiTxvispasuxic saxeze ekiTxeboda. sixarulisdros yvela nakvTi garkveviT aCnda,mwuxarebis dros ki ise umkrTal-deboda Tvalebi, cxviri, tuCebi, Zliv-sRa Tu SeamCnevdi. etyoba, qalis cx-ovrebaSi bednierma dReebma iklo, rad-gan TandaTan gaumkrTalda saxis na-kvTebi, erT ubedur dRes ki mTlianadgauqra yvela nakvTi da saxis ovali isedaucarielda, rogorc furceli,romelzec araferia daxatuli.

xalxma mainc icno dakarguli saxispatroni qali. cxovrebis usamarTlo-bam wauSala saxeo _ ambobdnen Tavi-anT ojaxebSi. patara bavSvebi, rom-lebic mSoblebs usmendnen, fiqrobd-nen, rom usamarTlobam, romelicZalian borotia, saSleli aiRo xelSida qals saTiTaod wauSala lamaziTvalebi, cxviri, tuCebi... amitom isinimSoblebs sTxovdnen, feradi fanqrebieyidaT maTTvis. midiodnen qalTan,roca is baRSi ijda, ferad fanqrebsenis wveriT isvelebdnen da morigeo-biT axatavdnen masze lurji fanqriTTvalebs, yavisferiT _ warbebs, yvi-TliT _ cxvirs da wiTliT _ tuCebs.an sxvagvarad _ vardisfriT _ Tva-lebs, yviTliT _ warbebs, lurjiT _cxvirs da da mwvaniT _ tuCebs, an kidevsxvagvarad... magram qals maT yovelmzrunvelobaze guli uCuydeboda,daxatuli lurji, an vardisferi, ansxva feris Tvalebidan cremlebi Camos-dioda da yvela nakvTi iSleboda. bavS-vebs xelaxla dasaxati uxdebodaT qa-lis saxe. amitom patarebs male moswy-indaT erTidaigive naxatebis xatva, maTxom TamaSebi Zalian male swyindebaT.qali isev darCa usaxod.

Tumca qals zogierTi dascinodada zogsac ebraleboda, Sin ar Caketi-la. raki Tvalebi ar hqonda, xelisce-cebiT dadioda da saxes mzes uSverda,

fiqrobda, netav, mzem gadmomxedosmowyale TvaliT, netav, gavSavde daWorflmac damayaros, oRond Cemi saxedamibrundeso.

mzisken xom yvela qali ixedeba damzec yvelas amCnevs, Tumca dedamiwazebevri qalia. axlac, Sexeda mzem _ rasxedavs, arc meti, arc naklebi, usaxoqalia.

_ ra gagWirvebiao, _ CamohkiTxaqals.

_ saxe davkargeo, _ uTxra qalma,_ iqneb mapovnino, oRond saxe dami-brundebodes da ginda TeTri iyos, gin-da wiTeli, gind yviTeli, gind Savi, gin-da WorfliT dawinwkluli, oRond saxemqondeso. yvelaferi saxieria am mi-waze, yvavilebs saxe aqvT, Citebsac, cx-ovelebsac, me ki usaxod davrCio.

mzes kakali guli moswva qalis sa-codaobam da Casvlis win iseTi simxur-vale gamoafrqvia, dedamiwas almuriavarda. mzem qals uTxra: Cemi Casvlisdroa, magram ar idardo, amaRam CemsmeuRles, mTvares, vTxov, varskvlavTakreba gamarTos, vnaxoT, ra mizeziTdagikargavs saxe. Tu raime brali SenTviTon ar migiZRvis, Tvalebi da cxvi-ri ki ara, Worfli da Worflis misx-alic ar dagekargeba, piriqiT, varskv-lavebi gagimravleben. oRond, am RamiTuqmad ar gaCerde, dedamiwis ambebi Sea-grove, diliT mzeyvavilas suli Seu-bere, misi bumbli rom haerSi ava, is am-bebic maT moebmeba, Cems saufloSi amo-aRwevs da yvelafers cxadad mivx-vdebiTo.

_ dedamiwaze uTvalavi ambebi xde-ba, me yvelafers rogor davimaxsovre-bo, _ Sewuxda qali.

_ rac Sens guls Seexo da kunWuleb-Si daimarxa, isini gamoamzeure, fex-iswverebze aiwie, suli Seubere, ambebimzeyvavilas bumbls gamoebmeba da qariCvens saufloSi wamoiRebs, Tan Sencsuls moiTqvamo, _ daariga mzem qali.

_ im ambebidan zogierTi iseTi mZ-imea, mzeyvavilas bumbli ras itvirTav-so, _ ifiqra qalma.

_ Sen oRond Seagrove, danarCeniCven viciTo, _ miuxvda fiqrs mze.

qals raRa Segroveba esaWiroeboda,SeZvra Tavisi gulis kunWulebSi, iqerTi zardaxSa iyo damaluli, gaxsnais zardaxSa, da mzis, mTvarisa da var-skvlavTa krebisTvis saswrafod gamo-amzeura es ambebi:

cira yuraSvili

ciklidan`didebisTvisac

wasakiTxi zRaprebi~


ambavi patara biWisa,romelsac yvelafris

gayidva surda

im mxareSi, sadac uxsovar dros mdi-darma kacma erT lamaz qals mTismwvervali aCuqa, erTi biWuna cx-ovrobda. biWs iseTi Tvali hqonda,rasac Sexedavda, yvelafris gayidvasurda. foToli rom foTolia, imasaciarliys daawebebda da gayidda. yiddagirCebs, wiwvebs, Tevzis farflebs, pep-lebis frTebs, Citis gafiCxul fexebs.aseTi rameebis gayidva Sen mogafiqrde-boda? mereda ra karg iarliyebs amza-debda?! jer didi mondomebiT Wridamuyaosgan, mere xvretda da Sig feradTokebs uyrida, Tan ise lamazad awer-da, stambaSi nabeWdi gegoneboda. meream patara suvenirebs Tanatolebze hy-idda. patarebs moswondaT aseTi saCu-qrebi da didi xalisiTac irigebdnen.biWuna ki aRebuli fuliT funTuSebsda kompotiviT tkbil dasalevs yidu-lobda.

am biWs ufrosi da hyavda, is akvird-eboda Zamikos saqciels da fiqrobda:netav, es kargia, Tu cudio?!

erTxel biWunam yuri mohkra, mamamsaubarSi axsena sityvebi: àsortimen-tis mravalferovneba~. biWi mixvda,rom es sityvebi sxvadasxva gasayids ni-Snavda. bevri ifiqra Tu cota, axalisia Camowera da iarliyebic daamzada.ai, ra ewera TiToeulze: mzis aTinaTi_ 10 botinati (botinati _ oqrosfuli sxva qveynidan iyo Semosuli ammxareSi), wvimis tkacun-kacuna _ 20botinati, yinva-Wirxlis yvavili _ 30botinati, varskvlavcimcimas caliTvali _ 40 botinati, vaskvlavcimci-mas meore Tvalic _ 40 botinati, qar-borios kudi _ 50 botinati, cvar-na-mis Rimili _ 60 botinati. es bevroqros fuls niSnavda, magram patarebsise uxarodaT suvenirebis SeZena,mSoblebi rogor dauSlidnen, miTufro, rom oqros fuli iseve uxvad dadaudevrad hqondaT miyrili da mix-vetili kuTxeSi, rogorc lobios ancercvis CenCo.

biWunas tolebi Tavs daexvivnen dayvelaferi ise swrafad gaiyida, qarbo-rios kudic ki aRar darCenia. magramsaqme is iyo, rom Sin misulma patarebmaverc mzis aTinaTi ipoves, verc wvimistkacun-kacuna, verc yinva-Wirxlisyvavili, verc varskvlavcimcimas ver-cerTi Tvali, verc qarborios kudi daverc cvar-namis Rimili. SeZenilidanmxolod iarliyebi darCenodaT, isiniki marTlac Zalian lamazebi iyo.

am biWunas daiko isev fiqrobda, _netav, es kargia, Tu cudio? damSoblebs ar umxelda am ambavs.

biWunas ki ufro da ufro didi geg-mebi hqonda. rom hkiTxavdnen: razeocnebob, didi rom gaxdebi, ras gaa-keTebo? is dinjad pasuxobda: mecxretalRas da meSvide cas gavyidio. dai-ko kvlav fiqrobda: netav, es kargia, Tucudio? SemkiTxvelebi ki Zalian ib-neodnen: ̀ es ra Tqva am TiTistola bavS-

vma, netav, is ar gveyo, Cvenma sulelmamTavarma ulamazesi mTis mwvervaliviRac gadamTiel qals rom aCuqa daTvalTagan gadagvikarga, am pawukas kimarTla risi gayidva surso?!~

biWunam, roca yvelaferi gayida,risi gayidvac surda, gadawyvita, axlasunTqva gaeyida, radgan Tavisi sxeu-lis vercerT nawils ver Seelia. magrambiWunam Tavisi sunTqva patarebSi vergayida, radgan maT ar surdaT sxvisisunTqva. simarTle rom iTqvas, biWunasmarTla guliT ki ar undoda TavisisunTqvis gayidva, fiqrobda, myidvelirogorc ki fuls CamiTvlis, CemssunTqvas isev SevisunTqav, fulic dam-rCeba da sunTqvaco. daiko ki usmendada uyurebda mTel am ambavs da fiqrob-da _ netav, es kargia, Tu cudio?!

bolos, roca biWunas sunTqvaaravin iyida, erTma Savma kacma Camoi-ara _ ras hyidi biWukelao? _ hkiTxa.sunTqvas vyidio. me viyidio, uTxra amSavma kacma. didZali fuli dautova,sul oqros dukatebi, biWunas sunTqvaSeisunTqa da gza sul xtunva-xtunviTganagrZo. im Savi kacis wasvla da biWu-nas uZravad Zirs davardna erTi iyo.oqros dukatebic iqve mimoifanta.axla ki Semoikra biWunas daikom TavSixeli, raRa mixvedra undoda, rom esZalian cudi ki ara, Zalian didi ube-dureba iyo. miujda uZrav Zamikos gver-diT da daiwyo tirili. ise tiroda, isemoTqvamda, guli dagewveboda mis dan-axvaze. moTqvamda: ratom Tavis drozear gavumxile mSoblebs es ambavi, axlabiWunas raRa eSveleba, mec davrCiuZamikod, daviRupeT, daviRupeTo.

aris am moTqmasa da vaiuSvelebel-Si, rom Camoiara erTma qalma _ rasmoTqvam, gogoni, ra gagWirvebiao? _hkiTxa mas.

_ Cemma Zamikom sunTqva gayida dasulic ganuteva, axla raRa gveSvele-ba, mSoblebsac ra piriT veCveno, es am-bavi rogor gavagebinoo, _ da isevatirda gogona.

qalma dawvrilebiT gamohkiTxa bi-Wunas ambavi da roca gaigo, qarboriaskudic ki gahyidao, jer sicili auvar-da, mere warbebi Seikra da gogonasmkacrad uTxra: `gana yvelafris gay-idva SeiZleba, rac ki adamians moaf-iqrdeba?!~ _ mere biWunasTan daixarada Tavisi sunTqva SeasunTqa. es grilisunTqva gogonasac ise moelamuna,TiTqos xis totidan Citi afrinda daSerxeulma totma kriala niavs ubiZga.biWuna gacocxlda. gogona ki sixaru-liT atirda da qals uTxra: mamaCemibiznesmenia, miTxari, samagiero riTigadagixadoo.

_ verafriT gadamixdio, _ uTxraqalma, _ gana yvelaferi fulze iyide-ba... me piriqiT, Tqveni mTavris valisgadaxda mindoda, didi xnis winaT, uxs-ovar dros man me yvelaze maRali mTismwvervali maCuqa. im mwvervalsac ukangibrunebT, sad unda wameRo, aqve iyo,ubralod, ver xedavdiT, naxe, iq Canso,_ da gogonam marTlac dainaxa mzissxivebiT ganaTebuli mwvervali.

qali ki gaqra.

cangalas ambavi

cangala patara biWia. erT nisliandilas, roca mamalma pirvelad iyivla,cangala qalaqs wavida. `yurZenicmoiparao~ _ meleqse hyveba, magram issxva cangalazea, Cvens cangalas ara-feric mouparavs, gogonam gaafrT-xila: rac unda mogSivdes, xeli ara-ferze wagicdeso da esec dahpirda.cangala iseTia, sityvas ar gastexs. dasdaujerebs, dedis guls ar gaamwarebs,mamis xsovnasac ar Searcxvens.

Sexta cangala, SekuntruSda dagzas gaudga.

nisliani dila rom iyo, xom vTqviT?cotaTi mucelic rom stkioda,

isic vTqvaT, magram cangala risi can-gala biWi iqneba, Tu muclis tkiviliSeaSinebs.

iara cangalam, iara da ra CamoTv-lis, ramdeni rame naxa. magram im moxu-cisTana gamosarCevi da ucnauri maincaraferi. cangalam igi maSin dainaxa,roca nagavsayrels Cauara. moxucs mo-

mwvano, WuWyisferi, mogrZo qurTukiecva. qurTukis mTel zedapirze sxva-dasxva feris, qurTukTan Seuxamebelisakereblebi edo. moxucs qudic amg-varive exura, patar-patara, Wreli sak-ereblebiT gawyobili, kepiT ukan,kisrisken Setrialebuli da cangalamifiqra, rom am samosis patroni didadmoclili da axirebuli adamiani iyo.moxucs muxlebTan, qurTukis boloebisarCulis mxares ise gamobervoda, ety-oboda, Sig raRac-ruRacebi eyara. ity-odi _ boTlebiao, quCaSi boTlebi Tuakrifao, anTu ZonZebiao _ sanagvezewamokrifa da qurTukSi sarCulis mxri-dan CauCurTavso. sanagveze daxrilimoxuci joxiT raRacas CiCqnida.

cangala maSinve mixvda, rom es arcboTlebi iyo da arc ZonZebi. biWs guliaxlac ise Seuxta, rogorc adre, maSinmama cocxali iyo, cangala mas xelidangausxlta, erT feradCanTian, quCaSimimaval qalTan miirbina, qals fexebzeSemoexvia da mamas dauZaxa: `mama, modi,am qals aqvs zRapris wignebi.~ maSin can-galas mamas ise Sercxva, ise Sercxva,Sublidan ofli cxvirsaxociT moiw-minda. calke qals Sercxva, waborZik-da da kinaRam waiqca Tavis CanTiana,romelSic bevri zRapris wigni elaga.cangalam axeda zRaprebian qals dauTxra: `me Tqven guSin daginaxeT!~waqcevas saswauliT gadarCenilma qal-ma gaiRima da cangalas uTxra: `Sen nam-dvili cangala xar, me Sen Cems zRapreb-Si SegiZRvebi da iq uTvalav ramesgaCveneb...~ magram mere im qals daaviw-yda Tavisi piroba, Tu ra iyo, cangalazRaparSi veRar moxvda. axla, ki...

cangalam ifiqra, rom moxucis qur-Tukis boloebSi zRapris wignebi iyoCaCurTuli, vin icis, iqneb romelimezRapari cangalaze, gogonaze da maTdedazea, an mamazea zRapari, romelicbewvis xidze gavida. da raki ase ainter-esebs cangalas zRaprebi, axla lekviv-iT gahyveba ukan moxucs.

midis cangala, ukan mihyveba mox-ucs, magram ver bedavs, dauZaxos, SeaC-eros, erTi zRapari mainc sTxovos. sa-magierod misi fiqrebi iqcnen patar-patara zRaprebad, isinic mixtian damiTamaSoben biWTan erTad. ai, erTifiqris zRapari: midian, midian da erTibeqobidan TavdaRmarTSi didi nagazidaeSveba, jer cangalas SeuRrens, ma-gram cangala uSiSaria, aiRebs msxvilkets da Tu nagazi Semoutevs, TavSiWorgavs mas, mere nagazi moxucs SeuR-rens, ara, arafers dauzianebs, mxolodmisi qurTukis boloebs Caafrindeba,gamoglejs da zRapris wignebicgamocvivdeba. daswvdeba biWi da aiRebserT wigns.

ara, am zRapars sxva sjobs:midian, midian da daiRlebian, mox-

uci qurTuks gaixdis, xis totze Camok-idebs, daiZinebs, sad iqneba da sad ara,qurdebi gamoCndebian, qurTuks waet-anebian, xelT zRaprebi SerCebaT, imaTki wignebi rad undaT, xramSi gadayrasdaupireben, maSin gamoxteba biWi can-gala da yvela zRapars gulSi Caikravs.

ah, ara! waikiTxa biWma Tavisi fiqriszRaprebi da ar moewona. es fiqrebicxom qurdobas hgavs, qurdoba ki ra can-galas sakadrisia. sxva zRapari sjobs,ai, aseTi: ivlian, ivlian, moxuci moixe-davs, Sexedavs cangalas vaJkacobas,rom zRaprisTvis amxela gza gamouv-lia da Tavisi xeliT aCuqebs biWs zRa-pris wignebs. magram moxuci midis damidis, gzas ki bolo ar uCans. cangalajer daiRala, mere Zalian daiRala,bolos ki ise daiRala, lamisaa suligavardes, Tan rom muceli uxurs? gzaski bolo isev ar uCans.

iares, iares da miadgnen erT pird-aRebul ufskruls. ufskrulia iseTi,iseTi, Tvals ver Caawvden. mis ZirSi kiimodena wyali miquxs, misi talRebisgruxuni lamis dedamiwis kideSi gais-mis. ufskrulze bewvis xidia gadebuli.gaixada moxucma Tavisi qurTuki, iqvemiagdo, dahkra SiSveli fexi bewvis xidsda gadaevlo ufskrulis daRebul xax-as. xedavs cangala, sanatreli qurTu-ki iqve gdia, midi, gamoarRvie romelime

cira yuraSvili

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* * *rodesac pasuxs velodebi,me vnerviulob,rodesac me Sen gelodebi,Sen nerviulob,rodesac yvela Teoria,gamoricxuli, ambobs, romqveyanad araferi xdeba SemTxveviT,Cven vnerviulobT!da... vecodebiT yvela mokvdavs,rodesac vcodavT,ar vecodebiT mxolod zeciers,rodesac veliT saswaulze ufrodid imeds, Cven gveSinia,Sen miyureb, me mas vaZineb,vinme ifiqrebs,rom is SiSi Cemi Svilia.

* * *davkide karze natexiqvis da Seminde sxvisken,maxlobel aRmosavleTSiwasulo RmerTis Svilo.gzad, sxivebs sxvisi saxlisda mzis Caketil saxsrebsvezide da... mezida da...sanam suli tanSi Cadga,ar vaxsene amaosa zeda wyali.Semomxeda, veRar micno, veRar micno,me vicani,xSirad locva maviwydebada saxeli,xelisguli midevs TavTan,arasodes miTqvams SenTvisis, rac sxvebma unda giTxran,Tavdebian mindvrebi da mdinareTakarviani napirebi Tavdebian.vinc saswauls ar eZebda,mtris qalaqSi enad iqca,Sens enaze _ cecxlis enad,enaTmecnierebisa.

iq, sadac mkvdrebi midian

me da Sen axla ar vmegobrobT,magram dro dadgeba,roca dro dadgeba,me Sen meyolebi mxolod,da Sen daginaxav mxolod,da Sen dagiZaxeb mxolod,radgan isini sxvebi gaxdebian,da sxvebs moundebaT Cemi gaxseneba,da sxvebs moundebaT Cemi daviwyeba,_ ise viT sxividan mzisda sityvidan enisda miwidan samSoblos xmamesmoda,Seni xmac mesmis,Sorsaa.

sulTaTana

Tu ver aiReb qalaqs,Sen ver gaxdebi mefe,Tu ver gaxdebi mefe,Sen iqnebi Tanamedroveprezidenti, Sen verasodesdaibruneb zRvas, mzes, xalxs,xalissda Sen geyoleba mtris jarisaxlSi da Sen aravin gendoba.Tu daiZineb tkbilad,roca ar sZinavT mkvdrebs.Tu moinatreb sizmars,roca javrs miaqvs cxadi.Sen ar iqnebi mefe,romelmac sityva dado,droa erTmaneTs vuTxraT,ra mouvidaT mereWaSi Cavardnil kacebs?

* * *ar geZaxian, radgan xmaSi Sen gaqvs oqro dagulSi leqsebi, gadarCeba mxolod sofokle.mzis sakacesTan yvelas peSviT wyali mohqonda,zRva moitane da daaSre Ramis nanina.Cai davlioT, visaubroT martiv Temebze,did sicxeebze, qalqidan gasul Cvenebze,Cai davlioT, visaubroT, meti ra ginda?sanam Cvens Tavze, Tavs moiyris mTvare cvedani,mas moklaven da ar Sexedaven.ar dabneldeba dedaSenis gvelis perangi,quCis bavSvebi metaforad aitaceben,meti ra ginda?

nakeri, ra zRaprebi ar iqneba Sig, magram cangalasaRarc unebarTvod surs, qurTuks xeli axlos daaRarc zRaprebi ainteresebs, masac unda bewvis xidzegadafrindes, gaigos, iqiT ra xdeba, iqiT xom mamacwavida.

gaixada cangalam Tavisi fexsacmelebi, cal xel-Si daiWira, meore xeli haerSi aiqnia da bewvis xidzeSedga. xidia iseTi uwvrilesi da ugrZesi, rac dedami-waze adamiani dabadebula, imaTi warb-wamwami, ara,imaTi Tmis Rerebi rom gadaaba erTmaneTs. Sedga can-gala bewvis xidze da sul agangala-gangaliT gada-irbina xidi. dahkra fexi da erT ucnaur mindorSimoxvda: xedavs, patara bavSvebi darbian zed yvavile-bze, daWerobanas TamaSoben. gamoedevnebian erTma-neTs, sul gadaSlil yvavilTa Tavze irbenen, magramyvavilebi arc iTelebian da arc araferi, TiTqosbavSvebi ki ara, TeTri peplebi dafrenen Tavzeo. can-gala gakvirvebuli Sehyurebda patarebis ancobas,mere, roca isini rZian Sadrevans miscvivdnen, svamd-nen da siamovnebiT tuCebs ilokavdnen, cangalasmuceli auruyruyda da WinWariviT daususxa tkivil-ma.

cangalasac surda bavSvebTan TamaSi, magram maincgaecala maT da gzas gaudga. Tumca gza sad iyo, ul-amazesi yvavilebi mTel mindorze ise gadaSlil-iyvnen, fexs ras auqcevdi, mainc rom arcerTi yvaviliar gaTelila? Tumc ki maT feradebze gadiara can-galam fexiT.

mindvridan biWma qalaqis galavans mohkra Tvalida iqiT gaeSura. xedavs, karibWesTan rigi dgas. ismoxuci icno, qurTuki ufskrulis piras rom dato-va, misda gasakvirad moxucs grZeli, yavisferi pal-to ecva, xelSi raRac sabuTi eWira da karibWismcvelebs esaubreboda. cangalas bevri aRar ufiqria,moxucs paltos qvemodan SeuZvra, Signidan amoefarada masTan erTad gaabija karibWis iqiT.

iq ki iseTi qveyana gadaeSala Tvalwin, cangalamifiqra, rom swored aseTia zRapari. etyoba, qalmaTavisi sityva Seasrula da zRaparSi SeuZRva da rakizRaparSia, maSin mamac aqve unda egulebodes. mamamarTlac iqve iyo, ar Secvliliyo, iseTive iyo,rogorc adre.

_ ra mizeziT giCqaria, jer Seni dro ar damdga-ra, rad wamosulxar am siSores, dedas da gogonasZalian SeaSineb, _ sayveduriT uTxra man.

iseTive mziT garujuli xeli Cahkida biWs,rogoric adre hqonda, rZian SadrevanTan miiyvana_ dalie, _ uTxra cangalas, _ da tkiviligagiyuCdeba. cangala rZian Sadrevanze daixara dakatasaviT amosvlipa mTeli rZe.

_ modi, yavisfer wignSi CavixedoT, vnaxoT, ramizeziT wamosulxar amxela gzaze, _ uTxra mamamcangalas da erT kacTan miiyvana. grZelwvera kacmayavisferydiani, uzarmazari wigni gaSala, iq TiTigaayola, raRac amoikiTxa, saxeze gakvirveba gamoe-saxa, cangalas Sexeda da hkiTxa _ Sen aq ra ginda, aqsaidan gaCndi? mere ki daucacxana: aba, mousvi aqedan!

SeSinebuli cangala aqeT eca, iqiT eca, mere karib-Wisken gavarda, iq karibWismcvelebma xeli staces dagalavnis gadmoRma isroles, Tan Tavisi fexsac-melebic Tavze gadmoayares.

biWs mamlis yivili isev Semoesma. Tvali gaaxila,sicxe aRar hqonda, aRarc muceli stkioda.

gogonam Termometri umniSvnelod dabertya daSeinaxa.

_ es fexsacmeli rodis dasvara, an es feradimtveri saidan gaCnda masze? _ ukvirda winkarSi can-galas fexsacmelebTan daxril gogonas.

naTia giorgaZe

dabadebisTvis

me radgan droTaganmavlobaSi vkvdebi,es Cemi oTaxia,Cemi Tvalebis fersTviTon virCevda momwons, rocame var pirveli,anu qmnadi, anu metyvelianomalia.me SeiZleba ar viyomkveTrad alergiuliviRacis mimarT,zooparkSi loms da antilopasTu ar CamiTvliTcru alergenad.Tavisufleba _ yvela cxovelsda adamians, frinvels, romelmacis dakarga gadafrenisas...

_ roca vCerdebiTxolme gundebad,sikvdili moCansrogorc gundis xe.

* * *ipoveT aTi gansxvavebaam or qals Soris.aTi kanoni, ori xelisaTive TiTi, maT ar iswavleszedmiwevniT kacis fereba,arc siyvarulis wesi da rigida es saerTo niSani gaxda(saxeebia sxva danarCeni),muyaos didi fotoalbomi,da jibis wigni, patara wignebidan...riT damTavrdeba yvelaferi,roca yvelaferi damTavrdeba?winadadeba awyobili palmis foTlebiTpoeziaa... im oridanerTi werda, meore _ ara.erTma sofeli imyofina,meorem _ ara.erTs winsafari aCuqes da meores ara.erTi yviroda, meore _ ara,meorem daWra puris daniTTavisi qmari,pirvelma _ ara, RmerTkaciapirvelis qmari.meores saxe daunaoWda,pirvels ki ara,pirvels yovelTvis eSinodameores _ ara.pirvels uyvarda yvavilebi,meores ara.pirvels axsovda misi gvari, meores _ ara.pirveli gavda TavisTavs da meore _ arada sanam iyvnen, sul es iyo...

sikvdilis merec,erT saflavSi ganisveneben.

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* * *isev cas veZeb, mecxres, _mokvdavs ara maqvs sxva ram,aq frTebs laRad ver gaSli,ver Seedrebi mercxlebs,ver gadalaxav wkvarams,verc xed iqcevi vaSlis.

veZeb maRribs Tu maSriysda melandeba uceb _mze sinaTliTa sruliT,cidan varskvlavebs mayris,micvlis myarsa da ucvlels,rom momirCinos wyluli.

vgrZnob, Cumad Txovdnen rasacmTeli cxovreba sxvebi,me gamimxila wamSi,codvili, dasjis nacvlad,damajildova xlebiTda darbazebiT caSi.

deda sidonia

ramdeni Cvengan gauvleli mindoria,ramdeni suli uflis mimndobia,siyvaruls, uzenaess, mieltvis mSvidobians,deda sidonia!aris wuTi, rodesac ar Rirs saubari,dumilSi eflobi, loculob da ufaliCumad migibarebs, radgan mimndobia,Cerdeba SuRli, zizRi da autodafe,da xvdebi,sulTan erTad sxeulic ratom dafrens,Semwea ufali. deda sidonia!..

* * *rwmenas eWvisgan gavcli, rogorc vardisgan ekals,rogorc Taflisgan buzebs,comiT fuvdeba varcli, qari TavisTvis cekvavsda yinuls xeTqavs gulze.umzers elamad sivrces mouwyobeli yofa, _eWviTavsili qali,Citi rom frTxeba, ise _

sityva farTxalebs strofad,sinaTlis welze mali.

rwmena

mwvaned RaRanebs molida gorakebi moCanswiTlad elvare mzeSi,sul aq viyavi mgoni,da arc movkvdebi, rocagamkravs sikvdilis eSvi.

Tovli cildeba mwvervals,qari _ fiWvian tevrebs,wyali _ qviSian napirs,ver damacilebs rwmenas,verc rwmenis gamo cremlebs _yinva, wvima Tu xvati...

ivlisi

kari Caraza magrad, daxSa-dagmana baRic,dardTan damtova marto,

qari qimunjebs wamkravs, damdevs erTguli ZaRlida cvari velebs altobs.

ivliss sicxe da wvima, suni sokos da girCisSeereva da maTrobs,marto ca ki ar brwyinavs,brwyinavs sulic da ibrZvis _jojoxeTiviT saTno...

saCxere-kvereTis gzaze

erTi kaklis xe yanaSidgas oblad gzaze kvereTis,viRacas sZinavs karavSi, _kacia, albaT, wereTlis.

daveZeb dedis Cvenebas,aq dadioda odesRac,Cixuras cremli ereva,cremli sdis Savfer lodebsac.

* * *yvelas vgulSematkivrobdi:mewignesac, moragbesac,masac, vinc me miyvarda davinac Tavi momabezra.mec paolos Rorad viqec,am paloze momabesa,Cits riT unda gavejibro,caTa ambis moambesa.

samoTxis baRi

baRia gadaRobili,sxva samoTxidan xmobili, _meCurCuleba dobili,gultkbilad Semxedvaria,Sewuxebula mxatvari,_ sxva droa, _ ambobs fatmani,gacudebulan natvrani, merani saxedaria.

baRi viwro da wynaria,rom dis, samoTxis wyaliajojoxeTisken duduniT,baRSi vardebi yvavian,vardze rom dafrens, yvaviada ara tkbili bulbuli.

* * *gzas viwros da eklians mivuyvebi euli,erTi kacis neknia mTeli Cemi sxeuli,zed eklebad mekvrian miznebi damsxvreuli,elva Cemi mekvlea,elda ver daZleuli,erTi kacis nekniamTeli Cemi sxeuli...

troas karibWesTan

mzes eficxeba xvlikiZveli karibWis marcxniv,esec Tu aris xriki, _ Tvals vayoleb da vacli.nuTu ar icis iman, rom aq Cvens garda droa,heqtoriviT rom Zinavsda udarajebs troas.Tvali vis eZebs, mikvirs,vis poulobs da kargavs,

mzes eficxeba xvlikibeberi troas karTan...

gulgatexilobisas

uceb dakra susxma, ise uceb acivda,varskvlavebis gundi ufro metad damcilda,me miwaze davrCi, isini ki gaqren.

cecxlis alma nela aiwia nacridan,misi gulic davkarge, Cemi gulic gacivda,gasakeTebeli aRar damrCa saqme...

pesimistis leqsi

àm qveyanam me droebiT Semifara viT qarvaslam, Cemi mosvla an ra iyo, an ra aris Cemi wasvla...~

givi gegeWkori

mosavleli momivlia, mec viyavi erTi mwiri,mec naRveli momeria, yofa gaxda CemTvis Wiri,natvra miuwvdomelia, rac ram iyo RmerTis wili,kmayofili romelia, me rom viyo, _ Zewnis wkiri.

maqanavebs qari da mxris, wvima, Tovli ar micodebs,arc kari maqvs da arc saxli,

xels aravin ar miwodebs,sikvdilis cels TavSi maxlis,

TiTqos brali ar icodes,cecxlSi vdgavar lavis laxvriT,

leqss vwer, sanam daviwvode.

`Cemi mosvla an ra iyo, an ra aris Cemi wasvla~,suls, daCeCqvils, sevda ipyrobs,

wuTiT var Tu mxolod wams var,ver davuZver bedis ciklops,

wasaSlelis unda waSla,cecxli metobs, yinvam iklo, tyviam gaitana masra...

mdumare ifani

mdumare ifans ra tkiva, ra ician,cam moulodnelad dabla daiwia,miwa ki amaRlda caSi gasafrenad.

wyavi mowyenili, asi wlis Tu metisa,ambobs: siyvaruli erTxelac Tu meRirsa, _ar mivcem am qarebs fexqveS gasaTelad.

ifani ki dgas da ras fiqrobs, vin icis,aq ifnis fiqrisa da dardisTvis vin iclis!..

uarafrobis rame

gadmoRvrilebi godolssxivebi Cumad krTianda kedrebs rTaven daxrilT,wamomiyvane rogorc,iq damabrune gvian,iq mimiCine saxli.

guls, mourCenlad CaTvlils,qceuls daJangul kirqvad,kvali aCnia isris,codo-bralia marTlis,eSma angelozs irTavs,mzes aekvreba nisli.

mTiT dagordeba lodi, _kiTxva: gaivlis rodissodom-gomoris Rame?mwarea Sxami codnis,ucodinrobis codvis,uarafrobis rame...

mwuxris locva

eklesiidan ismisyovel mimwuxris JamiTlocva mwuxrisa wrfeli,qari erWoba kisriT,rom gaikvalos zvavida qvrivs mowmindos cremli.

dedas, svetis qveS damdgars,miefereba morcxvad,TiTqos ar iyos Slegi,sevda mipirebs STanTqmasda gadaylapvas cocxlad,an CamoWknobas WleqiT.

o, ar gaCerdes netav,aliluias gabma,

dodo WumburiZe


ar Seanelos cecxli...joxs daydnobili dedalocvas Tavs uxris dablada maradiuls erwymis...

wvima maRlakSi

ise wvrilad wvimso, TiTqos raRac wyinso,yanebidan vusmen xmas moqviTine mwyriso,sawveTlidan CamoRvril mowkapune wyliso,garbis qari saTivisken, qaTmebs uxmobs: wvimso.uceb gamoidara, mze gamoCnda Zlivso,zeviT ca gadaixsna, miwa iZra Zirso.

bWoba

dabneul kraviviT, ufalo, sul geZeb,Seni saxeli sul pirze makeria,nebiT rom Sevebi, vfiqrob im uRelzeda Taflis surneliT gaJRenTil am kelias _locvebi faraven, SroSnebi iSlebian,futkrebi mzrunvelad gare exvevian,as samflobelosi caSi WiSkrebia,an rogor SevaReb, an rogor Semxvdebian...

monatreba

momenatreba uceb Semogareni sxalTis,wminda andrias naxva,ise Sevxvdebi ucnobs, TiTqos gamexsnas xlarTida beds me vqsovde axla.kargi iqneba axdes, rac igumana mamam,uflis survilTa mcodnem,Cvenc am mwkrividan gavxteT da

SevuerTdeT marads,da gaveridoT codvebs...

* * *gsurda gagego, rac ar uwyodi,lurjad elavda bindis maqmani,gklavda Secnoba rolis ucnobisda Jamis, Tavad SenSi gamqralis._ ra unda meqna! zogjer ikiTxav,ra aqvs saTqmeli saydriszars sisxam,gpasuxobs viRac: _ codva itvirTada ganwmendili daRupvas gixsna.

samwuxaro

ar emorCleba aq vinme kanonsda logoss, miTumetes, ar Tvlian wesad,sikeTes da wesrigs aravin wyalobs,da mxolod ieso ugnurebs gvmwyemsavs.SabaTi saRamoa, saydridan ismisgaloba tkbili da lamazi mesa,gadmodis nel-nela sazamTro nisli,naZvebSi wveba da ver midis versad.o, Ria kavkasionis karo,niavi Sav fiqrebs modenis welsac,da mainc, ar wyalobs aq vinme kanons,logoss, miTumetes, ar Tvlian wesad.

sxva gza

zemoT waval Tu fesvisken waval, _ erTia es gza da erTi mwyemsavs,

yofa azavebs Sxamian wamals da tanjvas udebs sikeTes wesad.

warsuls da awmyos myobadSi vxedav, maSinac, roca namyoa mxolod,

Cemebic Cumad warsulSi sxedan, myobadSi marto ocneba cxovrobs.

Caketil karebs exeba qari, xan mtvers miayris saxlis win vardebs,

nuTu ar darCa angelozs kvali, rom Caiara Cems saxlTan gangeb.

bedsac ki vaSlis xeSi veSlebi: amkidebs xolme zeciur sagzals,

zemoT waval Tu Zirs daveSvebi, erTia es gza,me veZeb sxva gzas...

ra sabraloa cxovreba am dros

mzem daacxuna gaToSil fiWvebs,patara Citi pepelas iWers,ra sabraloa pepela am dros!..

Cits boRmiT umzers fiWvidan yvavi,mTis vardi ukanasknelad yvavis,ra sabraloa buneba am dros!..

gayviTlebula foToli wyavis,haeri, cecxli, miwa da wyalikacisTvis ukve ar aris sando...

ra sabraloa cxovreba am dros!..

rodesac xurdas gideben xelSi,roca varskvlavebs veRar Tvli WerSi,ra sabraloa cxovreba am dros!..

prialebs saydris aTasi wvetiT,qalaqi Cveni, qalaqze meti,uvici, briyvi qveyanas sardlobs...

ra sabraloa cxovreba am dros!..

* * *qveynad minaxavs meti ra, _ gulistkivili toliTa,devebi Candnen wertilad,

lomebi akldnen koridas,Tumca vcxovrobdi keTilad, _

win midgeboda omiTa _Jami, mudam rom metira, datorils misi toriTa.

zamTrispiri

brinjaos feric gaqra,gaCnda ferebi cecxlis,lavis feri rom dakravs,verc Tavisas grZnobs, verc sxvis.ra unda meti mzakvars,gulze tkivilebs micrisda Semodgomis gza-kvalszamTris kabebSi micvlis.

* * *am umaduri yofis civ orRobesac gavcdi,avsebulia suli amaoebis gancdiT,mlaSe tbebiviT daSrnen,

TvalTagan cremli arc mdis,miveqanebi cisken, survili ar maqvs dacdis.macdurs gavuSvi xeli,oqros rgoliviT gavcvdi,avsebulia suli amaoebis gancdiT...

Citebis gadafrena

Citebma mouxmes erTmaneTs caSi,TaTbiri gamarTes, gundebad dasxdnen,am laSqars verc nisli, verc qari daSlis,kiTxvebic dasves da pasuxic gasces.midian Tbili qveynebis cisken,naRvlianT uZlurad eSvebaT frTebi,cxovreba Seicavs amdagvar riskebs, _imarjveb sikvdilze, an Cumad kvdebi.patara beRura ver bedavs wasvlasda dardobs megobrebs, gafrenilT SoriT,fiqrobs, rom cxovrebam agvigdo masxrad,samizned gvaqcia, erToba sroliT.

TeTnuldis dardi

umzers TeTnuldi sivrces, rogorc wakiTxul zRapars,

rogorc nanax films bevrjer,aRarc arafers imCnevs,

cremlebs malulad ylapavsda gamosavals eZebs...

rogor uSvelos am Jams, meSvide daris mflobelsda ufskrulis pirs mavals,iliasa da vaJas,galaktionis strofebs,suli udgiaT manam.

rogor uSvelos, fiqrobsam gzaabneul xalxze,rom axeiros riTme...jebirebs angrevs viwros, talRa udgeba yalyzeengurs, TeTnuldis fiqrze.

mogebis jibri

yofa ar miRirs imad, dro gavataro dardiTda ufskrulebis pirad sxvisTvis vardebisdargviT.yofa ar miRirs marTla _ SevrCe aryofnis mijnas,da rom agixsna naTlad, _ vgavde wagebul niZlavs.

bedi ar maZlevs SanssacvigrZno afrenis xibli,magram ar vuxri warbsac,vcxovrob mogebis jibriT.

fantasmagorianoemberSi

im diliT kaklis totze mxolod Seni umcrosimegobris danaxva Zalian gamikvirda. SavcremlianiTvalebiT gadmomCxavla, rom gaSlili frTebiT mi-was daenarcxe. ra gulsaklavad Cxaoda... mec vinatreCxavili, magram ar gamomdis da ra vqna... dardi aricio, meubnebi. ho, sad kaWkaWi da sad dardi, magrammexiviT wuTieri elda xom vici. dafeTebuli saxur-avidan saxuravze, totidan totze, dablidan maRla,maRlidan dabla qrolviT rom viRlebi, mere viZineb,viRviZeb da isev isa var, rac eldamde viyavi. ra vqna,asea...

im wamsac, TiTqos yinvisgan gaToSili, budidanCamovvardi. cota xans ase viyavi, mere Sevarxie gaS-eSebuli sxeuli, sulis SexuTvamde momiWira Cemmaukidegano galiam da saZebnelad gamovfrindi. av-frind-davfrindi, gadavfrind-gadmovfrindi, miv-frind-movfrindi, versad gnaxe. bolos daRliligubesTan Cavfrindi. Cavixede. gamikvirda, mkerdsada frTebze TeTri bumbuli gamSaveboda... mere Cam-eZina. rom gaviRviZe, isev Cavixede da davinaxe, gu-bidan beberTvaleba kaWkaWi miyurebda... ai, ase iyo...

da mainc, guSin ratom momeCvena, rom namcecebswuTebiviT kenkavdi...

ar gabedo, yorano! Sen xom Tavneba da daumor-Cilebeli xar, gana am Tvisebebis gamo ar gadaifiqrertos motana? gazafxuli iyo da albaT dedamiwismravalferovnebam mognusxa, Torem siswrafeSi mtre-di gajobebdaT Sen da mercxals?! adeqi, yorano...mtredebi ukve movidnen namcecebis asakenkad da Sensada xar, Soridan rom aRarc RimiliT uyureb daaRarc usmen saxuravze maTi kakunis wvimas. sad xar,ratom aRar elodebi maT gafrenas, da mere Cems ga-liaSi ar Semoixedav, rogorc winaT. vatyobdi, Senigaferadebuli xoxbebi SuriT rogor skdebodnen,isic agiJebdaT, rom WikWiki daarqvi Cems WiyWiys...sad kaWkaWi da sad WikWiki, gadaireodnen _ aba, ra!rad aRar zixar kaklis totze, Cemi fanjris win, ganaerT weliwads, gana aTs...

sada xar axla, dardiviT muqi, marto, sul mar-to...

adeqi, yorano, Sen xom ca gaxvrite da naTeli ga-moaCine, ase ar iyo? Sen xom brZeni da winaswarmetyve-li xar; hoda, adeqi... arc ifiqro sxvagan gafrena.Seni megobari SaSvebi idardeben, Seni gvritebi dabeRurebic Zalian Sewuxdebian uSenobiT...

ara, ar gabedo, yorano, ar gabedo!adamianebisgan sami gamoTqma viswavle, meti ver

SevZeli: „mSvidobiT,~ „ara mcalia,~ „ra Seni saqmea...~amaT ki CemTvis Wiotas Sxamis suni da gemo aqvT.

hoda, naxvamdis, megobaro _ momaval Sexvedram-de!

manana amirejibi


Tanac bebiaCem mariamTanac magradmegobrobda. daqalobdnen. saerTocbevri hqondaT _ umwikvlo saxeli dapatiosneba, rasac sofeli Zalianafasebda da didi xaTric hqondaTmaTi. oriveni pedagogebi iyvnen, orive-ni maRali mTebidan iyvnen gamovard-nilebi da safuZvliani ganaTlebisa daprofesionalizmis miuxedavad, maincmTidan gamovardnilebad rCebodnen.daqalobdnen da da megobrobdnen ki,magram roca sadRac 5 wlisa mamaCemmaTavis skolaSi mimiyvana, pirvel rigSi,ra Tqma unda, Tavisi liza maswavlebe-li moinaxula. mokiTxvis Semdeg nax-evrad xumrobiT, amayad gamoucxada:`liza maswavlebelo, ai, Cemi biWic go-mboris skolaSi unda Semoviyvano,Tbilisur matrabazobebs merec iswav-liso...~ axlac kargad maxsovs gaRime-buli liza baliauris Secvlili saxeda SeSfoTebuli Tvalebi: àuu, jema-loo, axalgazrdoba xom gamimwariav daiaxl siberesac nu gamimwarebavo...~ dasaswrafod, imave wels gavida pensiaze.marTla, ar vaWarbeb. ravi, raebs Svre-boda egeTs es darexvili mamaCemi. erTigaCxikinebuli, Ria feris bavSvi viyavi,`bembize~ da `Svlis nukris naambobze~gazrdili, didi, dafeTebuli, keTiliTvalebiT. Cemi vis unda SeSineboda...magram, ai, egre ki iyo.

xevsurebis garda gomborSi cx-ovrobdnen fSavlebi, ufro sofliszemo ubanSi da mimdebare Temis sofleb-Si: askilauri, rusiani, ikvliv gorana,koWbaani... gomborSi cxovrobda dagomboris skolaSi aswavlida gaimer-lebuli svani daTiko ioseliani, cno-bili mwerlis otia ioselianis alalibiZa, romelic am gadareuli alibaiskaris mezobeli iyo, mis gadaRma cx-ovrobda da mTeli cxovreba mis cir-kebs uyurebda. roca gardaicvala, az-erbaijanelma qalebma ise daitires,imereTidan _ baRdaTidan da wyaltu-bodan Camosuli misi naTvesavebi pir-Ria datoves gakvirvebisagan. gombo-ris skolis direqtori aTwleulebismanZilze megreli xariton kilasoniaiyo, maTematikas aswavlida cnobilisagarejoeli jimSer gulisaSvili,romelic mamaCems gansakuTrebiT uy-varda. jer erTi, TviTonac sagarejoe-li iyo, meorec, marTalia, maTema-tikisa, qimiisa ar iyos, veraferi gai-go, magram ùsaintereso kaci iyoo,~ambobda. magaliTad, rodesac 1959 welsTbilisis ̀ dinamom~ parizis „reimss~ 6:2gadaurbina parizSi da mamaCemi Ramisor saaTze sulSegubebuli usmenda Zve-li radiodan, rogor gugunebda pa-rizuli stadionis tribunebi _`Vivat Meschi!~ da gamarjvebis Jruan-teli uvlida, magis meore dRes jimS-er maswavlebeli gakveTilze Semovida,saklaso Jurnali magidaze daaxeTqa dasiac ar amoukiTxavs, ise daiwyo: `nax-eT, rogor daangries Cvenebma frange-bio?~ da mTeli gakveTili fexburTzegvelaparaka, boris paiWaZiT da SoTaSavguliZiT rom daiwyo, mixeilberZeniSvilis TerTmetmetrianebiTdaamTavrao. TiTqos vxedav kidevac,rogor idga klasSi 14 wlis mamaCemijemala, mTel sigrZeze iqnevda xelebsaRtyinebuli da aravis laparaks araclida _ maT Soris, TviT jimSergulisaSvilsac.

da gomborSi cxovrobdnen azer-baijanelebi. gomboris mosaxleobissruli umravlesoba swored azer-baijanelebi iyvnen. saidan da rogorgaCndnen gomboris qedze, TiTqmismTlianad fSavlebiT, xevsurebiT dakaxelebiT garSemortymuli azer-baijanelebi, aravin icis. qveviT,sarTiWalis gayolebaze, ki aris azer-baijanuli sofeli iormuRanlo, ma-gram jer erTi, maT Soris sakmaod didimanZilia, meorec, arasdros gomborelda iormuRanloel azerbaijanelebsaraferi saerTo ar hqoniaT, iseve,rogorc gomborel da yarajalel az-erbaijanelebs. erTmaneTTan maincd-amainc ar moZraobdnen. fSavlebs maTiwarmoSobis sakuTari versia hqondaT,

romelic taxtis anu samefo aznaurCerqeziSvilebs ukavSirdeba. Tavismxriv CerqeziSvilebs Cerqezuli fes-vebi hqondaT, rogorc gurul ingor-oyvebs da megrel royvebs. Sua sauku-neebSi kaxeTis mefeebi ramdenjermedaukavSirdnen dinastiiuri qor-winebiT didi CerqezeTis mTavrebs,davlaT-gireebs, romlis samflobe-loebSic yvela adiReuri tomi Sedio-da. Tavad CerqezeTi, yabardoelebi,adiReelebi, zRvispira SafsuRebi,romlebic soWis zemoT, axlandel no-vorasiiskamde cxovrobdnen da ZvelqarTul qronikebSi jiqebad moixsenie-bodnen, CerqezeTis didi mTavrebi _davlaT-gireebi, yirimis xanebis, asevedavlaT-gireebis ganayrebi iyvnen dasakmaod didi gavleniT sargeblobd-nen. kaxel ufliswulebs Cerqezi princ-esebi mohyavdaT colad, romelTacjvris weris win qristianul saxeladratomRac yovelTvis rusudans ar-qmevdnen. ase rom, kaxeTis samefostaxtze ramdenime Cerqezi dedofalirusudani ijda. davlaT-gireis princ-esebs, bunebrivia, mziTevis garda ama-lac mohyveboda, maT Soris, piradi

dacvac _ Cerqezi aznaurebi _ ùor-kebi~ _ romlebic iqaur samxedroaristokratias warmoadgendnen daromlebsac iaponeli samuraebis ̀ busi-dos~ msgavsad, sakuTari Rirsebis kod-eqsi, àdiRuri etiketi~ hqondaT, racsamxedroebis mkacrad gansazRvrulqcevis wesebs gulisxmobda. amalis azn-aurebis nawili ukan brundeboda, ram-denime maTgani ki darCa kaxeTSi,gaqristianda da kaxTa mefeebis samsax-urSi Cadga, maT Soris, CerqeziSviliswinaparic. fSavuri versiiT, ukve me-18saukunis bolos sulkurTxeul ereklemefes gomboris midamoebi erT-erTiCerqeziSvilisTvis Caubarebia samar-Tavad. am CerqeziSvils ki yarsuladSemwvari mwvadi hyvarebia da axalcix-is faSisaTvis specialurad gaucvliaTu Seusyidia ori wyvili Turqi yarsu-li mwvadis Sesawvavad da mere egeni gam-ravlebulan aqo. am versias, ZiriTadad,fSavelebi awvebodnen, magram Cvenmaincdamainc ver davendobiT. jererTi, ra Tqma unda, aranairi damadas-turebeli dokumenti ar arsebobs, me-orec, fSavlebi am ambavs aSkarad az-erbaijanelebis dasacinad da dasam-cireblad hyvebodnen, iseve, rogorcdasavleT saqarTveloSi megruligvarebis gurulebs da imerlebs igde-ben, mwevrebze gacvlilebo Tqvenao.meorec, gomboreli azerbaijanelebi,Savtuxa yarselebis, hemSilebis, bor-Caluelebisa da Taraqamebisgan gansx-vavebiT, ucnaurad Ria xalxia, Tafl-isferi an mwvane feris TvalebiT, racufro maT iranul, ufro sworad ki,klasikur farsul warmoSobazemetyvelebs, saidanac amxanagma hit-lerma Tavisi ariuli rasis Teoria is-esxa da mTel samyaros saSineli koSmar-iT Caasesxa. Tan yarselebi, iseve

rogorc osmaluri imperiis qveSevr-domTa umetesoba, sunas mimdevrebi _sunitebi iyvnen, gomboreli azerbai-janelebi ki sufTa Siitebi. gagania sa-bWoTa kavSiris drosac ki, rodesacgomborSi erTaderTi patara rusulieklesia klubad iyo gadakeTebuli,fSav-xevsurebi ki TavTavis xatobebSimxolod imisaTvis dadiodnen, rom ma-grad gadamTvraliyvnen da erTmaneTisaguldagulod ebeTqaT, gomboreliazerbaijanelebi yovel wels erTgu-lad atarebdnen aSuras rituals. mTe-li sofeli, kazakebi, fSavlebi, xev-surebi, ebraelebi da somxebi Tvale-bgafarToebulebi uyurebdnen, rogorirtyamdnen sagangebod galesil danebsda jaWvebs mgloviare da mlocveli,dasisxlianebuli azerbaijanelebi. amrituals fSavlebma da xevsurebma ̀ Saxsei vaxsei~ daarqves da esec gomborisganumeorebeli elferisa da kolori-tis ganuyofeli nawili gaxda.

saerTod, fSavlebi Zalian eSmakebi,damcinavebi da ubeduris erTebi iyvnenda axlac arian, riTac aramarto az-erbaijanelebs, aramed darbaisel dasakuTari Rirsebis SegrZnebiT aRsavse

xevsurebsac gvarianad amwarebdnen.oRond raime moswrebuli da oxrulieTqvaT da azerbaijanels da xevsurski ara, sakuTar ojaxsac ar daindobd-nen. Tavisi yvelaze didi salocavi,laSaris jvaric ki aleqses: `fSavleb-sa laSaris jvari neta ar dauberdaa,amboben daberebasa, netav ar maukvde-baa?~ sxvadasxva xatis ymebi xom mtri-sas. Tavada var momswre, gomborSi, fSa-vur qorwilSi erTmaneTs dareuli may-rebi SeZaxiliT: `Cveni iaxsari dedasutirebs e mag Tqven kopalesao,~ Ti-Tqos RvTis Svilebze ki ara, floidpatersonis da soni listonis krivzelaparakobdnen. kargi Snoiani CxubicgaimarTa. msgavsi istoriebi Zalianbevria: erTi kaci momkvdariyo _ Corx-auli, maRali yofila radama, am zarmacfSavlebs saflavi mokle mosvlodaT,ar Caetia mkvdari Corxauli, fexebimaRla darCa da egreve gaCnda leqsic:`saflav mokle mogvivida, ar CavidaCorxauli, mkvdari aris, ras gaigebs,CavdvaT orad mokaulio~ da ai, egeTiambebi. yruv giorgi hyavdaT erTi cno-bili meleqse, iqneb kidevac gagigiaT,marTla yru ki ar iyo, rac ar undoda,ver Seasmendi da imitomac daarqvesyruv giorgi. waiyvanes es yruv giorgipirvel msoflio omSi, gadahkarges.gaqra kaci, aRar gamoCnda da aRar.gamohfendnen ojaxis wevrebi, Zma-bi-ZaSvilebi da qal-rZali am yruv gior-gis tansacmels ferdaze da dasti-rodnen mis `Salvar-xalaTs.~ da erTmSvenier dRes ar amocerda gorazeTviTon is yruv giorgi? amoCnda, mo-dis cocxali da saR-salamaTi da amdaxelTilma fSavlebma egreve gz-idanve miumReres; `sad ra iyavi, gior-gi, aki isa Tqves, mokvdao?~ da im yrugiorgimac, ise rom, arc gamarjoba

uTqvams, arc nabiji Seunelebia, upa-suxa: `saiqiodan movbrundi, motiralunda mo...o~ _ gegoneba, Tavisebi arastirodnen da Temir-xan-Suridan gad-movidnen saglovad. am kafia leqsoba-Si yvelaferi gadioda, vis winapars sadra Caedina, vin vis hyvarobda, vis vinsad gaeCina, vis mamida hyavda bozi, visbicola... visi gvari ufro Zveli da ma-gari iyo, gaxutelaSvilebs mohyavTqistaurebis qalebi colad, magram gax-utelaT qalebi qistaurs ki ar gahyve-bao da egre. fSauri wawloba da ̀ wawal-ma uTxra wawalsa~ da `gadavxure Cemnabadi qisturai~ xom saerTod...

yvelaze gulisamaCuyebeli sanaxaviiyo, Tu fSavels sufraze vinme ar moe-woneboda da unda aSareboda. xevsuriv-iT bRveras ki ar dauwyebda an Tbilise-liviT kaCaobas _ piriqiT, miujdebo-da da gaisacodavebda Tavs, romrogorme wamoekidebina da mimarTavda:`gamarjveba, loT tarielas meZaxian,bedCav fSavlad mixmobde, Zmisav, nudamCagrav Zmobama, nuu, dedas obolivar oxrobiT gazrdili, xo ar damh-krav, xo ar mcem, saxlikaco, xo ar gami-buStav cxvirsa?~

adamiani xo briyvia, briyvad daiba-da. Tan sufrasTan simTvraleSi gan-sakuTrebiT. wahkravda bolosdabo-los am beCav fSavels an Seuracxyofasmiayenebda da, ai, mand awydeboda msx-verplad amorCeuli da yelmoRerebu-li jeeli elvisebur fSavur metamor-fozas, rodesac `dedis oboli~ daùbedur marskvlavzed dabadebuli~`sawyali loTi tariela~ karga laza-Tianad, mama-papurad waigdebda wix-lqveS da cxvirsac aqeT gaubuStavda.Tumca es agdeba-wamokideba, romlisdidostatebic iyvnen da arian fSavle-bi, yovelTvis cema-tyepiT ki armTavrdeboda, marTla velurebs ki ardaeferebodnen. xandaxan yvelaferimxolod moraluri stresiT Semoifar-gleboda. magaliTad, erTxel yvela-sTvis sapativcemulo da sayvarel ad-amians, daTiko ioselians, baRdaTidan,maSindeli maiakovskidan, imereli siZeestumra. siZe raionis aRmaskomSi in-struqtorad muSaobda da Zalian seri-ozuli adamiani iyo. sufrasTan pako-za, romelsac sicocxleSi arsad, aras-dros umuSavia da amiT kidev ufro amay-obda vidre daTiko ioselianis siZeraikomis instruqtorobiT, Zaliandainteresda maRalCinosani stumriT.uyura, uyura da uyuraaa... gadaagdoTavi marcxniv, mere marjvniv, uyureb-da Cumad da aSkarad moswonda stumari.stumari SezarxoSda da kidev ufrosaqmiani da seriozuli gaxda. sufrasqalebi uvlidnen garSemo, maT Sorispakozas sami colidan romeliRacissqeltraka dedac gadi-gamodioda xin-klebiani xonCebiT. pakozas etyoba,marTlac Zalian moewona daTiko iose-lianis siZe da jer sakuTar sidedrsgaayola Tvali, mere ki mTeli sufrisgasagonad SesTavaza Semdegi: `Zmobi-lo, Cems sidedrs xelsa ar mosdebaa,dahkvlie rarig Tamami gava aqvs, rarigyinCad davaliso.~ daTiko ioselianisimereli raikomis instruqtori siZejer gaSeSda, sakuTar yurebs ardaujera, mere ki WarxaliviT gawiTle-buli da gawiwmatebuli gavarda saxl-idan da verafriT, veranairi xvewna-mudariT, veRar moabrunes sufrasTan.sufrasTan ki ara, mas Semdeg erTi welifexi aRar Camoudgams coleurebSi daroca Camodioda, maSinac WiSkars ga-reT cxvirs aRar hyofda. sakuTar ezo-Si, hamakSic ki SiSiT jdeboda, sulaqeT-iqiT iyureboda, buCqebidan rome-lime gaoxrebulma fSavelma Tavi argamoyos da rame ar makadroso.

pakoza ki kargad gamoTaTxa daTi-ko ioselianma da sxvebmac usayve-dures, ra uqeni im stumar kacso: `raewyina im dalocvils, is xo ar miTqvams,me movsdeb Sens sidedrs xelsao, kaco,me is vuTxar, Sen mosde Cems sidedrsxeli, Wkvian kac iyo, Tanamdebobispiri, Cems sidedrs kidevac eamebodao,~_ Secbunebuli Slida xelebs gulu-bryvilo pakoza.

gomborel fSavlebs msgavsi oinebi

gagrZeleba

beqa qurxuli

skandara


ufro ucxoebTan gasdiodaT, Tanasof-leli kazakebi, an rogorc maT aleqsan-dre yazbegi eZaxda, ̀ yazax-rusebi,~ az-erbaijanelebi da xevsurebi ukvegawafulebi iyvnen da fSavur veragulxafangebSi egre advilad aRar ebme-bodnen. Tumca ucxo TvalisTvis maincucnauri sanaxavi iyvnen fSavur kilozemolaparake kazakebi an fSav-xevsurulxatobebze moqeife azerbaijanelebi.vinmes SeiZleboda isic efiqra, gombo-reli azerbaijanelebis Ria ferebiWroRa da qera wiTur fSavlebTanSereuli qorwinebis Sedegi gaxldaT,magram aq cota ufro rTulad da Cax-larTulad iyo saqme. erTis mxriv, go-mborelebs Tavis soflis gareT namd-vili kreoluri solidaroba hqondaTda nebismier Tanasoflels, erovnebi-sa da rwmenis miuxedavad, ulaparakoduWerdnen mxars da esarClebodnen. mama-Cemi jemalac yovelTvis ambobda, gom-borel azerbaijanels rom sadmeqarTvelebma daayaron, egreve davcx-eb im qarTvelebso da dascxebda kidec.zustad vici. Tumca, meores mxriv, mTe-li es sabWoTa `xalxTa Zmoba,~ `mZlekavSiri~ èrToba~ da `Tanasworoba~erTi didi blefi da sicrue iyo da sxvaaraferi. sinamdvileSi, ufro Ca-ketili, nacionalisturi da SezRudu-li sazogadoeba Zneli warmosadgeniiyo da kidevac amoxeTqa amdeni xnisSekavebulma siZulvilma, mtrobam daboRmam sabWoTa kavSiris `borotebisimperiis~ ukanasaknel wlebSi, romlisSedegsa da naxanZralsac dRemde vxe-davT da vimkiT. ase iyo Tavad gombor-Sic. TiToeuli Temi sakmaod izolire-buli da Caketili iyo da ar maxsovs daarc gamigia Sereuli qorwinebisarcerTi SemTxveva. azerbaijanelebsazerbaijanelebi mohyavdaT, qarT-velebs qarTvelebi da kazakebs kazake-bi. eg ki ara, rodesac pakozas daveronel xevsurs, uwesieres, usay-varles kacs, avTo arabuls gahyva, pa-koza Tavs iklavda. mamaCemma rom miu-loca, kinaRam xeliT iCxubes _ `Senacme mekircxlebia? ras milocav, xevsursgahyvao.~ seriozulad iyo Seuracxyo-fili da suliT xorcamde SeZruli, sak-uTar das erTi weliwadi ar elaparake-boda. Zalian gaagebinebdi biZaCem pa-kozas Sen politkoreqtulobas, tol-erantobasa da kacTa Soris saTnoebas,aseTi sityvebi arc smenoda da, mgoni,dRemde ar gaugonia.

fSavlebisTvis mTavari wigniyovelTvis `vefxistyaosani~ iyo, merevaJa-fSavela da mere biblia. qarTvelmTielebSi erTaderTi kuTxe iyo, sadacgavrcelebuli da Zalian popularu-li gaxldaT saxelebi Zveli aRTqmidan_ `petre,~ `pavle,~ ìosebi,~ ìakobi,~`luka,~ Toma,~ `mose.~ sxva qarTvelimTielebi ufro Zvel qarTul saxelebsarqmevdnen. Tumca maTi qristianobaZalian iyo Sereuli uxsovari droiskavkasiur warmarTul salocavebTan.RvTisSvilebi, xatebi, qajaveTislaSqrobebi, `laSaris jvars qalebiuyvarda,~ xevisberebi, qadagebi. Tvi-Ton maqvs nanaxi, maTuris mTavar-angelozis xatobaze msxverpladSewiruli saklavis sisxliT rogor ga-mosaxavdnen bavSvebs Sublze jvars. daam yvelafers ̀ vefxistyaosani~ da maTiluka razikaSvili ufro ixdenda.`maTi~ iyo, `sakuTari~ da rusTavelisda vaJa-fSavelas zogadsakacobrio,lamis kosmiuri mniSvnelobis Semo-qmedeba, ufro kavkasionis mTebiTSemozRudul samyaros nawilad miaCn-daT. SoTa rusTaveli fSaveli iyo,`vefxistyaosani~ fSavurad dawerao:`mibrZana: ZoRan gewyina, gaSvebauubarisa, mzeman gayriTa dagaWkne,viTa yvavili barisa...~ da `vefx-istyaosanSic~ ufro es adgilebi mos-wondaT: `Subi gatyda, xeli Cavyav, va-qeb xrmalo vinca glesa~ da `vhkarirasaca, ver damidgnis, sisxlsa mCqe-frad amovRvridi: cxensa kacigakveTili, mandikurad gardavhkidi.~gmirobisa da xmlis triali ufro mos-wondaT, vidre is, risTvisac sinamd-vileSi `vefxistyaosani~ daiwera. `Sen

Tu uSmago mgonixar, uriamca var me,levi!~ `Tqven vaWarni jabanni xarT,omisaca umecarni...~ `Sevida zangi pir-Savi, Tma-grZeli, tan-nabdiani~ da ̀ CvenqajeTs, qajTa saomrad, davagneT xr-malTa kotani~ ufro zustad esadage-boda fSav-xevsureTis RvTisSvilTaqajaveTs laSqrobas, vidre àra viqmcodna ras margebs filosofosTabrZnobisa!~ iseve, rogorc vaJa-fSave-las Sedevrze _ àluda qeTelaurze,~sadac yvelaze mniSvnelovani sityvebidawera 25 wlis Carglelma, fSavelmabiWma: `Cven vityviT marto Cvena varT,marto Cven gvzrdian dedani...~ ufroukeT da zustad `tanze abjari avisx-aT, mudam vlesaveT danasa, rom SiSsvugdebdeT gulSia mezobels metiCar-asa~ da `sikvdili Tavad ufalsa gauCe-nia mtrisada...~ esadageboda meomarfxovelebs. gacilebiT gasagebi da naR-di iyo, vidre ieruSalaemSi naqadage-bi: `xolo me geubnebiT Tqven giyvard-eT Tqveni mtrebi...~ da `getyviT Tqvennu aRudgebiT win borots, aramed vincSemogkravs marjvena yvrimalSi, miuS-vire mas meorec...~ vidre rusTavelisan vaJa-fSavelas nawarmoebebis WeSmar-iti arsi. Temi aluda qeTelauris adg-ilze luka razikaSvilsac zustadiseve moikveTda. ase moikveTes misi ZmabaCana razikaSvili, Tavisi wawlis co-lad moyvanisTvis da aseve moikveTa`Temma~ _ maSindelma saqarTvelomSoTa rusTavelic, imdenad, rom misisaflavic ki gaqra.

SeiZleba marTalic iyo Temi `TavisTemobis wesiTa.~ mebrZol warmarT fx-ovelebs, romelTac aqeT saqarTvelosbagration mefeebTan hqondaT mter-moyvruli urTierToba da iqiT maTzearanakleb gadareul mezoblebTan _`qistebsa arxotivnebsa, dReT-Su sisx-lis wyal udisTa~ da am omebSi Camoy-alibebuli mentalitetisTvis, `giy-vardes mteri Seni,~ `Cven vityviT mar-to Cvena varT~ da `platonisgan swav-lad Tqmuli~ ar gamoadgebodaT.ubralod, amowydebodnen, rogorcamomwydara bevri da ubeduri da maTze,ukeTes SemTxvevaSi, gamarjvebulTabaladebi da sagebi Tu darCeboda,rogor marjved amoxoces is sawylebida rogor dayides cxvrebiviT mone-bad...

daaxloebiT igive ambavi xdebodagomborSi, oRond mcire masStabiT,rogorc Wiqa wyalSi aRinusxebaokeanis Semadgenloba. ganuwyvetelida Cumi brZola pirvelobisTvis fSav-lebs, xevsurebs, azerbaijanelebsa dakazakebs Soris. miT umetes, rom aqacmarTldeboda ZvelqarTuli miTi ̀ Cvencotani varT, mtrebi bevrni arian!~

ase darCa gomborSi sxva legend-arul frazebTan erTad valera kor-nilovis gamwarebuli amoZaxilic:`Tqveni deda ki, me Tqveni... rada xarTegeTi bevrebio?~ rodesac morigi omi-anobis dros valera rusianis vaSlisbaRebTan waimwyvdies azerbaijan-elebma da erTi daSxoSianad JeJes. ma-Sin mamaCemi jemala, oTara TiRilau-ri da abrama SeTekauri CaeSvelnen dagaxurebul, xelCarTul CexaobaSibrZoliT gamoarTves xelidan gaveSe-bul azerbaijanelebs valera. im Cxub-Si oTara TiRilaurs marjvena xelicmostexes da cacia muStis anabaram ga-moaRwia.

kornilov valeras bedi kidev sxvaiyo. rogorc SoTa rusTaveli da fSav-lebi ityodnen, `ZoRan~ ki gamovideTavi, gomborSi Sereuli qorwineba arayofila-meTqi, magram erTi aseTiSemTxveva mainc moxda da swored eg iyovaleras bediswera, rom cnobiliTeTri generlis, donis kazakebis`voiskovoi atamanis~ ̀ ego svetlostis~lavr georgeviC kornilovis ̀ vnuCatiiplemianiki~ fSavelad dabadebuliyo.

valera kornilovis mama, pavle ko-rnilovi, gomborel kazakTagani argaxldaT, namdvili doneli kazaki iyo,general kornilovis ZmisSvili, ba-tono. meore msoflio omis drosdaWrili gomboris samxedro nawilishospitalSi moxvda. rom gamojanm-

rTelda da gaixed-gamoixeda, aqauro-ba moewona, Tan Tavisi rusis kazakobacaqve daigula, aiRo da aqve darCa sacx-ovreblad. Tumca colad ratomRacfSavlis qvrivi gogo elo sulxaniS-vili moiyvana da ai, mand airia monas-teri. ara, coli ki gamoadga, ori bi-Wic eyolaT, saxelebic rusuli daar-qva _ valera da saSka, magram elomTavisi fSavuri veragoba mainc ardaagdo da sufTa fSavlis balRebidauCina sawyal pavlikas. ori mozver-iviT Ronieri, zustad pavlikas msgav-si, doneli kazakisa da fSaveli gogosbalRi, romlebic ise daberdnen,wamlad erTi sityva rusuli ver iswav-les. fSavurad uqcevdnen, dambal xaWoserekebodnen da saerTod, gvar-sax-elisa da cxvir-piris garda, imaT ruse-bisa aRaraferi ecxoT. erT TaobaSigadaajiSa elo sulxaniSvilma donelikazakebi. isev sawyali pavlika kor-nilovi gaxda iZulebuli, oriodeReri qarTuli, ufro sworad, fSavurieswavla, xandaxan mainc rom dalapar-akeboda Tavis biWebs. im oriode sity-vasac ise amtvrevda, guli mogikvdebo-da. erTxel bibliuri samsoniviT damere misi mibaZviT luka razikaSviliv-iT, mxramde TmaCamozrdil TavisSvilebs didi cxvris saparsi duqardiTmiadga da: `modiT, Svilo, TavimoCraso,~ mamobrivi mzrunvelobiTaRsavsem SesTavaza. valeras da saSkases ambavi didad ar moewonaT da du-qardmomarjvebul mamas usafrTxoadgilas gaeqcnen _ rogorc fSavleb-is wesia, mTaze acvivdnen da iq SeafaresTavi. Tan erTmaneTs Sehyurebdnengaognebulebi, `ram gadaria, amis rusideda... raze gvxocavso.~ aranaklebgaognda da daibna pavlikac: `vot su-maSedSie, ram gagagiJaT, Tqveni dedamovtknam, ra tkva egeti, modi, tavimoCrato?~ aginebdnen es sakuTari bi-Webi zevidan fSavurad mamamiss jiSsada modgmas, qvemodan pavlika utri-alebda rusulad fSavel dedasa dajilags. patara saSkas SeeSinda da ti-rili daiwyo: àki giTxari, dedaoo,raad gahyev russaoo!..~ ufrosi val-era awynarebda, Tan Tavis mtarval ma-mas muStiT emuqreboda: `hai, Seni rusideda, Senio, magis Rirsebi varT Sengan,ro saidanRac moTreuli migiReT, Seg-ifareT da Sen kidev Tavebs gvayrevineb,magram Tqveni namusi vis gaugoniao...~

sawyali pavlika sul gadairia. dar-boda duqardiT da Tavis mTebSigaWril Svilebs sul donis napirebzenaswavli narCevi ginebiT iklebda. ze-

modan Svilebi pasuxobdnen da sawyalipavlika namdvilad gaafrenda, misbedze zevidan skolaSi mimaval iRlia-Si papkaamoCril darbaisel daTikoioselians rom ar Camoevlo. daTikomaswavlebeli, Tavisi sidarbaislis mi-uxedavad, ukve Zalian didi xania amgiJebTan erTad cxovrobda da ucebvemixvda yvelafers. jer pavlikas auxs-na, rom `Tavi ki ar unda moCra,~ Tmaunda SeWra da mouwoda duqardi Tavisadgilas Seenaxa. mere ki Zalian datu-qsa orive Zma, gansakuTrebiT ufrosivalera da Sepirda, rom sakuTari ma-mis galanZRvisTvis welsac, ukve mesa-med, datovebda me-7 klasSi. valeram,mamamis pavlikasgan gansxvavebiT, ve-raferi gaubeda daTiko ioselians,TavCaRunuli dauyva daRmarTs da TanxelCakidebuli mohyavda umcrosiaslukunebuli Zma saSka.

valera kornilovis meore cxovre-biseuli gaugebroba da Sari, fSavlo-bis garda, swored swavla da skola iyo.klasSi imdenjer darCa, rom skoladaaxloebiT 24 wlisam daamTavra. sko-la daamTavra Tu ara, aiRo da iqauro-bis yvelaze lamazi da magari gogo,universitetis meoTxe kursis studen-ti eliso rkinauli Seuyvarda. axlaamaze gagiJda mamamisi pavlika: `ta vinmiscems magas kriniaulis qali,bezdelnik on, durakia, skola do pen-sii ne mog zakonCito.~ aq ukve mamaCemijemala CaerTo saqmeSi. jer erTi,Zalian uyvarda Tavisi orosani me-gobari. sikvdilamde sul imas ambob-da: èrTaderTi Zmakaci, visganac ara-sodes araferi mwyenia, valeraao.~ daisedac, oRond raime SarSi gaeyo Tavi,raime sigiJeSi da sisuleleSi gagexviada Tu ginda, wyals nu daalevinebdicxonebuls. bebiaCemi mariami zRaprulgiJs eZaxda _ `zRapruli giJia mamaSe-ni, zRaparSi rom giJebi arian, yve-lafers rom ukuRma akeTeben da maincwaRma gamosdiTo.~ axlac waRma gamov-ida da pavlikas jinaze mohgvara val-eras Tavisi princesa. amaTac ori biWieyolaT. valeram Tavisi mSoblebisSecdoma aRar gaimeora da Svilebs nam-dvili qarTuli saxelebi _ baqari dabakuri daarqva. ase gaCnda kidev erTiucnauroba _ baqar kornilovi dabakur kornilovi. baqara, ra Tqma unda,mamaCems moanaTlines. me da bakuratolebi varT da erTad ar davbadebul-varT, Torem erTad gavizardeT.

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12 literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiCanawerebi 22 dekemberi 2017 - 11 ianvari 2018

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* * *hiugensma Semoitana eTeris gageba,

romelic avsebs mTel sivrces (sxvaTaSoris, hiugensma kacobriobas miscasaaTic drois gasazomad). gana eshipoTeza msoflio eTerisa ar adas-turebs Semoqmedis genialobas, aa-faros ride Tavis Seqmnil samyaros,daicvas igi viRacis daJinebuli, eWvi-ani da gamaSiSvlebeli, araesTeturimzerisagan? da gana igive eTeri Tu`ride~ _ uxilavi da uwonado _ aricavs da ar akavSirebs erTmaneTTanmTel samyaros dididan mciremde, ze-modan qvemomde? galaktioni: `sanamwvima gadivlides, / gzebi gamSralde-bodes / nu moacli ciur rides, / romburusSi Cndebodes...~

ra aris Tanamedrove adamianisavadmyofuri survili yvelafris gasa-gnebisa, racionalizaciisa, fsiqolo-gizaciisa, eqstazi gamouTqmelisgamoTqmisa, ridis Camoglejisa, Tu arautifari Tavxedoba samyaros saidum-loebebis mimarT, gamowveuli sicocx-lis Segubebis, sulisxuTvis gancdiT?

* * *avTandili brZenia. mxolod brZens

usmens yvela (`smenad mxecni movidian~).is TiTqos sicocxlis saidumlosflobs, misi qurumia.

tarieli _ ama soflis srulyo-fili nayofi, yvela im TvisebiT savse,rac rusTavels moswons (raindulikulturis mier aRiarebuli idealuritipi), adamianis SesaZleblobaTa maqsi-mumia. misi gmiri adamianis ideali, ad-amianis romantikuli ocnebaa realo-baSi. igi uzomoa: sikeTiT, vaJkacobiT,TavganwirviT, siuxviT, ZaliT, gareg-nobiT, cremlis RvriTac ki. tarielisiyvarulis kacia, guli/gonebis,racio/emocios opoziciis kuTxiT _gulis kacia. rusTavelma kargad icis,ra aris guli da rasTanaa `mibmuli:~`guli, cnoba da goneba erTmaneTzedahkidian...~ da, aqedan gamomdinare, rasafrTxe emuqreba tariels: emociurisiWarbis gamo mas movlenaTa kontro-li ar SeuZlia, arada, sruliad praq-tikuli amocana aqvs gadasaWreli:nestanis gamoxsna. siyvarulis garda,qalis dacvas mas rainduli kanonicavalebs. am kanonis dacvis gareSe igisrulyofil kacad ver igrZnobs Tavs.darRveuli wonasworoba unda aRdgesda swored aqaa saWiro gonivrulipragmatizmi, rogorc sasicocxlo en-ergiaTa harmoniuli mimoqcevis (bal-ansis dacvis) xelSemwyobi faqtori,romelic, Tu ara racionaluri arseb-is _ adamianis _ xeliT ver ganxor-cieldeba. es faruli kosmiuri SeT-anxmebaa samyaros Semoqmedsa da adami-ans Soris da am WrilSi unda ganixile-bodes avTandilis yvela adamianurinabiji. arsebobs rainduli kodeqsisierarqiac, romelic am kulturuliparadigmis dacvis saxeliT eTikurigadacdomis nebasac iZleva. eTika ad-amianis Setanilia samyaroSi, yofiere-bis ufro maRali Rirebulebebis _ si-cocxlis, harmoniiisa da simetriisdacvis mizniT, romelsac avTandiliemsaxureba. ase rom, yvela sxva tipiswakiTxva (magaliTad, WaSnagiris mkv-lelobis Sefaseba religiuri da zneo-brivi kuTxiT) sxva araferia, Tu arakulturuli konteqstis gauTval-iswinebloba.

avTandili swored is ìgia~,romelmac tarieli, anu adamianTa gan-sakuTrebuli jiSi da modgma undagadaarCinos. arada, tariels sul ga-dasarCenad aqvs saqme, sul xifaTi emu-qreba. sul arsebobs imis saSiSroeba,rom amoiwuros, dauZlurdes, xeliCaiqnios, ar ganaxorcielos sakuTariSesaZleblobebi. amitom misi modgmisada jiSis dasacavad aucilebeliaavTandili: harmoniuli, kosmiuri wes-rigis mcveli. ra Zalas unda flobdeskaci, romelic midis, miimReris damTel samyaros erTianobad kravs _ Tuara kosmiurs? ra samyarouli kodia amsimReraSi, vis SeuZlia samyaros er-Tianoba amtkicos simReriT (simRera

universaluri niSania am erTianobisa,formulasaviT)? ra Zalaze laparakobsrusTaveli, romelic mxecsac izidavs?Sekvra, SeerTeba, gamTlianebaaavTandilis sicocxlisa da sikvdilissazrisic. aqedan _ misi TavganwirvisumaRlesi kosmiuri misia. ai, es kaciaìgi~, anu is `me~ (`me igi var~), romel-sac SeuZlia srulad da udanakargodmiuZRvnas sakuTari Tavi `sxvas~.avTandili adamiani-metaforaa.rogorc metaforiT gvauwyebs ena igi-veobas da ara oden msgavsebas, raRacsaerTo ganzomilebis arsebobas sam-yaros sxvadasxva materias, energias,stiqias Soris, ise rusTaveli gvaty-obinebs avTandilis meSveobiT mego-brobaze, rogorc adamianTa Soris amsamyarouli erTianobis emanaciaze.mokled, Tuki tarieli srulyofiliadamiania, raRa gasakviria, rom kosmi-uri kaci idealuri adamianis dasax-mareblad wavides?

Tu ar vcdebi, qarTul cnobiereba-Si esaa pirveli sityva, sadac `me~-sproblema egzistencialur konteqst-Si daismis, sadac adamiani ̀ me~ yofiere-bis mimarT sakuTari arCevanis ganacx-ads akeTebs: igi irCevs sakuTar Tavs,rogorc `sxvis~ msaxurs. avTandiliambobs `me igi var~ da saTaves udebs`me~-s, rogorc sxvisi sicocxlis sam-saxuris religiuri ideis sekularulgaazrebas qarTul mwerlobaSi.

cxovrebis sisavse iqaa, sadac `mevar~: me var-is legitimuroba ki mowm-deba Tavisufali arCevanis nebiT da aramisi SedegiT. Sedegi cxovrebiseuliada ara yofierebiseuli.

* * *griboedovi Tavis piesaSi `vai

Wkuisagan~ Cackis aTqmevinebs: `wavalsikvdilze, rogorc aRlumze.~ roman-tikosTa ukiduresi individualizmisaintereso kveTas gvaZlevs Suasauku-neebis adamianis (raindis) koncefcia-sTan (`me igi var... vis sikvdili moyvri-saTvis TamaSad da miCans mRerad~),swored romantizmSi da Sua saukuneeb-Si ganTavsdebian erT sibrtyeze aRlu-mi da sikvdili, zeimi da sikvdili.

* * *darejanis cru saqmianoba ilias

`kacia-adamianSi~ imaze mianiSnebs, romman raRac icis WeSmarit saqmianobaze.RirebulebaTa bundovani xsovna ki ar-sebobs, magram aRar arsebobs codna.igi Canacvlebulia missave damaxinje-buli, mrude da bundovani kvaliT.swored amaze mianiSnebs ilia fan-jaraze gakrul gaqonil qaRaldzeamokawruli fraziT: `daTvi xezerogor gava, iavnaninao.~ sxvaTa Soris,daTikos (`glaxis naambobi~) boloqmedebac am xsovnis gamoZaxilia. masaxsovs, ra Seefereboda, romelic erT

SemTxvevaSi (Tamros) ver (ar) daicva dameoreSi (gabros daxsna) ki daicva, Tun-dac sicocxlis fasad da daTikos amsaqcielis gamo ilia, Cemi azriT, masSemwynareblurad uyurebs. SeiZlebaiTqvas, rom daTikos SemTxvevaSi arse-bobs rainduli kodeqsis xsovna gadaS-lili kvlebiT, magram sistema uimedoddarRveulia.

* * *TaTqariZeobaze, rogorc movlena-

ze, saubrisas sagangebod xazgasmuliamisi, rbilad rom vTqvaT, zereledamokidebuleba codnasTan da swav-lasTan. marTebuli iqneba imis gaTval-iswineba, rom, rac unda paradoqsuladJRerdes, profesionalizmi, Rrma cod-na, Tu ara rainduli kodeqsiT gaTval-iswinebuli codnis (saqmianobis)garkveuli saxeobebisa, (gamorCeuladki sabrZolo xelovnebisa) _ tradici-uli rainduli aristokratiisaTvisdamaxasiaTebeli ar aris, xSir SemTx-vevaSi ki miuRebelicaa. cxadia, Seu-Zlebelia ilias es ar codnoda.vfiqrob, luarsabs igi ganixilavdarogorc ukiduresad CamorCenil,droisa da realobisagan komikuraddaSorebul garkveul kulturultips, romelsac axsovs, magram ar icis,ra, da icavs, magram ar icis, ras.

* * *gandegilis eWvi aris wamocdena (`me

ubedursa~) _ rwmenis Seryeva, romel-ic amoTqva sityvam. enam gaamJRavnacnobierebis saidumlo, misi faruli,savaraudod, gandegilisTve ucnobimdgomareoba, romelmac gaiRviZa mas-Si qalTan Sexvedris Semdeg da romel-sac SeiZleba vuwodoT eWvi RmerTisupirobo siyvarulis (rwmenis) mimarT.es is kaci iyo, romelic Seudga RmerTsmiuxedavad yvelafrisa, axla ki isaa,vinc ganudga RmerTs wamieri sisustisgamo. es SeiZleba erTdroulad iyosnebis sisustec da racionaluri gan-sjis SeWrac rwmenis sferoSi, raciwvevs mtkicebulebaTa moTxovnas Rm-erTis arsebobaze, raTa gaamarTlosTavganwirva rwmenisaTvis, anu adamia-nuri `msxverpli~ (`gza xsnisa aseTimergo me ubedursa~).

* * *tokvili ambobs, rom `Rirsebis

gageba adamianTa Soris gansxvavebam daaraTanasworuflebianobam Seqmna. esgageba sustdeba imis kvaldakval, racwinaaRmdegobebi da gansxvavebebi erT-maneTSi rigdebian da saerTod qrebi-an~. Tu tokvili varaudobs, rom fsi-qikuri struqtura socialurigardaqmnebis Sedegad mTlianadwaiSleba, es niSnavs, rom igi kacobri-obis cxovelur momavalswinaswarmetyvelebs. Rirsebis grZnobaaramxolod socialuri urTierTobe-bis moralur doneze momawesrigebeli,aramed TviTSefasebis, me-s identobissafuZvelia. im TviTSefasebis safuZve-li, rom igi adamianTa modgmas ekuTv-nis da pativs cems am kuTvnilebas.Rirsebis grZnoba fsiqikuri struq-turis iseT wertilebSi warmoiqmneba,sadac `ze-me~ da aracnobieri erTma-neTs xvdebian, miuxedavad imisa, romaseTi Sexvedra topologiuradTiTqos mosalodneli araa. igi sworediq ibadeba, sadac `me~ sakuTar TavTanSinagan acdenebs gadalaxavs da TavisWeSmarit arss wvdeba. cxadia, igi is-toriuli ganviTarebis nayofia, magramam ganviTarebis Sedegad mas yvelazeRrma da zogadi Sinagani kanonis saxeaqvs SeZenili, romelic adamianSi sak-uTari arsis RirebulebiT aRqmas ax-lavs (awesrigebs).

* * *kultura, rogorc adamianTa Soris

urTierTobis forma, warmoadgens enas,anu niSanTa sistemas. es cnobilia. kul-turis am enobriv bunebaze semiotikisSeqmnamde TiTqmis saukuniT adre ico-da im ostatma, romelmac ereklesxmalze amotvifra: `me var avi musaifikaxT batonis, ereklesi~.

* * *dialogi (saubari, `musaifi~) Seu-

Zlebeli xdeba maSin, roca kulturaaRar asrulebs adamianTa urTierTo-baSi aranair rols da urTierTobaZaladobis enaze iTargmneba. aseTdros kulturuli normebi irRveva damTeli sociokulturuli sfero Zli-er ryevebsa da cvlilebebs ganicdis.amis niSnebi uamravia me-19 saukunisliteraturaSi. ramdenime maTganze Se-vaCereb Tqvens yuradRebas:

spiridon mciriSvili dambaCasatarebs (`Cveni qveynis raindi~). am dam-baCiTve klavs tariel mklavaZes. Tukiadamianuri Rirsebis kuTxiT SevxedavT,es samarTliania, magram moulodneli:ratom SeiZleba maswavlebeli atareb-des dambaCas? ras warmoadgens aq dam-baCa, rogorc niSani? Tavisufali ad-amianobis simbolos, anu Tavisufleb-is niSans, romelic kulturas ekuTv-nis, Tu sagans, romelsac pirdapiripragmatuli daniSnuleba _ Tavdam-sxmelisgan Tavdacva an, sulac, Tav-dasxma akisria? iaraRis tarebis so-cialuri privilegia, Tu me-19 sauku-nis kulturuli normebiT vimsjelebT,mas ar ekuTvnis. socialurad spirido-ni `mciriSvilia~, anu dabali social-uri fenis warmomadgeneli, gvarisSesatyvisia garegnobiTac. misi esmdgomareoba Cans ucnobis SefasebaSicmkvlelobis scenis bolos: ̀ am glaxam.~rainduli kodeqsis mixedviT, erTmaSeiZleba daCagros meore, rogorcRirsebis armqone. magram raindis cne-ba perversirebulia iseve, rogorc in-teligentisa. me-19 saukunis bolosraindi ukve aRar atarebs iaraRs,rogorc socialuri da kulturulimikuTvnebulobis (nimuSis, tipis) sim-bolos. es tipi masSi mkvdaria da moZa-ladedaa gardaqmnili. Sesabamisad,mklavi, rogorc Zaladobis primitiu-li, fizikuri da veluri iaraRi, Caen-acvleba xmals, daSnas, rogorc kul-turis niSans. am gagebiT, tarieli kul-turis gareT dgas da mis pirvelyo-fil, ganuviTarebel (CamorCenil)formas ganasaxierebs. mwerali (egnateninoSvili) kulturis im etapsgviCvenebs, roca yvelaferi aRreulia,da arc wesebis dacva evaleba vinmes.esaa sazRvrebmorRveuli kultura,romelic esTetikis da eTikis miRmaa.niSnebi, romlebic kulturis mocemulenas warmoadgenen, an mniSvnelobaSecv-lilia, an saerTod daviwyebuli. me-ores mxriv, dgeba kulturis enis ga-darCenis aucilebloba, romelicmfarvelobs adamianTa urTierTobas,Rirsebasa da Tavisuflebas, da am gad-amrCenis funqcias sakuTar Tavze iRebsinteligenti. ase rom, spiridonis xe-lSi (jibeSi) dambaCa ormagi daniS-nulebisaa: erTis mxriv, misi Tavisufa-li moqalaqeobis niSania, romelsacRirsebis dacva SeuZlia, anu kultur-is niSani, romelic man miisakuTra aris-tokratiisagan, rogorc am niSnis axal-ma patronma am uflebis damkargvelis-agan, meores mxriv ki, Cveulebrivi Tav-dacvis iaraRi _ misi fizikuri gada-rCenis piroba.

* * *oTaraanT qvrivisTvis muxlze xe-

lis dakvra (`Sinauruli~ Jesti) kesosmxridan daSvebuli Secdomaa. keso ar-Rvevs socialuri ierarqiis dacviskodsac da ufros-umcrosobis trad-iciul etiketsac. oTaraanT qvriviamaze mianiSnebs. is cnobs socialurgansxvavebulobas, magram icavs kultu-rul normasac da kesosgan kulturisam enis status-qvos SenarCunebasmoiTxovs.

* * *rezo inaniSvilis novelaSi `frTx-

ebian yvavebi dambaCis xmaze?~ mwerlismier moyolili tragikuli ambis bo-los msmeneli _ mwerlis qaliSvili _sruliad moulodnel SekiTxvas svams.am dialogis Sesaxeb SeiZleba iTqvas,rom aqaa gadadeba (gagebis) da ara Ses-mena. novelis filosofiuri muxti iq

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Cndeba, sadac SekiTxvis SeusabamobamoTxrobil ambavTan avlens realobisaRqmis deficits, drois fragmentebsSoris kavSiris wyvetas da am daSore-biT gamowveul srul gaurkvevlobas imRirebulebebis mimarT, romelic Zve-li Taobebis cxovrebis wess qmnida.Tuki marTalia azri, rom novelaSifilosofiuri eSmaki unda icinodes, isaq namdvilad icinis. metic, amaz-rzenad qirqilebs realobasTan fata-lur acdenebze, adamianis romantikulwarmodgenebze da yvela drois donkixotebze. dueli, riTac axalgazrdakaci (qalisa da) sakuTar Rirsebasicavs, carieli formaa, dacarielebu-li aRsaniSnia mxolod, forma ki gviankvdeba. mamebsa da Svilebs, zogadaddrois monakveTebs Soris Camowolilies gaugebroba yofierebis niSnadaawarmodgenili, personaJebis (axal-gazrda vaJisa da gogonas) analo-giurobac Zalze Rrmad da frTx-iladaa miniSnebuli. im drois miRma,romelSic moqmedeba xdeba, TiTqos sxvadrois aCrdili aRmarTula da dakar-guli Rirebulebebis gamo saCvenebelSurisZiebas awyobs.

* * *postmodernizmisTvis damaxasiaTe-

belia dro-sivrcis absoluturi far-dobiToba, procesis ganviTareba rizo-mulia, Sesabamisad, movlenebi SeiZle-ba droSi erTdroulad xdebodes,mizezsa da Sedegs Soris mimdevrobadairRves, sivrce ki konteqstidan iyosamogdebuli da ar iTvaliswinebdesaramcTu istoriuli drois realurfaqtebsa da garemoebebs, aramed per-sonaJis movleniTi droisa da xasiaTiskonteqstsac, metic, igi SeiZleba erTipersonaJis sivrcis Semadgeneli iyosda meoris dasaxasiaTeblad gamoiyene-bodes. magaliTad, luarsab TaTqariZ-is omSi wasvla aka morCilaZis `rimeiq-Si~ sxva konteqstSi aqcevs luarsabs damis saxasiaTo niSnebsac: aka morCilaZisluarsabis metyveleba _ dinji, saqmi-ani; xasiaTi _ TiTqmis dramatuli,Rrma gancdis unari; gastronomiuliltolvebi saerTod ugulebelyofil-ia. igi CoxaSia Cacmuli da dakavSire-bulia Coloqis omis konteqstTan gar-egnuli maxasaTeblebiTac ki. aka mor-CilaZem mSvenieri Sansi misca iliaspersonaJs, romantikul epoqaSi ecx-ovra da adamianad eCvenebina Tavi axa-li saukunis mkiTxvelis TvalSi.

* * *is, rac subieqturobis gaZlierebas

axlavs, TiTqos azaralebs samyaros daadamians, imas, rac Cvens irgvlivaa, daimasac, rac mTlianobad kravs CvensSinagan `me~-s. subieqturobis ga-Zlierebam moitana ùndobloba yve-lafris mimarT, rac Cvens gareTaa~ (bax-tini), rac sxva araferia, Tu ara real-obis mimarT gaCenili damangrevelieWvi: namdvilia Tu ara is yvelaferi,rac gars gvakravs xiluli Tu uxilavisaxiT, rac aris da rac iyo? poezia,poeturi ena, romelic swored yofi-erebisa da cnobierebis sazRvris cod-nas flobs da mas gamoxatavs, garan-tiad udgeba realobas: ̀ yvelaferi nam-dvilad iyo~ (besik xaranaulis `mkv-drebis simRera~).

* * *mxatvrul teqstebSi xSiria dialo-

gi ara adamianebs, aramed adamiansa daaraverbalur movlenebs Soris (magal-iTad, buneba, istoria da ase Semdeg).Semdgari gagebisa da dialogispirobebSi pasuxi SeiZleba iyos araver-baluri, magram savsebiT realuri daxmamaRali _ rogorc, magaliTad, va-JasTan; rogorc rCeuliSvilTan ala-verdi da mTeli is kulturuli land-Safti, romelsac gurami xedavsgaTenebisas alaznis velze.

* * *guram rCeuliSvilis SemoqmedebiTi

principi personaJis xatvisa am perio-disTvis gansakuTrebiT uCveuloa. igi

orientirebulia ara socialur faq-torebze, aramed sasicocxlo energe-tikaze, sulierze, nebelobiTze, sxeu-lebrivze. sxvaTa Soris, 50-ianiwlebidanve iwyeba realobis fsiqol-ogizacia Cvens mwerlobaSi. jon kutzeeam periodze wers, rogorc axali lit-eraturuli tradiciis _ fsiqolo-giuri realizmis _ Camoyalibebisxanaze dasavlur mwerlobaSi.

* * *guram rCeuliSvili istorias aRiq-

vams, rogorc TanadroulobaSi SemoW-ril aucilebelobas, romelic sworadunda iqnas wakiTxuli. es mimarTeba is-toriasTan guramis Tanamedrovesaazrovno konteqstis aucilebeliSrea. istoriis maorganizebel, mo-mawesrigebel rols igi xedavs SromisSedegSi da am procesSi surs, CarTossakuTari Semoqmedebac.

ufliscixe da alaverdi warmarTu-li da qristianuli kulturuli to-posebi da xsovnis rezervuarebia _gansxvavebuli biografiiT, asakiT,daniSnulebiT, arqiteqturiT, re-ligiur-kulturuli mniSvnelobiT.isini mxolod STamomavlis istoriz-mis gancdaSi erTiandebian. istoriis`mokle CarTviT~ gurami wamierad cv-lis, axal sicocxlesa da sikaSkaSesaniWebs alaverdobis gaxunebul, fun-qciadakargul sivrces, ̀ usaxeloSi~ ki_ sakuTar Sinagan sivrces, uferul,erTferovan da uenergio yoveldRi-urobas (`ratomRac minda ufro momw-yurdes...~).

gurami orivegan fxizelia. is fxi-zlobs da amitomac esmis alaznisvelze dilis simRera da usaxeloufliscixelis moZraobis Cqami. amit-om grZnobs, rom ès istoriuladacbolo dRea~ (àlaverdobis~ Tavda-pirveli versia), grZnobs raRac axlisdasawyiss, istoriul gzajvaredins. escodna sifxizlis wyalobiT eZleva.misi wyalobiTve erTveba did droSi,romelSic verasodes moxvdebian mo-fusfuseni da mTvlemareni.

* * *ratom dawera guramma `kidev Crdi-

lo kavkasiaSi yvebodnen~ _ aseTisaSineli moTxroba qalisa da kacisradikalur mtrobaze, aseT Tavzard-amcem Zaladobaze erTmaneTis mimarT,romelSic sabolood kaci imarjvebs?Tavisuflebis mopovebis (Tu Rirsebisdacvis?) aseT sastik da uCveulo gza-ze?

iSviaTad meguleba qarTul liter-aturaSi sxva SemTxveva, sadac Zalau-flebis nebis demonstrireba aseTi fa-qizi, TiTqmis SeumCneveli detalebiTxdeba. am nebis kulminaciaa moTxrobisfinali: xelis moZraoba, romliTactragediis mere kaci fanjaras aRebs:`qmarma xeliskvriT gaaRo fanjara...~

* * *ra xdeba `baTareka WinWaraulSi?~

sisastike, sibrmave, mSveniereba, sifa-qize erT sivrceSi, erTmaneTis gver-diT da pirispir. instinqtis ukidure-si formebi. yvelaferi zRvarzea, uki-duresi da sastiki formiT. realobisusamarTloba da fataluroba. mSve-niereba, silamaze, romelic sisastikesbadebs. raRaciT monaTesave mama-Svili_ oriveni, sxvadasxva gziT, spoben si-cocxles.

* * *rCeuliSvili erT-erTi pirveli

exmaureba avtorsa da personaJs SorisurTierTmimarTebaTa ganaxlebisamocanas.

avtoris personaJ-mTxrobeladqcevis mTeli procesis `gamotaniT~laboratoriidan Ria sakomunikaciosivrceSi, igi abrunebs gulwrfelobasdokumentalizmis, nonfiqSenis Semot-aniT. igi TiTqos cxovrebiseul Tavga-dasavals yveba, ki ar ̀ Txzavs,~ ki ar ̀ ba-Zavs,~ aramed ̀ iwers,~ aRwers kodis gaS-ifvris process. siuJeti da dro-sivr-cis arqiteqtonikac am principzea age-

buli (àlaverdoba,~ ̀ usaxelo uflis-cixeli,~ `sikvdili mTaSi...~).

* * *gurami amCnevs me-20 saukunis sens:

epoqis saSinel siyalbes da cnobiere-bis daSlis niSnebs. dRiurebSi da wer-ilebSi xSirad laparakobs gulwr-felobaze.

ra iyo guramisTvis gulwrfeloba?Sinagani SemoqmedebiTi Tavisuflebissazomi? esTetikuri principebis gada-xalisebis meTodi? Tu raRac sxva _gadaudebeli SemoqmedebiTi amocana,romelzedac sakuTar TavTan hqondadadebuli SeTanxmeba? SeiZleba vi-varaudoT, rom gulwrfelobas,rogorc adamianis yofierebis erT-erT mdgomareobas, igi fsiqikis Sidas-truqturebTan, mis Tavdapirvel, dac-ul da adeqvatur aracnobierformebTan mibrunebad aRiqvamda. amrangSi ganixilavda, rogorc Tavadveambobs, saTamaSo praqtikebsa darogorc Cans, literaturasac (`mx-olod TamaSis dros yvelaze gulwr-felia adamiani...~ `scenaze dgoma _ ai,udidesi siyvaruli...~).

* * *SeiZleboda gvesaubra erlom axv-

ledianis filosofiuri zRaprisbunebaze, im siaxleebze, rac erlomisparadoqsulma xedvam moitana qarTulliteraturaSi, im axal gzaze, romel-ic, sabas tradiciaze dayrdnobiT, er-lomma gakvala Tanamedrove qarTulinarativis axal SesaZleblobaTa aR-moCenaSi frazis sintaqsur da in-tonaciur siaxleebze orientirebiT,gardamaval SegrZnebaTa da ambivalen-tur fsiqologiur mdgomareobaTa ga-momxatveli paralogizmebiT, romel-ic axal xedvasa da azris axalniuansebs aCens da uCveulod xvews daafaqizebs mkiTxvelis enobriv alRos.magram ise Cans, rom igi erTeul gamov-linebad darCa da ar Seuqmnia myaritradicia qarTul mwerlobaSi.

* * *gurami moklebulia mezRapris simS-

vides. misi sicocxlisa da Semoqmedeb-is forma mRelvareba da mousvenrobaa.

ase, bavSviviT, mxolod erlomi yve-ba. gurami verasdros ityvis ase, rad-gan igi TiTqos gadaaxta am mdgomare-obas, TiTqos didia da didur proble-mebs eWideba. misTvis es ukve SeuZlebe-li mdgomareobaa, SeiZleba, saocneboc_ bavSvoba xom mudam saocneboa _ ma-gram misken arasdros gadadgams nabijs,misgan ki _ yovelTvis, radgan ki arelodeba, aramed eZebs, TiTqos moswre-bas cdilobs. mas dResve sWirdeba pa-suxi.

is amocana, romelsac sakuTar Tavsusaxavs, gurams aqtiuri saqmianobiskenaqezebs, saqmianoba ki misTvis qmedebaada ara Wvreta, ara molodini (`Senebaa~da ara ̀ tkboba~), is moqmedebis, dalage-bis, Secvlis vnebiTaa Sepyrobili. simS-videSi ki ar Wvrets, aramed moZraoba-Si, aqtiurobaSi, TiTqos gzadagza,TiTqos sicocxlis sxvadasxva formisdinamiur erTobliobaSi. Tavis mSfoT-vare, mousvenar yoveldRiurobaSi mx-olod xandaxan, TiTqos SemTxveviTCamojdeba xolme, raTa es mSvenierebaaRiqvas, eziaros da gaiziaros. suladgils eZebs, SfoTavs da ver isvenebs.vnebis simZafriT tkbeba da amas uZRv-nis sakuTar sicocxlesac da werasac.mas TiTqos ar eSinia sikvdilis, mis ga-reTaa. SiSi erTgan igrZnoba mxolod:`munj axmedSi~, isic ara imdenadsikvdilis, ramdenadac martoobisa dausiyvarulod darCenis SiSi... dRiur-Sic wers amaze...

* * *erlomis mzeraSi da guramis mzer-

aSi yofierebis ori mdgomareoba irek-leba. rCeuliSvilis gmiris amoZrave-bamde erlomis gmiria, erlomis miermSvidi Wvretisas danaxuli samyaroa(Tu piriqiT?), misi damuxtuli simS-vide da gakvirvebaa. es mdgomareoba

erlomisTvis moZraobaze, moqmedeba-ze mniSvnelovania, radgan WvretiT Se-icnobs samyaros. es gardaqmnis, cv-lilebis, amoZravebis wina wamia,moZraobisTvis impulsis mimcemi.gurams es wami naklebad ainteresebs,radgan yofierebis ritmebis amoc-nobas cdilobs da mzera adamianisSesaZleblobebis intensiur fazazeaqvs mipyrobili, samyaros meore bo-losken: arayoveldRiurobisken,yofierebis aramudmivi, aramdgradielementebisaken. cvladSi, aramudmiv-Si, SemTxveviTSi, moulodnelSi, amo-vardnaSi, eqstazSi da aramSvid mdgo-mareobaSi xedavs yofierebis saxes...

da mainc, isini erTmaneTiskenmoZraoben, rogorc mwerlis ori tipi,ori tipis gamocdileba, codnis orimdgomareoba, sityvis maZiebelTauCveulo tandemi, cxovrebis (qmedeb-is) da cnobierebis (fiqris, Wvretis)ori polusis gansaxiereba, rogorcmarjvena da marcxena, raTa SeerTdnenda Semohkran taSi, Seqmnan xmauri.

* * *`kibo _ mkvdari fiqrebis meta-

stazi~. erlom axvledianis araCveu-lebrivi ganmarteba fiqrisac da ki-bosic, Tumca ram gayo.

erlomi erTgan ambobs: `saxlidangamovedi da kari farTod movxure.meSinoda, xmaurze ar gamRviZeboda.Sors mivdiodi~-o. saidan laparakobs?sad midis? ras apirebs? siCumisTvismiyuradebas? am siCumis Txrobas? da-farulis Txrobas? sadaa es `Sors?~

erTdroulad Sinacaa da gareTac,sizmarSic da realobaSic. yvelganaa.TiTqos sakuTari Tavis (cnobierebis)gareTac ki. metyvelebis ̀ ganrTxmuli~(qvanturi) mdgomareoba. es mdgomar-eoba cnobierebas saidanRac axsovs daimitomac amoTqvams ena.

literaturis institutSi viRacamgaixsena: simon Ciqovans `vanos da ni-kos~ wakiTxvis mere uTqvams: am kacsukve yvelaferi dauweria, sxva raRaunda daweroso.

* * *ena da sikvdili erTmaneTs ar ic-

noben, ena mxolod sicocxleSi myo-fobs, sicocxles emsaxureba, radgancnobiereba ar icnobs sikvdilis mdgo-mareobas. amitom sikvdilis scenebimwerlisTvis da, Sesabamisad, mxatvru-li enisTvis sajildao qvaa.

* * *niko samadaSvili: `samyaro aris!

danamdvilebiT~. saocaria da Tuki vin-mem rame icis danamdvilebiT, isev po-etma. amitom ambobs pol rikiori, `mevar~ mxolod poets SeuZlia Tqvaso.gamodis, rom `var~-is legitimurobada prezumpcia mxolod poetur sity-vaSia daculi.

* * *Txroba, rogorc sicocxlis for-

ma, sicocxlis mo-Txroba. sityva yofi-erebaze; yofiereba, romelic RmerT-ma Seqmna da yofiereba, romelsac si-tyva qmnis. samyaros wignis damweri(RmerTi) da misi ga-damweri (mwerali).yofierebis, sicocxlis gadasvla-gadmosvla, gada-dineba sityvebSi,frazebSi. sityvis Crdilebi daaCrdilebi. mniSvnelobis aCrdili,romelic an wevs, an dgas, dagvenaxvebaxolme azrSi, winadadebaSi, frazaSi,teqstSi da ase dausruleblad.

* * *oTar WilaZis Canawerebis krebul-

Si `ca miwidan iwyeba,~ batoni oTarisxeliT Sesrulebuli ramdenime Canax-atia. wignis bolo furcelze, pira-midebis fonze, udabnoSi (albaT, oazi-sisken) mimavali kaci xatia, aRviriTaqlemi mihyavs, win ki ku midis, kacsuswrebs. albaT, aseTia kacobriobisgza sulieri srulyofisaken _ kusacki CamorCeba.


verafriT daviZine. asec iyo mos-alodneli _ jer televizoriTa dakompiuteriT gadavitvirTe goneba,amaTi wyalobiT daviRlebi da malemomeyvinTeba-meTqi, Tqvenc ar momikv-deT. SesaZloa, mizezi erTi Wiqa magariyava gaxda, magram aqamde ar gamxdarada axla ra metaka?

ase iyo Tu ise, Cems Tavs rom davu-kvirdi, TvaldaWyetils mewera gaTene-ba, amitom gadavwyvite, saxlSi argavCerebuliyavi. Semodgoma idga, oq-tombris Tve, sasiamovno Rame gaxldaT,jer pirvel sicives ar gamoeCina sace-cebi. saaTs davxede, ori xdeboda. qur-Tuks wamovavle xeli, sarkeSi caliTvaliT SevaTvaliere Cemi Tavi da ga-reT gavvardi ise, TiTqos saqmian Sex-vedraze magviandeboda.

rogorc Rames Seefereba, quCaSisimSvide idga. am dros xmauri RamisgasarTob dawesebulebebSia miyuJuli.

cota xani fexiT viare, esec malemombezrda.

saiT gavwio? Ramis bari Tu sabil-iardo? ori-sami wuTis fiqris mereupiratesoba biliards xvda. ar mqon-da Rriancelisa da xmamaRali musikissmenis Tavi, amitom biliardis azart-ma gadasZlia.

gaCerebaze SevCerdi. „ra kargia xan-daxan siwynare~ _ xmamaRla gavaxmov-ane fiqri. amasobaSi avtobusic Camod-ga. Sevaxti, bileTi aviRe da moxerxe-bul adgilzec movkalaTdi. avtobus-Si ramdenime mgzavri iyo da kontro-liori, romelic daRlili saxiT meqan-ikurad aTvalierebda garemos. Cems winSuaxnis, putkuna qali ijda, ase, Svidi-rva wlis bavSvTan erTad. àr dageZi-nos, male viqnebiT~ _ xmadabla ela-parakeboda bavSvs. gverdiT ganmartoe-bulad ijda ormocdaaTiode wliskaci, uwesrigod, magram sufTad Cac-muli, amitom mawanwalas ver uwodeb-di. Cems ukan, erTi rigis iqiT axal-gazrda wyvili _ orive grZeli TmiTada yurSi sayuriT, maT gaswvriv keklu-ci qali, romelic sarkes CasCereboda,mis win ki moxuci qali, TiTqos vinmezegabrazebuliao, ise aTvalierebdagaremos.

da ucbad elvasaviT damkra azrma,moulodnelma, Tavzardamcemma _ av-tobusi?! Ramis sami saaTi daiwyo! said-an, ra unda am dros?.. Tan mec rom avx-ti da Sevxti, viTomc aq araferi, viT-om pikis saaTi yofiliyos. RmerTo! raxdeba, sad var!

mimovixede. mgzavrebi sxedan, viT-omc aq araferi. TiTqos Cveulebriviambavia, Ramis sam saaTze avtobusSi romaRmoCndnen.

xmas ver viReb. kontroliors da-vakvirdi _ zis daRlili, arafris-mTqmeli saxiT.

„sad, saiT mivyvebi?~ _ es SekiTxvaisev Cems Tavs davusvi, sxvebs jer verSevbede. uneburad bileTs davxede, isadgili, sadac avtobusis nomeri undaeweros, isea gacrecil-gadRabnili,verafers gaarCev, mere fanjaraSi davi-wye yureba. midis avtobusi, mixriginebs,ai, gaCerebazec SeCerda, mere gaagrZe-la gza.

_ ukacravad, _ amovRerRe, _ esra nomeria? me...

_ ho, vici, vici, _ mpasuxobs kont-roliori, _ vici, gikvirs. mere ra! av-tobusi RamiT gamovida, mere ra moxda.

_ arc araferi moxda, magram...isev dabneuli viyurebi aqeT-iqiT.

kontroliorma da mgzavrebma erTma-neTs gadaxedes, maT saxeze ironiuliRimili SevniSne. mxolod moxuci qalimomCerebia mkacri saxiT.

kidev erTi gaCereba. Tormetiodewlis biWuna amoxta. megona, isic Cem-saviT gaogndeboda... msgavsi araferimomxdara. skamze daskupda da fan-jaras miayrdno cxviri.

_ es bavSvi aseT dros marto ratomdadis? _ moulodnelad dasva SekiTx-va putkuna qalma. bavSvma xma ar amoiRo,Tavi Caqindra.

_ ra gqvia? _ gaagrZela qalma._ daTo, _ Tavauwevlad upasuxa

biWma.

_ mSoblebi gyavs?bavSvma uaris niSnad Tavi gaaqnia.

qalma Tavi mianeba, Seatyo, ar iyolaparakis xasiaTze.

ukve Sevegue mdgomareobas. iqnebmaSayireben? iqneb vinmem momiwyo, TuqalaqSi rame xdeba? erTaderTi azrimitrialebs, ra reisia netav? cotaTiwin waweva mindoda gzaze da sad am-ovyavi Tavi. netav, sad aqvs bolo gaC-ereba. modi, wavyvebi, biliardi arsadgaiqceva. am gadawyvetilebis miRebis

Semdeg ufro davmSviddi da kidev erTisiurprizi: moulodnelad davinaxe,rom sul ukana skamebis rigSi ijda mox-uci kaci, am droisTvis SeuferebladTbili palto ecva, sayeloc amoewia,amitom naxevari saxe ar uCanda. Candamxolod Zalian naRvliani Tvalebi da,asakis miuxedavad, xSiri, magram sulmTlad gaTeTrebuli Tma. ijdaTavisTvis, yvelasgan garidebuli.ratomRac davaskveni, rom avtobussgareTac aseTi iqneboda.

_ sigareti gaqvs, axalgazrdav? _ucbad momibrunda Suaxnis kaci.

_ xuTi Tvea, ar momiwevia, _ Tavigaviqnie. Cems magivrad Seyvarebulmawyvilma uwilada.

_ madloba, bavSvebo, _ am si-tyvebTan erTad sigaretis Reri ji-bisken gaaqana, _ rom Caval, movwev.

cota xanSi isev daarRvia siCume:_ ratom varT ase Cumad? moviwyi-

neT. visaubroT. ai, me, magaliTad, bevrsvicnob, bevri micnobs, cxovreba mo-mbezrda kidec, Tumca ra ufleba maqvs?vxatav, roca Tavisufali dro maqvs,Tumca rodis ar maqvs? minda, raRacsigiJe davxato, mTavari jer ar damix-

atavs, raRacas veZeb naxatebiT..._ yvela xelovani asea, raRacas

eZebs Tavisi nawarmoebiT. ar aqvs mniS-vneloba Sinaarss, gmirebs, eZebs maTTanerTad, _ paTetikuri toniT warmoTq-va axalgazrda ymawvilma.

_ da ra?! ra jandaba! _ uxeSadgamoepasuxa mxatvari da Caaxvela, _ra Cem fexebs vaRwevT? ar jobda, sxvaramis niWi mqonoda? vicxovrebdi ad-amianurad...

_ Cven musika gviyvars, _ aRniSna

axalgazrdam, _ TviTonac vwerT, _ amsityvebTan erTad megobar gogonasxeli gadaxvia, _ Cemi azriT, ar undahgavde sxvebs.

kacma ironiulad gaicina._ ggoniaT, amiTi bevr rames moi-

gebT?_ bevrs mougia, _ Seepasuxa gogo-

na.kacma Tvalebi milula. me isev fan-

jrisaken gavixede._ ratom ar unda hgavde sxvebs! _

gaisma uecrad xnieri qalis xma, _visze ukeTesebi xarT... ai, aq unda Cav-ide! _ gasZaxa mZRols, _ madlobas kimogaxsenebT, arc velodi, am dros av-tobusi Tu iqneboda. naTesavTan Sevr-Ci gvianobamde, taqsiT gagiSvebo, Camo-macila, uecrad avtobusi davinaxe,zedmet fuls davaxarjinebdi? gam-oveqane aqeTken... _ ase laqlaqiT Cav-ida gaCerebaze.

isev gairinda garemo, umetesobaTavis fiqrSi CaiZira da ucbad vxedav,rom ukan rigSi mjdari moxuci Cemskenmodis, nel-nela, skamebze xelis waS-velebiT moaRwia da gverdiT momijda.sayelo Cawia, axla SevamCnie, rom didi,

TeTri ulvaSebic hqonia.uecrad Cemsken axlos moiwia da

CurCuliT meubneba: axla eseni ucnaurrames Caidenen.

gakvirvebulma Sevxede._ ratom?_ eseni adamianebi ar arian.„vaimeee, esRa maklda,~ _ vfiqrob,

_ „ai, me xom vera var, aq rom amovedi,amaT xom asxiaT, magram, Sen ki daxure,jojoxeTs erTi muguzali akldao.~

oriode wamSi mZRolis omaxiani xmagaisma: vatrialeb am tial saWes da araqcevT yuradRebas, rom qalaqsgavcdiT, mTawmindasac ki. mSvenieriRamea, savse mTvare, ras ityviT cotaxniT piknikze? ager, gaixedeT, pataramdeloa, mTvare dahnaTis. ramdenimefanaric maqvs Tan, sinaTle garantire-bulia, arc sxva ram maklia, TqveniTvaliT naxavT.

mgzavrebi gamococxldnen, umete-soba didi xalisiT Sexvda am winadade-bas. axalgazrda wyvilma iuxerxulacotaTi.

_ ra pikniki, rogor? _ ikiTxesxmadabla.

_ araviTari „rogor,~ _ awyvet-inebs mZRoli, _ yvelaferi mzadaa,gaTvaliswinebul iqna, aba, he! Cavdi-varT!

marTla ra xdeba? _ vekiTxebi CemsTavs, _ marTla aranormalurebSimovxvdi? jer avtobusi Ramis orsaaTze, mere pikniki, aman xom daglija,me vera var, Tu eseni? _ am azrebma gair-bines wamierad Cems TavSi, magramgonebiTa Tu instinqtiT vamjobine,zedmeti SekiTxvebi aRar damesva,mivyevi sxvebs da dinebas.

Cemdauneburad moxucis gverdiTaRmovCndi. ras daveZeb, agresiulimainc araa, uberavdes TavisTvis. pikni-kis sufras alublisferi Rvino amS-venebs. gavmxiaruldi, mivubrundi mox-ucs: arc eseni amboben uars? _ vekiTx-ebi.

_ ician gemo, _ amooxvriT mipa-suxa, naxevrad xumrobis toniT, magrammainc naRvliani darCa.

mZRolma Rvino Camoasxa, alaparak-da, netav, amxela gzis gavla kidev ro-dis momiwevso, imedi maqvs, zedmetireisebiT didxans aRar Semawuxebeno...Seyvarebulebi raRacaze xmadabla ka-maTobdnen, bavSviani qali pataras nam-cxvars awvdida. mxatvari jer gamx-iarulda, axali ideebi gauCnda: gada-vwyvite, varskvlavebiT moWedili cadavxato, savse mTvare da mis Suqze, Ra-mis bindSi CrdilebiviT mosiaruleadamianebi; Znelad Tu gaarCeven raimesgarSemo, magram instinqtiT xvdebian,rogor unda gadadgan nabiji, saiT wav-idnen, rom ar daikargon an gza ar aeb-naT, mTavaria, ar waiqcnen, fexi ramesar wamosdon, sulac, romelime cxove-li ar gamoekidoT, an sxvam, maTsaviTsibneleSi CrdiliviT mosiarulem ardaudos sarma nebiT Tu uneblied sus-ti, gabneuli sinaTlis mizeziT; es yve-laferi naxatiT unda gadmovce, araaioli saqme, magram unda gavakeTo, auci-leblad!!! mere miCumda, fiqrebSi Cae-flo, xandaxan mZRols an kontro-liors gadaulaparakebda xolme. mx-olod Cemi megobari moxuci ijda isevSewuxebuli saxiT.

_ dalev? _ vkiTxe moxucs._ cotas, _ mipasuxa._ ki, magram, Tqven rogor svamT,

avtobusi?.. _ xmamaRla vkiTxe mZRols,es iyo erTaderTi SekiTxva, rac davs-vi. pasuxad ironiuli Rimili miviRe,mere ki omaxiani SeZaxili: Cvens Sekre-ba-gaseirnebas gaumarjos, RmerTmadalocos es adgili! xma aRar amomiR-ia, SevuerTdi saerTo mxiarulebas.

moxucma cota saWmeli gadaiRo,mere ucbad Tvali gauStera raRacas.

_ bevri ram gavakeTe, bevri _ ara,mainc vicxovre, _ TavisTvis Cailapar-aka.

_ piknikis mere ras apireben? _vkiTxe xmadabla.

_ TavianT adgilas wavlen._ ratom xar ase uxasiaTod?_ mec Cems adgilas unda wavide.

Tamuna qadagiZe

Ramis reisi

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WaRara kaci

ar davarRvevdi am siCumesase Cums da ase idumals,rom ar maSinebdes is kaci,Cum oTaxSi rom xmaurobs...WaRara kaci oTaxSia da me miyurebs...es oTaxi, arc galiaa,arc sapyrobile,is arc Citia, arc patimari.is oTaxSia...is arc Citia, arc patimari.ubralod Cumad xmauri uyvarsda daxmaurobs...misi Tvalebi _ mRvrie tbebia,misi warbebi _ mTebis siTeTre...Tvalebi misi _ mRvrie tbebia,warbebi misi _ mTebis siTeTre...WaRara kaci oTaxSia,oTaxi masSi, Cvenc masSi...oTaxi arc galiaa, arc sapyrobile,is arc Citia, arc patimari...WaRara kaci oTaxSiada meSinia Citad ar iqces!..

* * *me viyavi uxmo napirze,uxmo napirma metad gamaoca,vidre siCumis xmaurs ZaluZs,rom gagaocos.me vloculobdi siCumisTvis,saTqmeli sityvebisTvis,romlebic uxmod aorTqldnenyru napiridan..._ Sen, uxmo napiro,iyav yovelTvis!radgan uxmo xaruxmoTa Soris,dumils maswavli...iyav yovelTvis!radgan yruTaTvislocvas maswavli.

Sen uxmo napirTa Sorisyvelaze uxmov,me vloculob:munjebze... brmebze... Senze...

sizmari

keten saxlebi uZveles ambebsda keten fanjrebs... bebiebisSekeril fardebs _ icvams siCume.aq balaxsac dedis suni aqvs.siCume... ar SegeSindes!qarze daweril zRapars mohgavs,qarze daweril zRapars mohgavs,daJangebul karis Wriali.me vyvebi zRapars _ oci wlis windaxurul wignis. me vyvebi zRapars.aq yvelaferi isedac Relavs,_ gaiRe, sezam!aq yvelaferi isedac Relavs...me dRes siCume avaxmaureda axmaurda ezo RiRiniT,me dRes siCume avaxmaureda avxmaurdi...aq balaxsac dedis suni aqvs...Sekeril fardebs icvams...da keten fanjrebs...bebiebis Sekeril fardebs...sezam, gaiRe! aq yvelaferiisedac Relavs...

* * *sisulelea, ifiqro xezemoWril xezeda mdinareze,damSral mdinareze...magram rodesac xedavtotebs camde vedrebad awvdils,an roca gesmis Sriala xmaaw ukve damSrali mdinaris,arafers ambob...gaxsendebian megobrebi,xesaviT gamxmari megobrebi,mdinaresaviT damSrali megobrebi...gadixar sxeulidan,da uyureb Sens Tavscamde vedrebad awvdils...da ubrundebi, megobrebs aRar,sakuTar Tavs da toveb adgils,romelic gamxmari xeebisda damSrali mdinareebissasaflaod gadaqceulan.da toveb adgils...

* * *sizmarSi viyavi tirifi,awowili, mtirala tirifi,mesmoda Seni...TiTqos yvelaferi am xidan,am awowili mcenaridan amoizarda...da Seviyvare... da Semiyvarda is mxare,romelsac sizmarSi samoTxe davarqvi.sizmarSi viyavi tirifi,aq darguli ara... sxva mxares gadargulida menatreboda kuTxe, romelsac CemTviserqva samoTxe, sxvisTvis SeiZlebodayofiliyo jojoxeTic,magram es patara savanesizmarSic ki ise miyvarda,ise maTbobda, ise msusxavda.sizmarSi viyavi tirifi,awowili, TmagaSlili tirifi.yurSi uCveulo xma Camesmoda:` _ es mtirala tirifi,awowili tirifi,TmagaSlili qaliviT,dardaSlili qaliviT,awowili tirifi _sityvebs eTamaSeba,haers eTamaSeba, qarebs eTamaSeba~...ar mgonia, sxvagan aseTi haeri,aseTi qari, aseTi msusxavi,aseTi undobi, siyvaruli yofiliyo,romelic gipyrobs, bolomde gboWavsda aRarsad unda Seni gaSveba...sizmarSi viyavi tirifi...mindoda, cxadSic vyofiliyavida rodesac gamoviRviZe,mivxvdi, rom arasdros SemeZlo,arasdros mdomia, vyofiliyavi sxva mcenare,arc sxva caze frena mdomebia sxvisi frTebiT.radgan Cem mxares, sadac totebi Sevisxi,sadac pirvelad gavidgi fesvi,cxadSic ki CemTvis samoTxe erqva...da miyvarda, rogorc Svils uyvars dedada ver scildeba mas erTi wuTiT.sizmarSi viyavi tirifi...TmagaSlili tirifi,dardaSlili tirifimesmoda Seni...

maia wiqariSvilidroa. guli mwydeba, magram sxvebs mainc vjobivar,vici, sad mivdivar.

_ yoCaR! eg aravin icis. ai, Cemi mezobeli jabagavida cota xniT haerze gasaseirneblad, magram sulcota xanSi naTlobis sufraze amoyo Tavi.

_ Cemi dro movida, _ agrZelebs, _ avfrindebimaTTan erTad.

_ visTan? _ vkiTxe.Tavi Caqindra. ironiam gaiJRera Cems xmaSi da

albaT aman daTrguna._ ki, magram, aq ra undaT? _ ukve seriozuli ms-

menelis iers viReb._ Camodian xolme, arc ise iSviaTad, ise gaerevi-

an xolme xalxSi, ver gamoarCev._ raSi sWirdebaT?_ ainteresebT, TavianTi TvaliT naxon is, rasac

TavianTi uzarmazari planetidan ekranis saSualebiTadevneben Tval-yurs.

_ cuds xom arafers apireben?_ SesaZloa._ raa SesaZlo, gagvanadguron? ki, magram, ra

undaT?_ civilizacia win miiwevs, adamiani bevr rames

Cawvda. ggonia, es Zalian moswonT?_ aba, ra undaT, oTaxis kedlebs ver gavcdeT?_ Sen warmoidgine da ki. msjelobaa jer, uRirT

Tu ara ase gagrZeleba._ Tqven rCeuli xarT amaTTvis? _ isev ironiu-

lad vkiTxe._ SeiZleba asec iTqvas, _ mipasuxa seriozuli

saxiT._ xom ginaxavs patara, ramdenime Tvis bavSvi, _

gaagrZela, _ gaxveuli, mrgvali burTiviT, pataraxel-fexs ise iqnevs, TiTqos uwonadoa. mere SexedekosmosSi gasul kosmonavts Tavisi kombinezoniT,ramxela msgavsebas naxav.

_ ra ginda, amiTi Tqva?_ adamiani kosmosis Cvilia. uwonadobaSi iqnevs

xel-fexs.gaCumda. dabneuli var. veraferi gamigia. es

raRac sibrZneebs afrqvevs, eseni ki droebiT saxl-idan gamosulebiviT iqcevian. vis gadaveyare? SeS-lil mecniers, genioss? Tu raRac anomalias?

_ kargi amindebi gagrZeldeba, _ mZRolma am si-tyvebs Rrma nafazi moayola. marTlac ca varskv-lavebiT iyo moWedili. odnav qroda niavi.

_ roca kidev gamoviseirnebT, dasakeci skamiunda wamoviRo, _ Tqva keklucma qalma, _ ufromoxerxebulad vijdebi.

_ gasaberi leibic ar dagaviwydes, _ gaexumraviRac.

_ yava iqneboda axla kargi, _ agrZelebs qali._ mereda, ra problemaa! _ omaxianad warmoTqva

mZRolma da saidanRac gaCenili Termosi moimarj-va. me isev moxucs gavxede, cota gamxiarulebula.

_ SeuerTdi mxiarulebas, _ wavCurCule._ kidev erTs getyvi, _ meubneba, _ maT Cagvacves

es sxeuli maT mier Seqmnil sxeulze, rasac dedami-waze astrals eZaxian.

es ukve metismeti iyo. arafris mosmena aRar min-doda, sxvebze gadavitane yuradReba. vsvamdi, veweo-di, simRerac ki SemovZaxeT, moxucis arsebobac dam-aviwyda. bolos yvela rom daiRala da aisma iisfradSeReba zeca, mZRoli wamodga _ aba, Cvens daSla-ar-moSlas gaumarjoso! _ SemosZaxa da gadahkra. pikni-ki dasrulda, avtobusisken gavemarTeT.

Tavidan ar mimiqcevia yuradReba, magram avto-busSi myofma SevniSne, rom moxuci CvenTan ar iyo.Sevwuxdi, me xom saerTod aRar vaqcevdi yuradRebas.maSinve mZRols vuTxari, erTi mgzavri dagvrCa-meT-qi. nu nerviulobo, calybad momigdo. gavCumdi, ma-gram karga didi manZili rom gaviareT, isev Sevax-sene:

_ codoa, xnieria, rogor wava iqedan._ nu nerviulob! _ axla ukve kategoriuli to-

niT Semawyvetina mZRolma.

* * *avtobusi daRmarTSi eSveboda. gverdiT gavixede,

uecrad momeCvena, sivrcidan moxucis naRvlianiTvalebi momCereboda. „xom geubnebodi~ _ TiTqosambobda. sivrce mimaniSnebda raRacaze misi ieriT.

ena Camivarda. uneburad iqiTken xeli gaviSvire,„...iq...~ _ amovixriale. yvelam me Semomxeda, naxevrad-mZinare bavSvmac. xma aravis amouRia. aRarc me. yve-la miCumda, Tavis fiqrSi CaiZira.

* * *gvian diliT Cems loginSi gameRviZa. ra iyo es?

sizmari? ar arsebobs! daRlilobas vgrZnobdi,botasebs sveli balaxisa da miwis nakvalevi etyobo-da. nabaxusevis SegrZnebac mqonda... ara, ra sizmari!

xandaxan maxsendeba Ramis reisi, pikniki, moxuci.gamamasxaraves? _ es kiTxva amotivtivdeba xolmegonebaSi, magram amaze didxans fiqrs ar vagrZeleb,arc aravis vuyvebi. CemTvis vixseneb xolme am ambavs,iseve ubralod da Cveulebrivad, rogorc maT eWiraTTavi.

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neorealistisasmelebis maRaziaSi konsultan-

ti qalbatoni boTlebs lamazadalagebda _ natifi, swori TiTebiTadgilebs ucvlida. qalbatons lanaerqva, maRali iyo, Txeli, wvrili,wvetiani mkerdi da swori fexebi hqon-da, moZraobisas odnav iWimeboda, welsasworebda _ etyoboda, daRliliyoTavisi momabezrebeli saqmiT.

maRaziaSi axalgazrda mxatvari Se-movida da ludis boTlebs daeZgera,arCeva daiwyo, TvalebgafarToebulimivarda daxlTan da Tavi aaqicina, vergaerkvia, romeli undoda, ver igebda,romels romel daxlze ekra fasi.

lanam saqmes Tavi mianeba da mxat-varTan mivida, Tavaweuli, yelmoRere-buli miuaxlovda, miaxvedra, movedi daCemi saqmis keTebas daviwyebo.

_ movida Cveni mxatvari! _ lanamTbilad gauRima, _ ver igeb, romelira Rirs?!

_ rogor ver vigeb, ubralod...ubralod... _ mxatvarma Tavis qeqvadaiwyo dabneulobisgan.

_ ici, rogor damRala am saqmem?ai, sul aseTebs davaTrev!

lanam saCveneblad naxevrad carie-li yuTi gadaadgila.

mxatvari gabecebuli uyurebdaqalbatons, isedac dabneuli sul ufrodaibna, veraferi veRar Tqva, sala-rosTan mixoxda neli nabijebiT. lanacukan gahyva, xelebi Sarvalze gaisufTa-va da magidasTan mivida.

_ sigaretic unda meyida, magramjer _ ludi!

mxatvari daxlTan mibrunda, ludisboTli aiRo da magidaze dadga. mereSeamCnia, iqve filmebis diski rom idoda lanas gamoelaparaka kinoze.

_ kubrikis filmebia?_ ara, italiuri kinoa!_ neorealizmi! _ gaecina mxat-

vars._ diax. ratom icini?_ arasodes damixatavs realis-

turi naxati.mere orivem datova maRazia, mSvi-

di saxeebiT gamofarfatdnen gareT.maRaziis gverdiT vulkanizacia

iyo, mis win kasri idga wyliT savse,rogorc Cans, muSebi saburavebs amow-mebdnen im wyalSi.

kasrs viRac gaqonili, msuqani kacimiuaxlovda, mklavebi aikeca da wyal-Si Cayo xelebi, mere Tavic miayola,dasicxuli qaTamiviT gaiqnia tani,uSno Tavi edga im tanze, aprialebulkanze ramdenime Reri qoCori aswewo-da, gadaWril boTlSi Cayril fanqrebsugavda Tma.

lana Seawuxa araesTetikurma su-raTma, mxatvars amoefara, maRaziisvitrinasTan mixoxda. mxatvars sigare-ti aexrColebina, dakreWil kbilebSigaeCara filtri. mere moagonda: adremezobel quCaze viRac kaci naxa, vul-kanizaciidan gamodioda, sigaretizustad ase gaeCara pirSi. Secba, nerve-bi im qonianis qoCoriviT aewewa, siga-reti gamoiZro piridan, xeli moaduna,amjerad daxvewili aristokrativiTmiitana tuCebTan.

_ ai, zustad aseT xalxze iReben isreJisorebi filmebs, _ Tqva mxatvar-ma.

_ vin reJisorebi? romeli re-Jisorebi? _ Secba lana.

_ neorealistebi.lana erTxans miaSterda mxatvars.

mere maRaziaSi Sevarda da diski gam-oitana, karTan mdgar urnaSi Caagdo,zed iatakze dagrovili celofnebidaayara.

mxatvari minis karidan uyurebdalanas, ecineboda, sigaretis kvamlis-gan gaSavebuli Tvalebi ewvoda.

male maRazias is gaqonili paJi mi-uaxlovda, imasac sigareti eWira kbi-lebiT, cali xeliT svel Tavs iwmendda.

lanam dainaxa Tu ara, maSinve karSigamoiWima.

_ ara! CaaqreT da ise SemodiT!kacma amoioxra, jer lanas Sexeda,

mere mxatvars, kbilebidan manac gam-oiZro sigareti, scada, ufro moxde-nilad mietana tuCebTan, ar gamouvi-da, filtris danaxvisas kbilebi Tavis-iT daacxrnen erTmaneTs. gamwarebul-ma moisrola sigareti, xelebi mai-surze Seiwminda, Tavdaxrili SevardadaxlebTan.

mxatvari lanas uyurebda, isevecineboda, uxaroda, misi xelovnebaSors rom iyo realizmisgan, amayi iyoTavisi funjebiTac da ideebiTac.

Tbilisis nacrisfer caze Rruble-bi nela wamoiSalnen, eqvsi saaTi iyo,sicxes Zala ekargeboda, grili niavixvevda mklavebs patara quCas.

mxatvari swrafi nabijiT, stveniTmidioda saxlisken, mxolod im sas-melzeRa fiqrobda, romelic xelSieWira.

_ sigareti! _ gaigona lanas xma.Semobrunda. qalbatons wynari Ri-

milis niRabi miefarebina saxeze.

yviTelisaRamo

rezo yurZniT savse godrebTanijda, gamokrefil venaxs uyurebda,wuxda sakuTari nervebis gamo, fexsac-mlis sawmendi RrubeliviT gamofitu-liyo, Zala gamoscloda. ijda, uyureb-

da, xalxi saTlebiT xelSi rogormoZraobda, rogor avsebda bologodorsac.

mere viRacam dauZaxa:_ wadi, saTlebi maita!rezoc adga da wamovida. aravin

icoda, rezos ra sWirda, ra uZneleb-da quCaSi siaruls. nervul SetevebsmTlad daeWkno, daeberebina, eSinoda,gzaze ar dacemuliyo, goneba ardaekarga. iseTi SegrZnebebi hqonda,TiTqos sxeuli ecleboda, TiTqossuli rCeboda marto.

wamovida kaklebamde, mere gaCerda,qvaze dajda, sigareti moswia. vermoisvena verc iq, xeebTan iyo, magramhaers mainc ver grZnobda, suls raRacubamda eklian mavTulebze. yvelafer-Tan erTad sircxvilic awuxebda, vinmerom Sexvedroda, ver gaumxelda, rasWirda. rogori saqmea, rTvelidan mo-mavalma vinme gaaCero da uTxra, romcudad xar, ra gawuxebso, gkiTxaven daetyvi, depresia... mZime saTqmelia, vermixvdebian, ar gagigeben... arc unda ga-gigon...

qari fardasaviT dafrialebda,mtveri mohqonda, rezos Tvalebs usvr-ida, xedvas uferxebda. nela moabijeb-da da gulis kunZulSi mainc natrob-da, vinmes daenaxa.

male bavSvi SeniSna rezom, lurjadSeRebili WiSkris win ijda, manqaniTTamaSobda. bavSvma SeamCnia, raRac romawuxebda kacs, axlos mivida, miaCerda,veraferi hkiTxa, magram miaxvedra _miTxari, ra gWirso.

rezom gverdi auara, rkinis didimilisken wavida, undoda, kidev damj-dariyo, magram TvalebSi simZime daaw-va, TiTqos viRacas didi farda Camoe-farebinos saxeze.

Tvali rom gaaxila, mixvda, mwvaneezoSi ijda, win xnieri kaci ejda daRvinos isxamda.

_ ra dagemarTa am axalgazrdakacs, bijo?

rezom icno, vinc iyo, klaselispapa, levan bilaniSvili. ufrodaimorcxva, wamodga da naxevrad gaRe-bul karSi gavarda. levanic WiSkarSigamovida da gzaze gavardnil rezosdauZaxa.

_ me gaTxoveb saTlebs.rezo ukan dabrunda, papa levans

gausworda, naRvlianad miaSterda misdanaoWebul saxes.

_ ra iciT, rom saTlebi minda?_ ra ra vici, Svilo, dRes ukve mes-

ame kacma aiara amis gamo. gareT viyavi,kakals varCevdi, yvelas gamovelapar-ake. ybedi kaci ar gegono oRond.

orivem gaicina. mere ezoSi dab-rundnen, levanma saTlebi gamoitana,garecxa, didi sqeli naWriT amowmindada rezos daulaga.

_ ginda, exlave waiRe, ginda, moi-cade, iq Tu ar gadairevian da yaurmasdavucadoT. maRla xarSaven.

_ ara, mirCevnia, wavide..._ erTi wuTiT...

da levanma rezo meore sarTulzeaiyvana, aivanze momicadeo, uTxra. un-doda, didi mwife xurmis ramdenimetoti mieca, cota guneba gamoekeTebi-na axalgazrdisTvis.

rezo aivanze darCa. fanjridandainaxa, rogor isxdnen wignebiT savsepatara oTaxSi gogoebi, yavis WiqebieWiraT xelSi da pirze xelis mifare-biT icinodnen. uyura erTxans, mere,verc erTi rom ver icno, kibisken wavi-da, moerida, ar SemamCnion, fanjaraSirom viyurebio. male levanic dabrun-da, ori didi toti xurma gamoetana,rezos misca. rezom xurma saTlebSiCado da levans xeli CamoarTva.

qari gaZlierda, quCebSi mtvris ise-Ti talRebi datrialda, Tvals vergaaxeldiT, sicivem erTbaSad SeaRwiarezos isedac dasustebul sxeulSi.venaxebis piras Carguli veeberTelakaklebic ki ise moxriliyvnen, ifiqreb-diT, siberem adamianiviT gatexa xeebio.

godrebi ukve manqanebSi daelagebi-naT, xalxi naxevrad gaSlil sufrasT-an damjdariyo. mxolod ori xanSiSe-suli kaci ucdida rezos. roca mansaTlebi miitana, yvelam sinqronuladdaiqnia xeli, sufrasTan modio. rezosar undoda xalxTan dajdoma, erCia, imor asakovans gahyoloda, visac saTle-bi miawoda.

wavidnen, patara xeivanze kargadmovlili TiTa yurZeni gamokrifes,saTlebSi Caalages, rezos uTxres, ax-algazrda xar, manqanamde miitano. re-zom saTlebi yvelaze patara manqanaSiCaalaga, zed lurji naWeri gadaafara.

sufrasTan didxans aravin darCeni-la, yvelani iseTi daRlilebi iyvnen,Wamis Tavic ki ar hqondaT. erTmaneTismosaCveneblad gadaiRes TefSze ram-denime naWeri mwvadi da daiSalnen.

rezo gzas fanjridan uyurebda,damSvidebuliyo, TiTqos aRaraferiawuxebda. mxolod levanis saxlTanatexilma qaosma aaRelva, roca dain-axa, rogor idga xalxi did lurjWiSkarTan da rogor saubrobda xmama-Rla.

yvela gadmovida manqanidan, erTadgilas gaCerda. rezoc cota xansidga, mere isev manqanisken wavida, vergabeda, misuliyo da ekiTxa, ra xdebo-da. manqanaSi dabrunebulma xalxma Ta-vad moitana ambavi, levans ezoSimarixuanas mosaTxrelad Semosuli ka-cisTvis usvria Tofi.

_ xom ar mokla? _ ikiTxa rezom._ yuris bibilo waacala, meti

araferi! _ gaecina roialiviT gani-er kacs.

mtvris talRebi isev ireoda quCeb-Si, bindSi ufro Zlieri da sazareliCanda qari. qari ki ara qariSxaliao,ifiqrebdiT. rezo odnav Caweuli fan-jridan uyurebda mtvrian, magram maincZalian Ria yviTel foTlebs, isini ve-naxs Seseuli glexebiviT ireodnen qu-CaSi.

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