Z Street Team Presents: Warmer Days Darker Nights Teen Sampler

8/2/2019 Z Street Team Presents: Warmer Days Darker Nights Teen Sampler

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BHGSX]KFN ZHOHJSK@FZ B]@L1

Ehgtehr Murje, Akoo ^kookgls`f, gfc Mkoo Lyhrs

Nht t`ur kfb` gt Bgjhm``d.j`l/N``cShhf]hgcs

^grlhrCgysCgrdhrFknets.j`l


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EgobokfnsM@@D@FH

Ehgtehr Murje


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Egobokfns

J`pyrknet =97= my Ehgtehr Murje

Seks tktoh ks gos` gvgkogmoh gs g Q`fchrvgf hm``d.

Rkskt www.z`fchrvgf.j`l/hm``ds.

]hquhsts b`r kfb`rlgtk`f seùoc mh gccrhsshc t`1

Q`fchrvgf, Nrgfc ]gpkcs, Lkjekngf 3;8:9

KZMF1 ;>5-9-:79->=575-3

Goo Zjrkpturh qu`tgtk`fs, ufohss `tehrwksh kfckjgthc, grh tgdhf br`l Seh Eòy

Mkmoh, Fhw Kfthrfgtk`fgo Rhrsk`f, FKR. J`pyrknet 7;>:, 7;>5, 7;53, =977 my

Mkmokjg, Kfj. Xshc my phrlkssk`f `b Q`fchrvgf. Goo rknets rhshrvhc w`rocwkch.

Gfy Kfthrfht gccrhsshs (whmskths, mo`ns, htj.) gfc thohpe`fh fulmhrs kf teks m``d

grh `bbhrhc gs g rhsùrjh. Sehy grh f`t kfthfchc kf gfy wgy t` mh `r klpoy gf

hfc`rshlhft my Q`fchrvgf, f`r c`hs Q`fchrvgf vùje b`r teh j`fthft `b tehshskths gfc fulmhrs b`r teh okbh `b teks m``d.

Goo rknets rhshrvhc. F` pgrt `b teks pumokjgtk`f lgy mh rhpr`cujhc, st`rhc kf g

rhtrkhvgo systhl, r trgfslktthc kf gfy b`rl r my gfy lhgfs hohjtr`fkj, lhjegfk-

jgo, pe`t`j`py, rhj`rckfn, `r gfy `tehr hxjhpt b`r mrkhb qu`tgtk`fs kf prkfthc

rhvkhws, wkteùt teh prk`r phrlkssk`f `b teh pumoksehr.

J`vhr chsknf1 Jkfcy Cgvks

J`vhr pe`t`nrgpey1 Cgf Cgvks Ye`t`nrgpey

Kfthrk`r chsknf gfc j`lp`sktk`f1 Nrhn Aèfs`f/Shxtm``d Yhrbhjt

Yrkfthc kf teh Xfkthc Ztgths `b Glhrkjg

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B`r teh lhf kf ly okbh1

Ly s`fs Agdh gfc Ksggj4

yù nuys grh teh luskj kf ly ufkvhrsh.

Ly mr tehr Zdyohr4

yùr j`llktlhft t` ùr l`l eulmohs lh.

êhf K nr`w up K wgft t` mh okdh yù.

Ly bgtehr-kf-ogw, Y`ps4

tegfds b`r mhkfn ly tùnehst jrktkj . . .

mut gos` ly mknnhst bgf.

Gfc l`st `b goo, ly eusmgfc, Aèf4

tegfd yù b`r lgdkfn teh w`roc slgoo

s` K jùoc j`fquhr kt.


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Seh s`fs `b N`c sgw tegt teh cgunethrs

`b eulgfs whrh mhgutkbuo, gfc tehy lgrrkhcgfy `b tehl tehy je`sh.

Nhfhsks 21=


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Jegpthr

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gfns sgfd kft` Fkddk [ùfnmo``cs ohn, shttkfn ehr sdkf `f

bkrh. G sjrhgl nurnohc kf ehr ter`gt, mut seh wkoohc ehrshob

pgst trhhs slhgrhc my ehr agrrhc vksk`f. Ehr agjdht sfgnnhc `f

g mrgfje. F`, f`, f` . . . Zeh ahrdhc brhh, jgstkfn g noklpsh mgjd-

wgrc gt teh nfgrohc bgjhs mhekfc ehr. Seh ohgc mhgst stulmohc

`vhr pgws jgdhc wkte luc. Zeh shkzhc teh l`lhft t` wkchf

teh ckstgfjh.

]uf. Ehr oufns murfhc.Aust dhhp ruffkfn.

Ehr bhht, f`w fulm, teulphc gngkfst teh chfsh jgrpht b tehb`rhst bo``r. @fjh g pogjh `b shjurkty, g qukht sgfjtugry `b sòk-

tuch gfc hsjgph, ehr w``cs egc l`rpehc kft` g eùsh `b thrr`r

j`lpohth wkte bùr nr`thsquh c`n-wòvhs trgjdkfn ehr hvhry sthp.

Chspkth ehr yhgrs `b lgrtkgo grts, `b shhkfn ehrshob gs tùne

gfc kf j`ftrò, Fkddk wgs j`lpohthoy ehopohss. Mut tegt ckcft

lhgf seh egc t` ckh. Dgrgth egc tgunet ehr t` stgy jgol kf goolgffhr `b gttgjd. Seùne K c`ft tekfd teks ks wegt yù egc kf

lkfc, Zhfshk.


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@fh lkfuth sehs phrjehc gngkfst g r`jd, crgwkfn. Seh

fhxt, sehs ruffkfn br`l . . . br`l . . .

Zeh stgrthc t` nogfjh mgjd, mut st`pphc ehrshob. J`fjhftrgth

`f hsjgph. C`ft j`fjhftrgth `f yùr hfhly.Mhskchs, seh ckcft hvhf df`w wegt te`sh c`n-tekfns whrh.

Mut `fh tekfn wgs jhrtgkf1 tehy whrh ùt b`r mo``c gfc Fkddk

wgs gf hgsy lgrd b`r teh vkjkùs mhgsts.

Hxegustk`f squhhzhc hgje lusjoh, chprkvkfn tehl `b

strhfnte. Okdhwksh, kt pusehc gt ehr j`fsjkùsfhss, pr`lkskfn

bgkourh. êhf seh teùnet ehr oufns lknet okthrgooy murst, gl`lhftgry, mokfckfn bogse `b oknet spgrdhc gm`vh ehr, gs kb teh

ufkvhrsh whrh sfgppkfn g pkjturh `b ehr ckohllg. ^ktekf shj-

`fcs b teh spgrd b oknet, g sùfc chsjhfchc. Jeurje mhoos0 Seh

rhvhrmhrgtk`f `b g teùsgfc luthc mhoos s``tehc ehr fhrvhs gfc

jurohc grùfc ehr okdh g wgrl mogfdht gbthr g fknetlgrh. Seh

ufhgrteoy f`ksh bkoohc ehr hgrs, g mhgutkbuo eul jo`skfn ehr kf.

Mut teh thlp` r`sh eknehr gfc eknehr uftko kt jgushc teh mgjds

`b ehr hyhs t` ter`m.

Seh c`n-wòvhs mhngf t` l`gf. Zeh nogfjhc mgjd teh

bùr l`fsthrs egc jrulmohc t` teh nrùfc, tehkr tgut, lusjohc

ohns bòckfn mhfhgte tehl. @fh rgdhc eks ehgc kf teh ckrt gfc

nrgss, eks lgsskvh pgw jogwkfn mrutgooy gt eks hgr. Seh sùfc.

J`fvuoskfn gfc nr`gfkfn, tehkr chsphrgth pohg t` hsjgph teh

lho`ckj jry `b teh mhoos bkoohc teh gkr grùfc ehr. Fkddk t``d kf

se`rt pubbs, dfhhs fhgroy mujdokfn mhfhgte ehr wehrh sehc sokc

t` g st`p. Seh bkrst bokjdhr `b rhokhb trkhc t` lgfkbhst, mut Fkddk

dfhw seh wgsft ùt `b trùmoh yht. Ehr lkfc rhhohc, shgrjekfn

b`r g bhgskmoh hsjgph. Mut ehr hyhs wgthrhc, jguskfn ehr t` prhss

g bogt pgol t` ehr thlpoh wehrh kt ter`mmhc br`l teh wkfc s`fn.^kfc s`fn4 tegts goo seh jùoc tekfd t` jgoo kt. Gfc rknet

f`w wehtehr jguskfn g dkoohr lknrgkfh `r f`t gfytekfn


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gmoh t` st`p teh unoy wòvhs rgfdhc gt teh t`p `b Fkddks fhw

bgv`rkth tekfns okst. Seh pgkf kfthfskbkhc, mut seh stkoo dhpt ehr

gtthftk`f rkvhthc `f teh wòvhs. ^hrh tehy wòvhs0 Zeh stkoo

wgsft surh. Hgje `fh wgs cgrd gs g mogjd eòh, wkte eòo`whyhs seh jùocft shhl t` o``d kft` ckrhjtoy. êhf seh b`rjhc

ehrshob t` o`jd hyhs wkte `fh `b teh mhgsts, g jòc rkvhr `b purh

bhgr strhgdhc c`wf ehr spkfh gs kb teh wòb shkzhc ehr vhry sùo,

je`dkfn ùt okbh gfc ohgvkfn g t`rlhftkfn v`kc.

Seh jrhgturhs ohns egc bòchc gfc twksthc kft` gwdwgrc

p`sktk`fs, jogws sjrgpkfn gt teh nrùfc, tehf gt tehkr hgrs. ^gkt,tegts f`t luc f teh c`ns. Kts . . . crkhc mo``c.Ehr hyhs mourrhc,

jguskfn ehr shfsh `b survkvgo t` dkjd kf. Ehgc stkoo ter`mmkfn

okdh g mgss nuktgr gt g j`fjhrt gfc wkte `fh egfc gt teh skch `b

ehr bgjh, seh rgf. Serùne teh trhh okfh seh jgunet g noklpsh

`b skovhr. [hs! Seh ngth t` teh b``tmgoo bkhoc.Zehc lgdh kt t` teh

`tehr skch gfc teks fknetlgrh wùoc mh `vhr.

^gs kt aust g fknetlgrh0 Z`lh kfcknhstk`f-kfcujhc crhgl0

Zeh jùoc egvh bgoohf gsohhp kf teh w``cs wekoh seh crhw teh

pkjturh `b . . .

êgt egc seh mhhf crgwkfn0 Zeh jùocft rhlhlmhr.

Mut teks wgs f` crhgl. Zeh wgs gwgdh. Gwgdh gfc gwgrh `b

teh sp`fny nrgss jòogpskfn mhfhgte ehr bhht, gwgrh b teh sjhft

`b l`kst pkfh egfnkfn `f teh b`rhst wgoos. Gwgrh `b teh shgrkfn

shfsgtk`f kf ehr jgob wehrh teh tekfnegc sufd kts thhte.

Hyhs bkxhc `f teh bhfjh, seh trkhc t` tgdh g mrhgte mut lgf-

gnhc `foy tkfy ngsps. Nht t` teh ngth.Aust nht t` teh ngth. Gs kb

teh chshrthc b``tmgoo bkhoc `f teh `tehr skch jùoc s`lhe`w `bbhr

sgbhty. Bùr c`n-wòb-tekfns egc jegshc ehr terùne g qugrthr

`b g lkoh `b w``cs4 wey wùoc bkvh bhht `b jegkf okfd st`p tehl0Zeh pusehc `f, ohgpkfn `vhr r`ttkfn trhh r``ts pr`truckfn br`l

teh hgrte okdh teh twksthc bkfnhrs `b g wktje. Zeh klgnkfhc ehr


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ohns nhttkfn tgfnohc kf teh lgss b vkfhs, klgnkfhc teh whgtehrhc

r``ts rhgjekfn b`r ehr gs seh mùfchc pgst. Chthrlkfgtk`f swhpt

kft` ehr sùo. kte skjdhfkfn jhrtgkfty, Fkddk dfhw seh wgs rgj-

kfn b`r ehr okbh.

Gfc l`rh. Sekfns, mkn tekfns, w`roc jegfnkfntekfns bgj-

t`rhc kft` ehr jkrjulstgfjh. Zeh ckcft df`w e`w seh dfhw kt.

Mut seh ckc. Gfc b`r teh bkrst tklh kf ehr shvhfthhf yhgrs b okbh,

Fkddk bhot g chstkfy gwgktkfn ehr. Bhgr gfc crhgc jgrhhfkfn kf

ehr sùo, gfc chgcoy eùfcs gt ehr mgjd, Fkddk bhot gokvh.

]gvhf, teh s`fn ks eurtkfn ehr t``, Lgjh sgkc, gfxkhty jrhhp-

kfn kft` eks w`rcs gs eh phhrhc `vhr teh r`jd ohcnh.

]gvhf sj`wohc terùne eks t``-o`fn mgfns. Seh Gfnho

Z`fn c`hsft eurt eulgfs. Kt `foy gbbhjts teh hvko wktekf.

Sehf yù seùoc mh wrktekfn `f teh nrùfc wkte teheùfcs, Lgjh lulmohc.

]gvhf jeujdohc gfc sgfd eks egfcs kft` teh p`jdhts `b eks

ahgfs.

Lgjh sekbthc eks whknet gfc sokc eks egfcs c`wf eks teknes.

Kts tklh t` kfthrvhfh. Kb ]gvhf teùnet eh wgs n`kfn t` t`r-

turh teks nkro b`r buf, eh wgs chgc wr`fn. egt lgch ekl tekfdeh wgs kf jegrnh, gfywgy0 Aust mhjgush ehc mhhf `f l`rh

aùrfhys, gfc wgs teh òchst `b teh terhh O`st M`ys0 Z` wegt.

Hxphrkhfjh ckcft lgdh g jgpgmoh ohgchr. Seh mhst ohgchrs whrh

te`sh we` put teh whobgrh `b tehkr sòckhrs mhb`rh tehkr `wf.

Gfy`fh we` dfhw ]gvhf dfhw eh foy o``dhc ut b`r eklshob.

Mhskch ekl, Lgjh bhot Rkfhs gpprhehfsk`f rksh. B`r g qukjdl`lhft, eh jo`shc bb teh f`ksy w`roc gfc qukhthc eks wf sùo,

tufkfn kft` Rkfhs ehgrt rgth. Lgjhs ngzh fgrr`whc soknetoy gs


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eh oksthfhc t teh dkcs mrhgtekfn pgtthrf. Kfegoh. Hxegoh. Goo kf

jehjd. Aust bkrst-tklh aktthrs.

Gssurhc Rkfh wgs `dgy gfc rhgcy b`r teh bknet, Lgjhs ngzh

rhturfhc t` teh prhtty thhfgnh nkro trykfn t` hsjgph g fknetlgrhshft ckrhjtoy br`l teh pkt. Ehr fglh hje`hc kf eks ehgc1 Fkddk

[ùfnmo``c. Ehc df`wf ehr fglh kfstgftoy. Sehy goo egc. @fh

`b teh phrds `b mhkfn g Egobokfn. Ehr seùochrs whrh fgrr`w,

grls tekf, mut o``dhc t`fh mhfhgte ehr sfun wkfcmrhgdhr. G

slgoo, strgknet f`sh rhsthc gm`vh buoo okps tegt rhlgkfhc pgrthc

gs seh pgfthc wkte hgje pùfckfn sthp. Ogrnh hyhs stgyhcb`jushc `f teh bkhoc mhb`rh ehr. Lgymh prhtty wgs gf ufchr-

stgthlhft. Sehrh wgs s`lhtekfn . . . jgptkvgtkfn gmùt ehr. Kt

wgsft ehr bgjh. Kt wgsft teh o`fn trgkf `b nòchf-mr`wf egkr

tegt trgkohc mhekfc ehr gs seh rgf. Kt wgs ehr gmsòuth thfgj-

kty t` ùtruf ehr pursuhrs, ehr chthrlkfgtk`f t` survkvh. Ehc

wgtjehc nr`wf lhf jrulmoh gt teh sknet b g skfnoh ehoo eùfc4

seh wgs jegshc my bùr. Gfc jrulmokfnckcft shhl t` mh kf ehr

okst `b `ptk`fs. Zehc dkjdhc brhh br`l teh eùfc wehf kt mkt

kft` ehr jgob lusjoh, tehf wkte g oklp mòthc b`r teh ngth `b teh

b``tmgoo bkhoc, gfc eh jùoc shfsh gs whoo gs slhoo ehr rhsòvh.

Mut g lhrh eulgf nkro gngkfst bùr ehoo eùfcs0 Qhr` jegfjh

b`r survkvgo tehrh.

Egvhft yù shhf hfùne0 Lgjh spgt.

]gvhf ngvh g f`fj`llkttgo serun gfc bkfnhr-j`lmhc eks

egkr gwgy br`l eks hyhs. êgts yùr ruse0

Lgjh nogfjhc bkbty bhht mho`w bkrst gt teh nkro, tehf teh

eùfcs. Zehs thrrkbkhc.

[hge, Rkfh gnrhhc. Zeh o``ds rhgooy sjgrhc.

]gvhf slkohc, wekth thhte sekfkfn kf teh cksgpphgrkfn oknet.Z`0

[ùrh g ahrd. Lgjh sprhgc eks grls gfc prhpgrhc t`


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chsjhfc. @fh `b teh mhfhbkts `b mhkfn g Egobokfn1 g bkbty-b``t

cr`p wgs f`tekfn. Eh sfgpphc eks wkfns `phf t` sw``p c`wf,

mut mhb`rh eh jùoc cr`p bb teh ohcnh s`lhtekfn ekt ekl squgrh

gjr`ss teh jehst. Gkr we``sehc br`l eks oufns gs eh ogfchcwkte g teuc.

Zehoo shh yù, ]gvhf sfgpphc. Gs eh stgrhc c`wf gt teh nkro,

g surprkskfn gol`st thfchr o``d jr`sshc eks bgjh, `foy t` mh

weksdhc gwgy my eks f`rlgo chlhgf`r `b jòc chtgjelhft. Mut

Lgjh egc shhf kt, gfc teh bogse `b j`lpgssk`f se`jdhc ekl.

[ùrh f`t kf jegrnh, ]gvhf. Lgjh sgkc, rkskfn br`l tehr`jdy thrrgkf. @fjh `f eks bhht eh custhc eks rhgr hfc, pgrtoy t`

rhl`vh teh ckrt, pgrtoy t` dhhp eks egfcs musy s` tehy wùocft

mgoo kft` bksts gfc pùfc ]gvhf kft` teh nrùfc.

Mh pgtkhft. ]gvhfs v`kjh o`whrhc t` g purr.

Lgjhs agw johfjehc. Eh egthc teks pgrt `b gf gssknflhft.

[hs, `dgy, s`lhtklhs kt wgs klp`rtgft t` oht tekfns pogy ùt g

okttoh, t` f`t sgko kf gfc rhsjuh t`` qukjdoy. Mut teh eulgf skch

`b Lgjh chspkshc kt. Seh gfnhokj skch `b ekl . . . whoo, teh l`rh

aùrfhys eh j`lpohthc, teh ohss eulgf eh bhot. Aust gs whoo. Kt

wgs g w`roc ùt `b rhgje, gfc eh fhhchc t` rhlhlmhr tegt.

Eh dfhw ]gvhf wùoc `foy goo`w kfthrvhftk`f gt teh ogst

p`sskmoh l`lhft. Lgjh bhot teh se`rt egkrs `f teh mgjd `b eks

fhjd rksh go`fn wkte teh gfnhr jrgwokfn up eks spkfh. êy

wùoc wh egvh mhhf shft kb wh whrhft n`kfn t` mh utkokzhc0

]gvhfs hyhs bogsehc bgsjkfgtk`f. Lgymh aust b`r

hfthrtgkflhft0

Rkfhs lùte cr`pphc `phf, eks wekth-mo`fc egkr bgookfn

b`rwgrc. Hfthrtgkflhft0 Eh se`t g qukjd, quhstk`fkfn o``d

t` Lgjh. C`hs tegt egpphf0 K lhgf, grh wh shft t` aust wgtjestubb okdh teks0 Srhpkcgtk`f joùchc te`sh fgkvh mouh-nrgy hyhs.

Lgjh s`lhtklhs lgrvhohc gt teh bgjt Rkfh wgs `foy tw`


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hgrte yhgrs yùfnhr tegf ekl4 eks kff`jhfjh no`whc okdh l`rf-

kfn chw, qukjdoy vkskmoh gfc qukjdoy trglpohc kft` teh luc.

]gvhfs lùte twksthc. @ur dkfc c`hs kt goo teh tklh. F`

chw s`bthfhc ]gvhfs stgrd bhgturhs gfc bgjh jut kft` str`fngfnohs. Eks hyhs, `fjh mrknet mouh, egc cgrdhfhc t` lkcfknet

kf rhjhft yhgrs, wekje ckcft m`ch whoo. [ù df`w, hgrte nkros

grh e`t wehf tehyrh ruffkfn b`r tehkr okvhs.

Segt wgs kt. Lgjh c`vh b`r ]gvhf, skjd b eks gftkjs gfc, whoo,

skjd b ekl kf nhfhrgo. ]gvhf skchsthpphc gfc kf gf kfstgft teh

tw` whrh f`sh-t`-f`sh, bksts crgwf.Lgjh jgst g nogfjh t` Rkfh. B`r teh bkrst tklh, teh dkc o``dhc

okdh g wgrrk`r. ]hgcy t` sthp kf kb teh tw` òchr m`ys jglh t`

mo`ws. N`, Rkfh.

Lgjh hxegohc g o`fn mrhgte gfc o`whrhc eks egfcs.

Gcrhfgokfh surnhc kft` eks lusjohs gfc puoohc hvhry oknglhft

kft` g tknet j`rc.

J`ò j`fbkchfjh `zhc br`l ]gvhf gs eh tkothc eks jekf kft`

teh suf, gs kb cgrkfn Lgjh t` strkdh.

K w`ft bknet yù, ]gvhf, Lgjh sgkc. Rkfh fhhcs s`lh s`rt

`b ròh l`cho. êkje ehoo fhvhr egvh kb K dhhp nhttkfnsujdhc

kf my ]gvhfs nglhs.Eh b`rjhc eks gtthftk`f gwgy br`l teh

Egobokfn gfc b`jushc `f teh pktkbuo sjhfh ufbòckfn mhfhgte

tehl. G bkst bknet wùocft ehop teh nkro hktehr.

O`fn egkr bo`gthc mhekfc ehr. Ztrgfcs lgtthc gjr`ss ehr

chokjgth bgjh wehrh ehr sdkf noksthfhc wkte g skody sehhf `b

swhgt. Zeh slhoohc okdh bhgr. Seh sjhft jurohc kft` teh wkfc gfc

r`sh `f pohgckfn wkfns, jgookfn t` ekl.

êhf seh rhgjehc teh bhfjh, ehr nòchf hyhs bogsehc rhokhb.

Lgjh wgtjehc g l`lhft o`fnhr. ]gvhf, tehrhs f`tekfn t` ohgrf.O``d gt ehr. Eh nhsturhc t`wgrc Fkddk [ùfnmo``c gfc teh

ehoo eùfcs f` o`fnhr jegskfn ehr. Seh bùr mhgsts weklphrhc,


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trykfn t` hsjgph teh Gfnho Z`fn crkbtkfn grùfc tehl. Fkddk

trhlmohc gt teh ngth t` teh b` tmgoo bkhoc, egfcs segdkfn wehf seh

sp`tthc teh pgco`jd shjurhc wkte g tekjd jegkf.

Zehs ehrh b`r g rhgs`f, Lgjh. ^h egvh t` bkfc ùt wegt ktks. ^kte g twkfdoh kf eks hyh, ]gvhf jogpphc eks egfcs gfc teh

Gfnho Z`fn ckhc. Sklh t` pgrty.

Z`lhtklhs teh w`rst pgrt `b mhkfn g Egobokfn wgs stgfc-

kfn gskch gfc ohttkfn hvhfts egpphf gs tehyrh supp`shc t`.

Lgymh tegt wgs teh w`rst pgrt `b mhkfn gfy jrhgthc mhkfn.

Lgjhs hyhs crkbthc seut. ^kteùt teh Gfnho Z`fn t` t`rturhtehl, teh eùfcs wùoc `fjh gngkf mh `f teh euft. Gfc Fkddk

[ùfnmo``c wùoc mh gs n``c gs chgc.

J`lh `f, Fkddk pohgchc, wkookfn ehr egfcs t` st`p qugdkfn.

Ehr bkfnhrs mohc wehrh sehc sogllhc tehl kft` teh bhfjh. Zeh

ahrdhc mgjd gfc b`rte `f teh hftrgfjh, g vgkf gtthlpt t` mrhgd teh

o`jd, gfc e`phohssfhss m`rf b chspgkr sokpphc c`wf ehr m`cy okdh

chgcw``c sokppkfn kft` teh shg gbthr g st`rl. Zeh wgs trgpphc.

Mo``c mhngf t` w`rd kts wgy terùne ehr vhkfs mut mrùnet wkte

kt g fhw b`rl `b t`rturh. Zpokfthrs rgtehr tegf mo``c shhlhc t`

jùrsh terùne ehr wekoh ehr ehgc pùfchc reytelkjgooy.

Sehf teh wkfc s`fn cksgpphgrhc.

Seh c`ns st`pphc nr`gfkfn. Seh b`rhst cr`pphc t` g chgc,

nrgvhygrc qukht. F` okttoh muffkhs r squkrrhos rglmokfn terùne

teh bgoohf ohgvhs. Aust stkoofhss. Aust teh pr`lksh `b chgte.

G rustoh mhekfc ehr hv`dhc g brhse wgvh `b fgushg.

Chsphrgth egfcs tknethfhc `f teh jrkssjr`sshs `b jegkf okfd. Kb

seh egc teh hfhrny, sehc joklm. Mut bhgr gfc t`rlhft egc st`-ohf teh ogst serhcs b ehr strhfnte, ohgvkfn f`tekfn mut g mufcoh

`b hxegusthc fhrvhs.


15/110

78

Zeh cr`pphc ehr ehgc t` ehr egfcs gfc jo`shc ehr hyhs. G

twkn sfgpphc, b`rjkfn ehr ehgc up. Zeh trkhc t` swgoo`w, mut ehr

lùte gfc ter`gt whrh j`tt`f.

Gs g mrhhzh sdkrthc terùne teh trhhs, j`òkfn teh swhgt `fehr bgjh, Fkddk jgst g rhoujtgft nogfjh `vhr ehr seùochr.

Seh ohgc c`n-wòb l`vhc t`wgrc ehr lhte`ckjgooy, g o`fn

mhgc `b sgokvg crkppkfn br`l eks lùte. Zeh wgtjehc gs hgje

pgw ogfchc f teh nrùfc. Fkddk br`wfhc. Eh shhlhc gol`st

. . . bhgrbuo gs whoo. ^gs eh sjgrhc `b ehr0 Zeh turfhc, jekf aut-

tkfn b`rwgrc. êgt0 seh spgt, gccrhsskfn teh eùfc. [ùgbrgkc K lknet p`p teh j`rd `f g m`ttoh `b sjrhglkfn mhoo s`fn

gngkf0

Ehgc cr`ppkfn mhtwhhf eks wkch seùochr mogchs, eh stgrhc

gt ehr wkte te`sh hlpty hyhs. Zeh egthc tegt p`sturh, tegt stgod-

kfn, rhgcy-t`-oufnh stgfjh. òvhs gt teh z`` ckc teh sglh tekfn

gfc kt brhgdhc ehr ut hvhf teùne tehy whrh f fh skch b teh

hfjo`surh gfc seh `f teh `tehr. Zeh ckcft hvhf okdh t` shh ehr

c`n M` stgfc okdh tegt. Kt wgs t`` prhcgt`ry, t`` gfxkùs t` dkoo.

@e lgf, seh lulmohc. êgt ckc K aust c`0Ehr vgo`r cks-

sòvhc gt ehr bhht gs teh mrhhzh l`vhc gngkf, teks tklh pusekfn

g r`tthf sjhft t`wgrc ehr. Fkddk fhgroy ngnnhc `f teh putrkc

`c`r. ]gfjkc lhgt egs f`tekfn f tehsh wòvhs.[hgrs gn`, s`lh

m`ys gt ehr sje`ò egc put g chgc pkn kfskch g jgr gfc o`jdhc

kt kf g ngrgnh `b gf hlpty eùsh. ^hhds `b sj`rjekfn ehgt f`t

`foy rukfhc teh jgr, teh eùsh egc t` mh chlòksehc gs whoo.

êhf teh vhekjoh wgs phfhc, teh sthfje bhtkc gfklgo terhgchc

terùne shvhrgo mo`jds `b ehr fhknem`re``c. Gt teh tklh, seh

teùnet sehc fhvhr gngkf slhoo gfytekfn s` bùo. Zeh wgs

wr`fn.Seh mhgst nr`wohc chhp kf eks ter`gt gfc teh sùfc kfvgchc

hvhry jhoo b ehr mhkfn. Mogjd okps jurohc mgjd t` hxp`sh yhoo`whc


16/110

72

bgfns. ]ùfc hyhs nrgmmhc gfc swgoo`whc oknet kft` teh hlpty,

sùoohss pkts tegt whrh kts s`jdhts.

Zeh prhsshc ehr mgjd kft` teh jegkf okfds. Shgrs rusehc t`

ehr hyhs gs teh `tehr eùfcs gpphgrhc br`l teh w``cs, ohgvkfnf` wgy t` hsjgph.

Seh euft wgs `vhr. Seks ks wehrh sehc ckh.

^knnokfn `f eks mgjd egufjehs, teh wòb ohgpt.

Zeh jupphc ehr egfcs `vhr ehr ehgc b`r pr`thjtk`f, wgtjekfn

terùne teh jr``d `b ehr grl gs teh gfklgo gttgjdhc. Zjgrrhc

pgws strhtjehc t`wgrc ehr, rgz`r-segrp jogws shhlkfn t` nr`wogrnhr gfc ogrnhr gs tehy bkoohc ehr vksk`f. êy wùocft teh

s`fn rhturf0 Brgftkj, Fkddk jrkhc, N`c, ehop lh!

G we``se `b j`ò gkr mogsthc ehr m`cy gfc gf hxpo`sk`f `b

oknet s`grhc pgst. Gf kfstgft ogthr s`lhtekfn sòkc sogllhc

gngkfst ehr, se`vkfn ehr t` teh nrùfc. Ehr ehgc teufchrhc f

klpgjt. Gs seh bùnet t` tgdh kf gkr, wekth spgrdhc gm`vh. Zeh

jùoc ehgr v`kjhs, gfc teh wòb s nr`wo, mut rhlgkfhc ufgmoh t`

b`jus ehr hyhs `r gtthftk`f.

êkth gngkf. ^kte kt, teh c`n jrhgturh sjrhhjehc. G skjdhf-

kfn v`kjh hfthrhc ehr hgrs, weksphrkfn, eksskfn okdh g eufcrhc

sfgdhs. Kt rhbhrrhc t` s`lhtekfn gs s`fs `b N`c.

^gs teh wòb tgodkfn0 Zeh jùocft shh. êkth wekth

hvhrywehrh. Ehr lkfc wekrrhc gs gf hohjtrkjgo jurrhft rgf teh

ohfnte `b ehr mhkfn1 ehgc t` b``t, b``t t` ehgc, zkppkfn terùne

ehr, hohjtrkbykfn gfc chprkvkfn ehr lusjohs `b l`vhlhft.

J`fsjkùsfhss sokpphc gwgy. Gs ehr hyhs jo`shc b`r teh

bkfgo tklh, g vhovht v`kjh s``tehc, [ùrh sgbh f`w, cgunethr

`b lgf.


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7>

Jegpthr

=

Gfc wey ckc yù mrkfn ehr ehrh0 ^koo gsdhc.Sehkr jgrhnkvhr c`ffhc teh bgtehroy p`sturh ehc juo-tkvgthc br`l wgtjekfn bglkoy sktj`ls. Lgjh, ]gvhf, gfc Rkfhngtehrhc fhgr Fkddk gfc gwgkthc teh t`fnuh-ogsekfn tehyc

hxphjthc skfjh grrkvkfn mgjd gt Ykfh Mùohvgrc gfc tehkr fhw

tw`-st`ry, Rkjt`rkgf-styoh e`lh b`r teh l`lhft.

Zehs kfaurhc, Lgjh sgkc. Kts pgrtkgooy truh, gt ohgst. Eh

nogfjhc c`wf gt Fkddk pgsshc ùt `f teh jùje gfc eks

ehgrt bo`pphc. Zkfjh hfjùfthrkfn teks nkro, ehc mhhf trykfn t`

bknurh ehr ùt.

Kt wgs g ushohss gtthlpt. Eh ckcftnhtehr. @fh shj`fc sehs

segdkfn teh ngth wkte teh buoo b`rjh `b ehr m`cy, egkr wekp-

pkfn kf gf Zpgtthrf, teh fhxt sehs jrykfn, gfc teh fhxt, sehs

sjrhglkfn gt teh ehoo eùfc kf wegt ehc chsjrkmh gs g tguft.

Lgymh eysthrkg ckc strgfnh tekfns t` teh mrgkf eh jùoc

ufchrstgfc tegt. Mut wehf teh eùfc ohgpt gt ehr, seh dhpt ehrhyhs wkch `phf gfc phhrhc terùne teh mhfc kf ehr grl. Zehc

gjtugooy kfthfchc t` wgtje teh gttgjd.


18/110

75

Ckc yù shhwegt wh ckc0 Rkfh gsdhc b`r teh teùsgfcte

tklh. Segts wegt Kl tgodkfn gmùt! Se`sh ehoo eùfcs whrh

f`tekfn. êhf c` K nht t` bgjh g wrgkte0

^koo nr`gfhc.

Lgjh jgst g burtkvh slkoh t` Rkfh. Fhwmkh. Eh stkoo rhlhl-

mhrhc eks bkrst gssknflhft, eks bkrst se`t gt ehr` w`rd. Kb `foy

tegt hxjkthlhft ogsthc b`rhvhr.

Xfjoh koo r s` tehy jgoohc ekl purshc eks okps. Lgjh

egc t` mkth eks jehhd t` dhhp eks lùte strgknet. Seùne ^koo

wgs `vhr skx b``t bkvh gfc mukot okdh g Lgjd trujd, teh chhp

cklpohs gfc pubb b juroy mr`wf egkr gs whoo gs eks gfklgthc,

mrknet mouh hyhs whgdhfhc teh kftklkcgtk`f bgjt`r.

Jgf wh dhhp ehr0 Rkfh gsdhc, v`kjh okotkfn okdh g jekocs.

Zehs f`t g pht, Mo``l. Zehs gf gssknflhft, ^koo sgkc.

Gfc bgjkfn `bb wkte wrgktes seùoc mh fhktehr g chskrh f`r g

sùrjh `b hxjkthlhft.

Kl f`t teh mo``l. Kl teh Rkfh! Eh trkhc t` br`wf, mut g

qukjd slkoh mhtrgyhc ekl.

Lgjh dfhw Rkfh o`vhc teh fkjdfglh ehc n`tthf br`l chvho-

`pkfn eks p`whr gt gf ufprhjhchfthc yùfn gnh. Fkjdfglhs

whrh wegt bglkokhs egc b`r `fh gf`tehr. ]hgo bglkokhs. Seùne

^koo trkhc eks mhst, Lgjh `bthf w`fchrhc wegt kt wùoc egvh

mhhf okdh t` mh rgkshc my eks rhgo pgrhfts, kfsthgc `b shpgrgthc

br`l tehl gt mkrte gs wgs teh just`l b`r mhkfns okdh ekl b`r

eks pr`thjtk`f, `b jùrsh.

Eks yùfnhr mr`tehrs hgnhr v`kjh df`jdhc ekl ut b eks

teùnets.

Kvh n`t g quhstk`f, Rkfh sgkc. êy wùoc teh Ser`fhegvh shft us t` pr`thjt s`lh thhfgnhr0 K lhgf, grhft ùr

gssknflhfts . . . yù df`w, gmùt klp`rtgft ph`poh0


19/110

7;

^koo f`cchc t`wgrc teh nkro, we` stkoo ogy ufj`fsjkùs. C`

yù f`t j`fskchr ehr klp`rtgft0

Rkfh ròohc eks mouh-nrgy hyhs. Hvhry`fhs klp`rtgft. Mut,

K lhgf, sehs aust g dkc.^koo slkohc. Okdh teh terhh `b yù0

[hge. G br`wf burr`whc Rkfhs sl``te mr`w. Ckcft

]gvhf egvh gf gssknflhft `fjh wehrh eh pr`thjthc s`lh pòkt-

kjgo cuch0

]gvhf ngvh g jurt f`c. Eh wgs g w`roc ohgchr, gfc tegfds

t` lh ehs stkoo gokvh t`cgy.Rkfh p`kfthc gt ekl. [hge, tegts wegt K lhgf. K hxphjthc

t` mh gssknfhc t`, okdh, C.J. `r Fhw [`rd `r s`lhtekfn.

Lgjh t``d g sthp t`wgrc Rkfh, mo`jdkfn ]gvhf br`l eks

bkhoc b vksk`f. Eh wgs stkoo tkjdhc gt teh mr``ckfn jrhhp b`r mgkt-

kfn ekl kf teh w``cs. F`, Lgjh wgs gfnry gt eklshob b`roht-

tkfn]gvhf mgkt ekl. Lkstgdhs okdh tegt jùoc j`st okvhs. Rkfh,

wh c`ft gowgys df`w wey whrh pr`thjtkfn g phrs`f. Seks ksft

teh Zhjrht Zhrvkjh. hrh f`t JKG `r BMK. Gfc ur kfstrujtk`fs

c`ft j`lh br`l teh oklkthc df`wohcnh b gf hgrteoy lgf. Eh

f`cchc t`wgrc Fkddk. Kt lgy f`t mh gmùt we` seh ks rknet

f`w. Kts p`sskmoh tegt . . . Eh se``d eks ehgc gfc serunnhc.

Lgymh sehs n`kfn t` mh teh sjkhftkst we` cksj`vhrs g jurh b`r

jgfjhr.

@r sòvhs w`roc eufnhr, ^koo gcchc.

]gvhf sj`bbhc. @r lgymh sehs n`kfn t` c` s`lhtekfn

rhgooy klp`rtgft, okdh bknurh ùt e`w t` nht teh CRC pogyhr t`

st`p bogsekfn twhovh `jo`jd.

êgthvhr kt ks, teh hfhly ksft wgstkfn gfy tklh. ^koo

okbthc teh nkros grl, eks nkgft pgol swgoo`wkfn ehr cgkftyegfc. [ù sgy seh wgs mhkfn jegshc my ehoo eùfcs0

Seh sknet `b ehr c`cnkfn teh prhcgt`rs wgs b`rhvhr jgrvhc


20/110

=9

kft` eks lkfc wekoh teh nrgtktuch kf ehr nogssy hyhs wehf eh

sj``phc ehr kft` eks grls wgs klprkfthc kf eks ehgrt. Eks puosh

gjjhohrgthc. Sehrh whrh bùr.

^koos hyhs fgrr`whc kf j`fjhftrgtk`f. C`hsft lgdh

shfsh. Eh hxglkfhc teh juts gfc sjrgtjehs `f ehr bkfnhrs.

Eùfcs j`lkfn gbthr g eulgf. [ùrh surh0 G jrystgo-johgr

ngzh quhstk`fhc tehl, crkbtkfn br`l `fh m`y t` teh fhxt.

Lgjh jr`sshc eks grls `vhr eks jehst. Xe, yhge. ^h n`t

gf up-jo`sh, phrs`fgo o``d gt tehl. ]`ttkfn bohse wkte g sòh

purp`sh. S` dkoo Fkddk [ùfnmo``c.

Z`lh`fh wgfts ehr chgc, ]gvhf sgkc, mhfckfn eks bkfnhrs

s` tehy rhshlmohc g nuf. Eh p`kfthc kt gt teh nkros ehgc gfc

puoohc teh trknnhr my jokjdkfn eks teulm.

Lgjh se`t ekl g ckrty o``d.

êgt0 ]gvhfs v`kjh ``zhc kff`jhfjh.

E`wc teh eùfcs nht ehrh0 Rkfh kfthrrupthc.

Seh sglh wgy wh n`t ehrh, l`r`f, ]gvhf sgkc. [ù df`w,

teh lkcpogfh0 Seh sgbh z`fh mhtwhhf ehgvhf gfc hgrte wehrh

goo `b us lksbkts r`gl0 Z`lh`fh egsft mhhf pgykfn gtthftk`f

kf jogss.

Rkfhs okps prhsshc t`nhtehr, hlmgrrgsslhft spogsehc goo

`vhr eks bgjh.

Lgjhs ehgrt gjehc b`r Rkfh. Seh bkrst aùrfhy wgs gowgys

teh tùnehst. O`st M`ys, Egobokfns1 f` lgtthr wegt yù jgoohc

yùrshob, yù whrh stkoo gf ùtjgst kf m`te teh ehgvhfoy gfc

hgrteoy rhgols. ê` teùnet up tegt mrkookgft kchg0 Gf hlks-

sgry `b ehgvhf t` gf hgrte yù jgf fhvhr egvh.

F`t tegt aùrfhys whrh f`t klp`rtgft. Lgjh eklshob egcmhhf shft `f shvhrgo. Ehc sgvhc okvhs gfc egc e`phbuooy pusehc

eklshob gwgy br`l hthrfktys jokbb hcnh fglhc Zjgry Mhy`fc


21/110

=7

Goo Ztkfdkf ]hgs`f. Wukht gfc phgjhbuo hthrfkty sùfchc s`

luje mhtthr.

Seks ks g surprkskfn jgrc b`r teh hfhly t` pogy. êgt c`hs

eh df`w gmùt teks nkro tegt wh c`ft0 koo sthpphc gwgy br`lwehrh Fkddk rhsthc. Egfcs f ekps gngkf, eh shgrjehc teh strhht

mhy`fc teh mgy wkfc`w. Bùr eùfcs pursukfn `fh yùfn

nkro0 eh rhphgthc. Zufoknet strhglhc kf gfc kooulkfgthc teh

skch b eks bgjh. Eh pktjehc g nogfjh t`wgrc teh m`ys, ngzh o`jd-

kfn wkte Lgjhs.

G bgtehroy slkoh b`rlhc gfc gol`st ekc teh gpprhehfsk`f.Gol`st. ^`rry joufn t` Xfjoh ^koos hxprhssk`f. Lgjh dfhw

eh gn`fkzhc gmùt eks m`ys, hvhf teùne eh wgsft supp`shc

t` mh hqukpphc wkte stkjdy hl`tk`fs okdh w`rry, egppkfhss, `r

s`rr`w. Ekckfn yùr hl`tk`fs . . . wegt g eulgf tekfn t` c`.

Seh nkro stkrrhc.

Goo hyhs whft t` ehr.

^koos johgr, phfhtrgtkfn o``d se`t terùne Lgjh okdh g oknet-

fkfn mòt. Zehs teh `foy jouh wh egvh t` wey whvh mhhf shft.

Kl nogc yù bùfc ehr wehf yù ckc. Se`sh eùfcs wùoc

egvh serhcchc ehr. ^koo seucchrhc, tehf rhsulhc eks gute`rk-

tgtkvh p`sturh. Zkfjh wh aust grrkvhc br`l teh lkcpogfh, K c`ft

wgft gfy `b yù ùtskch gngkf b`r g jùpoh cgys. [ù goo fhhc

tklh t` gcaust t` teks rhgol. Segt lhgfs mhnkffkfn L`fcgy

l`rfkfn, yùoo mh dhhpkfn g jo`sh wgtje `f ehr. Zeùoc mh hgsy

hfùne4 Kvh hfròohc yù gt ^gthrskch Ekne Zje`ò.

L`gfs hlgfgthc br`l ]gvhf gfc Lgjh. F`t ekne sje`ò,

]gvhf nr`gfhc.

]hgooy0 Rkfh swkphc gt g ckrt slucnh `f eks S-sekrt

gfc jehwhc `f g Swkzzohr ehc sfgnnhc br`l teh b`yhr tgmoh.Segtoo mh j`ò.

Mut rknet f`w, yùc mhtthr nht ehr e`lh. ^koo rhturfhc


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br`l teh wkfc`w gfc ohgfhc vhr teh jùje. Eh pogjhc eks egfcs

`f Fkddks. Seh o`fnhr seh stgys kf ur prhshfjh, teh l`rh sehoo

mh gmoh t` tòhrgth ur gtl`spehrh, gfc wh c`ft wgft ehr wgdkfn

up t` bùr uffgturgo jrhgturhs e`vhrkfn `vhr ehr.

F`, Lgjh gnrhhc. Segts gjtugooy e`w seh pgsshc ùt kf

teh bkrst pogjh.

Rkfh quhstk`fhc ekl wkte g o``d.

Mut te`sh bùr whrh stkfdkfn ehoo eùfcs, Lgjh sgkc.

Rkfh rgkshc g bkfnhr. Gjtugooy, seh ckcft pgss ùt uftko

yù pkjdhc ehr up. ]hlhlmhr0 Zeh o``dhc rknet kf yùr hyhs

gfc

]gvhf jùnehc, stkbokfn g ogune.

^koos bgjh turfhc t` bury. Zeh sgwyù kf teh b`rhst0 Eks

st`rly, skovhr hyhs se`t kjy cgnnhrs gt Lgjh. Segts fh hl`tk`f

^koo rhgooy seùocft mh hqukpphc wkte.

@ut `b teh j`rfhr `b eks hyh, Lgjh wgtjehc gs teh lusjohs

kf Rkfhs bgjh jòogpshc, ohgvkfn g ngpkfn lùte.

^h ckcft lhgf b`r ehr t` shh us. ^h whrh wgktkfn b`r ehr

t` jo`sh ehr hyhs `r turf gwgy br`l teh gttgjd. Lgjhs ehgrt

pùfchc. Kb ehc mo`wf teks gssknflhft gorhgcy, ehc fhvhr b`r-

nkvh eklshob. Eh jeujdhc g brustrgthc egfc t`wgrc Fkddk. Zeh

aust dhpt wgtjekfn, ^koo.

êgt0

Zeh dhpt wgtjekfn. Seh gttgjd.

^koos hyhs cr`pphc t` Fkddk gfc ehoc b`r g o`fn tklh.

Lgjh teùnet eh ehgrc ekl lulmoh s`lhtekfn gmùt g

lgrd `b bhgrohssfhss.

Bkfgooy, ^koo sp`dh. Seh w`roc mgogfjhs `f g pkfehgc, gfckts bgth rhsts kf teh egfcs `b thhfgnhrs.

Seh joùc `b ufjhrtgkfty surrùfckfn Fkddk uffhrvhc


23/110

=:

ekl, Lgjh jùoc thoo. ^koo wgs g truh wgrrk`r, gfc rknet f`w teh

bknethr wktekf wgs mhkfn stkrrhc.

Sklh ks se`rt, ^koo sgkc. K wùocft mh surprkshc t` shh

gf uftgpphc whgp`f ekcchf kf ehr l`rtgo m`fhs. Seùne seh

o``ds okdh g lhrh thhfgnh nkro, K tekfd ehr ehgrt mhgts wkte teh

strhfnte `b g wgrrk`rs spkrkt. Wuhhf Hstehr j`lhs t` lkfc.

Eue0 Rkfh sgkc, eks ehgc tkothc gfc eks bgjh twksthc kft` g

qukzzkjgo hxprhssk`f. Gjtugooy, ^koos okttoh l`fò`nuh egc s`rt

`b o`st Lgjh t``. Gs gf hthrfgo mhkfn, ^koo `bthf shfshc tekfns

teh m`ys jùocft, mut wgs pr`fh t` v kjkfn kt kf nrgfc thrls.

]gvhf egc mhhf grùfc teh o`fnhst4 lgymh eh ufchrst``c

wegt ^koo wgs lulmokfn gmùt. Mut eh stgrhc strgknet gehgc,

egfcs o`jdhc gjr`ss eks jehst gs kb m`rhc wkte teh weòh j`f-

vhrsgtk`f. @f juh, eh ygwfhc.

^koo dfhot mhskch teh nkro. Zquhhzkfn ehr egfcs nhftoy, okqukc

nòc ``zhc br`l eks pgols gfc j`vhrhc ehrs. Seh purh gr`lg

`b Nkohgcs Mgol ehgvhfs Fh`sp`rkf bkoohc teh r``l. Sehy

hgje sgv`rhc kt. F`tekfn wgs swhhthr hxjhpt teh mrhgte b okbh.

ê`g, Rkfh sgkc, hyhs cgrtkfn t` Lgjh. ^hrh, ul, shh-

kfn kf m`te rhgols rknet f`w0

Lgjh slkohc gt eks yùfn jùfthrpgrt. [ù gkft shhf

f`tekf yht.

Fkddk gw`dh kf ehr `wf mhc. Zeh sgt strgknet up gfc se``d `bb

teh sohhp. Brgnlhfts b lhl`ry mùfjhc kf ehr ehgc. ]uffkfn

. . . teh bhfjh . . . teh wòvhs. R`kjhs.

Gfc chhp, mouh-nrhhf hyhs. Jhruohgf mouh. Seh jò`r `b teh

noksthfkfn Lhckthrrgfhgf Zhg jgpturkfn teh sufs rhbohjtk`f.

Hvhf gs seh rhlhlmhrhc teh e`rr`r, ehr ehgrt jgolhc, klgnkfkfn


24/110

=3

te`sh p`òs `b sgbhty. Gfc g bgjh. Sehrh wgs g bgjh gttgjehc t`

te`sh hyhs. Gfnuogr. Ztr`fn.

]kje w`rcs egc ròohc `bb eks t`fnuh1 [ùrh sgbh f`w,

cgunethr `b lgf. Sehf goo egc bgchc, hxjhpt te`sh rùfc,jhruohgf hyhs. F` `tehr segch `f ehr grtksts pgohtth jgptkvgthc

ehr okdh jhruohgf. Gfc f` `tehr hyhs jgptkvgthc ehr gt goo.

Mut kt egc aust mhhf g crhgl, rknet0 Zeh okbthc ehr grl br`l

ufchr teh j`vhrs gfc rgf g egfc terùne ehr egkr. Gs seh ckc,

seh f`tkjhc ehr grl wgs stkoo kf teh vkftgnh S-sekrt sehc w`rf

yhsthrcgy. Zeh wknnohc ehr ohns. [hp, ahgfs. Ygfkj jrhpt kf gfcseh succhfoy wgfthc t` nht ùt `b teh jo`tehs seh egc `f.

Zeh aulphc br`l teh mhc, gfc teh r``l spuf grùfc ehr.

ê`g, seh lutthrhc gs bkfnhrs sjrglmohc b`r teh mhcp`st,

eòckfn `f wkte wekth-dfujdohc chthrlkfgtk`f uftko teh wgoos

so`woy segrphfhc kft` b`jus.

Kf teh crhgl, seh ekt teh bhfjh. Zeh rhlhlmhrhc teh sokjkfn

pgkf wehf teh jegkf okfds jut kft` ehr bohse. Okbtkfn ehr egfcs,

seh hxglkfhc tehl, br`ft gfc mgjd.

F`tekfn. F`t g sjrgtje `f ehr bkfnhrs, f`t g jut `f ehr

egfcs. Gfc f` agjdht. Fkddks lkfc rgjhc. Zeh egc ehr agjdht

`f kf teh crhgl gfc kt sfgnnhc gfc t`rh `f g mrgfje. Ehr ngzh

cgrthc br`l teh slgoo mkstr` tgmoh skttkfn kf `fh j`rfhr t` ehr

ogpt`p kf teh `tehr j`rfhr, mut f` sknf `b ehr oknet j`gt. Seh

r``l wekrohc gngkf. Fkddk sgfd t` teh mhc gfc ehr egkr bhoo

gjr`ss ehr bgjh. G bhw jgolkfn mrhgtes ogthr, seh se`vhc teh

o``sh strgfcs mgjd gs teh fgushg pgsshc.

Kt egc t` mh g crhgl, seh weksphrhc.

F`, teh eùfcs whrh rhgo.

Gfc te`sh mhgutkbuo hyhs, tehy egc t` mh rhgo. Zeh ròohcehr pgft ohn gfc shgrjehc b`r teh lgrd teh l`fsthr c`n ohbt.

Swkstkfn, seh squhhzhc ehr jgob. F` wùfc. F` pgkf. Gs seh


25/110

=8

ufròohc teh lgthrkgo, e`whvhr, g sp`t `b mo``c gpphgrhc `f teh

chfkl. Zeh ufsfgpphc gfc ufzkpphc ehr ahgfs gfc crgnnhc

tehl br`l ehr m`cy, turfkfn tehl kfskch ùt. Zdkf hxp`shc,

n``sh mulps sprhgc go`fn ehr teknes.Seh sp`t `f ehr ahgfs wgs ogrnhr `f teh kfskch tegf `f teh

ùtskch, lgdkfn kt johgr teh crkhc mo``c egc j`lh br`l ehr.

Xskfn `fh egfc t` tun ehr egkr `vhr ehr seùochr gfc ùt `b

teh wgy, seh pr`pphc ehr b``t `f teh mhc gfc hxglkfhc ehr

jgob gngkf.

Fgcg. Zeh p`dhc gt teh sp`t wehrh teh mkth lgrd seùocegvh mhhf. F`t hvhf s`rh.Zeh okbthc teh ahgfs b`r jo`shr kfsphj-

tk`f. Aust gm`vh teh crkhc mo``c, g tkfy eòh. Brgftkjgooy, seh

mrùnet teh lgthrkgo t` ehr bgjh gfc shgrjehc. G mogjd egkr wgs

pgrtkgooy murkhc kf teh mo``c. Jogspkfn teh tekfn mhtwhhf ehr

bkfnhr gfc teulmfgko, seh tunnhc kt br`l kts j`j``f, bkfckfn kt

egob gf kfje kf ohfnte gfc . . . wkry. Zeh pogjhc kt `f ehr fknet-

stgfc gfc rhphgthcoy wkphc ehr egfc gngkfst teh mhc, rhl`vkfn

teh chgc shfsgtk`f teh egkr jrhgthc.

Ztgfckfn `f segdy ohns, seh phhdhc br`l ehr mhcr``l

wkfc`w. G joùcohss Lkssùrk sdy e`vhrhc gm`vh teh w`roc,

ehrw`roc, gfc teh e`lh sehc df`wf skfjh mkrte. Zeh t``d kf

teh r``l tegt egc nr`wf wkte ehr, bkrst bkoohc wkte mgmy còos

gfc thccy mhgrs, tehf Mgrmkh gfc teh prhbhrrhc N.K. A`hs4 f`w

rhpogjhc wkte dgrgth tr`pekhs gfc grtw`rd. Goo `b ehr bgv`rkths

spogsehc gjr`ss ehr wgoos, wkte Ztgrry Fknets swkros sekllhr-

kfn c`wf `f ehr. Gfc s`lhwehrh kf teh chhphst j`rfhr `b ehr

jo`sht ehr luje-o`vhc thccy rhsthc kf g m`x. [hs, teks wgs ehr

w`roc. Zgbh. F`rlgo. ^kteùt wòb-c`ns.

Kf teh dktjehf, ehr l`tehr wgs pr`mgmoy mgdkfn gs seh ckchvhry Zgturcgy l`rfkfn, wekoh ehr cgc putthrhc grùfc kf teh

ngrgnh pogykfn wkte gfjkhft sw`rcs gfc cgnnhrs. Gs gftkquh


26/110

=2

whgp`fs chgohrs, ehr pgrhfts pgssk`f b`r ekst`ry egc gowgys

bgsjkfgthc Fkddk, gfc okdhoy spgwfhc ehr kfthrhst kf grt. Sehyc

tgunet ehr mhguty wgs `bthf ekcchf kf `rckfgry kthls, mut wkte

teh rknet glùft b jgrh, pgtkhfjh, gfc g c`sh `b chthrlkfgtk`f,wegt l`st shh gs aufd jùoc mhj`lh g trhgsurh.

Zeh crhw g mrhgte gfc stgrthc t` turf br`l teh wkfc`w, mut

s`lhtekfn bogsehc kf teh brkfnh `b w``cs go`fnskch ehr eùsh.

Jòc jekoos rgf up gfc c`wf ehr spkfh gs seh squkfthc kft`

teh cgrdhfhc hcnh `b trhhs. @bb t` teh rknet, l`vhlhft. Zeh

trkhc t` swgoo`w gngkfst teh chshrt nr`wkfn kf ehr ter`gt, mutnuophc c`wf `foy e`t, stkjdy gkr. Ehr egfc trhlmohc, squhhzkfn

teh jurtgkf wkte suje b`rjh seh bhot hgje puosh `b mo``c pulp-

kfn terùne ehr jo`shc bkfnhrs.

Z`lhtekfn wgs ourdkfn kf teh segc`ws. Gfc kt wgs wgktkfn

b`r ehr.

Z`, jgf yù nkvh lh g rhgs`f wey yùrh s` ckstrgjthc t`cgy0

Drkssy gsdhc, mgttkfn tekjd ogsehs gt ehr wekoh skfdkfn kft` teh

j`bbhh se`p shgt.

Fkddk puoohc teh ogtth t` ehr okps gfc t``d g o`fn, okfnhrkfn

crkfd. Hxpogkf0 K wùocft df`w wehrh t` mhnkf.

Drkssy ushc teh hfc `b ehr nrhhf strgw t` t`y wkte teh

je`jògth-strkphc wekpphc jrhgl `f teh t`p `b ehr kjhc crkfd.

O``d, K df`w yù egth se`ppkfn. Mut yù pr`lkshc t` gt ohgst

egvh g n``c gttktuch.

Fkddk sknehc chhpoy. êgt dkfc `b g brkhfc gl K0 Kl s`rry

Drkssy. Kts f`t teh se`ppkfn. Kl hxjkthc gmùt kt, rhgooy.

Gs ks hvkchfjhc my yùr wkch hyhs gfc m`mmkfn ehgc. [ùdf`w K okvh b`r tehsh jegfjhs t` shh yù kf rhgo jo`tehs. F`t

yùr just`lgry m`ybrkhfc-bkt ahgfs gfc vkftgnh S-sekrts. K


27/110

=>

lhgf, tehyrh juth hvhry `fjh kf g wekoh, mut wùoc kt dkoo yù

t` whgr g sdkrt0 Drkssy sourphc s`lh b ehr crkfd, mut st`pphc

gfc wkphc ehr lùte wehf tw` nuys pgsshc my tehkr tgmoh. G

t``tey slkoh gfc g bokrtgtkùs ehgc t`ss, gfc teh nuys whrh skt-tkfn gjr`ss teh j`bbhh se`p wkte hyhs nouhc.

Fkddk jgst g nogfjh mhekfc ehr t` teh m`ys. [ùrh

ufmhokhvgmoh.

Kts aust g nglh. K egpphf t` mh g n``c pogyhr. Drkssy

mhglhc gfc l`tk`fhc wkte ehr brhh egfc, jgrhbuo teh m`ys

wùocft shh. O``d, o``d, o``d! Sehyrh t`tgooy j`lkfn `vhrehrh.

Fkddk pgfkjdhc gfc nrgmmhc Drkssys grl kf g chgte nrkp.

F`.

Ohts kfvkth tehl t` skt c`wf.

Drkssy, pohgsh. Zeh squhhzhc tknethr. O``d, kb yùoo nht rkc

`b tehl, Koo thoo yù wegts n`kfn `f.

Mouh hyhs fgrr`whc, teh thootgoh sknfgo seh wgs ufgmoh t`

rhskst teh kftrknuh. [ùoo thoo lh wey yùrh s` agjdhc up

t`cgy0

Fkddk bhot teh m`ys mhgrkfn c`wf `f ehr. [hs, K pr`lksh.

Koo thoo yù hvhrytekfn. Ehr jehhds bhot okdh tehy whrh murfkfn.

Drkssy sknehc gfc sekbthc kft` jgtje gfc rhohgsh l`ch.

Bkfh.

êhf teh tw` thhf m`ys st`pphc gt teh tgmoh, Fkddk trkhc

t` `bbhr g thftgtkvh slkoh, mut bknurhc kt o``dhc l`rh okdh

j`fstkpgtk`f.

Sehy nrhhthc, gfc Fkddk lulmohc g nrhhtkfn kf rhturf.

Sehf Drkssy dkjdhc kft` buoo nhgr. Z`, K f`tkjhc yù nuys n` my

gfc K wgs tekfdkfn, yù tw` o``d aust okdh g jùpoh `b ly okttohmr`tehrs brkhfcs. Eks fglh ks Ahbb gfc eh n`hs t` ^gthrskch

Lkccoh Zje`ò.


28/110

=5

Seh m`ys bgjhs jrulmohc.

@e, chgr O`rc, aust dkoo tehl f`w gfc sgvh tehl br`l teks

hlmgrrgsslhft.

Mut Drkssy sòckhrhc `f. K c`ft df`w goo eks brkhfcs, mut

K rhlhlmhr lhhtkfn s`lh `b tehl gt Jeufdy L`fdhy Kjh

Jrhgl Ze`p wehf wh egc eks mkrtecgy pgrty.

Fkddk sgfd chhphr kft` teh jegkr surh teh m`ys hn`s whrhft

okdhoy t` rhj`vhr kf teks lkoohffkul.

^ktekf l`lhfts teùne kt bhot okdh shvhrgo okbhtklhs

tehy cksgpphgrhc.

Drkssy! Segt wgs lhgf, Fkddk sjòchc gfc terhw g nogfjh

`vhr ehr seùochr.

Mut teh phtkth mo`fch ngvh ehr g chgc stgrh. [ùvh n`t kfb`.

Gfc K c`ft wgft t` mh ckstrgjthc my s`lh juth nuy egfnkfn

grùfc wekoh K ehgr kt.

Fkddk jùoc rhogth. Goo l`rfkfn ehr teùnets egc strgyhc t`

teh `jhgf mouh hyhs gfc teh vhovht v`kjh tegt egc s``tehc gfc

pr`thjthc ehr kf teh crhgl. [hs, sehc chthrlkfhc kt egc t` mh g

crhgl. @tehrwksh, seh egc t` gclkt teh vhry ckstkfjt p`sskmko-

kty seh wgs n`kfn futs.

Drkssy oksthfhc kfthftoy gs Fkddk bkoohc ehr kf. Gfc tegts kt.

K w`dh up kf ly jo`tehs kf ly `wf mhc.

^`w.

Fkddk cr`pphc ehr egfcs bogt `f teh tgmoh gfc mokfdhc gt

ehr brkhfc. ^`w0Segts kt0 Drkssy egc gf `pkfk`f `f gms`-

outhoy hvhrytekfn.

Zeh wgvhc g egfc kf teh gkr. Nkvh lh g lkfuth, Kl tekfd-

kfn. Ehr okps pujdhrhc soknetoy gfc ehr strgw poufnhc rhphgthcoykft` teh chptes `b ehr kjhc l`jeg. [ùrh mhkfn jegshc. Segt

lhgfs s`lhtekfn kf crhgls, mut K jgft rhlhlmhr wegt. Sehf g


29/110

=;

bhfjh. Zeh sfgpphc ehr bkfnhrs. êgt jùoc g bhfjh lhgf0 Gfc

tehrh whrh wòvhs0 Segt lhgfs s`lhtekfn t``, mut . . .

Fkddks ehgc cr`pphc t` teh tgmoh. Oht lh nuhss. [ù jgft

rhlhlmhr wegt.

Drkssy f`cchc, knf`rkfn teh l`f`t`fh rhlgrd. êgt hosh

stgfcs ùt0

Jhruohgf hyhs. Z` bkoohc wkte jò`r gfc okbh, kt wgs gs kb purh

pknlhft egc jrhgthc tehl gfc trgpphc g mhgl `b sufoknet aust

mhfhgte tehkr chptes. Fkddk squhhzhc ehr hyhs seut. Seh nuy.

@e. @eee. Drkssy f`cchc. F`w whrh nhttkfn s`lhwehrh.

Kts sklpoh. [ù wgft s`lh`fh t` rhsjuh yù. [ù wgft f`,

wgkt, yù fhhcg dfknet kf sekfkfn grl`r t` j`lh gfc sgvh yù

br`l teh crgn`f.

êgt0 Segt wgs teh stupkchst tekfn sehc hvhr ehgrc. Gfc

yht . . . Zeh rhahjthc teh teùnet. K c`ft fhhc s`lh nuy. Br`l ehr

dgrgth t` ehr grtw`rd, br`l ehr je`kjh b jo`tekfn t` ehr je`kjh

`b trgfsp`rtgtk`f, seh egc kt goo t`nhtehr. Zeh wgs g nkro we`

dfhw hxgjtoy wegt seh wgfthc. Hxjhpt seh ckcft.

Kf bgjt, seh bhot okdh teh l`st j`fbokjthc phrs`f f teh pogfht.

Zeh jùocft hvhf chjkch `f g jgrhhr pgte. Muskfhss b`r mhj`l-

kfn g dgrgth kfstrujt`r gfc `wf ehr `wf cà` s`lhcgy, `r grt

sje`ò0 Sehy m`te bkt okdh g serufdhf swhgthr1 g pgst bgv`rkth,

gfc teh tehr jhrtgkfoy f`t g je`kjh fh jùoc okvh wkte b`rhvhr.

Kt wgs gs kb g eunh pgrt `b Fkddk egc n`fh lksskfn o`fn gn` gfc

seh ckcft df`w e`w t` bkfc kt . . . r kb sehc hvhr egc kt t` mhnkf

wkte. Jùoc ehr mhst brkhfc gjtugooy mh rknet0 êgt0 êgts

teh crgn`f0

Drkssy terhw ehr egfcs kft` teh gkr. ê` df`ws0 Kt jùocmh gfytekfn. Zjkhfjh jogss, teh LJGS, nrhhf Ahoo-@.

Fkddk crhw ehr mr`ws t`nhtehr kf g chhp br`wf.


30/110

:9

Seh crgn`f ks wegthvhr thrrkbkhs yù. Kts wegthvhr yùrh

sjgrhc `b.

Lyshob, Fkddk teùnet. Kl sjgrhc `b lyshob. êgt K jgft c`.

êgt K jgf c`. êy K c`ft df`w we` K gl.G r`jd sgt `f ehrjehst, lgdkfn kt egrc t` mrhgteh. Zeh b`rjhc g ogune, mut tehrh

wgs f` eul`r kf kt. Kl prhtty surh kts nrhhf Ahoo-@.

Drkssy p`kfthc gt ehr. [ù fhhc g lgf. Segts goo.

@fh spokt shj`fc ogthr, tw` fhw vkjtkls hfthrhc teh j`bbhh

se`p. Fkddk nr`gfhc gfc nrgmmhc ehr mgjdpgjd-styoh pursh.

Ohts n`. K c`ft wgft yù bkxkfn lh up. Mhskchs, tehrh grhjo`tehs wgktkfn b`r us!

Drkssy squhgohc gfc jogpphc ehr egfcs t`nhtehr. [gy!

Ze`ppkfn.

Fkddk eufn ehr fhw jo`tehs kf ehr jo`sht, ehr hyhs st`ppkfn

gt teh mogjd j`jdtgko-styoh crhss Drkssy tgodhc ehr kft` muykfn.

Zeh rgf g egfc `vhr teh s`bt, sekllhry lgthrkgo. Zeh jehwhc

ehr okp. Kt rhgooy wgs g mhgutkbuo ngrlhft. Gfc seh ckcegvh teh

grt ngoohry se`wkfn kf g bhw cgys. Zeh seùoc egvh g nr`wf-up

crhss, `r gs Drkssy jgoohc kt, g okttoh mogjd crhss chstkfhc t` mh

g nkros mhst brkhfc. Gclktthcoy, kt egc mhhf n`rnhùs wehf seh

trkhc kt `f, mut f`w, egfnkfn kf ehr jo`sht, kt o``dhc rkckjuoùs

gl`fnst teh ahgfs, S-sekrts, rkckfn m``ts, gfc bokp-bo`ps.

Ze`ppkfn wgs gowgys hxegustkfn `f g chhp ohvho gfc ehr

j`fstgft gpprhehfsk`f gmùt rgmkc wòvhs bkfckfn ehr kf teh

crhsskfn r``l gfc jegskfn ehr terùne teh lgoo kf ehr ufchr-

whgr ckcft ehop. Goo cgy kt wgs okdh hyhs whrh `f lh. Kt wgs

fhgroy hvhfkfn f`w, gfc seh egc t` nht ut, johgr ehr lkfc. Zehse`vhc teh mogjd crhss t` teh mgjd b ehr jo sht gfc sogllhc teh

c``r, boykfn c`wf teh stgkrs kf g chsphrgth gtthlpt t` ùtruf


31/110

:7

suje gcuot jo`tekfn. Zprgwohc kf teh bglkoy r``l, seh jgunet

g noklpsh `b yhoo`w bur mhfhgte teh j`bbhh tgmoh. Kt weklphrhc.

Zeh cr`pphc t` ehr egufjehs gt teh tgmohs hcnh gfc j``hc,

ê`s g n``c c`n0

G lgsskvh ehgc po`pphc `ft` ehr teknes. Kff`jhft mr`wf

hyhs mokfdhc tehkr gc`rgtk`f.

Zeh sjrgtjehc eks ehgc mhtwhhf eks hgrs, gfc teh yhoo`w ogm

strhtjehc, grjekfn eks mgjd, o`fn ngwdy ohns strgknethfkfn okdh

m`grcs.

Gorhgcy bhhokfn mhtthr, Fkddk stròohc kft` teh dktjehf gfc

sfgnnhc g pkhjh `b brukt.

Nhttkfn eufnry0 Kl n`kfn t` stgrt ckffhr s``f, L`l sgkc

`vhr ehr seùochr.

Fge, Kl n``c. Kl ohgvkfn b`r g wekoh.

êhrh grh yù n`kfn0

Aust b`r g rkch.

Ehr l`l br`wfhc. Go`fh0

Fkddk jgst ehr hyhs ehgvhfwgrc. [hs, go`fh, mut Koo mh bkfh.

[ùc tekfd Kc aust n`tthf teh mkdh g whhd gn`.

K aust okdh kt mhtthr wehf s`lh`fh n`hs wkte yù.

Lust wh n` terùne teks hvhry tklh0 ^hoo, Kvh put kf gf

gppokjgtk`f t` a`kf teh Zwglp ]kchrs Mkdhr Joum, mut K egvhft

ehgrc br`l tehl yht.

Ehr l`l swgtthc gt ehr wkte g ckse t`who. Segts f`t

buffy. @e, mhb`rh K b`rnht, wh egvh t` mh n`fh L`fcgy fknet

yùr bgtehr egs gf gujtk`f kf Zt. Oùks. ^hoo mh bkfksekfn ogth,

s` ehs pogffkfn `f sphfckfn teh fknet gfc crkvkfn e`lh

Suhscgy l`rfkfn. Ehr l`tehrs cgrd mr`ws sjrufjehc kfwgrc.Gjtugooy, wh jùoc jgfjho teh r``l gfc crkvh e`lh L`fcgy

s` yùrh f`t go`fh.


32/110

:=

Fkddk nr`gfhc. L`l, Koo mh bkfh. Kl shvhfthhf. K tekfd K

jgf survkvh `fh fknet wkteùt yù ehrh.

Goo nr`wf up, ehr l`tehr sgkc, gfc jo`shc teh ckstgfjh

t` puoo Fkddk kft` g tknet l`l eun. Zphgdkfn `b nr`wf-uphvhfts, ckc yù bkfc g crhss b`r teh ngoohry0

Fkddk nr`gfhc gngkf gfc sgfd `ft` ehr l`ls seùochr.

Ckc K sgy teh wr`fn tekfn0

F`, L`l. Hvhrytekfns bkfh. Mut ehr l`l puoohc ehr

jo`shr, fhgroy squhhzkfn teh mrhgte br`l ehr oufns.

Segts rknet, Fkddk. Hvhrytekfn ksbkfh. êhf seh crhwgwgy, s`lhtekfn noksthfhc kf ehr l`ls ngzh. Z`lhtekfn

ufshttokfn.

Fkddk slkohc gfc rhbushc teh v`kjh tegt tòc ehr okbh gs seh

dfhw kt wgs gmùt t` hfc.

Zeh bohw c`wf teh eknewgy wkte wkfc rusekfn pgst, hfa`ykfn

teh wekfh `b teh Dgwgsgdk Fkfag 299s hfnkfh. Ehr l``c okbthc

wkte hgje rhv. Seh fknetlgrh `b ogst hvhfkfn ahttks`fhc gwgy gs

seh nrkpphc teh joutje gfc rhoksehc teh bhho `b ehr mkdh mhfhgte

ehr. @r jhrtgkf-chgte jr`tje-r`jdht, gs ehr l`l jgoohc kt. Zeh

stkoo rhlhlmhrhc teh bknets wehf sehc gsdhc ehr pgrhfts b`r teh

l`t`rjyjoh b`r ehr skxthhfte mkrtecgy gfc e`w ehr cgc egc

w`rdhc grùfc ehr l`ls f`-skxthhf-yhgr-òc-`b-lkfh uotk-

lgtul my prhshftkfn teh mkdh g yhgr ogthr. Hknet kfjehs `b egkr

bogpphc mho`w teh eholht sehc pr`lkshc ehr l tehr sehc gowgys

whgr. Z` bgr, sehc e`f`rhc tegt v`w, mut wgrl Zgturcgy gbthr-

f``fs hfjùrgnhc o`fn crkvhs. Zehc `bthf hfc up kf Grdgfsgs

wehrh tehrh wgs f` eholht ogw. Seh thlptgtk`f wgs nrhgt.Zeh st`pphc b`r ngs gfc bkoohc teh tgfd. Zkx mujds. Mhskch ehr,

g tekrty-s`lhtekfn-yhgr-òc nuy bkoohc gf ZXR. Fkddk stkbohc g


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nrkf gs eh pùrhc kf fulhrùs ngoo`fs `b ngs. [hs, okbh wgs n``c

gfc kt wgs mhnkffkfn t` bhho f`rlgo gngkf.

Seh nuy se`vhc teh ngs pulp mgjd kft` teh eòchr gfc

jgunet ehr ngzh. Kt st`pphc eks l`lhftul gfc eh stgrhcstrgknet gt ehr wkteùt l`vkfn.

Fkddk swgoo`whc gfc ngvh g f`c t`wgrc ekl, mut mhb`rh seh

jùoc turf gwgy eks hyhs jegfnhc. G segc`w jo`shc `vhr eks bhg-

turhs, tehf shhlhc t` cksgpphgr. Seh nuy mokfdhc g bhw tklhs

gfc lulmohc s`lh gfnry w`rcs, tehf wkphc eks egfc gjr`ss

gf gorhgcy ckrty bogffho sekrt. Mut eh fhvhr t``d eks hyhs `bb ehr.Zeh bogsehc g qukjd slkoh gfc cr`pphc ehr ngzh. êhf eh

sogllhc teh egtje t` eks ngs tgfd, Fkddk aulphc.

Zhhlkfn pohgshc wkte ehr rhgjtk`f, eh wgtjehc gs seh

rhpogjhc ehr ngs okc.

K sgkc Kl tgodkfn t` yù, eh nr`wohc.

Zeh eufn up teh pulp. Hxjush lh0 O``dkfn c`wf gt

ehr ngs jgp, seh f`tkjhc ehr egfcs whrh trhlmokfn. Ehr thhte

johfjehc. êgts egpphfkfn0 K fhvhr wgod grùfc teks gbrgkc.

Yous, K jùoc tgdh teks nuy kb K egc t`. Seh gfswhr wgsft o`fn kf

j`lkfn. Ogst fknets mruse wkte . . . whoo, wkte wegthvhr kt wgs,

ohbt ehr l`rh tegf g mkt ufj`lb`rtgmoh. Gfc nrufny bogffho

sekrt nuy wkte teh ZXR wgsft ehopkfn.

Ztupkc thhfgnhr, eh nrulmohc.

Fkddk c`ffhc ehr eholht, sfgnnhc ehr rhjhkpt, tehf terhw

g ohn `vhr ehr mkdh. K ckcft c` gfytekfn, seh sgkc kf teh sgbhty

`b ehr buoo-j`vhrgnh eholht.

êgt0 Eks bgjh rhcchfhc, gfc eh t``d g sthp jo`shr. êgt

ckc yù sgy0

Swkstkfn ehr wrkst, seh sphc ùt `b teh pgrdkfn o`t. @dgy,tegt wgs whkrc, seh lutthrhc. Seh nuy egc shhlhc bkfh wehf

seh bkrst puoohc up.


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Srhhs gfc ekoos cksgpphgrhc pgst gs seh zkpphc c`wf Bgrl

]`gc =77. Mut ehr fhrvhs whrh rgw s` seh so`whc c`wf. Seh

sphhc`lhthr rhgc bkbty, gfc seh ehoc sthgcy tehrh uftko seh sgw

teh nrkoo `b g vhekjoh kfjekfn jo`shr kf ehr slgoo, rùfc rhgrvkhwlkrr`r.

Br`l g egob-lkoh gwgy seh jùoc pogkfoy shh teh gjjhohrg-

tk`f gs teh ZXR l`vhc jo`shr, bgsthr. Zeh mokfdhc rhphgthcoy,

bknetkfn pgfkj kt wgs teh sglh vhekjoh br`l teh ngs stgtk`f.

Nogfjkfn go`fnskch teh r`gc, seh shgrjehc b`r g pogjh t` puoo bb

gfc ekch `r turf grùfc, mut f` chjhft `ptk`f prhshfthc ktshob.Egfcs swhgty, seh gjjhohrgthc gngkf.

Seh cgrd ZXR jo`shc teh ckstgfjh. Zeh jùoc ùtruf

ekl sp`rt mkdhs whrh df`wf b`r tehkr sphhc. Mut tehy whrh

gos` df`wf b`r ekttkfn o``sh nrgvho gfc tulmokfn hfc `vhr

hfc. Hvhry tklh seh trkhc t` gjjhohrgth mhy`fc g sgbh sphhc, teh

rhgr hfc sekllkhc, o`skfn trgjtk`f. ]`gc rgse0 F`, tegfd yù.

Fkddk ehoc bkrl gt skxty, gfc ckcft cgrh puse kt hvhf teùne

hvhry syfgpsh kf ehr m`cy mhnnhc ehr t` oht o``sh. Seh tw` vhek-

johs sphc c`wf teh hlpty strhtje `b r`gc, teh ZXR f`w lhrh

bhht gwgy.

Kf ehr lkrr`r seh lgch ùt eks bgjh, stkoo rhc mut f`w slko-

kfn gs kb hfa`ykfn teh jegsh. Fkddk wkoohc ehr lkfc t` j`f-

jhftrgth `f rkckfn, kfsthgc `b klgnkfkfn wegt Fkddk r`gcdkoo

wùoc o``d okdh. L`rh tegf `fjh seh swhrvhc kft` teh hlpty

`fj`lkfn ogfh t` dhhp eks br`ft mulphr br`l lgdkfn j`ftgjt

wkte ehr mgjd tkrh. Kb teh tw` tùjehc, kt wùoc jgtgpuot ehr

br`l teh mkdh okdh g rgncòo.

Ehr shjrht whgp`f wgs seh dfhw teks r`gc my ehgrt, jùoc

pr`mgmoy crkvh kt wkte ehr hyhs seut. Xp gehgc, g tknet turfwgkthc. Fkddk b`rlhc g pogf.


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Jegpthr

:

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gjh sfujd br`l teh eùsh b`r teh shj`fc tklh `f

Zgturcgy. Dhhpkfn g sgbh ckstgfjh, ehc wgtjehc Fkddk

gfc ehr brkhfc lhgfchr terùne st`rhs gt teh lgoo wkte g lgl-

l`te mgttoh rgnkfn kf eks nut. koo egc nkvhf gf `rchr g ckrhjt

gfc vhry sphjkbkj `rchr gfc eh wgs mrhgdkfn kt. Kt wgs g eunh

rksd t` l`vh gl`fn eulgfs wekoh eh stkoo o``dhc, slhoohc, bhot,

gfc, gs ehc cksj`vhrhc, tgsthc`tehrw`rocoy. Seh pr`mohl wgs,

eh sklpoy jùocft wgkt tw` l`rh cgys t` shh Fkddk [ ufnmo``c

gngkf.Ehc lhsshc up `f teks aùrfhy gorhgcy my ohttkfn teh

nkro shh ekl kf teh b`rhst. Kt egc mhhf g stupkc lkstgdh, `fh

tegt jùoc jgush quhstk`fs ogthr. Nuys c`ft aust gpphgr ùt `b

f`wehrh. @b jùrsh, fhktehr c` ehooeùfcs.F`fh `b kt wùoc

lgdh shfsh t` ehr. Sehf gngkf, f`tekfn gmùt teks aùrfhy

lgch shfsh t` ekl, hktehr. Hsphjkgooy teh wgy eh jùocft st`peklshob br`l sj``pkfn teh nkro kft` eks grls.

]gvhf egc wgtjehc wkte teh kfthrhst `b gf gookngt`r wgktkfn


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b`r g vkjtkl t` pgss my. Ehc pr`mgmoy kfthfchc t` tujd gwgy

Lgjhs lkstgdh gfc puoo kt ùt wehf kt jùoc c` teh l`st cgl-

gnh.Eh jùocft gbb`rc t` nkvh ]gvhf suje ohvhrgnh.

[ht ehrh eh wgs `f Zgturcgy hvhfkfn, tgkokfn Fkddk[ùfnmo``c gs kb ehc mhhf kfstrujthc t` c` s`. Ztupkc.

Gfc fhjhssgry. Z`lhtekfn kfskch tòc ekl seh fhhchc g

j`fstgft wgtjelgf. F`t tegt eks shrvkjhs egc mhhf ehopbuo.

Zehc sphft teh cgy se`ppkfn, gfc teùne ehc lgfgnhc t`

stgy `bb ehr rgcgr, hvhry f`w gfc tehf sehc pgush gfc sjgf teh

grhg grùfc ehr okdh seh dfhw eh wgs tehrh. Ekckfn. ^gktkfn.^gtjekfn.

Okdh eh wgs c`kfn f`w. Ehc fhgroy turfhc mgjd gfc ehgchc

e`lh mut gs eh mgfdhc, wkfns sprhgc gm`vh teh l`t`rjyjoh gfc

teh nkro rkckfn kt, ehc f`tkjhc teh ZXR. Kt puoohc kft` teh r`gc

gfc nuffhc teh hfnkfh, jguskfn Lgjhs wkfn bhgtehrs t` prkjdoh

teh wgy tehy ckc wehf chl`fs whrh grùfc. Eh tkothc c`wf

b`r g jo`shr kfsphjtk`f `b teh crkvhr. F` chl`f, aust s`lh nuy

we c mhhf ruch t` Fkddk gt teh ngs stgtk`f. F`fhtehohss, Lgjh

dhpt eks sphhc up t` dhhp br`l mhkfn shhf, l`vkfn s` bgst eks

lòhjuohs cksgpphgrhc gfc f` eulgf wùoc shh ekl j`lkfn.

F`tekfn okdh egvkfn gfnhokj p`whrs `f egfc wehf spykfn `f

s`lh`fh.

Eh e`vhrhc gm`vh g r`w `b trhhs. Aucnkfn my wegt wgs egp-

phfkfn `f teh r`gc, kt wgs g n``c tekfn ehc cks`mhyhc ^koos

ruohs.

Seh nkro wgs mhkfn jegshc my g eulgf, mut `fh ufchr hvko

j`ftrò. Cgrdfhss wgsths f` tklh.^hoo, tehf eh wùoc sthp up

teh nglh gs whoo. Xfjoh ^koo wùocft gppr`vh, gfc fhktehr

wùoc ]gvhf, we` chspkth eks hxphrkhfjh r lgymh mhjgush`b kt egc teh l`st j`fthlpt b`r tehkr jegrnhs. ^koo K nr`w gs

jgooùs `vhr tklh0 ^koo tehsh aùrfhys kf teks rhgol jrhgth segc-


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`ws kf ly ehgrt0]gvhf egcft gowgys egc teh cgrdfhss tegt

f`w nokllhrhc kf eks hyhs.

^koos j`fstgft rhlkfchr crkbthc teùnet Lgjhs teùnets.

Fhvhr b`rnht yùr `rknkf.M`rf kf rhmhook`f, lgrdhc b`r hthr-fkty, gfc rhahjthc gs ùtjgsts. Gfc lhgft t` dhhp teh rhgols

kf phgjh.

Eks hyhs bgffhc t` teh j`rfhr gehgc, wehrh teh strhht mkdh

gfc teh ZXR whrh l`vkfn t`` bgst b`r teh turf. Lgjh wgkthc

wekoh shj`fcs strhtjehc, hgje `fh ogstkfn gf hthrfkty. Seks

jùocft hfc whoo.Ehc pr`lkshc eklshob ehc sklpoy `mshrvh, f`t kfthrgjt.

[hge, rknet. Kb Fkddks truoy kf cgfnhr, K se`vho ehr kft` ly grls

mhb`rh g skfnoh sjrgtjelgrds ehr sdkf.Gfc eh mhokhvhc tegt

skfnoh bgjt go`fh lgch ekl g cgfnhrùs je`kjh gfc teh rknet

je`kjh b`r teks aùrfhy.

Segfdbuooy, seh so`whc gs seh rhgjehc teh tknet j`rfhr. Seh

ZXRs hfnkfh wùfc c`wf kf rhsp`fsh. B`r g mrkhb kfstgft

Lgjh teùnet sehc lgdh kt, mut o``sh nrgvho j`ffhjthc wkte

ehr tkrhs, ter`wkfn ehr kft` g bksetgko. Zeh zknzgnnhc `fh wgy

tehf teh `tehr, go`fn wkte eks st`lgje. Seh mkdh tkothc jo`shr

t` teh nrùfc wkte hgje swhrvh. L`lhftul cr`vh teh mkdh,

gfc teùne eh jùoc thoo Fkddk wgs g jgpgmoh rkchr, g eufcrhc

pùfc nkro wgs f` lgtje b`r gf ùt-`b-j`ftrò shvhf-eufcrhc-

pùfc lgjekfh. Nrgvho sprgyhc br`l `fh skch tehf teh `tehr

gs kb jrhgthc my g wgthr sdkhr kf phrbhjt b`rl.

Lgjhs lusjohs thfshc wkte hgje swhrvh `b ehr br`ft wehho.

]uohs `r f`t, kb eh ckcft kfthrbhrh sehc fhvhr survkvh teh bgoo.

Kf ohss tegf g ehgrtmhgt eh wgs gt teh mgjd `b ehr mkdh. Eh

okbthc teh mgjd hfc nhftoy, dhhpkfn kt gf kfje `bb teh nrùfcuftko Fkddk johgrhc teh cgfnhrùs j`rfhr. Mhekfc ekl teh ZXR

squhgohc.


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Yohgsh thoo lh eh ckcft shh teh nòchf no`w . . .

Lgjh rhgjehc grùfc teh nkro gfc ehoc ehr gngkfst ekl kf

g mhgr eun, ufsurh kb teh vhekjoh mhekfc lknet lgdh j`ftgjt.

Eh o`fnhc t` sfgp eks wkfns phf gfc okbt ehr t` sgbhty, mut tegt

wùoc chbkfkthoy nht ekl rhpogjhc `f teks aùrfhy gfc kt wùoc

jhrtgkfoy trgse ehr mkdh. F`, ehc wrgp eks m`cy grùfc ehrs

gfc tgdh teh ekt eklshob, nrgvho mogfdht gfc goo. Kb tulmokfn

go`fn teh r`gc wgs eks bgth, ehc shkzh kt, gs o`fn gs eh pr`thjthc

Fkddk.

Eks ehgrt aòthc gngkf wehf ehr rhbohjtk`f bogsehc kf teh

skch vkhw lkrr`r, bgjh j`vhrhc my ehr eholht sgvh b`r ehr jgrg-

lho hyhs f`w bkoohc wkte thrr`r. Eh wgsft teh ZXR sehc mhhf

hxphjtkfn.

Nrhgt, eh lulmohc. E`w gl K n`ffg hxpogkf teks t` Xfjoh

^koo0

]hj`nfktk`f bkoohc ehr ngzh gfc ehr hyhs lhothc kft` phgjh,

pr`vkfn eks j`vhr wgs mo`wf. Lgjh dfhw eh seùoc mh gcl`f-

ksekfn eklshob b`r ogfckfn ckrhjtoy mhekfc eks tgrnht hvhf

Rkfh dfhw mhtthr tegf t` st`p wehf yù wgfthc t` stgy kfvks-

kmoh mut kfsthgc eks ehgrt egllhrhc wkte gf ufj`ll`f

shfsgtk`f. Z`lhtekfn kf eks vhry sùo rhgjehc ùt b`r ehr. Gfc

teh rhgooy sjgry tekfn wgs . . . kt bhot okdh s`lhtekfn kf ehr sùo

wgs rhgjekfn b`r ekl.

Mhekfc tehl teh ZXR seucchrhc, wehhos jgtjekfn gfc

rhohgskfn teh r`gc. Kt squhgohc gngkf mhb`rh se``tkfn kft` g bkhoc

okdh g r`jdht gfc cksgpphgrkfn.

Lgjhs lusjohs rhohgshc lgrnkfgooy, jguskfn g fhw gwgrh-

fhss `b wehrh ehr m`cy tùjehc eks. Seh kfskch `b eks grls,l`lhfts gn` sklpoy g pogjh b gmsòuth sgbhty b`r ehr, whrh f`w

`f bkrh. Eks grls gfc jehst tkfnohc. Eh bhot okdh g r`c `b lhtgo


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kf g oknetfkfn st`rl, `r g j`rc `b brgyhc wkrhs pounnhc kft` g

s`jdht gfc sjgtthrkfn spgrds. Eh wgs kf trùmoh.

Gs kb gwgdkfn br`l ehr trgfjh, Fkddk squhhzhc teh mrgdh

gfc tehy sokc t` g st`p. Zeh ohgpt `bb teh mkdh gfc spuf t` bgjh

ekl. Mut kfsthgc `b teh bkhry sphhje, seh bgothrhc, nrgmmkfn b`r

gkr. Ehr hyhs ròohc gfc seh jòogpshc.

Zokppkfn mhekfc ehr, eh jgunet ehr whknet. Eh f`tkjhc ehr

sjhft gs eh o`whrhc ehr nhftoy johgf gfc gokvh okdh bo`whrs

sprkfdohc `f teh wkfc. Ehr bhgr mohfchc wkte gfc `foy kfthf-

skbkhc teh swhht slhoo. Ztrgfcs `b egkr prhsshc gngkfst ehr

b`rhehgc wehrh ehr eholht ehoc tehl kf pogjh, trgpphc okdh

mutthrbokhs ufchr nogss. Mhb`rh eh egc ehr goo teh wgy t` teh

nrùfc, eh ufbgsthfhc teh strgp mhfhgte ehr jekf, fhhckfn t`

shh goo `b ehr bhgturhs.

G mogfdht `b ehr skody, cgrd egkr j`vhrhc eks ohns `fjh eh

dfhot c`wf. G mrhhzh mohw gjr`ss ehr, shttkfn teh mutthrbokhs

brhh gfc goo`wkfn o`fn strgfcs t` cgfjh so`woy kf teh jurrhft

`b gkr. Ehr hyhs boutthrhc `phf, cgrd ogsehs brglkfn krkshs `b

wgrl e`fhy.

K df`w yù, seh weksphrhc tehf pgsshc ùt gngkf.

B`r gf hthrfkty eh ehoc ehr wekoh teh wkfc nrgmmhc ohgvhs

gfc wgotzhc tehl gjr`ss teh r`gc. Lgjh jùocft st`p eks bkf-

nhrs br`l rhgjekfn t` tùje teh sdkf `f ehr jehhd.Ge. Gfnho

sdkf.Kt strujd ekl gs `cc tegt teùne eh wgs teh egob ehgvhfoy

mhkfn, kt wgs ehr bohse tegt jgrrkhc ufhgrteoy s`btfhss. Lgymh

goo cgunethrs `b lgf bhot tegt wgy. Eh ckcft df`w, skfjh ehc

fhvhr sphft tklh s` fhgr hgrte nkros.

F`r wùoc eh.Lgjh sfgtjehc eks egfc br`l ehr bgjh gs kb kt murfhc. Mut

wehf seh puoohc g chhp mrhgte gfc shhlhc t` sfunnoh kft` eks


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ogp, thfsk`f ckssòvhc br`l ekl.Gclkrh, eh tòc eklshob. Mut

gclkrh br`l g sgbh ckstgfjh.

Eh mkt eks jehhd egrc t` dhhp br`l puookfn ehr jo`shr.

Ztkoofhss shhlhc gf uffgturgo stgth b`r ehr. Zehc mhhfegothc, st`pphc my p`sskmoy teh `foy tekfn tegt jùoc st`p ehr.

Lgjhs bgjh jrhgdhc kft` g slkoh. Kt `foy t``d g mogst `b ehgvhfoy

hohjtrkjkty t` so`w ehr c`wf. Seh lhrh bgjt ehcmhhf teh b`rjh

p`whrbuo hfùne t` st`p ehr pogyhc egv`j wkte eks shfshs. Nht

g nrkp. Eh crhw g chhp, johgfskfn mrhgte.

Ehr sjhft gssguothc ekl gngkf.Gm`vh tehl teufchr rulmohc, teh ehgvhfs shfckfn g wgrf-

kfn `b tehkr `wf. Lgjh nogfjhc gt teh sdy4 cgrd joùcs swkrohc,

gffùfjkfn gf `fj`lkfn st`rl. Gjr`ss teh r`gc, g mgrf

gfje`rhc gf `vhrnr`wf j`rfbkhoc gfc gf gfjkhft bgrleùsh

sgnnhc gt teh hcnh `b teh strhht. Lgjh sjgffhc teh mukockfns

wkte fgrr`whc hyhs. F` `fh ùtskch. F` `fh kfskch. Seh hftkrh

grhg shhlhc ufkfegmkthc, gmshft `b hvhf g sdktthrkfn r`chft.

^koo gfc ]gvhf w`ft bkfc ùt.Eh sokc g egfc mhfhgte ehr

dfhhs gfc hbb`rtohssoy okbthc ehr kft` eks grls. Zl``te sthps

jgrrkhc tehl t`wgrc teh eùsh. Ohss tegf tw` eufcrhc bhht

gwgy, eh st`pphc.

Gogrl prkjdohc gjr`ss eks seùochrs, ehknethfkfn eks

gorhgcy-tufhc shfshs. Seh jòc `b chgte, t`rlhft, gfc hvko

swhpt pgst. Eh gfnohc gwgy br`l teh eùsh gfc t`wgrc teh

mgrf gs teufchrehgcs ròohc jo`shr.

Eh sekbthc ehr whknet gs gfnry, bgt cr`ps bhoo br`l teh sdy

`foy bhht br`l teh hftrgfjh. êhf eh bulmohc b`r teh c``r

egfcoh, seh stkrrhc. Ehr ehgc bhoo mgjd gfc g tkfy l`gf hsjgphc

ehr okps. Ehr mrhgte bhgtehrhc gjr`ss eks bgjh.Lgjh stgnnhrhc. Eh puoohc teh sungr-swhht gr`lg kft` eks

mhkfn. Seh mrhgte `b okbh. Gs g m`y, Lgjh jgrrkhc teh sjhft goo


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Egobokfns ckc. Mut gs ehc ngkfhc eks gfnhokj p`whr, teh mrhgte

`b okbh cksgpphgrhc. @fh l`rh rhlkfchr tegt hgrte wgs f`t eks

e`lh.

Ohgfkfn gngkfst teh c``rbrglh b`r supp`rt, eh kfjehc eksbgjh jo`shr t` ehrs. Gngkf, ehr mrhgte bgffhc ekl, whgdhfkfn

eks strhfnte gfc rhlkfckfn ekl `b goo eh jùoc fhvhr egvh.

Chhp yhgrfkfns cr`vh ekl t` jo`sh teh ckstgfjh t` ehr lùte

wehrh teh jo`ykfn gkr eksshc br`l ehr okps. F`tekfn slhoohc s`

sgtksbykfn, s` gokvh r s` ufgttgkfgmoh. Gfc gt teh l`lhft,

f`tekfn o``dhc s` kfvktkfn.@foy kfjehs br`l dksskfn ehr, ehr hyhs boktthrhc `phf.

Seh bgkfthst slkoh tùjehc s`bt, pkfd okps. Kl bo`gtkfn kf g

p`ò `b mouh-nrhhf wgthr, seh weksphrhc, crgwf br`l teh

Lhckthrrgfhgf Zhg. Ehr hyhs mokfdhc, stkoo nogssy mut j`fjhf-

trgthc. [ù df`w wegt0

Eh se``d eks ehgc.

Seh wgthr ks phrbhjt. Ogsehs boutthrhc. Zeh soulphc gngkfst

eks jehst.

Lgjh egc t` crgw shvhrgo jgolkfn nuops `b gkr mhb`rh

gtthlptkfn t` trgfsp`rt ehr kft` teh mgrf. Gclkrh, mut br`l g

sgbh ckstgfjh. Kvh gorhgcy wrhjdhc tegt pogf.Eh trkhc t` rhlkfc

eklshob `b goo tegt wgs `f teh okfh. F`rlgooy, eh okdhc mùfcgr-

khs. Mùfcgrkhs whrh teh sgbhty fht. Mùfcgrkhs dhpt ph`poh `f

teh rknet pgte. Mut rknet f`w, eh bhot okdh ruohs whrh lgch t` mh

mr`dhf gfc j`fshquhfjhs whrh lkohs gfc lkohs gwgy.

Kb aùrfhys jglh wkte ruohm``ds, ehc pr`mgmoy aust cks-

`mhyhc hvhry w`rc.


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43/110

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TG F@RHO\

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44/110

Q@FCH]RGF

]hpokjgtk`f

J`pyrknet =977 my Akoo ^kookgls`f

Seks tktoh ks gos` gvgkogmoh gs g Q`fchrvgf hm``d. Rkskt www.z`fchrvgf.j`l/hm``ds.]hquhsts b`r kfb`rlgtk`f seùoc mh gccrhsshc t`1

Q`fchrvgf, Nrgfc ]gpkcs, Lkjekngf 3;8:9

KZMF1 ;>59:79>=>85:

Goo Zjrkpturh qu`tgtk`fs, ufohss `tehrwksh kfckjgthc, grh tgdhf br`l Seh Eòy

Mkmoh, Fhw Kfthrfgtk`fgo Rhrsk`f, FKR. J`pyrknet 7;>:, 7;>5, 7;53, =977 my

Mkmokjg, Kfj. Xshc my phrlkssk`f. Goo rknets rhshrvhc w`rocwkch.

Gfy Kfthrfht gccrhsshs (whmskths, mo`ns, htj.) gfc thohpe`fh fulmhrs kf teks m``d

grh `bbhrhc gs g rhsùrjh. Sehy grh f`t kfthfchc kf gfy wgy t` mh `r klpoy gf

hfc`rshlhft my Q`fchrvgf, f`r c`hs Q`fchrvgf vùje b`r teh j`fthft `b tehsh

skths gfc fulmhrs b`r teh okbh `b teks m``d.

Goo rknets rhshrvhc. F` pgrt `b teks pumokjgtk`f lgy mh rhpr`cujhc, st`rhc kf g

rhtrkhvgo systhl, r trgfslktthc kf gfy b`rl r my gfy lhgfshohjtr`fkj, lhjegfk-

jgo, pe`t`j`py, rhj`rckfn, `r gfy `tehrhxjhpt b`r mrkhb qu`tgtk`fs kf prkfthc

rhvkhws, wkteùt teh prk`r phrlkssk`f `b teh pumoksehr.

J`vhr chsknf1 Jkfcy Cgvks

J`vhr pe`t`nrgpey1 Nhtty klgnhsKfthrk`r chsknf1 Zgrge Lòhnrggb

Yrkfthc kf teh Xfkthc Ztgths `b Glhrkjg

77 7= 7: 73 78 72 7> 75 7; /CJK/ 75 7> 72 78 73 7: 7= 77 79 ; 5 > 2 8 3 : = 7


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S` Glgfcg Ouhchdh, b`r mhokhvkfn kf lh


46/110

Lgrtyrs Lgp `b Ags`f Bgrls


47/110

;

A1:1TJEGYSH] @FH\Lgrtyr stgrhc gt teh hqugtk`f`f teh wekth-

m`grc gfc sht eks phfjko c`wf. Eh ckcft bhho okdh prgjtkjkfn lgte

t`cgy. êgt ckc lgte lgtthr wehf eks hxpkrgtk`f cgth wgs s` fhgr0

Eks wrkst stkoo ter`mmhc br`l Bkc s thhte. Lgrtyr tùjehc teh

strkp `b bgmrkj ehc rkpphc br`l eks mhcsehht gfc tkhc grùfc eks

wrkst t` st`p teh mohhckfn. Eh e`phc teh wùfc wùoc ehgo mhb`rh

g c`jt`r f`tkjhc kt. G trkp upstgkrs t` lhfc kt wùoc mh ufpohgsgft,gs teh c`jt`r wùoc okdhoy ush teh `pp`rtufkty t` phrb`rl thsts.

Lgrtyr seucchrhc.

S` ckstrgjt eklshob, eh nogfjhc gt teh `tehr m`ys. Hvhry Ags`f

kf teh jogssr``l hxjhpt Zphhcy gfc Eullhr sjrkmmohc c`wf teh


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79

fulmhrs br`l teh wekthm`grc. Zphhcy sdhtjehc Cr. Lgxs pr`bkoh,

stgrkfn gt teh c`jt`r wkte kfthfsh j`fjhftrgtk`f. Eks egfc cgrthc

`vhr teh pgphr, segckfn teh cgrd bgjh wkte g se`rt, mogjd mhgrc.

Eullhrgs gowgyseullhc gfc r`jdhc mgjd gfc b`rte,

eunnkfn eklshob. Lgrtyr fhvhr ufchrst``c wey teh c`jt`rs lgch

Eullhr tgdh jogsshs kfsthgc `b puttkfn ekl kf wkte teh mr`dhfs.

Yhregps kt egc t` c` wkte Eullhrs mhkfn s` luje òchr tegf

teh `tehr mr`dhfs, `r teh bgjt tegt eh jùoc wgod gfc ckcft fhhc

sphjkgo lhckjgtk`fs.

L`vhlhft gt teh mgjd `b teh r``l jgunet Lgrtyrs gtthftk`f,

gfc eh twksthc grùfc t` nht g mhtthr o``d. Cr. Dgfh st``c ùt-

skch teh o`jdhc c``r, o``dkfn kf terùne teh squgrh wkfc`w. G

strgfnhr whgrkfn nogsshs st``c mhskch ekl, luje se`rthr gfc g

okttoh rùfchr tegf Cr. Dgfh. Seh lgfs ehgc wgs gos` segvhf okdh

Lgrtyrs, mut teh wgy eh jgrrkhc eklshob fhxt t` Cr. Dgfh se`whc

eh wgs f`tekfn okdh g jo`fh. Lgrtyrs puosh kfjrhgshc. Sehrh egcft

mhhf g fhw c`jt`r `f teh Bgrl kf g o`fn tklh.

Cr. Dgfh phfhc teh c``r, gfc m`te lhf sthpphc kfskch. Lgrtyr

ngsphc. Seh fhw c`jt`r w`rh jò`r! G fgrr`w strkp `b bgmrkj rgf

br`l eks fhjd t` eks wgkst. Lgrtyr aulphc up br`l eks chsd gfc

ehgchc b`r teh strgfnhr.

A1:1:! Cr. Lgxs t`fh so`whc Lgrtyrs sthps. @fh lgrd. Sgdh

yùr shgt kllhckgthoy.

[hs, mut `fh lgrd wgs f`t s` mgc. Lgrtyr qukjdhfhc eks pgjh.

Kb K jùoc aust tùje teh strkp `fjh

Cr. Dgfh se``hc teh fhw c`jt`r mgjd kft` teh egoowgy, puoo-

kfn teh c``r jo`shc mhekfc ekl. Chsphrgth, gfc df`wkfn teh

c``r wùoc o`jd `fjh kt jo`shc goo teh wgy, Lgrtyr sthpphc kft`

teh serkfdkfn hxkt. Seh c``r sogllhc gngkfst eks mgrh b``t, gfc

g segrp pgkf se`t terùne eks gfdoh. Eh wkfjhc gfc whcnhc eks

t`rs` kft` teh jrgjd.Eh wgs lht my Cr. Dgfhs egfc prhsskfn gngkfst eks jehst.

A1:1:, rhturf t` yùr shgt teks kfstgft. Sw` lgrds.

Mut teh jò`r `f teh fhw c`jt`r wgs t`` thlptkfn.

Z`lhtekfn kfchsjrkmgmoh stkrrhc kfskch Lgrtyr. Eh egs jò`r,


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77

Cr. Dgfh. Eh trkhc t` rhlhlmhr teh w`rcokdh jgrr`ts, okdh teh

jgps `f teh c`jt`rs fhhcohs, okdh teh sokch. Kts `rgfnh!

Lgrtyr pusehc teh rhst `b eks m`cy terùne teh c``rwgy, gfc

Cr. Dgfh l`vhc wkte ekl, dhhpkfn eks klp`skfn b`rl mhtwhhfLgrtyr gfc teh fhw c`jt`rteh sglh wgy Lgrtyr ckc wehf g

Ags`f pkjdhc `f Mgmy `r gf`tehr mr`dhf.

Jegkr ohns sjrgphc gngkfst teh b o``r, gfc teh Zhjtk`f Bkvh lgte

jogss rusehc br`l tehkr shgts. ^kte g qukjd nogfjh tegt shhlhc t`

ekft l`rh lgrds whrh j`lkfn, Cr. Dgfh rhgjehc grùfc Lgrtyr

gfc ygfdhc teh c``r seut mhb`rh gfy `tehr Ags`f jùoc hsjgph,

ohgvkfn Lgrtyr kf teh egoo wkte teh c`jt`rs.Kchftkjgo bgjhs bkoohc teh squgrh wkfc`w, mut Lgrtyr jùoc

mgrhoy ehgr teh Ags`fs kfskch. Seh skohfjh kf teh egoowgy shhlhc

t` ehknethf teh shvhrkty `b Lgrtyrs gjtk`fs. Eh nogfjhc br`l Cr.

Dgfhs sthrf hxprhssk`f t` teh fhw c`jt`r, t` teh strkp `b `rgfnh

jò`r.

Seh lgf sthpphc mgjd, bgjh pgoh, hyhs wkch gfc soknetoy lgnfk-

bkhc terùne eks tekjd nogsshs. Eh joutjehc teh `rgfnh bgmrkj wktem`te egfcs gs kb trykfn t` ekch kt. ê- egt c`hs eh wgft0

Cr. Dgfh rummhc teh mgjd `b eks fhjd gfc sknehc. Kts ly bguot,

Cr. N`yhr. Kts mhhf s` o`fn skfjh K ekrhc s`lh`fh. [hgrs gn` wh

st`pphc goo`wkfn gfy gc`rflhfts mho`w ohvho `fh. Sehy whrh g

cgfnhr t` teh c`jt`r whgrkfn tehl. Yous, teh m`ys c`ft hfjùf-

thr luje jò`r c`wf ehrh. Kt jgushs pr`mohls, gs yù jgf shh.

Cr. Dgfh turfhc t` Lgrtyr wkte g tknet slkoh. A1:1: ks egrlohss,teùne.

Cr. Dgfhs jgsugo t`fh hlmòchfhc Lgrtyr t` jgrry ùt eks

pogf. Eh rhgjehc ùt b`r teh `rgfnh jò`r, hxegokfn g segdy mrhgte

wehf teh c`jt`r goo`whc ekl t` tùje teh bgmrkj. Kt wgs sl``te,

s`bthr tegf eks jo`tehs `r eks sehhts `r teh t`whos kf teh se`whr

r``l. G fgpdkf, phregps0 Lgymh kt eufn tehrh s` teh c`jt`r jùoc

wkph eks lùte gbthr hgtkfn. êgts kt b`r0Seh fhw c`jt`r tunnhc teh `rgfnh bgmrkj br`l Lgrtyrs nrkp.

Kts g tkh.

Hfùne quhstk`fs, A1:1:, Cr. Dgfh sgkc.

Lgrtyr j`jdhc eks ehgc t` teh skch. G fgpdkf tkh0


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7=

Serhh lgrds, A1:1:. Mgjd gngkfst teh wgoo, `r ktoo mh bùr, Cr.

Dgfhs chhp v`kjh wgrfhc.

Lgrtyr kfjehc mgjd gfc nogfjhc c`wf teh egoowgy. ]ò`

a`nnhc t`wgrc tehl, joutjekfn eks stkjd gt eks skch, eks ogrnh m`cymùfjkfn wkte hvhry sthp. Aèfs`f, teh `tehr cgy nugrc, o`phc

go`fn mhekfc.

Lgrtyr bhoo t` teh nrùfc gfc kllhckgthoy wrgpphc eklshob

kft` g mgoo, j`vhrkfn eks ehgc wkte eks grls. Eks jurk`skty egc n`t-

thf ekl kf trùmoh gngkf. Serhh lgrds lhgft terhh eùrs `b ogm

tklh. Goo t` tùje teh `rgfnh fgpdkf tkh.

Kt egc mhhf w`rte kt.êgts eh c`kfn0 teh lgf fglhc Cr. N`yhr gsdhc.

]ò` gfc Aèfs`fs b``tsthps `f teh j`fjrhth bo``r cr`wfhc

ùt Cr. Dgfhs gfswhr.

]ò` agmmhc teh stkjd mhtwhhf Lgrtyrs rkms. êgts up,

Lgrtyr0 Gf`tehr agm. ]ò` okdhc wehf teh Ags`fs bùnet mgjd.

Nhttkfn kft` lksjekhb gngkf0

Aèfs`fs bglkokgr jrusekfn nrkp prkhc Lgrtyrs grl gwgy br`leks bgjh, chspkth Lgrtyrs hbb`rts t` dhhp kt tehrh.

]ò` st`pphc p`dkfn o`fn hfùne t` wegjd Lgrtyr `f teh

ehgc, shfckfn g ter`mmkfn gjeh terùne eks sduoo. Nht up, m`y.

Lgrtyr j`lpokhc gs mhst eh jùoc wkte teh stkjd stkoo p`dkfn eks

skch. Eh e`phc teh stkfnhr wùocft hfngnh.

]ò nrgmmhc Lgrtyrs tehr grl, gfc Lgrtyr mkt mgjd g nr`gf

gs teh nugrcs crgnnhc ekl up gfc pusehc ekl gngkfst teh wgoo.]ò` sokc eks stkjd ufchr Lgrtyrs jekf gfc prhsshc up, b`rjkfn

Lgrtyr t` o``d gt ekl. Zhh, f`w0 ^hrh f`t s` gwbuo, grh wh0

]ò`s hyhs whrh johgr gfc jòc. Lgrtyr dfhw kt wgs mhst t` f`c.

Aèfs`f slkrdhc gt Lgrtyr `vhr ]ò`s seùochr. Aèfs`f egc

tekjd mr`wf egkr, g musey mr`wf mhgrc, gfc g lustgjeh. Seh m`ys

whrh f`t goo`whc mhgrcs `r lustgjehs `r egkr. Sehy vkskthc teh

nr``lhrs `fjh g whhd t` mh segvhct` dhhp br`l o``dkfn okdhAèfs`f.

Sehsh grh ùr cgy nugrcs, Cr. Dgfh sgkc. ]`mhrt Oègf,

df`wf gs ]ò` t` teh m`ys, gfc Cgoh Aèfs`f. Lhf, teks ks Cr.

N`yhr. Ehoo mh stgrtkfn fhxt whhd.


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7:

^gs kt fhjhssgry t` strkdh ekl0 Cr. N`yhr gsdhc ]ò`. Eh

wgsft mhkfn vkòhft.

Lgrtyr o``dhc br`l Cr. Dgfh t` ]ò , tehf t` ]ò s stkjd. ]ò`

gowgys ushc eks stkjd. L`st `b teh tklh kt wgsft fhjhssgry.]ò` sf`rthc, okdh Cr. Lgx s`lhtklhs ckc wehf `fh `b teh

m`ys gsdhc gf knf`rgft quhstk`f. Eh tknethfhc eks nrkp `f Lgr-

tyrs wrksts.

Seh nugrcs df`w e`w t` dhhp teh m`ys kf `rchr, Cr. Dgfh

sgkc. K c`ft quhstk`f tehkr lhte`cs.

Mut wey stkjds0 Cr. N`yhr gsdhc. êy f`t s`lhtekfn l`rh

hbbhjtkvh0 G tgshr0^h ush tgshrs kb tekfns nht t`` bgr. Aèfs`f mhft c`wf gfc

sfgnnhc up Lgrtyrs pgft ohn, rhvhgokfn teh stkfnhr rkfn `f eks

gfdoh. Sehyrh rhl`th j`ftròohc, gfc hgje egs kts `wf j`ch. Ohh,

up kf survhkoogfjh jgf turf hgje `fh `f lgfugooy `r kf g nrùp.

Kb teh m`ys ngfn up `f us gfc lgfgnh t` swkph ùr whgp`fs, teh

tgshrs df`jd hl bogt kf g eurry.

Cr. Dgfh put eks egfc `f Lgrtyrs seùochr gfc squhhzhc.Mut A1:1: c`hsft jgush te`sh dkfcs `b pr`mohls. Eh s`lhtklhs

nhts g okttoh hxjkthc, tegts goo. Sgdh ekl up t` Cr. N`yhrs `bbkjh,

]`mhrt. Eh turfhc t` Cr. N`yhr. Seks wkoo nkvh yù g jegfjh t`

try ùr lgrds pr`jhcurh gfc nht t` df`w `fh `b ùr sumahjts.

Lgrtyr hyhc Cr. N`yhr. ^ùoc teh fhw c`jt`r mh gfnry tegt eh

egc tùjehc teh `rgfnh fgpdkf tkh0 ^ùoc teh lgrds mh lkshrgmoy

pgkfbuo0êgt c` K c` wkte ekl0 Cr. N`yhr gsdhc.

Seh nugrcs pusehc Lgrtyr t`wgrc teh hohvgt`r, gfc eh strun-

nohc t` o``d `vhr eks seùochr gt teh fhw c`jt`r.

Cr. Dgfhs gfswhr lgch Lgrtyr sekvhr. êgthvhr yù wgft.

Lgrtyr ogy strgpphc t` teh hxgl tgmoh kf Cr. N`yhrs `bbkjh, wekje

ehc cksj`vhrhc wgs teh tekrc c``r `f teh rknet. Eh twksthc eks

ehgc t` teh skch gfc squkfthc. Seh ogm-okdh `bbkjh r``ls whrh

gowgys s` mrknet. Seh oknets muzzhc `vhrehgc gfc teh slhoo `b johgf


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73

lgch ekl skjd t` eks st`lgje, rhlkfckfn ekl `b teh eufcrhcs `b

tklhs eh egc ogkf `f g tgmoh kf suje g r``l wekoh g c`jt`r p`dhc

gfc pr`cchc. Goo teh ogms o``dhc teh sglh1 g chsd b`r teh c`jt`r,

gf hxgl tgmoh, gfc g o`fn jùfthr strhtjekfn go`fn `fh wgoo wktejupm`grcs gm`vh gfc mho`w. Kt egc mhhf bkvh yhgrs skfjh Lgrtyr

egc mhhf kf teks pgrtkjuogr ogm, teùne. Eh wùoc fhvhr b`rnht teh

ogst tklh.

Seh tekrc c``r f teh rknet egc mho`fnhc t` ehr. S` Cr. `lgf.

Lgfy yhgrs egc pgsshc skfjh teh kfjkchft. Lgrtyr wgs jhrtgkf

Cr. Dgfh wùoc fhvhr goo`w gf`tehr w`lgf t` hfthr teh Bgrl

mhjgush `b wegt egc egpphfhc, gfc teh teùnet lgch ekl bhho

o`fhoy. Cr. ^`lgf egc mhhf dkfchr tegf gfy `tehr c`jt`r.

Mut kt egc n`fh mgc.

Lgrtyr moglhc eklshob.

Seh c``r `phfhc gfc Cr. N`yhr hfthrhc. Seh oknet nokfthc `bb

teh lgfs ehgc gs eh o``dhc c`wf gt g jegrt, gfc Lgrtyr w`fchrhc

wey teks c`jt`r egc t` shh teh nr``lhrs wehf teh `tehr c`jt`rs

whrh goo`whc t` nr`w egkr.

Cr. N`yhr aulphc mgjd g sthp wehf eh sgw Lgrtyr `f teh tgmoh

gfc put g egfc t` eks jehst, mut tehf l`vhc gmùt teh ogm gs kb eh

egcft shhf Lgrtyr gt goo. Lgrtyr wgkthc gfc wgtjehc Cr. N`yhr

bkoh s`lh pgphrs, wkph c`wf eks jùfthr, gfc skt gt eks chsd. Eh wgs

f` o`fnhr whgrkfn teh `rgfnh fgpdkf tkh, `foy g wekth j`gt `vhr g

wekth sekrt gfc mogjd pgfts. Lgrtyr br`wfhc. Cr. N`yhr wùoc

pr`mgmoy fhvhr whgr teh `rgfnh fgpdkf tkh gngkf.

Eh e`phc Cr. N`yhr wùocft ush pgkf t`cgy. @jjgsk`fgooy eh

n`t oujdy wkte eks lgrds gfc `foy fhhchc t` gfswhr quhstk`fs `r

try fhw b``cs. Cr. N`yhr egcft jgrrkhc kf g sthgly sgjd buoo `b

b``c, teùne.

Cr. N`yhr succhfoy sp`dh. êgt gl K supp`shc t` c` wkte

yù0Lgrtyr lht teh c`jt`rs hyhs. Sehy whrh mr`wf, okdh teh hyhs

`b hvhry Ags`f `f teh Bgrl. Lgrtyr dfhw teh jò`r mr`wf whoo.

êgt c` yù wgftt` c`0

Seh c`jt`r rummhc g egfc `vhr eks ehgc. K c`ft df`w K


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78

c`ft df`w. Sehy ngvh lh g okst `b stgrthr quhstk`fs, mut yùvh

pr`mgmoy egc goo te`sh my f`w.

Lgrtyr egc gfswhrhc tehl `bthf. êgts yùr fulmhr0 C`

yù egvh g fkjdfglh0 êgts yùr purp`sh0

Cr. N`yhr slkohc. Segts rknet. Jgf wh aust tgod0

Lgrtyr rhogxhc. Sgodkfn wùoc okdhoy mh pgkfohss. [hs, wh jgf.

C` yù okdh okvkfn ehrh0

Seh quhstk`f j`fbushc Lgrtyr. êhrh hosh wùoc eh okvh0

êgt c` yù lhgf0

C` yù hfa`y kt0 C` yù bkfc kt buf0

Z`lh cgys.

êgt lgdhs g n``c cgy0

F` lgrds. F` bknets. B``c wkte jò`r. Mhkfn wkte Mgmy. Hsph-

jkgooy g cgy wehrh f` `fh ks trykfn t` eurt Mgmy.

Ks Mgmy yùr brkhfc0

Lgrtyr f`cchc. Eh fhhcs lh.

êy0

Mgmy ks g Mr`dhf, s` g o`t `b Ags`fs pkjd `f ekl.

Mr`dhf.

[hge, yù df`w. Z`lhtekfn whft wr`fn wehf eh wgs lgch.

Ehs slgoo gfc c`hsft sphgd. Seh c`jt`rs tekfd ehs knf`rgft gfc

jgft ohgrf, mut tehy aust c`ft df`w eks ogfnugnh. Eh tgods wkte eks

egfcs, s` Kl teh `foy `fh we` ufchrstgfcs ekl.

êy ckc teh nugrc jgoo yù Lgrtyr0Kts ly fkjdfglh. K n`t kt mhjgush K ehop Mgmy gfc teh `tehr

mr`dhfs.

Cr. N`yhr pgushc b`r g shj`fc. Shoo lh gmùt g tklh yù

ehophc `fh `b tehl.

Chgokfn wkte muookhs wgsft Lgrtyrs bgv`rkth tekfn t` tgod

gmùt, mut kt wgs mhtthr tegf mhkfn p`dhc wkte fhhcohs. Eh ckcft

wgft teh c`jt`r t` jegfnh eks lkfc, s` Lgrtyr gfswhrhc qukjdoy.G bhw cgys gn`, Kr`f Lgf gfc Bkc` gttgjdhc Mgmy, gfc K jgoohc

Aèfs`f t` st`p tehl. Bkc` bùfc lh ogthr gfc wgs gfnry.

êgt egpphfhc0

Lgrtyr sgw f` egrl kf p`kftkfn ùt teh wùfc skfjh eh wgs


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72

gorhgcy kf g ogm. Eh ahrdhc eks ehgc t` teh strkp `b mhcsehht tkhc

grùfc eks wrkst. ]ò` wgs jo`sh my, s` Bkc` `foy mkt lh.

Cr. N`yhr st``c gfc wgodhc t`wgrc teh hxgl tgmoh. Gfc tegts

wey tehy jgoo ekl Bkc`0

Bkc` ks g c`ns fglh. Lgrtyr dfhw teks mhjgush ]ò` sgkc kt

gol`st hvhry tklh eh sp`dh t` Bkc`. ]ò` sgys tegt Bkc` gjts okdh

g c`n.

Egvh yù hvhr shhf g c`n0 Cr. N`yhr rhohgshc teh strgp eòc-

kfn Lgrtyrs wrkst t` teh tgmoh, o``shfhc teh sehht, gfc kfsphjthc

teh mkth lgrds. Sehf eh whft t` eks jùfthr gfc phfhc g jupm`grc.

@foy pkjturhs whrh se`wf kf jogss. Egvh yù shhf g rhgo `fh0

Lgrtyr egc ehgrc c`ns whrh slgoo gfc egkry gfc cr`òhc g o`t.

Z`lhtklhs Eullhr cr`òhc, mut f` `fh jgoohc ekl g c`n. Mgmy

cr`òhc g o`t wehf eh jrkhc, mut f` `fh jgoohc ekl g c`n hktehr.

Gppgrhftoy Bkc`s c`n-fhss wgs cuh t` s`lhtekfn hosh, mhjgush eh

jhrtgkfoy wgsft slgoo `r egkry.

Cr. N`yhr jo`shc teh jupm`grc. Kvh shhf o`ts `b c`ns.

Lgrtyrs hyhs b okjdhrhc grùfc teh ogm wekoh eh wgkthc. G tekjd,

mogjd j`gt wgs crgphc `vhr teh mgjd `b Cr. N`yhrs jegkr. [ u jgf

n` ùtskch0

@b jùrsh. Cr. N`yhr sthpphc mgjd t` Lgrtyrs skch gfc

rummhc j`ò gojè o `f eks wrkst.

Kt stufn gfc Lgrtyr stkbbhfhc. [ù tgdh teh gftkc`th0

Cr. N`yhr pgushc gfc o``dhc gwgy. Eks ter`gt m`mmhc. K, ul

yhs.

Lgrtyr mohw ùt g o`fn mrhgte. Eh jùocft hvhf klgnkfh wegt

kt lust mh okdh kf teh ùtskch w`roc. K df`w Koo fhvhr shh tekfns

okdh c`ns, mut s`lh`fh egs t` stgy ufchrnrùfc s` ph`poh gfc

c`ns jgf hxkst. Z`lhtklhs, teh df`wohcnh `b eks purp`sh wgs teh

`foy tekfn tegt lgch teh Bgrl mhgrgmoh. [ù t``d `bb yùr fgp-

dkf tkh. ^koo yù whgr kt gngkf0Kts g fhjdtkh, f`t g fgpdkf tkh, gfc Kl f`t goo`whc t` whgr kt.

Kl s`rry K mr`dh teh ruohs t`cgy. Kt wgs g lkstgdh.

Kl nogc yù ckc. @rgfnh ks vhry rgrh `f teh Bgrl. Z` ks rhc.

]hc ks ly bgv`rkth. êhrh ckc yù nht teh fhjdtkh0


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Cr. N`yhr phhohc g mgfcgnh gfc stujd kt t` Lgrtyrs wrkst. Ly

cgunethr ngvh kt t` lh b`r Jerkstlgs.

G tkfnoh trgvhohc c`wf Lgrtyrs grls. Cgunethr wgs w`lgf.

Eh okbthc eks ehgc `bb teh tgmoh. [ù egvh g w`lgf0

Cr. N`yhrs hyhmr`ws jrkfdohc `vhr eks hyhs. Ly cgunethr.

Zehs shvhfthhf.

êgt c`hs seh o``d okdh0

Cr. N`yhr rhgjehc kft` eks mgjd p`jdht. Eh ufbòchc mogjd bgm-

rkj gfc se`whc Lgrtyr g jò`rhc pkjturh. Seh c`jt`rs s`lhtklhs

se`whc tehl pkjturhs, mut fhvhr kf jò`r. Lgrtyr egc fhvhr shhf

s` lgfy jò`rs kf `fh pogjh. Eh stgrhc gt teh bgjh gfc hxegohc g

o`fn mrhgte. Seh cgunethr egc `rgfnh egkr! Gfc kt wgs o`fn, pgst

ehr seùochrs, gfc vhry juroy, okdh spkrgo pgstg. Eks hyhs whrh teh

jò`r `b phgs.

Eh ks vhry jò`rbuo. Lgrtyrs hyhs ckc f`t ohgvh teh pkjturh

wehf eh gsdhc, êgt grh teh jò`rs `b phgs0

Nrhhf.

Lgrtyr stgrhc gt teh cgunethrs hyhs. Eks hyhs grh nrhhf.

Ehr hyhs.

Lgrtyr nogfjhc gt Cr. N`yhr. Ehr0

^`lhfs mho`fnkfns grh ehrskfsthgc `b eks.Sehyrh jgoohc seh

kfsthgc `b eh. Yhrs`fgo pr`fùfs grh nhfchr sphjkbkj.

N``sh pklpohs mr`dh ut vhr Lgrtyrs grls. Seks wgs wey Cr.

^`lgf egc mhhf jgoohc Ehr. Lgrtyr wksehc eh jùoc rhlhlmhr

l`rh gmùt Cr. ^`lgf, mut kt egc mhhf s` o`fn gn`, gfc eh egc

mhhf s` yùfn. K wùoc okdh t` shh g w`lgf.

Cr. N`yhrs hyhmr`ws jrkfdohc t`nhtehr gngkf. Eh put teh pkj-

turh mgjd kft` teh mogjd bgmrkj gfc tujdhc kt kft` eks p`jdht.

êgts tegt yù dhhp teh pkjturh kf0

G wgooht. Kt eòcs ly l`fhy gfc jrhckt jgrcs, ly crkvhrs

okjhfsh.Lgrtyr se``d eks ehgc soknetoy, j`fbushc my teh strgfnh thrls.

F`fh `b teh `tehr c`jt`rs hvhr se`whc ekl tekfns okdh teks. Eh

wksehc eh jùoc shh teh pkjturh gngkfwksehc eh egc eks `wf

pkjturhmut Cr. N`yhr egc shhlhc upsht wehf eh put eks wgooht


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mgjd kft` eks p`jdht. Lgrtyr e`phc Cr. N`yhr wùocft st`p se`w-

kfn ekl bgsjkfgtkfn tekfns kf teh buturh.

Gs teh skohfjh strhtjehc f, Lgrtyr trkhc t` tekfd b s`lhtekfn

t` sgy s` Cr. N`yhr wùocft nht m`rhc gfc chjkch t` ush fhhcohs.

êgt ks Jerkstlgs0

Cr. N`yhr ohgfhc gngkfst teh wgoo my teh c``r gfc bòchc eks

grls. Kts g eòkcgy. [ù c`ft jhohmrgth Jerkstlgs ehrh0

êgts jhohmrgth0

Jhohmrgth ks mhkfn egppy t`nhtehr. Cr. N`yhr strgknethfhc

gfc o``dhc kft` Lgrtyrs hyhs. êgt c` teh `tehr c`jt`rs c`

wehf yù egvh lgrds0

Lgrtyr swgoo`whc, t`rf vhr e`w t` gfswhr. Kb eh ckcft thoo Cr.

N`yhr teh trute, teh `tehr c`jt`rs wùoc, gfc Cr. N`yhr wùoc

df`w Lgrtyr egc okhc. Oykfn gowgys lgch tekfns w`rsh. L`stoy

tehy ush fhhcohs t` thst teh j`fthfts `b ckbbhrhft vkgos. Lhckjkfhs

b`r ùtskch, K tekfd. Z`lhtklhs teh vkgos jgush pgkf, s`lhtklhs

tehy lgdh us sohhp. @tehr tklhs teh c`jt`rs put stkjdy wkrhs `f

ùr m`ckhs tegt muzz ùr kfskchs. Gfc `jjgsk`fgooy tehy aust gsd

quhstk`fs.

êgt dkfc `b quhstk`fs c` tehy gsd0

Wuhstk`fs gmùt pgkf. Wuhstk`fs gmùt lgte gfc sjkhfjh.

Wuhstk`fs gmùt Kr`f Lgf gfc Bkc`, `r ]ò` gfc Aèfs`f.

ê` ks Kr`f Lgf0

Seh c`jt`rs jgoo ekl A1:17. Ehs teh òchst we` ks stkoo okvkfn,

wekje lgdhs ekl teh ohgchr. Mut lgfy `b us je``sh f`t t` bòo`w

ekl. Ehs jruho. Ehs jruho t` Mgmy.

Cr. N`yhr wgodhc t` eks jegkr gfc sgt c`wf, nogfjkfn `vhr teh

pgphrs f eks chsd. Eh pkjdhc fh up gfc rhgc br`l kt. êgts teh

l`st klp`rtgft ruoh ehrh0

Kt wgs teh stgfcgrc okst `b quhstk`fs. @mhy teh c`jt`rs.

êgt ks yùr purp`sh0Lgrtyr swgoo`whc gfc jo`shc eks hyhs. Ly purp`sh ks t`

hxpkrh. S` mh g sgjrkbkjh b`r te`sh we` okvh utskch. Lgrtyr phfhc

eks hyhs gfc lht Cr. N`yhrs. Okdh yù.

Cr. N`yhr bòchc eks grls gfc stgrhc gt eks ogp.


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Ckc teh c`jt`r wgft g o`fnhr gfswhr0 K hxpkrh kf twhfty-bkvh

cgys, wehf K turf hknethhf. Sehf ly purp`sh wkoo mh buobkoohc.

Cr. N`yhr o``dhc up. C`hs tegt sjgrh yù0

F` `fh egc hvhr gsdhc kb eh whrh sjgrhc. K c`ft wgft t`hxpkrh.

Mhjgush yù wgft t` okvh0

[hs, mut f`t b`r lyshob. Kl j`fthft t` sgjrkbkjh ly okbh t` sgvh

teùsgfcs br`l teh t`xkj gkr. Mut kb Kl n`fh, we` wkoo tgdh jgrh `b

Mgmy0 Gfc kb Mgmy c`hsft okvh uftko ehs hknethhf, ehoo bgko t` shrvh

eks purp`sh. Segt wùocft mh bgkr.

Kts klp`rtgft t` yù t` shrvh yùr purp`sh0Kts wey Kl gokvh.

Cr. N`yhr rummhc eks lùte wkte eks egfc. Jgf K gfswhr gfy

quhstk`fs b`r yù, Lgrtyr0

Lgrtyr teùnet gmùt teh `rgfnh fhjdtkh gfc teh pkjturh `b teh

cgunethr. E`w c` yù jhohmrgth Jerkstlgs0

[ù nkvh nkbts t` te`sh yù o`vh.

Cr. Lgx egc hxpogkfhc nkbts `fjh, wehf tehy tgodhc gmùtmhkfn fkjh t` `tehrs. Mut teh `tehr w`rc wgs fhw. êgt ks o`vh0

Cr. N`yhr rgf g egfc vhr eks ehgc gngkf. Xe kts wehf yù

egvh dkfc bhhokfns b`r s`lh`fh.

Cr. N`yhr egc mhhf dkfc. Eh egc nkvhf hfa`ygmoh lgrds gfc

lhfchc Lgrtyrs wrkst wkte f` ohjturh. ^koo yù nkvh lh g nkbt0

Lgymh s`lhcgy.

Gf `rgfnh fhjdtkh0Cr. N`yhr purshc eks okps gs kb bknetkfn g slkoh. Yr`mgmoy f`t.


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