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Her

I know I've pissed you of.. I'm sorry but please stop this stupid ofness and

let me explain

Me

03/03/20! 2"!#

Me

meh$ she hasn't tried to speak to me.

i'm not bein% of. i& you %ot thin%s to say thou%h$ then say them.

Her

03/03/20! 2"!

Her

I'm sorry

Me

03/03/20! 2"(

Me

)hy would you be sorry*

Her

03/03/20! 2"((

Her

+ause I shouldn't have %one with ,sh.. I made a mistake.. , massive

mistake.. -ou know those barriers I keep %oin% on about.. hink maybe I

should look loser to home than assume it's other people

Me

03/03/20! 2"(

Me

I 1ust expeted a bit more o& you is all$ rather than 1ust bein% someones y by

ni%ht story. I know what ,sh is like$ i was the same at his a%e$ i thou%ht you'd

see throu%h it and have a bit more respet$ meh.

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Her

03/03/20! 22"0

Her

-eah I know.. ut maybe I have no respet &or mysel&.. 4ook I know I'vemessed up to be honest I haven't &elt like this.. My head was shot it's &uked

but &or one I'm atually hurtin%.. I was sared and that's what I do.. 5iss

about with people I know nothin% will happen with ause then I an't %et

hurt..

Me

03/03/20! 22"03

Me

6ared o& %ettin% hurt by what*

Her

03/03/20! 22"03

Her

7

I dont wana be the next 8atrina

he more time we spent hattin% the more I liked u

ut I knew a&ter the event the whole &riend thin% would be over and I &uked

up

Me

03/03/20! 22"0(

Me

7 know$ i &elt a similar way in terms o& the event. but it went the opposite

way.

Her

03/03/20! 22"0(

Her

)hat u mean

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Me

03/03/20! 22"09

Me

i mean we had a little kiss$ but i was never %onna do anythin% more than thatwith someone else there. look away &or less than a minute and i knew exatly

what was %oin% on$ and it %enuinely shoked me$ i knew i& i went to sleep you

two would ontinue in the other room.

Her

03/03/20! 22"

Her

I was an idiot$ I did it beause I have no respet &or mysel& that's all I think I

am.. I &elt stupid &or thinkin% you liked me and to be honest I didn't arry it on

with you so you wouldn't have to make some rappy exuse to me in the

mornin% about how I was a mistake: -ou don't %et it I'm tryin% to be honest

with u here I %enerally have not &elt this shit: ;ver:

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03/03/20! 22"22

Me

My sale*

Her

03/03/20! 22"22

Her

+ome on.. -ou ould %et anyone u want and u bloody know it

Me

,nd i was nie to you the whole ni%ht$ i didn't have to be. I did it beause i

wanted too$ and beause you deserved it. =onatin% a tenner to my own

harity really wasn't a hinderin% point.

,nd uhh$ ok*

Her

03/03/20! 22"2(

Her

)ell we both know I didn't deserve it..

4ook I don't open up muh.. )ell never.. I 1ust wanted you to know I'm sorry..>eally sorry.. I messed up and should never have dra%%ed you into my mess

o& a head and I didn't mean to

Me

03/03/20! 22"3

Me

)hat do you expet me to say*

Her

03/03/20! 22"3

Her

?othin%

@ust understand I made a mistake

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I'm not a bad person I know you think I am atm but I'm not

Me

03/03/20! 22"3A

Me

i understand that you made a mistake$ that's obvious. one o& my lose mates$

and spent hal& the day lau%hin% about it.

Her

03/03/20! 22"3A

Her

I didn't

Me

03/03/20! 22"3A

Me

i mean him.

Her

03/03/20! 22"3A

Her

I was %utted all day

I'm sorry

I've tried to explain.. 5retty shit ,t it I know.. I was sared you were %oin% to

hurt me.. hat's no exuse I know but it how I think.. ut the diferene is this

time I atually &eel hurt more.. ,nd it's shit.. It's upto u now i& u wana hate

me.. ut I had to try

Me

03/03/20! 22"(

Me

pissed as a newt and still didn't do anythin% beause i had respet &or you.

only person hurtin% you is ursel&.

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Her

03/03/20! 23"00

Her

I know: =on't you think I don't know that:

I misB1ud%ed you: I misB1ud%ed my &eelin%s$ I &uked up: I know I did and trust

me I re%ret it:

Me

03/03/20! 23"0A

Me

it's the onversations we've had$ like takin% more hanes$ and thin%s like

that that irks me. as we talked$ it was attributed to us in some way. and thenu do somethin% beyond ridiulous beause u were sared o& %ettin% hurt. it

1ust makes no sense.

Her

03/03/20! 23"0#

Her

eause I never believed in those onversations you were talkin% about me: I

didn't think you would ever look at me that way: I don't make sense.. ut I'm

takin% a massive hane here.. o prove I am not a bad person I 1ust need to

be helped

Me

03/03/20! 23"3

Me

it wasn't really at Crst$ but then it was kinda nie &or someone to atually %et

the rap i was talkin%$ and my sense o& humour.

it's stran%e how &ast opinions o& people an han%e thou%h.

Her

03/03/20! 23"!

Her

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I deserve that

Her

03/03/20! 23"23

Her

I still do %et what you say and I still am that person.. I 1ust messed up throu%h

my own inseurities.. I've only opened up to you beause I thou%ht you'd

understand.. I never ever meant or wanted this to happen.. I 1ust assumed

you were like all the rest and I'd be your next pub story and I ouldn't let that

happen but all I an think about now is how stupid I was ause your not like

them.. I was wron%$ so wron%.. ut I didn't want -D7 to hurt me and how I

handled it was stupid but that's ause I've never had to do this be&ore ause

I've never atually ared that muh be&ore.. -oure diferent tho I 1ust didn't

realise.. 7ntil I %uess it's too late

Her

0!/03/20! 00"3

Her

6ay somethin%*

Me

0!/03/20! 00"(

Me

i don't know what to say.

it's weird. i &eel like i've been mu%%ed of$ or heated on.

Her

0!/03/20! 00"#

Her

ut you haven't: I made a mistake: I would never mu% you of: =e& wouldn't

heat have heated on you:

Have you never done somethin% stupid*

Me

0!/03/20! 00"23

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Me

o& ourse i have$ my li&e is &ull o& mistakes.

but i've never %ot with someone a minute a&ter kissin% the person i

apparently like$ that persons %ood mate no less$ and bein% less than a &oot

away.

Her

ouhE

Her

0!/03/20! 00"32

Her

?othin% I an say is %oin% to han%e what I did so there's no point me tryin%..I made a horriC mistake.. I wasn't thinkin% strai%ht I was tryin% to protet

mysel& in the worst possible way beause I was sared: ,nd we know it's not

apparently like: I am so sorry

Me

0!/03/20! 00"3

Me

that's &air and well. i 1ust have a hard time deipherin% how all that alohol in

u keeps the &eelin% o& bein% sared$ yet allows u to do somethin% like that.

Her

0!/03/20! 00"!2

Her

eause I'm always sared.. ,nyone I've ever let in has srewed me over to

the extent I won't let it happen easily: I did somethin% stupid like that

beause that's all I think I'm worth is some heap slapper and the alohol

made me think that someone like you would only think that too however iouldn't be that %irl to you

Her

0!/03/20! 00"!9

Her

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-ou have no idea what I've been throu%h: I'm not lookin% &or your sympathy

Im askin% &or you to realise I'm not a bad person 1ust really stupid: +on&used

and an idiot:

Me

0!/03/20! 00"(3

Me

i knew you'd &eel stupid$ and re%ret&ul B re%ardless o& i& u liked me or not. i

atually expeted it to be expressed the next day but instead u all me out

&or a bit o& harmless banter and say i'm bein% too mean when aside &rom all

the 1okes$ that was the only words u said.

Her

0!/03/20! 00"(#

Her

=on't you think I wanted to say somethin%: =on't you think I was so %utted i

went upstairs as soon as you'd %one don't you think I wanted to say all this

yesterday but ouldn't Cnd the words and don't you think I haven't been

walkin% round like a &ukin% Fombie wonderin% what the &uk is wron% with

me: eause truth be told I've never atually ared this muh to ever have

had to do this:

Me

0!/03/20! 0"03

Me

-ou have work in the mornin%$