On the Importance of Being a Grandmother

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    ON THE IMPORTANCE OF BEING A GRANDMOTHER

    I grew up listening to the tales told to all the grandchildren in my clan by my old and frailgrandmother. As one among the youngest of her grand brood, I had always seen her as an aged

    woman. She was as thin as a leaf, illiterate and toothless too. Her hollowed in cheeks are what is

    etched out in my memory. She had to pound the must- chew- after- meal betel nut, leaves and alittle lime trio inside a hand held, tubular mortar and pestle both made of brass and scrape them

    out into a coarsely minced ball and pop into her mouth and we the hungry kids would get a

    portion too in return for the service of pounding the mixture.

    Funny, because I never thought that the old lady would leave such a strong impression upon me.

    I was not particularly attached to her either during her lifetime. Ironically, I realize that a lot of

    what I am now is because of her. Despite illiteracy and orthodox bringing up, she was adisciplinarian and a perfectionist too. In the naivety of my childishness I had adapted myself to

    her instructions with an annoyance and complied with criticism. Never did I imagine that I would

    grow to appreciate and adore the old dame in my mature years; I am equally surprised by the

    knowledge that I begin to recognize her as the mould into which I have been poured and shaped.

    Serious thoughts apart, she had given me wonderful moments through her narrations that would

    fill our vacant times. With an age gap of more than six decades between us, her childhoodexperiences became excellent raw material for her stories. In her times, water had to be fetched

    from common wells and the hearth burnt with dry branches and twigs collected from the wild

    growth at the village borders. (Not that she lived in villages but the present day mega cities werestill hamlets during her growing- up years.) Paid assistance was taken only to build the walls and

    the roof of the house and the women in the family were in charge of maintenance which included

    apart from daily sweep and mop the white wash of the walls to be done annually and whenever a

    joyful or a sad occasion demanded it. It was a time when the subordination of female gender wasaccepted in totality. She claimed not to have looked at any man eye to eye and threw us into

    guffaws at her confession that she had not spoken to her husband till she gave birth to her second

    child. Her wrinkled cheeks glowed into a blush when we oohed and aahed in disbelief.

    My childhood then is vastly different from the childhood now. Days were when we had to

    learn with what was taught in the class rooms during regular school hours. Tuitions were givenonly and only to slow learners and had a stigma attached. Sans television, sans computer

    and sans mobile phone, the only pastime at home was listening to listeners choice in Radio

    Ceylon and the radio set lacked the multisensory grip of the modern gadgets and fortunately

    allowed us the pleasures of playing hide and seek outdoors and crowding around granny to listento her tales. Indeed there were plenty of opportunities to stick around her in view of manifold

    chores disguised as games allotted to the children.

    One activity that stands out in my memory was removing stones from rice. Modern rice millshave state- of -art machinery to remove stones and sort and grade the rice granules according to

    color and size. The rice I buy now at departmental stores is so clean that all that is needed in way

    of preparation for cooking is a single rinse under running water. About four decades back, thingswere not that simple. Rice bought in stores had a generous mix of stones; stones as black as coal

    and as big as pepper corn; some were glassy little pebbles. It was not unusual to find seeds of

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    varied sizes and varieties too. Removal of stones was an ongoing process. A common sight at

    households was squatted people with heads bent and hands rhythmically moving around a pile of

    rice in the process of picking stones.

    Whenever the elders complained that we the tiny tots had time to kill, my grandmother would

    manipulate us to sit in a circle, unload a small mound of rice from the sack onto the floor andapportion small or big scoops according to our age and capacity and we had to spread the rice onthe floor and remove stones one by one and the rice so cleaned would be stored separately ready

    for cooking. The competition would be to accumulate maximum quantity of stones and that

    meant cleaning more than originally allotted rice. What kept us glued to the job was invariablythe yarn that she would start to weave and prolong as long as she thought that we had done

    justice to the task cum contest allotted.

    Granny would lament the fact that all the stones were going a waste. In her home town, so shewould start, the stones had been recycled. People stored the stones in tins until they grew to a

    sizeable quantity and made a profit by selling to the grocers who would go from household to

    household buying those stones at a price and the stones so collected would be mixed in freshbags of rice. Families did not mind buying rice deliberately enriched (?!?) with the unwanted

    addends as long as they were paid a few annas for the stones returned at a later time. But that

    was the practice at her native town. In our place, since no grocer came to buy, the stones of our

    labor had to be thrown out. I am amused to recollect now, how in those days I felt miserable andalmost cried that all the stones I removed could not be exchanged for money. In my own way, I

    devised means of offsetting my loss. I could safe keep the stones until they became a bagful and

    carry the bag to grandmothers town at my next visit and sell to the highest bidder in the localmarket. The idea of counting coins in my palms helped to bring a smile in my face.

    I think it is high time I wound up this session because I see the tender red lips part in a yawn and

    the eyelids droop down in spite of efforts to remain awake. So sleep well, pretty baby and I shallregale you with another story of mine tomorrow. For now it is Good night! My little

    grandchild.

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