R Balki- The Effervescent Dreamer

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Ixbirpts;

_ Onjae;

\di Iggirvisbiht Lrincir

_ Onjae

_ Onjnaresdhnh, pfpujnrjy ahfwh ns Onjae, dfjls n uhequi lestehbtefh. Di es hft fhjy n

subbissguj Ofjjywffl leribtfr, prflubir nhl sbriih wretir, di es njsf tdi Bdnercnh fg

Jfwi Jehtns, fhi fg Ehlens jnrmist nlvirtesehm nmihbeis. Di sdft ehtf ehstnht gnci ngtir

tdi subbiss fg des leribtfrenj liout, Bdiihe Auc, gfjjfwil oy des sibfhl nhl demdjy

nppribentil gejc, Pnn. Eh ?0>?, di prflubil Ihmjesd Wehmjesd, leribtil oy des wegi Mnure

Rdehli, wdebd wfh tdi luf nbbfjnlis oftd eh Ehlen nhl norfnl. E jffa gfrwnrl tf ciitehm

Onjae tdes ngtirhffh ns E lrevi tfwnrls Ixpriss \fwirs nt Hnrecnh Pfeht eh Cucone

wdiri Jfwi Jehtns fggebi es dinlqunrtiril. ]deji E wnet gfr dec tf nrrevi grfc des

ciitehm nt Dehlustnh Yhejivir Jecetil, fhi fg Jehtns

fjlist nhl aiy bjeihts, E mit nspjihlel veiw fg Rfutd Cucones ousehiss lestrebt grfcdes ixpnhsevi >9td gjffr B-sueti

wdebd es spnrsijy gurhesdil. Bfhspebufusjy veseoji remdt lfwh oijfw tdrfumd tdi mjnss

pnhi, es n sjemdtjy nrbdil nhl ijfhmntil ouejlehm fg Jegi Ehsurnhbi Bfrpfrntefhs (JEB)

dinl fggebi. Ets ns eg JEB es n bfhstnht eh Onjaes jegiE lesbfvir tdes jntir ns E mit tf

ahfw cfri nofut tdi lestehmuesdil leribtfr. Ets hft tff jfhm oigfri Onjae kfehs ci nhl

des nrrevnj ehstnhtjy gejjs up tdi rffc wetd n jft fg ihirmy. Lrissil ns usunj, eh n ojnba,

sice-gfrcnj sdert nhl kinhs, des gnbi bfviril wetd n tdeba stuooji, di siics tf

riprisihttdi brintevi wfrjl wdebd rigusis tf gnjj eh jehi wetd tdi bfhvihtefhnj pfwir

lrissehm hfrcs gfjjfwil eh tdi bfrpfrnti sibtfr nhl fhi tdnt oijeivis eh n birtneh

pirsfhnj styji nhl pfwir fg elins! Ufu nri cinht gfr nlvirtesehm,

wiri tdi wfrls fgOnjaes gerst cihtfr, Lr Hnmnhnhl Aucnr, Dinl fg Ducnh _isfurbis nt Culrn, wdf

sijibtil dec wny onba eh tdi Iemdteis tf trneh eh Ndcilnonl. Dfwivir, n bnriir eh nlvir-

tesehm wns hft n bfhsbefus bdfebi gfr Onjae. Et wns cfri jeai stucojehm upfh

sfcitdehm uhahfwh nhl lesbfvirehm et ns di wiht njfhm. Onjae wns ofrh eh Dnjnsuru

(inrjeir ahfwh ns Yjsffr) jfbntil eh bihtrnj Onhmnjfri (hfw Oihmnjuru). Des gntdirwfrail wetd JEB nhl des cftdir tnumdt nt n hinroy sbdffj nhl jntir oibnci ets prehbepnj.

_emdt tdrfumd sbdffj nt Grnha Nhtdfhy Puojeb nhl jntir wdeji pursuehm O.Rb. grfc Bdrest

Bfjjimi eh Onhmnjfri, des gfbus ricnehil cfri fh brebait nhl gejcs tdnh fh nbnlicebs.Di wns ehtrflubil tf tdi cnmeb fg behicn viry inrjy eh jegi nt dfci, oy des gntdir wdf

wns n gejc ougg. \di gerst gejc E snw wetd cy gntdir wns Kujeus Bnisnr

stnrrehm Cnrjfh Ornhlf,

ribnjjs Onjae.

Ngtir tdnt E lelh

wntbd gejcs gfr n wdeji.Jntir, et wns nt nmi tih fr ijivih, wdih E rinjjy stnrtil mittehm ehtiristil eh gejcs tdrfumd

cygreihl wdf jevil eh tdi hiemdofurdffl. E wns viry bjfsi tf des gncejy nhl spiht njcfst

tdi ihteri lny wetd tdicintehm,sjiipehm nhl pjnyehm eh tdier dfusi nhl njsf wiht tf

wntbd gejcs wetd tdic. E stnrtil siiehm Dehle, \ncej nhl ftdir rimefhnj jnhmunmi gejcs

nhl wns mrnlunjjy ehtrflubil tf ebfhs jeai Ancnj Dnnsnh, Ejnynrnkn, Ncetnod Onbdbdnh,_nkheanhtd, itb. Cuseb wns n mrint pujj gfr ci. E bnh sny wetd birtnehty tdnt et wns


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nbtunjjy cuseb tdnt lrfvi ci tf gejcs. E gfuhl et tf oi n cnmebnj ixpireihbi tf dinr tdi

cuseb nhl sii n vnreity fg ecnmis, queti n jft fg wdebd E bfujlht bfcpridihl nt tdnt

teci. Fh fhi subd fbbnsefh, E snw nh Ncetnod Onbdbdnh cfveiE tdeha et wns \resduj

nhl ngtir tdnt E stnrtil fh cy fwh fr fbbnsefhnjjy wetd n greihl fr twf, tf wntbd njj

Ncetnod cfveis. Rf wdeji E jfvil Ejnynrnkns cuseb eh \ncej cfveis, tdi aehl fg pirsfh

E njwnys jffail uptf wns Ncetnod Onbdbdnh. Onhmnjfri, eh n wny, wns nbtunjjy n ginstgfr cfveimfirs. Et wns trujy n bfscfpfjetnh bety wdiri fhi mft tf sii cfveis eh njj

jnhmunmis eh cnehstrinc tdintris. Et es tdi snci ivih tflny. E jinrht Anhhnln nhl \ijumu

tdrfumd tdi cfveis! \dfumd E dnl stuleil Dehle eh sbdffj, hfofly usil tf bfhvirsi eh

Dehle eh Onhmnjfri. E njsf jinrht njj cy Dehle cnehjy oibnusi fg gejcs.

Ns gnr ns jinrhehm Ihmjesd mfis, Onjae mevis bfcpjiti brilet tf des cntirhnj mrnhlgntdir, nprfgissfr fg Ihmjesd Jetirnturi, wdf ehtrflubil dec tf tdi jnhmunmi viry inrjy fh

eh jegi nhl cnli dec rinl vfrnbefusjy. Iviry teci Onjae wiht tf Bdihhne tf ciit dec, di

wfujl oi tnaih tf sivirnj sibfhl dnhl offa sdfps nhl dnhlil stnbas tf rinl. \di

mrnhlgntdir njsf trnhsgirril des gnsbehntefh gfr trnehs fhtf des mrnhlsfh! Oftd wfujl stnhlgfr dfurs nt tdi Bihtrnj Rtntefh eh Bdihhne, nhl wntbd trnehs bfci nhl mf, aiihjy fosirvi

stinc nhl ijibtreb ihmehis, pnssihmir nhl griemdt trnehs, semhnjjehm, trnbas nhl sf fh nhlsf gfrtd. Nbahfwjilmis Onjae, \dfsi treps dijpil eh brintehm rebd ecnmis eh cy cehl,

wdebd wns nwisfci. Pirsfhnjjy, cy mrnhlgntdir dns oiih tdi oemmist ehgjuihbi eh cy

jegi.Ns et dnppihs wetd cnhy bdejlrih, gfr Onjae tff, jegi lregtil lisujtfrejy oitwiih

vnrefus ixncs jinlehm uptfbfjjimi. Eh tdi celst fg tdi hfrcnj rfutehi nhl sbdiluji fg

bfjjimi, brebait nhl gejcs ricnehil des pnssefhs nhl oiselis des gnvfureti, Ncetnod

Onbdbdnh nhl _nkheanhtd gejcs, di njsf oimnh tf wntbd n jft fg wistirh gejcs. Onjaericicoirs dnvehm wntbdil nt jinst twihty Gnssoehlir (nbbjnecil Mircnh gejc leribtfr)

gejcs, sfci fg Gijjehes (lestehmuesdil Etnjenh gejc leribtfr) oist wfras nhl vnrefus

ftdir ehtirhntefhnj nhl Dfjjywffl gejcs, fgtih settehm tdrfumd njj sdfws nt tdi Ojui

Lencfhl fh C M _fnl, wdebd wfujl sbriih wfrjl behicn. Oiselis cfvei dnjjs, tdiri

wns njsf n velif jeornry gijjfw wdf ehtrflubil dec tf n jft fg gejcs lurehm bfjjimi. Ejfvil gejcs oibnusi E njwnys gfuhl sfcitdehm cfri ehtiristehm eh tdic tdnh eh jegi

nrfuhl ci nhl ecnmehil tdnt sfcilny E tff wejj cnai fhi,ricicoirs Onjae.

Nhl dfw wfujl tdnt dnppih6 Wiry prisucptufusjy, tdes es dfw di ecnmehil et wfujldi

wfujl oi wnjaehm eh di cellji fg C M _fnl eh Onhmnjfri nhl sfciofly wfujl

bfci wetd n suetbnsi bnrryehm n brfri fg rupiis, nhl wfujl secpjy nsa dec tf cnai n

gejcsf bfhvehbil wns di nofut des juba! Di wfujl fgtih wreti stfreis nhl sihl et tf tdi

\ncej gejc leribtfr, tdi jnti Onju Cndihlrn nhl ftdirs, dfpehm tdiy wejj bfci jffaehm gfr

tdi mrint stfry tijjir! _elebujfus ns et cny siic, des gnhtnsy lel bfci trui eh n wny, njoiet

jntir eh jegi. Fh fhi jestjiss lny, lurehm tdi gnm ihl fg des gehnj yinreh bfjjimi, wdeji di

wns tnaehm n orina fh tdi brebait geijl, Onjaesnw nh nlvirtesiciht nhhfuhbehm nlcessefhs tf tdi Cnlrns Gejc Ehstetuti. ]dih di tfjl

des pnrihts nofut des ehtihtefh tf kfeh tdi ehstetuti, tdiy prissil upfh dec tf ribfhselir,

ns

hf fhi eh tdi gncejy dnl nhytdehm tf lf wetd behicn nhl njsf gejc cnaehm bfursis wirihft bfhseliril gfrcnj ilubntefh tdfsi lnys. Out Onjae dnl cnli up des cehl nhl

ricicoirs

sijjehm njj des offas nhl sfci ftdir oijfhmehms tf mf tf


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Bdihhne n giw wiias prefr tf tdi ehtirveiw. Dfwivir, di sffh

nonhlfhil wdnt wns tejj tdih nh noelehm pnssefh nhl fhjy

oibnusi tdi pnhij fg ixpirts nt tdi ehstetuti nsail dec, wdntdi tdfumdt wiriehbfhsiquihtenj quistefhs, nofut yistiryinr

nbtfrs, leribtfrs nhl eh pnrtebujnr, isftireb behicn! Rf gnr wdnt

Onjae dnl ihkfyil wiri cnss ihtirtnehirs nhl di tdfumdt tdnteg di dnl tf jinrh tdi brngt grfc tdfsi nsaehm dec quistefhs,di cny bfcpjitijy jfsi ehtirist eh gejccnaehm!

]etd tdi elin fg kfehehm tdi ehstetuti bfcehm tf

hnumdt, di wns nt des wets ihl wdih sfcitdehm ijsi bnumdt

des nttihtefh. \di Bfjjimi fg Ihmehiirehm,Muehly nggejentiltf Nhhn Yhevirsety, dnl stnrtil n tdrii-yinr Cnstir fg

Bfcputir Nppjebntefh (CBN) bfursi tdnt yinr. Onjae semhil

up gfr tdi bfursi out ivih tdnt turhil fut tf oi jnbajustri.

Et wns sf onseb nhl tdiri wns sf jettji tf lf tdnt E dnrljy

nttihlil bjnssis nhl wns nmneh njwnys fh tdi brebait geijl,

di ribnjjs. Ns n risujt, di gijj sdfrt fg nttihlnhbi nhl wnsriqueril tf bfcpjiti tdi onbajfm oigfri di bfujl tnai tdi

gehnj ixncs. Onjae rigusil tf stuly nhftdir giw cfhtds kust

tf fotneh n birtegebnti nhl wnjail fut fg bfjjimi.

Hixt, yit nhftdirdnppybf-ehbelihbi nwnetil dec

rfuhl tdi bfrhir eh tdi gfrc fg nh nlvirtesiciht oy Culrn,

nsaehm ehtiristil bnhlelntis gfr n bfursi eh nlvirtesehm, tf

wreti nhl sihl eh n duhlril wfrls nofut tdicsijvis. Onjae

ahiw hftdehm nofut nlvirtesehm, wfrsi, di lelht ivih rinjezi

tdnt et wns nh nlvirtesiciht oy nh nl nmihby! ]dnt nttrnbtildec tf tdi nlvirt wns tdi jfmf fg Culrn, wdebd cntbdil

tdi jfmf tdnt nppinril ngtir tdi brilets gfr Ouheynnl (fhi fgtdi cfst pfpujnr tijivesefh lrncn sireis eh tdi cel-Iemdteis)

leribtil oy Rdfjnys leribtfr, _ncisd Reppy. Onjae siht eh tdi

duhlril-wfrl nutfoefmrnpdebnj saitbd dfpehm di cny mit

tf wfra wetd hfhi ftdir tdnh _ncisd Reppy! N giw lnys

jntir, di wns bnjjil gfr nh ehtirveiw wdiri di ihtdusenstebnjjy

tfjl tdi ehtirveiwir, Lr Hnmnhnhl Aucnr fg Culrn, tdntdi dnl bfci tf ciit _ncisd Reppy. Lr Aucnr wns nstuti

ihfumd tf mnumi Onjaes pftihtenj nhl ngtir rntegyehm des bnh-

lelnturi, prfcesil tf tnai dec tf ciit _ncisd Reppy. \des

wns dfw Onjae wns onptezil ehtf tdi wfrjl fg nlvirtesehm.Bnjj et wdntivirjuba,

nbbeliht fr n dnppy bf-ehbelihbi...,

bdubajis Onjae.

Ngtir tdi sex-cfhtd steht nt Culrn, Ndcilnonl,Onjae wns pjnbil eh Onhmnjfri nhl eh hf teci wns gnsbehntil

wetd nlvirtesehm. \f dec, nlvirtesehm wns hft nofut sijjehm n

prflubt out n mrint wny fg tijjehm stfreis usehm tdi prflubtns nh ixbusi. Di snw dfw pifpji wnjail up tf nh nmihby


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wetd cfhiy nhl snel, pjinsi mevi us nh elin, nhl rinjezil tdnt

tdes, eh n wny, wns rinjjy des lrinc bfci trui. Nlls Onjae,

Fg bfursi jntir yfu jinrh tf rigehi tdi sbeihbi n jettji oet nhl

aehl fg cnai tdi prflubt rinjjy tdi bihtri fg tdi stfry. Out et

es yfur stfry1 tdi prflubt es stejj nh ixbusi. \dnts dfw pifpji

ouy prflubts. \diy wnht tf dinr n hiw, grisd stfry nofuttdi prflubt. Gfrtuhntijy, et wns cy kfo hfw! Ehetenjjy, E dnl

hf elin nofut et, tdih E mft subail ehtf et nhl jntir jetirnjjy

ojfwh nwny oy tdes ihteri nllebtefh. Eg yfu wiri mevih n hiw

prfojic nrfuhl wdebd tf tijj n stfry iviry lny, yfu bnht mit

n oemmir nllebtefh tdnh tdnt,di libjnris.

Onjae stnyil wetd Culrn gfr tdi hixt sivih yinrs nhl

rfsi tf tdi pfsetefh fg Brintevi Dinl gfr Onhmnjfri nhl ngtir

sfci lesnmriicihts wetd tdi cnhnmiciht, sdegtil tf n jnrmir

nhl ebfheb nmihby, Jehtns nhl dns stnyil wetd tdic ivir sehbi.\fwnrls tdi ihl fg Hehiteis, di wns ijivntil tf tdi pfsetefh

fg Hntefhnj Brintevi Leribtfr nhl jntir oibnci JehtnsBdnercnh, n rfji di dns oiih pirgfrcehm lixtirfusjy gfr tdi

jnst fvir iemdt yinrs, suppfrtil oy =90 pifpji nbrfss sivihlevesefhs nhl hehi beteis, cnhnmehm cfri tdnh ?90 bjeihts nhl

dijpehm ouejl Ehlens jnrmist nhl cfst subbissguj ornhls.

Njtdfumd Onjae dnl rinbdil tdi pehhnbji fg des bnriir,

des bdejldffl pnssefh fg wntbdehm cfveis bfhtehuil uhnont-

il nhl inbd teci n vfebi eh des dinl wfujl sny;Ejj cnai fhi

sfci lny...\dnt cfciht gehnjjy nrrevil nhl Onjae hnrrntis

dfw,E wns settehm eh tdes viry rffc eh ?009, E tdeha, try-

ehm tf lf nh nlvirtesiciht gfr Jegioufy sfnp wdih sullihjynh elin gfr Ncetke (Ncetnod Onbdbdnh) bnci tf ci. E dnllfhi n bfupji fg nls wetd dec

fvir tdi pnst yinr gfr Pnrair

nhl Lnour, itb. \dfumd E dnl hivir spfaih tf dec fvir tdipdfhi, E gfrtuhntijy dnl des hucoir grfc des cnhnmir. Rf

E kust cissnmil dec snyehm, E wnht tf ciit yfu, E dnvi nh

elin. Di cissnmil onba, wdih lf yfu wnht tf ciit6 E snel,nhyteci yfu nri grii6 \fcfrrfw, nt =6 Di snel nhl E wns sf

znppil nhl bfujlht oijeivi cy juba tdnt E dnl kust cissnmil

Ncetnod Onbdbdnh nhl di nsail ci tf sii dec!

Rf E cit dec nhl tfjl dec tdi stfry eh twf jehis. E

snel, yfu nhl \nou dnvi tf lf et nhl eg yfu oftd nrih

t eh et,tdes wejj hft oi wrettih. Ncetke snel, kust mf ndinl nhl wreti

et. E tdih cissnmil tdi snci jehis tf \nou wdf wns eh JfsNhmijis. Rdi njsf ripjeil tdnt sdi jfvil tdi elin nhl fh dir

riturh, wfujl rinl tdi sbrept. Ns sffh ns E wrfti tdi bfc-

pjiti sbrept, E mnvi et tf Ncetke nhl \nou. Eh twf lnysteci

E mft n bnjj grfc oftd snyehm, jits lf et nhl tdnts dfw tdi


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E lesbfvir dfw tdi elin fg prisirvehm fhis lrinc wns

dnhlil lfwh tf Onjae! Des gntdir dnl njwnys wnhtil tf oi n

jnwyir out gncejenj luteis dnl cnli dec tnai up n kfo wetd

JEB. Hfhitdijiss, di dnl aipt njevi, gfr n jnrmi pnrt fg des

jegi, des lrinc fg lfhhehm tdi jnwyirs rfoi. Jntir nt gegty

yinrs fg nmi, di nbqueril n jnw limrii nhl oimnh prnbtebehmns n jnwyir sffh ngtir ritericiht!

Eh tflnys sbihnref, hf lesbussefh fh gejcs bnh oi

bfcpjiti wetdfut tnjaehm nofut tdi >00 brfri bjuo. ]dntlfis Onjae tdeha nofut tdi

burriht trihl fg dumi cnraitehm

pusd nhl tdi cubd-dypil bjuo oibfcehm tdi aiy ynrlsteba

gfr n gejcs subbiss6

Onjae npprfnbdis tdes suokibt fh tdi onses fg guhln-

cihtnjs nhl fpehis,Cnraitehm es mfehm tf pfsi tdi oemmist

lnhmir tf gejcs oibnusi E oijeivi tdnt pifpji bfci tf tdi

cfveis tf jfsi tdicsijvis ehtf tdi bdnrcehm wfrjl fg bij-

jujfel. Et es hft sfcitdehm tdnt yfu sdfujl tdrust fh pifpjifr libievi tdic ehtf oijeivehm. \diri dnvi oiih ehstnhbis

ribihtjy wdih pifpji dnvi bfci wetd sf cubd ixpibtntefh

nhl dnvi oiih lesnppfehtil! Ufu nri mittehm nwny wetd etoibnusi tdi gejcs nri rijinsil eh sf cnhy tdintris. Onbail oy

tdes cnraitehm dypi, yfu cnai yfur cfhiy, errispibtevi fg

tdi qunjety fg tdi gejc. \diri nri hf lesehbihtevis tf lf n onlgejc! Mfhi nri tdi lnys wdih yfu snel, n mffl gejc wejj wfra

nhl n onl gejc wejj hft wfra. \dnt purety es mfhi oibnusi n

onl gejc bnh njsf wfra, sfcitecis oittir tdnh n mffl gejc.

\diri nri tff cnhy pifpji mittehm nwny wetd njcfst hf bfh-

tiht nhl cnaehm usi fg stnr vnjui tf ribfvir tdier cfhiy.

\dnt wejj stfp nt sfci pfeht fg teci. Gehnjjy, ets bfhtiht tdnt

wejj pjny n oemmir rfji. E dfpi pifpji oibfci n jettji scnrtir

nhl gfrbi stulefs, oftd jnrmi fr scnjj, tf sinrbd gfr supirefr

bfhtiht,di rinsfhs.

\di Ehlenh nuleihbi tflny es ixpfsil tf tdi oist fg

wfrjl behicn. ]dnt wejj oi Ofjjywffls strihmtd eh tdi gnbi

fg stegg bfcpitetefh grfc Dfjjywffl, eh tircs fg tibdhfj-

fmy, spibenj iggibts fr ivih fremehnjety ns n jft fg Ofjjywffl

gejcs nri hftdehm out ojntnht bfpeis, E wnht dec tf bfcciht

fh tdes.

Ns gnr ns tdi nspibt fg rncpnht bfpyehm eh Ofjjywffl

mfis, et bnhhft oi mihirnjezil. \diri es mffl nhl onl eh

iviry ehlustry. Gfr n jft fg pifpji, behicn es ousehiss nhl

gfr sivirnj ftdirs, ets n mrint trep. Out eg tdi treps lfht cnai

cfhiy, tdiy tihl tf lei. Fovefusjy tdirigfri, treps cust oiwfrtdy fg cnaehm cfhiy. Et bnh njsf oi snel tdnt ivih egyfur trep lfis hft cnai cfhiy,

hfofly sdfujl jfsi cfhiy


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rnuhbdy jyrebs nhl jiwl pebturezntefh fg etic sfhmseh gejcs

ns wijj ns tdi stiriftypebnj prfkibtefh fg wfcih eh behicn6

Onjae rinbts,\di hiws bdnhhijs dnvi n gnr jnrmir

rfji tf pjny eh sfbeity. Mruisfci rnpis, curlirs, nhl ftdir

breci stfreis siic tf oi lrevehm sivirnj hiws bdnhhijs. Eg

wi oijeivi tdnt pifpji lfht mit nggibtil oy njj tdnt, tdihjfmebnjjy sdfujl tdiy oi oy sfci gnhtnstebnj siquihbis eh

gejcs6 Bihsfrsdep, eg nhy, cny pirdnps oi riqueril fg hiws

bdnhhijssf cubd mfri dets yfu lurehm preci teci! Diri

jeis tdi lebdftfcytdi bihsfr ofnrl birtegeis n gejcNnhl

fovefusjy lui tf tdi bfhtiht, tijivesefh bdnhhijs sny tdiy

wejj hft ruh nh nlujt gejc, out cfst fg tdi prfmrnccis fh

tijivesefh dnvi nlujt bfhtiht. E tdeha tdnts stupel. Jfmebnjjy,

tdiri sdfujl oi hftdehm wrfhm eh sdfwehmNgejcs fh

tijivesefh. Nhywny, tflny ivirytdehm es griijy nvnejnoji fh tdi

ehtirhit. Pifpji sdfujl ixirbesi tdier fwh lesbritefh. Eg tdiy

rikibt sfcitdehm, et wejj hft oi cnli. Ets dfw tdi cnrait

lyhncebs wfras. Bihsfrsdep nhl bryehm dfnrsi tdnt sfci

ehlustry es nggibtehm tdi sfbeity es rinjjy sf sejjy eh tdi gnbi fg

njj tdnt es dnppihehm fh tijivesefh.

]deji E nmrii wetd Onjae tdnt cfst brintevi pifpji

rikibt bihsfrsdep nhl tdnt tijivesefh hiils ehtrfspibtefh nhl

sijg-rimujntefh, eh veiw fg jfw jetirnby nhl ibfhfceb jivijsfg n vnst cnkfrety fg pifpji eh fur bfuhtry, et cny oi wfrtd-

wdeji tdnt gejccnairs ixirbesi lesbritefh ns tdiy nri oy gnrtdi jnrmist ehgjuihbirs nhl

siic tf gnsdefh fpehefh wdih tdi

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lrinc nhl ivih eg yfu nbdeivi et, yfu hiil tf prisirvi

et. Lrincs ehgusi yfu wetd ihirmy nhl ihtdusensc.

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